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Title: Abbey;
or, taking it easy
Author: Lucy Ellen Guernsey
Release date: June 6, 2025 [eBook #76232]
Language: English
Original publication: Philadelphia: American Sunday-School Union, 1867
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Abbey finds Elvie weeding in the garden.]
ABBEY;
OR,
TAKING IT EASY.
[BY]
[LUCY ELLEN GUERNSEY.]
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PHILADELPHIA:
AMERICAN SUNDAY-SCHOOL UNION,
NO. 1122 CHESTNUT STREET.
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NEW YORK: 599 BROADWAY.
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Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1867, by the
AMERICAN SUNDAY-SCHOOL UNION,
in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States
for the Eastern District of Pennsylvania.
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CONTENTS.
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CHAPTER
I.—THE GREEN PAIL
II.—TRYING AGAIN
III.—CONSULTATIONS
IV.—A CHANGE
V.—MRS. POWELL
VI.—KINDLING A FIRE
ABBEY;
OR,
"TAKING IT EASY."
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CHAPTER I.
THE GREEN PAIL.
"TAKE the green pail to carry the water up-stairs, and set the smaller
one on the stove, with water in it, that I may have it hot presently,"
said Mrs. Ward. "Do you understand me?"
"Oh, yes, I know," answered Abbey, confidently.
Mrs. Ward closed the kitchen-door, and sat down in the shade on the
back steps for a few minutes, to read the paper before going on with
her day's work.
She had certainly earned a little rest. For she had been up since five
o'clock, had prepared her husband's breakfast and sent him off to his
work at seven o'clock, had swept and dusted her pretty little parlour
and dining-room, and was presently to make bread and cakes, and a
meat-pie to be eaten cold for next day's dinner. For, while she made it
a rule never to do unnecessary cooking on Sunday, she "calculated," as
she would have said, to provide something rather better than common for
her husband's dinner on that day.
She was the wife of a hard-working, painstaking printer,—a man who
never missed a day's work from idleness or a spree, but who yet had
hard work enough to maintain his family at home, help support his old
mother, keep his house and life insured, and make both ends of the
year meet. Mrs. Ward had never kept a girl till quite lately. She had
always been able to do all her own work, with the help of her daughter,
who had been trained to usefulness from the time she could run alone.
But Comfort Ward, though a strong and healthy girl up to the age of
fourteen, had then begun to pine away and fade like a plant. The spring
after her fifteenth birthday, she was laid to rest under the trees
of Mount Faith Cemetery, in the sure and certain hope of a glorious
immortality. Her illness was long and trying, and Mrs. Ward found
herself so worn out after it was over, that her husband insisted on her
having some one to help her in her household work.
So she hired Abbey Jenkins, a stout girl of fourteen, who had already
lived in two or three different places, but for some reason (which no
one seemed exactly to understand) had never stayed long in any one of
them. Every one told Mrs. Jenkins that her Abbey could not possibly
have a better place: Mrs. Ward was an excellent Christian woman, a
capital housekeeper, understanding all sorts of work, and one who would
do her duty by any girl who lived with her. Old Aunt Phœbe Ray added to
her congratulations the remark that Mrs. Ward had a heap of patience,
and could get on with Abbey if any one could; from which we may gather
that Abbey was no particular favourite with the old lady.
Mrs. Ward was tired, and the shaded back steps made a very pleasant
resting-place. She looked through the paper, and then sat for a few
moments surveying her little garden-ground and considering how she
could put in a row of Martinias and some new annual flower-seeds where
every inch of room seemed already occupied,— when she perceived a smell
as of burning paint.
"Somebody has got a hot fire," was her first thought. "It comes from
the kitchen!" was her second.
She jumped up hastily and opened the door. There on the stove was her
new, neatly-painted green water-pail, all blackened and blistered with
the heat, the paint upon the bottom burned off, and filling the whole
house with a most unsavory odour! She hastened to snatch it off, but
the mischief was done. The pail was utterly spoiled.
Mrs. Ward was a woman who understood pretty well how to rule her own
spirit. She did not utter a single hasty exclamation, but there was
some sharpness in the tone with which she called "Abbey!" at the foot
of the back stairs.
Abbey did not answer.
And Mrs. Ward, listening, heard a sort of rubbing and scrubbing sound,
as of some one violently rubbing a carpet.
"What has she been about?" thought Mrs. Ward.
She stepped into the parlour, to lay down the paper. The first thing
which caught her eye was a large and rapidly-spreading stain upon the
newly whitened ceiling, from which water was falling drop by drop upon
the matting below. She hurried up-stairs, and beheld a scene which
explained the whole matter. The pail which Abbey had been told to set
upon the stove lay on the floor, with the handle out, and Abbey was
busily swabbing up the water with some large white cloth done up into a
wad.
"What 'have' you been about, Abbey?" asked Mrs. Ward.
"The handle came out of the pail, and spilt the water," replied Abbey,
with rather an air of injured innocence. "I didn't know it was loose."
"Didn't I tell you to set that pail on the stove and take the green one
to carry up the water?" asked Mrs. Ward.
"I didn't understand," said Abbey.
"If you did not understand, it was because you did not pay attention,"
returned Mrs. Ward. "I told you, in perfectly plain English, to set
this pail on the stove and carry the other up-stairs. And you have done
exactly the contrary, and accomplished more mischief in one half-hour
than your wages will be worth for a month to come. I think you had
better go home to your mother. I cannot afford to keep a girl who
cannot turn round without doing mischief, just because she will not
attend to what is said to her. What are you rubbing the floor with? Let
me see."
She took the cloth out of her hands and unfolded it, but the sight it
presented did not tend to comfort her. It was an old but fine damask
table-cloth, bearing the marks of careful preservation and mending, but
now worn into two or three great holes by Abbey's rubbing. As Mrs. Ward
looked at it, her colour rose, and the tears came into her eyes.
"My dear mother's cloth!—And the very last I had!" said she. "You had
better go to bed, and stay there the rest of the day. There, at least,
you will be out of mischief."
"I'm sure I didn't mean any thing—" and Abbey began her defence.
But Mrs. Ward interrupted her.
"Yes: there is exactly the trouble. You never do mean any thing,
either good or bad. You don't mean any harm, perhaps, but you don't
mean any good, either. You don't put your mind upon your work in the
least degree, nor do you attend to any thing that is said to you. Half
the mischief in the world is done by people who don't mean any thing.
Another trouble is that you think you know every thing already,—instead
of which you are a very ignorant little girl, deficient in almost every
thing that should be known even by a girl of your age. And if you are
ever going to be any thing but a real torment to every one about you,
you will have to take a great deal of pains for it. Just because you
would not attend to perfectly plain directions, you have done more
mischief since you came into this house, only a month ago, than your
work will be worth in six months if you do your very best. I don't
think I can afford to keep you any longer. If I saw you improving, or
taking pains to improve, I should feel differently; but you don't."
Mrs. Ward may be excused for feeling irritated. The parlour-ceiling
had just been whitened, at considerable expense; the pail was a new
one, and the table-cloth an heirloom which had been in her family for
two or three generations. It was not Abbey's first piece of mischief,
either. She had broken more cups, loosened more knife-handles and
spotted more floors than Mrs. Ward had done in all her housekeeping.
She had killed two or three valuable plants by throwing her dish-water
upon them,—though she was expressly told what to do with it,—and broken
down a Diana grape-vine, which Mr. Ward was nursing with great care,
by throwing the coal-ashes upon it, instead of putting them in their
proper place. In every one of these cases her excuse was that she
didn't mean any thing; she didn't understand.
"What shall I do next?" asked Abbey, after Mrs. Ward had washed and
hung up the unlucky table-cloth.
"You can take those towels and sit down to hem them in the kitchen,
where I can see you while I am mixing my bread," replied Mrs. Ward.
"Can't I sit up in my room?" asked Abbey.
"No! Unless you are under my eye, you will hem half of them one way and
half the other. And I cannot trust you to finish the work up-stairs by
yourself."
"Well," said Abbey to herself, as she hunted up her thimble (which was
never in its place), "I'm glad I don't worry so about every little
thing. I believe in taking things easy, for my part."
It is worthy of notice that for every person who prides himself or
herself on taking things easy, there is always some one else who has
to take them hard in proportion. This was the case with Abbey and her
friends. She had always taken things easy, ever since she was born.
As a little child, her mother had been proud of her daughter's placid
disposition and had boasted that nothing ever put Abbey out. But as the
child grew older, and became of an age to be helpful to her mother,
Mrs. Miles did not find that Abbey lightened her cares at all. Somehow,
she had a remarkable knack of "shirking,"—of slipping out of and away
from every thing that she did not like to do,—of breaking and spoiling
every thing she took in hand,—of being so long over her breakfast
dishes that it was less trouble to her mother to wash them herself,—of
getting the baby into scrapes whenever she was set to tend him,—of
buying exactly the wrong thing whenever she was sent to market or to
the grocer's, and never coming back till the last minute.
All this time, Abbey was as placid as possible. No scolding disturbed
her temper or did her any good. She was always singing over her work.
And as she had a sweet voice and sung with a good deal of taste,
visitors were apt to remark how pleasant it was to have a child of such
a happy disposition!
When Abbey was thirteen years old, her mother married again. Abbey's
stepfather was a hard-working, energetic, well-principled man, who
fully intended to do the part of a father by his wife's children. But
he was what is called "short-tempered," and being, as I said, very
hard-working and painstaking himself, he had not very much patience
with the opposite qualities. Abbey found herself driven about and
stirred up more than she had ever been before in her life.
Mrs. Jenkins felt sorry for her, but she had lately become awake to
the fact that Abbey would have to earn her own living. And that, if
she were ever to be good for any thing, it was quite time she began.
