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Title: He Fell in Love with His Wife
Author: Edward P. Roe
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HE FELL IN LOVE WITH HIS WIFE
by
Edward P. Roe
CONTENTS
Chapter
I Left Alone
II A Very Interested Friend
III Mrs. Mumpson Negotiates and Yields
IV Domestic Bliss
V Mrs. Mumpson Takes up Her Burdens
VI A Marriage?
VII From Home to the Street
VIII Holcroft's View of Matrimony
IX Mrs. Mumpson Accepts Her Mission
X A Night of Terror
XI Baffled
XII Jane
XIII Not Wife, But Waif
XIV A Pitched Battle
XV "What is to Become of Me?"
XVI Mrs. Mumpson's Vicissitudes
XVII A Momentous Decision
XVIII Holcroft Gives His Hand
XIX A Business Marriage
XX Uncle Jonathan's Impression of the Bride
XXI At Home
XXII Getting Acquainted
XXIII Between the Past and Future
XXIV Given Her Own Way
XXV A Charivari
XXVI "You Don't Know"
XXVII Farm and Farmer Bewitched
XXVIII Another Waif
XXIX Husband and Wife in Trouble
XXX Holcroft's Best Hope
XXXI "Never!"
XXXII Jane Plays Mouse to the Lion
XXXIII "Shrink From YOU?"
Chapter I.
Left Alone
The dreary March evening is rapidly passing from murky gloom to
obscurity. Gusts of icy rain and sleet are sweeping full against a man
who, though driving, bows his head so low that he cannot see his
horses. The patient beasts, however, plod along the miry road,
unerringly taking their course to the distant stable door. The highway
sometimes passes through a grove on the edge of a forest, and the trees
creak and groan as they writhe in the heavy blasts. In occasional
groups of pines there is sighing and moaning almost human in
suggestiveness of trouble. Never had Nature been in a more dismal
mood, never had she been more prodigal of every element of discomfort,
and never had the hero of my story been more cast down in heart and
hope than on this chaotic day which, even to his dull fancy, appeared
closing in harmony with his feelings and fortune. He is going home,
yet the thought brings no assurance of welcome and comfort. As he
cowers upon the seat of his market wagon, he is to the reader what he
is in the fading light--a mere dim outline of a man. His progress is
so slow that there will be plenty of time to relate some facts about
him which will make the scenes and events to follow more intelligible.
James Holcroft is a middle-aged man and the owner of a small, hilly
farm. He had inherited his rugged acres from his father, had always
lived upon them, and the feeling had grown strong with the lapse of
time that he could live nowhere else. Yet he knew that he was, in the
vernacular of the region, "going down-hill." The small savings of
years were slowly melting away, and the depressing feature of this
truth was that he did not see how he could help himself. He was not a
sanguine man, but rather one endowed with a hard, practical sense which
made it clear that the down-hill process had only to continue
sufficiently long to leave him landless and penniless. It was all so
distinct on this dismal evening that he groaned aloud.
"If it comes to that, I don't know what I'll do--crawl away on a night
like this and give up, like enough."
Perhaps he was right. When a man with a nature like his "gives up,"
the end has come. The low, sturdy oaks that grew so abundantly along
the road were types of his character--they could break, but not bend.
He had little suppleness, little power to adapt himself to varied
conditions of life. An event had occurred a year since, which for
months, he could only contemplate with dull wonder and dismay. In his
youth he had married the daughter of a small farmer. Like himself, she
had always been accustomed to toil and frugal living. From childhood
she had been impressed with the thought that parting with a dollar was
a serious matter, and to save a dollar one of the good deeds rewarded
in this life and the life to come. She and her husband were in
complete harmony on this vital point. Yet not a miserly trait entered
into their humble thrift. It was a necessity entailed by their meager
resources; it was inspired by the wish for an honest independence in
their old age.
There was to be no old age for her. She took a heavy cold, and almost
before her husband was aware of her danger, she had left his side. He
was more than grief-stricken, he was appalled. No children had blessed
their union, and they had become more and more to each other in their
simple home life. To many it would have seemed a narrow and even a
sordid life. It could not have been the latter, for all their hard
work, their petty economies and plans to increase the hoard in the
savings bank were robbed of sordidness by an honest, quiet affection
for each other, by mutual sympathy and a common purpose. It
undoubtedly was a meager life, which grew narrower with time and habit.
There had never been much romance to begin with, but something that
often wears better--mutual respect and affection. From the first,
James Holcroft had entertained the sensible hope that she was just the
girl to help him make a living from his hillside farm, and he had not
hoped for or even thought of very much else except the harmony and good
comradeship which bless people who are suited to each other. He had
been disappointed in no respect; they had toiled and gathered like
ants; they were confidential partners in the homely business and
details of the farm; nothing was wasted, not even time. The little
farmhouse abounded in comfort, and was a model of neatness and order.
If it and its surroundings were devoid of grace and ornament, they were
not missed, for neither of its occupants had ever been accustomed to
such things. The years which passed so uneventfully only cemented the
union and increased the sense of mutual dependence. They would have
been regarded as exceedingly matter-of-fact and undemonstrative, but
they were kind to each other and understood each other. Feeling that
they were slowly yet surely getting ahead, they looked forward to an
old age of rest and a sufficiency for their simple needs. Then, before
he could realize the truth, he was left alone at her wintry grave;
neighbors dispersed after the brief service, and he plodded back to his
desolate home. There was no relative to step in and partially make
good his loss. Some of the nearest residents sent a few cooked
provisions until he could get help, but these attentions soon ceased.
It was believed that he was abundantly able to take care of himself,
and he was left to do so. He was not exactly unpopular, but had been
much too reticent and had lived too secluded a life to find uninvited
sympathy now. He was the last man, however, to ask for sympathy or
help; and this was not due to misanthropy, but simply to temperament
and habits of life. He and his wife had been sufficient for each
other, and the outside world was excluded chiefly because they had not
time or taste for social interchanges. As a result, he suffered
serious disadvantages; he was misunderstood and virtually left to meet
his calamity alone.
But, indeed he could scarcely have met it in any other way. Even to
his wife, he had never formed the habit of speaking freely of his
thoughts and feelings. There had been no need, so complete was the
understanding between them. A hint, a sentence, reveled to each other
their simple and limited processes of thought. To talk about her now
to strangers was impossible. He had no language by which to express
the heavy, paralyzing pain in his heart.
For a time he performed necessary duties in a dazed, mechanical way.
The horses and live stock were fed regularly, the cows milked; but the
milk stood in the dairy room until it spoiled. Then he would sit down
at his desolate hearth and gaze for hours into the fire, until it sunk
down and died out. Perhaps no class in the world suffers from such a
terrible sense of loneliness as simple-natured country people, to whom
a very few have been all the company they required.
At last Holcroft partially shook off his stupor, and began the
experiment of keeping house and maintaining his dairy with hired help.
For a long year he had struggled on through all kinds of domestic
vicissitude, conscious all the time that things were going from bad to
worse. His house was isolated, the region sparsely settled, and good
help difficult to be obtained under favoring auspices. The few
respectable women in the neighborhood who occasionally "lent a hand" in
other homes than their own would not compromise themselves, as they
expressed it, by "keepin' house for a widower." Servants obtained from
the neighboring town either could not endure the loneliness, or else
were so wasteful and ignorant that the farmer, in sheer desperation,
discharged them. The silent, grief-stricken, rugged-featured man was
no company for anyone. The year was but a record of changes, waste,
and small pilferings. Although he knew he could not afford it, he tried
the device of obtaining two women instead of one, so that they might
have society in each other; but either they would not stay or else he
found that he had two thieves to deal with instead of one--brazen,
incompetent creatures who knew more about whisky than milk, and who
made his home a terror to him.
Some asked good-naturedly, "Why don't you marry again?" Not only was
the very thought repugnant, but he knew well that he was not the man to
thrive on any such errand to the neighboring farmhouses. Though
apparently he had little sentiment in his nature, yet the memory of his
wife was like his religion. He felt that he could not put an ordinary
woman into his wife's place, and say to her the words he had spoken
before. Such a marriage would be to him a grotesque farce, at which
his soul revolted.
At last he was driven to the necessity of applying for help to an Irish
family that had recently moved into the neighborhood. The promise was
forbidding, indeed, as he entered the squalid abode in which were
huddled men, women, and children. A sister of the mistress of the
shanty was voluble in her assurances of unlimited capability.
"Faix I kin do all the wourk, in doors and out, so I takes the notion,"
she had asserted.
There certainly was no lack of bone and muscle in the big, red-faced,
middle-aged woman who was so ready to preside at his hearth and glean
from his diminished dairy a modicum of profit; but as he trudged home
along the wintry road, he experienced strong feelings of disgust at the
thought of such a creature sitting by the kitchen fire in the place
once occupied by his wife.
During all these domestic vicissitudes he had occupied the parlor, a
stiff, formal, frigid apartment, which had been rarely used in his
married life. He had no inclination for the society of his help; in
fact, there had been none with whom he could associate. The better
class of those who went out to service could find places much more to
their taste than the lonely farmhouse. The kitchen had been the one
cozy, cheerful room of the house, and, driven from it, the farmer was
an exile in his own home. In the parlor he could at least brood over
the happy past, and that was about all the solace he had left.
Bridget came and took possession of her domain with a sangfroid which
appalled Holcroft from the first. To his directions and suggestions,
she curtly informed him that she knew her business and "didn't want no
mon around, orderin' and interferin'."
In fact, she did appear, as she had said, capable of any amount of
work, and usually was in a mood to perform it; but soon her male
relatives began to drop in to smoke a pipe with her in the evening. A
little later on, the supper table was left standing for those who were
always ready to "take a bite."--The farmer had never heard of the camel
who first got his head into the tent, but it gradually dawned upon him
that he was half supporting the whole Irish tribe down at the shanty.
Every evening, while he shivered in his best room, he was compelled to
hear the coarse jests and laughter in the adjacent apartment. One night
his bitter thoughts found expression: "I might as well open a free
house for the keeping of man and beast."
He had endured this state of affairs for some time simply because the
woman did the essential work in her offhand, slapdash style, and left
him unmolested to his brooding as long as he did not interfere with her
ideas of domestic economy. But his impatience and the sense of being
wronged were producing a feeling akin to desperation. Every week there
was less and less to sell from the dairy; chickens and eggs
disappeared, and the appetites of those who dropped in to "kape Bridgy
from bein' a bit lonely" grew more voracious.
Thus matters had drifted on until this March day when he had taken two
calves to market. He had said to the kitchen potentate that he would
take supper with a friend in town and therefore would not be back
before nine in the evening. This friend was the official keeper of the
poorhouse and had been a crony of Holcroft's in early life. He had
taken to politics instead of farming, and now had attained to what he
and his acquaintances spoke of as a "snug berth." Holcroft had
maintained with this man a friendship based partly on business
relations, and the well-to-do purveyor for paupers always gave his old
playmate an honest welcome to his private supper table, which differed
somewhat from that spread for the town's pensioners.
On this occasion the gathering storm had decided Holcroft to return
without availing himself of his friend's hospitality, and he is at last
entering the lane leading from the highway to his doorway. Even as he
approaches his dwelling he hears the sound of revelry and readily
guesses what is taking place.
Quiet, patient men, when goaded beyond a certain point, are capable of
terrible ebullitions of anger, and Holcroft was no exception. It
seemed to him that night that the God he had worshiped all his life was
in league with man against him. The blood rushed to his face, his
chilled form became rigid with a sudden passionate protest against his
misfortunes and wrongs. Springing from the wagon, he left his team
standing at the barn door and rushed to the kitchen window. There
before him sat the whole tribe from the shanty, feasting at his
expense. The table was loaded with coarse profusion. Roast fowls
alternated with fried ham and eggs, a great pitcher of milk was flanked
by one of foaming cider, while the post of honor was occupied by the
one contribution of his self-invited guests--a villainous-looking jug.
They had just sat down to the repast when the weazen-faced patriarch of
the tribe remarked, by way of grace, it may be supposed, "Be jabers,
but isn't ould Holcroft givin' us a foine spread the noight! Here's
bad luck to the glowerin' ould skinflint!" and he poured out a bumper
from the jug.
