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The Master of Ballantrae
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THE WORKS OF
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON
SWANSTON EDITION
VOLUME XII
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THE WORKS OF
ROBERT LOUIS
STEVENSON
VOLUME TWELVE
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CONTENTS
THE MASTER OF BALLANTRAE
CHAPTER PAGE
I. SUMMARY OF EVENTS DURING THE MASTER'S WANDERINGS 9
II. SUMMARY OF EVENTS (_continued_) 21
III. THE MASTER'S WANDERINGS: FROM THE MEMOIRS OF THE
CHEVALIER DE BURKE 38
IV. PERSECUTIONS ENDURED BY MR. HENRY 70
V. ACCOUNT OF ALL THAT PASSED ON THE NIGHT OF
FEBRUARY 27TH, 1757 105
VI. SUMMARY OF EVENTS DURING THE MASTER'S SECOND
ABSENCE 127
VII. ADVENTURE OF CHEVALIER BURKE IN INDIA: EXTRACTED
FROM HIS MEMOIRS 147
VIII. THE ENEMY IN THE HOUSE 152
IX. MR. MACKELLAR'S JOURNEY WITH THE MASTER 175
X. PASSAGES AT NEW YORK 194
XI. THE JOURNEY IN THE WILDERNESS 213
XII. THE JOURNEY IN THE WILDERNESS (_continued_) 238
THE MASTER OF BALLANTRAE
_TO_
_SIR PERCY FLORENCE AND LADY SHELLEY_
_Here is a tale which extends over many years and travels into many
countries. By a peculiar fitness of circumstance the writer began,
continued it, and concluded it among distant and diverse scenes. Above
all, he was much upon the sea. The character and fortune of the
fraternal enemies, the hall and shrubbery of Durrisdeer, the problem of
Mackellar's homespun and how to shape it for superior flights; these
were his company on deck in many star-reflecting harbours, ran often in
his mind at sea to the tune of slatting canvas, and were dismissed
(something of the suddenest) on the approach of squalls. It is my hope
that these surroundings of its manufacture may to some degree find
favour for my story with seafarers and sea-lovers like yourselves._
_And at least here is a dedication from a great way off: written by the
loud shores of a subtropical island near upon ten thousand miles from
Boscombe Chine and Manor: scenes which rise before me as I write, along
with the faces and voices of my friends._
_Well, I am for the sea once more; no doubt Sir Percy also. Let us make
the signal B. R. D.!_
_R. L. S._
_Waikiki_, _May_ 17_th_, 1889.
PREFACE
Although an old, consistent exile, the editor of the following pages
revisits now and again the city of which he exults to be a native; and
there are few things more strange, more painful, or more salutary, than
such revisitations. Outside, in foreign spots, he comes by surprise and
awakens more attention than he had expected; in his own city, the
relation is reversed, and he stands amazed to be so little recollected.
Elsewhere he is refreshed to see attractive faces, to remark possible
friends; there he scouts the long streets, with a pang at heart, for the
faces and friends that are no more. Elsewhere he is delighted with the
presence of what is new, there tormented by the absence of what is old.
Elsewhere he is content to be his present self; there he is smitten with
an equal regret for what he once was and for what he once hoped to be.
He was feeling all this dimly, as he drove from the station, on his last
visit; he was feeling it still as he alighted at the door of his friend
Mr. Johnstone Thomson, W.S., with whom he was to stay. A hearty welcome,
a face not altogether changed, a few words that sounded of old days, a
laugh provoked and shared, a glimpse in passing of the snowy cloth and
bright decanters and the Piranesis on the dining-room wall, brought him
to his bed-room with a somewhat lightened cheer, and when he and Mr.
Thomson sat down a few minutes later, cheek by jowl, and pledged the
past in a preliminary bumper, he was already almost consoled, he had
already almost forgiven himself his two unpardonable errors, that he
should ever have left his native city, or ever returned to it.
"I have something quite in your way," said Mr. Thomson. "I wished to do
honour to your arrival; because, my dear fellow, it is my own youth that
comes back along with you; in a very tattered and withered state, to be
sure, but--well!--all that's left of it."
"A great deal better than nothing," said the editor. "But what is this
which is quite in my way?"
"I was coming to that," said Mr. Thomson: "Fate has put it in my power
to honour your arrival with something really original by way of dessert.
A mystery."
"A mystery?" I repeated.
"Yes," said his friend, "a mystery. It may prove to be nothing, and it
may prove to be a great deal. But in the meanwhile it is truly
mysterious, no eye having looked on it for near a hundred years; it is
highly genteel, for it treats of a titled family; and it ought to be
melodramatic, for (according to the superscription) it is concerned with
death."
"I think I rarely heard a more obscure or a more promising
annunciation," the other remarked. "But what is It?"
"You remember my predecessor's, old Peter M'Brair's business?"
"I remember him acutely; he could not look at me without a pang of
reprobation, and he could not feel the pang without betraying it. He was
to me a man of a great historical interest, but the interest was not
returned."
"Ah well, we go beyond him," said Mr. Thomson. "I daresay old Peter knew
as little about this as I do. You see, I succeeded to a prodigious
accumulation of old law-papers and old tin boxes, some of them of
Peter's hoarding, some of his father's, John, first of the dynasty, a
great man in his day. Among other collections, were all the papers of
the Durrisdeers."
"The Durrisdeers!" cried I. "My dear fellow, these may be of the
greatest interest. One of them was out in the 'Forty-five; one had some
strange passages with the devil--you will find a note of it in Law's
'Memorials,' I think; and there was an unexplained tragedy, I know not
what, much later, about a hundred years ago----"
"More than a hundred years ago," said Mr. Thomson. "In 1783."
"How do you know that? I mean some death."
"Yes, the lamentable deaths of my Lord Durrisdeer and his brother, the
Master of Ballantrae (attainted in the troubles)," said Mr. Thomson with
something the tone of a man quoting. "Is that it?"
"To say truth," said I, "I have only seen some dim reference to the
things in memoirs; and heard some traditions dimmer still, through my
uncle (whom I think you knew). My uncle lived when he was a boy in the
neighbourhood of St. Bride's; he has often told me of the avenue closed
up and grown over with grass, the great gates never opened, the last
lord and his old maid sister who lived in the back parts of the house, a
quiet, plain, poor, humdrum couple it would seem--but pathetic too, as
the last of that stirring and brave house--and, to the country folk,
faintly terrible from some deformed traditions."
"Yes," said Mr. Thomson. "Henry Graeme Durie, the last lord, died in
1820; his sister, the Honourable Miss Katharine Durie, in 'Twenty-seven;
so much I know; and by what I have been going over the last few days,
they were what you say, decent, quiet people, and not rich. To say
truth, it was a letter of my lord's that put me on the search for the
packet we are going to open this evening. Some papers could not be
found; and he wrote to Jack M'Brair suggesting they might be among those
sealed up by a Mr. Mackellar. M'Brair answered, that the papers in
question were all in Mackellar's own hand, all (as the writer
understood) of a purely narrative character; and besides, said he, 'I am
not bound to open them before the year 1889.' You may fancy if these
words struck me: I instituted a hunt through all the M'Brair
repositories; and at last hit upon that packet which (if you have had
enough wine) I propose to show you at once."
In the smoking-room, to which my host now led me, was a packet, fastened
with many seals and enclosed in a single sheet of strong paper thus
endorsed:
Papers relating to the lives and lamentable deaths of the late Lord
Durisdeer, and his elder brother James, commonly called Master of
Ballantrae, attainted in the troubles: entrusted into the hands of
John M'Brair in the Lawnmarket of Edinburgh, W.S.; this 20th day of
September Anno Domini 1789; by him to be kept secret until the
revolution of one hundred years complete, or until the 20th day of
September 1889: the same compiled and written by me,
EPHRAIM MACKELLAR,
_For near forty years Land Steward on the estates of his Lordship._
As Mr. Thomson is a married man, I will not say what hour had struck
when we laid down the last of the following pages; but I will give a few
words of what ensued.
"Here," said Mr. Thomson, "is a novel ready to your hand: all you have
to do is to work up the scenery, develop the characters, and improve the
style."
"My dear fellow," said I, "they are just the three things that I would
rather die than set my hand to. It shall be published as it stands."
"But it's so bald," objected Mr. Thomson.
"I believe there is nothing so noble as baldness," replied I, "and I am
sure there is nothing so interesting. I would have all literature bald,
and all authors (if you like) but one."
"Well, well," said Mr. Thomson, "we shall see."
* * * * *
[_"Johnstone Thomson, W.S.," is Mr. C. Baxter, W.S. (afterwards the
author's executor), with whom, as "Thomson Johnstone," Stevenson
frequently corresponded in the broadest of broad Scots.--The scene is
laid in Mr. Baxter's house, 7 Rothesay Place, Edinburgh._]
THE MASTER OF BALLANTRAE
CHAPTER I
SUMMARY OF EVENTS DURING THE MASTER'S WANDERINGS
The full truth of this odd matter is what the world has long been
looking for, and public curiosity is sure to welcome. It so befell that
I was intimately mingled with the last years and history of the house;
and there does not live one man so able as myself to make these matters
plain, or so desirous to narrate them faithfully. I knew the Master; on
many secret steps of his career I have an authentic memoir in my hand; I
sailed with him on his last voyage almost alone; I made one upon that
winter's journey of which so many tales have gone abroad; and I was
there at the man's death. As for my late Lord Durrisdeer, I served him
and loved him near twenty years; and thought more of him the more I knew
of him. Altogether, I think it not fit that so much evidence should
perish; the truth is a debt I owe my lord's memory; and I think my old
years will flow more smoothly, and my white hair lie quieter on the
pillow, when the debt is paid.
The Duries of Durrisdeer and Ballantrae were a strong family in the
south-west from the days of David First. A rhyme still current in the
countryside--
"Kittle folk are the Durrisdeers,
They ride wi' ower mony spears"--
bears the mark of its antiquity; and the name appears in another, which
common report attributes to Thomas of Ercildoune himself--I cannot say
how truly, and which some have applied--I dare not say with how much
justice--to the events of this narration:
"Twa Duries in Durrisdeer,
Ane to tie and ane to ride.
An ill day for the groom
And a waur day for the bride."
Authentic history besides is filled with their exploits, which (to our
modern eyes) seem not very commendable: and the family suffered its full
share of those ups and downs to which the great houses of Scotland have
been ever liable. But all these I pass over, to come to that memorable
year 1745, when the foundations of this tragedy were laid.
At that time there dwelt a family of four persons in the house of
Durrisdeer, near St. Bride's, on the Solway shore; a chief hold of their
race since the Reformation. My old lord, eighth of the name, was not old
in years, but he suffered prematurely from the disabilities of age; his
place was at the chimney side; there he sat reading, in a lined gown,
with few words for any man, and wry words for none: the model of an old
retired housekeeper; and yet his mind very well nourished with study,
and reputed in the country to be more cunning than he seemed. The Master
of Ballantrae, James in baptism, took from his father the love of
serious reading; some of his tact, perhaps, as well, but that which was
only policy in the father became black dissimulation in the son. The
face of his behaviour was merely popular and wild: he sat late at wine,
later at the cards; had the name in the country of "an unco man for the
lasses"; and was ever in the front of broils. But for all he was the
first to go in, yet it was observed he was invariably the best to come
off; and his partners in mischief were usually alone to pay the piper.
This luck or dexterity got him several ill-wishers, but with the rest of
the country enhanced his reputation; so that great things were looked
for in his future, when he should have gained more gravity. One very
black mark he had to his name; but the matter was hushed up at the time,
and so defaced by legends before I came into these parts that I scruple
to set it down. If it was true, it was a horrid fact in one so young;
and if false, it was a horrid calumny. I think it notable that he had
always vaunted himself quite implacable, and was taken at his word; so
that he had the addition, among his neighbours of "an ill man to cross."
Here was altogether a young nobleman (not yet twenty-four in the year
'Forty-five) who had made a figure in the country beyond his time of
life. The less marvel if there were little heard of the second son, Mr.
Henry (my late Lord Durrisdeer), who was neither very bad nor yet very
able, but an honest, solid sort of lad, like many of his neighbours.
Little heard, I say; but indeed it was a case of little spoken. He was
known among the salmon fishers in the firth, for that was a sport that
he assiduously followed; he was an excellent good horse-doctor besides;
and took a chief hand, almost from a boy, in the management of the
estates. How hard a part that was, in the situation of that family, none
knows better than myself; nor yet with how little colour of justice a
man may there acquire the reputation of a tyrant and a miser. The fourth
person in the house was Miss Alison Graeme, a near kinswoman, an orphan,
and the heir to a considerable fortune which her father had acquired in
trade. This money was loudly called for by my lord's necessities;
indeed, the land was deeply mortgaged; and Miss Alison was designed
accordingly to be the Master's wife, gladly enough on her side; with how
much good-will on his is another matter. She was a comely girl, and in
those days very spirited and self-willed; for the old lord having no
daughter of his own, and my lady being long dead, she had grown up as
best she might.
To these four came the news of Prince Charlie's landing, and set them
presently by the ears. My lord, like the chimney-keeper that he was, was
all for temporising. Miss Alison held the other side, because it
appeared romantical; and the Master (though I have heard they did not
agree often) was for this once of her opinion. The adventure tempted
him, as I conceive; he was tempted by the opportunity to raise the
fortunes of the house, and not less by the hope of paying off his
private liabilities, which were heavy beyond all opinion. As for Mr.
Henry, it appears he said little enough at first; his part came later
on. It took the three a whole day's disputation before they agreed to
steer a middle course, one son going forth to strike a blow for King
James, my lord and the other staying at home to keep in favour with King
George. Doubtless this was my lord's decision; and, as is well known, it
was the part played by many considerable families. But the one dispute
settled, another opened. For my lord, Miss Alison, and Mr. Henry all
held the one view: that it was the cadet's part to go out; and the
Master, what with restlessness and vanity, would at no rate consent to
stay at home. My lord pleaded, Miss Alison wept, Mr. Henry was very
plain spoken: all was of no avail.
"It is the direct heir of Durrisdeer that should ride by his King's
bridle," says the Master.
"If we were playing a manly part," says Mr. Henry, "there might be sense
in such talk. But what are we doing? Cheating at cards!"
"We are saving the house of Durrisdeer, Henry," his father said.
"And see, James," said Mr. Henry, "if I go, and the Prince has the upper
hand, it will be easy to make your peace with King James. But if you go,
and the expedition fails, we divide the right and the title. And what
shall I be then?"
"You will be Lord Durrisdeer," said the Master. "I put all I have upon
the table."
"I play at no such game," cries Mr. Henry. "I shall be left in such a
situation as no man of sense and honour could endure. I shall be neither
fish nor flesh!" he cried. And a little after he had another
expression, plainer perhaps than he intended. "It is your duty to be
here with my father," said he. "You know well enough you are the
favourite."
"Ay?" said the Master. "And there spoke Envy! Would you trip up my
heels--Jacob?" said he, and dwelled upon the name maliciously.
Mr. Henry went and walked at the low end of the hall without reply; for
he had an excellent gift of silence. Presently he came back.
"I am the cadet, and I _should_ go," said he. "And my lord here is the
master, and he says I _shall_ go. What say ye to that, my brother?"
"I say this, Harry," returned the Master, "that when very obstinate folk
are met, there are only two ways out: Blows--and I think none of us
could care to go so far; or the arbitrament of chance--and here is a
guinea piece. Will you stand by the toss of the coin?"
"I will stand and fall by it," said Mr. Henry. "Heads, I go; shield, I
stay."
The coin was spun, and it fell shield. "So there is a lesson for Jacob,"
says the Master.
"We shall live to repent of this," says Mr. Henry, and flung out of the
hall.
As for Miss Alison, she caught up that piece of gold which had just sent
her lover to the wars, and flung it clean through the family shield in
the great painted window.
"If you loved me as well as I love you, you would have stayed," cried
she.
"'I could not love you, dear, so well, loved I not honour more,'" sang
the Master.
"_O!_" she cried, "you have no heart--I hope you may be killed!" and she
ran from the room, and in tears, to her own chamber.
It seems the Master turned to my lord with his most comical manner, and
says he, "This looks like a devil of a wife."
"I think you are a devil of a son to me," cried his father, "you that
have always been the favourite, to my shame be it spoken. Never a good
hour have I gotten of you since you were born; no, never one good hour,"
and repeated it again the third time. Whether it was the Master's
levity, or his insubordination, or Mr. Henry's word about the favourite
son, that had so much disturbed my lord, I do not know: but I incline to
think it was the last, for I have it by all accounts that Mr. Henry was
more made up to from that hour.
Altogether it was in pretty ill blood with his family that the Master
rode to the North; which was the more sorrowful for others to remember
when it seemed too late. By fear and favour he had scraped together near
upon a dozen men, principally tenants' sons; they were all pretty full
when they set forth, and rode up the hill by the old abbey, roaring and
singing, the white cockade in every hat. It was a desperate venture for
so small a company to cross the most of Scotland unsupported; and (what
made folk think so the more) even as that poor dozen was clattering up
the hill, a great ship of the King's navy, that could have brought them
under with a single boat, lay with her broad ensign streaming in the
bay. The next afternoon, having given the Master a fair start, it was
Mr. Henry's turn; and he rode off, all by himself, to offer his sword
and carry letters from his father to King George's Government. Miss
Alison was shut in her room, and did little but weep, till both were
gone; only she stitched the cockade upon the Master's hat, and (as John
Paul told me) it was wetted with tears when he carried it down to him.
In all that followed, Mr. Henry and my old lord were true to their
bargain. That ever they accomplished anything is more than I could
learn; and that they were anyway strong on the King's side, more than I
believe. But they kept the letter of loyalty, corresponded with my Lord
President, sat still at home, and had little or no commerce with the
Master while that business lasted. Nor was he, on his side, more
communicative. Miss Alison, indeed, was always sending him expresses,
but I do not know if she had many answers. Macconochie rode for her
once, and found the Highlanders before Carlisle, and the Master riding
by the Prince's side in high favour; he took the letter (so Macconochie
tells), opened it, glanced it through with a mouth like a man whistling,
and stuck it in his belt, whence, on his horse passageing, it fell
unregarded to the ground. It was Macconochie who picked it up; and he
still kept it, and indeed I have seen it in his hands. News came to
Durrisdeer of course, by the common report, as it goes travelling
through a country, a thing always wonderful to me. By that means the
family learned more of the Master's favour with the Prince, and the
ground it was said to stand on: for by a strange condescension in a man
so proud--only that he was a man still more ambitious--he was said to
have crept into notability by truckling to the Irish. Sir Thomas
Sullivan, Colonel Burke, and the rest, were his daily comrades, by which
course he withdrew himself from his own country-folk. All the small
intrigues he had a hand in fomenting; thwarted my Lord George upon a
thousand points; was always for the advice that seemed palatable to the
Prince, no matter if it was good or bad; and seems upon the whole (like
the gambler he was all through life) to have had less regard to the
chances of the campaign than to the greatness of favour he might aspire
to, if, by any luck, it should succeed. For the rest, he did very well
in the field; no one questioned that: for he was no coward.
The next was the news of Culloden, which was brought to Durrisdeer by
one of the tenants' sons--the only survivor, he declared, of all those
that had gone singing up the hill. By an unfortunate chance John Paul
and Macconochie had that very morning found the guinea piece--which was
the root of all the evil--sticking in a holly bush; they had been "up
the gait," as the servants say at Durrisdeer, to the change-house; and
if they had little left of the guinea, they had less of their wits.
What must John Paul do but burst into the hall where the family sat at
dinner, and cry the news to them that "Tam Macmorland was but new
lichtit at the door, and--wirra, wirra--there were nane to come behind
him"?
They took the word in silence like folk condemned; only Mr. Henry
carrying his palm to his face, and Miss Alison laying her head outright
upon her hands. As for my lord, he was like ashes.
"I have still one son," says he. "And, Henry, I will do you this
justice--it is the kinder that is left."
It was a strange thing to say in such a moment; but my lord had never
forgotten Mr. Henry's speech, and he had years of injustice on his
conscience. Still it was a strange thing, and more than Miss Alison
could let pass. She broke out and blamed my lord for his unnatural
words, and Mr. Henry because he was sitting there in safety when his
brother lay dead, and herself because she had given her sweetheart ill
words at his departure, calling him the flower of the flock, wringing
her hands, protesting her love, and crying on him by his name--so that
the servants stood astonished.
Mr. Henry got to his feet, and stood holding his chair. It was he that
was like ashes now.
"O!" he burst out suddenly, "I know you loved him."
"The world knows that, glory be to God!" cries she; and then to Mr.
Henry: "There is none but me to know one thing--that you were a traitor
to him in your heart."
"God knows," groans he, "it was lost love on both sides."
Time went by in the house after that without much change; only they were
now three instead of four, which was a perpetual reminder of their loss.
Miss Alison's money, you are to bear in mind, was highly needful for the
estates; and the one brother being dead, my old lord soon set his heart
upon her marrying the other. Day in, day out, he would work upon her,
sitting by the chimney-side with his finger in his Latin book, and his
eyes set upon her face with a kind of pleasant intentness that became
the old gentleman very well. If she wept, he would condole with her like
an ancient man that has seen worse times and begins to think lightly
even of sorrow; if she raged, he would fall to reading again in his
Latin book, but always with some civil excuse; if she offered, as she
often did, to let them have her money in a gift, he would show her how
little it consisted with his honour, and remind her, even if he should
consent, that Mr. Henry would certainly refuse. _Non vi sed sæpe
cadendo_ was a favourite word of his; and no doubt this quiet
persecution wore away much of her resolve; no doubt, besides, he had a
great influence on the girl, having stood in the place of both her
parents; and, for that matter, she was herself filled with the spirit of
the Duries, and would have gone a great way for the glory of Durrisdeer;
but not so far, I think, as to marry my poor patron, had it not
been--strangely enough--for the circumstance of his extreme
unpopularity.
This was the work of Tam Macmorland. There was not much harm in Tam; but
he had that grievous weakness, a long tongue; and as the only man in
that country who had been out--or, rather, who had come in again--he was
sure of listeners. Those that have the underhand in any fighting, I have
observed, are ever anxious to persuade themselves they were betrayed. By
Tam's account of it, the rebels had been betrayed at every turn and by
every officer they had; they had been betrayed at Derby, and betrayed at
Falkirk; the night march was a step of treachery of my Lord George's;
and Culloden was lost by the treachery of the Macdonalds. This habit of
imputing treason grew upon the fool, till at last he must have in Mr.
Henry also. Mr. Henry (by his account) had betrayed the lads of
Durrisdeer; he had promised to follow with more men, and instead of that
he had ridden to King George. "Ay, and the next day!" Tam would cry.
"The puir bonny Master, and the puir kind lads that rade wi' him, were
hardly ower the scaur or he was aff--the Judis! Ay, weel--he has his way
o't: he's to be my lord, nae less, and there's mony a cold corp amang
the Hieland heather!" And at this, if Tam had been drinking, he would
begin to weep.
Let any one speak long enough, he will get believers. This view of Mr.
Henry's behaviour crept about the country by little and little; it was
talked upon by folk that knew the contrary, but were short of topics;
and it was heard and believed and given out for gospel by the ignorant
and the ill-willing. Mr. Henry began to be shunned; yet a while, and the
commons began to murmur as he went by, and the women (who are always the
most bold because they are the most safe) to cry out their reproaches to
his face. The Master was cried up for a saint. It was remembered how he
had never any hand in pressing the tenants; as, indeed, no more he had,
except to spend the money. He was a little wild perhaps, the folk said;
but how much better was a natural, wild lad that would soon have settled
down, than a skinflint and a sneckdraw, sitting with his nose in an
account-book to persecute poor tenants! One trollop, who had had a child
to the Master, and by all accounts been very badly used, yet made
herself a kind of champion of his memory. She flung a stone one day at
Mr. Henry.
"Whaur's the bonny lad that trustit ye?" she cried.
Mr. Henry reined in his horse and looked upon her, the blood flowing
from his lip. "Ay, Jess?" says he. "You too? And yet ye should ken me
better." For it was he who had helped her with money.
The woman had another stone ready, which she made as if she would cast;
and he, to ward himself, threw up the hand that held his riding-rod.
"What, would ye beat a lassie, ye ugly----?" cries she, and ran away
screaming as though he had struck her.
Next day word went about the country like wildfire that Mr. Henry had
beaten Jessie Broun within an inch of her life. I give it as one
instance of how this snowball grew, and one calumny brought another;
until my poor patron was so perished in reputation that he began to keep
the house like my lord. All this while, you may be very sure, he uttered
no complaints at home; the very ground of the scandal was too sore a
matter to be handled; and Mr. Henry was very proud, and strangely
obstinate in silence. My old lord must have heard of it, by John Paul,
if by no one else; and he must at least have remarked the altered habits
of his son. Yet even he, it is probable, knew not how high the feeling
ran; and as for Miss Alison, she was ever the last person to hear news,
and the least interested when she heard them.
In the height of the ill-feeling (for it died away as it came, no man
could say why) there was an election forward in the town of St. Bride's,
which is the next to Durrisdeer, standing on the Water of Swift; some
grievance was fermenting, I forget what, if ever I heard: and it was
currently said there would be broken heads ere night, and that the
sheriff had sent as far as Dumfries for soldiers. My lord moved that Mr.
Henry should be present, assuring him it was necessary to appear, for
the credit of the house. "It will soon be reported," said he, "that we
do not take the lead in our own country."
"It is a strange lead that I can take," said Mr. Henry; and when they
had pushed him further, "I tell you the plain truth," he said: "I dare
not show my face."
"You are the first of the house that ever said so," cries Miss Alison.
"We will go all three," said my lord; and sure enough he got into his
boots (the first time in four years--a sore business John Paul had to
get them on), and Miss Alison into her riding-coat, and all three rode
together to St. Bride's.
The streets were full of the riff-raff of all the countryside, who had
no sooner clapped eyes on Mr. Henry than the hissing began, and the
hooting, and the cries of "Judas!" and "Where was the Master?" and
"Where were the poor lads that rode with him?" Even a stone was cast;
but the more part cried shame at that, for my old lord's sake, and Miss
Alison's. It took not ten minutes to persuade my lord that Mr. Henry had
been right. He said never a word, but turned his horse about, and home
again, with his chin upon his bosom. Never a word said Miss Alison; no
doubt she thought the more; no doubt her pride was stung, for she was a
bone-bred Durie; and no doubt her heart was touched to see her cousin so
unjustly used. That night she was never in bed; I have often blamed my
lady--when I call to mind that night I readily forgive her all; and the
first thing in the morning she came to the old lord in his usual seat.
"If Henry still wants me," said she, "he can have me now." To himself
she had a different speech: "I bring you no love, Henry; but God knows,
all the pity in the world."
June the 1st, 1748, was the day of their marriage. It was December of
the same year that first saw me alighting at the doors of the great
house; and from there I take up the history of events as they befell
under my own observation, like a witness in a court.
CHAPTER II
SUMMARY OF EVENTS (_continued_)
I made the last of my journey in the cold end of December, in a mighty
dry day of frost, and who should be my guide but Patey Macmorland,
brother of Tam! For a tow-headed, bare-legged brat of ten, he had more
ill tales upon his tongue than ever I heard the match of; having drunken
betimes in his brother's cup. I was still not so old myself; pride had
not yet the upper hand of curiosity; and indeed it would have taken any
man, that cold morning, to hear all the old clashes of the country, and
be shown all the places by the way where strange things had fallen out.
I had tales of Claverhouse as we came through the bogs, and tales of the
devil as we came over the top of the scaur. As we came in by the abbey I
heard somewhat of the old monks, and more of the free-traders, who use
its ruins for a magazine, landing for that cause within a cannon-shot of
Durrisdeer; and along all the road the Duries and poor Mr. Henry were in
the first rank of slander. My mind was thus highly prejudiced against
the family I was about to serve, so that I was half surprised when I
beheld Durrisdeer itself, lying in a pretty, sheltered bay, under the
Abbey Hill; the house most commodiously built in the French fashion, or
perhaps Italianate, for I have no skill in these arts; and the place the
most beautified with gardens, lawns, shrubberies, and trees I had ever
seen. The money sunk here unproductively would have quite restored the
family; but as it was, it cost a revenue to keep it up.
Mr. Henry came himself to the door to welcome me: a tall dark young
gentleman (the Duries are all black men) of a plain and not cheerful
face, very strong in body, but not so strong in health; taking me by the
hand without any pride, and putting me at home with plain kind speeches.
He led me into the hall, booted as I was, to present me to my lord. It
was still daylight; and the first thing I observed was a lozenge of
clear glass in the midst of the shield in the painted window, which I
remember thinking a blemish on a room otherwise so handsome, with its
family portraits, and the pargeted ceiling with pendants, and the carved
chimney, in one corner of which my old lord sat reading in his Livy. He
was like Mr. Henry, with much the same plain countenance, only more
subtle and pleasant, and his talk a thousand times more entertaining. He
had many questions to ask me, I remember, of Edinburgh College, where I
had just received my mastership of arts, and of the various professors,
with whom and their proficiency he seemed well acquainted; and thus,
talking of things that I knew, I soon got liberty of speech in my new
home.
In the midst of this came Mrs. Henry into the room; she was very far
gone, Miss Katharine being due in about six weeks, which made me think
less of her beauty at the first sight; and she used me with more of
condescension than the rest; so that, upon all accounts, I kept her in
the third place of my esteem.
It did not take long before all Patey Macmorland's tales were blotted
out of my belief, and I was become, what I have ever since remained, a
loving servant of the house of Durrisdeer. Mr. Henry had the chief part
of my affection. It was with him I worked; and I found him an exacting
master, keeping all his kindness for those hours in which we were
unemployed, and in the steward's office not only loading me with work,
but viewing me with a shrewd supervision. At length one day he looked up
from his paper with a kind of timidness, and says he, "Mr. Mackellar, I
think I ought to tell you that you do very well." That was my first
word of commendation; and from that day his jealousy of my performance
was relaxed; soon it was "Mr. Mackellar" here, and "Mr. Mackellar"
there, with the whole family; and for much of my service at Durrisdeer I
have transacted everything at my own time, and to my own fancy, and
never a farthing challenged. Even while he was driving me, I had begun
to find my heart go out to Mr. Henry; no doubt, partly in pity, he was a
man so palpably unhappy. He would fall into a deep muse over our
accounts, staring at the page or out of the window; and at those times
the look of his face, and the sigh that would break from him, awoke in
me strong feelings of curiosity and commiseration. One day, I remember,
we were late upon some business in the steward's room. This room is in
the top of the house, and has a view upon the bay, and over a little
wooded cape, on the long sands; and there, right over against the sun,
which was then dipping, we saw the free-traders, with a great force of
men and horses, scouring on the beach. Mr. Henry had been staring
straight west, so that I marvelled he was not blinded by the sun;
suddenly he frowns, rubs his hand upon his brow, and turns to me with a
smile.
"You would not guess what I was thinking," says he. "I was thinking I
would be a happier man if I could ride and run the danger of my life
with these lawless companions."
I told him I had observed he did not enjoy good spirits; and that it was
a common fancy to envy others and think we should be the better of some
change; quoting Horace to the point, like a young man fresh from
college.
"Why, just so," said he. "And with that we may get back to our
accounts."
It was not long before I began to get wind of the causes that so much
depressed him. Indeed, a blind man must have soon discovered there was a
shadow on that house, the shadow of the Master of Ballantrae. Dead or
alive (and he was then supposed to be dead) that man was his brother's
rival: his rival abroad, where there was never a good word for Mr.
Henry, and nothing but regret and praise for the Master; and his rival
at home, not only with his father and his wife, but with the very
servants.
They were two old serving-men that were the leaders. John Paul, a
little, bald, solemn, stomachy man, a great professor of piety and (take
him for all in all) a pretty faithful servant, was the chief of the
Master's faction. None durst go so far as John. He took a pleasure in
disregarding Mr. Henry publicly, often with a slighting comparison. My
lord and Mrs. Henry took him up, to be sure, but never so resolutely as
they should; and he had only to pull his weeping face and begin his
lamentations for the Master--"his laddie," as he called him--to have the
whole condoned. As for Henry, he let these things pass in silence,
sometimes with a sad and sometimes with a black look. There was no
rivalling the dead, he knew that; and how to censure an old serving-man
for a fault of loyalty was more than he could see. His was not the
tongue to do it.
Macconochie was chief upon the other side; an old, ill-spoken, swearing,
ranting, drunken dog; and I have often thought it an odd circumstance in
human nature that these two serving-men should each have been the
champion of his contrary, and blackened their own faults, and made light
of their own virtues, when they beheld them in a master. Macconochie had
soon smelled out my secret inclination, took me much into his
confidence, and would rant against the Master by the hour, so that even
my work suffered. "They're a' daft here," he would cry, "and be damned
to them! The Master--the deil's in their thrapples that should call him
sae! it's Mr. Henry should be master now! They were nane sae fond o' the
Master when they had him, I'll can tell ye that. Sorrow on his name!
Never a guid word did I hear on his lips, nor naebody else, but just
fleering and flyting and profane cursing--deil ha'e him! There's nane
kennt his wickedness: him a gentleman! Did ever ye hear tell, Mr.
Mackellar, o' Wully White the wabster? No? Aweel, Wully was an unco
praying kind o' man; a dreigh body, nane o' my kind, I never could abide
the sight of him; onyway he was a great hand by his way of it, and he up
and rebukit the Master for some of his ongoings. It was a grand thing
for the Master o' Ball'ntrae to tak' up a feud wi' a wabster, wasna't?"
Macconochie would sneer; indeed, he never took the full name upon his
lips but with a sort of a whine of hatred. "But he did! A fine employ it
was: chapping at the man's door, and crying 'boo' in his lum, and
puttin' poother in his fire, and pee-oys[1] in his window; till the man
thought it was Auld Hornie was come seekin' him. Weel, to mak' a lang
story short, Wully gaed gyte. At the hinder end they couldna get him
frae his knees, but he just roared and prayed and grat straucht on, till
he got his release. It was fair murder, a'body said that. Ask John
Paul--he was brawly ashamed o' that game, him that's sic a Christian
man! Grand doin's for the Master o' Ball'ntrae!" I asked him what the
Master had thought of it himself. "How would I ken?" says he. "He never
said naething." And on again in his usual manner of banning and
swearing, with every now and again a "Master of Ballantrae" sneered
through his nose. It was in one of these confidences that he showed me
the Carlisle letter, the print of the horse-shoe still stamped in the
paper. Indeed, that was our last confidence; for he then expressed
himself so ill-naturedly of Mrs. Henry that I had to reprimand him
sharply, and must thenceforth hold him at a distance.
My old lord was uniformly kind to Mr. Henry; he had even pretty ways of
gratitude, and would sometimes clap him on the shoulder and say, as if
to the world at large: "This is a very good son to me." And grateful he
was, no doubt, being a man of sense and justice. But I think that was
all, and I am sure Mr. Henry thought so. The love was all for the dead
son. Not that this was often given breath to; indeed, with me but once.
My lord had asked me one day how I got on with Mr. Henry, and I had told
him the truth.
"Ay," said he, looking sideways on the burning fire, "Henry is a good
lad, a very good lad," said he. "You have heard, Mr. Mackellar, that I
had another son? I am afraid he was not so virtuous a lad as Mr. Henry;
but dear me, he's dead, Mr. Mackellar! and while he lived we were all
very proud of him, all very proud. If he was not all he should have been
in some ways, well, perhaps we loved him better!" This last he said
looking musingly in the fire; and then to me, with a great deal of
briskness, "But I am rejoiced you do so well with Mr. Henry. You will
find him a good master." And with that he opened his book, which was the
customary signal of dismission. But it would be little that he read, and
less that he understood; Culloden field and the Master, these would be
the burthen of his thought; and the burthen of mine was an unnatural
jealousy of the dead man for Mr. Henry's sake, that had even then begun
to grow on me.
I am keeping Mrs. Henry for the last, so that this expression of my
sentiment may seem unwarrantably strong: the reader shall judge for
himself when I have done. But I must first tell of another matter, which
was the means of bringing me more intimate. I had not yet been six
months at Durrisdeer when it chanced that John Paul fell sick and must
keep his bed; drink was the root of his malady, in my poor thought; but
he was tended, and indeed carried himself, like an afflicted saint; and
the very minister, who came to visit him, professed himself edified when
he went away. The third morning of his sickness Mr. Henry comes to me
with something of a hang-dog look.
"Mackellar," says he, "I wish I could trouble you upon a little service.
There is a pension we pay; it is John's part to carry it, and now that
he is sick I know not to whom I should look, unless it was yourself. The
matter is very delicate; I could not carry it with my own hand for a
sufficient reason; I dare not send Macconochie, who is a talker, and I
am--I have--I am desirous this should not come to Mrs. Henry's ears,"
says he, and flushed to his neck as he said it.
To say truth, when I found I was to carry money to one Jessie Broun, who
was no better than she should be, I supposed it was some trip of his own
that Mr. Henry was dissembling. I was the more impressed when the truth
came out.
It was up a wynd off a side street in St. Bride's that Jessie had her
lodging. The place was very ill inhabited, mostly by the free-trading
sort. There was a man with a broken head at the entry; half-way up, in a
tavern, fellows were roaring and singing, though it was not yet nine in
the day. Altogether, I had never seen a worse neighbourhood, even in the
great city of Edinburgh, and I was in two minds to go back. Jessie's
room was of a piece with her surroundings, and herself no better. She
would not give me the receipt (which Mr. Henry had told me to demand,
for he was very methodical) until she had sent out for spirits, and I
had pledged her in a glass; and all the time she carried on in a
light-headed, reckless way--now aping the manners of a lady, now
breaking into unseemly mirth, now making coquettish advances that
oppressed me to the ground. Of the money she spoke more tragically.
"It's blood-money!" said she; "I take it for that: blood-money for the
betrayed! See what I'm brought down to! Ah, if the bonny lad were back
again, it would be changed days. But he's deid--he's lyin' deid amang
the Hieland hills--the bonny lad, the bonny lad!"
She had a rapt manner of crying on the bonny lad, clasping her hands and
casting up her eyes, that I think she must have learned of strolling
players; and I thought her sorrow very much of an affectation, and that
she dwelled upon the business because her shame was now all she had to
be proud of. I will not say I did not pity her, but it was a loathing
pity at the best; and her last change of manner wiped it out. This was
when she had had enough of me for an audience, and had set her name at
last to the receipt. "There!" says she, and, taking the most unwomanly
oaths upon her tongue, bade me begone and carry it to the Judas who had
sent me. It was the first time I had heard the name applied to Mr.
Henry; I was staggered besides at her sudden vehemence of word and
manner, and got forth from the room, under this shower of curses, like a
beaten dog. But even then I was not quit, for the vixen threw up her
window, and, leaning forth, continued to revile me as I went up the
wynd; the free-traders, coming to the tavern door, joined in the
mockery, and one had even the inhumanity to set upon me a very savage
small dog, which bit me in the ankle. This was a strong lesson, had I
required one, to avoid ill company; and I rode home in much pain from
the bite, and considerable indignation of mind.
Mr. Henry was in the steward's room, affecting employment, but I could
see he was only impatient to hear of my errand.
"Well?" says he, as soon as I came in; and when I had told him something
of what passed, and that Jessie seemed an undeserving woman, and far
from grateful: "She is no friend to me," said he; "but indeed,
Mackellar, I have few friends to boast of, and Jessie has some cause to
be unjust. I need not dissemble what all the country knows: she was not
very well used by one of our family." This was the first time I had
heard him refer to the Master, even distantly; and I think he found his
tongue rebellious even for that much, but presently he resumed--"This is
why I would have nothing said. It would give pain to Mrs. Henry ... and
to my father," he added, with another flush.
"Mr. Henry," said I, "if you will take a freedom at my hands, I would
tell you to let that woman be. What service is your money to the like of
her? She has no sobriety and no economy--as for gratitude, you will as
soon get milk from a whinstone; and if you will pretermit your bounty,
it will make no change at all but just to save the ankles of your
messengers."
Mr. Henry smiled. "But I am grieved about your ankle," said he the next
moment, with a proper gravity.
"And observe," I continued, "I give you this advice upon consideration;
and yet my heart was touched for the woman in the beginning."
"Why, there it is, you see!" said Mr. Henry. "And you are to remember
that I knew her once a very decent lass. Besides which, although I speak
little of my family, I think much of its repute."
And with that he broke up the talk, which was the first we had together
in such confidence. But the same afternoon I had the proof that his
father was perfectly acquainted with the business, and that it was only
from his wife that Mr. Henry kept it secret.
"I fear you had a painful errand to-day," says my lord to me, "for
which, as it enters in no way among your duties, I wish to thank you,
and to remind you at the same time (in case Mr. Henry should have
neglected) how very desirable it is that no word of it should reach my
daughter. Reflections on the dead, Mr. Mackellar, are doubly painful."
Anger glowed in my heart; and I could have told my lord to his face how
little he had to do, bolstering up the image of the dead in Mrs. Henry's
heart, and how much better he were employed to shatter that false idol;
for by this time I saw very well how the land lay between my patron and
his wife.
My pen is clear enough to tell a plain tale; but to render the effect of
an infinity of small things, not one great enough in itself to be
narrated; and to translate the story of looks, and the message of voices
when they are saying no great matter; and to put in half a page the
essence of near eighteen months--this is what I despair to accomplish.
The fault, to be very blunt, lay all in Mrs. Henry. She felt it a merit
to have consented to the marriage, and she took it like a martyrdom; in
which my old lord, whether he knew it or not, fomented her. She made a
merit, besides, of her constancy to the dead, though its name, to a
nicer conscience, should have seemed rather disloyalty to the living;
and here also my lord gave her his countenance. I suppose he was glad to
talk of his loss, and ashamed to dwell on it with Mr. Henry. Certainly,
at least, he made a little coterie apart in that family of three, and it
was the husband who was shut out. It seems it was an old custom when the
family were alone in Durrisdeer, that my lord should take his wine to
the chimney-side, and Miss Alison, instead of withdrawing, should bring
a stool to his knee, and chatter to him privately; and after she had
become my patron's wife the same manner of doing was continued. It
should have been pleasant to behold this ancient gentleman so loving
with his daughter, but I was too much a partisan of Mr. Henry's to be
anything but wroth at his exclusion. Many's the time I have seen him
make an obvious resolve, quit the table, and go and join himself to his
wife and my Lord Durrisdeer; and on their part, they were never backward
to make him welcome, turned to him smilingly as to an intruding child,
and took him into their talk with an effort so ill-concealed that he was
soon back again beside me at the table, whence (so great is the hall of
Durrisdeer) we could but hear the murmur of voices at the chimney. There
he would sit and watch, and I along with him; and sometimes by my lord's
head sorrowfully shaken, or his hand laid on Mrs. Henry's head, or hers
upon his knee as if in consolation, or sometimes by an exchange of
tearful looks, we would draw our conclusion that the talk had gone to
the old subject and the shadow of the dead was in the hall.
I have hours when I blame Mr. Henry for taking all too patiently; yet we
are to remember he was married in pity, and accepted his wife upon that
term. And, indeed, he had small encouragement to make a stand. Once, I
remember, he announced he had found a man to replace the pane of the
stained window, which, as it was he that managed all the business, was a
thing clearly within his attributions. But to the Master's fanciers that
pane was like a relic; and on the first word of any change the blood
flew to Mrs. Henry's face.
"I wonder at you!" she cried.
"I wonder at myself," says Mr. Henry, with more of bitterness than I had
ever heard him to express.
Thereupon my old lord stepped in with his smooth talk, so that before
the meal was at an end all seemed forgotten; only that, after dinner,
when the pair had withdrawn as usual to the chimney-side, we could see
her weeping with her head upon his knee. Mr. Henry kept up the talk with
me upon some topic of the estates--he could speak of little else but
business, and was never the best of company; but he kept it up that day
with more continuity, his eye straying ever and again to the chimney,
and his voice changing to another key, but without check of delivery.
The pane, however, was not replaced; and I believe he counted it a great
defeat.
Whether he was stout enough or no, God knows he was kind enough. Mrs.
Henry had a manner of condescension with him, such as (in a wife) would
have pricked my vanity into an ulcer; he took it like a favour. She held
him at the staff's end; forgot and then remembered and unbent to him, as
we do to children; burthened him with cold kindness; reproved him with a
change of colour and a bitten lip, like one shamed by his disgrace:
ordered him with a look of the eye when she was off her guard; when she
was on the watch, pleaded with him for the most natural attentions, as
though they were unheard-of favours. And to all this he replied with the
most unwearied service; loving, as folk say, the very ground she trod
on, and carrying that love in his eyes as bright as a lamp. When Miss
Katharine was to be born, nothing would serve but he must stay in the
room behind the head of the bed. There he sat, as white (they tell me)
as a sheet, and the sweat dropping from his brow; and the handkerchief
he had in his hand was crushed into a little ball no bigger than a
musket-bullet. Nor could he bear the sight of Miss Katharine for many a
day; indeed, I doubt if he was ever what he should have been to my young
lady; for the which want of natural feeling he was loudly blamed.
Such was the state of this family down to the 7th April 1749, when there
befell the first of that series of events which were to break so many
hearts and lose so many lives.
* * * * *
On that day I was sitting in my room a little before supper, when John
Paul burst open the door with no civility of knocking, and told me there
was one below that wished to speak with the steward; sneering at the
name of my office.
I asked what manner of man, and what his name was; and this disclosed
the cause of John's ill-humour; for it appeared the visitor refused to
name himself except to me, a sore affront to the major-domo's
consequence.
"Well," said I, smiling a little, "I will see what he wants."
I found in the entrance-hall a big man, very plainly habited, and
wrapped in a sea-cloak, like one new landed, as indeed he was. Not far
off Macconochie was standing, with his tongue out of his mouth and his
hand upon his chin, like a dull fellow thinking hard, and the stranger,
who had brought his cloak about his face, appeared uneasy. He had no
sooner seen me coming than he went to meet me with an effusive manner.
"My dear man," said he, "a thousand apologies for disturbing you, but
I'm in the most awkward position. And there's a son of a ramrod there
that I should know the looks of, and more, betoken, I believe that he
knows mine. Being in this family, sir, and in a place of some
responsibility (which was the cause I took the liberty to send for you),
you are doubtless of the honest party?"
"You may be sure at least," says I, "that all of that party are quite
safe in Durrisdeer."
"My dear man, it is my very thought," says he. "You see, I have just
been set on shore here by a very honest man, whose name I cannot
remember, and who is to stand off and on for me till morning, at some
danger to himself; and, to be clear with you, I am a little concerned
lest it should be at some to me. I have saved my life so often, Mr.
----, I forget your name, which is a very good one--that, faith, I would
be very loth to lose it after all. And the son of a ramrod, whom I
believe I saw before Carlisle...."
"O, sir," said I, "you can trust Macconochie until to-morrow."
"Well, and it's a delight to hear you say so," says the stranger. "The
truth is, that my name is not a very suitable one in this country of
Scotland. With a gentleman like you, my dear man, I would have no
concealments of course; and by your leave I'll just breathe it in your
ear. They call me Francis Burke--Colonel Francis Burke; and I am here,
at a most damnable risk to myself, to see your masters--if you'll excuse
me, my good man, for giving them the name, for I'm sure it's a
circumstance I would never have guessed from your appearance. And if you
would just be so very obliging as to take my name to them, you might say
that I come bearing letters which I am sure they will be very rejoiced
to have the reading of."
Colonel Francis Burke was one of the Prince's Irishmen, that did his
cause such an infinity of hurt, and were so much distasted of the Scots
at the time of the rebellion; and it came at once into my mind how the
Master of Ballantrae had astonished all men by going with that party. In
the same moment a strong foreboding of the truth possessed my soul.
"If you will step in here," said I, opening a chamber door, "I will let
my lord know."
"And I am sure it's very good of you, Mr. What's-your-name," says the
Colonel.