Abbey, however, was more than a match for her stepfather. Her placidity
of temper gave her a great advantage over his fretful position,—as
cotton-bags are said to oppose the best resistance to cannon-balls.
But Mr. Jenkins had the advantage in one way, and at last he used it.
He possessed "the power of the purse;" and he declared that he would no
longer support Abbey in idleness: she should go out to work, and earn
her own living in some one else's house, if not in her own home.
Abbey had been living out for four months, and she had been in three
different places already. As I said, her mother was very glad when Mrs.
Ward took her in hand. And Aunt Phœbe Ray, who had interested herself
very much in finding places for Abbey, declared that Mrs. Ward could
get on with the girl if any one could.
CHAPTER II.
TRYING AGAIN.
ABBEY took her work and went down into the kitchen, where Mrs. Ward
was mixing her bread. She was not in the least ruffled by the events
of the morning, and thought it very strange that any one else should
be. What was the use? She made various remarks by way of beginning a
conversation, to which she got very short answers, or none at all.
Presently she began to sing.
"Don't sing, Abbey: attend to your work," said Mrs. Ward, shortly. "I
do think one reason why you never have your mind upon what you are
about is that you are always singing. The sound serves you instead of
thought."
This was quite true in Abbey's case, and I have no doubt it is true of
many others. The poet says of some one that,—
"He whistled as he went, for want of thought."
Abbey sung for want of thought. Being now, however, reduced to silence,
she was obliged to think a little, and her reflections were not
remarkably pleasant. She could not but confess to herself that it would
not be very convenient to lose her place again and have to go home in
disgrace for the fourth time in as many months, while her next youngest
sister, who was only twelve, had been living with one lady for nearly
a year, and had lately had her wages raised. She had spoiled her best
frock by washing dishes in it at her last place. Her second-best was
rapidly becoming shabby; and Mr. Jenkins declared that he would not buy
her another,—she should earn it herself, and then she would know the
value of it; nor would he allow Elvira to divide her wages with her
sister.
"You think I am hard upon the girl," he said to his wife, "and I dare
say other people have plenty to say about the matter. But I tell you
that she will never be good for any thing till she finds out that she
is dependent on her own exertions for her living."
"I believe you are right," said Mrs. Jenkins, sighing, "but I begin to
be afraid she will never learn any thing. The trouble is, that she does
not care. No fault-finding disturbs her in the least."
"Exactly so. But she likes to dress well and to have plenty to eat, and
she 'will' care when she finds that she is to have neither food nor
clothes unless she provides them for herself."
Abbey could not but admit to herself as she sat at work that if she
left Mrs. Ward in disgrace, the chances of her finding another place
were very small. Aunt Phœbe Ray, who got situations for half the girls
in Milby, declared positively that she would never recommend her again
if she failed this time. It was, no doubt, unreasonable in Mrs. Ward to
be so angry at an accident (so Abbey said to herself), but it was clear
that she was very much put out. Indeed, she had as good as told her
that she might go home. Certainly, the prospect was not a pleasant one.
"But there is no use in worrying," said Abbey. "I dare say something
will happen."
Meantime, Mrs. Ward had in some degree recovered her composure. She did
not regret the scolding she had given Abbey,—she knew very well that
hardly any thing would rouse her from her indifference. But she began
to think whether she had not better try her a little longer. She knew
how poor the family really were, and how hard both father and mother
worked to keep themselves out of debt and their children comfortable
and respectable, and to provide comforts and luxuries for the oldest
boy,—a poor little humpbacked cripple of ten years, who had never been
able to walk, and probably never would be. She remembered how glad Mrs.
Jenkins had been to procure the place for Abbey. And she finally made
up her mind to try the girl a little longer.
"After all, I suppose I may as well have patience with her as any one
else," said she to herself. "If Comfort had been obliged to live out, I
should have wanted people to have patience with her."
"Now, Abbey, I want you to attend, what I say," said Mrs. Ward, as
she finally took her sewing and sat down. "Don't let your mind wander
to the ends of the earth,—nor out of the window, either," she added,
with some sharpness, as she saw Abbey beginning in a dreamy manner to
contemplate some cows upon the common. "Listen to me."
Abbey had a habit, whenever any one began to reprove her,—or "lecture
her," as she said,—of at once beginning to think of something else.
Just at this time she had a perception that such a course would not be
very wise: so she brought in her eyes from the common, and her mind
from the day-dream she was just beginning, and prepared to give some
attention to what was said to her.
"Do you want to keep your place, Abbey?" asked Mrs. Ward.
"If I can suit you," said Abbey.
"Suppose you go away from here: what do you expect to do?"
"Go home, I suppose, and stay till I get another place," replied Abbey.
"It may not be so easy for you to find another place," said Mrs. Ward.
"Which of the ladies you have lived with during the last few months, do
you think, would recommend you?"
Abbey was silent.
"And, meantime, you will be at home, where you are not wanted, and be a
burden upon hands which are already more than full."
"I don't see how I can help it," said Abbey. "And I don't think it is
fair to twit me with it. I am sure you could tell any one that I was
neat and honest, and—"
"Look under that table, Abbey, and see the dust upon the legs,"
interrupted Mrs. Ward. "Look out of the window, and see those
coal-ashes. As for honesty, there are more ways of being dishonest than
merely stealing."
"I don't know what you mean, Mrs. Ward," said Abbey, now really
colouring and showing some signs of feeling.
"Well, Abbey, I will tell you what I mean. I give you good wages,—very
good for a girl of your age,—which I pay you every Saturday out of my
own and my husband's hard earnings. Do you take pains to earn those
wages? When I go to a store and lay out five dollars, I expect to get
the worth of my money. And if the tradesman gives me short measure or
an inferior article, I call him a dishonest man. If I pay a girl good
wages for doing my work, and she neglects it, or does it badly and in
such a manner as to bring loss upon me, I call her a dishonest girl,
whether she steals the value of a penny from me or not."
"I don't think I have done any thing so very bad," said Abbey. "Every
one makes mistakes sometimes."
"Listen, Abbey," replied Mrs. Ward, taking a paper from her
work-basket. "I have been making a little calculation as to what you
have cost me since you came here, a little more than four weeks ago. I
will read it to you:—
"Two cups broken, at 25c. each..........................$0.50
Tin basin forgotten and left on the stove to burn up.... .30
Diana grape-vine spoiled................................1.00
Fine rose-bushes spoiled................................1.00
Towel burned up......................................... .25
New water-pail spoiled..................................1.50
Parlour-ceiling spoiled.................................2.00
—————
$6.55
"There are six dollars and fifty-five cents, at the lowest calculation,
a dead loss; and all from the sheerest carelessness and indifference on
your part. Not one of these accidents was necessary. I say nothing of
the table-cloth, for no money will pay for that. And I have put down
the rose-bushes at just what I gave for them,—though I would not have
taken ten dollars apiece for them. The very last thing my daughter did
in the garden was to set out those two rose-bushes, which you destroyed
just because you would not pay attention and did not care whether you
did right or wrong."
For once, Abbey did not seem to have any thing to say for herself. She
was not used to be treated in this way. She had often been scolded
and fretted at, and she had intrenched herself in indifference and
inattention. But it was something new to have somebody sit down and
calmly compel her attention to a straightforward, business-like account
of her misdeeds.
She did not know how to meet it. And, for once in her life, she felt
ashamed and irritated. The feelings were not pleasant to her. Abbey
began to cry,—a very unusual thing with her.
"I am sure, Mrs. Ward, I did not mean any harm!" she sobbed. "I think
it is very hard to lay it all to me."
"Who shall we lay it to?—To me?" asked Mrs. Ward. "I don't suppose you
did mean to do wrong; but neither did you mean to do right. If you had,
you would have done right; for there was nothing to hinder you, but,
on the contrary, every thing to help you. You knew better than to do
any one of these things,—some of them because you were expressly told
at the time, and others because any person of common sense would know
better. You have caused me all this loss and discomfort in a perfectly
needless manner; you have slipped yourself out of every bit of work
that you could get rid of; and yet you expect me to pay you as much as
if you had done your work faithfully. Is that honest?"
For once, Abbey's conscience was touched. She could not get out of the
corner in which Mrs. Ward had placed her, and she dared not say "yes"
to the question.
"But there is another and a still more serious view of the matter,"
continued Mrs. Ward, after a little silence. "Abbey, do you ever
reflect that you are accountable to God for the way in which you spend
your time and your strength?"
Abbey did not answer aloud. But she said to herself, "Oh, dear! I do
wish she would not begin on that. A lecture is bad enough, without a
sermon."
"Do you remember the twenty-fifth chapter of the Gospel by Matthew?"
asked Mrs. Ward.
Abbey did not remember it particularly, though it had been read at
family worship only the day before.
"It contains very interesting and important instructions about the last
judgment," continued Mrs. Ward. "We have, first, the parable of the ten
virgins. How did the five foolish virgins come to be shut out from the
marriage supper? Was it because they broke their lamps, or made any bad
use of them?"
"It was because they took no oil," replied Abbey.
"And in the case of the unfaithful servant who was cast into outer
darkness, for what was he condemned? Did he spend his lord's money, or
waste it?"
"He hid it in the ground," replied Abbey.
"And what ought he to have done?"
"He ought to have traded with it, as the others did, I suppose," said
Abbey.
"Now we come to the account of the last judgment," said Mrs. Ward.
"Does our Lord say to those on his left hand that they had robbed, or
murdered, or done any thing of that sort, for which they were to be
condemned?"
Abbey was silent. She began to see the drift of the sermon, as she
called it.