The farmer waited to see and hear no more. Hastening to a parlor
window, he raised it quietly and clambered in; then taking his rusty
shotgun, which he kept loaded for the benefit of the vermin that
prowled about his hen-roost, he burst in upon the startled group.
"Be off!" he shouted. "If you value your lives, get out of that door,
and never show your faces on my place again. I'll not be eaten out of
house and home by a lot of jackals!"
His weapon, his dark, gleaming eyes, and desperate aspect taught the
men that he was not to be trifled with a moment, and they slunk away.
Bridget began to whine, "Yez wouldn't turn a woman out in the noight
and storm."
"You are not a woman!" thundered Holcroft, "you are a jackal, too! Get
your traps and begone! I warn the whole lot of you to beware! I give
you this chance to get off the premises, and then I shall watch for you
all, old and young!"
There was something terrible and flame-like in his anger, dismaying the
cormorants, and they hastened away with such alacrity that Bridget went
down the lane screaming, "Sthop, I tell yees, and be afther waitin' for
me!"
Holcroft hurled the jug after them with words that sounded like an
imprecation. He next turned to the viands on the table with an
expression of loathing, gathered them up, and carried them to the hog
pen. He seemed possessed by a feverish impatience to banish every
vestige of those whom he had driven forth, and to restore the apartment
as nearly as possible to the aspect it had worn in former happy years.
At last, he sat down where his wife had been accustomed to sit,
unbuttoned his waistcoat and flannel shirt, and from against his naked
breast took an old, worn daguerreotype. He looked a moment at the
plain, good face reflected there, them, bowing his head upon it,
strong, convulsive sobs shook his frame, though not a tear moistened
his eyes.
How long the paroxysm would have lasted it were hard to say, had not
the impatient whinnying of his horses, still exposed to the storm,
caught his attention. The lifelong habit of caring for the dumb
animals in his charge asserted itself. He went out mechanically,
unharnessed and stabled them as carefully as ever before in his life,
then returned and wearily prepared himself a pot of coffee, which, with
a crust of bread, was all the supper he appeared to crave.
Chapter II.
A Very Interested Friend
For the next few days, Holcroft lived alone. The weather remained
inclement and there was no occasion for him to go farther away than the
barn and outbuildings. He felt that a crisis in his life was
approaching, that he would probably be compelled to sell his property
for what it would bring, and begin life again under different auspices.
"I must either sell or marry," he groaned, "and one's about as hard and
bad as the other. Who'll buy the place and stock at half what they're
worth, and where could I find a woman that would look at an old fellow
like me, even if I could bring myself to look at her?"
The poor man did indeed feel that he was shut up to dreadful
alternatives. With his ignorance of the world, and dislike for contact
with strangers, selling out and going away was virtually starting out
on an unknown sea without rudder or compass. It was worse than
that--it was the tearing up of a life that had rooted itself in the
soil whereon he had been content from childhood to middle age. He
would suffer more in going, and in the memory of what he had parted
with, than in any of the vicissitudes which might overtake him. He had
not much range of imagination or feeling, but within his limitations
his emotions were strong and his convictions unwavering. Still, he
thought it might be possible to live in some vague, unknown place,
doing some kind of work for people with whom he need not have very much
to do. "I've always been my own master, and done things in my own way,"
he muttered, "but I suppose I could farm it to suit some old, quiet
people, if I could only find 'em. One thing is certain, anyhow--I
couldn't stay here in Oakville, and see another man living in these
rooms, and plowing my fields, and driving his cows to my old pasture
lots. That would finish me like a galloping consumption."
Every day he shrunk with a strange dread from the wrench of parting
with the familiar place and with all that he associated with his wife.
This was really the ordeal which shook his soul, and not the fear that
he would be unable to earn his bread elsewhere. The unstable
multitude, who are forever fancying that they would be better off
somewhere else or at something else, can have no comprehension of this
deep-rooted love of locality and the binding power of long association.
They regard such men as Holcroft as little better than plodding oxen.
The highest tribute which some people can pay to a man, however, is to
show that they do not and cannot understand him. But the farmer was
quite indifferent whether he was understood or not. He gave no thought
to what people said or might say. What were people to him? He only
had a hunted, pathetic sense of being hedged in and driven to bay.
Even to his neighbors, there was more of the humorous than the tragic
in his plight. It was supposed that he had a goodly sum in the bank,
and gossips said that he and his wife thought more of increasing this
hoard than of each other, and that old Holcroft's mourning was chiefly
for a business partner. His domestic tribulations evoked mirth rather
than sympathy; and as the news spread from farmhouse to cottage of his
summary bundling of Bridget and her satellites out of doors, there were
both hilarity and satisfaction.
While there was little commiseration for the farmer, there was decided
disapprobation of the dishonest Irish tribe, and all were glad that the
gang had received a lesson which might restrain them from preying upon
others.
Holcroft was partly to blame for his present isolation. Remote rural
populations are given to strong prejudices, especially against those
who are thought to be well-off from an oversaving spirit; and who,
worse still, are unsocial. Almost anything will be forgiven sooner
than "thinking one's self better than the other folks;" and that is the
usual interpretation of shy, reticent people. But there had been a
decided tinge of selfishness in the Holcrofts' habit of seclusion; for
it became a habit rather than a principle. While they cherished no
active dislike to their neighbors, or sense of superiority, these were
not wholly astray in believing that they had little place in the
thoughts or interests of the occupants of the hill farm. Indifference
begat indifference, and now the lonely, helpless man had neither the
power nor the disposition to bridge the chasm which separated him from
those who might have given him kindly and intelligent aid. He was
making a pathetic effort to keep his home and to prevent his heart from
being torn bleeding away from all it loved. His neighbors thought that
he was merely exerting himself to keep the dollars which it had been
the supreme motive of his life to accumulate.
Giving no thought to the opinions of others, Holcroft only knew that he
was in sore straits--that all which made his existence a blessing was
at stake.
At times, during these lonely and stormy March days, he would dismiss
his anxious speculations in regard to his future course. He was so
morbid, especially at night, that he felt that his wife could revisit
the quiet house. He cherished the hope that she could see him and hear
what he said, and he spoke in her viewless presence with a freedom and
fullness that was unlike his old reticence and habit of repression. He
wondered that he had not said more endearing words and given her
stronger assurance of how much she was to him. Late at night, he would
start out of a long reverie, take a candle, and, going through the
house, would touch what she had touched, and look long and fixedly at
things associated with her. Her gowns still hung in the closet, just
as she had left them; he would take them out and recall the
well-remembered scenes and occasions when they were worn. At such
times, she almost seemed beside him, and he had a consciousness of
companionship which soothed his perturbed spirit. He felt that she
appreciated such loving remembrance, although unable to express her
approval. He did not know it, but his nature was being softened,
deepened, and enriched by these deep and unwonted experiences; the hard
materiality of his life was passing away, rendering him capable of
something better than he had ever known.
In the morning all the old, prosaic problems of his life would return,
with their hard, practical insistence, and he knew that he must decide
upon something very soon. His lonely vigils and days of quiet had
brought him to the conclusion that he could not hunt up a wife as a
matter of business. He would rather face the "ever angry bears" than
breathe the subject of matrimony to any woman that he could ever
imagine himself marrying. He was therefore steadily drifting toward
the necessity of selling everything and going away. This event,
however, was like a coral reef to a sailor, with no land in view beyond
it. The only thing which seemed certain was the general breaking up of
all that had hitherto made his life.
The offer of help came from an unexpected source. One morning Holcroft
received a call from a neighbor who had never before shown any interest
in his affairs. On this occasion, however, Mr. Weeks began to display
so much solicitude that the farmer was not only surprised, but also a
little distrustful. Nothing in his previous knowledge of the man had
prepared the way for such very kindly intervention.
After some general references to the past, Mr. Weeks continued, "I've
been saying to our folks that it was too bad to let you worry on alone
without more neighborly help. You ought either to get married or have
some thoroughly respectable and well-known middle-aged woman keep house
for you. That would stop all talk, and there's been a heap of it, I
can tell you. Of course, I and my folks don't believe anything's been
wrong."
"Believing that something was wrong is about all the attention my
neighbors have given me, as far as I can see," Holcroft remarked
bitterly.
"Well, you see, Holcroft, you've kept yourself so inside your shell
that people don't know what to believe. Now, the thing to do is to
change all that. I know how hard it is for a man, placed as you be, to
get decent help. My wife was a-wondering about it the other day, and I
shut her up mighty sudden by saying, 'You're a good manager, and know
all the country side, yet how often you're a-complaining that you can't
get a girl that's worth her salt to help in haying and other busy times
when we have to board a lot of men.' Well, I won't beat around the bush
any more. I've come to act the part of a good neighbor. There's no
use of you're trying to get along with such haphazard help as you can
pick up here and in town. You want a respectable woman for
housekeeper, and then have a cheap, common sort of a girl to work under
her. Now, I know of just such a woman, and it's not unlikely she'd be
persuaded to take entire charge of your house and dairy. My wife's
cousin, Mrs. Mumpson--" At the mention of this name Holcroft gave a
slight start, feeling something like a cold chill run down his back.
Mr. Weeks was a little disconcerted but resumed, "I believe she called
on your wife once?"
"Yes," the farmer replied laconically. "I was away and did not see her."
"Well, now," pursued Mr. Weeks, "she's a good soul. She has her little
peculiarities; so have you and me, a lot of 'em; but she's thoroughly
respectable, and there isn't a man or woman in the town that would
think of saying a word against her. She has only one child, a nice,
quiet little girl who'd be company for her mother and make everything
look right, you know."
"I don't see what there's been to look wrong," growled the farmer.
"Nothing to me and my folks, of course, or I wouldn't suggest the idea
of a relation of my wife coming to live with you. But you see people
will talk unless you stop their mouths so they'll feel like fools in
doing it. I know yours has been a mighty awkward case, and here's a
plain way out of it. You can set yourself right and have everything
looked after as it ought to be, in twenty-four hours. We've talked to
Cynthy--that's Mrs. Mumpson--and she takes a sight of interest. She'd
do well by you and straighten things out, and you might do a plaguey
sight worse than give her the right to take care of your indoor affairs
for life."
"I don't expect to marry again," said Holcroft curtly.
"Oh, well! Many a man and woman has said that and believed it, too, at
the time. I'm not saying that my wife's cousin is inclined that way
herself. Like enough, she isn't at all, but then, the right kind of
persuading does change women's minds sometimes, eh? Mrs. Mumpson is
kinder alone in the world, like yourself, and if she was sure of a good
home and a kind husband there's no telling what good luck might happen
to you. But there'll be plenty of time for considering all that on
both sides. You can't live like a hermit."
"I was thinking of selling out and leaving these parts," Holcroft
interrupted.
"Now look here, neighbor, you know as well as I do that in these times
you couldn't give away the place. What's the use of such foolishness?
The thing to do is to keep the farm and get a good living out of it.
You've got down in the dumps and can't see what's sensible and to your
own advantage."
Holcroft was thinking deeply, and he turned his eyes wistfully to the
upland slopes of his farm. Mr. Weeks had talked plausibly, and if all
had been as he represented, the plan would not have been a bad one.
But the widower did not yearn for the widow. He did not know much
about her, but had very unfavorable impressions. Mrs. Holcroft had not
been given to speaking ill of anyone, but she had always shaken her
head with a peculiar significance when Mrs. Mumpson's name was
mentioned.
The widow had felt it her duty to call and counsel against the sin of
seclusion and being too much absorbed in the affairs of this world.
"You should take an interest in everyone," this self-appointed
evangelist had declared, and in one sense she lived up to her creed.
She permitted no scrap of information about people to escape her, and
was not only versed in all the gossip of Oakville, but also of several
other localities in which she visited.
But Holcroft had little else to deter him from employing her services
beyond an unfavorable impression. She could not be so bad as Bridget
Malony, and he was almost willing to employ her again for the privilege
of remaining on his paternal acres. As to marrying the widow--a slight
shudder passed through his frame at the thought.
Slowly he began, as if almost thinking aloud, "I suppose you are right,
Lemuel Weeks, in what you say about selling the place. The Lord knows
I don't want to leave it. I was born and brought up here, and that
counts with some people. If your wife's cousin is willing to come and
help me make a living, for such wages as I can pay, the arrangement
might be made. But I want to look on it as a business arrangement. I
have quiet ways of my own, and things belonging to the past to think
about, and I've got a right to think about 'em. I aint one of the
marrying kind, and I don't want people to be a-considering such notions
when I don't. I'd be kind and all that to her and her little girl, but
I should want to be left to myself as far as I could be."