Up to the hall I went, slow-footed. There they were, all three--my old
lord in his place, Mrs. Henry at work by the window, Mr. Henry (as was
much his custom) pacing the low end. In the midst was the table laid for
supper. I told them briefly what I had to say. My old lord lay back in
his seat. Mrs. Henry sprang up standing with a mechanical motion, and
she and her husband stared at each other's eyes across the room; it was
the strangest, challenging look these two exchanged, and as they looked,
the colour faded in their faces. Then Mr. Henry turned to me; not to
speak, only to sign with his finger; but that was enough, and I went
down again for the Colonel.
When we returned, these three were in much the same position I had left
them in; I believe no word had passed.
"My Lord Durrisdeer, no doubt?" says the Colonel, bowing, and my lord
bowed in answer. "And this," continues the Colonel, "should be the
Master of Ballantrae?"
"I have never taken that name," said Mr. Henry; "but I am Henry Durie,
at your service."
Then the Colonel turns to Mrs. Henry, bowing with his hat upon his heart
and the most killing airs of gallantry. "There can be no mistake about
so fine a figure of a lady," says he. "I address the seductive Miss
Alison, of whom I have so often heard?"
Once more husband and wife exchanged a look.
"I am Mrs. Henry Durie," said she; "but before my marriage my name was
Alison Graeme."
Then my lord spoke up. "I am an old man, Colonel Burke," said he, "and a
frail one. It will be mercy on your part to be expeditious. Do you
bring me news of----" he hesitated, and then the words broke from him
with a singular change of voice--"my son?"
"My dear lord, I will be round with you like a soldier," said the
Colonel. "I do."
My lord held out a wavering hand; he seemed to wave a signal, but
whether it was to give him time or to speak on, was more than we could
guess. At length he got out the one word, "Good?"
"Why, the very best in the creation!" cries the Colonel. "For my good
friend and admired comrade is at this hour in the fine city of Paris,
and as like as not, if I know anything of his habits, he will be drawing
in his chair to a piece of dinner.--Bedad, I believe the lady's
fainting."
Mrs. Henry was indeed the colour of death, and drooped against the
window-frame. But when Mr. Henry made a movement as if to run to her,
she straightened with a sort of shiver. "I am well," she said, with her
white lips.
Mr. Henry stopped, and his face had a strong twitch of anger. The next
moment he had turned to the Colonel. "You must not blame yourself," says
he, "for this effect on Mrs. Durie. It is only natural; we were all
brought up like brother and sister."
Mrs. Henry looked at her husband with something like relief, or even
gratitude. In my way of thinking, that speech was the first step he made
in her good graces.
"You must try to forgive me, Mrs. Durie, for indeed and I am just an
Irish savage," said the Colonel; "and I deserve to be shot, for not
breaking the matter more artistically to a lady.--But here are the
Master's own letters; one for each of the three of you; and to be sure
(if I know anything of my friend's genius) he will tell his own story
with a better grace."
He brought the three letters forth as he spoke, arranged them by their
superscriptions, presented the first to my lord, who took it greedily,
and advanced towards Mrs. Henry holding out the second.
But the lady waved it back. "To my husband," says she, with a choked
voice.
The Colonel was a quick man, but at this he was somewhat nonplussed. "To
be sure!" says he; "how very dull of me! To be sure!" But he still held
the letter.
At last Mr. Henry reached forth his hand, and there was nothing to be
done but give it up. Mr. Henry took the letters (both hers and his own),
and looked upon their outside, with his brows knit hard, as if he were
thinking. He had surprised me all through by his excellent behaviour:
but he was to excel himself now.
"Let me give you a hand to your room," said he to his wife. "This has
come something of the suddenest; and, at any rate, you will wish to read
your letter by yourself."
Again she looked upon him with the same thought of wonder; but he gave
her no time, coming straight to where she stood. "It will be better so,
believe me," said he; "and Colonel Burke is too considerate not to
excuse you." And with that he took her hand by the fingers, and led her
from the hall.
Mrs. Henry returned no more that night; and when Mr. Henry went to visit
her next morning, as I heard long afterwards, she gave him the letter
again, still unopened.
"O, read it and be done!" he had cried.
"Spare me that," said she.
And by these two speeches, to my way of thinking, each undid a great
part of what they had previously done well. But the letter, sure enough,
came into my hands, and by me was burned, unopened.
To be very exact as to the adventures of the Master after Culloden, I
wrote not long ago to Colonel Burke, now a Chevalier of the Order of St.
Louis, begging him for some notes in writing, since I could scarce
depend upon my memory at so great an interval. To confess the truth, I
have been somewhat embarrassed by his response; for he sent me the
complete memoirs of his life, touching only in places on the Master;
running to a much greater length than my whole story, and not everywhere
(as it seems to me) designed for edification. He begged in his letter,
dated from Ettenheim, that I would find a publisher for the whole, after
I had made what use of it I required; and I think I shall best answer my
own purpose and fulfil his wishes by giving certain parts of it in full.
In this way my readers will have a detailed, and, I believe, a very
genuine account of some essential matters; and if any publisher should
take a fancy to the Chevalier's manner of narration, he knows where to
apply for the rest, of which there is plenty at his service. I put in my
first extract here, so that it may stand in the place of what the
Chevalier told us over our wine in the hall of Durrisdeer; but you are
to suppose it was not the brutal fact, but a very varnished version that
he offered to my lord.
FOOTNOTE:
[1] A kind of firework made with damp powder.
CHAPTER III
THE MASTER'S WANDERINGS
_From the Memoirs of the Chevalier de Burke_
... I left Ruthven (it's hardly necessary to remark) with much greater
satisfaction than I had come to it; but whether I missed my way in the
deserts, or whether my companions failed me, I soon found myself alone.
This was a predicament very disagreeable; for I never understood this
horrid country or savage people, and the last stroke of the Prince's
withdrawal had made us of the Irish more unpopular than ever. I was
reflecting on my poor chances, when I saw another horseman on the hill,
whom I supposed at first to have been a phantom, the news of his death
in the very front at Culloden being current in the army generally. This
was the Master of Ballantrae, my Lord Durrisdeer's son, a young nobleman
of the rarest gallantry and parts, and equally designed by nature to
adorn a Court and to reap laurels in the field. Our meeting was the more
welcome to both, as he was one of the few Scots who had used the Irish
with consideration, and as he might now be of very high utility in
aiding my escape. Yet what founded our particular friendship was a
circumstance, by itself as romantic as any fable of King Arthur.
This was on the second day of our flight, after we had slept one night
in the rain upon the inclination of a mountain. There was an Appin man,
Alan Black Stewart (or some such name,[2] but I have seen him since in
France), who chanced to be passing the same way, and had a jealousy of
my companion. Very uncivil expressions were exchanged and Stewart calls
upon the Master to alight and have it out.
"Why, Mr. Stewart," says the Master, "I think at the present time I
would prefer to run a race with you." And with the word claps spurs to
his horse.
Stewart ran after us, a childish thing to do, for more than a mile; and
I could not help laughing, as I looked back at last and saw him on a
hill, holding his hand to his side, and nearly burst with running.
"But all the same," I could not help saying to my companion, "I would
let no man run after me for any such proper purpose, and not give him
his desire. It was a good jest, but it smells a trifle cowardly."
He bent his brows at me. "I do pretty well," says he, "when I saddle
myself with the most unpopular man in Scotland, and let that suffice for
courage."
"O, bedad," says I, "I could show you a more unpopular with the naked
eye. And if you like not my company, you can 'saddle' yourself on some
one else."
"Colonel Burke," says he, "do not let us quarrel; and, to that effect,
let me assure you I am the least patient man in the world."
"I am as little patient as yourself," said I. "I care not who knows
that."
"At this rate," says he, reining in, "we shall not go very far. And I
propose we do one of two things upon the instant: either quarrel and be
done; or make a sure bargain to bear everything at each other's hands."
"Like a pair of brothers?" said I.
"I said no such foolishness," he replied. "I have a brother of my own,
and I think no more of him than of a colewort. But if we are to have our
noses rubbed together in this course of flight, let us each dare to be
ourselves like savages, and each swear that he will neither resent nor
deprecate the other. I am a pretty bad fellow at bottom, and I find the
pretence of virtues very irksome."
"O, I am as bad as yourself," said I. "There is no skim-milk in Francis
Burke. But which is it to be? Fight or make friends?"
"Why," says he, "I think it will be the best manner to spin a coin for
it."
This proposition was too highly chivalrous not to take my fancy; and,
strange as it may seem of two well-born gentlemen of to-day, we span a
half-crown (like a pair of ancient paladins) whether we were to cut each
other's throats or be sworn friends. A more romantic circumstance can
rarely have occurred; and it is one of those points in my memoirs, by
which we may see the old tales of Homer and the poets are equally true
to-day--at least, of the noble and genteel. The coin fell for peace, and
we shook hands upon our bargain. And then it was that my companion
explained to me his thought in running away from Mr. Stewart, which was
certainly worthy of his political intellect. The report of his death, he
said, was a great guard to him; Mr. Stewart having recognised him, had
become a danger; and he had taken the briefest road to that gentleman's
silence. "For," says he, "Alan Black is too vain a man to narrate any
such story of himself."
Towards afternoon we came down to the shores of that loch for which we
were heading; and there was the ship, but newly come to anchor. She was
the _Sainte-Marie-des-Anges_, out of the port of Havre-de-Grace. The
Master, after we had signalled for a boat, asked me if I knew the
captain. I told him he was a countryman of mine, of the most unblemished
integrity, but, I was afraid, a rather timorous man.
"No matter," says he. "For all that, he should certainly hear the
truth."
I asked him If he meant about the battle? for if the captain once knew
the standard was down, he would certainly put to sea again at once.
"And even then!" said he; "the arms are now of no sort of utility."
"My dear man," said I, "who thinks of the arms? But, to be sure, we must
remember our friends. They will be close upon our heels, perhaps the
Prince himself, and if the ship be gone, a great number of valuable
lives may be imperilled."
"The captain and the crew have lives also, if you come to that," says
Ballantrae.
This I declared was but a quibble, and that I would not hear of the
captain being told; and then it was that Ballantrae made me a witty
answer, for the sake of which (and also because I have been blamed
myself in this business of the _Sainte-Marie-des-Anges_) I have related
the whole conversation as it passed.
"Frank," says he, "remember our bargain. I must not object to your
holding your tongue, which I hereby even encourage you to do; but, by
the same terms, you are not to resent my telling."
I could not help laughing at this; though I still forewarned him what
would come of it.
"The devil may come of it for what I care," says the reckless fellow. "I
have always done exactly as I felt inclined."
As is well known, my prediction came true. The captain had no sooner
heard the news than he cut his cable and to sea again; and before
morning broke, we were in the Great Minch.
The ship was very old; and the skipper, although the most honest of men
(and Irish too), was one of the least capable. The wind blew very
boisterous, and the sea raged extremely. All that day we had little
heart whether to eat or drink; went early to rest in some concern of
mind; and (as if to give us a lesson) in the night the wind chopped
suddenly into the north-east, and blew a hurricane. We were awaked by
the dreadful thunder of the tempest and the stamping of the mariners on
deck; so that I supposed our last hour was certainly come; and the
terror of my mind was increased out of all measure by Ballantrae, who
mocked at my devotions. It is in hours like these that a man of any
piety appears in his true light, and we find (what we are taught as
babes) the small trust that can be set in worldly friends: I would be
unworthy of my religion if I let this pass without particular remark.
For three days we lay in the dark in the cabin, and had but a biscuit to
nibble. On the fourth the wind fell, leaving the ship dismasted and
heaving on vast billows. The captain had not a guess of whither we were
blown; he was stark ignorant of his trade, and could do naught but bless
the Holy Virgin; a very good thing too, but scarce the whole of
seamanship. It seemed, our one hope was to be picked up by another
vessel; and if that should prove to be an English ship, it might be no
great blessing to the Master and myself.
The fifth and sixth days we tossed there helpless. The seventh some sail
was got on her, but she was an unwieldy vessel at the best, and we made
little but leeway. All the time, indeed, we had been drifting to the
south and west, and during the tempest must have driven in that
direction with unheard-of violence. The ninth dawn was cold and black,
with a great sea running, and every mark of foul weather. In this
situation we were overjoyed to sight a small ship on the horizon, and to
perceive her go about and head for the _Sainte-Marie_. But our
gratification did not very long endure; for when she had laid-to and
lowered a boat, it was immediately filled with disorderly fellows, who
sang and shouted as they pulled across to us, and swarmed in on our deck
with bare cutlasses, cursing loudly. Their leader was a horrible
villain, with his face blacked and his whiskers curled in ringlets;
Teach his name; a most notorious pirate. He stamped about the deck,
raving and crying out that his name was Satan, and his ship was called
Hell. There was something about him like a wicked child or a half-witted
person, that daunted me beyond expression. I whispered in the ear of
Ballantrae that I would not be the last to volunteer, and only prayed
God they might be short of hands; he approved my purpose with a nod.
"Bedad," said I to Master Teach, "if you are Satan, here is a devil for
ye."
The word pleased him; and (not to dwell upon these shocking incidents)
Ballantrae and I and two others were taken for recruits, while the
skipper and all the rest were cast into the sea by the method of walking
the plank. It was the first time I had seen this done; my heart died
within me at the spectacle; and Master Teach or one of his acolytes (for
my head was too much lost to be precise) remarked upon my pale face in a
very alarming manner. I had the strength to cut a step or two of a jig,
and cry out some ribaldry, which saved me for that time; but my legs
were like water when I must get down into the skiff among these
miscreants; and what with my horror of my company and fear of the
monstrous billows, it was all I could do to keep an Irish tongue and
break a jest or two as we were pulled aboard. By the blessing of God,
there was a fiddle in the pirate ship, which I had no sooner seen than I
fell upon; and in my quality of crowder I had the heavenly good luck to
get favour in their eyes. "Crowding Pat" was the name they dubbed me
with: and it was little I cared for a name so long as my skin was whole.
What kind of a pandemonium that vessel was I cannot describe, but she
was commanded by a lunatic, and might be called a floating Bedlam.
Drinking, roaring, singing, quarrelling, dancing, they were never all
sober at one time; and there were days together when, if a squall had
supervened, it must have sent us to the bottom; or if a King's ship had
come along, it would have found us quite helpless for defence. Once or
twice we sighted a sail, and, if we were sober enough, overhauled it,
God forgive us! and if we were all too drunk, she got away, and I would
bless the saints under my breath. Teach ruled, if you can call that rule
which brought no order, by the terror he created; and I observed the
man was very vain of his position. I have known marshals of France--ay,
and even Highland chieftains--that were less openly puffed up; which
throws a singular light on the pursuit of honour and glory. Indeed, the
longer we live, the more we perceive the sagacity of Aristotle and the
other old philosophers; and though I have all my life been eager for
legitimate distinctions, I can lay my hand upon my heart, at the end of
my career, and declare there is not one--no, nor yet life itself--which
is worth acquiring or preserving at the slightest cost of dignity.
It was long before I got private speech of Ballantrae; but at length one
night we crept out upon the boltsprit, when the rest were better
employed, and commiserated our position.
"None can deliver us but the saints," said I.
"My mind is very different," said Ballantrae; "for I am going to deliver
myself. This Teach is the poorest creature possible; we make no profit
of him, and lie continually open to capture; and," says he, "I am not
going to be a tarry pirate for nothing, nor yet to hang in chains if I
can help it." And he told me what was in his mind to better the state of
the ship in the way of discipline, which would give us safety for the
present, and a sooner hope of deliverance when they should have gained
enough and should break up their company.
I confessed to him ingenuously that my nerve was quite shook amid these
horrible surroundings, and I durst scarce tell him to count upon me.
"I am not very easy frightened," said he, "nor very easy beat."
A few days after there befell an accident which had nearly hanged us
all; and offers the most extraordinary picture of the folly that ruled
in our concerns. We were all pretty drunk: and some bedlamite spying a
sail, Teach put the ship about in chase without a glance, and we began
to bustle up the arms and boast of the horrors that should follow. I
observed Ballantrae stood quiet in the bows, looking under the shade of
his hand; but for my part, true to my policy among these savages, I was
at work with the busiest, and passing Irish jests for their diversion.
"Run up the colours!" cried Teach. "Show the ----s the Jolly Roger!"
It was the merest drunken braggadocio at such a stage, and might have
lost us a valuable prize; but I thought it no part of mine to reason,
and I ran up the black flag with my own hand.
Ballantrae steps presently aft with a smile upon his face.
"You may perhaps like to know, you drunken dog," says he, "that you are
chasing a King's ship."
Teach roared him the lie; but he ran at the same time to the bulwarks,
and so did they all. I have never seen so many drunken men struck
suddenly sober. The cruiser had gone about, upon our impudent display of
colours; she was just then filling on the new tack; her ensign blew out
quite plain to see; and even as we stared, there came a puff of smoke,
and then a report, and a shot plunged in the waves a good way short of
us. Some ran to the ropes, and got the _Sarah_ round with an incredible
swiftness. One fellow fell on the rum-barrel, which stood broached upon
the deck, and rolled it promptly overboard. On my part, I made for the
Jolly Roger, struck it, tossed it in the sea; and could have flung
myself after, so vexed was I with our mismanagement. As for Teach, he
grew as pale as death, and incontinently went down to his cabin. Only
twice he came on deck that afternoon; went to the taffrail; took a long
look at the King's ship, which was still on the horizon heading after
us; and then, without speech, back to his cabin. You may say he deserted
us; and if it had not been for one very capable sailor we had on board,
and for the lightness of the airs that blew all day, we must certainly
have gone to the yard-arm.
It is to be supposed Teach was humiliated, and perhaps alarmed for his
position with the crew; and the way in which he set about regaining what
he had lost was highly characteristic of the man. Early next day we
smelled him burning sulphur in his cabin and crying out of "Hell, hell!"
which was well understood among the crew, and filled their minds with
apprehension. Presently he comes on deck, a perfect figure of fun, his
face blacked, his hair and whiskers curled, his belt stuck full of
pistols; chewing bits of glass so that the blood ran down his chin, and
brandishing a dirk. I do not know if he had taken these manners from the
Indians of America, where he was a native; but such was his way, and he
would always thus announce that he was wound up to horrid deeds. The
first that came near him was the fellow who had sent the rum overboard
the day before; him he stabbed to the heart, damning him for a mutineer;
and then capered about the body, raving and swearing and daring us to
come on. It was the silliest exhibition; and yet dangerous too, for the
cowardly fellow was plainly working himself up to another murder.
All of a sudden Ballantrae stepped forth. "Have done with this
play-acting," says he. "Do you think to frighten us with making faces?
We saw nothing of you yesterday, when you were wanted; and we did well
without you, let me tell you that."
There was a murmur and a movement in the crew, of pleasure and alarm, I
thought, in nearly equal parts. As for Teach, he gave a barbarous howl,
and swung his dirk to fling it, an art in which (like many seamen) he
was very expert.
"Knock that out of his hand!" says Ballantrae, so sudden and sharp that
my arm obeyed him before my mind had understood.
Teach stood like one stupid, never thinking on his pistols.
"Go down to your cabin," cries Ballantrae, "and come on deck again when
you are sober. Do you think we are going to hang for you, you
black-faced, half-witted, drunken brute and butcher? Go down!" And he
stamped his foot at him with such a sudden smartness that Teach fairly
ran for it to the companion.
"And now, mates," says Ballantrae, "a word with you. I don't know if you
are gentlemen of fortune for the fun of the thing, but I am not. I want
to make money, and get ashore again, and spend it like a man. And on one
thing my mind is made up: I will not hang if I can help it. Come, give
me a hint; I'm only a beginner! Is there no way to get a little
discipline and common sense about this business?"
One of the men spoke up: he said by rights they should have a
quartermaster; and no sooner was the word out of his mouth than they
were all of that opinion. The thing went by acclamation; Ballantrae was
made quartermaster, the rum was put in his charge, laws were passed in
imitation of those of a pirate by the name of Roberts, and the last
proposal was to make an end of Teach. But Ballantrae was afraid of a
more efficient captain, who might be a counter-weight to himself, and he
opposed this stoutly. Teach, he said, was good enough to board ships and
frighten fools with his blacked face and swearing; we could scarce get a
better man than Teach for that; and besides, as the man was now
disconsidered, and as good as deposed, we might reduce his proportion of
the plunder. This carried it; Teach's share was cut down to a mere
derision, being actually less than mine; and there remained only two
points: whether he would consent, and who was to announce to him this
resolution.
"Do not let that stick you," says Ballantrae, "I will do that."
And he stepped to the companion and down alone into the cabin to face
that drunken savage.
"This is the man for us," cried one of the hands. "Three cheers for the
quartermaster!" which were given with a will, my own voice among the
loudest, and I daresay these plaudits had their effect on Master Teach
in the cabin, as we have seen of late days how shouting in the streets
may trouble even the minds of legislators.
What passed precisely was never known, though some of the heads of it
came to the surface later on; and we were all amazed, as well as
gratified, when Ballantrae came on deck with Teach upon his arm, and
announced that all had been consented.
I pass swiftly over those twelve or fifteen months in which we continued
to keep the sea in the North Atlantic, getting our food and water from
the ships we overhauled, and doing on the whole a pretty fortunate
business. Sure, no one could wish to read anything so ungenteel as the
memoirs of a pirate, even an unwilling one like me! Things went
extremely better with our designs, and Ballantrae kept his lead, to my
admiration, from that day forth. I would be tempted to suppose that a
gentleman must everywhere be first, even aboard a rover; but my birth is
every whit as good as any Scottish lord's, and I am not ashamed to
confess that I stayed Crowding Pat until the end, and was not much
better than the crew's buffoon. Indeed, it was no scene to bring out my
merits. My health suffered from a variety of reasons; I was more at home
to the last on a horse's back than a ship's deck; and, to be ingenuous,
the fear of the sea was constantly in my mind, battling with the fear of
my companions. I need not cry myself up for courage; I have done well on
many fields under the eyes of famous generals, and earned my late
advancement by an act of the most distinguished valour before many
witnesses. But when we must proceed on one of our abordages, the heart
of Francis Burke was in his boots; the little egg-shell skiff in which
we must set forth, the horrible heaving of the vast billows, the height
of the ship that we must scale, the thought of how many might be there
in garrison upon their legitimate defence, the scowling heavens which
(in that climate) so often looked darkly down upon our exploits, and the
mere crying of the wind in my ears, were all considerations most
unpalatable to my valour. Besides which, as I was always a creature of
the nicest sensibility, the scenes that must follow on our success
tempted me as little as the chances of defeat. Twice we found women on
board; and though I have seen towns sacked, and of late days in France
some very horrid public tumults, there was something in the smallness of
the numbers engaged, and the bleak dangerous sea-surroundings, that made
these acts of piracy far the most revolting. I confess ingenuously I
could never proceed unless I was three parts drunk; it was the same even
with the crew; Teach himself was fit for no enterprise till he was full
of rum; and it was one of the most difficult parts of Ballantrae's
performance to serve us with liquor in the proper quantities. Even this
he did to admiration; being upon the whole the most capable man I ever
met with, and the one of the most natural genius. He did not even scrape
favour with the crew, as I did, by continual buffoonery made upon a very
anxious heart; but preserved on most occasions a great deal of gravity
and distance; so that he was like a parent among a family of young
children, or a schoolmaster with his boys. What made his part the harder
to perform, the men were most inveterate grumblers: Ballantrae's
discipline, little as it was, was yet irksome to their love of licence;
and, what was worse, being kept sober they had time to think. Some of
them accordingly would fall to repenting their abominable crimes; one in
particular, who was a good Catholic, and with whom I would sometimes
steal apart for prayer; above all in bad weather, fogs, lashing rain,
and the like, when we would be the less observed; and I am sure no two
criminals in the cart have ever performed their devotions with more
anxious sincerity. But the rest, having no such grounds of hope, fell to
another pastime, that of computation. All day long they would be telling
up their shares or glooming over the result. I have said we were pretty
fortunate. But an observation falls to be made: that in this world, in
no business that I have tried, do the profits rise to a man's
expectations. We found many ships, and took many; yet few of them
contained much money, their goods were usually nothing to our
purpose--what did we want with a cargo of ploughs, or even of
tobacco?--and it is quite a painful reflection how many whole crews we
have made to walk the plank for no more than a stock of biscuit or an
anker or two of spirits.
In the meanwhile our ship was growing very foul, and it was high time we
should make for our _port de carénage_, which was in the estuary of a
river among swamps. It was openly understood that we should then break
up and go and squander our proportions of the spoil; and this made every
man greedy of a little more, so that our decision was delayed from day
to day. What finally decided matters was a trifling accident, such as an
ignorant person might suppose incidental to our way of life. But here I
must explain: on only one of all the ships we boarded, the first on
which we found women, did we meet with any genuine resistance. On that
occasion we had two men killed and several injured, and if it had not
been for the gallantry of Ballantrae we had surely been beat back at
last. Everywhere else the defence (where there was any at all) was what
the worst troops in Europe would have laughed at; so that the most
dangerous part of our employment was to clamber up the side of the ship:
and I have even known the poor souls on board to cast us a line, so
eager were they to volunteer instead of walking the plank. This constant
immunity had made our fellows very soft, so that I understood how Teach
had made so deep a mark upon their minds; for indeed the company of that
lunatic was the chief danger in our way of life. The accident to which I
have referred was this:--We had sighted a little full-rigged ship very
close under our board in a haze; she sailed near as well as we did--I
should be nearer truth if I said, near as ill; and we cleared the
bow-chaser to see if we could bring a spar or two about their ears. The
swell was exceedingly great; the motion of the ship beyond description;
it was little wonder if our gunners should fire thrice and be still
quite broad of what they aimed at. But in the meanwhile the chase had
cleared a stern gun, the thickness of the air concealing them; and being
better marksmen, their first shot struck us in the bows, knocked our two
gunners into mincemeat, so that we were all sprinkled with the blood,
and plunged through the deck into the forecastle, where we slept.
Ballantrae would have held on; indeed, there was nothing in this
_contretemps_ to affect the mind of any soldier; but he had a quick
perception of the men's wishes, and it was plain this lucky shot had
given them a sickener of their trade. In a moment they were all of one
mind: the chase was drawing away from us, it was needless to hold on,
the _Sarah_ was too foul to overhaul a bottle, it was mere foolery to
keep the sea with her; and on these pretended grounds her head was
incontinently put about and the course laid for the river. It was
strange to see what merriment fell on that ship's company, and how they
stamped about the deck jesting, and each computing what increase had
come to his share by the death of the two gunners.
We were nine days making our port, so light were the airs we had to sail
on, so foul the ship's bottom; but early on the tenth, before dawn, and
in a light lifting haze, we passed the head. A little after, the haze
lifted, and fell again, showing us a cruiser very close. This was a sore
blow, happening so near our refuge. There was a great debate of whether
she had seen us, and if so whether it was likely they had recognised the
_Sarah_. We were very careful, by destroying every member of those crews
we overhauled, to leave no evidence as to our own persons; but the
appearance of the _Sarah_ herself we could not keep so private; and
above all of late, since she had been foul, and we had pursued many
ships without success, it was plain that her description had been often
published. I supposed this alert would have made us separate upon the
instant. But here again that original genius of Ballantrae's had a
surprise in store for me. He and Teach (and it was the most remarkable
step of his success) had gone hand in hand since the first day of his
appointment. I often questioned him upon the fact, and never got an
answer but once, when he told me he and Teach had an understanding
"which would very much surprise the crew if they should hear of it, and
would surprise himself a good deal if it was carried out." Well, here
again he and Teach were of a mind; and by their joint procurement the
anchor was no sooner down than the whole crew went off upon a scene of
drunkenness indescribable. By afternoon we were a mere shipful of
lunatical persons, throwing of things overboard, howling of different
songs at the same time, quarrelling and falling together, and then
forgetting our quarrels to embrace. Ballantrae had bidden me drink
nothing, and feign drunkenness, as I valued my life; and I have never
passed a day so wearisomely, lying the best part of the time upon the
forecastle and watching the swamps and thickets by which our little
basin was entirely surrounded for the eye. A little after dusk
Ballantrae stumbled up to my side, feigned to fall, with a drunken
laugh, and before he got to his feet again, whispered me to "reel down
into the cabin and seem to fall asleep upon a locker, for there would be
need of me soon." I did as I was told, and coming into the cabin, where
it was quite dark, let myself fall on the first locker. There was a man
there already: by the way he stirred and threw me off, I could not think
he was much in liquor; and yet when I had found another place, he seemed
to continue to sleep on. My heart now beat very hard, for I saw some
desperate matter was in act. Presently down came Ballantrae, lit the
lamp, looked about the cabin, nodded as if pleased, and on deck again
without a word. I peered out from between my fingers, and saw there were
three of us slumbering, or feigning to slumber, on the lockers: myself,
one Dutton, and one Grady, both resolute men. On deck the rest were got
to a pitch of revelry quite beyond the bounds of what is human; so that
no reasonable name can describe the sounds they were now making. I have
heard many a drunken bout in my time, many on board that very _Sarah_,
but never anything the least like this, which made me early suppose the
liquor had been tampered with. It was a long while before these yells
and howls died out into a sort of miserable moaning, and then to
silence; and it seemed a long while after that before Ballantrae came
down again, this time with Teach upon his heels. The latter cursed at
the sight of us three upon the lockers.
"Tut," says Ballantrae, "you might fire a pistol at their ears. You know
what stuff they have been swallowing."
There was a hatch in the cabin floor, and under that the richest part of
the booty was stored against the day of division. It fastened with a
ring and three padlocks, the keys (for greater security) being divided;
one to Teach, one to Ballantrae, and one to the mate, a man called
Hammond. Yet I was amazed to see they were now all in the one hand; and
yet more amazed (still looking through my fingers) to observe Ballantrae
and Teach bring up several packets, four of them in all, very carefully
made up, and with a loop for carriage.
"And now," says Teach, "let us be going."
"One word," says Ballantrae. "I have discovered there is another man
besides yourself who knows a private path across the swamp; and it seems
it is shorter than yours."
Teach cried out, in that case, they were undone.
"I do not know for that," says Ballantrae. "For there are several other
circumstances with which I must acquaint you. First of all, there is no
bullet in your pistols, which (if you remember) I was kind enough to
load for both of us this morning. Secondly, as there is some one else
who knows a passage, you must think it highly improbable I should saddle
myself with a lunatic like you. Thirdly, these gentlemen (who need no
longer pretend to be asleep) are those of my party, and will now proceed
to gag and bind you to the mast; and when your men awaken (if they ever
do awake after the drugs we have mingled in their liquor), I am sure
they will be so obliging as to deliver you, and you will have no
difficulty, I daresay, to explain the business of the keys."
Not a word said Teach, but looked at us like a frightened baby as we
gagged and bound him.
"Now you see, you moon-calf," says Ballantrae, "why we made four
packets. Heretofore you have been called Captain Teach, but I think you
are now rather Captain Learn."
That was our last word on board the _Sarah_. We four, with our four
packets, lowered ourselves softly into a skiff, and left that ship
behind us as silent as the grave, only for the moaning of some of the
drunkards. There was a fog about breast-high on the waters; so that
Dutton, who knew the passage, must stand on his feet to direct our
rowing; and this, as it forced us to row gently, was the means of our
deliverance. We were yet but a little way from the ship, when it began
to come grey, and the birds to fly abroad upon the water. All of a
sudden Dutton clapped down upon his hams, and whispered us to be silent
for our lives, and hearken. Sure enough, we heard a little faint creak
of oars upon one hand, and then again, and farther off, a creak of oars
upon the other. It was clear we had been sighted yesterday in the
morning; here were the cruiser's boats to cut us out; here were we
defenceless in their very midst. Sure, never were poor souls more
perilously placed; and as we lay there on our oars, praying God the mist
might hold, the sweat poured from my brow. Presently we heard one of the
boats where we might have thrown a biscuit in her. "Softly, men," we
heard an officer whisper; and I marvelled they could not hear the
drumming of my heart.
"Never mind the path," says Ballantrae; "we must get shelter anyhow;
let us pull straight ahead for the sides of the basin."
This we did with the most anxious precaution, rowing, as best we could,
upon our hands, and steering at a venture in the fog, which was (for all
that) our only safety. But Heaven guided us; we touched ground at a
thicket; scrambled ashore with our treasure; and having no other way of
concealment, and the mist beginning already to lighten, hove down the
skiff and let her sink. We were still but new under cover when the sun
rose; and at the same time, from the midst of the basin, a great
shouting of seamen sprang up, and we knew the _Sarah_ was being boarded.
I heard afterwards the officer that took her got great honour; and it's
true the approach was creditably managed, but I think he had an easy
capture when he came to board.[3]
I was still blessing the saints for my escape, when I became aware we
were in trouble of another kind. We were here landed at random in a vast
and dangerous swamp; and how to come at the path was a concern of doubt,
fatigue, and peril. Dutton, indeed, was of opinion we should wait until
the ship was gone, and fish up the skiff; for any delay would be more
wise than to go blindly ahead in that morass. One went back accordingly
to the basin-side and (peering through the thicket) saw the fog already
quite drunk up, and English colours flying on the _Sarah_, but no
movement made to get her under way. Our situation was now very doubtful.
The swamp was an unhealthful place to linger in; we had been so greedy
to bring treasures that we had brought but little food; it was highly
desirable, besides, that we should get clear of the neighbourhood and
into the settlements before the news of the capture went abroad; and
against all these considerations there was only the peril of the passage
on the other side. I think it not wonderful we decided on the active
part.
It was already blistering hot when we set forth to pass the marsh, or
rather to strike the path, by compass. Dutton took the compass, and one
or other of us three carried his proportion of the treasure. I promise
you he kept a sharp eye to his rear, for it was like the man's soul that
he must trust us with. The thicket was as close as a bush; the ground
very treacherous, so that we often sank in the most terrifying manner,
and must go round about; the heat, besides, was stifling, the air
singularly heavy, and the stinging insects abounded in such myriads that
each of us walked under his own cloud. It has often been commented on,
how much better gentlemen of birth endure fatigue than persons of the
rabble; so that walking officers, who must tramp in the dirt beside
their men, shame them by their constancy. This was well to be observed
in the present instance; for here were Ballantrae and I, two gentlemen
of the highest breeding, on the one hand; and on the other, Grady, a
common mariner, and a man nearly a giant in physical strength. The case
of Dutton is not in point, for I confess he did as well as any of us.[4]
But as for Grady, he began early to lament his case, tailed in the rear,
refused to carry Dutton's packet when it came his turn, clamoured
continually for rum (of which we had too little), and at last even
threatened us from behind with a cocked pistol, unless we should allow
him rest. Ballantrae would have fought it out, I believe; but I
prevailed with him the other way; and we made a stop and ate a meal. It
seemed to benefit Grady little; he was in the rear again at once,
growling and bemoaning his lot; and at last, by some carelessness, not
having followed properly in our tracks, stumbled into a deep part of
the slough where it was mostly water, gave some very dreadful screams,
and before we could come to his aid had sunk along with his booty. His
fate, and above all these screams of his, appalled us to the soul; yet
it was on the whole a fortunate circumstance, and the means of our
deliverance, for it moved Dutton to mount into a tree, whence he was
able to perceive and to show me, who had climbed after him, a high piece
of the wood, which was a landmark for the path. He went forward the more
carelessly, I must suppose; for presently we saw him sink a little down,
draw up his feet and sink again, and so twice. Then he turned his face
to us, pretty white.
"Lend a hand," said he, "I am in a bad place."
"I don't know about that," says Ballantrae, standing still.
Dutton broke out into the most violent oaths, sinking a little lower as
he did, so that the mud was nearly to his waist, and plucking a pistol
from his belt, "Help me," he cries, "or die and be damned to you!"
"Nay," says Ballantrae, "I did but jest. I am coming." And he set down
his own packet and Dutton's, which he was then carrying. "Do not venture
near till we see if you are needed," said he to me, and went forward
alone to where the man was bogged. He was quiet now, though he still
held the pistol; and the marks of terror in his countenance were very
moving to behold.
"For the Lord's sake," says he, "look sharp."
Ballantrae was now got close up. "Keep still," says he, and seemed to
consider; and then, "Reach out both your hands!"
Dutton laid down his pistol, and so watery was the top surface that it
went clear out of sight; with an oath he stooped to snatch it; and as he
did so, Ballantrae leaned forth and stabbed him between the shoulders.
Up went his hands over his head--I know not whether with the pain or to
ward himself; and the next moment he doubled forward in the mud.
Ballantrae was already over the ankles; but he plucked himself out, and
came back to me, where I stood with my knees smiting one another. "The
devil take you, Francis!" says he. "I believe you are a half-hearted
fellow, after all. I have only done justice on a pirate. And here we are
quite clear of the _Sarah!_ Who shall now say that we have dipped our
hands in any irregularities?"
I assured him he did me injustice; but my sense of humanity was so much
affected by the horridness of the fact that I could scarce find breath
to answer with.
"Come," said he, "you must be more resolved. The need for this fellow
ceased when he had shown you where the path ran; and you cannot deny I
would have been daft to let slip so fair an opportunity."
I could not deny but he was right in principle; nor yet could I refrain
from shedding tears, of which I think no man of valour need have been
ashamed; and it was not until I had a share of the rum that I was able
to proceed. I repeat, I am far from ashamed of my generous emotion;
mercy is honourable in the warrior; and yet I cannot altogether censure
Ballantrae, whose step was really fortunate, as we struck the path
without further misadventure, and the same night, about sundown, came to
the edge of the morass.
We were too weary to seek far; on some dry sands, still warm with the
day's sun, and close under a wood of pines, we lay down and were
instantly plunged in sleep.
We awaked the next morning very early, and began with a sullen spirit a
conversation that came near to end in blows. We were now cast on shore
in the southern provinces, thousands of miles from any French
settlement; a dreadful journey and a thousand perils lay in front of us;
and sure, if there was ever need for amity, it was in such an hour. I
must suppose that Ballantrae had suffered in his sense of what is truly
polite; indeed, and there is nothing strange in the idea, after the
sea-wolves we had consorted with so long; and as for myself, he fubbed
me off unhandsomely, and any gentleman would have resented his
behaviour.
I told him in what light I saw his conduct; he walked a little off, I
following to upbraid him; and at last he stopped me with his hand.
"Frank," says he, "you know what we swore; and yet there is no oath
invented would induce me to swallow such expressions, if I did not
regard you with sincere affection. It is impossible you should doubt me
there: I have given proofs. Dutton I had to take, because he knew the
pass, and Grady because Dutton would not move without him; but what call
was there to carry you along? You are a perpetual danger to me with your
cursed Irish tongue. By rights you should now be in irons in the
cruiser. And you quarrel with me like a baby for some trinkets!"
I considered this one of the most unhandsome speeches ever made; and
indeed to this day I can scarce reconcile it to my notion of a gentleman
that was my friend. I retorted upon him with his Scots accent, of which
he had not so much as some, but enough to be very barbarous and
disgusting, as I told him plainly; and the affair would have gone to a
great length, but for an alarming intervention.
We had got some way off upon the sand. The place where we had slept,
with the packets lying undone and the money scattered openly, was now
between us and the pines; and it was out of these the stranger must have
come. There he was at least, a great hulking fellow of the country, with
a broad axe on his shoulder, looking open-mouthed, now at the treasure,
which was just at his feet, and now at our disputation, in which we had
gone far enough to have weapons in our hands. We had no sooner observed
him than he found his legs and made off again among the pines.
This was no scene to put our minds at rest: a couple of armed men in
sea-clothes found quarrelling over a treasure, not many miles from where
a pirate had been captured--here was enough to bring the whole country
about our ears. The quarrel was not even made up; it was blotted from
our minds; and we got our packets together in the twinkling of an eye,
and made off, running with the best will in the world. But the trouble
was, we did not know in what direction, and must continually return upon
our steps. Ballantrae had indeed collected what he could from Dutton;
but it's hard to travel upon hearsay; and the estuary, which spreads
into a vast irregular harbour, turned us off upon every side with a new
stretch of water.
We were near beside ourselves, and already quite spent with running,
when, coming to the top of a dune, we saw we were again cut off by
another ramification of the bay. This was a creek, however, very
different from those that had arrested us before; being set in rocks,
and so precipitously deep that a small vessel was able to lie alongside,
made fast with a hawser; and her crew had laid a plank to the shore.
Here they had lighted a fire, and were sitting at their meal. As for the
vessel herself, she was one of those they build in the Bermudas.
The love of gold and the great hatred that everybody has to pirates were
motives of the most influential, and would certainly raise the country
in our pursuit. Besides, it was now plain we were on some sort of
straggling peninsula, like the fingers of a hand; and the wrist, or
passage to the mainland, which we should have taken at the first, was by
this time not improbably secured. These considerations put us on a
bolder counsel. For as long as we dared, looking every moment to hear
sounds of the chase, we lay among some bushes on the top of the dune;
and having by this means secured a little breath and recomposed our
appearance, we strolled down at last, with a great affectation of
carelessness, to the party by the fire.
It was a trader and his negroes, belonging to Albany, in the province
of New York, and now on the way home from the Indies with a cargo; his
name I cannot recall. We were amazed to learn he had put in here from
terror of the _Sarah_; for we had no thought our exploits had been so
notorious. As soon as the Albanian heard she had been taken the day
before, he jumped to his feet, gave us a cup of spirits for our good
news, and sent his negroes to get sail on the Bermudan. On our side, we
profited by the dram to become more confidential, and at last offered
ourselves as passengers. He looked askance at our tarry clothes and
pistols, and replied civilly enough that he had scarce accommodation for
himself; nor could either our prayers or our offers of money, in which
we advanced pretty far, avail to shake him.
"I see, you think ill of us," says Ballantrae, "but I will show you how
well we think of you by telling you the truth. We are Jacobite
fugitives, and there is a price upon our heads."
At this the Albanian was plainly moved a little. He asked us many
questions as to the Scots war, which Ballantrae very patiently answered.
And then, with a wink, in a vulgar manner, "I guess you and your Prince
Charlie got more than you cared about," said he.
"Bedad, and that we did," said I. "And, my dear man, I wish you would
set a new example and give us just that much."
This I said in the Irish way, about which there is allowed to be
something very engaging. It's a remarkable thing, and a testimony to the
love with which our nation is regarded, that this address scarce ever
fails in a handsome fellow. I cannot tell how often I have seen a
private soldier escape the horse, or a beggar wheedle out a good alms,
by a touch of the brogue. And, indeed, as soon as the Albanian had
laughed at me I was pretty much at rest. Even then, however, he made
many conditions, and--for one thing--took away our arms, before he
suffered us aboard; which was the signal to cast off; so that in a
moment after we were gliding down the bay with a good breeze, and
blessing the name of God for our deliverance. Almost in the mouth of the
estuary, we passed the cruiser, and a little after the poor _Sarah_ with
her prize crew; and these were both sights to make us tremble. The
Bermudan seemed a very safe place to be in, and our bold stroke to have
been fortunately played, when we were thus reminded of the case of our
companions. For all that, we had only exchanged traps, jumped out of the
frying-pan into the fire, run from the yard-arm to the block, and
escaped the open hostility of the man-of-war to lie at the mercy of the
doubtful faith of our Albanian merchant.
From many circumstances, it chanced we were safer than we could have
dared to hope. The town of Albany was at that time much concerned in
contraband trade across the desert with the Indians and the French.
This, as it was highly illegal, relaxed their loyalty, and as it brought
them in relation with the politest people on the earth, divided even
their sympathies. In short, they were like all the smugglers in the
world, spies and agents ready-made for either party. Our Albanian,
besides, was a very honest man indeed, and very greedy; and, to crown
our luck, he conceived a great delight in our society. Before we had
reached the town of New York we had come to a full agreement, that he
should carry us as far as Albany upon his ship, and thence put us on a
way to pass the boundaries and join the French. For all this we were to
pay at a high rate; but beggars cannot be choosers, nor outlaws
bargainers.
We sailed then, up the Hudson River, which, I protest, is a very fine
stream, and put up at the "King's Arms" in Albany. The town was full of
the militia of the province, breathing slaughter against the French.
Governor Clinton was there himself, a very busy man, and, by what I
could learn, very near distracted by the factiousness of his Assembly.
The Indians on both sides were on the war-path; we saw parties of them
bringing in prisoners and (what was much worse) scalps, both male and
female, for which they were paid at a fixed rate; and I assure you the
sight was not encouraging. Altogether, we could scarce have come at a
period more unsuitable for our designs; our position in the chief inn
was dreadfully conspicuous; our Albanian fubbed us off with a thousand
delays, and seemed upon the point of a retreat from his engagements;
nothing but peril appeared to environ the poor fugitives, and for some
time we drowned our concern in a very irregular course of living.
This, too, proved to be fortunate; and it's one of the remarks that fall
to be made upon our escape, how providentially our steps were conducted
to the very end. What a humiliation to the dignity of man! My
philosophy, the extraordinary genius of Ballantrae, our valour, in which
I grant that we were equal--all these might have proved insufficient
without the Divine blessing on our efforts. And how true it is, as the
Church tells us, that the Truths of Religion are, after all, quite
applicable even to daily affairs! At least, it was in the course of our
revelry that we made the acquaintance of a spirited youth by the name of
Chew. He was one of the most daring of the Indian traders, very well
acquainted with the secret paths of the wilderness, needy, dissolute,
and, by a last good fortune, in some disgrace with his family. Him we
persuaded to come to our relief; he privately provided what was needful
for our flight, and one day we slipped out of Albany, without a word to
our former friend, and embarked, a little above, in a canoe.
To the toils and perils of this journey it would require a pen more
elegant than mine to do full justice. The reader must conceive for
himself the dreadful wilderness which we had now to thread; its
thickets, swamps, precipitous rocks, impetuous rivers, and amazing
waterfalls. Among these barbarous scenes we must toil all day, now
paddling, now carrying our canoe upon our shoulders; and at night we
slept about a fire, surrounded by the howling of wolves and other
savage animals. It was our design to mount the headwaters of the Hudson,
to the neighbourhood of Crown Point, where the French had a strong place
in the woods, upon Lake Champlain. But to have done this directly were
too perilous; and it was accordingly gone upon by such a labyrinth of
rivers, lakes, and portages as makes my head giddy to remember. These
paths were in ordinary times entirely desert; but the country was now
up, the tribes on the war-path, the woods full of Indian scouts. Again
and again we came upon these parties when we least expected them; and
one day, in particular, I shall never forget how, as dawn was coming in,
we were suddenly surrounded by five or six of these painted devils,
uttering a very dreary sort of cry, and brandishing their hatchets. It
passed off harmlessly, indeed, as did the rest of our encounters; for
Chew was well known and highly valued among the different tribes.
Indeed, he was a very gallant, respectable young man; but even with the
advantage of his companionship, you must not think these meetings were
without sensible peril. To prove friendship on our part, it was needful
to draw upon our stock of rum--indeed, under whatever disguise, that is
the true business of the Indian trader, to keep a travelling
public-house in the forest; and when once the braves had got their
bottle of _scaura_ (as they call this beastly liquor), it behoved us to
set forth and paddle for our scalps. Once they were a little drunk,
good-bye to any sense or decency; they had but the one thought, to get
more _scaura_. They might easily take it in their heads to give us
chase, and had we been overtaken, I had never written these memoirs.
We were come to the most critical portion of our course, where we might
equally expect to fall into the hands of French or English, when a
terrible calamity befell us. Chew was taken suddenly sick with symptoms
like those of poison, and in the course of a few hours expired in the
bottom of the canoe. We thus lost at once our guide, our interpreter,
our boatman, and our passport, for he was all these in one; and found
ourselves reduced, at a blow, to the most desperate and irremediable
distress. Chew, who took a great pride in his knowledge, had indeed
often lectured us on the geography; and Ballantrae, I believe, would
listen. But for my part I have always found such information highly
tedious; and beyond the fact that we were now in the country of the
Adirondack Indians, and not so distant from our destination, could we
but have found the way, I was entirely ignorant. The wisdom of my course
was soon the more apparent; for, with all his pains, Ballantrae was no
further advanced than myself. He knew we must continue to go up one
stream; then, by way of a portage, down another; and then up a third.
