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Title: The Vulture Maiden
[Die Geier-Wally.]
Author: Wilhelmine von Hillern
Translator: C. Bell
E. F. Poynter
Release Date: July 23, 2011 [EBook #36827]
Language: English
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COLLECTION
OF
GERMAN AUTHORS.
VOL. 29.
* * * * *
THE VULTURE MAIDEN BY W. von HILLERN.
IN ONE VOLUME.
TAUCHNITZ EDITION.
By the same Author,
THE HOUR WILL COME . . . . . 2 vols.
THE
VULTURE MAIDEN
[DIE GEIER-WALLY.]
BY
WILHELMINE von HILLERN.
FROM THE GERMAN
BY
C. BELL AND E. F. POYNTER.
_Authorized Edition_,
LEIPZIG 1876
BERNHARD TAUCHNITZ.
LONDON: SAMPSON LOW, MARSTON, SEARLE & RIVINGTON.
CROWN BUILDINGS, 188, FLEET STREET.
PARIS: C. REINWALD, 15, RUE DES SAINTS PÈRES; THE GALIGNANI
LIBRARY, 224, RUE DE RIVOLI.
_The Author reserves the Right of dramatizing this Tale_.
TO BERTHOLD AUERBACH, Esq.
Permit me to offer you the fruit that I have gathered in a field
peculiarly your own. Under your powerful hand the difficult ground of
German peasant-life has yielded up its wealth of poetry; and if others,
with myself, now reap in the field tilled by you, it is our first duty
to think of you with gratitude, and to render to you the honour that is
rightly yours.
_Freiburg in Brisgau_, April 1875.
The Author.
CONTENTS.
INTRODUCTION
CHAPTER I. Joseph, the Bear-hunter
-- II. Unbending
-- III. Outcast
-- IV. Munzoll's Child
-- V. Old Luckard
-- VI. A Day at Home
-- VII. "Hard Wood"
-- VIII. The Klotz Family of Rofen
-- IX. In the Wilderness
-- X. The Mistress of the Sonnenplatte
-- XI. At Last
-- XII. In the Night
-- XIII. Back to her Father
-- XIV. The Message of Grace
THE VULTURE-MAIDEN.
A TALE OF THE TYROLESE ALPS.
Far down in the depths of the Oetz valley, a traveller was passing. On
the eagle heights of the giddy precipice above him, stood a maiden's
form, no bigger than an Alpine rose when seen from below, yet sharply
defined against the clear blue sky, the gleaming ice-peaks of the
Ferner. There she stood firm and tranquil, though the mountain gusts
tore and snatched at her, and looked without dizziness down into the
depths where the Ache rushed roaring through the ravine, and a sunbeam
slanting across its fine spray-mist painted glimmering rainbows on the
rocky wall. To her, also, the traveller and his guide appeared minutely
small as they crossed the narrow bridge, which thrown high over the
Ache, looked from above like a mere straw. She could not hear what the
two were saying, for out of those depths no sound could reach her but
the thundering roar of the waters. She could not see that the guide, a
trimly-attired chamois-hunter, raised his arm threateningly, and
pointing her out to the stranger said: "That is certainly the
Vulture-maiden standing up yonder; no other maid would trust herself on
that narrow point, so near the edge of the precipice. See, one would
think that the wind must blow her over, but she always does just the
contrary to what other reasonable Christian folk do."
Now they entered a pine-forest, dark, damp, and cold. Once more the
guide paused, and sent a falcon-glance upwards to where the girl stood,
and the little village spread itself out smilingly on the narrow
mountain plateau in the full glow of the morning sun, which as yet
could hardly steal a sidelong ray into the close, grave-like twilight
of the gorge. "Thou needn't look so defiant, there's a way up as well
as down," he muttered, and disappeared with the stranger. As though in
scorn of the threat, the girl sent up a halloo, so shrilly repeated
from every side, that a flying echo reached even the silent depth of
the fir-wood with a ghostly ring, like the challenging cry of the
chamois-hunter's enemy, the fairy of the Oetz valley.
"Ay, thou may'st scream; I'll soon give it back to thee," he threatened
again; and throwing himself stiffly back, and supporting his neck with
both hands, he pealed forth, clear and shrill as a post-horn, a cry of
mocking and defiance up the mountain-side.
"She hears that, maybe?"
"Why do you call the girl up there the Vulture-maiden?" asked the
stranger down in the moist, dim, rustling forest.
"Because, Sir, when she was only a child she look a vulture's nest, and
fought the old bird," said the Tyrolese. "She is the strongest and
handsomest girl in all the Tyrol, and terribly rich, and the lads let
her drive them off, so that it's a shame to see. There's not one of
them sharp enough to master her. She is as shy as a wild cat, and so
strong that the boys declare no one can conquer her: if one of them
comes too near, she knocks him down. Well, if ever I went up there
after her, I'd conquer her, or I'd tear the chamois-tuft and feather
from my hat with my own hands."
"Why have you not already tried your luck with her, if she is so rich
and so handsome?" asked the traveller.
"Well, you see, I don't care for girls like that--girls that are half
boys. It's true, she can't help herself. The old man--Stromminger is
his name--is a regular wicked old fellow. In his time he was the best
wrestler and fighter in the mountains, and it sticks to him still. He
has often beaten the girl cruelly and brought her up like a boy.
She has no mother, and never had one, for she was such a big strong
child that her mother could scarcely bring her into the world,
and died of it. That's how it is the girl has grown up so wild and
masterful."--This was what the Tyrolese down in the ravine related to
the stranger, and he had not deceived himself. The maiden who stood out
yonder above the precipice was Wallburga Stromminger, daughter of the
powerful "chief-peasant," also called the Vulture-maiden; and he had
spoken truly, she deserved this name. Her courage and strength were
boundless as though eagle's wings had borne her, her spirit rugged and
inaccessible as the jagged peaks where the eagles build their nests,
and where the clouds of heaven are rent asunder.
Wherever anything dangerous was to be done, there from her childhood
upwards, was Wally to be found, putting the lads to shame. As a child
even she was wild and impetuous as her father's young bull, which she
had known how to subdue. When she was scarcely fourteen years old, a
peasant had descried on a rugged precipice a golden vulture's nest with
one young one, but no one in the village dared venture to seize it.
Then the head-peasant, scoffing at the valiant youth of the place,
declared he would make his Wallburga do it. And sure enough Wally was
ready for the deed, to the horror of the women and the vexation of the
lads. "It is a tempting of Providence," said the men. But Stromminger
must have his jest; all the world must learn by experience that the
race of Stromminger down to the children's children might seek its
match in vain.
"You shall see that a Stromminger girl is worth ten of you lads," he
said laughing to the peasants, who streamed together to witness the
incredible feat. Many grieved for the beautiful and stately young life
that might perhaps fall a sacrifice to the father's boasting; still,
everyone wished to see. As the precipice to which the nest clung was
almost perpendicular, and no human foot could tread it, a rope was
fastened round Wally's waist. Four men, foremost amongst whom was her
father, held it, but it was horrible to the lookers-on to see the
courageous child, armed only with a knife, walk boldly to the edge of
the plateau, and with a vigorous spring let herself down into the
abyss. If the knot of the rope should give way, if the vulture should
tear her in pieces, if in her descent she should dash out her brains
against some unnoticed crag? It was a God-forsaken act of Stromminger's
so to risk the life of his own child. Meanwhile Wally sailed fearlessly
through the air, till midway down the precipice she exultingly greeted
the young vulture, who ruffled his downy feathers, and piping, gnawed
with his shapeless beak at his strange visitor. Hardly pausing to
consider, she seized the bird which now raised a lamentable cry with
her left hand and tucked it under her arm. There was a rushing sound in
the air, and in the same instant a dark shadow came over her, a roaring
filled her ears, and a storm of blows fell like hail upon her head. Her
one thought was "The eyes--save the eyes," and pressing her face
closely against the rock, she hit blindly with the knife in her right
hand at the raging bird that threw itself upon her with its sharp beak,
its claws and wings. Meanwhile the men above hastily drew in the rope.
Still for a time during the ascent, the battle in the air continued;
then suddenly the vulture gave way, and plunged into the abyss--Wally's
knife must have wounded it. Wally however came up bleeding, her face
torn by the rocks, and holding in her arms the young bird, that at no
price would she have relinquished.
"But, Wally," cried the assembled people, "why didn't thou let the
young one go, then the vulture would have loosed its hold." "Oh," she
said simply, "the poor thing can't fly yet, and if I had let him go,
he'd have fallen down the precipice and been killed."
This was the first and only time in her whole life that her father gave
her a kiss; not because he was touched by Wally's noble compassion for
the helpless creature, but because she had performed an heroic action
that would reflect honour on the illustrious race of Stromminger.
Such was the maiden who stood out now on the projecting rock, where the
foot could hardly find room to rest, and dreamily looked down into the
ravine over which she hung; for often, with all her impetuosity, a
strange stillness would come over her, and she would gaze sadly before
her, as though she saw something for which she longed, and which she
yet might not attain. It was an image that always remained the same,
whether she saw it in the grey morning twilight, or in the golden glow
of noon, in the evening red, or in the pale moonlight, and for a year
it had followed her wherever she went or stood, below in the valley, or
above on the mountain. And when, as now, she was out and alone, and her
large chamois-eyes, at once wild and shy, wandered across to the
white-gleaming glaciers, or down into the shadow-filled gorge where the
Ache thundered on its way, still she sought him whom the image
resembled; and when now and then a traveller, minutely small in the
distance, glided past below, she thought, "That may be he," and a
strange joy came to her in the fancy that she had seen him, even though
she could distinguish nothing but a human form, no bigger than a moving
image in a peep-show. And now as those two wayfarers passed along, of
whom the one enquired about her, and the other threatened her, she
thought again, "It may be he." Her bosom seemed too tight for her
beating heart, her lips parted, and like a lark set free, her joy
soared up in a pealing song. And as the hunter in the wood below heard
its dying echo, so an echo of his reply reached her, and she listened
with an intoxicated ear--it might be his voice! and a blushing
reflection of her warm rush of feeling spread itself over the wild,
defiant face. She could not hear that the song was a song of scorn and
defiance. Had she known it, she would have clenched her sinewy fist,
she would have tried the strength of her arm, and over her face dark
shadows would have passed, till it grew pale as the glaciers after
sunset. But now she sat down on the stone that supported her, and
swinging her feet as they hung over the abyss, she rested her graceful
head on her hands, and gave herself up to dreaming over again all the
strange things that had happened that first time that she ever saw him.
CHAPTER I.
Joseph, the Bear-hunter.
It was at Whitsuntide, just a year before, that her father had taken
her to Sölden for the confirmation; thither the bishop came every other
year, because there is a high-road that leads to Sölden. She felt a
little ashamed, for she was already sixteen years old, and so tall. Her
father would not let her be confirmed before; he thought that with it
would come at once love-makings and suitors--and time enough for that!
Now she was afraid that the others would laugh at her. But no one took
any notice: the whole village when they arrived was in excitement, for
it was said that Joseph Hagenbach of Sölden had slain the bear that had
shown itself up in Vintschgau, and for which the young men in all the
country round had watched in vain. Then Joseph had set out across the
mountains, and by Friday last he had already got him. The messenger
from Schnalser had brought the news early, and Joseph himself was soon
to follow. The peasants of Sölden, who were waiting in front of the
Church, were full of pride that it should be a Söldener that had
performed the dangerous deed, and talked of nothing but Joseph, who was
indisputably the finest and strongest lad in all the mountains, and a
shot without a rival. The girls listened admiringly to the tales of
Joseph's heroic deeds, how no mountain was too steep for him, no road
too long, no gulf too wide, and no danger too great; and when a pale,
sickly-looking woman came towards them across the village-green, they
all rushed up to her and wished her joy of the son who had won such
glory.
"He's a good one, thy Joseph," said the men cordially; "he's one from
whom all may take example." "If only thy husband had lived to see this
day, how rejoiced he would have been," said the women.
"No, no one would ever believe," cried one quaintly, "that such a fine
fellow was thy son--not looking at thee."
The woman smiled, well-pleased. "Yes, he's a fine-grown lad, and a good
son, there can't be a better. And yet, if you'll believe it, I never
have an hour's peace for him; there's not a day that I don't expect to
see him brought home with his limbs all broken. It's a cross to bear!"
The religious procession now appeared upon the place, and put an
end to the talk. The people thronged into the little church with the
white-robed, gaily-wreathed children, and the sacred office began.
But the whole time Wally could think of nothing but Joseph, the
bear-slayer, and of all the wonderful things he must have done, and of
how splendid it was to be so strong and so courageous, and to be held
in such great respect by every one, so that no one could get the better
of him. If only he would come now, whilst she was in Sölden, so that
she also might see him; she was really quite burning to see him.
At length the confirmation was over, and the children received the
final blessing. Suddenly, on the green outside in front of the church,
there was a sound of wild shouting and hurrahs. "He has him, he
has the bear!" Scarcely had the bishop spoken the last words of the
blessing when every one rushed out, and joyfully surrounded a young
chamois-hunter, who, accompanied by a troop of fine and handsome lads
from the Schnalser valley and from Vintschgau, was striding across the
green. But handsome as his comrades might be, there was not one of them
that came near him. He towered above them all, and was so beautiful--as
beautiful as a picture. It seemed almost as though he shone with light
from afar; he looked like the St. George in the church. Across his
shoulders, he carried the bear's fell, whose grim paws dangled over his
broad chest. He walked as grandly as the emperor, and never took but
one step when the others took two, and yet he was always ahead of them;
and they made as much ado about him as though he had been the emperor
indeed, dressed in a chamois-hunter's clothes. One carried his gun,
another his jacket; all was wild excitement, shouting and huzzaing--he
alone remained composed and tranquil.
He went modestly up to the priest, who came towards him from the
church, and took off his garlanded hat. The bishop, who was a stranger,
made the sign of the cross over him and said, "The Lord was mighty in
thee, my son! With his help thou hast performed what none other could
accomplish. Men must thank thee--but thou, thank thou the Lord!"
All the women wept with emotion, and even Wally had wet eyes. It was as
though the spirit of devotion that had failed her in church, first came
to her now, as she saw the stately hunter bow his proud head beneath
the priest's benedictory hand. Then the bishop withdrew, and now
Joseph's first enquiry was, "Where is my mother? Is she not here?"
"Yes, yes," she cried, "here am I," and fell into her son's arms.
Joseph clasped her tightly. "See, little mother," he said, "I should
have been sorry for thy sake not to come back again. Thou dear little
mother, thou'd never have known how to get on without me, and I too
should have been loth to die without giving thee one more kiss."
Ah, it was beautiful, the way he said it! Wally had quite a strange
feeling--a feeling as though she could envy the mother who rested so
contentedly in the loving embrace of the son, and clung so tenderly to
the powerful man. All eyes rested with delight on the pair, but an
unutterable sensation filled Wally's heart.
"But tell us now, tell us how it all happened."
"Yes, yes, I'll tell you," he said laughing, and flung the bearskin on
to the ground, so that all might see it. They made a circle round him,
and the village landlord had a cask of his best ale brought out and
tapped on the green; for one must drink after church, and above all on
such an extra occasion as this, and the little inn-parlour could never
have held such an unusual concourse of people. The men and women
naturally pressed close round the speaker, and the newly-confirmed
children climbed on to benches, and up into trees, that they might see
over their heads. Wally was foremost of all in a fir-tree, where she
could look straight down upon Joseph; but the others wanted her place;
there was some noise and struggling because she would not give way, and
"Saint George" looked up at them. His sparkling eyes fell upon Wally's
face, and remained smilingly fixed on it for a moment. All Wally's
blood rushed to her head, and she could hear her heart beating in her
very ears with her intense fright. In all her life before she had never
been so frightened, and she had not an idea why! She heard only the
half of what Joseph was relating, there was such a singing in her ears;
all the while she was thinking, "Suppose he were to look up again?" And
she could not have told whether she wished it or dreaded it most. And
yet, when in the course of his story it did once happen again, she
turned away quickly and ashamed, as though she had been found out in
something wrong. Was it wrong to have looked at him so? It might be,
and yet she could not leave off, though she trembled so incessantly
that she was afraid he might notice it. But he noticed nothing; what
did he care for the child up there in the tree? He had looked up once
or twice as he might have looked at a squirrel--nothing further. She
said so to herself, and a strange sorrow stole over her. Never before
had she felt as she did to-day; she was only thankful that she had
drunk no wine on the road; she might have thought that it had got into
her head.
In her confusion she began playing with her rosary. It was a beautiful
new one of red coral, with a chased cross of pure silver, that her
father had given her for her confirmation. All of a sudden as she
turned and twisted it, the string broke and, like drops of blood, the
red beads rolled down from the tree. "That is a bad sign," an inner
voice whispered to her, "old Luchard doesn't like it--that anything
should break when one is thinking of something!" Of something! Of what
then had she been thinking? She turned it over in her mind, but she
could not discover. Precisely she had been thinking of nothing in
particular. Why then should she be so troubled by the string breaking
just at that moment? She felt as though the sun had suddenly paled, and
a cold wind were blowing over her; but not a leaf was stirring, and the
icebound horizon glittered in the radiant sunlight. The shadow of a
cloud had passed--within her--or without her? How could she tell?
Joseph meanwhile had finished relating his adventure, and had shown
round the purse containing the forty florins paid by the Tyrolese
government as the reward for shooting a bear, and there was no end to
the handshakings and congratulations. Only Wally's father held sullenly
aloof. It angered him that any one should accomplish a great and heroic
deed; no one in the world had any right to be strong but himself and
his daughter. During thirty years he had been esteemed, without
dispute, the strongest man in the whole range of mountains, and he
could not bear now to find himself growing old, and obliged to make way
for a younger generation. When, however, someone said to Joseph that it
was no wonder he should be such a strong fellow--he had it from his
father who had been the best shot and the best wrestler in the whole
place--then the old man could contain himself no longer, but broke in
with a thundering "Oho! no need to bury a man before he's dead!"
Everyone fell back at the threatening voice. "It's Stromminger!" they
said, half-frightened.
"Ay, it is Stromminger, who's alive still, and who never knew till this
moment that Hagenbach had been the best wrestler in the place. With his
tongue, if you like, but with nothing else!"
Joseph turned round like a wounded wild cat, glaring at Stromminger
with flaming eyes. "Who says that my father was a boaster?"
"I say it, the head-peasant of the Sonnenplatte, and I know what I'm
saying, for I've laid him flat a dozen times, like a sack."
"It is false," cried Joseph, "and no man shall blacken my father's
name."
"Joseph, be quiet," the people whispered about him, "it's the
head-peasant--thou mustn't make a quarrel with him."
"Head-peasant here, head-peasant there! If God in Heaven were to come
down to blacken my father's name, I wouldn't put up with it. I know
very well, my father and Stromminger had many a wrestling-bout
together, because he was the only one who could stand up with
Stromminger. And he threw Stromminger just as often as Stromminger
threw him."
"It's not true!" shouted Stromminger, "thy father was a weak fool
compared to me. If any of you old fellows have a spark of honour,
you'll say so too--and thou, if thou doesn't believe it after that,
I'll knock it into thee!" At the word "fool" Joseph had sprung like a
madman, close up to Stromminger. "Take thy words back, or--"
"Heavens above us!" shrieked the women. "Let be, Joseph," said his
mother soothingly, "he's an old man, thou mustn't lay hands on him."
"Oho!" cried Stromminger, purple with rage, "you'd make me out an old
dotard, would you? Stromminger is none so old and weak yet but he can
fight it out with a half-fledged stripling. Only come on, I'll soon
show thee I've some marrow left in my bones. I'm not afraid of thee yet
awhile, not if thou'd shot ten bears."
And like an enraged bull the strong old man threw himself on the
young hunter, who in spite of himself gave way under the sudden and
heavy spring. But he only staggered for a moment; his slender form
was so firmly knit, was so supple in yielding, so elastic in rising
again--like the lofty pines of his native soil, that grow with roots of
iron in the naked rock, buffeted by all the winds of heaven and bearing
up against their mountain-load of snow. As easily might Stromminger
have uprooted one of these trees, as have flung Joseph to the ground.
And in fact, after a short struggle, Joseph's arms closely clasped
Stromminger, tightening round and almost choking him, till a deep groan
came with his shortening breath, and he could not stir a hand. And now
the young giant began to shake the old man, bending first on one side,
then on the other, striving steadily, slowly but surely to force first
one foot and then the other from under him, and so loosen his foothold
by degrees. The bystanders hardly dared to breathe as they watched the
strange scene--almost as though they dared not look on at the felling
of so old a tree. Now--now Stromminger has lost his footing--now he
must fall--but no; Joseph held him up, bore him in his strong arms to
the nearest bench and set him down on it. Then he quietly took out his
handkerchief and dried the beads of sweat from Stromminger's brow.
"See, Stromminger," he said, "I've got the better of thee, and I might
have thrown thee; but God forbid that I should bring an old man to
shame. And now we will be good friends again; we bear no malice,
Stromminger?"
He held out his hand, smiling goodhumouredly, but Stromminger struck it
back with an angry scowl. "The devil pay thee out--thou scoundrel," he
cried. "And you, all you Söldeners who have amused yourselves with
seeing Stromminger made a laughing-stock for the children--you shall
learn by experience who Stromminger is. I'll have nothing more to do
with you, and grant no more time for payments--not if half Sölden were
to starve for it."
He went up to the tree, where Wally still sat as in a nightmare, and
pulled her by the gown. "Come down," he said, "thou'll get no dinner
there. Not a Söldener shall ever see another kreuzer of mine." But
Wally, who had rather fallen than got down from the tree, stood as if
spell-bound with her eyes fixed almost beseechingly on Joseph. She
thought he must see how it pained her to go away; she felt as though he
must take her hand in his, and say, "Only stay with me: thou belong'st
to me, and I to thee, and to no other!" But he stood still in the midst
of a knot of men who were whispering together in dismay, for many in
the village owed money to Stromminger, whose wealth circulated in the
very veins of the whole neighbourhood.
"Well--wilt thou go on?" said Stromminger, giving the girl a push, and
she had to obey him whether for weal or woe; but her lips trembled, her
breast heaved painfully; she flung a glance of powerless anger at her
father; he drove her before him like a calf. So they went on for a few
steps; then they heard some one following them, and turning round,
there stood Joseph with a couple of peasants behind him.
"Stromminger," he said, "don't be so headstrong. You can never go, you
and the girl, all that long way to the Sonnenplatte, without eating
anything."
He stood close to Wally; she felt his breath as he spoke, his eyes
rested on her, his hand lay compassionately on her shoulder; she knew
not how it happened--he was so good, so dear--and she felt as she did
when, taking the vulture's nest, the rushing sound of its wings
suddenly filled her ears, and sight and hearing went from her. Even so,
something overwhelming to her young heart, lay in his presence, in his
touch. She had not trembled when the mighty bird hovered above her,
darkening the sun with his broad pinions, she had known how to defend
herself calmly and bravely; but now she trembled from head to foot, and
stood bewildered and confused.
"Get off!" cried Stromminger, and clenched his fist at Joseph, "I'll
hit thee in the face if thou doesn't let me be--I will, if it cost me
my life."
"Well--if you won't, you won't, and so let it be,--but you're a fool,
Stromminger," said Joseph calmly, and he turned round and went back
with the others.
Now no one tried to detain them; they walked on unmolested, farther--at
each step farther away from Joseph. Wally looked round, and still for a
time she could see his head towering above the others, she could still
hear the confused sound of voices and of laughter on the green before
the church. She could not yet believe that she was really gone, that
she should not see Joseph again--perhaps never again. Now they turned a
corner of the rock and all was hidden, the village green with all the
people and Joseph--and every thing, every thing was gone. Then suddenly
there came upon her, as it were, a revelation of a great joy of which
she had had one glimpse, and which was lost to her for ever now. She
looked around as though imploring help in her soul's need, in this new,
this unknown anguish. And there was none to answer her and to say, "Be
patient, presently all will be well!" Dead and motionless were the
rocks and cliffs all around, dead and motionless the Ferner looked down
upon her. What did they care, they who had seen worlds come and worlds
pass away, for this poor little trembling woman's heart? Her father
walked on at her side, silent as though he were a moving rock. And he
it was that was guilty of all. He was a wicked, hard, cruel man; there
was not a creature in the world that took any interest in her. And
while she thought all this, struggling with herself, she walked on
mechanically farther and farther in advance of her father, up hill and
down hill, as though she wished to walk off her heart's pain. The
scorching sun glared on the blank wall of rock, she strove for breath,
her tongue clove to the roof of her mouth, all her veins throbbed;
suddenly her strength gave way, she threw herself on the ground and
broke into loud sobs.
"Oho! what's all this about?" exclaimed Stromminger in the greatest
astonishment, for never since her earliest infancy had he seen his
daughter weep. "Art out of thy wits?"
Wally made no reply; she gave herself up to the wild outbreak of her
soul's suffering.
"Speak, will thee? open thy mouth or--"
Then from her throbbing, raging heart, like a mountain torrent from the
cleft rock, she poured forth the whole truth, overwhelming the old man
with the rush and ferment of her passion. She told him everything, for
truthful she had always been and unaccustomed to lying. She told him
that Joseph had pleased her, that she felt such a love for him as no
one in the world had ever felt before, that she had been rejoicing so
in the thought of talking to him, and that if Joseph had only heard how
strong she was and how she had already done all sorts of strong things,
he would certainly have danced with her and he would certainly have
fallen in love with her too; and now her father had deprived her of it
all, because he must needs fall upon Joseph like a madman; and now she
was a laughing-stock and a disgrace, so that Joseph to the last day of
his life would never look at her again. But that was always the way
with her father, he was always hard and mad with everyone, so that
everywhere he was called the wicked Stromminger--and now she must atone
for it all.
Then suddenly Stromminger spoke. "I've had enough of this," he cried.
There was a whistling through the air, and such a blow from her
father's stick crashed down upon Wally that she thought her spine was
broken; she turned pale and bowed her head. It was as hail falling on
the scarce opened blossom of her soul. For a moment she was in such
pain that she could not stir; bitter tears forced themselves through
her closed eyes, like sap from a broken stem; otherwise she lay still
as death. Stromminger waited by her muttering curses, as a drover
stands by a heifer that, felled by a blow, can do no more.
Around them all was still and lonely, no voice of bird, no rustling of
trees broke the silence. On the narrow rocky path where father and
daughter stood, no tree ever bore a leaf, no bird ever built its nest.
A thousand years ago the elements must have warred here in fearful
conflict, and far as the eye could reach nothing could be seen but the
giant wrecks of the wild tumult. But now the fires were burnt out that
had rent the ground, and the waters subsided that had swept away the
strong ones of the earth in their raging flood. There they lay hurled
one upon another, the motionless giants; the mighty powers that had
moved them lay slumbering now, and peace as of the grave lay over all
as over monuments of the dead, and pure and still as heavenward
aspirations the white glaciers rose high above them. Only man,
ever-restless man, carried on even here his never ending strife, and
with his suffering destroyed the sublime peace of nature.
At last Wally opened her eyes and gathered her strength to go on; no
further lamentation passed her lips, she looked at her father
strangely, as though she had never seen him before; her tears were
dried up.
"Thou may guess now what'll come of it, if thou thinks any more of yon
scoundrel that made thy father a jest for children," said he, holding
her by the arm, "for thou may know this, that I'd sooner fling thee
down from the Sonnenplatte than let Joseph have thee."
"It is well," said Wally, with an expression that startled even
Stromminger; such unflinching defiance lay in the simple words, in the
tone in which they were spoken, in the glance of irreconcilable enmity
which she threw at her father.
"Thou's a wicked--wicked thing," muttered he between his teeth.
"I have not stolen anything," she answered in the same tone.
"Only wait awhile--I'll pay thee out," he snarled.
"Yes, yes," she answered, nodding her head, as if to say, "only try
it!" Then they said no more to each other the whole way back.
When they had reached home, and Wally had gone into her room to take
off her holiday finery, old Luckard who had lived with her mother and
her grandmother, and who had brought Wally up from her cradle, put her
head in at the door. "Wally, hast been weeping?" she whispered.
"Why?" asked the girl with unwonted sharpness.
"There were tears on the cards--I laid out the pack of cards for thy
confirmation; thou fell between two knaves and I was frightened at it;
it was all as near as if it had happened to-day and close by."
"Like enough," said the girl indifferently, and laid away her mother's
beautiful gown in the big wooden chest.
"Does anything ail thee, child?" asked the old woman. "Thou looks so
ill and thou'st come home so early. Didn't thou dance?"
"Dance!" The girl laughed, a hard shrill laugh, as though one should
strike a lute with a hammer till the strings ring back all jarred and
jangled out of tune. "What have I to do with dancing."
"Something's happened to thee, child--tell me--perhaps I can help
thee."
"None can help me," said Wally, and shut down the lid of the chest as
if she would bury in it all that was oppressing her. It was as though
she were closing down the coffin-lid over all her youthful hopes.
"Go now," she said imperiously, as she had never spoken before, "I
shall rest awhile."
"Jesus, Maria!" shrieked Luckard, "there lies thy rosary all broken.
Where are the beads?"
"Lost."
"Oh! Lord! Lord! what ill luck! only the cross is left and the empty
string. To break thy rosary on thy confirmation day! and tears on the
cards besides! Our Father in Heaven! what will come of it?"
Thus lamenting, half pushed out by Wally, the old woman left the room,
and Wally bolted the door after her. She threw herself on the bed and
lay motionless, staring at the picture of the Holy Mother and at the
crucifix which hung on the wall opposite. Should she pour out her
sorrows to these? No! The Mother of God could bear her no good-will,
otherwise she would not have let just her confirmation day above
all others be so spoilt for her. Besides, she could not know what
love-sorrows were, for she had known suffering only through her Son,
and that was something quite different from what Wally felt. And the
Lord Jesus Christ!--He certainly did not trouble himself about
love-stories; no one might dare to approach Him with such matters as
these. All that He desired was that one should be always striving after
the kingdom of Heaven. Ah! And all her young, wildly-beating heart was
longing and yearning with every throb for the beloved, the best-beloved
one down here on earth; the kingdom of Heaven was so far away and so
strange, how could she strive after it in this moment when, for the
first time, all powerful nature was imperiously claiming in her its
right? With bitter defiance she gazed at the images of the Mother and
Son, whose pity was for quite other griefs than hers, who demanded of
her only what was impossible. She vouchsafed to them no further word,
she was angry with them as a child is angry with its parents when they
unjustly deny it some pleasure. Long she lay thus, her eyes fixed
reproachfully on the holy images; but soon she saw before her only the
dear and beautiful face of Joseph, and involuntarily she grasped her
shoulder with her hand where his hand had lain, as though to keep firm
hold of his momentary touch. And then she saw his mother again of whom
she had been so jealous, and she lay once more in Joseph's arms, and he
caressed her so fondly; and then Wally pushed the mother away and lay
herself instead on Joseph's heart; and he held her clasped there, and
she looked down into the depths of his black flaming eyes, and she
tried to imagine what he would say, but she could think of nothing but,
"Thou dear little one," as he had said, "Thou dear little mother." And
what could be sweeter or dearer than that? Ah! what could the kingdom
of Heaven, in which those Two up yonder wanted to have her, what could
it be in comparison with the blessedness that she felt in only thinking
of Joseph--and how much greater must the reality be!
There was a tap at her window, and she started up as if from a dream.
It was the young vulture which she had taken two years before from the
nest, and which was as faithfully attached to her as a dog. She could
leave him quite free, he never hurt anyone, and flew after her with his
clipped wings as best he could. She opened the little window, he
slipped in and looked trustingly at her with his yellow eyes. She
scratched his neck gently and played with his strong wings, now
spreading them out, now folding them together again. A cool air blew in
through the open window. The sun had already sunk low behind the
mountains, the narrow casement framed the peaceful picture of the
mountain tops veiled in blue mist. In herself too all grew more
peaceful; the evening air revived her spirit. She took the bird on her
shoulder. "Come, Hans," she said, "we are doing nothing, as though
there were no work in the world." The faithful bird had brought her
wonderful comfort. She had taken it for her own from the steep cliff
where no one else would venture; she had fought its mother for life or
death, she had tamed it and it belonged wholly to her. "And he will
also one day be mine," said an inward voice, as she clasped the bird to
her bosom.
CHAPTER II.
Unbending.
This was the short story of love and sorrow, whose pain even now awoke
again in the young heart as she looked down into the valley, thinking
to see Joseph who so often passed along it, and never found the way up
to her. She wiped her forehead, for the sun was beginning to burn, and
she had already mowed the whole meadow-land from the house up to the
"Sonnenplatte;" so the point on which she stood was called, because
rising high above all around, it ever caught the earliest rays of the
morning sun. From it the village took its name.
"Wally, Wally," some one now called from behind her, "come to thy
father, he's something to say to thee," and old Luckard came towards
her from the house. Her father had sent for her? What could he want?
Never since their adventure in Sölden had he spoken with her excepting
of what concerned the day's work. Wavering between fear and reluctance
she rose and followed the old woman.
"What does he want?" she asked.
"Great news," said Luckard, "look there!"
Wally looked, and saw her father standing before the house, and with
him a young peasant of the place named Vincenz, with a big nosegay in
his button hole. He was a dark, robust fellow whom Wally had known from
her childhood as a reserved and stubborn man. He had never bestowed a
kindly word on anyone but Wally, to whom from her school-days upwards
he had shown a special goodwill. A few months previously both his
parents had died within a short time of each other; now he was
independent, and next to Stromminger the richest peasant in the country
side. The blood stood still in Wally's veins, for she already knew what
was coming.
"Vincenz wants to marry thee," said her father; "I've said 'yes,' and
next month we'll have the wedding." Having thus spoken he turned on his
heel and went into the house as if there were nothing more to be said.
Wally stood silent for a moment as though thunderstruck; she must
collect herself, she must consider what was to be done. Vincenz
meanwhile confidently stepped up to her with the intention of putting
his arm round her waist. But she sprang back with a cry of terror, and
now she knew well enough what it was she had to do.
"Vincenz," she said, trembling with misery, "I beg of thee to go home.
I can never be thy wife--never. Thou wouldn't have my father force me
to it. I tell thee once for all I cannot love thee."
A look brief as lightning flashed across Vincenz's face; he bit his
lips, and his black eyes were fixed with passionate eagerness on Wally.
"So thou doesn't love me? But I love thee, and I'll lay my life on it
that I'll have thee too. I've got thy father's consent and I'll never
give it back, and I've a notion thou'll come to change thy mind yet if
thy father wills it."
"Vincenz," said Wally, "if thou'd been wise thou'd not have spoken like
that, for thou'd have known I'll never have thee now. What I will not
do, none can force me to do--that thou may know once for all. And now
go home, Vincenz; we've nothing more to say to each other," and she
turned short away from him and went into the house.
"Oh, thou!" Vincenz called out after her in angry pain, clenching his
fist. Then he checked himself. "Well," he murmured between his teeth,
"I can wait--and I _will_ wait."