"Oh, certainly," said Mr. Weeks, mentally chuckling over the slight
prospect of such immunity, "but you must remember that Mrs. Mumpson
isn't like common help--"
"That's where the trouble will come in," ejaculated the perplexed
farmer, "but there's been trouble enough with the other sort."
"I should say so," Mr. Weeks remarked emphatically. "It would be a pity
if you couldn't get along with such a respectable, conscientious woman
as Mrs. Mumpson, who comes from one of the best families in the
country."
Holcroft removed his hat and passed his hand over his brow wearily as
he said, "Oh, I could get along with anyone who would do the work in a
way that would give me a chance to make a little, and then leave me to
myself."
"Well, well," said Mr. Weeks, laughing, "you needn't think that because
I've hinted at a good match for you I'm making one for my wife's
cousin. You may see the day when you'll be more hot for it than she
is. All I'm trying to do is to help you keep your place, and live like
a man ought and stop people's mouths."
"If I could only fill my own and live in peace, it's all I ask. When I
get to plowing and planting again I'll begin to take some comfort."
These words were quoted against Holcroft, far and near. "Filling his
own mouth and making a little money are all he cares for," was the
general verdict. And thus people are misunderstood. The farmer had
never turned anyone hungry from his door, and he would have gone to the
poorhouse rather than have acted the part of the man who misrepresented
him. He had only meant to express the hope that he might be able to
fill his mouth--earn his bread, and get it from his native soil.
"Plowing and planting"--working where he had toiled since a
child--would be a solace in itself, and not a grudged means to a sordid
end.
Mr. Weeks was a thrifty man also, and in nothing was he more economical
than in charitable views of his neighbors' motives and conduct. He
drove homeward with the complacent feeling that he had done a shrewd,
good thing for himself and "his folks" at least. His wife's cousin was
not exactly embraced in the latter category, although he had been so
active in her behalf. The fact was, he would be at much greater pains
could he attach her to Holcroft or anyone else and so prevent further
periodical visits.
He regarded her and her child as barnacles with such appalling adhesive
powers that even his ingenuity at "crowding out" had been baffled. In
justice to him, it must be admitted that Mrs. Mumpson was a type of the
poor relation that would tax the long suffering of charity itself. Her
husband had left her scarcely his blessing, and if he had fled to ills
he knew not of, he believed that he was escaping from some of which he
had a painfully distinct consciousness. His widow was one of the
people who regard the "world as their oyster," and her scheme of life
was to get as much as possible for nothing. Arrayed in mourning weeds,
she had begun a system of periodical descents upon his relatives and
her own. She might have made such visitations endurable and even
welcome, but she was not shrewd enough to be sensible. She appeared to
have developed only the capacity to talk, to pry, and to worry people.
She was unable to rest or to permit others to rest, yet her aversion to
any useful form of activity was her chief characteristic. Wherever she
went she took the ground that she was "company," and with a shawl
hanging over her sharp, angular shoulders, she would seize upon the
most comfortable rocking chair in the house, and mouse for bits of news
about everyone of whom she had ever heard. She was quite as ready to
tell all she knew also, and for the sake of her budget of gossip and
small scandal, her female relatives tolerated her after a fashion for a
time; but she had been around so often, and her scheme of obtaining
subsistence for herself and child had become so offensively apparent,
that she had about exhausted the patience of all the kith and kin on
whom she had the remotest claim. Her presence was all the more
unwelcome by reason of the faculty for irritating the men of the
various households which she invaded. Even the most phlegmatic or the
best-natured lost their self-control, and as their wives declared,
"felt like flying all to pieces" at her incessant rocking, gossiping,
questioning, and, what was worse still, lecturing. Not the least
endurable thing about Mrs. Mumpson was her peculiar phase of piety.
She saw the delinquencies and duties of others with such painful
distinctness that she felt compelled to speak of them; and her zeal was
sure to be instant out of season.
When Mr. Weeks had started on his ominous mission to Holcroft his wife
remarked to her daughter confidentially, "I declare, sis, if we don't
get rid of Cynthy soon, I believe Lemuel will fly off the handle."
To avoid any such dire catastrophe, it was hoped and almost prayed in
the Weeks household that the lonely occupant of the hill farm would
take the widow for good and all.
Chapter III.
Mrs. Mumpson Negotiates and Yields
Mr. Weeks, on his return home, dropped all diplomacy in dealing with
the question at issue. "Cynthy," he said in his own vernacular, "the
end has come, so far as me and my folks are concerned--I never expect
to visit you, and while I'm master of the house, no more visits will be
received. But I haint taken any such stand onconsiderately," he
concluded. "I've given up the whole forenoon to secure you a better
chance of living than visiting around. If you go to Holcroft's you'll
have to do some work, and so will your girl. But he'll hire someone to
help you, and so you won't have to hurt yourself. Your trump card will
be to hook him and marry him before he finds you out. To do this,
you'll have to see to the house and dairy, and bestir yourself for a
time at least. He's pretty desperate off for lack of women folks to
look after indoor matters, but he'll sell out and clear out before
he'll keep a woman, much less marry her, if she does nothing but talk.
Now remember, you've got a chance which you won't get again, for
Holcroft not only owns his farm, but has a snug sum in the bank. So
you had better get your things together, and go right over while he's
in the mood."
When Mrs. Mumpson reached the blank wall of the inevitable, she
yielded, and not before. She saw that the Weeks mine was worked out
completely, and she knew that this exhaustion was about equally true of
all similar mines, which had been bored until they would yield no
further returns.
But Mr. Weeks soon found that he could not carry out his summary
measures. The widow was bent on negotiations and binding agreements.
In a stiff, cramped hand, she wrote to Holcroft in regard to the amount
of "salary" he would be willing to pay, intimating that one burdened
with such responsibilities as she was expected to assume "ort to be
compensiated proposhundly."
Weeks groaned as he dispatched his son on horseback with this first
epistle, and Holcroft groaned as he read it, not on account of its
marvelous spelling and construction, but by reason of the vista of
perplexities and trouble it opened to his boding mind. But he named on
half a sheet of paper as large a sum as he felt it possible to pay and
leave any chance for himself, then affixed his signature and sent it
back by the messenger.
The widow Mumpson wished to talk over this first point between the high
contracting powers indefinitely, but Mr. Weeks remarked cynically,
"It's double what I thought he'd offer, and you're lucky to have it in
black and white. Now that everything's settled, Timothy will hitch up
and take you and Jane up there at once."
But Mrs. Mumpson now began to insist upon writing another letter in
regard to her domestic status and that of her child. They could not
think of being looked upon as servants. She also wished to be assured
that a girl would be hired to help her, that she should have all the
church privileges to which she had been accustomed and the right to
visit and entertain her friends, which meant every farmer's wife and
all the maiden sisters in Oakville. "And then," she continued, "there
are always little perquisites which a housekeeper has a right to look
for--" Mr. Weeks irritably put a period to this phase of diplomacy by
saying, "Well, well, Cynthy, the stage will be along in a couple of
hours. We'll put you and your things aboard, and you can go on with
what you call your negotiations at Cousin Abiram's. I can tell you one
thing though--if you write any such letter to Holcroft, you'll never
hear from him again."
Compelled to give up all these preliminaries, but inwardly resolving to
gain each point by a nagging persistence of which she was a mistress,
she finally declared that she "must have writings about one thing which
couldn't be left to any man's changeful mind. He must agree to give me
the monthly salary he names for at least a year."
Weeks thought a moment, and then, with a shrewd twinkle in his eyes,
admitted, "It would be a good thing to have Holcroft's name to such an
agreement. Yes, you might try that on, but you're taking a risk. If
you were not so penny-wise and pound-foolish, you'd go at once and
manage to get him to take you for 'better or worse.'"
"You--misjudge me, Cousin Lemuel," replied the widow, bridling and
rocking violently. "If there's any such taking to be done, he must get
me to take him."
"Well, well, write your letter about a year's engagement. That'll
settle you for a twelvemonth, at least."
Mrs. Mumpson again began the slow, laborious construction of a letter
in which she dwelt upon the uncertainties of life, her "duty to her
offspring," and the evils of "vicissitude." "A stable home is woman's
chief desire," she concluded, "and you will surely agree to pay me the
salary you have said for a year."
When Holcroft read this second epistle he so far yielded to his first
impulse that he half tore the sheet, then paused irresolutely. After a
few moments he went to the door and looked out upon his acres. "It'll
soon be plowing and planting time," he thought. "I guess I can stand
her--at least I can try it for three months. I'd like to turn a few
more furrows on the old place," and his face softened and grew wistful
as he looked at the bare, frost-bound fields. Suddenly it darkened and
grew stern as he muttered, "But I'll put my hand to no more paper with
that Weeks tribe."
He strode to the stable, saying to Timothy Weeks, as he passed, "I'll
answer this letter in person."
Away cantered Timothy, and soon caused a flutter of expectancy in the
Weeks household, by announcing that "Old Holcroft looked black as a
thundercloud and was comin' himself."
"I tell you what 'tis, Cynthy, it's the turn of a hair with you now,"
growled Weeks. "Unless you agree to whatever Holcroft says, you haven't
the ghost of a chance."
The widow felt that a crisis had indeed come. Cousin Abiram's was the
next place in the order of visitation, but her last experience there
left her in painful doubt as to a future reception. Therefore she tied
on a new cap, smoothed her apron, and rocked with unwonted rapidity.
"It'll be according to the ordering of Providence--"
"Oh, pshaw!" interrupted Cousin Lemuel, "it'll be according to whether
you've got any sense or not."
Mrs. Weeks had been in a pitiable state of mind all day. She saw that
her husband had reached the limit of his endurance--that he had
virtually already "flown off the handle." But to have her own kin
actually bundled out of the house--what would people say?
Acceptance of Holcroft's terms, whatever they might be, was the only
way out of the awkward predicament, and so she began in a wheedling
tone, "Now, Cousin Cynthy, as Lemuel says, you've got a first-rate
chance. Holcroft's had an awful time with women, and he'll be glad
enough to do well by anyone who does fairly well by him. Everybody
says he's well off, and once you're fairly there and get things in your
own hands, there's no telling what may happen. He'll get a girl to help
you, and Jane's big enough now to do a good deal. Why, you'll be the
same as keeping house like the rest of us."
Further discussion was cut short by the arrival of the victim. He
stood awkwardly in the door of the Weeks sitting room for a moment,
seemingly at a loss how to state his case.
Mr. And Mrs. Weeks now resolved to appear neutral and allow the farmer
to make his terms. Then, like other superior powers in the background,
they proposed to exert a pressure on their relative and do a little
coercing. But the widow's course promised at first to relieve them of
all further effort. She suddenly seemed to become aware of Holcroft's
presence, sprang up, and gave him her hand very cordially.
"I'm glad to see you, sir," she began. "It's very considerate of you to
come for me. I can get ready in short order, and as for Jane, she's
never a bit of trouble. Sit down, sir, and make yourself to home while
I get our things together and put on my bonnet;" and she was about to
hasten from the room.
She, too, had been compelled to see that Holcroft's farmhouse was the
only certain refuge left, and while she had rocked and waited the
thought had come into her scheming mind, "I've stipulated to stay a
year, and if he says nothing against it, it's a bargain which I can
manage to keep him to in spite of himself, even if I don't marry him."
But the straightforward farmer was not to be caught in such a trap. He
had come himself to say certain words and he would say them. He
quietly, therefore, stood in the door and said, "Wait a moment, Mrs.
Mumpson. It's best to have a plain understanding in all matters of
business. When I've done, you may conclude not to go with me, for I
want to say to you what I said this morning to your cousin, Lemuel
Weeks. I'm glad he and his wife are now present, as witnesses. I'm a
plain man, and all I want is to make a livin' off the farm I've been
brought up on. I'll get a girl to help you with the work. Between
you, I'll expect it to be done in a way that the dairy will yield a
fair profit. We'll try and see how we get on for three months and not
a year. I'll not bind myself longer than three months. Of course, if
you manage well, I'll be glad to have this plain business arrangement
go on as long as possible, but it's all a matter of business. If I
can't make my farm pay, I'm going to sell or rent and leave these
parts."
