Project Gutenberg's Nurse Heatherdale's Story, by Mary Louisa Molesworth
This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with
almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or
re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included
with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org
Title: Nurse Heatherdale's Story
Author: Mary Louisa Molesworth
Illustrator: Leonard Leslie Brooke
Release Date: March 4, 2012 [EBook #39047]
Language: English
*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK NURSE HEATHERDALE'S STORY ***
Produced by Delphine Lettau, Mary Meehan and the Online
Distributed Proofreading Canada Team at
http://www.pgdpcanada.net
NURSE HEATHERDALE'S STORY
BY MRS MOLESWORTH
ILLUSTRATED BY
L LESLIE BROOKE
MACMILLAN & CO
LONDON MDCCCXCI
TO
MY FAR-AWAY
BUT FAITHFUL FRIEND
GISÉLA
LINDFIELD,
_August_ 22, 1891.
[Illustration: She was sitting in the dame's old-fashioned armchair, in
the window of the little room; the bright summer sunshine streaming in
behind her.--P. 31.]
CONTENTS
PAGE
CHAPTER I LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT 1
CHAPTER II AN UNEXPECTED PROPOSAL 17
CHAPTER III TRELUAN 36
CHAPTER IV A NURSERY TEA 51
CHAPTER V THE SHOP IN THE VILLAGE 66
CHAPTER VI THE SMUGGLERS' CAVES 82
CHAPTER VII A RAINY DAY 96
CHAPTER VIII THE OLD LATIN GRAMMAR 110
CHAPTER IX UPSET PLANS 124
CHAPTER X THE NEW BABY 137
CHAPTER XI IN DISGRACE AGAIN 151
CHAPTER XII LOST 167
CHAPTER XIII 'OLD SIR DAVID'S' SECRET 183
ILLUSTRATIONS
PAGE
'Hasn't her a nice face?' 14
She was sitting in the dame's old-fashioned armchair,
in the window of the little room; the bright summer
sunshine streaming in behind her 31
Then there burst upon the view a wonderful surprise 74
Miss Bess and Master Francis were talking eagerly with
old Prideaux 82
'Poor F'ancie,' she said pitifully. 'So tired, Baby
wants to kiss thoo' 113
'Auntie!' he said, smiling a very little; 'how pretty
you look!' 129
Sir Hulbert, holding Master Francis with one arm and
the side of the ladder with the other, followed 179
NURSE HEATHERDALE'S STORY
CHAPTER I
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT
I could fancy it was only yesterday! That first time I saw them. And to
think how many years ago it is really! And how many times I have told
the story--or, perhaps, I should say the _stories_, for after all it is
only a string of simple day-by-day events I have to tell, though to me
and to the children about me they seem so interesting and, in some ways,
I think I may say, rather out of the common. So that now that I am
getting old, or 'beginning to think just a tiny bit about some day
getting old,' which is the only way Miss Erica will let me say it, and
knowing that nobody else _can_ know all the ins and outs which make the
whole just as I do, and having a nice quiet time to myself most days
(specially since dear tiresome little Master Ramsey is off to school
with his brothers), I am going to try to put it down as well as I can.
My 'as well as I can' won't be anything very scholarly or fine, I know
well; but if one knows what one wants to say it seems to me the words
will come. And the story will be there for the dear children, who are
never sharp judging of old Heather--and for their children after them,
maybe.
I was standing at our cottage door that afternoon--a beautiful summer
afternoon it was, early in June. I was looking idly enough across the
common, for our cottage stood--stands still, perhaps--I have not been
there for many a year--just at the edge of Brayling Common, where it
skirts the pine-woods, when I saw them pass. Quite a little troop they
looked, though they were scarcely near enough for me to see them
plainly. There was the donkey, old Larkins's donkey, which they had
hired for the time, with a tot of a girl riding on it, the page-boy
leading it, and a nursemaid walking on one side, and on the other an
older little lady--somewhere about ten years old she looked, though she
was really only eight. What an air she had, to be sure! What a grand
way of holding herself and stepping along like a little princess, for
all that she and her sisters were dressed as simple as simple. Pink
cotton frocks, if I remember right, a bit longer in the skirts than our
young ladies wear them now, and nice white cotton stockings,--it was
long before black silk ones were the fashion for children,--and
ankle-strap shoes, and white sun-bonnets, made with casers and cords,
nice and shady for the complexions, though you really had to be close to
before you could see a child's face inside of them. And some way behind,
another little lady, a good bit shorter than Miss Bess--I meant to give
all their names in order later on, but it seems strange-like not to say
it--and looking quite three years younger, though there was really not
two between them. And alongside of her a boy, thin and pale and
darkish-haired--that, I could see, as he had no sun-bonnet of course,
only a cap of some kind. He too was a good bit taller than Miss ----,
the middle young lady I mean, though short for his age, which was eleven
past. They were walking together, these two--they were mostly always
together, and I saw that the boy was a little lame, just a touch, but
enough to take the spring out of his step that one likes to see in a
young thing. And though I couldn't see her face, only some long fair
curls, long enough to come below the cape of her bonnet, a feeling came
over me that the child beside him was walking slow, keeping back as it
were, on purpose to bear him company. There was something gentle and
pitying-like in her little figure, in the way she went closer to the boy
and took his hand when the nurse turned round and called back
something--I couldn't hear the words but I fancied the tone was
sharp--to the two children behind, which made them press forward a
little. The other young lady turned as they came nearer and said
something with a sort of toss-up of her proud little head to the nurse.
And then I saw that she held out her hand to her younger sister, who
kept hold all the same of the boy's hand on the other side. And that was
how they were walking when they went in among the trees and were lost to
my sight.
But I still stood looking after them, even when there was nothing more
of them to be seen. Not even the dog--oh, I forgot about him--he was the
very last of the party--a brisk, shortish haired, wiry-looking rough
terrier, who, just as he got to the entrance of the wood, turned round
and stood for a moment barking, for all the world as if he might be
saying, 'My young ladies have gone a-walking in the wood now, and
nobody's to come a-troubling of them. So I give you fair notice.' He did
think, did Fusser, that was _his_ name, that he managed all the affairs
of the family. Many a time we've laughed at him for it.
'Dear me,' thought I to myself, 'I could almost make a story out of
those young ladies and gentleman, though I've only seen them for a
minute, or two at the most.'
For I was very fond of children even then, and knew a good deal about
their ways, though not so much--no, nor nothing like--what I do now! But
I was in rather a dreamy sort of humour. I had just left my first
place,--that of nursery-maid with the family where my mother had been
before me, and where I had stayed on older than I should have done by
rights, because of thinking I was going to be married. And six months
before, my poor Charles had died suddenly, or so at least it had seemed
to us all. For he caught cold, and it went to his chest, and he was gone
in a fortnight. The doctor said for all he looked strong, he was really
sadly delicate, and it was bound to be sooner or later. It may have been
true, leastways the doctor meant to comfort me by saying so, though I
don't know that I found much comfort in the thought. Not so much anyhow
as in mother's simple words that it was God's will, and so it must be
right. And in thinking how happy we had been. Never a word or a coldness
all the four years we were plighted. But it was hard to bear, and it
changed all my life for me. I never could bring myself to think of
another.
Still I was only twenty-one, and after I'd been at home a bit, the young
ladies would have me back to cheer me up, they said. I travelled with
them that spring; but when they all went up to London, and Miss Marian
was to be married, and the two little ones were all day with the
governess, I really couldn't for shame stay on when there was no need of
me. So, though with many tears, I came home, and was casting about in my
mind what I had best do--mother being hale and hearty, and no call for
dress-making of a plain kind in our village--that afternoon, when I
stood watching the stranger little gentry and old Larkins's donkey and
the dog, as they crossed the common into the firwood.
It was mother's voice that woke me up, so to say.
'Martha,' she called out in her cheery way, 'what's thee doing, child?
I'm about tidied up; come and get thy work, and let's sit down a bit
comfortable. I don't like to see thee so down-like, and such bright
summer weather, though mayhap the very sunshine makes it harder for
thee, poor dear.'
And she gave a little sigh, which was a good deal for her, for she was
not one as made much talk of feelings and sorrows. It seemed to spirit
me up somehow.
'I wasn't like that just now, mother,' I said cheerfully. 'I've been
watching some children--gentry--going over the common--three little
young ladies and a boy, and Larkins's donkey. They made me think of Miss
Charlotte and Miss Marian when first I went there, though plainer
dressed a good deal than our young ladies were. But real gentry, I
should say.'
'And you'd say right,' mother answered. 'They are lodging at Widow
Nutfold's, quite a party of them. Their father's Sir----; dear, dear,
I've forgot the name, but he's a barrowknight, and the family's name is
Penrose. They come from somewhere far off, near by the sea--quite furrin
parts, I take it.'
'Not out of England, you don't mean, do you?' I asked. For mother, of
course, kept all her old country talk, while I, with having been so many
years with Miss Marian and her sisters, and treated more like a friend
than a servant, and great pains taken with my reading and writing, had
come to speak less old-fashioned, so to say, and to give the proper
meaning to my words. 'Foreign parts really means out of this country,
where they talk French or Italian, you know, mother.'
But mother only shook her head.
'Nay,' she said, 'I mean what I say. Furrin parts is furrin parts. I
wouldn't say as they come from where the folks is nigger blacks, or from
old Boney's country neither, as they used to frighten us about when I
was a child. But these gentry come from furrin parts. Why, I had it from
Sarah Nutfold's own lips, last Saturday as never was, at Brayling
market, and old neighbours of forty years; it's not sense to think she'd
go for to deceive me.'
Mother was just a little offended, I could see, and I thought to myself
I must take care of seeming to set her right.
'Of course not,' I said. 'You couldn't have it surer than from Mrs.
Nutfold. I daresay she's pleased to have them to cheer her up a bit.
They seem nice little ladies to look at, though they're on the outside
of plain as to their dress.'
'And more sense, too,' said mother. 'I always thought our young ladies
too expensive, though where money's no consideration, 'tis a temptation
to a lady to dress up her children, I suppose.'
'But they were never _over_-dressed,' I said, in my turn, a little
ruffled. 'Nothing could be simpler than their white frocks to look at.'
'Ay, to look at, I'll allow,' said mother. 'But when you come to look
_into_ them, Martha, it was another story. Embroidery and tucks and real
Walansian!' and she held up her hands. 'Still they've got it, and
they've a right to spend it, seein' too as they're generous to those who
need. But these little ladies at Sarah's are not rich, I take it. There
was a deal of settlin' about the prices when my lady came to take the
rooms. She and the gentleman's up in London, but one or two of the
children got ill and needed country air. It's a heavy charge on Sarah
Nutfold, for the nurse is not one of the old sort, and my lady asked
Sarah, private-like, to have an eye on her.'
'There now,' I cried, 'I could have said as much! The way she turned
just now so sharp on the poor boy and the middle little lady. I could
see she wasn't one of the right kind, though I didn't hear what she
said. No one should be a nurse, or have to do with children, mother,
who doesn't right down love them in her heart.'
'You're about right there, Martha,' mother agreed.
Just then father came in, and we sat round, the three of us, to our tea.
'It's a pleasure to have thee at home again, my girl, for a bit,' he
said. And the kind look in his eyes made me feel both cheered and sad
together. It was the first day I had been with them at tea-time, for I
had got home pretty late the night before. 'And I hope it'll be a
longish bit this time,' he went on.
I gave a little sigh.
'I'd like to stay a while; but I don't know that it would be good for me
to stay very long, father, thank you,' I said. 'I'm young and strong and
fit for work, and I'd like to feel I was able to help you and mother if
ever the time comes that you're laid by.'
'Please God we'll never need help of that kind, my girl,' said father.
'But it's best to be at work, I know, when one's had a trouble. The
day'll maybe come, Martha, when you'll be glad to have saved a little
more for a home of your own, after all. So I'd not be the one to stand
in your way, a few months hence--nor mother neither--if a good place
offers.'
'Thank you, father,' I said again; 'but the only home of my own I'll
ever care for will be here--by mother and you.'
And so it proved.
I little thought how soon father's words about not standing in my way if
a nice place offered would be put to the test.
I saw the children who were lodging at Mrs. Nutfold's several times in
the course of the next week or two. They seemed to have a great fancy
for the pine-woods, and from where they lived they could not, to get to
them, but pass across the common within sight of our cottage. And once
or twice I met them in the village street. Not all of them
together--once it was only the two youngest with the nurse; they were
waiting at the door of the post-office, which was also the grocer's and
the baker's, while she was inside chattering and laughing a deal more
than she'd any call to, it seemed to me. (I'm afraid I took a real
right-down dislike to that nurse, which isn't a proper thing to do
before one has any certain reason for it.) And dear little ladies they
looked, though the elder one--that was the middle one of the three--had
rather an anxious expression in her face, that struck me. The baby--she
was nearly three, but I heard them call her baby--was a little fat
bundle of smiles and dimples. I don't think even a cross nurse would
have had power to trouble _her_ much.
Another time it was the two elder girls and the lame boy I met. It was a
windy day, and the eldest Missy's big flapping bonnet had blown back, so
I had a good look at her. She was a beautiful child--blue eyes, very
dark blue, or seeming so from the clear black eyebrows and thick long
eyelashes, and dark almost black hair, with just a little wave in it;
not so long or curling as her sister's, which was out-of-the-way
beautiful hair, but seeming somehow just to suit her, as everything
about her did. She came walking along with the proud springing step I
had noticed that first day, and she was talking away to the others as if
to cheer and encourage them, even though the boy was full three years
older than she, and supposed to be taking charge of her and her sister,
I fancy.
'Nonsense, Franz,' she was saying in her decided spoken way, 'nonsense.
I won't have you and Lally treated like that. And I don't care--I mean I
can't help if it does trouble mamma. Mammas must be troubled about their
children sometimes; that's what being a mamma means.'
I managed to keep near them for a bit. I hope it was not a mean
taking-advantage. I have often told them of it since--it was really that
I did feel such an interest in the dear children, and my mind misgave me
from the first about that nurse--it did so indeed.
'If only----' said the boy with a tiny sigh. But again came that
clear-spoken little voice, 'Nonsense, Franz.'
I never did hear a child of her age speak so well as Miss Bess. It's
pretty to hear broken talking in a child sometimes, lisping, and some of
the funny turns they'll give their words; but it's even prettier to hear
clear complete talk like hers in a young child.
Then came a gentle, pitiful little voice.
'It isn't nonsense, Queen, darling. It's _howid_ for Franz, but it
wasn't nonsense he was going to say. I know what it was,' and she gave
the boy's hand a little squeeze.
'It was only--if aunty _was_ my mamma, Bess, but you know she isn't. And
_aunts_ aren't forced to be troubled about not their own children.'
'Yes they are,' the elder girl replied. 'At least when they're instead
of own mammas. And then, you know, Franz, it's not only you, it's Lally
too, and----'
That was all I heard. I couldn't pretend to be obliged to walk slowly
just behind them, for in reality I was rather in a hurry, so I hastened
past; but just as I did so, their little dog, who was with them, looked
up at me with a friendly half-bark, half-growl. That made the children
smile at me too, and for the life of me, even if 'twas not good manners,
I couldn't help smiling in return.
'Hasn't her a nice face?' I heard the second little young lady say, and
it sent me home with quite a warm feeling in my heart.
[Illustration: 'Hasn't her a nice face?']
It was about a week after that, when one evening as we were sitting
together--father, mother, and I--and father was just saying there'd be
daylight enough to need no candles that night--we heard the click of the
little garden gate, and a voice at the door that mother knew in a moment
was Widow Nutfold's.
'Good evening to you, Mrs. Heatherdale,' she said, 'and many excuses for
disturbing of you so late, but I'm that put about. Is your Martha at
home?--thank goodness, my dear,' as I came forward out of the dusk to
speak to her. 'It's more you nor your good mother I've come after;
you'll be thinking I'm joking when you hear what it is. Can you slip
on your bonnet and come off with me now this very minute to help with my
little ladies? Would you believe it--that their good-for-nothing girl is
off--gone--packed up this very evening--and left me with 'em all on my
hands, and Miss Baby beginning with a cold on her chest, and Master
Francis all but crying with the rheumatics in his poor leg. And even the
page-boy, as was here at first, was took back to London last week.'
The good woman held up her hands in despair, and then by degrees we got
the whole story--how the nurse had not been meaning to stay longer than
suited her own convenience, but had concealed this from her lady; and
having heard by a letter that afternoon of another situation which she
could have if she went at once, off she had gone, in spite of all poor
Widow Nutfold could say or do.
'She took a dislike to me seein' as I tried to look after her a bit and
to stop her nasty cross ways, and she told me that impertinent, as I
wanted to be nurse, I might be it now. She has a week or two's money
owing her, but she was that scornful she said she'd let it go; she had
been a great silly for taking the place.'
'But she might be had up and made to give back some of her wages,' said
father.
'Sir Hulbert and my lady are not that sort, and she knows it,' said Mrs.
Nutfold. 'The wages was pretty fair--it was the dulness of the life down
in Cornwall the girl objected to most, I fancy.'
'Cornwall,' repeated mother. 'There now, Martha, if that isn't furrin
parts, I don't know what is.'
But I hadn't time to say any more. I hurried on my shawl and bonnet, and
rolled up an apron or two, and slipped a cap into a bandbox, and there I
was.
'Good-night, mother,' I said. 'I'll look round in the morning--and I
don't suppose I'll be wanted to stay more than a day or two. My lady's
sure to find some one at once, being in London too.'
'I should think so,' said old Sarah, but there was something in her tone
I did not quite understand.
CHAPTER II
AN UNEXPECTED PROPOSAL
We hurried across the common--it was still daylight though the sun had
set some little time. The red and gold were still lingering in the sky
and casting a beautiful glow on the heather and the gorse bushes. For
Brayling Common is not like what the word makes most people think
of--there's no grass at all--it's all heather and gorse, and here and
there clumps of brambles, and low down on the sandy soil all sorts of
hardy, running, clinging little plants that ask for nothing but sunshine
and air. For of moisture there's but scanty supply; it no sooner rains
than it dries up again. But oh it is beautiful--the colours of it I've
never seen equalled--not even in Italy or Switzerland, where I went with
my first ladies, as I said before. The heather seems to change its shade
a dozen times a day, as well as with every season--according as the sky
is cloudy or bright, or the sun overhead or on his way up or down. I
cannot say it the right way, but I know that many far cleverer than me
would feel the same; you may travel far before you'd see a sweeter piece
of nature than our common, with its wonderful changefulness and yet
always beautiful.
There's little footpaths in all directions, as well as a few wider
tracks. It takes strangers some time to learn their way, I can tell you.
The footpaths are seldom wide enough for two, so it's a queer sort of
backwards and forwards talking one has to be content with. And we walked
too fast to have breath for much, only Widow Nutfold would now and then
throw back to me, so to say, some odds and ends of explaining about the
children that she thought I'd best know.
'They're dear young ladies,' she said, 'though Miss Elisabeth is a bit
masterful and Miss Baby--Augusta's her proper name--a bit spoilt. Take
them all together, I think Miss Lally's my favourite, or would be if she
was a little happier, poor child! I can't stand whiney children.'
I smiled to myself--I knew that the good woman's experience of children
was not great--she had married late and never had one of her own. It
was real goodness that made her take such an interest in the little
Penroses.
'Poor child,' I said, 'perhaps the cross nurse has made her so,' at
which Sarah gave a sort of grunt. 'What is her real name--the middle
young lady's, I mean?'
'Oh, bless you, I couldn't take upon me to say it--it's too outlandish.
Miss Lally we call her--' and I could hear that Mrs. Nutfold's breath
was getting short--she was stout in her later years--and that she was a
little cross. 'You must ask for yourself, Martha.'
So I said no more, though I had wanted to hear about the boy, who had
spoken of their mother as his aunty, and how he had come to be so
delicate and lame. And in a few minutes more we found ourselves at the
door of Clover Cottage; that was Mrs. Nutfold's house, though 'Bramble
Cottage' would have suited it better, standing where it did.
She took the key out of her pocket.
'I locked them in,' she said, nodding her head, 'though they didn't know
it.'
'Gracious,' says I, 'you don't mean as the children are all alone?'
'To be sure--who'd be with them? I wasn't going to make a chatter all
over the place about that impident woman a-goin' off. And Bella, my
girl, goes home at five. 'Twas after she left there was all the upset.'
I felt rather startled at hearing this. Suppose they had set themselves
on fire! But old Sarah seemed quite easy in her mind, as she opened the
door and went in, me following.
'Twas a nice roomy cottage, and so clean. Besides the large kitchen at
one side, with a good back-kitchen behind it, and a tidy bedroom for
Mrs. Nutfold, there was a fair-sized parlour, with casement windows and
deep window-seats--all old-fashioned, but roomy and airy. And upstairs
two nice bed-rooms and a small one. I knew it well, having been there
off and on to help Mrs. Nutfold with her lodgers at the busy season
before I went away to a regular place. So I was a little surprised when
she turned to the kitchen, instead of opening the parlour door. And at
first, what with coming out of the half-light and the red glow still in
my eyes, and what with that there Fusser setting upon me with such a
barking and jumping--all meant for a welcome, I soon found--as never
was, I scarce could see or hear. But I soon got myself together again.
'Down Fusser, naughty Fuss,' said the children, and, 'he won't bite,
it's only meant for "How do you do?"' said the eldest girl. And then she
turned to me as pretty as might be. 'Is this Martha?' says she, holding
out her little hand. 'I _am_ pleased to see you. It's very good of you,
and oh, Mrs. Nutfold, I'm so glad you've come back. Baby is getting so
sleepy.'
Poor little soul--so she was. They had set her up on Sarah's old
rocking-chair near the fire as well as they could, to keep her warm
because of her cold, and it was a chilly evening rather. But it was past
her bed-time, and she was fractious with all the upset. I just was
stooping down to look at her when she gave a little cry and held out her
arms to me. 'Baby so tired,' she said, 'want to go to bed.'
'And so you shall, my love,' I said. 'I'll have off my bonnet in a
moment, and then Martha will put Miss Baby to bed all nice and snug.'
'Marfa,' said a little voice beside me. It was the middle young lady. 'I
like that name, don't you, Francie?'
That was the boy--they were all there, poor dears. Old Sarah had thought
they'd be cosier in the kitchen while she was out. I smiled back at
Miss Lally, as they called her. She was standing by Master Francis; both
looking up at me, with a kind of mixture of hope and fear, a sort of
asking, 'Will she be good to us?' in their faces, which touched me very
much. Master Francis was not a pretty child like the others. He was pale
and thin, and his eyes looked too dark for his face. He was small too,
no taller than Miss Bess, and with none of her upright hearty look. But
when he smiled his expression was very sweet. He smiled now, with a sort
of relief and pleasure, and I saw that he gave a little squeeze to Miss
Lally's hand, which he was holding.
'Yes,' he said, 'it's a nice name. The other nurse was called "Sharp;"
it suited her too,' with a twinkle in his eyes I was pleased to see.
'Lally can't say her "th's" properly,' he went on, as if he was excusing
her a little, 'nor her "r's" sometimes, though Bess and I are trying to
teach her.'
'It's so babyish at _her_ age, nearly six, not to speak properly,' said
Miss Bess, with her little toss of the head, at which Miss Lally's face
puckered up, and the corners of her mouth went down, and I saw what
Sarah Nutfold meant by saying she was rather a 'whiney' child. I didn't
give her time for more just then. I had got Miss Baby up in my arms,
where she was leaning her sleepy head on my shoulder in her pretty baby
way. I felt quite in my right place again.
'Come along, Miss Lally, dear,' I said. 'It must be your bed-time too,
and if you'll come upstairs with Miss Baby and me, you'll be able to
show me all the things--the baths, and the sponges, and
everything--won't that be nice?'
She brightened up in a moment--dear child, it's always been like that
with her. Give her a hint of anything she could do for others, and she'd
forget her own troubles--fancy or real ones--that minute.
'The hot water's all ready,' said Mrs. Nutfold. 'I kep' the fire up, so
as you shouldn't have no trouble I could help, Martha, my dear.'
And then the three of us went upstairs to the big room at the back,
where I was to sleep with Miss Baby in her cot, and which we called the
night nursery. Miss Lally was as bright as a child could be, and that
handy and helpful. But more than once I heard a sigh come from the very
depths of her little heart, it seemed.
'Sharp never lettened me help wif Baby going to bed, this nice way,' she
said, and sighed again.
