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Title: Elsie's scholarship
and why she surrendered it
Author: Emma Leslie
Release date: June 14, 2024 [eBook #73829]
Language: English
Original publication: London: Gall and Inglis, 1898
*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ELSIE'S SCHOLARSHIP ***
Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.
[Illustration: "I must congratulate both you scholarship girls."]
ELSIE'S SCHOLARSHIP
AND
Why She Surrendered It
BY
EMMA LESLIE
Author of "The Seed She Sowed,"
"Caught in a Trap," &c.
[Illustration]
London
GALL AND INGLIS, 25 PATERNOSTER SQUARE;
AND EDINBURGH.
PRINTED
AND BOUND BY
GALL AND INGLIS
LUTTON PLACE
EDINBURGH
Contents.
CHAPTER
I. CANDIDATES
II. THE EXAMINATION
III. THE MASTER'S PROPOSAL
IV. A BRAVE RESOLUTION
V. TOM'S ILLNESS
VI. JACK BOND
VII. CHANGES
VIII. JACK'S NEW HOME
IX. JACK'S BICYCLE
X. THE NEW SCHOOL
XI. A MEMORABLE FIGHT
XII. HERBERT MILNER
XIII. ENQUIRIES
XIV. EARNEST ENDEAVOURS
XV. A NEW FRIEND FOR ELSIE
XVI. A FRIEND IN NEED
XVII. TOM'S SCHOLARSHIP
XVIII. CONCLUSION
ELSIE'S SCHOLARSHIP.
CHAPTER I.
CANDIDATES.
"ELSIE WINN, Mary Nicholls, and Jane Holmes—stand out here!"
The three girls named looked up from the lesson they were learning,
at the teacher first, and then at each other. What could they have
done that they should be called out of the class like this? They were
friends, and, like all girl friends, sometimes found a good deal to
talk about; but they had not been talking this morning. Indeed, they
had been very earnestly engaged with their lesson, for they were
anxious to do as well as possible just now. And so they were the more
puzzled as they left their seats, and, with hands behind, ranged
themselves in front of the class and facing the teacher.
"You three are to go and sit on the top row by yourselves; one at
either end, and one in the middle."
The girls did not speak; but oh! What a change came over their faces,
as they turned and walked past the end of the row of desks up to the
top row. As they paused before passing on, one contrived to whisper,—
"I do believe we are chosen after all."
"Hush! Here's governess."
And up the other side stepped a brisk business-like lady with some
papers in her hand, which she placed before the girls.
"Now, each of you answer those questions; but mind, you are not to
speak to each other, or anyone else. Now see if you have all you want
before I go. Those are last year's examination papers," she added.
The girls were delighted with their task; for if they could only
succeed, and pass the examination, they would win honour for their
school and for themselves; and better still, twenty pounds a year, to
pay for their education at a higher class school.
The thought of this was in the mind of each as she carefully read
over the questions, and the directions how they were to be answered.
Not that this was the crucial examination: that would be conducted at
another school later in the year. But they were anxious to compete for
a scholarship, and so they were to have a preliminary trial, going over
all the previous year's papers as a preliminary, that they themselves,
as well as the teacher, might judge whether they were competent to make
a decent show, even if they failed to win the coveted prize.
For an hour the pens scratched, and then the governess came in to see
how much they had written.
"Yes, you may go on," she said encouragingly to all three.
And the girls bent over the desk with renewed zest and energy, and
applied themselves to the task before them. By the time that the
stipulated two hours, allowed in the proper examination, was up, they
had done very fairly, and their governess was well satisfied.
"You shall take another subject this afternoon," she said, as she
scanned their papers. "Come in good time, so that you may get the full
two hours."
The girls were as pleased as their governess, and held their heads an
inch or two higher as they went out of school with the rest. They did
not loiter in the playground that day, for each was eager to tell the
news at home. For this examination had been talked of among the girls
in the upper classes for some weeks past, and no one knew until this
morning who was destined to be allowed to try for a scholarship.
At each of their homes the news was received with satisfaction; but no
one was more pleased than Mrs. Winn, to hear that her daughter had been
chosen as one of the candidates; for she knew how anxious Elsie was
to continue her education, and that this was the only chance she was
likely to have of doing so. Elsie was the eldest of five, and without
this help they could not send her to school much longer, for she was
nearly thirteen, and if she failed to pass this examination, she would
have to leave school altogether in a few months' time.
There was nothing talked of during dinner but the examination. Indeed,
the girl was so eager and so anxious, that it almost took her appetite
away. And before her mother could get her to finish what was put upon
her plate, she had to remind her that if she did not eat her dinner,
she would certainly have the headache, and fail through that.
But, eager as she was, she did not run off until she had helped her
mother to clear the table, and had washed the little ones ready for
school. Then, having done this, she put on her own things, and was back
at the school gates by the time the bell had begun to ring.
"The three scholarship girls go in first, and take their places where
they sat this morning," said the teacher, when she saw the three
standing together in a group.
"Scholarship girls!" How proud they felt of the distinction thus
bestowed upon them! They turned and hurried into school as though they
trod upon air. And by the time the rest came in, they were comfortably
seated in their places.
"Now mind, if you do go in for this examination, girls, that you are
in time to take your seats and collect your wits before the papers are
given out—just as you have done this afternoon," said their governess,
as she handed them the printed questions they were to answer, and the
paper upon which the answers were to be written.
Again they sat and pondered the questions over, but this afternoon they
did not seem so clear—at least to one of the girls—as the morning paper
had been; and the teacher at the other end of the room saw that Jane
Holmes spent more time biting the end of her penholder than using it in
the usual way. But she took no notice; and the others wrote on until
the first hour was up, and then the governess came to see how much was
done.
Elsie Winn and Mary Nicholls had made very fair progress, she saw; but
poor Jane was trembling with excitement, and had not written half a
dozen lines.
"My dear, you must give it up," said her governess, kindly, "I was
afraid whether you would be able to manage it."
"But—I—I—" and then the poor girl burst into tears.
And her governess took her hand and led her from the room, amid the
dead silence of the rest, who wondered what could have happened to this
scholarship girl.
The governess did not speak for a minute or two, but let the tears
have their way, and then she said, "Come, come, Jane, no harm has been
done. I was half afraid that you would not be able to go through an
examination like this, and so I thought it would be best to try you
first. Does your head ache?"
The girl shook her head. "I don't know how I feel," she whispered.
"But you did not clearly understand the questions on the paper, I
suppose, as you had written so little."
"I can't tell how it was, for we had done some of that in class only
yesterday; and yet I felt so stupid I could not remember a word about
it."
"Never mind, my dear. No harm has been done; this is only a little
trial beforehand, and is sufficient to shew that you are not strong
enough to go through an examination. For, as you saw, this subject is
not strange to you, and yet you have failed to grasp the meaning of the
questions set before you, and which I feel sure at another time you
would not find so difficult."
So Jane spent the rest of the afternoon in doing little services
for her governess by way of consolation for her disappointment; for
now there would be only two scholarship girls instead of three. Her
friends, Elsie and Mary, were very sorry, and did what they could to
console her, but it was not easy to do this, for they had been working
and studying for some months with this in view, and now to fail so
completely—as Jane knew she had done—was a very bitter disappointment
to her, and would be to her mother also, she felt sure.
She was an only child, and her mother was a widow, and, of course,
anxious that her daughter should distinguish herself.
"She will be vexed that I am such a dolt," said Jane bitterly.
"Now, Jane, I think you ought to be fair, even to yourself, and it is
not fair to call yourself names that you don't deserve."
"What is that you are talking about?" suddenly asked a voice behind
them; and turning, the girls saw Mrs. Holmes.
"I was speaking about Jane having to give up the examination," said
Elsie. "I heard governess say, that it was not because Jane was not as
clever as either of us, but because she was not so strong; and because
she had sat closely at the work in the morning, she could not grasp the
subject in the afternoon—not because she did not know as much about it
as we did, but because she was not strong enough to bear the second
strain in one day."
"Then why should she set you the second task on the same day?" said
the widow, who was evidently inclined to think her daughter had been
unfairly treated, if she had failed in this preliminary examination.
"You see, we should have to work all day in the real examination,"
interposed Mary, "and so governess wanted us to try how we could do the
same work at school."
"Ah! I see. And so you have failed, Jane! Well, I am very sorry," said
her mother.
And the tone in which she spoke brought the tears to Jane's eyes again;
for only she knew how her mother had counted upon her being able to try
for this scholarship, and being able to win it too.
She walked on by her mother's side, leaving her two friends to continue
their talk by themselves.
"I am sorry for poor Jane," said Elsie; "her mother seems so
disagreeable because she has failed—how sharp she spoke! I wonder
whether she really does think governess did not treat us all alike. But
there, Jane will tell her she had to give up before her paper was half
finished, and so it will be all right, I daresay. But I'm sorry she has
had to give up, for it would have been nice if we could have got three
scholarships for our school. Governess would have been so pleased."
"But should you think there would be enough for each of us to get one?
See what a lot of money it would cost," said Elsie.
"Well, as there will be only two of us now, they will perhaps be able
to let us both have one, if we do very well; and governess said our
morning papers were very good indeed."
"Oh yes! They will be able to spare two, I daresay, if they could not
spare three; and so perhaps it is just as well poor Jane has dropped
out now. It is better than having all the trouble of going through
the examination, and then to fail because there were not scholarships
enough for all."
The girls parted, and each went home to tell the news that Jane had
been obliged to give up all hope of being a scholarship girl.
"Elsie dear, don't talk so loudly; your father is lying down with a bad
headache."
"Father at home!" exclaimed Elsie. "He has come early."
"Yes, he did not feel very well this morning, and was obliged to give
up at dinner time; and so he came home and went to bed."
Elsie talked more quietly after this, until she got out her school book
to learn a lesson and write out an exercise.
She was almost too excited to sleep that night, for if she only
succeeded in winning this scholarship, she would be able to go to the
girls' grammar school, and then—and then—she did not quite know what
she wished for next; for her whole horizon had been bounded by the hope
of going to the grammar school, until her mother told her one day that
it would be useless for her to look forward to this, for she would not
be able to afford the expense, there being so many brothers and sisters
to be considered.
Elsie had cried a little to herself that day; but the very next her
governess had said, that she thought of letting some of the elder girls
try for a scholarship. And ever since that day, she had secretly hoped
that she might be one of those who were chosen. And now her hopes had
been realised, and she might be able to go to the grammar school after
all.
Her father came down to breakfast next morning, looking very pale and
ill; but he smiled at Elsie's eagerness, as she told him that she was
trying to do the scholarship papers, and hoped to be allowed to compete
at the next examination, which took place in about a fortnight's time.
"All right, Elsie. Do the best you can, my girl, and leave the rest to
God," he said.
"You haven't eaten much breakfast, father," said Elsie, as he rose from
his seat and pushed his plate back.
"I'm not very hungry this morning," he said; and then he kissed her and
the boys before he went away.
He was a clerk in London, and had to catch his train; and there was no
time to say more about the scholarship or the breakfast. And Mrs. Winn
did not notice that her husband had eaten so little, until she heard
the door close, and knew he was gone; for she had been called away from
the table.
"Has father gone?" she said, looking at the almost untasted egg.
"Yes; I told him he ought to eat his breakfast. Naughty boy!" she said
to the baby, whom her mother had brought down in her arms.
But baby was not old enough to understand the scolding tone, and crowed
at Elsie; and then she took him from her mother's arms, that she might
cut some more bread and butter.
Baby did not mind being nursed by Elsie, but he would not let the
younger sister, Alice, touch him; and so Elsie had to nurse him until
the others were ready for school. Then she put him in her mother's
arms, and ran off as fast as she could, in case the scholarship girls
should be wanted to go into school first again.
She and Mary were in good time, and were sent to the top row of desks
to resume their work on the scholarship papers. And before they went
home that day, they had the satisfaction of hearing that they had done
this preliminary work so well, that their governess had decided that
Elsie and Mary Nicholls should each try for one of the much coveted
scholarships. And they were to take home the necessary forms for their
parents to fill up that evening, for they must be sent in, with their
names, the next day.
Never was a girl more happy, or more important, than Elsie, when she
went home with the long official-looking envelope containing the papers
for her father to sign; and when he came in and saw it, he said the
sight of it had done him so much good, that he thought he could eat
some toast for tea, although he had not had much appetite all day.
"Let me make it," said Elsie, handing over the papers to her father's
care. "I know just how father likes it done, mother," she added; and so
Mrs. Winn cut a slice of bread, and Elsie toasted it very carefully, so
that it should be delicately browned without getting burned.
Then she took the baby and amused him until it was time for him to be
undressed; then she gave him up to her mother, and took the little ones
upstairs and put them to bed.
"I don't know what I should do without Elsie," remarked her mother,
when she was left alone with her husband.
"No, she is a useful little body about the house, as well as with the
little ones, though she is so fond of her books. Ah, well! If I can get
a bit stronger, so as to be able to do a bit of extra work at night,
you must have a girl to help you, when Elsie gets this scholarship she
has set her heart upon."
"Do you think she will get it?" asked his wife.
"I don't see why she shouldn't. She is a clever little maid," said her
father, in a tone of satisfaction.
"Yes, and a loving obedient girl; and that is better still," said her
mother. "But it won't do for you to attempt extra work, James, until
you can get rid of this cold. You have had it more than a week now, and
if it is not better in a day or two, you must go and see a doctor."
To her surprise, he said, "Yes, I will, if I don't get well soon." And
Mrs. Winn resolved to make him keep his promise.
For the rest of that evening, father, mother, and Elsie sat and talked
of what they would do and how they would manage if Elsie won the
scholarship, and thus obtained the means of going to the girls' grammar
school, little dreaming how different that future would be from what
they planned it. Man proposes, God disposes, and cares for all His
children as He guides them through life, with a love and wisdom so much
greater than their own.
CHAPTER II.
THE EXAMINATION.
THE day of the formal examination for the girls' scholarships was
looked forward to with some anxiety, and both girls spent every minute
of the day, and often late into the night, in working up the subjects
they were likely to be examined in; but at last their study came to
an end, and they went to a school a little way out of the town, where
a number of other girls were assembled from other schools. And Elsie,
when she saw how many there were, did not feel so confident that she
and Mary would both be successful, or that either of them would, in
fact. Some of the other competitors looked far more confident than she
did; and her heart sank a little when she saw the paper that was placed
before her.
It did not seem that any one of the subjects she had specially learned
would be of much use to her. And she knew it would be the same with
Mary Nicholls, and then her governess would be so disappointed!
This thought of her governess made her read her paper of questions
once more; and she also remembered something her father had said—that
whatever was placed before her to do, her duty was to do it as well as
she could, and think no more about what result was likely to follow.
So, with this thought in her mind, she read over, once more, the
directions that were printed on the paper for the guidance of
candidates; and then she saw that she was not expected to answer all
the questions that were put down, but could choose and take those she
knew most about; and, with this in her mind, she found that there was
a history question that she had heard her father talk about to her
brother; and so she wrote down all she could remember of that talk, and
what she had learned some time before at school.
By the help of the two, she managed to answer this question fairly
well; and then she considered another. This she did not know quite so
well how to answer; but still, it was less difficult than it had seemed
at first, and she did what she could of that, and then took the third.
She knew a little about this too, she found, and so she recalled all
she could remember; and before she had quite finished, a bell was rung
from a table at which a gentleman was sitting; and they were told to
put down their pens, and put their papers together, as he was now about
to collect them.
There was an hour's recess for dinner, and the girls trooped out—our
two friends meeting at the door.
"Wasn't it a dreadful paper?" said Mary, as they took out the
sandwiches they had brought with them.
"Yes, I was afraid I could not do a single question when I first looked
at it," said Elsie.
"I made up my mind that I should not even try," said Mary, "for it
was so different from what I had made up my mind it would be, that it
fairly made my head ache."
"I felt like giving it up too," said Elsie.
"Well, if you had, I should have done the same, for I looked across to
see what you were going to do; and when I saw you writing, I thought,
'Well, if Elsie knows anything about it, I ought; for we have been in
the same class all the time;' and so I looked over it more carefully,
and found I could do a little bit of one question, and doing that,
helped me to remember a bit more; but I don't think I have done as much
as they expect us to do."
"How much do they expect us to do?" asked Elsie.
"Four questions, if you can." The answer came from a tall girl, who was
walking in the playground eating her dinner, as they were.
"I know all about it, you see; because I sat for this examination last
year, and failed. The questions this time are harder than they were
last year," she added.
"Yes, I think they are," said Mary, "and I am afraid my friend and I
will not succeed in passing."
"I don't suppose you will, if it is the first time you have tried—both
from one school, too," she added.
This remark, from one who might be supposed to know so much more about
the matter than they did, was not very encouraging. And they looked at
each other as if wondering which would have it, if there could be only
one scholarship given to each school.
The afternoon questions proved to be a little less severe for our two
girls, and both sat writing away until the bell rang for them to put
down their pens, and put their papers together in the required order.
After this they were free to go home; the gentleman telling them to be
in their places the next morning by ten minutes to nine.
"It will be arithmetic, I expect," said the girl who had gone through
this ordeal the previous year. "Are you good at arithmetic?" she asked.
"We can do fractions," said Mary, with a little toss of her head, they
having been taught this branch quite recently.
"I should think you could, or it wouldn't be much good for you to come
here. You see, if you do the other questions ever so well, and fail in
arithmetic, you fail altogether."
"Come, Mary, we must make haste home," said Elsie. For she did not
want to stay talking to the girl, who seemed to enjoy piling up the
difficulties that were before them.
So the two friends bade the other a hasty good-bye, and hurried along
the road until they could have a quiet talk to themselves.
"I wouldn't let her frighten me," said Elsie, when they were by
themselves. "We have made up our minds to go through this examination,
and we must do it the best way we can."
"But suppose we are sure to fail," said Mary, who was easily
disheartened.
"Well, my father says that must not make any difference if we have made
up our minds to do a thing.
"'Once begin,' he says, 'go through with it, and do as well as ever
you can.'
"That is what I have made up my mind to do, and I don't mean to let
anyone frighten me into giving up until it is all over."
Mary was not so sure that she should do this, but she agreed to go with
Elsie to the examination until it was over.
After tea they went to see their governess, and tell her what they had
done, and how difficult the questions had been.
She quite endorsed Elsie's resolve to go through with it now she had
begun, and she said what she could to encourage the girls; but it was
easy to see that she was not very hopeful of the result; or that even
one of the scholarships would come to her school, dearly as she would
like to gain such an honour for it.
The next day passed much as the first had done. Mary would have given
up, but that she saw that Elsie was applying herself to solve the
difficulties of the sums; and she felt she must do the same, for she
and Elsie had learned their lessons together; and, therefore, if Elsie
could do the sums, she ought to be able to do them too.
They were glad enough when four o'clock came that day, for they were
both very tired from the close application; and Mary was more than ever
disposed to give up the struggle, feeling it was quite hopeless to
expect that two scholarships would be awarded to one school, and quite
sure that Elsie had done some of the questions better than she had; and
so she might as well spare herself the mental fatigue the following day.
"But you said you would come with me to the very last," pleaded Elsie;
"and there is only one more day now, and then it will be over, and we
can have a rest."
So Mary promised, for her friend's sake, to go for this one more day;
but she was so tired, that she had given up all hope of winning a
scholarship for herself now. Still she would go and keep her friend
company, and do the best she could with the questions that were given
to her. And so, with this despairing promise, Elsie had to be content.
To her great relief, however, those who had the management of this
examination were more merciful this last day than they were on the
first. Perhaps they knew the little tired brains would not be capable
of doing much,—at any rate, the girls felt hopeful. Once more, when
they saw the questions they had to answer, even Mary set to work with
renewed energy; and, as the examination would be over at dinner time,
they could look forward to having a pleasant afternoon at school—not in
learning lessons, but in helping in little things about the class, and
telling governess and teachers all about the examination.
They would also have the pleasure of walking in very late, when all the
classes were assembled, and yet being greeted with a pleasant smile of
welcome, instead of a stern reproof, which always awaited the girl who
went in late, unless she had a good reason for it.
So altogether, this last day was not an unpleasant one; and they were
able to tell each other, when they came out at twelve o'clock, that
they had answered fully four questions out of six.
"I think we have done very well to-day," said Elsie, "and I am so
glad you came, dear, for governess would have been vexed, I know, if
we had given up in the middle of it, even though we may not have been
successful."
"I don't think I shall pass, but I think you will, Elsie," said her
friend; and it would be hard to say how many times this was repeated
during the next fortnight.
It seemed to the two girls most interested, the longest fortnight they
had ever passed.
Each day, when they went to school, they looked eagerly into their
teacher's face, hoping to hear her say once more, "Elsie Winn and Mary
Nicholls, you are wanted!" Just as she had called them out of the class
once before.
But the days went on in the usual order, and nothing came to break
in upon the usual course of lessons, which they had taken up again,
exactly as though nothing had happened, and that they were not
scholarship girls who had earned for themselves a little distinction at
least.
But one morning, when they went to school, their governess met
them with a beaming smile, and said, "I must congratulate both you
scholarship girls; although I am sorry to say there is only one
scholarship to spare, and of course you cannot both have it; but you
are both so nearly equal, that if anything should happen to make Elsie
wish to give up the scholarship, then Mary would have the right to take
it."
"Am I first?" asked Elsie.
"You are six marks above Mary; and you two are the last on the list;
but, as there are only five scholarships awarded this year, there
cannot be very much difference between first and last. Between you two
there is only the difference of six marks; so that I am very pleased
with both of you, and only wish there was a scholarship for each of
you, as you both so equally deserve it."
Thus the matter was settled, for the present at least; and everybody
congratulated Elsie, though it must be confessed, she would
have enjoyed her triumph a great deal more if Mary had not been
disappointed. For, since the examination, she had confided to one or
two of the girls that she had answered more questions than Elsie—they
having compared notes in this matter—and Mary had come to the
conclusion that she had done best after all.
Both the girls were impatient for twelve o'clock to come, that they
might run home and tell the news. And when at last they were free, they
rushed off, though Mary felt she had a little grievance that she was
not the one chosen.
But her mother was a wise woman, and did not encourage her to think
that she had been unfairly treated. "You know you said when you came
home from the examination, that if it had not been for Elsie, you would
not have waited until it was over before giving up; and so it is only
fair that Elsie should have the scholarship."
Mrs. Winn was, of course, very pleased to hear that her little daughter
had been successful; but she could not enter into her child's joy as
she would have wished, for she was so anxious about her husband's
health. He had never quite got over a cold he had caught in the early
spring; and the doctor had told them that there very grave symptoms in
his case that would need care.
Elsie did not know anything about this; for her mother thought the
examination, and the anxiety attending it, were quite enough for her to
bear. And so the poor girl was ill prepared for the news that awaited
her when she reached home in the afternoon.
She had looked forward to telling her father of her success when he
came back in the evening. But, when she reached home soon after four,
she found the doctor's carriage waiting outside the door. And when
she went in, she found a neighbour sitting with the younger children
downstairs, trying to keep them quiet.
"I am glad you have come home, Elsie! For I can't manage to keep baby
quiet," said this friend.
"Why, what is the matter?" asked Elsie, looking round the room to make
sure that tiresome little Bobby, who was so fond of playing with the
fire, was not missing. She felt relieved by the sight of Bobby's merry
face, and said again, "What is the matter Mrs. Morris?"
"Your father has been brought home from London, and he is very ill
indeed. You will keep the children quiet while I go upstairs and see if
I can do anything to help your mother."
Elsie took the baby, and sat down with him. She did not feel very much
alarmed about her father. He had been brought home ill before, and soon
got well again; and she had enough to occupy her mind in thinking about
the scholarship, and how soon she would be able to go to the grammar
school.
As soon as baby would let her, she seated him on the floor, and began
to get the tea ready, as her father would be glad of a cup of tea when
the doctor had gone—he always enjoyed a cup of tea so much. She set the
kitchen door open, that she might hear the doctor go away; and then she
would make the tea, and carry a cup upstairs for her father, and tell
him that she had won the scholarship, and that would cheer him, she
felt sure.
The doctor was a long time upstairs, she thought; but at last she heard
him coming down. And she heard her mother speak when they got to the
foot of the stairs; and she could tell her mother had been crying, by
the tone of her voice.
"Keep him as quiet as possible, Mrs. Winn," said the doctor; "but I do
not think it will be more than a week."
And then the door closed, and her mother ran upstairs again, without
coming into the kitchen to see her and the children. And Elsie grew
vaguely uneasy as she thought of the doctor's words—"I do not think it
will be more than a week."
Surely he must mean that her father would not be ill more than "a
week." And yet, as Elsie repeated these words to herself half aloud,
that same creeping fear seemed to come over her again. And she resolved
to take a cup of tea upstairs for her father, and then she would be
able to see whether he looked worse than he did when he had been taken
ill before.
So she made the tea, and a tiny square of toast, and then poured out
a cup and put it on a tray, and carried it upstairs and tapped at the
bedroom door.
"I have brought this for daddy," she said in a whisper, when Mrs.
Morris opened the door a little way.
The friend took the tea. "It will do nicely for your mother," she said,
"but your father cannot take tea now."
She did not wait for Elsie to ask the question she wished, but shut the
door again, and Elsie went downstairs. And, after waiting some time and
finding her mother did not come, she gave the younger children their
tea, and then undressed baby ready to go to bed.
Even Tom, her brother, who was only a year or two younger than herself,
appeared touched by the strange silence that seemed to have settled
down upon the house.
"Why don't you talk, Elsie?" he said at last in an impatient tone.
"Daddy must be kept quiet," she said, "and I don't want Bobby to shout
and scream, as he does sometimes when he is at play."
More than an hour passed before Mrs. Winn came downstairs.
And then Tom began instantly, "What is the matter with daddy,
mother?—Here is Elsie looking as miserable as ever she can be."
"No; I have only been keeping the children quiet!"
Her mother put an arm round both of them, and kissed them both in turn.
"You must both help me to bear this," she whispered; "daddy is very
ill, and—"
"Have you told him about Elsie's scholarship?" said Tom, who was very
proud of his sister's success, though he might tease and quarrel with
her sometimes.
"No, dear; he cannot listen to anything like that just now," said his
mother.
Tom looked disappointed. "I believe if you were to tell him, mother, it
would just rouse him up and put new life into him," said the boy.
But Mrs. Winn only shook her head; and Elsie noticed that her eyes were
full of tears again, as she poured out a cup of tea for Mrs. Morris,
which she carried upstairs with her; and told Elsie to put the children
to bed as quietly as she could, when they began to get tired and sleepy.
Tom got out his lessons, and settled himself at the corner of the
table, without grumbling that he could not have the whole of it. And
the same dreary quiet settled down upon them that their mother had
slightly broken.
CHAPTER III.
THE MASTER'S PROPOSAL.
A DAY or two after Elsie took home the news of her success, her brother
Tom was called to the master's desk at school. "I suppose you are
very pleased, Winn, that your sister has won a scholarship?" said the
master, looking the boy over as he spoke.
"Yes, sir," answered Tom with a smile; but wondering what was coming.
He was not kept long in doubt. "We are all very proud that one of our
girls has carried off this scholarship, and I mean the boys shall have
a try next year,—we mustn't let the girls beat us. Do you understand,
Winn? I want you to get one of these scholarships, as well as your
sister. It would please your mother and father, I know; but of course
you must work hard for it, as your sister did. As there is nothing like
beginning in good time—for a thing of that sort—I am going to start a
scholarship class after school hours next week, and I should like you
and half a dozen other sixth standard boys to join it—if your parents
would like this. Do you understand, Winn, my boy?—There will be nothing
extra to pay, tell your father."
"Yes, sir; I'll tell mother when I go home. Father isn't well, and
can't be bothered about things just now." And, with a bow, Tom went
back to his class, leaving the master somewhat puzzled as to whether
his proposal was welcome to the boy or not.
To his school-fellows, Tom said nothing of what he had been told by
the master, for he could not make up his mind whether to be pleased or
not. But when he got home, he sat down to his tea sullen and silent.
And Elsie, of course, who was serving the children while her mother was
upstairs, soon noticed it.
"What is the matter, Tom? Couldn't you get on with your lessons
to-day?" asked his sister.
This reference to his lessons seemed to turn the scale. "What does it
matter to you about my lessons?" he said, in a grumbling tone. "I wish
I had never heard of your blessed lessons and scholarship; for now I
shall never have a minute to myself. There'll be no time for play, no
time for—"
"Why, Tom, what has happened,—what do you mean?" asked his sister in
some concern.
"What did you want to go and get that scholarship for? It's just sent
the whole school scholarship mad, and Potter's as bad as anybody now!"
"What do you mean?" asked Elsie, thinking her brother would burst
into a merry laugh the next minute, and tell her of some further
congratulations he had received on her success.
But Tom only glared as she looked smilingly at him, in anticipation of
more pleasant words. "I tell you this; I won't do it for any of them!"
he burst out at last. "And they may say what they like, and so may you."
"Won't do what?" inquired Elsie, feeling greatly puzzled.
"Why, I'm not going to swat up for a scholarship, like you did, to
please anybody."
"O Tom, would you have a chance of getting one, do you think?" said
Elsie earnestly. "Would Mr. Potter help you? There are scholarships for
boys, you know, as well as for girls," she went on; "and mother would
be so pleased if you got one too."
"Oh, I'll please mother and father too, never fear; but it won't be by
getting a scholarship," grunted Tom. "I'm not going to worry my life
out, morning, noon, and night, over that, when I ought to be at play.
One in a family is enough, I reckon."
"Oh, Tom, I do wish you would try," said Elsie; "everybody says you are
clever."