Wally went straight to her father. He was sitting all bent together
over his accounts and turned round slowly as she entered. "What is it?"
he said.
The sun shone through the low window and threw its full beams on Wally,
so that she stood as though wrapped in glory before her father. Even he
was amazed at the beauty of his child as she stood before him at that
moment.
"Father," she began quietly, "I only wanted to tell you that I will not
marry Vincenz."
"Indeed!" cried Stromminger, starting up. "Is that it? Thou won't marry
him?"
"No, father, I don't like him."
"Indeed! and did I ask thee if thou liked him?"
"No, I tell it you plainly, unasked."
"And I tell thee too unasked that in four weeks thou'll marry Vincenz
whether thou likes him or not. I've given him my word, and Stromminger
never takes his word back. Now get thee gone."
"No, father," said the girl, "things can't be settled in that way. I'm
no head of cattle to let myself be sold or promised as the master
pleases. It seems to me I also have a word to say when it has to do
with my marriage."
"No, that thou hasn't, for a child belongs to her father as much as a
calf or a heifer, and must do what its father orders."
"Who says that, father?"
"Who says so? It's said in the Bible," and an ominous flush rose on
Stromminger's face.
"It says in the Bible that we are to honour and love our parents, but
not that we are to marry a man when it goes against us merely because
our father orders it. See, father, if it could do you any good for me
to marry Vincenz, if it could save you from death or from misery--I'd
do it willingly, and even if I were to break my heart over it. But
you're a rich man that need ask nothing of anyone; it must be all one
to you whom I marry; and you give me to Vincenz out of pure spite, that
I may not marry Joseph, whom I love, and who would certainly have loved
me if he could have got to know me; and it's cruel of you, father, and
it says nowhere in the Bible that a child should put up with that."
"Thou--thou pert thing, I'll send thee to the priest; he'll teach thee
what the Bible says."
"It will be no good, father; and if you sent me to ten priests, and if
they all ten told me that I must obey you in this, I yet wouldn't do
it."
"And I tell thee thou _shall_ do it so sure as my name is Stromminger.
Thou shall do it, or I'll drive thee out of house and home and
disinherit thee."
"That you can do, father, I'm strong enough to earn my own bread. Yes,
father, give everything to Vincenz--only not me."
"Foolish nonsense," said Stromminger perplexed. "Shall people say of me
that Stromminger cannot even master his own child? Thou shall marry
Vincenz; if I have to thrash thee into church, thou shall."
"And even if you thrashed me into church I'd still say no, at the
altar. You may strike me dead, but you cannot thrash that 'Yes' out of
me; and even if you could, sooner would I fling myself down from the
cliff, than I'd go home with a man I've no love for."
"Now listen," cried Stromminger; his broad forehead was cleft as it
were, with a swelling blue vein that ran across it, his whole face was
suffused, his eyes bloodshot. "Now listen, thou'd better not drive me
mad. Thou's already had enough of my cudgel; now give in, or between us
things will come to a bad end!"
"Things came to a bad end between us a year ago, father. For when you
beat me so that time on my confirmation day, then I felt all was at an
end between us. And see, father, since then it's been all one to me
whether you are bad to me or good, whether you treat me well or strike
me dead--it's all one to me. I have no heart left for you. You're no
dearer to me than the Similaun-, or Vernagt-, or Murzoll-glacier."
A stifled cry of rage broke from Stromminger. Half-stupified he had
listened to the girl's words, but now, incapable of speech, he sprang
upon her, seized her by the waist, swung her from the ground high over
his head, and shook her till his own breath failed; then flinging her
to the ground he set his heavy heel studded with nails upon her breast.
"Unsay what thou has said," he gasped, "or I'll crush thee like a
worm."
"Do it," said the girl, her eyes fixed steadily on her father. She
breathed hard, for her father's foot weighed on her like lead, but she
did not stir; not so much as an eyelash trembled.
Stromminger's power was broken. He had threatened what he could not
perform, for at the thought of crushing the fair and innocent breast of
his child his anger faded, he grew suddenly calm. He was conquered.
Almost staggering he drew back his foot.
"Nay, I'll not end my days in a prison," he said gloomily, and sank
exhausted into his chair.
Wally got up, she was pale as death, her eyes were tearless,
lustreless, like a stone. She waited passively for what might come
next. Stromminger sat for a minute in bitter reflection, then he spoke
in hoarse tones.
"I cannot kill thee, but since Similaun and Murzoll are dear to thee as
thy father, by Similaun and Murzoll thou may remain for the future,
thou may belong to them. Thou shall never more stretch thy feet under
my board. Thou shall go and mind the cattle up on the Hochjoch, till
thou's found out it's better to be in Vincenz's warm home, than in the
snow drift of the glacier. Tie up thy bundle, for I'll see no more of
thee. Go up early tomorrow, I'll let the Schnalser people know, and
send the cattle after thee next week by the boy. Take bread and cheese
enough to last till the beasts come; Klettenmaier will guide thee up
there. Now take thyself off. These are my last words and by _these_
I'll stand."
"It is well, father," said Wally softly; she bowed her head, and
quitted her father's room.
CHAPTER III.
Outcast.
"Up on the Hochjoch!" It was a fearful sentence. For in the
inhospitable regions of the Hochjoch there is none of the joyous life
of the lower pastures, where the sweet aromatic air resounds with
the tinkle of bells, with the calls of the herdsmen and mountain
girls--here are eternal winter, and the stillness of death. Sadly and
gently as a mother kisses the pale forehead of her dead child, so the
sun kisses these cold glaciers. Scanty meadows, the last clinging
vestiges of organic life penetrate, as though lost, the wintry desert,
till the last shoot perishes, the last drop of rising sap is frozen; it
is the slow extinction of nature. But the frugal peasant utilises even
these niggard remains; he sends his flocks up to graze on what they may
find there, and the straying sheep tempted to reach after a plant which
has wandered hither from a milder region, not unfrequently falls into
some crevice in the ice.
Here it was that the child of the proud chief peasant, whose
possessions extended for miles in every direction and reached up even
to the clouds, must spend her bloom in everlasting winter. While on the
lower earth May-breezes were blowing, the rising sap opening every bud,
the birds building their nests, and all things stirring in joyous
unison, she must take the herdsman's staff and quit the spring-meadows
for the desert of the glaciers above; and only when autumn winds should
be sighing and winter preparing to descend into the valley, might she
also return thither, as though she had been sold to winter, life and
limb.
No one of the peasants of the neighbourhood would send his shepherds up
there, but they let out the meadows to the Schnalser people who lay
nearer to the ridge on the farther side, and they sent a few half-wild,
weather-beaten fellows, who clothed themselves in skins and lived miles
asunder in stone cabins like hermits; and now Stromminger, who hitherto
had always leased his pastures, condemned his own child to lead the
life of a Schnalser herdsman. But from Wally's lips came no complaint;
she prepared herself in silence for her mountain journey. Early in the
morning, long before sunrise, whilst her father, the men, and the maids
were still sleeping, Wally set out from her father's house for the
mountain. Only old Luckard, "who had known it all beforehand from the
cards" and who had passed the night with Wally helping her make up her
bundle, stuck a sprig of rue in her hat as a farewell-token, and went
part of the way with her. The old woman wept as if escorting the dead
to the grave. Klettenmaier came behind with the pack. He was a faithful
old servant, the only one that had grown grey in Stromminger's service,
because he was deaf and did not hear when his master stormed and swore.
This was the guide her father had selected for Wally. Luckard went with
her till the road began a steep ascent. Then she took leave of them and
turned back, for she had to be home in time to prepare the first meal.
Wally climbed the hill and looked down upon the road along which the
old woman went crying in her apron, and even her heart almost failed
her. Luckard had always been good to her; though she was old and
feeble, at least she had loved Wally. Presently the old woman turned
once more and pointed above her head. Wally's eyes followed the
direction of her finger, and behold! something floated towards the
mountain heights clumsily, uncertainly through the air, like a paper
kite when the wind fails, now flying on a little way, then falling, and
with difficulty rising again. The vulture with his clipped wings had
painfully fluttered the whole way after her; but now his strength
seemed to give way and he could only scramble along, flapping his
pinions.
"Hansl!--oh, my Hansl!--how could I forget thee!" cried Wally,
springing like a chamois from rock to rock the shortest way back to
fetch the faithful bird. Luckard stood still till Wally once more
reached the narrow path, then greeted her again as if after a long
separation. At last Hansl too was reached, and Wally took him in her
arms and pressed him to her heart like a child. Since last evening the
bird was so identified in all her thoughts with Joseph, that it seemed
almost as if it were a dumb medium between him and her; or as though
Joseph had changed into the vulture, and in holding Hansl she clasped
him in her arms.
As an ardent faith creates its own visible symbols to bring near to
itself the unattainable and the remote and to seize the intangible, and
as to faith a wooden cross and a painted image become miraculous--so
ardent love creates its own symbols, to which it clings when the
beloved one is far off, unattainable. Even so Wally derived now a
wonderful consolation from her bird. "Come, Hansl," she said tenderly,
"thou shall go with me up to the Ferner; we two will never be parted
more."
"But, child," said old Luckard, "thou never can take the vulture up
there, he'd die of hunger. Thou's no meat for him up there, and
creatures like him eat nothing else."
"That is true," said Wally sadly, "but I can't part from the bird; I
must have something with me up there in the wilderness. And I can't
leave him alone at home either; who'd look after him and take care of
him when I'm away?"
"Oh! for that thou may be easy," cried Luckard, "I'll look after him
well enough."
"Ay, but he'll not follow thee," said Wally; "thou'rt not used to his
ways."
"Nay, let me have him," said Luckard. "All this long time I've taken
care of thee, surely I can take care of the bird. Give him me here,
I'll carry him home," and she pulled the vulture out of Wally's arms.
But it would not do; the noble bird set himself on the defensive, and
pecked so angrily at Luckard that she was frightened, and let go. It
was of no use for her to think of taking him home with her.
"Thou sees," cried Wally joyfully, "he'll not leave me; I must keep
him, come what will. I was once called the Vulture-maiden and the
Vulture-maiden I must still remain. O, my Hansl, as long as we two are
together, we shall want for nothing. I'll tell thee what, Luckard, I'll
let his wings grow now, he'll not fly away from me, and then he can
find food for himself up yonder."
"God bless thee, then, take him with thee. I'll send thee up some fresh
and salt meat by the boy, thou can give him that till he can fly
abroad." And so it was settled. Wally took the vulture under her arm
like a hen, and parted from Luckard who began to cry afresh. But Wally,
without further delay, went up the mountain again after the guide, who
had meanwhile gone on ahead.
In two hours they reached Vent, the last village before entering the
realms of ice. Wally mounted the hill above Vent; here began the path
to the Hochjoch. Once more she paused, and leaning on her Alpenstock
looked down on the quiet, still half-dreaming village, and over the
lake beyond, and the last houses of the Oetz valley, to the farms
of Rofen which, lying almost at the foot of the ever-advancing,
ever-receding Hochvernagtferners, seemed defiantly to say to it, "Crush
us!"--even as Wally yesterday had defied her father. And like her
father the Hochvernagt each time withdrew its mighty foot, as though it
could not bear to destroy the home of its brave mountain children, "the
Klötze of Rofen."
While she thus stood, looking down on the utmost dwellings of man
before mounting to the desert beyond the clouds, there rose from the
church-tower of Vent the sound of the bell for matins. Out of the door
of the little parsonage, where the buds of the mountain-pink tapped the
window in the morning breeze, came the priest and went with folded
hands to his pious duty in the church. Here and there the wooden houses
opened their sleepy eyes, and one figure after another coming out,
stretched itself and took its way slowly to the church. Carefully and
losing no tone by the way, the wind-winged angels bore the pious sound
up the slope, and it rang in Wally's ear like the voice of a child that
prays. And as a child arouses its mother by its sweet lisping, so the
peal from Vent seemed to have aroused the sun. He opened his mighty
eye, and the rays of his first glance shot over the mountains, an
immeasurable shaft of flame that crowned the eastern heights. The dim
grey of the twilight sky suddenly lighted up to a transparent blue,
each moment the beam grew broader in the heavens, and at length mounted
in full splendour over the cloud-veiled peaks, and turned his flaming
countenance lovingly to earth. The mountains threw off their misty
shrouds, and bathed their naked forms in streams of light. Deep down in
the ravines the clouds heaved and rolled, as though they had sunk down
thither from the pure heaven above. In the air was a rushing as of wild
hymns of joy, and the earth wept tears of blissful waking, like a bride
on her wedding morning; and like the tears on the eyelashes of the
bride, the dewdrops quivered joyfully on each blade and spray. Joy lay
everywhere,--above on the mountain tops where the dazzling rays were
mirrored in the farseeing eyes of the chamois,--below in the valley
where the lark soared, warbling, from amongst the springing corn.
Wally gazed intoxicated on the awakening world, with eyes that could
hardly take in the whole shining picture in its pure morning beauty.
The vulture on her shoulder lifted its wings as though longingly to
greet the sun. Below in Vent, meanwhile, all was awakening to new life.
From where Wally stood she could see everything distinctly in the clear
morning light. The lads kissed the maidens by the well. White smoke
curled upwards from the houses, vanishing without a trace in the serene
spring air, as a sorrowful thought loses itself in a happy soul. On
the green in front of the church the men assembled in white Sunday
shirt-sleeves, their silver-mounted pipes in their mouths. It was
Whit-Monday, when all make holiday and rejoice. Oh! holy Whitsuntide!
just such a day must it have been when the Spirit of the Lord fell on
the disciples and enlightened them with divine illumination, that they
might go forth into all the world and preach the Gospel of Love, preach
it to open hearts, touched by the happy spring--for, in the spring-tide
of the year appeared also the spring-tide of man--the religion of love.
For her only who stood up there on the mountain was there no
Whitsuntide, no revelation of love. In her no persuasive voice had
quickened the gospel into life. A meaningless letter it had remained to
her, a buried seed which needed the vivifying ray to make it spring up
in her heart. No dew of peace fell on her from the deep blue heavens;
the bird of prey on her shoulder was to her the only messenger of love.
At last Wally broke away from her dreamy contemplation. She gave one
farewell glance to the merry, noisy villagers, then she turned to climb
the silent snow fields of the Hochjoch--in banishment.
CHAPTER IV.
Murzoll's Child.
For five hours did Wally continue to ascend; now over whole fields of
fragrant Alpine plants, now sinking ankle-deep in snow-fields, or
crossing broad moraines. Last night's sleeplessness lay heavily upon
her limbs, and she almost despaired of ever reaching the end of her
journey. Her hands and feet trembled, for to struggle for life during
five hours against so steep an ascent is hard work. Large drops stood
on Wally's brow, when suddenly as by a magic stroke she stood before a
dense wall of cloud. She had turned an angle of the rock which hid the
sun, and now thick mists enveloped her and an icy breath dried the
sweat from her forehead. Her foot slipped at every step, for the ground
was like glass; she stood upon ice, she had stepped upon the Murzoll
glacier, the highest ridge of the serrated Hochjoch. Nothing grew here
but starveling mountain-grass between clefts in the snow; around were
the blue gleaming ice-crevasses, the virgin snow-flats, untrodden this
year by foot of man or beast. Mid-winter! Wally shuddered at its icy
touch. This was the forecourt to Murzoll's ice-palace, of which so many
tales are told in the Oetz valley, where the "phantom maidens" dwell,
of whom old Luckard had related many a story to the little Wally in the
long winter evenings when the snowstorms howled round the house. The
air that blew on her now from those desolate walls of ice, those caves
and dungeons, came to her with a ghostly thrill like a shudder out of
her childhood, as though in very truth there dwelt the dark spirit of
the glacier, with whom Luckard had so often frightened her to bed when
she had been naughty.
Silently she walked on. At last her deaf guide halted by a low cabin
built of stone, with a wide overhanging roof, a strong door of rough
wood, and little slits instead of windows. Within were a couple of
blackened stones for a hearth, and a bed of old rotten straw. This was
the hut of the Schnalser herdsman, who had formerly found shelter here,
and here Wally was now to dwell. She did not change countenance however
at the sight of the comfortless hut; it was neither more nor less than
a bad mountain cabin, there were many such, and she was used to hard
living. It was not such things as these that could quench her resolute
spirit; but she was exhausted to faintness; since yesterday she had
gone through more than even her unusual strength could bear.
Mechanically she helped the deaf man, whom Luckard had loaded with a
number of good things for Wally, to arrange a better bed, and to make
the desolate hut somewhat more habitable. Mechanically she eat with him
some of the food Luckard had sent. The man saw that she was pale, and
said compassionately, "There, now thou's eaten something, lie down a
while and sleep. Thou needs it. I'll fetch thee up some wood meanwhile
to last thee a few days, then I must go back, or I shall never be home
by daylight, and thy father strictly ordered me to get back to-day." He
shook up a good bed of straw that he had brought with him; she sank
down on it with half closed eyes and held out her hand gratefully.
"I'll not wake thee," he said. "In case thou'rt still asleep when I go,
I'll say goodbye to thee now. Take care of thyself and don't be
frightened. I'm sorry for thee all alone up here; but, why didn't thou
obey thy father?"
Wally heard the last words as in a dream. The deaf man left the cabin,
shaking his head compassionately; the girl was already sound asleep.
Her breast heaved painfully, for even in her sleep her past sorrow
weighed on her like a mountain. And she dreamed of her father; he was
dragging her into church by her hair, and she thought that if only she
had a knife so that she might cut off her hair she would be free. Then
suddenly Joseph stood by her, and with one stroke he cut through the
long plait, so that it remained in her father's hand; and while Joseph
was struggling with her father she ran out and climbed to the height of
the Sonnenplatte to throw herself into the torrent. But a terror came
over her, and she hesitated; then again she heard her father close
behind her, and urged by despair she made the leap. She fell and fell,
but could never reach the bottom, and suddenly she felt as if she were
met from below by a gust of wind that supported and carried her
upwards. So she floated, struggling always to keep the balance she
continually feared to lose, up to the very summit of Murzoll. But she
could gain no footing on the rock; a terrible whirlwind had seized her,
and she strove in vain to cling to the bare precipice, like a ship that
cannot reach the land. Black storm-clouds gathered together around her,
through which Murzoll's snowy summit rose in ghostly whiteness. Fiery
snakes shot through the black mass, the mountains quaked beneath a
crashing thunder-clap, and flung whirling backwards and forwards
between these mighty powers, a terror came over her that the tempest
might cast her head downwards into the abyss. She bowed and turned,
like a little ship on the swaying waves of the wind, striving only to
keep her head uppermost. But suddenly her feet were raised and she felt
that the weight of her head must carry her down, through the storm and
thunder and the black darkness of the clouds; she would have cried for
help, but could utter no sound--terror choked her voice. Then all at
once she felt herself supported, she was on firm ground, she lay in a
mountain cleft, as it seemed; but no, it was no cleft, they were giant
arms of stone that embraced her, and behold, out of the brightening
clouds a mighty face of stone bent over her: it was the hoary
countenance of Murzoll. His hair was of snow-covered fir trees, his
eyes were ice, his beard was of moss and his eyebrows of edelweiss; on
his brow was set as a diadem the crescent moon which shed its mild
radiance over the white face; and the icy eyes shone with a ghostly
light in its bluish rays. He gazed at the maiden with these cold eyes,
piercing but unfathomable, and beneath their glance the drops of agony
on her brow and the tears on her cheeks froze and fell down with a
faint ringing sound like crystal beads. He pressed his stony lips to
hers, and under the long kiss his mouth grew warm and dewy and
blossomed with Alpine roses, and when Wally looked up at him again
glacier streams flowed from the icy eyes down upon his mossy beard. The
black clouds had cleared away and the breath of spring stirred the
night.
Now Murzoll moved his lips, and his voice sounded like the dull roll of
a distant avalanche. "Thy father has banished thee," he said, "I will
receive thee as my child, for a heart of cold stone may more easily be
moved than the hardened heart of man. Thou pleasest me, thou art one of
mine; there is strength in thy nature as the rocks are strong. Wilt
thou be my child?"
"I will," said Wally, and clung to the stony heart of her new father.
"Then stay with me and go no more among men; among them there is
strife, with me there is peace."
"But Joseph, whom I love," said Wally, "shall I never have him?"
"Let him be," replied the mountain, "thou mayest not love him; he is a
chamois hunter, and to such as he my daughters have sworn destruction.
Come, I will take thee to them, that they may deaden thy heart, else
thou canst not live in our eternal peace." And he carried her through
wide halls and endless galleries of ice till they came to a vast hall
that was transparent as though of crystal; the rays of the sun shone
through and broke into millions of coloured sparks, and through the
walls heaven and earth gleamed in varied and mingled splendour. There
white maiden-forms, glistening like snow, with waving veils of mist,
were playing with a herd of chamois, and it was charming to see them
sporting with the swift-footed animals, catching them and chasing them
here and there. These were Murzoll's daughters, the "phantom maidens"
of the Oetz valley. They crowded inquisitively round Wally as Murzoll
set her down on the slippery glass of the floor. They were as beautiful
as angels, and had faces like milk and blood; but as Wally observed
them more closely, a slight shudder ran through her, for she saw that
they had all eyes of ice, like their father, and that the rosy hue of
their cheeks and lips was not that of blood, but the sap of the Alpine
rose, and they were as cold as frozen snow.
"Will you receive this maiden?" asked Murzoll. "I like her, she is
strong and firm as the rock, she shall be your sister."
"She is fair," said the maidens; "she has eyes like the chamois. But
she has warm blood, and she loves a hunter--we know!"
"Lay your hands on her heart that she may be frozen with all her love,
and live in bliss with you," said Murzoll.
The damsels hastened to her--it was like the breath of a snow
storm--and laid their cold white hands on her heart; already she felt
it shrink and throb more slowly. But she kept off the maidens with both
arms and cried, "No, no, leave me. I want none of your bliss, I want
only Joseph."
"If thou goest back amongst men we will dash Joseph to pieces, and
throw thee and him into the abyss," threatened the phantom maidens;
"for no one may live among men who has seen us."
"Throw me into the abyss, but leave me my heart to love. All, anything
I will bear, but I will not part from my love," and with the strength
of despair Wally seized one of the damsels round the waist and wrestled
with her; and behold! the tender form was shattered in her arms, and
she held in her hand only dripping snow. The daylight was extinguished;
suddenly all was veiled in grey twilight. She stood on the bare rock; a
sharp wind drove needles of ice in her face, and instead of the
"phantom maidens" white mists whirled round her in a wild dance. High
above, Murzoll's pale countenance looked darkly down upon her through
the clouds, and his voice of thunder said,
"Dost thou rebel against Men and Gods?--Heaven and earth will be thy
enemies. Woe is thee!" And all had vanished--Wally awoke. The chill
evening wind whistled through the window-slits on the girl. She rubbed
her eyes; her heart still trembled at the weird dream; she thought long
before she knew where she was, or could separate the images of her
dream from the reality; an inexplicable sense of horror remained in her
mind and mingled itself with all she saw. She rose from her bed and
involuntarily called loudly for the servant. She went out of the hut to
seek him; it was a clear and beautiful evening; the mists were
scattered, but the sun was low and the breeze blew keenly from the
heights. Wally hastened hither and thither in search of the deaf man;
she found only the pile of firewood that he had made for her. Then it
occurred to her that he had said he would go away while she was asleep.
It was so; he had not waited for her awakening. It was not right of him
to abandon her while she slept. To wake thus and find no one; it was
hard! All was so silent around her, so deserted and empty. It must be
six o'clock and milking time. The confiding cattle would look at the
stable door, where no mistress would come in with bread and salt for
them--she was sitting up here with her hands in her lap, and around her
far and wide stirred no living thing. Oh! the deathly stillness and
inaction--she knew not how she felt--alone, so terribly alone! She
climbed higher still, on to an overhanging point, that she might look
down upon the wide world. A vast unknown picture was spread before her
eyes in the purple of the setting sun. There lay before her to the very
verge of the horizon the great range of the Tyrol, in the distance
growing fainter and fainter, close at hand crushing and overpowering
her with their great silent sublimity; between them, like children in
their father's arms, slept the blooming valleys. A nameless longing
seized her for the beloved fields of home, that even now lay reposing
peacefully before her eyes in the evening shadows. The sun had set, and
on the horizon lay violet clouds shot with streaks of ruddy gold;
little by little, the pale full moon began to shine, contesting the
victory with the last flickering gleams of day. Down in the valleys it
was already night; here and there, scarcely visible in the distance, a
light glimmered from afar--a star of earth. Now they were going to
rest, her weary companions down yonder. With them all was well; a
friendly roof was above their heads; they rested securely in the bosom
of a sheltered home--perhaps, already half-asleep, they still listened
behind the coloured curtain of the little window to the beloved one's
song--only she was alone, thrust forth and banished, exposed
defenceless to every terror, her only shelter the inhospitable hut,
where the wind whistled through the empty window-slits. "Father,
father, how could thou have the heart to do it?" she cried aloud, but
near and far nothing answered but the rush of the night-wind. Higher
and higher rose the moon, the streaks of light in the west lost their
gold, and glimmered only a pale yellow in the darkness of the evening
sky. The outlines of the mountains seemed to shift and grow larger in
the twilight; threatening, overpowering, her nearest neighbour, the
mighty Similaun, looked down upon her. All the giant peaks around
seemed to stare at her frowningly, because she had dared to spy out
their nightly aspect. It was as though only since Wally's arrival, they
had all become so still and quiet--as a company that confers of private
affairs is suddenly dumb when a stranger enters. There she stood, the
helpless human form, so lonely in the midst of this silent, motionless
world of ice, so inaccessibly high above all living things, so strange
in the weird company of clouds and glaciers, in the terrible,
mysterious silence. "Now art thou all alone in the world!" cried an
inner voice, and an unspeakable anguish, the anguish of the forsaken
ones, swept over her. It seemed to her all at once as though she were
doomed to go on, for ever lost, through vast immeasurable space, and as
though seeking help she clung to the steep wall of rock, pressing her
wildly-beating heart against the cold stone.
What passed within her in that hour, she herself did not know, but it
seemed as though the stone against which she pressed her young, warm,
trembling heart, had exercised some mysterious power over her, for that
hour left her hard and rough as if she had been in very truth Murzoll's
child.
CHAPTER V.
Old Luckard.
When about a week later the herdsman came up the mountain with the
flocks, Wally almost frightened him, she looked so wasted away; but
when he said to her, "Thy father bids me ask thee if thou'st had enough
of being up here, and if thou'll do thy duty?"--she set her teeth and
answered, "Tell my father, I'd sooner let myself be eaten piecemeal by
the vultures, than do anything to please them that drove me up here!"
This was for the present the last message that passed between her and
her father.
When Wally had her little flock around her, which consisted only of
sheep and goats, for larger animals could not find sufficient food on
these heights, then her old spirit revived and the mountain lost its
terrors for her. In the midst of her helpless charges she was no longer
alone, she had again some one to work for, something to care about. For
though the vulture had been a faithful companion, yet he could not do
away with the inactivity that had driven her almost to despair, and
allowed dark thoughts to gain the mastery over her.
So little by little she became accustomed to the solitude, and it grew
dear and sweet to her. Life with its daily claims, small and great,
narrows and confines every great nature: up here Wally's untameable
spirit could expand without constraint; up here was freedom--no human
being to gainsay her, no alien will to oppose itself to hers--and
standing there, the only soul-gifted being far and wide, by degrees she
felt herself a queen on her solitary, lofty throne, a sovereign in the
unmeasurable, silent realm that lay beneath her eyes. And she looked
down at last from her heights with a mixture of pity and scorn on the
miserable race below, who, wrapped in earth-born clouds, spent their
lives in longing and grasping, in haggling and hoarding, and a secret
aversion took the place of her first home-sickness. There, far below,
were strife and anguish and crime. Murzoll had spoken truly in her
dream--up here among the pure elements of ice and snow, in the clear
atmosphere, free from all smoke, or pestilential taint of death--here
was peace, here was innocence; here among the mighty tranquil mountain
forms, which in the beginning had terrified her, the sentiment of the
sublime had flooded her soul and had raised it far above the common
measure of mankind. One only of all those low earthly inhabitants
remained to her dear and beautiful and great as before. It was Joseph
the bear-slayer, the Saint George of her dreams. But he, like herself,
dwelt more on the heights than in the valleys, he had climbed all the
sky-piercing peaks on which no other foot would venture, he brought
down the chamois from the steepest rocks, and for him nor height nor
depth had any terror; he was the strongest, the bravest of men, as she
was the strongest, the bravest of maidens. In all the Tyrol no maiden
was worthy of him but herself; in all the Tyrol no man was worthy of
her but he. They belonged to one another, they were the giants of the
mountains; with the puny race of the valleys they had nothing in
common.
So, in her solitude, she lived for him only, and awaited the day when
this promise should be fulfilled to her. That day must come, and being
certain of this, she did not lose patience.
Thus the summer passed away, and winter fell upon the valleys, and soon
Wally must descend with its wild forerunners, the storm and the snow,
to her estranged home. She quailed at the thought. Rather would she
have crept up here into some deepest ice-cave with suspended existence
like the wild bear than go down again to the noise and smoke of the low
spinning-room, and be wedged, together with her morose father, her
detested suitor, and the malicious servants, within the narrow compass
of the house, imprisoned behind walls of snow a foot high, out of
which, often for weeks at a time, no escape was possible.
The nearer the time came, the heavier her heart grew, the more
despondingly did she revolt against the thought of that imprisonment;
but time passed on, and no one came to fetch her; it seemed as though
down there she was entirely forgotten. Colder ever and more wintry grew
the weather, the days ever shorter, the nights ever longer; two sheep
perished in a snow-storm; soon the animals could find no more food, and
the time for fetching home the flocks was gone and past. "They mean to
leave us to die up here of hunger," said Wally to the vulture, as she
divided her last piece of cheese with him, and a secret horror swept
over her; the young healthy life rebelled within her against the
terrible thought. What should she do? Forsake the flock and find the
homeward track, leaving the innocent beasts to perish miserably?
Nay!--that Wally would not do--she would stand or fall like a brave
commander with his troops. Or should she set out together with the
flocks, all ignorant of the road as she was, and wander over the
snow-covered Ferner to see at last one animal after another sink amid
the ice and snow, or fall into the clefts of the rock? This also was
impossible; she could do nothing but wait.
At last, one misty autumn morning when she could not see her hand
before her face for the fog, when the little flock, trembling with
frost, were all huddled together in their fold, and Wally, stiff with
cold, sat over the fire on the hearth--then the boy appeared to conduct
her home. And though she had shrunk with horror from the thought of
slowly starving up here with her flock, yet now all her former dread of
the return home came upon her again, and she knew not which seemed the
greater evil--to sink here by the side of her harsh father Murzoll, or
to be obliged to go back to her real father.
The herd-boy broke the silence: "Thy father bids me tell thee thou's
not to come into his sight unless thou'll do as he bids thee; but, if
thou'll not hear reason, then thou may stay with the cow-herd in the
stable--into the house thou shall not come; that he's sworn." "So much
the better," said Wally, drawing a deep breath, and the boy stared at
her in astonishment.
Now she could go down with a light heart; now she would be spared all
contact with those hated people, and could live for herself in barn and
stable; what her father had devised as a punishment, was to her an act
of kindness. Now she could indulge her thoughts undisturbed; and if she
was in need of encouragement there was old Luckard who was always so
good to her. Yes, in her solitude she had first learned to understand
what was the true worth of such a faithful heart, and that her father
could not take from her.
She set to work almost cheerfully to prepare for her homeward journey;
for now that her dread of the hateful intercourse with her father was
removed, she could think with silent joy on the gladness of the old
woman at the return of her foster-child. There was still some one down
yonder who took pleasure in her, and that thought did her good.
"Come, Hansl," she said when all was packed to the vulture, who, with
ruffled feathers, sat unwilling to move on the hearth, "now we are off
to see old Luckard!"
"But Luckard's not at the farm any more," said the boy.
"Why, where is she, then?" asked Wally startled.
"The master has turned her out."
"Turned her out! old Luckard!" cried Wally. "Why, what's been the
matter?"
"She couldn't get on with Vincenz, and he's everything with the master
now," the boy explained in a tone of indifference, and, whistling, he
hoisted the bundle of Wally's things. Wally had turned quite pale. "And
where is she now?" she asked.
"With old Annemiedel in Winterstall."
"How long ago did it happen?"
"Oh, about three weeks ago. She cried ever so, and could hardly walk,
the fright went to her knees; Klettenmaier and the boy had to hold her
or she'd have tumbled down. All the village stood round and looked on
to see her go away."
Wally had listened motionless, her sunburnt face had turned quite pale,
and her breast heaved painfully. When the boy had ended, she seized her
staff from the wall, flung the vulture on to her shoulder, and stepped
out of the hut.
"Go on first," she commanded in a hoarse voice. The little flock was
quickly assembled, the milking gear packed together, and the procession
set itself in motion. Wally spoke not a word; a fearful tension marked
her features, and with lips pressed together, a threatening line that
recalled her father's look between her thick brows, she led the flock
onwards with long strides, her firm step leaving deep tracks in the
snow. Faster and ever faster she walked, the farther down she got, till
the boy with the flock could scarcely keep up with her, and where the
way was steep she struck the iron point of her staff into the soil and
swung herself down with a mighty spring, so that only the vulture in
the air could follow her path over cliffs and crevasses. Often both
herdsman and flock vanished in the mist behind her; then she stood
still and waited a moment till they were in sight, and when the boy had
indicated the direction of the road, on she went again without rest or
pause, as if it were a matter of life and death.
At last the region of perpetual snow was passed, and at Wally's feet
lay Vent, as it had lain six months before when she had gone up the
mountain; only not now in the glow of the May sunshine, but forlorn,
autumnal, cold and dead. The boy announced that they must rest there
for a while. Wally refused, but the boy declared it would be as good as
killing both man and beast, not to rest for half an hour.
"As thou will," said Wally, "stay--. I am going on. If they ask where I
am when thou gets home, say only that I am gone to old Luckard." And
she strode on, the flapping wings of the faithful Hansl rustling over
her; he could fly now as he liked, for Wally no longer clipped his
wings.
Now she had reached the spot where on her upward journey Luckard had
bid her farewell and turned homewards again. "Dear old Luckard!" Wally
fancied she could see her again quite plainly, crying in her apron as
she turned away, waving her one more farewell with her brown, bony
arms, her silver locks that always hung from below her cap fluttering
in the wind. She had grown grey in honour and fidelity in Stromminger's
house, and now shame had fallen on that white head! And Wally had
parted from her so lightly, and repressed her tears, and had torn
herself impatiently away when the old woman in her grief would not let
her go; and no foreboding had warned her of the fate to which she was
sending the unprotected old servant with that brief farewell, or that
Luckard for her sake would suffer hardship and disgrace. Wally ran and
ran as if she could overtake Luckard going down the road as she had
gone six months before; and in spite of the autumn frost, the sweat
stood on her brow, the sweat of a winged haste to pay her heavy debt of
gratitude; and hot tears gathered in her eyes as she seemed always to
see the old woman silently walking and walking on before her. She went
so slowly, poor old Luckard, and Wally so fast; and yet they remained
always as far apart, and Wally could not overtake her.