But you are to consider, in a mountain country, how many streams come
rolling in from every hand. And how is a gentleman, who is a perfect
stranger in that part of the world, to tell any one of them from any
other? Nor was this our only trouble. We were great novices, besides, in
handling a canoe; the portages were almost beyond our strength, so that
I have seen us sit down in despair for half an hour at a time without
one word; and the appearance of a single Indian, since we had now no
means of speaking to them, would have been in all probability the means
of our destruction. There is altogether some excuse if Ballantrae showed
something of a glooming disposition; his habit of imputing blame to
others, quite as capable as himself, was less tolerable, and his
language it was not always easy to accept. Indeed, he had contracted on
board the pirate ship a manner of address which was in a high degree
unusual between gentlemen; and now, when you might say he was in a
fever, it increased upon him hugely.
The third day of these wanderings, as we were carrying the canoe upon a
rocky portage, she fell, and was entirely bilged. The portage was
between two lakes, both pretty extensive; the track, such as it was,
opened at both ends upon the water, and on both hands was enclosed by
the unbroken woods; and the sides of the lakes were quite impassable
with bog: so that we beheld ourselves not only condemned to go without
our boat and the greater part of our provisions, but to plunge at once
into impenetrable thickets and to desert what little guidance we still
had--the course of the river. Each stuck his pistols in his belt,
shouldered an axe, made a pack of his treasure and as much food as he
could stagger under; and deserting the rest of our possessions, even to
our swords, which would have much embarrassed us among the woods, we set
forth on this deplorable adventure. The labours of Hercules, so finely
described by Homer, were a trifle to what we now underwent. Some parts
of the forest were perfectly dense down to the ground, so that we must
cut our way like mites in a cheese. In some the bottom was full of deep
swamp, and the whole wood entirely rotten. I have leaped on a great
fallen log and sunk to the knees in touchwood; I have sought to stay
myself, in falling, against what looked to be a solid trunk, and the
whole thing has whiffed at my touch like a sheet of paper. Stumbling,
falling, bogging to the knees, hewing our way, our eyes almost put out
with twigs and branches, our clothes plucked from our bodies, we
laboured all day, and it is doubtful if we made two miles. What was
worse, as we could rarely get a view of the country, and were
perpetually justled from our path by obstacles, it was impossible even
to have a guess in what direction we were moving.
A little before sundown, in an open place with a stream, and set about
with barbarous mountains, Ballantrae threw down his pack. "I will go no
further," said he, and bade me light the fire, damning my blood in terms
not proper for a chairman.
I told him to try to forget he had ever been a pirate, and to remember
he had been a gentleman.
"Are you mad?" he cried. "Don't cross me here!" And then, shaking his
fist at the hills, "To think," cries he, "that I must leave my bones in
this miserable wilderness! Would God I had died upon the scaffold like a
gentleman!" This he said ranting like an actor; and then sat biting his
fingers and staring on the ground, a most unchristian object.
I took a certain horror of the man, for I thought a soldier and a
gentleman should confront his end with more philosophy. I made him no
reply, therefore, in words; and presently the evening fell so chill that
I was glad, for my own sake, to kindle a fire. And yet God knows, in
such an open spot, and the country alive with savages, the act was
little short of lunacy. Ballantrae seemed never to observe me; but at
last, as I was about parching a little corn, he looked up.
"Have you ever a brother?" said he.
"By the blessing of Heaven," said I, "not less than five."
"I have the one," said he, with a strange voice; and then presently, "He
shall pay me for all this," he added. And when I asked him what was his
brother's part in our distress, "What!" he cried, "he sits in my place,
he bears my name, he courts my wife; and I am here alone with a damned
Irishman in this tooth-chattering desert! O, I have been a common gull!"
he cried.
The explosion was in all ways so foreign to my friend's nature that I
was daunted out of all my just susceptibility. Sure, an offensive
expression, however vivacious, appears a wonderfully small affair in
circumstances so extreme! But here there is a strange thing to be noted.
He had only once before referred to the lady with whom he was
contracted. That was when we came in view of the town of New York, when
he had told me, if all had their rights, he was now in sight of his own
property, for Miss Graeme enjoyed a large estate in the province. And
this was certainly a natural occasion; but now here she was named a
second time; and what is surely fit to be observed, in this very month,
which was November, 'Forty-seven, and _I believe upon that very day as
we sat among these barbarous mountains_, his brother and Miss Graeme
were married. I am the least superstitious of men; but the hand of
Providence is here displayed too openly not to be remarked.[5]
The next day, and the next, were passed in similar labours; Ballantrae
often deciding on our course by the spinning of a coin; and once, when I
expostulated on this childishness, he had an odd remark that I never
have forgotten. "I know no better way," said he, "to express my scorn of
human reason." I think it was the third day that we found the body of a
Christian, scalped and most abominably mangled, and lying in a pudder of
his blood; the birds of the desert screaming over him, as thick as
flies. I cannot describe how dreadfully this sight affected us; but it
robbed me of all strength and all hope for this world. The same day, and
only a little after, we were scrambling over a part of the forest that
had been burned, when Ballantrae, who was a little ahead, ducked
suddenly behind a fallen trunk. I joined him in this shelter, whence we
could look abroad without being seen ourselves; and in the bottom of the
next vale beheld a large war-party of the savages going by across our
line. There might be the value of a weak battalion present; all naked to
the waist, blacked with grease and soot, and painted with white lead and
vermilion, according to their beastly habits. They went one behind
another like a string of geese, and at a quickish trot; so that they
took but a little while to rattle by, and disappear again among the
woods. Yet I suppose we endured a greater agony of hesitation and
suspense in these few minutes than goes usually to a man's whole life.
Whether they were French or English Indians, whether they desired scalps
or prisoners, whether we should declare ourselves upon the chance, or
lie quiet and continue the heart-breaking business of our journey: sure,
I think these were questions to have puzzled the brains of Aristotle
himself. Ballantrae turned to me with a face all wrinkled up, and his
teeth showing in his mouth, like what I have read of people starving;
he said no word, but his whole appearance was a kind of dreadful
question.
"They may be of the English side," I whispered; "and think! the best we
could then hope is to begin this over again."
"I know--I know," he said. "Yet it must come to a plunge at last." And
he suddenly plucked out his coin, shook it in his closed hands, looked
at it, and then lay down with his face in the dust.
_Addition by Mr. Mackellar_.--I drop the Chevalier's narration at this
point because the couple quarrelled and separated the same day; and the
Chevalier's account of the quarrel seems to me (I must confess) quite
incompatible with the nature of either of the men. Henceforth they
wandered alone, undergoing extraordinary sufferings; until first one and
then the other was picked up by a party from Fort St. Frederick. Only
two things are to be noted. And first (as most important for my purpose)
that the Master, in the course of his miseries, buried his treasure, at
a point never since discovered, but of which he took a drawing in his
own blood on the lining of his hat. And second, that on his coming thus
penniless to the Fort, he was welcomed like a brother by the Chevalier,
who thence paid his way to France. The simplicity of Mr. Burke's
character leads him at this point to praise the Master exceedingly; to
an eye more worldly-wise, it would seem it was the Chevalier alone that
was to be commended. I have the more pleasure in pointing to this really
very noble trait of my esteemed correspondent, as I fear I may have
wounded him immediately before. I have refrained from comments on any of
his extraordinary and (in my eyes) immoral opinions, for I know him to
be jealous of respect. But his version of the quarrel is really more
than I can reproduce; for I knew the Master myself, and a man more
insusceptible of fear is not conceivable. I regret this oversight of the
Chevalier's, and all the more because the tenor of his narrative (set
aside a few flourishes) strikes me as highly ingenuous.
FOOTNOTES:
[2] _Note by Mr. Mackellar_.--Should not this be Alan _Breck_ Stewart,
afterwards notorious as the Appin murderer? The Chevalier is
sometimes very weak on names.
[3] _Note by Mr. Mackellar_.--This Teach of the _Sarah_ must not be
confused with the celebrated _Blackbeard_. The dates and facts by no
means tally. It is possible the second Teach may have at once
borrowed the name and imitated the more excessive part of his
manners from the first. Even the Master of Ballantrae could make
admirers.
[4] _Note by Mr. Mackellar_.--And is not this the whole explanation?
since this Dutton, exactly like the officers, enjoyed the stimulus
of some responsibility.
[5] _Note by Mr. Mackellar_.--A complete blunder: there was at this
date no word of the marriage: see above in my own narration.
CHAPTER IV
PERSECUTIONS ENDURED BY MR. HENRY
You can guess on what part of his adventures the Colonel principally
dwelled. Indeed, if we had heard it all, it is to be thought the current
of this business had been wholly altered; but the pirate ship was very
gently touched upon. Nor did I hear the Colonel to an end even of that
which he was willing to disclose; for Mr. Henry, having for some while
been plunged in a brown study, rose at last from his seat and (reminding
the Colonel there were matters that he must attend to) bade me follow
him immediately to the office.
Once there, he sought no longer to dissemble his concern, walking to and
fro in the room with a contorted face, and passing his hand repeatedly
upon his brow.
"We have some business," he began at last; and there broke off, declared
we must have wine, and sent for a magnum of the best. This was extremely
foreign to his habitudes; and, what was still more so, when the wine had
come, he gulped down one glass upon another like a man careless of
appearances. But the drink steadied him.
"You will scarce be surprised, Mackellar," says he, "when I tell you
that my brother--whose safety we are all rejoiced to learn--stands in
some need of money."
I told him I had misdoubted as much; but the time was not very
fortunate, as the stock was low.
"Not mine," said he. "There is the money for the mortgage."
I reminded him it was Mrs. Henry's.
"I will be answerable to my wife," he cried violently.
"And then," said I, "there is the mortgage."
"I know," said he; "it is on that I would consult you."
I showed him how unfortunate a time it was to divert this money from its
destination; and how, by so doing, we must lose the profit of our past
economies, and plunge back the estate into the mire. I even took the
liberty to plead with him; and when he still opposed me with a shake of
the head and a bitter dogged smile, my zeal quite carried me beyond my
place. "This is midsummer madness," cried I; "and I for one will be no
party to it."
"You speak as though I did it for my pleasure," says he. "But I have a
child now; and, besides, I love order; and to say the honest truth,
Mackellar, I had begun to take a pride in the estates." He gloomed for a
moment. "But what would you have?" he went on. "Nothing is mine,
nothing. This day's news has knocked the bottom out of my life. I have
only the name and the shadow of things--only the shadow; there is no
substance in my rights."
"They will prove substantial enough before a court," said I.
He looked at me with a burning eye, and seemed to repress the word upon
his lips; and I repented what I had said, for I saw that while he spoke
of the estate he had still a side-thought to his marriage. And then, of
a sudden, he twitched the letter from his pocket, where it lay all
crumpled, smoothed it violently on the table, and read these words to me
with a trembling tongue:--"'My dear Jacob'--This is how he begins!"
cries he--"'My dear Jacob, I once called you so, you may remember; and
you have now done the business, and flung my heels as high as Criffel.'
What do you think of that, Mackellar," says he, "from an only brother? I
declare to God I liked him very well; I was always staunch to him; and
this is how he writes! But I will not sit down under the
imputation"--walking to and fro--"I am as good as he; I am a better man
than he, I call on God to prove it! I cannot give him all the monstrous
sum he asks; he knows the estate to be incompetent; but I will give him
what I have, and it is more than he expects. I have borne all this too
long. See what he writes further on; read it for yourself: 'I know you
are a niggardly dog.' A niggardly dog! I niggardly? Is that true,
Mackellar? You think it is?" I really thought he would have struck me at
that. "O, you all think so! Well, you shall see, and he shall see, and
God shall see. If I ruin the estate and go barefoot, I shall stuff this
bloodsucker. Let him ask all--all, and he shall have it! It is all his
by rights. Ah!" he cried, "and I foresaw all this, and worse, when he
would not let me go." He poured out another glass of wine, and was about
to carry it to his lips, when I made so bold to as lay a finger on his
arm. He stopped a moment. "You are right," said he, and flung glass and
all in the fireplace. "Come, let us count the money."
I durst no longer oppose him; indeed, I was very much affected by the
sight of so much disorder in a man usually so controlled; and we sat
down together, counted the money, and made it up in packets for the
greater ease of Colonel Burke, who was to be the bearer. This done, Mr.
Henry returned to the hall, where he and my old lord sat all night
through with their guest.
A little before dawn I was called and set out with the Colonel. He would
scarce have liked a less responsible convoy, for he was a man who valued
himself; nor could we afford him one more dignified, for Mr. Henry must
not appear with the free-traders. It was a very bitter morning of wind,
and as we went down through the long shrubbery the Colonel held himself
muffled in his cloak.
"Sir," said I, "this is a great sum of money that your friend requires.
I must suppose his necessities to be very great."
"We must suppose so," says he, I thought drily; but perhaps it was the
cloak about his mouth.
"I am only a servant of the family," said I. "You may deal openly with
me. I think we are likely to get little good by him?"
"My dear man," said the Colonel, "Ballantrae is a gentleman of the most
eminent natural abilities, and a man that I admire, and that I revere,
to the very ground he treads on." And then he seemed to me to pause like
one in a difficulty.
"But for all that," said I, "we are likely to get little good by him?"
"Sure, and you can have it your own way, my dear man," says the Colonel.
By this time we had come to the side of the creek, where the boat
awaited him. "Well," said he, "I am sure I am very much your debtor for
all your civility, Mr. Whatever-your-name-is; and just as a last word,
and since you show so much intelligent interest, I will mention a small
circumstance that may be of use to the family. For I believe my friend
omitted to mention that he has the largest pension on the Scots Fund of
any refugee in Paris; and it's the more disgraceful, sir," cries the
Colonel, warming, "because there's not one dirty penny for myself."
He cocked his hat at me, as if I had been to blame for this partiality;
then changed again into his usual swaggering civility, shook me by the
hand, and set off down to the boat, with the money under his arms, and
whistling as he went the pathetic air of "Shule Aroon." It was the first
time I had heard that tune; I was to hear it again, words and all, as
you shall learn, but I remember how that little stave of it ran in my
head after the free-traders had bade him "Wheesht, in the deil's name,"
and the grating of the oars had taken its place, and I stood and watched
the dawn creeping on the sea, and the boat drawing away, and the lugger
lying with her foresail backed awaiting it.
* * * * *
The gap made in our money was a sore embarrassment, and, among other
consequences, it had this: that I must ride to Edinburgh, and there
raise a new loan on very questionable terms to keep the old afloat; and
was thus, for close upon three weeks, absent from the house of
Durrisdeer.
What passed in the interval I had none to tell me, but I found Mrs.
Henry, upon my return, much changed in her demeanour. The old talks with
my lord for the most part pretermitted; a certain deprecation visible
towards her husband, to whom I thought she addressed herself more often;
and, for one thing, she was now greatly wrapped up in Miss Katharine.
You would think the change was agreeable to Mr. Henry; no such matter!
To the contrary, every circumstance of alteration was a stab to him; he
read in each the avowal of her truant fancies. That constancy to the
Master of which she was proud while she supposed him dead, she had to
blush for now she knew he was alive, and these blushes were the hated
spring of her new conduct. I am to conceal no truth; and I will here say
plainly, I think this was the period in which Mr. Henry showed the
worst. He contained himself, indeed, in public; but there was a
deep-seated irritation visible underneath. With me, from whom he had
less concealment, he was often grossly unjust, and even for his wife he
would sometimes have a sharp retort: perhaps when she had ruffled him
with some unwonted kindness; perhaps upon no tangible occasion, the mere
habitual tenor of the man's annoyance bursting spontaneously forth. When
he would thus forget himself (a thing so strangely out of keeping with
the terms of their relation), there went a shock through the whole
company, and the pair would look upon each other in a kind of pained
amazement.
All the time, too, while he was injuring himself by this defect of
temper, he was hurting his position by a silence, of which I scarce know
whether to say it was the child of generosity or pride. The free-traders
came again and again, bringing messengers from the Master, and none
departed empty-handed. I never durst reason with Mr. Henry; he gave
what was asked of him in a kind of noble rage. Perhaps because he knew
he was by nature inclining to the parsimonious, he took a backforemost
pleasure in the recklessness with which he supplied his brother's
exigence. Perhaps the falsity of the position would have spurred a
humbler man into the same excess. But the estate (if I may say so)
groaned under it; our daily expenses were shorn lower and lower; the
stables were emptied, all but four roadsters; servants were discharged,
which raised a dreadful murmuring in the country, and heated up the old
disfavour upon Mr. Henry; and at last the yearly visit to Edinburgh must
be discontinued.
This was in 1756. You are to suppose that for seven years this
bloodsucker had been drawing the life's blood from Durrisdeer, and that
all this time my patron had held his peace. It was an effect of devilish
malice in the Master that he addressed Mr. Henry alone upon the matter
of his demands, and there was never a word to my lord. The family had
looked on, wondering at our economies. They had lamented, I have no
doubt, that my patron had become so great a miser--a fault always
despicable, but in the young abhorrent, and Mr. Henry was not yet thirty
years of age. Still, he had managed the business of Durrisdeer almost
from a boy; and they bore with these changes in a silence as proud and
bitter as his own, until the coping-stone of the Edinburgh visit.
At this time I believe my patron and his wife were rarely together, save
at meals. Immediately on the back of Colonel Burke's announcement Mrs.
Henry made palpable advances; you might say she had laid a sort of timid
court to her husband, different, indeed, from her former manner of
unconcern and distance. I never had the heart to blame Mr. Henry because
he recoiled from these advances; nor yet to censure the wife, when she
was cut to the quick by their rejection. But the result was an entire
estrangement, so that (as I say) they rarely spoke, except at meals.
Even the matter of the Edinburgh visit was first broached at table, and
it chanced that Mrs. Henry was that day ailing and querulous. She had no
sooner understood her husband's meaning than the red flew in her face.
"At last," she cried, "this is too much! Heaven knows what pleasure I
have in my life, that I should be denied my only consolation. These
shameful proclivities must be trod down; we are already a mark and an
eye-sore in the neighbourhood. I will not endure this fresh insanity."
"I cannot afford it," says Mr. Henry.
"Afford?" she cried. "For shame! But I have money of my own."
"That is all mine, madam, by marriage," he snarled, and instantly left
the room.
My old lord threw up his hands to Heaven, and he and his daughter,
withdrawing to the chimney, gave me a broad hint to be gone. I found Mr.
Henry in his usual retreat, the steward's room, perched on the end of
the table, and plunging his penknife in it with a very ugly countenance.
"Mr. Henry," said I, "you do yourself too much injustice, and it is time
this should cease."
"O!" cries he, "nobody minds here. They think it only natural. I have
shameful proclivities. I am a niggardly dog," and he drove his knife up
to the hilt. "But I will show that fellow," he cried with an oath, "I
will show him which is the more generous."
"This is no generosity," said I; "this is only pride."
"Do you think I want morality?" he asked.
I thought he wanted help, and I should give it him, willy-nilly; and no
sooner was Mrs. Henry gone to her room than I presented myself at her
door and sought admittance.
She openly showed her wonder. "What do you want with me, Mr. Mackellar?"
said she.
"The Lord knows, madam," says I, "I have never troubled you before with
any freedoms; but this thing lies too hard upon my conscience, and it
will out. Is it possible that two people can be so blind as you and my
lord? and have lived all these years with a noble gentleman like Mr.
Henry, and understand so little of his nature?"
"What does this mean?" she cried.
"Do you not know where his money goes to? his--and yours--and the money
for the very wine he does not drink at table?" I went on. "To Paris--to
that man! Eight thousand pounds has he had of us in seven years, and my
patron fool enough to keep it secret!"
"Eight thousand pounds!" she repeated. "It is impossible; the estate is
not sufficient."
"God knows how we have sweated farthings to produce it," said I. "But
eight thousand and sixty is the sum, beside odd shillings. And if you
can think my patron miserly after that, this shall be my last
interference."
"You need say no more, Mr. Mackellar," said she. "You have done most
properly in what you too modestly call your interference. I am much to
blame; you must think me indeed a very unobservant wife" (looking upon
me with a strange smile), "but I shall put this right at once. The
Master was always of a very thoughtless nature; but his heart is
excellent; he is the soul of generosity. I shall write to him myself.
You cannot think how you have pained me by this communication."
"Indeed, madam, I had hoped to have pleased you," said I, for I raged to
see her still thinking of the Master.
"And pleased," said she, "and pleased me of course."
That same day (I will not say but what I watched) I had the satisfaction
to see Mr. Henry come from his wife's room in a state most unlike
himself; for his face was all bloated with weeping, and yet he seemed to
me to walk upon the air. By this, I was sure his wife had made him full
amends for once. "Ah," thought I to myself, "I have done a brave stroke
this day."
On the morrow, as I was seated at my books, Mr. Henry came in softly
behind me, took me by the shoulders and shook me in a manner of
playfulness. "I find you are a faithless fellow after all," says he,
which was his only reference to my part; but the tone he spoke in was
more to me than any eloquence of protestation. Nor was this all I had
effected; for when the next messenger came (as he did, not long
afterwards) from the Master, he got nothing away with him but a letter.
For some while back it had been I myself who had conducted these
affairs; Mr. Henry not setting pen to paper, and I only in the driest
and most formal terms. But this letter I did not even see; it would
scarce be pleasant reading, for Mr. Henry felt he had his wife behind
him for once, and I observed, on the day it was despatched, he had a
very gratified expression.
Things went better now in the family, though it could scarce be
pretended they went well. There was now at least no misconception; there
was kindness upon all sides; and I believe my patron and his wife might
again have drawn together if he could but have pocketed his pride, and
she forgot (what was the ground of all) her brooding on another man. It
is wonderful how a private thought leaks out; it is wonderful to me now
how we should all have followed the current of her sentiments; and
though she bore herself quietly, and had a very even disposition, yet we
should have known whenever her fancy ran to Paris. And would not any one
have thought that my disclosure must have rooted up that idol? I think
there is the devil in women: all these years passed, never a sight of
the man, little enough kindness to remember (by all accounts) even while
she had him, the notion of his death intervening, his heartless rapacity
laid bare to her; that all should not do, and she must still keep the
best place in her heart for this accursed fellow, is a thing to make a
plain man rage. I had never much natural sympathy for the passion of
love; but this unreason in my patron's wife disgusted me outright with
the whole matter. I remember checking a maid because she sang some
bairnly kickshaw while my mind was thus engaged; and my asperity
brought about my ears the enmity of all the petticoats about the house;
of which I recked very little, but it amused Mr. Henry, who rallied me
much upon our joint unpopularity. It is strange enough (for my own
mother was certainly one of the salt of the earth, and my Aunt Dickson,
who paid my fees at the University, a very notable woman), but I have
never had much toleration for the female sex, possibly not much
understanding; and being far from a bold man, I have ever shunned their
company. Not only do I see no cause to regret this diffidence in myself,
but have invariably remarked the most unhappy consequences follow those
who were less wise. So much I thought proper to set down, lest I show
myself unjust to Mrs. Henry. And, besides, the remark arose naturally,
on a re-perusal of the letter which was the next step in these affairs,
and reached me, to my sincere astonishment, by a private hand, some week
or so after the departure of the last messenger.
_Letter from Colonel_ BURKE _(afterwards Chevalier) to_ MR. MACKELLAR.
TROYES IN CHAMPAGNE,
_July 12, 1756._
MY DEAR SIR,--You will doubtless be surprised to receive a
communication from one so little known to you; but on the occasion I
had the good fortune to rencounter you at Durrisdeer, I remarked you
for a young man of a solid gravity of character: a qualification
which I profess I admire and revere next to natural genius or the
bold chivalrous spirit of the soldier. I was, besides, interested in
the noble family which you have the honour to serve, or (to speak
more by the book) to be the humble and respected friend of; and a
conversation I had the pleasure to have with you very early in the
morning has remained much upon my mind.
Being the other day in Paris, on a visit from this famous city, where
I am in garrison, I took occasion to inquire your name (which I
profess I had forgot) at my friend, the Master of B.; and, a fair
opportunity occurring, I write to inform you of what's new.
The Master of B. (when we had last some talk of him together) was in
receipt, as I think I then told you, of a highly advantageous pension
on the Scots Fund. He next received a company, and was soon after
advanced to a regiment of his own. My dear sir, I do not offer to
explain this circumstance; any more than why I myself, who have rid
at the right hand of Princes, should be fubbed off with a pair of
colours and sent to rot in a hole at the bottom of the province.
Accustomed as I am to Courts, I cannot but feel it is no atmosphere
for a plain soldier; and I could never hope to advance by similar
means, even could I stoop to the endeavour. But our friend has a
particular aptitude to succeed by the means of ladies; and if all be
true that I have heard, he enjoyed a remarkable protection. It is
like this turned against him; for when I had the honour to shake him
by the hand, he was but newly released from the Bastille, where he
had been cast on a sealed letter; and, though now released, has both
lost his regiment and his pension. My dear sir, the loyalty of a
plain Irishman will ultimately succeed in the place of craft; as I am
sure a gentleman of your probity will agree.
Now, sir, the Master is a man whose genius I admire beyond
expression, and, besides, he is my friend; but I thought a little
word of this revolution in his fortunes would not come amiss, for, in
my opinion, the man's desperate. He spoke, when I saw him, of an
adventure upon India (whither I am myself in some hope of
accompanying my illustrious countryman, Mr. Lally); but for this he
would require (as I understood) more money than was readily at his
command. You may have heard a military proverb: that it is a good
thing to make a bridge of gold to a flying enemy? I trust you will
take my meaning, and I subscribe myself, with proper respects to my
Lord Durrisdeer, to his son, and to the beauteous Mrs. Durie,
My dear Sir,
Your obedient humble Servant,
FRANCIS BURKE.
This missive I carried at once to Mr. Henry; and I think there was but
the one thought between the two of us: that it had come a week too late.
I made haste to send an answer to Colonel Burke, in which I begged him,
if he should see the Master, to assure him his next messenger would be
attended to. But with all my haste I was not in time to avert what was
impending: the arrow had been drawn; it must now fly. I could almost
doubt the power of Providence (and certainly His will) to stay the issue
of events; and it is a strange thought, how many of us had been storing
up the elements of this catastrophe, for how long a time, and with how
blind an ignorance of what we did.
* * * * *
From the coming of the Colonel's letter, I had a spyglass in my room,
began to drop questions to the tenant folk, and as there was no great
secrecy observed, and the free-trade (in our part) went by force as much
as stealth, I had soon got together a knowledge of the signals in use,
and knew pretty well to an hour when any messenger might be expected. I
say, I questioned the tenants; for with the traders themselves,
desperate blades that went habitually armed, I could never bring myself
to meddle willingly. Indeed, by what proved in the sequel an unhappy
chance, I was an object of scorn to some of these braggadocios; who had
not only gratified me with a nickname, but catching me one night upon a
by-path, and being all (as they would have said) somewhat merry, had
caused me to dance for their diversion. The method employed was that of
cruelly chipping at my toes with naked cutlasses, shouting at the same
time "Square-toes"; and though they did me no bodily mischief, I was
none the less deplorably affected, and was indeed for several days
confined to my bed: a scandal on the state of Scotland on which no
comment is required.
It happened on the afternoon of November 7th, in this same unfortunate
year, that I espied, during my walk, the smoke of a beacon fire upon the
Muckleross. It was drawing near time for my return; but the uneasiness
upon my spirits was that day so great that I must burst through the
thickets to the edge of what they call the Craig Head. The sun was
already down, but there was still a broad light in the west, which
showed me some of the smugglers treading out their signal fire upon the
Ross, and in the bay the lugger lying with her sails brailed up. She was
plainly but new come to anchor, and yet the skiff was already lowered
and pulling for the landing-place at the end of the long shrubbery. And
this I knew could signify but one thing,--the coming of a messenger for
Durrisdeer.
I laid aside the remainder of my terrors, clambered down the brae--a
place I had never ventured through before--and was hid among the
shore-side thickets in time to see the boat touch. Captain Crail
himself was steering, a thing not usual; by his side there sat a
passenger; and the men gave way with difficulty, being hampered with
near upon half a dozen portmanteaus, great and small. But the business
of landing was briskly carried through; and presently the baggage was
all tumbled on shore, the boat on its return voyage to the lugger, and
the passenger standing alone upon the point of rock, a tall slender
figure of a gentleman, habited in black, with a sword by his side and a
walking-cane upon his wrist. As he so stood, he waved the cane to
Captain Crail by way of salutation, with something both of grace and
mockery that wrote the gesture deeply on my mind.
No sooner was the boat away with my sworn enemies than I took a sort of
half courage, came forth to the margin of the thicket, and there halted
again, my mind being greatly pulled about between natural diffidence and
a dark foreboding of the truth. Indeed, I might have stood there
swithering all night, had not the stranger turned, spied me through the
mists, which were beginning to fall, and waved and cried on me to draw
near. I did so with a heart like lead.
"Here, my good man," said he, in the English accent, "here are some
things for Durrisdeer."
I was now near enough to see him, a very handsome figure and
countenance, swarthy, lean, long, with a quick, alert, black look, as of
one who was a fighter, and accustomed to command; upon one cheek he had
a mole, not unbecoming; a large diamond sparkled on his hand; his
clothes, although of the one hue, were of a French and foppish design;
his ruffles, which he wore longer than common, of exquisite lace; and I
wondered the more to see him in such a guise when he was but newly
landed from a dirty smuggling lugger. At the same time he had a better
look at me, toised me a second time sharply, and then smiled.
"I wager, my friend," says he, "that I know both your name and your
nickname. I divined these very clothes upon your hand of writing, Mr.
Mackellar."
At these words I fell to shaking.
"O," says he, "you need not be afraid of me. I bear no malice for your
tedious letters; and it is my purpose to employ you a good deal. You may
call me Mr. Bally: it is the name I have assumed; or rather (since I am
addressing so great a precisian) it is so I have curtailed my own. Come
now, pick up that, and that"--indicating two of the portmanteaus. "That
will be as much as you are fit to bear, and the rest can very well wait.
Come, lose no more time, if you please."
His tone was so cutting that I managed to do as he bid by a sort of
instinct, my mind being all the time quite lost. No sooner had I picked
up the portmanteaus than he turned his back and marched off through the
long shrubbery, where it began already to be dusk, for the wood is thick
and evergreen. I followed behind, loaded almost to the dust, though I
profess I was not conscious of the burthen; being swallowed up in the
monstrosity of this return, and my mind flying like a weaver's shuttle.
On a sudden I set the portmanteaus to the ground and halted. He turned
and looked back at me.
"Well?" said he.
"You are the Master of Ballantrae?"
"You will do me the justice to observe," says he, "that I have made no
secret with the astute Mackellar."
"And in the name of God," cries I, "what brings you here? Go back, while
it is yet time."
"I thank you," said he. "Your master has chosen this way, and not I; but
since he has made the choice, he (and you also) must abide by the
result.--And now pick up these things of mine, which you have set down
in a very boggy place, and attend to that which I have made your
business."
But I had no thought now of obedience; I came straight up to him. "If
nothing will move you to go back," said I; "though, sure, under all the
circumstances, any Christian, or even any gentleman, would scruple to go
forward...."
"These are gratifying expressions," he threw in.
"If nothing will move you to go back," I continued, "there are still
some decencies to be observed. Wait here with your baggage, and I will
go forward and prepare your family. Your father is an old man; and ..." I
stumbled ... "there are decencies to be observed."
"Truly," said he, "this Mackellar improves upon acquaintance. But look
you here, my man, and understand it once for all--you waste your breath
upon me, and I go my own way with inevitable motion."
"Ah!" says I. "Is that so? We shall see then!"
And I turned and took to my heels for Durrisdeer. He clutched at me, and
cried out angrily, and then I believe I heard him laugh, and then I am
certain he pursued me for a step or two, and (I suppose) desisted. One
thing at least is sure, that I came but a few minutes later to the door
of the great house, nearly strangled for the lack of breath, but quite
alone. Straight up the stair I ran, and burst into the hall, and stopped
before the family without the power of speech; but I must have carried
my story in my looks, for they rose out of their places and stared on me
like changelings.
"He has come," I panted out at last.
"He?" said Mr. Henry.
"Himself," said I.
"My son?" cried my lord. "Imprudent, imprudent boy! O, could he not stay
where he was safe!"
Never a word says Mrs. Henry; nor did I look at her, I scarce knew why.
"Well," said Mr. Henry, with a very deep breath, "and where is he?"
"I left him in the long shrubbery," said I.
"Take me to him," said he.
So we went out together, he and I, without another word from any one;
and in the midst of the gravelled plot encountered the Master strolling
up, whistling as he came, and beating the air with his cane. There was
still light enough overhead to recognise, though not to read, a
countenance.
"Ah! Jacob," says the Master. "So here is Esau back."
"James," says Mr. Henry, "for God's sake, call me by my name. I will not
pretend that I am glad to see you; but I would fain make you as welcome
as I can in the house of our fathers."
"Or in _my_ house? or _yours?_" says the Master. "Which were you about
to say? But this is an old sore, and we need not rub it. If you would
not share with me in Paris, I hope you will yet scarce deny your elder
brother a corner of the fire at Durrisdeer?"
"That is very idle speech," replied Mr. Henry. "And you understand the
power of your position excellently well."
"Why, I believe I do," said the other, with a little laugh. And this,
though they had never touched hands, was (as we may say) the end of the
brothers' meeting; for at this the Master turned to me and bade me fetch
his baggage.
I, on my side, turned to Mr. Henry for a confirmation; perhaps with some
defiance.
"As long as the Master is here, Mr. Mackellar, you will very much oblige
me by regarding his wishes as you would my own," says Mr. Henry. "We are
constantly troubling you: will you be so good as send one of the
servants?"--with an accent on the word.
If this speech were anything at all, it was surely a well-deserved
reproof upon the stranger; and yet, so devilish was his impudence, he
twisted it the other way.
"And shall we be common enough to say 'Sneck up'?" inquires he softly,
looking upon me sideways.
Had a kingdom depended on the act, I could not have trusted myself in
words; even to call a servant was beyond me; I had rather serve the man
myself than speak; and I turned away in silence and went into the long
shrubbery, with a heart full of anger and despair. It was dark under the
trees, and I walked before me and forgot what business I was come upon,
till I nearly broke my shin on the portmanteaus. Then it was that I
remarked a strange particular; for whereas I had before carried both and
scarce observed it, it was now as much as I could do to manage one. And
this, as it forced me to make two journeys, kept me the longer from the
hall.
When I got there, the business of welcome was over long ago; the company
was already at supper; and, by an oversight that cut me to the quick, my
place had been forgotten. I had seen one side of the Master's return;
now I was to see the other. It was he who first remarked my coming in
and standing back (as I did) in some annoyance. He jumped from his seat.
"And if I have not got the good Mackellar's place!" cries he. "John, lay
another for Mr. Bally; I protest he will disturb no one, and your table
is big enough for all."
I could scarce credit my ears, nor yet my senses, when he took me by the
shoulders and thrust me, laughing, into my own place--such an
affectionate playfulness was in his voice. And while John laid the fresh
place for him (a thing on which he still insisted), he went and leaned
on his father's chair and looked down upon him, and the old man turned
about and looked upwards on his son, with such a pleasant mutual
tenderness that I could have carried my hand to my head in mere
amazement.
Yet all was of a piece. Never a harsh word fell from him, never a sneer
showed upon his lip. He had laid aside even his cutting English accent,
and spoke with the kindly Scots tongue, that set a value on affectionate
words; and though his manners had a graceful elegance mighty foreign to
our ways in Durrisdeer, it was still a homely courtliness, that did not
shame but flattered us. All that he did throughout the meal, indeed,
drinking wine with me with a notable respect, turning about for a
pleasant word with John, fondling his father's hand, breaking into
little merry tales of his adventures, calling up the past with happy
reference--all he did was so becoming, and himself so handsome, that I
could scarce wonder if my lord and Mrs. Henry sat about the board with
radiant faces, or if John waited behind with dropping tears.
As soon as supper was over, Mrs. Henry rose to withdraw.
"This was never your way, Alison," said he.
"It is my way now," she replied: which was notoriously false, "and I
will give you a good-night, James, and a welcome--from the dead," said
she, and her voice dropped and trembled.
Poor Mr. Henry, who had made rather a heavy figure through the meal, was
more concerned than ever; pleased to see his wife withdraw, and yet half
displeased, as he thought upon the cause of it; and the next moment
altogether dashed by the fervour of her speech.
On my part, I thought I was now one too many; and was stealing after
Mrs. Henry, when the Master saw me.
"Now, Mr. Mackellar," says he, "I take this near on an unfriendliness. I
cannot have you go: this is to make a stranger of the prodigal son; and
let me remind you where--in his own father's house! Come, sit ye down,
and drink another glass with Mr. Bally."
"Ay, ay, Mr. Mackellar," says my lord, "we must not make a stranger
either of him or you. I have been telling my son," he added, his voice
brightening as usual on the word, "how much we valued all your friendly
service."
So I sat there, silent, till my usual hour; and might have been almost
deceived in the man's nature but for one passage, in which his perfidy
appeared too plain. Here was the passage; of which, after what he knows
of the brothers' meeting, the reader shall consider for himself. Mr.
Henry sitting somewhat dully, in spite of his best endeavours to carry
things before my lord, up jumps the Master, passes about the board, and
claps his brother on the shoulder.
"Come, come, _Hairry lad_," says he, with a broad accent, such as they
must have used together when they were boys, "you must not be downcast
because your brother has come home. All's yours, that's sure enough, and
little I grudge it you. Neither must you grudge me my place beside my
father's fire."
"And that is too true, Henry," says my old lord, with a little frown, a
thing rare with him. "You have been the elder brother of the parable in
the good sense; you must be careful of the other."
"I am easily put in the wrong," said Mr. Henry.
"Who puts you in the wrong?" cried my lord, I thought very tartly for so
mild a man. "You have earned my gratitude and your brother's many
thousand times: you may count on its endurance; and let that suffice."
"Ay, Harry, that you may," said the Master; and I thought Mr. Henry
looked at him with a kind of wildness in his eye.
* * * * *
On all the miserable business that now followed, I have four questions
that I asked myself often at the time, and ask myself still:--Was the
man moved by a particular sentiment against Mr. Henry? or by what he
thought to be his interest? or by a mere delight in cruelty such as cats
display and theologians tell us of the devil? or by what he would have
called love? My common opinion halts among the three first; but perhaps
there lay at the spring of his behaviour an element of all. As
thus:--Animosity to Mr. Henry would explain his hateful usage of him
when they were alone; the interests he came to serve would explain his
very different attitude before my lord; that and some spice of a design
of gallantry, his care to stand well with Mrs. Henry; and the pleasure
of malice for itself, the pains he was continually at to mingle and
oppose these lines of conduct.
Partly because I was a very open friend to my patron, partly because in
my letters to Paris I had often given myself some freedom of
remonstrance, I was included in his diabolical amusement. When I was
alone with him, he pursued me with sneers; before the family he used me
with the extreme of friendly condescension. This was not only painful in
itself; not only did it put me continually in the wrong; but there was
in it an element of insult indescribable. That he should thus leave me
out in his dissimulation, as though even my testimony were too
despicable to be considered, galled me to the blood. But what it was to
me is not worth notice. I make but memorandum of it here; and chiefly
for this reason, that it had one good result, and gave me the quicker
sense of Mr. Henry's martyrdom.
It was on him the burthen fell. How was he to respond to the public
advances of one who never lost a chance of gibing him in private? How
was he to smile back on the deceiver and the insulter? He was condemned
to seem ungracious. He was condemned to silence. Had he been less proud,
had he spoken, who would have credited the truth? The acted calumny had
done its work; my lord and Mrs. Henry were the daily witnesses of what
went on; they could have sworn in court that the Master was a model of
long-suffering good-nature, and Mr. Henry a pattern of jealousy and
thanklessness. And ugly enough as these must have appeared in any one,
they seemed tenfold uglier in Mr. Henry; for who could forget that the
Master lay in peril of his life, and that he had already lost his
mistress, his title, and his fortune?
"Henry, will you ride with me?" asks the Master one day.
And Mr. Henry, who had been goaded by the man all morning, raps out: "I
will not."
"I sometimes wish you would be kinder, Henry," says the other wistfully.
I give this for a specimen; but such scenes befell continually. Small
wonder if Mr. Henry was blamed; small wonder if I fretted myself into
something near upon a bilious fever; nay, and at the mere recollection
feel a bitterness in my blood.
Sure, never in this world was a more diabolical contrivance: so
perfidious, so simple, so impossible to combat. And yet I think again,
and I think always, Mrs. Henry might have read between the lines; she
might have had more knowledge of her husband's nature; after all these
years of marriage she might have commanded or captured his confidence.
And my old lord, too--that very watchful gentleman--where was all his
observation? But, for one thing, the deceit was practised by a master
hand, and might have gulled an angel. For another (in the case of Mrs.
Henry), I have observed there are no persons so far away as those who
are both married and estranged, so that they seem out of earshot, or to
have no common tongue. For a third (in the case of both of these
spectators), they were blinded by old ingrained predilection. And for a
fourth, the risk the Master was supposed to stand in (supposed, I
say--you will soon hear why) made it seem the more ungenerous to
criticise; and, keeping them in a perpetual tender solicitude about his
life, blinded them the more effectually to his faults.
It was during this time that I perceived most clearly the effect of
manner, and was led to lament most deeply the plainness of my own. Mr.
Henry had the essence of a gentleman; when he was moved, when there was
any call of circumstance, he could play his part with dignity and
spirit; but in the day's commerce (it is idle to deny it) he fell short
of the ornamental. The Master (on the other hand) had never a movement
but it commended him. So it befell that when the one appeared gracious
and the other ungracious, every trick of their bodies seemed to call out
confirmation. Not that alone: but the more deeply Mr. Henry floundered
in his brother's toils, the more clownish he grew; and the more the
Master enjoyed his spiteful entertainment, the more engagingly, the more
smilingly, he went! So that the plot, by its own scope and progress,
furthered and confirmed itself.
It was one of the man's arts to use the peril in which (as I say) he was
supposed to stand. He spoke of it to those who loved him with a gentle
pleasantry, which made it the more touching. To Mr. Henry he used it as
a cruel weapon of offence. I remember his laying his finger on the clean
lozenge of the painted window one day when we three were alone together
in the hall. "Here went your lucky guinea, Jacob," said he. And when Mr.
Henry only looked upon him darkly, "O!" he added, "you need not look
such impotent malice, my good fly. You can be rid of your spider when
you please. How long, O Lord? When are you to be wrought to the point of
a denunciation, scrupulous brother? It is one of my interests in this
dreary hole. I ever loved experiment." Still Mr. Henry only stared upon
him with a glooming brow, and a changed colour; and at last the Master
broke out in a laugh and clapped him on the shoulder, calling him a
sulky dog. At this my patron leaped back with a gesture I thought very
dangerous; and I must suppose the Master thought so too, for he looked
the least in the world discountenanced, and I do not remember him again
to have laid hands on Mr. Henry.
But though he had his peril always on his lips in the one way or the
other, I thought his conduct strangely incautious, and began to fancy
the Government--who had set a price upon his head--was gone sound
asleep. I will not deny I was tempted with the wish to denounce him; but
two thoughts withheld me: one, that if he were thus to end his life upon
an honourable scaffold, the man would be canonised for good in the minds
of his father and my patron's wife; the other, that if I was anyway
mingled in the matter, Mr. Henry himself would scarce escape some
glancings of suspicion. And in the meanwhile our enemy went in and out
more than I could have thought possible, the fact that he was home again
was buzzed about all the country-side, and yet he was never stirred. Of
all those so-many and so-different persons who were acquainted with his
presence, none had the least greed--as I used to say in my annoyance--or
the least loyalty; and the man rode here and there--fully more welcome,
considering the lees of old unpopularity, than Mr. Henry--and,
considering the free-traders, far safer than myself.
Not but what he had a trouble of his own; and this, as it brought about
the gravest consequences, I must now relate. The reader will scarce have
forgotten Jessie Broun; her way of life was much among the smuggling
party; Captain Crail himself was of her intimates; and she had early
word of Mr. Bally's presence at the house. In my opinion, she had long
ceased to care two straws for the Master's person; but it was become her
habit to connect herself continually with the Master's name; that was
the ground of all her play-acting; and so now, when he was back, she
thought she owed it to herself to grow a haunter of the neighbourhood of
Durrisdeer. The Master could scarce go abroad but she was there in wait
for him; a scandalous figure of a woman, not often sober; hailing him
wildly as "her bonny laddie," quoting pedlar's poetry, and, as I receive
the story, even seeking to weep upon his neck. I own I rubbed my hands
over this persecution; but the Master, who laid so much upon others, was
himself the least patient of men. There were strange scenes enacted in
the policies. Some say he took his cane to her, and Jessie fell back
upon her former weapons--stones. It is certain at least that he made a
motion to Captain Crail to have the woman trepanned, and that the
Captain refused the proposition with uncommon vehemence. And the end of
the matter was victory for Jessie. Money was got together; an interview
took place, in which my proud gentleman must consent to be kissed and
wept upon; and the woman was set up in a public of her own, somewhere on
Solway side (but I forget where), and, by the only news I ever had of
it, extremely ill-frequented.
This is to look forward. After Jessie had been but a little while upon
his heels, the Master comes to me one day in the steward's office, and
with more civility than usual, "Mackellar," says he, "there is a damned
crazy wench comes about here. I cannot well move in the matter myself,
which brings me to you. Be so good as to see to it: the men must have a
strict injunction to drive the wench away."
"Sir," said I, trembling a little, "you can do your own dirty errands
for yourself."
He said not a word to that, and left the room.
Presently came Mr. Henry. "Here is news!" cried he. "It seems all is not
enough, and you must add to my wretchedness. It seems you have insulted
Mr. Bally."
"Under your kind favour, Mr. Henry," said I, "it was he that insulted
me, and, as I think, grossly. But I may have been careless of your
position when I spoke; and if you think so when you know all, my dear
patron, you have but to say the word. For you I would obey in any point
whatever, even to sin, God pardon me!" And thereupon I told him what had
passed.
Mr. Henry smiled to himself; a grimmer smile I never witnessed. "You did
exactly well," said he. "He shall drink his Jessie Broun to the dregs."
And then, spying the Master outside, he opened the window, and, crying
to him by the name of Mr. Bally, asked him to step up and have a word.
"James," said he, when our persecutor had come in and closed the door
behind him, looking at me with a smile, as if he thought I was to be
humbled, "you brought me a complaint against Mr. Mackellar, into which I
have inquired. I need not tell you I would always take his word against
yours; for we are alone, and I am going to use something of your own
freedom. Mr. Mackellar is a gentleman I value; and you must contrive, so
long as you are under this roof, to bring yourself into no more
collisions with one whom I will support at any possible cost to me or
mine. As for the errand upon which you came to him, you must deliver
yourself from the consequences of your own cruelty, and none of my
servants shall be at all employed in such a case."
"My father's servants, I believe," said the Master.
"Go to him with this tale," said Mr. Henry.
The Master grew very white. He pointed at me with his finger. "I want
that man discharged," he said.
"He shall not be," said Mr. Henry.
"You shall pay pretty dear for this," says the Master.
"I have paid so dear already for a wicked brother," said Mr. Henry,
"that I am bankrupt even of fears. You have no place left where you can
strike me."
"I will show you about that," says the Master, and went softly away.
"What will he do next, Mackellar?" cries Mr. Henry.
"Let me go away," said I. "My dear patron, let me go away; I am but the
beginning of fresh sorrows."
"Would you leave me quite alone?" said he.
* * * * *
We were not long in suspense as to the nature of the new assault. Up to
that hour the Master had played a very close game with Mrs. Henry;
avoiding pointedly to be alone with her, which I took at the time for an
effect of decency, but now think to have been a most insidious art;
meeting her, you may say, at meal-time only; and behaving, when he did
so, like an affectionate brother. Up to that hour, you may say he had
scarce directly interfered between Mr. Henry and his wife; except in so
far as he had manoeuvred the one quite forth from the good graces of the
other. Now all that was to be changed; but whether really in revenge, or
because he was wearying of Durrisdeer, and looked about for some
diversion, who but the devil shall decide?