'Never mind about Sharp, my dear,' I said. 'She had her ways, and Martha
has hers. What are you sighing about?'
'I'm so fwightened her'll come back and you go, Marfa,' she said,
nestling up to me. Baby was safe in bed by now, prayers said and all.
'And--I'm sleepy, but I don't like going to bed till Queen comes.'
'Who may she be, my dear?' I asked, and then I remembered their talking
that day in the street. 'Oh, it's Miss Bess, you mean.'
'Yes--it's in the English hist_ory_,' said the child, making a great
effort over the 'r.' 'There was a queen they called "Good Queen Bess,"
so I made that my name for Bess. But mamma laughed one day and said that
queen wasn't "good." I was so sorry. So I just call Bess "Queen" for
short. And I say "good" to myself, for my Bess _is_ good; only I wish
she wouldn't be vexed when I don't speak words right,' and again the
little creature sighed as if all the burdens of this weary world were on
her shoulders.
'It's that Miss Bess wants you to speak as cleverly as she does, I
suppose. It'll come in time, no fear. When I was a little girl I
couldn't say the letter "l," try as I might. I used to leave it out
altogether--I remember one day telling mother I had seen such a sweet
"ittie 'amb"--I meant "little lamb."'
'Oh, how funny,' said Miss Lally laughing. She was always ready to
laugh. 'It's a good thing I can say "l's," isn't it? My name wouldn't
be--nothing--would it?--without the "l's."'
'But it's only a short, isn't it, Missy?' I said.
'Yes, my _weal_ name is "Lalage." Do you fink it's a pretty name?' she
said. She was getting sleepy, and it was too much trouble to worry about
her speaking.
'Yes, indeed, I think it's a sweet name. So soft and gentle like,' I
said, which pleased her, I could see.
'Papa says so too--but mamma doesn't like it so much. It was Francie's
mamma's name, but she's dead. And poor Francie's papa's dead too. He was
papa's brother,' said Miss Lally, in her old-fashioned way. There was a
funny mixture of old-fashionedness and simple, almost baby ways about
all those children. I've never known any quite like them. No doubt it
came in part from their being brought up so much by themselves, and
having no other companions than each other. But from the first I always
felt they were dear children, and more than common interesting.
A few days passed--very quiet and peaceful, and yet full of life too
they seemed to me. I felt more like myself again, as folks say, than
since my great trouble. It _was_ sweet to have real little ones to see
to again--if Miss Baby had only known it, that first evening's bathing
her and tucking her up in bed brought tears of pleasure to my eyes.
'Come now,' I said, to myself, 'this'll never do. You mustn't let
yourself go for to get so fond of these young ladies and gentleman that
you're only with for a day or two at most,' but I knew all the same I
couldn't help it, and I settled in my own mind that as soon as I could I
would look out for a place again. I wasn't afraid of what some would
count a hardish place--indeed, I rather liked it. I've always been that
fond of children that whatever I have to do for them comes right--what
does try my temper is to see things half done, or left undone by silly
upsetting girls who haven't a grain of the real nurse's spirit in them.
My lady wrote at once on hearing from Mrs. Nutfold. She was very angry
indeed about Sharp's behaviour, and at first was by way of coming down
immediately to see to things. But by the next day, when she had got a
second letter saying how old Sarah had fetched me, and that I was
willing to stay for the time, she wrote again, putting off for a few
days, and glad to do so, seeing how cleverly her good Mrs. Nutfold had
managed. That was how she put it--my lady always had a gracious way with
her, I will say--and I was to be thanked for my obligingness; she was
sure her little dears would be happy with any one so well thought of by
the dame. They were very busy indeed just then, she and Sir Hulbert, she
said, and very gay. But when I came to know her better I did her
justice, and saw she was not the butterfly I was inclined to think her.
She was just frantic to get her husband forward, so to speak, and far
more ambitious for him than caring about anything for herself. He had
had a trying and disappointing life of it in some ways, had Sir Hulbert,
and it had not soured him. He was a right-down high-minded gentleman,
though not so clever as my lady, perhaps. And she adored him. They
adored each other--seldom have I heard of a happier couple: only on one
point was there ever disunion between them, as I shall explain, all in
good time.
A week therefore--fully a week--had gone by before my little ladies'
mother came to see them. And when she did come it was at short notice
enough--a letter by the post--and Mayne, the postman, never passed our
way much before ten in the morning. So the dame told as how she'd be
down by the first train, and get to Clover Cottage by eleven, or soon
after. We were just setting off on our morning walk when Sarah came
calling after us to tell. She was for us not going, and stopping in till
her ladyship arrived; but when I put it to her that the children would
get so excited, hanging about and nothing to do, she gave in.
'I'll bring them back before eleven,' I said. 'They'll be looking fresh
and rosy, and with us out of the way you and the girl can get the rooms
all tidied up as you'd like for my lady to find them.'
And Sarah allowed it was a good thought.
'You've a head on your shoulders, my girl,' was how she put it.
So off we set--our usual way, over the common to the firwoods. There's
many a pretty walk about Brayling, and a great variety; but none took
the young ladies' and Master Francie's fancy like the firwoods. They had
never seen anything of the kind before, their home being by the
seashore was maybe the reason--or one reason. For I feel much the same
myself about loving firwoods, though, so to say, I was born and bred
among them. There's a charm one can't quite explain about them--the
sameness and the stillness and the great tops so high up, and yet the
bareness and openness down below, though always in the shade. And the
scent, and the feel of the crisp crunching soil one treads on, soil made
of the millions of the fir needles, with here and there the cones as
they have fallen.
'It's like fairy stories,' Miss Lally used to say, with her funny little
sigh.
But we couldn't linger long in the woods that morning, though a
beautiful morning it was. Miss Bess and Miss Baby were in the greatest
delight about 'mamma' coming, and always asking me if I didn't think it
must be eleven o'clock. Miss Lally was pleased too, in her quiet way,
only I noticed that she was a good deal taken up with Master Francie,
who seemed to have something on his mind, and at last they both called
to Miss Bess, and said something to her which I didn't hear, evidently
asking her opinion.
'Nonsense,' said Miss Bess, in her quick decided way; 'I have no
patience with you being so silly. As if mamma would be so unjust.'
'But,' said Master Francis hesitatingly, 'you know, Bess--sometimes----'
'Yes,' put in Miss Lally, 'she might think it had been partly Francie's
fault.'
'Nonsense,' said Miss Bess again; 'mamma knows well enough that Sharp
was horrid. I am sure Francie has been as good as good for ever so long,
and old Mrs. Nutfold will tell mamma so, even if possibly she did not
understand.'
Their faces grew a little lighter after this, and by the time we had got
home and I had tidied them all up, I really felt that my lady would be
difficult to please if she didn't think all four looking as bright and
well as she could wish.
I kept myself out of the way when I heard the carriage driving up,
though the children would have dragged me forward. But I was a complete
stranger to Lady Penrose, and things having happened as they had, I felt
that she might like to be alone with the children, at first, and that no
doubt Sarah Nutfold would be eager to have a talk with her. I sat down
to my sewing quietly--there was plenty of mending on hand, Sharp's
service having been but eye-service in every way--and I won't deny but
that my heart was a little heavy thinking how soon, how very soon, most
likely, I should have to leave these children, whom already, in these
few days, I had grown to love so dearly.
I was not left very long to my meditations, however; before an hour had
passed there came a clear voice up the old staircase, 'Martha, Martha,
come quick, mamma wants you,' and hastening out I met Miss Bess at the
door. She turned and ran down again, I following her more slowly.
How well I remember the group I saw as I opened the parlour door! It was
like a picture. Lady Penrose herself was more than pretty--beautiful, I
have heard her called, and I think it was no exaggeration. She was
sitting in the dame's old-fashioned armchair, in the window of the
little room; the bright summer sunshine streaming in behind her and
lighting up her fair hair--hair for all the world like Miss Lally's,
though perhaps a thought darker. Miss Baby was on her knee and Miss Bess
on a stool at her feet, holding one of her hands. Miss Lally and Master
Francie were a little bit apart, close together as usual.
'Come in,' said my lady. 'Come in, Martha,' as I hesitated a little in
the doorway. 'I am very pleased to see you and to thank you for all your
kindness to these little people.'
She half rose from her chair as I drew near, and shook hands with me in
the pretty gracious way she had.
'I am sure it has been a pleasure to me, my lady,' I said. 'I've been
used to children for so long that I was feeling quite lost at home doing
nothing.'
'And you are very fond of children, truly fond of them,' my lady went
on, glancing up at me with a quick observant look, that somehow reminded
me of Miss Bess; 'so at least Mrs. Nutfold tells me, and I think I
should have known it for myself even if she had not said so. I have to
go back to town this afternoon--supposing you all run out into the
garden for a few minutes, children; I want to talk to Martha a little,
and it will soon be your dinner time.'
She got up as she spoke, putting Miss Baby down gently; the child began
grumbling a little--but, 'No, no, Baby, you must do as I tell you,'
checked her in a moment.
'Take her out with you, Bess,' she added. I could see that my lady was
not one to be trifled with.
When they had all left the room she turned to me again. 'Sit down,
Martha, for a minute or two. One can always talk so much more
comfortably sitting,' she said pleasantly. 'And I have no doubt the
children have given you plenty of exercise lately, though you don't look
delicate,' she added, with again the little look of inquiry.
'Thank you, my lady; no, I am not delicate; as a rule I am strong and
well, though this last year has brought me troubles and upsets, and I
haven't felt quite myself.'
'Naturally,' she said. 'Mrs. Nutfold has told me about you. I was
talking to her just now when I first arrived.' Truly my lady was not one
to let the grass grow under the feet. 'She says you will be looking for
a situation again before long. Is there any chance of your being able to
take one at once, that is to say if mine seems likely to suit you.'
She spoke so quick and it was so unexpected that I felt for a moment
half stupid and dazed-like.
'Are you sure, my lady, that I should suit you?' I managed to say at
last. 'I have only been in one place in my life, and you might want more
experience.'
'You were with Mrs. Wyngate, in ----shire, I believe? I know her sister
and can easily hear any particulars I want, but I feel sure you would
suit me.'
She went on to give me a good many particulars, all in the same clear
decided way. 'The Wyngates are very rich,' she said, as she ended. 'You
must have seen a great deal of luxury there. Now we are not rich--not at
all rich--though we have a large country place that has belonged to the
family for many hundreds of years; but we are obliged to live plainly
and the place is rather lonely. I don't want you to decide all at once.
Think it all over, and consult your parents, and let me have your answer
when I come down again.'
'That will be the difficulty,' I replied; 'my parents wanted me to stay
on some time with them. There is nothing about the work or the wages I
should object to, and though Mrs. Wyngate was very kind, I have never
cared for much luxury in the nursery--indeed, I should have liked
plainer ways; and I love the country, and as for the young ladies and
gentleman, my lady, if it isn't taking a liberty to say so, I love them
dearly already. But it is father and mother----'
'Well, well,' said my lady, 'we must see. The children are very happy
with you, and I hope it may be arranged, but of course you must consult
your parents.'
She went back to London that same afternoon, and that very evening, when
they were all in bed, I slipped on my bonnet and ran home to talk it
over with father and mother.
CHAPTER III
TRELUAN
There were fors and againsts, as there are with most things in this
world. Father was sorry for me to leave so soon and go so far, and he
scarce thought the wages what I might now look for. Mother felt with him
about the parting, but mother was a far-seeing woman. She thought the
change would be the best thing for me after my trouble, and she thought
a deal of my being with real gentry. Not but that Mrs. Wyngate's family
was all one could think highly of, but Mr. Wyngate's great fortune had
been made in trade, and there was a little more talk and thought of
riches and display among them than quite suited mother's ideas, and she
had sometimes feared it spoiling me.
'The wages I wouldn't put first,' she said. 'A good home and simple ways
among real gentlefolk--that's what I'd choose for thee, my girl. And
the children are good children and not silly spoilt things, and
straightforward and well-bred, I take it?'
'All that and more,' I answered. 'If anything, they've been a bit too
strict brought up, I'd say. If I go to them I shall try to make Miss
Lally brighten up--not that she's a dull child, but she has the look of
taking things to heart more than one likes to see at her age. And poor
Master Francis--I'm sure he'd be none the worse of a little petting--so
delicate as he is and his lameness.'
'You'll find your work to do, if you go--no fear,' said mother. 'Maybe
it's a call.'
I got to think so myself--and when my lady wrote that all she heard from
Mrs. Wyngate was most satisfactory, I made up my mind to accept her
offer, and told her so when she came down again for a few hours the end
of the week.
We stayed but a fortnight longer at Brayling--and a busy fortnight it
was. I had my own things to see to a little, and would fain have
finished the set of shirts I had begun for father. The days seemed to
fly. I scarce could believe it was not a dream when I found myself with
all the family in a second-class railway carriage, starting from
Paddington on our long journey.
It was a long journey, especially as, to save expense, we had come up
from Brayling that same morning. We were not to reach the little town
where we left the railway till nearly midnight, to sleep there, I was
glad for the poor children's sake to hear, and start again the next
morning on a nineteen miles' journey by coach.
'And then,' said Miss Lally, with one of her deep sighs, 'we shall be at
home.'
I thought there was some content in her sigh this time.
'Shall you be glad, dearie, to be at home again?' I said.
'I fink so,' she answered. 'And oh, I am glad you've comed wif us,
'stead of Sharp. And Francie's almost more gladder still, aren't you,
dear old Francie?'
'I should just think I was,' said the boy.
'Sharp,'--and the little girl lowered her voice and glanced round; we
were, so to speak, alone at one end of the carriage,--Miss Lally, her
cousin and I, for Miss Baby was already asleep in my arms and Miss Bess
talking, like a grown-up young lady, at the other end, with her papa
and mamma--'Sharp,' said Miss Lally, 'really _hated_ poor Francie,
because she thought he told mamma about her tempers. And she made mamma
think he was naughty when he wasn't. Francie and I were frightened when
Sharp went away that mamma would think it was his fault. But she didn't.
Queen spoke to her, and Mrs. Dame' (that was her name for old Sarah)
'did too. And you didn't get scolded, did you, Francie?'
'No,' said Master Francie quietly, 'I didn't.'
He looked as if he were going to say more, but just then Miss Bess, who
had had enough for the time, of being grown up--and indeed she was but a
complete child at heart--got up from her seat and came to our end of the
carriage. Sir Hulbert was reading his newspaper, and my lady was making
notes in a little memorandum book.
'What are you talking about?' said the eldest little sister, sitting
down beside me. 'You all look very comfortable, Baby especially.'
'We are talking about Sharp going away,' replied Miss Lally, 'and
Francie thinking he'd be scolded for it.'
'Oh! do leave off about that and talk of something nicer. Franz is
really silly. If you'd only speak right out to mamma,' she went on,
'things would be ever so much better.'
The boy shook his head rather sadly.
'Now you know,' said Miss Bess, 'they would be. Mamma is never unjust.'
She was speaking in her clear decided way, and feeling a little afraid
lest their voices should reach to the other end--I wouldn't have liked
my lady to think I encouraged the children in talking her over--I tried
to change the conversation.
'Won't you tell me a little about your home?' I said. 'You know it'll
all be quite new to me; I've only seen the sea once or twice in my life,
and never lived by it.'
'Treluan isn't quite close to the sea,' said Master Francis, evidently
taking up my feeling. 'We can see it from some of the top rooms, and
from one end of the west terrace at high tides, and we can hear it too
when it's stormy. But it's really two miles to the coast.'
'There are such dear little bays, lots of them,' said Miss Bess. 'We can
play Robinson Crusoe and smugglers and all sorts of things, for the bays
are quite separated from each other by the rocks.'
'There's caves in some,' said Miss Lally, 'rather f'ightening caves,
they're so dark;' but her eyes sparkled as if she were quite able to
enjoy some adventures.
'We shall be at no loss for nice walks, I see; but how do you amuse
yourselves on wet days?'
'Oh! we've always plenty to do,' said Miss Bess. 'Miss Kirstin comes
from the Vicarage every morning for our lessons, and twice a week papa
teaches Franz and me Latin in the afternoon, and the house is very big,
you know. When we can't go out, we may race about in the attics over the
nurseries. There's a stair goes up to the tower, just by the nursery
door, and you pass the attics on the way. They're called the tower
attics, because there are lots more over the other end of the house.
Francie's room is in the tower.'
It was easy to see by this talk that Treluan was a large and important
place.
'I suppose the house is very, very old?' I said.
'Oh yes! thousands--I mean hundreds--of years old. Centuries mean
hundreds, don't they, Franz?' said she, turning to her cousin.
'Yes, dear,' he answered gently, though I could see he was inclined to
smile a little. 'If you know English history,' he went on to me, 'I
could tell you exactly how old, Treluan is. The first bit of it was
built in the reign of King Henry the Third, though it's been changed
ever so often since then. About a hundred years ago the Penroses were
very rich, very rich indeed. But when one of them died--our great, great
grand-uncle, I think it was--and his nephew took possession, it was
found the old man had sold a lot of the land secretly--it wasn't to be
told till his death--and no one has ever been able to find out what he
did with the money. It was the best of the land too.'
'And they were so surprised,' said Miss Bess, 'for he'd been a very
saving old man, and they thought there'd be lots of money over, any way.
Wasn't it too bad of him--horrid old thing?'
'Queen,' said Miss Lally gravely. 'You know we fixed never to call him
that, 'cos he's dead. He was a--oh, what's that word?--something like
those things in the hall at home--helmet--was it that? No--do tell me,
Queen.'
'You're muddling it up with crusaders, you silly little thing,' said
Miss Bess. 'How could he have been a crusader only a hundred years ago?'
'No, no, it isn't that--I said it was _like_ it,' said Miss Lally,
ready to cry. 'What's the other word for helmet?'
'I know,' said Master Francis, '_vizor_--and----'
'Yes, yes--and the old man was a _miser_, that's it,' said the child.
'Papa said so, and he said it's like a' illness, once people get it they
can't leave off.'
Miss Bess and Master Francis could not help laughing at the funny way
the child said it, nor could I myself, for that matter. And then they
went on to tell me more of the strange old story--how their great
grandfather and their grandfather after him had always gone on hoping
the missing money would sooner or later turn up, though it never did,
till--putting what the children told me together with my lady's own
words--it became clear that poor Sir Hulbert had come into a sadly
impoverished state of things.
'Perhaps the late baronet and his father were not of the "saving" sort,'
I said to myself, and from what I came to hear afterwards, I fancy I was
about right.
After a while my lady came to our end of the carriage. She was afraid,
she said, I'd find Miss Baby too heavy--wouldn't I lay her comfortably
on the seat, there was plenty of room?--my lady was always thoughtful
for others--and then when we had got the child settled, she sat down
and joined in our talk a little.
'We've been telling Martha about Treluan and about the old uncle that
did something with the money,' said Miss Bess.
My lady did not seem to mind.
'It is a queer story, isn't it?' she said. 'Worse than queer,
indeed----' and she sighed. 'Though even with it, things would not be as
they are, if other people had not added their part to them.'
She glanced round in a half impatient way, and somehow her glance fell
on Master Francis, and I almost started as I caught sight of the
expression that had come over her face--it was a look of real dislike.
'Sit up, Francis--do, for goodness' sake,' she said sharply; 'you make
yourself into a regular humpback.'
The boy's pale, almost sallow face reddened all over. He had been
listening with interest to the talking, and taking his part in it. Now
he straightened himself nervously, murmuring something that sounded
like, 'I beg your pardon, Aunt Helen,' and sat gazing out of the window
beside him as if lost in his own thoughts. I busied myself with pulling
the rugs better over Miss Baby, so that my lady should not see my face
just then. But I think she felt sorry for her sharp tone, for when she
spoke again it was even more pleasantly than usual.
'Have you told nurse other things about Treluan, children?' she said.
'It is really a dear old place,' she went on to me; 'it might be made
_quite_ delightful if Sir Hulbert could spend a little more upon it. I
had set my heart on new furnishing your room this year, Bess darling,
but I'm afraid it will have to wait.'
'Never mind, dear,' said Miss Bess comfortingly, in her old-fashioned
way, 'there's no hurry. If I could have fresh covers to the chairs, the
furniture itself--I mean the _wood_ part--is quite good.'
'I did get some nice chintz in London,' said her mamma; 'there was some
selling off rather cheap. But it's the getting things made--everything
down with us is so difficult and expensive,' and my lady sighed. Her
mind seemed full of the one idea, and I began to think she should try to
take a cheerier view of things.
'If you'll excuse me mentioning it,' I said, 'I have had some experience
in the cutting out of chair-covers and such things. It would be a great
pleasure to me to help to make the young ladies' rooms nice.'
'That would be very nice indeed,' said my lady; 'I really should like to
do what we can to brighten up the old house. I expect it will look very
gloomy to you, nurse, till you get used to it. I do want Bess's room to
look better. Of course Lally is in the nursery still, and won't need a
room of her own for a long time yet.'
Miss Lally was sitting beside me, and as her mamma spoke, I heard a very
tiny little sigh.
'Never mind, Miss Lally dear,' I whispered. 'We'll brighten up the
nurseries too, nicely.'
These little scraps of talk come back to my mind now, when I think of
that first journey down to Treluan so many years ago. I put them down
such as they are, as they may help better than words of my own to give
an idea of the dear children and all about them, as they then were.
We reached Treluan the afternoon of the next day. It was a dull day
unfortunately, though the very middle of summer--rainy and gray. Of
course every one knows that there's much weather of that kind in the
west country, but no doubt it added to the impression of gloom with
which the first sight of the old house struck me, I must confess.
Gloom, perhaps, is hardly the word to use; it was more a feeling of
desertedness, almost of decayed grandeur, quite unlike anything I had
ever seen before. For in my former place everything had been bright and
new, fresh and perfect of its kind. Afterwards, when I came to see into
things better, I found there was no neglect or mismanagement; everything
that _could_ be done was done by Sir Hulbert outside, and my lady in her
own department--uphill and trying work though it must often have been
for them.
But that first evening, when I looked round the great lofty hall into
which my lady had led the way, dusky and dim already with the rain
pattering against the high arched windows and a chilly feeling in the
air, the half dozen servants or so, who had come out to meet
us--evidently the whole establishment--standing round, I must own that
in spite of the children's eager excitement and delight at finding
themselves at home again, my heart went down. I did feel so
very far away from home and father and mother, and everything
I had ever known. The first thing to cheer me was when the old
housekeeper--cook-housekeeper she really was--Mrs. Brent, came forward
after speaking to my lady, and shook me kindly by the hand.
'Welcome to Treluan, Nurse Heatherdale,' she said. And here I should
explain that as there was already a Martha in the house, my lady had
expressed her wish that I should be called 'nurse,' or 'Heatherdale,'
from which came my name of 'Heather,' that I have always been called by.
'Welcome to Treluan, and don't go for to think that it's always as dull
as you see it just now, as like as not to-morrow will be bright and
sunny.'
She was a homely-looking body with a very kind face, not Cornish bred I
found afterwards, though she had lived there many years. Something about
her made me think of mother, and I felt the tears rise to my eyes,
though no one saw.
'Shall I show nurse the way upstairs, my lady?' she said. For Mrs. Brent
was like her looks, simple and friendly like. She had never known
Treluan in its grand days of course, though she had known it when things
were a good deal easier than at present; and that evening, when the
children were asleep, she came up to sit with me a bit, and, though with
perfect respect to her master and mistress and no love of gossip in her
talk (for of that she was quite free), she explained to me a few things
which already had puzzled me a little. No praise was too high for Sir
Hulbert with her, and my lady was a really good, high-minded woman. 'But
she takes her troubles too heavy,' said Mrs. Brent; 'she's like to break
her heart at having no son of her own, and that and other things make
her not show her best self to poor little Master Francis, though,
considering he's been here since he was four, 'tis a wonder he doesn't
seem to her like a child of her own. And Sir Hulbert feels it; it's a
real grief to him, for he loved Master Francis's father dearly through
all the troubles he caused them, and anyway 'tis not fair to visit the
father's sin on the innocent child.'
Then she told me how Master Francis's father had made things worse by
his extravagance, half-breaking his young wife's heart and leaving debts
behind him, when he was killed by an accident; and that Sir Hulbert, for
the honour of the family, had taken these debts upon himself.