For one instant must Wally pause for rest and breath. She wiped the
drops from her brow and the tears from her eyes; then she felt as if
driven inexorably onwards again. "Wait, Luckard, only wait, I'm coming
to thee," she murmured breathlessly to herself, as if for her own
comfort.
At last the church tower of Heiligkreuz rose up before her, and from
thence a giddy path led high over the torrent to a solitary group of
houses on the farther side of the ravine. This was the little spot
called Winterstall, where Luckard was living. Wally passed behind the
houses of Heiligkreuz, and crossed the slight bridge beneath which the
wild waters of the Ache roared and foamed as though they would sprinkle
with their angry froth even the defiant girl who looked carelessly down
into the awful depths as though neither danger nor dizziness existed in
the world. The bridge was passed, still a steep bit of road remained,
and then at last it was reached, the goal for which she had striven
with a beating heart; she was in Winterstall, and there just to the
left of the path stood the hut of Luckard's cousin, old Annemiedel,
its tiny windows deep set beneath the overhanging thatch. Behind
them, no doubt, the old woman sat spinning, as was her custom in the
winter-season, and Wally drew a deep breath out of a lightened heart.
She had reached the cottage, and before entering she looked smiling
through the low window for Luckard. But there was no one in the room;
it looked empty and deserted with an unmade bed in one corner left
standing in a disorderly heap. Above it, a smoke-blackened wooden
Christ stretched his arms on a cross, on which were hung a piece of
crape and a dusty garland of rue. It was a dreary scene, and at the
sight of it all joy forsook Wally; she set down the vulture on a rail,
unlatched the door and stepped into the narrow passage. At one end an
open door led into the little kitchen, where a small fire of brushwood
smouldered on the hearth. Some one was there busily at work; it must
certainly be old Luckard, and with a beating heart Wally walked in. The
cousin stood on the hearth cutting up bread for her soup. No one else
was there.
"Oh, my God! Wally Stromminger!" cried the old woman, and let her knife
fall into the platter in her astonishment. "Oh, my God, what a pity,
what a pity!"
"Where is Luckard?" said Wally.
"She is dead! Oh, my God, if thou'd only come three days sooner--we
buried her yesterday." Wally leant silent and with closed eyes against
the door post; no sign betrayed what was passing in her soul.
"It's a real pity!" continued the old woman loquaciously. "Luckard said
she felt as if she couldn't die without seeing thee once more, and thou
was always coming on the cards, and day and night she would listen to
hear if thou wasn't coming. And when she felt herself near death,
'After all, I must die,' she said, 'and I've never seen the child,' and
then she would have the cards once more, and she wanted to lay them out
for thee in the very death-struggle, but she couldn't do it, her hand
shook on the counterpane. 'I can see no more,' she said, and lay back,
and it was all over."
Wally clasped her hands over her face, but still no word passed her
lips.
"Come into the bedroom," said the old woman goodnaturedly. "I've hardly
borne to go in there since they carried Luckard out. I'm always so
alone, and I was so glad when my cousin came and said now she'd stay
with me. But I soon saw she couldn't live long after her disgrace. It
went to her stomach, she could hardly eat anything, and every night I
could hear her crying, and so she got always weaker and thinner--till
she died."
The old woman had opened the door of the room into which Wally had
looked before, and they went in. A swarm of autumn flies buzzed up. In
the corner stood Luckard's old spinning wheel silent and still, and the
empty disordered bed confronted it sadly.
From a panelled cupboard on which the black Virgin of Altenötting was
depicted, Annemiedel took a worn pack of German cards.
"There, see; I laid the pack by for thee, I was sure thee would come.
It always stood so on the cards. They're true witches' cards these, and
a pack that has had the touch of a dead hand on it, that is doubly
good. I don't know what misfortune they're sending thee, but Luckard
always shook her head and read them with a fearful heart. She never
told me what she saw in them, but for sure it was no good."
She gave Wally the cards; Wally took them in silence and put them in
her pocket. The cousin wondered that Luckard's death should not touch
her more nearly, that she should be so quiet and not even shed a tear.
"I must go," the old woman said, "I've got my soup on the fire. Say,
thou'll dine with me?"
"Yes, yes," said Wally gloomily, "only go, cousin, and let me rest
awhile. I sprang almost straight down here from the Hochjoch."
Annemiedel went away shaking her head. "If Luckard had only known what
a hard-hearted thing it is!"
Scarcely was Wally alone when she bolted the door behind the old woman
and fell on her knees by the empty bed. She drew the cards from her
pocket, laid them before her, and folded her hands over them as over
some holy relic.
"Oh! Oh!" she cried aloud, in a sudden outburst of grief: "Thou'st had
to die, and I was not with thee; and in all my life long thou's always
been loving and good to me--and I--I did not pay it back. Luckard, dear
old Luckard, can thou not hear me? I am here now--and now it is too
late. They left me up there. There's no herdsman they'd have left so
long, and it was all malice, that I might just be frozen and then give
in! It had already cost me two of my flock--and now thee too, thou poor
good Luckard!"
Suddenly she sprang to her feet; her eyes red with crying flashed with
a feverish light, she clenched her brown fists. "Only wait down yonder,
you scoundrels--only wait till I come. I will teach you to drive
innocent and helpless folk out of house and home. As true as God is
above us, Luckard, thou shall hear even in thy grave how I will stand
up for thee!"
Her eyes fell on the crucifix over the dead woman's bed. "And Thou!
Thou let'st everything go as it will, and Thou helps no one that cannot
help himself," she murmured bitterly in her storm of grief to the
silent enduring image above, whose significance she never could
understand. She was terrible in her righteous anger. All that lay in
her of her father's inflexible nature had developed itself unfettered
up yonder in the wilds, and her great and noble heart that knew none
but the purest impulses drove without suspecting it ill-seething blood
through her veins.
She gathered together her sacred relics, the cards, on which the dying
woman's clammy fingers had traced the last message of her love; then
she went out into the kitchen to Annemiedel.
"I will now go on, cousin," she said calmly, "I only beg thee to tell
me how things fell out between Luckard and Stromminger--" she no longer
called him father. The old woman had just served the soup in a wooden
bowl and she insisted on Wally's sharing it with her.
"Thou must know," she said, while Wally was eating, "Vincenz there, he
knows just how to come over thy father, and he's got the better of him
altogether. Ever since the summer, Stromminger's had a bad foot and
cannot walk. So Vincenz goes up to him every evening and passes the
time for him playing cards, and always lets him win--he thinks he'll
gain once for all when he wins thee. The old man can hardly live now
without Vincenz, and so little by little he's given him the oversight
of everything, because with his lame foot he can never get about
himself. So Vincenz thinks now the house and farm half belong to him
already, and bustles in and out just as he pleases. That was how the
quarrel began with Luckard, for Luckard, she would always see that
everything was right and fair, as she was used to do, and Vincenz took
everything out of her hands and she durst never say a word. Then when
he saw that Luckard was downright pining, he said to her that he'd let
her manage everything just as if she'd been mistress, and that he'd
take care to wink at anything she might like to do, if she'd only help
him to get thee--for he knew very well that she could do anything with
thee. And then Luckard grew angry; 'She'd never stolen in her life,'
she said, 'and wasn't going to begin now in her old age--she wanted
nothing but what she could earn honestly, and that as for the man who'd
look on at cheating and say nothing, she'd never recommend him to
Wally,' she said. And what does the villain do? goes straight to
Stromminger and accuses Luckard. He'd convinced himself now, he said,
that it was only Luckard that had set thee against him and thy father,
and it was all her doing, he said, that thou was so unruly, because she
was fain to hold everything under her own hand. That's how it all came
about. And it just broke her heart to think that such things were
believed of her, when not a word of it all was true. It grieved her
such injustice should be done. Is it not true, she never said to thee
that thou shouldn't obey thy father?"
"Never, never; on the contrary she was always humble and discreet, and
never talked about what she had nothing to do with," said Wally, and
again her burning eyes were wet. She turned away her face and rose to
go. "God keep thee, cousin," she said, "I'll soon come back again." She
took her staff and hat, called her bird, and set out hastily towards
home.
CHAPTER VI.
A Day at Home.
As Wally went back across the bridge, she turned giddy; she felt now
for the first time how the blood had mounted to her head. The milder
air down here that felt heavy and oppressive after the clear, icy
atmosphere of the Ferner, the bird that clung tightly to her shoulder
as her rapid movements made his hold insecure--all seemed painful,
almost unbearable. At last she came to the village where her home
stood, but to reach it she was obliged to go the whole length of the
street, to the very last house. All the villagers, who had just
finished their dinners, put their heads out of window and pointed at
her with their fingers. "See, there goes the Vulture-maiden. Hast
ventured down at last, then? And thou's brought the vulture back with
thee, thou and he were not frozen together, then? Thy father left thee
to shiver up there long enough!" "Let's see, now, how thou'rt looking?
As brown and lean as a Schnalser herdsman." "He! he! thou's grown tame
enough up yonder; yes, yes, that's the way to serve such as will not
obey their father!"
A shower of spiteful comments such as these fell around Wally; she kept
her eyes bent on the ground, and the burning red of shame and
bitterness mounted to her brow. Insulted--scoffed at--thus the proud
daughter of the chief peasant returned to her home. And all--for what?
An implacable hatred rose up in her, sorer, bitterer than anger; for
anger may subside, but the deep hatred that grows in an embittered,
ill-treated heart strikes its roots through the whole being; it is the
silent, persistent outcome of helpless revenge.
Silently Wally mounted the hill behind the hamlet whence Stromminger's
farm looked proudly down. No one noticed her arrival but the deaf
Klettenmaier, who was splitting wood for winter-use under the wooden
shed in the yard; all the others were in the field.
"God be praised," he said, and took off his cap to his master's child.
She set down her burden, the heavy vulture, on the ground, and gave her
hand to the old man.
"Thou's heard?" he said. "Old Luckard?"
Wally nodded.
"Ay! ay!" he continued without interrupting his work. "If Vincenz once
takes a dislike to any one he never rests till he's driven them out.
He'd be glad enough to see me off the place, for he knows very well I
always held by Luckard, and he thinks that if no one was left at the
farm to help thee, thou dursn't be so wilful. And because there's
nothing else he can do to me, he leaves me always the hardest work;
I've a whole waggon load of wood to cut up every day, but I can't do it
for long. See, I'm nearly seventy-six years old, and this is the third
day. But that's just what he wants, to be able to tell Stromminger that
I'm no longer good for anything, or else for me to go away of myself
when I can hold out no more. But where could I go--an old man like me?
I _must_ hold out."
Wally had listened with a gloomy countenance to the old man's speech.
Now she went quickly into the house to fetch bread and wine for him;
but the store-room was locked and so was the cellar. Wally went into
the kitchen. Her heart felt a pang--here had been Luckard's peculiar
domain, and she felt as if the old woman _must_ come to meet her and
ask: "How is it with thee?--what does thou want?--what can I do to
serve thee?" But all that was over and gone. A strange and sturdy
servant girl sat on the hearth, peeling potatoes.
"Where are the keys?" asked Wally.
"What keys?"
"The keys of the store-room and the cellar!"
The girl looked insolently at Wally. "Ho, ho! what next--and who may
thou be?"
"That thou might guess well enough," said Wally proudly, "I am the
master's daughter."
"Ha, ha," laughed the girl, "then thou may just take thyself out of the
kitchen. The master has forbidden that thou should come into the house.
Over there in the barn--that's thy place. Dost understand me?"
Wally grew pale as death. Thus, then--thus was she to be received in
her father's house. Wallburga, daughter of the Strommingers, must give
way to the lowest servant girl on the estate to which she was heir! Not
only was she to be forbidden her father's presence--it was intended to
break her spirit through degrading humiliations. She, Wally, the
Vulture-maiden, of whom her father had once proudly said that a girl
like her was worth ten boys!
"Give me the keys!" she commanded in a firm voice.
"Ha! ha! that's better still. The master has ordered us to look on thee
as a stable girl--there's no question of keys there. I look after the
house, and I give out nothing but what the master allows."
"The keys," cried Wally in an outburst of anger, "I command thee!"
"Thou's no call to command me--dost understand? I'm Stromminger's
servant, and none of thine. And I am master in the kitchen, dost
understand? It's Stromminger's orders. And if Stromminger holds his own
daughter lower than a servant--no doubt he knows the reason why!"
Wally stepped close up to the servant, her eyes flashed, her lips
quivered; the girl was frightened. But only for an instant did the
struggle last in Wally, then her pride conquered; with the miserable
serving maid she had nothing to do. She left the house. Her pulses beat
like hammers, her eyes swam, her bosom rose and fell in gasps; it was
too much--all that this day had brought her. She crossed the yard, took
the cleaver from the hand of the old man who was trembling with his
efforts, and led him to a bench that he might rest himself. He honestly
resisted, he dared not leave his task incomplete; but Wally made him
understand she would do his work for him.
"God bless thee, thou hast a good heart," said the man, seating himself
wearily on the bench. Wally went into the shed and split the heavy logs
with mighty blows. So wrathfully did she swing the axe that at each
stroke she hit it through the wood deep into the block. The old man
watched with astonishment how the work went on better in her hands than
in a man's, and he took a pride in it--he had seen the child grow up
from her birth and loved her in his own way. But Wally saw afar the
hated form of Vincenz approaching, and involuntarily she discontinued
her work. Vincenz did not see her. He came up from behind Klettenmaier,
and suddenly stood close in front of the startled old man, whilst Wally
observed him from within the shed. He seized the man by the doublet and
pulled him up. "Hallo," he screamed in his ear, "dost call that
working? thou lazy dawdle, thou; as often as I come by thou's sitting
there doing nothing--now I've had enough of it--be off with thee," and
he gave him a push with his knee, so that the trembling old man was
flung to a distance on the stone pavement of the yard.
"Help, master! help me up," cried the man imploringly, but Vincenz had
seized a cudgel and raised his arm. "Wait a bit--thou shall see how I
help up a lazy knave!" he said. At this moment such a blow fell on
Vincenz's head that he uttered a loud cry and staggered backwards. "God
in heaven, what is that?" he stammered and sank upon the bench.
"It is the Vulture-maiden," answered a voice trembling with rage, and
Wally, the hatchet in her hand, stood before him with white lips and
staring eyes, struggling for breath as if the wild pulses of her heart
were choking her.
"Did thou feel that?" she panted out with breathless pauses. "Dost know
now how it feels to get a heavy blow? I'll teach thee to oppress my
faithful old servant. Thou'st already sent my Luckard underground, and
now thou'll do the same by this old man? Nay, before I'll suffer such a
deed, I'll set my whole inheritance in flames and smoke thee out of it
as I would a fox." Meanwhile she had helped up old Klettenmaier, and
led him out to the barn. "Go in, Klettenmaier," she said, "and recover
thyself, _I_ order thee."
Klettenmaier obeyed; he felt that at this moment she was master, but at
the door he freed himself from her support and said, shaking his head,
"Thou shouldn't have done it, Wally--go and look after Vincenz; I fear
thou'st given him a heavy blow."
She left the old man and went out again. Vincenz lay quite still. Wally
looked at him with half-averted eyes; he had lost consciousness and lay
stretched out on the bench, and blood dripped from his head on to the
ground. With quick decision, Wally went into the kitchen and called to
the girl; "Come out here; bring some vinegar and a cloth and help me."
"What, thou's more orders to give already," said the girl, laughing out
loud, without stirring from the spot where she sat.
"It's not for me," said Wally with a dark and evil glance, as she took
the vinegar flask from the shelf. "Vincenz is lying out there--I've
half killed him."
"Heaven and earth!" shrieked the maid; and instead of hastening to help
Vincenz, she ran screaming about the house and yard. "Help, help," she
cried; "Wally has struck Vincenz dead!" And from every side the alarm
cry was echoed back till it reached even to the village, and every one
ran to the spot.
Wally had meanwhile called Klettenmaier to her assistance, and was
washing the face of the senseless man with vinegar and water. She could
not understand how it was the wound was so deep, for she had struck
with the back of the hatchet, and not with the sharp edge; but the blow
had been dealt with a force of which she herself was unconscious. Her
long restrained rage had concentrated itself in that one stroke, which
came crashing down as if she were still splitting the logs of wood.
"What's happened here?" roared a voice in Wally's ear, and her blood
stood still--her father had dragged himself out on his crutches.
"What's happened here?" repeated twenty or thirty voices, and the yard
was filled with people.
Wally was silent.
A buzzing murmur arose all round her, every one pressed forward,
touching and examining the lifeless man. "Is he dead?" "Will he die?"
"How came it about?" "Did Wally do it?" was asked from one to another.
She stood there as though she neither heard nor saw, and laid a bandage
on the wounded Vincenz. "Can thou not speak?" thundered her father.
"What hast thou done, Wally?"
"You can see!" was the short reply.
"She owns to it," they all shrieked together. "Gracious Heaven, what
insolence!" "Thou gallows-bird, thou!" cried Stromminger. "Is it so
thou comes down again to thy home?"
At the word "home," Wally gave a short bitter laugh and fixed a
piercing glance on her father.
"Laugh away," cried Stromminger; "I thought thou'd learn better up
there, and now, scarce a quarter of an hour in the house, thou's
already at mischief again."
"He moves," cried one of the women, "he's still alive."
"Carry him into the house and lay him on my bed," ordered Stromminger,
making way by the kitchen door against which he was leaning. Two men
raised Vincenz and carried him indoors.
"If only the doctor were here," lamented the women, following the sick
man into the room.
"If only we had old Luckard, we should need no doctor," said some of
them, "she knew what was good for everything."
"Let her be fetched," cried Stromminger, "tell her to come this
instant."
Again Wally laughed. "Yes, truly, old Luckard," she said. "Thou'd be
glad to have her back again now, Stromminger! Thou must seek her now in
the churchyard!"
The people looked at each other in consternation. "Is she dead?" asked
Stromminger.
"Yes, three days ago she died--died heartbroken because of what you did
to her. See, Stromminger, it serves thee right, and if yon man dies
because there is no one by who knows how to cure him, it serves him
right too; so much as that he has well deserved of Luckard."
Now there arose a tumult--this was too bad. "After such a deed to talk
like this, and say it served him right, instead of repenting it. Why,
no one's life was safe! and Stromminger to stand by and let her talk
like that and never say a word! there was a fine father for you!" So
they talked together, while Wally, with folded arms, stood defiantly in
the kitchen door looking at Stromminger, who, in spite of himself, was
hard hit by her reproaches. Now however his wrath returned with double
force, and raising himself on his crutch he cried to the crowd; "I'll
show you what manner of father I am! seize her and bind her."
"Yes, yes," cried the people confusedly, "bind her, such a one should
be under lock and bolt--before the justice she shall go, the
murderess."
Wally uttered a dull cry at the word "murderess," and drew back into
the kitchen. "Hold," cried Stromminger. "Before a justice my daughter
shall never go; do you think I'll live to see the chief peasant's child
taken off to prison? Do you know Stromminger no better than that? Do
_I_ need a court of justice to punish a wilful girl? Stromminger
himself is man enough for that, and on my own ground and my own
territory I am my own judge and justice. I'll soon show you who
Stromminger is, though I am lame. Into the cellar she shall go, and
there remain under lock and key, till her proud spirit is broken and
she comes after me on her knees before you all. You have heard, all of
you, and if I don't keep my word you may set me down a rascal."
"Merciful God, hast Thou forgotten judgment?" cried Wally. "No, father
no! for God's sake don't lock me up! Turn me out, send me up the
Murzoll to perish in the snow--I'll die of hunger--I'll die of
cold--but under the open heavens. If you lock me up, harm will come of
it!"
"Aha, thou'd like to be off again wandering round like a vagabond--that
would please thee better? Not so; I've been too soft with thee. Thou'll
stop under lock and key till thou asks pardon on thy knees of me and of
Vincenz."
"Father, all that is no good with me; sooner than do that, I'd rot away
in the cellar--that you might know of yourself. Let me go, father, or,
I tell you once more, harm will come of it."
"There--enough said. Well, you--what are you all standing there for?
Are you dreaming? Am I to run after her with my lame foot? Seize her,
but hold her fast--she has Stromminger blood in her that'll try your
teeth--hold on there!"
The peasants, stung by this mockery, crowded into the kitchen. "We'll
soon get hold of her!" they said scoffingly.
But with one spring Wally was at the hearth, and had snatched burning
brands from the fire. "The first that touches me, I'll singe him, hair
and skin!" she cried, and stood like the archangel with the flaming
sword.
All fell back.
"Shame upon you!" cried Stromminger. "All of you together might be a
match for a girl! Strike the brands from her hand with a stick," he
ordered, in a paroxysm of rage, for it was now a point of honour with
him to master his daughter before the eyes of the whole village. Some
of them ran and fetched sticks; it was like hunting a wild animal, and
a wild animal Wally had in truth become. Her eyes bloodshot, the sweat
of agony on her brow, her white teeth clenched, she defended herself
against this pack of hounds, fought like the wild beast of the forest,
without reflection, without calculation, for her freedom--her life's
element. Now they struck with the sticks at the brands in her grasp,
her only weapon, and she flung them into the midst of the crowd, so
that they fell back on one another, shrieking; then, snatching another
brand from the hearth, and yet another, she threw them like fiery shot
at the heads of her assailants. The uproar grew louder.
"Water here," cried Stromminger, "fetch water,--put out the fire!"
This would be an end to everything; the fire once out, Wally was lost.
One moment more, and the water would be brought--despair seized the
girl. All at once there came a thought--a terrible, desperate thought;
but there was no time for consideration; the thought was a deed before
she could reflect upon it, and waving a burning log in her hand, she
rushed swift as an arrow through her pursuers out into the courtyard,
and hurled the brand with a mighty fling on to the hay-loft, right into
the middle of the hay and straw.
There was a scream of terror and amazement. "Now put the fire out,"
cried Wally, and flew across the courtyard through the gate, away and
away, whilst all in the farm hurried shouting and storming to
extinguish the flames that were already blazing upwards through the
roof.
With the rising pillar of smoke, as if born of the roaring flame, a
dark object rose screeching from the roof, circled two or three times
high overhead in the air, and then took flight in the direction in
which Wally had fled.
Wally heard the rushing sound behind her; she thought it was her
pursuers, and ran blindly on. It was already night, but there was no
darkness, clear light quivered all around her, so that she might still
be seen from afar. She mounted a steep point of rock whence she could
look down the road, and now she saw that her pursuer was coming through
the air. She had attained her end, no one thought any more of following
her. To save the farm buildings was a more pressing need, and all hands
were engaged in the work. The vulture overtook her as she stood there,
and bounded against her with such force as nearly to throw her down
from the rock. She pressed the bird to her bosom and sank exhausted on
the ground. With dazed eyes she looked up at the glare of the fire that
shone afar, and lighted up the dark mountain tops around. With a
glowing and angry aspect her deed looked down on her--threatening,
wrathful, overpowering. From every church tower in the canton round
sounded the dismal peal of warning, and the bells rang out quite
distinctly, "Incendiary, incendiary." But the terrible song lulled her
senses to sleep--unconsciousness dropped a kindly veil over her hunted
spirit.
CHAPTER VII.
"Hard Wood."
Deep night surrounded Wally when she once more opened her eyes. The red
glow was extinguished, the bells were silent; far below her in the
ravine the Ache thundered its monotone, and over her head high in the
heavens, stood a star. She gazed at it as she lay motionless with
upturned face on the ground, and it seemed to beam down upon her with a
look of forgiveness. A wonderful sense of consolation breathed through
the night. The wind caressingly cooled her burning brow, she sat up and
began to collect her thoughts. It could not be late, the moon was not
yet up, and the fire must have been very quickly extinguished. It must
have been--for how could the conflagration spread when every one was
there, and ready that moment to lend a helping hand? She knew not how
it was, she searched herself to the very bottom of her soul, and she
could not feel herself guilty. She had done it only from necessity, to
keep off her pursuers whilst she gave them something else to do. She
knew quite well that she would now be called an "incendiary," but was
she one indeed? She raised her eyes to the stars over her head; it was
as if now, for the first time, she held communion with the great God,
and what He said to her was--forgiveness. The pure night-sky looked
peacefully down on her, that open sky, for the love of which she had
done the deed. Only under this high, vaulted dome of stars could she
find space to breathe; to lie imprisoned in the gloomy cellar without
light, without air, for weeks, for months--till, to escape, she went to
the home of her hated suitor, and made herself a mockery and disgrace
by open repentance on her knees before her father! It was worse than
death--it was an impossibility!
The girl who in utter loneliness had for six long months been the guest
of the inhospitable wilderness of the Ferner, who had watched through
many nights with the storm, the hail, the rain for her wild associates;
whose brow the fire of heaven had kissed before it quivered to earth;
round whom the thunder had warred in all its terror, whilst its power
was as yet unspent by the winds; the girl who had almost daily staked
her life springing over some bottomless abyss to save a straying
goat--this girl could no longer bend herself to the ideas and the
tyranny of small minds, could not submit to bit and bridle like
an animal, must defend herself for life--unto death. Men had no
longer any right over her; she had renounced them and mated herself
with the elements. What wonder that she had called one of her wild
companions--Fire--to her aid when warring against man?
She could not understand it all, she had never learnt to reflect about
her own consciousness; she knew not the "wherefore!" But she felt that
God would not call her to account, that He from His supreme throne
measured with a quite other standard than that of man; even to her, up
on her mountain heights, everything had appeared so small that down in
the valley she had thought so large--how much more to Him up there in
Heaven? God alone understood her; down below they might think her a
criminal--God acquitted her.
She raised herself and shook the burden from her soul, and felt herself
as heretofore, vigorous and confident, strong and free.
"Now, Hansl, what shall we do next?" asked she of the vulture, to whom
in her solitude she had accustomed herself to talk aloud. Hansl was at
that moment watching some reptile of the night, then snatched at it,
and killed it.
"Thou'rt in the right," said Wally, "we must seek our bread. For thee,
it is well, thou can find it anywhere--but I?" Suddenly the bird became
uneasy, flew up and watched something in the distance.
Then it occurred to Wally that as soon as the fire was out she would be
searched for, and that she must get farther away as quickly as might
be. But whither? Her first thought was Sölden. But the blood mounted to
her face--might not Joseph think that she was running after him? And
should he see her in disgrace and dishonour, poor, a runaway from
home--pointed at and decried as an "incendiary."
No, he at least should never see her thus, rather would she run to the
very ends of the earth. And without any further consideration she took
the vulture on her shoulder--the only good or chattel that troubled
her--and set out in the direction whence she had come in the morning,
to Heiligkreuz.
She had walked for two hours, her feet were sore, she was weary to
death, when the tower of Heiligkreuz rose up before her in the
darkness, and, like a gleam from a lighthouse, the rising moon shone
through the open belfry and showed the way to the aimless wanderer.
Stumbling with fatigue, she dragged herself through the sleeping
village up to the church. Now and then a dog barked, as with quiet
steps she passed along. Whoever observed her now would take her for a
thief; she trembled as though she really were one; to what had the
proud Wally Stromminger come!
Behind the church was the parsonage; near the door was a wooden bench,
and from wooden boxes in the little windows bushes of withered
mountain-pinks hung down. Here she would remain till daylight; the
priest would at least protect her from ill-usage. She lay down on the
bench, the vulture perched on the railing at her head, and in a few
minutes nature asserted its rights and she was asleep.
"May the Lord defend us! what foundling has He sent me here!" sounded
in Wally's ears, and she opened her eyes. It was broad daylight, and
there stood by her none other than the reverend curé himself.
"Praised be Christ the Lord," stammered Wally in bewilderment, and put
her feet down from the bench.
"For ever and ever. Amen. My child, how did you come here? who are you,
and what strange companion is that you have with you? it is almost
enough to frighten one!" said the priest with a friendly smile.
"Your reverence," said Wally simply, "I've something heavy on my
conscience, and I would be glad to confess to you. My name is
Wallburga, and I belong to Stromminger, the chief-peasant of the
Sonnenplatte. I've run away from home; you see--Vincenz Gellner wanted
to marry me, and I struck his head open with a blow, and then I set
fire to my father's barn--"
The priest clasped his hands together. "God help us, what tales are
these! So young, and so wicked already!"
"Your reverence, I am not really wicked, truly I am not--I wouldn't
hurt a fly--but they made me do it!" said Wally, and she looked up at
the priest with her large honest eyes, so that he was obliged to
believe her whether he would or not.
"Come in," he said, "and tell me all about it--but leave that monster
outside;" he meant the vulture. Wally flung the bird upwards into the
air, so that it flew on to the roof; then she followed the priest into
the little house, and he made her come into his sitting-room.
There all was still and peaceful. In the alcove stood a rough wooden
bedstead with two flaming hearts painted over it, which to the curé
signified the hearts of our Saviour and the Virgin Mary; over the bed
was a holy-water cup in porcelain, and a shelf full of books of
devotion; in the room there were more shelves with other books and an
old writing desk, a brown bench behind a large heavy table, some wooden
seats, a praying-stool beneath a great crucifix with a garland of
edelweiss, and a few gaily coloured lithographs of the Pope and of
various saints. From the ceiling hung a bird-cage with a crossbeak. An
antique commode with lions'-heads holding rings in their mouths as
handles to the heavy drawers, represented the luxury of the dwelling,
and on this commode were all sorts of beautiful things. A little shrine
with a carved saint, a glass box with a wax image of the infant Christ
in a red silk cradle, a glass spinning wheel, and a bunch of tarnished
artificial flowers, such as are made in convents, in a yellow vase
under a glass shade; a small box with many coloured shells, a tiny
model of a mine in a bottle, and, as a centre-piece, a little manger
made in moss and sparkling fragments of spar, with delicately carved
figures of men and beasts. A few pretty cups and mugs were not wanting
amid these holy surroundings, and two small crystal salt cellars to the
right and left of the nativity set off on either hand the central
piece.
And all was as clean as if no such thing as dirt existed in the
world. This commode with the various objects upon it constituted the
child-like altar which the lonely priest, six thousand feet above the
sea and above modern culture, had raised to the God of beauty. Here he
had stood many a time when the snow was whirling outside and the storm
rocked the little wooden house, and gazed musingly at the tiny,
neatly-carved world within, shaking his head with a smile and saying,
"What will not men do next?"
Much the same, thought Wally in passing by, as her glance fell on the
marvellous trifles. Rich as her father was, such things as these had
never found their way into his house; what indeed could the clumsy
peasant have done with them? In her whole life she had never seen such
things--she to whom, in comparison with her scythe and hay-fork, a
spinning-wheel seemed the height of elegance. She felt as if in this
little room she dare not move for fear of injuring something, as if
here she must be particularly well-behaved. She wished to leave
her iron-shod shoes at the door, so as not to spoil the smooth,
white-scoured boards; but the priest would not allow it, so she trod as
softly as she could and seated herself modestly at the farthest end of
the bench which the curé offered her. The priest let his clear friendly
eyes rest observingly upon her, and saw that she could not remove her
astonished gaze from the ornaments on the commode. The old man was a
student of humanity.
"You would like first to look at my pretty little things? Do so, my
child; besides, you are not just yet collected enough for the serious
matters we must speak of."
And he led Wally to the mysterious commode, and explained everything to
her, and told her where each thing had come from.
Wally did not venture to speak, and looked and listened full of
reverence. When they had come to the manger, the last and the best,
"See," said the priest, "here at the back is Jerusalem, and there are
the three Wise Kings who travelled to see the Holy Child--see, there is
the star that is guiding them--and there lies the child in the manger,
and does not dream yet that he is born to suffer for the sins of the
whole world. For as yet He cannot think, and has brought no remembrance
with him of His Heavenly home; for the Son of God became in all things
a real child of man, like any other--else men might have said that
there was no miracle in being as good and patient as Jesus Christ was,
if He was the Son of God and had the power of God, and that it was no
use to strive to follow such an example, if one was only an ordinary
man. They say it often enough as it is, and go on in their sins."
Wally looked at the pretty naked infant with his gold paper glory lying
there so patiently, and when she thought of the stern dark crucified
God as a poor helpless baby born to suffering, it touched her
compassion, and she was sorry that she had been "so rude" to the poor
crucified Being yesterday when standing by Luckard's bed.
"But why did He let it all happen to Him?" she said involuntarily more
to herself than to the priest.
"Because He wanted to show mankind that they should not repay evil for
evil, and should not revenge themselves; for God has said, 'Vengeance
is mine.'" Wally grew red, and cast down her eyes.
"Now come, my child," said the wise man, "and make your confession."
"That will soon be done, your reverence," said Wally. And honest as was
her nature, she related to him, in low and timid tones indeed but
without any attempts at palliation, how all had happened, and soon the
whole circumstances were made clear to the confessor. A mighty picture
of life lay unrolled before him, sketched in rude and rough outlines,
and he pitied the noble young blood that had grown wild between rugged
rocks and rugged men.
Long after Wally had ended he sat silent, looking meditatively before
him. His gaze fixed itself on an old, much-read volume on a book-stand
by the wall; a stranger whom he had received hospitably had given it to
him; on the back stood printed in gold letters--Das Niebelungen-Lied.
"Your reverence," said Wally, who took the thoughtfulness on his
features for an expression of reproof; "it was too much, all coming
together. I was still full of anger about poor old Luckard, and then he
must needs strike the old man also. I couldn't look on and see the old
man beaten, that I could not, and if it were all to come over again, I
should do just the same. An incendiary I am not--not even though they
call me one. When a house is set fire to in broad daylight when
everyone is about, nothing much can be burnt, that is certain. I didn't
know how else to help myself, and I thought that if they had to put it
out, they couldn't come after me. And if that is a sin, then I don't
know what is to be done in this world where men are so wicked and do
one all the harm they can."
"We must do as Christ did--suffer and endure!" said the priest.
"But, your reverence," said Wally, "when Jesus Christ let men do as
they would with Him, He knew _why_ He did it--He wanted to teach people
something. But I don't know why I should do it, for no one would learn
anything of me in all the Oetz valley. And if I had let myself be
locked up in the cellar ever so patiently, it would all have been for
nothing, for nobody would have taken example by me, and it would very
likely have cost me my life."
For a moment the priest paused to reflect; then he fixed his kindly
observant eyes on Wally and shook his head.
"You wilful child, you. Even now you would like to begin some fresh
dispute with me. They have wickedly roused and irritated you, till you
imagine enmity and contradiction everywhere. Look round, recollect
yourself and see where you are--you are with a servant of God, and God
says 'I am Love.' And this shall be no empty word to you, I will show
you that it is true. I will tell you that when all men hate and condemn
you, still the good God loves you and forgives you. Such as you are,
hard men, stern mountains, and wild storms have made you; and that the
good God knows very well, for He can look into your heart and see that
it is good and upright, however much you have been in fault. And He
knows that no garden-flower can bloom in the desert, and that a rude
axe never carved a fine image. But now look farther. If our Lord and
Master finds a piece of rude carving in particularly good wood, so that
it seems to Him worth the trouble of making something better out of it,
then He Himself takes the knife and carves the bungling work of man,
that under His hand it may grow into beauty. Now listen, for I say take
heed not to let your heart grow harder, for when the Lord has cut once
or twice at the wood, if He finds it too hard He grudges the trouble,
and throws the work away. Take heed then, my child, that your heart be
soft and yielding under the shaping finger of God. If its hard pressure
seems to you unbearable, yield, and think you feel the hand of God that
is working on you. And if pain cuts sharply into your soul, think it is
the knife of God cutting away its ruggedness. Do you understand me?"