From that hour, at least, began the siege of Mrs. Henry; a thing so
deftly carried on that I scarce know if she was aware of it herself, and
that her husband must look on in silence. The first parallel was opened
(as was made to appear) by accident. The talk fell, as it did often, on
the exiles in France; so it glided to the matter of their songs.
"There is one," says the Master, "if you are curious in these matters,
that has always seemed to me very moving. The poetry is harsh: and yet,
perhaps because of my situation, it has always found the way to my
heart. It is supposed to be sung, I should tell you, by an exile's
sweetheart; and represents perhaps not so much the truth of what she is
thinking, as the truth of what he hopes of her, poor soul! in these far
lands." And here the Master sighed. "I protest it is a pathetic sight
when a score of rough Irish, all common sentinels, get to this song; and
you may see, by their falling tears, how it strikes home to them. It
goes thus, father," says he, very adroitly taking my lord for his
listener, "and if I cannot get to the end of it, you must think it is a
common case with us exiles." And thereupon he struck up the same air as
I had heard the Colonel whistle; but now to words, rustic indeed, yet
most pathetically setting forth a poor girl's aspirations for an exiled
lover; of which one verse indeed (or something like it) still sticks by
me:--
"O, I will dye my petticoat red,
With my dear boy I'll beg my bread,
Though all my friends should wish me dead,
For Willie among the rushes, O!"
He sang it well, even as a song; but he did better yet as a performer. I
have heard famous actors, when there was not a dry eye in the Edinburgh
theatre; a great wonder to behold; but no more wonderful than how the
Master played upon that little ballad, and on those who heard him, like
an instrument, and seemed now upon the point of failing, and now to
conquer his distress, so that words and music seemed to pour out of his
own heart and his own past, and to be aimed directly at Mrs. Henry. And
his art went further yet; for all was so delicately touched, it seemed
impossible to suspect him of the least design; and so far from making a
parade of emotion, you would have sworn he was striving to be calm. When
it came to an end, we all sat silent for a time; he had chosen the dusk
of the afternoon, so that none could see his neighbour's face; but it
seemed as if we held our breathing; only my old lord cleared his throat.
The first to move was the singer, who got to his feet suddenly and
softly, and went and walked softly to and fro in the low end of the
hall, Mr. Henry's customary place. We were to suppose that he there
struggled down the last of his emotion; for he presently returned and
launched into a disquisition on the nature of the Irish (always so much
miscalled, and whom he defended) in his natural voice; so that, before
the lights were brought, we were in the usual course of talk. But even
then, methought Mrs. Henry's face was a shade pale; and, for another
thing, she withdrew almost at once.
The next sign was a friendship this insidious devil struck up with
innocent Miss Katharine; so that they were always together, hand in
hand, or she climbing on his knee, like a pair of children. Like all his
diabolical acts, this cut in several ways. It was the last stroke to Mr.
Henry, to see his own babe debauched against him; it made him harsh with
the poor innocent, which brought him still a peg lower in his wife's
esteem; and (to conclude) it was a bond of union between the lady and
the Master. Under this influence, their old reserve melted by daily
stages. Presently there came walks in the long shrubbery, talks in the
Belvedere, and I know not what tender familiarity. I am sure Mrs. Henry
was like many a good woman; she had a whole conscience, but perhaps by
the means of a little winking. For even to so dull an observer as
myself, it was plain her kindness was of a more moving nature than the
sisterly. The tones of her voice appeared more numerous; she had a light
and softness in her eye; she was more gentle with all of us, even with
Mr. Henry, even with myself; methought she breathed of some quiet
melancholy happiness.
To look on at this, what a torment it was for Mr. Henry! And yet it
brought our ultimate deliverance, as I am soon to tell.
* * * * *
The purport of the Master's stay was no more noble (gild it as they
might) than to wring money out. He had some design of a fortune in the
French Indies, as the Chevalier wrote me; and it was the sum required
for this that he came seeking. For the rest of the family it spelled
ruin; but my lord, in his incredible partiality, pushed ever for the
granting. The family was now so narrowed down (indeed, there were no
more of them than just the father and the two sons) that it was possible
to break the entail and alienate a piece of land. And to this, at first
by hints, and then by open pressure, Mr. Henry was brought to consent.
He never would have done so, I am very well assured, but for the weight
of the distress under which he laboured. But for his passionate
eagerness to see his brother gone, he would not thus have broken with
his own sentiment and the traditions of his house. And even so, he sold
them his consent at a dear rate, speaking for once openly, and holding
the business up in its own shameful colours.
"You will observe," he said, "this is an injustice to my son, if ever I
have one."
"But that you are not likely to have," said my lord.
"God knows!" says Mr. Henry. "And considering the cruel falseness of the
position in which I stand to my brother, and that you, my lord, are my
father, and have the right to command me, I set my hand to this paper.
But one thing I will say first: I have been ungenerously pushed, and
when next, my lord, you are tempted to compare your sons, I call on you
to remember what I have done and what he has done. Acts are the fair
test."
My lord was the most uneasy man I ever saw; even in his old face the
blood came up. "I think this is not a very wisely chosen moment, Henry,
for complaints," said he. "This takes away from the merit of your
generosity."
"Do not deceive yourself, my lord," said Mr. Henry. "This injustice is
not done from generosity to him, but in obedience to yourself."
"Before strangers ..." begins my lord, still more unhappily affected.
"There is no one but Mackellar here," said Mr. Henry; "he is my friend.
And, my lord, as you make him no stranger to your frequent blame, it
were hard if I must keep him one to a thing so rare as my defence."
Almost I believe my lord would have rescinded his decision; but the
Master was on the watch.
"Ah! Henry, Henry," says he, "you are the best of us still. Rugged and
true! Ah! man, I wish I was as good."
And at that instance of his favourite's generosity my lord desisted from
his hesitation, and the deed was signed.
As soon as it could be brought about, the land of Ochterhall was sold
for much below its value, and the money paid over to our leech and sent
by some private carriage into France. And now here was all the man's
business brought to a successful head, and his pockets once more bulging
with our gold; and yet the point for which we had consented to this
sacrifice was still denied us, and the visitor still lingered on at
Durrisdeer. Whether in malice, or because the time was not yet come for
his adventure to the Indies, or because he had hopes of his design on
Mrs. Henry, or from the orders of the Government, who shall say? but
linger he did, and that for weeks.
You will observe I say: "from the orders of the Government"; for about
this time the man's disreputable secret trickled out.
The first hint I had was from a tenant, who commented on the Master's
stay, and yet more on his security; for this tenant was a Jacobitish
sympathiser, and had lost a son at Culloden, which gave him the more
critical eye. "There is one thing," said he, "that I cannot but think
strange; and that is how he got to Cockermouth."
"To Cockermouth?" said I, with a sudden memory of my first wonder on
beholding the man disembark so _point-de-vice_ after so long a voyage.
"Why, yes," says the tenant, "it was there he was picked up by Captain
Crail. You thought he had come from France by sea? And so we all did."
I turned this news a little in my head, and then carried it to Mr.
Henry. "Here is an odd circumstance," said I, and told him.
"What matters how he came, Mackellar, so long as he is here?" groans Mr.
Henry.
"No, sir," said I, "but think again! Does not this smack a little of
some Government connivance? You know how much we have wondered already
at the man's security."
"Stop," said Mr. Henry. "Let me think of this." And as he thought, there
came that grim smile upon his face that was a little like the Master's.
"Give me paper," said he. And he sat without another word and wrote to a
gentleman of his acquaintance--I will name no unnecessary names, but he
was one in a high place. This letter I despatched by the only hand I
could depend upon in such a case--Macconochie's; and the old man rode
hard, for he was back with the reply before even my eagerness had
ventured to expect him. Again, as he read it, Mr. Henry had the same
grim smile.
"This is the best you have done for me yet, Mackellar," says he. "With
this in my hand I will give him a shog. Watch for us at dinner."
At dinner accordingly Mr. Henry proposed some very public appearance
for the Master; and my lord, as he had hoped, objected to the danger of
the course.
"O!" says Mr. Henry, very easily, "you need no longer keep this up with
me. I am as much in the secret as yourself."
"In the secret?" says my lord. "What do you mean, Henry? I give you my
word, I am in no secret from which you are excluded."
The Master had changed countenance, and I saw he was struck in a joint
of his harness.
"How?" says Mr. Henry, turning to him with a huge appearance of
surprise. "I see you serve your masters very faithfully; but I had
thought you would have been humane enough to set your father's mind at
rest."
"What are you talking of? I refuse to have my business publicly
discussed. I order this to cease," cries the Master very foolishly and
passionately, and indeed more like a child than a man.
"So much discretion was not looked for at your hands, I can assure you,"
continued Mr. Henry. "For see what my correspondent writes"--unfolding
the paper--"'It is, of course, in the interests both of the Government
and the gentleman whom we may perhaps best continue to call Mr. Bally,
to keep this understanding secret; but it was never meant his own family
should continue to endure the suspense you paint so feelingly; and I am
pleased mine should be the hand to set these fears at rest. Mr. Bally is
as safe in Great Britain as yourself.'"
"Is this possible?" cries my lord, looking at his son, with a great deal
of wonder, and still more of suspicion in his face.
"My dear father," says the Master, already much recovered. "I am
overjoyed that this may be disclosed. My own instructions, direct from
London, bore a very contrary sense, and I was charged to keep the
indulgence secret from every one, yourself not excepted, and indeed
yourself expressly named--as I can show in black and white, unless I
have destroyed the letter. They must have changed their mind very
swiftly, for the whole matter is still quite fresh; or rather, Henry's
correspondent must have misconceived that part, as he seems to have
misconceived the rest. To tell you the truth, sir," he continued,
getting visibly more easy, "I had supposed this unexplained favour to a
rebel was the effect of some application from yourself; and the
injunction to secrecy among my family the result of a desire on your
part to conceal your kindness. Hence I was the more careful to obey
orders. It remains now to guess by what other channel indulgence can
have flowed on so notorious an offender as myself; for I do not think
your son need defend himself from what seems hinted at in Henry's
letter. I have never yet heard of a Durrisdeer who was a turncoat or a
spy," says he proudly.
And so it seemed he had swum out of this danger unharmed; but this was
to reckon without a blunder he had made, and without the pertinacity of
Mr. Henry, who was now to show he had something of his brother's spirit.
"You say the matter is still fresh?" says Mr. Henry.
"It is recent," says the Master, with a fair show of stoutness, and yet
not without a quaver.
"Is it so recent as that?" asks Mr. Henry, like a man a little puzzled,
and spreading his letter forth again.
In all the letter there was no word as to the date; but how was the
Master to know that?
"It seemed to come late enough for me," says he, with a laugh. And at
the sound of that laugh, which rang false, like a cracked bell, my lord
looked at him again across the table, and I saw his old lips draw
together close.
"No," said Mr. Henry, still glancing on his letter, "but I remember your
expression. You said it was very fresh."
And here we had a proof of our victory, and the strongest instance yet
of my lord's incredible indulgence; for what must he do but interfere
to save his favourite from exposure!
"I think, Henry," says he, with a kind of pitiful eagerness, "I think we
need dispute no more. We are all rejoiced at last to find your brother
safe; we are all at one on that; and, as grateful subjects, we can do no
less than drink to the King's health and bounty."
Thus was the Master extricated; but at least he had been put to his
defence, he had come lamely out, and the attraction of his personal
danger was now publicly plucked away from him. My lord, in his heart of
hearts, now knew his favourite to be a Government spy; and Mrs. Henry
(however she explained the tale) was notably cold in her behaviour to
the discredited hero of romance. Thus in the best fabric of duplicity
there is some weak point, if you can strike it, which will loosen all;
and if, by this fortunate stroke, we had not shaken the idol, who can
say how it might have gone with us at the catastrophe?
And yet at the time we seemed to have accomplished nothing. Before a day
or two he had wiped off the ill results of his discomfiture, and, to all
appearance, stood as high as ever. As for my Lord Durrisdeer, he was
sunk in parental partiality; it was not so much love, which should be an
active quality, as an apathy and torpor of his other powers; and
forgiveness (so to misapply a noble word) flowed from him in sheer
weakness, like the tears of senility. Mrs. Henry's was a different case;
and Heaven alone knows what he found to say to her, or how he persuaded
her from her contempt. It is one of the worst things of sentiment, that
the voice grows to be more important than the words, and the speaker
than that which is spoken. But some excuse the Master must have found,
or perhaps he had even struck upon some art to wrest this exposure to
his own advantage; for after a time of coldness, it seemed as if things
went worse than ever between him and Mrs. Henry. They were then
constantly together. I would not be thought to cast one shadow of blame,
beyond what is due to a half-wilful blindness, on that unfortunate
lady; but I do think, in these last days, she was playing very near the
fire; and whether I be wrong or not in that, one thing is sure and quite
sufficient: Mr. Henry thought so. The poor gentleman sat for days in my
room, so great a picture of distress that I could never venture to
address him; yet it is to be thought he found some comfort even in my
presence and the knowledge of my sympathy. There were times, too, when
we talked, and a strange manner of talk it was; there was never a person
named, nor an individual circumstance referred to; yet we had the same
matter in our minds, and we were each aware of it. It is a strange art
that can thus be practised; to talk for hours of a thing, and never name
nor yet so much as hint at it. And I remember I wondered if it was by
some such natural skill that the Master made love to Mrs. Henry all day
long (as he manifestly did), yet never startled her into reserve.
To show how far affairs had gone with Mr. Henry, I will give some words
of his, uttered (as I have cause not to forget) upon the 26th of
February 1757. It was unseasonable weather, a cast back into winter:
windless, bitter cold, the world all white with rime, the sky low and
grey: the sea black and silent like a quarry-hole. Mr. Henry sat close
by the fire, and debated (as was now common with him) whether "a man"
should "do things," whether "interference was wise," and the like
general propositions, which each of us particularly applied. I was by
the window, looking out, when there passed below me the Master, Mrs.
Henry, and Miss Katharine, that now constant trio. The child was running
to and fro, delighted with the frost; the Master spoke close in the
lady's ear with what seemed (even from so far) a devilish grace of
insinuation; and she on her part looked on the ground like a person lost
in listening. I broke out of my reserve.
"If I were you, Mr. Henry," said I, "I would deal openly with my lord."
"Mackellar, Mackellar," said he, "you do not see the weakness of my
ground. I can carry no such base thoughts to any one--to my father least
of all; that would be to fall into the bottom of his scorn. The weakness
of my ground," he continued, "lies in myself, that I am not one who
engages love. I have their gratitude, they all tell me that; I have a
rich estate of it! But I am not present in their minds; they are moved
neither to think with me nor to think for me. There is my loss!" He got
to his feet, and trod down the fire. "But some method must be found,
Mackellar," said he, looking at me suddenly over his shoulder; "some way
must be found. I am a man of a great deal of patience--far too much--far
too much. I begin to despise myself. And yet, sure, never was a man
involved in such a toil!" He fell back to his brooding.
"Cheer up," said I. "It will burst of itself."
"I am far past anger now," says he, which had so little coherency with
my own observation that I let both fall.
CHAPTER V
ACCOUNT OF ALL THAT PASSED ON THE NIGHT OF FEBRUARY 27TH, 1757
On the evening of the interview referred to, the Master went abroad; he
was abroad a great deal of the next day also, that fatal 27th; but where
he went, or what he did, we never concerned ourselves to ask until next
day. If we had done so, and by any chance found out, it might have
changed all. But as all we did was done in ignorance, and should be so
judged, I shall so narrate these passages as they appeared to us in the
moment of their birth, and reserve all that I since discovered for the
time of its discovery. For I have now come to one of the dark parts of
my narrative, and must engage the reader's indulgence for my patron.
All the 27th that rigorous weather endured: a stifling cold; the folk
passing about like smoking chimneys; the wide hearth in the hall piled
high with fuel; some of the spring birds that had already blundered
north into our neighbourhood besieging the windows of the house or
trotting on the frozen turf like things distracted. About noon there
came a blink of sunshine; showing a very pretty, wintry, frosty
landscape of white hills and woods, with Crail's lugger waiting for a
wind under the Craig Head, and the smoke mounting straight into the air
from every farm and cottage. With the coming of night, the haze closed
in overhead; it fell dark and still and starless, and exceeding cold: a
night the most unseasonable, fit for strange events.
Mrs. Henry withdrew, as was now her custom, very early. We had set
ourselves of late to pass the evening with a game of cards; another
mark that our visitor was wearying mightily of the life at Durrisdeer;
and we had not been long at this when my old lord slipped from his place
beside the fire, and was off without a word to seek the warmth of bed.
The three thus left together had neither love nor courtesy to share; not
one of us would have sat up one instant to oblige another; yet from the
influence of custom, and as the cards had just been dealt, we continued
the form of playing out the round. I should say we were late sitters;
and though my lord had departed earlier than was his custom, twelve was
already gone some time upon the clock, and the servants long ago in bed.
Another thing I should say, that although I never saw the Master anyway
affected with liquor, he had been drinking freely, and was perhaps
(although he showed it not) a trifle heated.
Anyway, he now practised one of his transitions; and so soon as the door
closed behind my lord, and without the smallest change of voice, shifted
from ordinary civil talk into a stream of insult.
"My dear Henry, it is yours to play," he had been saying, and now
continued: "It is a very strange thing how, even in so small a matter as
a game of cards, you display your rusticity. You play, Jacob, like a
bonnet-laird, or a sailor in a tavern. The same dulness, the same petty
greed, _cette lenteur d'hébété qui me fait rager_; it is strange I
should have such a brother. Even Square-toes has a certain vivacity when
his stake is imperilled; but the dreariness of a game with you I
positively lack language to depict."
Mr. Henry continued to look at his cards, as though very maturely
considering some play; but his mind was elsewhere.
"Dear God, will this never be done?" cries the Master. "_Quel lourdaud!_
But why do I trouble you with French expressions, which are lost on such
an ignoramus? A _lourdaud_, my dear brother, is as we might say a
bumpkin, a clown, a clodpole: a fellow without grace, lightness,
quickness; any gift of pleasing, any natural brilliancy: such a one as
you shall see, when you desire, by looking in the mirror. I tell you
these things for your good, I assure you; and besides, Square-toes"
(looking at me and stifling a yawn), "it is one of my diversions in this
very dreary spot to toast you and your master at the fire like
chestnuts. I have great pleasure in your case, for I observe the
nickname (rustic as it is) has always the power to make you writhe. But
sometimes I have more trouble with this dear fellow here, who seems to
have gone to sleep upon his cards.--Do you not see the applicability of
the epithet I have just explained, dear Henry? Let me show you. For
instance, with all those solid qualities which I delight to recognise in
you, I never knew a woman who did not prefer me--nor, I think," he
continued, with the most silken deliberation, "I think--who did not
continue to prefer me."
Mr. Henry laid down his cards. He rose to his feet very softly, and
seemed all the while like a person in deep thought. "You coward!" he
said gently, as if to himself. And then, with neither hurry nor any
particular violence, he struck the Master in the mouth.
The Master sprang to his feet like one transfigured; I had never seen
the man so beautiful. "A blow!" he cried. "I would not take a blow from
God Almighty!"
"Lower your voice," said Mr. Henry. "Do you wish my father to interfere
for you again?"
"Gentlemen, gentlemen," I cried, and sought to come between them.
The Master caught me by the shoulder, held me at arm's length, and still
addressing his brother: "Do you know what this means?" said he.
"It was the most deliberate act of my life," says Mr. Henry.
"I must have blood, I must have blood for this," says the Master.
"Please God it shall be yours," said Mr. Henry; and he went to the wall
and took down a pair of swords that hung there with others, naked. These
he presented to the Master by the points. "Mackellar shall see us play
fair," said Mr. Henry. "I think it very needful."
"You need insult me no more," said the Master, taking one of the swords
at random. "I have hated you all my life."
"My father is but newly gone to bed," said Mr. Henry. "We must go
somewhere forth of the house."
"There is an excellent place in the long shrubbery," said the Master.
"Gentlemen," said I, "shame upon you both! Sons of the same mother,
would you turn against the life she gave you?"
"Even so, Mackellar," said Mr. Henry, with the same perfect quietude of
manner he had shown throughout.
"It is what I will prevent," said I.
And now here is a blot upon my life. At these words of mine the Master
turned his blade against my bosom; I saw the light run along the steel;
and I threw up my arms and fell to my knees before him on the floor.
"No, no," I cried, like a baby.
"We shall have no more trouble with him," said the Master. "It is a good
thing to have a coward in the house."
"We must have light," said Mr. Henry, as though there had been no
interruption.
"This trembler can bring a pair of candles," said the Master.
To my shame be it said, I was still so blinded with the flashing of that
bare sword that I volunteered to bring a lantern.
"We do not need a l-l-lantern," says the Master, mocking me. "There is
no breath of air. Come, get to your feet, take a pair of lights, and go
before. I am close behind with this"--making the blade glitter as he
spoke.
I took up the candlesticks and went before them, steps that I would give
my hands to recall; but a coward is a slave at the best; and even as I
went, my teeth smote each other in my mouth. It was as he had said:
there was no breath stirring; a windless stricture of frost had bound
the air; and as we went forth in the shine of the candles, the blackness
was like a roof over our heads. Never a word was said; there was never a
sound but the creaking of our steps along the frozen path. The cold of
the night fell about me like a bucket of water; I shook as I went with
more than terror; but my companions, bare-headed like myself, and fresh
from the warm hall, appeared not even conscious of the change.
"Here is the place," said the Master. "Set down the candles."
I did as he bid me, and presently the flames went up, as steady as in a
chamber, in the midst of the frosted trees, and I beheld these two
brothers take their places.
"The light is something in my eyes," said the Master.
"I will give you every advantage," replied Mr. Henry, shifting his
ground, "for I think you are about to die." He spoke rather sadly than
otherwise, yet there was a ring in his voice.
"Henry Durie," said the Master, "two words before I begin. You are a
fencer, you can hold a foil; you little know what a change it makes to
hold a sword! And by that I know you are to fall. But see how strong is
my situation! If you fall, I shift out of this country to where my money
is before me. If I fall, where are you? My father, your wife--who is in
love with me, as you very well know--your child even, who prefers me to
yourself:--how will these avenge me! Had you thought of that, dear
Henry?" He looked at his brother with a smile; then made a fencing-room
salute.
Never a word said Mr. Henry, but saluted too, and the swords rang
together.
I am no judge of the play; my head, besides, was gone with cold and
fear and horror; but it seems that Mr. Henry took and kept the upper
hand from the engagement, crowding in upon his foe with a contained and
glowing fury. Nearer and nearer he crept upon the man, till of a sudden
the Master leaped back with a little sobbing oath; and I believe the
movement brought the light once more against his eyes. To it they went
again, on the fresh ground; but now methought closer, Mr. Henry pressing
more outrageously, the Master beyond doubt with shaken confidence. For
it is beyond doubt he now recognised himself for lost, and had some
taste of the cold agony of fear; or he had never attempted the foul
stroke. I cannot say I followed it, my untrained eye was never quick
enough to seize details, but it appears he caught his brother's blade
with his left hand, a practice not permitted. Certainly Mr. Henry only
saved himself by leaping on one side; as certainly the Master, lungeing
in the air, stumbled on his knee, and before he could move, the sword
was through his body.
I cried out with a stifled scream, and ran in; but the body was already
fallen to the ground, where it writhed a moment like a trodden worm, and
then lay motionless.
"Look at his left hand," said Mr. Henry.
"It is all bloody," said I.
"On the inside?" said he.
"It is cut on the inside," said I.
"I thought so," said he, and turned his back.
I opened the man's clothes; the heart was quite still, it gave not a
flutter.
"God forgive us, Mr. Henry!" said I. "He is dead."
"Dead?" he repeated, a little stupidly; and then, with a rising tone,
"Dead? dead?" says he, and suddenly cast his bloody sword upon the
ground.
"What must we do?" said I. "Be yourself, sir. It is too late now: you
must be yourself."
He turned and stared at me. "O, Mackellar!" says he, and put his face in
his hands.
I plucked him by the coat. "For God's sake, for all our sakes, be more
courageous!" said I. "What must we do?"
He showed me his face with the same stupid stare. "Do?" says he. And
with that his eye fell on the body, and "O!" he cries out, with his hand
to his brow, as if he had never remembered; and, turning from me, made
off towards the house of Durrisdeer at a strange stumbling run.
I stood a moment mused; then it seemed to me my duty lay most plain on
the side of the living; and I ran after him, leaving the candles on the
frosty ground and the body lying in their light under the trees. But run
as I pleased, he had the start of me, and was got into the house, and up
to the hall, where I found him standing before the fire with his face
once more in his hands, and as he so stood he visibly shuddered.
"Mr. Henry, Mr. Henry," I said, "this will be the ruin of us all."
"What is this that I have done?" cries he, and then looking upon me with
a countenance that I shall never forget, "Who is to tell the old man?"
he said.
The word knocked at my heart; but it was no time for weakness. I went
and poured him out a glass of brandy. "Drink that," said I, "drink it
down." I forced him to swallow it like a child; and, being still
perished with the cold of the night, I followed his example.
"It has to be told, Mackellar," said he. "It must be told." And he fell
suddenly in a seat--my old lord's seat by the chimney-side--and was
shaken with dry sobs.
Dismay came upon my soul; it was plain there was no help in Mr. Henry.
"Well," said I, "sit there, and leave all to me." And taking a candle in
my hand, I set forth out of the room in the dark house. There was no
movement; I must suppose that all had gone unobserved; and I was now to
consider how to smuggle through the rest with the like secrecy. It was
no hour for scruples; and I opened my lady's door without so much as a
knock, and passed boldly in.
"There is some calamity happened," she cried, sitting up in bed.
"Madam," said I, "I will go forth again into the passage; and do you get
as quickly as you can into your clothes. There is much to be done."
She troubled me with no questions, nor did she keep me waiting. Ere I
had time to prepare a word of that which I must say to her, she was on
the threshold signing me to enter.
"Madam," said I, "if you cannot be very brave, I must go elsewhere; for
if no one helps me to-night, there is an end of the house of
Durrisdeer."
"I am very courageous," said she; and she looked at me with a sort of
smile, very painful to see, but very brave too.
"It has come to a duel," said I.
"A duel?" she repeated. "A duel! Henry and----"
"And the Master," said I. "Things have been borne so long, things of
which you know nothing, which you would not believe if I should tell.
But to-night it went too far, and when he insulted you----"
"Stop," said she. "He? Who?"
"O! madam," cried I, my bitterness breaking forth, "do you ask me such a
question? Indeed, then, I may go elsewhere for help; there is none
here!"
"I do not know in what I have offended you," said she. "Forgive me; put
me out of this suspense."
But I dared not tell her yet; I felt not sure of her; and at the doubt,
and under the sense of impotence it brought with it, I turned on the
poor woman with something near to anger.
"Madam," said I, "we are speaking of two men: one of them insulted you,
and you ask me which. I will help you to the answer. With one of these
men you have spent all your hours: has the other reproached you? To one
you have been always kind; to the other, as God sees me and judges
between us two, I think not always: has his love ever failed you?
To-night one of these two men told the other, in my hearing--the hearing
of a hired stranger,--that you were in love with him. Before I say one
word, you shall answer your own question: Which was it? Nay, madam, you
shall answer me another: If it has come to this dreadful end, whose
fault is it?"
She stared at me like one dazzled. "Good God!" she said once, in a kind
of bursting exclamation; and then a second time in a whisper to herself:
"Great God!--In the name of mercy, Mackellar, what is wrong?" she cried.
"I am made up; I can hear all."
"You are not fit to hear," said I. "Whatever it was, you shall say first
it was your fault."
"O!" she cried, with a gesture of wringing her hands, "this man will
drive me mad! Can you not put _me_ out of your thoughts?"
"I think not once of you," I cried. "I think of none but my dear unhappy
master."
"Ah!" she cried, with her hand to her heart, "is Henry dead?"
"Lower your voice," said I. "The other."
I saw her sway like something stricken by the wind; and I know not
whether in cowardice or misery, turned aside and looked upon the floor.
"These are dreadful tidings," said I at length, when her silence began
to put me in some fear; "and you and I behove to be the more bold if the
house is to be saved." Still she answered nothing. "There is Miss
Katharine, besides," I added: "unless we bring this matter through, her
inheritance is like to be of shame."
I do not know if it was the thought of her child or the naked word shame
that gave her deliverance; at least I had no sooner spoken than a sound
passed her lips, the like of it I never heard; it was as though she had
lain buried under a hill and sought to move that burthen. And the next
moment she had found a sort of voice.
"It was a fight," she whispered. "It was not----?" and she paused upon
the word.
"It was a fair fight on my dear master's part," said I. "As for the
other, he was slain in the very act of a foul stroke."
"Not now!" she cried.
"Madam," said I, "hatred of that man glows in my bosom like a burning
fire; ay, even now he is dead. God knows, I would have stopped the
fighting, had I dared. It is my shame I did not. But when I saw him
fall, if I could have spared one thought from pitying of my master, it
had been to exult in that deliverance."
I do not know if she marked; but her next words were, "My lord?"
"That shall be my part," said I.
"You will not speak to him as you have to me?" she asked.
"Madam," said I, "have you not some one else to think of? Leave my lord
to me."
"Some one else?" she repeated.
"Your husband," said I. She looked at me with a countenance illegible.
"Are you going to turn your back on him?" I asked.
Still she looked at me; then her hand went to her heart again. "No,"
said she.
"God bless you for that word!" I said. "Go to him now, where he sits in
the hall; speak to him--it matters not what you say; give him your hand;
say, 'I know all';--if God gives you grace enough, say, 'Forgive me.'"
"God strengthen you, and make you merciful," said she. "I will go to my
husband."
"Let me light you there," said I, taking up the candle.
"I will find my way in the dark," she said, with a shudder, and I think
the shudder was at me.
So we separated--she downstairs to where a little light glimmered in
the hall-door, I along the passage to my lord's room. It seems hard to
say why, but I could not burst in on the old man as I could on the young
woman; with whatever reluctance, I must knock. But his old slumbers were
light, or perhaps he slept not; and at the first summons I was bidden
enter.
He, too, sat up in bed; very aged and bloodless he looked; and whereas
he had a certain largeness of appearance when dressed for daylight, he
now seemed frail and little, and his face (the wig being laid aside) not
bigger than a child's. This daunted me; nor less, the haggard surmise of
misfortune in his eye. Yet his voice was even peaceful as he inquired my
errand. I set my candle down upon a chair, leaned on the bed-foot, and
looked at him.
"Lord Durrisdeer," said I, "it is very well known to you that I am a
partisan in your family."
"I hope we are none of us partisans," said he. "That you love my son
sincerely, I have always been glad to recognise."
"O! my lord, we are past the hour of these civilities," I replied. "If
we are to save anything out of the fire, we must look the fact in its
bare countenance. A partisan I am; partisans we have all been; it is as
a partisan that I am here in the middle of the night to plead before
you. Hear me; before I go, I will tell you why."
"I would always hear you, Mr. Mackellar," said he, "and that at any
hour, whether of the day or night, for I would be always sure you had a
reason. You spoke once before to very proper purpose; I have not
forgotten that."
"I am here to plead the cause of my master," I said. "I need not tell
you how he acts. You know how he is placed. You know with what
generosity he has always met your other--met your wishes," I corrected
myself, stumbling at that name of son. "You know--you must know--what he
has suffered--what he has suffered about his wife."
"Mr. Mackellar!" cried my lord, rising in bed like a bearded lion.
"You said you would hear me," I continued. "What you do not know, what
you should know, one of the things I am here to speak of, is the
persecution he must bear in private. Your back is not turned before one
whom I dare not name to you falls upon him with the most unfeeling
taunts; twits him--pardon me, my lord--twits him with your partiality,
calls him Jacob, calls him clown, pursues him with ungenerous raillery,
not to be borne by man. And let but one of you appear, instantly he
changes; and my master must smile and courtesy to the man who has been
feeding him with insults; I know, for I have shared in some of it, and I
tell you the life is insupportable. All these months it has endured; it
began with the man's landing; it was by the name of Jacob that my master
was greeted the first night."
My lord made a movement as if to throw aside the clothes and rise. "If
there be any truth in this----" said he.
"Do I look like a man lying?" I interrupted, checking him with my hand.
"You should have told me at first," he said.
"Ah, my lord! indeed I should, and you may well hate the face of this
unfaithful servant!" I cried.
"I will take order," said he, "at once," and again made the movement to
rise.
Again I checked him. "I have not done," said I. "Would God I had! All
this my dear, unfortunate patron has endured without help or
countenance. Your own best word, my lord, was only gratitude. O, but he
was your son too! He had no other father. He was hated in the country,
God knows how unjustly. He had a loveless marriage. He stood on all
hands without affection or support--dear, generous, ill-fated, noble
heart!"
"Your tears do you much honour and me much shame," says my lord, with a
palsied trembling. "But you do me some injustice. Henry has been ever
dear to me, very dear. James (I do not deny it, Mr. Mackellar), James is
perhaps dearer; you have not seen my James in quite a favourable light;
he has suffered under his misfortunes; and we can only remember how
great and how unmerited these were. And even now his is the more
affectionate nature. But I will not speak of him. All that you say of
Henry is most true; I do not wonder, I know him to be very magnanimous;
you will say I trade upon the knowledge? It is possible; there are
dangerous virtues: virtues that tempt the encroacher. Mr. Mackellar, I
will make it up to him; I will take order with all this. I have been
weak; and, what is worse, I have been dull."
"I must not hear you blame yourself, my lord, with that which I have yet
to tell upon my conscience," I replied. "You have not been weak; you
have been abused by a devilish dissembler. You saw yourself how he had
deceived you in the matter of his danger; he has deceived you throughout
in every step of his career. I wish to pluck him from your heart; I wish
to force your eyes upon your other son; ah, you have a son there!"
"No, no," said he, "two sons--I have two sons."
I made some gesture of despair that struck him; he looked at me with a
changed face. "There is much worse behind?" he asked, his voice dying as
it rose upon the question.
"Much worse," I answered. "This night he said these words to Mr. Henry:
'I have never known a woman who did not prefer me to you, and I think
who did not continue to prefer me.'"
"I will hear nothing against my daughter," he cried; and from his
readiness to stop me in this direction, I conclude his eyes were not so
dull as I had fancied, and he had looked not without anxiety upon the
siege of Mrs. Henry.
"I think not of blaming her," cried I. "It is not that. These words were
said in my hearing to Mr. Henry; and if you find them not yet plain
enough, these others but a little after: 'Your wife, who is in love with
me.'"
"They have quarrelled?" he said.
I nodded.
"I must fly to them," he said, beginning once again to leave his bed.
"No, no!" I cried, holding forth my hands.
"You do not know," said he. "These are dangerous words."
"Will nothing make you understand, my lord?" said I.
His eyes besought me for the truth.
I flung myself on my knees by the bedside. "O, my lord," cried I, "think
on him you have left; think of this poor sinner whom you begot, whom
your wife bore to you, whom we have none of us strengthened as we could;
think of him, not of yourself; he is the other sufferer--think of him!
That is the door for sorrow--Christ's door, God's door: O! it stands
open. Think of him, even as he thought of you. '_Who is to tell the old
man?_'--these were his words. It was for that I came; that is why I am
here pleading at your feet."
"Let me get up," he cried, thrusting me aside, and was on his feet
before myself. His voice shook like a sail in the wind, yet he spoke
with a good loudness; his face was like the snow, but his eyes were
steady and dry. "Here is too much speech," said he. "Where was it?"
"In the shrubbery," said I.
"And Mr. Henry?" he asked. And when I had told him he knotted his old
face in thought.
"And Mr. James?" says he.
"I have left him lying," said I, "beside the candles."
"Candles?" he cried. And with that he ran to the window, opened it, and
looked abroad. "It might be spied from the road."
"Where none goes by at such an hour," I objected.
"It makes no matter," he said. "One might. Hark!" cries he. "What is
that?"
It was the sound of men very guardedly rowing in the bay; and I told him
so.
"The free-traders," said my lord. "Run at once, Mackellar; put these
candles out. I will dress in the meanwhile; and when you return we can
debate on what is wisest."
I groped my way downstairs, and out at the door. From quite a far way
off a sheen was visible, making points of brightness in the shrubbery;
in so black a night it might have been remarked for miles; and I blamed
myself bitterly for my incaution. How much more sharply when I reached
the place! One of the candlesticks was overthrown, and that taper
quenched. The other burned steadily by itself, and made a broad space of
light upon the frosted ground. All within that circle seemed, by the
force of contrast and the overhanging blackness, brighter than by day.
And there was the blood-stain in the midst; and a little farther off Mr.
Henry's sword, the pommel of which was of silver; but of the body, not a
trace. My heart thumped upon my ribs, the hair stirred upon my scalp, as
I stood there staring--so strange was the sight, so dire the fears it
wakened. I looked right and left; the ground was so hard, it told no
story. I stood and listened till my ears ached, but the night was hollow
about me like an empty church; not even a ripple stirred upon the shore;
it seemed you might have heard a pin drop in the county.
I put the candle out, and the blackness fell about me groping dark; it
was like a crowd surrounding me; and I went back to the house of
Durrisdeer, with my chin upon my shoulder, startling, as I went, with
craven suppositions. In the door a figure moved to meet me, and I had
near screamed with terror ere I recognised Mrs. Henry.
"Have you told him?" says she.
"It was he who sent me," said I. "It is gone.--But why are you here?"
"It is gone!" she repeated. "What is gone?"
"The body," said I. "Why are you not with your husband?"
"Gone?" said she. "You cannot have looked. Come back."
"There is no light now," said I. "I dare not."
"I can see in the dark. I have been standing here so long--so long,"
said she. "Come, give me your hand."
We returned to the shrubbery hand in hand, and to the fatal place.
"Take care of the blood," said I.
"Blood?" she cried, and started violently back.
"I suppose it will be," said I. "I am like a blind man."
"No," said she, "nothing! Have you not dreamed?"
"Ah, would to God we had!" cried I.
She spied the sword, picked it up, and seeing the blood, let it fall
again with her hands thrown wide. "Ah!" she cried, and then, with an
instant courage, handled it the second time, and thrust it to the hilt
into the frozen ground. "I will take it back and clean it properly,"
says she, and again looked about her on all sides. "It cannot be that he
was dead?" she added.
"There was no flutter of his heart," said I, and then remembering: "Why
are you not with your husband?"
"It is no use," said she; "he will not speak to me."
"Not speak to you?" I repeated. "Oh! you have not tried."
"You have a right to doubt me," she replied, with a gentle dignity.
At this, for the first time, I was seized with sorrow for her. "God
knows, madam," I cried, "God knows I am not so hard as I appear; on this
dreadful night who can veneer his words? But I am a friend to all who
are not Henry Durie's enemies."
"It is hard, then, you should hesitate about his wife," said she.
I saw all at once, like the rending of a veil, how nobly she had borne
this unnatural calamity, and how generously my reproaches.
"We must go back and tell this to my lord," said I.
"Him I cannot face," she cried.
"You will find him the least moved of all of us," said I.
"And yet I cannot face him," said she.
"Well," said I, "you can return to Mr. Henry; I will see my lord."
As we walked back, I bearing the candlesticks, she the sword--a strange
burthen for that woman--she had another thought. "Should we tell Henry?"
she asked.
"Let my lord decide," said I.
My lord was nearly dressed when I came to his chamber. He heard me with
a frown. "The free-traders," said he. "But whether dead or alive?"
"I thought him----" said I, and paused, ashamed of the word.
"I know; but you may very well have been in error. Why should they
remove him if not living?" he asked. "O! here is a great door of hope.
It must be given out that he departed--as he came--without any note of
preparation. We must save all scandal."
I saw he had fallen, like the rest of us, to think mainly of the house.
Now that all the living members of the family were plunged in
irremediable sorrow, it was strange how we turned to that conjoint
abstraction of the family itself, and sought to bolster up the airy
nothing of its reputation: not the Duries only, but the hired steward
himself.
"Are we to tell Mr. Henry?" I asked him.
"I will see," said he. "I am going first to visit him; then I go forth
with you to view the shrubbery and consider."
We went downstairs into the hall. Mr. Henry sat by the table with his
head upon his hand, like a man of stone. His wife stood a little back
from him, her hand at her mouth; it was plain she could not move him. My
old lord walked very steadily to where his son was sitting; he had a
steady countenance, too, but methought a little cold. When he was come
quite up, he held out both his hands and said, "My son!"
With a broken, strangled cry, Mr. Henry leaped up and fell on his
father's neck, crying and weeping, the most pitiful sight that ever a
man witnessed. "O! father," he cried, "you know I loved him; you know I
loved him in the beginning; I could have died for him--you know that! I
would have given my life for him and you. O! say you know that. O! say
you can forgive me. O, father, father, what have I done--what have I
done? And we used to be bairns together!" and wept and sobbed, and
fondled the old man, and clutched him about the neck, with a passion of
a child in terror.
And then he caught sight of his wife (you would have thought for the
first time), where she stood weeping to hear him, and in a moment had
fallen at her knees. "And O my lass," he cried, "you must forgive me,
too! Not your husband--I have only been the ruin of your life. But you
knew me when I was a lad; there was no harm in Henry Durie then; he
meant aye to be a friend to you. It's him--it's the old bairn that
played with you--O, can ye never, never forgive him?"
Throughout all this my lord was like a cold, kind spectator with his
wits about him. At the first cry, which was indeed enough to call the
house about us, he had said to me over his shoulder, "Close the door."
And now he nodded to himself.
"We may leave him to his wife now," says he. "Bring a light, Mr.
Mackellar."
Upon my going forth again with my lord, I was aware of a strange
phenomenon; for though it was quite dark, and the night not yet old,
methought I smelt the morning. At the same time there went a tossing
through the branches of the evergreens, so that they sounded like a
quiet sea, and the air puffed at times against our faces, and the flame
of the candle shook. We made the more speed, I believe, being surrounded
by this bustle; visited the scene of the duel, where my lord looked upon
the blood with stoicism; and passing farther on toward the
landing-place, came at last upon some evidences of the truth. For, first
of all, where was a pool across the path, the ice had been trodden in,
plainly by more than one man's weight; next, and but a little farther, a
young tree was broken, and down by the landing-place, where the traders'
boats were usually beached, another stain of blood marked where the body
must have been infallibly set down to rest the bearers.
The stain we set ourselves to wash away with the sea-water, carrying it
in my lord's hat; and as we were thus engaged there came up a sudden
moaning gust and left us instantly benighted.
"It will come to snow," says my lord; "and the best thing that we could
hope. Let us go back now; we can do nothing in the dark."
As we went houseward, the wind being again subsided, we were aware of a
strong pattering noise about us in the night; and when we issued from
the shelter of the trees, we found it raining smartly.
Throughout the whole of this, my lord's clearness of mind, no less than
his activity of body, had not ceased to minister to my amazement. He set
the crown upon it in the council we held on our return. The free-traders
had certainly secured the Master, though whether dead or alive we were
still left to our conjectures; the rain would, long before day, wipe out
all marks of the transaction; by this we must profit. The Master had
unexpectedly come after the fall of night; it must now be given out he
had as suddenly departed before the break of day; and, to make all this
plausible, it now only remained for me to mount into the man's chamber,
and pack and conceal his baggage. True, we still lay at the discretion
of the traders; but that was the incurable weakness of our guilt.
I heard him, as I said, with wonder, and hastened to obey. Mr. and Mrs.
Henry were gone from the hall; my lord, for warmth's sake, hurried to
his bed; there was still no sign of stir among the servants, and as I
went up the tower stair, and entered the dead man's room, a horror of
solitude weighed upon my mind. To my extreme surprise, it was all in the
disorder of departure. Of his three portmanteaus, two were already
locked; a third lay open and near full. At once there flashed upon me
some suspicion of the truth. The man had been going, after all; he had
but waited upon Crail, as Crail waited upon the wind; early in the night
the seamen had perceived the weather changing; the boat had come to give
notice of the change and call the passenger aboard, and the boat's crew
had stumbled on him lying in his blood. Nay, and there was more behind.
This pre-arranged departure shed some light upon his inconceivable
insult of the night before; it was a parting shot, hatred being no
longer checked by policy. And, for another thing, the nature of that
insult, and the conduct of Mrs. Henry, pointed to one conclusion, which
I have never verified, and can now never verify until the great
assize--the conclusion that he had at last forgotten himself, had gone
too far in his advances, and had been rebuffed. It can never be
verified, as I say; but as I thought of it that morning among his
baggage, the thought was sweet to me like honey.
Into the open portmanteau I dipped a little ere I closed it. The most
beautiful lace and linen, many suits of those fine plain clothes in
which he loved to appear; a book or two, and those of the best, Cæsar's
"Commentaries," a volume of Mr. Hobbes, the "Henriade" of M. de
Voltaire, a book upon the Indies, one on the mathematics, far beyond
where I have studied: these were what I observed with very mingled
feelings. But in the open portmanteau, no papers of any description.
This set me musing. It was possible the man was dead; but, since the
traders had carried him away, not likely. It was possible he might still
die of his wound; but it was also possible he might not. And in this
latter case I was determined to have the means of some defence.
One after another I carried his portmanteaus to a loft in the top of the
house which we kept locked; went to my own room for my keys, and,
returning to the loft, had the gratification to find two that fitted
pretty well. In one of the portmanteaus there was a shagreen
letter-case, which I cut open with my knife; and thenceforth (so far as
any credit went) the man was at my mercy. Here was a vast deal of
gallant correspondence, chiefly of his Paris days; and, what was more to
the purpose, here were the copies of his own reports to the English
Secretary, and the originals of the Secretary's answers: a most damning
series: such as to publish would be to wreck the Master's honour and to
set a price upon his life. I chuckled to myself as I ran through the
documents; I rubbed my hands, I sang aloud in my glee. Day found me at
the pleasing task; nor did I then remit my diligence, except in so far
as I went to the window--looked out for a moment, to see the frost quite
gone, the world turned black again, and the rain and the wind driving in
the bay--and to assure myself that the lugger was gone from its
anchorage, and the Master (whether dead or alive) now tumbling on the
Irish Sea.
It is proper I should add in this place the very little I have
subsequently angled out upon the doings of that night. It took me a long
while to gather it; for we dared not openly ask, and the free-traders
regarded me with enmity, if not with scorn. It was near six months
before we even knew for certain that the man survived; and it was years
before I learned from one of Crail's men, turned publican on his
ill-gotten gain, some particulars which smack to me of truth. It seems
the traders found the Master struggled on one elbow, and now staring
round him, and now gazing at the candle, or at his hand, which was all
bloodied, like a man stupid. Upon their coming, he would seem to have
found his mind, bade them carry him aboard, and hold their tongues; and
on the captain asking how he had come in such a pickle, replied with a
burst of passionate swearing, and incontinently fainted. They held some
debate, but they were momently looking for a wind, they were highly paid
to smuggle him to France, and did not care to delay. Besides which, he
was well enough liked by these abominable wretches: they supposed him
under capital sentence, knew not in what mischief he might have got his
wound, and judged it a piece of good-nature to remove him out of the way
of danger. So he was taken aboard, recovered on the passage over, and
was set ashore a convalescent at the Havre de Grace. What is truly
notable: he said not a word to any one of the duel, and not a trader
knows to this day in what quarrel, or by the hand of what adversary, he
fell. With any other man I should have set this down to natural decency;
with him, to pride. He could not bear to avow, perhaps even to himself,
that he had been vanquished by one whom he had so much insulted and whom
he so cruelly despised.