"In every one of these instances," continued Mrs. Ward, "we find people
condemned for things which they had omitted. I do not suppose the
foolish virgins 'meant any harm,'—as you are so fond of saying. They
merely forgot to provide themselves with oil.
"The slothful servant, as I said, did not make any bad use of the
money committed to his charge. He was merely too lazy to use it at
all. Doubtless he might have doubled his talent, as well as his
fellow-servants; but that would have required thought and exertion and
watchfulness. He would have been obliged to get up early, and go into
the market, and keep himself informed as to the state of trade,—all
of which he thought too much trouble. It was easier to put the talent
out of sight and indulge his indolence, excusing himself to his own
conscience with the thought that his master was a hard man and would
not be pleased whatever he did, and that, after all, he was not so bad
as some other people, for he did not spend his talent for fine clothes
or strong drink.
"You see, Abbey, what I mean. God has given you more than one talent,
and of these talents, he will one day demand a strict account. He has
given you health and strength, and people who are willing to teach you.
And if you misuse all these things, or if you do not use them at all,
it will not excuse you, when he calls you to account, that you did not
mean any thing in particular, any more than the five foolish virgins
were excused."
"I am not a professor of religion," said Abbey.
"So much the worse for you, my child. If you were ten times a professor
of religion, you would be under no more obligation to serve God
than you are now. And you cannot get rid of your obligation by not
acknowledging it. You are only adding one more sin to all the others."
"I don't see how that is," said Abbey. "I think Christians ought to
be a great deal better than other people, for my part though I don't
see that they are. I am sure my father isn't. He is always reading the
Bible, and all that. And I don't see that he is any better-tempered for
that. And there is Elvie! She joined the church last fall. And what
good has it done her?"
"Why do you think your father is not a good man?" asked Mrs. Ward.
"He is always finding fault with me," said Abbey. "I have not had one
bit of comfort at home since he came there. Mother never said one word
about my living out, till he began to talk about it."
"But, Abbey, you must have known that you would have your own living to
earn some time. Who did you think was going to support you?"
Abbey did not know: only, she didn't see why she should have to work
for a living, more than other people. She didn't see why some one
shouldn't leave her a fortune. "Mrs. Frost's uncle had left one to her."
"Do you reflect, Abbey, that if such an event had taken place, it would
only have increased your responsibility? It would be another talent,
for the use of which you would have to answer to God. And if you hide
away and neglect the talents you have already, what reason have you to
think that you would do better with ten than with one?"
"I don't believe rich people trouble themselves about such things as
that," said Abbey. "They just have the money and spend it and take the
comfort of it."
"Many rich people do trouble themselves about such things," said Mrs.
Ward. "They consider themselves only as stewards of the wealth God has
given them, and use it for his service. You have heard of Miss Nancy
Wigglesworth, who founded the Old Ladies' Home and the Coloured Orphan
Asylum?"
"Folks say she was an old miser," said Abbey, "and that she used to
go looking like a fright, and would not give a beggar a bit of money
for any thing. I wouldn't be like that. I would take the comfort of my
money as I went along."
"People were very unjust to call Miss Wigglesworth a miser," said Mrs.
Ward. "She never spent one-quarter of her income upon herself. All the
rest went for religious and charitable uses. She used to help poor
people by lending them money as they needed it. Sometimes they would
neglect to pay her, when they were perfectly well able to do so; and
then, when they were compelled to pay, they railed at their benefactor
as a hard-hearted miser. Another way in which she got the name of being
stingy was that she never would give to an object of which she did not
approve. People used to go to her for all sorts of things, and when she
refused them, they abused her."
"That's just what I say," persisted Abbey. "What was the use, after
all? She might just as well have taken the comfort of her money as she
went along, instead of giving it away and getting no thanks for it."
"Miss Wigglesworth has been dead eighteen or twenty years," said Mrs.
Ward; "that is to say, she has been all that time in heaven. Do you
suppose she regrets now that she gave away her money and did not spend
it upon her own pleasures? I remember well going with my mother to see
her when she was ill with her last sickness. She suffered a long while,
and very terribly at times; but I shall never forget the peace and joy
in her face as she spoke of her own death, nor the tone in which she
repeated the words,—
"'I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept
the faith: Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness.'
"Do you think the rich man in the parable felt like that when God said
to him, 'Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee'?
"Yet all he meant to do was to have a good time as he went along."
Abbey writhed impatiently in her chair. She never could bear to think
of dying.
"Well, I am not rich, and I never shall be," said she: "so that is
nothing to me."
"You are mistaken, Abbey. It is every thing to you. You are not rich
in money,—that is true; but you are rich in what is worth far more,
in what money cannot buy,—in health, and strength, and chances of
usefulness. You may put aside all these gifts in a napkin; you may
employ them for your own selfish ends,—in merely 'having a good time,'
as you say. You may let them rust in idleness, or wear them out in
the service of self and the devil; but rest assured of this, that for
every one of them God will as surely bring you into judgment as you sit
there."
"Do you wish to stay here, Abbey?" asked Mrs. Ward, once more.
Abbey did not answer. She did "not" wish to stay, if she could help it;
but she did not see what else she was to do.
"You can take till to-night to think over the matter," continued
Mrs. Ward, "but I tell you plainly that, if you 'do' stay, it must
be on very different terms than heretofore. You must conduct very
differently. I shall charge you for every article that you break
or spoil, and I shall make you do over again every thing you leave
undone or half done. I am willing, for your mother's sake, to try you
a while longer on these terms; that is, if Mr. Ward will give his
consent,—for he will be very much vexed when he sees the condition of
the parlour-ceiling. As I said, you can take till night to consider
the matter. Now put away your sewing, take the dust-pan and brush, and
brush under every table in the room, and then rub all the chair-rounds
and table-legs with the cloth."
Abbey obeyed, feeling very ill used indeed. Her conscience, which she
had heretofore managed to keep pretty quiet, was at last awakened,
and it pricked her severely. Abbey did not like the feeling at all.
It irritated her, as any discomfort of body or mind always did. And
she felt provoked at Mrs. Ward for having given her this new and very
disagreeable sensation. She would have liked very much to throw up her
place and go home; but home was not likely to be any more agreeable to
her than her present situation, and she must earn something, or go in
rags.
"Dear me!" she said to herself, impatiently, "it does seem as if when
all we wanted was to live in peace and have a good time, one might be
let alone and allowed to have it; but it appears as though every thing
was dead set against me."
Even so, Abbey. The whole course of nature is "dead set" against any
one who will not work either with it or against it.
"I believe I will go and talk it over with Elvie this afternoon," said
Abbey. "She will think I am to blame, of course; but, then, she won't
scold and fume, like father, or sigh and look as if I had half-killed
her, as mother does every time I come home."
"Can I go over to Mrs. Frost's and see my sister?" asked Abbey, after
dinner.
"I have no objection; but you must be at home by five o'clock. And I
want you to stop at the butcher's and bring home a veal cutlet for Mr.
Ward's supper. Now remember! What do you mean to buy?"
"A quarter—I mean a cutlet of veal," said Abbey, recollecting herself.
"Well, now, mind what you are about. Don't make a mistake, and don't
forget the time."
"Oh, dear!" sighed Abbey, as she walked away,—for once remembering to
latch the gate after her. "I do wish folks would not be so cross! I am
not 'that,' anyhow, whatever else I am."
This was always Abbey's last refuge when found fault with. She did
not reflect that her naturally placid temper was only another talent
committed to her charge, which would prove a curse or a blessing
according as she used it.
CHAPTER III.
CONSULTATIONS.
ABBEY found Elvie busily engaged, not in the kitchen or in sewing, but
in the garden, squatting down on her feet and weeding a flower-bed.
"Well, I declare! I did not know you were hired to work out-of-doors,"
said Abbey.
"Nor I," returned Elvie, smiling, as she laid down her trowel and rose
up to greet Abbey.
"I am working 'on my own hook,' as father says. Mrs. Frost has given
me all this long border for my own garden, and I am to have all I
can raise from it. I have bought fifty cents' worth of seeds with my
own money, and Mrs. Frost has given me as many more, and some plants
besides.
"Won't it be nice to have some flowers for poor Harry,—and some fruit,
too? For those two gooseberry-bushes, and that double row of strawberry
plants, are all mine. Won't it be nice?"
"Very nice," said Abbey, rather languidly; "but I should think Mrs.
Frost might give you all you wanted,—such a large garden as she has."
"But they wouldn't be the same at all," said Elvie. "They would be her
presents then, and not mine. And it is so much pleasanter to give away
something which you have earned or made yourself."
"I don't see why," returned Abbey. "A present is a present."
"And, besides," said Elvie,—who knew by experience that there was no
use in trying to make Abbey understand her,—"I love to work in the
garden. The ground smells so good and fresh, and it is so curious and
interesting to see things grow. Look at all these little green rings
of plants. They did not show the least bit yesterday afternoon; but
the shower has brought them up nicely. I am going to put some of the
sweet alyssum, and Tweedia, and some other things, in a cocoanut basket
I have been making for Harry to hang up in his window. Won't it be
nice for him? I bought the cocoanut myself, for the children, and Miss
Priscilla Frost showed me how to make a basket of the shell."
"Well, never mind that now," said Abbey, upon whose ears all these
things rather grated than otherwise,—she never added a single
penny's-worth to poor Harry's comforts and pleasures,—"never mind that
now. I want you to listen to me, and tell me whether I shall stay at
Mrs. Ward's or not."
"Stay at Mrs. Ward's!" exclaimed Elvie, dropping her trowel, and
forgetting all about seeds, cocoanut basket, and strawberries. "Oh,
Abbey, you are not thinking of leaving her? Surely you have not gone
and lost your place again? Oh, what will mother say?"