Wally nodded somewhat doubtfully.
"Well," said the old man, "I will make it still clearer to you. Which
would you rather be, a rough stick with which men may perhaps fight and
kill each other, and which when it is rotten is broken up and burnt, or
a finely carved holy image like that one yonder that is set in a frame
and devoutly honoured?"
This time Wally understood and nodded quickly. "Why, of course--rather
a holy image like that."
"Well, see now. Rude hands have made a rough block out of you, but
God's hand can carve you into a holy image if you will do just as He
bids you."
Wally looked at the speaker with wide, astonished eyes; she felt so
strangely--pleased and yet ready to weep. After a long silence, she
said timidly, "I don't know how it is. Sir, but with you everything is
quite different to what it is anywhere else. No one ever spoke so to me
before. The priest at Sölden always scolded and talked about the Devil
and our sins; and I never knew what he would have, for at that time I
had done nothing wrong. But you speak so that one can understand you--I
mean that if I might stay with you--that would be the best for me; I'd
work night and day and earn my bit of bread."
The curé considered a long time; then he shook his head mournfully.
"That cannot be, my poor child. Even if I myself wished it, it would
not do. Though I might grant it to you in God's name, before men I dare
not. For God sees the motive, men see only the deed. The priest in the
confessional is one thing--the priest in common life is another. In the
confessional he is the medium of Grace, in the world he is the medium
of Law. He must incite men, by word and example, to honour and keep the
law. Think what people would say if the priest took a notorious
incendiary into his house. Would they understand why I did so?
Never--they would only conclude that I had taken the sinner under my
protection, and thereupon sin the more. And if afterwards we lived to
see a really wicked incendiarism, I should have to reproach myself
bitterly that I had given encouragement to it by my indulgence to you.
Can you not understand this, and take it without murmuring as the
unavoidable result of your deeds?"
"Yes," said Wally gloomily; and her eyes reddened with repressed tears.
Then she rose quickly and said shortly, "I thank your reverence very
much then, and wish you good morning."
"Hey, hey," cried the priest, "so high-flown again already? Don't you
think it will be shorter to go through the wall than through the door?
In your place, I would sooner go straight through the wall!"
Wally stood still ashamed, and looked down at the floor. The old
gentleman looked at her with a comical expression of wonder, "How much
will it not cost you to subdue that hasty blood? Is that the way you
mean to run off? Did I say I would leave you to your fate because I
cannot keep you with me in my house? First of all, you must have
breakfast with me, for man must eat, and God knows how long it is since
you eat last. Then we will talk farther." He went to a sliding panel
that opened into the kitchen, and called to the old maidservant to get
breakfast for three; then sitting down at his simple desk, he wrote
down for Wally the names of a few peasants whom he knew to be worthy
people.
"See, here is a whole list of honest men and women in the Oetz and
Gurgler valleys," said he to Wally. "Try to find a place with one of
them; over the mountain nothing will be yet known of your fault, and by
the time people hear of it you can have shown yourself to be an honest
girl, so that they will be willing to shut their eyes to it. You must
not appeal to me, but you are as tall and as strong as a man, and they
will gladly take you; you can work with a will and make yourself
useful, if you choose. But you must learn to obey--must give in to
custom and order, else you will do no good. I do not ask you to go back
to your father, and let yourself be locked up in the cellar; that would
be undue punishment, and do you more harm than good. Nor do I ask you
to marry Vincenz out of obedience to your father and make yourself
miserable for life. But I do ask of you that you should curb your wild
spirit in the service of worthy people, in reasonable and regular
activity, and so become again a useful member of human society. Will
you promise me this?"
"I will try," said Wally, in her unwavering honesty.
"That is all I ask of you in the first instance, for I know well that
you cannot with a good conscience promise more. But try to do it with
an honest will, and remember always that God throws away wood that is
too hard. I will go to-day to your father and speak to his conscience,
that he may forgive you and be reconciled to you, or at least not
pursue you any farther. Give me news soon of where you are, that I may
let you know how things stand."
Marianne brought the breakfast, and the pastor said the morning
prayers. Wally, too, devoutly folded her hands, and from her deepest
soul prayed God that he would help her to become good and useful; she
was in such holy earnest--she would so gladly have been good and
useful, if only she had known how.
When prayers were over, all three sat down, she, and the pastor, and
Marianne to breakfast. But scarcely had they begun when a shout was
heard outside. "A vulture! See, up on the roof there, a vulture! shoot
him down, bring guns!"
"Heavens! my Hansl," cried Wally springing up, and would have run out
at the door.
"Stop," cried the priest, "what are you doing? Why risk yourself
needlessly? You cannot go out now, when at any moment your father's
people may come to take you!"
"I'll not leave my Hansl in the lurch, come what may," cried Wally, and
with one spring she stood outside the house.
The curé followed her, shaking his head. "The vulture is tame," she
cried to the people. "He belongs to me; leave him alone."
"One can't leave a creature like that to fly about as it will," said
the people, grumbling.
"Has he taken a sheep or a child?" asked Wally defiantly.
"No."
"Well, then, leave me and my bird unmolested!" said the girl; and she
stood there with an air so proud and threatening that the people looked
at her with astonishment. "Wally, Wally," gently warned the priest,
"think of the hard wood."
"I do think, your reverence!" she said, and beckoned with her hand to
the vulture. "Hansl, come back." The bird shot down from the roof, so
that the people all shrank back frightened. She took him on her
shoulder, and stepped up to the priest. "God keep your reverence," she
said gently, "and thank you for all your kindness."
"Will you not come in and finish breakfast?" said the old man.
"No, I'll not leave the bird alone again, and besides I must go
on--what have I to stay for?"
"May God and all the Saints preserve thee, then!" said the pastor
troubled, while Marianne was furtively thrusting some food into the
pocket of her pleated gown.
For a moment her foot lingered on the threshold that had grown dear to
her, then she silently stepped forward between the people, who made way
for her.
"Who is she?" they asked each other.
"She is a witch!" she heard them whisper behind her.
"She is a stranger," said the priest, "who came to make her confession
to me."
CHAPTER VIII.
The Klotz Family of Rofen.
Day after day Wally wandered round the canton seeking a place, but no
one would take her with her vulture, and from him she would not part.
Even if she had abandoned him, he would have flown back to her again,
and as to killing the faithful bird, such a thought could not enter her
mind, let what might befal her. Now, in very truth, she was the
Vulture-maiden, for her destiny was inseparably linked to that of the
bird, and he had as much influence over it as a human being. Luckard's
old cousin, to whom she once paid a passing visit, would have taken her
in gladly, but she would have been too near home, and wholly in her
father's power. She must go farther--as far as her feet would carry
her. Every day the season grew more severe; it began to snow, and the
nights, which Wally was often forced to spend in an open barn, were
keenly cold. The clothes she wore grew old and shabby, she began to
look like a beggar and a vagabond, and she was every day more summarily
dismissed from the doors where she ventured to knock with her
companion. She looked so strange that no good housewife now would let
her work in the house for even a few hours, and eat at her table
afterwards. They gave her a piece of bread at the door for "God's
pity's sake;" and Wally, the haughty Wally, daughter of the
Strommingers, sat down on the threshold and eat it. For she would
not die! Life--tormented, baited, poor and naked--life was still
fair to her, so long as she could hope that sooner or later Joseph
might come to love her; for the sake of that hope she would bear
everything--hunger, cold, weariness. But her frame, hitherto so
powerful, began to fail under the constant consuming anxiety and
tension, her eyes were dim, her feet refused to serve her, and as soon
as she lay down quietly her thoughts whirled in her brain, and she fell
into a feverish dose. With overwhelming dread she met the feeling that
she might be going to fall ill. It was too much! If she were to lose
consciousness in some barn or shed, she might be taken back to her
father, she would find herself once more in his power. She had wandered
up into the Gurgler valley, and as she had there found nothing to do,
she had taken the weary road again over to the Oetz valley; she had
been as far as Vent, which lying in the domain of her father Murzoll,
seemed to her almost like a home. But there things had gone worse than
ever with her; the ruder the place, the ruder the inhabitants, and when
Wally arrived there, she found that the news of her deed had hastened
to precede her, and that wherever she showed herself she was met with
horror and aversion. She did not appeal to the curé of Heiligkreuz; he
had desired her not, and she perceived that he had been right to do so;
but for that reason she sought no more priests; not one of them would
dare to take any interest in her.
The last door in Vent had just been closed upon her. Before her lay
nothing but the cloud-reaching wall of the Platteykogel, the Wildspitz,
and the Hochvernagtferner, which closed in the valley, and over which
no pathway led. Here on all sides the world was shut in like a
_cul-de-sac_, and she was at the end of it; she stood still and looked
up and around at the steep and towering walls. It was a grey morning;
thick snow had fallen during the night and lay all over the valley,
which looked like a prodigious trough of snow; every trace of a path
was obliterated. She sat down and thought, "If I go to sleep, and am
frozen, it is an easy death." But it was not yet cold enough for that;
the snow melted under her, and she was soon shivering from the wet.
Then she started up and dragged herself up the slope that leads up
behind Vent to the Hochjoch; from thence she could look over all the
surrounding country, and here she became aware of a sort of furrow in
the snow that led behind the village along by the Thalleitspitz into
the very heart of the Ferner. It might be a footpath--but whither did
it lead? She went up higher to get a wider view, and a bandage seemed
to fall from her eyes--that was the path that led from Vent to
Rofen--Rofen, the highest inhabited spot in the whole Tyrol, the last
in the Oetz valley where men, like eagles, can still dwell, and of them
only two families, the Klotz family and the Gestreins; Rofen that lies
silent and hidden at the foot of the terrible Vernagt-glacier, on the
shore of the lake of ice where no straying foot wanders from year's end
to year's end, which a venerable tradition wraps in a mysterious veil.
This was the place that Wally must strive to reach, this was the last
refuge where she might perhaps find help, or at least could die in
peace and unseen, like the wild animal of the desert. Thither would she
go--to the Klötze of Rofen; they were the most renowned guides in all
the Tyrol, they were at home on the mountains as the mountain-spirits
themselves; they would understand how Wally would sooner burn down a
house, would sooner die, than let herself be deprived of the breath of
freedom; and they could protect her against all the world, for the
farms of Rofen had right of sanctuary. Duke Frederick had granted it in
token of gratitude, because he once in sore distress had found refuge
there from his enemies. Joseph the Second had indeed withdrawn it at
the end of the last century, but the peasant clings to old usages, and
the villagers of the Oetz valley willingly continued to hold it in
honour. No one who sought and found asylum at Rofen could be touched;
for the Rofeners--the Klötze and the Gestreins--harboured no one who
did not deserve it, and were held in as great respect as their
forefathers. An assault on their home-right would have been simply a
sacrilege.
Wally lifted her arms to Heaven in passionate thankfulness to God who
had shown her this path. Her head swimming, her feet stumbling, she
strove for the last goal that her strength might yet avail to reach;
first, downwards to the path that led from Vent, then again steeply
upwards. For an endless hour she mounted the encumbered path; there
they lay before her as if sleeping in the snow, the peaceful, honoured
farms of Rofen, which she had so often seen from Murzoll looking like
eagles' nests clinging to the cliff. Her heart beat so that she could
hear it, her knees almost failed her; if she were to be turned away,
even here! A fresh storm of snow whirled silently around her, and
wrapped the whole scene in a white, shifting veil. It flitted and
glanced before her eyes, and the white veil waved coldly about her
head, but it melted on her fevered brow and flowed in drops down her
face and hair, and she trembled again with the chill. At last she stood
before the door of Nicodemus Klotz, and took hold of the iron knocker;
but as she put out her hand, a strange light flashed before her eyes,
she fell heavily against the door, then sank down in a heap on the
ground.
On and on the white flakes drifted up the narrow valley and wrapped it
in a shrouding veil, and heaped themselves before the well-closed door
of Nicodemus Klotz over the stiffened body that lay there, till it was
a peaceful white hillock.
Nicodemus Klotz sat on his warm bench by the stove, smoked his pipe,
and looked comfortably out of window at the snow. So the peaceful
half-hours passed by, whilst his brother Leander, a fine-looking
hunter, read the weekly news out of a shabby paper. "It is coming down
finely," said Nicodemus, blowing out a cloud of smoke.
"Yes," said Leander, looking up at the snowflakes floating and swarming
before the little window. Suddenly in the midst of the white whirl a
dark wing struck on the panes, something fluttered and croaked, then
flew up to the roof.
"There is something there," said Leander standing up.
"What matter?" growled the elder brother, "whatever it may have been,
thou can't go out in this storm."
"Why not?" said Leander taking his rifle from the wall; the wing-stroke
of the passing bird had roused his hunter's instincts; he must see what
it was. He went to the door and opened it cautiously, so as not to
disturb the bird by any noise. A mass of snow fell inwards, and he
perceived the heap that had piled itself up on the threshold. He could
not get out; he must fetch a spade to clear away the wall, and
impatiently putting aside his gun, he began to shovel.
"Heavens! what is this?" he cried out suddenly, "Nicodemus,
come--quick--here is some one buried under the snow--help me!"
His brother hastened forward; in a moment the heap was dug into, and a
beautiful rounded arm appeared, and then from beneath the light
covering, they drew forth a lifeless body.
"Good God! a maiden--and what a maiden!" whispered Leander as the
beautiful head and the finely-moulded form revealed themselves.
"How can she have wandered up here?" said Nicodemus, shaking his head
as he lifted, not without effort, the heavy body out of the snow.
"Is she dead?" asked Leander touching her, while his eyes rested with
mingled alarm and pleasure on the pale, sunburnt face.
"She must instantly be rubbed," ordered Nicodemus, "inside, in the
bedroom there."
They carried the weighty burthen into the house and laid it on
Nicodemus' bed. "She must have lain a good half-hour out there; it must
be about that time since I heard a heavy blow against the door, but I
thought it was a lump of snow fallen from the roof."
Leander fetched a tub full of snow, and officiously tried to help in
pulling off the girl's garments. "Let be," said the older and more
discreet man, "that will not do--a youngster like thee; the girl'd be
ashamed if she knew it. Do thou go out and see if thou can bring down
one of the Gestreins, Kathrine or Marianne. Go!"
Leander could not take his eyes from the lifeless form. "Such a
beautiful maid!" he muttered compassionately as he went out.
With gentle care the experienced man now undressed the girl, and rubbed
her hard with the snow till warmth revived in her skin, and the blood
began to circulate again. Then he dried her well, covered her up
carefully, and poured a few drops of a strong cordial extracted from
herbs down her throat. At last she recovered consciousness, turned and
stretched herself, and looked once round the room; but her eyes were
glazed and vacant, and muttering a few unintelligible words, she closed
them again.
"She is ill," said Nicodemus to Leander, who at this moment reappeared,
whilst a sturdy peasant woman who stopped at the door to shake off the
snow followed him.
"Marianne," said Nicodemus--she was his married sister, "thou must help
us here. Two men like Leander and me can't look after the girl. There
is Leander making eyes at her already."
He threw a dissatisfied glance at the young man, who was again standing
by the head of the bed and seemed to devour with his eyes the face of
the sick girl; but he turned away hastily and blushed at being found
out.
Marianne went up to the bed, and her first question was: "Who can she
be?"
"God only knows! Some vagabond," said Nicodemus.
"What should make thee say that?" growled Leander, "one can see plainly
enough she's no vagabond."
"Ay, because she's a handsome girl and pleases thee," said Marianne;
"there's many a fair face covers a blackened soul--good looks prove
nothing; a decent girl doesn't wander round the country at this time of
year, all alone in the snow till she falls in a heap. Likely enough
she's in some scrape, and God knows what sort she may be to harbour in
the house."
"Well, it's all one now," said Nicodemus good-naturedly, "we can't turn
a sick girl out in the cold and snow, be she what she may."
"As you will," said the woman, "I'll come over here and welcome, to
take care of her for you; but I won't take her into my house, and that
you may know once for all."
"No one asked thee; we will keep her ourselves," said Leander
irritated, and as Wally again muttered some words to herself, he leaned
tenderly over her and asked, "What is it? What dost thou want?"
The elder brother and sister exchanged glances. "As for thee," said
Nicodemus, "I have something to say to thee. Thou's willing enough and
ready to open house and home before we know who this woman is. There
stands the door;--now walk out and come in here no more unless thou'd
like to see me turn out the girl, ill as she is. Dost understand?"
"What, one mayn't even look at a girl now," grumbled Leander, "I see no
reason why thee should come in before me."
"Thou'st nought to do but to go out; I'll allow none of this so long as
I am master of the house and eldest brother to thee." So saying
Nicodemus took him by the arm and pushed him out, and remained himself
alone with his sister by the sick girl.
Wally did not recover consciousness, she lay in a fever; her throat
was swelled, her limbs stiff and aching. The brother and sister
soon saw that the stranger must have suffered terribly from cold and
over-fatigue, and they tended her to the best of their powers. Leander
meanwhile wandered idly and restlessly through the house, and as often
as one of them came out of the sick room he was in the way to enquire
how things were going on. He was full of grief and vexation; he also
would so willingly have tended the beautiful girl. Towards evening it
ceased snowing, and he took his rifle and went out. But he had scarcely
been away a minute when he came back again and called Nicodemus from
the sick room. "Look here," he said, much excited, "there is a vulture
on the roof, a splendid golden vulture, and he looks at me quite
quietly and confidingly, as though he belonged there."
"Ah!" said Nicodemus, "that is singular."
"Only come and see," said Leander, and drew his brother out, in front
of the house. "There--there he sits and never moves. A state prize, and
I can't shoot him! The devil take it all!"
"Why can't thou shoot him?" asked Nicodemus.
"How can I fire now, with the sick girl lying indoors?" said Leander,
stamping his foot.
"Drive him away," advised Nicodemus, "and then thou can follow him and
shoot him further off where she cannot hear."
"Tsch, tsch," said Leander, throwing up balls of snow to scare off the
bird. The vulture ruffled his feathers, screamed, and at last rose. But
he did not fly away, he floated for a minute high in the air, and then
quietly let himself down on to the roof again.
"That is strange, he won't go away; it's just as if he were tame."
Once, twice more they tried to drive it off--always with the same
result.
"He's bewitched," said Leander, making the sign of the cross; but it
did not seem to trouble the bird--so it was certain the devil could
have nothing to do with it!
"It seems to me that he's been shot already, and cannot fly," said
Nicodemus, "any way let him be in peace till he comes down of himself,
if thou doesn't wish to frighten the girl with the crack of the rifle."
"He's half down already; I believe I might take him with my hand," said
Leander. He fetched a ladder, laid it against the wall and cautiously
ascended. The bird quietly let him approach; he drew his handkerchief
from his pocket, and would have thrown it over the vulture's head, but
the bird struck and pecked at him so violently, that he was obliged to
beat a hasty retreat.
Nicodemus laughed. "There, he's shown thee how to catch a vulture with
the hand. I could have told thee as much as that."
"I never saw such a bird in my life," said Leander grumbling, and
shaking his head, "Wait a bit," he added, threatening his foe above,
"only wait till I find thee somewhere else."
"Thou can hunt him to-morrow if he's not perished in the night. If he
can fly, he'll go farther away, and hardly come so far as this again."
It was getting dark now, and Marianne came out to say she must go home
and cook her husband's supper. The brothers went in, and Nicodemus also
went to prepare supper, by fetching bread and cheese from the store
room. While he was gone, Leander softly opened the door that led from
the living room into the bedroom and peeped through the crack at Wally.
She lay still now, and slept soundly. It was so long since she had lain
in any bed, that it could be seen even in her sleep how comfortable she
found it; she lay reclining so softly, so easily amongst the pillows.
"God help thee, thou poor soul, God help thee!" whispered Leander to
her through the opening, then hastily closed the door again, for he
heard Nicodemus coming. He was sitting quite innocently on the bench by
the stove when his brother came in with the food.
"To-night," said Nicodemus, "we shall do well enough; as Benedict is
not here, I can sleep upstairs in his bed, but to-morrow night, when
he's back again, we three must divide the two beds between us."
"Oh, I need no bed," said Leander hastily. "For the sake of her in
there, I'd as soon sleep on the bench here, or in the hay-loft; it is
all one to me. If any of us is to be put out for her, it shall be me,
and no one else."
"Well, if it pleases thee, thou can have it so. But in the hay-loft,
not on the bench; that is too near the sick-room--dost understand?"
"Ay, ay, I understand well enough," muttered Leander, and bit into his
cheese as if it were a sour apple.
The bedroom of the two younger brothers was exactly opposite that of
Nicodemus, who took the bed of the absent Benedict. Two or three times
in the night he got up, and went to listen at Wally's door; she talked
and wandered a good deal, and once Nicodemus could clearly understand
that she was speaking of a vulture. "Ah," thought he, "she too will
have seen the vulture when she came up, and the fright comes back to
her in her dreams."
Early in the morning, before breakfast even, the restless Leander was
up and out; he did not come home till nearly mid-day.
"Well, how is she getting on?" he asked as he came in.
"Just the same; she doesn't come to herself at all, and she's always in
dread of people who, she thinks, want to take her away."
Leander scratched his head behind his ear. "Then I can't shoot yet.
Only think now--there's the vulture outside still sitting on the roof."
"Never!"
"Ay, when I went out this morning, I couldn't see him anywhere; then I
thought, he's flown away, and I went after him for nearly three hours.
Then when I get home, there he is, sitting quietly on the roof again."
"Well," said Nicodemus, "that's a thing that might make one really
uneasy, if one happened to be superstitious."
"Ay, indeed. One might almost think of the phantom maidens of Murzoll,
and that they meant to play me a rogue's trick."
"God be praised!" said a rough deep voice, and Benedict the second
brother, who had been away on a journey, now walked in.
"Ay, God be praised thou'rt back again," cried his brothers together.
"What's the news? What's thou been doing?"
"Oh, nothing much; they've only sent me from Herod to Pilate again down
in the Court-house, and crammed me with half-promises. I only know that
all Oetzthal, man and beast of all three genders, may break neck and
limb over the road here before we get the path." The speaker threw off
his knapsack discontentedly and seated himself on the bench by the
stove. "Is there anything to eat?" he said.
"Directly," said Nicodemus, who did the cooking himself, and he fetched
in the soup.
He also brought a bowl of milk, and took it in to the sick girl;
Leander's eye followed him enviously. Benedict was hungry and fell to
on the soup without observing what his brother had done: Nicodemus soon
returned, and silently, like all peasants, who seem to fear when
performing the solemn act of eating that they will get out of time if
they speak, the three spooned up the soup in a measured rhythmical
movement, so that neither of them should get more nor less than his
share.
When they had eaten, the weary Benedict lighted his pipe and stretched
himself comfortably on the bench.
"What's the news in the world? Tell us all about it," said Leander, who
knew his brother's habit of silence. Benedict had stuck his pipe aslant
in his mouth and yawned. "I know of nought," he said. After a time,
however, he went on: "Rich Stromminger of Sonnenplatte, his daughter,
the Vulture-maiden, you know--she set her father's place on fire, and
is running now about the country begging."
"Ah, when did that happen?" asked the brothers astonished.
"She must be a real bad girl that," continued Benedict. "Her father had
sent her up to the Hochjoch before this, because she wouldn't do his
bidding, and when she comes down, the first thing is that she half
kills Gellner, and sets her father's house on fire."
"Jesu Maria!"
"After that she naturally ran away, and is now wandering about the
neighbourhood. Yesterday she was in Vent, and trying to get a place,
but who would have such a girl in the house? To add to it all, she
drags the big vulture about with her that she took from the nest, and
expects folk to take that in too. Naturally every one refuses."
Nicodemus looked at Leander, and Leander grew crimson.
"Well!--" said Nicodemus, "now I know who's lying in there!--The
vulture that won't leave the roof--and all night she was raving about a
vulture--that's not so bad--we've the Vulture-maiden in the house!"
Benedict sprang up. "What!" he cried.
"Don't cry out so loud," said Leander, "dost want the poor sick girl to
hear it all?"
Then Nicodemus related how Leander had found her half dead in the snow,
and how they could not do otherwise than keep her in the house, at
least till she was able to walk. But Benedict was a rough man, and
thought the illness was only a pretence--that his brothers had been too
soft and should have sent her away. He would soon have got the better
of her. "For incendiaries he had no sanctuary," he cried, and his
piercing eyes glanced wrathfully under his bushy brows.
"If thou'd seen the maid, thou'd have taken her in too," said Leander,
"It'd have been less than human to turn the poor thing out in the wind
and weather."
"Indeed? And in that way we should get at last every robber and
murderer in the neighbourhood in asylum here, till it is said that
Rofen is a hiding-place for all the rabble--that'd be a fine thing for
the justices to get hold of. If you two can be taken in by a cunning
chit, I at least must maintain order and decency in Rofen!"
He approached the door. Nicodemus stood before it and said quietly, but
firmly, "Benedict, I am the eldest, and I'm master in Rofen as much as
thou, and I know as well as thou what is our duty as Rofeners. I give
thee my word I will keep the girl no longer in the house than I must
for human and Christian duty; but now she is sick, and I will not
suffer thee to ill-use her. So long as I live at Rofen I'll have no
injustice done under my roof."
Then Leander broke in. "Look here," he said confidently and with
flashing eyes; "only let him go in--when he sees her, he'll never send
her away."
"I believe thou'rt right, thou simpleton," said Nicodemus smiling, and
he softly opened the door.
Benedict hastily and noisily entered; this time Leander ventured to
slip in also, and Nicodemus had nothing to say against it; he might
help to watch over the harsh Benedict and keep him from being too
rough. Marianne was sitting by the bed making new stockings for the
sick girl, for she had become so ragged that she would have had none to
wear when she could get up again. At Benedict's noisy entrance she made
a sign that he should be quiet; but scarcely had he perceived the sick
girl, when of himself he hushed his footsteps, and went slowly up to
the bed. Wallburga was fast asleep. She lay on her back, and had thrown
one beautiful rounded arm over her head; her abundant dark-brown hair
fell loosely over the snow-white neck that no sunshine could tan
through her thick peasant's bodice, and which her loose linen chemise
now left partly uncovered; her mouth was half-open as though smiling,
and two rows of pearly teeth shone between the arched lips; on the
sleeping brow lay an unspoken expression of nobility and purity that no
words can describe. Benedict had grown quite still. He gazed long at
the touching and yet innocent picture as if astonished, and his brown
face began gradually to redden--like Leander's, which seemed dyed in a
crimson glow. Then he ground his teeth together and turned round. "Aye,
she is certainly ill," he said in a voice which implied, "There is
nothing to be done," and he went out of the room on tiptoe.
CHAPTER IX.
In the Wilderness.
Once again spring-breezes blew across the land. The melting snows
flowed down in rushing mountain-torrents; timidly, half-suspiciously
the first Alpine plants peeped out, as though to ask the sunshine if it
were indeed in earnest, and they might venture forth a little further.
Here and there isolated patches of snow still lay like forgotten linen
sheets. In the evergreen pine and fir-woods, the birds lifted their
wings, held twittering consultations, and attuned their little throats
to the universal song of rejoicing.
From the Ferner mountains avalanches came thundering down into the
valleys, and beneath the terrible, moving masses, walls and rafters,
trees and bushes, crashed together. There was a thronging and
wrestling, a thundering and rustling--there were threats and
allurements, fears and hopes, in the heights and in the valleys, and
man also, ever-venturesome, ever-inquisitive man, arose from his long
winter's rest, stretched forth his feelers, and began to grope about
the mountains with his alpenstock for some foothold in the loose and
shifting snow.
Only Rofen yet lay in the shadow of its narrow, heaven-high walls,
hidden like a late sleeper beneath its white coverlet. Before the door
of the Rofen farm stood Leander, feeding Hansl with a big mouse that he
had caught for him. Hansl had been Leander's pet from the hour when it
came out that he belonged to Wally, and the bird was well cared for
among the Rofeners.
Benedict came towards the house with his mountain pole. He had been
reconnoitring the path to Murzoll, and had more than once hovered
between life and death. His glance was unsteady, his whole appearance
agitated and gloomy.
"Well?" asked Leander in anxious suspense.
"The road is passable at need. If I guide her, she can risk it."
"Nay, Benedict, don't thee do that, don't let her go up there--I pray
thee, don't."
"What she will--she will," said Benedict gloomily.
"Tell her the mountain's not safe, then she'll remain of herself."
"Where's the good of lying? She'll not change her mind however long she
stays here, and thou hast nothing to hope, I've told thee that often
enough. An unfledged stripling like thee is not for a maid like Wally!
Now keep thyself quiet." He went into the house, and the tears sprang
into Leander's eyes with anger and pain.
Wally came with the hayfork out of the stable towards Benedict.
"Wally," he said, "if it must be so, I'll lead thee up there, I've
found out the way; but it is still dangerous."
"Thank thee kindly, Benedict," said Wally, "tomorrow, then, we will
go." She hung up the hayfork, and went into the kitchen. Benedict
stamped with his foot, and set his alpenstock in the corner. For a
while he stood reflecting, then he could keep quiet no longer--he
followed her.
Wally had tucked up her gown and was preparing to wash the kitchen.
"Wally, leave all that, I want to talk with thee."
"I cannot, Benedict, I must scour the kitchen. If I go away to-morrow,
I must have the whole house clean. I'll leave no dirt or disorder
behind me."
"Thou's always worked more by us than thou hast eaten or drunken. Let
be now, the house is clean enough, and if thou goes away--all is one."
He chewed at a piece of wood, then spit out the bitten splinter. Wally
saw the terrible state of excitement he was in, and left off her work
that she might listen to him.
"Wally," he said, "consider once more whether thou'll not have one of
us. See now, thou'st no need to be so proud. There's such a cry against
thee, that it's through great love only, that one can take thee at
all."
Wally nodded her head in perfect agreement.
"Now see, we Rofeners, we are people who may knock at every door, and
there's not a girl but would be glad to get one of us. Thou hast the
choice between two of us brothers, and refusest such a piece of luck.
See, Wally, thou may some day repent of it."
"Benedict, thou means well, and I care for thee and Leander as one can
care for only one person, but not enough to marry you. And I'll marry
no one that I can't love as a husband, and that thou may know that I
mean it, I once saw one that I can never forget, and till I do forget
him, I'll take no other."
Benedict grew pale.
"See, I tell thee that thou may be at peace, and no longer torment
thyself with the thought of me. Only believe, Benedict, I know well
what thou hast done, thou and all of you for me. You saved me from
death, you protected me when my father'd have taken me away by force,
and it was really fine how thou defended me and thy rights. I'd be a
happy girl if I could love thee and forget that other. I'm right
thankful to thee, and if it could help thee, I'd give thee my life--but
tell thyself, what would thee do with a wife who loves some one else?
That were truly a bad return to a man like thee."
"Yes," said Benedict hoarsely, and wiped his forehead.
"And thou sees now, that I must go away, that things can't go on as
they are?"
"Yes," he said again, and left the kitchen.
Wally looked after him as, full of emotion, he strode away, the brave
and proud man who had offered her all, all that--as he himself had said
in his uncouth fashion--would have made the happiness of any other
girl. And she herself could not understand how it was that she could
not care more for this man, who had done so much for her, than for the
stranger who had never once given her a thought. And yet so it was!
There was not one who could be compared with Joseph for power and
excellence; she saw him always before her as when he had flung the
bloody bear's skin from his shoulder and related how he had wrestled
with the monster, whilst all stood around and admired him, the mighty,
the beautiful, the only one! And then how he had conquered her father,
the strong man who had always appeared to her hitherto so unconquerable
and terrible! And with what goodness and kindness he had spoken to him
afterwards, in spite of her father's hostility! No, there was not one
that could rise up and stand comparison with Joseph.
She went back to her work. "If only Joseph knew all that I am giving up
for his sake," she thought as she looked out, and saw how in front of
the window Benedict with a red face was talking to Leander, and how
Leander wept.
Old Stromminger had at first stormed against and cursed his unruly
child, and not even the good pastor of Heiligkreuz had succeeded in
pacifying him. When it was at length rumoured that Wally kept herself
hidden at Rofen, he sent people to fetch her away. But on their own
ground and territory it was easy for no one to move the "Klötze of
Rofen," and they defended like knights the sacred rights and freedom of
the Rofeners. When Wally however perceived that a passion for her had
taken possession of the brothers, then she made a confidant of the
quiet and prudent Nicodemus, and he understood what was needful to be
done. He went to Stromminger, and his wise eloquence was so far
successful that the old man at last gave up the idea of imprisoning
Wally, and contented himself with banishing her for ever from his
sight. In the summer she should tend the flocks again upon Murzoll,
"because that is the only way in which one can make any use of her." In
the winter she might seek service wherever she liked--only she was not
to venture to come back to her home.
When Nicodemus returned with this answer, Wally insisted upon going
that moment to await the flocks upon the Ferner, and only Nicodemus'
firm decision prevailed upon her to wait at least till Benedict should
have examined whether the mountain road were passable.
So the hour came when Wally must once more fly before the winds of
spring on to the mountains, into the desert. It was hard to part with
the brothers, and with good Marianne. They had become dear to her,
these worthy people, who had come so readily to her help.
Benedict went up the mountain with her; he would not let himself be
deprived of that. "Thou'st been entrusted to us, we will at least hand
thee back again with a whole skin. Whatever may happen to thee then, we
can, alas! do nought to hinder."
It was a fearful road up which they had to make their way in the midst
of the wild confusion wrought by the spring, and Benedict, acknowledged
far and wide to be the best and surest of guides, said himself he had
never seen so bad a mountain-path. They spoke little, for they were
engaged in a constant, breathless struggle for life, and could look
neither to the right nor to the left. It was hard work. At length,
after fighting half the day with snow and ice and crevasses, they found
themselves on the summit. The old hut still stood there, somewhat more
ruinous than before, and a heavy weight of snow lay on the roof and all
around it.
"There thou means to house thyself--there! Sooner than become
an honoured wife and lead with us down yonder a respected and
home-sheltered life as a peasant of Rofen?"
"I can do no other, Benedict," said Wally gently, and looked with sad
eyes at the snow-covered inhospitable hut. "I believe the mountain
spirits have thrown a spell upon me, so that I must needs come back to
them, and never more feel myself at home in the valleys."
"One might almost believe it! There's something strange about thee.
Thou's quite different from other maids, so that one loves thee in
quite a different way--much, much more dearly, and yet as if thou
didn't belong to us, as if an evil spirit drove thee round."