CHAPTER VI
SUMMARY OF EVENTS DURING THE MASTER'S SECOND ABSENCE
Of the heavy sickness which declared itself next morning I can think
with equanimity, as of the last unmingled trouble that befell my master;
and even that was perhaps a mercy in disguise; for what pains of the
body could equal the miseries of his mind? Mrs. Henry and I had the
watching by the bed. My old lord called from time to time to take the
news, but would not usually pass the door. Once, I remember, when hope
was nigh gone, he stepped to the bedside, looked a while in his son's
face, and turned away with a singular gesture of the head and hand
thrown up, that remains upon my mind as something tragic; such grief and
such a scorn of sublunary things were there expressed. But the most of
the time Mrs. Henry and I had the room to ourselves, taking turns by
night, and bearing each other company by day, for it was dreary
watching. Mr. Henry, his shaven head bound in a napkin, tossed to and
fro without remission, beating the bed with his hands. His tongue never
lay; his voice ran continuously like a river, so that my heart was weary
with the sound of it. It was notable, and to me inexpressibly
mortifying, that he spoke all the while on matters of no import: comings
and goings, horses--which he was ever calling to have saddled, thinking
perhaps (the poor soul!) that he might ride away from his
discomfort--matters of the garden, the salmon nets, and (what I
particularly raged to hear) continually of his affairs, ciphering
figures and holding disputation with the tenantry. Never a word of his
father or his wife, nor of the Master, save only for a day or two, when
his mind dwelled entirely in the past, and he supposed himself a boy
again and upon some innocent child's play with his brother. What made
this the more affecting: it appeared the Master had then run some peril
of his life, for there was a cry--"O! Jamie will be drowned--O, save
Jamie!" which he came over and over with a great deal of passion.
This, I say, was affecting, both to Mrs. Henry and myself; but the
balance of my master's wanderings did him little justice. It seemed he
had set out to justify his brother's calumnies; as though he was bent to
prove himself a man of a dry nature, immersed in money-getting. Had I
been there alone, I would not have troubled my thumb; but all the while,
as I listened, I was estimating the effect on the man's wife, and
telling myself that he fell lower every day. I was the one person on the
surface of the globe that comprehended him, and I was bound there should
be yet another. Whether he was to die there and his virtues perish: or
whether he should save his days and come back to that inheritance of
sorrows, his right memory: I was bound he should be heartily lamented in
the one case, and unaffectedly welcomed in the other, by the person he
loved the most, his wife.
Finding no occasion of free speech, I bethought me at last of a kind of
documentary disclosure; and for some nights, when I was off duty, and
should have been asleep, I gave my time to the preparation of that which
I may call my budget. But this I found to be the easiest portion of my
task, and that which remained--namely, the presentation to my
lady--almost more than I had fortitude to overtake. Several days I went
about with my papers under my arm, spying for some juncture of talk to
serve as introduction. I will not deny but that some offered; only when
they did my tongue clove to the roof of my mouth; and I think I might
have been carrying about my packet till this day, had not a fortunate
accident delivered me from all my hesitations. This was at night, when
I was once more leaving the room, the thing not yet done, and myself in
despair at my own cowardice.
"What do you carry about with you, Mr. Mackellar?" she asked. "These
last days, I see you always coming in and out with the same armful."
I returned upon my steps without a word, laid the papers before her on
the table, and left her to her reading. Of what that was, I am now to
give you some idea; and the best will be to reproduce a letter of my own
which came first in the budget, and of which (according to an excellent
habitude) I have preserved the scroll. It will show, too, the moderation
of my part in these affairs, a thing which some have called recklessly
in question.
Durrisdeer, 1757.
HONOURED MADAM,
I trust I would not step out of my place without occasion; but I see
how much evil has flowed in the past to all of your noble house from
that unhappy and secretive fault of reticency, and the papers on
which I venture to call your attention are family papers, and all
highly worthy your acquaintance.
I append a schedule with some necessary observations,
And am,
Honoured Madam,
Your ladyship's obliged, obedient servant,
EPHRAIM MACKELLAR.
_Schedule of Papers_.
A. Scroll of ten letters from Ephraim Mackellar to the Hon. James
Durie, Esq., by courtesy Master of Ballantrae, during the latter's
residence in Paris: under dates ... (_follow the dates_) ... _Nota_:
to be read in connection with B and C.
B. Seven original letters from the said M^r of Ballantrae to the
said E. Mackellar, under dates ... (_follow the dates_).
C. Three original letters from the said M^r of Ballantrae to the
Hon. Henry Durie, Esq., under dates ... (_follow the dates_)....
_Nota_: given me by Mr. Henry to answer: copies of my answers A 4, A
5, and A 9 of these productions. The purport of Mr. Henry's
communications, of which I can find no scroll, may be gathered from
those of his unnatural brother.
D. A correspondence, original and scroll, extending over a period of
three years till January of the current year, between the said M^r
of Ballantrae and ---- ----, Under Secretary of State; twenty-seven
in all. _Nota_: found among the Master's papers.
Weary as I was with watching and distress of mind, it was impossible for
me to sleep. All night long I walked in my chamber, revolving what
should be the issue, and sometimes repenting the temerity of my
immixture in affairs so private; and with the first peep of the morning
I was at the sick-room door. Mrs. Henry had thrown open the shutters,
and even the window, for the temperature was mild. She looked
steadfastly before her; where was nothing to see, or only the blue of
the morning creeping among woods. Upon the stir of my entrance she did
not so much as turn about her face: a circumstance from which I augured
very ill.
"Madam," I began; and then again, "Madam"; but could make no more of it.
Nor yet did Mrs. Henry come to my assistance with a word. In this pass I
began gathering up the papers where they lay scattered on the table; and
the first thing that struck me, their bulk appeared to have diminished.
Once I ran them through, and twice; but the correspondence with the
Secretary of State, on which I had reckoned so much against the future,
was nowhere to be found. I looked in the chimney; amid the smouldering
embers, black ashes of paper fluttered in the draught; and at that my
timidity vanished.
"Good God, madam," cried I, in a voice not fitting for a sick-room,
"Good God, madam, what have you done with my papers?"
"I have burned them," said Mrs. Henry, turning about. "It is enough, it
is too much, that you and I have seen them."
"This is a fine night's work that you have done!" cried I. "And all to
save the reputation of a man that ate bread by the shedding of his
comrades' blood, as I do by the shedding of ink."
"To save the reputation of that family in which you are a servant, Mr.
Mackellar," she returned, "and for which you have already done so much."
"It is a family I will not serve much longer," I cried, "for I am
driven desperate. You have stricken the sword out of my hands; you have
left us all defenceless. I had always these letters I could shake over
his head; and now--what is to do? We are so falsely situate we dare not
show the man the door; the country would fly on fire against us; and I
had this one hold upon him--and now it is gone--now he may come back
to-morrow, and we must all sit down with him to dinner, go for a stroll
with him on the terrace, or take a hand at cards, of all things, to
divert his leisure! No, madam! God forgive you, if He can find it in His
heart; for I cannot find it in mine."
"I wonder to find you so simple, Mr. Mackellar," said Mrs. Henry. "What
does this man value reputation? But he knows how high we prize it; he
knows we would rather die than make these letters public; and do you
suppose he would not trade upon the knowledge? What you call your sword,
Mr. Mackellar, and which had been one indeed against a man of any
remnant of propriety, would have been but a sword of paper against him.
He would smile in your face at such a threat. He stands upon his
degradation, he makes that his strength; it is in vain to struggle with
such characters." She cried out this last a little desperately, and then
with more quiet: "No, Mr. Mackellar; I have thought upon this matter all
night, and there is no way out of it. Papers or no papers, the door of
this house stands open for him; he is the rightful heir, forsooth! If we
sought to exclude him, all would redound against poor Henry, and I
should see him stoned again upon the streets. Ah! if Henry dies, it is a
different matter! They have broke the entail for their own good
purposes; the estate goes to my daughter; and I shall see who sets a
foot upon it. But if Henry lives, my poor Mr. Mackellar, and that man
returns, we must suffer: only this time it will be together."
On the whole I was well pleased with Mrs. Henry's attitude of mind; nor
could I even deny there was some cogency in that which she advanced
about the papers.
"Let us say no more about it," said I. "I can only be sorry I trusted a
lady with the originals, which was an unbusinesslike proceeding at the
best. As for what I said of leaving the service of the family, it was
spoken with the tongue only; and you may set your mind at rest. I belong
to Durrisdeer, Mrs. Henry, as if I had been born there."
I must do her the justice to say she seemed perfectly relieved; so that
we began this morning, as we were to continue for so many years, on a
proper ground of mutual indulgence and respect.
The same day, which was certainly prededicate to joy, we observed the
first signal of recovery in Mr. Henry; and about three of the following
afternoon he found his mind again, recognising me by name with the
strongest evidences of affection. Mrs. Henry was also in the room, at
the bed-foot; but it did not appear that he observed her. And indeed
(the fever being gone) he was so weak that he made but the one effort
and sank again into a lethargy. The course of his restoration was now
slow, but equal; every day his appetite improved; every week we were
able to remark an increase both of strength and flesh; and before the
end of the month he was out of bed and had even begun to be carried in
his chair upon the terrace.
It was perhaps at this time that Mrs. Henry and I were the most uneasy
in mind. Apprehension for his days was at an end; and a worse fear
succeeded. Every day we drew consciously nearer to a day of reckoning;
and the days passed on, and still there was nothing. Mr. Henry bettered
in strength, he held long talks with us on a great diversity of
subjects, his father came and sat with him and went again; and still
there was no reference to the late tragedy or to the former troubles
which had brought it on. Did he remember, and conceal his dreadful
knowledge? or was the whole blotted from his mind? This was the problem
that kept us watching and trembling all day when we were in his company,
and held us awake at night when we were in our lonely beds. We knew not
even which alternative to hope for, both appearing so unnatural, and
pointing so directly to an unsound brain. Once this fear offered, I
observed his conduct with sedulous particularity. Something of the child
he exhibited: a cheerfulness quite foreign to his previous character, an
interest readily aroused, and then very tenacious, in small matters
which he had heretofore despised. When he was stricken down, I was his
only confidant, and I may say his only friend, and he was on terms of
division with his wife; upon his recovery, all was changed, the past
forgotten, the wife first and even single in his thoughts. He turned to
her with all his emotions, like a child to its mother, and seemed secure
of sympathy; called her in all his needs with something of that
querulous familiarity that marks a certainty of indulgence and I must
say, in justice to the woman, he was never disappointed. To her, indeed,
this changed behaviour was inexpressibly affecting; and I think she felt
it secretly as a reproach; so that I have seen her, in early days,
escape out of the room that she might indulge herself in weeping. But to
me the change appeared not natural; and viewing it along with all the
rest, I began to wonder, with many head-shakings, whether his reason
were perfectly erect.
As this doubt stretched over many years, endured indeed until my
master's death, and clouded all our subsequent relations, I may well
consider of it more at large. When he was able to resume some charge of
his affairs, I had many opportunities to try him with precision. There
was no lack of understanding, nor yet of authority; but the old
continuous interest had quite departed; he grew readily fatigued, and
fell to yawning; and he carried into money relations, where it is
certainly out of place, a facility that bordered upon slackness. True,
since we had no longer the exactions of the Master to contend against,
there was the less occasion to raise strictness into principle or do
battle for a farthing. True, again, there was nothing excessive in these
relaxations, or I would have been no party to them. But the whole thing
marked a change, very slight yet very perceptible; and though no man
could say my master had gone at all out of his mind, no man could deny
that he had drifted from his character. It was the same to the end, with
his manner and appearance. Some of the heat of the fever lingered in his
veins: his movements a little hurried, his speech notably more voluble,
yet neither truly amiss. His whole mind stood open to happy impressions,
welcoming these and making much of them; but the smallest suggestion of
trouble or sorrow he received with visible impatience, and dismissed
again with immediate relief. It was to this temper that he owed the
felicity of his later days; and yet here it was, if anywhere, that you
could call the man insane. A great part of this life consists in
contemplating what we cannot cure; but Mr. Henry, if he could not
dismiss solicitude by an effort of the mind, must instantly and at
whatever cost annihilate the cause of it; so that he played alternately
the ostrich and the bull. It is to this strenuous cowardice of pain that
I have to set down all the unfortunate and excessive steps of his
subsequent career. Certainly this was the reason of his beating M'Manus,
the groom, a thing so much out of all his former practice, and which
awakened so much comment at the time. It is to this, again, that I must
lay the total loss of near upon two hundred pounds, more than the half
of which I could have saved if his impatience would have suffered me.
But he preferred loss or any desperate extreme to a continuance of
mental suffering.
All this has led me far from our immediate trouble: whether he
remembered or had forgotten his late dreadful act; and if he remembered,
in what light he viewed it. The truth burst upon us suddenly, and was
indeed one of the chief surprises of my life. He had been several times
abroad, and was now beginning to walk a little with, an arm, when it
chanced I should be left alone with him upon the terrace. He turned to
me with a singular furtive smile, such as schoolboys use when in fault;
and says he, in a private whisper, and without the least preface: "Where
have you buried him?"
I could not make one sound in answer.
"Where have you buried him?" he repeated. "I want to see his grave."
I conceived I had best take the bull by the horns. "Mr. Henry," said I,
"I have news to give that will rejoice you exceedingly. In all human
likelihood, your hands are clear of blood. I reason from certain
indices; and by these it should appear your brother was not dead, but
was carried in a swound on board the lugger. But now he may be perfectly
recovered."
What there was in his countenance I could not read. "James?" he asked.
"Your brother James," I answered. "I would not raise a hope that may be
found deceptive, but in my heart I think it very probable he is alive."
"Ah!" says Mr. Henry; and suddenly rising from his seat with more
alacrity than he had yet discovered, set one finger on my breast, and
cried at me in a kind of screaming whisper, "Mackellar"--these were his
words--"nothing can kill that man. He is not mortal. He is bound upon my
back to all eternity--to all God's eternity!" says he, and, sitting down
again, fell upon a stubborn silence.
A day or two after, with the same secret smile, and first looking about
as if to be sure we were alone, "Mackellar," said he, "when you have any
intelligence, be sure and let me know. We must keep an eye upon him, or
he will take us when we least expect."
"He will not show face here again," said I.
"O yes, he will," said Mr. Henry. "Wherever I am, there will he be." And
again he looked all about him.
"You must not dwell upon this thought, Mr. Henry," said I.
"No," said he, "that is a very good advice. We will never think of it,
except when you have news. And we do not know yet," he added; "he may be
dead."
The manner of his saying this convinced me thoroughly of what I had
scarce ventured to suspect: that, so far from suffering any penitence
for the attempt, he did but lament his failure. This was a discovery I
kept to myself, fearing it might do him a prejudice with his wife. But I
might have saved myself the trouble; she had divined it for herself, and
found the sentiment quite natural. Indeed, I could not but say that
there were three of us, all of the same mind; nor could any news have
reached Durrisdeer more generally welcome than tidings of the Master's
death.
This brings me to speak of the exception, my old lord. As soon as my
anxiety for my own master began to be relaxed, I was aware of a change
in the old gentleman, his father, that seemed to threaten mortal
consequences.
His face was pale and swollen; as he sat in the chimney-side with his
Latin, he would drop off sleeping and the book roll in the ashes; some
days he would drag his foot, others stumble in speaking. The amenity of
his behaviour appeared more extreme; full of excuses for the least
trouble, very thoughtful for all; to myself, of a most flattering
civility. One day, that he had sent for his lawyer, and remained a long
while private, he met me as he was crossing the hall with painful
footsteps, and took me kindly by the hand. "Mr. Mackellar," said he, "I
have had many occasions to set a proper value on your services; and
to-day, when I re-cast my will, I have taken the freedom to name you for
one of my executors. I believe you bear love enough to our house to
render me this service." At that very time he passed the greater portion
of his days in slumber, from which it was often difficult to rouse him;
seemed to have lost all count of years, and had several times
(particularly on waking) called for his wife and for an old servant
whose very gravestone was now green with moss. If I had been put to my
oath, I must have declared he was incapable of testing; and yet there
was never a will drawn more sensible in every trait, or showing a more
excellent judgment both of persons and affairs.
His dissolution, though it took not very long, proceeded by
infinitesimal gradations. His faculties decayed together steadily; the
power of his limbs was almost gone, he was extremely deaf, his speech
had sunk into mere mumblings; and yet to the end he managed to discover
something of his former courtesy and kindness, pressing the hand of any
that helped him, presenting me with one of his Latin books, in which he
had laboriously traced my name, and in a thousand ways reminding us of
the greatness of that loss which it might almost be said we had already
suffered. To the end, the power of articulation returned to him in
flashes; it seemed he had only forgotten the art of speech as a child
forgets his lesson, and at times he would call some part of it to mind.
On the last night of his life he suddenly broke silence with these words
from Virgil: "_Gnatique patrisque, alma, precor, miserere_," perfectly
uttered, and with a fitting accent. At the sudden clear sound of it we
started from our several occupations; but it was in vain we turned to
him; he sat there silent, and, to all appearance, fatuous. A little
later he was had to bed with more difficulty than ever before; and some
time in the night, without any mortal violence, his spirit fled.
At a far later period I chanced to speak of these particulars with a
doctor of medicine, a man of so high a reputation that I scruple to
adduce his name. By his view of it, father and son both suffered from
the same affection: the father from the strain of his unnatural
sorrows--the son, perhaps in the excitation of the fever; each had
ruptured a vessel in the brain, and there was probably (my doctor added)
some predisposition in the family to accidents of that description. The
father sank, the son recovered all the externals of a healthy man; but
it is like there was some destruction in those delicate tissues where
the soul resides and does her earthly business; her heavenly, I would
fain hope, cannot be thus obstructed by material accidents. And yet,
upon a more mature opinion, it matters not one jot; for He who shall
pass judgment on the records of our life is the same that formed us in
frailty.
The death of my old lord was the occasion of a fresh surprise to us who
watched the behaviour of his successor. To any considering mind, the two
sons had between them slain their father, and he who took the sword
might be even said to have slain him with his hand; but no such thought
appeared to trouble my new lord. He was becomingly grave; I could scarce
say sorrowful, or only with a pleasant sorrow; talking of the dead with
a regretful cheerfulness, relating old examples of his character,
smiling at them with a good conscience; and when the day of the funeral
came round, doing the honours with exact propriety. I could perceive,
besides, that he found a solid gratification in his accession to the
title; the which he was punctilious in exacting.
* * * * *
And now there came upon the scene a new character, and one that played
his part, too, in the story; I mean the present lord, Alexander, whose
birth (17th July 1757) filled the cup of my poor master's happiness.
There was nothing then left him to wish for; nor yet leisure for him to
wish for it. Indeed, there never was a parent so fond and doting as he
showed himself. He was continually uneasy in his son's absence. Was the
child abroad? the father would be watching the clouds in case it rained.
Was it night? he would rise out of his bed to observe its slumbers. His
conversation grew even wearyful to strangers, since he talked of little
but his son. In matters relating to the estate, all was designed with a
particular eye to Alexander; and it would be:--"Let us put it in hand at
once, that the wood may be grown against Alexander's majority"; or,
"This will fall in again handsomely for Alexander's marriage." Every day
this absorption of the man's nature became more observable, with many
touching and some very blameworthy particulars. Soon the child could
walk abroad with him, at first on the terrace, hand in hand, and
afterward at large about the policies; and this grew to be my lord's
chief occupation. The sound of their two voices (audible a great way
off, for they spoke loud) became familiar in the neighbourhood; and for
my part I found it more agreeable than the sound of birds. It was pretty
to see the pair returning full of briers, and the father as flushed and
sometimes as bemuddied as the child, for they were equal sharers in all
sorts of boyish entertainment, digging in the beach, damming of streams,
and what not; and I have seen them gaze through a fence at cattle with
the same childish contemplation.
The mention of these rambles brings me to a strange scene of which I was
a witness. There was one walk I never followed myself without emotion,
so often had I gone there upon miserable errands, so much had there
befallen against the house of Durrisdeer. But the path lay handy from
all points beyond the Muckle Ross; and I was driven, although much
against my will, to take my use of it perhaps once in the two months. It
befell when Mr. Alexander was of the age of six or seven, I had some
business on the far side in the morning, and entered the shrubbery, on
my homeward way, about nine of a bright forenoon. It was that time of
year when the woods are all in their spring colours, the thorns all in
flower, and the birds in the high season of their singing. In contrast
to this merriment, the shrubbery was only the more sad, and I the more
oppressed by its associations. In this situation of spirit it struck me
disagreeably to hear voices a little way in front, and to recognise the
tones of my lord and Mr. Alexander. I pushed ahead, and came presently
into their view. They stood together in the open space where the duel
was, my lord with his hand on his son's shoulder, and speaking with some
gravity. At least, as he raised his head upon my coming, I thought I
could perceive his countenance to lighten.
"Ah!" says he, "here comes the good Mackellar. I have just been telling
Sandie the story of this place, and how there was a man whom the devil
tried to kill, and how near he came to kill the devil instead."
I had thought it strange enough he should bring the child into that
scene; that he should actually be discoursing of his act, passed
measure. But the worst was yet to come: for he added, turning to his
son--"You can ask Mackellar; he was here and saw it."
"Did you really see the devil?" asked the child.
"I have not heard the tale," I replied; "and I am in a press of
business." So far I said, sourly, fencing with the embarrassment of the
position; and suddenly the bitterness of the past, and the terror of
that scene by candle-light, rushed in upon my mind. I bethought me that,
for a difference of a second's quickness in parade, the child before me
might have never seen the day; and the emotion that always fluttered
round my heart in that dark shrubbery burst forth in words. "But so much
is true," I cried, "that I have met the devil in these woods, and seen
him foiled here. Blessed be God that we escaped with life--blessed be
God that one stone yet stands upon another in the walls of Durrisdeer!
And, O! Mr. Alexander, if ever you come by this spot, though it was a
hundred years hence, and you came with the gayest and the highest in the
land, I would step aside and remember a bit prayer."
My lord bowed his head gravely. "Ah!" says he, "Mackellar is always in
the right. Come, Alexander, take your bonnet off." And with that he
uncovered, and held out his hand. "O Lord," said he, "I thank Thee and
my son thanks Thee, for Thy manifold great mercies. Let us have peace
for a little; defend us from the evil man. Smite him, O Lord, upon the
lying mouth!" The last broke out of him like a cry; and at that,
whether remembered anger choked his utterance, or whether he perceived
this was a singular sort of prayer, at least he suddenly came to a full
stop; and, after a moment, set back his hat upon his head.
"I think you have forgot a word, my lord," said I. "'Forgive us our
trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us. For Thine is
the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen.'"
"Ah! that is easy saying," said my lord. "That is very easy saying,
Mackellar. But for me to forgive!--I think I would cut a very silly
figure if I had the affectation to pretend it."
"The bairn, my lord!" said I, with some severity, for I thought his
expressions little fitted for the ears of children.
"Why, very true," said he. "This is dull work for a bairn. Let's go
nesting."
I forget if it was the same day, but it was soon after, my lord, finding
me alone, opened himself a little more on the same head.
"Mackellar," he said, "I am now a very happy man."
"I think so indeed, my lord," said I, "and the sight of it gives me a
light heart."
"There is an obligation in happiness--do you not think so?" says he
musingly.
"I think so indeed," says I, "and one in sorrow too. If we are not here
to try to do the best, in my humble opinion the sooner we are away the
better for all parties."
"Ay, but if you were in my shoes, would you forgive him?" asks my lord.
The suddenness of the attack a little gravelled me. "It is a duty laid
upon us strictly," said I.
"Hut!" said he. "These are expressions! Do you forgive the man
yourself?"
"Well--no!" said I. "God forgive me, I do not."
"Shake hands upon that!" cries my lord, with a kind of joviality.
"It is an ill sentiment to shake hands upon," said I, "for Christian
people. I think I will give you mine on some more evangelical occasion."
This I said, smiling a little; but as for my lord, he went from the room
laughing aloud.
* * * * *
For my lord's slavery to the child I can find no expression adequate. He
lost himself in that continual thought: business, friends, and wife
being all alike forgotten, or only remembered with a painful effort,
like that of one struggling with a posset. It was most notable in the
matter of his wife. Since I had known Durrisdeer, she had been the
burthen of his thought and the loadstone of his eyes; and now she was
quite cast out. I have seen him come to the door of a room, look round,
and pass my lady over as though she were a dog before the fire. It would
be Alexander he was seeking, and my lady knew it well. I have heard him
speak to her so ruggedly that I nearly found it in my heart to
intervene: the cause would still be the same, that she had in some way
thwarted Alexander. Without doubt this was in the nature of a judgment
on my lady. Without doubt she had the tables turned upon her, as only
Providence can do it; she who had been cold so many years to every mark
of tenderness, it was her part now to be neglected.
An odd situation resulted: that we had once more two parties in the
house, and that now I was of my lady's. Not that ever I lost the love I
bore my master. But, for one thing, he had the less use for my society.
For another, I could not but compare the case of Mr. Alexander with that
of Miss Katharine, for whom my lord had never found the least attention.
And for a third, I was wounded by the change he discovered to his wife,
which struck me in the nature of an infidelity. I could not but admire,
besides, the constancy and kindness she displayed. Perhaps her
sentiment to my lord, as it had been founded from the first in pity,
was that rather of a mother than a wife; perhaps it pleased her--if I
may say so--to behold her two children so happy in each other; the more
as one had suffered so unjustly in the past. But, for all that, and
though I could never trace in her one spark of jealousy, she must fall
back for society on poor neglected Miss Katharine; and I, on my part,
came to pass my spare hours more and more with the mother and daughter.
It would be easy to make too much of this division, for it was a
pleasant family, as families go; still the thing existed; whether my
lord knew it or not, I am in doubt. I do not think he did; he was bound
up so entirely in his son; but the rest of us knew it, and in a manner
suffered from the knowledge.
What troubled us most, however, was the great and growing danger to the
child. My lord was his father over again; it was to be feared the son
would prove a second Master. Time has proved these fears to have been
quite exaggerate. Certainly there is no more worthy gentleman to-day in
Scotland than the seventh Lord Durrisdeer. Of my own exodus from his
employment it does not become me to speak, above all in a memorandum
written only to justify his father....
[EDITOR'S NOTE.--_Five pages of Mr. Mackellar's MS. are here omitted.
I have gathered from their perusal an impression that Mr. Mackellar,
in his old age, was rather an exacting servant. Against the seventh
Lord Durrisdeer (with whom, at any rate, we have no concern) nothing
material is alleged_.--R. L. S.]
... But our fear at the time was lest he should turn out, in the person
of his son, a second edition of his brother. My lady had tried to
interject some wholesome discipline; she had been glad to give that up,
and now looked on with secret dismay; sometimes she even spoke of it by
hints; and sometimes, when there was brought to her knowledge some
monstrous instance of my lord's indulgence, she would betray herself in
a gesture or perhaps an exclamation. As for myself, I was haunted by the
thought both day and night: not so much for the child's sake as for the
father's. The man had gone to sleep, he was dreaming a dream, and any
rough awakening must infallibly prove mortal. That he should survive the
child's death was inconceivable; and the fear of its dishonour made me
cover my face.
It was this continual preoccupation that screwed me up at last to a
remonstrance: a matter worthy to be narrated in detail. My lord and I
sat one day at the same table upon some tedious business of detail; I
have said that he had lost his former interest in such occupations; he
was plainly itching to be gone, and he looked fretful, weary, and
methought older than I had ever previously observed. I suppose it was
the haggard face that put me suddenly upon my enterprise.
"My lord," said I, with my head down, and feigning to continue my
occupation--"or, rather, let me call you again by the name of Mr. Henry,
for I fear your anger, and want you to think upon old times----"
"My good Mackellar!" said he; and that in tones so kindly that I had
near forsook my purpose. But I called to mind that I was speaking for
his good, and stuck to my colours.
"Has it never come in upon your mind what you are doing?" I asked.
"What I am doing?" he repeated; "I was never good at guessing riddles."
"What you are doing with your son?" said I.
"Well," said he, with some defiance in his tone, "and what am I doing
with my son?"
"Your father was a very good man," says I, straying from the direct
path. "But do you think he was a wise father?"
There was a pause before he spoke, and then: "I say nothing against
him," he replied. "I had the most cause perhaps; but I say nothing."
"Why, there it is," said I. "You had the cause at least. And yet your
father was a good man; I never knew a better, save on the one point,
nor yet a wiser. Where he stumbled, it is highly possible another man
should fall. He had the two sons----"
My lord rapped suddenly and violently on the table.
"What is this?" cried he. "Speak out!"
"I will, then," said I, my voice almost strangled with the thumping of
my heart. "If you continue to indulge Mr. Alexander, you are following
in your father's footsteps. Beware, my lord, lest (when he grows up)
your son should follow in the Master's."
I had never meant to put the thing so crudely; but in the extreme of
fear there comes a brutal kind of courage, the most brutal indeed of
all; and I burnt my ships with that plain word. I never had the answer.
When I lifted my head, my lord had risen to his feet, and the next
moment he fell heavily on the floor. The fit or seizure endured not very
long; he came to himself vacantly, put his hand to his head, which I was
then supporting, and says he, in a broken voice: "I have been ill," and
a little after: "Help me." I got him to his feet, and he stood pretty
well, though he kept hold of the table. "I have been ill, Mackellar," he
said again. "Something broke, Mackellar--or was going to break, and then
all swam away. I think I was very angry. Never you mind, Mackellar;
never you mind, my man. I wouldna hurt a hair upon your head. Too much
has come and gone. It's a certain thing between us two. But I think,
Mackellar, I will go to Mrs. Henry--I think I will go to Mrs. Henry,"
said he, and got pretty steadily from the room, leaving me overcome with
penitence.
Presently the door flew open, and my lady swept in with flashing eyes.
"What is all this?" she cried. "What have you done to my husband? Will
nothing teach you your position in this house? Will you never cease from
making and meddling?"
"My lady," said I, "since I have been in this house I have had plenty of
hard words. For a while they were my daily diet, and I swallowed them
all. As for to-day, you may call me what you please; you will never find
the name hard enough for such a blunder. And yet I meant it for the
best."
I told her all with ingenuity, even as it is written here; and when she
had heard me out, she pondered, and I could see her animosity fall.
"Yes," she said, "you meant well indeed. I have had the same thought
myself, or the same temptation rather, which makes me pardon you. But,
dear God, can you not understand that he can bear no more? He can bear
no more!" she cried. "The cord is stretched to snapping. What matters
the future if he have one or two good days?"
"Amen," said I. "I will meddle no more. I am pleased enough that you
should recognise the kindness of my meaning."
"Yes," said my lady; "but when it came to the point, I have to suppose
your courage failed you; for what you said was said cruelly." She
paused, looking at me; then suddenly smiled a little, and said a
singular thing: "Do you know what you are, Mr. Mackellar? You are an old
maid."
* * * * *
No more incident of any note occurred in the family until the return of
that ill-starred man, the Master. But I have to place here a second
extract from the memoirs of Chevalier Burke, interesting in itself, and
highly necessary for my purpose. It is our only sight of the Master on
his Indian travels; and the first word in these pages of Secundra Dass.
One fact, it is to observe, appears here very clearly, which if we had
known some twenty years ago, how many calamities and sorrows had been
spared!--that Secundra Dass spoke English.
CHAPTER VII
ADVENTURE OF CHEVALIER BURKE IN INDIA
_Extracted from his Memoirs_
... Here was I, therefore, on the streets of that city, the name of
which I cannot call to mind, while even then I was so ill acquainted
with its situation that I knew not whether to go south or north. The
alert being sudden, I had run forth without shoes or stockings; my hat
had been struck from my head in the mellay; my kit was in the hands of
the English; I had no companion but the cipaye, no weapon but my sword,
and the devil a coin in my pocket. In short, I was for all the world
like one of those calendars with whom Mr. Galland has made us acquainted
in his elegant tales. These gentlemen, you will remember, were for ever
falling in with extraordinary incidents; and I was myself upon the brink
of one so astonishing that I protest I cannot explain it to this day.
The cipaye was a very honest man; he had served many years with the
French colours, and would have let himself be cut to pieces for any of
the brave countrymen of Mr. Lally. It is the same fellow (his name has
quite escaped me) of whom I have narrated already a surprising instance
of generosity of mind--when he found Mr. de Fessac and myself upon the
ramparts, entirely overcome with liquor, and covered us with straw while
the commandant was passing by. I consulted him, therefore, with perfect
freedom. It was a fine question what to do; but we decided at last to
escalade a garden wall, where we could certainly sleep in the shadow of
the trees, and might perhaps find an occasion to get hold of a pair of
slippers and a turban. In that part of the city we had only the
difficulty of the choice, for it was a quarter consisting entirely of
walled gardens, and the lanes which divided them were at that hour of
the night deserted. I gave the cipaye a back, and we had soon dropped
into a large enclosure full of trees. The place was soaking with the
dew, which, in that country, is exceedingly unwholesome, above all to
whites; yet my fatigue was so extreme that I was already half asleep,
when the cipaye recalled me to my senses. In the far end of the
enclosure a bright light had suddenly shone out, and continued to burn
steadily among the leaves. It was a circumstance highly unusual in such
a place and hour; and, in our situation, it behoved us to proceed with
some timidity. The cipaye was sent to reconnoitre, and pretty soon
returned with the intelligence that we had fallen extremely amiss, for
the house belonged to a white man, who was in all likelihood English.
"Faith," says I, "if there is a white man to be seen, I will have a look
at him; for, the Lord be praised! there are more sorts than the one!"
The cipaye led me forward accordingly to a place from which I had a
clear view upon the house. It was surrounded with a wide verandah; a
lamp, very well trimmed, stood upon the floor of it, and on either side
of the lamp there sat a man, cross-legged, after the Oriental manner.
Both, besides, were bundled up in muslin like two natives; and yet one
of them was not only a white man, but a man very well known to me and
the reader, being indeed that very Master of Ballantrae of whose
gallantry and genius I have had to speak so often. Word had reached me
that he was come to the Indies, though we had never met at least, and I
heard little of his occupations. But, sure, I had no sooner recognised
him, and found myself in the arms of so old a comrade, than I supposed
my tribulations were quite done. I stepped plainly forth into the light
of the moon, which shone exceedingly strong, and hailing Ballantrae by
name, made him in a few words master of my grievous situation. He
turned, started the least thing in the world, looked me fair in the face
while I was speaking, and when I had done addressed himself to his
companion in the barbarous native dialect. The second person, who was of
an extraordinary delicate appearance, with legs like walking canes and
fingers like the stalk of a tobacco-pipe,[6] now rose to his feet.
"The Sahib," says he, "understands no English language. I understand it
myself, and I see you make some small mistake--O! which may happen very
often. But the Sahib would be glad to know how you come in a garden?"
"Ballantrae!" I cried, "have you the damned impudence to deny me to my
face?"
Ballantrae never moved a muscle, staring at me like an image in a
pagoda.
"The Sahib understands no English language," says the native, as glib as
before. "He be glad to know how you come in a garden."
"O! the divil fetch him," says I. "He would be glad to know how I come in
a garden, would he? Well, now, my dear man, just have the civility to
tell the Sahib, with my kind love, that we are two soldiers here whom he
never met and never heard of, but the cipaye is a broth of a boy, and I
am a broth of a boy myself; and if we don't get a full meal of meat, and
a turban, and slippers, and the value of a gold mohur in small change as
a matter of convenience, bedad, my friend, I could lay my finger on a
garden where there is going to be trouble."
They carried their comedy so far as to converse a while in Hindustanee;
and then says the Hindu, with the same smile, but sighing as if he were
tired of the repetition, "The Sahib would be glad to know how you come
in a garden."
"Is that the way of it?" says I, and laying my hand on my sword-hilt I
bade the cipaye draw.
Ballantrae's Hindu, still smiling, pulled out a pistol from his bosom,
and though Ballantrae himself never moved a muscle I knew him well
enough to be sure he was prepared.
"The Sahib thinks you better go away," says the Hindu.
Well, to be plain, it was what I was thinking myself; for the report of
a pistol would have been, under Providence, the means of hanging the
pair of us.
"Tell the Sahib I consider him no gentleman," says I, and turned away
with a gesture of contempt.
I was not gone three steps when the voice of the Hindu called me back.
"The Sahib would be glad to know if you are a dam low Irishman," says
he; and at the words Ballantrae smiled and bowed very low.
"What is that?" says I.
"The Sahib say you ask your friend Mackellar," says the Hindu. "The
Sahib he cry quits."
"Tell the Sahib I will give him a cure for the Scots fiddle when next we
meet," cried I.
The pair were still smiling as I left.
There is little doubt some flaws may be picked in my own behaviour; and
when a man, however gallant, appeals to posterity with an account of his
exploits, he must almost certainly expect to share the fate of Caesar
and Alexander, and to meet with some detractors. But there is one thing
that can never be laid at the door of Francis Burke: he never turned his
back on a friend....
(Here follows a passage which the Chevalier Burke has been at the pains
to delete before sending me his manuscript. Doubtless it was some very
natural complaint of what he supposed to be an indiscretion on my part;
though, indeed, I can call none to mind. Perhaps Mr. Henry was less
guarded; or it is just possible the Master found the means to examine my
correspondence, and himself read the letter from Troyes: in revenge for
which this cruel jest was perpetrated on Mr. Burke in his extreme
necessity. The Master, for all his wickedness, was not without some
natural affection; I believe he was sincerely attached to Mr. Burke in
the beginning; but the thought of treachery dried up the springs of his
very shallow friendship, and his detestable nature appeared
naked.--E. McK.)
FOOTNOTE:
[6] _Note by Mr. Mackellar._--Plainly Secundra Dass.--E. McK.
CHAPTER VIII
THE ENEMY IN THE HOUSE
It is a strange thing that I should be at a stick for a date--the date,
besides, of an incident that changed the very nature of my life, and
sent us all into foreign lands. But the truth is, I was stricken out of
all my habitudes, and find my journals very ill redd-up,[7] the day not
indicated sometimes for a week or two together, and the whole fashion of
the thing like that of a man near desperate. It was late in March at
least, or early in April 1764. I had slept heavily, and wakened with a
premonition of some evil to befall. So strong was this upon my spirit
that I hurried downstairs in my shirt and breeches, and my hand (I
remember) shook upon the rail. It was a cold, sunny morning, with a
thick white frost; the blackbirds sang exceeding sweet and loud about
the house of Durrisdeer, and there was a noise of the sea in all the
chambers. As I came by the doors of the hall, another sound arrested
me--of voices talking. I drew nearer, and stood like a man dreaming.
Here was certainly a human voice, and that in my own master's house, and
yet I knew it not; certainly human speech, and that in my native land;
and yet, listen as I pleased, I could not catch one syllable. An old
tale started up in my mind of a fairy wife (or perhaps only a wandering
stranger), that came to the place of my fathers some generations back,
and stayed the matter of a week, talking often in a tongue that
signified nothing to the hearers; and went again, as she had come, under
cloud of night, leaving not so much as a name behind her. A little fear
I had, but more curiosity; and I opened the hall-door, and entered.
The supper-things still lay upon the table; the shutters were still
closed, although day peeped in the divisions; and the great room was
lighted only with a single taper and the shining of the fire. Close in
the chimney sat two men. The one that was wrapped in a cloak and wore
boots, I knew at once: it was the bird of ill omen back again. Of the
other, who was set close to the red embers, and made up into a bundle
like a mummy, I could but see that he was an alien, of a darker hue than
any man of Europe, very frailly built, with a singular tall forehead,
and a secret eye. Several packets and a small valise were on the floor;
and to judge by the smallness of this luggage, and by the condition of
the Master's boots, grossly patched by some unscrupulous country
cobbler, evil had not prospered.
He rose upon my entrance; our eyes crossed; and I know not why it should
have been, but my courage rose like a lark on a May morning.
"Ha!" said I, "is this you?"--and I was pleased with the unconcern of my
own voice.
"It is even myself, worthy Mackellar," says the Master.
"This time you have brought the black dog visibly upon your back," I
continued.
"Referring to Secundra Dass?" asked the Master. "Let me present you. He
is a native gentleman of India."
"Hum!" said I. "I am no great lover either of you or your friends, Mr.
Bally. But I will let a little daylight in, and have a look at you." And
so saying, I undid the shutters of the eastern window.
By the light of the morning I could perceive the man was changed. Later,
when we were all together, I was more struck to see how lightly time had
dealt with him; but the first glance was otherwise.
"You are getting an old man," said I.
A shade came upon his face. "If you could see yourself," said he, "you
would perhaps not dwell upon the topic."
"Hut!" I returned, "old age is nothing to me. I think I have been always
old; and I am now, I thank God, better known and more respected. It is
not every one that can say that, Mr. Bally! The lines in _your_ brow are
calamities; your life begins to close in upon you like a prison; death
will soon be rapping at the door; and I see not from what source you are
to draw your consolations."
Here the Master addressed himself to Secundra Dass in Hindustanee, from
which I gathered (I freely confess, with a high degree of pleasure) that
my remarks annoyed him. All this while, you may be sure, my mind had
been busy upon other matters, even while I rallied my enemy; and chiefly
as to how I should communicate secretly and quickly with my lord. To
this, in the breathing-space now given me, I turned all the forces of my
mind; when, suddenly shifting my eyes, I was aware of the man himself
standing in the doorway, and, to all appearance, quite composed. He had
no sooner met my looks than he stepped across the threshold. The Master
heard him coming, and advanced upon the other side; about four feet
apart, these brothers came to a full pause, and stood exchanging steady
looks, and then my lord smiled, bowed a little forward, and turned
briskly away.
"Mackellar," says he, "we must see to breakfast for these travellers."
It was plain the Master was a trifle disconcerted; but he assumed the
more impudence of speech and manner. "I am as hungry as a hawk," says
he. "Let it be something good, Henry."
My lord turned to him with the same hard smile. "Lord Durrisdeer," says
he.
"O! never in the family," returned the Master.
"Every one in this house renders me my proper title," says my lord. "If
it please you to make an exception, I will leave you to consider what
appearance it will bear to strangers, and whether it may not be
translated as an effect of impotent jealousy."
I could have clapped my hands together with delight: the more so as my
lord left no time for any answer, but, bidding me with a sign to follow
him, went straight out of the hall.
"Come quick," says he; "we have to sweep vermin from the house." And he
sped through the passages, with so swift a step that I could scarce keep
up with him, straight to the door of John Paul, the which he opened
without summons and walked in. John was, to all appearance, sound
asleep, but my lord made no pretence of waking him.
"John Paul," said he, speaking as quietly as ever I heard him, "you
served my father long, or I would pack you from the house like a dog. If
in half an hour's time I find you gone, you shall continue to receive
your wages in Edinburgh. If you linger here or in St. Bride's--old man,
old servant, and altogether--I shall find some very astonishing way to
make you smart for your disloyalty. Up and begone. The door you let them
in by will serve for your departure. I do not choose my son shall see
your face again."
"I am rejoiced to find you bear the thing so quietly," said I, when we
were forth again by ourselves.
"Quietly!" cries he, and put my hand suddenly against his heart, which
struck upon his bosom like a sledge.
At this revelation I was filled with wonder and fear. There was no
constitution could bear so violent a strain--his least of all, that was
unhinged already; and I decided in my mind that we must bring this
monstrous situation to an end.
"It would be well, I think, if I took word to my lady," said I. Indeed,
he should have gone himself, but I counted--not in vain--on his
indifference.
"Ay," says he, "do. I will hurry breakfast: we must all appear at the
table, even Alexander; it must appear we are untroubled."
I ran to my lady's room, and with no preparatory cruelty disclosed my
news.
"My mind was long ago made up," said she. "We must make our packets
secretly to-day, and leave secretly to-night. Thank Heaven, we have
another house! The first ship that sails shall bear us to New York."
"And what of him?" I asked.
"We leave him Durrisdeer," she cried. "Let him work his pleasure upon
that."
"Not so, by your leave," said I. "There shall be a dog at his heels that
can hold fast. Bed he shall have, and board, and a horse to ride upon,
if he behave himself; but the keys--if you think well of it, my
lady--shall be left in the hands of one Mackellar. There will be good
care taken; trust him for that."
"Mr. Mackellar," she cried, "I thank you for that thought. All shall be
left in your hands. If we must go into a savage country, I bequeath it
to you to take our vengeance. Send Macconochie to St. Bride's to arrange
privately for horses and to call the lawyer. My lord must leave
procuration."
At that moment my lord came to the door, and we opened our plan to him.
"I will never hear of it," he cried; "he would think I feared him. I
will stay in my own house, please God, until I die. There lives not the
man can beard me out of it. Once and for all, here I am, and here I
stay, in spite of all the devils in hell." I can give no idea of the
vehemency of his words and utterance; but we both stood aghast, and I in
particular, who had been a witness of his former self-restraint.
My lady looked at me with an appeal that went to my heart and recalled
me to my wits. I made her a private sign to go, and when my lord and I
were alone, went up to him where he was racing to and fro in one end of
the room like a half-lunatic, and set my hand firmly on his shoulder.
"My lord," says I, "I am going to be the plain-dealer once more; if for
the last time, so much the better, for I am grown weary of the part."
"Nothing will change me," he answered. "God forbid I should refuse to
hear you; but nothing will change me." This he said firmly, with no
signal of the former violence, which already raised my hopes.
"Very well," said I. "I can afford to waste my breath." I pointed to a
chair, and he sat down and looked at me. "I can remember a time when my
lady very much neglected you," said I.
"I never spoke of it while it lasted," returned my lord, with a high
flush of colour; "and it is all changed now."
"Do you know how much?" I said. "Do you know how much it is all changed?
The tables are turned, my lord! It is my lady that now courts you for a
word, a look--ay, and courts you in vain. Do you know with whom she
passes her days while you are out gallivanting in the policies? My lord,
she is glad to pass them with a certain dry old grieve[8] of the name of
Ephraim Mackellar; and I think you may be able to remember what that
means, for I am the more in a mistake or you were once driven to the
same company yourself."
"Mackellar!" cries my lord, getting to his feet. "O my God, Mackellar!"
"It is neither the name of Mackellar nor the name of God that can change
the truth," said I; "and I am telling you the fact. Now for you, that
suffered so much, to deal out the same suffering to another, is that the
part of any Christian? But you are so swallowed up in your new friend
that the old are all forgotten. They are all clean vanished from your
memory. And yet they stood by you at the darkest; my lady not the least.
And does my lady ever cross your mind? Does it ever cross your mind
what she went through that night?--or what manner of a wife she has been
to you thenceforward?--or in what kind of a position she finds herself
to-day? Never. It is your pride to stay and face him out, and she must
stay along with you. O! my lord's pride--that's the great affair! And
yet she is the woman, and you are a great hulking man! She is the woman
that you swore to protect; and, more betoken, the own mother of that son
of yours!"
"You are speaking very bitterly, Mackellar," said he; "but, the Lord
knows, I fear you are speaking very true. I have not proved worthy of my
happiness. Bring my lady back."
My lady was waiting near at hand to learn the issue. When I brought her
in, my lord took a hand of each of us, and laid them both upon his
bosom. "I have had two friends in my life," said he. "All the comfort
ever I had, it came from one or other. When you two are in a mind, I
think I would be an ungrateful dog----" He shut his mouth very hard, and
looked on us with swimming eyes. "Do what ye like with me," says he,
"only don't think----" He stopped again. "Do what you please with me:
God knows I love and honour you." And dropping our two hands, he turned
his back and went and gazed out of the window. But my lady ran after,
calling his name, and threw herself upon his neck in a passion of
weeping.
I went out and shut the door behind me, and stood and thanked God from
the bottom of my heart.
* * * * *
At the breakfast-board, according to my lord's design, we were all met.