'His wife was a pretty young creature, half a foreigner. Sir Hulbert had
her brought here with the boy, and here she died, not long before Miss
Lalage was born, and so, failing a son, Master Francis is the heir, and
a sweet, good young gentleman he is, though nothing as to looks. 'Tis a
pity he's so shy and timid in his ways; it gives my lady the idea he's
not straightforward, though that I'm very sure he is, and most
affectionate at heart, though he hasn't the knack of showing it.'
'Except to Miss Lally, I should say,' I put in; 'how those two do cling
together, to be sure.'
'He loves them all dearly, my lady too, though he's frightened of her.
Miss Lally's the one he's most at home with, because she's so little,
and none of Miss Bess's masterful ways about her. Poor dear Miss Lally,
many's the trouble she's got into for Master Francis's sake.'
All this was very interesting to me, and helped to clear my mind in some
ways from the first, which was, I take it, a good thing. Mrs. Brent said
little about Sharp, but I could see she had not approved of her; and she
was so kind as to add some words about myself, and feeling sure I would
make the children happy, especially the two whom it was easy to see were
her own favourites, Miss Lally and her cousin. This made me feel the
more earnest to do my very best in every way for the young creatures
under my care.
CHAPTER IV
A NURSERY TEA
Writing down that talk with good Mrs. Brent made me put aside the
account of our arrival at Treluan, clearly though I remember it. Even to
this day I never go up the great staircase--of course it is not often
that I pass that way--without recalling the feelings with which I
stepped up it for the first time--Mrs. Brent in front, carrying a small
hand-lamp, the passages being so dark, though it was still early in the
evening; the children running on before me, except Miss Baby, who was
rather sleepy and very cross, poor dear, so that half way up I had to
lift her in my arms. All up the dark wainscoted walls, dead and gone
Penroses looked down upon us, in every sort of ancient costume. They
used to give me a half eerie feeling till I got to know them better and
to take a certain pride in them, feeling myself, as I came to do,
almost like one of the family, though in a humble way.
At the top of the great staircase we passed along the gallery, which
runs right across one side of the hall below; then through a door on the
right and down a long passage ending in a small landing, from which a
back staircase ran down again to the ground floor. The nurseries in
those days were the two large rooms beyond, now turned into a
billiard-room, my present lady thinking them scarcely warm enough for
the winter. It is handy too to have the billiard-room near the
tower, where the smoking-room now is, and the spare rooms for
gentlemen-visitors. A door close beside the nurseries opened on to the
tower stair; some little way up this stair another door leads into the
two or three big attics over the nurseries, which the children used as
playrooms in the wet weather. Master Francis's room was the lowest door
on the tower staircase, half way as it were, as to level, between the
nurseries and the attics. The ground-floor rooms of the tower were
entered from below, as the separate staircase only began from the
nursery floor. All these particulars, of course, I learnt by degrees,
having but a very general idea of things that first night; but plans of
houses and buildings have always had an interest for me, and as a girl
I think I had a quick eye for sizes and proportions. I do remember the
first time I saw the ground-floor room of the tower, under Master
Francis's, so to say, wondering to myself how it came to be so low in
the ceiling, seeing that the floor of his room was several feet higher
than that of the nurseries. No doubt others would have been struck by
this also, had the lowest room in the tower been one in regular use, but
as long as any one could remember it had only been a sort of
lumber-room. It was only by accident that I went into it one day, months
after I had come to Treluan.
The nurseries were nice airy rooms; the schoolroom was underneath the
day nursery, down on the ground floor; and Miss Bess's room was off the
little landing I spoke of before you came to the nursery passage. But
all seemed dim and dusky in the half light, that first evening. It was
long before the days of gas, of course, except in towns, though that, I
am told, is now thought nothing of compared to this new electric light,
which Sir Bevil is thinking of establishing here, to be made on the
premises in some wonderful way. And even lamps at that time were very
different from what they are now, when every time my lady goes up to
town she brings back some beautiful new invention for turning night into
day.
I was glad, I remember, June though it was, to see a bright fire in the
nursery grate--Mrs. Brent was always thoughtful--and the tea laid out
nice and tidy on the table. Miss Baby brightened up at sight of it, and
the others gathered round to see what good things the housekeeper had
provided for them by way of welcome home.
'I hope there's some clotted cream,' said Miss Bess; 'yes, that's right!
Nurse has never seen it before, I'm sure. Fancy, Mrs. Brent, mamma says
the silly people in London call it Devonshire cream, and I'm sure it's
far more Cornish. And honey and some of your own little scones and
saffron cakes, that is nice! Mayn't we have tea immediately?'
'I must wash my hands,' said Master Francis, 'they did get so black in
the carriage.'
'And mine too,' said Miss Lally. 'Oh, nurse, mayn't Francis wash his for
once in the night nursery, to be quick?'
'Why didn't you both keep your gloves on, you dirty children?' said Miss
Bess in her masterful way. 'My hands are as clean as clean, and of
course Francis mustn't begin muddling in the nursery. You'd never have
asked Sharp that, Lally. It's just the sort of thing mamma doesn't like.
I shall take my things off in my own room at once.' And she marched to
the door as she spoke, stopping for a moment on the way to say to
me--'Heatherdale, you'll come into my room, won't you, as soon as ever
you can, to talk about the new chair-covers?'
'I won't forget about them, Miss Bess,' I said quietly; 'but for a few
days I am sure to be busy, unpacking and looking over the things that
were left here.'
The child said nothing more, but I saw by the lift of her head that she
was not altogether pleased.
'Now Master Francis,' I went on, 'perhaps you had better run off to your
own room to wash your hands. It's always best to keep to regular ways.'
The boy obeyed at once. I had, to tell the truth, been on the point of
letting him do as Miss Lally had wanted, but Miss Bess's speech had
given me a hint, though I was not sorry for her not to have seen it. I
should be showing Master Francis no true kindness to begin by any look
of spoiling him, and I saw by a little smile on Mrs. Brent's face that
she thought me wise, even though it was not till later in the evening
that I had the long talk with her that I have already mentioned.
Our tea was bright and cheery, Miss Baby's spirits returned, and she
kept us all laughing by her funny little speeches. My lady came in when
we had nearly finished, just to see how all the children were--perhaps
too, for she was full of kind thoughtfulness, to make me feel myself
more at home. She sat down in the chair by the fire, with a little sigh,
and I was sorry to see the anxious, harassed look on her beautiful face.
'You all look very comfortable,' she said; 'please give me a cup of tea,
nurse. I found such a lot of things to do immediately, that I've not had
time to think of tea yet, and poor Sir Hulbert is off in the rain to see
about some broken fences. Oh dear! what a contrary world it seems,' she
added half laughingly.
'How did the fences get broken, mamma?' said Miss Bess; 'and why didn't
Garth get them mended at once without waiting to tease papa the moment
he got home?'
'Some cattle got wild and broke them, and if they are not put right at
once, more damage may be done. But all these repairs are expensive. It
only happened two days ago; poor Garth was obliged to tell papa before
doing it. Dear me,' she said again, 'it really does seem sometimes as if
money would put everything in life right.'
'Oh! my lady,' I exclaimed hastily, and then I got red with shame at my
forwardness and stopped short. I felt very sorry for her; the one
thought seemed never out of her mind, and bid fair to poison her happy
home. I felt too that it was scarcely the sort of talk for the children
to hear, Miss Bess being already in some ways so old for her years, and
the two others scarce as light-hearted as they should have been.
My lady smiled at me.
'Say on, Heatherdale; I'd like to hear what you think about it.'
I felt my face getting still redder, but I had brought it on myself.
'It was only, my lady,' I began, 'that it seems to me that there are so
many troubles worse than want of money. There's my last lady's sister,
for instance, Mrs. Vernon,--everything in the world has she that money
can give, but she's lost all her babies, one after the other, and she's
just heart-broken. Then there's young Lady Mildred Parry, whose parents
own the finest place near my home, and she's their only child; but she
had a fall from her horse two years ago and her back is injured for
life; she often drives past our cottage, lying all stretched-out-like,
in a carriage made on purpose.'
My lady was silent. Suddenly, to my surprise, Master Francis looked up
quickly.
'I don't think I'd mind that so very much,' he said, 'not if my back
didn't hurt badly. I think it would be better than walking with your leg
always aching, and I daresay everybody loves that girl dreadfully.'
He stopped as suddenly as he had begun, giving a quick frightened glance
round, and growing not red but still paler than usual, as was his way.
'Poor little Francie,' said Miss Lally, stretching her little hand out
to him and looking half ready to cry.
'Don't be silly, Lally; if Francis's leg hurts him he has only to say
so, and it will be attended to as it has always been. If everybody loves
that young Lady Mildred, no doubt it is because she is sweet and loving
_to_ everybody.'
Then she grew silent again and seemed to be thinking.
'You are right, nurse,' she said. 'I am very grateful when I see my
dear children all well and happy.'
'And _good_,' added Miss Bess with her little toss of the head.
'Well, yes, of course,' said her mother smiling. It was seldom, if ever,
Miss Bess was pulled up for anything she took it into her head to say,
whether called for or not.
'But,' my lady went on in a lower voice, turning to me, as if she hardly
wished the children to hear, 'want of money isn't my only, nor indeed my
worst trouble.--I must go,' and she got up as she spoke; 'there are
twenty things waiting for me to attend to downstairs. Good-night,
children dear; I'll come up and peep at you in bed if I possibly can,
but I'm not sure if I shall be able. If not, nurse must do instead of me
for to-night,' and she turned towards the door, moving in the quick
graceful way she always did.
'Franz!' said Miss Bess reprovingly; the poor boy was already getting
off his chair, but he was too late to open the door. I doubt if his aunt
noticed his moving at all.
'You're always so slow and clumsy,' said his eldest cousin. The words
sounded unkind, but it was greatly that Miss Bess wanted him to please
her mamma, for the child had an excellent heart.
There was plenty to do after that first evening for all of us. I got
sleepy Miss Baby to bed as soon as might be. The poor dear, she _was_
sleepy! I remember how, when she knelt down in her little white
nightgown to say her prayers, she could only just get out, 'T'ank God
for b'inging us safe home;' as she had evidently been taught to say
after a journey.
'Baby thinks that's enough, when she's been ter-a-velling,' explained
Miss Lally.
Then I set to work to unpack, and it was quite surprising how handy the
two elder girls--and not they only, but Master Francis too--were in
helping me, and explaining where their things were kept and all the
nursery ways. Then I had to be shown Miss Bess's room, and nearly
offended her little ladyship by saying I hadn't time just then to settle
about the new covers. For I was determined to give some attention to
Master Francis also.
His room was very plain, not to say bare; not that I hold with pampering
boys, but he being delicate, it did seem to me he might have had a couch
or easy-chair to rest his poor leg. He was very eager to make the best
of things, telling me I had no idea what a beautiful view there was
from his windows, of which there were three.
'I love the tower,' he said. 'I wouldn't change my room here for any
other in the house.'
And I must say I thought it was very nice of him to put things in that
way, considering too the sharp tone in which I had heard his aunt speak
to him that very evening.
When I woke the next morning I found that Mrs. Brent's words had come
true, for the sun was pouring in at the window, and when I drew up the
blind and looked out I would scarce have known the place to be the same.
The outlook was bare, to be sure, compared with the well-wooded country
about my home; but the grounds just around the house were carefully
kept, though in a plain way, no bedding-out plants or rare foreign
shrubs, such as I had been used to see at Mr. Wyngate's country place.
But all about Treluan there was the charm which no money will buy--the
charm of age, very difficult to put into words, though I felt it
strongly.
A little voice just then came across the room.
'Nurse, dear.' It was Miss Lalage. 'It's a very fine day, isn't it? I
have been watching the sun getting up ever so long. When I first
wokened, it was nearly quite dark.'
I looked at the child. She was sitting up in her cot; her face looked
tired, and her large gray eyes had dark lines beneath them, as if she
had not slept well. Miss Baby was still slumbering away in happy
content--she was a child to sleep, to be sure! A round of the clock was
nothing for her.
'My dear Miss Lally,' I said, 'you have never been awake since dawn,
surely. Is your head aching, or is something the matter?'
She gave a little sigh.
'No, fank you, it's nothing but finking, I mean th-inking. Oh! I wish I
could speak quite right, Bess says it's so babyish.'
'Thinking! and what have you been thinking about, dearie? You should
have none but happy thoughts. Isn't it nice to be at home again? and
this beautiful summer weather! We can go such nice walks. You've got to
show me all the pretty places about.'
'Yes,' said Miss Lally. 'I'd like that, but we'll be having lessons next
week,--not all day long, we can go beautiful walks in the afternoons.'
'Was it about lessons you were troubling your little head?'
'No,' she said, though not very heartily. 'I don't like them much, at
least not those _very_ high up sums--up you know to the _very_ top of
the slate--that won't never come right. But I wasn't finking of them; it
was about poor mamma, having such ter-oubles. Francie and I do fink such
a lot about it. Bess does too, but she's so clever, she's sure she'll do
something when she's big to get a lot of money for papa and mamma. But
I'm not clever, and Francie has got his sore leg; we can't fink of
anything we could do, unless we could find some fairies; but Francie's
sure there aren't any, and he's past ten, so he must know.'
'You can do a great deal, dear Miss Lally,' I said. 'Don't get it into
your head you can't. Rich or poor, there's nothing helps papas and
mammas so much as their children being good, and loving, and obedient;
and who knows but what Master Francis may be a very clever man some day,
whether his poor leg gets better or not.'
The little girl seemed pleased. It needed but a kind word or two to
cheer her up at any time.
'Oh! I am so glad Sharp has gone away and you comed,' she said.
She was rather silent while I was dressing her, but when she had had
her bath, and I was putting on her shoes and stockings, she began again.
'Nurse,' she asked, 'do stockings cost a lot of money to buy?'
'Pretty well,' I said. 'At my home, mother always taught us to knit our
own. I could show you a pair I knitted before I was much bigger than
you.'
How the child's face did light up!
'I've seen a little girl knitting who's not much bigger than me.
Couldn't you show me how to make some stockings, and then mamma wouldn't
have to buy so many?'
'Certainly I could; I have plenty of needles with me, and I daresay we
could get some wool,' I replied. 'I'll tell you what, Miss Lally; you
might knit some for Master Francis; that would be pleasing him as well
as your mamma. There's a village not far off, I suppose--you can
generally buy wool at a village shop.'
'There's our village across the park, and there's two shops. I'll ask
Bess; she'll know if we could get wool. Oh! nurse, how pleased I am; I
wonder if we could go to-day. I've got some pennies and a shilling. I do
like to have nice things to think of. I wish Francie would be quick, I
do so want to tell him, or do you think I should keep it a surprise for
him?'
And she danced about in her eager delight, which at last woke Miss Baby,
who opened her eyes and stared about her, with a sleepy smile of content
on her plump rosy face. She was a picture of a child, and so easy
minded. It is wonderful, to be sure, how children brought up like little
birds in one nest yet differ from each other. I began to feel very
satisfied that I should never regret having come to Treluan.
CHAPTER V
THE SHOP IN THE VILLAGE
Before many days had passed I felt quite settled down. The weather was
most lovely for some time just then, and this I think always helps to
make one feel more at home in a strange place. That first day, and for
two or three following, we could not go long walks, as I had really so
much to see to indoors. Miss Bess had to make up her mind to wait as
patiently as she could, till other things were attended to, for the
doing up of her room, and, what I was more sorry for, poor Miss Lally
had also to wait about beginning the knitting she had so set her heart
on.
I think it was the fourth day after our arrival that I began at last to
feel pretty clear. All the nursery drawers and cupboards tidied up and
neatly arranged; the children's clothes looked over and planned about
for the rest of the summer. My lady went over them with me, and I could
see that it was a comfort to her to feel assured that I understood the
need for economy, and prided myself, thanks to my good old mother, on
neat patches and darns quite as much as on skill on making new things.
My poor lady--it went to my heart to see how often she would have liked
to get fresh and pretty frocks and hats for the young ladies, for she
had good taste and great love of order. But after all there is often a
good deal of pleasure in contriving and making the best of what one has.
'You must take nurse a good walk to-day, children,' said my lady as she
left the room. 'I shall be busy with your papa, but you might get as far
as the sea, I think, if you took old Jacob and the little cart for Baby
if she gets tired, and for Francis if his leg hurts him. How has it
been, by the by, for the last day or two, Francis?'
Her tone was rather cold, but still I could see a little flush of
pleasure come over the boy's face.
'Oh! much better, thank you, auntie,' he said eagerly. 'It's only just
after the day in the railway that it seems to hurt more.'
'Then try to be bright and cheerful,' she said. 'Remember you are not
the only one in the world that has troubles to bear.'
The boy didn't answer, but I could see his thin little face grow pale
again, and I just wished that my lady had stopped at her first kindly
inquiry. A deal of mischief is done, it seems to me, by people not
knowing when it is best to stop.
Jacob, the donkey, was old and no mistake. Larkins's 'Peter' was young
compared to him, and the cart was nothing but a cart such as light
luggage might be carried in. It had no seats, but we took a couple of
footstools with us, which served the purpose, and many a pleasant ramble
we had with the shabby little old cart and poor Jacob.
'Which way shall we go?' said Miss Bess, as we started down the drive.
'You know, nurse, there's ever so many ways to the sea here. It's all
divided into separate little bays. You can't get from one to the other
except at low tide, and with a lot of scrambling over the rocks, so we
generally fix before we start which bay we'll go to.'
'Oh! do let's go to Polwithan Bay!' said Miss Lally.
'It's not nearly so pretty as Trewan,' said Miss Bess, 'and there are
the smugglers' caves at Trewan. We often call it the Smugglers' Bay
because of that. We've got names of our own for the bays as well as the
proper ones.'
'There's one we call Picnic Bay,' said Master Francis, 'because there
are such beautiful big flat stones for picnic tables. But I think the
Smugglers' Bay is the most curious of all. I'm sure nurse would like to
see it. Why do you want to go to Polwithan, Lally? It is rather a stupid
little bay.'
'Can we go to the Smugglers' Bay by the village?' asked Miss Lally, and
then I understood her, though I did not know that tightly clutched in
her hot little hand were the shilling and the three or four pennies she
had taken out of her money box on the chance of buying the wool for her
stockings.
'It would be ever such a round,' said Miss Bess; but then she added
politely--she was very particular about politeness, when she wasn't put
out--'but of course if nurse wants to see the village that wouldn't
matter. We've plenty of time. Would you like to see it, nurse?'
A glance at Miss Lally's anxious little face decided me.
'Well, I won't say but what it would interest me to see the village,' I
replied. 'Of course it's just as well and might be handy for me to know
my way about, so as to be able to find the post-office or fetch any
little thing from the shop if it were wanted.'
This was quite true, though I won't deny but that another reason was
strongest and Miss Lally knew it, for she crept up to me and slid her
little hand into mine gratefully.
'Very well, then,' said Miss Bess, 'we'll go round by the village. But
remember if you're tired, Lally, you mustn't grumble, for it was you
that first spoke of going that way.'
'There's the cart if Miss Lally's tired,' I said. 'Three could easily
get into it, and Jacob can't be knocked up if only Miss Baby goes in it
all the way there.'
'Nurse,' said Miss Lally suddenly--I don't think she had heard what we
were saying--'there's two shops in the village.'
'Are there, my dear,' I said; 'and is one the post-office? And what do
they sell?'
'Yes, one is the post-office, but they sell other things 'aside stamps,'
Miss Lally replied. 'They are both _everything_ shops.'
'But the _not_ the post-office one is much the nicest,' said Master
Francis. 'It's kept by old Prideaux--he's an old sailor and----' Here
the boy looked round, but there was no one in sight. Still he lowered
his voice. 'People do say that after he left off being a proper sailor
he was a smuggler. It runs in the family, Mrs. Brent says,' he went on
in the old-fashioned way I noticed in all the children. 'His father was
a regular smuggler. Brent says she's seen some queer transactions when
she was a girl in the kitchen behind the shop.'
'I thought Mrs. Brent was a stranger in these parts by her birth and
upbringing,' I said.
'So she is,' said Master Francis, 'but she came here on a visit when she
was a girl to her uncle at the High Meadows Farm, and that's how she
came first to Treluan. Grandfather was alive then, and papa and Uncle
Hulbert were boys. Even then Prideaux was an old man. Uncle Hulbert says
he knows lots of queer stories--he does tell them sometimes, but not as
if they had happened here, and you have to pretend to think he and his
father had nothing to do with them themselves.'
'It was he that told us first about the smugglers' caves, wasn't it?'
said Miss Bess. 'Fancy, nurse, some treasures were found in one of the
caves, not so very long ago, hid away in a dark corner far in. There
was lace and some beautiful fine silk stockings and some bottles of
brandy----'
'And a lot of cigars and tobacco, but they had gone all bad, and some of
the brandy hadn't any taste in it, though some was quite good. But
grandpapa was a dreadfully honest man; he would send all the things up
to London, just as they were found, for he said they belonged to the
Queen.'
'I wonder if the Queen wored the silk stockings her own self?' said Miss
Lally.
'If _we_ found some treasures,' said Miss Bess, 'do you think we'd have
to send them to the Queen too? It would be very greedy of her to keep
them, when she has such lots and lots of everything.'
'That's just because she's queen; she can't help it. It's part of being
a queen, and I daresay she gives away lots too. Besides, you wouldn't
care for brandy or cigars, Bess?' said Master Francis.
'We could sell them,' answered Miss Bess, 'if they were good.'
'P'raps the Queen would send us a nice present back,' said Miss Lally.
'Fancy, if she sent us a whole pound, what beautiful things we could
buy.'
'It would be great fun to find treasures, whatever they were,' said Miss
Bess. 'If we see old Prideaux to-day, I'll ask him if he thinks
possibly there's still some in the caves. Only it wouldn't do to go into
his shop on purpose to ask him--he'd think it funny.'
'And you'll have to be very careful how you ask him,' said Master
Francis. 'Besides, I'm quite sure if there were any to be found, he'd
have found them before this.'
'Does he sell wool in his shop, do you think, Miss Bess?' I inquired,
and I felt Miss Lally's hand squeeze mine. 'Wool, or worsted for
knitting stockings, I mean. I want to get some, and that would be a
reason for speaking to him.'
'I daresay he does; at least his daughter's always knitting, and she
must get wool somewhere. Anyway we can ask,' answered Miss Bess, quite
pleased with the idea.
'Now, nurse,' said Master Francis suddenly, 'keep your eyes open. When
we turn into the field at the end of this little lane--we've come by a
short-cut to the village, for the cart can go through the field quite
well--you'll have your first good view of the sea. We can see it from
some of the windows at Treluan and from the end of the terrace, but
nothing like as well.'
I was glad he had prepared me, for we had been interested in our
talking, and I hadn't paid much attention to the way we were going. Now
I did keep my eyes open, and I was well rewarded. The field was a
sloping one--sloping upwards, I mean, as we entered it--and till we got
to the top of the rising ground we saw nothing but the clear sky above
the grass, but then there burst upon the view a wonderful surprise. The
coast-line lay before us for a considerable distance at each side. Just
below us were the rocky bays or creeks the children had told me of, the
sand gleaming yellow and white in the sunshine, for the tide was half
way out, though near enough still for us to see the glisten of the foam
and the edge of the little waves, as they rippled in sleepily. And
farther out the deep purple-blue of the ocean, softening into a misty
gray, there, where the sky and the water met or melted into each other.
A little to the right rose the smoke of several houses--lazily, for it
was a very still day. These houses lay nestled in together, on the way
to the shore, and seemed scarcely enough to be called a village; but as
we left the field again to rejoin the road, I saw that these few houses
were only the centre of it, so to speak, as others straggled along
the road in both directions for some way, the church being one of the
buildings the nearest to Treluan house.
[Illustration: Then there burst upon the view a wonderful surprise.]
'It is a beautiful view,' said I, after a moment's silence, as we all
stood still at the top of the slope, the children glancing at me, as if
to see what I thought of it. 'I've never seen anything approaching to it
before, and yet it's a bare sort of country--many wouldn't believe it
could be so beautiful with so few trees, but I suppose the sea makes up
for a good deal.'
'And it's such a lovely day,' said Master Francis. 'I should say the sun
makes up for a good deal. We've lots of days here when it's so gray and
dull that the sea and the sky seem all muddled up together. I'm not so
very fond of the sea myself. People say it's so beautiful in a storm,
and I suppose it is, but I don't care for that kind of beauty, there's
something so furious and wild about it. I don't think raging should be
counted beautiful. Shouldn't we only call good things beautiful?'
He looked up with a puzzle in his eyes. Master Francis always had
thoughts beyond his age and far beyond me to answer.