He threw down the bundle of provisions that he had brought up with him
for Wally, and began removing the snow from the door of the hut that
she might be able to get into it.
"Benedict," said Wally softly, as though she could be overheard, "dost
thou believe in the phantom maidens?"
Benedict looked down meditatively and shrugged his shoulders. "What can
one say? I've never seen any myself--but there are people who'd hold to
it to their last breath."
"I'd never believed in them--but when I came up here last year, I
had a dream so lifelike, I could almost believe it was no dream, and
since then, whatever happens to me, I can't help thinking of the
phantom-maidens.
"What sort of a dream?"
"Thou must know that him whom I love is a chamois-hunter, and it was
because of him my father sent me up last year, and the first hour I was
here I dreamt that the phantom-maidens and Murzoll threatened me that
if I wouldn't leave off thinking of the lad, they'd fling me down into
the abyss!" And she related her whole dream in detail to Benedict. He
shook his head, and became quite melancholy. "Wally, in thy place, I
should be afraid."
She threw her head back. "Ah well. Thou goes on shooting the chamois,
in spite of the phantom-maidens. One has only got not to be afraid.
I've sprung over many a chasm since then, and I've felt well enough
that there was somewhat that wished to pull me down, but I held myself
firm, and kept the upper hand."
She raised her strong brown arm defiantly. "So long as I've got two
arms, I've no need to fear whatever it may be."
This did not please Benedict. In his solitary wanderings over the
terrible Similaun and the wild glacier peaks, he had acquired a taste
for subtle meditations and reflected more deeply on many things than
other people. "Take care, Wally! He who sets himself too high thrusts
his head up easily enough, but that's what those up yonder won't
endure, and they thrust him down again."
She was silent.
"It's too early for thee to be up here--" he began again, "no one could
stand it."
"Oh, it was worse still when I was up here last autumn," said Wally, as
she went into the hut.
"Who won't be advised, can't be helped. But if _he_ doesn't some time
recompense thee for all thou'rt going through for him, he deserves to
be dragged round by the collar."
"If he knew of it, for sure he'd recompense me," said Wally reddening
and looking down.
"He doesn't know of it?" asked Benedict astonished.
"No, he scarcely knows me."
"Now may God forgive thee that thou should so set thy heart on a
strange man, and them, them who love thee, and have cherished thee and
tended thee, them thou pushes from thee. That is no love--that is mere
obstinacy."
Wally was silent, and Benedict also said no more. He did now as old
Klettenmaier had done the year before. He set the hut in order as well
as he could for Wally, and brought her a store of wood. Then he held
out his hand to her in farewell. "May God guard thee up here! And if I
might say one more word to thee, it would be this: Watch over thyself,
and pray that no evil powers may get the better of thee!"
Wally's heart contracted as his eyes full of deep sadness rested on
her. It seemed to her as though in truth she felt the evil powers
hovering round her, and almost unconsciously she held the hand of her
protector who had watched over her so faithfully, and accompanied him
part of the way back, as though she feared to remain alone.
"Now then--here the path becomes bad; I thank thee for coming so far,"
said Benedict, and parted from her.
"Farewell, and a safe journey home," cried Wally after him.
He looked round no more. She turned back to the hut, and was once more
alone with her vulture and her mountain spirits. But the spirits seemed
appeased. Murzoll smiled kindly in the glow of the spring sunshine upon
the returned child, and Wally no longer felt herself a stranger in the
midst of her mighty and sublime surroundings. Each fold on Murzoll's
brow was familiar to her now; she knew his smile and his frown, and it
no longer frightened her when sullen clouds beset his brow, or when he
rolled down avalanches into the abyss. She felt herself secure on his
harsh breast, and the breath of his storms blew away from her heart the
weight that she had brought up with her again from the valley. For a
healing power lies in the storm; it cools the blood, it bears the soul
on its rushing wings far away over the stones and thorns amongst which
it would flutter, painfully entangled. As when a child has hurt itself
and cries, we breathe on the place, saying, "It will soon be well," and
the child smiles back to us again, so Father Murzoll blew away from the
heart of his returned child the dull pain that oppressed it, and she
looked with shining eyes and an uplifted heart out into the wide
world--and hoped and waited.
So weeks and months passed by. The July sun shone with such power that
the mountain was already completely "ausgeapert"; that is to say, the
lighter winter snow was all melted away to the limits of the eternal
snows where Wally dwelt. Now and then one of the Rofener brothers came
up to enquire whether she had not yet changed her mind. But they came
but seldom, and interrupted Wally's solitude by a few short half-hours
only.
One day the sun's rays "pricked" with such sharp, unusual heat, that
Wally felt as though she were passing between glowing needles. When the
sun "pricks," it draws the clouds together, and soon, somewhere about
midday, it had gathered about itself a thick tent of clouds behind
which it disappeared, and a leaden twilight was spread heavily over the
earth. A strange disquietude seized the little flock; now and then a
quivering brightness shuddered through the grey cloud-chaos, as a
sleeper's eyelashes quiver in dreams, and gigantic black mourning
clouds waved about Murzoll's head. Now and again they were rent
asunder, affording faint glimpses into the clear distance, but
instantly across these thin places new veils were woven till all was
closed, and no empty space, as it seemed, left between earth and
Heaven.
Wally well knew what all this foreboded; she had already experienced
plenty of bad weather up here on the mountains, and she drove the flock
together under a projecting rock, where she had herself arranged a fold
in case of need. But a young goat had wandered out of sight, and she
was obliged to go and seek it. No storm had ever yet come on with such
rapidity. Already hollow mutterings could be heard amongst the
mountains, whilst the gusts of wind swept roaring onwards, flinging
down isolated hailstones. Now it was a question of minutes only, and
the kid was nowhere to be seen. Wally extinguished her hearth fire and
stepped out into the conflict of the elements, like an heroic queen
amongst the hosts of her rebellious subjects. And queen-like indeed she
looked, without knowing or caring anything about it. She had set a
little copper milk-can upside down upon her head as a helmet to protect
her from the hailstones, and a thick horse-cloth hung down like a
mantle from her shoulders. Thus equipped, and a shepherd's staff with
its iron hook in her hand in the place of a lance, she threw herself
out into the storm, and fought her way through it till she reached a
point of rock from whence she could look out after the lost animal. But
It was impossible through the mists to distinguish anything. Wally
ascended higher and higher, till she had reached the path that leads
over the Hochjoch into the Schnalser valley; and there, deep below in
the ravine, the kid was clinging to the side of the steep precipice,
trembling with fear and crouching beneath the blows of the heavy
hailstones. The helpless animal moved her to pity--she must have
compassion on it. The hail rattled down thicker and thicker around her,
the wind and rain struck her like whips across the face, there was a
heaving and swelling on every side like the thundering waves of an
approaching deluge, but she paid no heed to it; the mute supplications
of the distressed animal rose above the raging of the storm, and
without a moment's hesitation she let herself down into the misty
depths. With infinite trouble she got far enough down the slippery path
to lay hold of the animal with her crook and draw it towards her, then
throwing it over her shoulder, she climbed upwards again with hands and
feet. Then, all at once, a stream of fire seemed to shoot from the
zenith down into the gulf, a shivered fir-tree crashed beneath her in
the depths, and in one universal roar of heaven and earth together
there came a crackling from above, a rushing, a thundering of hurling
streams and masses below, till to the solitary pilgrim clinging to the
quaking rock it seemed as though the whole world were whirling round
her in wild dissolution. Half-stunned, she swung herself up at last on
to the firm edge of the pathway, then stood a moment to recover breath
and wipe the moisture from her eyes, for she could hardly see, and
the kid too struggled on her shoulder, so that she was obliged to bind
it before carrying it any further. Meanwhile, thunder-clap after
thunder-clap crashed above her, beneath her, and as though heaven had
been a leaking cask filled with fire, the lightning struck downwards in
fiery streams. Hark!--what was that?--a human voice! A cry for help
sounded clearly above the rushing and roaring. Wally who had not
trembled at the fury of the thunder and the hurricane, trembled now. A
human voice--now!--up here with her in this fearful tumult of nature,
in this chaos! It terrified her more than the raging of the elements.
She listened with suspended breath to hear whence the voice came, and
whether she had not deceived herself. Again she heard the cry, and
close behind her. "Hi, thou yonder--help me, then!" And out of the
mists and rain emerged a figure that seemed to drag along a second
form. Wally stood as though suddenly stiffened--what face was that? The
burning eyes, the black moustache, the finely aquiline nose, she looked
and looked and could not stir a limb for the sweet terror that had come
upon her--it was indeed St. George, it was Joseph the bear-hunter.
He himself was scarcely less startled than Wally when she turned round,
but from another cause. "Jesu Maria--it's a girl," he said almost
timidly, and looked at Wally with astonishment. Seeing her from behind,
he had thought from her height that she was a shepherd--now he saw a
maiden before him. And as she stood there, her long mantle falling
around her in stiff folds, her head protected by its warlike helmet
against the hail, her dark hair, loosened and dripping, hanging about
her face, the crook in her hand and the kid on her broad shoulders, her
great eyes flaming and fastened upon him, he had a weird feeling for a
moment, as though something supernatural stood before him. In his whole
life before he had never seen so powerful a woman, and he had to pause
for a minute before he could clearly make her out.
"Ah," he said, "thou'rt only old Stromminger's Vulture-Wally?"
"Yes, that am I," answered the girl breathlessly.
"So--well, precisely then with thee I have nothing to do."
"Why not?" asked Wally, turning pale, and a flash of lightning quivered
just over her, so that her copper helmet flashed red in the glare.
Joseph was obliged to pause, so crashing was the thunder-clap that
followed, and with new fury a shower of hail came rattling down. Joseph
looked at the girl in perplexity as she stood there immovable, whilst
lumps of ice struck against the slight metal can on her head. Then he
bent down over the lifeless form that he was carrying.
"See here, ever since that affair in Sölden I've been in disgrace with
thy father, and people say that thou also art not one to have dealings
with. But this poor maid can go no further; a flash of lightning struck
close by her and threw her down, and she's quite out of her senses. Go,
lead us to thy hut, that the girl may rest till the storm is over--then
we'll leave again at once; and for certain, such a thing shall never
happen again."
Wally looked strangely at him during this speech--half in defiance,
half in pain. Her lips trembled as though she would have made some
vehement answer, but she controlled herself, and after a short and
silent struggle, "Come," she said, and strode onwards before him.
Presently she paused and asked, "Who is the maid?"
"She's a poor girl out of Vintschgau on her way to the Lamb in
Zwieselstein. My mother is dead, and I've had to go over to Vintschgau,
where her home was, to look after the inheritance, and as our roads lay
together, I've brought the girl across the mountains with me," answered
Joseph evasively.
"Thy mother is dead? Oh, thou poor Joseph--" cried Wally full of
sympathy.
"Yes--it was a hard blow," said Joseph in deep sadness, "the good
little mother."
Wally saw that it pained him to speak of her, and was silent. They said
no more till they reached the hut.
"Here's a horrible hole," said Joseph stooping and yet knocking his
head as he entered. "It's not for nothing that a man sends his child
off to live in a dog-kennel like this. Well, certainly thou'st done
enough to deserve it."
"Ah!--thou's sure of that?" said Wally, breaking out bitterly now as
she untied the kid and set it down in a corner. Then she shook up her
bed and helped Joseph to lay the stranger on it. Her hands trembled as
she did so.
"Well," said Joseph indifferently, "everyone knows how wild thou's been
with thy father, and how thou nearly killed Vincenz Gellner dead, and
set fire to thy father's barn in a rage. It seems to me, that with such
a beginning thou may go still further."
"Dost know why I struck Vincenz, and fired the barn?" asked Wally with
a trembling voice, "Dost know _why_ I am up here in this dog-kennel as
thou calls it? Dost know?" And with her two hands she broke a strong
branch in pieces across her knee, so that the wood cracked and
splintered, and Joseph involuntarily admired her strength.
"No," he said, "how should I know?"
"Well then, if thou doesn't know, thou needn't speak of it," she said
low and angrily as she made up the fire that she might warm some milk
for the sick girl.
"Tell me, then, if thou thinks I'm doing thee a wrong."
Wally broke out again suddenly into the shrill, bitter laugh peculiar
to her when her heart was secretly bleeding. "Thee I'm to tell--thee?"
she cried, "Yes, truly; thou'rt a fitting person for me to tell!" And
she rinsed out a kettle with feverish haste, poured the milk into it,
and hung it up over the crackling fire.
Joseph did not discover the pain that lay hidden in this scorn--he only
felt the scorn, and turned away from her offended: "With thee there's
nothing to be said; people are right enough there," he answered, and
thenceforward occupied himself only with the sick girl.
Wally also was silent, and only now and then as she moved about her
work cast a stolen glance to where Joseph, with the red light of the
fire upon him, sat on a stool not far from the bed. His eyes glowed
like two coals in the reflection of the flames, which shining now
brightly, now faintly, lighted up the strong and handsome face of the
hunter with strange changes, so that it appeared sometimes friendly,
sometimes full of gloom.
All at once Wally remembered her dream on the first night of her
arrival on the Hochjoch. "If the phantom-maidens could see him now,
they would melt away before him like snow before the fire." Something
of this she thought, and it seemed to her as if only with tears of
blood--as it is said of a heart that it bleeds--could she tear her
glance away from him. Two scalding drops did in truth fall from her
eyes, and though they were not drops of blood, they gave her no less
pain.
The stranger now recovered consciousness. "What has happened?" she
asked in astonishment.
"Thou must keep thyself quiet, Afra," said Joseph, "the lightning
nearly struck thee dead, and so Wally Stromminger has brought us to her
hut."
"Jesu Maria, are we with the Vulture-Wally?" said the girl terrified.
"Keep thyself still," said Joseph, comforting her, "as soon as thou's
recovered, we'll go on our way again."
"So over in Vintschgau even thou's heard talk of me? There, take
something to drink against the fright," said Wally quietly and with a
touch of good-humoured sarcasm, as she reached her the warm milk mixed
with some brandy. Joseph had stood up to allow Wally to come to the bed
with the drink. Afra tried to sit up but she could not manage it, and
Wally coming quickly to her aid raised her and held her in her arms
like a child, whilst she gave her the milk with the other hand. Afra
took a thirsty draught out of the wooden bowl, but she was so weak that
her head sank upon Wally's shoulder when she had done drinking, and
Wally, beckoning to Joseph to take the bowl from her hand, remained
sitting patiently so as not to disturb the sick girl.
Joseph looked at her meditatively, as she sat there on the edge of the
bed with the girl in her arms. "Thou'rt a handsome maid," he said
honestly, "it's a pity only thou should be so bad."
A slight colour passed over Wally's face at these words.
"How thy heart beats all at once!" said Afra. "I can feel it on thy
shoulder." And a little stronger now, she raised her head and gazed at
the beautiful tanned face, and the large eyes. Wally also now studied
the girl more attentively. She saw that she had charming features, blue
eyes full of expression, fair hair that looked like floss silk, and a
strange, uneasy feeling of aversion stole over her. She looked at
Joseph, stood up, and began to bustle round again.
"Is that really the Vulture-Wally?" asked Afra of her guide, as though
she could not understand how the decried Vulture-maiden could be so
kind.
"One wouldn't suppose it, but she says herself that it's she," answered
Joseph half-aloud.
"And I'll soon prove to thee that I am," cried Wally proudly, and
opening the door, she cried "Hansl--Hansl, where art thou?" A shrill
scream answered her, and forthwith Hansl came rushing down from the
roof, and in at the door.
"Heavens, what is that?" screamed Afra, crossing herself; but Joseph
placed himself before her, as a protector.
"That is the vulture that I took as a child out of its nest--away
yonder on the Burgsteinwand. It is from him I got my name--the
Vulture-maiden!" and her eyes rested proudly on the bird, as a
soldier's eyes rest on the conquered colours. "See, I've tamed him so
that I can let him fly where he likes now--he never flies away from
me." She set him on her shoulder and unfolded his wings, so that Joseph
might see they were not cut.
"That fellow's a state-prize," said Joseph, his eyes resting with both
longing and hostility on the splendid booty which no hunter will yield
to another, least of all to a girl! There must have been something in
the look that irritated the vulture, for he uttered a peculiar whistle,
bristled up his feathers, and bent his neck forward towards Joseph.
Wally felt the unwonted agitation on her shoulder and tried to quiet
the bird with caresses. "Nay, Hansl, what's come to thee? Thou wert
never so before."
"Aha!--thou knows the hunter, my fine fellow," said Joseph with a
challenging laugh and snatching violently at the vulture as though to
tear him from Wally's shoulder. Suddenly the irritated bird put forth
all its might, spread out its wings, rose to the ceiling, and thence
swooped with its whole strength down upon the enemy below. A shriek of
terror rang from Wally's lips, Afra saved herself in a corner, the
narrow hut was almost filled with the rushing monster who no longer
heard his mistress's voice, but dashed again and again at Joseph with
his terrible beak striving to strike his talons into the man's side. It
was one wild confusion of fighting fists and wings, in which feathers
flew about, and the walls grew red where Joseph's bleeding hands
touched them. "My knife, if I could only get at my knife," he cried.
Wally tore the door open. "Out, Joseph, out into the open air; in this
narrow hole thou can do nothing with him."
But Joseph the bear-slayer had no idea of running away from a vulture.
"The devil take me if I stir from the spot," he said with a groan. For
one moment longer the battle wavered. Then Joseph, his face pressed
against the wall, managed with his iron fists to seize the vulture by
the claws, and with giant strength forced down the struggling animal as
in a trap whilst it hacked at his hands and arms with its beak. "Now my
knife, draw out my knife--I have no hand free," he cried to Wally.
But Wally used the moment otherwise; she sprang by, and threw a thick
cloth over the vulture's head. It was easy for her now to tie its feet
together with a cord, so as to render it helpless, and Joseph flung it
on the ground. Trembling and without strength the proud animal
exhausted itself in struggles in the cloth on the floor, and Joseph
taking up his gun, began to load it.
"What art thou doing there?" asked Wally astonished.
"Loading my gun," he said, setting his teeth with the pain of his torn
hands. When it was loaded, he took the captive bird up from the floor,
and flung it out of the hut into the open air. Then placing himself at
a little distance, he took aim, and said low and imperiously to Wally,
"Now let him loose."
"_What_ am I to do?" said Wally, who could not believe she had heard
aright.
"Let him fly!"
"What for?"
"That I may shoot him. Doesn't thee know that no true hunter shoots his
game excepting on the spring or on the wing?"
"For God's sake," cried Wally, "thou wouldn't shoot me my Hansl?"
Joseph, in his turn, looked at her wonderingly. "Thou'd have me let the
rabid brute live, perhaps?" he said.
"Joseph," said Wally, stepping resolutely up to him, "leave me my
Hansl untouched. I fought with the old one for the bird at the risk
of my life, I've brought him up from the nest, no one loves me as he
does--he's my only one, all that I have in the world--thou shall do
nothing to my Hansl."
"Indeed," said Joseph sharply and bitterly, "the devil nearly tore out
my eyes, and I shall do nothing to him?"
"He didn't know thee. How can a bird help it that he has no more sense?
Thou'll never revenge thyself on a beast without understanding?"
Joseph stamped his foot. "Unbind him that he may fly," he said, "or
I'll shoot him in a heap, as he is." He took aim again with his rifle.
All the hot blood flew to Wally's head, and she forgot everything but
her favourite. "That we will see," she cried in flaming anger, "whether
thou'll dare to lay hands on my property. Put down the gun. The bird is
mine! Dost hear? _Mine_. And none shall hurt or harm him when I am by,
come what will. Away with the gun, or thou shall learn to know who _I_
am!" And she struck the gun out of his hand with a swift blow, so that
the charge went off, rattling against the wall of rock.
There was something in her demeanour that subdued the strong young
fellow, the mighty bear-hunter, for he picked up his gun with apparent
composure, saying with bitter scorn, "Please thyself for all I care;
I'll not touch thy hook-beaked sweetheart; he's like enough the only
one thou'll ever have in thy life! Thou--thou's nothing but the
Vulture-Wally."
And without deigning even to look at her again he tore his
pocket-handkerchief into strips, and tried to bind up his torn hands
with it. Wally sprung forward and would have helped him; now for the
first time she saw how severe the wounds were, and it was as if her own
heart were bleeding at the sight. "O Heavens, lad, what hands thou'st
got!" she cried out. "Come, and I'll wash them and dress them for
thee."
But Joseph shoved her aside. "Let be--Afra can do it," he said.
He went into the hut. An anguish as of death came over Wally; she
suddenly understood that she had made Joseph her enemy, perhaps for
ever, and she felt as if she must die at the thought. As though
suddenly crushed, she followed him in, and her eye watched the stranger
as she bound up Joseph's hands, with jealous hatred.
"Joseph," said she in a stifled voice, "thee mustn't think that I don't
care for thy wounds, because I wouldn't let thee shoot my Hansl. If it
could have made thy hands whole, thou might have shot Hansl first, and
me after him; but it would have done thee no good."
"It's no matter, there's no need to excuse thyself," said Joseph,
turning away. "Afra," he continued to the girl, "can thou go on now?"
"Yes," she said.
"Make thyself ready then, we'll go."
Wally turned pale. "Joseph, thou must rest thyself a little longer.
I've given thee nothing yet to eat; I will cook thee something at once,
or would thou sooner have a draught of milk?"
"I thank thee kindly; but we must go so as to be home before nightfall.
It no longer rains, and Afra can walk again now." And with these words
he helped the girl to get ready, slung his gun over his shoulder, and
took his alpenstock in his hand.
Wally picked up one of the feathers which had fallen from Hansl in the
struggle, and stuck it in Joseph's hat. "Thou must wear the feather,
Joseph. Thou ought to wear it, for thou conquered the vulture, and he'd
have been thy booty if thou'd not given him to me."
But Joseph took the feather out of his hat. "Thou may mean well," he
said, "but the feather I'll not wear. I'm not accustomed to share my
booty with girls."
"Then take the vulture altogether, I'll give him to thee; only I pray
thee, let him live," urged Wally breathlessly.
Joseph looked at her in wonder. "What has come to thee?" he said, "I'll
take nothing from thee on which thy heart is so set; one day perhaps I
may take a live bear, and if so I'll bring it up to thee that the party
may be complete. But till then, thou'll see no more of me; I might
happen to shoot the bird yet if I came across him anywhere, so I'd
better keep away from his haunts! God be with thee, and thanks for the
shelter thou's given us." So saying he walked proudly and quietly out
of the hut.
Afra stooped down and picked up the feather that Joseph had thrown
away. "Give me the feather," she said; "I'll lay it in my prayer-book,
and so often as I see it I will say a Pater Noster for thee."'
"As thou will," said Wally gloomily; she had scarcely heard what Afra
had said. Her bosom heaved and throbbed, and in her ears there was a
rushing noise as though the tempest was still raging round her. She
followed the departing guests out of the hut. The storm had passed
away; the veil of black clouds hung raggedly down, and through the
rents sparkled the wet, far-gleaming distance. But for the sullen
mutterings of the Thunder-god as he withdrew, and the roar of the
waters as they rushed down the gullies into the depths, all around was
tranquil and silent, and a white shroud of snow and hail stones had
spread itself upon the mountains.
Wally stood motionless, her hands pressed upon her bosom. "He never
thinks how poor one must be to set one's heart so upon a bird," said
she to herself. Then she stooped down and freed the half-numbed animal
that climbed, staggering, on to her arm and looked at her with
intelligence, as if to ask her forgiveness. "Aye, thou may look at me,"
she sobbed; "oh, Hansl, Hansl, what hast thou done for me!"
She sat down on the door-step of her little hut, and wept from the very
bottom of her heart till she was weary of the sound of her own sobbing.
She looked up to where a high wall of snow rose perpendicularly behind
her, down to where on the right hand and on the left death had prepared
his cold nest in the snowy hollows,--away into the grey distance, where
long streaks of rain cloud hung down from heaven to earth, and suddenly
she felt again as she had felt on the first day, that she was alone in
the wilderness--and must stay there.
CHAPTER X.
The Mistress of the Sonnenplatte.
Again a year had gone by, a hard year for Wally; for when her lonely
summer in the wilds was ended and Stromminger had sent to fetch the
flocks home, she had gone down into the Schnalser valley on the other
side of the Ferner where she was quite a stranger, and there had sought
service. To the Rofeners she would not return, as she must again have
rejected their suit. But it was just as hard to find employment with
the vulture here as it had been in the Oetz valley, and at last she
gave up all thought of remuneration, only to be taken in with Hansl.
Naturally her lot was a forlorn one--for on account of this folly, as
they called it, she was often turned away or scornfully treated by the
women; and often she had to defend herself stoutly against the rude
importunities of the men, who, here as everywhere, admired the
beautiful girl. Nevertheless she bore it all steadfastly, for she was
too proud to lament and complain of a burden she had laid on herself of
her own free will. But she grew hard under it, hard and ever harder,
just as the good pastor had forewarned her. The ghosts of all the
murdered joys of her young life haunted her and cried out for revenge;
in the short spring time of life three lost years count for much. Other
young girls weep and lament over a lost dance. Wally did not weep for
all the lost dances, for all the thousand pleasures of her youth, she
grieved only for her wasted love; and her spirit, on which no ray of
happiness had shone, waxed sour and hard like a fruit that has matured
in the shade.
Again the spring time came, and again Wally ascended the Ferner. It was
a bitter spring and a stormy summer; rain, snow, and hail succeeded
each other in turns, so that her clothes often did not dry the whole
day through, and for weeks together she breathed the damp atmosphere of
an impenetrable chaos of drizzling clouds, through which, as before the
first day of Creation, no ray of light would dawn. And, in her soul,
the vast outer chaos reproduced itself in little, gloom reflected
gloom. The whole world as yet was but a dark and troubled dream like
the cloud drifts around her--and God came not, who alone could say,
"Let there be Light."
One day, however, after endless weeks of darkness, He spoke again the
mighty word of creation, and a gleam of sunshine shot through the
clouds and parted them, and gradually there emerged from the chaos a
fair and well-ordered world, with mountains and valleys, pastures and
lakes and forests; it was spread out suddenly complete before her eyes,
and she felt as if she also were now first suddenly roused to life--as
was once the mother of mankind--that she might rejoice in this world
that God had made so beautiful, not for Himself alone, but for those
beings whom He had created to take delight in it with Him.
Was it possible there should be no happiness in so fair a world? And
wherefore had God set her, this hapless Eve, up here in the desert,
where he for whom she had been born could never find her? "Oh! yonder,
down yonder--enough of these lonely heights!" a voice cried suddenly
within her, and all at once the wild yearning for life, for love, for
happiness broke forth, so that she longingly stretched out her arms
towards the smiling, sunny world that lay below at her feet.
"Wally, thou must come down at once. Thy father's dead." The shepherd
boy stood before her.
Wally stared at him as if dreaming. Was it a vision called up by her
own heart, that even now had cried out so rebelliously for happiness?
She grasped the lad by the shoulder as though to assure herself that he
was indeed there, and it was no trick of the imagination. He repeated
the message. "The place in his foot got worse and worse, then it
mortified, and he died this morning. Now thou's mistress at the farm,
and Klettenmaier sends thee greeting."
Then it was true, really true! the messenger of release, of peace, of
liberty stood before her in the flesh. For this it was that God had
shown her the earth so fair, as though He would say to her beforehand,
"See, this is now thine own, come down and take that which I have given
thee."
She went silently into the hut and closed the door. Then she knelt down
and thanked God, and prayed--prayed again, for the first time in many
weeks, ardently, from the depth of her soul; and hot tears for the
father who was now for ever gone--whom living she could not and dared
not love as a child--welled up from her released and reconciled heart.
Then she went down to the home, that now at last was again a home to
her, where her foot once more trod her own soil, her own hearth. Old
Klettenmaier stood at the gate and joyfully waved his cap when she
arrived; the servant-girl who, two years before, had been so rude to
her, came weeping and submissive to give her the keys, and at the
sitting-room door she was received by Vincenz.
"Wally," he began, "thou'st used me very badly, but--"
Wally interrupted him quietly but severely. "Vincenz, if I've done thee
any wrong, may God punish me as it shall please Him. I cannot regret it
nor make it good to thee, nor do I ask thee for forgiveness. Now thou
know'st my mind, and all I pray thee is, leave me to myself."
And without vouchsafing him another glance, she went in to where the
body of her father lay, and locked the door. She stood by it, tearless.
She had been able to weep for the transfigured father, freed from the
"tenement of clay;" but standing by that form of clay itself, which
with a heavy fist had marred her and her life, which had struck her
down and trodden on her--she could shed no tears, she was as if made of
stone.
Quietly she said a Pater Noster, but she did not kneel to say it. As
she had stood motionless, self-possessed before her living father, so
now she stood before him dead; only without resentment, reconciled by
death.
Then she went into the kitchen to prepare a supper by the time the
neighbours should come for the night to pray and to watch the dead. It
kept all hands busy, and by midnight the room was so full of watchers
that she could hardly provide enough to eat and to drink. For the
richer a peasant is, the more neighbours come to the watching and
praying by the corpse.
Wally looked on with silent aversion. Here lay a dead man--and so they
ate and drank like so many flies! The dull hum and bustle were so
strange to her after the sublime stillness of her mountain home, and
struck her as so small and pitiful, that involuntarily she wished
herself back again on the silent heights. Speechless and indifferent
she passed to and fro between the noisy eating and drinking groups, and
people said how much she resembled her dead father. On the third day
was the funeral. From far and near people of the neighbouring hamlets
came to it, partly to pay the last respect to the important and
dreaded chief-peasant, partly to "make all straight" with the wicked
Vulture-maiden, who now was mistress of all the great possessions of
the Strommingers. Hitherto, indeed, she had been only an "incendiary"
and a "ne'er do weel;" but now she was the wealthiest owner in all the
mountain range, and that made all the difference.
Wally felt the change keenly, and she knew too whence it came. When she
saw now after the funeral the same people stand before her with bent
backs and obsequious grins, who, but one year before, had turned her
from their doors with scorn and flouting when, starving with cold and
hunger, she had asked them for work--then she turned away with
loathing--then, and from that hour she despised mankind.
The curé of Heiligkreuz came too, and the Klötze from Rofen. Now was
the moment for making at least an outward return for all their goodness
to her when she had been poor and abandoned, and she distinguished them
from all the others and kept with them only. When the funeral feast was
over and the guests had at last dispersed, the priest of Heiligkreuz
remained with her yet a little while, and spoke many good words to her.
"Now you are mistress over many servants," he said, "but remember that
he who does not know how to govern himself will not know how to govern
others. It is an old saying, that 'he who cannot obey, cannot command';
learn to obey, my child, that you may be able to command."
"But, your reverence, whom am I to obey? There's no one here now that
has any orders to give me."
"God."
Wally was silent.
"See here," said the curé, taking something from the pocket of his
wide-skirted coat. "I have long meant this for you, ever since the time
you were with me, but you could not have taken it with you in your
wanderings." He took out of a box a small neatly-carved image of a
saint with a little pedestal of wood.
"See, this is your patron saint, the holy Wallburga. Do you remember
what I said to you about hard and soft wood, and about the good God who
can carve a saint out of a knotty stick?"
"Yes, yes," said Wally.
"Well, you see, in order that you may not forget it, I have had a
little image brought for me from Sölden. Hang it up over your bed, and
pray before it diligently--that will do you good."
"I thank your reverence very much," said Wally, evidently delighted, as
she took the fragile object carefully in her hard hands. "I will be
sure always to remember when I look at it, how well you explained the
meaning of it all to me. And this is how the holy Wallburga looked! Oh,
she must indeed have been a sweet and lovely woman; but who could be so
good and so pious as that?"
And as Klettenmaier came towards her across the courtyard, she held the
figure out to him and cried, "See, Klettenmaier, what I have had given
me; it is the holy Wallburga, my patron saint. We will send his
reverence the first fine lamb that is dropped, as a present."
The good priest put in a sincere protest against this kind of return,
but Wally, in her pleasure, paid no heed.
When the curé was gone, she went into her room and nailed the carved
figure with the sacred images over her bed, and all round, like a
wreath, she placed the pack of cards that had been old Luckard's. Then
she went to see what there was to do in the farm or in the house.
"Hansl," she cried as she passed the vulture who was perched on the
wood-shed, "_we_ are the masters now!" And the sense of mastery after
her long servitude pervaded her whole being, as intoxicating wine drunk
in deep draughts fills the veins of an exhausted man.
In the courtyard the servants hired by Vincenz were all assembled, and
Vincenz himself was amongst them. He had grown haggard, his face was of
a yellow paleness, and on the back of his head in the midst of his
thick black hair he had a bald place like a tonsure; his glaring eyes
lay deep in their sockets, like the eyes of a wolf lurking in a crevice
for his prey.
"What is it?" asked Wally, standing still. The upper servant, erewhile
so rude, approached with timid subserviency.
"We only wished to ask thee if thou's meaning to send us away because
we treated thee so badly while the master was alive? Thou knows we
could only do what he would have done."
"You did only your duty," said Wally quietly. "I send none away unless
I find him dishonest or a bad servant. And if you left off bowing and
bending before me, you'd please me better. Go to your work that I may
see what you can do, that's better worth than fooleries."
The people separated; Vincenz remained, his eyes fixed glowingly on
Wally; she turned and stretched out her hand against him. "One only I
banish from my hearth and home--thee, Vincenz," she said.
"Wally!" cried Vincenz, "this--this in return for all I did for thy
father."
"What thou did for my father as his steward, so long as he was lame,
that thou shall get a return for. I give thee the meadows that adjoin
thy farm and round off thy land; that I think will repay thee thy
time and trouble, and if not, say so--I'll be beholden to thee for
nothing--ask what thou will but get thee from before my eyes."
"I want nought--I'll have nought but thee, Wally. All is one to me
without thee. Thou'st well nigh murdered me, thou'st ill used me every
time I've ever seen thee--and--the devil's in it--I cannot give thee
up. Look here--I did it all for thee. For thee I'd commit a murder--for
thee I'd sell my soul's salvation--and thou thinks to put me off with a
few meadows? Thou thinks to be free of me so? Thou may offer me all
thou hast--all thy land and the Oetzthal into the bargain--I'd fling it
back to thee if thou didn't give me thyself. Look at me--my very marrow
is wasting away--I don't know how it is, but for one single kiss from
thee, I'd give thee all my lands and goods and starve for the rest of
my days. Now send a clerk to reckon once again with how many pounds and
acres thou'll be rid of me!" And with a glance of the wildest and
bitterest defiance at the astonished Wally he left the farmyard.
She was awed by him--she had never before seen him thus; she had had a
glimpse into the depths of an unfathomable passion, and she wavered
between horror and pity.
"What is there in me," she thought, "that the lads are all such fools
about me?"
Ah, and only one came not; the only one that she would have
had--despised her. And if--if meantime he were already married? The
thought took away her breath. She thought again of the stranger that he
had brought with him across the Hochjoch--but no--she was only a
servant maid!