The Master had by that time plucked off his patched boots and made a
toilet suitable to the hour; Secundra Dass was no longer bundled up in
wrappers, but wore a decent plain black suit, which misbecame him
strangely; and the pair were at the great window, looking forth, when
the family entered. They turned; and the black man (as they had already
named him in the house) bowed almost to his knees, but the Master was
for running forward like one of the family. My lady stopped him,
curtsying low from the far end of the hall, and keeping her children at
her back. My lord was a little in front: so there were the three cousins
of Durrisdeer face to face. The hand of time was very legible on all; I
seemed to read in their changed faces a _memento mori_; and what
affected me still more, it was the wicked man that bore his years the
handsomest. My lady was quite transfigured into the matron, a becoming
woman for the head of a great tableful of children and dependants. My
lord was grown slack in his limbs; he stooped; he walked with a running
motion, as though he had learned again from Mr. Alexander; his face was
drawn; it seemed a trifle longer than of old; and it wore at times a
smile very singularly mingled, and which (in my eyes) appeared both
bitter and pathetic. But the Master still bore himself erect, although
perhaps with effort; his brow barred about the centre with imperious
lines, his mouth set as for command. He had all the gravity and
something of the splendour of Satan in the "Paradise Lost." I could not
help but see the man with admiration, and was only surprised that I saw
him with so little fear.
But indeed (as long as we were at the table) it seemed as if his
authority were quite vanished and his teeth all drawn. We had known him
a magician that controlled the elements; and here he was, transformed
into an ordinary gentleman, chatting like his neighbours at the
breakfast-board. For now the father was dead, and my lord and lady
reconciled, in what ear was he to pour his calumnies? It came upon me in
a kind of vision how hugely I had overrated the man's subtlety. He had
his malice still; he was false as ever; and, the occasion being gone
that made his strength, he sat there impotent; he was still the viper,
but now spent his venom on a file. Two more thoughts occurred to me
while yet we sat at breakfast: the first, that he was abashed--I had
almost said, distressed--to find his wickedness quite unavailing; the
second, that perhaps my lord was in the right, and we did amiss to fly
from our dismasted enemy. But my poor master's leaping heart came in my
mind, and I remembered it was for his life we played the coward.
When the meal was over, the Master followed me to my room, and, taking a
chair (which I had never offered him), asked me what was to be done with
him.
"Why, Mr. Bally," said I, "the house will still be open to you for a
time."
"For a time?" says he. "I do not know if I quite take your meaning."
"It is plain enough," said I. "We keep you for our reputation; as soon
as you shall have publicly disgraced yourself by some of your
misconduct, we shall pack you forth again."
"You are become an impudent rogue," said the Master, bending his brows
at me dangerously.
"I learned in a good school," I returned. "And you must have perceived
yourself that with my old lord's death your power is quite departed. I
do not fear you now, Mr. Bally; I think even--God forgive me--that I
take a certain pleasure in your company."
He broke out in a burst of laughter, which I clearly saw to be assumed.
"I have come with empty pockets," says he, after a pause.
"I do not think there will be any money going," I replied. "I would
advise you not to build on that."
"I shall have something to say on the point," he returned.
"Indeed?" said I. "I have not a guess what it will be, then."
"O! you affect confidence," said the Master. "I have still one strong
position--that you people fear a scandal, and I enjoy it."
"Pardon me, Mr. Bally," says I. "We do not in the least fear a scandal
against you."
He laughed again. "You have been studying repartee," he said. "But
speech is very easy, and sometimes very deceptive. I warn you fairly:
you will find me vitriol in the house. You would do wiser to pay money
down and see my back." And with that he waved his hand to me and left
the room.
A little after, my lord came with the lawyer, Mr. Carlyle; a bottle of
old wine was brought, and we all had a glass before we fell to business.
The necessary deeds were then prepared and executed, and the Scots
estates made over in trust to Mr. Carlyle and myself.
"There is one point, Mr. Carlyle," said my lord, when these affairs had
been adjusted, "on which I wish that you would do us justice. This
sudden departure coinciding with my brother's return will be certainly
commented on. I wish you would discourage any conjunction of the two."
"I will make a point of it, my lord," said Mr. Carlyle. "The Mas--Mr.
Bally does not, then, accompany you?"
"It is a point I must approach," said my lord. "Mr. Bally remains at
Durrisdeer, under the care of Mr. Mackellar; and I do not mean that he
shall even know our destination."
"Common report, however----" began the lawyer.
"Ah! but, Mr. Carlyle, this is to be a secret quite among ourselves,"
interrupted my lord. "None but you and Mackellar are to be made
acquainted with my movements."
"And Mr. Bally stays here? Quite so," said Mr. Carlyle. "The powers you
leave----" Then he broke off again. "Mr. Mackellar, we have a rather
heavy weight upon us."
"No doubt, sir," said I.
"No doubt," said he. "Mr. Bally will have no voice?"
"He will have no voice," said my lord; "and, I hope, no influence. Mr.
Bally is not a good adviser."
"I see," said the lawyer.--"By the way, has Mr. Bally means?"
"I understand him to have nothing," replied my lord. "I give him table,
fire, and candle in this house."
"And in the matter of an allowance? If I am to share the responsibility,
you will see how highly desirable it is that I should understand your
views," said the lawyer. "On the question of an allowance?"
"There will be no allowance," said my lord. "I wish Mr. Bally to live
very private. We have not always been gratified with his behaviour."
"And in the matter of money," I added, "he has shown himself an infamous
bad husband. Glance your eye upon that docket, Mr. Carlyle, where I have
brought together the different sums the man has drawn from the estate in
the last fifteen or twenty years. The total is pretty."
Mr. Carlyle made the motion of whistling. "I had no guess of this," said
he. "Excuse me once more, my lord, if I appear to push you; but it is
really desirable I should penetrate your intentions. Mr. Mackellar might
die, when I should find myself alone upon this trust. Would it not be
rather your lordship's preference that Mr. Bally should--ahem--should
leave the country?"
My lord looked at Mr. Carlyle. "Why do you ask that?" said he.
"I gather, my lord, that Mr. Bally is not a comfort to his family," says
the lawyer, with a smile.
My lord's face became suddenly knotted. "I wish he was in hell!" cried
he, and filled himself a glass of wine, but with a hand so tottering
that he spilled the half into his bosom. This was the second time that,
in the midst of the most regular and wise behaviour, his animosity had
spurted out. It startled Mr. Carlyle, who observed my lord thenceforth
with covert curiosity; and to me it restored the certainty that we were
acting for the best in view of my lord's health and reason.
Except for this explosion the interview was very successfully conducted.
No doubt Mr. Carlyle would talk, as lawyers do, little by little. We
could thus feel we had laid the foundations of a better feeling in the
country, and the man's own misconduct would certainly complete what we
had begun. Indeed, before his departure, the lawyer showed us there had
already gone abroad some glimmerings of the truth.
"I should perhaps explain to you, my lord," said he, pausing, with his
hat in his hand, "that I have not been altogether surprised with your
lordship's dispositions in the case of Mr. Bally. Something of this
nature oozed out when he was last in Durrisdeer. There was some talk of
a woman at St. Bride's, to whom you had behaved extremely handsome, and
Mr. Bally with no small degree of cruelty. There was the entail, again,
which was much controverted. In short, there was no want of talk, back
and forward; and some of our wiseacres took up a strong opinion. I
remained in suspense, as became one of my cloth; but Mr. Mackellar's
docket here has finally opened my eyes--I do not think, Mr. Mackellar,
that you and I will give him that much rope."
* * * * *
The rest of that important day passed prosperously through. It was our
policy to keep the enemy in view, and I took my turn to be his watchman
with the rest. I think his spirits rose as he perceived us to be so
attentive, and I know that mine insensibly declined. What chiefly
daunted me was the man's singular dexterity to worm himself into our
troubles. You may have felt (after a horse accident) the hand of a
bone-setter artfully divide and interrogate the muscles, and settle
strongly on the injured place? It was so with the Master's tongue, that
was so cunning to question; and his eyes, that were so quick to observe.
I seemed to have said nothing, and yet to have let all out. Before I
knew where I was the man was condoling with me on my lord's neglect of
my lady and myself, and his hurtful indulgence to his son. On this last
point I perceived him (with panic fear) to return repeatedly. The boy
had displayed a certain shrinking from his uncle; it was strong in my
mind his father had been fool enough to indoctrinate the same, which was
no wise beginning: and when I looked upon the man before me, still so
handsome, so apt a speaker, with so great a variety of fortunes to
relate, I saw he was the very personage to captivate a boyish fancy.
John Paul had left only that morning; it was not to be supposed he had
been altogether dumb upon his favourite subject: so that here would be
Mr. Alexander in the part of Dido, with a curiosity inflamed to hear;
and there would be the Master, like a diabolical Æneas, full of matter
the most pleasing in the world to any youthful ear, such as battles,
sea-disasters, flights, the forests of the West, and (since his later
voyage) the ancient cities of the Indies. How cunningly these baits
might be employed, and what an empire might be so founded, little by
little, in the mind of any boy, stood obviously clear to me. There was
no inhibition, so long as the man was in the house, that would be strong
enough to hold these two apart; for if it be hard to charm serpents, it
is no very difficult thing to cast a glamour on a little chip of manhood
not very long in breeches. I recalled an ancient sailor-man who dwelt in
a lone house beyond the Figgate Whins (I believe, he called it after
Portobello), and how the boys would troop out of Leith on a Saturday,
and sit and listen to his swearing tales, as thick as crows about a
carrion: a thing I often remarked as I went by, a young student, on my
own more meditative holiday diversion. Many of these boys went, no
doubt, in the face of an express command; many feared, and even hated,
the old brute of whom they made their hero; and I have seen them flee
from him when he was tipsy, and stone him when he was drunk. And yet
there they came each Saturday! How much more easily would a boy like Mr.
Alexander fall under the influence of a high-looking, high-spoken
gentleman-adventurer, who should conceive the fancy to entrap him; and
the influence gained, how easy to employ it for the child's perversion!
I doubt if our enemy had named Mr. Alexander three times before I
perceived which way his mind was aiming--all this train of thought and
memory passed in one pulsation through my own--and you may say I started
back as though an open hole had gaped across a pathway. Mr. Alexander:
there was the weak point, there was the Eve in our perishable paradise;
and the serpent was already hissing on the trail.
I promise you, I went the more heartily about the preparations; my last
scruple gone, the danger of delay written before me in huge characters.
From that moment forth I seem not to have sat down or breathed. Now I
would be at my post with the Master and his Indian; now in the garret
buckling a valise; now sending forth Macconochie by the side postern and
the wood-path to bear it to the trysting-place; and, again, snatching
some words of counsel with my lady. This was the _verso_ of our life in
Durrisdeer that day; but on the _recto_ all appeared quite settled, as
of a family at home in its paternal seat; and what perturbation may have
been observable, the Master would set down to the blow of his
unlooked-for coming, and the fear he was accustomed to inspire.
Supper went creditably off, cold salutations passed, and the company
trooped to their respective chambers. I attended the Master to the last.
We had put him next door to his Indian, in the north wing; because that
was the most distant and could be severed from the body of the house
with doors. I saw he was a kind friend or a good master (whichever it
was) to his Secundra Dass--seeing to his comfort; mending the fire with
his own hand, for the Indian complained of cold; inquiring as to the
rice on which the stranger made his diet; talking with him pleasantly in
the Hindustanee, while I stood by, my candle in my hand, and affected to
be overcome with slumber. At length the Master observed my signals of
distress. "I perceive," says he, "that you have all your ancient habits:
early to bed and early to rise. Yawn yourself away!"
Once in my own room, I made the customary motions of undressing, so that
I might time myself; and when the cycle was complete, set my tinder-box
ready, and blew out my taper. The matter of an hour afterward I made a
light again, put on my shoes of list that I had worn by my lord's
sick-bed, and set forth into the house to call the voyagers. All were
dressed and waiting--my lord, my lady, Miss Katharine, Mr. Alexander, my
lady's woman Christie; and I observed the effect of secrecy even upon
quite innocent persons, that one after another showed in the chink of
the door a face as white as paper. We slipped out of the side postern
into a night of darkness, scarce broken by a star or two; so that at
first we groped and stumbled and fell among the bushes. A few hundred
yards up the wood-path Macconochie was waiting us with a great lantern;
so the rest of the way we went easy enough, but still in a kind of
guilty silence. A little beyond the abbey the path debouched on the main
road; and some quarter of a mile farther, at the place called Eagles,
where the moors begin, we saw the lights of the two carriages stand
shining by the wayside. Scarce a word or two was uttered at our parting,
and these regarded business: a silent grasping of hands, a turning of
faces aside, and the thing was over; the horses broke into a trot, the
lamplight sped like Will-o'-the-Wisp upon the broken moorland, it dipped
beyond Stony Brae; and there were Macconochie and I alone with our
lantern on the road. There was one thing more to wait for, and that was
the reappearance of the coach upon Cartmore. It seems they must have
pulled up upon the summit, looked back for a last time, and seen our
lantern not yet moved away from the place of separation. For a lamp was
taken from a carriage, and waved three times up and down by way of a
farewell. And then they were gone indeed, having looked their last on
the kind roof of Durrisdeer, their faces toward a barbarous country. I
never knew before the greatness of that vault of night in which we two
poor serving-men--the one old, and the one elderly--stood for the first
time deserted; I had never felt before my own dependency upon the
countenance of others. The sense of isolation burned in my bowels like a
fire. It seemed that we who remained at home were the true exiles, and
that Durrisdeer and Solwayside, and all that made my country native, its
air good to me, and its language welcome, had gone forth and was far
over the sea with my old masters.
The remainder of that night I paced to and fro on the smooth highway,
reflecting on the future and the past. My thoughts, which at first
dwelled tenderly on those who were just gone, took a more manly temper
as I considered what remained for me to do. Day came upon the inland
mountain-tops, and the fowls began to cry, and the smoke of homesteads
to arise in the brown bosom of the moors, before I turned my face
homeward, and went down the path to where the roof of Durrisdeer shone
in the morning by the sea.
* * * * *
At the customary hour I had the Master called, and awaited his coming in
the hall with a quiet mind. He looked about him at the empty room and
the three covers set.
"We are a small party," said he. "How comes that?"
"This is the party to which we must grow accustomed," I replied.
He looked at me with a sudden sharpness. "What is all this?" said he.
"You and I and your friend Mr. Dass are now all the company," I replied.
"My lord, my lady, and the children are gone upon a voyage."
"Upon my word!" said he. "Can this be possible? I have indeed
fluttered your Volscians in Corioli! But this is no reason why our
breakfast should go cold. Sit down, Mr. Mackellar, if you
please"--taking, as he spoke, the head of the table, which I had
designed to occupy myself--"and as we eat, you can give me the details
of this evasion."
I could see he was more affected than his language carried, and I
determined to equal him in coolness. "I was about to ask you to take the
head of the table," said I; "for though I am now thrust into the
position of your host, I could never forget that you were, after all, a
member of the family."
For a while he played the part of entertainer, giving directions to
Macconochie, who received them with an evil grace, and attending
specially upon Secundra. "And where has my good family withdrawn to?" he
asked carelessly.
"Ah! Mr. Bally, that is another point," said I. "I have no orders to
communicate their destination."
"To me," he corrected.
"To any one," said I.
"It is the less pointed," said the Master; "_c'est de bon ton_: my
brother improves as he continues. And I, dear Mr. Mackellar?"
"You will have bed and board, Mr. Bally," said I. "I am permitted to
give you the run of the cellar, which is pretty reasonably stocked. You
have only to keep well with me, which is no very difficult matter, and
you shall want neither for wine nor a saddle-horse."
He made an excuse to send Macconochie from the room.
"And for money?" he inquired. "Have I to keep well with my good friend
Mackellar for my pocket-money also? This is a pleasing return to the
principles of boyhood."
"There was no allowance made," said I; "but I will take it on myself to
see you are supplied in moderation."
"In moderation?" he repeated. "And you will take it on yourself?" He
drew himself up, and looked about the hall at the dark rows of
portraits. "In the name of my ancestors, I thank you," says he; and
then, with a return to irony, "But there must certainly be an allowance
for Secundra Dass?" he said. "It is not possible they have omitted
that?"
"I will make a note of it, and ask instructions when I write," said I.
And he, with a sudden change of manner, and leaning forward with an
elbow on the table--"Do you think this entirely wise?"
"I execute my orders, Mr. Bally," said I.
"Profoundly modest," said the Master; "perhaps not equally ingenuous.
You told me yesterday my power was fallen with my father's death. How
comes it, then, that a peer of the realm flees under cloud of night out
of a house in which his fathers have stood several sieges? that he
conceals his address, which must be a matter of concern to his Gracious
Majesty and to the whole republic? and that he should leave me in
possession, and under the paternal charge of his invaluable Mackellar?
This smacks to me of a very considerable and genuine apprehension."
I sought to interrupt him with some not very truthful denegation; but he
waved me down, and pursued his speech.
"I say, it smacks of it," he said; "but I will go beyond that, for I
think the apprehension grounded. I came to this house with some
reluctancy. In view of the manner of my last departure, nothing but
necessity could have induced me to return. Money, however, is that which
I must have. You will not give with a good grace; well, I have the power
to force it from you. Inside of a week, without leaving Durrisdeer, I
will find out where these fools are fled to. I will follow; and when I
have run my quarry down, I will drive a wedge into that family that
shall once more burst it into shivers. I shall see then whether my Lord
Durrisdeer" (said with indescribable scorn and rage) "will choose to buy
my absence; and you will all see whether, by that time, I decide for
profit or revenge."
I was amazed to hear the man so open. The truth is, he was consumed with
anger at my lord's successful flight, felt himself to figure as a dupe,
and was in no humour to weigh language.
"Do you consider _this_ entirely wise?" said I, copying his words.
"These twenty years I have lived by my poor wisdom," he answered with a
smile that seemed almost foolish in its vanity.
"And come out a beggar in the end," said I, "if beggar be a strong
enough word for it."
"I would have you to observe, Mr. Mackellar," cried he, with a sudden
imperious heat, in which I could not but admire him, "that I am
scrupulously civil; copy me in that, and we shall be the better
friends."
Throughout this dialogue I had been incommoded by the observation of
Secundra Dass. Not one of us, since the first word, had made a feint of
eating: our eyes were in each other's faces--you might say, in each
other's bosoms; and those of the Indian troubled me with a certain
changing brightness, as of comprehension. But I brushed the fancy aside,
telling myself once more he understood no English; only, from the
gravity of both voices, and the occasional scorn and anger in the
Master's, smelled out there was something of import in the wind.
* * * * *
For the matter of three weeks we continued to live together in the house
of Durrisdeer: the beginning of that most singular chapter of my
life--what I must call my intimacy with the Master. At first he was
somewhat changeable in his behaviour: now civil, now returning to his
old manner of flouting me to my face; and in both I met him half-way.
Thanks be to Providence, I had now no measure to keep with the man; and
I was never afraid of black brows, only of naked swords. So that I found
a certain entertainment in these bouts of incivility, and was not
always ill inspired in my rejoinders. At last (it was at supper) I had a
droll expression that entirely vanquished him. He laughed again and
again; and "Who would have guessed," he cried, "that this old wife had
any wit under his petticoats?"
"It is no wit, Mr. Bally," said I: "a dry Scots humour, and something of
the driest." And, indeed, I never had the least pretension to be thought
a wit.
From that hour he was never rude with me, but all passed between us in a
manner of pleasantry. One of our chief times of daffing[9] was when he
required a horse, another bottle, or some money. He would approach me
then after the manner of a schoolboy, and I would carry it on by way of
being his father: on both sides, with an infinity of mirth. I could not
but perceive that he thought more of me, which tickled that poor part of
mankind, the vanity. He dropped, besides (I must suppose unconsciously),
into a manner that was not only familiar, but even friendly; and this,
on the part of one who had so long detested me, I found the more
insidious. He went little abroad; sometimes even refusing invitations.
"No," he would say, "what do I care for these thick-headed
bonnet-lairds? I will stay at home, Mackellar; and we shall share a
bottle quietly, and have one of our good talks." And, indeed, meal-time
at Durrisdeer must have been a delight to any one, by reason of the
brilliancy of the discourse. He would often express wonder at his former
indifference to my society. "But, you see," he would add, "we were upon
opposite sides. And so we are to-day; but let us never speak of that. I
would think much less of you if you were not staunch to your employer."
You are to consider he seemed to me quite impotent for any evil; and how
it is a most engaging form of flattery when (after many years) tardy
justice is done to a man's character and parts. But I have no thought to
excuse myself. I was to blame; I let him cajole me, and, in short, I
think the watch-dog was gone sound asleep, when he was suddenly aroused.
I should say the Indian was continually travelling to and fro in the
house. He never spoke, save in his own dialect and with the Master;
walked without sound; and was always turning up where you would least
expect him, fallen into a deep abstraction, from which he would start
(upon your coming) to mock you with one of his grovelling obeisances. He
seemed so quiet, so frail, and so wrapped in his own fancies, that I
came to pass him over without much regard, or even to pity him for a
harmless exile from his country. And yet without doubt the creature was
still eavesdropping; and without doubt it was through his stealth and my
security that our secret reached the Master.
It was one very wild night, after supper, and when we had been making
more than usually merry, that the blow fell on me.
"This is all very fine," says the Master, "but we should do better to be
buckling our valise."
"Why so?" I cried. "Are you leaving?"
"We are all leaving to-morrow in the morning," said he. "For the port of
Glascow first, thence for the province of New York."
I suppose I must have groaned aloud.
"Yes," he continued, "I boasted; I said a week, and it has taken me near
twenty days. But never mind; I shall make it up; I will go the faster."
"Have you the money for this voyage?" I asked.
"Dear and ingenuous personage, I have," said he. "Blame me, if you
choose, for my duplicity; but while I have been wringing shillings from
my daddy, I had a stock of my own put by against a rainy day. You will
pay for your own passage, if you choose to accompany us on our flank
march; I have enough for Secundra and myself, but not more--enough to be
dangerous, not enough to be generous. There is, however, an outside seat
upon the chaise which I will let you have upon a moderate commutation;
so that the whole menagerie can go together--the house-dog, the monkey,
and the tiger."
"I go with you," said I.
"I count upon it," said the Master. "You have seen me foiled; I mean you
shall see me victorious. To gain that I will risk wetting you like a sop
in this wild weather."
"And at least," I added, "you know very well you could not throw me
off."
"Not easily," said he. "You put your finger on the point with your usual
excellent good sense. I never fight with the inevitable."
"I suppose it is useless to appeal to you?" said I.
"Believe me, perfectly," said he.
"And yet, if you would give me time, I could write--" I began.
"And what would be my Lord Durrisdeer's answer?" asks he.
"Ay," said I, "that is the rub."
"And, at any rate, how much more expeditious that I should go myself!"
says he. "But all this is quite a waste of breath. At seven to-morrow
the chaise will be at the door. For I start from the door, Mackellar; I
do not skulk through woods and take my chaise upon the wayside--shall we
say, at Eagles?"
My mind was now thoroughly made up. "Can you spare me quarter of an hour
at St. Bride's?" said I. "I have a little necessary business with
Carlyle."
"An hour, if you prefer," said he. "I do not seek to deny that the money
for your seat is an object to me; and you could always get the first to
Glascow with saddle-horses."
"Well," said I, "I never thought to leave old Scotland."
"It will brisken you up," says he.
"This will be an ill journey for someone," I said. "I think, sir, for
you. Something speaks in my bosom; and so much it says plain--that this
is an ill-omened journey."
"If you take to prophecy," says he, "listen to that."
There came up a violent squall off the open Solway, and the rain was
dashed on the great windows.
"Do ye ken what that bodes, warlock?" said he, in a broad accent: "that
there'll be a man Mackellar unco sick at sea."
When I got to my chamber, I sat there under a painful excitation,
hearkening to the turmoil of the gale, which struck full upon that gable
of the house. What with the pressure on my spirits, the eldritch cries
of the wind among the turret-tops, and the perpetual trepidation of the
masoned house, sleep fled my eyelids utterly. I sat by my taper, looking
on the black panes of the window, where the storm appeared continually
on the point of bursting in its entrance; and upon that empty field I
beheld a perspective of consequences that made the hair to rise upon my
scalp. The child corrupted, the home broken up, my master dead, or worse
than dead, my mistress plunged in desolation--all these I saw before me
painted brightly on the darkness; and the outcry of the wind appeared to
mock at my inaction.
FOOTNOTES:
[7] Ordered.
[8] Land steward.
[9] Fooling.
CHAPTER IX
MR. MACKELLAR'S JOURNEY WITH THE MASTER
The chaise came to the door in a strong drenching mist. We took our
leave in silence: the house of Durrisdeer standing with drooping gutters
and windows closed, like a place dedicate to melancholy. I observed the
Master kept his head out, looking back on these splashed walls and
glimmering roofs, till they were suddenly swallowed in the mist; and I
must suppose some natural sadness fell upon the man at this departure;
or was it some prevision of the end? At least, upon our mounting the
long brae from Durrisdeer, as we walked side by side in the wet, he
began first to whistle and then to sing the saddest of our country
tunes, which sets folk weeping in a tavern, "Wandering Willie." The set
of words he used with it I have not heard elsewhere, and could never
come by any copy; but some of them which were the most appropriate to
our departure linger in my memory. One verse began--
"Home was home then, my dear, full of kindly faces;
Home was home then, my dear, happy for the child."
And ended somewhat thus--
"Now, when day dawns on the brow of the moorland,
Lone stands the house, and the chimney-stone is cold,
Lone let it stand, now the folks are all departed,
The kind hearts, the true hearts, that loved the place of old."
I could never be a judge of the merit of these verses; they were so
hallowed by the melancholy of the air, and were sung (or rather
"soothed") to me by a master-singer at a time so fitting. He looked in
my face when he had done, and saw that my eyes watered.
"Ah! Mackellar," said he, "do you think I have never a regret?"
"I do not think you could be so bad a man," said I, "if you had not all
the machinery to be a good one."
"No, not all," says he: "not all. You are there in error. The malady of
not wanting, my evangelist." But methought he sighed as he mounted again
into the chaise.
All day long we journeyed in the same miserable weather: the mist
besetting us closely, the heavens incessantly weeping on my head. The
road lay over moorish hills, where was no sound but the crying of
moor-fowl in the wet heather and the pouring of the swollen burns.
Sometimes I would doze off in slumber, when I would find myself plunged
at once in some foul and ominous nightmare, from the which I would awake
strangling. Sometimes, if the way was steep and the wheels turning
slowly, I would overhear the voices from within, talking in that
tropical tongue which was to me as inarticulate as the piping of the
fowls. Sometimes, at a longer ascent, the Master would set foot to
ground and walk by my side, mostly without speech. And all the time,
sleeping or waking, I beheld the same black perspective of approaching
ruin; and the same pictures rose in my view, only they were now painted
upon hill-side mist. One, I remember, stood before me with the colours
of a true illusion. It showed me my lord seated at a table in a small
room; his head, which was at first buried in his hands, he slowly
raised, and turned upon me a countenance from which hope had fled. I saw
it first on the black window-panes, my last night in Durrisdeer; it
haunted and returned upon me half the voyage through; and yet it was no
effect of lunacy, for I have come to a ripe old age with no decay of my
intelligence; nor yet (as I was then tempted to suppose) a heaven-sent
warning of the future, for all manner of calamities befell, not that
calamity--and I saw many pitiful sights, but never that one.
It was decided we should travel on all night; and it was singular, once
the dusk had fallen, my spirits somewhat rose. The bright lamps, shining
forth into the mist and on the smoking horses and the hodding post-boy,
gave me perhaps an outlook intrinsically more cheerful than what day had
shown; or perhaps my mind had become wearied of its melancholy. At least
I spent some waking hours, not without satisfaction in my thoughts,
although wet and weary in my body; and fell at last into a natural
slumber without dreams. Yet I must have been at work even in the deepest
of my sleep; and at work with at least a measure of intelligence. For I
started broad awake, in the very act of crying out to myself
"Home was home then, my dear, happy for the child."
stricken to find in it an appropriateness, which I had not yesterday
observed, to the Master's detestable purpose in the present journey.
We were then close upon the city of Glascow, where we were soon
breakfasting together at an inn, and where (as the devil would have it)
we found a ship in the very article of sailing. We took our places in
the cabin; and, two days after, carried our effects on board. Her name
was the _Nonesuch_, a very ancient ship, and very happily named. By all
accounts this should be her last voyage; people shook their heads upon
the quays, and I had several warnings offered me by strangers in the
street to the effect that she was rotten as a cheese, too deeply loaden,
and must infallibly founder if we met a gale. From this it fell out we
were the only passengers; the Captain, M'Murtrie, was a silent, absorbed
man, with the Glascow or Gaelic accent; the mates ignorant rough
seafarers, come in through the hawsehole; and the Master and I were cast
upon each other's company.
The _Nonesuch_ carried a fair wind out of the Clyde, and for near upon
a week we enjoyed bright weather and a sense of progress. I found myself
(to my wonder) a born seaman, in so far at least as I was never sick;
yet I was far from tasting the usual serenity of my health. Whether it
was the motion of the ship on the billows, the confinement, the salted
food, or all of these together, I suffered from a blackness of spirit
and a painful strain upon my temper. The nature of my errand on that
ship perhaps contributed; I think it did no more; the malady (whatever
it was) sprang from my environment; and if the ship were not to blame,
then it was the Master. Hatred and fear are ill bed-fellows; but (to my
shame be it spoken) I have tasted those in other places, lain down and
got up with them, and eaten and drunk with them, and yet never before,
nor after, have I been so poisoned through and through, in soul and
body, as I was on board the _Nonesuch_. I freely confess my enemy set me
a fair example of forbearance; in our worst days displayed the most
patient geniality, holding me in conversation as long as I would suffer,
and when I had rebuffed his civility, stretching himself on deck to
read. The book he had on board with him was Mr. Richardson's famous
"Clarissa," and among other small attentions he would read me passages
aloud; nor could any elocutionist have given with greater potency the
pathetic portions of that work. I would retort upon him with passages
out of the Bible, which was all my library--and very fresh to me, my
religious duties (I grieve to say it) being always and even to this day
extremely neglected. He tasted the merits of the work like the
connoisseur he was; and would sometimes take it from my hand, turn the
leaves over like a man that knew his way, and give me, with his fine
declamation, a Roland for my Oliver. But it was singular how little he
applied his reading to himself; it passed high above his head like
summer thunder; Lovelace and Clarissa, the tales of David's generosity,
the psalms of his penitence, the solemn questions of the Book of Job,
the touching poetry of Isaiah--they were to him a source of
entertainment only, like the scraping of a fiddle in a change-house.
This outer sensibility and inner toughness set me against him; it seemed
of a piece with that impudent grossness which I knew to underlie the
veneer of his fine manners; and sometimes my gorge rose against him as
though he were deformed--and sometimes I would draw away as though from
something partly spectral. I had moments when I thought of him as of a
man of pasteboard--as though, if one should strike smartly through the
buckram of his countenance, there would be found a mere vacuity within.
This horror (not merely fanciful, I think) vastly increased my
detestation of his neighbourhood; I began to feel something shiver
within me on his drawing near; I had at times a longing to cry out;
there were days when I thought I could have struck him. This frame of
mind was doubtless helped by shame, because I had dropped during our
last days at Durrisdeer into a certain toleration of the man; and if any
one had then told me I should drop into it again, I must have laughed in
his face. It is possible he remained unconscious of this extreme fever
of my resentment; yet I think he was too quick; and rather that he had
fallen, in a long life of idleness, into a positive need of company,
which obliged him to confront and tolerate my unconcealed aversion.
Certain, at least, that he loved the note of his own tongue, as, indeed,
he entirely loved all the parts and properties of himself; a sort of
imbecility which almost necessarily attends on wickedness. I have seen
him driven, when I proved recalcitrant, to long discourses with the
skipper; and this, although the man plainly testified his weariness,
fiddling miserably with both hand and foot, and replying only with a
grunt.
After the first week out we fell in with foul winds and heavy weather.
The sea was high. The _Nonesuch_ being an old-fashioned ship, and badly
loaden, rolled beyond belief; so that the skipper trembled for his
masts, and I for my life. We made no progress on our course. An
unbearable ill-humour settled on the ship: men, mates, and master,
girding at one another all day long. A saucy word on the one hand, and a
blow on the other, made a daily incident. There were times when the
whole crew refused their duty; and we of the afterguard were twice got
under arms--being the first time that ever I bore weapons--in the fear
of mutiny.
In the midst of our evil season sprang up a hurricane of wind; so that
all supposed she must go down. I was shut in the cabin from noon of one
day till sundown of the next; the Master was somewhere lashed on deck;
Secundra had eaten of some drug and lay insensible; so you may say I
passed these hours in an unbroken solitude. At first I was terrified
beyond motion, and almost beyond thought, my mind appearing to be
frozen. Presently there stole in on me a ray of comfort. If the
_Nonesuch_ foundered, she would carry down with her into the deeps of
that unsounded sea the creature whom we all so feared and hated; there
would be no more Master of Ballantrae, the fish would sport among his
ribs; his schemes all brought to nothing, his harmless enemies at peace.
At first, I have said, it was but a ray of comfort; but it had soon
grown to be broad sunshine. The thought of the man's death, of his
deletion from this world, which he embittered for so many, took
possession of my mind. I hugged it, I found it sweet in my belly. I
conceived the ship's last plunge, the sea bursting upon all sides into
the cabin, the brief mortal conflict there, all by myself, in that
closed place; I numbered the horrors, I had almost said with
satisfaction; I felt I could bear all and more, if the _Nonesuch_
carried down with her, overtook by the same ruin, the enemy of my poor
master's house. Towards noon of the second day the screaming of the wind
abated; the ship lay not so perilously over, and it began to be clear to
me that we were past the height of the tempest. As I hope for mercy, I
was singly disappointed. In the selfishness of that vile, absorbing
passion of hatred, I forgot the case of our innocent shipmates, and
thought but of myself and my enemy. For myself, I was already old; I had
never been young, I was not formed for the world's pleasures, I had few
affections; it mattered not the toss of a silver tester whether I was
drowned there and then in the Atlantic, or dribbled out a few more
years, to die, perhaps no less terribly, in a deserted sick-bed. Down I
went upon my knees--holding on by the locker, or else I had been
instantly dashed across the tossing cabin--and, lifting up my voice in
the midst of that clamour of the abating hurricane, impiously prayed for
my own death. "O God!" I cried, "I would be liker a man if I rose and
struck this creature down; but Thou madest me a coward from my mother's
womb. O Lord, Thou madest me so, Thou knowest my weakness, Thou knowest
that any face of death will set me shaking in my shoes. But, lo! here is
Thy servant ready, his mortal weakness laid aside. Let me give my life
for this creature's; take the two of them, Lord! take the two, and have
mercy on the innocent!" In some such words as these, only yet more
irreverent and with more sacred adjurations, I continued to pour forth
my spirit. God heard me not, I must suppose in mercy; and I was still
absorbed in my agony of supplication when some one, removing the
tarpaulin cover, let the light of the sunset pour into the cabin. I
stumbled to my feet ashamed, and was seized with surprise to find myself
totter and ache like one that had been stretched upon the rack. Secundra
Dass, who had slept off the effects of his drug, stood in a corner not
far off, gazing at me with wild eyes; and from the open skylight the
captain thanked me for my supplications.
"It's you that saved the ship, Mr. Mackellar," says he. "There is no
craft of seamanship that could have kept her floating: well may we say,
'Except the Lord the city keep, the watchmen watch in vain'!"
I was abashed by the captain's error; abashed, also, by the surprise
and fear with which the Indian regarded me at first, and the obsequious
civilities with which he soon began to cumber me. I know now that he
must have overheard and comprehended the peculiar nature of my prayers.
It is certain, of course, that he at once disclosed the matter to his
patron; and looking back with greater knowledge, I can now understand
what so much puzzled me at the moment, those singular and (so to speak)
approving smiles with which the Master honoured me. Similarly, I can
understand a word that I remember to have fallen from him in
conversation that same night; when, holding up his hand and smiling,
"Ah! Mackellar," said he, "not every man is so great a coward as he
thinks he is--nor yet so good a Christian." He did not guess how true he
spoke! For the fact is, the thoughts which had come to me in the
violence of the storm retained their hold upon my spirit; and the words
that rose to my lips unbidden in the instancy of prayer continued to
sound in my ears: with what shameful consequences it is fitting I should
honestly relate; for I could not support a part of such disloyalty as to
describe the sins of others and conceal my own.
The wind fell, but the sea hove ever the higher. All night the
_Nonesuch_ rolled outrageously; the next day dawned, and the next, and
brought no change. To cross the cabin was scarce possible; old
experienced seamen were cast down upon the deck, and one cruelly mauled
in the concussion; every board and block in the old ship cried out
aloud; and the great bell by the anchor-bitts continually and dolefully
rang. One of these days the Master and I sate alone together at the
break of the poop. I should say the _Nonesuch_ carried a high, raised
poop. About the top of it ran considerable bulwarks, which made the ship
unweatherly: and these, as they approached the front on each side, ran
down in a fine, old-fashioned, carven scroll to join the bulwarks of the
waist. From this disposition, which seems designed rather for ornament
than use, it followed there was a discontinuance of protection: and
that, besides, at the very margin of the elevated part where (in certain
movements of the ship) it might be the most needful. It was here we were
sitting: our feet hanging down, the Master betwixt me and the side, and
I holding on with both hands to the grating of the cabin skylight; for
it struck me it was a dangerous position, the more so as I had
continually before my eyes a measure of our evolutions in the person of
the Master, which stood out in the break of the bulwarks against the
sun. Now his head would be in the zenith and his shadow fall quite
beyond the _Nonesuch_ on the farther side; and now he would swing down
till he was underneath my feet, and the line of the sea leaped high
above him like the ceiling of a room. I looked on upon this with a
growing fascination, as birds are said to look on snakes. My mind,
besides, was troubled with an astonishing diversity of noises; for now
that we had all sails spread in the vain hope to bring her to the sea,
the ship sounded like a factory with their reverberations. We spoke
first of the mutiny with which we had been threatened; this led us on to
the topic of assassination; and that offered a temptation to the Master
more strong than he was able to resist. He must tell me a tale, and show
me at the same time how clever he was, and how wicked. It was a thing he
did always with affectation and display; generally with a good effect.
But this tale, told in a high key in the midst of so great a tumult, and
by a narrator who was one moment looking down at me from the skies and
the next peering up from under the soles of my feet--this particular
tale, I say, took hold upon me in a degree quite singular.
"My friend the count," it was thus that he began his story, "had for an
enemy a certain German baron, a stranger in Rome. It matters not what
was the ground of the count's enmity; but as he had a firm design to be
revenged, and that with safety to himself, he kept it secret even from
the baron. Indeed, that is the first principle of vengeance; and hatred
betrayed is hatred impotent. The count was a man of a curious,
searching mind; he had something of the artist; if anything fell for him
to do, it must always be done with an exact perfection, not only as to
the result, but in the very means and instruments, or he thought the
thing miscarried. It chanced he was one day riding in the outer suburbs,
when he came to a disused by-road branching off into the moor which lies
about Rome. On the one hand was an ancient Roman tomb; on the other a
deserted house in a garden of evergreen trees. This road brought him
presently into a field of ruins, in the midst of which, in the side of a
hill, he saw an open door, and, not far off, a single stunted pine no
greater than a currant-bush. The place was desert and very secret; a
voice spoke in the count's bosom that there was something here to his
advantage. He tied his horse to the pine-tree, took his flint and steel
in his hand to make a light, and entered into the hill. The doorway
opened on a passage of old Roman masonry, which shortly after branched
in two. The count took the turning to the right, and followed it,
groping forward in the dark, till he was brought up by a kind of fence,
about elbow-high, which extended quite across the passage. Sounding
forward with his foot, he found an edge of polished stone, and then
vacancy. All his curiosity was now awakened, and, getting some rotten
sticks that lay about the floor, he made a fire. In front of him was a
profound well; doubtless some neighbouring peasant had once used it for
his water, and it was he that had set up the fence. A long while the
count stood leaning on the rail and looking down into the pit. It was of
Roman foundation, and, like all that nation set their hands to, built as
for eternity; the sides were still straight, and the joints smooth; to a
man who should fall in, no escape was possible. 'Now,' the count was
thinking, 'a strong impulsion brought me to this place. What for? what
have I gained? why should I be sent to gaze into this well?' when the
rail of the fence gave suddenly under his weight, and he came within an
ace of falling headlong in. Leaping back to save himself, he trod out
the last flicker of his fire, which gave him thenceforward no more
light, only an incommoding smoke. 'Was I sent here to my death?' says
he, and shook from head to foot. And then a thought flashed in his mind.
He crept forth on hands and knees to the brink of the pit, and felt
above him in the air. The rail had been fast to a pair of uprights; it
had only broken from the one, and still depended from the other. The
count set it back again as he had found it, so that the place meant
death to the first comer, and groped out of the catacomb like a sick
man. The next day, riding in the Corso with the baron, he purposely
betrayed a strong preoccupation. The other (as he had designed) inquired
into the cause; and he, after some fencing, admitted that his spirits
had been dashed by an unusual dream. This was calculated to draw on the
baron--a superstitious man, who affected the scorn of superstition. Some
rallying followed, and then the count, as if suddenly carried away,
called on his friend to beware, for it was of him that he had dreamed.
You know enough of human nature, my excellent Mackellar, to be certain
of one thing: I mean that the baron did not rest till he had heard the
dream. The count, sure that he would never desist, kept him in play till
his curiosity was highly inflamed, and then suffered himself, with
seeming reluctance, to be overborne. 'I warn you,' says he, 'evil will
come of it; something tells me so. But since there is to be no peace
either for you or me except on this condition, the blame be on your own
head! This was the dream:--I beheld you riding, I know not where, yet I
think it must have been near Rome, for on your one hand was an ancient
tomb, and on the other a garden of evergreen trees. Methought I cried
and cried upon you to come back in a very agony of terror; whether you
heard me I know not, but you went doggedly on. The road brought you to a
desert place among ruins, where was a door in a hill-side, and hard by
the door a misbegotten pine. Here you dismounted (I still crying on you
to beware), tied your horse to the pine-tree, and entered resolutely in
by the door. Within, it was dark; but in my dream I could still see you,
and still besought you to hold back. You felt your way along the
right-hand wall, took a branching passage to the right, and came to a
little chamber, where was a well with a railing. At this--I know not
why--my alarm for you increased a thousandfold, so that I seemed to
scream myself hoarse with warnings, crying it was still time, and
bidding you begone at once from that vestibule. Such was the word I used
in my dream, and it seemed then to have a clear significancy; but
to-day, and awake, I profess I know not what it means. To all my outcry
you rendered not the least attention, leaning the while upon the rail
and looking down intently in the water. And then there was made to you a
communication; I do not think I even gathered what it was, but the fear
of it plucked me clean out of my slumber, and I awoke shaking and
sobbing. And now,' continues the count, 'I thank you from my heart for
your insistency. This dream lay on me like a load; and now I have told
it in plain words and in the broad daylight, it seems no great
matter.'--'I do not know,' says the baron. 'It is in some points
strange. A communication, did you say! O! it is an odd dream. It will
make a story to amuse our friends.'--'I am not so sure,' says the count.
'I am sensible of some reluctancy. Let us rather forget it.'--'By all
means,' says the baron. And (in fact) the dream was not again referred
to. Some days after, the count proposed a ride in the fields, which the
baron (since they were daily growing faster friends) very readily
accepted. On the way back to Rome, the count led them insensibly by a
particular route. Presently he reined in his horse, clapped his hand
before his eyes, and cried out aloud. Then he showed his face again
(which was now quite white, for he was a consummate actor), and stared
upon the baron. 'What ails you?' cries the baron. 'What is wrong with
you?'--'Nothing,' cries the count. 'It is nothing. A seizure, I know
not what. Let us hurry back to Rome.' But in the meanwhile the baron had
looked about him; and there, on the left-hand side of the way as they
went back to Rome, he saw a dusty by-road with a tomb upon the one hand
and a garden of evergreen trees upon the other.--'Yes,' says he, with a
changed voice. 'Let us by all means hurry back to Rome. I fear you are
not well in health.'--'O, for God's sake!' cried the count, shuddering,
'back to Rome and let me get to bed.' They made their return with scarce
a word; and the count, who should by rights have gone into society, took
to his bed and gave out he had a touch of country fever. The next day
the baron's horse was found tied to the pine, but himself was never
heard of from that hour.--And now, was that a murder?" says the Master,
breaking sharply off.
"Are you sure he was a count?" I asked.
"I am not certain of the title," said he, "but he was a gentleman of
family: and the Lord deliver you, Mackellar, from an enemy so subtile!"
These last words he spoke down at me, smiling from high above; the next,
he was under my feet. I continued to follow his evolutions with a
childish fixity: they made me giddy and vacant, and I spoke as in a
dream.
"He hated the baron with a great hatred?" I asked.
"His belly moved when the man came near him," said the Master.
"I have felt that same," said I.
"Verily!" cries the Master. "Here is news indeed! I wonder--do I flatter
myself? or am I the cause of these ventral perturbations?"
He was quite capable of choosing out a graceful posture, even with no
one to behold him but myself, and all the more if there were any element
of peril. He sat now with one knee flung across the other, his arms on
his bosom, fitting the swing of the ship with an exquisite balance, such
as a featherweight might overthrow. All at once I had the vision of my
lord at the table, with his head upon his hands; only now, when he
showed me his countenance, it was heavy with reproach. The words of my
own prayer--_I were liker a man if I struck this creature down_--shot at
the same time into my memory. I called my energies together, and (the
ship then heeling downward toward my enemy) thrust at him swiftly with
my foot. It was written I should have the guilt of this attempt without
the profit. Whether from my own uncertainty or his incredible quickness,
he escaped the thrust, leaping to his feet and catching hold at the same
moment of a stay.
I do not know how long a time passed by: I lying where I was upon the
deck, overcome with terror and remorse and shame: he standing with the
stay in his hand, backed against the bulwarks, and regarding me with an
expression singularly mingled. At last he spoke.
"Mackellar," said he, "I make no reproaches, but I offer you a bargain.
On your side, I do not suppose you desire to have this exploit made
public; on mine, I own to you freely I do not care to draw my breath in
a perpetual terror of assassination by the man I sit at meat with.
Promise me--but no," says he, breaking off, "you are not yet in the
quiet possession of your mind; you might think I had extorted the
promise from your weakness; and I would leave no door open for casuistry
to come in--that dishonesty of the conscientious. Take time to
meditate."
With that he made off up the sliding deck like a squirrel, and plunged
into the cabin. About half an hour later he returned--I still lying as
he had left me.
"Now," says he, "will you give me your troth as a Christian, and a
faithful servant of my brother's, that I shall have no more to fear from
your attempts?"
"I give it you," said I.
"I shall require your hand upon it," says he.
"You have the right to make conditions," I replied, and we shook hands.
He sat down at once in the same place and the old perilous attitude.
"Hold on!" cried I, covering my eyes. "I cannot bear to see you in that
posture. The least irregularity of the sea might plunge you overboard."
"You are highly inconsistent," he replied, smiling, but doing as I
asked. "For all that, Mackellar, I would have you to know you have risen
forty feet in my esteem. You think I cannot set a price upon fidelity?
But why do you suppose I carry that Secundra Dass about the world with
me? Because he would die or do murder for me to-morrow; and I love him
for it. Well, you may think it odd, but I like you the better for this
afternoon. I thought you were magnetised with the Ten Commandments; but
no--God damn my soul!"--he cries, "the old wife has blood in his body
after all! Which does not change the fact," he continued, smiling again,
"that you have done well to give your promise; for I doubt if you would
ever shine in your new trade."
"I suppose," said I, "I should ask your pardon and God's for my attempt.
At any rate, I have passed my word, which I will keep faithfully. But
when I think of those you persecute----" I paused.
"Life is a singular thing," said he, "and mankind a very singular
people. You suppose yourself to love my brother. I assure you, it is
merely custom. Interrogate your memory; and when first you came to
Durrisdeer, you will find you considered him a dull, ordinary youth. He
is as dull and ordinary now, though not so young. Had you instead fallen
in with me, you would to-day be as strong upon my side."
"I would never say you were ordinary, Mr. Bally," I returned; "but here
you prove yourself dull. You have just shown your reliance on my
word--in other terms, that is, my conscience--the same which starts
instinctively back from you, like the eye from a strong light."