'I can't say, I'm sure,' I replied. 'It would take very clever people
indeed to explain things like that, though there's verses in the Bible
that do seem to bear upon it, especially in the Psalms.'
'I know there are, but when it tells of Heaven, it says "there shall be
no more sea,"' said Master Francis very gravely. 'And I think I like
that best.'
'Dear Francie,' said Miss Lally, taking his hand, as she always did when
she saw him looking extra grave, though of course she could not
understand what he had been saying.
We were out of the field by this time, and Miss Bess caught hold of
Jacob's reins, for up till now the old fellow had been droning along at
his own pace.
'Come along, Jacob, waken up,' she said, as she tugged at him, 'or we'll
not get to Polwithan Bay to-day, specially if we're going to gossip with
old Prideaux on the way.'
We passed the church in a moment, and close beside it the Vicarage.
'That's where Miss Kirstin lives,' said Miss Bess. 'Come along quick, I
don't want her to see us.'
'Don't you like her, my dear?' I said, a little surprised.
'Oh yes! we like her very well, but she makes us think of lessons, and
while it is holidays we may as well forget them,' and by the way in
which Master Francis and Miss Lally joined her in hurrying past Mr.
Kirstin's house, I could see they were of the same mind.
Miss Kirstin, when I came to know her, I found to be a good well-meaning
young lady, but she hadn't the knack of making lessons very interesting.
It wasn't perhaps altogether her fault; in those days books for young
people, both for lessons and amusement, were very different from what
they are now. School-books were certainly very dry and dull, and there
was a sort of feeling that making lessons pleasant or taking to children
would have been weak indulgence.
The church was a beautiful old building. I am not learned enough to
describe it, and perhaps after all it was more beautiful from age than
from anything remarkable in itself. I came to love it well; it was a
real grief to me and to others besides me when it had to be partly
pulled down a few years ago, and all the wonderful growth of ivy spoilt.
Though I won't say but what our new vicar--the third from Mr. Kirstin
our present one is--is well fitted for his work, both with rich and
poor, and one whom it is impossible not to respect as well as love,
though Mr. Kirstin was a worthy and kind old man in his way.
A bit farther along the road we passed the post-office, which the
children pointed out to me. The mistress came to the door when she saw
us, and curtsied to the little ladies, with a smile and a word of
'Welcome home again, Miss Penrose!' She took a good look at me out of
the corner of her eye, I could see. For having lived so much in small
country places, I knew how even a fresh servant at the big house will
set all the village talking.
Miss Lally glanced in at the shop window as we passed. There was indeed,
as she had said, a mixture of 'everything,' from tin pails and
mother-of-pearl buttons to red herrings and tallow-candles.
'Nurse,' she whispered, '_in case_ we can't get the wool at Prideaux',
we might come back here, but I'm afraid Bess wouldn't like to turn back.
Oh! I do hope'--with one of her little sighs--'they'll have it at the
other shop.'
And so they had, though when we got there a little difficulty arose. The
two elder children both wanted to come in, having got their heads full
of asking the old man about the smugglers' caves, and thinking it was
for myself I wanted the wool. Never a word said poor Miss Lally, when
her sister told her to stay outside with Miss Baby and the cart; but I
was getting to know the look of her little face too well by this time
not to understand the puckers about her eyes, and the droop at the
corners of her mouth.
'We may as well all go in,' I said, lifting Miss Baby out of the cart.
'There's no one else in the shop, and I want Miss Lally's opinion about
the wool.'
'_Lally's!_' said Miss Bess rather scornfully; 'she doesn't know
anything about wool, or knitting stockings, nurse.'
'Ah! well, but perhaps she's going to know something about it,' I said.
'It's a little secret we've got, Miss Bess; you shall hear about it all
in good time.'
'Oh, well, if it's a secret,' said Miss Bess good-naturedly--she was a
nice-minded child, as they all were--'Franz and I will keep out of the
way while you and Lally get your wool. We'll talk to old Prideaux.'
He was in the shop, as well as his daughter, who was knitting away as
the children had described her, and the old wife came hurrying out of
the kitchen, when she heard it was the little gentry from Treluan that
were in the shop. They did make a fuss over the children, to be sure; it
wasn't easy for Miss Lally and me to get our bit of business done. But
Sally Prideaux found us just what we wanted--the same wool that she was
knitting stockings of herself, only she had not much of it in stock, and
might be some little time before she could get more. But I told Miss
Lally there'd be enough for a short pair of socks for her cousin--boys
didn't wear knickerbockers and long stockings in those days--adding that
it was best not to undertake too big a piece of work for the first.
The wool cost one-and-sixpence. It was touching to see the little
creature counting over the money she had been holding tightly in her
hand all the way, and her look of distress when she found it only came
up to one and fourpence halfpenny.
'Don't you trouble, my dear,' I said, 'I have some coppers in my
pocket.'
She thanked me as if I had given her three pounds instead of three
halfpence, saying in a whisper--'I'll pay you back, nursie, when I get
my twopence next Saturday;' and then as happy as a little queen she
clambered down off the high stool, her precious parcel in her hand.
'Won't Francie be pleased?' she said. 'They must be ready for his
birthday, nurse. And won't mamma be pleased when she finds I can knit
stockings, and that she won't have to buy any more?'
CHAPTER VI
THE SMUGGLERS' CAVES
The others seemed to have been very well entertained while Miss Lally
and I were busy. Mrs. Prideaux had set Miss Baby on the counter, where
she was admiring her to her heart's content--Miss Baby smiling and
chattering, apparently very well pleased. Miss Bess and Master Francis
were talking eagerly with old Prideaux; they turned to us as we came
near.
[Illustration: Miss Bess and Master Francis were talking eagerly with
old Prideaux.]
'Oh, nurse!' said Miss Bess, 'Mr. Prideaux says that he shouldn't wonder
if there were treasures hidden away in the smugglers' caves, though it
wouldn't be safe for us to look for them. He says they'd be so very far
in, where it's quite, quite dark.'
'And one or two of the caves really go a tremendous way underground.
Didn't you say there's one they've never got to the end of?' asked
Master Francis.
'So they say,' replied the old man, with his queer Cornish accent. It
did sound strange to me then, their talk--though I've got so used to it
now that I scarce notice it at all. 'But I wouldn't advise you to begin
searching for treasures, Master Francis. If there's any there, you'd
have to dig to get at them. I remember when I was a boy a deal of talk
about the caves, and some of us wasted our time seeking and digging. But
the only one that could have told for sure where to look was gone. He
met his death some distance from here, one terrible stormy winter, and
took his secret with him. I have heard tell as he "walks" in one of the
caves, when the weather's quite beyond the common stormy. But it's not
much use, for at such times folk are fain to stay at home, so there's
not much chance of any one ever meeting him.'
'Then how has he ever been seen?' asked Miss Bess in her quick way; 'and
who was he, Mr. Prideaux? do tell us.'
But the old man didn't seem inclined to say much more. Perhaps indeed
Miss Bess was too sharp for him, and he did not know how to answer her
first question.
'Such things is best not said much about,' he replied mysteriously; 'and
talking of treasures, by all accounts you'd have a better chance of
finding some nearer home.'
He smiled, as if he could have said more had he chosen to do so. The
children opened their eyes in bewilderment.
'What do you mean?' exclaimed the two elder ones. Miss Lally's mind was
running too much on her stockings for her to pay much attention.
Prideaux did not seem at all embarrassed.
'Well, sir, it's no secret hereabouts,' he said, addressing Master
Francis in particular, 'that the old, old Squire, Sir David, the last of
that name--there were several David Penroses before him, but never one
since--it's no secret, as I was saying, that a deal of money or property
of some kind disappeared in his last years, and it stands to reason
that, being as great a miser as was ever heard tell of, he couldn't have
spent it. Why, more than half of the lands changed hands in his time,
and what did he do with what he got for them?'
'That was our great, great grand-uncle,' said Master Francis to me; 'you
remember I told you about him, but I never thought----' he stopped
short. 'It _is_ very queer,' he went on again, as if speaking to
himself.
But just then, Miss Baby having had enough of Mrs. Prideaux' pettings,
set up a shout.
'Nurse, nurse,' she said, 'Baby wants to go back to Jacob. Poor Jacob so
tired waiting. Dood-bye, Mrs. Pideaux,' and she began wriggling to get
off the counter, so that I had to hurry forward to lift her down.
'We'd best be going on,' I said, 'or we'll be losing the finest part of
the afternoon.'
I didn't feel quite sure that Prideaux' talk was quite what my lady
would approve of for the children. They had a way of taking things up
more seriously than is common with such young creatures, and certainly
they had got in the way--and I couldn't but feel but what my lady was to
blame for this--of thinking too much of the family troubles, especially
the want of wealth, which seemed to them a greater misfortune than it
need have done. Still, being quite a stranger, and them seeming at
liberty to talk to the people about as they did, I didn't feel that it
would have been my place to begin making new rules or putting a stop to
things, as likely as not quite harmless. I resolved, however, to find
out my lady's wishes in such matters at the first opportunity.
Another half hour brought us close to the shore; the road was a good
one, being used for carting gravel and sea-weed in large quantities to
the village and round about from the little bay--Treluan Bay, that is to
say--it led directly to. But as we were bound for Polwithan Bay, where
the smugglers' caves were, and had made a round for the sake of coming
through the village, we had to cross several fields and follow a rough
track instead of going straight down to the sands. Jacob didn't seem to
mind, I must say, nor Miss Baby neither, though she must have been
pretty well jolted, but it was worth the trouble.
'Isn't it lovely, nurse?' said Miss Bess, when at last we found
ourselves in the bay on the smooth firm sand, the sea in front of us,
and so encircled on three sides by the rocks that even the path by which
we had come was hidden.
'This bay is so beautifully shut in,' said Master Francis. 'You could
really fancy that there was no one in the world but us ourselves. I
think it's such a nice feeling.'
'It's nice when we're all together,' said Miss Lally; 'it would be
rather frightening if anybody was alone.'
'Alone or not,' said Miss Bess, 'it wouldn't be at all nice when
tea-time came if we had nothing to eat. And fancy, what _should_ we do
at night--we couldn't sleep out on the sand?'
'We'd have to go into the caves,' said Master Francis. 'It would be
rather fun, with a good fire and with lots of blankets.'
'And where would you get blankets from, or wood for a fire, you silly
boy?' said Miss Bess.
'Can we see the caves?' I asked, for having heard so much talk about
them, I felt curious to see them.
'Of course,' said Master Francis. 'We always explore them every time we
come to this bay. Do you see those two or three dark holes over there
among the rocks, nurse? Those are the caves; come along and I'll show
them to you.'
I was a little disappointed. I had never seen a cave in my life, but I
had a confused remembrance of pictures in an old book at home of some
caves--'The Mammoth Caves of Kentucky,' I afterwards found they
were--which looked very large and wonderful, and somehow I suppose I had
all the time been picturing to myself that these ones were something of
the same kind. I didn't say anything to the children though, as they
took great pride in showing me all the sights. And after all, when we
got to the caves, they turned out much more curious and interesting than
I expected from the outside. The largest one, though its entrance was so
small, was really as big as a fair-sized church, and narrowing again far
back into a dark mysterious-looking passage, from which Master Francis
told me two or three smaller chambers opened out.
'And then,' he said, 'after that the passage goes on again--ever so far.
In the old days the smugglers blocked it up with pieces of rock, and it
isn't so very long ago that this was found out. It was somewhere down
along that passage that they found the things I told you of.'
We went a few yards along the passage, but it soon grew almost quite
dark, and we turned back again.
'I can quite see it wouldn't be safe to try exploring down there,' I
said.
'Yes, I suppose so,' said Master Francis, with a sigh. 'I wish I could
find some treasure, all the same. I wonder----' he went on, then stopped
short. 'Nurse,' he began again, 'did you hear what old Prideaux said of
our great grand-uncle the miser? Could it really be true, do you think,
that he hid away money or treasures of some kind?' and he lowered his
voice mysteriously.
'I shouldn't think it was likely,' I replied. For I had a feeling that
it would not be well for the children to get any such ideas into their
heads. It sounded to me like a sort of fairy tale. I had never come
across anything so romantic and strange in real life. Though for that
matter, Treluan itself, and the kind of old-world feeling about the
place, was quite unlike anything I had ever known before.
We were outside the cave again by this time; the sunshine seemed
deliciously warm and bright after the chill and gloom inside. Miss Bess
had been listening eagerly to what Master Francis was saying.
'I can't see but what old Sir David _might_ have hidden treasures away,
as he was a real miser,' she said.
'And you know that misers are so suspicious, that even when they're
dying they won't trust anybody. I know I've read a story like that,'
said the boy. 'Oh! Bess, just fancy if we could find a lot of money or
diamonds! Wouldn't uncle and aunt be pleased?'
His whole face lighted up at the very idea.
'I daresay he hid it all away in a stocking,' put in Miss Lally, whose
head was still full of her knitting. 'I've heard a story of an old woman
miser that did that.'
'And where would the stocking be hid?' said Miss Bess. 'Besides, if a
stocking was ever so full, it couldn't hold enough money to be a real
treasure.'
'It might be stuffed with bank notes,' said Master Francis. 'There's
banknotes worth ever so much; aren't there, nurse?'
'I remember once seeing one of a thousand pounds,' I said. 'That was at
my last place. Mr. Wyngate had to do with business in the city, and he
once brought one home to show the young ladies.'
'Well, then, you see, Queen,' said Miss Lally, 'there might be a
stocking with enough money to make papa and mamma as rich as rich.'
'I'm quite sure Sir David's money wasn't put in a stocking,' said Miss
Bess decidedly. 'You've got rather silly ideas, Lally, considering
you're getting on for six.'
Miss Lally began to look rather doleful. She had been so bright and
cheerful all day that I didn't like to see her little face overcast. We
had left Jacob outside the cave, of course; there was one satisfaction
with him--he was not likely to run away.
'Miss Baby, dear,' I said, 'aren't you getting hungry? Where's the
basket you were holding in the cart?'
'Nice cakes in basket,' said the little girl. 'Baby looked, but Baby
didn't eaten them.'
The basket was still in the cart, and I think they were all very pleased
when they saw what I had brought for them. Some of Mrs. Brent's nice
little saffron buns and a bottle of milk. I remember that I didn't like
the taste of the saffron buns at first, and now I might be Cornish born
and bred, I think it such an improvement to cakes!
'Another time,' I said, 'we might bring our tea with us. I daresay my
lady wouldn't object.'
'I'm sure she wouldn't mind,' said Miss Bess. 'We used to have picnic
teas sometimes, when our _quite_, quite old nurse was with us--the one
that's married over to St. Iwalds.'
'Bess,' said Master Francis, 'you should say "over at," not "over to."'
'Thank you,' said Miss Bess, 'I don't want you to teach me grammar.
_That_ isn't parson's business.'
Master Francis grew very red.
'Did you know, nurse,' said Miss Lally, 'Francie's going to be a
clergy-gentleman?'
They couldn't help laughing at her, and the laugh brought back good
humour.
'I want to be one,' said Master Francis, 'but I'm afraid it costs a
great lot to go to college.'
Poor children, through all their talk and plans the one trouble seemed
always to keep coming up.
'I fancy that's according a good deal to how young gentlemen take it.
There's some that spend a fortune at college, I've heard, but some that
are very careful; and I expect you'd be that kind, Master Francis.'
'Yes,' he said, in his grave way. 'I wouldn't want to cost Uncle Hulbert
more than I can help. I wish one could be a clergyman without going to
college though.'
'You've got to go to school first,' said Miss Bess. 'You needn't bother
about college for a long time yet.'
Miss Lally sighed.
'I don't like Francie having to go to school,' she said. 'And the boys
are so rough there; I hope they won't hurt your poor leg, Francie.'
'It isn't _that_ I mind,' said Master Francie--the boy had a fine spirit
of his own though he was so delicate--'what I mind is the going alone
and being so far away from everybody.'
'It's a pity,' I said without thinking, 'but what one of you young
ladies had been a young gentleman, to have been a companion for Master
Francis, and to have gone to school together, maybe.'
'Oh!' said Miss Bess quickly, 'you must never say that to mamma, nurse.
You don't know what a trouble it is to her not to have a boy. She'd have
liked Lally to be a boy most of all. She wanted her to be a boy; she
always says so.'
Here Master Francis gave a deep sigh in his turn.
'Oh! how I wish,' he said, 'that I could turn myself into a girl and
Lally into a boy. I wouldn't _like_ to be a girl at all, and I daresay
Lally wouldn't like to be a boy. But to please Aunt Helen I'd do it.'
'No,' said Miss Lally, 'I don't think I would--not even to please mamma.
I couldn't bear to be a boy.'
I was rather sorry I had led to this talk.
'Isn't it best,' I said, 'to take things as they are? Master Francis is
just like your brother--the same name and everything.'
'I'd like it that way,' said Master Francis, with a pleased look in his
eyes. But I heard Miss Bess, who was walking close beside me, say in a
low voice, 'Mamma will never think of it that way!'
This talk made some things clearer to me than before, and that evening,
after the children were in bed, I went down to the housekeeper's room
and eased my mind by telling her about it, I felt so afraid of having
said anything uncalled for. But Mrs. Brent comforted me.
'It's best for you to know,' she said, 'that my lady does make a great
trouble, too great a trouble, to my thinking, of not having a son. And
no doubt it has to do with her coldness to Master Francis, though I
doubt if she really knows this herself, for she's a lady that means to
do right and justly to all about her; I will say that for her.'
It was really something to be thankful for to have such a good and
sensible woman to ask advice from, for a stranger, as I still was. The
more I knew her, the more she reminded me of my good mother. Plain and
homely in her ways, with no love of gossip about her, yet not afraid to
speak out her mind when she saw it right to do so. Many things would
have been harder at Treluan, the poor dear children would have had less
pleasure in their lives, but for Mrs. Brent's kind thought for them.
That very evening I had had a reason, so to say, for paying a special
visit to the housekeeper's room; for when we had got in from our long
walk, rather tired and certainly very hungry, a nice surprise was
waiting for us in the nursery. The tea-table was already set out most
carefully. There was a pile of Mrs. Brent's hot scones and a beautiful
dish of strawberries.
'Oh, nurse!' cried Miss Bess, who had run on first, 'quick, quick, look
what a nice tea. I'm sure it's Mrs. Brent! Isn't it good of her?'
'It's like a birfday,' said Miss Lally.
And Miss Baby, who had been grumbling a good deal and crying, 'I want my
tea,' nearly jumped out of my arms--I had had to carry her upstairs--at
the sight of it.
For I'm afraid there's no denying that in those days breakfast, dinner,
and tea filled a large place in Miss Augusta's thoughts. I hope she'll
forgive me for saying so, if she ever sees this.
CHAPTER VII
A RAINY DAY
That lovely weather lasted on for about a fortnight without a break, and
many a pleasant ramble we had, for though lessons began again, Miss
Kirstin always left immediately after luncheon, which was the children's
dinner, for the three elder ones always joined Sir Hulbert and my lady
in the dining-room.
Two afternoons in the week, as I think I have said, Master Francis and
Miss Bess had Latin lessons from Sir Hulbert. Miss Bess, by all
accounts, did not take very kindly to the Latin grammar, and but for
Master Francis helping her--many a time indeed sitting up after his own
lessons were done to set hers right--she would often have got into
trouble with her papa. For indulgent as he was, Sir Hulbert could be
strict when strictness was called for.
Miss Bess was a curious mixture; to see her and hear her talk you'd have
thought her twice as clever as Miss Lally, and so in some ways she was.
But when it came to book learning, it was a different story. Teaching
Miss Lally--and I had something to do with her in this way, for I used
to hear over the lessons she was getting ready for Miss Kirstin--was
really like running along a smooth road, the child was so eager and
attentive, never losing a word of what was said to her. Miss Bess used
to say that her sister had a splendid memory by nature. But in my long
life I've watched and thought about some things a great deal, and it
seems to me that a good memory has to do with our own trying, more than
some people would say,--above all, with the habit of really giving
attention to whatever you're doing. And this habit Miss Bess had not
been taught to train herself to; and being a lively impulsive child, no
doubt it came a little harder to her.
A dear child she was, all the same. Looking back upon those days, I
would find it hard to say which of them all seemed nearest my heart.
The days of the Latin lessons we generally had a short walk in the
morning, as well as one after tea, so as to suit Sir Hulbert's time in
the afternoon; and those afternoons were Miss Lally's great time for
her knitting, which she was determined to keep a secret till she had
made some progress in it and finished her first pair of socks. How she
did work at it, poor dear! Her little face all puckered up with
earnestness, her little hot hands grasping the needles, as if she would
never let them go. And she mastered it really wonderfully, considering
she was not yet six years old!
She had more time for it after a bit, for the beautiful hot summer
weather changed, as it often does, about the middle of July, and we had
two or three weeks of almost constant rain. Thanks to her knitting, Miss
Lally took this quite cheerfully, and if poor Master Francis had been
left in peace, we should have had no grumbling from him either. A book
and a quiet corner was all he asked, and though he said nothing about
it, I think he was glad now and then of a rest from the long walks which
my lady thought the right thing, whenever the weather was at all fit for
going out. But dear, dear! how Miss Bess did tease and worry sometimes!
She was a strong child, and needed plenty of exercise to keep her
content.
I remember one day, when things really came to a point with her, and,
strangely enough,--it is curious on looking back to see the thread, like
a road winding along a hill, sometimes lost to view and sometimes clear
again, unbroken through all, leading from little things to big, in a way
one could never have pictured,--strangely enough, as I was saying, the
trifling events of that very afternoon were the beginning of much that
changed the whole life at Treluan.
It was raining that afternoon, not so very heavily, but in a steady
hopeless way, rather depressing to the spirits, I must allow. It was not
a Latin day--I think some of us wished it had been!
'Now, Bess!' said Master Francis, when the three children came up from
their dinner, 'before we do anything else'--there had been a talk of a
game of 'hide-and-seek,' or 'I spy,' to cheer them up a bit--'before we
do anything else, let's get our Latin done, or part of it, any way, as
long as we remember what uncle corrected yesterday, and then we'll feel
comfortable for the afternoon.'
'Very well,' said Miss Bess, though her voice was not very encouraging.
She was standing by the window, staring out at the close-falling rain,
and as she spoke she moved slowly towards the table, where Master
Francis was already spreading out the books.
'I don't think it's a good plan to begin lessons the very moment we've
finished our dinner,' she added.
'It isn't the very minute after,' put in Miss Lally, not very wisely.
'You forget, Queen, we went into the 'servatory with mamma, while she
cut some flowers, for ever so long.'
Being put in the wrong didn't sweeten Miss Bess's temper.
''Servatory--you baby!' said she. 'Nurse, can't you teach Lally to spell
"Constantinople"?'
Miss Lally's face puckered up, and she came close to me.
'Nursie,' she whispered, 'may I go into the other room with my knitting;
I'm sure Queen is going to tease me.'
I nodded my head. I used to give her leave sometimes to go into the
night nursery by herself, when she was likely to be disturbed at her
work, and that generally by Miss Bess. For though Master Francis
couldn't have but seen she had some secret from him, he was far too kind
and sensible to seem to notice it. Whereas Miss Bess, who had been
taken into her confidence, never got into a contrary humour without
teasing the poor child by hints about stockings, or wool, or something.
And the contrary humour was on her this afternoon, I saw well.
'Now, Bess, begin, do!' said Master Francis. 'These are the words we
have to copy out and learn. I'll read them over, and then we can write
them out and hear each other.'
He did as he said, but it was precious little attention he got from his
cousin, though it was some time before he found it out. Looking up, he
saw that she had dressed up one hand in her handkerchief, like an old
man in a nightcap, and at every word poor Master Francis said, made him
gravely bow. It was all I could do to keep from laughing, though I
pretended not to see.
'O Bess!' said the boy reproachfully, 'I don't believe you've been
listening a bit.'
'Well, never mind if I haven't. I'd forget it all by to-morrow morning
anyway. Show me the words, and I'll write them out.'
She leant across him to get the book, and in so doing upset the ink. The
bottle was not very full, so not much damage would have been done if
Master Francis's exercise-book had not been lying open just in the way.
'Oh! Bess,' he cried in great distress. 'Just look. It was such a long
exercise and I had copied it out so neatly, and you know uncle hates
blots and untidiness.'
Miss Bess looked very sorry.
'I'll tell papa it was my fault,' she said. But Master Francis shook his
head.