"That's all you know about it, Madam Elsie. Mr. Potter told me to-day
that I was dropping behind with my arithmetic, and must join his class
at once if I wanted to stand a chance."
"And you will, Tom, won't you?" pleaded his sister; "father and mother
would be so pleased, you know, only they can't be bothered about it
just now,—at least, father mustn't be worried. Mother might tell you
what she thinks you ought to do."
Tom grunted out something about Elsie minding her own business, and
leaving him to mind his, but she was all eagerness that her brother
should share her pleasure and success; and so, when she took the
children up to bed, and her mother came to kiss them, she told her what
she and Tom had been talking about.
"Of course, he is pleased at the idea of joining this class," said Mrs.
Winn.
"I daresay he would be pleased, if he knew you wished it, mother,"
whispered Elsie.
"I'll speak to him about it. If he could join this class, it might take
him away from that John Bond he is so fond of, for I don't like him as
a companion for Tom, since I feel sure he makes him worse than he would
be, for getting into mischief."
So when Tom went to say good-night an hour later, his mother whispered,
"You will join Mr. Potter's class, I hope, my boy, for your father
would wish it, I am sure, if we could talk to him about it."
"Very well, mother," said Tom, not liking to make any objection just
now, but half wishing he had not told Elsie a word about the matter.
On his way to school the next morning, he met his chosen friend John
Bond a few yards from his own door. This lad was nearly a head taller
than Tom, a big loutish fellow, who lorded it over his companions
whenever he could, on the score of his size, and to him Tom confided
his grievance of having to join the scholarship class.
"Potter never told me about this class," he said, as though the master
had committed some offence in not consulting his biggest scholar on
the matter. "I wonder why I am not asked as well as you and the other
fellows," he went on. "I'm in the sixth too; why shouldn't he ask me?"
he demanded.
Tom laughed. "You're likely to stop in the sixth, Jack, while you play
such pranks, and make the teacher's life a misery to him. I don't
believe Potter would cry his eyes out if he never saw your face in the
school again," he said.
"What's the matter with my face?" asked the boy, and he turned to
Tom with such a droll expression—rolling his eyes, and twisting his
mouth about—that Tom exploded with laughter, as he had frequently done
before, over his companion's queer grimaces.
"You'd be a nice help to a class that was swatting, wouldn't you?" said
Tom, when he could speak.
"Why shouldn't I help if I like?" said John, with another grimace.
Then growing more serious, he said, "They won't ask me to come to this
precious class, because I live in Sadler Street."
"Oh, nonsense!" exclaimed Tom. "Potter's a beast over some things,
but he's a just beast, and he wouldn't keep you out of anything if he
thought you could get it, because you live in Sadler Street."
"Wouldn't he, though," grumbled Jack. "You'll see not a fellow that
lives in our street will be asked."
Tom was silent for a minute or two, for it had suddenly occurred to
him that most of the boys that came from Sadler Street were an untidy,
unruly lot of lads, giving the teachers far more trouble than other
boys. So that it might be true as Bond said, that no Sadler Street boys
would be asked to join this class, though not from the cause he stated.
"You'll see we shall all be shut out, every mother's son of us that
lives in Sadler Street," said Bond, again referring to his grievance.
"Well, you know, people don't like the street; it hasn't a good name
in the school," said Tom, not liking to hurt his friend's feelings by
telling him all the thoughts that had occurred to him upon the matter.
"Ah, and 'give a dog a bad name, you may as well hang him at once.'
But now, about this precious class. Why do you want to join it, if you
don't mean to go to a desk and drive a pen all day?" demanded Jack.
"I don't know. I haven't told my mother that I should like to be a
gardener, and watch the flowers grow; but I mean to tell her all about
it when father gets better, and then he, and mother too, will see that
it's no good for me to go to this stupid old class."
"So you do mean to join it, then?" said the other, pretending to be
very much surprised.
"Well, you see, I must for a little while, as mother is so worried
about dad being ill, that it would only make things worse, if I kicked
up a fuss and said I didn't want to go. You see, they've all gone so
stark staring mad over my sister Elsie's scholarship, both at school
and at home, that one would think all our lives depended upon it, so I
must join this class for a bit, though I'm not going to swat much, I
can tell you. Potter says that I am behind with my arithmetic, and must
work hard at that. I'd like to catch myself at it! I wouldn't do home
lessons, if I could help it," added Tom.
"I never did," laughed Bond; "my father said I could do as I liked
about it, and I didn't like. Why shouldn't we spell taters with a
't' as well as a 'p,' I'd like to know? It did well enough for our
grandfathers, why shouldn't it do for their children? I've heard my dad
say that many a time, and I'm not going to worry myself about 'p's' and
't's' so long as I get the taters. They need not ask me to join any of
their classes, for I wouldn't do it now, if they went down on their
knees and begged me to go."
"They won't do that, Jack; they won't trouble you with William the
Conqueror, or who rode through the streets of Coventry with her hair
down her back."
"All right! They can leave me alone, but I'm not going to promise to
leave all their precious class alone. We were chums before they ever
dreamt of having a class, and I'll take blessed good care that it don't
spoil all our fun, Tom," and he winked and nodded in a knowing fashion
that set Tom laughing again.
But the laugh was cut short this time by the sudden ceasing of the
clang, clang, of the school bell, and both boys set of to run the
remaining distance at the top of their speed. For they would be marked
late if they were not in their places by the time the other lads were
seated, so that there was no time for further talk just now.
Soon after the ordinary school work began, the master came to take the
names of those boys whose parents wished them to join the scholarship
class.
"What did your father say about it, Winn?" he asked, pausing in front
of Tom.
"If you please, sir, father is ill; but mother would like me to join,
and she will speak to father about it when he gets better," answered
Tom.
"Very well, I will put your name down, my boy; but you must take care
to work a little more, and laugh a little less in school time, and
attend the class regularly, as well as doing all the tasks set you."
"Please, sir, I don't want to be a clerk, and sit at a desk all day,"
said Tom, scarcely knowing how he had mustered courage to say so.
"Very well, you are not obliged to be a clerk; only win a scholarship
and you may have a chance by-and-bye of learning something you would
like as an occupation. Give all your attention to the lessons that are
taught, and you will stand as good a chance of winning a scholarship as
any boy in the school," concluded the schoolmaster.
But Tom was not pleased at the outlook before him. He glanced across
to his friend Jack Bond, who nodded and winked as only Jack could, and
nearly set Tom laughing in spite of the presence of the head-master as
well as the class teacher.
They, however, escaped detection, and Tom tried to give some attention
to his lessons for the next hour or two, so that his teacher whispered
a word of commendation as he passed out.
But after school, when he met Jack Bond in the playground, and the two
were free to talk over the events of the morning, Bond did his best to
try and set Tom against working steadily in the new class, even if he
was compelled to attend it.
"It's all very well for girls to try for scholarships, but why should
a fellow like you have to do it?" he urged. "It's fit for girls, of
course, but why should you be expected to put your neck into this noose
just because your sister liked it? Gals is gals, and boys is boys, and
if it isn't good for gals to wear a coat and trousers, why, it isn't
good for a fellow like you to wear a gal's frock instead of your own
clothes. That's just what it comes to," concluded the young giant, in a
tone of authority.
Tom laughed, and professed to treat the talk as a joke; but he went
home feeling uncomfortable, and was snappish and out of temper, for
when Elsie opened the door and asked him in a whisper if he had got
his name put down, he pushed her aside, exclaiming, "There, don't you
bother about what, don't concern you! I shan't tell you anything again,
if you're going to run off to mother with it directly."
"What have I told mother?" asked his sister in surprise, for Tom often
confided in Elsie when he had got into a scrape at school, or wanted
a little service done to help forward some of his plans. "What have I
told mother about you?" she demanded again.
"Why, there was no occasion for you to run and tell her about that
class, as you did," said Tom in an injured tone.
"Well, but that didn't matter, Tom; you were going to tell her yourself
before you went to bed. I thought you might not get a chance when you
went up, and so I told her, that she might have time to think about it,
and tell you at once when you spoke to her," said Elsie in an altered
tone.
"Well, don't go chattering about my business again," said Tom, crossly.
But he soon forgot his ill humour when he heard that Elsie had made his
favourite pudding for dinner, in honour of the news he had brought home
the previous day; and with his mouth full of this sweet delicacy, he
forgot what he had said when he first came in, and told her Mr. Potter
had arranged that the class should be commenced the following Tuesday.
It was to be held from six to seven, in their own class-room, and eight
boys besides himself had given in their names to join it.
"I hope that Jack Bond isn't one of them," said Elsie, in an uncautious
moment.
"Why not? The Bonds are as good as we are, any day." said Tom.
"Well, perhaps they are; but mother says—" and then Elsie remembered
that her mother had said she had better not mention Bond's name to Tom,
as it might do more harm than good, if she attempted to interfere with
the boys.
"Now, then, out with it! What had mother got to say about Jack, I
should like to know? Just because Sadler Street isn't one of the most
fashionable places in the town, everybody is down on poor Jack, and
that is why I always take his part."
Elsie thought she had better occupy herself with the children and
their dinner, and not notice what Tom said, for fear it should lead
to a quarrel—for Tom was quarrelsome very often—and she had a hasty
temper. But nothing of the kind must be allowed to take place now that
her father was so ill, and peace and quietness was so necessary in the
house.
Tom grumbled on, and Elsie busied herself with little Bobbie and his
pudding, so that there was no breach of the peace at the dinner table.
Before he took his cap to go back to school, Tom asked her to sew up a
rent in his trousers when he came home, which she readily promised to
do, as a peace-offering for having spoken against his chosen friend.
She did not, however, forget that the following Tuesday was to be the
first meeting of the class. And when five o'clock struck, and Tom had
not come home to tea, she began to grow anxious, for, from various
hints he had dropped, she feared he was not so anxious as he ought to
be to profit by this extra class.
Half-past five came, and then Tom rushed in, hot and out of breath.
"Give us some tea, quick!" he said, as Elsie opened the door. "I shall
be late for that blessed class if I don't look-out, and then Potter
will have a fit."
"Oh, Tom, how is it you are so late?" said Elsie, in a reproachful
tone. "I had your tea ready by five o'clock, for I thought you would be
sure to be home, that you might have time to wash yourself before you
go back."
"Oh, yes, I shouldn't wonder! What do girls know about things? It's
a jolly shame to have to give up just the only time I can be out to
play, for this stupid old class. Why, the tea is cold!" he exclaimed in
disgust, pushing away his cup.
"Perhaps it is. I got it ready early to-day that you might have time
to get it comfortably before you went back to school; but you are more
than half an hour late."
"Suppose I am," said Tom, speaking with his mouth full of bread and
butter; but he did not seem disposed to hurry himself, although Elsie
was impatient to help him to get off, that he might not be late for the
class.
He went at last, and his sister hoped if he ran all the way he might
reach the school by six o'clock.
But these small worries about Tom and his concerns Elsie kept to
herself, for she could see as the days went on, that her mother
grew more anxious about her father. For, although she knew he was
dangerously ill, she did not fully understand the extent of the danger,
and no one thought it wise to tell her just then.
CHAPTER IV.
A BRAVE RESOLUTION.
MR. WINN lingered for nearly a month. There were intervals during this
time when he rallied sufficiently to give some hope to his anxious wife
that he might yet recover, and be spared to them for a few years longer
at least.
During one of these intervals, he was able to listen while Elsie told
him that she had won the scholarship, and that Tom was going to try for
one next year.
He fully approved of Tom going to the preparatory class for this. For,
as he remarked to his wife, if he should fail to win a scholarship that
would enable him to go to a better school for a year or two longer,
the additional knowledge he would gain from attending this preparatory
class would be sure to prove useful to him, if he should have to leave
school earlier, and begin the business of life for himself in earnest.
He also spoke to Tom about this, and the boy promised to be diligent,
and give his teachers as little trouble as possible, as they were so
willing to help him forward in his school work.
But as the days went on, these intervals of comparative ease grew
less, and there were days when the invalid could not say a word to his
children, and was scarcely able to gasp out what he needed to say to
his wife. The doctor knew that, although his life was prolonged beyond
the time he had thought possible when he first saw him, that the end
could not be far off, and he did what he could to prepare Mrs. Winn for
what he knew was approaching.
But although she was thus warned, the blow fell at last with a terrible
shock, both to mother and children, and they were all for a time
overwhelmed with grief and dismay.
How the rest of that dreadful week passed in Elsie's home she never
quite knew, or whether she ever thought that the death of her father
would make such a difference in her future.
Until after the funeral, no word was said about any change in their
mode of life; but one day, when this was all over, she said,—
"Mother, shall I be able to go to school next week?"
Her mother looked at her for a moment, and then the tears slowly filled
her eyes.
"My poor Elsie," she said, "I am afraid our loss will fall very heavily
upon you."
"But, mother, it will not cost us anything for me to go to the grammar
school," said Elsie, looking a little frightened.
"My dear, we must have a little talk together, you and I. You know,
dear, that now father has gone, I must work and keep the little ones."
"You, mother? What can you do?" asked Elsie, opening her eyes with
something like wonder and alarm.
"Only one thing, dear. I have learned to make the children's frocks and
your dresses very well; and I must earn some money by doing dressmaking
for other people."
"But who will take care of Bobbie and baby?" asked Elsie.
"That is what I am coming to, dear; and it is a question you must
decide. With your help to manage the house and the children, I think
I could keep home, and all of us can live together; but without your
help, I cannot do it. Baby would not be happy with a stranger; and I
could not expect another girl to be so careful of things, so that there
is no waste, as my own little daughter."
"And, oh mother! You want me to give up the scholarship, and not go
to school any more!" exclaimed poor Elsie, bursting into tears, and
throwing herself into her mother's arms, as if her heart would break.
"My poor Elsie! My poor darling! It is hard I know, dear," said the
mother, tenderly stroking the girl's hair, and kissing her, while her
own tears fell like rain. Mrs. Winn had dreaded telling Elsie this
bitter truth,—that she could not afford to let her go to the grammar
school, even with the scholarship; but she did not think she would feel
it so bitterly as this.
At last Elsie grew more quiet, and then she whispered, "Tell me
everything, please; I will try to be a good girl, for dear daddy's
sake."
"Yes, yes, I know you will, my darling; and I have tried to think of a
plan that would save you from this disappointment. But there seems no
other way, dear, but for you to help me at home. For I should not like
to send either of the little ones away to an orphan school if I could
help it. They are very good schools, I daresay, but I want to keep you
all together if I can. Almost the last thing daddy said was, 'You'll
keep the children all together.'"
"Yes, mother, you shall; and I will help you," said Elsie, in a choking
voice. "I will take care of the house, and Bobbie and baby, so that you
can work."
"God bless you! my dear," said her mother. "You have lifted a great
weight from my mind; and I believe I can do as daddy wished now. It is
hard for you, my dear; but I will contrive that you have some time for
reading, for I know how anxious you are to learn."
"Thank you, mother," was all Elsie could say; for although she had made
up her mind what she ought to do, and what she would do, it was none
the less hard, and she was glad to run up to her own room, and cry out
her trouble there.
When she came down, she had bathed her face and tried to smile, but
Bobbie looked up at her and said, "Elsie ki!"
"Bobbie, go and fetch that stick for baby," said his mother; for she
could see Elsie was having a hard battle with herself.
The next day she went and told her governess that Mary must have the
scholarship, now that her father was dead.
"I am very sorry, my dear; very sorry indeed; but I saw your mother one
day last week, and I think you are quite right in what you have decided
to do."
"I did so wish to go to the grammar school," said Elsie, the tears
shining in her eyes as she spoke.
"Yes, dear, and I should have been very glad if you could have gone;
but you know the object Of all education is not merely cramming the
memory with facts of history, or rules of grammar, but the building up
of character. And so, in learning self-control and self-forgetfulness
(as you must do in helping your mother), you will, I am sure, be
learning lessons as valuable as any that could be taught at the grammar
school. And for the mere facts of history, and rules of grammar, you
may be able to make up for their loss by your own reading. I have heard
this morning, that we are likely to have an evening continuation school
for girls here this winter; and so, perhaps, your mother might be able
to spare you to come to that; and if she can, I will take care that you
are placed in a suitable class."
"Thank you," said Elsie. But it was said rather drearily, for nothing
could make up for the loss of what she should have learned at the
girl's grammar school, Elsie thought.
It having been settled before that Elsie was to have the scholarship,
there were letters to write, and explanations to be given, as to why
the change was made in the scholarship girls, before Mary could feel
certain that she was to have it.
Of course she was glad of the chance—doubly glad that she had taken
Elsie's advice and gone through with the examination, instead of giving
it up at the first difficulty. If she had not done this, it would, of
course, have gone to another girl, and another school.
Elsie's friends all felt sorry for her. But she could not stay to talk
to them this morning, for she was wanted at home to mind the baby,
while her mother went out on business.
Of course, some blamed Mrs. Winn, and Elsie too. But in trying to do
the duty that lay nearest them, they were undoubtedly right; and they
had the satisfaction of knowing this, and also that they were trying to
carry out the last wishes of the dear one, who had so lately been taken
from his work here below.
Mrs. Winn made it known among friends and neighbours, that she was
prepared to make either ladies' or children's dresses, in the latest
fashion. And to ensure success, she herself went to take lessons in the
best method of cutting and fitting.
They were not absolutely penniless. Her husband had made some provision
for his family; but it was necessary that they should be very careful
in their expenditure, for Mrs. Winn could hardly expect to get much
work just at first.
But the story of Elsie's scholarship had got abroad, and people
said that mother and daughter were alike brave in striving to help
themselves and each other; and work began to come in faster than the
widow had dared to hope—so fast, indeed, that she soon had as much as
she could do. And when Elsie's school-fellow, Jane Holmes, came to see
her, and asked if she could be taken as an apprentice, Mrs. Winn felt
quite glad of the offer.
It had not occurred to her to try and get an apprentice. But when
this offer was made, she thought she could but try how the plan would
answer, and so she asked Mrs. Holmes to call and see her about the
matter.
"I think Jane would do more for you, Mrs. Winn, than she would
for anybody else, because she feels so sorry for Elsie in her
disappointment," said Mrs. Holmes, when the two had talked over the
business. "I am afraid she is not very quick with her needle just
now, but she knows it is quite hopeless for her to think of getting a
scholarship, or even being a governess, by-and-bye; and, as she must
learn to do something for her living, she hopes you will give her a
trial."
This Mrs. Winn was quite willing to do. And so Jane came and took her
place in Mrs. Winn's work-room, while Elsie scrubbed, and cooked, and
swept, and dusted, and took care of the children; and her life was much
happier than she thought it would be.
Having decided the question about the scholarship, she took up her work
in the house with real interest, trying how well she could do this, how
much trouble she could save her mother in that, and what expense could
be spared in the other.
She soon learned to know that it is not money, it is not pleasure, that
gives happiness, but the interest that life affords, that gives it its
real value and zest.
Sorely did they miss the loving father; but they could not afford to
sit down and indulge in useless repinings. Life had too much for them
to do to sit down and shed useless tears. And so Elsie and her mother
found themselves happy, though they were not always free from care and
anxiety.
In this way several months passed. Mrs. Winn had as much work as she
could get through. And, though it was sometimes difficult, with all the
care and economy, to make ends meet without breaking into the little
capital that was put away; still it was done somehow, and the little
ones were not allowed to feel the loss of their father where mother and
sister could help them.
Then one day Tom came home from school, rather later than usual,
bruised and dirty, and with several rents in his jacket.
"Where have you been, Tom?" exclaimed Elsie, when she saw what a plight
he was in.
"Oh, don't bother," said her brother, pushing her aside; "I don't want
girls worrying about me," he added, as he rushed into the scullery to
wash his face, and remove the traces of the fray in which he had been
engaged, before his mother should see him.
[Illustration: "Where have you been, Tom?" exclaimed Elsie.]
Tea was nearly over, and Mrs. Winn had gone back to the work-room, so
she did not see Tom as he came home. But the bruises and scratches
could not be washed off with water; and the jacket was sadly
dilapidated.
"Look at you's jacket," said Bobbie to his brother.
Tom turned the sleeve round, and Elsie looked at it too. "Oh, Tom! It
is too bad of you to go and tear your clothes like that," she said.
She felt almost ready to cry; for Tom's jacket would take an hour to
mend at least, and she would have no time to read the book a friend had
lent her. She only had a little while after the children had gone to
bed, for her mother insisted upon going herself in good time, and so
the mending of this jacket would occupy all her spare time this evening.
She grumbled a good bit about this, and Tom turned sulky over being
grumbled at by a girl, and would not say where he had been, except that
he went home with one of the other boys to see his rabbits.
Mrs. Winn was vexed, and Elsie cross; but Tom went off to bed without
saying where he had been. And he took care to go to school the next day
without any fuss. Elsie had mended his jacket very neatly, and he felt
half ashamed this morning that he had given her so much trouble; but
all he said to show it, was to tell Bobbie that he would come straight
home from school and play with him.
During the last few weeks, Tom had often come home from school very
late, and Elsie felt sure he must often have been late for the
scholarship class. But her mother had not noticed this, for she was
so very busy with her dressmaking at Christmas time, and Elsie had
not told her, because she did not wish to add to her worry, and also
because she hoped that after Christmas Tom would turn over a new leaf,
and come home at meal times more regularly.
And she ventured to say as much to him, now that she had had to mend
his jacket, and before he could wear it again.
"Oh, all right," said Tom. "Don't you worry your curly head over me; I
can take care of myself," said Tom, carelessly.
"It don't look much like it to see your face," said Elsie. "And I think
you ought to consider mother, as well as taking care of yourself; and
you seem to forget everything but running the streets with that hateful
Jack Bond. Mother was cross last night when she came down, soon after
tea, and found you had not come in, for she wanted you to go to the
shops for her."
"Oh, well, you went instead, and the run did you good," said Tom, as he
went off whistling, yet somehow feeling uncomfortable about what his
sister had said as to considering his mother.
"I must turn over a new leaf," said Tom, little dreaming what a painful
turning over it was to be. He had promised Elsie he would do this after
Christmas, and had thought no more about the matter, and he went off
now trying to forget it.
Poor, foolish Tom! It was not difficult to forget all his promises to
Elsie, about turning over a new leaf by-and-bye. He little guessed
that it would soon be uncertain whether he would ever again have the
opportunity of turning over a new leaf. There seemed plenty of time
now, and Tom quite intended to be a good boy, and help his mother and
sister by-and-bye.
That thief of time and present opportunity, "by-and-bye," so easily
persuaded the foolish boy that he need not think of these things just
yet. That he could forget them, and enjoy himself, and leave the future
to take care of itself, without thinking of other people, and their
claims upon him.
CHAPTER V.
TOM'S ILLNESS.
A FEW days after the incident of the torn jacket, Tom woke one morning
feeling heavy and drowsy, and when he got downstairs, he complained
of having a headache and sore throat. He could not eat his breakfast,
and his mother told him he had better go back to bed again, as he had
evidently caught a severe cold.
"You have got your feet wet, I expect, and not changed your boots as
soon as you came home," said Mrs. Winn, "although I have often heard
Elsie tell you to do it."
There had been a long continuance of wet weather, and Bobbie and baby
had both been poorly from colds and coughs, and so Mrs. Winn was not in
the least alarmed about Tom.
He was asleep at dinner time when his mother went to his room to see
what he would have, but soon after she went back to her work, he called
to Elsie to bring him some water.
"I am so thirsty," he said, when his sister took him some drink.
"How is your head now, Tom?" she asked, for she was very fond of her
brother, although he did give her so much trouble sometimes.
"Feels like a pumpkin," said the boy as he nestled down in the pillow
again.
"Shall I make you a cup of tea presently?" said Elsie. "Perhaps that
will do you good."
"Perhaps it will," murmured the boy, in a sleepy tone, as he turned his
head from the light.
Elsie generally took her mother a cup of tea to the work-room, about
three o'clock, and when she had done this, she poured out a cup for
Tom, and cut a thin slice of bread and butter, and took both up to him.
He was asleep, but tossing his arms about restlessly, and rolling his
head on the pillow, and moaning so dolefully, that as soon as he had
drank the tea, Elsie went off in a fright to tell her mother that she
thought Tom must be very ill.
"It is a feverish cold he has got, and he may have to lie in bed two or
three days," said Mrs. Winn, who was not alarmed at trifles, and had
often seen Tom suffering from a chill.
She was too busy to go and see Tom again at once, but at tea time, she
took him a cup of tea and another slice of thin bread and butter.
Tom was moaning restlessly in his sleep.
"Tom, dear, wake up and have your tea," said his mother, laying her
hand on his forehead to rouse him.
Tom opened his eyes, and seized eagerly upon the tea to drink, but he
did not want anything to eat, and was soon as drowsy as ever.
Mrs. Winn went back to the work-room after she had had her own tea,
feeling vaguely uneasy about Tom. It might be only a feverish cold,
she argued with herself, but she wished he did not roll his head so
much when he was asleep, for she began to fear that it might mean
a more serious illness than a simple cold. If she did not have to
practice such strict economy, she would have sent for a doctor at once;
but doctors' bills were a terror to her, and she sent Elsie to the
chemist's for some medicine, which she gave him in the course of the
evening, hoping he would be a good deal better in the morning.
The medicine certainly seemed to relieve his head, after he had taken
it a few hours, but instead of being able to get up the next morning,
as his mother had hoped, Tom was most unmistakably very ill when she
went to see him, and she decided to send for the doctor without further
delay.
So when Jane Holmes came at nine o'clock, Mrs. Winn asked her to go and
fetch Dr. Weston to see Tom as soon as he possibly could. And when she
came back, she sent her to the work-room, to wait there until after the
doctor had been.
Poor woman! She did not tell even Elsie what she feared was ailing Tom.
She could only hope that the doctor would say she was quite mistaken,
and that the symptoms were only those of a feverish cold.
But her heart almost died within her when the doctor, after examining
Tom, turned to her and said, "Where has he been, Mrs. Winn?"
"He goes to school, doctor," she said in a faint voice.
"Has he been playing in Sadler Street? Do any of his friends or
school-fellows live in that street?" asked the doctor.
"He has no business to go near the street, but I cannot say that he has
not, for he has been rather late coming home from school lately."
"The reason I asked was this, they have scarlet fever in that
neighbourhood rather badly just now, and this looks like another case,
and I have heard of no other at this end of the town."
"Oh, sir!" was all the poor woman could utter for a minute or two. For
scarlet fever would mean the ruin of her business, and might possibly
bring them all to beggary before it had run its course.
The doctor understood the exclamation, and the look of dismay in the
widow's face as she turned to look at Tom.
"I am very sorry, Mrs. Winn, but I am afraid there is very little doubt
that he has taken the disease from somebody. Now the question is, what
are you to do about your work?"
For the doctor knew all about the dressmaking, and had recommended her
to his wife.
"I must send and let the people know, of course," said the poor woman.
And then she burst into tears, for this would mean that she could not
earn a penny for weeks, or possibly even months.
"Yes, the work you have in the house must be sent back at once," said
the doctor; "but I should like you to find out, if you could, where
he has been lately, for I have not heard of any other case of scarlet
fever in this neighbourhood; and I think, if you are careful to follow
my directions, we may keep it from spreading further; or would you like
him sent to the hospital?" suddenly added the doctor.
"Oh, no, no! I must nurse him myself, and trust in God to provide for
us afterwards," said Mrs. Winn, with another sob, and then she forced
back her tears, and gave all her attention to the doctor's directions
for isolating Tom from the rest, and what she was to do before she went
to the work-room to send back the work she had in the house by Jane
Holmes.
Tom's head was aching, and he still felt sleepy, but he could
understand enough of what had been said by the doctor to know that in
his folly and wilfulness, he had brought a great calamity upon his
mother and sister. And he had promised his father a few days before he
died, that he would do all he could to help them, and this was how he
had fulfilled his promise.
He did not say a word to his mother, for as soon as the doctor had
gone, she went to change her dress, that she might send the work back,
and tell Jane Holmes that there would be nothing for her to do until
Tom got better. But while his mother was away, Tom tried to control
his thoughts that he might be able to tell her that he had been with
Jack Bond to Sadler Street several times lately, although Mr. Potter
had told them at the scholarship class to avoid going there, as he had
heard that there were cases of scarlet fever in that neighbourhood.
But the very effort to think this out, so as to be able to tell his
mother all about it, seemed to make his head ache and throb worse than
ever, so that by the time she came back, he could only utter a wild cry
of "Mother! Mother!" And then he muttered something about a man driving
nails in his head, when he meant to say that he went to see Jack make a
new hutch for his rabbits.
Mrs. Winn did what she could to soothe Tom's restlessness. But it
soon became evident that he was growing rapidly worse, for during the
afternoon, he became quite delirious, and the doctor had to be sent for
again.
"What does he mean about the nails in his head making rabbit hutches?"
asked the doctor, after listening to Tom's wild talk. "Has he been
making a rabbit hutch lately, that it should seem to trouble him so
much?"
"No; he has no rabbits to make a hutch for; but all his talk has been
about that."
"Yes, it seems to be troubling him a good deal, too," said the doctor;
"I wish you could find out all about it, and whether he has been to
Sadler Street lately."
"Yes, I will," said Mrs. Winn, for she thought if she could only
discover what was the cause of Tom's evident distress, she might be the
better able to comfort him and relieve it.
So as soon as the doctor had gone she changed her dress, washed her
face and hands in disinfectant, that she might not carry the disorder
to anyone else, and then went to the school to see the master, and
learn, if possible, what had caused Tom's illness.
Mr. Potter came forward as soon as he saw who his visitor was. "You
have come to see me about your son, of course, Mrs. Winn, but I really
cannot take him back into the scholarship class. He is doing no good to
himself in it, but simply hindering the boys who want to—" then seeing
the look of wondering surprise in his visitor's face, he said, "I
understood it was Mrs. Winn who wished to see me."