"Ah!" says he, "but I mean otherwise. I mean, had I met you in my
youth. You are to consider I was not always as I am to-day; nor (had I
met in with a friend of your description) should I have ever been so."
"Hut, Mr. Bally," says I, "you would have made a mock of me; you would
never have spent ten civil words on such a Square-toes."
But he was now fairly started on his new course of justification, with
which he wearied me throughout the remainder of the passage. No doubt in
the past he had taken pleasure to paint himself unnecessarily black, and
made a vaunt of his wickedness, bearing it for a coat-of-arms. Nor was
he so illogical as to abate one item of his old confessions. "But now
that I know you are a human being," he would say, "I can take the
trouble to explain myself. For I assure you I am human too, and have my
virtues like my neighbours." I say, he wearied me, for I had only the
one word to say in answer: twenty times I must have said it: "Give up
your present purpose and return with me to Durrisdeer: then I will
believe you."
Thereupon he would shake his head at me. "Ah! Mackellar, you might live
a thousand years and never understand my nature," he would say. "This
battle is now committed, the hour of reflection quite past, the hour for
mercy not yet come. It began between us when we span a coin in the hall
of Durrisdeer, now twenty years ago; we have had our ups and downs, but
never either of us dreamed of giving in; and as for me, when my glove is
cast, life and honour go with it."
"A fig for your honour!" I would say. "And by your leave, these warlike
similitudes are something too high-sounding for the matter in hand. You
want some dirty money; there is the bottom of your contention; and as
for your means, what are they? to stir up sorrow in a family that never
harmed you, to debauch (if you can) your own nephew, and to wring the
heart of your born brother! A footpad that kills an old granny in a
woollen mutch with a dirty bludgeon, and that for a shilling-piece and
a paper of snuff--there is all the warrior that you are."
When I would attack him thus (or somewhat thus) he would smile, and sigh
like a man misunderstood. Once, I remember, he defended himself more at
large and had some curious sophistries, worth repeating, for a light
upon his character.
"You are very like a civilian to think war consists in drums and
banners," said he. "War (as the ancients said very wisely) is _ultima
ratio_. When we take our advantage unrelentingly, then we make war. Ah!
Mackellar, you are a devil of a soldier in the steward's room at
Durrisdeer, or the tenants do you sad injustice!"
"I think little of what war is or is not," I replied. "But you weary me
with claiming my respect. Your brother is a good man, and you are a bad
one--neither more nor less."
"Had I been Alexander----" he began.
"It is so we all dupe ourselves," I cried. "Had I been St. Paul, it
would have been all one; I would have made the same hash of that career
that you now see me making of my own."
"I tell you," he cried, bearing down my interruption, "had I been the
least petty chieftain in the Highlands, had I been the least king of
naked negroes in the African desert, my people would have adored me. A
bad man, am I? Ah! but I was born for a good tyrant! Ask Secundra Dass;
he will tell you I treat him like a son. Cast in your lot with me
to-morrow, become my slave, my chattel, a thing I can command as I
command the powers of my own limbs and spirit--you will see no more that
dark side that I turn upon the world in anger. I must have all or none.
But where all is given I give it back with usury. I have a kingly
nature: there is my loss!"
"It has been hitherto rather the loss of others," I remarked, "which
seems a little on the hither side of royalty."
"Tilly-vally!" cried he. "Even now, I tell you, I would spare that
family in which you take so great an interest: yes, even now--to-morrow
I would leave them to their petty welfare, and disappear in that forest
of cut-throats and thimble-riggers that we call the world. I would do it
to-morrow!" says he. "Only--only----"
"Only what?" I asked.
"Only they must beg it on their bended knees. I think in public, too,"
he added, smiling. "Indeed, Mackellar, I doubt if there be a hall big
enough to serve my purpose for that act of reparation."
"Vanity, vanity!" I moralised. "To think that this great force for evil
should be swayed by the same sentiment that sets a lassie mincing to her
glass!"
"O! there are double words for everything: the word that swells, the
word that belittles; you cannot fight me with a word!" said he. "You
said the other day that I relied on your conscience: were I in your
humour of detraction, I might say I built upon your vanity. It is your
pretension to be _un homme de parole_; 'tis mine not to accept defeat.
Call it vanity, call it virtue, call it greatness of soul--what
signifies the expression? But recognise in each of us a common strain:
that we both live for an idea."
It will be gathered from so much familiar talk, and so much patience on
both sides, that we now lived together upon excellent terms. Such was
again the fact, and this time more seriously than before. Apart from
disputations such as that which I have tried to reproduce, not only
consideration reigned, but, I am tempted to say, even kindness. When I
fell sick (as I did shortly after our great storm), he sat by my berth
to entertain me with his conversation, and treated me with excellent
remedies, which I accepted with security. Himself commented on the
circumstance. "You see," says he, "you begin to know me better. A very
little while ago, upon this lonely ship, where no one but myself has any
smattering of science, you would have made sure I had designs upon your
life. And, observe, it is since I found you had designs upon my own that
I have shown you most respect. You will tell me if this speaks of a
small mind." I found little to reply. In so far as regarded myself, I
believed him to mean well; I am, perhaps, the more a dupe of his
dissimulation, but I believed (and I still believe) that he regarded me
with genuine kindness. Singular and sad fact! so soon as this change
began, my animosity abated, and these haunting visions of my master
passed utterly away. So that, perhaps, there was truth in the man's last
vaunting word to me, uttered on the twenty-second day of July, when our
long voyage was at last brought almost to an end, and we lay becalmed at
the sea end of the vast harbour of New York, in a gasping heat, which
was presently exchanged for a surprising waterfall of rain. I stood on
the poop, regarding the green shores near at hand, and now and then the
light smoke of the little town, our destination. And as I was even then
devising how to steal a march on my familiar enemy, I was conscious of a
shade of embarrassment when he approached me with his hand extended.
"I am now to bid you farewell," said he, "and that for ever. For now you
go among my enemies, where all your former prejudices will revive. I
never yet failed to charm a person when I wanted; even you, my good
friend--to call you so for once--even you have now a very different
portrait of me in your memory, and one that you will never quite forget.
The voyage has not lasted long enough, or I should have wrote the
impression deeper. But now all is at an end, and we are again at war.
Judge by this little interlude how dangerous I am; and tell those
fools"--pointing with his finger to the town--"to think twice and thrice
before they set me at defiance."
CHAPTER X
PASSAGES AT NEW YORK
I have mentioned I was resolved to steal a march upon the Master; and
this, with the complicity of Captain M'Murtrie, was mighty easily
effected: a boat being partly loaded on the one side of our ship, and
the Master placed on board of it, the while a skiff put off from the
other, carrying me alone. I had no more trouble in finding a direction
to my lord's house, whither I went at top speed, and which I found to be
on the outskirts of the place, a very suitable mansion, in a fine
garden, with an extraordinary large barn, byre, and stable, all in one.
It was here my lord was walking when I arrived; indeed, it had become
his chief place of frequentation, and his mind was now filled with
farming. I burst in upon him breathless, and gave him my news: which was
indeed no news at all, several ships having outsailed the _Nonesuch_ in
the interval.
"We have been expecting you long," said my lord; "and indeed, of late
days, ceased to expect you any more. I am glad to take your hand again,
Mackellar. I thought you had been at the bottom of the sea."
"Ah! my lord, would God I had!" cried I. "Things would have been better
for yourself."
"Not in the least," says he grimly. "I could not ask better. There is a
long score to pay, and now--at last--I can begin to pay it."
I cried out against his security.
"O!" says he, "this is not Durrisdeer, and I have taken my precautions.
His reputation awaits him; I have prepared a welcome for my brother.
Indeed, fortune has served me; for I found here a merchant of Albany
who knew him after the 'Forty-five, and had mighty convenient suspicions
of a murder: some one of the name of Chew it was, another Albanian. No
one here will be surprised if I deny him my door; he will not be
suffered to address my children, nor even to salute my wife: as for
myself, I make so much exception for a brother that he may speak to me.
I should lose my pleasure else," says my lord, rubbing his palms.
Presently he bethought himself, and set men off running, with billets,
to summon the magnates of the province. I cannot recall what pretext he
employed; at least, it was successful; and when our ancient enemy
appeared upon the scene, he found my lord pacing in front of his house
under some trees of shade, with the Governor upon one hand and various
notables upon the other. My lady, who was seated in the verandah, rose
with a very pinched expression and carried her children into the house.
The Master, well dressed, and with an elegant walking-sword, bowed to
the company in a handsome manner and nodded to my lord with familiarity.
My lord did not accept the salutation, but looked upon his brother with
bended brows.
"Well, sir," says he at last, "what ill wind brings you hither of all
places, where (to our common disgrace) your reputation has preceded
you?"
"Your lordship is pleased to be civil," cries the Master, with a fine
start.
"I am pleased to be very plain," returned my lord; "because it is
needful you should clearly understand your situation. At home; where you
were so little known, it was still possible to keep appearances; that
would be quite vain in this province; and I have to tell you that I am
quite resolved to wash my hands of you. You have already ruined me
almost to the door, as you ruined my father before me;--whose heart you
also broke. Your crimes escape the law; but my friend the Governor has
promised protection to my family. Have a care, sir!" cries my lord,
shaking his cane at him: "if you are observed to utter two words to any
of my innocent household, the law shall be stretched to make you smart
for it."
"Ah!" says the Master, very slowly. "And so this is the advantage of a
foreign land! These gentlemen are unacquainted with our story, I
perceive. They do not know that I am the true Lord Durrisdeer; they do
not know you are my younger brother, sitting in my place under a sworn
family compact; they do not know (or they would not be seen with you in
familiar correspondence) that every acre is mine before God
Almighty--and every doit of the money you withhold from me, you do it as
a thief, a perjurer, and a disloyal brother!"
"General Clinton," I cried, "do not listen to his lies. I am the steward
of the estate, and there is not one word of truth in it. The man is a
forfeited rebel turned into a hired spy: there is his story in two
words."
It was thus (in the heat of the moment) I let slip his infamy.
"Fellow," said the Governor, turning his face sternly on the Master, "I
know more of you than you think for. We have some broken ends of your
adventures in the provinces, which you will do very well not to drive me
to investigate. There is the disappearance of Mr. Jacob Chew with all
his merchandise; there is the matter of where you came ashore from with
so much money and jewels, when you were picked up by a Bermudan out of
Albany. Believe me, if I let these matters lie, it is in commiseration
for your family, and out of respect for my valued friend, Lord
Durrisdeer."
There was a murmur of applause from the provincials.
"I should have remembered how a title would shine out in such a hole as
this," says the Master, white as a sheet: "no matter how unjustly come
by. It remains for me, then, to die at my lord's door, where my dead
body will form a very cheerful ornament."
"Away with your affectations!" cries my lord. "You know very well I have
no such meaning; only to protect myself from calumny, and my home from
your intrusion. I offer you a choice. Either I shall pay your passage
home on the first ship, when you may perhaps be able to resume your
occupations under Government, although God knows I would rather see you
on the highway! Or, if that likes you not, stay here and welcome! I have
inquired the least sum on which body and soul can be decently kept
together in New York; so much you shall have, paid weekly; and if you
cannot labour with your hands to better it, high time you should betake
yourself to learn. The condition is--that you speak with no member of my
family except myself," he added.
I do not think I have ever seen any man so pale as was the Master; but
he was erect and his mouth firm.
"I have been met here with some very unmerited insults," said he, "from
which I have certainly no idea to take refuge by flight. Give me your
pittance; I take it without shame, for it is mine already--like the
shirt upon your back; and I choose to stay until these gentlemen shall
understand me better. Already they must spy the cloven hoof, since with
all your pretended eagerness for the family honour, you take a pleasure
to degrade it in my person."
"This is all very fine," says my lord; "but to us who know you of old,
you must be sure it signifies nothing. You take that alternative out of
which you think that you can make the most. Take it, if you can, in
silence; it will serve you better in the long-run, you may believe me,
than this ostentation of ingratitude."
"O, gratitude, my lord!" cries the Master, with a mounting intonation,
and his forefinger very conspicuously lifted up. "Be at rest: it will
not fail you. It now remains that I should salute these gentlemen whom
we have wearied with our family affairs."
And he bowed to each in succession, settled his walking-sword, and took
himself off, leaving every one amazed at his behaviour, and me not less
so at my lord's.
* * * * *
We were now to enter on a changed phase of this family division. The
Master was by no manner of means so helpless as my lord supposed, having
at his hand, and entirely devoted to his service, an excellent artist in
all sorts of goldsmith work. With my lord's allowance, which was not so
scanty as he had described it, the pair could support life; and all the
earnings of Secundra Dass might be laid upon one side for any future
purpose. That this was done, I have no doubt. It was in all likelihood
the Master's design to gather a sufficiency, and then proceed in quest
of that treasure which he had buried long before among the mountains; to
which, if he had confined himself, he would have been more happily
inspired. But unfortunately for himself and all of us, he took counsel
of his anger. The public disgrace of his arrival--which I sometimes
wonder he could manage to survive--rankled in his bones; he was in that
humour when a man--in the words of the old adage--will cut off his nose
to spite his face; and he must make himself a public spectacle in the
hopes that some of the disgrace might spatter on my lord.
He chose, in a poor quarter of the town, a lonely, small house of
boards, overhung with some acacias. It was furnished in front with a
sort of hutch opening, like that of a dog's kennel, but about as high as
a table from the ground, in which the poor man that built it had
formerly displayed some wares; and it was this which took the Master's
fancy, and possibly suggested his proceedings. It appears, on board the
pirate ship he had acquired some quickness with the needle--enough, at
least, to play the part of tailor in the public eye, which was all that
was required by the nature of his vengeance. A placard was hung above
the hutch, bearing these words in something of the following
disposition:
JAMES DURIE,
FORMERLY MASTER OF BALLANTRAE.
CLOTHES NEATLY CLOUTED.
______
SECUNDRA DASS,
DECAYED GENTLEMAN OF INDIA.
FINE GOLDSMITH WORK.
Underneath this, when he had a job, my gentleman sat withinside
tailor-wise and busily stitching. I say, when he had a job; but such
customers as came were rather for Secundra, and the Master's sewing
would be more in the manner of Penelope's. He could never have designed
to gain even butter to his bread by such a means of livelihood: enough
for him that there was the name of Durie dragged in the dirt on the
placard, and the sometime heir of that proud family set up cross-legged
in public for a reproach upon his brother's meanness. And in so far his
device succeeded that there was murmuring in the town and a party formed
highly inimical to my lord. My lord's favour with the Governor laid him
more open on the other side; my lady (who was never so well received in
the colony) met with painful innuendoes; in a party of women, where it
would be the topic most natural to introduce, she was almost debarred
from the naming of needle-work; and I have seen her return with a
flushed countenance, and vow that she would go abroad no more.
In the meanwhile my lord dwelled in his decent mansion, immersed in
farming; a popular man with his intimates, and careless or unconscious
of the rest. He laid on flesh; had a bright, busy face; even the heat
seemed to prosper with him; and my lady--in despite of her own
annoyances--daily blessed Heaven her father should have left her such a
paradise. She had looked on from a window upon the Master's humiliation;
and from that hour appeared to feel at ease. I was not so sure myself;
as time went on, there seemed to me a something not quite wholesome in
my lord's condition. Happy he was, beyond a doubt, but the grounds of
this felicity were secret; even in the bosom of his family he brooded
with manifest delight upon some private thought; and I conceived at last
the suspicion (quite unworthy of us both) that he kept a mistress
somewhere in the town. Yet he went little abroad, and his day was very
fully occupied; indeed, there was but a single period, and that pretty
early in the morning, while Mr. Alexander was at his lesson-book, of
which I was not certain of the disposition. It should be borne in mind,
in the defence of that which I now did, that I was always in some fear
my lord was not quite justly in his reason; and with our enemy sitting
so still in the same town with us, I did well to be upon my guard.
Accordingly I made a pretext, had the hour changed at which I taught Mr.
Alexander the foundation of ciphering and the mathematic, and set myself
instead to dog my master's footsteps.
Every morning, fair or foul, he took his gold-headed cane, set his hat
on the back of his head--a recent habitude, which I thought to indicate
a burning brow--and betook himself to make a certain circuit. At the
first his way was among pleasant trees and beside a graveyard, where he
would sit a while, if the day were fine, in meditation. Presently the
path turned down to the water-side, and came back along the
harbour-front and past the Master's booth. As he approached this second
part of his circuit, my Lord Durrisdeer began to pace more leisurely,
like a man delighted with the air and scene; and before the booth,
half-way between that and the water's edge, would pause a little,
leaning on his staff. It was the hour when the Master sate within upon
his board and plied his needle. So these two brothers would gaze upon
each other with hard faces; and then my lord move on again, smiling to
himself.
It was but twice that I must stoop to that ungrateful necessity of
playing spy. I was then certain of my lord's purpose in his rambles and
of the secret source of his delight. Here was his mistress: it was
hatred and not love that gave him healthful colours. Some moralists
might have been relieved by the discovery; I confess that I was
dismayed. I found this situation of two brethren not only odious in
itself, but big with possibilities of further evil; and I made it my
practice, in so far as many occupations would allow, to go by a shorter
path and be secretly present at their meeting. Coming down one day a
little late, after I had been near a week prevented, I was struck with
surprise to find a new development. I should say there was a bench
against the Master's house, where customers might sit to parley with the
shopman; and here I found my lord seated, nursing his cane and looking
pleasantly forth upon the bay. Not three feet from him sate the Master,
stitching. Neither spoke; nor (in this new situation) did my lord so
much as cast a glance at his enemy. He tasted his neighbourhood, I must
suppose, less indirectly in the bare proximity of person; and, without
doubt, drank deep of hateful pleasures.
He had no sooner come away than I openly joined him.
"My lord, my lord," said I, "this is no manner of behaviour."
"I grow fat upon it," he replied: and not merely the words, which were
strange enough, but the whole character of his expression, shocked me.
"I warn you, my lord, against this indulgency of evil feeling," said I.
"I know not to which it is more perilous, the soul or the reason; but
you go the way to murder both."
"You cannot understand," said he. "You had never such mountains of
bitterness upon your heart."
"And if it were no more," I added, "you will surely goad the man to some
extremity."
"To the contrary; I am breaking his spirit," says my lord.
Every morning for hard upon a week my lord took his same place upon the
bench. It was a pleasant place, under the green acacias, with a sight
upon the bay and shipping, and a sound (from some way off) of mariners
singing at their employ. Here the two sate without speech or any
external movement, beyond that of the needle, or the Master biting off a
thread, for he still clung to his pretence of industry; and here I made
a point to join them, wondering at myself and my companions. If any of
my lord's friends went by, he would hail them cheerfully, and cry out he
was there to give some good advice to his brother, who was now (to his
delight) grown quite industrious. And even this the Master accepted with
a steady countenance; what was in his mind, God knows, or perhaps Satan
only.
All of a sudden, on a still day of what they call the Indian Summer,
when the woods were changed into gold and pink and scarlet, the Master
laid down his needle and burst into a fit of merriment. I think he must
have been preparing it a long while in silence, for the note in itself
was pretty naturally pitched; but breaking suddenly from so extreme a
silence, and in circumstances so averse from mirth, it sounded ominously
on my ear.
"Henry," said he, "I have for once made a false step, and for once you
have had the wit to profit by it. The farce of the cobbler ends to-day;
and I confess to you (with my compliments) that you have had the best of
it. Blood will out; and you have certainly a choice idea of how to make
yourself unpleasant."
Never a word said my lord; it was just as though the Master had not
broken silence.
"Come," resumed the Master, "do not be sulky; it will spoil your
attitude. You can now afford (believe me) to be a little gracious; for I
have not merely a defeat to accept. I had meant to continue this
performance till I had gathered enough money for a certain purpose; I
confess ingenuously I have not the courage. You naturally desire my
absence from this town; I have come round by another way to the same
idea. And I have a proposition to make; or, if your lordship prefers, a
favour to ask."
"Ask it," says my lord.
"You may have heard that I had once in this country a considerable
treasure," returned the Master; "it matters not whether or no--such is
the fact; and I was obliged to bury it in a spot of which I have
sufficient indications. To the recovery of this has my ambition now come
down; and, as it is my own, you will not grudge it me."
"Go and get it," says my lord. "I shall make no opposition."
"Yes," said the Master; "but to do so I must find men and carriage. The
way is long and rough, and the country infested with wild Indians.
Advance me only so much as shall be needful: either as a lump sum, in
lieu of my allowance; or, if you prefer it, as a loan, which I shall
repay on my return. And then, if you so decide, you may have seen the
last of me."
My lord stared him steadily in the eyes; there was a hard smile upon his
face, but he uttered nothing.
"Henry," said the Master, with a formidable quietness, and drawing at
the same time somewhat back--"Henry, I had the honour to address you."
"Let us be stepping homeward," says my lord to me, who was plucking at
his sleeve; and with that he rose, stretched himself, settled his hat,
and, still without a syllable of response, began to walk steadily along
the shore.
I hesitated a while between the two brothers, so serious a climax did we
seem to have reached. But the Master had resumed his occupation, his
eyes lowered, his hand seemingly as deft as ever; and I decided to
pursue my lord.
"Are you mad?" I cried, so soon as I had overtook him. "Would you cast
away so fair an opportunity?"
"Is it possible you should still believe in him?" inquired my lord,
almost with a sneer.
"I wish him forth of this town!" I cried. "I wish him anywhere and
anyhow but as he is."
"I have said my say," returned my lord, "and you have said yours. There
let it rest."
But I was bent on dislodging the Master. That sight of him patiently
returning to his needlework was more than my imagination could digest.
There was never a man made, and the Master the least of any, that could
accept so long a series of insults. The air smelt blood to me. And I
vowed there should be no neglect of mine if, through any chink of
possibility, crime could be yet turned aside. That same day, therefore,
I came to my lord in his business room, where he sat upon some trivial
occupation.
"My lord," said I, "I have found a suitable investment for my small
economies. But these are unhappily in Scotland; it will take some time
to lift them, and the affair presses. Could your lordship see his way to
advance me the amount against my note?"
He read me a while with keen eyes. "I have never inquired into the state
of your affairs, Mackellar," says he. "Beyond the amount of your
caution, you may not be worth a farthing, for what I know."
"I have been a long while in your service, and never told a lie, nor yet
asked a favour for myself," said I, "until to-day."
"A favour for the Master," he returned quietly. "Do you take me for a
fool, Mackellar? Understand it once and for all, I treat this beast in
my own way; fear nor favour shall not move me; and before I am
hoodwinked, it will require a trickster less transparent than yourself.
I ask service, loyal service; not that you should make and mar behind my
back, and steal my own money to defeat me."
"My lord," said I, "these are very unpardonable expressions."
"Think once more, Mackellar," he replied; "and you will see they fit the
fact. It is your own subterfuge that is unpardonable. Deny (if you can)
that you designed this money to evade my orders with, and I will ask
your pardon freely. If you cannot, you must have the resolution to hear
your conduct go by its own name."
"If you think I had any design but to save you----" I began.
"O! my old friend," said he, "you know very well what I think! Here is
my hand to you with all my heart; but of money, not one rap."
Defeated upon this side, I went straight to my room, wrote a letter, ran
with it to the harbour, for I knew a ship was on the point of sailing;
and came to the Master's door a little before dusk. Entering without the
form of any knock, I found him sitting with his Indian at a simple meal
of maize porridge with some milk. The house within was clean and poor;
only a few books upon a shelf distinguished it, and (in one corner)
Secundra's little bench.
"Mr. Bally," said I, "I have near five hundred pounds laid by in
Scotland, the economies of a hard life. A letter goes by yon ship to
have it lifted. Have so much patience till the return ship comes in, and
it is all yours, upon the same condition you offered to my lord this
morning."
He rose from the table, came forward, took me by the shoulders, and
looked me in the face, smiling.
"And yet you are very fond of money!" said he. "And yet you love money
beyond all things else, except my brother!"
"I fear old age and poverty," said I, "which is another matter."
"I will never quarrel for a name. Call it so," he replied.--"Ah!
Mackellar, Mackellar, if this were done from any love to me, how gladly
would I close upon your offer!"
"And yet," I eagerly answered--"I say it to my shame, but I cannot see
you in this poor place without compunction. It is not my single
thought, nor my first; and yet it's there! I would gladly see you
delivered. I do not offer it in love, and far from that; but, as God
judges me--and I wonder at it too!--quite without enmity."
"Ah!" says he, still holding my shoulders, and now gently shaking me,
"you think of me more than you suppose. 'And I wonder at it too,'" he
added, repeating my expression and, I suppose, something of my voice.
"You are an honest man, and for that cause I spare you."
"Spare me?" I cried.
"Spare you," he repeated, letting me go and turning away. And then,
fronting me once more: "You little know what I would do with it,
Mackellar! Did you think I had swallowed my defeat indeed? Listen: my
life has been a series of unmerited cast-backs. That fool, Prince
Charlie, mismanaged a most promising affair: there fell my first
fortune. In Paris I had my foot once more high up on the ladder: that
time it was an accident; a letter came to the wrong hand, and I was bare
again. A third time I found my opportunity; I built up a place for
myself in India with an infinite patience; and then Clive came, my rajah
was swallowed up, and I escaped out of the convulsion, like another
Æneas, with Secundra Dass upon my back. Three times I have had my hand
upon the highest station: and I am not yet three-and-forty. I know the
world as few men know it when they come to die--Court and camp, the East
and the West; I know where to go, I see a thousand openings. I am now at
the height of my resources, sound of health, of inordinate ambition.
Well, all this I resign; I care not if I die, and the world never hear
of me; I care only for one thing, and that I will have. Mind yourself;
lest, when the roof falls, you, too, should be crushed under the ruins."
* * * * *
As I came out of his house, all hope of intervention quite destroyed, I
was aware of a stir on the harbour-side, and, raising my eyes, there
was a great ship newly come to anchor. It seems strange I could have
looked upon her with so much indifference, for she brought death to the
brothers of Durrisdeer. After all the desperate episodes of this
contention, the insults, the opposing interests, the fraternal duel in
the shrubbery, it was reserved for some poor devil in Grub Street,
scribbling for his dinner, and not caring what he scribbled, to cast a
spell across four thousand miles of the salt sea, and send forth both
these brothers into savage and wintry deserts, there to die. But such a
thought was distant from my mind; and while all the provincials were
fluttered about me by the unusual animation of their port, I passed
throughout their midst on my return homeward, quite absorbed in the
recollection of my visit and the Master's speech.
The same night there was brought to us from the ship a little packet of
pamphlets. The next day my lord was under engagement to go with the
Governor upon some party of pleasure; the time was nearly due, and I
left him for a moment alone in his room and skimming through the
pamphlets. When I returned, his head had fallen upon the table, his arms
lying abroad amongst the crumpled papers.
"My lord, my lord!" I cried as I ran forward, for I supposed he was in
some fit.
He sprang up like a figure upon wires, his countenance deformed with
fury, so that in a strange place I should scarce have known him. His
hand at the same time flew above his head, as though to strike me down.
"Leave me alone!" he screeched, and I fled, as fast as my shaking legs
would bear me, for my lady. She, too, lost no time; but when we
returned, he had the door locked within, and only cried to us from the
other side to leave him be. We looked in each other's faces, very
white--each supposing the blow had come at last.
"I will write to the Governor to excuse him," says she. "We must keep
our strong friends." But when she took up the pen it flew out of her
fingers. "I cannot write," said she. "Can you?"
"I will make a shift, my lady," said I.
She looked over me as I wrote. "That will do," she said, when I had
done. "Thank God, Mackellar, I have you to lean upon! But what can it be
now? What, what can it be?"
In my own mind I believed there was no explanation possible, and none
required; it was my fear that the man's madness had now simply burst
forth its way, like the long-smothered flames of a volcano; but to this
(in mere mercy to my lady) I durst not give expression.
"It is more to the purpose to consider our own behaviour," said I. "Must
we leave him there alone?"
"I do not dare disturb him," she replied. "Nature may know best; it may
be Nature that cries to be alone; and we grope in the dark. O yes, I
would leave him as he is."
"I will, then, despatch this letter, my lady, and return here, if you
please, to sit with you," said I.
"Pray do," cries my lady.
All afternoon we sat together, mostly in silence, watching my lord's
door. My own mind was busy with the scene that had just passed, and its
singular resemblance to my vision. I must say a word upon this, for the
story has gone abroad with great exaggeration, and I have even seen it
printed, and my own name referred to for particulars. So much was the
same: here was my lord in a room, with his head upon the table, and when
he raised his face, it wore such an expression as distressed me to the
soul. But the room was different, my lord's attitude at the table not at
all the same, and his face, when he disclosed it, expressed a painful
degree of fury instead of that haunting despair which had always (except
once, already referred to) characterised it in the vision. There is the
whole truth at last before the public; and if the differences be great,
the coincidence was yet enough to fill me with uneasiness. All
afternoon, as I say, I sat and pondered upon this quite to myself; for
my lady had trouble of her own, and it was my last thought to vex her
with fancies. About the midst of our time of waiting, she conceived an
ingenious scheme, had Mr. Alexander fetched, and bid him knock at his
father's door. My lord sent the boy about his business, but without the
least violence, whether of manner or expression; so that I began to
entertain a hope the fit was over.
At last, as the night fell and I was lighting a lamp that stood there
trimmed, the door opened and my lord stood within upon the threshold.
The light was not so strong that we could read his countenance; when he
spoke, methought his voice a little altered, but yet perfectly steady.
"Mackellar," said he, "carry this note to its destination with your own
hand. It is highly private. Find the person alone when you deliver it."
"Henry," says my lady, "you are not ill?"
"No, no," says he querulously, "I am occupied. Not at all; I am only
occupied. It is a singular thing a man must be supposed to be ill when
he has any business! Send me supper to this room, and a basket of wine:
I expect the visit of a friend. Otherwise I am not to be disturbed."
And with that he once more shut himself in.
The note was addressed to one Captain Harris, at a tavern on the
port-side. I knew Harris (by reputation) for a dangerous adventurer,
highly suspected of piracy in the past, and now following the rude
business of an Indian trader. What my lord should have to say to him, or
he to my lord, it passed my imagination to conceive: or yet how my lord
had heard of him, unless by a disgraceful trial from which the man was
recently escaped. Altogether I went upon the errand with reluctance, and
from the little I saw of the captain, returned from it with sorrow. I
found him in a foul-smelling chamber, sitting by a guttering candle and
an empty bottle; he had the remains of a military carriage, or rather
perhaps it was an affectation, for his manners were low.
"Tell my lord, with my service, that I will wait upon his lordship in
the inside of half an hour," says he when he had read the note; and then
had the servility, pointing to his empty bottle, to propose that I
should buy him liquor.
Although I returned with my best speed, the captain followed close upon
my heels, and he stayed late into the night. The cock was crowing a
second time when I saw (from my chamber window) my lord lighting him to
the gate, both men very much affected with their potations, and
sometimes leaning one upon the other to confabulate. Yet the next
morning my lord was abroad again early with a hundred pounds of money in
his pocket. I never supposed that he returned with it; and yet I was
quite sure it did not find its way to the Master, for I lingered all
morning within view of the booth. That was the last time my Lord
Durrisdeer passed his own enclosure till we left New York; he walked in
his barn, or sat and talked with his family, all much as usual; but the
town saw nothing of him, and his daily visits to the Master seemed
forgotten. Nor yet did Harris reappear; or not until the end.
I was now much oppressed with a sense of the mysteries in which we had
begun to move. It was plain, if only from his change of habitude, my
lord had something on his mind of a grave nature; but what it was,
whence it sprang, or why he should now keep the house and garden, I
could make no guess at. It was clear, even to probation, the pamphlets
had some share in this revolution; I read all I could find, and they
were all extremely insignificant, and of the usual kind of party
scurrility; even to a high politician, I could spy out no particular
matter of offence, and my lord was a man rather indifferent on public
questions. The truth is, the pamphlet which was the spring of this
affair lay all the time on my lord's bosom. There it was that I found
it at last, after he was dead, in the midst of the north wilderness: in
such a place, in such dismal circumstances, I was to read for the first
time these idle, lying words of a Whig pamphleteer declaiming against
indulgency to Jacobites:--"Another notorious Rebel, the _M----r_ of
_B----e_, is to have his Title restored," the passage ran. "This
Business has been long in hand, since he rendered some very disgraceful
Services in Scotland and France. His Brother, _L----d_ _D----r_, is
known to be no better than himself in Inclination; and the supposed
Heir, who is now to be set aside, was bred up in the most detestable
Principles. In the old Phrase, it is _six of the one and half a dozen of
the other_; but the Favour of such a Reposition is too extreme to be
passed over." A man in his right wits could not have cared two straws
for a tale so manifestly false; that Government should ever entertain
the notion was inconceivable to any reasoning creature, unless possibly
the fool that penned it; and my lord, though never brilliant, was ever
remarkable for sense. That he should credit such a rodomontade, and
carry the pamphlet on his bosom and the words in his heart, is the clear
proof of the man's lunacy. Doubtless the mere mention of Mr. Alexander,
and the threat directly held out against the child's succession,
precipitated that which had so long impended. Or else my master had been
truly mad for a long time, and we were too dull or too much used to him,
and did not perceive the extent of his infirmity.
About a week after the day of the pamphlets I was late upon the
harbour-side, and took a turn towards the Master's, as I often did. The
door opened, a flood of light came forth upon the road, and I beheld a
man taking his departure with friendly salutations. I cannot say how
singularly I was shaken to recognise the adventurer Harris. I could not
but conclude it was the hand of my lord that had brought him there; and
prolonged my walk in very serious and apprehensive thought. It was late
when I came home, and there was my lord making up his portmanteau for a
voyage.
"Why do you come so late?" he cried. "We leave to-morrow for Albany, you
and I together; and it is high time you were about your preparations."
"For Albany, my lord?" I cried. "And for what earthly purpose?"
"Change of scene," said he.
And my lady, who appeared to have been weeping, gave me the signal to
obey without more parley. She told me a little later (when we found
occasion to exchange some words) that he had suddenly announced his
intention after a visit from Captain Harris, and her best endeavours,
whether to dissuade him from the journey, or to elicit some explanation
of its purpose, had alike proved unavailing.
CHAPTER XI
THE JOURNEY IN THE WILDERNESS
We made a prosperous voyage up that fine river of the Hudson, the
weather grateful, the hills singularly beautified with the colours of
the autumn. At Albany we had our residence at an inn, where I was not so
blind and my lord not so cunning but what I could see he had some design
to hold me prisoner. The work he found for me to do was not so pressing
that we should transact it apart from necessary papers in the chamber of
an inn; nor was it of such importance that I should be set upon as many
as four or five scrolls of the same document. I submitted in appearance;
but I took private measures on my own side, and had the news of the town
communicated to me daily by the politeness of our host. In this way I
received at last a piece of intelligence for which, I may say, I had
been waiting. Captain Harris (I was told) with "Mr. Mountain, the
trader," had gone by up the river in a boat. I would have feared the
landlord's eye, so strong the sense of some complicity upon my master's
part oppressed me. But I made out to say I had some knowledge of the
captain, although none of Mr. Mountain, and to inquire who else was of
the party. My informant knew not; Mr. Mountain had come ashore upon some
needful purchases; had gone round the town buying, drinking, and
prating; and it seemed the party went upon some likely venture, for he
had spoken much of great things he would do when he returned. No more
was known, for none of the rest had come ashore, and it seemed they were
pressed for time to reach a certain spot before the snow should fall.
And sure enough, the next day there fell a sprinkle even in Albany; but
it passed as it came, and was but a reminder of what lay before us. I
thought of it lightly then, knowing so little as I did of that inclement
province: the retrospect is different; and I wonder at times if some of
the horror of these events which I must now rehearse flowed not from the
foul skies and savage winds to which we were exposed, and the agony of
cold that we must suffer.
The boat having passed by, I thought at first we should have left the
town. But no such matter. My lord continued his stay in Albany, where he
had no ostensible affairs, and kept me by him, far from my due
employment, and making a pretence of occupation. It is upon this passage
I expect, and perhaps deserve, censure. I was not so dull but what I had
my own thoughts. I could not see the Master entrust himself into the
hands of Harris, and not suspect some underhand contrivance. Harris bore
a villainous reputation, and he had been tampered with in private by my
lord; Mountain, the trader, proved, upon inquiry, to be another of the
same kidney; the errand they were all gone upon being the recovery of
ill-gotten treasures, offered in itself a very strong incentive to foul
play; and the character of the country where they journeyed promised
impunity to deeds of blood. Well: it is true I had all these thoughts
and fears, and guesses of the Master's fate. But you are to consider I
was the same man that sought to dash him from the bulwarks of a ship in
the mid-sea; the same that, a little before, very impiously but
sincerely offered God a bargain, seeking to hire God to be my bravo. It
is true again that I had a good deal melted towards our enemy. But this
I always thought of as a weakness of the flesh, and even culpable; my
mind remaining steady and quite bent against him. True, yet again, that
it was one thing to assume on my own shoulders the guilt and danger of a
criminal attempt, and another to stand by and see my lord imperil and
besmirch himself. But this was the very ground of my inaction. For
(should I anyway stir in the business) I might fail indeed to save the
Master, but I could not miss to make a byword of my lord.
Thus it was that I did nothing; and upon the same reasons, I am still
strong to justify my course. My lord had carried with him several
introductions to chief people of the town and neighbourhood; others he
had before encountered in New York: with this consequence, that he went
much abroad, and I am sorry to say was altogether too convivial in his
habits. I was often in bed, but never asleep, when he returned; and
there was scarce a night when he did not betray the influence of liquor.
By day he would still lay upon me endless tasks, which he showed
considerable ingenuity to fish up and renew, in the manner of Penelope's
web. I never refused, as I say, for I was hired to do his bidding; but I
took no pains to keep my penetration under a bushel, and would sometimes
smile in his face.
"I think I must be the devil and you Michael Scott," I said to him one
day. "I have bridged Tweed and split the Eildons; and now you set me to
the rope of sand."
He looked at me with shining eyes, and looked away again, his jaw
chewing, but without words.
"Well, well, my lord," said I, "your will is my pleasure. I will do this
thing for the fourth time; but I would beg of you to invent another task
against to-morrow, for by my troth, I am weary of this one."
"You do not know what you are saying," returned my lord, putting on his
hat and turning his back to me. "It is a strange thing you should take a
pleasure to annoy me. A friend--but that is a different affair. It is a
strange thing. I am a man that has had ill-fortune all my life through.
I am still surrounded by contrivances. I am always treading in plots,"
he burst out. "The whole world is banded against me."
"I would not talk wicked nonsense if I were you," said I; "but I will
tell you what I _would_ do--I would put my head in cold water, for you
had more last night than you could carry."
"Do ye think that?" said he, with a manner of interest highly awakened.
"Would that be good for me? It's a thing I never tried."
"I mind the days when you had no call to try, and I wish, my lord, that
they were back again," said I. "But the plain truth is, if you continue
to exceed, you will do yourself a mischief."
"I don't appear to carry drink the way I used to," said my lord. "I get
overtaken, Mackellar. But I will be more upon my guard."
"That is what I would ask of you," I replied. "You are to bear in mind
that you are Mr. Alexander's father: give the bairn a chance to carry
his name with some responsibility."
"Ay, ay," said he. "Ye're a very sensible man, Mackellar, and have been
long in my employ. But I think, if you have nothing more to say to me I
will be stepping. If you have nothing more to say?" he added, with that
burning, childish eagerness that was now so common with the man.
"No, my lord, I have nothing more," said I, drily enough.
"Then I think I will be stepping," says my lord, and stood and looked at
me, fidgeting with his hat, which he had taken off again. "I suppose you
will have no errands? No? I am to meet Sir William Johnson, but I will
be more upon my guard." He was silent for a time, and then, smiling: "Do
you call to mind a place, Mackellar--it's a little below Eagles--where
the burn runs very deep under a wood of rowans? I mind being there when
I was a lad--dear, it comes over me like an old song!--I was after the
fishing, and I made a bonny cast. Eh, but I was happy. I wonder,
Mackellar, why I am never happy now?"
"My lord," said I, "if you would drink with more moderation you would
have the better chance. It is an old byword that the bottle is a false
consoler."
"No doubt," said he, "no doubt. Well, I think I will be going."
"Good-morning, my lord," said I.
"Good-morning, good-morning," said he, and so got himself at last from
the apartment.
I give that for a fair specimen of my lord in the morning and I must
have described my patron very ill if the reader does not perceive a
notable falling off. To behold the man thus fallen: to know him accepted
among his companions for a poor, muddled toper, welcome (if he were
welcome at all) for the bare consideration of his title; and to recall
the virtues he had once displayed against such odds of fortune; was not
this a thing at once to rage and to be humbled at?
In his cups, he was more excessive. I will give but the one scene, close
upon the end, which is strongly marked upon my memory to this day, and
at the time affected me almost with horror.
I was in bed, lying there awake, when I heard him stumbling on the stair
and singing. My lord had no gift of music, his brother had all the
graces of the family, so that when I say singing, you are to understand
a manner of high, carolling utterance, which was truly neither speech
nor song. Something not unlike is to be heard upon the lips of children,
ere they learn shame; from those of a man grown elderly it had a strange
effect. He opened the door with noisy precaution; peered in, shading his
candle; conceived me to slumber; entered, set his light upon the table,
and took off his hat. I saw him very plain; a high, feverish exultation
appeared to boil in his veins, and he stood and smiled and smirked upon
the candle. Presently he lifted up his arm, snapped his fingers, and
fell to undress. As he did so, having once more forgot my presence, he
took back to his singing; and now I could hear the words, which were
these from the old song of the "Twa Corbies" endlessly repeated:
"And over his banes when they are bare
The wind sall blaw for evermair!"
I have said there was no music in the man. His strains had no logical
succession except in so far as they inclined a little to the minor mode;
but they exercised a rude potency upon the feelings, and followed the
words, and signified the feelings of the singer with barbaric fitness.
He took it first in the time and manner of a rant; presently this
ill-favoured gleefulness abated, he began to dwell upon the notes more
feelingly, and sank at last into a degree of maudlin pathos that was to
me scarce bearable. By equal steps, the original briskness of his acts
declined; and when he was stripped to his breeches, he sat on the
bedside and fell to whimpering. I know nothing less respectable than the
tears of drunkenness, and turned my back impatiently on this poor sight.
But he had started himself (I am to suppose) on that slippery descent of
self-pity; on the which, to a man unstrung by old sorrows and recent
potations, there is no arrest except exhaustion. His tears continued to
flow, and the man to sit there, three parts naked, in the cold air of
the chamber. I twitted myself alternately with inhumanity and
sentimental weakness, now half rising in my bed to interfere, now
reading myself lessons of indifference and courting slumber, until, upon
a sudden, the _quantum mutatus ab illo_ shot into my mind; and calling
to remembrance his old wisdom, constancy, and patience, I was overborne
with a pity almost approaching the passionate, not for my master alone,
but for the sons of man.
At this I leaped from my place, went over to his side and laid a hand on
his bare shoulder, which was cold as stone. He uncovered his face and
showed it me all swollen and begrutten[10] like a child's; and at the
sight my impatience partially revived.
"Think shame to yourself," said I. "This is bairnly conduct. I might
have been snivelling myself, if I had cared to swill my belly with wine.
But I went to my bed sober like a man. Come: get into yours, and have
done with this pitiable exhibition."
"O, Mackellar," said he, "my heart is wae!"
"Wae?" cried I. "For a good cause, I think. What words were these you
sang as you came in? Show pity to others, we then can talk of pity to
yourself. You can be the one thing or the other, but I will be no party
to half-way houses. If you're a striker, strike, and if you're a
bleater, bleat!"
"Ay!" cries he, with a burst, "that's it--strike! that's talking! Man,
I've stood it all too long. But when they laid a hand upon the child,
when the child's threatened"--his momentary vigour whimpering off--"my
child, my Alexander!"--and he was at his tears again.
I took him by the shoulders and shook him. "Alexander!" said I. "Do you
even think of him? Not you! Look yourself in the face like a brave man,
and you'll find you're but a self-deceiver. The wife, the friend, the
child, they're all equally forgot, and you sunk in a mere bog of
selfishness."
"Mackellar," said he, with a wonderful return to his old manner and
appearance, "you may say what you will of me, but one thing I never
was--I was never selfish."
"I will open your eyes in your despite," said I. "How long have we been
here? and how often have you written to your family? I think this is the
first time you were ever separate: have you written at all? Do they know
if you are dead or living?"
I had caught him here too openly; it braced his better nature; there was
no more weeping, he thanked me very penitently, got to bed, and was soon
fast asleep; and the first thing he did the next morning was to sit
down and begin a letter to my lady: a very tender letter it was too,
though it was never finished. Indeed, all communication with New York
was transacted by myself; and it will be judged I had a thankless task
of it. What to tell my lady, and in what words, and how far to be false
and how far cruel, was a thing that kept me often from my slumber.
All this while, no doubt, my lord waited with growing impatiency for
news of his accomplices. Harris, it is to be thought, had promised a
high degree of expedition; the time was already overpast when word was
to be looked for; and suspense was a very evil counsellor to a man of an
impaired intelligence. My lord's mind throughout this interval dwelled
almost wholly in the Wilderness, following that party with whose deeds
he had so much concern. He continually conjured up their camps and
progresses, the fashion of the country, the perpetration in a thousand
different manners of the same horrid fact, and that consequent spectacle
of the Master's bones lying scattered in the wind. These private, guilty
considerations I would continually observe to peep forth in the man's
talk, like rabbits from a hill. And it is the less wonder if the scene
of his meditations began to draw him bodily.
* * * * *
It is well known what pretext he took. Sir William Johnson had a
diplomatic errand in these parts; and my lord and I (from curiosity, as
was given out) went in his company. Sir William was well attended and
liberally supplied. Hunters brought us venison, fish was taken for us
daily in the streams, and brandy ran like water. We proceeded by day and
encamped by night in the military style; sentinels were set and changed;
every man had his named duty; and Sir William was the spring of all.
There was much in this that might at times have entertained me; but, for
our misfortune, the weather was extremely harsh, the days were in the
beginning open, but the nights frosty from the first. A painful keen
wind blew most of the time, so that we sat in the boat with blue
fingers, and at night, as we scorched our faces at the fire, the clothes
upon our back appeared to be of paper. A dreadful solitude surrounded
our steps; the land was quite dispeopled, there was no smoke of fires;
and save for a single boat of merchants on the second day, we met no
travellers. The season was indeed late, but this desertion of the
waterways impressed Sir William himself; and I have heard him more than
once express a sense of intimidation. "I have come too late, I fear;
they must have dug up the hatchet," he said; and the future proved how
justly he had reasoned.
I could never depict the blackness of my soul upon this journey. I have
none of those minds that are in love with the unusual: to see the winter
coming and to lie in the field so far from any house, oppressed me like
a nightmare; it seemed, indeed, a kind of awful braving of God's power;
and this thought, which I daresay only writes me down a coward, was
greatly exaggerated by my private knowledge of the errand we were come
upon. I was besides encumbered by my duties to Sir William, whom it fell
upon me to entertain; for my lord was quite sunk into a state bordering
on _pervigilium_, watching the woods with a rapt eye, sleeping scarce at
all, and speaking sometimes not twenty words in a whole day. That which
he said was still coherent; but it turned almost invariably upon the
party for whom he kept his crazy look-out. He would tell Sir William
often, and always as if it were a new communication, that he had "a
brother somewhere in the woods," and beg that the sentinels should be
directed "to inquire for him." "I am anxious for news of my brother," he
would say. And sometimes, when we were under way, he would fancy he
spied a canoe far off upon the water or a camp on the shore, and exhibit
painful agitation. It was impossible but Sir William should be struck
with these singularities; and at last he led me aside, and hinted his
uneasiness. I touched my head and shook it; quite rejoiced to prepare a
little testimony against possible disclosures.
"But in that case," cries Sir William, "is it wise to let him go at
large?"
"Those that know him best," said I, "are persuaded that he should be
humoured."