'I must copy it out again,' I heard him say in a low voice, with a sigh,
as he pushed it away and gave his attention to his cousin and the words
she had to learn.
She was quieter after that, for a while, and in half an hour or so
Master Francis let her go. He set to work at his unlucky exercise again,
and seeing this, should really have sobered Miss Bess. But she was in a
queer humour that afternoon, it only seemed to make her more fidgety.
'You really needn't do it,' she said to Master Francis crossly. 'I told
you I'd explain it to papa.' But the boy shook his head. He'd have taken
any amount of trouble rather than risk vexing his uncle.
'It was partly my own fault for leaving it about,' he said gently,
which only seemed to provoke Miss Bess more.
'You do so like to make yourself a martyr. It's quite true what mamma
says,' she added in a lower voice, which I did think unkind.
But in some humours children are best left alone for the time, so I took
no notice.
Miss Bess returned to her former place in the window. Miss Baby was
contentedly setting out her doll's tea-things on the rug in front of the
fire,--at Treluan even in the summer one needs a little fire when there
comes a spell of rainy weather. Miss Bess glanced at her, but didn't
seem to think she'd find any amusement there. Miss Baby was too young to
be fair game for teasing.
'What's Lally doing?' she said suddenly, turning to me. 'Has she hidden
herself as usual? I hate secrets. They make people so tiresome. I'll
just go and tell her she'd better come in here.'
She turned, as she spoke, to the night nursery.
'Now, Miss Bess, my dear,' I couldn't help saying, 'do not tease the
poor child. I'll tell you what you might do. Get one of your pretty
books and read aloud a nice story to Miss Lally in the other room, till
Master Francis is ready for a game.'
'I've read all our books hundreds of times. I'll tell her a story
instead!' she replied.
'That would be very nice,' I could not but say, though something in her
way of speaking made me feel a little doubtful, as Miss Bess opened the
night nursery door and closed it behind her carefully.
For a few minutes we were at peace. No sound to be heard, except the
scratching of Master Francis's busy pen and Miss Augusta's pressing
invitations to the dollies to have--'thome more tea'--or--'a bit of this
bootiful cake,' and I began to hope that in her quiet way Miss Lally had
smoothed down her elder sister, when suddenly--dear, dear! my heart did
leap into my mouth--there came from the next room the most terrible
screams and roars that ever I have heard all the long years I have been
in the nursery!
'Goodness gracious!' I cried, 'what can be the matter. There's no fire
in there!' and I rushed towards the door.
To my surprise Master Francis and Miss Baby remained quite composed.
'It's only Lally,' said the boy. 'She does scream like that sometimes,
though she hasn't done it for a good while now. I daresay it's only Bess
pulling her hair a little.'
It was not even that. When I opened the door, Miss Bess, who was
standing by her sister--Miss Lally still roaring, though not quite so
loudly--looked up quietly.
'I've been telling her stories, nurse,' she said. 'But she doesn't like
them at all.'
Miss Lally ran to me sobbing. I couldn't but feel sorry for her, as she
clung to me, and yet I was provoked, thinking it really too bad to have
had such a fright for nothing at all.
'Queen has been telling me such _howid_ things,' she said among her
tears, as she calmed down a little. 'She said it was going to be such a
pretty story and it was all about a little girl, who wasn't a little
girl, weally. They tied her sleeves with green ribbons, afore she was
christened, and so the naughty fairies stealed her away and left a howid
squealing pertence little girl instead. And it was just, _just_ like me,
and, Queen says, they _did_ tie me in green ribbons. She knows they did,
she can 'amember;' and here her cries began again. 'And Queen says
'praps I'll never come right again, and I can't bear to be a pertence
little girl. Queen told it me once before, but I'd forgot, and now it's
all come back.'
She buried her face on my shoulder. I had sat down and taken her on my
knees, and I could feel her all shaking and quivering, though through it
all she still clutched her knitting and the four needles.
'Miss Bess,' I said, in a voice I don't think I had yet used since I had
been with them, 'I _am_ surprised at you! Come away with me, my dear,' I
said to Miss Lally. 'Come into the other room. Miss Bess will stay here
till such time as she can promise to behave better, both to you and
Master Francis.'
Miss Bess had turned away when I began to speak, and I think she had
felt ashamed. But my word about Master Francis had been a mistake.
'You needn't scold me about spilling the ink on Francis's book!' she
said angrily. 'You know that was an accident.'
'There's accidents and accidents,' I replied, which I know wasn't wise;
but the child had tried my temper too, I won't deny.
I took Miss Lally into a corner of the day nursery and talked to her in
a low voice, not to disturb Master Francis, who was still busy writing.
'My dear,' I said, 'so far as I can put a stop to it, I won't have Miss
Bess teasing you, but all the same I can't have you screaming in that
terrible way for really nothing at all. Your own sense might tell you
that there's no such things as fairies changing babies in that way. Miss
Bess only said it to tease.'
She was still sobbing, but all the same she had not forgotten to wrap up
her precious knitting in her little apron, so that her cousin shouldn't
catch sight of it, and her heart was already softening to her sister.
'Queen didn't mean to make me cry,' she said. 'But I can't bear that
story; nobody would love me if I was only a pertence little girl.'
'But you're not that, my dear; you're a very real little girl,' I said.
'You're your papa's and mamma's dear little daughter and God's own
child. That's what your christening meant.'
Miss Lally's sobs stopped.
'I forgot about that,' she said very gravely, seeming to find great
comfort in the thought. 'If I had been a pertence little girl, I
couldn't have been took to church like Baby was. Could I? And I know I
was, for I have got godfather and godmother and a silver mug wif my name
on.'
'And better things than that, thank God, as you'll soon begin to
understand, my dear Miss Lally,' I answered, as she held up her little
face to be kissed.
'May I go back to Queen now?' she asked, but I don't think she was
altogether sorry when I shook my head.
'Not just yet, my dear, I think,' I replied.
'Only where am I to do my knitting?' she whispered. 'I can't do it here;
Francie would be sure to see,' and the corners of her mouth began to go
down again. 'Oh! I know,' she went on in another moment, brightening up.
'I could work so nicely in the attic, there's a little seat in the
corner, by the window, where Francie and I used to go sometimes when
Sharp told us to get out of the way.'
'Wouldn't you be cold, my dear,' I said doubtfully. But I was anxious to
please her, so I fetched a little shawl for her and we went up together
to the attic.
It did not feel chilly, and the corner by the window--the kind they call
a 'storm window,' with a sort of little separate roof of its own--was
very cosy. You have a peep of the sea from that window too.
'Isn't it a good plan?' said Miss Lally joyfully. 'I can knit here _so_
nicely, and I have been getting on so well this afternoon. There's no
stitches dropped, not one, nursie. Mightn't I come here every day?'
'We'll see, my dear,' I said, thinking to myself that it might really be
good for her--being a nervous child, and excitable too, for all she
seemed so quiet--to be at peace and undisturbed now and then by herself.
'We'll see, only you must come downstairs at once if you feel cold or
chilly.'
I looked round me as I was leaving the attic. There was a big cupboard,
or closet rather, at the end near the door. Miss Lally's window was at
this end too. The closet door stood half open, but it seemed empty.
'That's where we wait when we're playing "I spy" up here,' said Miss
Lally. 'Mouses live in that cupboard. We've seen them running out of
their holes; but I like mouses, they've such dear bright eyes and long
tails.'
I can't say that I agreed with Miss Lally's tastes. Mice are creatures
I've never been able to take to, still they'd do her no harm, that was
certain, so seeing her quite happy at her work I went down to the
nursery again.
CHAPTER VIII
THE OLD LATIN GRAMMAR
Master Francis was still writing busily when I went back to the nursery.
He looked pale and tired, and once or twice I heard him sigh. I knew it
was not good for him to be stooping so long over his lessons, especially
as the children had not been out all that day.
'Really,' I said, half to myself, but his ears were quick and he heard
me, 'Miss Bess has done nothing but mischief this afternoon. I feel
sometimes as if I couldn't manage her.'
The boy looked up quickly.
'O nurse!' he said, 'please don't speak like that. I mean I wouldn't for
anything have uncle or auntie think I had put her out, or that there had
been any trouble. It just comes over her sometimes like that, and she's
very sorry afterwards. I suppose Lally and I haven't spirits enough for
her, she is so clever and bright, and it must be dull for her, now and
then.'
'I'm sure, Master Francis, my dear,' I said, 'no one could be kinder and
nicer with Miss Bess than you; and as for cleverness, she may be quick
and bright, but I'd like to know where she'd be for her lessons but for
you helping her many a time.'
I was still feeling a bit provoked with Miss Bess, I must allow.
'I'm nearly three years older, you know,' replied Master Francis, though
all the same I could see a pleased look on his face. It wasn't that he
cared for praise--boy or man, I have never in my life known any human
being so out and out humble as Mr. Francis; it's that that gives him his
wonderful power over others, I've often thought,--but he did love to
think he was of the least use to any of those he was so devoted to.
'I'm so glad to help her,' he said softly. 'Nurse,' he added after a
little silence, 'I do feel so sad about things sometimes. If I had been
big and strong, I might have looked forward to doing all sorts of things
for them all, but now I often feel I can never be anything but a
trouble, and such an expense to uncle and aunt. You really don't know
what my leg costs,' he added in a way that made me inclined both to
laugh and cry at once.
'Dear Master Francis,' I said, 'you shouldn't take it so.' I should have
liked to say more, but I felt I could scarcely do so without hinting at
blame where I had no right to do so.
He didn't seem to notice me.
'If it had to be,' he went on in the same voice, 'why couldn't I have
been a girl, or why couldn't one of them have been a boy? That would
have stopped it being quite so bad for poor auntie.'
'Whys and wherefores are not for us to answer, my dear, though things
often clear themselves up when least expected,' I said. 'And now I must
see what Miss Bess is after, that's to say if you've got your writing
finished.'
'It's just about done,' he said, 'and I'm sure Bess won't tease any
more. Do fetch her in, nurse. Why, baby! what is it, my pet?' he added,
for there was Miss Augusta standing beside him, having deserted her toys
on the hearthrug. For, though without understanding anything we had been
saying, she had noticed the melancholy tone of her cousin's voice.
'Poor F'ancie,' she said pitifully. 'So tired, Baby wants to kiss thoo.'
[Illustration: 'Poor F'ancie,' she said pitifully. 'So tired, Baby wants
to kiss thoo.']
The boy picked her up in his arms, and I saw the fair shaggy head and
fat dimpled cheeks clasped close and near to his thin white face, and if
there were tears in Master Francis's eyes I am sure it wasn't anything
to be ashamed of. Never was a braver spirit, and no one that knows him
now could think him less a hero could they look back over the whole of
his life.
I found Miss Bess sitting quietly with the pincushion on her lap, by the
window, making patterns with the pins, apparently quite content. She had
not been crying, indeed it took a great deal to get a tear from that
child, she had such a spirit of her own. Still she was sorry for what
she had done, and she bore no malice, that I could see by the clear look
in her pretty eyes as she glanced up at me.
'Nurse,' she said, though more with the air of a little queen granting a
favour than a tiresome child asking to be forgiven, 'I'm not going to
tease any more. It's gone now, and I'm going to be good. I'm very sorry
for making Lally cry, though she is a little silly--of course I wouldn't
care to do it if she wasn't,--and I'm _dreadfully_ sorry for poor old
Franz's exercise. Look what I have been doing to make me remember,' and
I saw that she had marked the words 'Bess sorry' with the pins. 'If you
leave it there for a few days, and just say "pincushion" if you see me
beginning again, it'll remind me.'
It wasn't very easy for me to keep as grave as I wished, but I answered
quietly--
'Very well, Miss Bess, I hope you'll keep to what you say,' and we went
back, quite friendly again, to the other room.
Master Francis and she began settling what games they would play, and I
took the opportunity of slipping upstairs to the attic to call Miss
Lally down. She came running out, as bright as could be, and gave me her
knitting to hide away for her.
'Nursie,' she said, 'I really think there's good fairies in the attic.
I've got on so well. Four whole rows all round and none stitches
dropped.'
So that rainy day ended more cheerfully than it had begun.
Unluckily, however, the worst of the mischief caused by Miss Bess's
heedlessness didn't show for some little time to come. The next Latin
lesson passed off by all accounts very well, especially for Miss Bess.
For, thanks to her new resolutions, she was in a most biddable mood,
and quite ready to take her cousin's advice as to learning her list of
words again, giving up half an hour of her playtime on purpose.
She came dancing upstairs in the highest spirits.
'Nursie,' she said,--and when she called me so I knew I was in high
favour,--'I'm getting so good, I'm quite frightened at myself. Papa said
I had never known my lessons so well.'
'I am very glad, I am sure, my love; and I hope,' I couldn't help
adding, 'that Master Francis got some of the praise of it.'
For Master Francis was following her into the room, looking not quite so
joyful. Miss Bess seemed a little taken aback.
'Do you know,' she said, 'I never thought of it. I was so pleased at
being praised.' And as the child was honesty itself, I was certain it
was just as she said.
'I'll run down now,' she went on, 'and tell papa that it was Franz who
helped me.'
'No, please don't,' said the boy, catching hold of her. 'I am as pleased
as I can be, Bess, that you got praised, and it's harder for you than
for me, or even for Lally, to try hard at lessons, for you've always
got such a lot of other things taking you up; and I wouldn't like,' he
added slowly, 'for uncle to think I wanted to be praised. You see I'm
older than you.'
'I'm sure you don't get too much praise ever, poor Franz!' said Miss
Bess. 'Your exercise was as neat as neat, and yet papa wasn't pleased
with it.'
Then I understood better why Master Francis looked a little sad.
'It was the one I had to copy over,' he said.
All the same he wouldn't let Miss Bess go down to her papa. Sir Hulbert
was busy, he knew; he had several letters to write, he had heard him
say, so Miss Bess had to give in.
'I'll tell you what it is,' she said. 'People who are generally rather
naughty, like me,'--Miss Bess was in a humble mood!--'get made a great
fuss about when they're good. But people who are always good, like
Franz, never get any praise for it, and if ever they do the least bit
wrong, they are far worse scolded.'
This made Master Francis laugh. It was something, as Miss Bess said,
among the children themselves. Miss Lally, who was always loving and
gentle to her cousin, he just counted upon in a quiet steady sort of
way. But a word of approval from flighty Miss Bess would set him up as
if she'd been the Queen herself.
That was a Friday. The next Latin day was Tuesday. Of course I don't
know much about such things myself, but the lessons were taken in turns.
One day they'd words and writing exercises out of a book on purpose, and
another day they'd have regular Latin grammar, out of a thick old book,
which had been Sir Hulbert's own when he was a boy, and which he thought
a great deal of. Lesson-books were still expensive too, and even in
small things money was considered at Treluan. It was on that Tuesday
then that, to my distress, I saw that Master Francis had been crying
when he came back to the nursery. It was the first time I had seen his
eyes red, and he had been trying to make them right again, I'm sure, for
he hadn't come straight up from the library. Miss Bess was not with him;
it was a fine day and she had gone out driving with her mamma, having
been dressed all ready and her lesson shortened for once on purpose.
I didn't seem to notice Master Francis, sorry though I felt, but Miss
Lally burst out at once.
'Francie, darling,' she said, running up to him and throwing her arms
round him. 'What's the matter? It isn't your leg, is it?'
'I wouldn't mind that, you know, Lally,' he said.
'But sometimes, when the pain's been dreadful bad, it squeezes the tears
out, and you can't help it,' she said.
'No,' he answered, 'it isn't my leg. I think I'd better not tell you,
Lally, for you might tell it to Bess, and I just won't have her know.
Everything's been so nice with her lately, and it just would seem as if
I'd got her into trouble.'
'Was papa vexed with you for something?' the child went on. 'You'd
better tell me, Francie, I really won't tell Bess if you don't want me,
and I'm sure nursie won't. I'm becustomed to keeping secrets now.
Sometimes secrets are quite right, nursie says.'
I could scarcely help smiling at her funny little air.
'It wasn't anything _very_ much, after all,' said Master Francis. 'It
was only that uncle said----,' and here his voice quivered and he
stopped short.
'Tell it from the beginning,' said Miss Lally in her motherly way, 'and
then when you get up to the bad part it won't seem so hard to tell.'
It was a relief to him to have her sympathy, I could see, and I think he
cared a little for mine too.
'Well,' he began, 'it's all about that Latin grammar--no, not the
lesson,' seeing that Miss Lally was going to interrupt him, 'but the
book. Uncle's fat old Latin grammar, you know, Lally. We didn't use it
last Friday, it wasn't the day, and we hadn't needed to look at it
ourselves since last Wednesday--that was the ink-spilling day. So it was
not found out till to-day; and--and uncle was--so--so vexed when he saw
how spoilt it was, and the worst of it was I began something about it
having been Bess, and that she hadn't told me, and that made uncle much
worse----.' Here Master Francis stopped, he seemed on the point of
crying again, and he was a boy to feel very ashamed of tears, as I have
said.
'I don't think Miss Bess could have known the book had got inked,' I
said. 'And I scarce see how it happened, unless the ink got spilt on the
table, and it may have been lying open--I've seen Miss Bess fling her
books down open on their faces, so to speak, many a time,--and it may
have dried in and been shut up when all the books were cleared away, and
no one noticed.'
'Yes,' said Master Francis eagerly, 'that's how it must have been. I
never meant that Bess had done it and hidden it. I said it in a hurry
because I was so sorry for uncle to think I hadn't taken care of his
book, and I was very sorry about the book too. But I made it far worse.
Uncle said it was mean of me to try to put my carelessness upon another,
a younger child, and a girl; O Lally! you never heard him speak like
that; it was _dreadful_.'
'Was it worse than that time when big Jem put the blame on little Pat
about the dogs not being fed?' asked Miss Lally very solemnly.
Master Francis flushed all over.
'You needn't have said that, Lally,' he said turning away. 'I'm not so
bad as that, any way.'
It was very seldom he spoke in that voice to Miss Lally, and she hadn't
meant to vex him, poor child, though her speech had been a mistake.
'Come, come, Master Francis,' I said, 'you're taking the whole thing too
much to heart, I think. Perhaps Sir Hulbert was worried this morning.'
'No, no,' said Master Francis, 'he spoke quite quietly. A sort of cold,
kind way, that's much worse than scolding. He said whatever Bess's
faults were, she was quite, quite open and honest, and of course I know
she is; but he said that this sort of thing made him a little afraid
that my being delicate and not--not like other boys, was spoiling me,
and that I must never try to make up for not being strong and manly by
getting into mean and cunning ways to defend myself.'
Young as she was, Miss Lally quite understood; she quite forgot all
about his having been vexed with her a moment before.
'O Francie!' she cried, running to him and flinging her arms round him,
in a way she sometimes did, as if he needed her protection; 'how could
papa say so to you? Nobody could think you mean or cunning. It's only
that you're too good. I'll tell Bess as soon as she comes in, and she'll
tell papa all about it, then he'll see.'
'No, dear,' said Master Francis, 'that's just what you mustn't do. Don't
you remember you promised?'
Miss Lally's face fell.
'Don't you see,' Master Francis went on, 'that _would_ look mean? As if
I had made Bess tell on herself to put the blame off me. And I do want
everything to be happy with Bess and me ourselves as long as I am here.
It won't be for so very long,' he added. 'Uncle says it will be a very
good thing indeed for me to go to school.'
This was too much for Miss Lally, she burst out crying, and hugged
Master Francis tighter than before. I had got to understand more of her
ways by now, and I knew that once she was started on a regular sobbing
fit, it soon got beyond her own power to stop. So I whispered to Master
Francis that he must help to cheer her up, and between us we managed to
calm her down. That was just one of the things so nice about the dear
boy, he was always ready to forget about himself if there was anything
to do for another.
Miss Bess came back from her drive brimming over with spirits, and
though it would have been wrong to bear her any grudge, it vexed me
rather to see the other two so pale and extra quiet, though Master
Francis did his best, I will say, to seem as cheerful as usual.
Miss Bess's quick eyes soon saw there had been something amiss. But I
passed it off by saying Miss Lally had been troubled about something,
but we weren't going to think about it any more.
Think about it I did, however, so far as it concerned Master Francis,
especially. Till now I had been always pleased to see that his uncle was
really much attached to the boy, and ready to do him justice. But this
notion, which seemed to have begun in Sir Hulbert's mind, that just
because the poor child was delicate and in a sense infirm, he must be
mean spirited and unmanly in mind, seemed to me a very sad one, and
likely to bring much unhappiness. Nor could I feel sure that my lady was
not to blame for it. She was frank and generous herself, but inclined to
take up prejudices, and not always careful enough in her way of speaking
of those she had any feeling against.
I did what I could, whenever I had any opportunity, to stand up for the
boy in a quiet way, and with all respect to those who were his natural
guardians. But, on the whole, much as I knew we should miss him in the
nursery, I was scarcely sorry to hear not many weeks after the little
events I have been telling about, that Master Francis's going to school
was decided upon. It was to be immediately after the Christmas holidays,
and we were now in the month of October.
CHAPTER IX
UPSET PLANS
But, as everybody knows, things in this world seldom turn out as they
are planned.
There was a great deal of writing and considering about Master Francis's
school, and I could see that both Sir Hulbert and my lady had it much on
their minds. They would never have thought of sending him anywhere but
of the best, but in those days schools, even for little boys, cost, I
fancy, quite as much or more than now. And I can't say but what I think
that the worry and the difficulty about it rather added to his aunt's
prejudice against the boy.
However, before long, all was settled, the school was chosen and the
very day fixed, and in our different ways we began to get accustomed to
the idea. Master Francis, I could see, had two quite opposite ways of
looking at it: he was bitterly sorry to go, to leave the home and those
in it whom he loved so dearly, more dearly, I think, than any one
understood. And he took much to heart also the fresh expenses for his
uncle. But, on the other hand, he was eager to get on with his learning;
he liked it for its own sake, and, as he used to say to me sometimes
when we were talking alone--
'It's only by my mind, you know, nurse, that I can hope to be good for
anything. If I had been strong and my leg all right, I'd have been a
soldier like papa, I suppose.'
'There's soldiers and soldiers, you must remember, Master Francis,' I
would reply. 'There's victories to be won far greater than those on the
battlefield. And many a one who's done the best work in this world has
been but feeble and weakly in health.'
His eyes used to brighten up when I spoke like that. Sometimes, too, I
would try to cheer him by reminding him there was no saying but what he
might turn out a fairly strong man yet. Many a delicate boy got improved
at school, I had heard.
But alas!--or 'alas' at least it seemed at the time--everything was
changed by what happened that winter.
It was cold, colder than is usual in this part of the world, and I
think Master Francis had got it in his head to try and harden himself by
way of preparing for school life. My lady used to say little things
sometimes, with a good motive, I daresay, about not minding the cold and
plucking up a spirit, and what her brothers used to do when they were
young, all of which Master Francis took to heart in a way she would not
then have believed if she had been told it. Dear me! it is strange to
think of it, when I remember how perfectly in later years those two came
to understand each other, and how nobody--after she lost her good
husband--was such a staff and support to her, such a counsellor and
comfort, as the nephew she had so little known--her 'more than son,' as
I had often heard her call him.
But I am wandering away from my story. I was just getting to Master
Francis's illness. How it came about no one could really tell. It is not
often one can trace back illnesses to their cause. Most often I fancy
there are more than one. But just after Christmas Master Francis began
with rheumatic fever. We couldn't at first believe it was going to be
anything so bad. For my lady's sake, and indeed for everybody's, I tried
to cheer up and be hopeful, in spite of the doctor's gloomy looks. It
was a real disappointment to myself and took down my pride a bit, for I
had done my best by the child, hoping to start him for school as strong
and well as was possible for him. And any one less just and fair than my
lady might have had back thoughts, such as damp feet, or sheets not
aired enough, or chills of some kind, that a little care might have
avoided.
It was my belief that he had been feeling worse than usual for some
time, but never a complaint had he made, perhaps he wouldn't own it to
himself.
It wasn't till two nights after Christmas that, sitting by the nursery
fire, just after Miss Augusta had been put to bed, he said to me--
'Nurse, I can't help it, my leg is so dreadfully bad, and not my leg
only, the pain of it seems all over. I'm _all_ bad legs to-night,' and
he tried to smile. 'May I go to bed now, and perhaps it will be all
right in the morning?'
I _was_ frightened! Sir Hulbert and my lady were dining out that
evening, which but seldom happened, and when I got over my start a
little I wasn't sorry for it, hoping that a good night might show it was
nothing serious.