"Oh, certainly, certainly, Mr. Holcroft! You take a very senserble
view of affairs. I hope you will find that I will do all that I agree
to and a great deal more. I'm a little afraid of the night air and the
inclement season, and so will hasten to get myself and my child ready,"
and she passed quickly out.
Weeks put his hand to his mouth to conceal a grin as he thought, "She
hasn't agreed to do anything that I know on. Still, she's right;
she'll do a sight more than he expects, but it won't be just what he
expects."
Mrs. Weeks followed her relative to expedite matters, and it must be
confessed that the gathering of Mrs. Mumpson's belongings was no heavy
task. A small hair trunk, that had come down from the remote past,
held her own and her child's wardrobe and represented all their worldly
possessions.
Mr. Weeks, much pleased at the turn of affairs, became very affable,
but confined his remarks chiefly to the weather, while Holcroft, who
had an uneasy sense of being overreached in some undetected way, was
abstracted and laconic. He was soon on the road home, however, with
Mrs. Mumpson and Jane. Cousin Lemuel's last whispered charge was,
"Now, for mercy's sake, do keep your tongue still and your hands busy."
Whatever possibilities there may be for the Ethiopian or the leopard,
there was no hope that Mrs. Mumpson would materially change any of her
characteristics. The chief reason was that she had no desire to
change. A more self-complacent person did not exist in Oakville. Good
traits in other people did not interest her. They were insipid, they
lacked a certain pungency which a dash of evil imparts; and in the
course of her minute investigations she had discerned or surmised so
much that was reprehensible that she had come to regard herself as
singularly free from sins of omission and commission. "What have I ever
done?" she would ask in her self-communings. The question implied so
much truth of a certain kind that all her relatives were in gall and
bitterness as they remembered the weary months during which she had
rocked idly at their firesides. With her, talking was as much of a
necessity as breathing; but during the ride to the hillside farm she,
in a sense, held her breath, for a keen March wind was blowing.
She was so quiet that Holcroft grew hopeful, not realizing that the
checked flow of words must have freer course later on. A cloudy
twilight was deepening fast when they reached the dwelling. Holcroft's
market wagon served for the general purposes of conveyance, and he
drove as near as possible to the kitchen door. Descending from the
front seat, which he had occupied alone, he turned and offered his hand
to assist the widow to alight, but she nervously poised herself on the
edge of the vehicle and seemed to be afraid to venture. The wind
fluttered her scanty draperies, causing her to appear like a bird of
prey about to swoop down upon the unprotected man. "I'm afraid to jump
so far--" she began.
"There's the step, Mrs. Mumpson."
"But I can't see it. Would you mind lifting me down?"
He impatiently took her by the arms, which seemed in his grasp like the
rounds of a chair, and put her on the ground.
"Oh!" she exclaimed, in gushing tones, "there's nothing to equal the
strong arms of a man."
He hastily lifted out her daughter, and said, "You had getter hurry in
to the fire. I'll be back in a few minutes," and he led his horses
down to the barn, blanketed and tied them. When he returned, he saw
two dusky figures standing by the front door which led to the little
hall separating the kitchen from the parlor.
"Bless me!" he exclaimed. "You haven't been standing here all this
time?"
"It's merely due to a little oversight. The door is locked, you see,
and--"
"But the kitchen door is not locked."
"Well, it didn't seem quite natural for us to enter the dwelling, on
the occasion of our first arrival, by the kitchen entrance, and--"
Holcroft, with a grim look, strode through the kitchen and unlocked the
door.
"Ah!" exclaimed the widow. "I feel as if I was coming home. Enter,
Jane, my dear. I'm sure the place will soon cease to be strange to
you, for the home feeling is rapidly acquired when--"
"Just wait a minute, please," said Holcroft, "and I'll light the lamp
and a candle." This he did with the deftness of a man accustomed to
help himself, then led the way to the upper room which was to be her
sleeping apartment. Placing the candle on the bureau, he forestalled
Mrs. Mumpson by saying, "I'll freshen up the fire in the kitchen and
lay out the ham, eggs, coffee, and other materials for supper. Then I
must go out and unharness and do my night work. Make yourselves to
home. You'll soon be able to find everything," and he hastened away.
It would not be their fault if they were not soon able to find
everything. Mrs. Mumpson's first act was to take the candle and survey
the room in every nook and corner. She sighed when she found the
closet and bureau drawers empty. Then she examined the quantity and
texture of the bedding of the "couch on which she was to repose," as
she would express herself. Jane followed her around on tiptoe, doing
just what her mother did, but was silent.
At last they shivered in the fireless apartment, threw off their scanty
wraps, and went down to the kitchen. Mrs. Mumpson instinctively looked
around for a rocking chair, and as none was visible she hastened to the
parlor, and, holding the candle aloft, surveyed this apartment. Jane
followed in her wake as before, but at last ventured to suggest,
"Mother, Mr. Holcroft'll be in soon and want his supper."
"I suppose he'll want a great many things," replied Mrs. Mumpson with
dignity, "but he can't expect a lady of my connections to fly around
like a common servant. It is but natural, in coming to a new abode,
that I should wish to know something of that abode. There should have
been a hired girl here ready to receive and get supper for us. Since
there is not one to receive us, bring that rocking chair, my dear, and
I will direct you how to proceed."
The child did as she was told, and her mother was soon rocking on the
snuggest side of the kitchen stove, interspersing her rather
bewildering orders with various reflections and surmises.
Sketching the child Jane is a sad task, and pity would lead us to
soften every touch if this could be done in truthfulness. She was but
twelve years of age, yet there was scarcely a trace of childhood left
in her colorless face. Stealthy and catlike in all her movements, she
gave the impression that she could not do the commonest thing except in
a sly, cowering manner. Her small greenish-gray eyes appeared to be
growing nearer together with the lease of time, and their indirect,
furtive glances suggested that they had hardly, if ever, seen looks of
frank affection bent upon her. She had early learned, on the round of
visits with her mother, that so far from being welcome she was scarcely
tolerated, and she reminded one of a stray cat that comes to a dwelling
and seeks to maintain existence there in a lurking, deprecatory manner.
Her kindred recognized this feline trait, for they were accustomed to
remark, "She's always snoopin' around."
She could scarcely do otherwise, poor child! There had seemed no place
for her at any of the firesides. She haunted halls and passage-ways,
sat in dusky corners, and kept her meager little form out of sight as
much as possible. She was the last one helped at table when she was
permitted to come at all, and so had early learned to watch, like a
cat, and when people's backs were turned, to snatch something, carry it
off, and devour it in secret. Detected in these little pilferings, to
which she was almost driven, she was regarded as even a greater
nuisance than her mother.
The latter was much too preoccupied to give her child attention.
Ensconced in a rocking chair in the best room, and always in full tide
of talk if there was anyone present, she rarely seemed to think where
Jane was or what she was doing. The rounds of visitation gave the
child no chance to go to school, so her developing mind had little
other pabulum than what her mother supplied so freely. She was
acquiring the same consuming curiosity, with the redeeming feature that
she did not talk. Listening in unsuspected places, she heard much that
was said about her mother and herself, and the pathetic part of this
experience was that she had never known enough of kindness to be
wounded. She was only made to feel more fully how precarious was her
foothold in her transient abiding place, and therefore was rendered
more furtive, sly, and distant in order to secure toleration by keeping
out of everyone's way. In her prowlings, however, she managed to learn
and understand all that was going on even better than her mother, who,
becoming aware of this fact, was acquiring the habit of putting her
through a whispered cross-questioning when they retired for the night.
It would be hard to imagine a child beginning life under more
unfavorable auspices and still harder to predict the outcome.
In the course of her close watchfulness she had observed how many of
the domestic labors had been performed, and she would have helped more
in the various households if she had been given a chance; but the
housewives had not regarded her as sufficiently honest to be trusted in
the pantries, and also found that, if there was a semblance of return
for such hospitality as they extended, Mrs. Mumpson would remain
indefinitely. Moreover, the homely, silent child made the women
nervous, just as her mother irritated the men, and they did not want
her around. Thus she had come to be but the specter of a child,
knowing little of the good in the world and as much of the evil as she
could understand.
She now displayed, however, more sense than her mother. The habit of
close scrutiny had made it clear that Holcroft would not long endure
genteel airs and inefficiency, and that something must be done to keep
this shelter. She did her best to get supper, with the aid given from
the rocking chair, and at last broke out sharply, "You must get up and
help me. He'll turn us out of doors if we don't have supper ready when
he comes in."
Spurred by fear of such a dire possibility, Mrs. Mumpson was bustling
around when Holcroft entered. "We'll soon be ready," she gushed, "we'll
soon place our evening repast upon the table."
"Very well," was the brief reply, as he passed up the stairs with the
small hair trunk on his shoulder.
Chapter IV.
Domestic Bliss
Holcroft had been given a foretaste of the phase of torment which he
was destined to endure in his domestic relations, and was planning to
secure a refuge into which he could not be pursued. He had made
himself a little more presentable for supper, instinctively aware that
nothing would escape the lynx-eyed widow, and was taking some
measurements from the floor to a stovepipe hole leading into the
chimney flue, when he became aware that someone was in the doorway.
Turning, he saw Jane with her small catlike eyes fixed intently upon
him. Instantly he had the feeling that he was being watched and would
be watched.
"Supper's ready," said the girl, disappearing.
Mrs. Mumpson smiled upon him--if certain contortions of her thin, sharp
face could be termed a smile--from that side of the table at which his
wife had sat so many years, and he saw that the low rocking chair,
which he had preserved jealously from his former "help," had been
brought from the parlor and established in the old familiar place.
Mrs. Mumpson folded her hands and assumed a look of deep solemnity;
Jane, as instructed, also lowered her head, and they waited for him to
say "grace." He was in far too bitter a mood for any such pious farce,
and stolidly began to help them to the ham and eggs, which viands had
been as nearly spoiled as was possible in their preparation. The widow
raised her head with a profound sigh which set Holcroft's teeth on
edge, but he proceeded silently with his supper. The biscuits were
heavy enough to burden the lightest conscience; and the coffee, simply
grounds swimming around in lukewarm water. He took a sip, then put
down his cup and said, quietly, "Guess I'll take a glass of milk
tonight. Mrs. Mumpson, if you don't know how to make coffee, I can
soon show you."
"Why! Isn't it right? How strange! Perhaps it would be well for you
to show me just exactly how you like it, for it will afford me much
pleasure to make it to your taste. Men's tastes differ so! I've heard
that no two men's tastes were alike; and, after all, everything is a
matter of taste. Now Cousin Abiram doesn't believe in coffee at all.
He thinks it is unwholesome. Have YOU ever thought that it might be
unwholesome?"
"I'm used to it, and would like it good when I have it at all."
"Why, of course, of course! You must have it exactly to your taste.
Jane, my dear, we must put our minds on coffee and learn precisely how
Mr. Holcroft likes it, and when the hired girl comes we must carefully
superintend her when she makes it. By the way, I suppose you will
employ my assistant tomorrow, Mr. Holcroft."
"I can't get a girl short of town," was the reply, "and there is so
much cream in the dairy that ought to be churned at once that I'll wait
till next Monday and take down the butter."
Mrs. Mumpson put on a grave, injured air, and said, "Well," so
disapprovingly that it was virtually saying that it was not well at
all. Then, suddenly remembering that this was not good policy, she was
soon all smiles and chatter again. "How cozy this is!" she cried, "and
how soon one acquires the home feeling! Why, anyone looking in at the
window would think that we were an old established family, and yet this
is but our first meal together. But it won't be the last, Mr.
Holcroft. I cannot make it known to you how your loneliness, which
Cousin Lemuel has so feelingly described to me, has affected my
feelings. Cousin Nancy said but this very day that you have had
desperate times with all kinds of dreadful creatures. But all that's
past. Jane and me will give a look of stability and respecterbility to
every comer."
"Well, really, Mrs. Mumpson, I don't know who's to come."
"Oh, you'll see!" she replied, wrinkling her thin, blue lips into what
was meant for a smile, and nodding her head at him encouragingly. "You
won't be so isolated no more. Now that I'm here, with my offspring,
your neighbors will feel that they can show you their sympathy. The
most respecterble people in town will call, and your life will grow
brighter and brighter; clouds will roll away, and--"
"I hope the neighbors will not be so ill-mannered as to come without
being invited," remarked Mr. Holcroft grimly. "It's too late in the day
for them to begin now."