"Well, well," replied Sir William, "it is none of my affairs. But if I
had understood, you would never have been here."
Our advance into this savage country had thus uneventfully proceeded for
about a week, when we encamped for a night at a place where the river
ran among considerable mountains clothed in wood. The fires were lighted
on a level space at the water's edge; and we supped and lay down to
sleep in the customary fashion. It chanced the night fell murderously
cold; the stringency of the frost seized and bit me through my
coverings, so that pain kept me wakeful; and I was afoot again before
the peep of day, crouching by the fires or trotting to and fro at the
stream's edge, to combat the aching of my limbs. At last dawn began to
break upon hoar woods and mountains, the sleepers rolled in their robes,
and the boisterous river dashing among spears of ice. I stood looking
about me, swaddled in my stiff coat of a bull's fur, and the breath
smoking from my scorched nostrils, when, upon a sudden, a singular,
eager cry rang from the borders of the wood. The sentries answered it,
the sleepers sprang to their feet; one pointed, the rest followed his
direction with their eyes, and there, upon the edge of the forest, and
betwixt two trees, we beheld the figure of a man reaching forth his
hands like one in ecstasy. The next moment he ran forward, fell on his
knees at the side of the camp, and burst in tears.
This was John Mountain, the trader, escaped from the most horrid perils;
and his first word, when he got speech, was to ask if we had seen
Secundra Dass.
"Seen what?" cries Sir William.
"No," said I, "we have seen nothing of him. Why?"
"Nothing?" says Mountain. "Then I was right after all." With that he
struck his palm upon his brow. "But what takes him back?" he cried.
"What takes the man back among dead bodies? There is some damned mystery
here."
This was a word which highly aroused our curiosity, but I shall be more
perspicacious if I narrate these incidents in their true order. Here
follows a narrative which I have compiled out of three sources, not very
consistent in all points:
_First_, a written statement by Mountain, in which everything criminal
is cleverly smuggled out of view;
_Second_, two conversations with Secundra Dass; and
_Third_, many conversations with Mountain himself, in which he was
pleased to be entirely plain; for the truth is he regarded me as an
accomplice.
NARRATIVE OF THE TRADER, MOUNTAIN
The crew that went up the river under the joint command of Captain
Harris and the Master numbered in all nine persons, of whom (if I except
Secundra Dass) there was not one that had not merited the gallows. From
Harris downward the voyagers were notorious in that colony for
desperate, bloody-minded miscreants; some were reputed pirates, the most
hawkers of rum; all ranters and drinkers; all fit associates, embarking
together without remorse, upon this treacherous and murderous design. I
could not hear there was much discipline or any set captain in the gang;
but Harris and four others, Mountain himself, two Scotsmen--Pinkerton
and Hastie--and a man of the name of Hicks, a drunken shoemaker, put
their heads together and agreed upon the course. In a material sense,
they were well provided; and the Master in particular brought with him a
tent where he might enjoy some privacy and shelter.
Even this small indulgence told against him in the minds of his
companions. But indeed he was in a position so entirely false (and even
ridiculous) that all his habit of command and arts of pleasing were here
thrown away. In the eyes of all, except Secundra Dass, he figured as a
common gull and designated victim; going unconsciously to death; yet he
could not but suppose himself the contriver and the leader of the
expedition; he could scarce help but so conduct himself; and at the
least hint of authority or condescension, his deceivers would be
laughing in their sleeves. I was so used to see and to conceive him in a
high, authoritative attitude, that when I had conceived his position on
this journey, I was pained and could have blushed. How soon he may have
entertained a first surmise, we cannot know; but it was long, and the
party had advanced into the Wilderness beyond the reach of any help, ere
he was fully awakened to the truth.
It fell thus. Harris and some others had drawn apart into the woods for
consultation, when they were startled by a rustling in the brush. They
were all accustomed to the arts of Indian warfare, and Mountain had not
only lived and hunted, but fought and earned some reputation, with the
savages. He could move in the woods without noise, and follow a trail
like a hound; and upon the emergence of this alert, he was deputed by
the rest to plunge into the thicket for intelligence. He was soon
convinced there was a man in his close neighbourhood, moving with
precaution but without art among the leaves and branches; and coming
shortly to a place of advantage, he was able to observe Secundra Dass
crawling briskly off with many backward glances. At this he knew not
whether to laugh or cry; and his accomplices, when he had returned and
reported, were in much the same dubiety. There was now no danger of an
Indian onslaught; but on the other hand, since Secundra Dass was at the
pains to spy upon them, it was highly probable he knew English, and if
he knew English it was certain the whole of their design was in the
Master's knowledge. There was one singularity in the position. If
Secundra Dass knew and concealed his knowledge of English, Harris was a
proficient in several of the tongues of India, and as his career in that
part of the world had been a great deal worse than profligate, he had
not thought proper to remark upon the circumstance. Each side had thus a
spy-hole on the counsels of the other. The plotters, so soon as this
advantage was explained, returned to camp; Harris, hearing the
Hindustani was once more closeted with his master, crept to the side of
the tent; and the rest, sitting about the fire with their tobacco,
awaited his report with impatience. When he came at last, his face was
very black. He had overheard enough to confirm the worst of his
suspicions. Secundra Dass was a good English scholar; he had been some
days creeping and listening, the Master was now fully informed of the
conspiracy, and the pair proposed on the morrow to fall out of line at a
carrying place and plunge at a venture in the woods: preferring the full
risk of famine, savage beasts, and savage men to their position in the
midst of traitors.
What, then, was to be done? Some were for killing the Master on the
spot; but Harris assured them that would be a crime without profit,
since the secret of the treasure must die along with him that buried it.
Others were for desisting at once from the whole enterprise and making
for New York; but the appetising name of treasure, and the thought of
the long way they had already travelled, dissuaded the majority. I
imagine they were dull fellows for the most part. Harris, indeed, had
some acquirements, Mountain was no fool, Hastie was an educated man; but
even these had manifestly failed in life, and the rest were the dregs of
colonial rascality. The conclusion they reached, at least, was more the
offspring of greed and hope than reason. It was to temporise, to be wary
and watch the Master, to be silent and supply no further aliment to his
suspicions, and to depend entirely (as well as I make out) on the chance
that their victim was as greedy, hopeful, and irrational as themselves,
and might, after all, betray his life and treasure.
Twice in the course of the next day Secundra and the Master must have
appeared to themselves to have escaped; and twice they were
circumvented. The Master, save that the second time he grew a little
pale, displayed no sign of disappointment, apologised for the stupidity
with which he had fallen aside, thanked his recapturers as for a
service, and rejoined the caravan with all his usual gallantry and
cheerfulness of mien and bearing. But it is certain he had smelled a
rat; for from thenceforth he and Secundra spoke only in each other's
ear, and Harris listened and shivered by the tent in vain. The same
night it was announced they were to leave the boats and proceed by foot,
a circumstance which (as it put an end to the confusion of the portages)
greatly lessened the chances of escape.
And now there began between the two sides a silent contest, for life on
the one hand, for riches on the other. They were now near that quarter
of the desert in which the Master himself must begin to play the part of
guide; and using this for a pretext of persecution, Harris and his men
sat with him every night about the fire, and laboured to entrap him into
some admission. If he let slip his secret, he knew well it was the
warrant for his death; on the other hand, he durst not refuse their
questions, and must appear to help them to the best of his capacity, or
he practically published his mistrust. And yet Mountain assures me the
man's brow was never ruffled. He sat in the midst of these jackals, his
life depending by a thread, like some easy, witty householder at home by
his own fire; an answer he had for everything--as often as not, a
jesting answer; avoided threats, evaded insults; talked, laughed, and
listened with an open countenance; and, in short, conducted himself in
such a manner as must have disarmed suspicion, and went near to stagger
knowledge. Indeed, Mountain confessed to me they would soon have
disbelieved the captain's story, and supposed their designated victim
still quite innocent of their designs; but for the fact that he
continued (however ingeniously) to give the slip to questions, and the
yet stronger confirmation of his repeated efforts to escape. The last
of these, which brought things to a head, I am now to relate. And first
I should say that by this time the temper of Harris's companions was
utterly worn out; civility was scarce pretended; and, for one very
significant circumstance, the Master and Secundra had been (on some
pretext) deprived of weapons. On their side, however, the threatened
pair kept up the parade of friendship handsomely; Secundra was all bows,
the Master all smiles; and on the last night of the truce he had even
gone so far as to sing for the diversion of the company. It was observed
that he had also eaten with unusual heartiness, and drank deep,
doubtless from design.
At least, about three in the morning, he came out of the tent into the
open air, audibly mourning and complaining, with all the manner of a
sufferer from surfeit. For some while, Secundra publicly attended on his
patron, who at last became more easy, and fell asleep on the frosty
ground behind the tent, the Indian returning within. Some time after,
the sentry was changed; had the Master pointed out to him, where he lay
in what is called a robe of buffalo: and thenceforth kept an eye upon
him (he declared) without remission. With the first of the dawn, a
draught of wind came suddenly and blew open one side the corner of the
robe; and with the same puff, the Master's hat whirled in the air and
fell some yards away. The sentry thinking it remarkable the sleeper
should not awaken, thereupon drew near; and the next moment, with a
great shout, informed the camp their prisoner was escaped. He had left
behind his Indian, who (in the first vivacity of the surprise) came near
to pay the forfeit of his life, and was, in fact, inhumanly mishandled;
but Secundra, in the midst of threats and cruelties, stuck to it with
extraordinary loyalty, that he was quite ignorant of his master's plans,
which might indeed be true, and of the manner of his escape, which was
demonstrably false. Nothing was therefore left to the conspirators but
to rely entirely on the skill of Mountain. The night had been frosty,
the ground quite hard; and the sun was no sooner up than a strong thaw
set in. It was Mountain's boast that few men could have followed that
trail, and still fewer (even of the native Indians) found it. The Master
had thus a long start before his pursuers had the scent, and he must
have travelled with surprising energy for a pedestrian so unused, since
it was near noon before Mountain had a view of him. At this conjuncture
the trader was alone, all his companions following, at his own request,
several hundred yards in the rear; he knew the Master was unarmed; his
heart was besides heated with the exercise and lust of hunting; and
seeing the quarry so close, so defenceless, and seeming so fatigued, he
vaingloriously determined to effect the capture with his single hand. A
step or two farther brought him to one margin of a little clearing; on
the other, with his arms folded and his back to a huge stone, the Master
sat. It is possible Mountain may have made a rustle, it is certain, at
least, the Master raised his head and gazed directly at that quarter of
the thicket where his hunter lay; "I could not be sure he saw me,"
Mountain said; "he just looked my way like a man with his mind made up,
and all the courage ran out of me like rum out of a bottle." And
presently, when the Master looked away again, and appeared to resume
those meditations in which he had sat immersed before the trader's
coming, Mountain slunk stealthily back and returned to seek the help of
his companions.
And now began the chapter of surprises, for the scout had scarce
informed the others of his discovery, and they were yet preparing their
weapons for a rush upon the fugitive, when the man himself appeared in
their midst, walking openly and quietly, with his hands behind his back.
"Ah, men!" says he, on his beholding them. "Here is a fortunate
encounter. Let us get back to camp."
Mountain had not mentioned his own weakness or the Master's
disconcerting gaze upon the thicket, so that (with all the rest) his
return appeared spontaneous. For all that, a hubbub arose; oaths flew,
fists were shaken, and guns pointed.
"Let us get back to camp," said the Master. "I have an explanation to
make, but it must be laid before you all. And in the meanwhile I would
put up these weapons, one of which might very easily go off and blow
away your hopes of treasure. I would not kill," says he, smiling, "the
goose with the golden eggs."
The charm of his superiority once more triumphed; and the party, in no
particular order, set off on their return. By the way, he found occasion
to get a word or two apart with Mountain.
"You are a clever fellow and a bold," says he, "but I am not so sure
that you are doing yourself justice. I would have you to consider
whether you would not do better, ay, and safer, to serve me instead of
serving so commonplace a rascal as Mr. Harris. Consider of it," he
concluded, dealing the man a gentle tap upon the shoulder, "and don't be
in haste. Dead or alive, you will find me an ill man to quarrel with."
When they were come back to the camp, where Harris and Pinkerton stood
guard over Secundra, these two ran upon the Master like viragoes, and
were amazed out of measure when they were bidden by their comrades to
"stand back and hear what the gentleman had to say." The Master had not
flinched before their onslaught; nor, at this proof of the ground he had
gained, did he betray the least sufficiency.
"Do not let us be in haste," says he. "Meat first and public speaking
after."
With that they made a hasty meal: and as soon as it was done, the
Master, leaning on one elbow, began his speech. He spoke long,
addressing himself to each except Harris, finding for each (with the
same exception) some particular flattery. He called them "bold, honest
blades," declared he had never seen a more jovial company, work better
done, or pains more merrily supported. "Well, then," says he, "some one
asks me, Why the devil I ran away? But that is scarce worth answer, for
I think you all know pretty well. But you know only pretty well: that is
a point I shall arrive at presently, and be you ready to remark it when
it comes. There is a traitor here: a double traitor: I will give you his
name before I am done; and let that suffice for now. But here comes some
other gentleman and asks me, 'Why, in the devil, I came back?' Well,
before I answer that question, I have one to put to you. It was this cur
here, this Harris, that speaks Hindustani?" cries he, rising on one knee
and pointing fair at the man's face, with a gesture indescribably
menacing; and when he had been answered in the affirmative, "Ah!" says
he, "then are all my suspicions verified, and I did rightly to come
back. Now, men, hear the truth for the first time." Thereupon he
launched forth in a long story, told with extraordinary skill, how he
had all along suspected Harris, how he had found the confirmation of his
fears, and how Harris must have misrepresented what passed between
Secundra and himself. At this point he made a bold stroke with excellent
effect. "I suppose," says he, "you think you are going shares with
Harris, I suppose you think you will see to that yourselves; you would
naturally not think so flat a rogue could cozen you. But have a care!
These half-idiots have a sort of cunning, as the skunk has its stench;
and it may be news to you that Harris has taken care of himself already.
Yes, for him the treasure is all money in the bargain. You must find it
or go starve. But he has been paid beforehand; my brother paid him to
destroy me; look at him if you doubt--look at him, grinning and gulping,
a detected thief!" Thence, having made this happy impression, he
explained how he had escaped, and thought better of it, and at last
concluded to come back, lay the truth before the company, and take his
chance with them once more: persuaded as he was, they would instantly
depose Harris and elect some other leader. "There is the whole truth,"
said he: "and, with one exception, I put myself entirely in your hands.
What is the exception? There he sits," he cried, pointing once more to
Harris; "a man that has to die! Weapons and conditions are all one to
me; put me face to face with him, and if you give me nothing but a
stick, in five minutes I will show you a sop of broken carrion, fit for
dogs to roll in."
It was dark night when he made an end; they had listened in almost
perfect silence; but the firelight scarce permitted any one to judge,
from the look of his neighbours, with what result of persuasion or
conviction. Indeed, the Master had set himself in the brightest place,
and kept his face there, to be the centre of men's eyes: doubtless on a
profound calculation. Silence followed for a while, and presently the
whole party became involved in disputation: the Master lying on his
back, with his hands knit under his head and one knee flung across the
other, like a person unconcerned in the result. And here, I daresay, his
bravado carried him too far and prejudiced his case. At least, after a
cast or two back and forward, opinion settled finally against him. It's
possible he hoped to repeat the business of the pirate ship, and be
himself, perhaps, on hard enough conditions, elected leader; and things
went so far that way that Mountain actually threw out the proposition.
But the rock he split upon was Hastie. This fellow was not well liked,
being sour and slow, with an ugly, glowering disposition, but he had
studied some time for the Church at Edinburgh College, before
ill-conduct had destroyed his prospects, and he now remembered and
applied what he had learned. Indeed, he had not proceeded very far, when
the Master rolled carelessly upon one side, which was done (in
Mountain's opinion) to conceal the beginnings of despair upon his
countenance. Hastie dismissed the most of what they had heard as nothing
to the matter: what they wanted was the treasure. All that was said of
Harris might be true, and they would have to see to that in time. But
what had that to do with the treasure? They had heard a vast of words;
but the truth was just this, that Mr. Durie was damnably frightened and
had several times run off. Here he was--whether caught or come back was
all one to Hastie: the point was to make an end of the business. As for
the talk of deposing and electing captains, he hoped they were all free
men and could attend their own affairs. That was dust flung in their
eyes, and so was the proposal to fight Harris. "He shall fight no one in
this camp, I can tell him that," said Hastie. "We had trouble enough to
get his arms away from him, and we should look pretty fools to give them
back again. But if it's excitement the gentleman is after, I can supply
him with more than perhaps he cares about. For I have no intention to
spend the remainder of my life in these mountains; already I have been
too long; and I propose that he should immediately tell us where that
treasure is, or else immediately be shot. And there," says he, producing
his weapon, "there is the pistol that I mean to use."
"Come, I call you a man," cries the Master, sitting up and looking at
the speaker with an air of admiration.
"I didn't ask you to call me anything," returned Hastie; "which is it to
be?"
"That's an idle question," said the Master. "Needs must when the devil
drives. The truth is we are within easy walk of the place, and I will
show it you to-morrow."
With that, as if all were quite settled, and settled exactly to his
mind, he walked off to his tent, whither Secundra had preceded him.
I cannot think of these last turns and wriggles of my old enemy, except
with admiration; scarce even pity is mingled with the sentiment, so
strongly the man supported, so boldly resisted his misfortunes. Even at
that hour, when he perceived himself quite lost, when he saw he had but
effected an exchange of enemies, and overthrown Harris to set Hastie
up, no sign of weakness appeared in his behaviour, and he withdrew to
his tent, already determined (I must suppose) upon affronting the
incredible hazard of his last expedient, with the same easy, assured,
genteel expression and demeanour as he might have left a theatre withal
to join a supper of the wits. But doubtless within, if we could see
there, his soul trembled.
Early in the night word went about the camp that he was sick; and the
first thing the next morning he called Hastie to his side, and inquired
most anxiously if he had any skill in medicine. As a matter of fact,
this was a vanity of that fallen divinity student's, to which he had
cunningly addressed himself. Hastie examined him; and being flattered,
ignorant, and highly suspicious, knew not in the least whether the man
was sick or malingering. In this state he went forth again to his
companions; and (as the thing which would give himself most consequence
either way) announced that the patient was in a fair way to die.
"For all that," he added, with an oath, "and if he bursts by the
wayside, he must bring us this morning to the treasure."
But there were several in the camp (Mountain among the number) whom this
brutality revolted. They would have seen the Master pistolled, or
pistolled him themselves, without the smallest sentiment of pity; but
they seemed to have been touched by his gallant fight and unequivocal
defeat the night before; perhaps, too, they were even already beginning
to oppose themselves to their new leader: at least, they now declared
that (if the man was sick) he should have a day's rest in spite of
Hastie's teeth.
The next morning he was manifestly worse, and Hastie himself began to
display something of humane concern, so easily does even the pretence of
doctoring awaken sympathy. The third the Master called Mountain and
Hastie to the tent, announced himself to be dying, gave them full
particulars as to the position of the cache, and begged them to set out
incontinently on the quest, so that they might see if he deceived them,
and (if they were at first unsuccessful) he should be able to correct
their error.
But here arose a difficulty on which he doubtless counted. None of these
men would trust another, none would consent to stay behind. On the other
hand, although the Master seemed extremely low, spoke scarce above a
whisper, and lay much of the time insensible, it was still possible it
was a fraudulent sickness; and if all went treasure-hunting, it might
prove they had gone upon a wild-goose chase, and return to find their
prisoner flown. They concluded, therefore, to hang idling round the
camp, alleging sympathy to their reason; and, certainly, so mingled are
our dispositions, several were sincerely (if not very deeply) affected
by the natural peril of the man whom they callously designed to murder.
In the afternoon, Hastie was called to the bedside to pray: the which
(incredible as it must appear) he did with unction; about eight at night
the wailing of Secundra announced that all was over; and before ten, the
Indian, with a link stuck in the ground, was toiling at the grave.
Sunrise of next day beheld the Master's burial, all hands attending with
great decency of demeanour; and the body was laid in the earth, wrapped
in a fur robe, with only the face uncovered; which last was of a waxy
whiteness, and had the nostrils plugged according to some Oriental habit
of Secundra's. No sooner was the grave filled than the lamentations of
the Indian once more struck concern to every heart; and it appears this
gang of murderers, so far from resenting his outcries, although both
distressful and (in such a country) perilous to their own safety,
roughly but kindly endeavoured to console him.
But if human nature is even in the worst of men occasionally kind, it is
still, and before all things, greedy; and they soon turned from the
mourner to their own concerns. The cache of the treasure being hard by,
although yet unidentified, it was concluded not to break camp; and the
day passed, on the part of the voyagers, in unavailing exploration of
the woods, Secundra the while lying on his master's grave. That night
they placed no sentinel, but lay altogether about the fire, in the
customary woodman fashion, the heads outward, like the spokes of a
wheel. Morning found them in the same disposition; only Pinkerton, who
lay on Mountain's right, between him and Hastie, had (in the hours of
darkness) been secretly butchered, and there lay, still wrapped as to
his body in his mantle, but offering above that ungodly and horrific
spectacle of the scalped head. The gang were that morning as pale as a
company of phantoms, for the pertinacity of Indian war (or, to speak
more correctly, Indian murder) was well known to all. But they laid the
chief blame on their unsentinelled posture; and, fired with the
neighbourhood of the treasure, determined to continue where they were.
Pinkerton was buried hard by the Master; the survivors again passed the
day in exploration, and returned in a mingled humour of anxiety and
hope, being partly certain they were now close on the discovery of what
they sought, and on the other hand (with the return of darkness)
infected with the fear of Indians. Mountain was the first sentry; he
declares he neither slept nor yet sat down, but kept his watch with a
perpetual and straining vigilance, and it was even with unconcern that
(when he saw by the stars his time was up) he drew near the fire to
awaken his successor. This man (it was Hicks the shoemaker) slept on the
lee side of the circle, something farther off in consequence than those
to windward, and in a place darkened by the blowing smoke. Mountain
stooped and took him by the shoulder; his hand was at once smeared by
some adhesive wetness; and (the wind at the moment veering) the
firelight shone upon the sleeper, and showed him, like Pinkerton, dead
and scalped.
It was clear they had fallen in the hands of one of those matchless
Indian bravos, that will sometimes follow a party for days, and in spite
of indefatigable travel, and unsleeping watch, continue to keep up with
their advance, and steal a scalp at every resting-place. Upon this
discovery, the treasure-seekers, already reduced to a poor half-dozen,
fell into mere dismay, seized a few necessaries, and, deserting the
remainder of their goods, fled outright into the forest. Their fire they
left still burning, and their dead comrade unburied. All day they ceased
not to flee, eating by the way, from hand to mouth; and since they
feared to sleep, continued to advance at random even in the hours of
darkness. But the limit of man's endurance is soon reached; when they
rested at last it was to sleep profoundly; and when they woke, it was to
find that the enemy was still upon their heels, and death and mutilation
had once more lessened and deformed their company.
By this they had become light-headed, they had quite missed their path
in the Wilderness, their stores were already running low. With the
further horrors it is superfluous that I should swell this narrative,
already too prolonged. Suffice it to say that when at length a night
passed by innocuous, and they might breathe again in the hope that the
murderer had at last desisted from pursuit, Mountain and Secundra were
alone. The trader is firmly persuaded their unseen enemy was some
warrior of his own acquaintance, and that he himself was spared by
favour. The mercy extended to Secundra he explains on the ground that
the East Indian was thought to be insane; partly from the fact that,
through all the horrors of the flight, and while others were casting
away their very food and weapons, Secundra continued to stagger forward
with a mattock on his shoulder, and partly because, in the last days,
and with a great degree of heat and fluency, he perpetually spoke with
himself in his own language. But he was sane enough when it came to
English.
"You think he will be gone quite away?" he asked, upon their blest
awakening in safety.
"I pray God so, I believe so, I dare to believe so," Mountain had
replied almost with incoherence, as he described the scene to me.
And indeed he was so much distempered that until he met us, the next
morning, he could scarce be certain whether he had dreamed, or whether
it was a fact, that Secundra had thereupon turned directly about and
returned without a word upon their footprints, setting his face for
these wintry and hungry solitudes along a path whose every stage was
mile-stoned with a mutilated corpse.
FOOTNOTE:
[10] Tear-marked.
CHAPTER XII
THE JOURNEY IN THE WILDERNESS (_continued_)
Mountain's story, as it was laid before Sir William Johnson and my lord,
was shorn, of course, of all the earlier particulars, and the expedition
described to have proceeded uneventfully, until the Master sickened. But
the latter part was very forcibly related, the speaker visibly thrilling
to his recollections; and our then situation, on the fringe of the same
desert, and the private interests of each, gave him an audience prepared
to share in his emotions. For Mountain's intelligence not only changed
the world for my Lord Durrisdeer, but materially affected the designs of
Sir William Johnson.
These I find I must lay more at length before the reader. Word had
reached Albany of dubious import; it had been rumoured some hostility
was to be put in act; and the Indian diplomatist had, thereupon, sped
into the Wilderness, even at the approach of winter, to nip that
mischief in the bud. Here, on the borders, he learned that he was come
too late; and a difficult choice was thus presented to a man (upon the
whole) not any more bold than prudent. His standing with the painted
braves may be compared to that of my Lord President Culloden among the
chiefs of our own Highlanders at the 'Forty-five; that is as much as to
say, he was, to these men, reason's only speaking-trumpet, and counsels
of peace and moderation, if they were to prevail at all, must prevail
singly through his influence. If, then, he should return, the province
must lie open to all the abominable tragedies of Indian war--the houses
blaze, the wayfarer be cut off, and the men of the woods collect their
usual disgusting spoil of human scalps. On the other side, to go farther
forth, to risk so small a party deeper in the desert, to carry words of
peace among warlike savages already rejoicing to return to war: here was
an extremity from which it was easy to perceive his mind revolted.
"I have come too late," he said more than once, and would fall into a
deep consideration, his head bowed in his hands, his foot patting the
ground.
At length he raised his face and looked upon us, that is to say, upon my
lord, Mountain, and myself, sitting close round a small fire, which had
been made for privacy in one corner of the camp.
"My lord, to be quite frank with you, I find myself in two minds," said
he. "I think it very needful I should go on, but not at all proper I
should any longer enjoy the pleasure of your company. We are here still
upon the water-side; and I think the risk to southward no great matter.
Will not yourself and Mr. Mackellar take a single boat's crew and return
to Albany?"
My lord, I should say, had listened to Mountain's narrative, regarding
him throughout with a painful intensity of gaze; and, since the tale
concluded, had sat as in a dream. There was something very daunting in
his look; something to my eyes not rightly human; the face lean, and
dark, and aged, the mouth painful, the teeth disclosed in a perpetual
rictus; the eyeball swimming clear of the lids upon a field of
blood-shot white. I could not behold him myself without a jarring
irritation, such as, I believe, is too frequently the uppermost feeling
on the sickness of those dear to us. Others, I could not but remark,
were scarce able to support his neighbourhood--Sir William eviting to be
near him, Mountain dodging his eye, and, when he met it, blenching and
halting in his story. At this appeal, however, my lord appeared to
recover his command upon himself.
"To Albany?" said he, with a good voice.
"Not short of it, at least," replied Sir William. "There is no safety
nearer hand."
"I would be very sweir[11] to return," says my lord. "I am not
afraid--of Indians," he added, with a jerk.
"I wish that I could say so much," returned Sir William, smiling;
"although, if any man durst say it, it should be myself. But you are to
keep in view my responsibility, and that as the voyage has now become
highly dangerous, and your business--if you ever had any," says
he,--"brought quite to a conclusion by the distressing family
intelligence you have received, I should be hardly justified if I even
suffered you to proceed, and run the risk of some obloquy if anything
regrettable should follow."
My lord turned to Mountain. "What did he pretend he died of?" he asked.
"I don't think I understand your honour," said the trader, pausing, like
a man very much affected, in the dressing of some cruel frost-bites.
For a moment my lord seemed at a full stop; and then, with some
irritation, "I ask you what he died of. Surely that's a plain question,"
said he.
"O! I don't know," said Mountain. "Hastie even never knew. He seemed to
sicken natural, and just pass away."
"There it is, you see!" concluded my lord, turning to Sir William.
"Your lordship is too deep for me," replied Sir William.
"Why," says my lord, "this is a matter of succession; my son's title may
be called in doubt; and the man being supposed to be dead of nobody can
tell what, a great deal of suspicion would be naturally roused."
"But, God damn me, the man's buried!" cried Sir William.
"I will never believe that," returned my lord, painfully trembling.
"I'll never believe it!" he cried again, and jumped to his feet. "Did
he _look_ dead?" he asked of Mountain.
"Look dead?" repeated the trader. "He looked white. Why, what would he
be at? I tell you, I put the sods upon him."
My lord caught Sir William by the coat with a hooked hand. "This man has
the name of my brother," says he, "but it's well understood that he was
never canny."
"Canny?" says Sir William. "What is that?"
"He's not of this world," whispered my lord, "neither him nor the black
deil that serves him. I have struck my sword throughout his vitals," he
cried; "I have felt the hilt dirl[12] on his breastbone, and the hot
blood spirt in my very face, time and again, time and again!" he
repeated, with a gesture indescribable. "But he was never dead for,
that," said he, and sighed aloud. "Why should I think he was dead now?
No, not till I see him rotting," says he.
Sir William looked across at me with a long face. Mountain forgot his
wounds, staring and gaping.
"My lord," said I, "I wish you would collect your spirits." But my
throat was so dry, and my own wits so scattered, I could add no more.
"No," says my lord, "it's not to be supposed that he would understand
me. Mackellar does, for he kens all, and has seen him buried before now.
This is a very good servant to me, Sir William, this man Mackellar; he
buried him with his own hands--he and my father--by the light of two
siller candlesticks. The other man is a familiar spirit; he brought him
from Coromandel. I would have told ye this long syne, Sir William, only
it was in the family." These last remarks he made with a kind of
melancholy composure, and his time of aberration seemed to pass away.
"You can ask yourself what it all means," he proceeded. "My brother
falls sick, and dies, and is buried, or so they say; and all seems very
plain. But why did the familiar go back? I think ye must see for
yourself it's a point that wants some clearing."
"I will be at your service, my lord, in half a minute," said Sir
William, rising,--"Mr. Mackellar, two words from you"; and he led me
without the camp, the frost crunching in our steps, the trees standing
at our elbow, hoar with frost, even as on that night in the long
shrubbery. "Of course, this is midsummer madness," said Sir William, as
soon as we were gotten out of hearing.
"Why, certainly," said I. "The man is mad. I think that manifest."
"Shall I seize and bind him?" asked Sir William. "I will upon your
authority. If these are all ravings, that should certainly be done."
I looked down upon the ground, back at the camp, with its bright fires
and the folk watching us, and about me on the woods and mountains; there
was just the one way that I could not look, and that was in Sir
William's face.
"Sir William," said I at last, "I think my lord not sane, and have long
thought him so. But there are degrees in madness; and whether he should
be brought under restraint--Sir William, I am no fit judge," I
concluded.
"I Will be the judge," said he. "I ask for facts. Was there, in all that
jargon, any word of truth or sanity? Do you hesitate?" he asked. "Am I
to understand you have buried this gentleman before?"
"Not buried," said I; and then, taking up courage at last, "Sir
William," said I, "unless I were to tell you a long story, which much
concerns a noble family (and myself not in the least), it would be
impossible to make this matter clear to you. Say the word, and I will do
it, right or wrong. And, at any rate, I will say so much, that my lord
is not so crazy as he seems. This is a strange matter, into the tail of
which you are unhappily drifted."
"I desire none of your secrets," replied Sir William; "but I will be
plain, at the risk of incivility, and confess that I take little
pleasure in my present company."
"I would be the last to blame you," said I, "for that."
"I have not asked either for your censure or your praise, sir," returned
Sir William. "I desire simply to be quit of you; and to that effect, I
put a boat and complement of men at your disposal."
"This is fairly offered," said I, after reflection. "But you must suffer
me to say a word upon the other side. We have a natural curiosity to
learn the truth of this affair; I have some of it myself; my lord (it is
very plain) has but too much. The matter of the Indian's return is
enigmatical."
"I think so myself," Sir William interrupted, "and I propose (since I go
in that direction) to probe it to the bottom. Whether or not the man has
gone like a dog to lie upon his master's grave, his life, at least, is
in great danger, and I propose, if I can, to save it.--There is nothing
against his character?"
"Nothing, Sir William," I replied.
"And the other?" he said. "I have heard my lord, of course; but, from
the circumstances of his servant's loyalty, I must suppose he had some
noble qualities."
"You must not ask me that!" I cried. "Hell may have noble flames. I have
known him a score of years, and always hated, and always admired, and
always slavishly feared him."
"I appear to intrude again upon your secrets," said Sir William,
"believe me, inadvertently. Enough that I will see the grave, and (if
possible) rescue the Indian. Upon these terms, can you persuade your
master to return to Albany?"
"Sir William," said I, "I will tell you how it is. You do not see my
lord to advantage; it will seem even strange to you that I should love
him; but I do, and I am not alone. If he goes back to Albany, it must be
by force, and it will be the death-warrant of his reason, and perhaps
his life. That is my sincere belief; but I am in your hands, and ready
to obey, if you will assume so much responsibility as to command."
"I will have no shred of responsibility; it is my single endeavour to
avoid the same," cried Sir William. "You insist upon following this
journey up; and be it so! I wash my hands of the whole matter."
With which word he turned upon his heel and gave the order to break
camp; and my lord, who had been hovering near by, came instantly to my
side.
"Which is it to be?" said he.
"You are to have your way," I answered. "You shall see the grave."
* * * * *
The situation of the Master's grave was, between guides, easily
described; it lay, indeed, beside a chief landmark of the Wilderness, a
certain range of peaks, conspicuous by their design and altitude, and
the source of many brawling tributaries to that inland sea, Lake
Champlain. It was therefore possible to strike for it direct, instead of
following back the blood-stained trail of the fugitives, and to cover,
in some sixteen hours of march, a distance which their perturbed
wanderings had extended over more than sixty. Our boats we left under a
guard upon the river; it was, indeed, probable we should return to find
them frozen fast; and the small equipment with which we set forth upon
the expedition, included not only an infinity of furs to protect us from
the cold, but an arsenal of snow-shoes to render travel possible, when
the inevitable snow should fall. Considerable alarm was manifested at
our departure; the march was conducted with soldierly precaution, the
camp at night sedulously chosen and patrolled; and it was a
consideration of this sort that arrested us, the second day, within not
many hundred yards of our destination--the night being already imminent,
the spot in which we stood well qualified to be a strong camp for a
party of our numbers; and Sir William, therefore, on a sudden thought,
arresting our advance.
Before us was the high range of mountains toward which we had been all
day deviously drawing near. From the first light of the dawn, their
silver peaks had been the goal of our advance across a tumbled lowland
forest, thrid with rough streams, and strewn with monstrous boulders;
the peaks (as I say) silver, for already at the higher altitudes the
snow fell nightly; but the woods and the low ground only breathed upon
with frost. All day heaven had been charged with ugly vapours, in the
which the sun swam and glimmered like a shilling-piece; all day the wind
blew on our left cheek barbarous cold, but very pure to breathe. With
the end of the afternoon, however, the wind fell; the clouds, being no
longer reinforced, were scattered or drunk up; the sun set behind us
with some wintry splendour, and the white brow of the mountains shared
its dying glow.
It was dark ere we had supper; we ate in silence, and the meal was
scarce despatched before my lord slunk from the fireside to the margin
of the camp; whither I made haste to follow him. The camp was on high
ground, overlooking a frozen lake, perhaps a mile in its longest
measurement; all about us the forest lay in heights and hollows; above
rose the white mountains; and higher yet, the moon rode in a fair sky.
There was no breath of air; nowhere a twig creaked; and the sounds of
our own camp were hushed and swallowed up in the surrounding stillness.
Now that the sun and the wind were both gone down, it appeared almost
warm, like a night of July: a singular illusion of the sense, when
earth, air, and water were strained to bursting with the extremity of
frost.
My lord (or what I still continued to call by his loved name) stood with
his elbow in one hand, and his chin sunk in the other, gazing before him
on the surface of the wood. My eyes followed his, and rested almost
pleasantly upon the frosted contexture of the pines, rising in moonlit
hillocks, or sinking in the shadow of small glens. Hard by, I told
myself, was the grave of our enemy, now gone where the wicked cease from
troubling, the earth heaped for ever on his once so active limbs. I
could not but think of him as somehow fortunate to be thus done with
man's anxiety and weariness, the daily expense of spirit, and that daily
river of circumstance to be swum through, at any hazard, under the
penalty of shame or death. I could not but think how good was the end of
that long travel; and with that, my mind swung at a tangent to my lord.
For was not my lord dead also? a maimed soldier, looking vainly for
discharge, lingering derided in the line of battle? A kind man, I
remembered him; wise, with a decent pride, a son perhaps too dutiful, a
husband only too loving, one that could suffer and be silent, one whose
hand I loved to press. Of a sudden, pity caught in my wind-pipe with a
sob; I could have wept aloud to remember and behold him; and standing
thus by his elbow, under the broad moon, I prayed fervently either that
he should be released, or I strengthened to persist in my affection.
"O God," said I, "this was the best man to me and to himself, and now I
shrink from him. He did no wrong, or not till he was broke with sorrows;
these are but his honourable wounds that we begin to shrink from. O
cover them up, O take him away, before we hate him!"
I was still so engaged in my own bosom, when a sound broke suddenly upon
the night. It was neither very loud nor very near; yet, bursting as it
did from so profound and so prolonged a silence, it startled the camp
like an alarm of trumpets. Ere I had taken breath, Sir William was
beside me, the main part of the voyagers clustered at his back, intently
giving ear. Methought, as I glanced at them across my shoulder, there
was a whiteness, other than moonlight, on their cheeks; and the rays of
the moon reflected with a sparkle on the eyes of some, and the shadows
lying black under the brows of others (according as they raised or bowed
the head to listen) gave to the group a strange air of animation and
anxiety. My lord was to the front, crouching a little forth, his hand
raised as for silence: a man turned to stone. And still the sounds
continued, breathlessly renewed with a precipitate rhythm.
Suddenly Mountain spoke in a loud, broken whisper, as of a man relieved.
"I have it now," he said; and, as we all turned to hear him, "the Indian
must have known the cache," he added. "That is he--he is digging out the
treasure."
"Why, to be sure!" exclaimed Sir William. "We were geese not to have
supposed so much."
"The only thing is," Mountain resumed, "the sound is very close to our
old camp. And, again, I do not see how he is there before us, unless the
man had wings!"
"Greed and fear are wings," remarked Sir William. "But this rogue has
given us an alert, and I have a notion to return the compliment.--What
say you, gentlemen, shall we have a moonlight hunt?"
It was so agreed; dispositions were made to surround Secundra at his
task; some of Sir William's Indians hastened in advance; and a strong
guard being left at our headquarters, we set forth along the uneven
bottom of the forest; frost crackling, ice sometimes loudly splitting
under foot; and overhead the blackness of pine-woods and the broken
brightness of the moon. Our way led down into a hollow of the land; and
as we descended, the sounds diminished and had almost died away. Upon
the other slope it was more open, only dotted with a few pines, and
several vast and scattered rocks that made inky shadows in the
moonlight. Here the sounds began to reach us more distinctly; we could
now perceive the ring of iron, and more exactly estimate the furious
degree of haste with which the digger plied his instrument. As we neared
the top of the ascent, a bird or two winged aloft and hovered darkly in
the moonlight; and the next moment we were gazing through a fringe of
trees upon a singular picture.
A narrow plateau, overlooked by the white mountains, and encompassed
nearer hand by woods, lay bare to the strong radiance of the moon. Rough
goods, such as make the wealth of foresters, were sprinkled here and
there upon the ground in meaningless disarray. About the midst, a tent
stood, silvered with frost: the door open, gaping on the black interior.
At the one end of this small stage lay what seemed the tattered remnants
of a man. Without doubt we had arrived upon the scene of Harris's
encampment; there were the goods scattered in the panic of flight; it
was in yon tent the Master breathed his last; and the frozen carrion
that lay before us was the body of the drunken shoemaker. It was always
moving to come upon the theatre of any tragic incident; to come upon it
after so many days, and to find it (in the seclusion of a desert) still
unchanged, must have impressed the mind of the most careless. And yet it
was not that which struck us into pillars of stone; but the sight (which
yet we had been half expecting) of Secundra ankle-deep in the grave of
his late master. He had cast the main part of his raiment by, yet his
frail arms and shoulders glistered in the moonlight with a copious
sweat; his face was contracted with anxiety and expectation; his blows
resounded on the grave, as thick as sobs; and behind him, strangely
deformed and ink-black upon the frosty ground, the creature's shadow
repeated and parodied his swift gesticulations. Some night-birds arose
from the boughs upon our coming, and then settled back; but Secundra,
absorbed in his toil, heard or heeded not at all.
I heard Mountain whisper to Sir William, "Good God! it's the grave! He's
digging him up!" It was what we had all guessed, and yet to hear it put
in language thrilled me. Sir William violently started.
"You damned sacrilegious hound!" he cried. "What's this?"
Secundra leaped in the air, a little breathless cry escaped him, the
tool flew from his grasp, and he stood one instant staring at the
speaker. The next, swift as an arrow, he sped for the woods upon the
farther side; and the next again, throwing up his hands with a violent
gesture of resolution, he had begun already to retrace his steps.
"Well, then, you come, you help--" he was saying. But by now my lord had
stepped beside Sir William; the moon shone fair upon his face, and the
words were still upon Secundra's lips, when he beheld and recognised his
master's enemy. "Him!" he screamed, clasping his hands, and shrinking on
himself.
"Come, come!" said Sir William. "There is none here to do you harm, if
you be innocent; and if you be guilty, your escape is quite cut off.
Speak, what do you here among the graves of the dead and the remains of
the unburied?"
"You no murderer?" inquired Secundra. "You true man? You see me safe?"
"I will see you safe, if you be innocent," returned Sir William. "I have
said the thing, and I see not wherefore you should doubt it."
"These all murderers," cried Secundra, "that is why! He kill--murderer,"
pointing to Mountain; "these two hire-murderers," pointing to my lord
and myself--"all gallows-murderers! Ah! I see you all swing in a rope.
Now I go save the Sahib; he see you swing in a rope. The Sahib," he
continued, pointing to the grave, "he not dead. He bury, he not dead."
My lord uttered a little noise, moved nearer to the grave, and stood and
stared in it.
"Buried and not dead?" exclaimed Sir William. "What kind of rant is
this?"
"See, Sahib," said Secundra. "The Sahib and I alone with murderers; try
all way to escape, no way good. Then try this way: good way in warm
climate, good way in India; here, in this dam cold place, who can tell?
I tell you pretty good hurry: you help, you light a fire, help rub."
"What is the creature talking of?" cried Sir William. "My head goes
round."
"I tell you I bury him alive," said Secundra. "I teach him swallow his
tongue. Now dig him up pretty good hurry, and he not much worse. You
light a fire."
Sir William turned to the nearest of his men. "Light a fire," said he.
"My lot seems to be cast with the insane."
"You good man," returned Secundra. "Now I go dig the Sahib up."
He returned as he spoke to the grave, and resumed his former toil. My
lord stood rooted, and I at my lord's side, fearing I knew not what.
The frost was not yet very deep, and presently the Indian threw aside
his tool, and began to scoop the dirt by handfuls. Then he disengaged a
corner of a buffalo robe; and then I saw hair catch among his fingers:
yet a moment more, and the moon shone on something white. A while
Secundra crouched upon his knees, scraping with delicate fingers,
breathing with puffed lips; and when he moved aside, I beheld the face
of the Master wholly disengaged. It was deadly white, the eyes closed,
the ears and nostrils plugged, the cheeks fallen, the nose sharp as if
in death; but for all he had lain so many days under the sod, corruption
had not approached him, and (what strangely affected all of us) his lips
and chin were mantled with a swarthy beard.
"My God!" cried Mountain, "he was as smooth as a baby when we laid him
there!"
"They say hair grows upon the dead," observed Sir William; but his voice
was thick and weak.
Secundra paid no heed to our remarks, digging swift as a terrier in the
loose earth. Every moment the form of the Master, swathed in his buffalo
robe, grew more distinct in the bottom of that shallow trough; the moon
shining strong, and the shadows of the standers-by, as they drew forward
and back, falling and flitting over his emergent countenance. The sight
held us with a horror not before experienced. I dared not look my lord
in the face; but for as long as it lasted, I never observed him to draw
breath; and a little in the background one of the men (I know not whom)
burst into a kind of sobbing.
"Now," said Secundra, "you help me lift him out." Of the flight of time
I have no idea; it may have been three hours, and it may have been five,
that the Indian laboured to reanimate his master's body. One thing only
I know, that it was still night, and the moon was not yet set, although
it had sunk low, and now barred the plateau with long shadows, when
Secundra uttered a small cry of satisfaction: and, leaning swiftly
forth, I thought I could myself perceive a change upon that icy
countenance of the unburied. The next moment I beheld his eyelids
flutter; the next they rose entirely, and the week-old corpse looked me
for a moment in the face.
So much display of life I can myself swear to. I have heard from others
that he visibly strove to speak, that his teeth showed in his beard, and
that his brow was contorted as with an agony of pain and effort. And
this may have been; I know not, I was otherwise engaged. For at that
first disclosure of the dead man's eyes my Lord Durrisdeer fell to the
ground, and when I raised him up he was a corpse.
* * * * *
Day came, and still Secundra could not be persuaded to desist from his
unavailing efforts. Sir William, leaving a small party under my command,
proceeded on his embassy with the first light; and still the Indian
rubbed the limbs and breathed in the mouth of the dead body. You would
think such labours might have vitalised a stone; but, except for that
one moment (which was my lord's death), the black spirit of the Master
held aloof from its discarded clay; and by about the hour of noon, even
the faithful servant was at length convinced. He took it with unshaken
quietude.
"Too cold," said he, "good way in India, no good here." And, asking for
some food, which he ravenously devoured as soon as it was set before
him, he drew near to the fire and took his place at my elbow. In the
same spot, as soon as he had eaten, he stretched himself out, and fell
into a childlike slumber, from which I must arouse him, some hours
afterwards, to take his part as one of the mourners at the double
funeral. It was the same throughout; he seemed to have outlived at once,
and with the same effort, his grief for his master and his terror of
myself and Mountain.
One of the men left with me was skilled in stone-cutting; and before Sir
William returned to pick us up, I had chiselled on a boulder this
inscription, with a copy of which I may fitly bring my narrative to a
close:
J. D.
HEIR TO A SCOTTISH TITLE,
A MASTER OF THE ARTS AND GRACES,
ADMIRED IN EUROPE, ASIA, AMERICA,
IN WAR AND PEACE,
IN THE TENTS OF SAVAGE HUNTERS AND THE
CITADELS OF KINGS, AFTER SO MUCH
ACQUIRED, ACCOMPLISHED, AND
ENDURED, LIES HERE
FORGOTTEN.
______
H. D.
HIS BROTHER,
AFTER A LIFE OF UNMERITED DISTRESS,
BRAVELY SUPPORTED,
DIED ALMOST IN THE SAME HOUR,
AND SLEEPS IN THE SAME GRAVE
WITH HIS FRATERNAL ENEMY.
______
THE PIETY OF HIS WIFE AND ONE OLD
SERVANT RAISED THIS STONE
TO BOTH.
FOOTNOTES:
[11] Unwilling.
[12] Ring.
END OF VOL. XII
PRINTED BY CASSELL & COMPANY, LIMITED, LA BELLE SAUVAGE, LONDON, E.C.
* * * * *
Transcriber's note:
In Chapter VIII "tell the Sahib, with my kind love, that we are two
soliders here . . ." was changed to "tell the Sahib, with my kind
love, that we are two SOLDIERS here . . .
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