"Well, well, you need not talk so loud, or make such a fuss, as though
one had committed murder. I was only thinking about it,—that's all. If
any one treated you as I was treated this morning, I don't believe you
would want to stay; but because I don't make a fuss about every little
thing, as you and mother do, you think I have no feeling."
"Tell me all about it," said Elvie, wisely putting aside the reproach.
"Let us sit down on the steps here,—so I can see if any one comes in at
the gate—and tell me the whole story, from first to last."
Abbey told the story according to own idea of the matter, ending with,
"And she says if I stay, she shall charge me with every thing that I
break or spoil, and take it out of my wages. I don't see how I am ever
to earn any thing, at that rate."
"You must take care and not break things, then," said Elvie. "I don't
wonder ladies get out of patience sometimes, girls are so careless. And
you know, Abbey, you were always unlucky about dishes. But what about
the water-pail? How can you to make such a mistake?"
"I didn't think," replied Abbey. "But I don't see why she need make
such a fuss about that."
"Well, I don't know," said Elvie. "Do you remember what you said
when Totty broke your china cup? That was nobody's fault but your
own,—leaving it on the stairs, of all places in the world; and the poor
child got a sad fall and scratch beside: yet you scolded her smartly.
You didn't think that was nothing, did you?"
"That was different."
"I don't see the difference, except that one was yours and the other
was somebody's else. And, you see, it really is a great loss, for I
don't think the Wards are at all rich."
"I hate to live with poor folks!" said Abbey, pettishly. "If I could
have such a place as yours, I wouldn't mind living out."
"I don't think that rich folks like to have their things spoiled, any
more than poor folks," replied Elvira. "I am sure Mrs. Frost does not.
She will not let the least thing be wasted. But, Abbey, I do hope you
won't think of leaving your place, if you can possibly keep it. There
is a particular reason just now for our all exerting ourselves, you
know, for Harry's sake, because mother is so anxious to take him out in
the country this summer."
"Oh, yes! Harry,—always Harry!"
"Well, and so it ought to be always Harry," said Elvie, with a little
flash of her eyes. "Who should it be, if not Harry,—when you know how
good and patient he is, sitting there in his chair week in and week
out, suffering so much, yet never complaining, nor troubling any one
more than he can possibly help? I think we might all of us take pattern
by him, for my part, and be willing to work for him,—dear little
fellow!"
"Now, don't get in a passion, Elvie; because, if you do, you will be
sorry," said Abbey. "Just as if I did not think as much of Harry as
you do; only I am not always talking about it. Some people like to
talk about their feelings and what they do for others, and some don't:
that's all."
"And some people like to act out their feelings, and some don't,"
returned Elvie. "If people neither talk about their feelings nor act
upon them, I don't see, for my part, how any one is to know whether
they have them or not."
"Well, there is no particular use in talking about that," said Abbey.
"I suppose I had better stay at Mrs. Ward's and bear it the best way
I can. She may as well fret at me as at any one else. I don't mind it
much: that is one good thing."
"Perhaps if you minded more, she would have less cause to fret,"
remarked Elvira. "That is one trouble. When any one begins to tell you
any thing, you never begin to listen till they are half done, and so
you don't more than half understand. I don't believe that you cannot
please Mrs. Ward well enough, if you only try. Do try, Abbey,—please
do," she added, earnestly. "I can't bear to think how bad mother
will feel if you lose this place, and she has so much to trouble her
already. Do try, to mind Mrs. Ward, and attend to what she says to you.
You will learn after a while, and then it will come easier.
"Come, now; I am sure you ought to be able to do as well as I, when
you were always so much smarter to learn, and you are more than a year
older than I am. And every one says Mrs. Ward is such a good woman.
Mrs. Campion was here yesterday, and I heard her say she did not know
a better woman than Mrs. Ward. It will be such an advantage to you to
learn the best way of doing all sorts of work."
"Well, well, you needn't say any thing more, Elvira," said Abbey,
rising. "I'm sure I am willing to stay; though I don't know, after all,
whether she will want me. And—there! She told me to stop somewhere, and
where was it?"
"Do try to remember," said Elvira, anxiously. "Was it the baker's?"
"No: she never sends to the baker's, except for yeast; and I am pretty
sure it wasn't yeast. Oh, I know now. It was a veal cutlet: so she must
have meant the butcher's."
"Of course," said Elvira, laughing, but much relieved. "Well, you have
no time to lose; for it is almost five o'clock."
"I must hurry, then, for she told me to be home by five. And if I
don't, there will be another fuss. Come walk a little way with me."
"I can't," said Elvie; "the other girl has gone out, and I must get tea
ready. I will come and see you as soon as I can. I am going to run home
this evening and carry Harry's basket to him. Won't he be pleased when
he sees it?"
"Don't say any thing about this fuss at home, or mother will be coming
over to see Mrs. Ward, and there will be no end of a time," said Abbey.
"Promise now, Elvie, that you won't."
"I will promise, if you will promise me to take pains and try to keep
your place," said Elvie.
"Of course I mean to do that. I must, or I sha'n't have any thing to
wear pretty soon. My brown dress is almost worn out."
"Well, good-by. Don't be long on the road, now. It is almost five."
Thus urged, Abbey did contrive to accomplish her errand and get home
only ten minutes after the time specified.
Elvira went back to her work with a deep sigh. She had long ago given
up trying to make Abbey understand or sympathize with her, and since
she had taken a decidedly religious stand, they were farther apart
than ever. Elvira was sensible of her own faults. She knew that she
had a hasty temper, and that she was apt to fret if things went wrong
or did not go on as fast as she desired. She had latterly striven hard
against this fault, and corrected it in a great degree; but sometimes
she was overcome by Abbey's easy indifference, and allowed a little of
the old fire to appear. She knew very well that such outbreaks did harm
instead of good, by affording food to Abbey's self-complacency: yet she
found it impossible to repress her indignation, as she thought of her
sister's selfishness and indifference to the necessities of the rest of
the family.
"There is no use in fretting, however," said Elvie to herself. "She
will never be influenced by me. And the only thing I can do is to work
all the harder myself, and try to keep my temper with Abbey. There is
one comfort," she added, as she took up her trowel once more. "One can
always pray."
CHAPTER IV.
A CHANGE.
FOR three or four weeks, moved by Elvira's energetic remonstrances,
and stimulated also by the necessity of earning the means of paying
for a new frock and hat, Abbey did a good deal better. Mrs. Ward began
to have hopes of making something of her, after all, and was able with
a clear conscience to tell Aunt Phœbe Ray (when she called to inquire
about the matter) that she thought Abbey was improving.
Mrs. Jenkins began to feel her heart in some degree relieved from one
of its many burdens. And her husband was so gratified with the report
from Abbey, that he made her a present of a very pretty summer hat,—"to
encourage her," as he said.
Unluckily Abbey was not a person to be benefited by this sort of
encouragement. As Elvira said, "the more you did for her, the more you
might." The same present made to Elvie herself caused her to work all
the harder and take all the more pains to please.
In Abbey's case, she had lost one spur to exertion. Moreover, she at
once began to think that, as her father had given her a hat, perhaps he
would give her a frock also, or, if he did not, perhaps somebody else
would. Mrs. Frost had two or three times given Elvie outgrown or worn
dresses of Miss Priscilla's, which she—being a little creature, and as
handy as she was little—had made over and remodelled into nice dresses,
as good as new. Abbey knew Mrs. Ward had a whole trunkful of Comfort's
old things, and "perhaps" she would give her some of them. Abbey could
not for her life see why such "pieces of good luck," as she called
them, should not happen to her as well as to Elvira.
It was not long before Mrs. Ward began to find things more out of joint
about the kitchen than ever. She happened to be ill and confined to her
room for a few days. And dreadful were the sights and the smells which
met her disgusted senses when she could be about the house once more.
Kettles and spiders set away unwashed, and rusted in consequence; the
tea-kettle with the handle blackened and loosened; the nice thick metal
teapot with part of its nose melted off against the hot stove; and the
sink in a very offensive state.
Poor Mrs. Ward! She had never seen so much dirt in her house since she
had one to take care of. She went to work with energy to clear up and
clean out, and she tried to make Abbey help her; but this was harder
than to do the work herself. Abbey was serenely unconscious that any
thing was wrong, and looked on with calm wonder, not unmixed with
amusement, as Mrs. Ward pulled out pans and basins, scraped dishes,
and put dish-towels to soak. Presently came an inquiry, "Where is my
dish-cloth?"
"I don't know what you mean," sail Abbey. "Here is 'mine,'" (producing
a dripping wad, of most questionable appearance, from one corner of the
sink.)
"'That' a dish-cloth!" said Mrs. Ward, surveying it with unspeakable
disgust. "You don't mean to say you wash dishes with that thing! Where
is the cloth I gave you just before I was sick?"
"This is it."
[Illustration: _Abbey; or, Taking it Easy._ "'That' a dish-cloth!"]
Mrs. Ward folded her hands, sat down on the nearest chair, and looked
round her in despair.
"What has happened to that table, that the leaf is turned round to the
wall?"
"Oh, the leaf is broken. It has been loose ever since I came here to
live."
"I have never known it, if it was. How did you break it?"
But Abbey declared that she did not break it. It had always been so,
she repeated, ever since she came into the house. She had never seen
any cork to the kerosene-can, either. She was quite sure there never
had been any.
"And what has become of the kerosene? Surely all that kerosene has not
been used up in the course of a week. The can was filled only last
Saturday."
Abbey at first did not know any thing about that, either. But she
presently acknowledged that she had "spilt" some of it. This was not
true. She had used the kerosene, but she dared not tell how.