"My being here with Jane will make all the difference in the world,"
resumed Mrs. Mumpson, with as saccharine an expression as she could
assume. "They will come out of pure kindness and friendly interest,
with the wish to encourage--"
"Mrs. Mumpson," said Holcroft, half desperately, "if anyone comes it'll
be out of pure curiosity, and I don't want such company. Selling
enough butter, eggs, and produce to pay expenses will encourage me more
than all the people of Oakville, if they should come in a body. What's
the use of talking in this way? I've done without the neighbors so
far, and I'm sure they've been very careful to do without me. I shall
have nothing to do with them except in the way of business, and as I
said to you down at Lemuel Weeks's, business must be the first
consideration with us all," and he rose from the table.
"Oh, certainly, certainly!" the widow hastened to say, "but then
business is like a cloud, and the meetings and greetings of friends is
a sort of silver lining, you know. What would the world be without
friends--the society of those who take an abiding interest? Believe
me, Mr. Holcroft," she continued, bringing her long, skinny finger
impressively down on the table, "you have lived alone so long that you
are unable to see the crying needs of your own constitution. As a
Christian man, you require human sympathy and--"
Poor Holcroft knew little of centrifugal force; but at that moment he
was a living embodiment of it, feeling that if he did not escape he
would fly into a thousand atoms. Saying nervously, "I've a few chores
to do," he seized his hat, and hastening out, wandered disconsolately
around the barn. "I'm never going to be able to stand her," he groaned.
"I know now why my poor wife shook her head whenever this woman was
mentioned. The clack of her tongue would drive any man living crazy,
and the gimlet eyes of that girl Jane would bore holes through a
saint's patience. Well, well! I'll put a stove up in my room, then
plowing and planting time will soon be here, and I guess I can stand it
at mealtimes for three months, for unless she stops her foolishness she
shan't stay any longer."
Jane had not spoken during the meal, but kept her eyes on Holcroft,
except when he looked toward her, and then she instantly averted her
gaze. When she was alone with her mother, she said abruptly, "We aint
a-goin' to stay here long, nuther."
"Why not?" was the sharp, responsive query.
"'Cause the same look's comin' into his face that was in Cousin
Lemuel's and Cousin Abiram's and all the rest of 'em. 'Fi's you I'd
keep still now. 'Pears to me they all want you to keep still and you
won't."
"Jane," said Mrs. Mumpson in severe tones, "you're an ignorant child.
Don't presume to instruct ME! Besides, this case is entirely
different. Mr. Holcroft must be made to understand from the start that
I'm not a common woman--that I'm his equal, and in most respects his
superior. If he aint made to feel this, it'll never enter his
head--but law! There's things which you can't and oughtn't to
understand."
"But I do," said the girl shortly, "and he won't marry you, nor keep
you, if you talk him to death."
"Jane!" gasped Mrs. Mumpson, as she sank into the chair and rocked
violently.
The night air was keen and soon drove Holcroft into the house. As he
passed the kitchen window, he saw that Mrs. Mumpson was in his wife's
rocking chair and that Jane was clearing up the table.
He kindled a fire on the parlor hearth, hoping, but scarcely expecting,
that he would be left alone.
Nor was he very long, for the widow soon opened the door and entered,
carrying the chair. "Oh, you are here," she said sweetly. "I heard the
fire crackling, and I do so love open wood fires. They're company in
themselves, and they make those who bask in the flickering blaze
inclined to be sociable. To think of how many long, lonely evenings
you have sat here when you had persons in your employ with whom you
could have no affinity whatever! I don't see how you stood it. Under
such circumstances life must cloud up into a dreary burden." It never
occurred to Mrs. Mumpson that her figures of speech were often mixed.
She merely felt that the sentimental phase of conversation must be very
flowery. But during the first evening she had resolved on prudence.
"Mr. Holcroft shall have time," she thought, "for the hope to steal
into his heart that his housekeeper may become something more to him
than housekeeper--that there is a nearer and loftier relation."
Meanwhile she was consumed with curiosity to know something about the
"persons" previously employed and his experiences with them. With a
momentary, and, as she felt, a proper pause before descending to
ordinary topics, she resumed, "My dear Mr. Holcroft, no doubt it will
be a relief to your overfraught mind to pour into a symperthetic ear
the story of your troubles with those--er--those peculiar females
that--er--that--"
"Mrs. Mumpson, it would be a much greater relief to my mind to forget
all about 'em," he replied briefly.
"INDEED!" exclaimed the widow. "Was they as bad as that? Who'd 'a'
thought it! Well, well, well; what people there is in the world! And
you couldn't abide 'em, then?"
"No, I couldn't."
"Well now; what hussies they must have been! And to think you were
here all alone, with no better company! It makes my heart bleed. They
DO say that Bridget Malony is equal to anything, and I've no doubt but
that she took things and did things."
"Well, she's taken herself off, and that's enough." Then he groaned
inwardly, "Good Lord! I could stand her and all her tribe bettern'n
this one."
"Yes, Mr. Holcroft," pursued Mrs. Mumpson, sinking her voice to a loud,
confidential whisper, "and I don't believe you've any idea how much she
took with her. I fear you've been robbed in all these vicissitudes.
Men never know what's in a house. They need caretakers; respecterble
women, that would sooner cut out their tongues than purloin. How happy
is the change which has been affected! How could you abide in the
house with such a person as that Bridget Malony?"
"Well, well, Mrs. Mumpson! She abode with herself. I at least had
this room in peace and quietness."
"Of course, of course! A person so utterly unrespecterble would not
think of entering THIS apartment; but then you had to meet her, you
know. You could not act as if she was not, when she was, and there
being so much of her, too. She was a monstrous-looking person. It's
dreadful to think that such persons belong to our sex. I don't wonder
you feel as you do about it all. I can understand you perfectly. All
your senserbleness was offended. You felt that your very home had
become sacrilegious. Well, now, I suppose she said awful things to
you?"
Holcroft could not endure this style of inquisition and comment another
second longer. He rose and said, "Mrs. Mumpson, if you want to know
just what she said and did, you must go and ask her. I'm very tired.
I'll go out and see that the stock's all right, and then go to bed."
"Oh, certainly, certainly!" ejaculated the widow. "Repose is nature's
sweet rester, says the poet. I can see how recalling those dreadful
scenes with those peculiar females--" But he was gone.
In passing out, he caught sight of Jane whisking back into the kitchen.
"She's been listening," he thought. "Well, I'll go to town tomorrow
afternoon, get a stove for my room upstairs, and stuff the keyhole."
He went to the barn and looked with envy at the placid cows and quiet
horses. At last, having lingered as long as he could, he returned to
the kitchen. Jane had washed and put away the supper dishes after a
fashion, and was now sitting on the edge of a chair in the farthest
corner of the room.
"Take this candle and go to your mother," he said curtly. Then he
fastened the doors and put out the lamp. Standing for an instant at
the parlor entrance, he added, "Please rake up the fire and put out
the light before you come up. Good night."
"Oh, certainly, certainly! We'll look after everything just as if it
was our own. The sense of strangeness will soon pass--" But his steps
were halfway up the stairs.
Mother and daughter listened until they heard him overhead, then,
taking the candle, they began a most minute examination of everything
in the room.
Poor Holcroft listened also; too worried, anxious, and nervous to sleep
until they came up and all sounds ceased in the adjoining apartment.
Chapter V.
Mrs. Mumpson Takes Up Her Burdens
The next morning Holcroft awoke early. The rising sun flooded his
plain little room with mellow light. It was impossible to give way to
dejection in that radiance, and hope, he scarcely knew why, sprung up
in his heart. He was soon dressed, and having kindled the kitchen
fire, went out on the porch. There had been a change in the wind during
the night, and now it blew softly from the south. The air was sweet
with the indefinable fragrance of spring. The ethereal notes of
bluebirds were heard on every side. Migratory robins were feeding in
the orchard, whistling and calling their noisy congratulations on
arriving at old haunts. The frost was already oozing from the ground,
but the farmer welcomed the mud, knowing that it indicated a long
advance toward plowing and planting time.
He bared his head to the sweet, warm air and took long, deep breaths.
"If this weather holds," he muttered, "I can soon put in some early
potatoes on that warm hillside yonder. Yes, I can stand even her for
the sake of being on the old place in mornings like this. The
weather'll be getting better every day and I can be out of doors more.
I'll have a stove in my room tonight; I would last night if the old
air-tight hadn't given out completely. I'll take it to town this
afternoon and sell it for old iron. Then I'll get a bran'-new one and
put it up in my room. They can't follow me there and they can't follow
me outdoors, and so perhaps I can live in peace and work most of the
time."
Thus he was muttering to himself, as lonely people so often do, when he
felt that someone was near. Turning suddenly, he saw Jane half-hidden
by the kitchen door. Finding herself observed, the girl came forward
and said in her brief monotonous way:
"Mother'll be down soon. If you'll show me how you want the coffee and
things, I guess I can learn."
"I guess you'll have to, Jane. There'll be more chance of your
teaching your mother than of her teaching you, I fear. But we'll see,
we'll see; it's strange people can't see what's sensible and best for
'em when they see so much."
The child made no reply, but watched him intently as he measured out
and then ground half a cup of coffee.
"The firs thing to do," he began kindly, "is to fill the kettle with
water fresh drawn from the well. Never make coffee or tea with water
that's been boiled two or three times. Now, I'll give the kettle a
good rinsing, so as to make sure you start with it clean."
Having accomplished this, he filled the vessel at the well and placed
it on the fire, remarking as he did so, "Your mother can cook a little,
can't she?"
"I s'pose so," Jane replied. "When father was livin' mother said she
kept a girl. Since then, we've visited round. But she'll learn, and
if she can't, I can."
"What on earth--but there's no use of talking. When the water
boils--bubbles up and down, you know--call me. I suppose you and your
mother can get the rest of the breakfast? Oh, good morning, Mrs.
Mumpson! I was just showing Jane about the coffee. You two can go on
and do all the rest, but don't touch the coffee till the kettle boils,
and then I'll come in and show you my way, and, if you please, I don't
wish it any other way."
"Oh, certainly, certainly!" began Mrs. Mumpson, but Holcroft waited to
hear no more.
"She's a woman," he muttered, "and I'll say nothing rude or ugly to
her, but I shan't listen to her talk half a minute when I can help
myself; and if she won't do any thing but talk--well, we'll see, we'll
see! A few hours in the dairy will show whether she can use anything
besides her tongue."
As soon as they were alone Jane turned sharply on her mother and said,
"Now you've got to do something to help. At Cousin Lemuel's and other
places they wouldn't let us help. Anyhow, they wouldn't let me. He
'spects us both to work, and pays you for it. I tell you agin, he
won't let us stay here unless we do. I won't go visitin' round any
more, feelin' like a stray cat in every house I go to. You've got to
work, and talk less."
"Why, Jane! How YOU talk!"
"I talk sense. Come, help me get breakfast."
"Do you think that's a proper way for a child to address a parent?"
"No matter what I think. Come and help. You'll soon know what he
thinks if we keep breakfast waitin'."
"Well, I'll do such menial work until he gets a girl, and then he shall
learn that he can't expect one with such respecterble connections--"
"Hope I may never see any of 'em agin," interrupted Jane shortly, and
then she relapsed into silence while her mother rambled on in her
characteristic way, making singularly inapt efforts to assist in the
task before them.
As Holcroft rose from milking a cow he found Jane beside him. A ghost
could not have come more silently, and again her stealthy ways gave him
an unpleasant sensation. "Kettle is boilin'," she said, and was gone.
He shook his head and muttered, "Queer tribe, these Mumpsons! I've
only to get an odd fish of a girl to help, and I'll have something like
a menagerie in the house." He carried his pails of foaming milk to the
dairy, and then entered the kitchen.
"I've only a minute," he began hastily, seeking to forestall the widow.
"Yes, the kettle's boiling all right. First scald out the
coffeepot--put three-quarters of a cup of ground coffee into the pot,
break an egg into it, so; pour on the egg and coffee half a cup of cold
water and stir it all up well, this way. Next pour in about a pint of
boiling water from the kettle, set the pot on the stove and let it--the
coffee, I mean--cook twenty minutes, remember, not less than twenty
minutes. I'll be back to breakfast by that time. Now you know just
how I want my coffee, don't you?" looking at Jane.