And yet something must happen soon! She was rich and important now, she
might venture to take a step towards him! But all her maidenly pride
stood in arms at the thought, and "Wait--wait," was still all that was
left to her.
She felt driven restlessly through house and fields; soon it was
apparent that she was spoilt for the village life; week followed week,
and she could not accustom herself to it. She was and she remained the
child of Murzoll--the wild Wally. She scorned pitilessly all that
seemed to her petty or foolish, she could bind herself to no
regularity, no customs, no habits. She feared no one--she had forgotten
what fear was, up there on the Ferner, and she met the smaller life
below with the same iron front that had defied the terrors of the
elements. Mighty and strong of body and soul she stood among the
villagers like a being of another world. She had become a stranger in
the boorish herd who stared at her with distrust and dislike--as boors
always stare at that which is unfamiliar--but who nevertheless dared
not approach too near to the great proprietress. But the girl was
sensible of their hostility, as of the mean cowardice which, while it
spoke her fair to her face, betrayed its hatred behind her back.
"I ask leave of no one," was her haughty motto, and so she did whatever
her wild spirit prompted. When she was in the humour, she would work
all day like a labourer to incite the lazy servants, and if one of them
was not up to the mark in his work, she would impatiently snatch it
from his hand and do it herself. At other times she would spend the
whole day in melancholy dreaming, or she would wander about the
mountains so that people began to think her mind was unsettled. The men
and maids meanwhile did as they pleased, and the neighbours maliciously
whispered to each other that in this fashion she would let everything
go to ruin.
While she thus set herself against all rule and order, she was on the
other hand stern even to hardness in matters which the other peasants
passed over much less strictly. If she detected a servant in dishonesty
or false dealing she at once gave information to the justices. If any
one ill-used a beast, she would seize him by the collar and shake him,
beside herself with rage. If one of her people came home drunk in the
evening, she would have him ignominiously locked out to pass the night
out-of-doors, whether in rain or snow. If she discovered any
immorality, the culprit that same hour was turned out of the house. For
her spirit was chaste and pure as the glaciers with whom she had so
long dwelt in solitude, and all the lovemaking and whispering, the
meetings and serenadings that went on around her, filled her with
horror.
All this gained her a reputation for unsparing hardness, and made her
to be feared as her father had been before her.
Nevertheless she seemed to have bewitched all the young men. Not only
her possessions;--no, she--she herself with all her strangeness was
what the lads desired to win. When she stood before them, tall, as
though standing on higher ground, slim and yet so strongly and
proudly built that her close-laced bodice could hardly contain her
nobly-moulded form, when she raised her arm, strong and nervous as a
youth's, against them threateningly, whilst a lightning flash of scorn
flamed like a challenge from her large black eyes--then a wild fire of
love and strife seized the lads, and they would wrestle with her as if
for life or death only to win a single kiss. But then woe to them, for
they had not the strength to conquer this woman, and must go their way
with scorn and derision. He was yet to come who alone could cope with
her--would he ever come? Enough, she awaited him.
"He that can say of me I ever gave him a kiss, him will I marry, but he
that's not strong enough to win that kiss by force--Wallburga
Stromminger was not born for him!" she said haughtily one day, and soon
the saying was reported in all the surrounding neighbourhood, and the
young men came from far and near to try their luck and take her at her
word. It became indeed a point of honour to be a suitor of the wild
Wallburga, as any rash adventure is thought honourable by a man of
strength and courage.
Soon there was not a man of marriageable age in all the three valleys
who had not striven to conquer Wally and to wrest the kiss from her,
but not one had succeeded. And she triumphed in the wild game and in
her mighty strength, for she knew that she was talked of far and near,
and that Joseph would often hear of her; and she thought that now he
must at last think it worth the trouble to come and carry off the
prize, if it were only to prove his strength--as that day when he had
gone to slay the bear. If only he were here, she thought, why should he
not fall in love with her like all the others,--above all, if she
showed to him how sweet and friendly she could be?
But he never came. Instead, there came one day to the "Stag" which
adjoined Wally's kitchen-garden, the messenger from Vent. Wally, who
was at that moment weeding, heard Joseph's name spoken and listened
behind the hedge to the messenger's narration.
Since his mother's death Joseph Hagenbach goes oftener to the "Lamb" at
Zwieselstein--was the man's story--and a love affair is talked about
between him and the pretty Afra, the barmaid at the "Lamb." Only
yesterday he was up there, and dined alone with Afra at the guest's
table while the hostess stayed in the kitchen. Suddenly the bull broke
loose, and ran through the village like a whirlwind; a hornet had stung
him in the ear. All fled to their houses and shut to the doors, and the
innkeeper of the "Lamb" is about to do the same, when he sees his
youngest child, a girl of five, lying in the road. She couldn't get up,
for the children had been playing coaches, and the little one was
harnessed to a heavy wheel-barrow when the cry was raised that the bull
was loose; the other children ran off, but little Liese with the heavy
barrow could not so quickly get away; she fell and entangled herself in
the rope, and there she lies right in the middle of the road, and the
brute is snorting quite close to her with his horns lowered. There is
no time to untie the child or to carry it off, barrow and all; the bull
is there; the father and Afra scream so that they can be heard all
through the village,--but all at once Joseph is on the spot, and
thrusts a hay-fork into the side of the beast. The bull bellows
and turns upon Joseph, and out of the windows, every one cries for
help--but no one comes to help him. He seizes the bull by the horns,
and with the strength of a giant forces him back a step or two whilst
the bull struggles with him. Meanwhile the father has had time to fetch
the child, and now the question is what will become of Joseph, whom all
have left in the lurch? Afra wrings her hands and screams for help, the
bull has forced Joseph with his horns to the ground and is about to
trample on him, when from below Joseph strikes him in the neck with his
knife, so that the blood spurts out all over him. The bull now begins
to kick, lifting Joseph who holds tight on to his horns, then rushes
furiously forward a little way, dragging Joseph with him, half in the
air, and half on the ground: Joseph meanwhile, who wants to bring him
to a stand-still again, never losing his hold. By this time the bull is
bleeding from five wounds, and gradually getting weaker; once or twice
Joseph finds his feet again, but each time the brute regains the
mastery, and with desperate leaps hurries him on. The peasants have
recovered themselves now and come out, the host of the "Lamb" at their
head, to help Joseph with hay-forks and knives. But the bull hears the
uproar behind him, and once more lowering his horns flings himself,
with Joseph, against a closed barn door, so that every one thought
Joseph must be crushed; but the door gives way under the blow and
flies open, the bull rushes into the shed, and there wallows in his
death-struggle among ladders, carts, and ploughs, so that all fall in
confusion one over another. Joseph however swings himself up to a beam
and throws the door to, so that the raging animal shall not get out
again; the people outside hear him barricade the door; he is shut up in
that narrow space alone with the brute, and those outside can do
nothing. They hear the stamping and storming, the bellowing and uproar
within, and shudder at the sound. At last all is still. After an
anxious interval, the door is opened, and Joseph comes staggering
forward bathed in blood and sweat. They suppose the bull is dead, but
Joseph says it were a pity to kill so fine a beast, that his wounds
could be healed and were none of them in a vital part.
In the barn all is in confusion, everything upset, trampled, and
crushed, but the bull lies with all four legs tied and fastened to the
floor; he lies motionless on his side, snorting and gasping, like a
calf in a butcher's cart. Joseph has subdued the bull and bound him,
alive--all by himself. There is no one like him.
When they came back with Joseph to the "Lamb," Afra fell on his neck
before all the people, crying and sobbing, and the hostess brought
Liese to him in her arms, and would have treated him to the best in the
house--but Joseph was in no mood for any more merry-making. He drank
one draught in his raging thirst, and then went home. The whole village
was full of him, and that evening there was a great drinking-bout in
his honour, that lasted far into the night.
This was the news the messenger brought from Vent, and again there was
much talking about Joseph Hagenbach, and all the folks wondered that he
should never come up here after Wally. The mistress of the Sonnenplatte
had so many suitors--only Joseph seemed to wish to have nothing to do
with her.
Wally left her place by the hedge: the words brought a hot blush of
shame to her brow. Thus it was then that people spoke of her,--that
Joseph would have nothing to say to her? And it was Afra that he was
following? That was the same girl that he had brought with him over the
Ferner the year before, and had been so careful of even then.
She sat down on a stone and covered her face with both hands. A storm
raged within her, a storm of love, admiration, jealousy. Her heart was
as though torn in pieces. She loved him--loved him as she had never
done before, as though the panting breath with which she had followed
the narration of his deed had fanned the glimmering spark into a
glowing flame. Again, then--again he had done what no other could
accomplish, but she had no part in it--for Afra's master it had been
done, for love of Afra! Was it possible? must she give way to a
maid-servant--she, the daughter of the Strommingers? Was not she the
richest, and as all the young men told her, the most beautiful maid in
all the land? Far and wide, was there one that could compare with her
for strength and power? Was not she, and she alone, his equal, and
should they two not come together? There was but the one Joseph in the
world, and should he not belong to her? Should he throw himself away on
Afra, on a miserable beggar girl? No, it could not be, it was
impossible. Why, after all, should he not go to the Lamb, without its
being for Afra's sake? He wandered about so much in the course of
hunting, and the Lamb was at Zwieselstein, exactly where all the cross
roads met. "O Joseph, Joseph, come to me," she moaned aloud, and threw
herself with her face upon the ground, as if to cool its burning heat
in the little dewy leaves. Then all at once she remembered how the
messenger had said that Afra had thrown herself on Joseph's neck when
he came back to the inn. She shuddered at the thought. And suddenly she
pictured to herself how it would be if she were Joseph's wife, and if,
when after such a struggle he came home weary, wounded, and bleeding,
she had the right to receive him in her arms, to refresh him, to
comfort him. How she would wash his hot brow and bind his wounds and
lay him to rest on her heart till he fell asleep under her caresses!
She had never thought of such things before, but now, as they crowded
on her, she was thrilled by a hitherto unknown sense--as an opening
flower trembles when it bursts the encasing bud.
In this moment she ripened into a woman, but, wild and ungovernable as
all her feelings were, that which made her womanly stirred up all the
hidden and sleeping powers of evil in her soul, and a fearful tempest
raged within her.
The evening breeze swept coldly over her, she felt it not; night came
on, and the ever-peaceful stars looked down with wondering eyes on the
writhing form, as she lay on the earth in the night dews and tore her
hair.
"The mistress wasn't in again all last night," said the housekeeper
next morning to the underservants. "What is it, think you, that she
does all night?" And they laid their heads together and whispered to
each other.
But they all scattered like spray before the wind when Wally came
towards them across the courtyard from the kitchen-garden; she was
pale, and looked prouder and more imperious than ever. And so she
continued; from that day forth she was changed, unjust, capricious,
irritable, so that no one dared speak to her but old Klettenmaier, who
always had more influence with her than any one else. And withal she
carried her haughtiness in everything to the farthest point; her
last word was always "the mistress"--for "the mistress" nothing was
good enough--"the mistress" would not be pleased with this or with
that--"the mistress" might permit herself things which no one else
could venture on, and many another such provocation.
Every day she dressed herself as if it were Sunday, and had new clothes
made, and even a silver necklace brought from Vent with all sorts of
pendants in filigree-work, so heavy and costly that the like had never
before been seen in the valley. At the feast of Corpus Christi she left
off her mourning for her father and appeared in the procession so
resplendent with silver and velvet and silk that the people could
hardly say their prayers for gazing at her. It was the first time that
she had joined in a procession, and indeed no one knew exactly what
kind of a Christian she might be; but it was clear that she only went
now to show her new clothes and her necklace, because most of the
people of the canton from as far up as Vent, and as far down as
Zwieselstein, were assembled there.
When she knelt down there was a rustling and jingling of stiff silks
and plaitings and tinkling silver, and it seemed to say, "See, no one
can have all this but the mistress of the Sonnenplatte!"
It happened that as the last Gospel was being read a slight confusion
arose in the procession, and some people who had been behind were now
walking before her. They were the hostess of the Lamb at Zwieselstein
and the pretty slim Afra; she found herself close to Wally, and nodded
to her, then looked back at Joseph, who was walking behind with the
men--so at least it seemed to Wally. Afra looked so lovely at this
instant, that for sheer jealousy Wally forgot to return her salute.
Then she heard Afra say to her companion, "See there, that is the
Vulture-maiden, that let her vulture tear Joseph to pieces nearly! Now
she'll not even take my good-day--and yet I've said many a Pater Noster
for her."
"Thou might have spared thyself the trouble then," Wally broke in, "I
want none to pray for me--that I can do for myself."
"But as it seems to me, thou doesn't do it," retorted Afra.
"I've no need to pray as much as other folk; I've enough and to spare,
and don't need to pray to God like a poor maid-servant, who must say a
Pater Noster whenever she's in want of a new shoe-ribbon."
The angry blood mounted in Afra's face. "Oh, for that matter, a
shoe-ribbon that's been prayed for may bring more happiness than a
silver necklace that's been got in a godless way."
"Yes, yes," said the hostess, putting in her word, "Afra's in the right
there."
"If my necklace doesn't please thee, walk behind me, then thou'll not
see it; nor does it become the mistress of the Sonnenplatte to walk
behind a servant wench."
"It'd do thee no harm to tread in Afra's footsteps--that I tell thee
plainly," retorted the innkeeper's wife.
"Shame on you, hostess, to lower yourself by taking part with your own
maid," cried Wally with flashing eyes. "He who doesn't value himself,
none other will value!"
"Oh! then a maid-servant's not a human soul!" said Afra, trembling from
head to foot. "A silk gown though, makes no difference to the good God;
He sees what's beneath it, a good heart or a bad!"
"Yes, truly," cried Wally with an outbreak of hatred, "it's not every
one can have so good a heart as thine--above all towards the lads. Go
to the Devil!"
"Wally!" exclaimed Afra, and the tears rushed from her eyes. But she
had to be silent, for at this moment the procession had again reached
the church, the last benediction was pronounced, and the procession
broke up. Wally shot by Afra like a queen, so that she had to cling to
her companion; she had almost run over the girl, and every one turned
to look after her. The men said no more beautiful maid was to be found
in all the Tyrol, but the women were bursting with envy.
"She looks rather different now to what she did up on the Hochjoch,
with a dog's hole to live in and neither combed nor coiffed--like a
wild thing!" said Joseph, who was standing not far off, and looked at
her with wondering eyes; then he nodded a farewell to Afra, and quitted
the crowd; he wanted to be home by midday.
But Afra hastened after Wally. Her pretty blue eyes sparkled with
tears, like water sprinkled on a fire; she was beside herself with
anger, and so was the innkeeper's wife. They caught up Wally at the
village inn. She too was in the most terrible agitation; she had seen
the affectionate familiar farewell that Joseph had nodded to Afra, and
to her--to her, as she believed--he had not vouchsafed a single glance.
And now he was gone, and all the hopes betrayed that she had set on
this day's doings. This Afra! all her anger was centered on her, she
could have trampled her under foot. And here was Afra standing before
her, stopping her way and speaking to her with angry defiance--she, the
low servant-girl!
"Mistress" Afra brought out breathlessly, "thou's said a thing that I
cannot let pass, for it touches my character--what did thou mean by
saying I had a good heart towards the lads? I will know what lay behind
those words!"
"Dost wish to make a quarrel with Wallburga Stromminger," cried Wally,
and her flashing eyes looked straight down upon the girl. "Dost think
I'd enter into strife with such a one as thou?"
"With such a one as me," cried the girl, "what sort of one am I then?
I'm a poor maid and have had none to care for me, but I've done no one
any harm, nor set fire to any one's house. I've no need to put up with
anything from _thee_--know that."
Wally started as though stung by a snake.
"A wench art thou, a shameless servant wench that throws thyself on a
lad's neck before every one," she cried, forgetting herself and every
thing, so that the people crowded round her.
"What? who? whose neck?" stammered the girl, turning pale.
"Shall I tell thee? Shall I?"
"Yes, speak out; I have a good conscience, and the mistress of the Lamb
here, she can testify that it is not true."
"Indeed--not true! is it not true that two years ago, when thou hardly
knew Joseph, he dragged thee with him over the Hochjoch, and had to
carry thee half the way because thou made as though thou could walk no
farther? Is it not true thou'st never let him be since, so that
everyone names him and thee together? Is it not true thou keeps Joseph
away from other maids that have better right and were better wives for
him than thou--a vagabond serving-girl? Is it not true that only the
other day, when he had fought the bull, thou fell on his neck before
the whole village as if thou'd been his promised wife? Is none of that
true?"
Afra covered her face with her hands, and wept aloud, "Oh, Joseph,
Joseph, that I should have to put up with this."
"Be quiet, Afra," said the good natured landlady consolingly, "she has
betrayed herself, it's only her anger because Joseph doesn't run after
her and won't burn his fingers for her like the other lads. If only
Joseph were here he would make her tell a different story."
"Yes, I can well believe that he wouldn't leave his pretty sweetheart
in the lurch," said Wally, with a laugh so terribly sharp and shrill
that the sound re-echoed from the hills like a cry of pain. "Such a
sweetheart, who hangs about his neck, is no doubt more convenient than
one who must first be won, and with whom it might come to pass that
he'd have to take himself off again with scorn and mockery. The proud
bear-hunter would no doubt sooner mate with such a one than with the
Vulture-Maiden!"
The innkeeper now stepped forward. "Hearken," he said, "I've had enough
of this; the lass is a good lass--my wife and I, we answer for her, and
we'll let no harm come to her. Do thou take back thy words; I order
it--dost understand?"
Again Wally laughed aloud, "Landlord," she said. "Did thou ever hear
tell that the Vulture lets itself be ordered by the Lamb?"
Everyone laughed at the play of words, for the host of the Lamb was
proverbially called a "Lamperl,"[1] because he was a weak good-natured
man who would put up with anything.
"Aye, thou deserves thy name, thou Vulture-Wally--that thou dost."
"Make way there," Wally now exclaimed, "I've had enough of this--this
threshing of empty straw. Let me pass!" and she would have pushed Afra
on one side under the doorway.
But the innkeeper's wife held Afra by the arm.
"Nay, thou's no call to make way--get thee in first; thou'rt no worse
than she is," she said, as she tried to press through the door with
Afra in front of Wally.
Wally seized Afra by the waist, lifted her up and flung her from the
door into the arms of the nearest bystander. "First come the
mistresses, and after them the maids," she said; then passing before
everyone into the room she seated herself at the head of the table.
Everyone chuckled and clapped their hands at the audacious jest. Afra
cried and was so abashed that she would not go in, and the innkeeper
and his wife took her home.
"Only wait, Afra," said the good woman consolingly on the way home,
"I'll send Joseph to her, and he will take her in hand." But Afra only
shook her head and said no one would do her any good; disgraced she
was, and disgraced she must remain.
"Well, but why must thou needs begin a quarrel with that bad girl of
Stromminger's," said the landlord, scolding her good-naturedly, "every
one keeps out of her way that can."
Meanwhile Wally sat within and looked out of window at Afra departing
with her companions; her heart beat so that the silver pendants to her
necklace tinkled softly.
She was called upon to eat, the vermicelli soup was getting cold; but
she found the soup bad and the mutton as tough as leather; she tossed a
gulden on the table, would take no change, and in the face of all the
astonished peasants rustled out of the house.
Just as she had done after her confirmation five years before, she tore
off her fine clothes when she got home, and flung them into the chest.
The silver necklace with its filigree work she trampled into a
shapeless mass. What good had her splendour done her? It had not helped
her to please the only one whom she desired to please. And, as once
before, she threw herself on her bed, angrily chafing against the holy
images. A piercing torment tortured her soul as if with knives. Her
eyes fell on the carved image of Wallburga above her, and then she
thought that the pain she was enduring might be the knife of God
working on her, to make out of her a Saint--as the curé had said. But
why should she be made a saint? She would so much rather be a happy
woman. And that might have been done so easily; the good God would not
have needed to carve her out for that--she would already have been
quite right just as she was!
So she murmured and rebelled against the knife of God.
CHAPTER XI.
At Last.
For some time Wally's moods had been almost unendurable. The whole
night through she would wander about in the open air; by day she was
full of unceasing and indomitable energy, labouring restlessly early
and late, and expecting every one else to do the same--an impossibility
for most people. Vincenz might now venture to call again, for he always
knew the latest news in the valley--and Wallburga had all at once grown
eager for news. When Vincenz perceived this, he made it his express
business to enquire far and near, so as always to have some new thing
to retail to Wally, who thus became gradually accustomed to see him
every day. He soon observed that she always showed more curiosity about
Sölden and Zwieselstein than about any other place, and cunning as he
was, he easily discovered the reason. He constantly brought word of the
continued intimacy between Joseph and Afra; it was news that threw
Wally into the most frightful agitation, but he feigned not to perceive
this, and cautiously avoiding any mention of his own love, succeeded in
making her feel secure and trustful with him. But he was consumed with
jealousy of Joseph; that Hagenbach was the curse of his life. There was
no glory in which he had not anticipated him, no deed of valour in
which he had not stood before him, no match at skittles or at shooting
at which he had not carried off the prize, and now he had taken from
him Wally's heart also--Wally's heart, which his persistent suit might
perhaps have won, had not Joseph been there. "Why does God Almighty
pour everything down on one man and deal so niggardly with another?"
growled Vincenz, and tormented himself secretly as much as Wally did.
If they had only done their lamentations and grumbling together, it
would have been enough to desolate the whole Oetz valley!
One evening--it was in haytime--Wally was helping to load a large
hay-cart; the load was ready and only the great crossbar had to be set
in its place, but the hay was piled so high that the men could not
throw it across. When they had got it half way up, they let it slip
again, laughing and playing foolish tricks the while. Wally's patience
all at once gave way. "Get out, you blockheads," she exclaimed, and
mounted on the waggon, pushing the men to right and left out of her
way; then drawing in the rope, she pulled up the crosstree, seized hold
of one end of it with both her rounded arms, and with a single jerk
hoisted it on to the waggon. A shout of admiration broke from all; the
girls laughed at the men for not being able to do what a woman had
done, and the men scratched their heads and thought that all could not
be as it should be with the mistress, and that the devil must have a
hand in it.
Wally stood on the waggon, and looked at the red setting sun. In her
attitude and on her features was an expression of proud satisfaction;
once more she had felt the certainty that not one was her equal, and
strong in her sense of power, she was ready to challenge the whole
world.
At that moment Vincenz came up. "Wally," he called out to her, "thou
looks like Queen Potiphar on the elephant. If Joseph had seen Potiphar
like that, for certain he'd not have been so bashful."
Wally turned crimson at these offensive words, and sprang down from the
waggon. "I forbid such jests with me," she said, when she was on the
ground.
"Nay," disclaimed Vincenz, "I meant no harm; but thou looked so
handsome up there, it came out without thinking: it shall not happen
again."
They walked on silently together.
"What news is stirring?" asked Wally at last, according to custom.
"Not much," said Vincenz; "they say that Hagenbach is going to take the
maid Afra to the dance at Sölden on St. Peter's Day. I heard it from
the messenger who had had to fetch a new pair of shoes from Imst for
Afra, and a silk neckerchief, and Joseph paid for them." Wally bit her
lips and said nothing, but Vincenz saw what was passing in her mind.
"I tell thee what," said Vincenz, "we also do things in style on St.
Peter's Day, and if the peasant-mistress would come, there would be a
feast to be talked of far and wide; come for once with me to the
dance."
Wally gave her head a short toss. "I'm the right sort to go to dances,"
she said.
"Nay go, Wally," urged Vincenz, "just for once, if it's only to spite
people."
"Much I care for them," said Wally, laughing contemptuously.
"But think a bit, people say--" he paused.
Wally stood still. "What do they say?" she asked, looking at him
piercingly.
Vincenz shrank back at the expression on her countenance, "I only mean
that they say thou's got some secret trouble. The upper servant says
thou wast out the whole night, and goes wandering about like a sick
chicken. And folk say thou'st everything heart can desire, and suitors
as many as the sand on the seashore, so if thou's not content with
that, there must be some love-sorrow on thy mind--and ever since what
happened at the Procession--"
"Well! go on!" said Wally huskily.
"Since then they say that Joseph is the only lad in the Oetz valley
that thou cares to catch--and that he won't bite."
He darted a lightning glance at Wally as he said the words; they
touched her to the quick. She had to stand still and lean her forehead
against the trunk of a tree, the blood throbbed so in her temples.
"And if it is so, if they do say such things behind my back--" she
gasped, but she could not finish; a sudden mist seemed to cloud and
confuse all her thoughts.
Vincenz gave her time to recover herself; he knew what it must be to
her, for he knew her pride. After a time he said,
"Look here, it seems to me thou'd best come with me to the dance; that
were the best way to stop peoples' mouths."
Wally drew herself up. "I go with no lad to the dance that I don't mean
to marry--that I tell thee once for all!" she said.
"If I was thee, I'd sooner marry Vincenz Gellner than die an old maid
for love of Hagenbach," said Vincenz sneeringly.
Wally looked at him with newly-awakened aversion. "I wonder thou'rt not
tired of that," she said; "when thou knows well it's all of no good."
"Wally, I ask thee for the last time, can thou not bring thyself to
think of me as a husband?"
"Never--never! sooner will I die," she said.
Vincenz' sharp and prominent cheek bones became white spots on his
yellow face; he looked almost like the vulture, glancing sideways at
Wally, as at some defenceless prey. "I'm sorry, Wally," he said, "but
I've somewhat to say to thee--something that I'd fain have spared thee,
but thou forces me to it. I've given thee a twelvemonth, and now I must
speak." He drew a written sheet of paper from his pocket. "It's nigh
upon a year since thy father died, and if thou doesn't marry me at the
year's end thy right to the farm is over."
Wally stared at him.
He unfolded the paper. "Here's thy father's will, by which he appoints
that if thou don't marry me by a twelvemonth after his death, the farm
and all belonging to it is mine, and thou gets no more than he was
bound by law to leave thee. There'll be an end then of the proud
peasant-mistress. As yet, no one knows of this. Thou can turn it over
once more, and in the end I fancy thou'll give in, sooner than go with
me before the justices, and have the will carried out."
Wally stood still, and measured Vincenz from head to foot with a
single glance of cold contempt, then said with perfect calmness: "Oh
thou pitiful fool! In _this_ net then thou'st thought to catch the
Vulture-maiden? You are a pair, thou and my father, but neither one nor
the other of you knew me. What do I care for money or property? That
which I want cannot be bought with gold, and so I care nothing for it.
On Monday will I pack up my things, and go away again, for thy guest
I'll never be--no, not for an hour. And if it gives me pain to leave
this farm, where I first saw the light--still, I've been no happier as
mistress than when I minded the cattle--and as much a stranger here as
there. So it's all for the best, and I'll leave the place, and go away
as far as I can."
Calmly she turned towards the house. A wild anguish seized Vincenz;
he threw himself at her feet, and clasped her knees. "I never meant
that," he cried, "thou mustn't go away,--for God's sake, don't serve me
so--what do I want with the farm? I only meant--my God, my God--only to
try everything!" With one hand he held Wally fast, with the other he
thrust the paper into his mouth, and tore it with his teeth. "There,
there, see, there goes the scrawl--I'll have none of the farm, if
thou'll not stay--there--there--" he strewed the fragments to the wind,
"I want nothing--nothing--only don't thou serve me so--don't go away!"
Wally looked at him in wonder. "I pity thee, Vincenz, but I cannot help
thee--no more than I myself am helped. Keep thou the farm and all that
belongs to it; my father left it to thee, and that remains the same,
although thou hast torn up the will--I'll take nothing as a gift from
thee. Everything here is hateful to me, even now--why should I wait? No
one is any good to me, nor I to any one. I'll take my Hansl, and go up
again to the mountain--that is where I belong. But if I might ask thee
one thing--tell no one till I'm gone that the farm was never mine; for
thou seest--there's one thing I cannot bear--that folk should make fun
of me. That--that drives me mad. Think of the pointing, and the scorn
when they know that the proud Wally Stromminger has been turned out of
house and home like a maidservant--I couldn't live through it. Let me
at least go forth as mistress."
"Wally," cried Vincenz, "where thou goest, I will go. Thou cannot
hinder me--the roads are free to all, and he who will, may run. If
thou'rt resolved to leave--I go with thee."
Wally looked at him with amazement, as he stood there raving before
her, and she shuddered as though she had raised some evil spirit. "What
will come of it all?" she murmured helplessly.
At this moment the messenger from Sölden was seen coming across the
meadows from the house straight towards Wally. He had a big nosegay in
his hat and in his Sunday-coat, like a bridal messenger.
"He's come to bid thee to Joseph and Afra's wedding," cried Vincenz
with a wild laugh. Wally's foot stumbled against something; she caught
hold of Vincenz, and he seized her round the waist and held her.
Meanwhile the messenger came up, and took off his hat to Wally. "Good
day to thee, Mistress. Joseph Hagenbach sends thee friendly greeting,
and asks thee to the dance on St. Peter's Day. If it's thy pleasure, he
will come up at noon and fetch thee down to the Stag. Thou'lt send an
answer by me."
If Heaven itself had opened before Wally, and Hell before Vincenz, it
would have been much the same thing.
Then it was not true about Afra! He had come to Wally--he had come
after five years of sorrow and suffering--at last, at last! The word
was spoken--the winds bore it triumphantly onwards, the breezes echoed
it back again, the white glaciers smiled at it in the evening sunshine;
Joseph the Bear-hunter bade the Vulture-maiden to the dance! The
labourers in the field shouted, the waggons swayed beneath their loads,
the vulture on the roof flapped his wings for joy--the two who belonged
to one another were come together at last!
Joy to all mankind: the race of giants would live again in this one
pair. And smiling graciously, like a Queen beneath the myrtle crown,
Wally bowed her beautiful head and told the messenger, half-bashfully,
that she should expect Joseph.
Vincenz leaned against a tree, distorted, faded, mute--a ghost of the
past.
Wally threw him a compassionate glance--he was no longer to be dreaded:
she bore a charmed life, none could hurt or harm her more. She hastened
into the house, and the servants looked at her wonderingly, such
rapture lay in her expression. But she could not stay indoors; she took
money, and went through the village like a bliss-bestowing fairy. She
entered all the poorest huts, and gave with liberal hand out of that
which she could rightfully and lawfully call her own,[2] for she had
decided irrevocably that the farm should belong to Vincenz. She was
still rich enough to give to Joseph, and to all around her--even her
rightful share of Stromminger's estate was a fortune. She must do good
to all; she could not bear alone her newly-learnt, immeasurable
happiness.
The two days before St. Peter's festival were like a fairy tale
to all the villagers. Who could now recognize the morose and bitter
Vulture-maiden in the beatified girl who moved about as though borne on
invisible wings? It had needed but this one ray of sunshine, and the
hail-stricken, frost-bitten blossom had sprung up again. An
inexhaustible power made itself felt in her bosom, a power for love as
for hatred, for joy as for pain, for self-sacrifice as for defiance.
All around her breathed more freely; it was as though a spell had been
taken off them since Wally's dark repining spirit, that had weighed
like a storm-cloud upon everything, had melted away.
"When one is as happy as I am, every one else should rejoice too," she
said; and soon it was known everywhere that it was because Joseph had
asked her to the dance--which was almost the same as asking her in
marriage--that Wally was so changed. Why should she conceal it, when in
so few days it would be known? why should she deny that she loved him
with all her heart, above everything? he deserved it all, and he loved
her in return, or he would not be coming to fetch her to the dance. It
was well for her that she dared to show all that she felt. If she met a
child she took it in her arms, and told it how, on St. Peter's Day,
Joseph the bear-hunter was coming--Joseph, who had slain the great
bear, and saved the innkeeper's little Lieserl from the mad bull, and
how they would all open their eyes, he was so tall, and so beautiful
to look at--they had never seen such a man, for there was not such
another in all the wide world. The children were quite excited, and
played all day at Bear and Joseph the bear-hunter. Then she joked
with Hansl, threatening him playfully. "Thou'rt to behave thyself
when Joseph comes, else something will happen--that I can tell
thee!" and Klettenmaier and all the best of the servants had new
holiday-clothes--they knew well enough the reason why; but Wally let
them chatter as they would about it, and was not angry.
Then again she would sit for hours quietly in her room, doing nothing,
wondering only how it had happened that Joseph had so suddenly changed
his mind; but however much she thought and thought she could not
understand why the unhoped-for happiness, so sudden, so full, so
complete, had come upon her; and she looked up at her holy images, no
longer with enmity, but with friendly eyes, and thanked them for all
the good that they had brought to her. But when she looked at the cards
that were nailed up above her bed, she laughed aloud. "Well, what do
you now say? Own that you knew nothing of what was coming!" and like
enchanted spirits that no liberating spell can call forth again into
the light, the secrets of the future stared unintelligibly at her from
these mute tokens. If only old Luckard had been there, she could have
told what it was the cards replied to Wally--but to her they were dumb,
like a cipher of which the key is lost. If Luckard had been alive, how
rejoiced she would have been! Wally would have liked to lie down and
sleep till the day of the festival, so that the time might not appear
so long. But there was no question of sleep; she could not even close
an eye by day or by night for impatience. She was always counting, "Now
so many hours more--now so many--"
At last the day was come. After breakfast Wally went to her room, and
washed herself, and combed her hair without end. Once more she was a
woman--a girl! Once more she stood before the glass, and adorned
herself, and looked to see if she were fair, if she might hope to find
favour in Joseph's eyes; and once more she had procured a new necklace,
even more beautiful than the first, and filigree pins for her hair as
well. The box was on the table before her, she took out the ornament,
and tied it above her bodice; the bright silver was as white as
the snowy pleated sleeves of her chemise and tinkled like clear
marriage-bells, and through the rose-coloured chintz curtains a dim
rosy light shed a tender mist of bridal-glow over the girl's noble
figure. When she was ready, she took from its case a meerschaum pipe
heavy with silver, such as no peasant of the country had far and
wide--a really splendid pipe--and yet she held it long in her hand,
doubting whether it were good enough for Joseph. And still there was
something else, that she took out slowly, almost timidly, looking at
the door to see if it were securely fastened; it was a small round box,
and in it there lay--a ring. She trembled as she took it out, and a
tear of unutterable joy and thankfulness glistened in her eye. She held
the ring in her folded hands, and for the first time for many days she
knelt down, and she prayed over it that the beloved one might be linked
to her for ever. And she no longer heard the rustle of her silks, and
the tinkle of her silver ornaments; she was lost in the passionate
fervour of her prayers; she pressed forward as it were to the presence
of God with the vehemence of a thankful child whose father has granted
its warmest desire.
"The mistress will never have done with dressing herself to-day," said
the maids outside, as Wally did not appear.
Already the peasants were flocking to the Stag. Whoever had feet to go
on, and Sunday-clothes to go in, would be there to-day, for the whole
village was stirred by the great event of the peasant-mistress going to
the dance with Joseph Hagenbach. The road swarmed with people, and the
landlord of the Stag had done his best, and sent for musicians to come
from Imst.