At this moment the door-bell rang, and Mrs. Ward went to attend to it.
"Dear me! What a fuss!" said Abbey to herself, as she began slowly to
wash up the dishes Mrs. Ward had piled upon the table. "And now I have
got all these dishes to wash, and I shall not get through till noon.
How I do hate to live with such fussy people, who will never let one
have a minute's peace of one's life!"
That she herself was to blame for any part of the "fuss" she complained
of, never entered Abbey's head. For all she cared, dirty dishes
might have gone on accumulating till there was not a clean one left
in the house. If she had wanted one to use at the moment, she would
have washed it, or used it without washing, just as it happened. The
condition of the sink never disturbed "her" senses, so long as space
remained to pour away any thing else.
How people could make themselves uncomfortable about such things
was something she could not understand. It appeared to her a very
oppressive act in Mrs. Ward to give her so much additional work to
do in cleaning the things she had left dirty; but Mrs. Ward was
"particular" and "fussy," and there was no help for it.
Mrs. Ward's visitor proved to be her sister-in-law, Mrs. Powell, who
lived a long way off, quite on the other side of the city, and had come
to spend the day. Mrs. Powell was a small, wiry little woman, with (as
they say) not an inch to spare about her, with sharp blue eyes which
looked as if they had been made on purpose to spy out dust in corners
and under tables, and there was a general air of business and despatch
about her.
Mrs. Powell was a born housekeeper. Even Mrs. Ward was hardly neat
enough to suit her ideas. Not a speck of dirt, not a particle of
grease, could repose in peace under her vigilant eyes; no "catch-alls"
or "shut-holes" could enjoy existence anywhere in her domains.
Nevertheless, Mrs. Powell had the name of being a very pleasant person
to live with, among the girls whom she and her neighbours employed.
True, she got a good deal of work out of them, and she would have every
thing done exactly right; but she did not fret or find fault unjustly,
and she never kept her girls waiting for their wages.
"Well, Maggie, and how do you do?" said Mrs. Powell, as she settled
herself in a very straight-backed, low chair, which Mr. Ward always
called "Dorcas," after his favourite sister. "Seems to me you look
rather tired and worn out. You don't get fairly rested yet, I see. You
ought to have a good, responsible girl,—one who can take some charge
of things and give you a chance to be mistress of your time a little
while,—to look after the garden, or perhaps take a little journey.
That's what you want. Some one like my Rebecca, now!"
"A girl!" said Mrs. Ward, with a deep sigh. "Don't say any thing about
it, Dorcas. I have had a girl six weeks, and she has nearly been
the death of me. I have never worked so hard in all the time I have
kept house as during the time Abbey has been here. I have not been
down-stairs before for two days, and you ought to see the kitchen."
"Who is she?" asked Mrs. Powell.
"Why, Abbey Jenkins. Her sister, a year younger, has been with Mrs.
Frost for a year, and she likes her very much. And Mrs. Jenkins herself
is a very neat, capable woman; but Abbey is a trial."
"Perhaps she will improve," observed Mrs. Powell. "I suppose she is
quite young and has never lived out before. I often pity young girls
going to a strange place. Every thing is new to them, and they are
found fault with,—which confuses them all the more."
"That's not the case with Abbey, I can assure you. She cares no more
about being found fault with than that stove. Nothing ever puts her
out in the least degree. If I could once see her roused to be vexed or
ashamed, I should have some hope of her. She has spoiled more things
since she came into the house than her board and wages are worth twice
over, but she thinks it is very strange I can make any fuss about
it, or be disturbed because she has killed both my poor Comfort's
rose-bushes by throwing the slops on them." And poor Mrs. Ward—worn out
and discouraged, and more than half sick—put down her head on the arm
of the couch, and fairly cried.
"Poor dear! You are no more fit to be at work than a baby," said
Mrs. Powell, compassionately. "There! Don't cry. I don't wonder,
though, I am sure. If there is any thing that does vex me, it is these
indifferent people, who will burn your house down by accident and then
wonder how you can care any thing about it. I wish I had her a little
while! I'd teach her!" added Mrs. Powell, energetically.
"I am sure I wish you had, if you can do any thing with her," said
Mrs. Ward, sitting up and wiping her eyes. "I should have sent her
home three weeks ago and more, if I had not felt so sorry for her
mother. They are poor, hard-working people, with a crippled son who has
never walked a step and is a great sufferer, and two or three younger
children. Mrs. Jenkins begged me to do just what I liked with Abbey,
and to teach her to work; but I don't think I am a good hand to teach
girls."
"Well, really, Maggie, I must say, candidly, that I don't think you
are," said Mrs. Powell, frankly. "You have not patience with their
mistakes, and you are apt to take hold and do things yourself, rather
than wait upon them. And, besides, you are not enough of a driver.
Well, don't trouble yourself any more just now, my dear. After all,
it is part of the discipline of life, you know. I think a way may be
contrived to give you rather easier times: in short, a way 'must' be
contrived," said the little woman, striking her needles into her ball
with great energy, and winding up her work in a decided way. "You must
have a rest; and that is all about it."
"I am sure I should be glad to have one. I don't know how it is, but I
believe I am losing my energy, or something. I never felt so before.
Every thing is a burden to me."
"Why, child, you are tired out. Such a year as the last is enough to
use up anybody. It is not only the actual work of taking care of a sick
person, but the strain upon one's nerves and feelings, that tells.
I'm sure it was a wonder to me and everybody, the way you kept up all
through; but there is a limit to every one's strength finally, and now
you have reached the limit of yours. Let us go out and look at the
garden. My early peas are up two inches high."
"I will go up-stairs and find my hood," said Mrs. Ward. "I want to
consult you about making a new verbena-bed."
"She must have rest, and that is all about it, or she will go after
poor Comfort in less than a year," said Mrs. Powell, looking after her
sister-in-law. "Well, well," she added, nodding at her reflection in
the glass as she tied on her bonnet, "we will see. I have a notion in
my head; but I won't say any thing till I have talked to Rebecca."
About a week after this visit, Mrs. Powell made her appearance once
more. She found Mrs. Ward scrubbing a tin basin, and Abbey looking on
with an air of calm observation.
"So that's the way you show your girl, is it?" said Mrs. Powell. "Clean
the pan yourself, and let her stand and look on. But never mind. Let
her finish it now, and you come into the parlour. I want to talk to
you. How do you do? How hot your hands are!—A great deal too hot to be
scrubbing pans."
"I know it; but I can't help it, Dorcas."
"Well, I am going to help it, right off," said Dorcas,
energetically,—"if you are willing to consent to my proposition. You
must stop working. And you never will stop unless you have some one who
can work for you: that is clear."
"Well?" said Mrs. Ward. "What then?"
"Just this. I propose to take your Abbey for three or four months, and
let you have my Rebecca for the same time. I believe I can teach the
girl, if any one can; it won't be by letting her stand and look on
while I scour tins, I promise you. And as for Rebecca, if you can find
any thing to do while she is in the house, you will be smart, that's
all I can say."
"But, Dorcas, I can't let you make such a sacrifice. Rebecca is a
perfect treasure. I hardly ever saw her equal. And you don't know what
an incapable creature Abbey is."
"Yes, I do: I can see it all over her," interrupted Mrs. Powell. "As
for sacrifices, we won't talk of them between sisters. I have not
forgotten my own long fever, when my poor baby died, four years ago."
And the tears glistened in the little woman's eyes for a moment.
"Besides, I want more exercise. I am growing too fat."
"Yes: you look like it. But I hardly feel as though it would be
fair,—though I confess it would be a great relief; for my strength
seems to go every day. What does Rebecca say?"
"Oh, she is willing. You know you are a great favourite of hers. The
question is, what the other girl will say. Call her in, and let's have
a talk with her."
Abbey came in, calm as a summer's morning.
Mrs. Powell explained the arrangement to her in few words, ending with,
"I shall expect you to do more work than you do here, so I shall give
you two shillings a week more. So you can choose between going with me
at that rate, or going home. You can ask your mother about it, and let
me know directly."
"You had better run home now, Abbey," said Mrs. Ward. "Your father will
have come to his dinner by this time."
Abbey departed, and at the end of an hour came back, accompanied by her
mother. Mrs. Jenkins talked the matter over with the two ladies, and it
was finally concluded that the exchange should be made the next Monday.
"I feel as though I had a thousand pounds' weight taken off my
shoulders," said Mrs. Ward, when they were once alone. "But I am afraid
you have not the least idea of what you are undertaking. I believe I
have—or had—a tolerable temper; but, really, Abbey tries me beyond
endurance."
"I am stronger than you,—in health, I mean," said Mrs. Powell. "Your
present irritability is more a matter of nerves than any thing else.
And, besides, I presume Abbey's misdeeds trouble you more that they
will me. You have always had your house to yourself, to manage just
as you pleased, and with no one to interfere with your plans and
calculations. I have always been obliged to keep help, such as I could
get, and I have learned that it does not answer to be too set in my own
ways. But, anyhow, I have no choice in the matter, that I see. I should
not feel it right to deprive the child of one place without providing
her with another, and it is easier to try her myself than to find any
one else willing to undertake her. Besides, I have, perhaps, rather a
conceit of my ability in the way of teaching."
"Don't you find it very hard to get people to obey directions?" asked
Mrs. Ward.
"Almost impossible. I set a man to digging in the garden, tell him
exactly where to begin and where to leave off, and, having something
else to attend to, go and leave him. Ten to one that, when I come back,
I shall find he has begun in the wrong place and dug up the very thing
I told him to leave untouched. It is the same with girls. When I once
get one so trained that she can do as she is told, I feel as though I
had won the day."