"Yes, I am Mrs. Winn; but I do not understand—I have come to tell you
that my eon is very ill—dangerously ill, I am afraid, and the doctor
thought you might be able to enlighten us as to where he has caught it,
for it seems to be scarlet fever. Have you heard of any other boys in
the school having it?" asked the widow.
"Yes, there have been several cases among the boys who live in Sadler
Street, so that for the sake of the other scholars, and under the
advice of the doctor, I have sent to all the parents of children living
there to say that they must not come to school until the sickness is
over."
"Then Tom could not have caught it in that way," said the widow.
"Not unless he went to Sadler Street for anything, and then he might,"
said the master. "You see, he was very intimate with a boy who lived
there, and he may have persuaded him to go home with him for something.
I believe he went there to help him to make a rabbit hutch when he
played truant from the class, for I have heard from another lad who met
him that he was on his way here in the company of Bond, but he never
appeared, and that was what decided me to take the step I did, and tell
him that he could not come to the class again."
"When was he told that?" asked the widow, with a sigh. For this was
a trouble she had not expected, and it did but increase her anxiety
concerning Tom.
"I told him myself the last day he was at school. He was not here
yesterday all day."
"No; he was taken ill yesterday morning, and could not get up. You
think he may have gone to this Sadler Street?" she added.
"I think it is very possible he went there, although I warned all
the school not to go through that street on their way home, if they
could avoid it. A few months ago I should have said that Tom would not
have disobeyed that order, but lately he has given us a good deal of
trouble, and it is just possible that his companion Bond persuaded him
to go there in spite of all I said. If you will wait a minute, I will
ask some of the boys, before they leave, if they know anything about
it;" and he went at once to the room where Tom's class was preparing to
go home.
Up went half a dozen hands as he had asked the question.
"Please, sir, Winn and Bond were making a rabbit hutch together in
Bond's yard. Tom told me, and asked me to go and see it."
"Did you go?" asked the master.
"No, sir. You had told us to keep away from Sadler Street, unless we
wanted to be ill. Bond said you had a spite against Sadler Street, and
him too, and that's why you had told us not to go!"
"Very well, that will do, Wicks. Winn believed Bond, it seems, and went
there with him, and he is dangerously ill his mother tells me."
Silence fell upon the class as the boys looked one at the other, but
they each mentally resolved to take the master's word for the future.
He went back and told Mrs. Winn that it was no secret in the school
that Tom had been building a rabbit hutch with his friend, and the
probability was that he had gone there frequently, and not simply once
or twice. He said what he could to comfort the poor woman, for he could
see she was terribly distressed over what she had heard concerning Tom.
On her way back, she called to tell the doctor what she had heard at
the school, and how, in spite of the master's warning, Tom must have
gone to the forbidden street.
"Ah! And it is this disobedience that is troubling him, and causing the
brain mischief. I am glad you have found this out, Mrs. Winn, but I am
afraid it will make our work the harder; and he will suffer a good deal
more in his head from this cause than from the fever alone, for the one
will complicate the other, and he will need the most careful nursing
and watching."
The widow went home sadly depressed and disheartened. She did not mind
how hard she worked for her children; but to work hard as she had done,
and then learn that, through her boy's wilfulness and folly, she had
laboured almost in vain, was bitter indeed, and she could not help
telling Elsie something of what she felt.
Poor Elsie could not bear to feel angry with her brother, now he was so
ill, but she turned her wrath upon Jack Bond. "It is that wicked boy,
mother, not our Tom who is to blame," protested Elsie.
"But, my dear, Tom is to blame, for he ought to have known better than
to go near the street after the master had warned the boys not to do
so."
She did not say a word to Elsie about the other news she had heard at
the school. She could not talk of Tom's disgrace even to Elsie just
now; she felt it too keenly. That her boy should be expelled from a
class they had all thought it an honour that he should enter, was a
very great disgrace she thought, and at least she would spare Elsie the
bitterness of this knowledge if she possibly could.
She went back to the sick-room, and found Tom moaning, and tossing, and
crying out about the nails in his head; and the neighbour who had come
in to stay with him while she went out, told her he had continued these
moanings all the time she was gone.
"I tried to make him understand that we were not putting nails into his
head," said the old lady.
But Mrs. Winn knew that all such efforts were useless just now, and
that Tom would have to bear as best he could the terrible punishment
his own folly and disobedience had brought upon him.
Poor Tom felt as though he was far away from everybody who could help
him, and that the man with the nails would drive them into his head,
do what he would to get away from him, while his heart-breaking cry
of "Mother! Mother!" made his mother's heart ache. For when trying to
soothe him, he would roughly push her away, and throw himself to the
other side of the bed.
As the days went on, poor Tom grew worse, until his mother was almost
worn out with sleeplessness and nursing, while Elsie downstairs was
scarcely less anxious than her mother, for the isolation in which they
had to live added to the distress and discomfort.
Elsie had always been very popular among her school-fellows, and
the circumstances under which she had been compelled to give up her
scholarship had rather added to her popularity, so that scarcely a day
passed but one girl friend or the other came to see her, or bring her
a book to read. But now, with the dreaded scarlet fever in the house,
people were obliged to stay away, and no one but the old lady next
door, who would not be kept out, ever came near them.
This was hard upon Elsie, and sometimes she thought this one or that
might call and ask how Tom was getting on, for the bedroom where he
lay was securely isolated from the rest of the house, lest she or the
little ones should catch the infection. So that, as she reasoned, it
was not likely any one would catch it standing at the street door for a
minute.
But still they did not come, and Elsie, shut away from her mother and
the sick-room, with no society but Bobbie and baby, found the days very
long and dreary, and it was hardly surprising that she grew pale and
peevish. For although she took the children out for a walk every fine
day, friends were careful, if they met her, to nod, and, after asking
how Tom was, hurry on as though she had got scarlet fever as well as
her brother.
But for the neighbourly old lady next door, Mrs. Winn must have broken
down under the strain, but she insisted upon coming to sit with Tom
every afternoon, while his mother had an hour's rest, and went for
ten minutes' walk in the open air. This old lady had been an hospital
nurse, and insisted that some of these wise rules should be followed by
the widow. And as Tom was always more quiet when she nursed him, Mrs.
Winn could not but follow her advice, and was very thankful for her
help.
But for her willingness to learn of one who knew more about sickness
than she did, her strength would scarcely have held out, for Tom's
illness was prolonged until the doctor feared that his strength would
be exhausted before the rallying point was reached, and he said a word
or two to Mrs. Winn, lest, if the disorder should take an unfavourable
turn, it should prove too great a shock to her already over-strained
nerves.
"Oh, doctor, save him!" she implored. "I know my poor boy has something
on his mind he wants to tell me. Save him for this!" she added, with a
burst of tears.
"You know I will do all that is possible," said the doctor; "and I hope
his strength will yet hold out. We must hope for the best," he added,
"and watch for the first chance he may have of being able to speak, and
tell us what is troubling him."
"I am sure he wants to tell me something," said poor Mrs. Winn.
And in this, her mother's instinct was correct, for, in his delirium,
Tom was trying, trying, always trying to tell his mother how sorry he
was for vexing Elsie and disobeying his schoolmaster. But now, when
"by-and-bye" had come, he could not speak, did not know what he wanted
to say, or whether his mother was near to hear him.
Never trust the promises of "by-and-bye," boys. Seize the present
moment to do your duty, whatever it may be, for fear you should never
have a chance of doing it later on.
CHAPTER VI.
JACK BOND.
TOM grew perceptibly weaker as the days went on, but the anxiously
looked-for sleep did not come so soon as it was expected. At last,
however, the tired brain could hold out no longer, and, to the intense
relief of his mother, he went to sleep one morning holding her hand,
and when Mrs. May came in an hour later, he was still sleeping, though
rather restlessly.
"I am afraid to take my hand away, for fear of disturbing him,"
whispered Mrs. Winn.
The old lady nodded; "sit still for a bit longer," she whispered. And
she went down stairs and fetched some strong beef-tea for Mrs. Winn
herself, for she could see she was growing faint from the long strain.
"Now, my dear," she said to Elsie, "you just go and bind a piece of
cloth round that knocker, and keep the children as quiet as mice. We
shall have Tom down stairs again as well as ever I hope."
"He is really asleep at last," said Elsie.
"Yes, my dear, he is asleep; but at present a very little noise will
disturb him, and so the house and children must be kept quiet, for his
life depends upon his getting a long, restful sleep. Make some more
beef-tea for your mother and Tom too. I shall stay now I have come,"
concluded the old lady.
Elsie was tying up the knocker to muffle its sound, when a boy said, in
an eager, anxious whisper, "How is he, Miss Elsie?"
Turning half round as she tied the last knot, she came face to face
with Jack Bond. In a moment she darted indoors, and almost slammed the
street door in his face, she was so angry at the sight of him.
But as she stood with the lock in her hand, to make sure that he did
not get in, a whisper came through the keyhole, "Do, please, tell me
how he is. You don't know how sorry I am, for I always liked Tom."
Then Elsie opened the door about an inch, and said, "Go away, Jack
Bond. You have nearly killed our Tom; and if there is any noise to
waken him now he has gone to sleep, it will kill him."
Poor Jack groaned, but moved a little way from the door. Elsie fetched
baby to hold him at the parlour window for a little while; and just
after she got there, she saw Jack dart down the street to where a man
was calling vegetables in stentorian tones, that made her quake as she
listened.
But a word from Jack brought an end to the shouting, and then she saw
him point across to the house. The man nodded, left off calling his
wares, and pushed his barrow quietly past the house, while Jack took up
a position on the pavement to watch for other hawkers.
This touched Elsie, and quite subdued her anger. She felt sorry she had
answered him so gruffly, and at last she tapped at the window, and then
cautiously opened the street door, and thanked him for what he had done.
Jack looked very pleased to receive her thanks, and then he said, "I'm
going to stop here and keep the street quiet for Tom. Put the baby into
his go-cart, and I'll wheel him up and down for you."
But before Elsie could reply, or even make up her mind whether she
ought to accept this offer, a cart dashed past making a considerable
noise, because there was a patch of loose stones opposite the house,
where the road had just been repaired.
Jack turned to look at the cart and the road, and Elsie murmured, "Oh,
that dreadful noise! I wish they hadn't put those stones down."
"Wait a bit, Miss Elsie; I know what I'll do," he said, as he thrust
his hand into his pocket, and brought out two or three pence.
He darted off down the street, and Elsie returned to the parlour
window, and presently she saw him returning with a huge bundle of straw
on his back. The straw was not clean, but there was a good heap when he
untied it, and he scattered this over the loose stones.
By great good fortune, a mud cart came past just as he had finished,
and he persuaded the man to put a little of the half-liquid slush on
the straw, so as to keep it from blowing away.
Elsie, watching from the window, thought he was very clever to think of
such a device, and actually went to put baby's coat and hat on, that he
might go out in charge of the boy she had almost hated during the last
few weeks. If any one had told her a few days ago that she would have
trusted their darling to that wicked boy Jack Bond, she would have said
it was impossible. But now she wheeled him out at the side gate, with
her own hat on, for baby was fractious this morning, and must go out,
if the house was to be kept quiet, though she was not quite sure that
she ought to let him go with this stranger.
"Won't you let me wheel him up and down, Miss Elsie? I will be very
careful," said Jack, pleadingly, when he saw her come out.
Elsie hesitated for a moment, but the big overgrown schoolboy looked
very good-natured and very unhappy. "You see, I've waited about here
before, for a chance to do something for poor Tom—just to let you know
I was sorry for making him ill."
"Well, if baby will let you wheel him, and you can keep any of the
organ men away, I shall be glad," said Elsie; but she was careful not
to resign the handle of the perambulator until they were a little way
from the house, for fear baby should scream out his displeasure at the
change of nurses.
But he graciously smiled at Jack, when he replaced Elsie, and did not
seem to mind being left in his care, so that she was able to run home
to look after Bobbie and the house-work with a light heart.
She went about her work of washing-up, sweeping, and dusting, almost
without a sound, and noticed with satisfaction how quiet the street
was that morning. Every hawker's cry was hushed before the house was
reached, and the carts going over the padding of straw and mud made no
grating noise now to disturb Tom.
The doctor, when he came, commended Elsie for muffling the knocker.
"Your brother has gone to sleep at last, I suppose, and everything will
depend upon him not being disturbed," he added, for he knew that Elsie
would be able to secure quiet in the house better than any one else, as
she had charge of the little ones.
That anxious day passed slowly enough to the watcher; but Tom slept on,
and his breathing grew more regular as the hours went on.
At dinner time, Elsie took Jack some bread and cheese, and asked him to
stay and watch for the organ men. "Mother has been downstairs, and she
thinks Tom looks a little better already," said Elsie, "and she told me
to thank you for the straw, and what you have done for us this morning."
"I only wish I could do ever so much more. No, thank you, I am not
hungry, and I can't eat all that bread and cheese. I'll just have a
little bit, to save me going home, for I daresay if I went, there'd be
a jolly row in the street," said Jack, with a touch of pride, as he
looked round.
"The organ men would be bad for Tom now," said Elsie.
"Yes, and there'd be one at each side of the house, if I was to go
away," said Jack.
As he spoke, a party of boys, on their way from school, turned into the
street, in the midst of a noisy argument, that seemed to involve a good
deal of shouting.
Out darted Jack from the gateway, and between coaxing and threats, he
managed to quiet the disputants, much to Elsie's delight and amusement.
"I don't know what we should do without you to-day," she said, when
he came back to take the bread and cheese. "If you have done us a
good deal of mischief, I believe you are sorry for it now," she added
frankly.
"I am, I am!" said the boy; and he drew his coat sleeve across his eyes
and turned aside his head, for he would not like to let a girl see him
cry, and he could not keep the tears out of his eyes just then.
Elsie turned away, leaving the side gate open, that Jack might not feel
himself shut out from them entirely now. Truly he was a curious lad,
she thought, and if he had led Tom into mischief, he must care for
him, or he would not wait and watch with such patience to quell every
harsh-sound, lest he should be disturbed.
Not until dusk, when hawkers had given up the business of the day, and
organ men had shouldered their instruments and were plodding homeward,
did Jack resign his self-imposed task and go home.
At six o'clock the next morning, Elsie unbolted the street door, and
there stood Jack close at hand. "Them milkmen will begin their noise
soon," he said, in explanation of his early visit. "How is he now, Miss
Elsie?" he asked anxiously.
"Still asleep, and mother feels sure the danger is almost over," said
Elsie, cheerfully.
In the course of that day, Tom opened his eyes, and recognised his
mother for the first time since he had been ill.
"My boy! My darling!" she said, kissing him tenderly.
"Oh, mother!" he gasped.
"You must not try to talk, my dear. Drink this, and we will make you
comfortable." And while she raised him in her arms, and gave him what
the doctor had left for him to take, Mrs. May shook up his pillows, and
smoothed the bed, so that he might go to sleep again comfortably.
"Have I been asleep long?" asked Tom, in a feeble whisper.
"A few hours, dear," said his mother.
"I have had dreadful dreams," said Tom, drowsily. And as he spoke, his
eyes closed, and his mother placed him in a more restful position, that
he might sleep again.
When the doctor saw him, he said that, with care and patience, Tom
would recover now; but they would have to bear in mind that the illness
had been a severe one, and they must not expect him to get well and
strong very quickly.
As soon as he was able to talk, he told his mother how grieved he felt
that he had brought so much trouble upon her, for if he had only obeyed
his schoolmaster, and kept away from Sadler Street and Jack Bond, he
would never have been ill.
"My dear, Jack Bond is as sorry as you are for what he has done,"
said Mrs. Winn; and then she told Tom of the kind attentions of his
school-fellow.
"Poor old Jack! So he has had a bad time too," remarked Tom. "Will you
let him come and see me soon, mother?" he asked.
"When you get stronger, my boy," replied Mrs. Winn, with something like
a sigh, for as the days went on she found the doctor's words all too
true. At first Tom seemed to get on nicely, and each day he appeared a
little stronger, and then he seemed to come to a standstill.
When all danger of infection was over, he was moved into another room,
and it was hoped that this change would help him; but it made little
difference, for he still continued weak and languid, in spite of
everything that was done for him.
As soon as the house was thoroughly disinfected, and all fear of
infection was at an end, Mrs. Winn sent to her friends and customers,
telling them that Tom had recovered, and she would be glad of any work
they might have for her. But the days passed and not a single dress was
sent, and then she learned, to her dismay, that during her enforced
idleness, two others had set up in the business of dressmaking close
by, and one of these knew many of the people whom she had worked for.
As weeks went on, and so little work came in, that only half her time
was employed, she began to think that she had better move to another
part of the town.
Then a friend suggested that, as Tom was still so very delicate, it
would be better perhaps to move a little further away from London, and
go where the air was fresher and purer. In a country village, the rent
would be less, and they might even get a garden large enough to grow
their own vegetables.
"Oh, mother, I should soon get well if we had a garden like that," said
Tom, who overheard the talk.
"Yes, you always liked a garden, I know, my dear," said his mother;
"but there are other things to consider besides the garden,—my work to
be thought of."
"Well, now, I think there is an opening for a dressmaker in Fairfield,
Mrs. Winn, and you could not fail to get on if you went there," said
her friend. "Why, two years ago, when I went to my mother's funeral, I
could not get a dress made in the place for love or money; and a good
many gentry live round, who would be glad enough to have a dressmaker
at hand."
Elsie, seeing how ill her brother looked, and hearing him talk about
the delight of having a garden, also begged her mother—if they must
move—to go into the country, until at last Mrs. Winn arranged to go to
Fairfield, and see if there was a house to be had likely to suit her.
It was not an expensive railway journey, and Tom and Elsie were so
anxious to move into the country, that she thought she would at least
make the trial for their sakes.
Tom had not been able to return to school, but his friend Jack often
came to see him, and went with him for short walks; for Tom could not
walk far, and was often glad to take Jack's arm to help him home again.
Jack had grown wonderfully gentle and tender over Tom, and bore with
his impatience and fractiousness with as much patience as Elsie
herself. Jack had not returned to school, although the epidemic of
scarlet fever was over now; for his father, who was a carpenter, had
discovered that his son was beginning to learn the use of tools, from
the way he had built the rabbit hutch. And finding he had grown so much
more quiet and steady the last few months, he had decided to apprentice
him to his own trade as soon as he could. But he, too, thought of
moving, as there was a better opening for his trade in another town,
and so the two boys, as they walked, discussed the question of who
would move first.
"I hope you will, Tom," said his friend one day, "for I could help you,
and there are plenty to do our packing; but you would be of very little
use."
"Everybody seems to think I am useless now," said Tom, peevishly.
"No, no, Tom! It's only that you have not got your strength back yet;
and every time I see you, old fellow, I blame myself for persuading
you to come and help me with that rabbit hutch, my father says it's a
decent bit of work for two boys to turn out, but he little knows what
it cost."
"It's been pretty hard on my mother," said Tom with a sigh.
"Ah, it has that, and upon your sister too. I never see her but I think
what a couple of idiots we were to go against the master's orders as we
did."
"But you couldn't help going to Sadler Street," said Tom, quickly.
"No, but I might have known better than persuade you that Potter had
a grudge against me and the street, as I was always driving into you.
It's a lesson I shall never forget, Tom—never as long as I live—and
I'll take care nobody ever fills my mind with such stuff as I crammed
you with; and don't you ever let anybody do it to you again. If you
had looked at the thing fairly and squarely all round, you might have
known that Potter wouldn't do such a thing; and I'm heartily sorry I
ever said he had a spite against me and Sadler Street, for that was the
beginning of all the trouble."
"Yes, I suppose so," said Tom with a yawn, for although they had not
walked far, he was too tired to talk, and was glad to lean his weight
on Jack's arm, and return home to lie on the sofa and rest. During
this resting, he had ample time to think over his folly. It was all
very well for Jack to say he was most to blame, but Tom recalled, with
bitterness, his broken promises to Elsie to turn over a new leaf, and
how he had deliberately tried to forget it, that he might join in
Jack's foolish fun.
Jack had a sister, it is true, but she was not like Elsie; and,
besides, Jack had a father, and there was little need for him, perhaps,
to stick to his lessons. But his neglect had well-nigh ruined his
mother he knew. Bitter reflections these were, but Tom had no others
just now.
CHAPTER VII.
CHANGES.
MRS. WINN was very well satisfied with all she saw at Fairfield. It was
early spring, and everything was looking its best. It seemed a cosy
little village. There were one or two shops, a tiny church, and village
schools. She had little time to see more than this, for, of course, as
the general appearance of the place pleased her, she went in search of
a house, and was directed at the general shop where to find a vacant
cottage that the man thought might suit her.
She found it was rather larger than most of those in the village, but
it was a regular country cottage. It had five rooms, and a large garden
at the back. There was a pretty little porch over the front door, and a
tiny flower garden separating it from the road.
It had not been occupied for some time, and the garden, back and front,
were weed-grown, and the house itself needed some repairs.
And after looking at it, she returned the key to the grocer, and then
learned that he owned the cottage, and was not merely the agent as
she supposed, and she found that he was willing to put the house into
thorough repair, when he learned that Mrs. Winn wanted it for herself.
The rent he asked was so much less than what she had ever paid before,
that she could only wonder that it had stood empty a month instead of
nearly a year.
The landlord agreed to have everything ready for them to come in by the
end of March, and promised to have the garden dug and got ready for Tom
to put in some vegetables.
So Mrs. Winn returned home with renewed hope, and a glowing account of
the pretty cottage she had taken; and described the garden with its
apple tree and currant bushes, until Tom and Elsie were almost wild
with delight at the anticipation of living in the country.
Fortunately for Mrs. Winn, houses were in demand just now in this
London suburb, and so the card bearing the announcement, "This house to
let—" had not been in the window many hours before someone called to
see the house. And in less than a week, the business was settled, and
she was free to make arrangements for moving.
To the children, the whole business was a pleasure and novelty. And
although Tom soon grew too tired to be of much service in the actual
work, Jack Bond came to do his share, and was so strong and willing
that nothing came amiss to him. He took up carpets and beat them; took
down curtains and blinds and pictures, and helped to pack them. In fact
he was so handy in getting the furniture ready for the railway men to
fetch, that Mrs. Winn was spared a good many small expenses she must
otherwise have incurred, and the whole business was a sort of indoor
picnic to the young folks, who had never before known the bustle and
excitement of a move.
Of course, to Mrs. Winn, who had spent a good many happy years in this
house, there was pain as well as pleasure in the removal, but there
was so much to done, and so little time to do it in, that there was no
leisure for fretting, even if she had had the disposition to indulge in
it.
To friends and neighbours, it seemed that the move was very sudden,
and they wondered why Mrs. Winn should be in such a hurry to get away
from the neighbourhood, for they thought she might have sent Tom to the
seaside to recruit his health, and waited a little longer for work to
come in. But the fact was, as one or two of her more intimate friends
guessed, she had spent nearly all the little stock of money she had
when her husband died, and if she had waited longer, she might not have
had the means to move at all.
Everybody felt sorry for the Winns, and their hasty move gave rise to
all sorts of surmises; and some even whispered that they might have got
into debt during Tom's long illness, and it was because she could not
pay her creditors that Mrs. Winn was going away.
Fortunately for her peace of mind, the widow knew nothing of these
surmises, and she and her family went away in blissful ignorance that
anyone supposed they had done a strange thing in going.
The cottage looked very charming the bright spring day when Tom and
Elsie first saw it. They went into raptures over the woodbine-covered
porch, and there never was such a garden and apple tree as the one
they possessed now. Then there was all the delight of unpacking and
arranging the furniture in the quaint old rooms, where they all agreed
it looked much nicer than in their old house.
For the first few days, they were so busy doing this that they failed
to notice that their own was almost the largest house in the village,
and Elsie was the first to remark that the cottages about them were
rather poor and small; and the women she saw standing about, when she
went through the village street, did not look as though they would want
much dressmaking done for them, and she ventured to say as much to her
mother one evening.
"Their frocks are like sacks, with a couple of holes for their arms,"
said Tom, in a disparaging tone. "There certainly is not much more
shape in them," laughed his mother.
"But I did not expect to find my customers among the village folk," she
added.
"But there don't seem to be any other people living here," said Tom,
who had explored the neighbourhood as far as the end of the village
street.
"Not close at hand, perhaps; but there are gentlemen's houses round the
neighbourhood, and that is where I shall find my customers I hope. When
we have got straight, and I am ready to begin, I shall have to go and
see some of these ladies, and ask them to give me some work."
Tom did not like this suggestion. "You did not have to go and beg for
work before," he said.
"No, my boy; I had friends all round me, and I just told them what I
thought of doing, and they asked me to do their work. That is all the
difference."
"It means that we haven't got any friends about here," said Elsie.
"Yes, that is it exactly; but we must make friends as fast as we can,
you know."
Mrs. Winn soon found, however, that this was not so easy, even with the
poorest of her neighbours. They were strangers—that was the only fault
that could be brought against them. But it was sufficient to make them
be regarded with suspicion, if not absolute dislike. For they could not
understand why anybody should want to come and live in their village,
unless it was to spy upon them, or take their work away from them in
some way, or lower the wages that the farmers paid them.
Mrs. Winn smiled when she saw how the village folk avoided having
anything to say to them; but Tom found it no smiling matter when the
street boys called after him, or hung over the fence and laughed at his
attempts to dig and rake over the garden.
Mrs. Winn found, too, that the village school was a long distance from
their cottage; and she feared, from what she heard, that it was a very
different school from the one Tom had been attending.
He was a fairly good scholar for his age, but she knew, if he was ever
to push his way in the world, he would need to be at a good school for
another year or two.
However, she comforted herself with the thought, that when she got
plenty of work, as the rent was so low, she would be able to send Tom
to some good private school; and in the meanwhile, he should go to the
village school, as soon as he had got the front garden in order.
She and Elsie had made the inside of the house neat and comfortable;
and her front parlour, which she decided she would keep to receive her
customers, was quite ready; and so she thought she would go and make
some calls, and leave her cards at the houses of some of the gentry
near at hand.
She had so far prevailed upon some of her neighbours, as to get one
of them to bring her some milk from the farm every morning, and she
contrived to meet this woman one day, and ask her the nearest way to
the Manor House, for that she had heard was one of the best houses in
the neighbourhood.
"The Manor House," repeated Betsy Gunn, staring at Mrs. Winn; "and what
may you be wanting at the Manor House?"
It was Mrs. Winn's turn to stare now, and she said rather stiffly,
"That is my business, I think, I only want you to tell me the best way
to get to it."
"Then I sha'n't tell you," said the woman defiantly. "The folks is all
saying you ain't come to Fairfield for no good; and now I know you
ain't."
"But what can you know about it, Betsy? I only want to go and see the
ladies there."
"And tell 'em all that you sees goin' on here!"
"But what is there to tell?" said the widow, with widely-opened eyes.
"You are all steady, hardworking people; and if you do gossip and
quarrel, sometimes, that is nothing to anyone but yourselves."
"And you want to go and tell old madam that we gossip and quarrel, and
so get our Christmas coals stopped! No! No! Betsy Gunn ain't goin' to
help no such doings as that."
Mrs. Winn wondered for a minute whether the woman had lost her wits,
but she saw plainly enough that she spoke in all earnestness. And she
wondered what she had better do to disarm the suspicion that seemed to
her so senseless, but was to these poor people real enough.
At last she decided that there was nothing like telling the truth,
painful as it was, to make her affairs known to all the village. So
she beckoned Betsy into the parlour, that she and Elsie had taken such
pains to make neat and nice.
"Sit down a minute," she said, "and I will tell you why I have come
here, and what I want to do. I am a widow, and my husband could leave
me very little money when he died; so I am obliged to work for my
children, or they would starve, and it is to get work I have come here."
"What work?" demanded Betsy.
"Dressmaking," said Mrs. Winn.
The woman's hard face relaxed a little. "Us don't do that,—the gentry
and their fine servants send that to London."
"That is just what I was told," said the widow, "but now I am going to
ask some of these ladies to send it to me, instead of sending it to
London; and I want you to tell me the best way to go to Madam Kennaway
lives there the Manor House. I understand, and if I can only see her, I
may be able to get some work."
The woman nodded. "She ain't bad, but old madam is the best. You ask to
see old madam."
"Very well; and you will tell me the way to go?"
Yes, Betsy was so far won over, that she was willing to do this now.
But Mrs. Winn was a little alarmed when she heard that the Manor House
was nearly five miles from Fairfield. Five miles seemed a moderate
distance to Betsy, but Mrs. Winn had not walked so far for many years,
and there was no railway or other conveyance that she could ride back.
Betsy told her which way to go, and Mrs. Winn set out on her walk
early the next morning, resolving to call at other suitable houses on
the way, but chiefly concerned to reach the Manor House and see Mrs.
Kennaway.
She was tired and spent when she at last reached the imposing looking
mansion. But the thought of her children made her overcome the
faintness that crept over her, and she rang the bell, half hoping the
servant would ask her inside the cool hall, to wait while he took her
card and message to his mistress.
But this splendid footman looked at her almost as suspiciously as Betsy
Gunn had done, and then told her to wait outside on the steps, if she
could not leave her card and call again.
"Call again!" Why, it would take her all day to get home again she
feared, tired as she was. So she stepped back to the top of the terrace
steps and waited—waited until she thought the man must surely have
forgotten her. And she was just going to ring the bell again, when the
door was thrown open and her card handed back to her.
"Madam does not see strangers," he said pompously.
And then the door was closed, and the visit to the Manor House, upon
which she had built so many hopes, was over. And she could only turn
and walk down the smooth white marble steps, wondering how far she
should be able to walk before she fell down utterly exhausted.