We got him to bed as fast as we could. There was no going down to
dessert that evening, so Miss Bess and Miss Lalage set to work to help
me, like the womanly little ladies they were; one of them running
downstairs to see about plenty of hot water for a good bath and hot
bottles, and the other fetching the under housemaid to see to a fire in
his room. I doubt if he had ever had one before. Bedroom fires were not
in my lady's rule, and I don't hold with them myself, except in illness
or extra cold weather.
He cheered up a little, and even laughed at the fuss we made. And before
his uncle and aunt returned he was sound asleep, looking quiet and
comfortable, so that I didn't think it needful to say anything to them
that night. But long before morning, for I crept upstairs to his room
every hour or two, I saw that it was not going off as I had hoped. He
started and moaned in his sleep, and once or twice when I found him
awake, he seemed almost lightheaded, and as if he hardly knew me. Once I
heard him whisper: 'Oh! it hurts so,' as if he could scarcely bear it.
About five o'clock I dressed myself and took up my watch beside him. My
lady was an early riser; by eight o'clock, in answer to a message from
me, she was with us herself in her dressing-gown. Master Francis was
awake.
'O my lady!' I said, 'I'd no thought of bringing you up so early, and
you were late last night too.' For they had had a long drive. 'It was
only that I dursn't take upon me to send for the doctor without asking.'
'No, no, of course not,' she said. And indeed that was a liberty my lady
would not have been pleased with any one's taking. 'Do you really think
it necessary?'
The poor child was looking a little better just then, the pain was not
so bad. He seemed quiet and dreamy-like, though his face was flushed and
his eyes very bright.
'Auntie!' he said, smiling a very little; 'how pretty you look!'
[Illustration: 'Auntie!' he said, smiling a very little; 'how pretty you
look!']
And so she did in her long white dressing-gown, with her lovely fair
hair hanging about, for all the world like Miss Lally's.
I think myself the fever was on his brain a little already, else he
would scarce have dared speak so to his aunt.
She took no notice, but drew me out of the room.
'What in the world's the matter with him?' she said, anxious and yet
irritated at the same time. 'Has he been doing anything foolish that can
have made him ill?'
I shook my head.
'It's seldom one can tell how illness comes, but I feel sure the doctor
should see him,' I replied.
So he was sent for, and before the day was many hours older, there was
little doubt left--though, as I said before, I tried for a bit to hope
it was only a bad cold--that Master Francis was in for something very
serious.
Almost from the first the doctor spoke of rheumatic fever. There was a
sort of comfort in this, bad as it was--the comfort of knowing there was
no infection to fear. It was a great comfort to Master Francis himself,
whenever he felt the least bit easier, now and then to see his cousins
for a minute or two at a time, without any risk to them. For one of his
first questions to the doctor was whether his illness was anything the
others could catch.
After that for a few days he was so bad that he could really think of
nothing but how to bear the pain patiently. Then when he grew a shade
better, he began thinking about going to school.
'What was the day of the month? Would he be well, _quite_ well, by the
20th, or whatever day school began? Uncle would be _so_ disappointed if
it had to be put off'--and so on, over and over again, till at last I
had to speak, not only to the doctor, but to Sir Hulbert himself, about
the way the boy was worrying in his mind.
The doctor tried to put him off by saying he was getting on famously,
and such-like speeches. A few quiet words from Sir Hulbert had far more
effect.
'My dear boy,' he said gravely, 'what you have to do is to try to get
well and not fret yourself. If it is God's will that your going to
school should be put off, you must not take it to heart. You're not in
such a hurry to leave us as all that, are you?'
The last few words were spoken very kindly and he smiled as he said
them. I was glad of it, for I had not thought his uncle quite as tender
of the boy as he had used to be. They pleased Master Francis, I could
see, and another thought came into his mind which helped to quiet him.
'Anyway, nurse,' he said to me one day, 'there'll be a good deal of
expense saved if I don't go to school till Easter.'
It never struck him that there are few things more expensive than
illness, and as I had no idea till my lady told me that the term had to
be paid for, whether he went to school or not, I was able to agree with
him.
I was deeply sorry for my lady in those days. Some might be hard upon
her, for not forgetting all else in thankfulness that the child's life
was spared, and I know she tried to do so, but it was difficult. And
when she spoke out to me one day, and told me about the schooling having
to be paid all the same, I really did feel for her; knowing through Mrs.
Brent, as I have mentioned, all the past history of the troubles brought
about by poor Master Francis's father.
'I hope he'll live to be a comfort to you yet, if I may say so, my lady,
and I've a strong feeling that he will,' I said (she reminded me of
those words long after), 'and in the meantime you may trust to Mrs.
Brent and me to keep all expense down as much as possible, while seeing
that Master Francis has all he needs. I'm sure we can manage without a
sick-nurse now.'
For there had been some talk of having one sent for from London, though
in those days it was less done than seems the case now.
And after a while things began to mend. It was not a _very_ bad attack,
less so than we had feared at first. In about ten days' time Mrs. Brent
and Susan the housemaid and I, who had taken it in turns to sit up all
night, were able to go to bed as usual, only seeing to it that the fire
was made up once in the night, so as to last on till morning, and the
day's work grew steadily lighter.
Once they had finished their lessons, the little girls were always eager
to keep their cousin company. He was only allowed to have them one at a
time. Miss Bess used to take the first turn, but it was hard work for
her, poor child, to keep still, though it grew easier for her when it
got the length of his being able for reading aloud. But Miss Lally from
the first was a perfect model of a little sick-nurse. Mouse was no word
for her, so still and noiseless and yet so watchful was she, and if ever
she was left in charge of giving him his medicine at a certain time, I
could feel as sure as sure that it wouldn't be forgotten. When he was
inclined to talk a little, she knew just how to manage him--how to amuse
him without exciting him at all, and always to cheer him up.
The weather was unusually bad just then, though we did our best to
prevent Master Francis feeling it, by keeping his room always at an
even heat, but there were many days on which the young ladies couldn't
get out. Altogether it was a trying time, and for no one more than for
my lady.
I couldn't help thinking sometimes how different it would have been if
Master Francis had been her own child, when the joy of his recovering
would have made all other troubles seem nothing. I felt it both for her
and for him, though I don't think he noticed it himself; and after all,
now that I can look back on things having come so perfectly right,
perhaps it is foolish to recall those shadows. Only it makes the picture
of their lives more true.
Through it all I could see my lady was trying her best to have none but
kind and nice feelings.
'The doctor says that though Francis will really be almost as well as
usual in three or four weeks from now, there can be no question of his
going to school for ever so long--perhaps not at all this year.'
'Dear, dear,' I said. 'But you won't have to go on paying for it all the
same, my lady?'
She smiled at this.
'No, no, not quite so bad as that, only this one term, which is paid
already. Sir Hulbert might have got off paying it if he had really
explained how difficult it was. But that's just the sort of thing it
would really be lowering for him to do,' and she sighed. 'The doctor
says too,' she went on again, 'that by rights the boy should have a
course of German baths, that might do him good for all his life; but how
we _could_ manage that I can't see, though Sir Hulbert is actually
thinking of it. I doubt if he would think of it as much if it were for
one of our own children,' she added rather bitterly.
'He feels Master Francis a sort of charge, I suppose,' I said, meaning
to show my sympathy.
'He is a charge indeed,' said his aunt. 'And to think that all this time
he might have been really improving at school.'
I could say nothing more, but I did grieve that she couldn't take things
in a different spirit.
'It's an ill wind that blows nobody any good.' Miss Lally had a fine
time for her knitting just then, with Master Francis out of the way. Of
course if he had been at school there would have been no difficulty, and
she had planned to have his socks ready to send him on his birthday, the
end of March. Now she had got on so fast--one sock finished and the heel
of the other turned, though not without many sighs and even a few
tears--that she hoped to have them as a surprise the first day he came
down to the nursery.
'I'll have to begin working in the attic again, after that,' she said to
me, 'for I'm going to make a pair for baby.'
'That's to say if the weather gets warmer,' I said to her. 'You
certainly couldn't have sat up in the attic these last few weeks, Miss
Lally.'
CHAPTER X
THE NEW BABY
The weather did improve. The winter having been so unusually severe was
made up for, as I think often happens, by a bright and early spring. By
the beginning of April Master Francis was able to be out again, though
of course only for a little in the middle of the day, and we had to be
very careful lest he should catch the least cold. I was exceedingly
glad, really more glad than I can say, that his getting well went
through without any backcasts. For himself he was really better than the
doctor had dared to hope, but as he began to move about more freely I
was grieved to see that the stiffness of his leg seemed worse than
before his illness. I don't think it pained him much, at least he didn't
complain.
In the meantime I thought it would be best to say nothing about it,
half hoping that he didn't notice it himself, but I heard no talk of his
going to school.
I shall never forget one morning in April--it was towards the end of the
month, a most lovely sunny morning it was, as I went up the winding
staircase leading to Master Francis's room in the tower. The sunshine
came pouring in through the narrow windows as brilliant as if it had
been midsummer, and the songs of the birds outside seemed to tell how
they were enjoying it, yet it was only half-past six! The little ladies
below were all sleeping soundly, but Master Francis, I knew, always woke
very early, and somehow I had a feeling that he must be the first to
hear the good news.
As I knocked at the door I heard him moving inside. He had got up to
open the window; the room seemed flooded with light as I went in. Master
Francis was sitting up in bed reading, or learning some of his lessons
more likely, for he was well enough now to have gone back to regular
ways. He looked up very brightly.
'Isn't it a most beautiful morning, nurse?' he said. 'The sunshine woke
me even earlier than usual, so I'm looking over my Latin. Auntie
doesn't mind my reading in bed in the morning. It isn't like at night
with candles.'
'No, of course not,' I said. 'But, Master Francis, I want you to leave
off thinking about your lessons for a minute. I rather fancy you'll have
a holiday to-day. I've got a piece of news for you! I wonder if you can
guess what has happened?'
He opened his eyes wide in surprise.
'It must be something good,' he said, 'or you wouldn't look so pleased.
What _can_ it be? It can't be that Uncle Hulbert's got a lot of money.'
'There are some things better than money,' I said. 'What would you think
if a dear little baby boy had come in the night?'
His whole face flushed pink with pleasure.
'Nurse!' he said. 'Is it really true? Oh! how pleased I am. Just the
very thing auntie has wanted so--a little boy of her own. I may count
him like a brother, mayn't I? Won't Bess and Lally be pleased! Do they
know? Mayn't I get up at once, and when do you think I may see him?'
'Some time to-day, I hope,' I answered. 'No, the young ladies don't know
yet. They're fast asleep. But I thought you'd like to know.'
'How good of you!' he said. 'I'm just _so_ pleased that I don't know
what to do.'
What a morning of excitement it was, to be sure! The children were all
half off their heads with delight. All, that is to say, except Miss
Baby, who burst out crying in the middle of her breakfast, sobbing that
she 'wouldn't have no--something----' We couldn't make out what for ever
so long, till we found it was her name she was crying about, as of
course we were all talking of the new little brother as 'the baby.' We
comforted her by saying that anyway he would not be 'Miss Baby'; and
perhaps from that it came about that her old name clung to her till she
was quite a big girl, and almost from the first Master Bevil got his
real name.
He was a great darling--so strong and hearty too--and so handsome even
as an infant. Everything seemed to go right with him from the very
beginning.
'Surely,' I often said to myself, 'he will bring a blessing with him.
And now that my lady's great wish has been granted, I do hope she will
feel more trustful and less anxious.'
I hoped too that she would now have happier feelings to poor Master
Francis, especially when she saw his devotion to the baby boy. For of
all the children I must say he was the one who loved the little creature
the most.
And for a while all seemed tending in the right way, but when the baby
was a few weeks old, I began to fear that something of the old trouble
was in the air again. Fresh money difficulties happened about that time,
though of course I didn't know exactly what they were. But it was easy
to see that my lady was fretted, she was not one to hide anything she
was feeling.
One day, it was in June, as far as I remember, my lady was in the
nursery with Miss Lally and Miss Baby and the real baby. The two elder
children were downstairs at their lessons with Sir Hulbert. Master Bevil
was looking beautiful that afternoon. We had laid him down on a rug on
the floor, and he was kicking and crowing as if he had been six months
old, his little sisters chattering and laughing to him, while my lady
sat by in the rocking-chair, looking for once as if she had thrown all
her cares aside.
'He really is getting on beautifully,' she said to me. 'Doesn't he look
a great big boy?'
I was rather glad of the remark, for it gave me a chance to say
something that had been on my mind.
'We'll have to be thinking of short-coating him, before we know where we
are, my lady,' I said with a smile. 'And there's another thing I've been
thinking of. He's such a heavy boy to carry already, and as time gets on
it would be a pity for our walks to be shortened in the fine weather. We
had a beautiful basket for the donkey at Mrs. Wyngate's, it was made so
that even a little baby could lie quite comfortably in it.'
'That would be very nice,' my lady answered. 'I'll speak to Sir Hulbert
about it. Only----,' and again a rather worried look came into her face.
I could see that she had got back to the old thought, 'everything costs
money.' 'We must do something about it before long,' she added.
Just then Miss Bess ran into the room, followed more slowly by her
cousin.
'What are you talking about?' she said.
'About how dear fat baby is to go walks with us when he gets still
fatter and heavier,' said Miss Lally. 'Poor nurse couldn't carry him so
very far, you know, and mamma says perhaps----'
'Oh! nonsense,' interrupted Miss Bess; 'we'd carry him in turns, the
darling.'
My lady looked up quickly at this.
'Don't talk so foolishly, child,' she said sharply. For, fond as she was
of Miss Bess, she could put her down sometimes, and just now the little
girl scarcely deserved it, it seemed to me. 'I won't allow anything of
that kind,' she went on. 'You are far too young, all of you--Francis
especially, must never attempt to carry baby. Do you hear, children?
Nurse, you must be strict about this.'
'Certainly, my lady,' I replied. 'Master Francis and the young ladies
have never done more than just hold Master Bevil in their arms for a
moment, me standing close by.'
Then they went on to talk about getting a basket for the donkey, which
they were very much taken up about. I didn't notice at the time that
Master Francis had only looked in for an instant and gone off again; but
that evening at tea time, when Miss Bess and Miss Lally said something
about old Jacob, Master Francis asked what they meant, which I
remembered afterwards as showing that he had not heard his aunt's strict
orders.
It was a week or two after that, that one lovely afternoon we all set
out on a walk together. We had planned to go rather farther than we had
yet been with the baby, resting here and there on the way, it was so
warm and sunny and he was not _yet_ so very heavy, of course.
All went well, and we found ourselves close to home again in nice time.
For of course I knew that if we stayed out too long it would be only
natural for my lady to be anxious.
'It's rather too soon to go in and it's such a beautiful afternoon,'
said Miss Bess as we were coming up the drive. 'Do let us go into the
little wood, for half an hour or so, nurse, and you might tell us a
story.'
The little wood skirts the drive at one side. It is a sweet place, in
the early summer especially, so many wild flowers and ferns, and lots of
squirrels overhead among the branches, and little rabbits scudding about
down below.
We found a cosy nook, where we settled ourselves. The little brother was
fast asleep, the three elder ones sat round me, while Miss Baby toddled
off a little way, busy about some of her own funny little plays by
herself, though well within sight.
I was in the middle of a long story of having been lost in the firwoods
at home as a child, when a loud scream made us all start, and looking up
I saw to my alarm that Miss Baby was no longer to be seen.
'Dear, dear,' I cried, jumping up in a fright. 'She must have hurt
herself. Here, Master Francis, hold the baby for a moment, don't get
up;' and I put his little cousin down safely in his arms.
I meant him not to stir till I came back, but he didn't understand this.
Miss Bess was already off after her little sister, and after a minute or
two we found her, not hurt at all, but crying loudly at having fallen
down and dirtied her frock in running away from what _she_ called a
'bear,' coming out of the wood--most likely only a branch of a tree
swaying about.
It took a little time to quiet her and to set her to rights again, and
when we got back to the other children I was surprised to see that the
baby was now in Miss Lally's arms, Master Francis kneeling beside them
wiping something with his handkerchief.
'There's nothing wrong, I hope,' I said, rather startled again.
'Oh no!' said Miss Lally. 'It's only that little brother cried and
Francie walked him up and down and somefing caught Francie's foot and he
felled, but baby didn't fall. Francie held him tight, only a twig
scratched baby's nose a tiny little bit. But he doesn't mind, he's
laughing.'
So he was, though sure enough there was a thin red line right across his
plump little nose, and the least little mark of blood on the
handkerchief with which his cousin had been tenderly dabbing it. Master
Francis himself was so pale that I hadn't the heart to say more to him
than just a word.
'I had meant you to sit still with him, my dear.'
'But he cried so,' said the boy.
However, there was no harm done, though I thought to myself I'd be more
careful than ever, but unluckily just as we were within a few steps of
the house whom should we see but my lady coming to meet us. I'm never
one for hiding things, but I did wish she had not happened to come just
then.
She noticed the scratch in a moment, as she stooped to kiss the baby,
though really there was nothing to mind, seeing the dear child so rosy
and happy looking.
'What's the matter with his nose?' she said quickly. 'You haven't any
pins about you, nurse, surely?'
Pins were not in my way, certainly, but I could have found it in my
heart to wish I could own to one just then, for Master Francis started
forward.
'Oh no! Aunt Helen,' he said, 'it was my fault. I was walking him about
for a minute or two, while nurse went after Baby, and my foot slipt, but
I only came down on my knees and _he_ didn't fall. It was only a twig
scratched his nose, a tiny bit.'
My lady grew first red then white.
'He might have been killed,' she said; and she caught the baby from me
and kissed him over and over again. Then she turned to Master Francis,
and I could see that she was doing her best to keep in her anger.
'Francis, how dared you, after what I said the other day so very
strongly about your _never_ carrying the baby? Your own sense might have
told you you are not able to carry him, but besides that, what I said
makes it distinct disobedience. Nurse, did you _know_ of it?'
'It was I myself gave Master Bevil to Master Francis to hold,' I said,
flurried like at my lady's displeasure. 'I hadn't meant him to walk
about with him.'
'Of course not,' said my lady. 'There now, you see, Francis, double
disobedience! I must speak to your uncle. Take back baby, nurse, he must
have some _pomade divine_ on his nose when he gets in;' and before any
of us had time to speak again she had turned and hurried back to the
house. My lady had always a quick way with her, pleased or displeased.
'She's gone to tell papa,' said the young ladies, looking very
distressed.
Master Francis was quite white and shaking like.
'Nurse,' he said at last, when he had got voice enough to speak, 'I
really don't know what auntie meant about something she said the other
day.'
'O Franz! you can't have forgotten,' said Miss Bess, who often spoke
sharply when she was really very sorry. 'Mamma did say most plainly that
none of us were to carry baby about.'
But the boy still looked quite puzzled, and when we talked it over, we
were all satisfied that he hadn't been in the room at the time.
'I must try to put it right with my lady,' I said, feeling that if any
one had been to blame in the matter it was certainly me much more than
Master Francis, for not having kept my eye better on Miss Baby in the
wood.
But we were a very silent and rather sad party as we made our way back
slowly to the house.
I couldn't see my lady till late that evening, and then, though I did
my best, I didn't altogether succeed. She had already spoken to Sir
Hulbert, and nothing would convince her that Master Francis had not
heard at least some part of what she said.
Sir Hulbert was always calm and just; he sent for the boy the next
morning, and had a long talk with him. Master Francis came back to the
nursery looking pale and grave, but more thoughtful than unhappy.
'Uncle has been very good and kind,' was all he said. 'And I will try
never to vex him and auntie again.'
Later that evening, when he happened to be alone with me, after the
young ladies had gone to bed, he said a little more. I was sitting by
the fire with Master Bevil on my knee. Master Francis knelt down beside
me and kissed the little creature tenderly. Then he stroked his tiny
nose--the mark of the scratch had almost gone already.
'You darling!' he said. 'Oh! how glad I am you weren't really hurt.
Nurse,' he went on, 'I'd do anything for this baby, I do _love_ him so.
I only wish I could say it to auntie the way I can to you. If only I
were big and strong, or very clever, and could work for him, to get him
everything he should have, and then it would make up a little for all
the trouble I've been always to them.'
He spoke quite simply. There wasn't a thought of himself--as if he had
anything to complain of, or put up with, I mean--in what he said. But
all the more it touched me very much, and I felt the tears come into my
eye, but I wouldn't have Master Francis see it, and I began laughing and
playing with the baby.
'See his dear little feet,' I said. 'They're almost the prettiest part
of him. He kicks so, he wears out his little boots in no time. It would
be nice if Miss Lally could knit some for him.'
Master Francis looked surprised.
'Why,' he said, 'do you call those little white things boots? And are
they made the same way as my socks? I've got them on now; aren't they
splendid? I really think it was very clever of Lally.'
CHAPTER XI
IN DISGRACE AGAIN
He held out one foot to be admired.
'Yes,' I said, 'they are very nice indeed, and Miss Lally was so patient
about them. I'll have to think of some other knitting for her.'
'O nurse!' said Master Francis quickly, then he stopped. 'I must ask
Lally first,' he went on; and I heard him say, as if speaking to
himself--'it would be nice to please auntie.'
For a day or two after that I saw there was some mystery going on.
Master Francis and Miss Lally were whispering together and looking very
important, and one fine afternoon the secret was confided to me.
Miss Bess was out with her mamma, and Master Francis had disappeared
when we came in from our walk, a rather short one that day. Suddenly,
just as we were sitting down to tea, and I was wondering what had
become of him, he hurried in, and threw a small soft white packet on to
Miss Lally's lap.
'O Francie!' she said, 'have you really got it?'
Then she undid the parcel and showed it to me; it was white wool.
'Francie has bought it with his own money,' she said, 'for me to knit a
pair of boots for baby, and oh! nursie, will you show me how? They're to
be a present from Francie and me; me the knitting and Francie the wool,
and we want it to be quite a secret till they're ready. It's so warm now
I can knit up in the attic. Won't mamma be pleased?'
'Certainly, my dear,' I said. 'I'll do my best to teach you. They'll be
rather difficult, for we'll have to put in some fancy stitches, but I
think you can manage it now.'
Master Francis stood by, looking as interested and pleased as Miss Lally
herself.
'That was all the wool Prideaux' daughter had,' he said. 'Do you think
there'll be enough, nurse? She'll have some more in a few days.'
'I doubt if there'll be enough,' I said, 'but I can tell better when
we've got them begun.'
Begun they were, that very evening. Miss Lally and Master Francis set to
work to wind the wool, having first spent some time at an extra washing
of their hands, for fear of soiling it in the very least.
'It's so beautifully white,' said Miss Lally, 'like it says in the
Bible, isn't it, nursie? It would be a pity to dirty it.'
Dear me! how happy those two were over their innocent secret, and how
little I thought what would come of Master Bevil's white wool bootikins!
The knitting got on nicely, though there were some difficulties in the
way. The weather was getting warmer, and it is not easy for even little
ladies to keep their hands quite spotlessly clean. The ball of wool had
to be tied up in a little bag, as it would keep falling on the floor,
and besides this, Miss Lally spread out a clean towel in the corner
where she sat to work in the attic.
I gave Miss Bess a hint that there was a new secret and got her to
promise not to tease the children, and she was really good about it, as
was her way if she felt she was trusted. Altogether, for some little
time things seemed to be going smoothly. Master Francis was most
particular to do nothing that could in the least annoy his uncle and
aunt, or could seem like disobedience to them.
After the long spell of fine weather, July set in with heavy rain. I
had now been a whole year with the dear children. I remember saying so
to them one morning when we were all at breakfast.
It was about a week since the baby's boots had been in hand. One was
already finished, in great part by Miss Lally herself, though I had had
to do a little to it in the evenings after they were all in bed, setting
it right for her to go on with the next day.
With the wet weather there was less walking out, of course, and all the
more time for the knitting. On the day I am speaking of the children
came down from the attic in the afternoon with rather doleful faces.
'Nursie,' said Miss Lally, 'I have been getting on so nicely,' and
indeed I had not required to do more than glance at her work for two or
three days. 'I thought I would have had it ready for you to begin the
lace part round the top, only, just fancy the wool's done!'
'They'll have more at the shop by now,' said Master Francis. 'If only it
would clear up I could go to the village for it.'