Jane nodded, but Mrs. Mumpson began, "Oh certainly, certainly! Boil an
egg twenty minutes, add half a cup of cold water, and--"
"I know," interrupted Jane, "I can always do as you did."
Holcroft again escaped to the barn, and eventually returned with a deep
sigh. "I'll have to face a good deal of her music this morning," he
thought, "but I shall have at least a good cup of coffee to brace me."
Mrs. Mumpson did not abandon the suggestion that grace should be
said,--she never abandoned anything,--but the farmer, in accordance
with his purpose to be civil, yet pay no attention to her obtrusive
ways, gave no heed to her hint. He thought Jane looked apprehensive,
and soon learned the reason. His coffee was at least hot, but seemed
exceedingly weak.
"I hope now that it's just right," said Mrs. Mumpson complacently, "and
feeling sure that it was made just to suit you, I filled the coffeepot
full from the kettle. We can drink what we desire for breakfast and
then the rest can be set aside until dinner time and warmed over. Then
you'll have it just to suit you for the next meal, and we, at the same
time, will be practicing econermy. It shall now be my great aim to
help you econermize. Any coarse, menial hands can work, but the great
thing to be considered is a caretaker; one who, by thoughtfulness and
the employment of her mind, will make the labor of others affective."
During this speech, Holcroft could only stare at the woman. The rapid
motion of her thin jaw seemed to fascinate him, and he was in
perplexity over not merely her rapid utterance, but also the queries.
Had she maliciously spoiled the coffee? Or didn't she know any better?
"I can't make her out," he thought, "but she shall learn that I have a
will of my own," and he quietly rose, took the coffeepot, and poured
its contents out of doors; then went through the whole process of
making his favorite beverage again, saying coldly, "Jane, you had
better watch close this time. I don't wish anyone to touch the
coffeepot but you."
Even Mrs. Mumpson was a little abashed by his manner, but when he
resumed his breakfast she speedily recovered her complacency and
volubility. "I've always heard," she said, with her little cackling
laugh, "that men would be extravergant, especially in some things.
There are some things they're fidgety about and will have just so.
Well, well, who has a better right than a well-to-do, fore-handed man?
Woman is to complement the man, and it should be her aim to study the
great--the great--shall we say reason, for her being? Which is
adaptation," and she uttered the word with feeling, assured that
Holcroft could not fail of being impressed by it. The poor man was
bolting such food as had been prepared in his haste to get away.
"Yes," continued the widow, "adaptation is woman's mission and--"
"Really, Mrs. Mumpson, your and Jane's mission this morning will be to
get as much butter as possible out of the cream and milk on hand. I'll
set the old dog on the wheel, and start the churn within half an hour,"
and he rose with the thought, "I'd rather finish my breakfast on milk
and coffee by and by than stand this." And he said, "Please let the
coffee be until I come in to show you about taking out and working the
butter."
The scenes in the dairy need not be dwelt upon. He saw that Jane might
be taught, and that she would probably try to do all that her strength
permitted. It was perfectly clear that Mrs. Mumpson was not only
ignorant of the duties which he had employed her to perform, but that
she was also too preoccupied with her talk and notions of gentility
ever to learn. He was already satisfied that in inducing him to engage
her, Lemuel Weeks had played him a trick, but there seemed no other
resource than to fulfill his agreement. With Mrs. Mumpson in the
house, there might be less difficulty in securing and keeping a hired
girl who, with Jane, might do the essential work. But the future
looked so unpromising that even the strong coffee could not sustain his
spirits. The hopefulness of the early morning departed, leaving
nothing but dreary uncertainty.
Mrs. Mumpson was bent upon accompanying him to town and engaging the
girl herself. "There would be great propriety in my doing so," she
argued at dinner, "and propriety is something that adorns all the human
race. There would be no danger of my getting any of the peculiar
females such as you have been afflicted with. As I am to superintend
her labors, she will look up to me with respect and humility if she
learns from the first to recognize in me a superior on whom she will be
dependent for her daily bread. No shiftless hussy would impose upon
ME. I would bring home--how sweet the word sounds!--a model of
industry and patient endurance. She would be deferential, she would
know her place, too. Everything would go like clockwork in our home.
I'll put on my things at once and--"
"Excuse me, Mrs. Mumpson. It would not be right to leave Jane here
alone. Moreover, I'd rather engage my own help."
"But my dear Mr. Holcroft, you don't realize--men never do
realize--that you will have a long, lonely ride with a female of
unknown--unknown antercedents. It will be scarcely respecterble, and
respecterbility should be man and woman's chief aim. Jane is not a
timid child, and in an emergency like this, even if she was, she would
gladly sacrifice herself to sustain the proprieties of life. Now that
your life has begun under new and better auspices, I feel that I ought
to plead with you not to cloud your brightening prospects by a
thoughtless unregard of what society looks upon as proper. The eyes of
the community will now be upon us--"
"You must excuse me, Mrs. Mumpson. All I ask of the community is to
keep their eyes on their own business, while I attend to mine in my own
way. The probabilities are that the girl will come out on the stage
Monday," and he rose from the dinner table and hastily made his
preparations for departure. He was soon driving rapidly away, having a
sort of nervous apprehension lest Jane, or the widow, should suddenly
appear on the seat beside him. A basket of eggs and some inferior
butter, with the burnt-out stove, were in his wagon and his bank book
was in his pocket. It was with sinking heart that he thought of making
further inroads on his small accumulations.
Before he was out of sight Mrs. Mumpson betook herself to the rocking
chair and began to expatiate on the blindness and obduracy of men in
general and of Mr. Holcroft in particular. "They are all much alike,"
she complained, "and are strangely neglectful of the proprieties of
life. My dear, deceased husband, your father, was becoming gradually
senserble of my value in guiding him in this respect, and indeed, I may
add in all respects, when, in the very prime of his expanding manhood,
he was laid low. Of course, my happiness was buried then and my heart
can never throb again, but I have a mission in the world--I feel
it--and here is a desolate home bereft of female influence and
consolation and hitherto painfully devoid of respecterbility.
"I once called on the late Mrs. Holcroft, and--I must say it--I went
away depressed by a sense of her lack of ability to develop in her
husband those qualities which would make him an ornament to society.
She was a silent woman, she lacked mind and ideas. She had seen little
of the world and knew not what was swaying people. Therefore, her
husband, having nothing else to think of, became absorbed in the
accumulation of dollars. Not that I object to dollars--they have their
proper place,--but minds should be fixed on all things. We should take
a deep personal interest in our fellow beings, and thus we grow broad.
As I was saying, Mr. Holcroft was not developed by his late spouse. He
needs awakening, arousing, stimulating, drawing out, and such I feel to
be my mission. I must be patient; I cannot expect the habits of years
to pass away under a different kind of female influence, at once."
Jane had been stolidly washing and putting away dishes during this
partial address to herself and partial soliloquy, but now remarked,
"You and me will pass away in a week if you go on as you've begun. I
can see it comin'. Then, where'll we go to?"
"Your words, Jane, only show that you are an ignorant, short-sighted
child. Do you suppose that a woman of my years and experience would
make no better provision for the future than a man's changeful mind--a
warped and undeveloped mind, at that? No; I have an agreement with Mr.
Holcroft. I shall be a member of his household for three months at
least, and long before that he will begin to see everything in a new
light. It will gradually dawn upon him that he has been defrauded of
proper female influence and society. Now, he is crude, he thinks only
of work and accumulating; but when the work is done by a menial
female's hands and his mind is more at rest, there will begin to steal
in upon him the cravings of his mind. He will see that material things
are not all in all."
"P'raps he will. I don't half know that you're talkin' about. 'Fi's
you, I'd learn to work and do things as he wants 'em. That's what I'm
going to do. Shall I go now and make up his bed and tidy his room?"
"I think I will accompany you, Jane, and see that your task is properly
performed."
"Of course you want to see everythin' in the room, just as I do."
"As housekeeper, I should see everything that is under my care. That
is the right way to look at the matter."
"Well, come and look then."
"You are becoming strangely disrespectful, Jane."
"Can't help it," replied the girl, "I'm gettin' mad. We've been
elbowed around long's I can remember, at least I've been, and now we're
in a place where we've a right to be, and you do nothin' but talk,
talk, talk, when he hates talk. Now you'll go up in his room and
you'll see everythin' in it, so you could tell it all off tomorrow.
Why, can't you see he hates talk and wants somethin' done?"
"Jane," said Mrs. Mumpson, in her most severe and dignified manner,
"you are not only disrespectful to your parent, but you're a time
server. What Mr. Holcroft wants is a very secondary matter; what is
BEST for him is the chief consideration. But I have touched on things
far above your comprehension. Come, you can make up the bed, and I
shall inspect as becomes my station."
Chapter VI.
A Marriage!
In a quiet side street of the market town in which Mr. Holcroft was
accustomed to dispose of his farm produce was a three-story tenement
house. A family occupied each floor, those dwelling in the first two
stories being plain, respectable people of the mechanic class. The
rooms in the third story were, of course, the cheapest, but even from
the street might be seen evidences that more money had been spent upon
them than could have been saved in rent. Lace curtains were looped
aside from the windows, through which were caught glimpses of flowers
that must have come from a greenhouse. We have only to enter these
apartments to find that the suggestion of refined taste is amply
fulfilled. While nothing is costly, there is a touch of grace, a hint
of beauty in everything permitting simple adornment. The mistress of
these rooms is not satisfied with neatness and order merely; it is her
instinct to add something to please the eye--a need essential to her,
yet too often conspicuously absent in rented quarters of a similar
character.
It is remarkable to what a degree people's abodes are a reflex of
themselves. Mrs. Alida Ostrom had been brought to these rooms a happy
bride but a few months since. They were then bare and not very clean.
Her husband had seemed bent on indulging her so far as his limited
means permitted. He had declared that his income was so modest that he
could afford nothing better than these cheap rooms in an obscure
street, but she had been abundantly content, for she had known even the
extremity of poverty.
Alida Ostrom had passed beyond the period of girlhood, with its
superficial desires and ambitions. When her husband first met her, she
was a woman of thirty, and had been chastened by deep sorrows and some
bitter experiences. Years before, she and her mother had come to this
town from a New England city in the hope of bettering their
circumstances. They had no weapons other than their needles with which
to fight life's battle, but they were industrious and
frugal--characteristic traits which won the confidence of the
shopkeepers for whom they worked. All went as well, perhaps, as they
could expect, for two or three years, their secluded lives passing
uneventfully and, to a certain extent, happily. They had time to read
some good books obtained at a public library; they enjoyed an
occasional holiday in the country; and they went to church twice every
Sunday when it was not stormy. The mother usually dozed in the obscure
seat near the door which they occupied, for she was getting old, and
the toil of the long week wearied her.--Alida, on the contrary, was
closely attentive. Her mind seemed to crave all the sustenance it
could get from every source, and her reverential manner indicated that
the hopes inspired by her faith were dear and cherished. Although they
lived such quiet lives and kept themselves apart from their neighbors,
there was no mystery about them which awakened surmises. "They've seen
better days," was the common remark when they were spoken of; and this
was true. While they had no desire to be social with the people among
whom they lived, they did not awaken prejudices by the assertion of
superiority. Indeed, it was seen that the two women had all they could
do to earn their livelihood, and they were left to do this in peace.
When Alida Armstrong--for that was her maiden name--carried her own and
her mother's work to and from the shops, she often encountered admiring
glances. She was not exactly pretty, but she had the good, refined face
which is often more attractive than the merely pretty one, and she
possessed a trim, rounded figure which she knew how to clothe with
taste from the simplest and most inexpensive materials. Nor did she
seek to dress above her station. When passing along the street, any
discerning person would recognize that she was a working girl; only the
superficial would look upon her as a common-place girl. There was
something in her modest air and graceful, elastic carriage which
suggested the thought to many observers, "She has seen better days."
The memory of these days, which had promised immunity from wearing
toil, anxiety, and poverty, was a barrier between the two women and
their present world. Death had bereft them of husband, father, and
such property as he had left had been lost in a bad investment.