Presently she reached a shady knoll where she could sit down and rest;
and while she rested, she wondered what she was to do now, for the
reception she had received had never been expected.
That she might have some little difficulty at first, she had thought
quite possible; but that rich and poor alike should refuse to have
anything to do with her because she was a stranger, seemed almost too
absurd to be believed. And she pinched herself to make sure that she
was wide awake and not dreaming, as she sat there and recalled what had
happened.
Her friend had advised that she should go to the Manor House first, for
she knew Madam Kennaway, and spoke of her as being kind and considerate
in her treatment of servants, and therefore likely to be the same to
others whom she employed.
But it seemed as though there could be no consideration left for a mere
stranger, such as she was, in the place. And her thoughts grew very
bitter as she toiled along in the hot sun.
Still she would persevere; and she made up her mind to call at another
house she had been told of by Betsy, and which lay only a little way
out of her road homeward. This was not such a grand house as the other.
It was not much more than an enlarged and improved edition of her own
cottage; and the doctor for the district lived here.
She could not expect a doctor's wife to do for her what the great Madam
Kennaway might have done; but she resolved to call and see the lady,
unless she, too, would have nothing to say to a stranger.
A little maid-servant took her card and message, when she knocked at
the door. And then she was ushered into a plainly furnished room at the
side, to wait while the servant went in search of her mistress.
"I suppose you have heard that I have a large family of girls and boys,
who are always tearing their clothes," said the lady, when she came in.
She spoke very pleasantly; and then, noticing how pale and tired Mrs.
Winn looked, she asked if she would have a glass of milk and a piece
of cake. And, scarcely waiting for the widow to say yes, she rang the
bell, and told the maid who answered it, to bring the milk as quickly
as she could.
While she rested, and drank her milk, the lady explained that she did
not put out much of her dressmaking as a rule, but that as one of her
girls was going away for several months, she should be very glad of her
help just now. And, when she had recovered from her fatigue a little,
she should be glad if she could take her daughter's pattern, so as to
begin one of the dresses at once.
This chance of getting work seemed to put new life into Mrs. Winn, and
she was able to talk quite freely to Mrs. Perceval, and tell her how it
was she came to Fairfield.
The doctor's wife knew where she lived quite well—had seen the
furniture carried in while she was sitting in her husband's gig,
waiting while he visited a sick man a few doors further on.
"I asked some of the old goodies who was coming to live there, but
they could only tell me they were 'Lunnon people,' and seemed rather
aggrieved that London people should dare to come to their village."
Then Mrs. Winn told her of her encounter with Betsy Gunn, and the two
ladies laughed over the villagers' suspicion and ignorance.
Before she left, she had told Mrs. Perceval of Elsie's scholarship; for
she felt almost as proud of her resigning it, as she did of her gaining
it.
Mrs. Perceval was evidently very favourably impressed with the new
dressmaker. And when she went home, she carried a large parcel of work
with her, the sight of which cheered Tom, who was at the end of the
lane on the look-out for her.
Elsie had got the kettle boiling, ready to make a cup of tea for her
mother, at least an hour before she returned. In fact, the girl had
grown quite anxious over her mother's long absence, and wondered
whether there were robbers in the woods about here now, such as there
used to be years ago. For Betsy Gunn had told them a harrowing tale of
what took place at the other end of the village in her grandmother's
time. If it was not sufficient to frighten Elsie and Tom, it was enough
to make them very glad when their mother got back.
And so, when Tom came rushing in, calling, "Here's mother! Here's
mother!" Elsie, too, ran to the door to kiss and welcome her.
It was only a little thing, perhaps, but this warm, dutiful welcome
from her children cheered and comforted poor Mrs. Winn as nothing else
could have done just now. It is a pity when young people treat their
parents slightingly. They often have to toil by day, and think half
the night how things are to be made smooth and comfortable for their
children. In these matters, perhaps, the children can do nothing to
lighten the burden of life for them. But they could often cheer and
comfort them with little kindly, affectionate attentions, instead of
being rude and abrupt in their manners, as they too often are where
father and mother are concerned.
CHAPTER VIII.
JACK'S NEW HOME.
"I SAY, mother, what do you think?"
Jack Bond burst in at the back door of their new home one Saturday with
this exclamation, threw down his carpenter's basket of tools on the
floor, and his cap in the air, in joyful excitement over the news he
had to tell.
"What do you think, mother?" he repeated.
"Why, that I shall box your ears, big as you are, if you throw down
your tools on my new oil cloth. Take 'em away," called Mrs. Bond,
raising her voice above the hissing of the frying-pan, where she was
cooking steak and onions for the dinner.
Jack slowly picked up the tool-basket, and put it into the cupboard
under the stairs. "The kitchen do look nice," he said, as he stepped
back and surveyed it, as though he had never seen it before.
"I should think it did," said his mother, turning from her pan for a
moment to admire it again. "Quite as nice as anything them stuck-up
friends of yours, the Winns, have got; and I mean to have a best
parlour too," added Mrs. Bond.
"But Tom Winn and his mother and sister ain't stuck-up," said Jack,
still lost in admiration of the kitchen floor. "I don't think their
kitchen ever looked so spick and span nice as this does, but everything
about 'em was somehow different from us and our things," he added, but
still looking with admiration at the new floor-cloth.
Her son's appreciation of her smart kitchen pleased Mrs. Bond, and she
turned from her steaming, hissing, frying-pan to join in his admiration
of her handy-work.
A change had come over the fortunes of the Bonds. Just before they left
Sadler Street, a small legacy had been left them, and Jack's talk about
Tom and Mrs. Winn, had given Mrs. Bond the notion that, when she got
to her new home, she would turn over a new leaf, and have it neat and
tidy—more like the home her son admired so much—for she was very fond
of Jack, and felt half jealous of the Winns because he was so often
talking about them.
So Jack's admiration, and his admission that her kitchen was now
smarter than the Winns', was a gratification to her, and she was ready
to hear what he had to say when he once more began.
"I haven't told you the news yet, mother."
"No; what is it, my boy?" said Mrs. Bond in a pleasant tone.
"Why, I've just found out that we ain't more than ten miles from
Fairfield, the place where the Winns have gone to live."
"Ten miles is a long way, Jack," said his mother.
"Oh, but I thought it was nigh upon a hundred, and that I should never
be able to see poor old Tom again. I say, mother, you would like little
Tom Winn," he added.
Mrs. Bond sniffed. "They're a stuck-up lot," she said shortly.
"Who are a stuck-up lot?" asked Jack's younger sister, who came into
the kitchen in time to hear these words.
"Why, Jack's fine friends, the Winns," said her mother.
"Well, you see they've got something to be stuck-up about. Look at
Elsie's scholarship. Why, all the school was proud of Elsie Winn," said
Annie Bond, in a tone of admiration. "I tell you, mother, now we have
moved away from Sadler Street, and I'm going to a new school, I mean to
try and be like Elsie, for all the girls liked her, and the teachers
too."
Jack clapped his hands. "That's it, Annie; you try and be like Elsie,
and I must try to go to see Tom; for if ever I get a chance to help
him, I must, for the mischief I did for him."
"What could you do for people like the Winns?" said his sister. She had
heard Elsie talked about, and admired at a distance, but the thought
of emulating her, and giving more attention to her lessons, and the
neatness of her appearance, had not entered her head until she heard
her mother say she should try and make their new home as nice as the
Winns'. And then the idea had occurred to Annie, that she might copy
Elsie's example, now that she had got away from Sadler Street and her
rude, rough companions.
When dinner was served, and they were all seated round the table, there
were still scraps of talk about the Winns; but until he had satisfied
his appetite, Mr. Bond, Jack's father, spoke no word beyond asking for
more potatoes. But although he did not talk, he was listening, and at
last he said, "I wish you had stuck to your lessons a bit closer, Jack;
it would ha' been a deal better for yourself, and you wouldn't have led
this little chap into mischief."
"That's true enough, dad; and if ever I get the chance to pick up what
I lost last year in book learning, why, I'll do it," said Jack.
"Ah! If you get the chance. But will you get it now your school days
are over? Boys are fools. I was, I know, and you haven't been much
better, Jack, though you had better chances of getting a bit of good
schooling than I had."
"Yes, I suppose I did; and I wish now I'd stuck to figures a bit more
when I had the chance!" said Jack, with something like a sigh.
"Ah, you're beginning to find out already that a carpenter wants to
have figures at his finger ends, if ever he is to be more than a
drudge at his trade. That is where the shoe pinches for most of us,
lad. We don't think of it when we are at school, and got the chance of
learning, but when we leave and find out what we have lost, it is too
late to pick up the wasted time. Look at me, now! I've got this bit of
money your uncle left me, and if I was only a bit more of a scholard,
why, I could take a building job for myself, and make it double itself
in a year, but I can't figure it out for myself, and so—"
"Dad, I'll go to the evening school as soon as ever it opens," said
Jack. "It ain't too late for me to learn; and I'll stick to the
figures, that we may both have a better chance."
"Ah! If you only would," said his father. "Why, we might soon have a
board out, 'Bond & Son, Carpenters and Builders.'"
And then Jack Bond burst into a hearty fit of laughing at the mere
thought of such glory. Jack's face flushed with pride and pleasure at
the thought of being their own masters by-and-bye, while mother and
sister looked from one to the other, and wished they could help in the
grand scheme.
"I wish Tom Winn lived close by us now; he'd help me pick up a bit, I
know," said Jack, at last.
"Ah, he was a nice little chap; quick and handy, too," said Jack's
father, who remembered him helping to build the rabbit hutch.
"I've found out to-day, dad, that Fairfield ain't so far off," said
Jack, a little eagerly.
"Not so far! Why, it's close on twenty miles by the railway."
"Yes, because the line goes such a round-about way; but by road it
ain't more than ten or eleven miles."
"Ten or eleven miles are more than a good walk, my lad."
"Yes, I know; but I'm learning to ride a bicycle," said Jack.
"What!" exclaimed father and mother in a breath.
"It's true enough," said Jack, laughing. "My foreman comes to work on a
jigger, and he let me try it to-day, for he said I might find it handy."
"Well," said his father, "what then?"
"Why, I think he might lend it to me now and then to go and see Tom
Winn, and I might get a hint or two from him how to begin the figuring
out things."
"So you might, so you might; so you might, lad. Why, you might even buy
it, perhaps, if it wasn't too dear, and you didn't mind sticking to a
bit of work after hours, by way of overtime."
"Only give me the chance! See if I wouldn't stick to it," said Jack,
eagerly.
"All right, we'll see, we'll see," said Bond, rubbing his hands, with
a smile on his face. But beyond this, Jack could not get him to say a
word just then, though it was evident that his father had some plan in
view, or he would not have said so much.
Work was over for the day by dinner time on Saturday, and Jack went to
wash himself and change his clothes after dinner, for he had promised
to take his sister for a long walk to see some famous woods about a
mile beyond the town. And as soon as the brother and sister were fairly
started on their walk, the conversation, of course, turned upon what
had been said at dinner time.
"Do you know what dad means, Annie?" asked Jack, eagerly.
"No, I don't; but I heard him say something last night to mother about
having the first offer. I say, it would be fine if we could have a
board like father says," she added.
"Aye! 'Bond & Son, Builders.' But we've got to earn the right to put
it up first, Annie. The board won't do us any good, if we can't do the
building, you see," he said, thoughtfully.
"Why, of course not! only I should like to tell you that I will help if
I can. I can't get a scholarship like Elsie Winn did, but if I can help
you and dad to get that board put up, you'll see if I won't do it."
"Bravo, Annie! But what do you think you could do? You're only a girl,"
said her brother, in rather a disparaging tone.
"Only a girl!" said Annie, with a little toss of the head. "If I am
only a girl, I can do sums better than you can, and my new governess at
this new school says I am very quick at arithmetic. There is a girl,
too, in my class, who is learning arithmetic on purpose to keep her
father's books when she leaves school, and so I don't see why I should
not do the same."
The idea of a girl learning to keep accounts was altogether a new one
to Jack, and he did not see at first how it was to be done, if she did
not understand the use of plane, and saw, and hammer, and chisel, as
well. But he was willing to admit that it was worth trying; and if she
could only succeed in helping her father and himself, why, it would be
quite as useful to them as if she had won a scholarship like Elsie Winn.
The talk with his sister strengthened Jack's resolution to join an
evening class in the autumn, and do what he could to make up for the
time he had wasted at school. And, perhaps, between them they might
help his father sufficiently to enable him to make a beginning, and
take small jobs for himself. For now the idea had been suggested to
them, the brother and sister were both eager to do what they could to
realise their father's ambition in this way.
"I'm pretty sure there is an evening school where I go, Jack," said his
sister, after they had walked a little way in silence. "Of course it is
only for the winter, not for the summer," she added.
"The winter is quite enough for me," said Jack, with a wry face at the
prospect of going to school again, and adding up long rows of figures
once more.
"But you will go, won't you?" said Annie, who saw the look.
"Oh, yes, I'll go for dad's sake; I must, I suppose, if we are ever to
have that board out he was talking about at dinner time."
"It won't be a bit like Sadler Street then, will it, Jack?"
"It ain't like Sadler Street now, with our tidy kitchen; and perhaps I
shall have a bicycle soon. I wonder what father meant when he said I
might be able to buy it?"
Annie shook her head. She was not much interested in bicycles, and
wondered what Jack could want one for, and said so.
"Oh, it's nice to have a bicycle, if it is a bit old-fashioned. I could
go to Fairfield and see Tom Winn if I only had a bicycle."
"I thought Tom Winn was in it," said Annie, a little tartly.
"And why shouldn't he be? I tell you what, if we ever do get that board
outside, it will be all Tom's doing. See what a fellow I was till I got
pulled up short, and learned to know the Winns. I tell you what, Annie,
poor Tom's illness did me a world of good. For it made me think, and a
fellow ain't much use in the world till he does learn to think a bit.
And so I feel as though I owe them a debt that I've got to pay somehow,
for Tom being ill like that was awful hard on his mother; and it was
more my fault than his that he caught the fever. So if ever I get the
chance of doing any of 'em a good turn, I'll do it, you bet."
"But what can you do?" asked his sister.
"How can I tell? I shall try and get that bicycle, if Jackson will sell
it, and go and see them sometimes, and then, perhaps, I may find out.
There is no telling what may come in a fellow's way; and when he begins
to think a bit, why, he may be able to put this and that together,
and see how he can help a friend. Tom now wants to be a gardener, and
where I'm at work, they teach chaps to be first-rate gardeners—real
tip-toppers; that would be good enough for Tom Winn.
"Well, I mean to keep my eyes and ears open about how the fellows get
in there. I know some of them have to pay a pile of money for the
chance. Tom couldn't do that now his father's dead, but there might be
some other way of getting in, you know; and if I could only find out,
and get that bicycle to go and see Tom, why—"
"If ifs and ands were pots and pans," laughed Annie, "Jack Bond would
soon have a bicycle."
Jack made a dash as though he would pull her hair, and then the brother
and sister turned into the woods, and went hunting for wild flowers,
and the talk about bicycles and Tom Winn was forgotten for a little
while.
CHAPTER IX.
JACK'S BICYCLE.
"WELL, boy, I've got the job," and Jack's father grinned and rubbed his
hands with supreme satisfaction, as he looked first at Jack and then at
his wife across the supper table that Saturday night.
Jack was eating his bread and cheese in a sleepy fashion, for the long
walk and ramble in the woods had tired him, and he and Annie had only
just got back; but he was alert enough when he heard his father's news.
"What job is it, dad?" he asked, eagerly.
"Oh, not a big contract; I couldn't manage that without I know a bit
more of figures, and so you must get on to them, my boy, for me. I
could tot up a little job like this—for it's just putting a shop front
into a private house—and it's a job you can help me at when you have
done at your own place. For the man wants it done quickly now he has
made up his mind about it, and I may get another when this is finished,
if it suits him. I must be up with the lark on Monday morning, and get
that workshop ready."
And then there was another rubbing of the hands, and Bond would not
have been sorry if his wife had suggested that he should commence
clearing it that very night.
But Mrs. Bond hardly knew what to think of this new departure. So long
as they lived in Sadler Street, she had been content to live like her
neighbours, in a dirty, untidy, thriftless fashion. And it was only
because Jack was always talking about the Winns and their nice house,
that she decided that she would have something like it when she moved
away from the old neighbourhood.
She had made a beginning with the kitchen, and felt very proud of what
she had done; but why her husband and Jack should also want to turn
over a new leaf us well as herself, she could not quite understand.
Though she strongly suspected that it was because there was an old
disused workshop at the bottom of the garden, and a gateway at the side
of the house leading to it, that had put the idea into their heads. And
she did not half like the notion of risking their little bit of money
in taking work, instead of keeping it in the bank, and adding to it
when he had the chance from his weekly wages.
[Illustration: Jack's father rubbed his hands with supreme
satisfaction.]
But she knew her husband too well to dispute with him over this, and
so she sat and listened while the three talked. For Annie's arithmetic
was brought into requisition in working out quantities, and it was
nearly twelve o'clock before they went to bed. And then Jack dreamed
of figures, and timber, and nails, and paint, and varnish, in such a
confused jumble, that he woke up the next morning wishing more than
ever that he had stuck to his lessons when he was at school, instead of
wasting his time, as he often had done, and turning every bit of school
work into a source of fun for the others to laugh at.
The other boys had thought it clever at the time, and so did he, but
he knew now that if he had had more sense, he would have known better
than to waste his time in such folly. For he could do nothing without
Annie's help to make sure that the simplest sum was right; and upon
the accuracy of working these out correctly, would depend whether his
father lost money, or made a profit, upon the work he undertook. But
out of this grew the steady resolution that, however distasteful it
might be for a big fellow like him to go to school again, after he had
begun working at a trade, he would go, and give all his attention to
the intricacies of arithmetic, until he had mastered it.
He would have begun working at simple sums at once, if he could, but
he was to begin helping his father with the carpentering on Monday as
soon as he got home. And so his only chance to do this was in the odd
minutes he might snatch during the dinner hour; and he resolved to keep
a pencil and paper in his pocket, that he might do this whenever he had
the chance.
As soon as day dawned, his father was up and clearing out the old shed,
repairing the broken window, and making it ready to begin work as soon
as the wood should be brought in for him to begin upon.
Jack came home at tea time with shining eyes and glowing cheeks.
"I say, dad, Jackson, my foreman, wants to sell his bicycle. It's a
good strong one, will wear for years he says."
"Then what does he want to sell it for?" asked Bond.
"Because it's a bit old-fashioned, and he's been saving up to buy a new
one; and if he can sell this soon, so as to get another, he will let it
go cheap."
"What does he call cheap? Because I happen to have a pound or two in
the bank I can't afford to waste it. And if—"
"But I don't want you to give me the money, dad!" interrupted Jack. "He
says if I can pay him ten shillings in a fortnight, and five shillings
a week afterwards until it is paid, and you will agree to see it is
paid, he can order his new machine at once, and I can have his old one
when I pay the ten shillings."
"Well, that sounds fair enough, my boy. But I tell you what, I should
like to see the machine myself, and get somebody else to look at it who
understands such things. You tell him what I say, lad, and hear what he
thinks to it. Now, make haste over your tea, for that bicycle has got
to be earned yet, you know, and I have got a bit of work ready for you."
So as soon as tea was over, Jack went to his new work in the old shed.
And although it was not very pleasant to begin again when he had
already done a fair day's work, still, he set to it with a will.
Fortunately for the two workmen, Mrs. Bond was determined to have a
share in the new departure. And, knowing that a man cannot do extra
work without extra food, instead of going out to have a gossip with a
neighbour, she and Annie busied themselves with cooking a tasty little
supper from the bones of the previous day's joint, a few scraps of
meat, and some fresh vegetables, and a little pearl barley. So when
Jack and his father came in about nine o'clock, expecting to see the
customary bread and cheese set out upon the table, they found Annie
toasting some bread, and Mrs. Bond turning out a dish of delicious stew.
Her husband looked rather alarmed at first. "I don't say I don't
like it, Mary," he said, rather solemnly, "but hot suppers is an
extravagance I can't abide."
"It won't cost above a penny more than the bread and cheese, except the
extra trouble, and that's mine and Annie's share towards the new board
that you want outside."
Jack had thought he was too tired to eat any supper until he smelt
the savoury stew. And probably if there had only been the bread and
cheese, he would have gone straight to bed without eating anything, and
been less able so do his work the next day. But this light, savoury
supper tempted him to eat, and when he went to bed, he slept soundly
all night, and was ready to get up in the morning and go to work as
usual, which could scarcely have been the case if his mother and sister
had not taken their share, by providing a savoury hot supper that was
nourishing and digestible.
"I feel as fresh as a daisy, dad. Overtime work don't hurt me," said
Jack, when his father asked if he felt tired.
"That's all right, my boy. You worked well last night, and I expect
mother's supper helped you along. I've been getting on to-day, but I
want you to help me a bit each evening this week."
"Why, of course you do. How am I to get my bike if I don't do a bit of
overtime work?" asked Jack.
"Ah, about that bicycle. Did you tell your foreman what I said?"
"Yes, and he is going to bring the machine with him to-morrow, and then
I can bring it home for you to see, and ask some other opinion about
it."
"Well, that looks straightforward, lad. If the thing is all right, you
shall have it, on the understanding that you go to the evening class
next winter, and work away at the figures, and do what you can to help
me with the job I have got, and perhaps another after it."
But Jack shook his head to this proposal. "No, dad, I'll promise about
the evening class for the winter, I've made up my mind about that, and
I'll stick to it, though you will have to trust me for it. But I'll
just take the money I can earn fair and square, and when I've earned
half, I'll have the jigger if it's all right. That's the bargain I've
made with Jackson to-day, for I'd rather earn it before I get it. He's
going to lend it to me sometimes on a Saturday to ride out a little
way, and find out about the road to Fairfield. For as soon as ever I
can, I want to go and see how Tom Winn is getting on, and—"
"And tell him about the board we are going to have outside,"
interrupted Annie.
"No, no, we'll wait a bit, and see how we get on first," said Bond, a
little anxiously.
"All right, dad, I won't say a word about the board till we find out
whether we can put it up, and keep it up," said Jack.
"That's it, my lad; I don't want to make a fool of myself to anybody,
and especially to them friends of yours that you think so much of."
"I don't see why you should think them such grand folks. Mrs. Winn was
only a dressmaker, I've heard," said Mrs. Bond, a little tartly, for
somehow she always did feel a little jealous of her son thinking so
much of these strangers.
"You don't know Mrs. Winn, mother, or you would say what everybody else
does, that she is every inch a lady."
"What is a lady, Jack?" asked his sister.
Jack scratched his head, for the question was a hard one for him to
answer, but at last he said, "Well, I suppose it is to be kind, and say
civil things, and always look nice, and have a clean, tidy room."
Jack's father laughed until the tears came into his eyes, and in the
midst of it, Jack took up his cap and went back to work. And after he
had gone, his father said, "The boy ain't so far wrong neither, for
there's many a fine madam with plenty of money, who ain't no lady, and
there's many a working lass who would put the fine madam to shame; and
so I think our Jack has hit the right nail on the head after all."
Jack brought the big bicycle home in great triumph the next day, and
was not a little proud when his mother and sister came to the street
door to see him ride it up and down the street.
His father said it looked all right, and seemed to go straight enough,
but still he meant to have the opinion of someone who understood the
things. And they would push on with the work for an hour, and then
knock off a little earlier, so as to take the machine, and have a
skilled opinion about it.
Jack was very anxious about this, for he knew some one else had offered
to buy the machine; and so if his father was not satisfied with it, the
foreman would probably sell it the next day, and all chance of being
able to ride over and see Tom Winn sometimes on a Saturday would vanish.
So when after an hour's steady sawing and planing, his father
straightened his back, and said, "Now, Jack, we will knock off for
to-night, and go and see the bicycle doctor."
Jack was not long throwing off his apron and making himself tidy, ready
to go and see the man who seemed to hold his summer happiness in his
hands.
To his intense relief, after some close examination, the man pronounced
the machine a very good one.
"It's old-fashioned, of course, but it has not been much worn. How much
is the owner asking for it; five pounds?"
"No, two," said Jack, quickly.
"Then it's a bargain," said the man; "and as you have good long legs of
your own, it will do as well for you as a more fashionable one. Where
do you think of riding it?" he asked.
"To Fairfield, as soon as I can ride well enough," said Jack.
"To Fairfield! Well, that's too long a spin for you just at first. Ride
it for a month, my lad, before you attempt that journey."
Jack looked disappointed, for he had made up his mind to set out to see
Tom the very day the bicycle became his own. But as he walked home with
his father, he promised to take the man's advice, and not attempt such
a long ride until he had perfect mastery of the machine, which he could
not expect to get until he had ridden it a few times.
But he had the satisfaction of asking the owner to call and see his
father on his way home from work the next day. And a fortnight later,
he had paid the deposit agreed upon, and took the bicycle home, and put
it where he could look at it, as he worked beside his father in their
own workshop.
Bond's first job was finished, and gave so much satisfaction, that he
soon got another from the same man, and it seemed likely that Jack's
services would be required every evening for the rest of the summer.
But his father promised that he should go to Fairfield on an early
Saturday afternoon; and in the meanwhile Jack was hunting up some
information, that he hoped would prove most welcome news to Tom when
he did go. It required a little patience and perseverance to make sure
that what he had heard was correct; but when he was sure of his facts,
he decided that he must go to Fairfield the next Saturday, even if he
had to go by train, for the news was too important to be delayed a day
longer than was necessary. And when his father knew what it was, and
why he was so anxious to see his old friend at once, he would not say
a word against him going the very next Saturday afternoon, if it was
fine. And if it should prove to be wet, then he had better go by train,
although it would be rather an expensive journey, he feared.
But the eagerly anticipated Saturday proved to be almost a perfect
summer day, and Jack set off soon after dinner, as proud as a prince,
on his bicycle, wondering what Tom and Elsie would say when they heard
the news he was taking to them.
CHAPTER X.
THE NEW SCHOOL.
AS soon as Tom had done a little gardening, and seemed strong enough to
return to school, Mrs. Winn called to see the schoolmaster about Tom
entering the village school. The master himself was not at home, but
she saw his wife, and the two had a long talk, during which she learned
that they had only one child, a daughter, about Elsie's age, who was
afflicted with what seemed like a spinal complaint, but about which the
doctors could not agree, except upon one point, and that was that she
must lie upon her back for a year or two.
"She frets about it terribly, poor girl," said her mother, with a sigh;
"and I sometimes wish we had never come here, though we did it for
Mary's sake, and my husband gave up a much better school than this for
the sake of being in the country."
"I came here chiefly on my son's account," remarked Mrs. Winn; and then
she told her neighbour about Tom's long illness. "I have a daughter,
too, about the age of yours, and it would do both girls good, perhaps,
if they could meet sometimes; though Elsie is rather shy of strangers,
I find."
"My Mary will not see anyone if she can help it, I am sorry to say. I
often wish we had a resident clergyman here now; it would be better for
the people and everybody about; but as it is, there is no society for
her—no one to come in and see her, and—"
"But surely there is a clergyman here; the church is open every
Sunday," said Mrs. Winn.
"Oh, yes, one of Mr. Topham's curates comes over from Somerville every
Sunday for service, and sometimes during the week, to look in at the
school. But Mr. Topham is a bachelor, so that it is very different from
having a rector or vicar with a wife and family living in the village.
And it falls hard on my poor Mollie, who used to have a good deal of
attention from our former vicar's family."
"Ah! And I shall feel the difference, too," said Mrs. Winn, "for
without asking about it, I made sure the vicar's wife would help me.
You see, I am a dressmaker, and hoped to find customers among the
gentry round."
Mrs. Murray shook her head. "I am afraid there is not much dressmaking
to be had in this neighbourhood," she said.
"Oh, but I have several dresses to make now from the doctor's wife,"
interrupted the widow, for she did not want to hear discouraging news
as to her future prospects. Tom was so much better, and the house was
so nice and comfortable, that she did not wish to think she could have
made a mistake in coming here.
"The doctor is very nice, and so is his wife. I really think Mary would
be worse than she is, if it was not for them; for Mrs. Perceval comes
to see her sometimes, and being the doctor's wife, and such a perfect
lady as she is, Mary cannot refuse to see her."
Mrs. Winn hinted that Elsie might perhaps call and sit half an hour
with the invalid, although she had very little time to spare for
visiting, as she had the cooking and the children to look after.
But Mrs. Murray shook her head at the proposal. "My poor Mollie is too
sensitive to see strangers," she said, with another sigh; "she is like
a sweet fading flower," she added.
"But don't you think that is all the more reason why she should have a
little cheerful society," said Mrs. Winn.
"She could not bear it," said Mrs. Murray, and then she turned the
conversation back to its original theme, and spoke of the school, and
her husband's work among the boys, and how rough and backward many of
them were.
It was not encouraging to Mrs. Winn to hear such an account of the
school, for she was afraid Tom would not benefit much by attending it;
and the worst of it was, there seemed to be no other within reach.
Of course, Mrs. Murray said her husband was an excellent teacher, and
Tom would be sure to do very well. But Mrs. Winn was by no means so
sure of it, for he was just the age when he needed to be at a good
school, and which his own folly had rendered impossible.
She went home rather dispirited, but she did not say a word to Tom or
Elsie about this. And it was arranged that Tom should go to school the
following Monday morning.
The boy was not sorry to hear that he was to go back to school, for he
had been away from books and lessons for some months now; and fond as
he undoubtedly was of gardening, he had had enough of it to satisfy him
for the present, and he was well content to hear that he was to go back
to his books again.