"And yet people say that a housekeeper ought to be able to direct a
girl in getting dinner, without looking into the kitchen!" said Mrs.
Ward.
"People are very fond of laying down the law to others, and talking
about what they don't understand," said Mrs. Powell. "It is so much
easier than finding out the truth by experiment. But I am heartily glad
I have carried my point this time. I shall not grudge my trouble in the
least, if I can only see you getting rested, and like yourself once
more."
Mrs. Powell spoke sincerely; but she had little notion of what her
sacrifice was to cost.
CHAPTER V.
MRS. POWELL.
ABBEY soon found she had fallen into very different hands from Mrs.
Ward's or her mother's. Mrs. Powell was not only skilful at all sorts
of work herself, but she possessed the rather uncommon talent of making
other people work. And Abbey soon discovered that she could no more
stand still in that lady's kitchen than she could upon the steps of a
treadmill.
Breakfast was on the table every morning exactly at seven o'clock.
Abbey's business was to get up and make the fire, sweep out and dust
the kitchen and sitting-room, set the table, and have every thing ready
for Mrs. Powell to cook the breakfast. Mrs. Powell attended to the
cooking. Miss Maria dusted the parlours, and Miss Margaret attended to
the plants and birds,—of which Mrs. Powell had a great many. One of the
young ladies taught in a public-school, and the other acted as clerk in
a large fancy-store down town; and both must be early at their posts.
Breakfast on the table, Abbey must go up-stairs, empty the slops and
take the clothes off the beds. So it was all day. Every hour had its
appropriate duty, as exactly as every pan and plate had its place in
the pantry. There was no chance of shirking. If Abbey left her dishes
half washed, she must wash them over, even if she had to make up the
fire again on purpose. If she did not sweep clean, she had to sweep
over again. Mrs. Powell never did her work after her, even when it
would have saved herself a great deal of time and inconvenience.
"It would be a good deal easier for me to do this than to call you
away from your dishes," said she, one day when Abbey had left various
accumulations of dust in the corners of the stairs. "But I want you
to learn to work well while you are about it. I did just so by my own
girls, and you see now how nicely and easily they do every thing.
It will be worth every thing to you to learn the best way of doing
house-work while you are young."
But Abbey did not care any thing about learning the best way of doing
things. All she cared for was to get on with the least possible trouble
at the time. She might have seen that the true way to save herself
trouble was to do her work well in the beginning. But this cost her
a little present pains, and the smallest inconvenience at hand was
enough to overbalance any profit in the future. She persisted in trying
to shirk, till Mrs. Powell began to lose patience, and to think more
decided measures necessary to overcome Abbey's laziness.
She had called Abbey every morning at half-past five. And every morning
Abbey had answered, "Yes, ma'am," and turned over for another nap, so
that she must be called a second time.
"Now, I will tell you once for all, Abbey," said Mrs. Powell, one
morning when she had the fire to kindle herself (Abbey not making her
appearance till half-past six), "the next time you serve me in this
way, you will not find the consequences very agreeable to yourself."
Mrs. Powell spoke with considerable decision, with a "snap" of her blue
eyes, and a movement of her head which looked a little dangerous.
The next morning Abbey was up in good season, and also the next, but
the third morning was dark and rainy. Abbey had lain awake a long
time the night before, reading an old magazine which she found in the
garret, and she was very sleepy: so she turned over and went to sleep
again. This time she slept a good deal longer than she meant to, and
awoke with something of a start.
She sat up in bed, and listened. There was no rattling at the stove,
as she would have heard had Mrs. Powell been making the fire herself.
The house was all quiet. She could hear nothing but the singing of the
birds in the parlour.
"I believe I am awake the first of any one, after all," thought Abbey,
as she hurried to dress herself. She found her mistake when she went
down-stairs into the kitchen. The fire was out, the stove brushed
up, every thing was put away, and Mrs. Powell was out weeding in the
garden. She looked at the clock. It wanted a quarter to eight.
"Just like her,—the hateful thing!" said Abbey to herself. "She
wouldn't call me, and of course she wouldn't save any thing for me."
Abbey explored the safe and the pantry. There was nothing to be had
except dry bread. Even the butter was put away in the lock-up cupboard,
and the key was not to be found. She gave up the search, and went out
to Mrs. Powell in the garden.
"I don't see what I am to do for my breakfast," said she, in an
aggrieved tone.
"I don't know, I am sure," answered Mrs. Powell, who was busy with her
strawberries.
"I can't find any thing but bread, and there is no coffee nor any
thing," continued Abbey, just ready to cry.
"Isn't there? Then I don't see but you will have to go without,"
replied Mrs. Powell, carefully pulling out a long bindweed from her
raspberries. "There was plenty of every thing at breakfast time,
I assure you. And the coffee was remarkably good, as well as the
fish-balls."
"You might have called me," said Abbey, sullenly.
"I did call you; but, Abbey, I can tell you one thing," said Mrs.
Powell, rising up and collecting her tools: "I shall never call you
again. You can get up in the morning just as well as I can, if you only
make up your mind to it. If I were to offer you a dollar every morning
that you were up in time, you would be ready to rise with the sun. I
have been willing to call you so far, that you might form the habit;
but you have had plenty of time for that, and you must not expect me to
do so any more. It is just as easy for you to get up as for Maria or
Margaret. It ought to be easier; for you have nothing to keep you up
after nine o'clock. Now remember, this is the last time."
"I want my breakfast," said Abbey, beginning to cry.
"Well, go and get it, then. There is plenty of nice bread, and I will
give you some butter for once; but as for any thing else, you must wait
till dinner-time. Come, now, let us have no crying over it. Do you
hear?"
Poor Abbey! She thought no one was ever so badly used before. She was
by no means so good-natured as she had been at Mrs. Ward's. There is
a species of sloth in the South American forests, which, even when
first taken, will travel with the greatest docility in any required
direction, so long as it is allowed to take its own time; but the
moment it is hurried, it turns fiercely upon its captors and fights
with tooth and claw.
It was somewhat so with Abbey. She could not stand being driven.
Allowed to take her own pace,—to be as lazy as she pleased, to shirk
whatever she did not like to do, and slight all she pretended to
do,—and no one could be more amiable. But this precise regularity and
punctuality, this neatness and order, was in the last degree irksome.
She could not say that she had too much to do. She had several hours to
herself every day, when she could employ herself as she pleased; and
she generally chose to lie on the bed and dream of what she would do if
she were only rich and had a carriage and servants, and a maid to wait
upon her, and several fine young men in love with her, to take her to
the theatre and to balls.
But when she worked, she was obliged to work and, above all, fast. The
greatest and most ingenious dawdler in the world could not have dawdled
under the vigilant eye of Mrs. Powell. Abbey began to find her life
intolerable, and to consider in her own mind whether there was any
means of escaping from it.
"Come! Hurry, Abbey," said Mrs. Powell, coming into the pantry, where
Abbey was slowly munching her bread-and-butter. "I want you to go over
to Mrs. Ward's on an errand for me, and, if you are smart, you will
have time to run home and see how your sister is. Here: you may take
her this bowl of jelly. It will be good to mix in water for her to
drink. Get on your hat, and be ready when the car comes along. There
will be one in just twelve minutes."
Of course Abbey was not ready at the end of the twelve minutes, missed
her car, and had to wait for another.
"What is the matter? Why don't you put your hat on?" asked Mrs. Powell.
"I can't find it anywhere."
"Where did you put it when you wore it last?"
"I put it away," said Abbey.
"If you had put it in its place, it would no doubt have been in its
place," said Mrs. Powell. "You have a closet and shelves, which no one
meddles with but yourself. But I cannot have you spend all the morning
hunting for it. Put on that old black one of Maria's. Now take this
note, and the basket which stands in the press, over to Mrs. Ward's,
and bring back what she gives you. You will have plenty of time."
Abbey did her errand at Mrs. Ward's, and, with her basket full of
strawberry plants, she turned towards home. She was overtaken at the
gate by Elvira.
"Why, what brings you home at this time of day?" asked Elvira, in some
alarm as the thought presented itself that Abbey, had left her place
again. "You have not come home for good, have you?"
"No such luck," said Abbey, peevishly. "I only wish I had a home to
come to, so that I need not be made a slave of all my days!"
"I was in hopes you would like Mrs. Powell," said Elvie. "Every one
gives her such a good name. And Mrs. Rebecca says no one need wish for
a better place."
"No one need wish for a better place!—To be driven like a slave from
morning till night!" said Abbey. "I hate living out. I don't see why I
should have to work for a living, any more than Mrs. Campion, or Mrs.
Frost, or Miss Priscilla."
"Because they are well off and we are poor; that is all," said Elvira.
"Besides, they 'do' work. Miss Priscilla practises hours every day,
and sews and knits a great deal. She has just finished a whole suit of
clothes, all through, for a little girl at the Coloured Asylum,—cutting
and fitting and all. Moreover, Abbey, I don't see why it is any worse
for you to work than it is for father and mother and me."
"Oh, well, you don't mind it. I believe you really love to dust and
sweep and poke over sewing."
"I like to do what I do, 'well,'" said Elvira. "I don't deny that. But
I like to do a great many things much better than to sweep and dust,
though. I like to work in the garden, and to do the embroidery Mrs.
Frost is teaching me, and I should dearly love to go to school again.
But, Abbey, you did not like going to school any better than working
out. You used to complain of Miss Morse all the time."
"Because she was so partial. She liked every one in the school better
than she did me. But I suppose there is no help for it, I must just go
on slaving and slaving to the end of my days. And now Tot must go and
get sick, to mend the matter; as if Harry was not enough for one house!"