The upper maid-servant stood at the dormer-window above, and looked
down the road by which Joseph must come. Wally stood ready dressed in
her room; her heart beat like a sledge-hammer, her cheeks glowed, her
hands were icy-cold, she held her white neatly-folded handkerchief
pressed tightly to her heart--it had been her mother's wedding
handkerchief. The pipe and the ring for Joseph she had hidden away in
her pocket; so she waited motionless whilst the minutes passed by, and
this silent pause of expectation, in which her breath almost failed her
for impatience, was certainly one of the hardest experiences of her
life.
"They're coming, they're coming!" cried the maid at last. "Joseph and a
crowd of other lads from Zwieselstein and Sölden, and the landlord of
the Lamb--it's a regular procession!"
Everyone ran out into the courtyard; already the noise of the
approaching steps and voices could be heard in Wally's room. She came
out, and a general "Ah!" of admiration broke from all as she appeared.
At the same moment the procession approached the farm-gate, Joseph at
its head. She went forward to meet him, modestly but with the beaming
loftiness of a bride who is proud of her bridegroom--proud to have been
chosen by such a man.
"Joseph, art thou there?" she said, and her voice sounded soft and
loving as she had never spoken before. Joseph glanced at her with a
strange, almost a shamefaced look, and then cast his eyes down again.
Wally was startled--was it on purpose, or was it by accident? Joseph
had placed his black-cock feather upside down, as the young men are in
the habit of doing when they seek a quarrel. It could only have
happened from an oversight today!
Every one stood round and watched her; she was so anxious that she
could say no more, and he also was silent. She looked at him with eyes
full of fervent moisture, but his avoided hers. He was as much
embarrassed as she was, she thought.
"Come," he said at last, and offered his hand. She laid hers in it, and
they silently walked as far as the Stag. The strangers and all the
servants closed the procession.
As, sometimes, when we have gazed at the sun, all grows black before
us, even in full daylight, so now with Wally in the midst of her
happiness, all suddenly grew dark to her soul. She knew not how it was;
she was bewildered and hardly knew herself--it was all so different
from what she had imagined.
A noisy countrydance was beginning as they entered the Stag, and as
Wally passed down the long rows of dancers with Joseph, she heard the
people say: "There is not a handsomer couple in the whole world." She
now saw for the first time how many strangers had come with Joseph, and
that all her rejected suitors were there also. Once more she silently
compared them with Joseph, and she could truly say there was not one of
them who came up to him for stature and beauty. He was a king among the
peasants, a mortal of quite another stamp to the ordinary men who stood
around him, and her eye rested with silent delight on the tall figure,
from his broad chest down to his slender knees and ankles. Any one
seeing him thus must surely understand that him only would she have,
and none other.
As she looked round, her glance met two piercing black eyes directed
like daggers at Joseph. It was Vincenz, wedged in among the crowd. And
not far off was another melancholy face--that of Benedict Klotz, who
observed her thoughtfully. As she passed him, he pulled her gently back
by the sleeve. "Mind what thou'rt about, Wally," he whispered, "there's
some plot against thee--I don't know what, but I forebode no good."
Wally shrugged her shoulders carelessly. What harm could happen to her,
when Joseph was at her side?
The sets formed for the dance, and Joseph and Wally were to
begin; every one wanted to see them dance together. No couple had
yet been watched with such envious eyes as this well-dressed,
distinguished-looking pair. Joseph, however, moved away from Wally's
side, and stood before her with something of solemnity in his air.
"Wally," he said aloud, and the music stopped at a sign from the host
of the Lamb, who stood behind them, "I hope that before we dance
together, thou'lt give me the kiss that no one of thy suitors has yet
been able to win from thee?"
Wally coloured and said softly, "But not here Joseph, not before
everyone."
"Precisely here, before everyone," said Joseph, with strong emphasis.
For a moment Wally struggled between desire and sweet embarrassment; to
kiss a man before all these people was to her chaste and half-defiant
spirit a severe humiliation. But there he stood before her, the man so
dear to her heart; the moment for which she would joyfully have given a
year of her life--nay her life itself--was there, and should she reject
it for the sake of a few bystanders who could do her no harm, if she
did kiss her bridegroom? She raised her beautiful face to his, and his
eyes were fixed for a moment on the full and blooming lips that
approached his own. Then with an involuntary movement, he pushed her
gently from him, saying softly,
"Nay, not so; a true hunter shoots his game only on the spring or on
the wing--that I told thee once before. The kiss I'll wrest from thee,
not take it as a gift. And were I a maid like thee, I'd give myself
away less cheaply. Defend thyself, Wally, that I may win no easier than
the others, else my honour is lost."
A scarlet blush overspread Wally's face; she could have sunk into the
ground for shame. Had she then so completely forgotten what she owed to
herself, that her lover must remind her of it? She was crimson to her
very eyes--it was as though a wave of blood were surging to her brain.
Drawing herself up to her full height, with one flaming glance she
measured herself with him. "Good," she said, "thou shalt have thy
will--thou also shalt learn to know the Vulture-maiden. Look to
thyself, whether now thou'lt get the kiss!"
She was almost suffocated. She tore off her neckerchief and stood there
in her silver-clasped velvet bodice and white linen chemise, so that
Joseph's eyes rested in amazement on her beautiful bare neck. "Thou'rt
handsome--as handsome as thou'rt wicked," he muttered, and springing on
her, as a hunter springs on a wild animal to give the death-blow,
he threw his strong arms round her neck. But he did not know the
Vulture-maiden. With one powerful wrench she was free, and there was a
laugh of derision from all those with whom it had fared no better, that
maddened Joseph. He seized her round the waist with arms of iron, but
she struck him such a blow on the heart, that he cried out and
staggered backwards. Renewed laughter! With this blow, of which she
knew the value, she had always defended herself against her importunate
suitors, for none had held out after it. But Joseph smothered his pain,
and with redoubled fury threw himself again on the girl, seized her by
the arms with both hands, and so tried to approach her lips; but in an
instant she bent herself down on one side, and now ensued a breathless
struggle up and down, to and fro, an oppressive silence broken only by
an occasional oath from Joseph. The girl bowed and twisted herself
hither and thither like a snake in his arms, so that he could never
reach her mouth. It was no longer a strife for love--it was a struggle
for life and death. Three times he had got her down to the ground,
three times she sprang up again; he lifted her in his arms, but she
always twisted herself round, and he could not touch her lips. Her fine
linen hung in rags, her silver necklace was all broken to pieces.
Suddenly she freed herself, and flew to the doorway; he overtook her,
and like a stormwind tore her back into his arms. It was a fierce and
glowing embrace. His breath floated round her like hot steam; she lay
on his breast; she felt his heart beat against her own; her strength
left her, she fell on her knees before him, and said, as if fainting
with pain, and shame, and love, "Thou hast me!"
"Ah!" a heavy sigh broke from Joseph. "You have all of you seen it?" he
asked aloud--he bent down and pressed his mouth upon her hot and
quivering lips. A loud hurrah filled the room. She got up and sank
almost senseless on his breast.
"Stay!" he said in a hard voice, and stepped back a little, "ONE
kiss is enough--no need of more. Thou'st seen now that I can master
thee--and no further will I go."
Wally stared at him, as if she could not understand his words. She was
of an ashy paleness.
"Joseph," she stammered, "why then art thou come?"
"Didst think I had come to woo thee?" he answered. "Lately at the
procession thou'st said before everyone that Afra was my sweetheart,
because she was so easy to be had,--and that Joseph the bear-slayer had
not the heart to try and win the Vulture-Wally. Didst truly think a lad
with any spirit in him would let such things be said of him and of an
honest girl? I only wished to show thee that I can master thee as I can
a bear, or a mad bull, and the kiss I have won from thee, that will I
take to Afra, as a kiss of atonement for the wrong that thou hast done
her. Now take heed to thyself another time when thy haughty temper
moves thee. Henceforth, perhaps, thou'll forego the pleasure of holding
up a poor and honest girl to scorn and derision--now that thou'st felt
what it is to be a laughing-stock thyself."
A shout of laughter from all sides closed Joseph's speech, but he
turned with displeasure from the applause. "You have seen that
I've kept my word," he said, "and now I must go to Zwieselstein to
comfort Afra. The good soul wept to think that I should play the
peasant-mistress such a shabby trick. God keep you all."
He went, but they all ran after him; it had been too good a
joke. Joseph was something like a man. He had shown the proud
peasant-mistress that she had a master.
"It will do her good!"
"It will serve her right!"
"Joseph, that's the best day's work thou's ever done."
"No one'll have anything to do with her, when this is known."
Thus laughed the chorus of rejected suitors, as they crowded joyfully
round Joseph.
The dancing-floor was deserted--only two persons remained with Wally,
Vincenz and Benedict. Wally stood still in the same place and did not
stir; it was as if she were lifeless.
Vincenz watched her with folded arms. Benedict went up to her and took
her gently by the arm. "Wally, don't take it so to heart--we are here,
and we'll get satisfaction for thee. Wally--speak. What shall we do? we
are all ready, only say what thou'd have us to do."
Then she turned round, her large eyes had a ghostly gleam in them, her
face was ghastly pale. She opened and closed her lips once or twice,
one word there was she struggled to utter, but it seemed as if the
breath to speak it failed her. At last she brought it out, as from the
very depths of her being,--more a cry than a word: "DEAD would I have
him!"
Benedict drew back. "God forbid, Wally!" he said.
But Vincenz stepped forward with flashing eyes. "Wally, art thou in
earnest?"
"Ay, in bloody earnest!" She lifted her hand at the oath, her hand was
quite stiff and the nails blue, as in one dead. "He who lays him dead
at his Afra's feet--him will I marry, as truly as I am Wallburga
Stromminger."
CHAPTER XII.
In the Night.
All through the night a strange and measured sound was audible
throughout the silent, sleeping farm-house. Now and then the maids
awoke and listened, without knowing what they heard, then turned to
sleep again. The boards cracked and the beams trembled, slightly but
unceasingly.
It was Wally who paced backwards and forwards with heavy, unpausing
steps, her sinking heart engaged in a death-struggle with herself, with
Fate, with Providence. All around was shattered--her clothes flung
about the room, on the floor the carved St. Wallburga, the crucifix,
the holy images, all broken to fragments in impotent wrath.
She had half-undressed, and her hair fell loose and disordered on her
bare shoulders. A red gleaming pine-torch flickered in its socket, and
in the trembling shadows the features of the broken figure of Christ
looking distorted and living. She stayed her steps, and looked down on
the fragments.
"Ay, thou may grin," she said, "thou's always taken me for a fool.
You're of no good, none of you; idols you are of wood and paper, and no
help to any one. Neither prayer nor curse can you hear. And them for
whom you stand, hide themselves, God knows where, and would laugh if
they could see how we kneel down before a piece of wood." And she
pushed the fragments under the bed, that they might not be in her way
as she walked to and fro.
A shot was heard in the distance.
Wally stood still and listened; all was silent. She must have fancied
it. Why should the sound have taken her breath away? She was not even
sure that it was a shot. The thought flashed through her like
lightning, "Suppose Vincenz should have shot Joseph!" It was mere
folly, Joseph was safe at home--or perhaps at Zwieselstein with his
Afra!
She beat her head against the wall in nameless agony at the thought,
and pictures rose before her that drove her frantic. If only he were
dead--dead so that she need never think of him again! She flung the
window open that she might breathe more freely.
Hansl, who was asleep on a tree outside the window, woke up and
fluttered in half-stupid with sleep. "Ah, thou!" cried Wally, and
stretched out her arms to him; she clasped him to her breast, he was
all--all that was left to her in the world.
Again--a second shot, and this time distinctly in the direction of
Zwieselstein; she let go of the vulture, and pressed her hand to her
heart, as though she herself had been struck. Why this terror? The
trifling incident had suddenly brought before her the whole terrible
deed which yesterday she had sworn to. She could not help thinking
again and again how it would be if the shot she had just heard had
shattered Joseph's head, and a wild and frenzied joy came upon her. Now
he belonged to her only, now none other could claim his kiss, and as
she thought upon it, it seemed to her as though it had really happened;
she saw him lying on the ground in his blood, she knelt down by him,
she took his head in her lap, she kissed the pale face--the beautiful
pale face--she saw it actually before her. And then suddenly pity
overwhelmed her for the poor, dead man, a burning, unutterable pity;
she called him by every loving name, she shook him, she chafed his
hands--in vain, he was no more. Unspeakable anguish filled her soul;
no, this must not be, he must not die--sooner would she part with her
own life!
She felt as if an icy cramp had been grasping and crushing her heart,
so that no warm human blood could flow in her veins, and that now the
grip was at last relaxed and the hot flood streaming into her heart
again. She must go out, she must see whether Vincenz was at home, she
must speak to him at once, before daybreak, she must tell him that the
ghastly deed must not be done--she was in a fever, all her pulses
throbbed. She had desired the deed, commanded it, but already the idea
that it might have been done, extinguished her wrath--and she forgave.
She threw a neckerchief on her shoulders, and hastened across the
courtyard and through the garden to Vincenz' house. What would he, what
would everyone think of her? It was all one--what did it matter now?
She reached the house. There was a light in Vincenz' room on the
groundfloor; noiselessly she glided up, she could see through the
parted curtains--her heart stood still--the room was empty, the
pine-torch almost burnt away. She went round the house; the door was
unfastened, she opened it softly and went in. All was still as death,
the men and maids fast asleep; she crept through the whole house,
nothing stirred--Vincenz was away! The blood curdled in her veins; she
went into his bedroom, the bed was disturbed--he must have laid himself
down, then risen again; his Sunday clothes were hanging up, but his
work-day clothes were missing, nor was his hat in its place. She looked
into the sitting-room; the nail where his rifle usually hung was empty.
Wally stood as if paralysed; she never knew how she got outside the
house again. At the door she dropped on to a bench; her feet would
carry her no further. She tried to reassure herself: most likely,
restless as he was, he had gone out after some night game--what could
he do to Joseph, quietly asleep somewhere--she shivered--on a soft
pillow? And by day when everyone was up and about, nobody could touch
or harm him.
It was her evil conscience that pursued her with these terrors, and she
hid her face in her hands. "Wally, Wally, what art thou become?"
Shamed, scorned, degraded in the eyes of men, and a sinner in the eyes
of God. Where was water enough to purify her? Down below, there rushed
the torrent--that--yes, that would clear her from every stain; if she
threw herself into that cold flood, all would be washed away, her
sorrow and her guilt--the whole unblest existence created only to
horror and to strife at once done away with--annihilated. Yes, that
were redemption--why did she hesitate? Away with the useless shell
that held the soul in fetters of guilt and suffering! She started
up, but she could not move, she fell back upon the bench. Was this
down-trodden, deadened spirit still held to life then by some invisible
thread?
There, God be praised! a footstep on the grass. There came Vincenz. Now
she could speak with him; all might yet be well.
"Saints above us!" exclaimed Vincenz, as she went forward to meet him,
"is it thou?" He gazed at her as if she were a spirit. Wally saw in the
morning twilight that he was pale and disturbed. His gun was on his
shoulder.
"Vincenz," she said in a low voice, "hast thou shot anything?"
"Aye."
"What?" She looked at his game-bag, it was empty.
"Noble game," he whispered.
Wally shivered. "Where is it?"
"He lies in the Ache!"
Wally seized him by the arm, in her eyes was a gleam of frenzy. "Who?"
she said.
"Dost need to ask?"
"Joseph!" she cried, and staggered back against the wall.
"It was a hard job," said Vincenz, wiping his brow; "I never thought
he'd have come so soon within shot. The devil knows what brought him
out and about by night. I thought I'd get up early, so as to be down in
Sölden before he was stirring, and at the first step he walks right
into my hands. But it was still so dark that the first shot missed, and
the second only grazed him, but he must have turned giddy, for he
stumbled on the bridge, and held on by the railing. I made the best of
the chance,--I sprang behind him and pushed him over the rail."
A groan like a death-rattle burst from Wally, and as a vulture swoops
upon his prey, she flew at Vincenz and seized his throat with both
hands. "Thou liest, Vincenz, thou liest--it is not true, it cannot
be--say it is not true, or I'll murder thee."
"On my soul, it's true;--didst suppose Vincenz'd think twice when
there was ought to do for thee?"
"Oh murder! most cruel and dastardly murder," sobbed Wally, trembling
from head to foot, "so underhand, so cowardly, so base--that I never
meant; in fair fight I meant that he should die. Cursed be thou in time
and in eternity!--outcast and accursed now and hereafter. What can I do
to thee? With tooth and nail thou ought to be torn in pieces."
"So these are the thanks I get?" said Vincenz between his teeth. "Did
not thou bid me do it?"
"And if I did--what then? Was that a reason?" cried Wally wildly,
"often one says in anger what afterwards one rues in bitterness. Could
thou not wait till I had come to myself again after the awful shock?
Joseph, Joseph!--wild and wicked I may be, but no murderess. Oh, why
could thou not wait, only a few hours? Thy own wickedness it was that
drove thee on, and thou could never rest till thou had worked it out."
"That's right, lay it all on me," growled Vincenz; "and yet thou's thy
share in the mischief too."
"Aye," said Wally, "I have--and with thee I'll atone for it. For us two
no mercy remains. Blood cries for blood--" She ground her teeth, and
seizing Vincenz by the collar, dragged him forward with her.
"Wally, leave go of me!--what dost thou want? My God, are these the
thanks I get? Mercy--Wally, thou'rt choking me--where art thou dragging
me to?"
"To where we two belong," was the gloomy answer, and on she went as
though borne by a whirlwind, up the ascent, on to the bridge where the
sheer precipice overhangs the torrent--where the deed was done. "Down,"
was the one fearful word she thundered in his ear, "we two--together."
"God above us!" shrieked Vincenz in terror, "thou swore that if I did
the deed thou'd be my wife, and now wilt thou murder me?"
Wally laughed her fearful laugh of scorn. "Thou fool, when I fling
myself down yonder with thee, shall not we two be together to all
eternity? will thou try to save thy wolfish life?" And with the
strength of a giant she grasped him in her arms, and hurried him
forward to the low parapet that she might throw herself with him into
the twilight gloom of the abyss.
"Help!" shrieked Vincenz involuntarily, and--
"Help!" sounded feebly, ghostly, like an echo from the depths.
Wally stood as if turned to stone and let go her hold of Vincenz. What
was that? Some mocking goblin? "Did thou hear it?" she said to Vincenz.
"It was the echo," he said, and his teeth chattered.
"Hark--again!"
"Help!" sounded once more like a passing breath from the abyss.
"All good spirits be praised, it is he--he lives--he is clinging
somewhere--he calls for help! Yes--I am coming, Joseph, only wait,
Joseph--I am coming!" she shouted out with a voice like a trumpet into
the depths, and with a voice like a trumpet-call she hailed the
sleeping village as she flew along the street, knocking at every door.
"Help, help--a man is perishing, save him--help, for God's sake,
help--it's life or death!" And at the cry everyone sprang from his bed,
and threw open the windows.
"What is it? what's the matter?"
"It's Joseph Hagenbach--he's fallen into the ravine," cried Wally,
"ropes--bring ropes--only come quick--it may already be too late--it
may perhaps be too late by the time we get there."
She flew like the wind, home to the farm, into the barn, collected all
the ropes that were there, and knotted them together with trembling
hands; but all she could tie together, ropes and lines and cords, were
still not enough to reach into the depths where he lay--God only knew
where.
Meanwhile the men came running together half-incredulous, half-amazed
at the terrible news, and brought with them ropes, and hooks and
lanterns--for it seemed as if to-day it would never be light--and there
was questioning and advising and helpless bewilderment, for in the
memory of man no one had ever fallen over the cliff, and here on the
broad Plateau they were not provided with ready means of rescue as they
are in places where the dizzy precipices and yawning clefts and chasms
every year demand their victims. Thus they came at last to the spot,
and a chill terror seized even the most cold-blooded as they bent over
the railing, and looked down into the mysterious depths of the abyss in
which nothing could be seen but the surging mists that rose up from the
water. Vincenz had disappeared; all was solitary and silent as death
far and wide, above and below. Wally gave a halloo so shrill that the
air trembled; all listened with suspended breath--no answer.
"Joseph--where art thou?" she cried once more with a voice in whose
tone the anguish of all suffering and desperate humanity seemed
concentrated. All was still.
"He doesn't answer--he is dead!" sobbed Wally, and threw herself in
despair upon the earth. "Now all is over!"
"Perhaps he's lost his senses, or is too weak to answer," said old
Klettenmaier consolingly, then whispered in her ear. "Mistress, think
of all the people."
She raised herself and pushed her disordered hair off her forehead.
"Tie the ropes together; don't stand there doing nothing--what are you
waiting for?" The men looked at her doubtingly. "We must at least try
if he's not to be found," said Klettenmaier.
The men shook their heads, but began to fasten the cords together. "Who
will let himself down by the rope?" they said.
"Who?" said Wally. Her black eyes flashed out of her pale face. "I
will!" she said.
"Thou, Wally--thou's out of thy senses--the rope will scarce bear one,
much less two."
"It need bear only one," said Wally gloomily, and seized the rope that
it might be done quicker.
"It's impossible, Wally--thou'll have to tie thyself and him to it to
come up again," said the men, dropping their arms helplessly; "the only
thing to do is to send into the villages, and collect more ropes--"
"And meanwhile he'll fall to the bottom if he's lost his senses, and
all will be too late," cried Wally desperately. "I'll not wait till
more comes--give it me here--unwind the rope, and see how long it
is--go on--unwind!" She shook out the coils of rope, and tried its
length and strength; involuntarily the men took hold of it again, they
unwound the huge coil, the preparations began to take shape and order.
The men stepped out to make a chain. "It may reach far enough, but
it'll never bear two."
"If it won't bear two, I'll send him up alone. Where he has room to
lie, I shall have room to stand. As soon as I've found a footing, I'll
untie myself, and tie the rope round him; then draw him up, and I can
wait till the rope comes down again--"
"Nay--that won't do--if he's weak or senseless he can't be pulled up
alone; he'll be dashed and crushed against the cliff if there's no one
with him to hold him off."
Wally stood as if thunderstruck--she had not thought of that. Again,
then, she was thwarted--she was not to reach him, except down yonder,
perhaps, in the cold bed of the Ache! The rope would not bear two, that
she herself could see. "In the name of God," she said at last, and in
spite of the fever that shook her, she stood there dignified and
commanding in her firm resolve. She tied the rope round her waist, and
took her Alpenstock in her hand. "Let me down, that I may at least seek
him. If I find him, I'll stay with him and support him till you've
brought another rope, and let it down to us. I'll wait patiently down
there, even if I've to wait for hours hanging between earth and heaven
till the other rope can come."
Old Klettenmaier fell on his knees before her. "Wally, Wally, don't
thou do it, they all say the rope isn't safe. If it must be done, let
me go--what does my old life matter? If I can do no good, at least
thou'll see if the rope holds, and if it breaks, it'll only be me
that's killed--not thee."
"Aye, Wally, hear him," said another, "he's in the right; don't thou
go. Only wait, bethink thyself a little till help comes from the
villages."
Wally threw up her arms, so that they all fell back. "When I was but a
child, I did not wait to think before I took the vulture from its nest
down the precipice--and shall I wait now when I go to seek Joseph?
Speak no more to me--I will, I must go to him. Now--step back, unwind,
hold fast!" And even as she spoke, she had sprung over the railing,
whilst the men who formed the chain had to hold back with all their
might, so great was the strain upon the rope.
"God Almighty help us," said Klettenmaier crossing himself, then ran
off, as if Wally's words had reminded him of something. All gazed after
her with horror as she slowly sank lower and lower into the sea of mist
till it had swallowed her up and closed over her, never perhaps to be
seen again. All stood speechless round the spot where she had
disappeared, as round a grave; the tightly-strained rope alone gave
intelligence of the movements of the death-defying diver in this sea of
clouds, and on it every eye was fixed--would it break?--would it bear?
And each time one of the hastily-tied knots was paid out, every heart
beat louder--"Would it hold?"
The beads of sweat fell from the brows of the men who formed the chain,
and involuntarily each tried once more the knots on which a human life
depended. So passed minute after minute, heavy as lead,--as if time
also were bound to some rope that dark powers refused to let go. Still
the rope strained and swayed, still she must be hanging to it; she had
not yet found a footing.
"It's coming to an end," cried the last man of the chain, "it's not
long enough."
"God help us!" they all cried together, "not long enough!"
Only a few yards remained, and still no sign from below that Wally's
end was attained. The men pressed together as close as they could to
the edge of the precipice, paying out as much of the rope as they
dared. If it were not long enough;--if all had been in vain;--if they
should be obliged to draw up the hapless Wally, to set forth once more
on the way of death!
There--there, the rope is suddenly loosened--it is slack--a fearful
moment! Has it given way, or has its burden touched the ground?
The women pray aloud, the children cry. The men begin slowly to pull
in, but only a little way--the rope is tight again. It is not broken,
Wally has found a footing, and now, listen! An echoing cry rises from
the depths, and a quivering response bursts from every throat. Again
the rope is slack, they wind it in, and again it is loosened once or
twice; it would seem that Wally is climbing up the precipice. Meanwhile
the day has broken, but a fine, cold rain is drizzling down and the
swirl of fog below is thicker than ever. Now the rope sharply jerked to
the right takes a slanting direction; the men follow it and pass from
the left to the right side of the bridge. Wally seems to mount higher
and higher; they continue to haul in.
"God be praised!" said some, "he cannot have fallen so deep; if he lies
so far up, he may still live." "Perhaps she's only looking for him,"
said others. Now another pull at the rope, and then a sudden
slackening, and a soul-piercing scream.
"It's broken!" shrieked the people.
No, it is taut again--perhaps it was a scream of joy--perhaps she has
found him. The women fall on their knees, even the men pray, for though
all hated the haughty "peasant-mistress"--still, for the devoted girl
who hangs down there in the chaos between life and death, every one
that has a human heart trembles. If only a ray of sunshine would pierce
the gloom for one single moment! All stand looking down, but they can
distinguish nothing; they must leave it to time that passes with such
slow reluctance, to reveal the event.
The rope remains immovable, but not another sound reaches them from
below. Is it broken and caught on some point of rock, while Wally lies
dashed to pieces below? Why is there no signal, no call? And hours must
pass before they can get help from the villages round.
No one dares to speak a word--all stand listening with suspended
breath. Suddenly old Klettenmaier comes running up, beckoning and
shouting.
"See what I've got," he called out, showing a whole length of stout
rope thrown over his shoulders. "Thank God, when Wally spoke of the
vulture, it all at once struck me that old Luckard had had the rope
laid by that Stromminger let Wally down to the vulture's nest
with;--and there sure enough I found it, in the loft under a heap of
old lumber."
"That is a find!" "Klettenmaier, that's a real godsend," cried the
people confusedly. "God grant it may yet be of use," said the patriarch
of the village, looking despondingly at the cord of deliverance, "she
gives no farther sign!"
"The rope is pulled!" shouted the foremost man of the chain, and at the
same moment a cry came up, so close at hand, that when all was silent
they could catch the words: "Is there no more rope?"
"Ay, ay, plenty!" resounded joyfully from every side. A grappling iron
was fastened for an anchor on to the end of the rope, a fresh chain of
men was formed, and it was cast into the impenetrably shrouded abyss.
The oldest of the peasants gave the word of command--for the ropes must
be paid out exactly together, so that Wally might be close to the
injured man and support him. Not half so far down as Wally had gone at
first, the rope was caught below, and held fast.
"Let out!" said the leader, in order that Wally might have a few more
yards to fasten round Joseph. "Enough," he called out then, and like
soldiers at the word of command, the men stood awaiting the next order.
Again a few minutes' pause; she must make the loop securely and
carefully, so that the senseless man, now so nearly saved, might not
fall again into the abyss.
"Tie it fast, Wally," panted Klettenmaier, half beside himself
"Yes, for God's sake, let her make it fast," echoed the people.
A thrice-repeated pull at both ropes at once. "Haul in!" commanded the
leader, and his voice trembled as he spoke. The men at both ropes set
their feet firmly in the ground, the veins swell in legs and arms and
brows, sinewy hands are stretched forward to pull, and the lifting of
the heavy loads begins. A fearful and responsible task!--if one fails,
all is lost.
"Steady," warns the leader, "watch each other."
It is a solemn moment. Even the children dare not stir; nothing is
audible far or near but the deep breath of the toiling men.
Now!--now they appear through the mist, more and more
distinctly.--Wally emerges with one arm supporting the lifeless body
that hangs to the saving rope, whilst with the other she powerfully
bears off from the precipice with her Alpenstock, to keep herself and
him from being dashed against it. In this way, as if rowing, she
ascends upwards through the sea of clouds. And at last they are there,
close to the edge,--one pull more, and they can be lifted up.
"Steady," says the leader--every breath is held--the last moment is the
worst--if the rope were to break now!
But no, the foremost of the chain stoop and seize them with a firm
grasp, those behind hold fast to the rope.
"Up!" cry the men in front. They are raised--they are there--they are
on firm ground, and a ringing shout of joy relieves the long-oppressed
hearts of the bystanders. Wally has sunk speechless on the inanimate
body of Joseph. She does not see, she does not hear, how all crowd
round her and praise her--she lies with her face upon his breast--her
strength is gone.
CHAPTER XIII.
Back to her Father.
In Wally's room, on Wally's bed, lay Joseph, stretched out, insensible.
All was silent and still around him; she had sent every one away, she
knelt by the bed, she hid her face in her convulsively clasped hands,
and prayed.
"Oh, Lord God!--my God! my God! have mercy and let him live; take from
me everything--everything--but let him live. I'll ask no more of him,
I'll shun him--I'll leave him to Afra even--only he must not die!" And
then she stood up again and made fresh bandages for his head where the
blood flowed from a gaping wound, and for his breast that had been torn
by the crag, and threw herself upon him as though with her body she
would close those portals through which his life was streaming away.
"Oh, thou poor lad! thou poor lad! so stricken and brought down--oh,
the sin of it--the sin of it! Wally, Wally, what hast thou done? Should
thou not sooner have struck a knife into thine own heart--sooner have
stood by at Afra's wedding, then gone home quietly and died, than have
laid him there to see him perish like cattle that the butcher has
felled?"
Thus she lamented out loud whilst she bound his wounds, turning against
herself with the same anger with which she had been used to revenge
herself on others. She would have torn her heart out with her own hands
if she could, in the wild and frenzied remorse that had seized her.
Just then the door opened softly. Wally looked round in astonishment,
for she had forbidden any one to disturb her. It was the curé of
Heiligkreuz. Wally stood before him as before her judge, pale,
trembling in her very soul.
"God be praised!" cried the old man, "he is here then." He went up to
the bed, looked at Joseph, and felt him. "Poor fellow," he said, "you
have been roughly handled."
Wally set her teeth to keep herself from crying out at these words.
"How did they get him up again?" asked the priest, but Wally could not
answer.
"Well, thank God, He has averted the worst in His mercy," continued the
curé. "Perhaps he will get well, and you will then at least have no
murder on your conscience, though before the eternal judge the
intention is as bad as the deed."
Wally tried to speak.
"I know everything," he said with severity; "Vincenz came to me when he
fled, and confessed all--your love and his jealousy. I refused him
absolution, and sent him to join the Papal army; there he may earn
God's forgiveness by good service to the Holy Father, or expiate his
crimes by death. But what shall I say to thee, Wally?" He looked at her
sadly and piercingly with his shrewd eyes.
Wally clasped her hands before her face. "Oh!" she cried aloud, "none
can punish me with so bitter a punishment as I have brought on myself.
There he lies dying, whom I loved best in all the world, and I have to
tell myself that I did it. Can there be greater misery than that? Needs
there anything more?"
The priest nodded his head. "This then is what you have done--you have
become a rough piece of wood, fit to slay men with! It has happened as
I told you; you have resisted the knife of God, and now the Lord casts
you on one side and leaves the hard wood to burn in the fire of
repentance."
"Ay, your reverence, it is so, but I know of water that will quench
that fire. Into the Ache I will fling myself if Joseph dies--then all
will be at an end."
"Alas, poor fool! do you think that is a flame that earthly water can
quench? Do you really think that, with your earthly body, you can drown
your immortal soul? That would burn in the tormenting flame of eternal
remorse, even if all the seas in the world were poured upon it."
"What shall I do then?" said Wally gloomily; "what can I do but die?"
"Live and suffer: that is nobler than death."
Wally shook her head. Her dark eyes looked vaguely before her. "I
cannot--I feel it--I cannot live, the phantom maidens thrust me
down--all has happened as they threatened me in my dream: there lies
Joseph crushed and broken, and I must follow him; it is fated so, and
it must happen so, none can prevent it."
"Wally, Wally!" cried the priest, clasping his hands in horror, "what
are you saying? The phantom maidens? What phantom maidens? In Heaven's
name! do we live in the dark heathen times when men believed that evil
spirits made sport of them? I will tell you who the phantom maidens
are:--your own passions. If you had learnt to tame your own wild
unbridled will, Joseph would never have fallen over the precipice. It
is easy to lay the blame of your own evil deeds to the influence of
hostile powers. For that it is that our Lord came to us, to teach us to
acknowledge that we bear the evil in ourselves, and must fight with it.
If we control ourselves, we control the mysterious powers which drove
even the giants of the past to destruction, because with all their
strength they had no moral power to withstand them. And with all your
strength, your hardness and your daring, you are but a pitiful, weak
creature, so long as you do not know what every homely, simple handmaid
of the Lord performs, who, every day in the strict discipline of her
cloister-life, lays on God's altar the dearest wish of her heart, and
esteems herself blessed in the sacrifice! If you had only one glimmer
of such greatness in your soul, you need have no more fear of the
'phantom maidens,' and your foolish dreams would no longer direct your
destiny, but your own clear and conscious will. Reflect for once
whether that were not nobler and happier."
Wally leaned against the bed-post; she felt as if raised to a
newly-awakened and noble consciousness. "Yes," she said shortly and
decidedly, and crossed her arms on her heaving breast, "your reverence
is right--I understand, and I will try."
"I will try!" repeated the old priest, "once before you said that to
me--but you did not keep your word."
"This time, your reverence, I will keep it," said Wally, and the priest
silently admired the expression with which she spoke the simple words.
"What security will you give me?" he said.
Wally laid her hand on Joseph's wounded breast, and two large tears
sprang to her eyes; no spoken vow could have said more. The wise priest
was silent also, he knew no more was needed.
The wounded man turned in his bed and muttered some unintelligible
words. Wally made him a fresh bandage for his head; he half-opened his
eyes, but closed them again and fell back in a death-like slumber.
"If only the doctor would come!" said Wally, seating herself on a stool
by the bed. "What o'clock may it be?"
The priest looked at his watch. "What time did you send for him?" he
said.
"About five o'clock."
"Then he cannot be here yet. It is only ten o'clock, and it is quite
three hours to Sölden."
"Only ten o'clock," Wally repeated in a low voice, and the good priest
was filled with pity to see her sit there so quietly, her hands folded
in her lap, whilst her heart beat with anguish so that it could be
heard.