'It may be finer to-morrow,' I said, 'but there's no chance of you going
out to-day; even if it left off raining, the ground's far too wet for
you with your rheumatism. Now, Miss Lally, my dear, don't you begin
looking so doleful about it; you've got on far quicker than you could
have expected.'
She did look rather doleful all the same, and the worst of it was that
though Master Francis would have given up anything for himself, he never
could bear Miss Lally to be disappointed.
'I'm so much better now, nurse,' he said. 'I don't believe even going
out in the rain would hurt me.'
'It's _possible_ it mightn't hurt you, but----' I was beginning, when I
heard Master Bevil crying out in the other room. Miss Lally had now a
little room of her own on the other side of the nursery, and we had
saved enough of Miss Bess's chintz to smarten it up. This had been done
some months ago. I hadn't too much time now, and the young girl who
helped me was no hand at sewing at all. Off I hurried to the baby
without finishing what I was saying to Master Francis, and indeed I
never gave another thought to what he'd said about fetching the wool
till tea-time came, and he didn't answer when we called him, thinking he
was in his own room.
Just then, unluckily, my lady came up to the nursery to say good-bye to
the children, or good-night rather, for she and Sir Hulbert were going
to dine at Carris Court, which is a long drive from Treluan, and the
roads were just then very heavy with the rain. She came in looking quite
bright and cheery. I can see her now in her black lace dress--it was far
from new--it was seldom my lady spent anything on herself--but it suited
her beautifully, showing off her lovely hair and fair complexion. One
little diamond star was her only ornament. I forget if I mentioned that
as well as the strange disappearance of money at the death of old Sir
David, a great many valuable family jewels, worth thousands of pounds,
were also missing, so it was but little that Sir Hulbert had been able
to give his wife, and what money she had of her own she wouldn't have
spent in such ways, knowing from the first how things were with him.
She came in, as I said, looking so beautiful and bright that I felt
grieved when almost in a moment her look changed.
'Where is Francis?' she asked quickly.
'He must be somewhere downstairs, my lady,' I said. 'He's not in his
room, but no doubt he'll be coming directly.'
Esther, the nursery-maid, was just then coming in with some tea-cakes
Mrs. Brent had sent us up.
'Go and look for Master Francis, and tell him to come at once,' said my
lady. 'Surely he can't have gone out anywhere,' she added to me; 'it's
pouring, besides he isn't allowed to go out without leave.'
'He'd never think of such a thing,' I said quickly, 'after being so ill
too.' But even as I spoke the words, there came into my mind what the
boy had said that afternoon, and I began to feel a little anxious,
though of course I didn't let my lady see it, and I did my best to
smooth things when Esther came back to say that he was nowhere to be
found. It was little use, however, my lady began to be thoroughly put
out.
She hurried off to Sir Hulbert, feeling both anxious and angry, and a
good half-hour was spent in looking for the boy before Sir Hulbert could
persuade her to start. He was vexed too, and no wonder, just when my
lady had been looking so happy.
'Really,' I thought to myself, 'Master Francis is tiresome after all.'
And I was thankful when they at last drove off, there being no real
cause for anxiety.
No sooner had the sound of the carriage-wheels died away than the
nursery door opened and Master Francis burst in, looking for once like
a regular pickle of a boy. His eyes bright and his cheeks rosy, though
he was covered with mud from head to foot, his boots really not to be
thought of as fit to come up a tidy staircase.
'Hurrah!' he cried, shaking a little parcel over his head. 'I've got it,
Lally. And I'm not a bit wet after all, nurse!'
'Oh no!' said Miss Bess, who did love to put in her word, 'not at all.
Quite nice and dry and tidy and fit to sit down to tea, after worrying
mamma out of her wits and nearly stopping papa and her going to Carris.'
Master Francis's face fell at once. I was sorry for him and yet that
provoked I couldn't but join in with Miss Bess.
'Go upstairs to your room at once, Master Francis, and undress and get
straight into your bed. I'll come up in a few minutes with some hot tea
for you. How you could do such a thing close upon getting better of
rheumatic fever, and the trouble and worry it gave, passes me! And
considering, too, what I said to you this very afternoon.'
'You didn't actually say I wasn't to go,' he said quickly. 'You know
quite well why I went, and I'm not a _bit_ wet really. I'm all muffled
up in things to keep me dry. I'm nearly suffocating.'
'All the worse,' I said. 'If you're overheated all the more certain
you'll get a chill. Don't stand talking, go at once.'
He went off, and I was beginning to pour out the tea, which had been
kept back all this time, when, as I lifted the teapot in my hand I
almost dropped it, nearly scalding Miss Baby who was sitting close by
me, so startled was I by a sudden terrible scream from Miss Lally; and,
as I have said before, anything like Miss Lally's screams I never did
hear in any nursery. Besides which, once she was started, there was
never any saying when she'd leave off.
'Now, whatever's the matter with you, my dear?' I said, but it was
little use talking quietly to her. She only sobbed something about 'poor
Francie and nursie scolding him,' and then went on with her screaming
till I was obliged to put her in the other room by herself to get quiet.
Of all the party Miss Bess and Miss Baby were the only ones who did
justice to Mrs. Brent's tea-cakes that evening. They did take Miss
Lally's screaming fits quietly, I must say, which was a good thing, and
even Master Bevil had strong nerves, I suppose, for he slept on sweetly
through it all, poor dear. For myself, I was out and out upset for once,
provoked and yet sorry too.
I went up to Master Francis and did the best I could for him to prevent
his taking cold. He was as sorry as could be by this time, and he had
really not meant to be disobedient, but though I was ready to believe
him, I felt much afraid that this new scrape wouldn't be passed over
very lightly by his uncle and aunt. After a while Miss Lally quieted
down, partly, I think, because I promised her she might go up to her
cousin if she would leave off crying, and the two passed the evening
together very soberly and sadly, winding the fresh skein of white wool
which had been the cause of all the trouble.
After all Master Francis did not take cold. He came down to breakfast
the next morning looking pretty much as usual, though I could see he was
uneasy in his mind. Miss Lally too was feeling rather ashamed of her
screaming fit the night before, for she was growing a big girl now, old
enough to understand that she should have more self-command. Altogether
it was a rather silent nursery that morning, for Miss Bess was concerned
for her cousin too.
I had quite meant to try to see my lady before anything was said to
Master Francis. But she was tired and later of getting up than usual,
and I didn't like to disturb her. Sir Hulbert, I found, had gone out
early and would not be in till luncheon-time, so I hoped I would still
have my chance.
I hardly saw the elder children till their dinner time. It was an extra
long morning of lessons with Miss Kirstin, for it was still raining, and
on wet days she sometimes helped them with what they had to learn by
themselves.
The three hurried up together to make themselves tidy before going down
to the dining-room, and I just saw them for a moment. Master Bevil was
rather fractious, and I was feeling a little worried about him, so that
what had happened the night before was not quite so fresh in my mind as
it had been; but I did ask Miss Lally, who came to me to have her hair
brushed, if she had seen her mamma, and if my lady was feeling rested.
'She's getting up for luncheon,' was the child's answer, 'but I haven't
seen her. Mrs. Brent told us she was very tired last night. Mrs. Brent
waited up to tell mamma Francie had come in.'
After luncheon the two young ladies came up together. I looked past
them anxiously for Master Francis.
'No,' said Miss Lally, understanding my look, 'he's not coming. He's
gone to papa's room, and papa and mamma are both there.'
My heart sank at the words.
'Mamma's coming up to see baby in a little while,' said Miss Bess. 'She
was so tired, poor little mamma, she only woke in time to dress for
luncheon, and papa said he was very glad.'
Miss Lally came round and whispered to me.
'Nurse,' she said, 'may I go up to the attic? I want to knit a great lot
to-day, and if I stayed down here mamma would see.'
'Very well, my dear,' I said. 'Only be sure to come downstairs if you
feel chilly.'
There was really no reason, now that she had a room of her own, for her
ever to sit in the attic, but she had taken a fancy to it, I suppose,
and off she went.
Miss Bess stood looking out of the window, in a rather idle way she had.
'Oh dear!' she said impatiently; 'is it _never_ going to leave off
raining? I am so tired of not getting out.'
'Get something to do, my dear,' I said. 'Then the time will pass more
quickly. It won't stop raining for you watching it, you know. Weren't
you saying something about the schoolroom books needing arranging, and
that you hadn't had time to do them?'
Miss Bess was in a very giving-in mood.
'Very well,' she said, moving off slowly. 'I suppose I may as well do
them. But I need somebody to help me; where's Lally?'
'Don't disturb her yet awhile, poor dear,' I said. 'She does so want to
get on with the work I've told you about.'
Miss Bess stood looking uncertain. Suddenly an idea struck her.
'May I have Baby then?' she asked. 'She could hold up the books to me,
and that's about all the help I need, really.'
I saw no objection, and Miss Baby trotted off very proud, Miss Bess
leading her by the hand.
The nursery seemed very quiet the next half-hour or so, or maybe longer.
I was beginning to wonder when my lady would be coming, and feeling glad
that Master Bevil, who had just wakened up from a nice sleep, was
looking quite like himself again before she saw him, when suddenly the
door burst open and Master Francis looked in. He was not crying, but
his face had the strained white look I could not bear to see on it.
'Is there no one here?' he said.
Somehow I didn't like to question him, grieved though I felt at things
going wrong again.
'No,' I replied. 'Miss Bess is in the schoolroom with----,' then it
suddenly struck me that my lady might be coming in at any moment, and
that it might be better for Master Francis not to be there. 'Miss
Lally,' I went on quickly, 'is at her knitting in the attic, if you like
to go to her there.'
He turned and went. Afterwards he told me that he caught sight of my
lady coming along the passage as he left the room, and that he hurried
upstairs to avoid her. He didn't find Miss Lally in the attic as he
expected, but her knitting was there lying on the floor, thrown down
hurriedly, and though she had not forgotten to spread out the clean
towel as usual, in her haste she hadn't noticed that the newly-wound
ball of white wool had rolled some distance away from the half-finished
boot and the pins.
Afterwards I will tell what happened to Master Francis, up there by
himself in the attic.
To make all clear, I may here explain why he had not found Miss Lally in
her nook. The book-tidying in the schoolroom had gone on pretty well,
but after a bit, though Miss Baby did her best, Miss Bess found the want
of some one who could read the titles, and she ran upstairs to beg Miss
Lally to come for a few minutes. The few minutes turned into an hour or
more, for the young ladies, just like children as they were, came across
some old favourites in their tidying, and began reading out bits here
and there to each other. And then to please Miss Baby they made houses
and castles of the books on the floor, which she thought a beautiful new
game, so that Miss Lally forgot about her knitting, while feeling, so to
say, at the back of her mind quite easy about it, thinking she had left
it safely lying on the clean cloth.
They were both so much taken up with what they were about, that it never
struck them to wonder what Master Francis was doing with himself all the
afternoon.
My lady and I meanwhile were having a long talk in the nursery. It had
been as I feared, Sir Hulbert having spoken most severely to the boy,
and my lady having said some bitter things, which already she was
repenting, more especially when I was able to explain that Master
Francis had really not been so distinctly disobedient as had seemed the
case.
'We must try and put it right again, I suppose,' she said rather sadly,
as she was leaving the room. 'I wish I didn't take up things so hotly at
the time, but I was really frightened as well as angry. Still Sir
Hulbert would not have spoken so strongly if it hadn't been for me.'
This was a great deal for my lady to say, and I felt honoured by her
confidence. I began to be more hopeful again, and tried to set out the
tea rather nicer than usual to cheer them up a little.
CHAPTER XII
LOST
The three young ladies came in together, Miss Baby looking very
important, but calling out for her tea.
'It's quite ready, my dear,' I said. 'But where's Master Francis?'
'_I_ don't know,' said Miss Bess. 'I haven't seen him all the
afternoon.'
I turned to Miss Lally.
'He went up to sit with you, my dear, in the attic,' I said.
'I didn't see him,' said Miss Lally, and then she explained how Miss
Bess had fetched her down ever so long ago. 'I daresay Francie's in his
own room,' she went on. 'I'll run up and see, and I'll look in the attic
too, for I left my work lying about.'
She ran off.
'Nurse,' said Miss Bess, 'do you think Francis got a very bad scolding?
You saw him, didn't you? Did he seem very unhappy?'
'I'm afraid so, my dear, but I think it will come all right again. I've
seen your mamma since, and she quite sees now that he didn't really mean
to be disobedient.'
'I wish you had told mamma that before they spoke to Francis,' said Miss
Bess, who I must say was rather a Job's comforter sometimes.
We waited anxiously till we heard Miss Lally's footsteps returning. She
ran in alone, looking rather troubled.
'He's not there, not in his own room, or the attic, or nowhere, but he
must have been in the attic, for my work's gone.'
A great fear came over me. Could the poor boy have run away in his
misery at having again angered his uncle and aunt? for the look on his
face had been strange, when he glanced in at the nursery door, asking
for Miss Lally. Was he meaning perhaps to bid her good-bye before
setting off in some wild way? And what she said of the knitting having
gone made me still more uneasy. Had he perhaps taken it with him as a
remembrance? for of all the queer mixtures of old-fashionedness and
childishness that ever I came across, Master Francis was the strangest,
though, as I have said, there was a good deal of this in all the
children.
I got up at Miss Lally's words. Master Bevil was asleep, luckily.
'You go on with your tea, my dears, there's good children,' I said. 'I
must see about Master Francis, he must be somewhere about the house.
He'd never have thought of going out again in such weather,' for it was
pouring in torrents.
I went downstairs, asking everybody I met if they had seen him, but they
all shook their heads, and at last, after searching through the library
and the big drawing-rooms, and even more unlikely places, I got so
frightened that I made bold to knock at Sir Hulbert's study door, where
he was busy writing, my lady working beside him.
They had been talking of Master Francis just before I went in, and they
were far more distressed than annoyed at my news, my lady growing quite
pale.
'O Hulbert!' she exclaimed, 'if he has run away it is my fault.'
'Nonsense, Helen,' he said, meaning to cheer her. 'The boy has got sense
and good feeling, he'd never risk making himself ill again. And where
would he run away to? He couldn't go to sea. But certainly the sooner
we find him the better.'
He went off to speak to some of the men, while my lady and I, Mrs. Brent
and some of the others, started again to search through the house. We
did search, looking in really impossible corners, where he couldn't have
squeezed himself in. Then the baby awoke, and I had to go to him, and
Miss Bess and Miss Lally took their turn at this melancholy game of
hide-and-seek, but it was all no use. The dull gray afternoon darkened
into night, the rain still pouring down, and nothing was heard of the
missing boy. Sir Hulbert at last left off pretending not to be anxious.
He had his strongest horse put into the dog-cart, and drove away to the
town to give notice to the police, stopping on the way at every place
where it was the least likely the boy could have been seen.
He didn't get back till eleven o'clock. My lady and Mrs. Brent and me
were waiting up for him, for Master Bevil was sleeping sweetly, and I
had put the nursery-maid to watch beside him. The young ladies, poor
dears, were in bed too, and, as is happily the way with children, had
fallen asleep in spite of their tears and sad distress.
We knew the moment we saw Sir Hulbert that he had no good tidings to
give us. His sunburnt face looked almost white, as he came into the hall
soaking wet and shook his head.
'I have done everything, Nelly,' he said, 'everything that can be done,
and now we must try to be patient till some news comes. It is
impossible, everybody says, that a boy like him, so well known in the
neighbourhood too, could disappear without some one seeing him, or that
he could remain in hiding for long. It is perfectly extraordinary that
we have not found him already, and somehow I can scarcely believe he is
doing it on purpose. He has such good feeling, and must know how anxious
we should be.'
Sir Hulbert was standing by the fire, which my lady had had lighted in
the hall, as he spoke. He seemed almost thinking aloud. My lady crept up
to him with a look on her face I could not bear to see.
'Hulbert,' she said in a low voice, 'I said things to him enough to make
him doubt our caring at all.' And then she broke down into bitter though
silent weeping.
We got her to bed with difficulty. There was really no use whatever in
sitting up, and who knew what need for strength the next day might
bring? Then there were the other poor children to think of. So by
midnight the house was all quiet as usual. I was thankful that the wind
had fallen, for all through the evening there had been sounds of wailing
and sobbing, such as stormy weather always brings at Treluan, enough to
make you miserable if there was nothing the matter--the rain pattering
against the window like cold tiny hands, tapping and praying to be let
in.
Sad as I was, and though I could scarcely have believed it of myself, I
had scarcely laid my head down before I too, like the children, fell
fast asleep. I was dreaming, a strange confused dream, which I never was
able to remember clearly; but it was something about searching in the
smugglers' caves for Master Francis, followed by an old man, who I
somehow fancied was the miser baronet, Sir David. His hair was snow
white, and there was a confusion in my mind of thinking it like Miss
Lally's wool. Anyhow, I had got the idea of whiteness in my head, so
that, when something woke me--afterwards I knew it was the sound of my
own name--and I opened my eyes to see by the glimmer of the night-light
what seemed at first a shining figure by my bed-side, I did not feel
surprised. And the first words I said were 'white as wool.'
'No, no,' said Miss Lally, for it was she, in her little night-dress,
her fair hair all tumbling over her shoulders, 'it isn't about my wool,
nurse, please wake up quite. It's something so strange--such a queer
noise. Please get up and come to my room to see what it is.'
Miss Lally's room was a tiny place at the side of the nursery nearest
the tower, though not opening on to the tower stair.
I got up at once and crossed the day nursery with her, lighting a candle
on the way. But when we got into her room all was perfectly silent.
'What was it you heard, my dear?' I asked.
'A sort of knocking,' she said, 'and a queer kind of little cry, like a
rabbit caught in a trap when you hear it a long way off.'
'It must have been the wind and rain again,' I was beginning to say, but
she stopped me.
'Hush, listen!' she said, holding up her little hand, 'there it is
again.'
It was just as she had said, and it seemed to come from the direction of
the tower.
'Isn't it like as if it was from Francie's room?' said Miss Lally,
shivering a little; 'and yet we know he's not there, nursie.'
But something was there, or close by, and something _living_, I seemed
to feel.
'Put on your dressing-gown,' I said to the little girl, 'and your
slippers, and we'll go up and see. You're not frightened, dear?'
'Oh no!' she said. 'If only it was Francie!'
But she clung to my hand as we went up the stair, leaving the nursery
door wide open, so as to hear Master Bevil if he woke up.
Master Francis's room was all dark, of course, and it struck very chill
as we went in, the candle flickering as we pushed the door open. It
seemed so strange to see the empty bed, and everything unused about the
room, just as if he was really quite away. We stood perfectly still. All
was silent. We were just about leaving the room to go to the attic when
the faintest breath of a sound seemed to come again, I couldn't tell
from where. It was more like a sigh in the air.
'Stop,' said Miss Lally, squeezing my hand, and then again we heard the
muffled taps, much more clearly than downstairs. Miss Lally's ears were
very sharp.
'I hear talking,' she whispered, and before I knew what she was about
she had laid herself down on the floor and put her ear to the ground, at
a part where there was no carpet. 'Nursie,' she went on, looking up with
a very white face and shining eyes, 'it is Francie. He must have felled
through the floor. I can hear him saying, "O Lally! O Bess! Oh, somebody
come."'
I stooped down as she had done. It was silent again; but after a moment
began the knocking and a sort of sobbing cry; my ears weren't sharp
enough to make it into words, but I seized the first thing that came to
hand, I think it was the candlestick, and thumped it on the floor as
hard as ever I could, calling out, close down through the boarding,
'Master Francie, we hear you.'
But there was nothing we could do by ourselves, and we were losing
precious time.
'Miss Lally,' I said, 'you won't be frightened to stay here alone; I'll
leave you the candle. Go on knocking and calling to him, to keep up his
heart, in case he can hear, while I go for your papa.'
In less time than it takes to tell it, I had roused Sir Hulbert and
brought him back with me, my lady following after. Nothing would have
kept her behind. We were met by eager words from Miss Lally.
'Papa, nursie,' she cried, 'I've made him hear, and I can make out that
he says something about the window.'
Without speaking Sir Hulbert strode across the room and flung it open.
Oh, how thankful we were that the wind had fallen and all was still.
'Francis, my boy,' we heard Sir Hulbert shout--he was leaning out as far
as ever he could--'Francis, my boy, can you hear me?'
Something answered, but we inside the room couldn't distinguish what it
said, but in another moment Sir Hulbert turned towards us.
'He says something about the cupboard in the attic,' he said. 'What can
he mean? But come at once.'
He caught up my lady's little hand-lamp and led the way, we three
following. When we reached the attic he went straight to the big
cupboard I have spoken of. The doors were standing wide open. Sir
Hulbert went in, but came out again, looking rather blank.
'I can see nothing,' he said. 'I fancied he said the word "mouse," but
his voice had got so faint.'
'If you knock on the floor,' I began, but Miss Lally stopped me by
darting into the closet.
'Papa,' she said, 'hold the light here. I know where the mouse-hole is.'
What they had thought a mouse-hole was really a hole with jagged edges
cut out in one of the boards, which you could thrust your hand into. Sir
Hulbert did so, beginning to see what it was meant for, and pulled. A
trap-door, cleverly made, for all that it looked so roughly done, gave
way, and by the light of the lamp we saw a kind of ladder leading
downwards into the dark. Sir Hulbert stooped down and leaned over the
edge.
'Francis,' he called, and a very faint voice--we couldn't have heard it
till the door was opened--answered--
'Yes, I'm here. Take care, the ladder's broken.'
Luckily there was another ladder in the attic. Sir Hulbert and I dragged
it out, and managed to slip it down the hole, in the same direction as
the other. We were so afraid it would be too short, but it wasn't. My
lady and I held it steady at the top, while Sir Hulbert went down with
the lamp, Miss Lally holding a candle beside us.
Sir Hulbert went down very slowly, not knowing how or in what state
Master Francis might be lying at the foot. Our hearts were beating like
hammers, for all we were so quiet.
First we heard an exclamation of surprise. I rather think it was 'by
Jove!' though Sir Hulbert was a most particular gentleman in his way of
speaking--then came a hearty shout--
'All right, he's here, no bones broken.'
'Shall I come down?' cried my lady.
'I think you may,' Sir Hulbert answered, 'if you're very careful. I'll
bring the light to the foot of the ladder again.'
When my lady got down, Miss Lally and I strained our ears to hear. I
knew the child was quivering to go down herself, and it was like her to
be so patient.
Strange were the words that first reached us.
'Auntie, auntie!' we heard Master Francis say, in his poor weak voice.
'It's old Sir David's treasure! You won't be poor any more. Oh! I'm so
glad now I fell down the hole, but I thought I'd die before I could tell
any one.'
Miss Lally and I stared at each other. Could it be true? or was Master
Francis off his head? We had not long to wait.
They managed to get him up--after all it was not so very far to
climb,--my lady coming first with the lamp, and Sir Hulbert, holding
Master Francis with one arm and the side of the ladder with the other,
followed, for the boy had revived wonderfully, once he knew he was safe.
[Illustration: Sir Hulbert, holding Master Francis with one arm and the
side of the ladder with the other, followed.]
My lady was crying, I saw it the moment the light fell on her face, and
as soon as Master Francis was up beside us, she threw her arms round him
and kissed him as never before.
'Oh! my poor dear boy,' she said, 'I am so thankful, but do tell us how
it all happened.'
She must have heard, and indeed seen something of the strange discovery
that had been made, but for the moment I don't think there was a thought
in her heart except thankfulness that he was safe.
Before Master Francis could answer, Sir Hulbert interrupted.
'Better not ask him anything for a minute or two,' he said. 'Nurse, you
will find my brandy-flask downstairs in the study. He'd better have a
little mixed with water; and ring the bell as you pass to waken Crooks,
and some one must light the fire in Francis's room.'
I was back in five minutes with what was wanted; and then I found Miss
Lally having her turn at petting her cousin. As soon as he had had a
little brandy and water we took him down to the nursery, where the fire
was still smouldering, Sir Hulbert carefully closing the trap-door as it
had been before, and then following us downstairs.
Once in the nursery, anxious though we were to get him to bed, it was
impossible not to let him tell something of what had happened. It began
by a cry from Miss Lally.
'Why, Francie, you've got my knitting sticking out of your pocket. But
two of the needles have dropped out,' she went on rather dolefully.
'They'll be lying down in that room,' said Master Francis. 'I was
carrying it in my hand when I went down the ladder after the ball of
wool, and when I fell I dropped it, and I found it afterwards. It was
the ball of wool that did it all,' and then he went on to explain.