"Abbey, for shame!" exclaimed Elvira, with flashing eyes. "As if the
poor child could help being sick! You are the last one who ought to
find fault with her; for the doctor says it is very likely she hurt
her head when she fell down-stairs that time. And that was all your
carelessness, too,—leaving a cup on the stairs, of all places."
"Nonsense!" said Abbey,—turning pale, however. "That was almost two
months ago."
"She has never been well since," said Elvira. "She has always
complained of her head, and been dull and heavy, ever since it
happened. I think you ought to be ashamed."
"I don't care. I don't think you ought to talk so to me, Elvie. I am
the oldest. But I did not come home to quarrel, or be scolded at,
either. As for the cup, I just put it on the stairs for a minute, while
I went for the broom. And then I went up the other way, and forgot it.
I don't see that I was to blame about that. Tot ought to have seen what
she was about."
"There is no use in talking," said Elvira, struggling to regain the
command of her temper. "You and I never do see things alike. Where did
you get your new hat?"
"It isn't mine. It is Maria's old one," replied Abbey. "I couldn't find
mine. But I mustn't stay any longer now. Just take this bowl in, will
you? There is some jelly in it for the young one."
"Oh, Abbey, you won't go away without coming in to see Totty?"
exclaimed Elvira. "What will mother say?"
"If there is time," said Abbey, rather reluctantly.
She could not help feeling uncomfortable at the idea that she had any
thing to do with Totty's sickness. And this feeling made her unwilling
to meet her mother or see the child.
But at that instant, Mrs. Jenkins appeared at the door and called her,
and Abbey had no choice but to go in.
She was almost startled out of her indifference when she saw how thin
and wan her mother looked, and observed the change in Totty since she
had seen her last. No one could be kinder than Abbey when it cost her
no trouble. She was very willing now to sit down on the bedside and
tell Totty her favourite tales over and over, till the child fell
asleep.
"You must not stay any longer now, Abbey; but come again as soon as you
can," said her mother. "How well you look! I am so glad you have a good
place! It is a comfort to me, in the midst of all my other troubles,
that you and Elvie are so well provided for."
"Yes, wonderfully well provided for," thought Abbey; but even she
was ashamed to make any complaint of her place, under present
circumstances. She turned to the window, where Harry, bolstered up in
his arm-chair, was busily employed over some fine work.
"What in the world are you doing, Harry? Making tatting, of all things
in the world! What funny work for a boy!"
"If you had to sit still and do nothing as much as I do, you would be
glad of any thing in the shape of work," said Harry. "Mrs. Campion
brought me this work, and showed me how to do it. I have made one
already, and Mrs. R. paid me four dollars for it. It is a trimming for
a baby's petticoat. Mrs. Campion said the one I made was as handsome as
her Sister's Irish lace."
"Margaret Powell is in Mrs. R.'s store," said Abbey. "She works
splendidly. You ought to see the rug she is making. She says it will be
worth fifty dollars when it is done."
"What stitch is she doing it in?" asked Elvira, very much interested.
"I don't know. I never noticed the stitch."
"If I were you, I would watch her, and learn all her stitches," said
Elvira. "I have learned ever so many of Mrs. Frost."
"Yes: that would be a very good thing for you," added Mrs. Jenkins.
"Every such thing comes into use sooner or later. And now so much
embroidery is in fashion, you might make it very profitable."
"If you knew how much I have to do, you would not say any thing about
my learning embroidery stitches," said Abbey, with a weary air. "I am
driven to death as it is."
"Yes, you look like it," said Harry, laughing. And even his mother
could not help joining, as she looked at Abbey's fat cheeks. "You are
going into a consumption directly: that is plain to be seen."
"Of course 'you' don't think there is any thing the matter, Harry,"
said Abbey. "Nobody in the family must presume to have any thing to
complain of in your presence. I suppose sickness always does make
people selfish."
"Abbey!" said her mother, reprovingly.
"Oh, never mind her," said Harry, though his pale face flushed a
little. "It is only Abbey, and we know her ways. There! Isn't that
pretty?" he added, spreading out his work on his knee.
"Beautiful!" said his mother. "But don't work too long, my dear."
"Oh, I am not tired," said Harry. "I can work longer at it than at any
thing I ever tried to do."
Abbey would fain have lingered a little, but her mother would not
allow it, and she went on her way, not much comforted but somewhat
aroused, by her visit at home. Could it really be possible that she was
accountable for Totty's illness? Her mother had said nothing about it,
and she would fain have dismissed the matter as one of Elvie's notions;
but she could not resist the conviction which forced itself upon her
own mind that Totty really had been ailing more or less ever since the
accident, and she could not but remember the sound with which the back
of the child's head came in contact with the door at the foot of the
stairs.
It was not a pleasant thought, certainly, and, to get rid of it, Abbey
began to look in at the shop-windows as she passed along. There was
nothing very particular to see, till she came to a jeweller's window,
in which was a great display of watches and ornaments, and at which she
lingered, choosing which of all these fine things she would buy if she
only had money enough, till she heard the clock strike twelve.
"There, now! I shall be late, and be scolded again. Every thing is
against me today; but, luckily, there is the car."
Abbey congratulated herself on her good luck. She had pulled out two
or three more of the old magazines over which she had already lost so
much time, from a heap of such things in Mrs. Ward's garret: and she
directly became so absorbed in her study that she did not notice which
way she was going, till the conductor called out, "Union Street!" and
she found she had come half a mile and more out of her way. There was
no help for it but to sit still. The car would take her home in time,
though by the longest route, and she would gain nothing by going back.
It was nearly one when she arrived at Mrs. Powell's door, and became,
for the first time, aware that she had left her basket behind her.
"There! Now there will be another fuss!" said Abbey, in an injured
tone. "Oh, dear! I do wish I could ever have any peace or comfort!"
CHAPTER VI.
KINDLING A FIRE.
"WELL, Abbey, better late than never," was Mrs. Powell's greeting.
"What kept you so long? And where are your strawberries? Didn't Mrs.
Ward have them ready? Now, I do hope you haven't lost them on the
road!" she exclaimed, seeing Abbey hesitate. "I shall hardly know how
to forgive you, if you have."
"I left them at mother's," answered Abbey, beginning to cry. "Totty was
so sick, I could not think of any thing else. And she could not bear to
have me come away, so I stayed till the last minute. The doctor thinks
there is something the matter with her head."
"Poor child!" said Mrs. Powell softened at once. "I am very sorry to
hear such an account of her. Mrs. Ward told me she was sick; but I did
not suppose there was any thing serious the matter. How long has she
been ill?"
"She has been out of sorts a good while," replied Abbey; "but we did
not think there was very much the matter till lately. She had a fall
and hurt her head, and the doctor thinks that may have had something to
do with her sickness."
"Indeed! How did she fall?"
"She tripped with her foot and fell down-stairs," replied Abbey, crying
still more as she saw Mrs. Powell's sympathies were moved. "She would
hardly let me come away. And mother wants me to go home as often as I
can."
"I will go and see your mother this afternoon," said Mrs. Powell,
busily dishing up her dinner. "I was going out, at any rate; and I may
as well call and get the basket. The strawberry plants ought to be set
out this evening. Come, put away your things, and change your dress so
as to be ready to wash up your dishes. And, by the way, I have found
your hat,—not in a very nice place, either. Where do you think you left
it?"
Abbey was quite sure she had left it in the closet.
"You left it upon the shelf in the cellar where I put the soap-grease,
and there I found it. One of the strings is spoiled, but it is not hurt
otherwise. It is lucky the rats did not carry it off. What could have
induced you to leave it there?"
"I don't believe I did leave it there," said Abbey, sullenly.
"Who do you suppose put it there? Did I, or Miss Margaret?"
"I don't know who put it there, I'm sure. I know I didn't."
And just at that minute, the whole story flashed upon Abbey's mind. She
had come home from an errand, late, as usual, and, being sent into the
cellar for coal, and finding her hat in the way, she had laid it on the
shelf "just for a minute," and forgotten all about it.
"Now get ready to wash your dishes when you have had your dinner, and
take the brushes and dust under the press and down the kitchen-stairs."
Sullenly enough Abbey obeyed. She had hoped to induce Mrs. Powell to
send her back for the basket, and she was not at all pleased at the
thought of that lady's having a talk with her mother.
There was no help for it, however, and Mrs. Powell went out about two
o'clock, enjoining it upon Abbey to have the kettle boiling and the
table set by half-past five, at which time Margaret came home for her
tea.
"Now, don't forget," said Mrs. Powell. "There is nothing particular for
you to do; but you can dust those books up in the end of the hall, if
you choose."
"I don't choose,—thank you," said Abbey, when Mrs. Powell had shut the
door. "If I have a chance for a little peace and quiet, I mean to enjoy
it."
The way she took to enjoy her peace and quiet was to throw herself down
on the sofa in the cool, shady parlour, and read her magazines till she
fell asleep over them. Two or three visitors rang the bell in vain, and
went away without getting in; but at last, the grocer's man succeeded
in making her hear. Rubbing her eyes, she went to the door.
"What! You have been taking a nap have you?" said the man, as he handed
her various parcels, and, among others, a can of kerosene. "I guess
Mrs. Powell a'n't at home, or you wouldn't take it quite so easy. I
thought every one must be dead."
"If you knew how I was driven round, you wouldn't wonder that I liked
to take a nap now and then," said Abbey. "It is just drive,—drive, from
morning till night—no peace, so long as she is in the house."
"I always heard she was a stormer," said the man. "But hurry up your
basket, for I must be at the station at half-past five, and I must
drive smart to get there."
Abbey, startled, glanced at the clock. It was ten minutes after five.