So the following Monday morning Tom went to school, fully expecting to
see a similar assemblage of boys as he had been accustomed to.
But he stopped short at the door of the schoolroom, and looked round,
thinking he must surely have made a mistake; for, to his amazement,
there were as many girls as boys seated at the desks, and all were
talking together in a fashion that astonished him.
But the sight of the new-comer, standing on the mat, hushed half the
voices in the room, and this sudden hush attracting the notice of one
of the teachers, he stepped forward and asked Tom what he wanted.
"I have come to school," said Tom, looking round for a class that he
thought he might enter.
The young teacher looked puzzled, and sent him to the head-master; and
presently Tom was directed to join a class at the further end of the
room, as lessons were about to begin.
Tom went to his place, feeling a little shy of his new school-fellows,
for they all seemed to stare at him so much. His jacket, his stockings,
and even his boots seemed to undergo a critical examination by the
class, and this culminated in a roar of laughter when Tom gave his name
to his new teacher.
"What is there to laugh at?" the young man asked calmly, while Tom grew
furiously angry, for he could hear half a dozen voices repeating his
name, and mimicking the tone in which he spoke. Whispers about the "new
chap" were passed from one to the other as Tom went to his seat.
And when it came to his turn to read, there was a fresh burst of
laughter before he had uttered half a dozen words. But Tom read the
sentence unmoved, and then he said, "Please, sir, I can read a harder
book than this," hoping he might be moved into another class.
"Harder book than this!" muttered two or three. "Hear to him, Charley,"
said one, in a loud whisper; "new chap wants harder book that we may
all get the cane, 'cos we can't read un. I'll tell my brother Bill to
wollop un when us gets out."
Tom did not hear this, but his fluent reading was evidently an offence
to some of his class-mates. For while they spelled and stumbled through
the words, Tom read them out in a half whisper. And when it came to his
turn in the reading lesson again, he read his piece in great triumph.
When the lesson came to an end, he said, "Please, sir, hadn't I better
go into another class; I was in the Sixth Standard at my other school,
and—"
"There, go back to your place, my boy," said the teacher, "and I'll
speak to Mr. Murray after school."
But before school was over, Tom learned to his dismay that this was the
highest class. And he heard the teacher say that, work as hard as they
might, they would never get above half a dozen boys fit for the Sixth
Standard.
Tom went home greatly disgusted. He rushed in to where his mother sat
sewing, hot and angry.
"I'm not going to that miserable old school again," he said. "Why, it
isn't a bit like Mr. Potter's."
"It's the best there is here, my boy; and we shall have to put up with
it," said his mother, looking up from her work.
"Tom, I do think you might wipe your feet when you come in," said
Elsie, at this point. "Just look what a muddy mess you have made all
through the passage."
"The roads are so dirty," complained Tom in turn. "I did try to find a
clean place, but it rained all day yesterday, and the mud is an inch
thick. Nobody comes to sweep it away, or make the road passable," he
added.
"Well, you might have rubbed your boots on the mat. For if any ladies
should come to see mother about her work, what would they think to see
such a passage?"
Mrs. Winn sighed, but only sewed the faster, for she was beginning to
fear that she had made a mistake in coming here, for more reasons than
one; and that Elsie would have no chance of feeling hurt that customers
had seen a dirty passage when they called.
When Tom had rubbed his boots on the doormat, he went back to his
mother. "I really can't go to that beastly old school," he began again;
"why, they're half girls, mother."
"Well, it would not hurt you to learn your lessons among girls," said
Mrs. Winn. "Elsie is a better scholar than you are, and she is a girl."
Tom winced as he thought of his neglected opportunities at the Board
School. "It isn't that they are only girls," he went on, "but they
don't seem to have a Seventh Standard class at all, and I don't believe
they have got a Sixth. The teacher said the examination was just over,
and the biggest boys had left; but I expect they were all big dunces,
for the rest are that are left behind; and I am sure I shall never
learn anything there."
"But why not? You must try to learn, Tom, and make the most of the time
you are there, for there is no telling how long you may be able to stay
at school," said Mrs. Winn.
"Try? I'd like to know what's the good of trying to learn in such a row
as they make at that place," grumbled Tom.
His mother smiled. "You used to complain that your other master was so
particular that you couldn't wink without the teacher hearing."
"Yes. I thought of that to-day when I was trying to do a sum. Why,
it was as easy as pie—the sum I mean; but the buzz, buzz, chatter,
chatter, that went on all round, sent my wits woolgathering, and I
actually took it up wrong; though a Fourth Standard boy would have got
it right in the other school."
"You are hard to please, my boy, I am afraid," said his mother. "At
the other school you were always complaining that they were so strict
during class time that you could not speak a word, and now this school—"
"Mother, did you see it when you went to speak to the master?"
interrupted Tom.
"No, my boy. A half-holiday had been given that day, and so I went to
Mr. Murray's house."
"Well, the next time you go out, just go round that way, and stand by
the window for five minutes, and you'll know then that it's no good
trying to learn in such a Bedlam as that is."
"It is a noisy school, mother," said Elsie, who had come to say that
dinner was ready.
"Perhaps it is; but Tom used to grumble before that the other school
was so quiet," said Mrs. Winn.
"That was because I did not know what a noisy one was like. I didn't
know when I was well off, Elsie," he added.
"I wonder whether they have scholarships here," said his sister, who
had not given up the hope that her brother might yet distinguish
himself in this way.
Toni shook his head. "No chance of that now," he said; "for nobody
could ever get a scholarship in this school, if there were fifty to be
had for the trying."
"Tom, I don't like to hear you talk like that," said his mother; "as
though you had made up your mind to give up at once, without trying to
overcome the difficulties that are in the way of your getting a good
education now. Why, what is to become of you, if—"
"I can read better than any boy in the school," said Tom, proudly.
"Perhaps you can, you were always fond of reading. But, according to
your own account, you could not do the sum that was set you; and yet
you ask me to let you leave school, because of the difficulties that
are in the way of your learning. I should be a foolish mother if I gave
way to you, my boy."
"But I don't want to be a clerk, and stick at a desk all day," muttered
Tom. "Old Mother Gunn says I shall make a first-rate gardener; and
she'll tell me lots of things her father told her about grafting, and
budding, and other things."
"It's very kind of Betsy Gunn, and I am very much obliged to her for
helping you as she does. But you must consider this, Tom, that the sort
of gardening that would do when her father and grandfather were young,
would not do now. If you are to be a gardener, I should like you to be
a good one, and learn it, if possible, at one of the agricultural or
horticultural colleges; though how it is to be managed, now you have
thrown over the chance of getting a scholarship like Elsie's, I don't
know."
Tom opened his eyes in blank amazement. "I never thought a scholarship
would help me to be a gardener," he said. "Oh, mother, why didn't you
tell me this when I had my chance of getting one," and the tears rose
to Tom's eyes, though he brushed them away, for fear his mother or
Elsie should see them.
"I did not know you so greatly wished to be a gardener until we came
here, and I thought it was enough to tell you that father and I would
be glad if you could get a scholarship, when it was first talked about.
That if you knew it was your duty to try for this, you would do it
without much regard to what would follow. That is where you made the
mistake, Tom—you did not do your duty for duty's sake; and now you
learn, when it is too late, that if you had taken this course, it would
have been the means of gratifying your heart's desire."
"Oh, mother, I never knew I was losing such a chance," said Tom,
bitterly.
"Poor Tom, I am sorry," said Elsie; "I wish you could have had my
scholarship, and then you would not have had to go to this nasty, noisy
school."
"It's of no use crying over spilt milk, Elsie," said her mother. "What
Tom has to do now is to take care that he does not repeat the mistake
he made before, and neglect the duty that lies plainly before him."
"What do you mean, mother?" asked Elsie, who was inclined to think her
mother rather hard on Tom in wishing him to go to this noisy school,
where he said he could not do any good.
"Why, Tom's duty now is to make the best he can of his present
opportunities, as it is impossible to recall the past."
"But what are his opportunities? He don't seem to have any now," said
Elsie, who was always ready to take up the cudgels on Tom's behalf,
although his neglect of duty had cost them all so dearly.
"Got no opportunities!" repeated Mrs. Winn. "Why, there is this
school we are talking about. It may not be so good as the one we left
behind us, but still it will be of service to him, if he will only
set his mind to learn all they can teach, and patiently overcome the
difficulties that are in the way.
"He must make the best of a bad job, as we are all trying to do, for
to sit down with his hands before him, or to spend all his time in
the garden, would just be wasting it. And by-and-bye, he might have
as great cause to regret doing that as he now has for the losing the
chance of getting a scholarship, that would help him so much to the
attainment of his heart's desire."
"But there is no chance of getting a scholarship now," complained Tom.
He was very angry with himself for his past folly, and disposed to be
angry with other people.
"I am afraid that opportunity has gone for ever, my boy; but I want
you to see that you may be repeating the mistake that cost you this,
if you do not take the present opportunity of learning all you can at
this village school. Although it may not be so good as the other, or
afford you the same opportunities as you had before, do it because it
is your duty, if you cannot like it. And in trying to do this, things
will grow easier as time goes on. You will get used to the noise in the
schoolroom and the ways of the boys."
"Ah! And get like them, too," said Tom, sourly.
"I hope not, my boy," said his mother, quickly. "Jack Bond told me one
day you had taught him to behave himself properly, and so I do not see
why you should sink to the level of these rude, rough boys!"
"Poor old Jack! I liked him," said Tom. "I wonder what he is doing
now—whether they have got to their new home, and how they like it."
The mention of his old school-fellow had turned Tom's thoughts into a
pleasant channel, and he said, "Wouldn't you like to see Jack again,
Elsie?"
"Yes, I shouldn't mind," said Elsie, "for he wasn't so bad when you
came to know him, and he was very kind to you."
"Jack was a brick," said Tom, admiringly.
"Yes, but he led you into all the mischief that caused our trouble,"
said his mother, "and so for his sake, as well as for your own, you
ought not to let it go further than you can help, but make the best of
this school, hard as it may be."
It was not very palatable advice to give the boy just now, and he could
not make up his mind to follow it all at once. But he determined to go
to school in the afternoon without further grumbling, though whether
he would try to make the best of things when he got there was another
matter. If it was only like his old school, he would give all his mind
to his lessons, he thought, but the chance of going to a school like
that was over for ever, and once more Tom sighed in vain regret over
his misused opportunities.
CHAPTER XI.
A MEMORABLE FIGHT.
TOM did not go to school in the best of humours that Monday afternoon,
but plodded sulkily through his lessons. He did not try to please his
teacher by taking any great pains with his task, nor did he try to bear
more patiently the rude country curiosity of his school-mates.
When school was over, he dawdled along the road towards home, still
thinking rather bitterly of what his mother had said, and how little
she understood the difficulties in his way, when he was suddenly
confronted with a big stolid-looking boy, who said in an aggressive
tone:
"What be you coming here for, and putting the teacher up to getting
harder books for the little uns? I've been to that school, I have,
though I ain't no scholard now, and I tell you, you aren't going to do
just as you like along of us, so take that," and the big bully felled
Tom to the ground with one blow of his fist.
"What do you mean by that?" said Tom, springing to his feet again as
soon as he could, and following his antagonist, who seemed disposed to
walk off when he saw Tom on his feet again.
"Look here! if you want to fight, and ain't a coward as well as a
bully, I'm ready for you." And Tom threw off his jacket, while the boys
of the village gathered round to see the fun, and cheer their champion.
"Give it him, Bill. Knock the stuffing out of him this time," shouted
one boy, whom Tom recognised as a class-mate. And this lad danced with
glee when he saw the big boy turn and face Tom.
"If you want a hiding, you can have it," he said, speaking to Tom; and
he made another heavy lunge at Tom.
But he was prepared for it this time, and eluded his antagonist in such
a fashion that he managed to plant a well-aimed blow the next minute
between the other's eyes, which was so unexpected that he struck out
wildly and blindly in all directions, while Tom contrived to dodge
about in such a nimble manner that his heavier antagonist had very
little chance of dealing another blow like the first.
The boys shouted for their champion at first, but Tom's pluck and
clever dodging of his attempted blows compelled their admiration, so
that before the fight was over, only Bill's little brother was found
shouting,—
"Give it him, Bill. Go it again, Bill; give him another like the first!"
The fight was still in progress, though Tom was looking white and
exhausted, when one of the teachers came along, and seeing Tom was
ready to drop, though still parrying the blows of his foe, and getting
one in where he could, he stepped into the midst of the crowd of boys.
"Now, Crane, what does this mean?" he demanded, sharply.
"Please, sir, it's all fair," gasped Tom, and then a deadly whiteness
overspread his face, and to the consternation of the crowd, he dropped
as he spoke, and lay helpless and motionless at Bill's feet.
Every boy felt sure Tom was dead, and an audible groan went up from the
young rustics; and the redoubtable Bill took to his heels, and, roaring
like a bull, fled down the village street, closely followed by his
brother and the rest of the boys.
The teacher looked at Tom for a minute, as if debating what he had
better do, then picked him up in his arms and carried him to the
schoolmaster's house.
"Oh, is he dead? Is he dead?" groaned the invalid girl, when the
teacher staggered in with his burden. She had been reclining in an
easy-chair at the window, and had seen the whole fight. "Put him on the
couch there, Mr. Thompson, and go and fetch mother; father hasn't come
in from the church yet."
But Mr. Thompson fetched some water as soon as he could put Tom out
of his arms, and did what he could to bring the boy to consciousness
before running back to the school for Mrs. Murray. She had been there
teaching the sewing-class, and looking after some girls who were kept
in, while her husband went to the church to see the clergyman on some
business connected with the school.
Tom had so far revived by the time his teacher got back with Mrs.
Murray, that he was able to open his eyes and look at the girl by the
window, and wonder where he could be.
"Are you better, my boy?" said his teacher, as he came in.
Mrs. Murray's first care was for her daughter. "You should not have
brought him here, Mr. Thompson," she said, in a reproachful tone; "the
shock will be too great for my poor Mollie."
"Never mind me; I am sure he must be ill," said the girl.
"No, no; I am better," said Tom, trying to raise himself; but he turned
sick and faint when he attempted to move, and he closed his eyes in
great disgust with himself, because he was so much upset by this fight.
In the meanwhile, the news had spread through the village like
wild-fire, that big Bill Crane had beat the new chap till he dropped
down dead, and this was the tale that gossiping Betsy Gunn carried to
the cottage, where Mrs. Winn was setting the last stitches in Miss
Perceval's dress.
In a minute the work was thrown down, and the widow, closely followed
by Elsie, was on the way to the schoolmaster's house, where Betsy told
them Tom had been carried. By the time she got there, the village
constable had also arrived to know the exact truth of the matter before
going in search of Bill Crane. Others, too, had gathered round, so that
there was quite a commotion outside when Mr. Murray and the curate came
upon the scene.
"What is it; what is the matter?" asked the schoolmaster, seeing Mrs.
Winn's white, scared face as she came up to the door.
"My boy! My boy!" she panted, pushing her way in without ceremony.
Tom heard his mother's voice, and managed to gasp out, "Mother, mother,
I am sorry."
The revulsion of feeling on hearing Tom speak, although his voice was
faint and husky, was almost too much for the widow, and she sank down
upon a chair exclaiming, "Thank God, he is alive!"
Elsie was scarcely less overcome, but she managed to explain that it
was Betsy Gunn who had been to tell them that he was dead.
"It was all through that wicked Bill Crane," said Mary, from her place
near the window. "It was really only a boy's fight, you know; only your
brother fainted, and I was afraid he was dead at first."
Elsie went and kissed Tom to assure herself that he really was alive,
and not much hurt, and then she went over to the window to speak to the
invalid.
"I am so sorry Tom should have given you such a fright," she said, for
she had heard Mrs. Murray telling the curate that this shock would be
sure to make Mary worse. "I hope you will not really be ill through
it," she added.
"Oh, it does not much matter, a little more or less illness, when one
is so useless as I am," said the girl; but she allowed Elsie to hold
her thin, white hand in her strong, capable one, and the contact of the
warm fingers seemed to please her, and she said, "Let me hold your hand
a minute; I like to feel hands like yours—they seem to do me good."
"What a funny fancy," laughed Elsie; but she gave the girl both
her hands to hold, and for a minute or two the girls were left to
themselves, while the rest were busy around Tom, who was reviving
rapidly under the milk and brandy that was being given to him by Mrs.
Murray and his mother.
By the time the doctor came upon the scene, the boy was able to sit up,
and was preparing to walk home with his mother and sister.
"This should be a lesson to you against fighting," said the curate, as
he was leaving.
"But that big fellow knocked him down first," said Mary, who heard the
remark. "I think he did quite right to stand up and let Bill Crane know
he could not bully everybody."
"Mary, Mary, you must not get so excited over this," said her mother,
in some alarm.
But Elsie pressed the thin, nerveless fingers in thanks for the words
spoken on Tom's behalf.
And the understanding between the girls was so far established that
before Elsie went, Mary asked her to come and see her soon. "I am
generally alone in the afternoon, because mother has to go to her
sewing-class at the school, so if you could bring your sewing and sit
with me for an hour, I should be very glad."
Mrs. Murray made some remark about Mary being kept quiet, but she could
not second the girl's invitation. And so Elsie walked home feeling that
Tom's fight might have some consequences not altogether unpleasant to
herself, whatever they might bring to Tom.
For the present he was simply feeling a little weak and stiff, and he
readily promised to go to bed as soon as he got home, and let them
bring a meal to him after he had rested for an hour.
Beyond a few bruises, that were nothing to Tom, all the effects of
the fight were over by the next morning, so far as Tom's health was
concerned. And it would soon have been forgotten by Tom, or thought of
only as other schoolboy battles were, but for what followed some weeks
later.
Tom was working in the garden one Saturday afternoon about a month
afterwards, when he was startled all at once by a well-known whistle,
and looking up he saw to his delight and amazement his old friend Jack
Bond looking over the wall.
"Oh, Jack, where did you spring from?" exclaimed Tom, in eager welcome.
"Jump over, can't you?"
"Never fear but what I could do that, but my horse here won't take the
leap."
"Got a horse!" said Tom. "Go to the gate then, and I'll come and let
you in, though I don't know what we shall do with your nag."
"I'll stable him in the kitchen," said Jack, with a grin; and Tom ran
up the garden to announce to his mother and sister that Jack had come.
Arrived at the front garden gate, Tom saw that the "horse" was a very
high bicycle, which Jack proudly displayed to Tom.
"I couldn't have come all this way, you know, if I hadn't managed to
buy this; for though we ain't more than ten or twelve miles away from
you now, twelve miles there and back is too far for a walk. But with a
jolly 'bike' like this, I can do it easy," said Jack.
"It is a fine big 'bike!' Why, it must have cost a little fortune."
"No; I got it cheap, because you see this sort are going out of fashion
a bit. You see, I'm learning my father's trade, and can earn a little
on my own account by working overtime. So when I found the foreman of
our job had this 'bike' to sell, I stuck to it, and paid him a little
every week till I'd paid half, and then he let me have it. By that
time, I had found out that I could ride over to you on a Saturday
afternoon, and get back by dark on this 'jigger,' and so I've come."
"And I'm glad enough to see you; and so come in and see my mother, and
Elsie, and the baby."
After the "jigger" had been safely bestowed in the shed, Tom and Jack
went into the garden for a confab. "What are you doing, Tom?" was
Jack's first question when they were by themselves.
"Doing!" repeated Tom. "Why, I've done nearly all the garden; and you
can see how it looks," said Tom, with some pride.
"Ah, yes it looks pretty tidy," said Jack, with a cursory glance round
the neatly kept beds; "but look here, Tom, I've learned a thing or two
since I've been on my job; and if I could have my time over again at
school, I wouldn't play the fool there as I often did. I wonder the
master had so much patience with us. But that isn't what I'd come to
say. Do you know where my job is? Why, at a horticultural college,
where they teach fellows to be first-rate gardeners! Now I thought,
when I heard it, this is just the sort of place for Tom Winn, if he
could only get here. And—"
Tom groaned. "Don't, Jack; don't tell me again what a fool I've been, I
know it well enough."
"We were both fools, old fellow, in those days, and I was the worst,
for I persuaded you not to go to that scholarship class, and led you
into all the mischief. You've forgiven me, old fellow, I know, but I
haven't forgiven myself; and I never shall, unless I can do something
to make up for what I cost you that time. Well, now, I can see a
chance. Do you go to school, old fellow?"
"Yes; but it's such a measly old school, that I expect if I was to ask
about a scholarship they'd think it was something to eat."
"Never mind; where is it?" said Jack, impatiently.
"Why, here, to be sure, in Fairfield," answered Tom.
And then he thought that Jack must certainly have taken leave of
his senses, for he threw his cap in the air, and shouted "Hip, hip,
hurrah!" with such gusto that Elsie put her head out of the kitchen
door to see what had happened.
And Tom said, rather curiously, "Are you subject to fits now, Jack?"
"Oh, it's the jolliest thing I ever heard of," said Jack, clapping Tom
on the shoulder. "Why, my boy, if you only stick to your books, and let
'em see what you can do, it's as easy as pie to get a scholarship out
of that measly old school."
Tom's eyes opened very wide. "How do you make that out?" he asked.
"Well, you know, I've thought of you, and what you might have done
if you had only got a scholarship like your sister did, ever since I
knew what we were building, and one day I said to my foreman, I know a
bloke that would make a first-rate gardener if he could only come here
and work in these gardens. The gardens are there already, you see, and
they're just finishing the college, where there is to be lessons and
lectures."
"Well, what did he say?" asked Tom, eagerly.
"'Why,' he said, 'your friend can come here, I expect, if he happens
to go to one of the right schools. There's a list of 'em given, and
I'll find out if you like the names of those who have a right to send
a scholar here for a year or two. Somebody left a pot of money to this
place on purpose.' Well, old fellow, you might have knocked me down
with a feather when he read out the name of Fairfield.
"'That's it,' I said to him; 'and if Tom only goes to school again,
we've done the trick.' I wasn't long paying for the rest of my 'bike;'
and here I am, and there you are, a scholar of one of the schools who
can send a boy to this college."
And Jack indulged in such a string of his old grimaces that Tom laughed
as heartily as he had ever done in his life.
"Come in to tea," called Elsie at this point.
But instead of going in at once, Tom called her to come and hear the
news.
"I say, Elsie, Jack tells me there is a chance for me to get a
scholarship at this school, if I only like to try."
"Then that was what Mary meant the other evening when I was telling her
about my scholarship," said Elsie. "She said their school had something
like that, only nobody had ever won it, because the boys were slow and
dull, and did not like book learning, as they called it. Oh, Tom, go
and ask Mr. Murray about it directly after tea," said Elsie, excitedly.
And after some further talk, it was agreed that Jack should go with him
and see if his information was correct, before the matter was mentioned
to Mrs. Winn, who was not very well just now, and did not seem able to
bear much worry.
So after tea, the two boys went out for a walk. And by way of excuse
for calling upon the schoolmaster, Elsie gave her brother a book to
take to her friend Mary.
"Can I speak to Mr. Murray, please?" said Tom, when Mrs. Murray would
have taken the book without asking Tom to come in.
"You'll find him in the church, I think. Thank your sister for the
book," she added.
The boys turned into the churchyard, for Jack was too anxious to hear
that he had not wholly wrecked his friend's chances in life, to go
home without knowing just what Tom might expect if he applied for this
scholarship.
Anxiety lent them both courage; and so when they saw the schoolmaster
and curate coming down the churchyard path, they stepped forward and
met them.
"If you please, sir, is it true that there is a scholarship for our
school if anybody can get it?"
"Do you mean for the horticultural college?" said the clergyman.
"Yes, sir. Tom would make a tip-top gardener if he could only get
there," said bold Jack. And then he told them how he had spoiled
Tom's former chance, and had just heard that one more remained, as he
attended Fairfield village school.
"Why, we never thought of you wanting to be a gardener, Winn," said
the schoolmaster, with a smile. "Let me see; how long have you been at
school, my boy?"
"A little more than a month, sir," said Tom.
"Then he will have been here just about long enough to be nominated as
a candidate," said the clergyman. "I am very glad you came to speak
about it, for I was about to write and say we had no candidate ready.
Now, I can say, we shall claim our right to nominate one; only, if you
are not to disgrace us all, you will have to work very hard at your
books through the summer."
"Yes, sir; I shall not mind that," said Tom, in a tumult of delight,
that he could hardly speak.
"His sister won a scholarship before she came here," said Mr. Murray,
"so I daresay, he knows something of what will be required of him. That
will do, Winn; you can go and tell your mother I will do the best I can
for you."
The boys indulged in a few gambols at their success before they went
home, and then Jack suddenly grew grave, and said, "I had well-nigh
forgotten something I meant to tell you. Just before we moved, which
was a fortnight or three weeks after you had gone, I met Alfred Mearns
with a chap who had been asking about you,—where you lived, and where
you had gone.
"I didn't like the look of the chap, and so when he asked me to give
him your address, I told him to go for a walk, for he wouldn't get me
peaching on my friends. He told me a lot of blarney about something to
your advantage, like the newspapers have it, but I said he might take
that tale to the marines, for he wouldn't get anything out of me. I
could see what he was after, for he had money written all over him."
"Money," repeated Tom.
"Why, yes; don't you twig? I expect your mother left a few debts owing
at the shops. What else could be expected when you were ill so long,
and nobody earning a penny all the time. I know what things are when
father has been out of work for a week or too. So the next time I saw
Alf, I said, 'If ever you should hear where Tom Winn has gone to live,
forget it, for they won't want any of that sort of cattle after them
where they are—'"
"But—but I don't think my mother owed anything at the shops," said Tom,
thoughtfully.
"It isn't likely she'd let you know about it. Bless you, I know your
mother. She's one of the brave sort, who will carry the care herself
and let the children have the pleasure. But if you see her worrying,
tell her there's nothing to fear, for I never let out a word, though I
came to the station to see you off, and so she won't be pestered for
money down here."
Tom was puzzled, and felt somewhat hurt that his friend should think it
possible that they could leave the neighbourhood without paying their
debts.
"My mother would never do such a mean thing, however poor she might
be," he said.
"All right, I'm glad of it, old fellow; only I have heard of such
things being done, if you haven't. And I thought if your mother had
been driven to do it, she shouldn't be bothered about it. Perhaps
the fellow wanted to sell her a sewing machine," he added, by way of
changing the subject; for he could see that Tom was pained at the bare
suggestion of such a thing being done by his mother.
CHAPTER XII.
HERBERT MILNER.
"WHY, my boy, what have you got there?"
The question was asked by a lady, who looked up from doing some bright
wool work, to gaze in astonishment at her son, as he set down a heavy
Gladstone-bag upon the table.
It was a handsomely furnished room; and the lad, who seemed to be
about fourteen or fifteen, did not seem much accustomed to carry heavy
burdens, although he appeared pleased enough with this one.
"Feel it, mother!" he said, bringing it round to her side that she
might lift it.
"But what is it, my dear?" she asked, lifting the well-stuffed bag.
"They're Mr. Ramsay's papers and things, that have been sent home from
the office—papers, and letters, and all sorts—for you see, he was ill
such a long time, that often when he went to his office he could not do
anything, and these have been turned out of his private drawer; and so,
of course—"
[Illustration: "Why, my boy, what have you got there?"]
"But what are you going to do with them?" interrupted his mother, in
the same surprised tone.
"I have brought them for you to look over," replied her son.
"Herbert! What do you mean?"
"Why, mother, you told me to ask if there was anything you could do
for Mrs. Ramsay, and while I was speaking this bag was brought, with
a letter, saying they were the papers found in Mr. Ramsay's private
drawer. You see, he has been dead a fortnight now, so I daresay they
want the room."
"I expect they do; but what am I to do with them?" said Mrs. Milner.
"Really, Herbert—"
"I am coming to that directly. When poor Mrs. Ramsay saw the bag, she
just sat down and cried. She is a poor thing, mother."
"Yes, I know she is. But you have not told me why you brought them here
now," said his mother, impatiently.
"Oh, well, I told her you would do anything you could to help her; and
then I asked if I should bring the bag here for you to look over. You
know, mother, you are not like Mrs. Ramsay a bit. You don't sit down
and cry over things, and so I thought—"
"But, Herbert, you had no right to think that I should like to go
through Mr. Ramsay's private papers."
"But you could do it better than Mrs. Ramsay I am sure; and you
wouldn't cry over it, as she would," protested Herbert.
Mrs. Milner was very vexed that her son should have put such a literal
construction upon her offer to help her friend; and she thought Mrs.
Ramsay ought to have known better, than to send her such a task. And
so she resolved not to touch the bag this evening, but to call and
see the widow the next day, and see if she could not rectify what she
considered must be Herbert's blunder in the matter.
So the bag was put away, and mother and son spent a pleasant evening
together, which was only once disturbed, and that was by a question
that had been talked of occasionally between them lately, concerning an
unknown aunt of Herbert's.
Mrs. Milner was a widow, and Herbert was her only son; and until
lately, he thought he had no other relative, for his father was an only
child. And somehow, without a word having been said about the matter,
he had come to the conclusion that his mother also had neither brother
nor sister. When, all at once, his mother told him that he had an aunt
and cousins somewhere, and she would now like to know where they could
be found, but it was so many years since she had heard anything of her
younger sister, that she sometimes thought she must be dead.
It almost took the boy's breath away at first to hear that somewhere
in the world were people who could claim relationship with him. And
every now and again he would ask some question or other about these
unknown friends. But his mother could tell him very little, beyond the
fact that her sister had offended everybody who knew her, by marrying a
man they considered beneath her; and as she refused to take anybody's
advice, she was allowed to drift away from all who knew her.