He had not found Miss Lally in the attic, for Miss Bess had already
called her down, but seeing her knitting lying on the floor, he had sat
down to wait for her, thinking she'd be sure to come back. Then he
noticed that the ball of wool must have rolled away as she threw her
work down, and disappeared into the cupboard. The door was wide open,
and he traced it by the thread in his hand to the 'mouse-hole' in the
corner, down which it had dropped, and putting his hand through to see
if he could feel it, to his surprise the board yielded. Pulling a little
more, the trap-door opened, and he saw the steps leading downwards.
It was not dark in the secret room in the day-time, for it had two
narrow slits of windows hardly to be noticed from the outside, so, with
a boy's natural curiosity, he determined to go down. He hadn't strength
to lift the trap-door fully back, but he managed to stick it open enough
to let him pass through; he had not got down many steps, however, before
he heard it bang to above him. The shock may have jarred the ladder,
which was a roughly-made rotten old thing. Anyway, the next moment
Master Francis felt it give way, and he fell several feet on to the
floor below. He was bruised, and a little stunned for a few minutes, but
he soon came quite to himself, and, still full of curiosity, began to
look about him. The place where he was was only a sort of entrance to a
larger room, which was really under his own bedroom, and lighted, as I
have said, by narrow deep windows, without glass. And though there was
no door between the two, the large room was on a much lower level, and
another ladder led down to it. This time he was very careful, and got to
the bottom without any accident.
Looking about him, he saw standing along one side of the room a
collection of the queerest-shaped objects of all sizes that could be
imagined, all wrapped up in some kind of linen or canvas, grown gray
with age and dust.
CHAPTER XIII
'OLD SIR DAVID'S' SECRET
At first he thought the queer-looking things he saw must be odd-shaped
pieces of stone, or petrifactions, such as you see in old-fashioned
rockeries in gardens sometimes. But when he went close up to them and
touched one, he found that the covering was soft, though whatever was
inside it was hard. He pulled the cloth off it, and saw to his surprise
that it was a heavy silver tea-urn, though so black and discoloured that
it looked more like copper or iron. He examined two or three other
things, standing by near it; they also proved to be large pieces of
plate--great heavy dinner-table centres, candelabra, and such
things,--and, child though he was, Master Francis could see they must be
of considerable value. But this was not what struck him the most. Like a
flash of lightning it darted into his mind that there must be still
more valuable things in this queer store-room.
'I do believe,' he said to himself, 'that this is old Sir David's
treasure!'
He was right. It would take too long to describe how he went on
examining into all these strange objects. Several, that looked like
well-stuffed sacks, were tied up so tightly that he couldn't undo the
cord. He made a little hole in one of them with his pocket-knife, and
out rolled, to his delight, ever so many gold pieces!
'Then,' said Master Francis to us, 'I really felt as if I could have
jumped with joy; but I thought I'd better fetch Uncle Hulbert before I
poked about any more, and I went up the short ladder again, meaning to
go back the way I'd come. I had never thought till that minute that I
couldn't manage it, but the long ladder was broken away so high above my
head that I couldn't possibly reach up to it, and the bits of it that
had fallen on to the floor were quite rotten. And the trap-door seemed
so close shut, that I was afraid no one would hear me however I
shouted.'
He did shout though, poor boy; it was the only thing he could do. The
short ladder was a fixture and he couldn't move it from its place, even
if it had been long enough to be of any use. After a while he got so
tired of calling out, that he seemed to have no voice left, and I think
he must have fallen into a sort of doze, for the next thing he
remembered was waking up to find that it was quite dark. Then he began
to feel terribly frightened, and to think that perhaps he would be left
there to die of hunger.
'And the worst of it was,' he said in his simple way, 'that nobody would
ever have known of the treasure.'
He called out again from time to time, and then a new idea struck him.
He felt about for a bit of wood on the floor and set to work, knocking
as hard as he could. Most likely he fell asleep by fits and starts,
waking up every now and then to knock and call out again, and when the
house was all shut up and silent for the night, of course the sound he
made seemed much louder, only unluckily we were all asleep and might
never have heard it except for dear little Miss Lally.
It was not till after Master Francis caught the sound of our knocking
back in reply that it came into his head to make his way close up to the
windows--luckily it was not a very dark night--and call through them,
for there was no glass in them, as I have said. If he had done that
before it is just possible we might have heard him sooner, as in our
searching we had been in and out of his room, above where he was,
several times.
There is not much more for me to tell. Master Francis was ill enough to
have to stay in bed for a day or two, and at first we were a little
afraid that the cold and the terror, and the strange excitement
altogether, might bring on another illness. But it was not so. I think
he was really too happy to fall ill again!
In a day or two Sir Hulbert was able to tell him all about the
discovery. It was kept quite secret till the family lawyer could be sent
for, and then he and my lady and Sir Hulbert all went down through the
trap-door again with Mr. Crooks, the butler, to help them, and
everything was opened out and examined. It was a real miser's hoard.
Besides the plate, which was really the least valuable, for it was so
clumsy and heavy that a good deal of it was only fit to be melted down,
there were five or six sacks filled with gold and some with silver coin.
Of course something was lost upon it with its being so old, but taking
it all in all, a very large sum was realised, for a great many of the
Penrose diamonds had been hidden away also, _some_ of which--the most
valuable, though not the most beautiful--were sold.
Altogether, though it didn't make Sir Hulbert into a millionaire, it
made him a rich man, as rich, I think, as he cared to be. And, strangely
enough, as the old proverb has it, 'it never rains but it pours,' only
two or three years after, money came to my lady which she had never
expected. So that to any one visiting Treluan, as it now is, and seeing
all that has been done by the family, not only for themselves, but for
those about them,--the church, the schools, the cottages on the estate
being perfect models of their kind--it would be difficult to believe
there had ever been want of money to be wisely and generously spent.
Dear, dear, how many years ago it all is now! There's not many living,
if any, to remember the ins and outs as I do, which is indeed my excuse
for having put it down in my own way.
Miss Bess,--Miss Penrose, as I should say,--Miss Lalage, and even Miss
Augusta have been married this many a day; and Lady Helen, Miss Bess's
eldest daughter, is sixteen past, and it is she that has promised to
look over my writing and correct it.
Master Bevil, Sir Bevil now, for Sir Hulbert did not live to be an old
man, has two fine boys of his own, whom I took care of from their
babyhood, as I did their father, and I'm feeling quite lost since Master
Ramsey has gone to school.
And of dear Master Francis. What words can I say that would be enough?
He is the only one of the flock that has not married, and yet who could
be happier than he is? He never thinks of himself, his whole life has
been given to the noblest work. His writings, I am told, though they're
too learned for my old head, have made him a name far and wide. And all
this he has done in spite of delicate health and frequent suffering. He
seems older than his years, and Sir Bevil is in hopes that before long
he may persuade his cousin to give up his hard London parish and make
his regular home where he is so longed for, in Treluan itself, as our
vicar, and indeed I pray that it may be so while I am still here to see
it.
Above all, for my dear lady's sake, I scarcely like to own to myself
that she is beginning to fail, for though I speak of myself as an old
woman and feel it is true, yet I can't bear to think that her years are
running near to the appointed threescore and ten, for she is nine years
older than I. She has certainly never been the same, and no wonder,
since Sir Hulbert's death, but she has had many comforts, and almost the
greatest of them has been, as I think I have said before, Master
Francis.
* * * * *
Mother and my aunts want me to add on a few words of my own to dear old
nurse's story. She gave it me to read and correct here and there, more
than a year ago, and I meant to have done so at once. But for some
months past I hardly felt as if I had the heart to undertake it,
especially as I didn't like bringing back the remembrance of their old
childish days to mother and my aunts, or to Uncle Bevil and Uncle
Francis, as we always call him, just in the first freshness of their
grief at dear grandmamma's death. And I needed to ask them a few things
to make the narrative quite clear for any who may ever care to read it.
But now that the spring has come back again, making us all feel bright
and hopeful (we have all been at Treluan together for Uncle Bevil's
birthday), I have enjoyed doing it, and they all tell me that they have
enjoyed hearing about the story and answering my questions.
Dear grandmamma loved the spring so! She was so gentle and sweet,
though she never lost her quick eager way either. And though she died
last year, just before the daffodils and primroses were coming out,
somehow this spring the sight of them again has not made us feel sad
about her, but _happy_ in the best way of all.
Perhaps I should have said before that I am 'Nelly,' 'Miss Bess's'
eldest daughter. Aunt Lalage has only one daughter, who is named after
mother, and _I_ think very like what mother must have been at her age.
There are five of _us_, and Aunt Augusta has two boys, like Uncle Bevil.
What used to be 'the secret room,' where our miser ancestor kept the
hoard so strangely discovered, has been joined, by taking down the
ceiling, to what in the old days was Uncle Francis's room, and enters
from a door lower down the tower stair, and Uncle Bevil's boys have made
it into what they call their 'Museum.' We are all very fond of showing
it to visitors, and explaining how it used to be, and telling the whole
story. Uncle Francis always maintains that Aunt Lally saved his life,
and though she gets very red when he says so, I do think it is true. She
really was very brave for such a little girl. If I heard knockings in
the night, I am afraid I should hide my head under the clothes, and put
my fingers in my ears.
Uncle Francis and Aunt Lally always do seem almost more brother and
sister to each other than any of the rest; and her husband, Uncle
Geoffrey, whom next to Uncle Francis I think I like best of all my
uncles, was one of _his_--I mean Uncle Francis's; what a confusion I'm
getting into--best friends at college.
When I began this, after correcting nurse's manuscript, I thought
nothing would be easier than to write a story in the most beautiful
language, but I find it so much harder than I expected that I am not
sorry to think that there is really nothing more of importance to tell.
And I must say my admiration for the way in which nurse has performed
_her_ task has increased exceedingly!
THE END
End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Nurse Heatherdale's Story, by
Mary Louisa Molesworth
*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK NURSE HEATHERDALE'S STORY ***
***** This file should be named 39047-8.txt or 39047-8.zip *****
This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:
http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/0/4/39047/
Produced by Delphine Lettau, Mary Meehan and the Online
Distributed Proofreading Canada Team at
http://www.pgdpcanada.net
Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions
will be renamed.
Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no
one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation
(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without
permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules,
set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to
copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to
protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. Project
Gutenberg is a registered trademark, and may not be used if you
charge for the eBooks, unless you receive specific permission. If you
do not charge anything for copies of this eBook, complying with the
rules is very easy. You may use this eBook for nearly any purpose
such as creation of derivative works, reports, performances and
research. They may be modified and printed and given away--you may do
practically ANYTHING with public domain eBooks. Redistribution is
subject to the trademark license, especially commercial
redistribution.
*** START: FULL LICENSE ***
THE FULL PROJECT GUTENBERG LICENSE
PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE YOU DISTRIBUTE OR USE THIS WORK
To protect the Project Gutenberg-tm mission of promoting the free
distribution of electronic works, by using or distributing this work
(or any other work associated in any way with the phrase "Project
Gutenberg"), you agree to comply with all the terms of the Full Project
Gutenberg-tm License (available with this file or online at
http://gutenberg.org/license).
Section 1. General Terms of Use and Redistributing Project Gutenberg-tm
electronic works
1.A. By reading or using any part of this Project Gutenberg-tm
electronic work, you indicate that you have read, understand, agree to
and accept all the terms of this license and intellectual property
(trademark/copyright) agreement. If you do not agree to abide by all
the terms of this agreement, you must cease using and return or destroy
all copies of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works in your possession.
If you paid a fee for obtaining a copy of or access to a Project
Gutenberg-tm electronic work and you do not agree to be bound by the
terms of this agreement, you may obtain a refund from the person or
entity to whom you paid the fee as set forth in paragraph 1.E.8.
1.B. "Project Gutenberg" is a registered trademark. It may only be
used on or associated in any way with an electronic work by people who
agree to be bound by the terms of this agreement. There are a few
things that you can do with most Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works
even without complying with the full terms of this agreement. See
paragraph 1.C below. There are a lot of things you can do with Project
Gutenberg-tm electronic works if you follow the terms of this agreement
and help preserve free future access to Project Gutenberg-tm electronic
works. See paragraph 1.E below.
1.C. The Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation ("the Foundation"
or PGLAF), owns a compilation copyright in the collection of Project
Gutenberg-tm electronic works. Nearly all the individual works in the
collection are in the public domain in the United States. If an
individual work is in the public domain in the United States and you are
located in the United States, we do not claim a right to prevent you from
copying, distributing, performing, displaying or creating derivative
works based on the work as long as all references to Project Gutenberg
are removed. Of course, we hope that you will support the Project
Gutenberg-tm mission of promoting free access to electronic works by
freely sharing Project Gutenberg-tm works in compliance with the terms of
this agreement for keeping the Project Gutenberg-tm name associated with
the work. You can easily comply with the terms of this agreement by
keeping this work in the same format with its attached full Project
Gutenberg-tm License when you share it without charge with others.
1.D. The copyright laws of the place where you are located also govern
what you can do with this work. Copyright laws in most countries are in
a constant state of change. If you are outside the United States, check
the laws of your country in addition to the terms of this agreement
before downloading, copying, displaying, performing, distributing or
creating derivative works based on this work or any other Project
Gutenberg-tm work. The Foundation makes no representations concerning
the copyright status of any work in any country outside the United
States.
1.E. Unless you have removed all references to Project Gutenberg:
1.E.1. The following sentence, with active links to, or other immediate
access to, the full Project Gutenberg-tm License must appear prominently
whenever any copy of a Project Gutenberg-tm work (any work on which the
phrase "Project Gutenberg" appears, or with which the phrase "Project
Gutenberg" is associated) is accessed, displayed, performed, viewed,
copied or distributed:
This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with
almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or
re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included
with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org
1.E.2. If an individual Project Gutenberg-tm electronic work is derived
from the public domain (does not contain a notice indicating that it is
posted with permission of the copyright holder), the work can be copied
and distributed to anyone in the United States without paying any fees
or charges. If you are redistributing or providing access to a work
with the phrase "Project Gutenberg" associated with or appearing on the
work, you must comply either with the requirements of paragraphs 1.E.1
through 1.E.7 or obtain permission for the use of the work and the
Project Gutenberg-tm trademark as set forth in paragraphs 1.E.8 or
1.E.9.
1.E.3. If an individual Project Gutenberg-tm electronic work is posted
with the permission of the copyright holder, your use and distribution
must comply with both paragraphs 1.E.1 through 1.E.7 and any additional
terms imposed by the copyright holder. Additional terms will be linked
to the Project Gutenberg-tm License for all works posted with the
permission of the copyright holder found at the beginning of this work.
1.E.4. Do not unlink or detach or remove the full Project Gutenberg-tm
License terms from this work, or any files containing a part of this
work or any other work associated with Project Gutenberg-tm.
1.E.5. Do not copy, display, perform, distribute or redistribute this
electronic work, or any part of this electronic work, without
prominently displaying the sentence set forth in paragraph 1.E.1 with
active links or immediate access to the full terms of the Project
Gutenberg-tm License.
1.E.6. You may convert to and distribute this work in any binary,
compressed, marked up, nonproprietary or proprietary form, including any
word processing or hypertext form. However, if you provide access to or
distribute copies of a Project Gutenberg-tm work in a format other than
"Plain Vanilla ASCII" or other format used in the official version
posted on the official Project Gutenberg-tm web site (www.gutenberg.org),
you must, at no additional cost, fee or expense to the user, provide a
copy, a means of exporting a copy, or a means of obtaining a copy upon
request, of the work in its original "Plain Vanilla ASCII" or other
form. Any alternate format must include the full Project Gutenberg-tm
License as specified in paragraph 1.E.1.
1.E.7. Do not charge a fee for access to, viewing, displaying,
performing, copying or distributing any Project Gutenberg-tm works
unless you comply with paragraph 1.E.8 or 1.E.9.
1.E.8. You may charge a reasonable fee for copies of or providing
access to or distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works provided
that
- You pay a royalty fee of 20% of the gross profits you derive from
the use of Project Gutenberg-tm works calculated using the method
you already use to calculate your applicable taxes. The fee is
owed to the owner of the Project Gutenberg-tm trademark, but he
has agreed to donate royalties under this paragraph to the
Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation. Royalty payments
must be paid within 60 days following each date on which you
prepare (or are legally required to prepare) your periodic tax
returns. Royalty payments should be clearly marked as such and
sent to the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation at the
address specified in Section 4, "Information about donations to
the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation."
- You provide a full refund of any money paid by a user who notifies
you in writing (or by e-mail) within 30 days of receipt that s/he
does not agree to the terms of the full Project Gutenberg-tm
License. You must require such a user to return or
destroy all copies of the works possessed in a physical medium
and discontinue all use of and all access to other copies of
Project Gutenberg-tm works.
- You provide, in accordance with paragraph 1.F.3, a full refund of any
money paid for a work or a replacement copy, if a defect in the
electronic work is discovered and reported to you within 90 days
of receipt of the work.
- You comply with all other terms of this agreement for free
distribution of Project Gutenberg-tm works.
1.E.9. If you wish to charge a fee or distribute a Project Gutenberg-tm
electronic work or group of works on different terms than are set
forth in this agreement, you must obtain permission in writing from
both the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation and Michael
Hart, the owner of the Project Gutenberg-tm trademark. Contact the
Foundation as set forth in Section 3 below.
1.F.
1.F.1. Project Gutenberg volunteers and employees expend considerable
effort to identify, do copyright research on, transcribe and proofread
public domain works in creating the Project Gutenberg-tm
collection. Despite these efforts, Project Gutenberg-tm electronic
works, and the medium on which they may be stored, may contain
"Defects," such as, but not limited to, incomplete, inaccurate or
corrupt data, transcription errors, a copyright or other intellectual
property infringement, a defective or damaged disk or other medium, a
computer virus, or computer codes that damage or cannot be read by
your equipment.
1.F.2. LIMITED WARRANTY, DISCLAIMER OF DAMAGES - Except for the "Right
of Replacement or Refund" described in paragraph 1.F.3, the Project
Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation, the owner of the Project
Gutenberg-tm trademark, and any other party distributing a Project
Gutenberg-tm electronic work under this agreement, disclaim all
liability to you for damages, costs and expenses, including legal
fees. YOU AGREE THAT YOU HAVE NO REMEDIES FOR NEGLIGENCE, STRICT
LIABILITY, BREACH OF WARRANTY OR BREACH OF CONTRACT EXCEPT THOSE
PROVIDED IN PARAGRAPH F3. YOU AGREE THAT THE FOUNDATION, THE
TRADEMARK OWNER, AND ANY DISTRIBUTOR UNDER THIS AGREEMENT WILL NOT BE
LIABLE TO YOU FOR ACTUAL, DIRECT, INDIRECT, CONSEQUENTIAL, PUNITIVE OR
INCIDENTAL DAMAGES EVEN IF YOU GIVE NOTICE OF THE POSSIBILITY OF SUCH
DAMAGE.
1.F.3. LIMITED RIGHT OF REPLACEMENT OR REFUND - If you discover a
defect in this electronic work within 90 days of receiving it, you can
receive a refund of the money (if any) you paid for it by sending a
written explanation to the person you received the work from. If you
received the work on a physical medium, you must return the medium with
your written explanation. The person or entity that provided you with
the defective work may elect to provide a replacement copy in lieu of a
refund. If you received the work electronically, the person or entity
providing it to you may choose to give you a second opportunity to
receive the work electronically in lieu of a refund. If the second copy
is also defective, you may demand a refund in writing without further
opportunities to fix the problem.
1.F.4. Except for the limited right of replacement or refund set forth
in paragraph 1.F.3, this work is provided to you 'AS-IS' WITH NO OTHER
WARRANTIES OF ANY KIND, EXPRESS OR IMPLIED, INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO
WARRANTIES OF MERCHANTIBILITY OR FITNESS FOR ANY PURPOSE.
1.F.5. Some states do not allow disclaimers of certain implied
warranties or the exclusion or limitation of certain types of damages.
If any disclaimer or limitation set forth in this agreement violates the
law of the state applicable to this agreement, the agreement shall be
interpreted to make the maximum disclaimer or limitation permitted by
the applicable state law. The invalidity or unenforceability of any
provision of this agreement shall not void the remaining provisions.
1.F.6. INDEMNITY - You agree to indemnify and hold the Foundation, the
trademark owner, any agent or employee of the Foundation, anyone
providing copies of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works in accordance
with this agreement, and any volunteers associated with the production,
promotion and distribution of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works,
harmless from all liability, costs and expenses, including legal fees,
that arise directly or indirectly from any of the following which you do
or cause to occur: (a) distribution of this or any Project Gutenberg-tm
work, (b) alteration, modification, or additions or deletions to any
Project Gutenberg-tm work, and (c) any Defect you cause.
Section 2. Information about the Mission of Project Gutenberg-tm
Project Gutenberg-tm is synonymous with the free distribution of
electronic works in formats readable by the widest variety of computers
including obsolete, old, middle-aged and new computers. It exists
because of the efforts of hundreds of volunteers and donations from
people in all walks of life.
Volunteers and financial support to provide volunteers with the
assistance they need, are critical to reaching Project Gutenberg-tm's
goals and ensuring that the Project Gutenberg-tm collection will
remain freely available for generations to come. In 2001, the Project
Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation was created to provide a secure
and permanent future for Project Gutenberg-tm and future generations.
To learn more about the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation
and how your efforts and donations can help, see Sections 3 and 4
and the Foundation web page at http://www.pglaf.org.
Section 3. Information about the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive
Foundation
The Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation is a non profit
501(c)(3) educational corporation organized under the laws of the
state of Mississippi and granted tax exempt status by the Internal
Revenue Service. The Foundation's EIN or federal tax identification
number is 64-6221541. Its 501(c)(3) letter is posted at
http://pglaf.org/fundraising. Contributions to the Project Gutenberg
Literary Archive Foundation are tax deductible to the full extent
permitted by U.S. federal laws and your state's laws.
The Foundation's principal office is located at 4557 Melan Dr. S.
Fairbanks, AK, 99712., but its volunteers and employees are scattered
throughout numerous locations. Its business office is located at
809 North 1500 West, Salt Lake City, UT 84116, (801) 596-1887, email
[email protected]. Email contact links and up to date contact
information can be found at the Foundation's web site and official
page at http://pglaf.org
For additional contact information:
Dr. Gregory B. Newby
Chief Executive and Director
[email protected]
Section 4. Information about Donations to the Project Gutenberg
Literary Archive Foundation
Project Gutenberg-tm depends upon and cannot survive without wide
spread public support and donations to carry out its mission of
increasing the number of public domain and licensed works that can be
freely distributed in machine readable form accessible by the widest
array of equipment including outdated equipment. Many small donations
($1 to $5,000) are particularly important to maintaining tax exempt
status with the IRS.
The Foundation is committed to complying with the laws regulating
charities and charitable donations in all 50 states of the United
States. Compliance requirements are not uniform and it takes a
considerable effort, much paperwork and many fees to meet and keep up
with these requirements. We do not solicit donations in locations
where we have not received written confirmation of compliance. To
SEND DONATIONS or determine the status of compliance for any
particular state visit http://pglaf.org
While we cannot and do not solicit contributions from states where we
have not met the solicitation requirements, we know of no prohibition
against accepting unsolicited donations from donors in such states who
approach us with offers to donate.
International donations are gratefully accepted, but we cannot make
any statements concerning tax treatment of donations received from
outside the United States. U.S. laws alone swamp our small staff.
Please check the Project Gutenberg Web pages for current donation
methods and addresses. Donations are accepted in a number of other
ways including checks, online payments and credit card donations.
To donate, please visit: http://pglaf.org/donate
Section 5. General Information About Project Gutenberg-tm electronic
works.
Professor Michael S. Hart is the originator of the Project Gutenberg-tm
concept of a library of electronic works that could be freely shared
with anyone. For thirty years, he produced and distributed Project
Gutenberg-tm eBooks with only a loose network of volunteer support.
Project Gutenberg-tm eBooks are often created from several printed
editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the U.S.
unless a copyright notice is included. Thus, we do not necessarily
keep eBooks in compliance with any particular paper edition.
Most people start at our Web site which has the main PG search facility:
http://www.gutenberg.org
This Web site includes information about Project Gutenberg-tm,
including how to make donations to the Project Gutenberg Literary
Archive Foundation, how to help produce our new eBooks, and how to
subscribe to our email newsletter to hear about new eBooks.