Learning that they were almost penniless, they had patiently set about
earning honest bread. This they had succeeded in doing as long as the
mother kept her usual health. But the infirmities of age were creeping
upon her. One winter she took a heavy cold and was very ill. She
rallied only temporarily in the milder days of spring. In the summer's
heat her strength failed, and she died.
During her mother's long illness Alida was devotion itself. The strain
upon her was severe indeed, for she not only had to earn food for both,
but there were also doctor's bills, medicines, and delicacies to pay
for. The poor girl grew thin from work by day, watching by night, and
from fear and anxiety at all times. Their scanty savings were
exhausted; articles were sold from their rooms; the few precious
heirlooms of silver and china were disposed of; Alida even denied
herself the food she needed rather than ask for help or permit her
mother to want for anything which ministered to their vain hopes of
renewed health.
What she should have done she scarcely knew, had not an unexpected
friend interested himself in her behalf. In one of the men's clothing
stores was a cutter from whom she obtained work. Soon after he
appeared in this shop he began to manifest signs of interest in her He
was about her own age, he had a good trade, and she often wondered why
he appeared so reticent and moody, as compared with others in similar
positions. But he always spoke kindly to her, and when her mother's
illness first developed, he showed all the leniency permitted to him in
regard to her work. His apparent sympathy, and the need of explaining
why she was not able to finish her tasks as promptly as usual, led her
gradually to reveal to him the sad struggle in which she was engaged.
He promised to intercede in her behalf with their mutual employers, and
asked if he might come to see her mother.
Recognizing how dependent she was upon this man's good will, and seeing
nothing in his conduct but kindness and sympathy, she consented. His
course and his words confirmed all her good impressions and awakened on
her side corresponding sympathy united with a lively gratitude. He
told her that he also was a stranger in the town, that he had but few
acquaintances and no friends, that he had lost relatives and was in no
need to go about like other young men. His manner was marked
apparently by nothing more than interest and a wish to help her, and
was untinged by gallantry; so they gradually became good friends. When
he called Sunday afternoons the mother looked at him wistfully, in the
hope that her daughter would not be left without a protector. At last
the poor woman died, and Alida was in sore distress, for she had no
means with which to bury her. Ostrom came and said in the kindest
tones:
"You must let me lend you what you need and you can pay me back with
interest, if you wish. You won't be under any obligation, for I have
money lying idle in the bank. When you have only yourself to support
it will not take you long to earn the sum."
There seemed nothing else for her to do and so it was arranged. With
tear-blinded eyes she made her simple mourning, and within a week after
her mother's death was at work again, eager to repay her debt. He
urged her not to hasten--to take all the rest she could while the hot
weather lasted, and few evenings passed that he did not come to take
her out for a walk through the quieter streets.
By this time he had won her confidence completely, and her heart
overflowed with gratitude. Of course she was not so unsophisticated as
not to know whither all this attention was tending, but it was a great
relief to her mind that his courtship was so quiet and undemonstrative.
Her heart was sore and grief-stricken, and she was not conscious of any
other feeling toward him than the deepest gratitude and wish to make
such return as was within her power. He was apparently very frank in
regard to his past life, and nothing was said which excited her
suspicions. Indeed, she felt that it would be disloyalty to think of
questioning or surmising evil of one who had proved himself so true a
friend in her sore need. She was therefore somewhat prepared for the
words he spoke one warm September day, as they sat together in a little
shaded park.
"Alida," he said, a little nervously, "we are both strangers and alone
in this world, but surely we are no longer strangers to each other.
Let us go quietly to some minister and be married. That is the best
way for you to pay your debt and keep me always in debt to you."
She was silent a moment, then faltered, "I'd rather pay all my debt
first."
"What debts can there be between husband and wife? Come now, let us
look at the matter sensibly. I don't want to frighten you. Things
will go on much the same. We can take quiet rooms, I will bring work
to you instead of your having to go after it. It's nobody's business
but our own. We've not a circle of relations to consult or invite. We
can go to some parsonage, the minister's family will be the witnesses;
then I'll leave you at your room as usual, and no one will be any the
wiser till I've found a place where we can go to housekeeping. That
won't be long, I can tell you."
He placed the matter in such a simple, natural light that she did not
know how to refuse.
"Perhaps I do not love you as much as you ought to be loved, and
deserve to be in view of all your kindness," she tried to explain. "I
feel I ought to be very truthful and not deceive you in the least, as I
know you would not deceive me." So strong a shiver passed through his
frame that she exclaimed, "You are taking cold or you don't feel well."
"Oh, it's nothing!" he said hastily, "only the night air, and then a
fellow always feels a little nervous, I suppose, when he's asking for
something on which his happiness depends. I'm satisfied with such
feeling and good will as you have for me, and will be only too glad to
get you just as you are. Come, before it is too late in the evening."
"Is your heart bent on this, after what I have said, Wilson?"
"Yes, yes, indeed!" clasping her hand and drawing her to her feet.
"It would seem very ungrateful in me to refuse, after all you have done
for me and mother, if you think it's right and best. Will you go to
the minister whose church I attended, and who came to see mother?"
"Certainly, anyone you like," and he put her hand on his arm and led
her away.
The clergyman listened sympathetically to her brief history of Ostrom's
kindness, then performed a simple ceremony which his wife and daughters
witnessed. As they were about to depart he said, "I will send you a
certificate."
"Don't trouble yourself to do that," said the groom. "I'll call for it
some evening soon."
Never had she seen Ostrom in such gay spirits as on their return; and,
woman-like, she was happy chiefly because she had made him happy. She
also felt a glad sense of security. Her mother's dying wish had been
fulfilled; she had now a protector, and would soon have a home instead
of a boarding place among strangers.
Her husband speedily found the rooms to which the reader has been
introduced. The street on which they were located was no thoroughfare.
Its farther end was closed by a fence and beyond were fields. With the
exception of those who dwelt upon it or had business with the
residents, few people came thither. To this locality, Ostrom brought
his bride, and selected rooms whose windows were above those of the
surrounding houses. So far from regretting this isolation and
remoteness from the central life of the town, Alida's feelings
sanctioned his choice. The sense of possessing security and a refuge
was increased, and it was as natural for her to set about making the
rooms homelike as it was to breathe. Her husband appeared to have
exhausted his tendencies toward close economy in the choice of
apartments, and she was given more money than she desired with which to
furnish and decorate. He said, "fix everything up to suit your mind,
and I'll be satisfied."
This she did with such skill, taste, and good management that she
returned a large portion of the sum he had given her, whereupon he
laughingly remarked that she had already saved more than she owed him.
He seemed disinclined to accompany her in the selection of their simple
outfit, but professed himself so pleased with her choice of everything
that she was gratified and happy in the thought of relieving him from
trouble.
Thus their married life began under what appeared to her the most
promising and congenial circumstances. She soon insisted on having
work again, and her busy fingers did much to increase his income.
Alida was not an exacting woman, and recognized from the beginning that
her husband would naturally have peculiar ways of his own. Unlike Mrs.
Mumpson, she never expatiated on "adaptation," but Ostrom soon learned,
with much inward relief, that his wife would accept unquestioningly
what appeared to be his habits and preferences. He went early to his
place of work, taking the nice little lunch which she prepared, and
returned in the dusk of the evening when he always found a warm dinner
in readiness. After this, he was ready enough to walk with her, but,
as before, chose the least frequented streets. Places of amusement and
resort seemed distasteful. On Sundays he enjoyed a ramble in the
country as long as the season permitted, and then showed a great
disinclination to leave the fireside. For a time he went with her in
the evening to church, but gradually persuaded her to remain at home
and read or talk to him.
His wife felt that she had little cause to complain of his quiet ways
and methodical habits. He had exhibited them before marriage and they
were conducive to her absolute sense of proprietorship in him--an
assurance so dear to a woman's heart. The pleasures of his home and
her society appeared to be all that he craved. At times she had
wondered a little at a certain air of apprehensiveness in his manner
when steps were heard upon the stairs, but as the quiet days and weeks
passed, such manifestations of nervousness ceased. Occasionally, he
would start violently and mutter strange words in his sleep, but noting
disturbed the growing sense of security and satisfaction in Alida's
heart. The charm of a regular, quiet life grows upon one who has a
nature fitted for it, and this was true to an unusual degree of Alida
Ostrom. Her content was also increased by the fact that her husband
was able each month to deposit a goodly portion of their united
earnings in a savings bank.
Every day, every week, was so like the preceding ones that it seemed as
if their happy life might go on forever. She was gladly conscious that
there was more than gratitude and good will in her heart. She now
cherished a deep affection for her husband and felt that he had become
essential to her life.
"Oh, how happy mother would be if she knew how safe and protected I
am!" she murmured one March evening, as she was preparing her husband's
dinner. "Leaving me alone in the world was far worse to her than dying."
At that very moment a gaunt-looking woman, with a child in her arms,
stood in the twilight on the opposite side of the street, looking up at
the windows.
Chapter VII.
From Home to the Street
As the shadows of the gloomy March evening deepened, Alida lighted the
lamp, and was then a little surprised to hear a knock at the door. No
presentiment of trouble crossed her mind; she merely thought that one
of her neighbors on the lower floors had stepped up to borrow something.
"Come in!" she cried, as she adjusted the shade of the lamp.
A tall, thin, pale woman entered, carrying a child that was partly
hidden by a thin shawl, their only outer protection against the chill
winds which had been blustering all day. Alida looked at the stranger
inquiringly and kindly, expecting an appeal for charity. The woman
sank into a chair as if exhausted, and fixed her dark hollow eyes on
Mrs. Ostrom. She appeared consumed by a terrible curiosity.
Alida wondered at the strange chill of apprehension with which she
encountered this gaze. It was so intent, so searching, yet so utterly
devoid of a trace of good will. She began gently, "Can I do anything
for you?"
For a moment or two longer there was no response other than the same
cold, questioning scrutiny, as if, instead of a sweet-faced woman,
something monstrously unnatural was present. At last, in slow, icy
utterance, came the words, "So you are--HER!"
"Is this woman insane?" thought Alida. "Why else does she look at me
so? Oh, that Wilson would come! I'm sorry for you, my good woman,"
she began kindly. "You are laboring under some mistake. My husband--"
"YOUR husband!" exclaimed the stranger, with an indescribable accent of
scorn and reproach.
"Yes," replied Alida with quiet dignity. "MY husband will be home soon
and he will protect me. You have no right to enter my rooms and act as
you do. If you are sick and in trouble, I and my husband--"
"Please tell me, miss, how he became YOUR husband?"
"By lawful marriage, by my pastor."
"We'll soon see how LAWFUL it was," replied the woman, with a bitter
laugh. "I'd like you to tell me how often a man can be married
lawfully."
"What do you mean?" cried Alida, with a sudden flash in her blue eyes.
Then, as if reproaching herself, she added kindly, "Pardon me. I see
you are not well. You do not realize what you are saying or where you
are. Take a seat nearer the fire, and when Mr. Ostrom comes from his
work he'll take you to your friends."
All the while she was speaking the woman regarded her with a hard,
stony gaze; then replied, coldly and decisively, "You are wrong,
miss"--how that title grated on Alida's ears!--"I am neither insane nor
drunk. I do know what I am saying and where I am. You are playing a
bold game or else you have been deceived, and very easily deceived,
too. They say some women are so eager to be married that they ask no
questions, but jump at the first chance. Whether deceived or
deceiving, it doesn't matter now. But you and he shall learn that
there is a law in the land which will protect an honest woman in her
sacred rights. You needn't look so shocked and bewildered. You are
not a young, giddy girl if I may judge from your face. What else could
you expect when you took up with a stranger you knew nothing about? Do
you know that likeness?" and she drew from her bosom a daguerreotype.
Alida waved it away as she said indignantly, "I won't believe ill of my
husband. I--"
"No, miss," interrupted the woman sternly, "you are right for once.
You won't indeed believe ill of YOUR husband, but you'll have to
believe ill of MINE. There's no use of your putting on such airs any
longer. No matter how rash and silly you may have been, if you have a
spark of honesty you'll be open to proof. If you and he try to brazen
it out, the law will open both your eyes. Look at that likeness, look
at these letters; and I have other proof and witnesses which can't be
disputed. The name of the man you are living with is not Wilson
Ostrom. His name is Henry Ferguson. I am Mrs. Ferguson, and I have my
marriage certificate, and--What! Are you going to faint? Well, I can
wait till you recover and till HE comes," and she coolly sat down again.