"But the thought of my poor sister Elsie troubled your father before
he died, for he thought he had perhaps been hard upon her. And so I
promised I would try and find her; and he left some money for her if
ever she needed it," she added, when telling her son of this sister.
Mrs. Milner thought she had better speak thus plainly to her son,
when she put a carefully worded advertisement into some of the London
newspapers; for there was no telling what might come of it. The unknown
sister, or her despised husband, might appear at the door of their
fashionable house at any time, and Herbert was not one to keep such a
matter to himself. And so, to prevent him talking to other people about
it, if such a thing should happen, Mrs. Milner told him beforehand.
But nothing had come of those advertisements, and more than a year had
passed now; and it rather vexed Mrs. Milner to be reminded of her lost
sister.
And so, when Herbert said, rather abruptly that evening, "Couldn't we
do something else to find my lost aunt, mother?"
She looked up with a frown, and said, "My dear Herbert, do give your
attention to the chess—that is sufficient for the present."
Herbert did not say any more until the game was finished. But when
he had put up the chess board, he came and sat down by the fire, and
looked thoughtfully into the cavernous depths of the coals for a
minute, and then said slowly, "Don't you think we ought to try and find
that auntie of mine?"
"What can we do? I was speaking to Mr. Capon the other day. Of course
he had the management of all the business; and if a lawyer cannot see
what is to be done, I am afraid we are not likely to succeed whatever
we may try."
Herbert sighed, but did not look convinced. "I don't believe in lawyers
much for a case like that," he said, in a disparaging tone. "If auntie
was an heiress now, and there was a great deal of property in the
question, it would make all the difference. I daresay they would find
out something more that could be done then. But, as it is,—well,—I am
not satisfied, mother."
His mother laughed at the tone in which these words were spoken. "My
dear, I daresay the Capons would do more if I pressed them, but it
would cost a great deal of money, and we are not such very rich people,
you know. Besides, we cannot tell whether these unknown relatives are
at all desirable kind of people to become acquainted with. I have not
seen or heard of my sister for years; and her husband I never liked—he
was much beneath us; and these sort of people always seem to sink lower
and lower."
"But I have often heard you say that money is not everything, mother,"
said Herbert, quickly.
"I was not thinking of money alone, but of other things as well—moral
character—and the finer feeling that makes all the difference between
a gentleman and common people. Now Henry Winn—the man your aunt
married—belonged to common people; and there is little doubt she
has sunk to his level by this time." And Mrs. Milner sighed, as she
recalled the picture of her younger sister when she last saw her.
After a pause, the conversation was renewed by Herbert asking some
further questions about his unknown aunt—whether his mother had ever
heard that he had cousins, as well as an aunt.
"Oh, I have no doubt there is quite a swarm of them. But they would be
very undesirable acquaintances for you, my boy; and so I do not see
that any good could be done by trying to find them."
"But there is the money my father left for aunt, if ever she should
need it!" exclaimed the boy. "I have been thinking of that since I sat
down here. Suppose aunt should want it just now! We ought to make sure
of this, mother. Of course they may have got rich; there is no telling
what may have happened; and they may now be rich, vulgar people, like
the Stones."
"Herbert, why will you persist in saying the Stones are vulgar?" said
his mother, rather angrily.
The boy laughed. "Because it is so plain to everybody. They are always
trying to show off something or other. My aunt cannot be worse than the
Stones; and if she is your sister, she could not be half so bad," he
said, kissing his mother.
This gentle flattery appeased her, and the rest of the evening passed
pleasantly enough.
Just before bed time he said, "Now, look here, mammy, I have one more
spare day before I go back to school, and I'll give it to you to help
with that bag, if you will promise not to bother Mrs. Ramsay about it.
We will begin soon after breakfast in your morning-room. I know just
how the thing ought to be done. You shall open the letters, and I will
write down on a slip of paper the name of the person it came from, and
just in a word or two what it was about, and then we will tie them up
in packets, and give them over to Mrs. Ramsay. She may like to see
them, by-and-bye, but there may be some business, she says, that ought
to be attended to at once, so that some one must look over them."
Mrs. Milner would give no promise that night, but the weather helped
Herbert in his plan, for the next morning proved to be a wet, windy
day, that compelled them to stay indoors. And as soon as breakfast was
over, the boy fetched the Gladstone-bag, and began turning out its
contents upon the table.
"We shall forget the miserable weather now," he said, as he fetched a
sheet of foolscap paper, and prepared to make his memoranda.
His mother sighed, but thought she might as well resign herself to the
task, though she still felt that Mrs. Ramsay ought to do it herself.
Fortunately the letters all seemed short, and could be easily read,
and so half a dozen memoranda were very quickly made of these. And
then Mrs. Milner picked up one that seemed to require a great deal of
reading before it could be understood.
"That seems to be a very long letter, mother," said Herbert, looking up
from his task.
For a minute or two his mother still sat with the letter in her hand.
But her son could see she was not reading it now, and he wondered what
news it could contain that his mother was so affected by it.
"You read it, Herbert. I wonder how it came into Mr. Ramsay's hands. It
is marked, 'To be enquired about.'"
She passed the letter to Herbert as she spoke, and he saw it was an
official notification, that a scholarship gained by some girl had been
resigned in favour of another, because of the death of the winner's
father. There was some explanation about the girl having decided to
stay at home and help her mother, but he saw nothing in this that
should disturb his mother, and did not notice the name of the girl, in
his hurry to read the business it contained.
"Do you think Mr. Ramsay intended to help this girl? What is her name?"
and the boy turned to the letter once more.
"It is the name that struck me—Elsie Winn! My sister's name was Elsie,
and I wondered whether this could be her daughter."
Once more the boy turned to the letter and read it through more
carefully. When he came to the end, he said, "We must find these
people, and see if it is my lost aunt. If it should be, they certainly
need the money my father left for them; and they are not the kind of
people you feared they might be."
"How do you know that, Herbert?"
"Why, mother, you see the letter from her governess says she is a very
estimable girl, and deeply regrets having to give up the scholarship,
but that she thinks it is her duty to do this, and stay at home and
help her mother. Now, a girl who would do this is worth something!
There is some grit in her, and she isn't likely to be vulgar, or at all
a common sort of girl."
"My dear boy, how you do jump to conclusions! I send you to Mrs. Ramsay
with a polite message, and you bring me back a bag of correspondence to
look over. Now, this letter tells of a girl giving up a scholarship to
stay at home with her mother, and you jump to the conclusion that she
is a little paragon of perfection!"
"No, no, mother, I did not say that; I mean that a girl who will give
up a good chance in life—as this probably was to her—just to stay at
home and help her mother, is not a common, vulgar girl, but has the
making of a lady in her."
"Herbert, Herbert," said his mother, smiling.
"You forget, mother, her mother is your sister, very likely; so why
shouldn't she be a lady? Now, what are you going to do?" he asked, the
next minute.
"Do! What do you mean? Are we not going to look through this bag?"
"But—but—mother, you will surely write a letter to the governess of
this school, and ask her to tell you where this Elsie Winn lives. You
can find out easily enough that way whether her mother is my lost aunt.
And, of course, they will be very glad of the money that is waiting for
them."
His mother smiled at his eagerness. "I will write to Capon by-and-bye,
and ask him to make enquiries about these people, as this may prove to
be a clue."
"Oh, mother! And I shall be away at school before you can hear
anything," he said, impatiently.
"My dear boy, suppose these people should be total strangers, what good
could be done? No, no, we must wait and let Mr. Capon write, or send
a messenger, to find out what he can about these people; and then, of
course, if it should be your aunt, why, I will go and see her."
"Thank you, mother. I really should like to feel that I have a cousin
of some sort; and this Elsie I could be proud of, because it was a
plucky thing to give up a scholarship after she had won it, and I
should like to feel that I had a cousin like that."
Mrs. Milner thought the matter was disposed of when she had given
this promise; but her son fetched writing materials at once, that she
might send to the lawyer without delay. For he was anxious to have
some further tidings of this Elsie Winn, nearly a year having passed
since the letter was written; and there was no telling what might have
happened during that time, especially as her father had died, and he
could not have been a wealthy man, or his daughter would not have
worked for a scholarship to enable her to go to a higher grade school.
And it seemed likely that his aunt would have to work for herself and
her children now, as this girl had to stay at home and help.
These thoughts made him more impatient; and Mrs. Milner had to yield to
his entreaties, and write the letter to her lawyer at once, asking him
to make enquiries about this family through the schoolmistress who had
sent this letter.
While his mother wrote the letter, Herbert copied the address of the
school, that he might take it with him when he went away; for if he
did not hear soon the result of Mr. Capon's enquiries, he resolved to
write himself, and say that he believed these people were relatives.
Mr. Capon would not do this, he felt sure; and it was very likely that
these enquiries would be like the other he had made. He had no faith in
Mr. Capon, and what he was likely to do, because it was only about a
hundred pounds that had been left for his aunt, and such a small sum as
that would not be worth their great lawyer making a fuss about.
He saw that Mr. Capon's letter was sent to the post; and he half hoped
that some sort of answer would come before he went away the next day.
They got through their task of looking over Mr. Ramsay's papers, many
of which proved to be circulars and begging letters of various sorts.
For Mr. Ramsay, having no children of his own, was known to be a
charitable gentleman; and this was probably why the letter from the
school had been sent to him.
It might be that he had enquired, and helped this girl and her mother;
but he hoped he had not, if it should prove that it was his very
own cousin. The rest of the papers were soon disposed of, no others
proving to be of any interest to anybody; and after tea, Herbert took
the bag and his memoranda back to Mrs. Ramsay. But he said nothing of
the letter they had found, which proved to be of so much interest to
themselves.
Mrs. Milner said she would talk the matter over with her old friend
when they met, and Herbert had better not say anything about it.
The next day the lad went back to school; and though the-meeting again
with old school-fellows, after the holidays, was pleasant enough, he
did not forget Elsie Winn and her scholarship: for in the very first
letter he wrote home, he asked if his mother had heard from Mr. Capon,
and begged her to tell him as soon as ever she had any news from the
lawyer.
CHAPTER XIII.
ENQUIRIES.
HERBERT MILNER kept to his resolution of making enquiries on his own
account, if those made by Mr. Capon did not prove satisfactory.
A week after he returned to school, he received a letter from his
mother, telling him that Mr. Capon had not only written, but sent a
messenger to enquire about the girl named Elsie Winn. But he found that
they had moved away from the neighbourhood, and no one seemed to know
where they had gone, or cared to talk about them.
"Let this satisfy you now, my dear boy," wrote his mother in
conclusion. "We have done what we could to find your aunt, and failed.
We have done our duty, and we can do no more."
But Herbert was by no means satisfied that no more could be learned
of his missing relatives; and so, after he had read this letter, he
decided to write himself to the schoolmistress. And his letter caused
no small surprise to the lady who knew Elsie and her mother so well. It
was handed to her just as she was leaving school with a friend one day;
and she sat down at once to know who had written to her in such a round
schoolboy hand.
"Dear Madam,—I think I have a cousin, and her name would very likely
be Elsie Winn; but I have never seen her, and we don't know where to find
her. You used to have a girl in your school of that name, and she took
a scholarship. That is how we heard about her; but I should like to
know some more, for I have neither brother nor sister; but I hope Elsie
Winn is my cousin, fox I think she did a plucky thing to give up that
scholarship to help her mother. I think her mother and my mother are
sisters, and we want to find her."
The lady smiled as she read the letter, and handed it to her friend.
"This is from a boy, I have no doubt; but it is rather strange that as
soon as Mrs. Winn has moved away from the neighbourhood, there should
be these enquiries about her. There was a man here, you know, a day or
two ago, asking if I knew where the Winns lived."
"Poor things! I am sorry for them, for I quite believed that man came
about some little debt they may have owed. I wonder how much it was,
for I know it will be a dreadful worry to Elsie, and her mother too. If
I could only find out, I would pay it and send them the receipt, and
then they would not be bothered about it again."
"Oh, but this has nothing to do with it," said her friend, quickly. "I
am sure it was a boy that wrote this; and he would not be likely to
tell this story about a cousin if it was not true."
"Well, I don't know where they have gone to live, and I won't know if
I can help it; and then I can tell people truly enough that 'I don't
know.' I am sure of this, that if Mrs. Winn has got into debt, it has
been through Tom having the scarlet fever, and that she could not help
it; and as for helping people to find her, to worry her about it, I
will not, whoever they may be!"
Elsie's governess spoke very firmly, and looked at her friend as she
did so, as if mutely asking if she was going to betray this unfortunate
family.
"I don't think this is about a debt," said the lady, when she had read
Herbert's letter through a second time. "I think this is a genuine
schoolboy letter. But still I should like to find out a little about
the writer before I answer it, and I can do so, I think; for I have a
cousin living at Firdale, and he shall find out who lives at the Old
Manor House. It sounds all right, the 'Old Manor House,' but still
there is no telling. I can soon learn where Mrs. Winn has gone, if we
should think it wise to tell this boy where she may be found."
"Don't tell me the address, please," said the other, "for I want to
be able to say, 'I don't know,' if we have any more visitors like the
last, for I did not like his manner at all."
A day or two later a letter came to Miss Russell, saying that the Old
Manor House, Firdale, was a very select gentleman's boarding-school;
which so far relieved the teacher's fears, that it was agreed that Miss
Russell should write and tell Herbert where a letter would find Mrs.
Winn. It also added the information that it was feared she might be in
straightened circumstances, as her son had caught scarlet fever a few
months after his father's death, and that had compelled them to remove
to another neighbourhood; and she enclosed the address which she had
received from an intimate friend of Mrs. Winn's.
"There, I should think that would do," said Miss Russell, as she read
over what she had written. "You see I have told him I am writing for
you, as you don't know her address."
"No, it will be better altogether for me not to know it," said Elsie's
former governess. "People are less likely to come to you for it, and
I am sadly afraid the poor things will go down hill very fast through
that boy catching the fever."
The lady said "that boy" as though she would like to shake him, for
everybody knew it was through Tom's disobedience that his mother had
lost her business, and been obliged to go away.
"But if this is really a cousin who writes, there may be better times
in, store for the poor woman," said Miss Russell. However, her friend
could not feel quite sure that they had not done more harm than good by
replying to the schoolboy's letter.
Meanwhile Herbert Milner was delighted at the result of his application
to the school, when, after waiting for a week, he received Miss
Russell's letter. He did not know how dubious the ladies had been about
writing to him; but he felt sure, from the wording of the letter, that
this Mrs. Winn, whoever she might be, greatly needed help just now. And
his mother, herself a widow, was well provided for, and therefore would
be able to help and sympathise with Mrs. Winn. And if it should prove
to be her long lost sister, how glad she would be to help her, and the
brave girl who had given up the scholarship a year before.
This was how Herbert reasoned, as he sat down and wrote a rather
incoherent letter to his mother, telling her he had written to the
schoolmistress, and asked for Elsie Winn's address, and how they had
sent it to him, though Capon's man could not find out anything about
the people.
Now it must be confessed that Mrs. Milner was not too well pleased when
she received her son's letter, vaunting his cleverness over "Capon's
man." She was not without natural affection, and she often wished in a
vague way for the little sister she had not seen for so long; but she
was also a fashionable lady, and she was afraid now that she might feel
ashamed to own the relationship with Elsie among the people she was now
constantly meeting.
She wanted to do her duty, as she told herself, and Herbert too. But
having done "all that people could expect of her—" having sent Capon's
man in search of her lost sister—she thought she might settle down and
make herself comfortable about the matter. But she did not feel really
and truly sorry that the enquiries had failed, as Herbert did, but she
was rather relieved, especially when Mrs. Stone called upon her, and
talked about her new carriage, and diamonds, and the court that was
paid to her husband by noblemen and other great people.
She was, as Herbert said, decidedly vulgar; but then she was also
enormously rich, and Mrs. Milner shivered at the thought of letting
Mrs. Stone know that she had poor relations; so poor, that their
children went to a board school!
The lawyer's report was therefore a relief, rather than a
disappointment to her, when she read that a messenger had been sent
to the school named in her letter, and had ascertained that children
bearing the name of Winn used to attend the school, but that they had
now removed to another neighbourhood, and left no address behind them.
"It is possible these people went away in debt," added the lawyer.
Mrs. Milner was an honourable woman, and proud, too, and that her
sister should be spoken of as having left a neighbourhood because she
would not pay her debts, was very painful to her feelings; and she sat
down at once and wrote a short note, saying that from the information
he had gained, she felt sure this Mrs. Winn was not her sister, and
that it was not necessary to pursue the enquiry any further. She had
done her duty, and should let the matter drop for the future.
This was how she had written to Mr. Capon, and then shortly afterwards
came Herbert's letter, saying he had been making independent enquiry,
and had found his aunt's address, and begged her to go and see her, and
not send Capon's man again.
But it happened that Mrs. Milner had a bad cold just then; and so
she made the most of this, and told Herbert that it would be quite
impossible for her to travel so far, until there was a change in the
weather; and as they were now in the autumn season of the year, this
meant a postponement for some months at least.
She did not let Herbert know how angry she really felt at his having
written to the school about these people. He was her only son, and had
always had a good deal of his own way in most things that concerned
his own comfort and pleasure; and if this matter had been for his
own benefit to find out his lost aunt, she could have understood and
excused it. But this anxiety to find out a person who might prove to be
a source of embarrassment and vexation to them, if ever she was found,
she could not understand; and she was annoyed that he should be so
persistent in a matter which he must know by this time was not pleasing
to her.
Still, as far as she could, she kept these thoughts and feelings out
of the letter she wrote to him, merely saying she could not take such
a journey in her present state of health, and while the weather was so
cold and unsettled. She said once more that she had done all that could
be required of her, to try and find her sister, and if anything more
was to be done, it must wait until she is in better health, and could
take up the enquiry personally.
This long letter was anything but pleasant reading for Herbert, who was
impatient to hear more about his only relatives,—especially his cousin
Elsie, whom he had began to idealise in a fashion that would greatly
have surprised that modest little maiden.
All sorts of conjectures and fears pressed upon his thoughts whenever
he had a minute to himself. Suppose they should move to some other
place, and he should lose trace of them again! Suppose his aunt should
fall ill, and be unable to work for her children! In short, he supposed
all sorts of contingencies, likely and unlikely, to befall Mrs. Winn,
before the winter was over, and his mother able to go in search of her.
When he wrote to his mother again, he suggested some of these as very
real dangers, that the money left by his father for her benefit might
easily avert. If they could only make sure that this Mrs. Winn, the
widow, and mother of the scholarship girl, was his aunt Elsie, then
some of the money at least might be sent on to her.
This letter really hurt his mother's feelings, for he said nothing
whatever about her bad cold, but the whole letter was about this
missing aunt, and what he deemed the necessity of finding her without
delay. And she wrote and told him he seemed to be forgetting his duty
to his mother, in his anxiety to befriend strangers, who might not
thank him for the trouble he had taken when they were found.
Herbert loved his mother dearly, and the thought that she was hurt
at his seeming want of feeling hurt him in turn. And he wrote, as
soon as he could, a very penitent letter, but could not help adding
a postscript, begging she would write, if she could not go, to the
address he had sent to her, for there was no telling what might happen
if they had to wait until the spring before any further enquiries were
made.
To this Mrs. Milner replied that she would not fail to do her duty; and
she would consider whether she would send to Mr. Capon again, if she
could not go herself.
This letter satisfied Herbert for the time; and just then he had to
give more attention to his lessons, and less thought to his unknown
aunt, for he had fallen into arrears with some of his exercises; and
if he was to take home a prize at Christmas, he would have to apply
himself with a good deal more energy to the work in hand, or his mother
would suffer another disappointment when the holidays arrived—and he
loved her too dearly to do this, if it could possibly be avoided.
So the boy turned to his books once more, and for a week or two no one
had reason to complain of his want of application. He won extra marks
for the care and neatness with which his exercises were written and
lessons prepared. But he was still hoping that each letter from his
mother would tell him that Mr. Capon had sent his messenger again in
search of Mrs. Winn. No such news, however, came.
He had given up mentioning the matter, as his mother had desired
him, and Mrs. Milner did the same, hoping by that means to make
Herbert forget all about it. For she saw in the future all sorts of
difficulties and complications, and she wanted time to settle how these
could be met and overcome, before she took any further step towards
seeking these poor relations.
This was what she told herself, and it satisfied her conscience for the
time being. But, not feeling sure that Herbert would feel satisfied,
she did not mention the matter to him at all. On the other hand, she
carefully abstained from all mention of his supposed aunt. She enlarged
a good deal upon her continued weakness from the cold, and the social
engagements that pressed upon, and took up so much of her time; and
also how busy she was, making garments for the poor old people in the
almhouses. With all these things to do, she could hardly find time to
write his letters (she told him); and this she thought ought to satisfy
him, that she had no time to take a long journey just now, or even to
worry about Mr. Capon sending a messenger.
She did not for one moment suppose that her sister was in any great
need. Of course she had got used to living in a mean little house, on
straitened means, when she married; and she did not suppose she was
much worse off now she was a widow. Mrs. Milner honestly thought this,
and that next spring would do just as well to make enquiries about her,
as to make a fuss just now.
So Herbert looked in vain for news of this aunt; and Mrs. Milner
went on making garments for strangers, never dreaming that she was
neglecting her duty while she did so—that her true duty was to search
for her sister, and befriend her. This was the duty that lay nearest to
her, and no kindness to strangers could atone for the neglect of this.
CHAPTER XIV.
EARNEST ENDEAVOURS.
WHEN Tom told his mother the news brought by Jack, and that Mr.
Murray and the clergyman had both agreed that he might try for this
scholarship, she was quite overcome. For she had begun to blame herself
very bitterly for moving so hastily, and thus depriving her children of
educational advantages she had scarcely thought of at their true value,
until she came here and found the difference in the schools.
Tom had continued his attendance after the fight with Bill Crane, but
she felt sure it was rather to please her than from any real interest
he took in his work there.
In this, however, she was mistaken. Tom did not say anything about it
at home, but the fight with the redoubtable Bill had certainly improved
his position with his school-mates. They talked of him among themselves
as a "jolly plucky chap," though he did come from "Lunnon," where no
boy was supposed to know how to fight. In school, this opinion of him
gradually leavened and altered their behaviour towards him, and they
were ready to forgive his fluent reading and better writing than their
own, in consideration of his being able to stand up to the village
bully, of whom every boy had been secretly afraid until Tom braved him.
Without knowing exactly why or how it had come about, Tom found his
position at school far more tolerable as time went on than it was
at first; and he was gradually becoming oblivious of the noise that
disturbed him so much at first. So that when he told his mother of the
scholarship plan, he made no complaint about not being able to learn
lessons in such a school.
Mrs. Winn had burst into tears when she first heard the wonderful news,
and that greatly disconcerted Tom.
"Don't cry, mother, don't cry," he said, putting his arm round her
neck and kissing her. "I really do mean to work hard this time, and
I daresay Mr. Murray will help me a bit extra, if he sees I'm in
downright earnest, for I think he was rather pleased that we went to
ask him about it, and he likes Elsie, I know."
"Yes, yes, dear, you will try now, I am sure," said the widow, trying
to smile at Tom through her tears. "I am afraid it will be harder work
for you this time, than if you had kept steadily on under Mr. Potter;
but we must not mind that. And Elsie and I will do all we can to help
you."
"Yes, mother, don't be afraid, will you? I really will, for your sake,
work hard now. Elsie has got the books you bought for her when she
was swatting up for her exam., and I daresay they will help me. I'll
take them to school on Monday morning, and ask Mr. Murray to set me
some extra lessons in grammar and geography. Now, come and see Jack,
mother, before he goes; he is having a bit of bread and cheese before
he starts."
Mrs. Winn thanked the boy who was so anxious to make amends for the
mischief he had caused a few months before, and Jack started home on
his wonderful bicycle, feeling happier than he had for many months past.
"I shall come again soon," he said, as he mounted his iron horse and
rode away in the warm dusk of the evening.
"Yes, do," called Tom, Elsie, and little Bobbie, in one breath; and
then they went in to talk over once more the alteration in Tom's
prospects.
"I will call and see Mr. Murray on Monday," said the widow. And then
she heaved a sigh, for she knew it would be quite out of her power
to pay for extra lessons for Tom, and she must explain this to the
schoolmaster at once, though it should betray her poverty in a fashion
that was very painful to her.
There was, however, no help for it, and this news had brought her some
consolation that neither of her children could understand, for they did
not know how bitterly she had been blaming herself for coming here. But
now if it should prove that Tom would be eligible for this scholarship,
then her self-reproaches would lose half their sting, and she would
feel that for Tom, at least, the move had brought nothing but good.
The country air agreed with all the children, and they were growing
strong and vigorous as well as Tom, who seemed to be better than he had
ever been in his life before. But it was the want of work that troubled
her.
Mrs. Perceval was very pleased with the way she had made her girl's
dresses, and had since given her two of her own to do, with which she
was so fully satisfied, that she promised to recommend her to other
friends.
"But I am only the doctor's wife, you know," she said, laughingly,
"and not being a fashionable lady, some of them may think I am not a
competent judge of what is the latest thing in dresses."
She did not forget her promise, but most of the ladies she spoke to on
Mrs. Winn's behalf always sent their dresses to be made in London, and
quite looked down upon a village dressmaker, though she had just come
from London, and could easily get the latest fashions and patterns from
there.
Some of them recommended their servants to try the new dressmaker
who had come to live in Fairfield, and she got a few servant's and
children's dresses to make; but her business did not increase as time
wore on, as she hoped it would, and sometimes a whole week passed and
she would not earn a penny.
This state of things made her very anxious, for although their expenses
were now very small, the children were in splendid health, and had good
appetites. Fortunately Tom's vegetables served them for many a dinner,
with the simple addition of a slice of bread, otherwise they must often
have gone hungry. Indeed, she and Elsie often went with only half a
meal, in order that the little ones should not go short, each of them
pretending that they did not want any more.
Tom had not noticed this for some time; but after Jack's visit, and he
had time to think over everything that had passed, he remembered the
few words spoken just before they got home after seeing Mr. Murray, and
coupling this with what he often heard Elsie say now, that she did not
want much dinner or tea, he came to the conclusion that there must be
some truth in Jack's surmise, and that Elsie was eating as little as
possible that they might not get into debt here, and he resolved to do
the same, and try to help his mother that way. But Elsie was too sharp
for him.
"No, no, Tom, it won't do for you to go with half a meal when you are
working so hard at your books, or in the garden. I don't want so much
now because I have so little to do, but with you it is different. I
know how hungry I used to be when I was working for my scholarship;
and so you must eat, or we shall all be disappointed again when next
November comes, and another disappointment will almost kill mother, I
am afraid."
"Mr. Murray and Mr. Cotton will be disappointed too, I believe," said
Tom, "for I know they quite expect me to win; and Mr. Murray told me
to-day he would do all he could to help me. You see, it will be quite
an honour for this school if I should get the scholarship. But I could
not have gone in for it, if I had had my own way, and not gone to
school to please mother—for I shall only have been just the qualifying
time when the examination takes place, and I had been at school a month
when Jack brought the news. Dear old Jack! He is another who will be
disappointed if I don't pass," said Tom.
"But you must pass," insisted his sister; "and that is why you must eat
all you can, as well as learn all you can. For mother and me it don't
matter, of course, but don't let mother hear you say you cannot eat, or
she will think you are going to be ill again, or that it does not suit
you to sit close at your books. Oh, Tom, I shall be proud of you, and
so will Jack, I know. He will come again soon, I expect, to see how you
are getting on."
This hope that Jack would soon pay them another visit was not
disappointed, but the lad had brought something besides himself this
time on his iron horse. A large parcel was dangling from the front, and
Jack took it to Mrs. Winn as a present from his father.
The lady wondered why Jack's father should send her a large ham, but
the lad told her a rambling tale about Tom helping him with the rabbit
hutch, and his foreman wanted to sell the ham. But Elsie had a keen
suspicion that Jack's own pocket-money had been spent in its purchase.
But they had a splendid tea of ham and eggs, such a meal as they had
not seen for months past. Jack said he had brought the ham to help Tom
on with his lessons now, because he had spoiled his chances before
through building the rabbit hutch.
They all smiled, though they hardly knew what to make of Jack's tales;
still, they were glad to welcome him whenever he came over on Saturday
afternoon, which he generally did about once a month after that first
visit, which seemed to change Tom's whole life and its outlook.
The fact was, Tom could never quite forget Jack's words about his
mother owing money at the shops. Until he heard of this, he had not
thought much about the expense his illness must have been, or that he
had through this spoiled her business, and that there was no one able
to earn a penny all the time he was ill.
But he often thought of it after that talk with Jack, and it made a
great impression upon his mind and conduct too, for he now tried to
do all he could to spare his mother and sister trouble and expense
in every way possible, while his schoolmaster could not say enough
in praise of his diligence, and the steady, patient way in which he
worked, both at his ordinary school tasks, and those that were set him
in addition, to be worked at when he was at home.
And he did not let the garden become weed-grown and neglected through
this application to his books. Betsy Gunn had told him that he would
never get a decent crop of peas, beans, or anything else if he did
not keep the ground free from weeds; and so his garden was kept tidy,
though Elsie often spent an hour or two in this work that her brother
might not be hindered from his lessons.
So the weeks and months went on, and one day Mrs. Perceval called late
in the summer to know how Mrs. Winn was prospering with her business.
"Not very well, ma'am," said Mrs. Winn, hardly able to keep back the
tears as she spoke, for she had no work, and knew not when to expect
any.
There was also another trouble. Elsie was looking pale, and had lost
her appetite the last few days. The rest were well; and Tom seemed to
be quite strong again, and was growing very fond of gardening. But
Elsie always shared her mother's anxieties now, and she was afraid it
was proving too much for her.