She hurried to make her fire; but her kindling-wood was rather damp,
and would not catch easily. She took up the can and poured some
kerosene on it. It flamed up directly.
"That's the way to start a fire!" said she, exultingly. "Wouldn't
Mother Powell scold, though, if she knew it?"
She set the can down—"just for a minute," as she was fond of saying—on
the hearth, while she searched for the stove-handle, which was never in
its place. It was nowhere to be seen.
"Oh, I know," said Abbey. "I took it to drive up that nail in the shed."
As she stepped into the shed to look for it, there was a loud
explosion, and a sudden rush of flames and hot air. In a moment (she
did not know how) she found herself in the garden, her dress on fire,
and the kitchen all in a blaze behind her, with the flames rushing from
the windows and doors.
There was a large, shallow tub standing under the pump, which in this
dry season was kept full of water for the purpose of watering the
garden.
More from instinct than from any exercise of sense, Abbey threw herself
head foremost into this tub, and thus extinguished the fire on her
clothes, with no other damage to herself than a slight scorching of her
arms and face; but, meantime, the back part of the house was all in a
blaze.
There was a fire-engine station near by, and the steamer was soon on
the ground, pouring its great stream of water upon the flames, which
were thus subdued before they could spread to the brick part of the
building. But what a sight met the eyes of Mrs. Powell and Margaret as
they arrived at home! The flames were out, but the ruins were still
smoking. Every thing was drenched with water, within and without. The
poor birds lay dead in their cages, smothered by the smoke. All the
pretty things—the photographs and engravings, the books and music and
dainty bits of embroidery, and such things, which Mrs. Powell and her
daughters had got together by their taste and industry—were ruined.
And the garden, which had been years in coming to its late state of
perfection, was trampled and destroyed. Such was the result of Abbey's
"taking things easy."
Of course there was an inquiry into the origin of the fire, and Abbey
was closely questioned. At first she declared she knew nothing about
it: she found herself in the garden, with her clothes on fire, and that
was all she could tell about the matter.
"What were you doing when the fire broke out?" asked the engineer of
the fire-department.
"Filling the tea-kettle," answered she.
"Oh! And you had just made the fire a minute before, I presume?"
"Yes," said Abbey. "I had just got it started."
"Oh, indeed! And perhaps you poured kerosene on your kindlings to make
them light?" said the experienced engineer, eyeing her closely.
Abbey coloured deeply.
"Yes, I thought as much. I have seen that trick played before. And I
dare say you set the can right down by the stove. You couldn't have
had it in your hands, or you would not have got off so easily. Well,
my girl, you have done a pretty good stroke of work for one day. The
next time you want to light a fire in a hurry, I advise you to take
gunpowder. It is about as convenient, and rather safer."
"I didn't mean any thing," sobbed Abbey.
"Then you had better mean something next time, and see if you can't do
it," said the engineer. "You may be thankful that you were not burned
to death. It was a wonderful escape."
"How could you do so, Abbey?" said Mrs. Powell. "You have often been
told not to bring a candle near the can of kerosene, or even to fill
the lamps after dark. You had abundance of kindlings of all sorts, and
plenty of shavings, if you had wanted them, in the shed at the end of
the garden."
"I was in a hurry," said Abbey, "and the fire wouldn't burn, and—and—I
am sure I didn't mean any thing. I am sure you told me to have the fire
going and the kettle boiling by half-past five," she added, in her
usual injured tone, as if that fact were a sufficient excuse for all
she had done. "You said so the last thing before you went out. I knew
you would scold if it wasn't ready when you came home, and so I hurried
all I could."
"Where was the need of hurry? You had all the afternoon."
"Well, I didn't know what time it was, till it struck five; and then—"
"There! That will do," said Mrs. Powell. "I don't want to hear any
more, Abbey. You may take your things, if any of them are left, and
go home. I am sorry for your poor mother, who has enough on her hands
without you; but I cannot have any one in my house whom I cannot trust
for a single minute. If you showed any sense of your faults, I could
have more patience with you; but you seem inclined to lay all the blame
upon me. I have done my best to teach you; but it is labour and time
thrown away. If you were only stupid, I could have patience with you;
but you are utterly unfaithful. Your laziness and carelessness have
caused me losses which can never be repaired."
And Mrs. Powell's eyes filled with tears, as she thought of the
precious portraits, and of the birds the dear deceased daughter had fed
and tended with so much care.
"You have destroyed my garden, that I have taken so much pains with,
and all-but destroyed my house,—and all because you were too idle to
set about your work in season, and too lazy to seek proper materials
for making your fire. You can go home at once, as soon as you have
changed your dress. I do not mean to be harsh to you, but I never wish
to see your face again."
Mrs. Powell turned away, and, wiping the tears from her eyes, went into
the house, where Margaret and Maria were mourning over their treasures
and trying to rescue some of them from the general ruin. She was a
Christian woman, and strove to forgive as she would be forgiven; but
she may be pardoned if she found it hard to put her principles at once
in practice on the present occasion.
It would have been easy for her to get a capable girl in the place of
Rebecca, whom she had lent (as it were) to her sister-in-law,—for she
had a good reputation among working people; but she felt that it would
be unjust to deprive Abbey of her place at Mrs. Ward's without finding
her another; and after she learned something of Abbey's family, she
became interested in the girl on her own account. She knew very well
that a young woman who thoroughly understands house-work can always
command a good home and good wages in every change of times, and she
determined in her own mind that it should not be her fault if Abbey
were not well educated in this respect.
Her conscience acquitted her of ever having been hard upon Abbey.
She had been exact and particular with her, but not more so than
she was with her own daughter, and not half so exacting as she was
with herself. She had indulged her in all proper ways, given her a
sufficient amount of rest and leisure, and taken all due care of her
health and her moral and mental advancement, and here was the result!
It was no wonder she felt as though she never wished to see Abbey again.
"Well, what are you waiting for?" she asked, with some sharpness, as
Abbey presented herself in the parlour, where she was helping Margaret
to select and dry such of the books and pictures as were not utterly
destroyed.
"I want my wages," said Abbey,—as calmly as if nothing had happened.
"You didn't pay me last week, nor the week before, and you owe me three
dollars."
"'Owe' you!" was all Mrs. Powell could say. She looked at Abbey a
moment in silence, and returned to her work.
"You had better go, Abbey," said Margaret. "Mother will settle with
your father about your wages."
"I wonder if she don't mean to pay me?" thought Abbey, as she went out
to wait for the car. "It will be real mean if she don't. Just as if I
set the house on fire on purpose!"
"Well, I must say, Abbey's coolness is rather beyond any thing I ever
saw!" remarked Margaret. "She does not seem to have the least notion
that she has been to blame."
"Oh, no. It was all my fault, you see, for telling her to have supper
at half-past five," replied Mrs. Powell.
"Well, I only hope it will be a lesson to her, and rouse her up a
little."
"It won't," said Mrs. Powell. "Her laziness is too far ingrained
ever to be driven out of her. She will go on to the end of her days,
shirking and slipping out of work, depending upon any one and every one
to take care of her, accepting every thing as her right, and thinking
it terribly hard and oppressive if she is obliged to do any thing
towards her own living. There is nothing which can make people more
meanly and dishonestly selfish, nothing which can more entirely and
hopelessly degrade them, than that dislike to honest hard work which
makes them submit to any inconvenience for themselves or others, rather
than labour with their own hands."
I am sorry to say that Mrs. Powell's prophecy about Abbey has thus far
proved true. While Elvira has gone on earning higher and higher wages,
and more and more respect and confidence from her employers,—while
poor Harry in his arm-chair gains no inconsiderable sum from his
wood-carving and other fine work, and even poor little half-idiot
Totty (made so by Abbey's "just a minute's" neglect) earns her mite by
weeding in the neighbours' gardens,—Abbey is perfectly contented to be
a burden upon her hard-working father and mother.
She has been in several places since the catastrophe at Mrs. Powell's;
but no lady will keep her any longer than till she can find somebody
else. She has tried to learn two or three trades, but always finds out
directly that the sewing-machine makes her head ache, and standing
behind the counter makes her side ache, and bottoming chairs makes her
shoulders ache,—and so on, to the end of the chapter. She thinks there
is no use in her trying to help her mother, because no one is ever
satisfied with any thing "she" does.
When Mrs. R., at the fancy-shop (for whom Harry does a great deal of
work), will not buy her tatting, it is not because some of the loops
are large and others small, and all dirty, but because Mrs. R. has been
set against her by Margaret Powell. When Elvira remonstrates (which she
seldom does, knowing its utter uselessness), Abbey says Elvira always
had a natural taste for work, and of course it is easy for her.
When Mr. Jenkins frets, she reminds him that he would not let Mrs.
Powell pay her any wages after the fire, and asks what is the use of
working if she is not to be paid for it. She sits by the window or the
fire all day, sometimes pretending to sew, sometimes reading any trash
she can pick up, sometimes dreaming of somebody who is to fall in love
with her and marry her and turn out a rich nobleman in disguise. She
is very generous at these times, and plans how she will take Harry to
the Springs, and buy cashmere shawls and silk dresses for her mother,
and heap coals of fire upon the heads of her stepfather and Margaret
Powell by setting the one up in business and ordering of the other an
indefinite amount of embroidery.
It does not at all detract from her self-complacency at these times
that she lets the fire go out or the dinner spoil: that is merely a
piece of the bad luck which, by some strange fatality, always attends
her. The probability seems to be that she will go dreaming through life
in the same way, and that when she goes to meet the Judge who condemned
the slothful servant not for what he did, but for what he left undone,
not one creature in the world will have been the better for her having
lived in it.
THE END.
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