He bent over the sick man, and felt his head and his hands, "I think
you may be easy, Wally," he said, "he does not appear to me like a
dying man."
Wally sat motionless, gazing fixedly before her. "If the doctor comes
and says that he'll live, I care for nothing more in this world," she
said.
"That is right, Wally, I am glad to hear you say that," said the
curé approvingly, "and now relate to me how it was that Joseph was
saved--that will help to shorten the time till the doctor comes."
"There's not much to tell," answered Wally shortly.
"Nay, it is a noble deed that does honour to the men of the
Sonnenplatte," said the priest, "were you not there?"
"Oh yes!"
"Well then, be less short in your answers. I spoke with no one on the
way, and have heard nothing about it. Who fetched him up from the
ravine?"
"I!"
"God be gracious! You, Wally? you yourself?" cried the old man, staring
at her with astonishment.
"Yes--I!"
"But how can you have done it?"
"They let me down by a rope, and I found him fixed between a rock and
the trunk of a fir-tree; if the tree had not been there he must have
fallen into the torrent, and no one'd ever have seen him alive again."
"Child," cried the old man, "that is a great thing to have done."
"May be so," she answered quietly, almost hardly, "as I'd had him
thrown yonder, it was for me to fetch him up again."
"You are right,--that was only fair," said the priest, controlling his
emotion with difficulty. "But it is not the less an act of atonement
that may take some part of the guilt from your hapless soul."
"That is all nothing," said Wally, shaking her head. "If he dies, it's
I that have murdered him."
"That is true, but you gave a life for a life. You risked your own to
save his; you have atoned as far as was in your power for the crime you
have committed--the issue is in God's hands."
Wally heaved a deep sigh; she could not take in the comfort that lay in
the priest's words. "The issue is in God's hand," she repeated out of
the depths of her burdened heart.
The eye of the priest rested on her with content; God would not reject
this soul, in spite of its great faults and imperfections. Never yet,
old as he was, had he met with her equal in power for good, as for
evil. He looked at the wounded man who unconsciously clenched his fist
in defiance. It almost angered him that he should despise the noblest
gift that earth can offer man--a devoted love; that through his
indifference he should have had it in his power to harden a heart so
noble in its nature and capable of such high-minded sacrifice. "You
stupid peasant-lout," he muttered between his teeth.
Wally looked at him enquiringly: she had not understood.
There was a knock at the door, and at the same moment the doctor
entered the room. Wally trembled so that she was obliged to hold by the
bedpost. Here was the man on whose lips hung redemption or
condemnation. A crowd of people pressed in after him to hear what he
would say, but he soon turned them all out again. "This is no place for
curiosity; the sick man must have the most perfect quiet," he said
decidedly, and shut the door. He was a man of few words. Only, when he
took the bandage from the sick man's head, "There has been foul play
again here," he muttered.
Wally stood white and silent as a statue. The curé purposely avoided
looking at her; he feared to disturb her self-possession. The
examination began; anxious silence reigned in the little chamber. Wally
stood by the window with averted face while the surgeon examined the
wounds and used his probe. She had picked up something from the ground
which she held convulsively clasped between her hands, and pressed
again and again to her lips. It was the thorn-crowned head of the
Redeemer that she had broken in the night. "Forgive, forgive," she
prayed, pale and quivering in her deadly anguish. "Have mercy on me--I
deserve nothing--but let Thy mercy be greater than my sin."
"None of the wounds are mortal," said the doctor in his dry way. "The
fellow must have joints like an elephant."
Then Wally's strength went from her. The chord, too long and too highly
strung, gave way, and loudly sobbing she threw herself on her knees by
the bed, and buried her face in Joseph's pillows. "Oh, thank God! Thank
God!"
"What is the matter with her?" asked the doctor. The priest answered
him by a sign that he understood.
"Come, collect yourself," he said, "and help me to put on the
bandages."
Wally sprang up at once, wiped the tears from her eyes, and lent a
helping hand. The priest observed with secret pleasure that she
assisted the doctor as carefully and skilfully as a sister of charity;
she did not tremble, she wept no more, she showed a steady and quiet
self-control--the true self-control of love. And withal there was a
glory on her brow, a glory in the midst of sorrow, so that the priest
hardly knew her.
"She will do yet--she will do," he said joyfully to himself, like a
gardener who sees some treasured faded plant suddenly put forth new
shoots.
When the bandages were all fixed and the doctor had given his further
orders, the priest went out with him, and Wally remained alone with
Joseph. She sat down on the stool by the bed and rested her arms on her
knees. He breathed softly and regularly now, his hand lay close to her
on the counterpane--she could have kissed it without moving from her
place. But she did not do it, she felt as if now she dared not touch
even one of his fingers. If he had lain there dying or dead, then she
would have covered him with kisses, as heretofore, when she believed
him lost; the dead would have belonged to her--on the living she had no
claim! He had died to her in the moment when the doctor had said he
would live, and she buried him with anguish as for the dead in her
heart, while the message of his resurrection came to her as the message
of redemption. So she sat long, motionless by the side of the bed with
her eyes fixed on Joseph's beautiful, pale face--suffering to the
utmost what a human soul can suffer--but suffering patiently. She
neither sighed nor lamented now, nor clenched her fist as formerly, in
anger at her own pain; she had in this hour learnt the hardest of all
lessons--she had learnt to endure. What sort of right had she, the
guilty one, to complain--what better did she deserve? How could she
dare still to wish for him, she who had almost been his murderess? How
could she dare even to raise her eyes to him? No, she would bewail
herself no more. "Thou dear God, let me expiate it as Thou will--no
punishment is too great for such as I am--" So she prayed, and bowed
her head humbly on her clasped hands.
All at once the door was flung open, and with a cry of "Joseph, my own
Joseph!" a girl rushed in, past Wally, and threw herself weeping upon
Joseph; it was Afra. Wally had started up as if a snake had touched
her: for an instant the battle raged within, the last and hardest
fight. She grasped herself, as it were, with her own arms, as though to
keep herself back from falling upon the girl and tearing her away from
the bed--from Joseph. So she stood for a time, while Afra sobbed
violently on Joseph's breast; then her arms fell by her side as if
paralyzed, and beads of cold sweat stood on her brow. What would she
have? Afra was in her rights.
"Afra," she said in a low voice, "if thou truly loves Joseph, be still
and cease these cries--the doctor says he must have perfect quiet."
"Who can be still that has a heart, and sees the lad lie there like
that?" lamented Afra, "it's easy for thee to talk, thou doesn't love
him as I do. Joseph is all I have--if Joseph dies I am all alone in the
world! Oh Joseph, dear Joseph--wake up, look at me--only once--only one
word!" and she shook him in her arms.
A low groan escaped from Joseph's lips and he murmured a few
unintelligible words.
Then Wally stepped forward and took Afra gently but firmly by the arm;
not a muscle of her pale face moved.
"I have this to say to thee, Afra: Joseph is here under my protection,
and I am responsible for all being done according to the doctor's
orders; and this is my house that thou'rt in, and if thou will not do
what I tell thee, and leave Joseph in peace, as the doctor wishes, I'll
use my right and put thee out at the door, till thou's come to thy
senses and art fit to take care of him again--then," her voice
trembled, "I'll leave him to thee."
"Oh, thou wicked thing, thou--" cried Afra passionately, "thou'd turn
me out of the house because I weep for Joseph? Dost think everyone has
so hard a heart as thou, and can stand there looking on like a stone?
Let go my arm! I've a better right than thou to Joseph, and if thou
doesn't like to hear me cry, I'll take him up in my arms and carry him
home--there at least I can weep as much as I please. I'm only a poor
servant-maid, but if I'd to pay for it by serving all my days for
nothing, I'd sooner nurse him in my own little room than let myself be
shown the door by thee--thou haughty peasant-mistress!"
Wally let go of Afra's arm; she stood before her with a white face, and
with marks of such deadly suffering round her closed lips, that Afra
cast down her eyes in shame, as if she divined how unjust she had been.
"Afra," said Wally, "thou's no need to show such hatred, I don't
deserve it of thee; for it was for thee I fetched him out of the
abyss--not for me,--and it is for thee he will live, not for me! Look
here, Afra, only an hour ago I'd sooner have throttled thee than have
left thee by his bedside--but now all is broken, my spirit, and my
pride, and--my heart," she added low to herself "And so I'll make way
for thee willingly, for he loves thee, and with me he'll have nought to
do. Stay thou with him in peace--thou need not take away the poor sick
man. Sooner will I go myself. You two can stay at the farm so long as
you will--I will account for it with him to whom it belongs now. And I
will take care of you in everything, for you are both of you poor, and
cannot marry if you have nothing. And so perhaps some day Joseph will
bless the Vulture-maiden--"
"Wally, Wally," cried Afra. "What art thou thinking of? I pray thee--oh
Joseph, Joseph--if only I might speak!"
"Let it be," said Wally, "keep thyself quiet--for love of Joseph, keep
thyself quiet. And now let me go in peace; torment me no more, for go I
must. Only one thing I pray thee in return for what I've done for thee,
take good care of him. Promise me thou will, that I may go with an easy
mind."
"Wally," said Afra entreatingly, "don't thou do that, don't go away!
What will Joseph say when he hears we've driven thee out of thy own
house?"
"Spare all words, Afra," said Wally firmly, "when once I have said a
thing, it stands, come what may."
She went to the chest, and took out a change of clothes, which she tied
together in a bundle and threw over her shoulder. Then from a box she
took a bundle of linen. "See, Afra," she said, "here is old and fine
linen that thou'll need for bandages, and here is coarser to make lint,
which the doctor will want when he comes this evening. Look, there are
scissors--thou must cut it into strips the length of my finger. Dost
understand? And every quarter of an hour, thou must put a fresh bandage
on his head to draw the heat out. Tell me, can I trust thee not to
forget? Think what it would be if, after I have fetched him out of the
ravine, I should find that thou--thou had been careless in nursing
him--here, at his bedside. And see, he must always lie with his head
high, that the blood may not go to it--and shake the pillows up often.
That is all, I think, now--I know of nought else. Ah, my God, thou'll
not be able to lift him and lay him down as I do--thou hasn't got the
strength. Get Klettenmaier to help thee; he is trustworthy. Now I leave
him in thy hands--" Her voice failed her, her knees trembled, she could
hardly hold the bundle that she carried. She threw a last glance at the
wounded man: "God keep thee!" she said, and left the room.
Outside, the priest was talking with Klettenmaier. Wally went up to
them.
"Klettenmaier," she shouted in the old man's ear, "Go in and help Afra
to mind Joseph; Afra is there now in my place. Joseph will stay at the
farm, and I am going away. You are all to treat Joseph as if he were
the master, and to obey him as if I were by, till I come back; and woe
to you, if he has to complain of ought. Let all the servants know!"
Klettenmaier had understood, and shook his head, but he did not venture
to make any remark. "Good-bye, mistress," he said, "Come back again
soon."
"Never!" said Wally softly.
Klettenmaier went into the house; Wally stood before the priest, and
met his questioning glance. "Now nought is my own that my heart clings
to, but the vulture," she said sadly, as if exhausted. "But him I
cannot give up--he must come with me. Come, Hansl." She beckoned to the
bird, which sat puffed up and drowsy on a railing; he came flying
towards her with difficulty.
"Thou must learn to fly again now, Hansl," she said, "we're going
away."
"Wally," said the priest, much concerned, "what do you mean to do?"
"Your reverence, I must go away--Afra is in there! Is it not plain that
I cannot stay? I will do anything, I will all my life go bare and
homeless, and wander through the country, and leave everything to
him--everything--but I cannot look on at his Afra's love--only that I
cannot--cannot bear!" She set her teeth to keep back the springing
tears.
"And for his sake you will really give up house and home? Do you know
what you are doing, my child?"
"The farm no longer belongs to me, your reverence. Since yesterday I've
known that it belongs to Vincenz, whenever he puts in his claim. But my
money, what I have besides, shall be for Joseph. If he is crippled by
my fault, and cannot earn his bread,--it is my accursed guilt, and I
must provide for him."
"What, is it possible," cried the priest, "that your father
disinherited you of house and home?"
"What do I care for house and home? The home I belong to is always
ready," said Wally.
"Child," said the old man, much disturbed, "you would not do yourself
an injury?"
"No, your reverence, never now. I see now how right you are in
everything, and that God Almighty will not be defied by us. Perhaps,
when He sees that I truly repent, He'll have pity on me and grant peace
to my weary soul."
"Now blessed be the hour, hard though it may have been, that broke your
proud spirit! Now Wally, you are truly great! But where are you going,
my child? Will you go to some charitable refuge? Shall I take you to
the Carmelites?"
"No, your reverence, that would never suit the Vulture-maiden. I cannot
be shut up in a cell between walls--under God's free sky, as I have
lived, will I die--I should feel as if God could not come through such
thick walls. I'll repent and pray as if I were in a church, but I must
have the rocks and the clouds about me, and the wind whistling in my
ears, or I couldn't get on at all--you understand, do you not?"
"Yes, I understand, and it would be folly to try to dissuade you. But
where then are you going?"
"I'm going back to my father Murzoll--there is now my only home."
"Do as you will," said the priest. "Go in God's name, my child--I can
part from you in peace, for wherever you go now--it is back to your
Father!"
CHAPTER XIV.
The Message of Grace.
High up on the lonely Ferner, near her stony father, once more sits the
outcast, solitary child of man--spell-bound, as it were, like a part of
the dizzy heights from which she looks down on the little world below,
in which no space could be found for the large and alien heart that had
matured in the wilderness among the glacier-storms. Men have hunted and
driven her forth, and that has been fulfilled that her dream foretold,
the mountain has adopted her as its child. She belongs to the mountain
now; stone and ice are her home--and yet she cannot turn to stone
herself, and the warm and hapless human heart is silently bleeding to
death up here between stone and ice.
Twice had the moon's disk waxed and waned since the day when Wally
sought this, her last refuge. No familiar face from amongst the
dwellers in the valley had she seen. Only once the priest had dragged
his old and frail body up the mountain to tell her that Joseph was
recovering; further, that news had come from Italy that shortly after
enlisting Vincenz had been shot, and had left to her the whole of his
possessions. Then she had folded her hands on her knees, and said
quietly, "It is well for him--it is soon over," as if she envied him.
"But what will you do with all this money?" the priest had asked her,
"who will manage your immense property? You must not let it all go to
ruin."
"Gold and goods plentiful as straw--and no help in them," said Wally,
"they cannot buy for me one short hour of happiness. When time has gone
by, and I can think of things again, I'll go down to Imst and make it
all sure that my property becomes Joseph's. For myself I'll keep only
enough to have a little house built further on, under the mountain, for
the winter--but now I must have peace, I can care for nothing now.
Manage things for me, your reverence, and see that the servants get
their due, and give the poor what they need; there shall be no poor on
the Sonnenplatte from this day forward."
Thus briefly had she settled her worldly affairs as though on the brink
of the next world: it remained to her only to await her hour--the hour
of deliverance. It seemed to her as if God had said by the mouth of the
priest, "Thou shalt not come to me, till I myself fetch thee." And now
she waited till He should fetch her--but how long, how terribly long
the time might be! She looked at her powerfully-built frame--it was not
planned for an early death, and yet death was her only hope. She knew
and understood that she must not end her days with violence, that her
atonement must be consecrated; but she thought--surely she might
_help_ the good God to set her free when it should please Him! And
so she did everything that might injure the strongest body. It was not
suicide to take only just enough nourishment to keep herself from
starving--fasting is ever a help to penitence--nor to expose herself
day and night to the storm and rain from which even the vulture took
shelter in a cleft of the rock, so that wet, frost, and privation began
gradually to undermine her healthy constitution. It was not self-murder
to climb the cliffs no mortal foot had trodden, it was only to give the
good God the opportunity to fling her down--if He would! And with a
sort of gloomy pleasure she watched her beautiful body waste away, she
felt her strength diminish, often she sank down with fatigue if she had
wandered far, and when she climbed, her knees trembled and her breath
grew short. Thus she sat one day weary on one of Murzoll's highest
peaks. Around her, piled one upon another, rose white pinnacles and
blocks of ice; it looked like a church-yard in winter where the
snow-covered grave-stones stand in rows side by side, no longer
veiled by clinging leaf or blossom. Immediately at her feet lay the
green-gleaming sea of ice with its frozen waves, that flowed onwards as
far as the pass leading over the mountain. Deepest silence as of the
tomb dwelt in this frozen, motionless upper world. The distance with
its endless perspective of mountains lay dreamily veiled in soft
noonday mists. On Similaun, close to the brown Riesenhorn, nestled a
small, bright cloud, that clung to it caressingly and was wafted up to
sink again, till at last, torn on the sharp edges of the frightful
precipices, it disappeared.
Wally lay supported on her elbow, and her eye mechanically followed the
drift of the tiny cloud. The mid-day sun burned above her head, the
vulture sat not far off, lazily pruning himself and spreading his
wings. Suddenly he became uneasy, turned his head as if listening,
stretched his neck, and flew croaking a short way higher up. Wally
raised herself a little to see what had startled the bird. There, over
the slippery, fissured glacier came a human form straight towards the
rock where Wally sat. She recognized the dark eyes, the short, black
beard, she saw the friendly glance and greeting, she heard the "Jodel"
that he sent up to her--as once years ago, when from the Sonnenplatte
she had seen him pass through the gorge with the stranger--she, an
innocent, hopeful child in those days, not yet cast out and cursed by
her father--not yet an incendiary--not yet a murderess. As a whole
landscape bursts from the darkness with all its heights and depths
revealed, under a flash of lightning--so the whole destined chain of
events passed before her soul, and shuddering, she recognized the depth
to which she was fallen.
What had she been then--and what was she now? And what did he seek who
had never sought her then, what did he seek now of her, the condemned
one--the dead-alive?
She gazed downwards in unspeakable terror. "Oh God! he is coming," she
cried aloud, and clung to the rock in mortal anguish as if it were the
hand of her stony father. "Joseph--stay below--not up here--for God's
sake not up here--go--turn back--I cannot, will not see thee--;" but
Joseph, who had mounted the rock at a quick run, was coming towards
her. Wally hid her face against the stone, stretching out her hands, as
if to defend herself against him. "Can one be alone nowhere in this
world?" she cried, trembling from head to foot. "Dost thou not hear?
Leave me. With me thou'st nought to do--I am dead--as good as dead am
I--can I not even die in peace?"
"Wally, Wally, art thou beside thyself?" cried Joseph, and he pulled
her from the rock with his powerful arms, as one might loosen some
close-growing moss. "Look at me, Wally--for God's sake--why will thou
not look at me? I am Joseph, Joseph whose life thou saved--that's not a
thing one does for those one cannot bear to look at."
He held her in his arms, she had fallen on one knee, she could not
move, she could not defend herself; she was no longer the Wally of
former days, she was weak and powerless. Like a victim beneath the
sacrificial knife, she bowed her head as if to meet the last stroke.
"Good Heavens, maiden! thou looks ready to die. Is this the haughty
Wallburga Stromminger? Wally, Wally--speak then--come to thyself. This
comes of living up here in the wilds where one might forget to speak
one's mother-tongue almost. Thou'rt quite fallen away; come, lean on me
and I'll lead thee down to thy hut. I'm no hero myself yet, but even so
I've somewhat more strength than thee. Come--one gets dizzy up here,
and I've much to say to thee, Wally--much to say."
Almost without will of her own, Wally let herself be led step by step,
as, without speaking, he guided her uncertain footsteps over the
glacier and down to her hut. There however they found the herdsman, and
pausing therefore, Joseph let the girl glide from his support on to a
meadow of mountain grass. She sat silent and resigned with folded
hands; it was God's will to send her this trial also, and she prayed
only that she might remain steadfast.
Joseph placed himself beside her, rested his chin on his hand, and
looked with glowing eyes into her grief-worn face.
"I have much to account for to thee, Wally," he said earnestly, "and I
should have come long ago if the doctor and the curé would have let me;
but they said it might cost me my life if I went up the mountain too
soon, and I thought that were a pity--for--now I first rightly value my
life, Wally--" he took her hand, "since thou'st saved it--for when I
heard that, I knew how it stood with thee--and just so it stands with
me, Wally!" He stroked her hand gently.
Wally snatched it from him in sheer terror; it almost took her breath
away.
"Joseph, I know now what thou would say! Thou think'st that because I
saved thy life, thou must love me out of gratitude and leave Afra in
the lurch after all. Joseph, that thou need not think, for so sure as
there is a God in Heaven--wretched am I and bad--but not so bad as to
take a reward I don't deserve, nor to let a heart be given me like
wages--a heart too that I must steal from another. Nay, that the
Vulture-maiden will not do--whatever else she may have done! Thank God,
there's still some wickedness even I am not capable of," she added
softly to herself. And collecting all her strength, she stood up and
would have gone to the hut where the herdsman sat whistling a tune. But
Joseph held her fast in both arms.
"Wally, hear me first," he said.
"Nay, Joseph!" she said with white lips, but proudly erect, "not
another word. I thank thee for thy good intention--but thou dostn't
know me yet."
"Wally, I tell thee thou must hear me for a moment--dost understand?
Thou _must_." He laid his hand on her shoulder and fixed his eyes on
her with an expression so imperious that she broke down and gave way.
"Speak then," she said as if exhausted, and seated herself, far from
him, on a stone.
"That is right--now I see thou can obey," he said, smiling
good-humouredly.
He stretched his finely-formed limbs on the grass, laid the jacket he
had thrown off under his elbow and supported himself on it; his warm
breath floated towards Wally as he spoke. She sat motionless with
downcast eyes; the internal struggle gradually brought the hot colour
to her face, but outwardly she was calm, almost indifferent.
"See, Wally,--I will tell thee exactly how it is," Joseph went on, "I
could never bear thee formerly, because I didn't know thee. I heard so
much of how wild and rough thou wert, and so I took a bad opinion of
thee and would never have to do with thee at all. That thou'rt a fine
and handsome maid I could see all the while--but I didn't want to see!
So I always kept out of thy way, till the quarrel happened between thee
and Afra--but that I could not let pass. For see, Wally--what is done
to Afra is done to me, and when Afra is hurt it cuts me to the heart,
for thou must know--well, it must come out, my mother in her grave will
forgive me--Afra is my sister."
Wally started back, and stared at him as if in a dream. He was silent
for a moment, and wiped his forehead with his linen sleeve. "It's not
right for me to talk about it," he continued, "but thou must know, and
thou'll let it go no further. My mother told me on her deathbed that
before ever she knew my father, she had a child out there in
Vintschgau, and I solemnly promised her that I would care for the lass
as a sister, and it's for that I fetched her from across the mountains
and brought her to the Lamb so that she might be near me. But we two
promised each other that we'd keep it secret and not bring shame on our
mother in her grave. Now dost thou understand how I couldn't let an
injury to my sister pass unpunished, and stood up for her when she was
wronged?"
Wally sat like a statue and struggled for breath. She felt as if the
mountains and the whole world were whirling round her. Now all was
clear--now too she understood what Afra had said by Joseph's bedside.
She held her head with both hands, as if she could not grasp the
meaning of it all. If it were indeed true, how gigantic was the wrong
she had done. It was not a heartless man who had scorned her for a
lowly maid-servant--it was a brother fulfilling his duty to a sister
that she would have killed--she would have bereft a poor orphan of her
last remaining stay for the sake of a blind movement of jealousy. "Good
God, if it had been so!" she said to herself. She felt giddy--she
buried her face in her hands, and a dull groan escaped her. Joseph, who
did not observe her agitation, went on.
"So it came to pass that up at the Lamb I swore before them all that I
would take down thy pride, and do to thee as thou'd done to Afra, and
so we hatched the plot among us, in spite of Afra who'd not have had it
done. And all went well; but when we wrestled with one another, and
when that dear and beautiful bosom lay upon my heart, and when I kissed
thee, it was as if my veins were filled with fire. I'd say no word to
thee, because I'd been thy enemy so long,--but from hour to hour the
fire grew, and in the night I clasped my pillow to me and thought that
it was thou, and when I woke, I cried out loud for thee and sprang out
of bed for the ferment and fever I was in."
"Stop, stop--thou'rt killing me," cried Wally, with cheeks and brow
aflame; but he went on passionately: "So I went out whilst it was still
night, and wandered up to the Sonnenplatte. I'll tell thee all,--I
meant to knock at thy window before break of day, and I was full of joy
to think how thou'd put out thy sleepy face, and how I'd hold thy head,
and make amends for all, and ask thy pardon a thousand, thousand times.
And then--then a shot whistled past my head, and directly after another
hit my shoulder, and as I stumbled some one sprang on me from behind
and hurled me down from the bridge. And I thought, now all is over with
love and everything else. But thou came, thou angel in maiden's form,
and took pity on me, and saved me, and cared for me--Oh, Wally!" He
threw himself at her feet, "Wally, I cannot thank thee as I ought--but
all the love of all the men in the world put together is not so great
as the love I have for thee."
Then Wally's strength gave way altogether--with a heart-rending cry she
thrust Joseph from her, and flung herself in wild despair face
downwards on the earth. "Oh, so happy as I might have been--and now all
is over--all, all!"
"Wally, for God's sake!--I believe thou'rt really mad! What is over? If
thee and me love each other, all is well!"
"Oh Joseph, Joseph, thou doesn't know--nothing can ever be between us
two; oh, thou doesn't know, I am outcast and condemned--thy wife I can
never be--trample on me, strike me dead--me it was that had thee flung
down yonder."
Joseph shrank back at the awful words--he was not yet sure that Wally
was not mad. He had sprung up, and was looking down at her in horror.
"Joseph," whispered Wally, and clasped his knees, "I've loved thee ever
since I've known thee, and it was because of thee that my father sent
me up to the Hochjoch, because of thee that I set fire to his house,
because of thee that for three years I wandered lonely in the wilds,
and was hungry and frozen and would have died sooner than be married to
another man. And out of pure jealousy I treated Afra as I did, because
I thought she was thy love and would take thee from me. And thou came
at last after long, long years that I had waited for thee, and thou
asked me to the dance like a bridegroom--and I believed it, my heart
was bursting for joy, and I let thee kiss me as a bride, but thou--thou
mocked me before everyone--mocked me!--for all the true love with which
I had longed for thee--for all the sore trouble that I had borne for
thee--then all at once everything was changed, and I bade Vincenz kill
thee."
Joseph covered his face with his hands. "That is horrible," he said in
an undertone.
"Then in the night I repented," Wally went on, "and I went out, and
would have hindered it--but it was too late. And now thou'st come to
tell me that thou loves me, and all would be well if I could stand
before thee with a clear conscience. And I have brought it all on
myself with my blind rage and wickedness. I thought no wrong could be
so great as that thou did to me, and it is all nothing to what I have
done to myself--but it serves me right--it serves me quite right."
There was a long silence. Wally had pressed her damp brow against
Joseph's knee, her whole body shook as in a death-agony. An agonizing
minute passed by. Then she felt a hand gently raise her face, and
Joseph's large eyes looked down on her with a wonderful expression.
"Thou poor Wally!" he said softly.
"Joseph, Joseph, thou mustn't be so good to me," cried Wally trembling,
"take thy gun and kill me dead--I'll hold still and never shrink, but
bless thee for the deed."
He raised her from the ground, he took her in his arms, he laid her
head on his breast and smoothed her disordered hair, then kissed her
passionately. "And STILL I love thee!" he cried in a voice like a
shout, so that the words rang back exultingly from the desert walls of
ice.
Wally stood there hardly conscious, motionless, almost sinking under
the flood of happiness that flowed over her. "Joseph, is it possible?
Can thou really forgive me--can the great God forgive me?" she
whispered breathlessly.
"Wally! He who could listen to thy words and look in thy wasted face,
and could yet be hard to thee--that man would have a stone in the place
of a heart. I'm a hard fellow, but I could not do that."
"Oh God!" said Wally, and the tears rushed to her eyes, "when I think
that I would have stilled _that_ heart for ever--!" She wrung her hands
in despair: "Oh thou good lad--the better and the dearer thou art to
me, so much the more terrible is my remorse. Oh, my peace is gone, for
ever gone, in earth and in Heaven. Thy servant will I be, not thy
wife--on thy door-step will I sleep, not at thy side--I'll serve thee,
and work for thee, and do all thy will before thou can speak the word.
And if thou strike me, I'll kiss thy hand, and if thou tread on me,
I'll clasp thy knee--and beg and pray till thou'rt good to me again.
And if thou grant me nought but the breath of thy lips, and a glance
and a word--still I'll be content--it'll still be more than I deserve."
"And dost think that I should be content?" said Joseph hotly, "dost
think a glance and a breath are enough for me? Dost think I'd suffer
that thou should lie on the doorstep, and me inside? Dost think I would
not open the door and fetch thee in? Dost think perhaps that thou would
stay outside, when I called to thee to come?"
Wally tried to free herself from his grasp; she hid her glowing face in
her clasped hands.
"Be at peace, sweet soul," Joseph went on in his deep, harmonious
voice, and drew her towards him. "Be at peace, and take that which our
Lord God sends thee--thou mayst, for thou hast atoned nobly. Torment
thyself no more with self-reproach, for I also have sinned heavily
towards thee, and provoked thee cruelly and rewarded thy long love and
faith with mockery and scorn. No wonder that thy patience gave way at
last--what else could one expect?--thou'rt only the Vulture Wally! But
thou's quickly repented thee, and despised death itself to bring me
from the depths where no man would have had the heart to go, and had me
carried to thy room, and laid upon thy bed, and thyself hast tended me,
till that foolish Afra came and drove thee away, because thou thought
she was my love. And thou wished to give us all thy property that I
might be able to marry Afra--as thou thought! And then came away to
the wilderness with thy heavy sorrow! Oh, thou poor soul, nought but
heart-ache hast thou had for my sake since thou's known me, and shall I
not love thee now and shall we know no happiness together? Nay, Wally,
and if the whole world were hard to thee--it's all one to me, I take
thee in my arms, and none shall do thee an injury."
"Is it really true that out of all my shame and misery thou'll take me
to thy heart, thy great and noble heart? Thou'll have no fear of the
wild Vulture-maiden that's done so many wicked things?"
"I fear the Vulture-maiden--I, Joseph the Bear-slayer? No, thou dear
child, and were thou still wilder than thou art, I fear thee not, I'll
conquer thee, that I told thee once before in hatred--I tell it thee
now in love. And even if I could not tame thee, if I knew that within a
fortnight thou'd murder me, I would not leave thee--I could not leave
thee. A hundred times have I climbed after a chamois when I knew that
each step might cost me my life--and yet would never leave it, and
thou--art thou not worth far, more to me than any chamois? See
Wally--for a single hour of thee as thou art to-day, to see thee look
at me and cling to me as now, will I gladly die." He pressed her to him
in a breathless embrace. "A fortnight hence thou'll be my wife, and
have no thought of killing me--I know it, for now I know thy heart."
Then Wally sprang up, and raised her arms towards heaven. "Oh, Thou
great and merciful God," she cried, "I will praise Thee and bless Thee
my whole life long, for it is more than earthly happiness that Thou
hast sent me--it is a message of Grace!"
It was now evening; a mild countenance looked down on them as in
friendly greeting; the full moon stood above the mountain. On the
valleys lay the shades of evening--it was too late now to descend the
mountain-side. They went into the hut, kindled a fire and sat down on
the hearth. It was an hour of sweet confidence after long years of
silence. On the roof sat the Vulture and dreamed that he was building
himself a nest, the rush of the night-wind round the hut was like the
sound of harps, and through the little window shone a star.
Next morning Wally and Joseph stood at the door of the hut ready to set
out homewards.
"Farewell, God keep thee, Father Murzoll," said Wally, and the first
gleam of morning showed a tear glittering in her eye, "I shall never
come back to thee more. My happiness lies down yonder now, but yet I
thank thee for giving me a home so long, when I was homeless. And thou,
old hut, thou'll be empty now, but when I sit with my dearest husband
down there in a warm room, I'll still think of thee, and how long
nights through I've shivered and wept beneath thy roof, and will always
be humble and thankful."
She turned and laid her hand on Joseph's arm. "Come, Joseph, that we
may be at the good priest's at Heiligkreuz before mid-day."
"Aye, come--I'm taking thee home, my beautiful bride! You see, you
phantom maidens, I've won her, and she belongs to me--in spite of you
and all bad spirits."
And he threw out a "Jodel" into the blue distance, that sounded like a
hymn of rejoicing on the day of resurrection.
"Be quiet," said Wally, laying her hand on his mouth in alarm, "thou
mustn't defy them." But then she smiled with a serene look. "Ah no,"
she said, "there's no more 'phantom maidens' and no more bad
spirits--there is only God."
She looked back once more. The snowy peaks of the Ferner glowed around
in the morning light. "Still it is beautiful up here," she said with
lingering footsteps.
"Art sorry to come down yonder with me?" asked Joseph.
"If thou wast to lead me into the deepest pit under the earth where no
gleam of day ever shone, still I'd go with thee and never question nor
complain," she said, and her voice sounded so wonderfully soft that
Joseph's eyes were moist.
There was a sudden rush down from the roof of the hut. "Oh, my
Hansl--I'd almost forgotten thee!" cried Wally. "And thou--?" she said
smiling at Joseph, "thou must make friends with him, for now you two
are brothers in fate. I fetched thee from the precipice as well as
him."
So they went down the mountain side. It was a modest wedding
procession, no splendour but the golden crown that the morning sunshine
wove around the bride's head--no follower but the vulture that circled
high in the air above them--but in their hearts was hardly-won,
deeply-felt, unspeakable joy.
* * * * *
Up yonder on the giddy height of the Sonnenplatte where once "the wild
Highland maid looked dreaming down," where later on she let herself
into the depths of the gloomy abyss to rescue the beloved one, a simple
cross stands out against the blue sky. It was erected there by the
village community in memory of Wallburga the Vulture-maiden and Joseph
the Bear-hunter--the benefactors of the whole neighbourhood.
Wally and Joseph died early, but their name lives and will be praised
so long and so far as the Ache flows. The traveller who passes through
the gorge late in the evening when the bell rings for vespers and the
silver crescent of the moon stands above the mountains, may see an aged
couple kneeling up yonder. They are Afra and Benedict Klotz, who often
come down from Rofen to pray by this cross. Wally herself it was who
brought their hearts together, and to-day on the brink of the grave
they still bless her memory.
Below in the gorge, white, misty forms hover around the traveller and
remind him of the "phantom maidens." Down from the cross there is
wafted to him a lament as it were out of long-forgotten heroic legends,
a lament that the mighty as well as the feeble must fade and pass away.
Still this one thought may comfort him--the heroic may die, but it
cannot perish from off the earth. Under the splendid coat of mail
of the Nibelungen hero, beneath the coarse peasant frocks of a
Vulture-maiden and a Bear-hunter--still we meet with it again and
again.
FOOTNOTES:
[Footnote 1: Lamb.]
[Footnote 2: In most foreign countries the law provides that a certain
portion of a man's estate is inalienable from his natural heirs.]
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