Mrs. Perceval suggested that Elsie should come and stay with her for
a few days, for her boys were coming home for their holidays, and she
would be very useful, if Mrs. Winn could spare her. For such a sensible
girl would keep them from mischief when they went out for a long
ramble, and there were many ways she could be useful, if she could be
spared.
Mrs. Winn was glad enough to accept the offer, for she had no doubt
that a week or two with other boys and girls would do Elsie a great
deal of good, and it was arranged that the gig should be sent for her
on the following Monday.
Elsie was loth to go away and leave her mother with no one to help her;
but Mrs. Winn could plead that she had no work in the house just now,
and Mrs. Perceval had been so kind she would not like to disoblige
her. And these considerations had more weight with Elsie than her own
health, or the need there was that she should have some change, and
forget for a time the cares and troubles of the home life.
It was the want of work that troubled her as well as her mother; for
she knew well enough, that unless her mother could soon get a great
deal more work than seemed at all likely now, absolute starvation would
stare them in the face. And though she had never said a word of this to
her mother, the thought of it haunted her day and night now. If only
they could get work, this country life would be very enjoyable, Elsie
thought, for she did not know yet what life in the country was like
during the winter.
During her stay at Mrs. Perceval's, she almost forgot the home
troubles, and grew rosy, and was able to eat anything and everything
that was offered to her. For her kind hostess took care that she should
spend the greater part of every day in the open air, if it was fine.
And this was altogether a new life to the girl, for although they had
a garden of their own at the cottage, Elsie did not spend much time
in it, there being so much to do to keep the children tidy now their
clothes were beginning to wear out, and there was no money to spare to
buy new ones.
A good deal of the washing and mending fell to Elsie now, for if her
mother was not at work, she was out seeking it. As she said, it would
never come to her if she sat at home with her hands folded. And many
a weary mile did she walk, hoping for the success that never seemed
likely to come.
By the time the cold autumn rains set in, Mrs. Winn had almost lost
heart, and was ready to think that her coming to Fairfield had been a
grievous mistake, that could only end in failure, after all her efforts.
She went to church on Sunday, and tried to listen to the service, and
believe that God still cared for the fatherless and widow, as the Bible
taught; but her thoughts would drift away to wondering how the rent was
to be paid, and what the baker would say when she told him she had no
money to pay his bill.
Then as the weather grew colder, and they needed fires more, they had
to do with less; for when their present stock of coals was burnt, they
did not know how they were to get any more. And they had to sit huddled
over a scrap of fire in the kitchen during the day, and go to bed soon
after dusk to save lights and fires.
The only bright spot in the dreary outlook was that Tom might get a
scholarship at the forthcoming examination; and this, as Mrs. Winn had
learned lately, would be even more valuable than Elsie's, for it would
afford Tom board and lodging as well as education at the college.
For Tom's sake, therefore, that he might not be hindered in his
book-work, they were obliged to make the best of things, and the change
of season brought Mrs. Winn one or two dresses to make.
Mrs. Perceval bought her girls winter dresses, and sent them to the
widow to make up at once; and the servants she had worked for in the
spring sent her their work again; one lady's maid saying, that her
dress was better made than her mistress's, though she had paid three
times as much to have it made in London.
This encouraged Mrs. Winn to hope that in time she might be able to
get a good business together here in Fairfield, but what was she and
her children to do while she was waiting. That was the problem that
confronted her continually, and to which she could find no solution,
but the practice of such rigid economy, as to make their life one of
continual privation. They did not let Tom or the children feel this
more than they could help, but upon Elsie and her mother the burden
daily grew harder and harder as the weather grew colder, and their need
of food and fire greater.
CHAPTER XV.
A NEW FRIEND FOR ELSIE.
IT must not be supposed that Elsie's life had been wholly unhappy
during this time. At first she missed her girl friends very much,
but Tom's memorable fight, which led to her introduction to the
schoolmaster's daughter, made a great deal of difference to her in this
respect.
She liked Mary at once, and after they got home, and Tom was safely in
bed, she said to her mother, "I believe poor Mary would be better, if
her mother did not make her believe she was very ill."
"Very likely," said Mrs. Winn, but she spoke in an absent manner, for
she was troubled about Tom and this fight, fearing it might lead to
more trouble for them.
That Tom seemed quite well, and was willing to go to school the next
morning, was a great relief to her, and when he brought a message home
at dinner time, that Mary would like to see Elsie in the afternoon,
Mrs. Winn at once urged her to go as soon as she had cleared the dinner
things away.
"I was afraid Mr. Murray might think Tom was to blame for the fight
yesterday," said the widow, "as it was begun over something Tom said in
school, and so I shall be very glad for you to go and see this girl,
for it may smooth matters for Tom, you know."
"Yes, mother," said Elsie, who needed no second bidding to go and see
her new friend.
She reached the schoolmaster's house, just as Mrs. Murray was leaving.
"Don't talk to her too much. I like her to sleep in the afternoon,
because she rests so badly at night," said Mrs. Murray as she went out.
"Poor, dear mother! I wish she did not worry so much about me," said
Mary, holding out both her thin white hands to greet her friend. "I am
so glad you have come, for I was not at all sure that you would, after
what mother told me."
"Why! What did she tell you?" asked Elsie, in some surprise.
"Oh! Nothing to feel hurt about; I only wish I could be mother's right
hand as you are."
"I see you thought I should be busy. Well, mother is not at all busy
just now, and if she was, I could manage to come and see you in the
afternoon; because I could either bring my work or baby with me."
"Do come, and bring the baby to-morrow," interrupted Mary, eagerly.
"You see the afternoons are the worst part of the day for me; mother is
at home in the morning, getting the dinner ready and other things; but
in the afternoon she has to go to school to teach the girls needlework,
and so I am all alone."
"Poor Mary! It must be lonely for you, I may call you Mary, may I not?"
she said, kissing the invalid again, and looking pityingly at the pale
faded face.
An answering kiss, and a whispered, "Dear Elsie, I am so glad you have
come," sealed the girls' compact of friendship.
"Do you never go out?" asked Elsie, after a pause.
"I have not been out for a long time. Mother is afraid I should take
cold, but father said the other day, he thought he should carry me out
in the garden, sometimes, when the weather got warmer."
"Oh! But if you could have a ride in a bath chair, that would do you
more good than just sitting in the garden."
"But you see I have to lie down all the time, and even then my back
aches dreadfully sometimes."
"So would mine if I was always lying on it," said Elsie, stoutly. "You
were not lying down when I came in yesterday; you were sitting in that
easy-chair by the window."
"Yes, my back ached so much that I persuaded mother to let me sit up
just for once. It was funny that I should have that fancy, for if I had
not been here, I should not have seen the fight, and they might not
have brought your brother in, and then I should not have seen you, and
that would have been a pity. Don't you think it would?"
"Yes, I should have been sorry, for you see I have no girl friend
here; and though I love Tom very much, he is only a boy, and can't be
expected to understand things as a girl can."
"That's just what I have told mother, sometimes," said the invalid,
fondling Elsie's rather rough red hands. "You see I have the dearest,
sweetest mother and father that ever was, but then somehow I have
wished I could know a girl like myself. Can you keep a secret?" she
suddenly asked.
"What sort of a secret is it?" said Elsie. "You see I got into trouble
once through that, for mother said I ought not to have promised to keep
secret what I did, as a good deal of trouble might have been saved to
other people, if I had spoken in time."
"I don't think; I hope my secret will not cause anybody trouble, and I
do want to tell you so much," said Mary. "You see it is this way, the
doctors said I must lie on my back for two years, and only one year has
passed. I have not walked all that time, for I am not heavy, and father
carries me up and down stairs, and I lie here all day. I hardly thought
of what I was doing, but when I saw Mr. Thompson pick your brother up
and bring him towards our gate, I remembered that the street door was
locked, and I just slipped off the chair, and walked across the room
and unlocked it, and then came back again. Nobody thought to ask how he
got in, and I was afraid to tell mother, for she would have fretted so
much about it."
"But why should she if you are no worse?" interrupted Elsie.
"You see the doctors said I was to lie still for two years."
"But if you are no worse for sitting up in the chair and walking across
the room, you—"
"Oh no, I am not worse, I slept better last night than I have done for
a long time, and that is why I am going to ask you something, but you
must keep it a secret. I want you to let me lean on your arm and try to
walk again, I don't think I could do it by myself, for there is no one
wanting to get in to-day."
Elsie laughed and clapped her hands. "I see you want to cheat the
doctors if you can, and you would like me to help you," she said.
Mary laughed too, and her pale cheek flushed with pleasant excitement
when she saw how heartily her new friend could enter into her feelings.
"Wouldn't it be delightful to surprise my mother and father one day, by
going to meet them as they come out of school?" she said.
"We'll talk about that afterwards, but you shall have your walk indoors
if you like. Suppose we lock the street door before we begin our secret
mischief, and then you must have a pair of slippers on, or you may
catch cold."
"Slippers?" repeated Mary. "Don't you think these wool ones would be
enough? They are nice and warm." And Mary put one foot from under the
rug to assure Elsie on this point.
Elsie was about to suggest that they should postpone this trial trip
until the next afternoon, but she saw that Mary would be greatly
disappointed, for she was all eagerness to put her feet on the ground
again. And so she said, "They would do for a little trial, just once
across the room and back again, and then if you can do it, I will run
home and fetch a pair of mine or mother's, that would go over those
soft woollen boots and prevent you taking cold."
This was readily agreed upon, and Mary went so well with the help of
Elsie's arm, that she would have repeated the experiment again and
again, if Elsie had not insisted that she should wait until she could
run home for the shoes, before crossing the room again.
"If I am to keep your secret, I must take care that no harm happens
through it," said Elsie, "and it would do you a great deal of harm if
you were to catch cold."
So Mary agreed to wait, and Elsie was not long before she was back
again, bringing with her a warm soft shawl to wrap round the invalid,
for she did not doubt but that she would want to go into the kitchen,
when the parlour had been crossed several times.
She knew where to find a comfortable pair of old slippers, and was soon
back with Mary, and had put them over the woollen boots she wore.
"Now then, you are dressed for the journey," she said, as she wrapped
the shawl about her and walked gently round the room, Mary seeming to
grow stronger and more confident at every step.
"Do let me walk once round the kitchen now?" said the invalid. "You
don't know how nice and funny it feels to be on your feet again."
So she walked once round the kitchen, and then Elsie said she must not
attempt any more walking for that day, but she promised to bring the
slippers and shawl the next afternoon, that she might try again, if she
was no worse for this experiment.
[Illustration: Mary seemed to grow stronger every step.]
A look of infinite content settled upon the invalid's face as she lay
back on her pillows after this experiment. "My back don't ache a bit
now," she said; "and when I have rested a little while, you will help
me to sit up in the chair, won't you?"
"Not to-day, dear; I would not attempt too much at once. To-morrow if
you feel strong enough, and have slept well, you shall try to sit in
the chair, but you see if you do too much, your mother may think I am
leading you into mischief."
"Yes, that she would," laughed Mary, "and that is why I must keep it
all a secret. I have heard her tell father I should not put my foot to
the ground until the two years was up, and really I think I should die,
if I had to lie here two years longer doing nothing."
"But why don't you do something? You read of course—"
There was a gentle shake of the head on the pillow. "Mother does not
like me to read much," she said. "You see the doctors said I must be
kept very quiet, and I suppose it was needful at first. But I am sure
I am getting better, faster than the doctors thought I should, and I
get so dreadfully tired lying here that I believe I am beginning to be
really ill, and shall get really worse, if I can't move about and do
something soon. There dear, now I have told you all my secret, and I
hope you will help me."
"Yes, that I will," said Elsie. "But don't you think you could tell
your father all about it, he might be able to help you better than I
can."
But Mary shook her head. "You see I am the only child, and they love
me too well," she said. "You ought to be very thankful that you have
brothers. I wish I had," she added, with a sigh.
"But if they love you so much," began Elsie.
"They love me more than you or I can understand," answered the invalid,
solemnly.
"I know just what would happen if I spoke to father; a troubled look
would come into his face and he would say, 'We must speak to mother
about it; she knows best.'
"And then when he told her, she would say, 'The child is fretting
because she is left alone so much; we will get another teacher for the
needlework, and then I can stay at home with her in the afternoon.'
"Now I don't want that; she is the dearest mother that ever was, but
when she sits with me, she always makes me think I am ill, though she
does not say a word about it. And then I have a bad night, and I do
feel ill the next day. It is funny, but this has happened so often,
that I dare not let mother know just how I feel, for fear she should
want to stay at home with me, and make me worse."
"But she would let you read some books if I brought them, and, oh!
Could you dress a doll for a bazaar?" said Elsie, quickly.
"I think I could, if you would show me how to do it, and cut out the
clothes," said Mary. "I should not be so dull if I had things like that
to do," she added. "That is what I want,—something to do for other
people, and not take all the love and care for myself, without doing
anything for anybody else."
"Well, it would be a real help to me and to my friend, if you could
dress this doll for us. The bazaar is in aid of the penny dinners for
poor children in London; so you may feel sure that you are helping to
feed some hungry child while you are doing it. Mother will cut out the
frock and other clothes, and I will bring you everything ready fixed."
"Oh! I can fix it, mother has let me help her sometimes to place the
work for the girls at school, but she won't bring it home to do now,
because I always want to help her. She is afraid I shall get tired,
when it would do me good to feel tired sometimes."
So the girls talked on, until it was nearly time for Mrs. Murray to
come back from school, and then Elsie went home, taking the shawl and
slippers with her, and not even telling her mother what she had wanted
them for.
She went again the next afternoon, feeling somewhat anxious lest she
should find Mary worse from the previous day's exertions, in which case
she had made up her mind that she would not help her to walk again,
although she might offend Mary, and sever the friendship that promised
to bring so much sweetness and change into her life.
But to her great satisfaction, Mary declared that she was feeling
better, and certainly she was looking better, Elsie thought.
"Mother says she thinks now it may do me good to have a young friend to
see me sometimes," said Mary, laughing with glee. "Have you brought the
slippers?" she asked, eagerly.
Elsie produced the slippers, and Mary had provided a shawl for this
afternoon's expedition, so the two girls, laughing and chatting, went
round the house again, Mary sitting in every kitchen chair for a
minute, just to feel what it was like as she said.
Elsie let her have her way in this, but when she thought she had been
walking long enough, she insisted upon her lying down to rest before
she sat up again in the easy-chair by the window.
She was sitting there comfortably wrapped in the shawl, when her mother
came back from school. In a moment, Mrs. Murray had taken alarm; "Oh,
my dear, you must not do that," she said, looking reproachfully at
Elsie, who was just going home.
"Mother, I made her do it," said Mary, quickly, "and I feel better for
her coming. Good-bye, Elsie, and come to-morrow if you possibly can."
It was Mary's way of dismissing her friend before her mother could
reproach her for what she had done, and she spoke with so much energy,
that Mrs. Murray could only look at her in silence, until the click of
the garden gate warned her, that if she wanted to lay any charge upon
Elsie, as to what she might or might not do, she would have to wait and
see her the following afternoon.
But it so happened that Elsie could not leave home early the next day;
Mrs. Winn had some work come in, and so Elsie was obliged to wash and
dress baby and take him with her, and so Mrs. Murray was compelled to
go to school before she got there.
Baby was a fresh source of amusement to the invalid, for he could run
about now and prattle in a fashion that was highly amusing to Mary. She
was willing to lie on the couch-to-day, because baby could stand close
to her, when he had overcome his shyness, and amuse her with his quaint
chatter. And Mrs. Murray finding her still on the couch when she came
home, felt more satisfied with Elsie.
Thus the days and weeks went on, and by degrees Mrs. Murray was won
over to let Mary read the books that Elsie brought, and do a little
sewing for the doll's clothes. She could not but admit, that as the
summer advanced, Mary seemed better and altogether stronger, and she
said it was because her father took her into the garden sometimes.
Mary admitted this, but she wanted Elsie to have her share in the
improvement acknowledged, and she tried hard to persuade her father
one day to let her walk a few steps, wishing to give him an agreeable
surprise as to her ability to walk.
But Mr. Murray almost shuddered at the proposal. "My dear, your mother
would not hear of it," he said; "you are getting a little better we can
all see, and we must let well alone. Your mother would think you were
fretting again if you asked such a thing, and she says Elsie Winn has
cured you of that a good deal."
Mary had been on the point of telling her father once or twice that she
could walk, and felt all the better for walking round the house every
day. But after this talk, the girls agreed that they must keep their
secret a little longer, and find out some other plan for divulging it.
Elsie had convinced Mary that it would never do to give her mother the
surprise she intended, for to go and meet her coming from school would
probably give her such a shock, that she would not recover from the
effects of it for some days, even if she was not seriously ill through
it.
Things were in this condition, when Elsie went to stay for a week or
two with Mrs. Perceval, and before she came home, she had told the
secret to that lady, hoping she would be able to find a way out of the
difficulty for them, as Mr. Perceval was Mary's doctor now.
CHAPTER XVI.
A FRIEND IN NEED.
DURING Elsie's stay with Mrs. Perceval, she contrived to tell her all
about the friendship that had sprung up between herself and Mary, and
that lady was quite glad to hear of it. But she did not know what to
say of the secret walks about the house, which Mary had been indulging
in for some time past.
"I must talk to the doctor about it, and hear what he says, for it was
scarcely a wise thing to do, I am afraid."
"But you will not let Mrs. Murray know about it, will you?" said Elsie,
pleadingly. "If it had been my own secret, I should have told my mother
long ago, or if Mrs. Murray was not frightened about everything for
Mary; I mean, if she was brave and wise, as my mother is, there would
not have been any need for it to be a secret," said Elsie, by way of
explanation.
"I will tell the doctor all about it, and he will manage everything so
as not to shock Mrs. Murray or get Mary into trouble; and I hope no
harm has been done by your rash experiment."
When the doctor heard the story from his wife, he laughed. "This
explains a good deal that had puzzled me about Miss Mary the last few
weeks. But leave it to me, I am going to Fairfield to-morrow, and I
shall find out this secret, you may rely upon it."
So the next morning, he walked into the schoolmaster's house, and to
Mrs. Murray's great astonishment, he said, "Now, Mary, you have been
looking so much better the last week or two, I want to see if you
cannot walk a few steps, at least."
"Oh, doctor but how about the two years she was to lie on her back?
They are not at an end yet," said Mrs. Murray, in a tone of alarm.
"Perhaps not; but she may have improved more rapidly than was thought
possible when the doctors decreed two years for her on the couch;
certainly she has been much better the last few weeks," he said.
"She has slept better, and her appetite has been better," admitted Mrs.
Murray.
"And she has had a little more company, I hear," said Mr. Perceval,
looking quizzically at Mary, who knew then that Elsie had told the
secret, as she said she should.
"I could walk round the garden, if mother would let me," said Mary,
desperately.
"We shall see about that afterwards. Let me see, now, how you can walk
across the room with my help," and the doctor put his hand under her
arm.
"Capital!" he exclaimed, as he led her back to the couch. "Now, Mrs.
Murray, she may go for a little walk every day in the open air, say to
the top of the garden and back, when it is fine; if not, then a walk up
and down the room for a few minutes, and I will see her again in a day
or two."
"Oh, thank you," exclaimed Mary; "and please tell Elsie about it, for
she has helped me to get better," she added.
"I don't doubt it," said the doctor, taking his hat and gloves, and
without waiting to hear all Mrs. Murray had to say against his advice
being followed, he jumped into his gig and drove away.
"That girl has done my invalid at Fairfield a world of good," he said
to Mrs. Perceval, when he got home.
"I am glad their experiment has done Mary no harm," replied the lady,
"and it will be a great relief to Elsie to hear it too, for I was
telling her this morning it would not be wise to go against doctor's
orders in that way, as a general rule."
"Well no, perhaps, it wouldn't, but I believe Mary had so strong an
impulse to walk again, that any doctor would have sanctioned it, if
they had known of it; and certainly her mother would, if she had not
grown so terribly nervous about the girl. Now, I hope when Elsie goes
home, she will help her friend to walk out a little way, every day that
it is fine, and Mary will soon be as well and strong as Elsie herself.
By the way, she is looking a good deal better since she came here,"
added the doctor.
"Yes, she does. She needed a change I felt sure, she is so very anxious
lest her brother should not get this scholarship for the horticultural
college. She says he is very fond of gardening, so that it will be just
the thing for him; and Fairfield will be able to hold up its head,
as the first village in the neighbourhood that has been able to take
advantage of the bequest which was left for these scholarships."
"Oh, I think the lad is pretty sure to get it," said the doctor. "I was
talking to Cotton the other day, and he says the lad has been working
splendidly all the summer, and Murray is going to have him at his house
in the evening from now until November, that he may help him all he
can; so that I think he will pull it off all right. This girl who is
staying here won a scholarship for herself they tell me; it seems a
pity she could not have had it."
"Yes, it does seem a pity," said the lady, "though she might not have
been such a kind, thoughtful girl, if she had had more book learning. I
am sure she has been quite a comfort to me these holidays, and added to
everybody's enjoyment, as well as enjoying herself, I hope."
There was little question but that Elsie was enjoying the change of
air, and scene, and society. And the thought that here a slice of bread
and butter—more or less—would make no perceptible difference in the
larder, gave zest to her appetite, and she enjoyed her food with double
relish.
It was with mingled feelings of regret and relief that she went home,
for she was afraid lest she should find her mother almost worn out with
the extra care and trouble that would fall upon her while she was away;
but she found her looking much the same as when she left her.
"Dear, dear mother, I am glad to come back to you," said Elsie, "though
I have had a splendid holiday, and enjoyed myself so much."
"You are looking better, dear," said her mother, who really was glad
to see Elsie back once more, for she had missed her sadly, both for
the work she took off her shoulders, and the companionship that Elsie
alone could give her now. Tom tried to do what he could, but he was
not Elsie, he could not share his mother's burden; for he, like the
children, must be sheltered from all trouble and anxiety, and provided
for somehow, or he would not be able to give that undivided attention
to his books and lessons, that was an absolute necessity, if he was not
to disappoint everybody's hopes on his behalf.
Mrs. Winn was very grateful to the schoolmaster for asking Tom to
spend his evenings with him now. Whether he guessed that there was not
too much for him at home, she did not know, she hoped he did not. But
that he took Tom home with him to tea two or three times a week was a
relief to her, and that he went away directly after tea, until bedtime,
enabled her and Elsie to practice several little economies, without
Tom's knowledge, that would have troubled him, if he had known of them.
This was likewise a satisfaction to her.
So the summer passed away, and the wet dreary month of November came
in, the month that was to decide Tom's fate, and about which Elsie grew
nervously anxious as the time went on.
She knew now that this examination was a more difficult one than her
own had been, for during her visits to Mary she heard various items of
news that Mary had gleaned from her father, and Tom himself. Elsie did
not venture to tell her mother of this, lest she should make her more
despondent than she was.
But it was a great burden to the girl to think that her brother might
fail after all, and through no fault of his own this time, for Mr.
Murray had told her that Tom had got on wonderfully since he had
made up his mind to try for this scholarship. If he failed it would
be an honourable failure, for which he could not be blamed, as the
examination was very difficult for a mere boy such as Tom was.
Tom, too, had his own private worry just now, and it was one he saw
no way of getting over at present. He did not know until the end
of October that the examination would be held at the horticultural
college, and would occupy the greater part of a week, and during this
time he would be expected to provide his own board and lodging in the
town. How this additional expense was to be met, he did not know.
Mr. Cotton had mentioned the matter one day when he called at the
school, and advised Tom to go over to the neighbourhood of the college
before the day of examination, and look-out for lodgings.
"I think I might do that through a friend," said Tom. And there the
matter had ended, so far as the clergyman was concerned; but to Tom it
was a serious question, as to how he was to pay for the lodgings when
they were found.
At last he thought he would write, and confide his trouble to his old
friend. And, as he hoped, this brought Jack over on the following
Saturday.
"Look here, old fellow," he said, "I have heard that this blessed
examination will last a week, and you'll have to look-out for a
lodging, unless you will put your pride in your pocket, and come
and stay with me. My mother will do the best she can to make you
comfortable, because of that rabbit hutch; but we are working people,
you know, and rough it a bit sometimes."
Mrs. Winn looked anxiously at Tom, for it was the first time she had
heard of the examination lasting a week, and she said, rather sharply,
"Did you know of this, Tom?"
"Not until last week, mother. Mr. Cotton told me then that I should
have to look-out for a lodging, and I thought if Jack should happen to
come over, I would ask him about it."
"Bless you, I don't believe you would get a lodging for love or money
nearer the college than we are. They tell me lots of chaps come for
this, and it'll be a rare honour for Tom and the school, and all the
lot of you, if he gets this scholarship. But he must have a place to
live in while he is there, so why shouldn't you let me have a share in
the honour, as well as the rest of you. We're a bit roughish as I said,
but my father's getting on: he's in business for himself. Got a board
as big as that wall. 'John Bond, Carpenter and Builder,' writ on it,
as large as you please. So you see, Mrs. Winn, you need not mind him
coming to us," concluded Jack.
Mrs. Winn did not know what to think, or what to say. She did not like
being indebted to strangers for Tom's accommodation, and yet what could
she do, she had no means to spare for this, and she seemed almost
bewildered as to what she ought to do.
"We are very much obliged to you for your kind invitation," she said,
"but I am afraid it will be giving your mother a great deal of trouble."
"Not a bit of it," said Jack. "Let me see, the examination begins next
Monday week, I shall come over next Saturday and fetch Tom, so mind he
is all ready, Mrs. Winn, for we shall have to start early, because I
want to show Tom about the town a bit."
Mrs. Winn had no better plan to offer in opposition to this, and so the
matter was settled, and a great weight of anxiety was lifted from Tom's
mind, for now he was able to devote his whole attention to his lessons
during this last week.
Betsy Gunn had heard about this college, and was determined to have
some hand in sending Tom there if she could, and so she came in after
Jack had gone, and gave him some practical lessons in grafting and
pruning, which she said would be sure to come in useful.
Tom had learned to like the gossiping old woman, or he would not have
paid any attention to what she had to show him. But as it was, he
watched how she used her knife, and then tried to imitate her method in
a way that quite delighted the woman.
He little thought, as he went on practising Betsy's lesson, how much
would depend upon his compliant civility to the old woman, and how
large a share Betsy Gunn would have in securing his success.
Jack fetched him the following Saturday, and he took with him quite
a pile of books, which he studied every spare minute, between one
examination and the other. But each in turn proved so difficult, that
he almost lost heart after the first day, and it was not until the
examination in practical gardening came on, that he began to hope again.
Part of what he had to do was in practical pruning and grafting, and he
remembered Betsy's lesson so well, that for this he was awarded full
marks, and attracted the notice of the examiner, who reported in most
favourable terms on his skill and dexterity in using the pruning knife.
He knew he had done well in this examination, and went home on the
Friday somewhat cheered; but still feeling very far from confident that
he had passed.
Elsie saw him coming, and went out to the gate to meet him, and to
hear the news. But he shook his head sadly, and walked so slowly, as
though he had left all hope behind him, that a chill feeling of despair
crept over the girl, and she shivered as though the cold had struck her
inwardly.
"Oh, Tom, what is it?" she asked, when her brother reached the gate.
"I cannot tell yet, of course; but I am afraid to hope, Elsie. You see
the examination was much stiffer than I expected it would be, and I had
so little time to work up for it. I did all I could of the papers set,
but I know I have not done well in some. The best I did was the one
Betsy Gunn coached me in."
"Oh, Tom," gasped Elsie, holding on to the gate for support.
Tom put his arm round her and led her indoors. But either it was the
cold, or the shock of his depressing news, or both together, added to
the privation she was enduring, that quite overcame her, for she had no
sooner sat down on the chair than she fainted, and would have fallen
upon the floor, if her mother had not caught her in her arms.
"She is overtired, I am afraid, Tom; help me to carry her up to her own
room, and she shall go to bed at once."
Mrs. Winn chafed her hands, while Tom filled a bottle with hot water
to put to her feet; but alas, there was not much in the way of
restoratives they could give her, except a cup of tea, and Tom made
this while his mother helped Elsie to undress.
When she had had her tea, and was somewhat revived, Tom went to tell
Mr. Murray that he feared he had failed, and should not bring the
honour to Fairfield Village School that he had hoped to do.
"Never mind, my lad; you have done your best, and no man can do more.
If you have failed, it is an honourable failure, and you must try again
next year, you will still be eligible as to age."
But Tom shook his head. "If I have failed, sir, I must go to work, and
do something to help mother; I cannot stay at school another year. I am
afraid Elsie is going to be ill now," he added.
"Is Elsie ill? Is that why she has not been to see me the last two
days?" asked Mary, eagerly and anxiously.
"Very likely. I have only just come in, and my news seemed to upset her
so much, that she sat down and fainted when we got into the kitchen."
"Oh, poor Elsie; she will be disappointed if you have failed, Tom,"
said Mary. "Mother, do let me go and see her," she added.
But Mrs. Murray would not hear of it. She would call and ask Mrs. Winn
how she was in the evening; and if it was fine, she should perhaps go
round and see her the next day, but that was all she would concede.
"Stay and have some tea with us," said Mr. Murray. "You look as though
you would be ill yourself, if you did not have something soon. Did you
have comfortable lodgings, my lad?"
"Oh yes; I went to stay with a school-fellow, and he took good care of
me. Everybody has been very kind."
And then they caught sight of Betsy Gunn standing at the gate, waiting
to hear how he had fared.
"Come in a minute, Miss Gunn," said the schoolmaster, politely.
"I'm afraid it's no go Betsy," said Tom. "But if I should be lucky
enough to scrape through at the tail end of the rest, I shall have to
thank you for that place."
Betsy's brow darkened. "Do you mean to say Betsy would push you down to
the last place?" she said.
"No, no; but if he gets a place at all, it will be you he will have to
thank for it," said the schoolmaster, laughing.
Betsy looked from one to the other to see if they were making fun of
her, as most of the village lads did.
But Tom said quickly, "It's true enough, Betsy. They set me to do some
pruning and grafting, and I did it the way you showed me, while some
of the fellows made a dreadful muddle of it. I did that part of the
exam. well, I know, for the examiner told me so; that, you see, I may
scramble through, thanks to your lesson."
Betsy nodded and went away. She had heard enough to satisfy her; the
great gardeners at the college couldn't beat her dad's way of grafting,
and she was content.
"I only hope this part of the examination will prove a help to you,"
said Mr. Murray. "It was wise of you, Tom, to accept her help, and
learn all she could teach you, for I know nothing about pruning and
grafting beyond what the books teach. But now sit down and have some
tea; we cannot let you go until we have heard all about the papers that
were set you."
So, between eating and talking, Tom did not get home until nearly eight
o'clock. The children had gone to bed, but he was surprised to see his
mother sitting up, with scarcely a spark of fire in the grate.
This part of the family economy, he had not been aware of until now,
but he remembered to have seen it before, and he could only say,—
"Oh, mother, has it come to this, that you must sit without a fire?"
"Never mind, dear, let us get to bed now; I am tired, and so are you."
And she kissed and bade him good-night as she drew him upstairs.
CHAPTER XVII.
TOM'S SCHOLARSHIP.
"MOTHER, mother, I have got it! I have won the scholarship after all."
Tom burst in with the news about a week after the examination, and
announced it to the empty room first, for his mother was upstairs with
Elsie. She was still very poorly, but managed to come down and do what
she could to help about the house, but by the afternoon was so tired
that she had to go and lie down again. And Mrs. Winn had just gone
up to tell her it was nearly tea time, and Tom would be home soon,
when Tom announced himself and his success in true schoolboy fashion,
without thinking of the effect it might have upon his sister.
The immediate result was all that Tom could desire. She came running
downstairs before he could get up to them, and threw herself into his
arms, shouting, "Oh, Tom! Tom! I am so glad, I am so glad."
And for a minute, he clasped her in his arms, and kissed her, in the
fullness of his joy and relief. But instead of being content with this,
Elsie clung to him more tightly, laughing and crying by turns, until
Mrs. Winn came down and led her to a chair, when she became even worse,
until Tom grew quite alarmed, for she was soon in hysterics of laughter
and tears.
"Mother, whatever is the matter with her? She seemed all right when she
came downstairs," said Tom, in a tone of alarm.
"Yes, yes; she was so glad, of course, at the good news, for we have
had so little lately, but the suddenness of this has been too much for
her. I am afraid she is very weak, or she would have borne it better,"
his mother added.
"But why should she be so weak?" asked Tom. "Of course, I know she has
not been very well lately, and the disappointment, when I said I was
afraid I had failed, upset her; but I thought the good news that has
just come would make her well again."
"Yes, dear, it will, I daresay, when she can quite understand it, but
the suddenness of it has upset her for the time."
"What is the matter?" asked another voice, at this point, and looking
round, they saw Mary had come in by the back gate, which Tom had left
open. "What is the matter with Elsie?" she asked, in some alarm. "I
have just heard from mother that Tom has won the scholarship, and came
to tell Elsie."
"Tom has told us, and it was such a sudden joy to Elsie, that it was
more than she could bear," said the widow.
Elsie was more quiet now, but lay back in the chair looking very white
and exhausted, though she managed to smile when Mary went and took her
hand. "I am so glad," she feebly whispered.
"Mrs. Winn, she must be very ill to be so faint as this, just because
of hearing good news suddenly," said Mary, for Elsie had closed her
eyes, and looked almost lifeless, as she lay back in the chair.
"Yes, she is very poorly, I know," replied Mrs. Winn, and she did not
look much better than Elsie herself as she spoke, for what would become
of them if Elsie was really going to be ill? She put the thought away
from her as too terrible for contemplation. "It is only a bad cold
hanging about her, I hope," she added, as Mary stood and looked at the
helpless girl. She tried to rouse her, but it was of no use.
Elsie only shivered as if cold to her bones, and at last Tom and Mrs.
Winn carried her upstairs again, and her mother resorted to the same
remedies that had been used when she had the first shock.
Meanwhile Mary said, "Tom, I want you to go with me to look-out for Dr.
Perceval. He will be in the village, I expect, this afternoon, and my
father would like to see him on business, and I want to see him too;
but I should not be able to walk so fast as you can."
"No, indeed, that is not to be expected," said Tom. "It is wonderful
that you can walk as well as you can."
"Ah, I should not, if it had not been for Elsie," answered Mary.
"There, don't stop to talk about it now, Tom, but run on to the corner
and stop Dr. Perceval, if you see him coming, or tell him to come and
meet me here."
Tom was only just in time to catch the doctor as he drove past in his
gig, and he went at once to meet Mary. She was still near the cottage,
and when she saw him she said, "You are wanted here, doctor. Elsie is
very ill; will you come and see her?"
"But Tom Winn said you wanted me."
"Yes, I want you to see Elsie, for I don't believe they know how bad
she really is; and then my father would like to see you, I know,
afterwards."
"Very well, I will go and see Elsie at once; but you must go home, for
you are looking tired. Go home and lie down for the rest of the day, or
the back will be bad again, and I know that would be a disappointment
to everybody. I will call and let you know how your friend is, if you
are an obedient girl," said the doctor, smiling.
"I will go home at once," said Mary, and the doctor went on to the
cottage.
He found the back gate open, and went round to the kitchen entrance,
and a survey of the room gave him a clue as to what was the matter
upstairs. The tea things were set, and about a quarter of a loaf was
on the table; Bobby and baby were standing close to it, and both were
picking crumbs from it, and eating them with the greatest relish. There
was a tiny scrap of fire in the grate, but the range was screwed up to
its narrowest capacity, telling of such rigid economy that could not be
far from actual starvation.
He knocked on the stairs, and called "Mrs. Winn," to let her know that
he was there; for he was not sure from Mary's manner whether he had
been sent for by the widow or not, and he did not want to give her a
shock by walking up unannounced.
"I hear your daughter is very poorly. May I come up and see her?" he
said, when he heard her footsteps on the stairs.
"Oh yes, certainly," said Mrs. Winn; and the next minute the doctor was
at Elsie's bedside.
Standing in the cold little bedroom, looking down at the thin white
face, the doctor was at his wit's end to know what to advise the poor
mother to do. But at last he said, as cheerfully as he could, "I will
send her some medicine as soon as I get back, and she had better stay
in bed for a day or two until she gets stronger."
Then he beckoned Mrs. Winn to follow him downstairs, and he led the
way to the parlour; for Tom and the children were in the kitchen, the
little ones quarrelling as to who should stand in front of the handful
of fire.
"Now, Mrs. Winn, what is to be done?" said the doctor, facing round and
closing the door when the widow came in. She looked at him as if she
did not understand what he meant. "You know it is not medicine that
your little daughter needs, but food, and plenty of it. Now, you have
made a brave struggle to get work here, I know, but Fairfield is not
the best place in the world for a stranger, and I am afraid you have
had a hard time of it; but now the question is, what are you going to
do? Have you no friends who would be willing to help you a little, if
it was only for a year or two, until Tom was able to earn some money? I
hear he has won a scholarship."
The widow felt choked. All that the doctor said was true enough she
knew, but she did not like to hear it put into such plain language.
"You do not think Elsie is very ill?" she managed to ask at last.
"Very ill!" repeated the doctor. "Why, you can see for yourself that
she cannot live long if there is not a change in her condition very
soon. Think now, Mrs. Winn, whether you have no friend or relative
to whom you can apply. I tell you the girl's life depends upon it.
She has borne her share of the struggle as long as she can, and borne
it bravely. But her power of endurance is exhausted, for she is but
a child after all; and so, if you do not wish to see her die of
starvation, you should at once seek help from friends or relatives.
Surely you or your husband must have somebody who would be willing to
do something for you."
"I have a sister," gasped Mrs. Winn, "but I have not seen or heard from
her for years. Her husband is a very proud man, and I offended both of
them when I married."
"Well, that is over and done with now, and you are left a widow with
these children dependent upon you. Surely, if your sister knew how you
were placed, she would deem it her duty to do what she could to help
you."
"Perhaps she would. I have never thought of asking her, for I never
thought I should come to such a pass as this," and poor Mrs. Winn burst
into tears, and sobbed hysterically.
"There, there, you must forgive me if I seemed to speak harshly. You
must bear up, you know, or else we shall have the little maid fretting,
and that would never do."
Mr. Perceval spoke as kindly and tenderly as possible; but Mrs. Winn
was feeling weak and spent, and could not stay her tears now she once
began to cry.
"Can you tell me your sister's name, and where, she lives, and I will
send for her to come to you?"
But Mrs. Winn could only shake her head. "I must look for it," she
murmured.
"Well, mind you have it ready for me by the time I come to-morrow. Now,
put away all false pride in the matter, and try to think that your
sister would be glad to help you, if she only knew that you were in
such straits. For if we will not let our friends know that we are in
need of their assistance, how are they to do their duty? Try to think
of it this way, Mrs. Winn,—that by keeping your trouble to yourself,
as you are doing, you are denying to your sister a right she possesses
to be your helper; that is, of course, if she is likely to be in a
position to help you."
"Oh, yes; her husband was a wealthy man. That was how the trouble began
between us. She made what the world called a good match. Her husband
had plenty of money when she married, while I—well—everybody said, I
married beneath me, because my dear husband was only a clerk."
"Ah, well, there might have been faults on both sides, Mrs. Winn. Your
friends might think you were wilfully rushing into poverty."
"That's what they said," interrupted the widow; "and that is why I have
kept out of their way. I did not want them to know that we got a little
poorer every year."
"Of course not; that was quite right. And while your husband lived,
and could work for you, you did not need their help. But now, for your
children's sake, it is your duty to overcome this angry feeling, and
the pride that makes you wish to hide your poverty from those whose
duty it is to help you. That is how you should look at it, Mrs. Winn.
You have a brave little daughter, who did not shrink from doing her
duty, when she knew what it was; though it must have been a hard pinch
to give up that scholarship, and all it meant to her. Now she has done
this, you should do your duty for her, and ask this wealthy sister to
do hers. For if she has the means, she ought to help you, because you
are her sister, and need it; and both ought to forgive and forget the
past, with its pride and bitterness, and all that grew out of that, and
the wilfulness too."
Mrs. Winn did not know herself how strong this pride and resentment
was in her, until after the doctor had gone; and she went upstairs and
unlocked her desk, to find a letter that had her sister's address.
Then, as it seemed to her, the love and reverence she felt for her
husband's memory, rose up to forbid her writing to one who never
understood his worth, or spoke a kind word of him. And she almost
resolved to tear up the letter, and put it out of her power, or Dr.
Perceval's either, to let her sister know the straits to which she was
reduced.
But just then Elsie called her from the next room, and she ran in to
see what she wanted. "Oh, mother, I should like a cup of coffee and a
piece of nice brown buttered toast," said the girl.
"Coffee and buttered toast, Elsie," said her mother.
"Yes, I am so tired of tea. You see we have to make it over and over
again with the same tea leaves, that there is no taste in it."
Poor Elsie had eaten very little for the last week. She had refused
everything they had offered her, and now this cry for coffee and brown
buttered toast wrung her mother's heart.
"You shall have it, dear; you shall have it," she said. "I will get
some for you very soon."
And she went downstairs and wrote a few lines to her sister, telling
her that her husband was dead, and her children almost starving; and
then Tom was sent with it to the post. She never dreamed but that she
would receive a reply and some money in the course of a day or two,
unless her sister came to her, which she might do.
But the next day passed, and the next, and there was no postman called
at the cottage. In vain Mrs. Winn watched and waited by the window for
him, and then at the gate. The postman went past without stopping; and
when she asked if he had no letter for her, he said with a shake of the
head, as though she was a child, "None to-day."
The doctor went from Mrs. Winn's to the schoolmaster's cottage to see
Mary, and hear all about Tom's scholarship, for he had only heard the
bare fact from Tom himself as he stopped the gig.
"I am very glad to hear it, very glad," said the doctor; "for now the
lad will be no expense to his mother, and be in the way of learning a
good business."
"Yes, and just the very one he likes best of all," said Mary. "It is a
better scholarship than Elsie's, and Tom won't have to give it up as
Elsie did."
"No, indeed, I hope not," said the doctor. "Now let us hear a little
about yourself, Miss Mary," he added.
"She is getting on wonderfully well," said the schoolmaster; while Mrs.
Murray said, in a quieter tone, "She certainly seems better in health
than she has been for a long time."
"I can walk as far as Mrs. Winn's without feeling a bit tired," said
Mary.
"Very well, let that be the limit of your walks for the present, and
rest a bit there and have a chat with your friend before you come back;
that is the best advice I can give you. I have told Elsie she must
stay in bed a few days; but you can help her as she helped you, and
by-and-bye we shall see what we shall see," added the doctor, for he
had no doubt that help would speedily be sent to the widow from her
wealthy sister. And he did not hear for some days that no answer came
to the widow's letter.
CHAPTER XVIII.
CONCLUSION.
"MILNER, Dr. Staples wishes to see you in his study."
This was the message brought to Herbert one morning in the late autumn,
just before they went into school.
"What is it, do you know?" said Herbert, stepping aside from the
group of boys, who were all talking at once over some matter of great
interest to them. "What is the row, do you know?" The messenger
happened to be his particular chum.
"Well, I fancy it's about the lessons. You see, old fellow, they
haven't been up to the mark lately. You haven't been exactly the
pattern boy with the lessons this half; and it won't do, you know, for
Staples to lose his pattern boy," he added, with a laugh.
But it was a good-natured laugh, and as he spoke, he drew his friend
further away from the boys and their debate. "I should go at once," he
added; "get it over as soon as you can, like a dose of medicine."
"Yes, I think I will. I have let things drift again, I am afraid,"
added Herbert, "so I shall get a wigging, and no mistake, this time!"
But either the doctor was not in a humour to give him "a wigging" just
now, or Herbert's admission that he knew he had not given his full
attention to his exercises lately, disarmed the master's anger. For
instead of threatening all sorts of punishments if the lessons were not
prepared better for the future, he talked, in a very fatherly fashion,
of doing the duty that lay nearest to hand; and that in neglecting to
prepare the lessons and exercises set by his teacher, he was not only
defrauding himself of useful knowledge he had been sent there to gain,
but would disappoint his mother, and set a bad example to some of his
school-fellows. So, for all these reasons Dr. Staples said he hoped he
should not have to complain; and Herbert promised that he would, in
future, give more care and thought to the tasks set him to do.
He really felt thankful that Dr. Staples did not ask him what he was
thinking of that his papers were so badly done. If he had asked this
question, the lad would doubtless have looked very self-conscious, and
the doctor would have thought that there was some mischief afoot among
the boys, which Herbert had been warned not to tell. Certainly, the
matter that occupied his mind could not be disclosed to the doctor.
He could not tell anyone about it, and his mother had forbidden
him to write to her about it; and yet the thought pressed upon him
continually, that this unknown aunt was in sore need of the money that
had been left by his father for her benefit. If he could only have
imparted his fears and anxieties to his mother, she would certainly
have pushed her enquiries a step further, and discovered whether this
Mrs. Winn he had heard about was indeed his aunt, and made sure that
she was well provided for. Now it seemed that he must put away all
thought of these unknown relatives, and leave them to their fate; for
he was neglecting his nearest duty—his school duty; and so, as he
walked away from the study to the large schoolroom, he determined to
put away resolutely all thought of this Mrs. Winn, until he should
return home at Christmas; and having made this resolution, he kept to
it, and bent his whole energies to make up for the time he had wasted.
But the effort cost him something, and his friend noticed that before
the end of the week, Herbert was looking tired and fagged.
This friend was a weekly boarder, who went home on Saturday afternoons
and returned soon after breakfast on Mondays.
When he came the Monday following, he brought a note from his father
for Dr. Staples, and then went at once in search of Herbert.
"I say old fellow, you don't look very bright this morning."
"Perhaps not; I have got a headache," answered Herbert, with a yawn.
"Well, my father will have to give you something for it, if it lasts
all the week; for the mater says I am to take you home with me next
Saturday. The gig will be here for us at two o'clock."
"But—but, Perceval, I don't know your people," said Herbert.
"What does that matter? We know each other; and I want you to see my
tame rat, and old Growler, our watch-dog. Oh! There's heaps of things I
want to show you; and as my father is a doctor, he may be able to give
you something for the headache you have so often."
"Thank you; it is kind of you to think of me when you are away."
A day or two later, Dr. Staples told Herbert he had received an
invitation from Dr. Perceval for Herbert to go home with his son on the
Saturday, and stay until the Monday. "I am very glad to hear, Milner,
that there has been a decided improvement in the way your lessons have
been prepared since I spoke to you. If there had not been, I should
have felt it my duty to decline this invitation for you. But as it is,
I will see that you have the same opportunity of preparing Saturday
lessons that Perceval has; and I have no doubt the change will do you
good."
Herbert thanked Dr. Staples; but he was not sure that he cared very
much to go home with his friend. He did not know Dr. or Mrs. Perceval;
and there were some sisters, he knew; and Herbert was shy of sisters,
even if they were ever so nice.
But he did not say this to his friend. Perceval seemed delighted at
the thought of taking him home; and so, for his sake, he tried to feel
pleased too, little dreaming what a great surprise awaited him in this
stranger's home.
The gig came at two o'clock, with John the coachman to drive; and
Edward Perceval asked all sorts of questions about his father and
mother, and all the family of sisters, and the four-footed pets that
were kept in the stable and outhouse, under John's care during the week.
Dr. Perceval was out visiting some of his patients when the boys
arrived; but the afternoon passed quickly enough in visiting all the
animals that the Percevals kept about the stable and barns. It was,
in fact, a small farmyard, for every animal was a pet of somebody's,
and by no means a common sort of cow, or goat, or dog, or horse, the
children having invested them each and all with an individuality that
made it a peculiar treasure, and quite a privilege, to be the owner of
such a superior beast.
They teased and chaffed each other about their particular pets, in a
way that perfectly amazed Herbert, although he could see it was all
good-natured banter.
When the doctor came home and joined them in that most delightful of
meals—high tea—they, one and all, turned to him and asked after this
patient and that, as though these were another set of pets in which
they were equally interested.
At last the doctor managed to say, "Poor Elsie Winn is very ill."
"Oh, papa, hasn't Mrs. Winn heard from her sister yet?"
And then, before anyone could speak, everybody's attention was drawn
to their guest, and Edward came round to his side, and unfastened his
necktie, as though he thought he was going to faint.
"'Elsie Winn,' did you say?" he managed to gasp.
"Yes; do you know an Elsie Winn? By the way, I believe Mrs. Winn said
her sister's name was Milner," said Mrs. Perceval.
The party round the table stared with open eyes and mouths at Herbert,
until their mother, out of pity for their guest, sent all of them
from the room but Edward—he still stood by Herbert's chair, until he
recovered himself sufficiently to be able to speak.
"I am not sure at all whether this Elsie Winn is my cousin," he said;
"but my mother had a sister of that name, whom she has not seen for
many years. I do not know her at all; but through a letter that came
into our hands by accident, just before I came to school this term, we
thought this sister might be alive; and my mother wrote to the lawyer,
Mr. Capon, to make enquiries about her."
"If it is the same, she has written to your mother quite recently, but
has received no answer; and to-day I found her almost in despair, for
two of her children are ill now, chiefly from want of food."
"Oh, dear! And there is money in the bank that my father left, in case
she should ever need it," exclaimed Herbert, almost wringing his hands
at the thought of this unknown aunt being in such need. "The Elsie Winn
I want to find won a scholarship, a year or so ago, and then gave it up
because her father died."
"Why, that is our Elsie!" exclaimed Edward and his mother, in the same
breath.
"And you know her? She lives close by here?" exclaimed Herbert,
excitedly.
"Well, not exactly close by; she lives in the village of Fairfield, and
that is nearly a mile and a half from here."
"But I can go and see her, and make sure that it is my aunt," said
Herbert, rising from his seat, as though he would set off on his errand
at once.
"Finish your tea, my lad, and then we will decide what is best to be
done," said Dr. Perceval, glancing at his wife as he spoke.
They could both see that their guest was very anxious to ascertain
whether the doctor's patient was his relative. And they both came to
the same conclusion, that it would be best, to satisfy this curiosity
with as little delay as possible.
So the doctor said, after a pause, "I should like to send a bottle of
medicine to the little boy—the sooner he has it the better."
"And I want to speak to Mrs. Winn," said his wife.
"Then we can all go together," put in Edward. "How shall we go? Are you
good for a three mile walk there and back, Milner?" said his friend.
"Six miles, if you like!" said Herbert, who was anxious to start at
once, to solve the uncertainty as to whether this lady was his unknown
aunt.
"If you walk, Ted, you will have to carry mother's medicine basket,"
said his father.
"Mother's medicine basket" was a joke in the family; for the doctor
often asked for beef-tea and jelly to be made for his poorer patients,
and this was generally taken by Mrs. Perceval in a basket that was more
convenient than elegant; so that Edward might be excused for a shrug
of the shoulders, at the suggestion of carrying mother's basket to
Fairfield and back.
But Herbert was too anxious to see this unknown Mrs. Winn, and so he
said, promptly enough, "I will carry the basket, if you will allow me,
for I hope you will let me go and see this lady."
"Would you know her, do you think?" asked Mrs. Perceval.
For Mrs. Winn had told her that she had had no communication with her
sister since she had been married.
Herbert shook his head dubiously. "I have never seen her," he said;
"but if she is like my mother, I should know her at once."
"Very well; you and Edward shall take charge of Mrs. Perceval, and walk
to Fairfield after tea; and I hope it may prove that this lady is your
relative, for she stands in great need of a friend just now," said Dr.
Perceval.
So mother's basket was packed with dainties, likely to tempt the
appetite of an invalid, and the boys were ready to quarrel as to who
should carry it, in spite of its weight and want of elegance; but they
were willing to take it in turns before they had walked very far.
Mrs. Perceval told Herbert all she knew about the family who had
come to Fairfield as strangers a few months before; and what a brave
struggle Mrs. Winn had made to maintain her family, until her eldest
was taken ill, and then she seemed to be quite crushed with the
hopelessness of all the efforts she was likely to be able to make here.
"If she should prove to be your aunt, I am sure it will be quite a
providence for the poor thing. For the letter she sent to her sister
was returned a day or two ago, marked 'not known.'"
"Perhaps she did not know that we had moved away from London a long
time ago," said Herbert.
"I don't think she has had any communication with her friends for
years; and it was only at my husband's persuasion, and for the sake of
her children, that she consented to write and let this sister know of
her great distress."
"What shall you say, mother, when we get to the cottage? Shall you
leave us outside, and go and tell Mrs. Winn a stranger had come to see
her?" said practical Edward, for they were close to the village now.
Mrs. Perceval paused for a minute, to think what would be best; and
she decided to take both lads with her. Edward was well-known, and she
would introduce Herbert as his friend, and see whether there was any
recognition on either side. And it must be confessed that the lady was
a little disappointed, and so was Herbert, for he could see no trace of
his mother in the worn, faded looking woman, who ushered them into the
sitting room.
There he and Edward were left to themselves; and, before Mrs. Perceval
came back, the question that had been like a nightmare to him for the
last few weeks had been answered.
On the mantelpiece was a small miniature of a lady, and he recognised
this as the companion to one his mother wore as a brooch, set with very
fine pearls. This was in a cheap frame; and when the two ladies came
into the room, he had it in his hand. "Pardon me," he said, looking at
Mrs. Winn, "but was not this in a brooch once?"
"Yes, it is the portrait of my mother," said Mrs. Winn, staring at
Herbert.
"And it is my grandmother!" said the boy, joyfully. "And so you must
be my lost aunt Elsie, whom my mother has been trying to find!" As he
spoke, Herbert went to meet her with outstretched hands, and kissed
her, as though she had been his own mother, in his gladness at having
found these unknown relatives at last.
Mrs. Winn was simply overpowered, and could not resist, although
she had been prepared by Mrs. Perceval to find in this stranger her
sister's son. Still, that any son of Herbert Milner could welcome her
so gladly, in spite of her poverty, was something for which she was
altogether unprepared. And when, a little later, she heard that the man
she so greatly disliked had left her a sum of money in the bank, in
case she should ever need it, she felt that she must have misjudged her
sister's husband as well as her sister, and that he could not have been
the hard, unfeeling man she had always thought him.
"I must see my cousin Elsie," Herbert said, when he and Mrs. Winn had
exchanged various confidences. "You see, I might never have found you,
if it had not been for Elsie giving up her scholarship, and that seemed
such a plucky thing to do, that when mother told me about having a
sister of that name, we made up our minds to try and find her, and sent
to our lawyer about it; but I think lawyers are muffs very often. Old
Capon has proved he is over this; for you see I have found you, aunt,
and I don't mean to lose you again."
Herbert seemed likely to lose his head in his delight; and he had to be
warned more than once that Elsie was ill and very weak, and that if he
went upstairs to see her he must not talk much. Mrs. Perceval undertook
to introduce him to the invalid, who had been told something of the
wonderful news.
"This is the new cousin whom Edward brought home from school to-day,"
said the lady, leading the boy into the little bedroom, where Elsie
sat propped up in bed to receive this stranger. The two relatives
so strangely brought together, looked at each other for a moment in
silence, and then Herbert bowed his head, and lifted Elsie's hand and
kissed it, saying, "I am very glad to see you, Cousin Elsie, and I hope
you will soon be quite well."
"Thank you," said Elsie, with the air of a little queen receiving the
homage of a sworn knight; and Mrs. Perceval was amused to see the quiet
way in which the two met, when they had been so afraid of excitement.
Herbert held her hand tenderly in his, looking into her white face with
such pity, that Mrs. Perceval, standing near, saw the tears rise to his
eyes, and thought it best to hurry him away.
Downstairs he was introduced to his cousin Tom, and was a great deal
more free with him. "So you are taking care of your mother and sister,"
he said; "and you want something to take care of in your pocket, too, I
think," and the contents of his own pocket was quickly transferred to
that of Tom.
And then he asked if he might come and see them all again the next day.
"You see, I am at school with Perceval, and I have to go back with him
early on Monday morning, so I don't know when I may see you again."
"You shall come home again with Edward next Saturday," said Mrs.
Perceval.
But Herbert still pressed to be allowed to come the next day; and it
was arranged that he should come early in the afternoon, and stay to
tea, and Edward was to come for him in the evening.
When he got back, he asked Dr. Perceval how soon a letter could be
despatched to his mother, for, of course, he wanted to tell her all
about his strange meeting with his aunt and cousin.
It was rather an incoherent letter, and whether Mrs. Milner would have
understood it is doubtful, if Mr. Perceval had not supplemented it by
one from himself, giving that lady an account of the dire poverty into
which her sister had been plunged through no fault of her own.
It is possible that if Herbert's letter had gone unsupported by that of
Dr. Perceval, Mrs. Milner might have scolded him for poking and prying
into things that did not concern him, as she had done before. But she
had heard from some friends of this clever and kindly doctor, and knew
that he was not only clever, but wealthy too; and, therefore, his
letter brought a prompt and satisfactory reply at once.
She was satisfied, from her son's description of the miniature,
although it had been removed from its original setting, that the Mrs.
Winn described in his letter was her sister; and she enclosed a ten
pound note for immediate needs, and also a letter for her sister, in
which she promised to come and see her as soon as she could travel; for
she was suffering from a bad cold just then, and would not be able to
undertake the journey to Fairfield for a day or two.
This was just as well, perhaps, for it gave the long-estranged sisters
time to correspond with each other, and so get over a little of the
first strangeness of their meeting. By the end of the week, however,
Herbert heard that his mother was to reach Fairfield on Saturday
morning, and he would drive over to Dr. Perceval's with Edward, as had
been arranged, and that he should meet his mother and aunt at Fairfield
in the afternoon. When he got there he found that a considerable
improvement had been effected all round. Elsie was able to come down to
the sitting room, where a good fire was burning, and Herbert found his
mother petting and making much of her niece.
A general glow of happiness and satisfaction seemed to pervade the
cottage now, so that the lad could scarcely believe it was the same
place he had entered only a week before, for then the chill desolation
of the sitting room seemed to strike upon him most cruelly. The
furniture was the same, the people the same; but yet how changed! For
now hope pointed with rosy fingers to the future, whereas before,
despair stared the widow in the face, and she saw nothing but the
workhouse beyond the present starvation.
Help had come just in time to save her from utter collapse—had come,
through each and all of the friends about her doing the duty that
belonged especially to them—the duty that lay nearest to their hand!
If Mrs. Milner felt somewhat rebuked for her worldly-wise method of
protecting herself, she made ample and practical amends for it, now
that she had met her sister once more. They always had been dear
friends, as well as sisters, in their early days, and so they became
again.
Mrs. Winn moved away from Fairfield the following spring; for nothing
would satisfy Herbert but that Elsie should go to a high school, and
finish her education in the way she might have done, if she had not
resigned the scholarship she had won.
Tom went to college when his mother left Fairfield, confident now
that she would be cared for, and with his mind free to give all his
attention to study, and to share with his friend Jack the few holidays
allowed during term time.
In the future, there was no lack of means for Mrs. Winn, any more than
there was for her sister. But it was agreed by all that this might have
been very different, if it had not been for Elsie's scholarship, and
the way she disposed of it.
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