Alida had glanced at the proofs which the woman had thrust into her
hands, then staggered back to a lounge that stood near. She might have
fainted, but at that awful moment she heard a familiar step on the
stairs. She was facing the door; the terrible stranger sat at one
side, with her back toward it.
When Ostrom entered he first saw Alida looking pale and ill. He
hastened toward her exclaiming, "Why, Lida, dear, what is the matter?
You are sick!"
Instinctively she sprang to his arms, crying, "Oh, thank God! You've
come. Take away this awful woman!"
"Yes, Henry Ferguson; it's very proper you should take me away from a
place like this."
As the man who had called himself Wilson Ostrom heard that voice he
trembled like an aspen; his clasp of Alida relaxed, his arms dropped to
his side, and, as he sank into a chair and covered his face with his
hands, he groaned, "Lost!"
"Found out, you mean," was the woman's reply.
Step by step, with horror-stricken eyes, Alida retreated from the man
to whose protection and embrace she had flown. "Then it's true?" she
said in a hoarse whisper.
He was speechless.
"You are willfully blind now, miss, if you don't see it's true," was
the stranger's biting comment.
Paying no heed to her, Alida's eyes rested on the man whom she had
believed to be her husband. She took an irresolute step toward him.
"Speak, Wilson!" she cried. "I gave you my whole faith and no one shall
destroy it but yourself. Speak, explain! Show me that there's some
horrible mistake."
"Lida," said the man, lifting his bloodless face, "if you knew all the
circumstances--"
"She shall know them!" half shrieked the woman, as if at last stung to
fury. "I see that you both hope to get through this affair with a
little high tragedy, then escape and come together again in some other
hiding place. As for this creature, she can go where she pleases,
after hearing the truth; but you, Henry Ferguson, have got to do your
duty by me and your child or go to prison. Let me tell you, miss, that
this man was also married to me by a minister. I have my certificate
and can produce witnesses. There's one little point you'll do well to
consider," she continued, in bitter sarcasm, "he married me first. I
suppose you are not so young and innocent as not to know where this
fact places YOU. He courted and won me as other girls are courted and
married. He promised me all that he ever promised you. Then, when I
lost my rosy cheeks--when I became sick and feeble from
child-bearing--he deserted and left me almost penniless. You needn't
think you will have to take my word for this. I have proof enough.
And now, Henry Ferguson, I've a few words for you, and then you must
take your choice. You can't escape. I and my brother have tracked you
here. You can't leave these rooms without going to prison. You'd be
taken at the very door. But I give you one more chance. If you will
promise before God to do your duty by me and your child, I'll forgive
as far as a wronged woman can forgive. Neither I nor my brother will
take proceedings against you. What this woman will do I don't know.
If she prosecutes you, and you are true to me, I'll stand by you, but I
won't stand another false step or a false word from you."
Ferguson had again sunk into his chair, buried his face in his hands,
and sat trembling and speechless. Never for an instant had Alida taken
her eyes from him; and now, with a long, wailing cry, she exclaimed,
"Thank God, thank God! Mother's dead."
This was now her best consolation. She rushed into her bedchamber, and
a moment later came out, wearing her hat and cloak. Ferguson started
up and was about to speak, but she silenced him by a gesture, and her
tones were sad and stern as she said, "Mr. Ferguson, from your manner
more truly than from this woman, I learn the truth. You took advantage
of my misfortunes, my sorrow and friendlessness, to deceive me. You
know how false are your wife's words about my eagerness to be deceived
and married. But you have nothing to fear from me. I shall not
prosecute you as she suggests, and I charge you before God to do your
duty by your wife and child and never to speak to me again." Turning,
she hastened toward the door.
"Where are you going?" Ferguson exclaimed, seeking to intercept her.
She waved him off. "I don't know," she replied. "I've no right to be
here," and she fled down the stairway and out into the darkness.
The child had not wakened. It was well that it had not looked upon
such a scene, even in utter ignorance of its meaning.
Chapter VIII.
Holcroft's View of Matrimony
Holcroft was indeed very lonely as he drove through the bare March
fields and leafless woods on his way to town. The sky had clouded
again, like his prospects, and he had the dreary sense of desolation
which overwhelms a quiet, domestic man who feels that his home and all
to which he clings are slipping from him. His lot was hard enough at
best, and he had a bitter sense of being imposed upon and wronged by
Lemuel Weeks. It was now evident enough that the widow and her
daughter had been an intolerable burden to his neighbor, who had taken
advantage of his need and induced him to assume the burden through
false representation. To a man of Holcroft's simple, straightforward
nature, any phase of trickery was intensely repugnant, and the fact
that he had been overreached in a matter relating to his dearest hopes
galled him to the quick. He possessed the strong common sense of his
class; his wife had been like him in this respect, and her influence
had intensified the trait. Queer people with abnormal manners excited
his intense aversion. The most charitable view that he could take of
Mrs. Mumpson was that her mind--such as she had--was unbalanced, that
it was an impossibility for her to see any subject or duty in a
sensible light or its right proportions.
Her course, so prejudicial to her own interests, and her incessant and
stilted talk, were proof to his mind of a certain degree of insanity,
and he had heard that people in this condition often united to their
unnatural ways a wonderful degree of cunning. Her child was almost as
uncanny as herself and gave him a shivering sense of discomfort
whenever he caught her small, greenish eyes fixed upon him.
"Yet, she'll be the only one who'll earn her salt. I don't see how I'm
going to stand 'em--I don't, indeed, but suppose I'll have to for three
months, or else sell out and clear out."
By the time he reached town a cold rain had set in. He went at once to
the intelligence office, but could obtain no girl for Mrs. Mumpson to
"superintend," nor any certain promise of one. He did not much care,
for he felt that the new plan was not going to work. Having bartered
all his eggs for groceries, he sold the old stove and bought a new one,
then drew from the bank a little ready money. Since his butter was so
inferior, he took it to his friend Tom Watterly, the keeper of the
poorhouse.
Prosperous Tom slapped his old friend on the back and said, "You look
awfully glum and chopfallen, Jim. Come now, don't look at the world as
if it was made of tar, pitch, and turpentine. I know your luck's been
hard, but you make it a sight harder by being so set in all your ways.
You think there's no place to live on God's earth but that old
up-and-down-hill farm of yours that I wouldn't take as a gift. Why,
man alive, there's a dozen things you can turn your hand to; but if you
will stay there, do as other men do. Pick out a smart, handy woman
that can make butter yaller as gold, that'll bring gold, and not such
limpsy-slimsy, ghostly-looking stuff as you've brought me. Bein' it's
you, I'll take it and give as much for it as I'd pay for better, but
you can't run your old ranch in this fashion."
"I know it, Tom," replied Holcroft ruefully. "I'm all at sea; but, as
you say, I'm set in my ways, and I'd rather live on bread and milk and
keep my farm than make money anywhere else. I guess I'll have to give
it all up, though, and pull out, but it's like rooting up one of the
old oaks in the meadow lot. The fact is, Tom, I've been fooled into one
of the worst scrapes I've got into yet."
"I see how it is," said Tom heartily and complacently, "you want a
practical, foresighted man to talk straight at you for an hour or two
and clear up the fog you're in. You study and brood over little things
out there alone until they seem mountains which you can't get over
nohow, when, if you'd take one good jump out, they'd be behind you.
Now, you've got to stay and take a bite with me, and then we'll light
our pipes and untangle this snarl. No backing out! I can do you more
good than all the preachin' you ever heard. Hey, there, Bill!"
shouting to one of the paupers who was detailed for such work, "take
this team to the barn and feed 'em. Come in, come in, old feller!
You'll find that Tom Watterly allus has a snack and a good word for an
old crony."
Holcroft was easily persuaded, for he felt the need of cheer, and he
looked up to Tom as a very sagacious, practical man. So he said,
"Perhaps you can see farther into a millstone than I can, and if you
can show me a way out of my difficulties you'll be a friend sure
enough."
"Why, of course I can. Your difficulties are all here and here,"
touching his bullet head and the region of his heart. "There aint no
great difficulties in fact, but, after you've brooded out there a week
or two alone, you think you're caught as fast as if you were in a bear
trap. Here, Angy," addressing his wife, "I've coaxed Holcroft to take
supper with us. You can hurry it up a little, can't you?"
Mrs. Watterly gave their guest a cold, limp hand and a rather frigid
welcome. But this did not disconcert him. "It's only her way," he had
always thought. "She looks after her husband's interests as mine did
for me, and she don't talk him to death."
This thought, in the main, summed up Mrs. Watterly's best traits.
She was a commonplace, narrow, selfish woman, whose character is not
worth sketching. Tom stood a little in fear of her, and was usually
careful not to impose extra tasks, but since she helped him to save and
get ahead, he regarded her as a model wife.
Holcroft shared in his opinion and sighed deeply as he sat down to
supper. "Ah, Tom!" he said, "you're a lucky man. You've got a wife
that keeps everything indoors up to the mark, and gives you a chance to
attend to your own proper business. That's the way it was with mine.
I never knew what a lopsided, helpless creature a man was until I was
left alone. You and I were lucky in getting the women we did, but when
my partner left me, she took all the luck with her. That aint the
worst. She took what's more than luck and money and everything. I
seemed to lose with her my grit and interest in most things. It'll
seem foolishness to you, but I can't take comfort in anything much
except working that old farm that I've worked and played on ever since
I can remember anything. You're not one of those fools, Tom, that have
to learn from their own experience. Take a bit from mine, and be good
to your wife while you can. I'd give all I'm worth--I know that aint
much--if I could say some things to my wife and do some things for her
that I didn't do."
Holcroft spoke in the simplicity of a full and remorseful heart, but he
unconsciously propitiated Mrs. Watterly in no small degree. Indeed,
she felt that he had quite repaid her for his entertainment, and the
usually taciturn woman seconded his remarks with much emphasis.
"Well now, Angy," said Tom, "if you averaged up husbands in these parts
I guess you'd find you were faring rather better than most women folks.
I let you take the bit in your teeth and go your own jog mostly. Now,
own up, don't I?"
"That wasn't my meaning, exactly, Tom," resumed Holcroft. "You and I
could well afford to let our wives take their own jog, for they always
jogged steady and faithful and didn't need any urging and guiding. But
even a dumb critter likes a good word now and then and a little patting
on the back. It doesn't cost us anything and does them a sight of
good. But we kind of let the chances slip by and forget about it until
like enough it's too late."
"Well," replied Tom, with a deprecatory look at his wife, "Angy don't
take to pettin' very much. She thinks it's a kind of foolishness for
such middle-aged people as we're getting to be."
"A husband can show his consideration without blarneying," remarked
Mrs. Watterly coldly. "When a man takes on in that way, you may be sure
he wants something extra to pay for it."
After a little thought Holcroft said, "I guess it's a good way to pay
for it between husband and wife."
"Look here, Jim, since you're so well up on the matrimonial question,
why in thunder don't you marry again? That would settle all your
difficulties," and Tom looked at his friend with a sort of wonder that
he should hesitate to take this practical, sensible course.
"It's very easy for you to say, 'Why don't you marry again?' If you
were in my place you'd see that there are things in the way of marrying
for the sake of having a good butter maker and all that kind of thing."
"Mr. Watterly wouldn't be long in comforting himself," remarked his
wife.--"His advice to you makes the course he'd take mighty clear."
"Now, Angy!" said Tom reproachfully. "Well," he added with a grin,
"you're forewarned. So you've only to take care of yourself and not
give me a chance."
"The trouble is," Holcroft resumed, "I don't see how an honest man is
going to comfort himself unless it all comes about in some natural sort
of way. I suppose there are people who can marry over and over again,
just as easy as they'd roll off a log. It aint for me to judge 'em,
and I don't understand how they do it. You are a very practical man,
Tom, but just you put yourself in my shoes and see what you'd do. In
the first place, I don't know of a woman in the world that I'd think of
marrying. That's saying nothing against the women,--there's lots too
good for me,--but I don't know 'em and I can't go around and hunt 'em
up. Even if I could, with my shy, awkward ways, I wouldn't feel half
so nervous starting out on a bear hunt. Here's difficulty right at the
beginning. Supposing I found a nice, sensible woman, such as I'd be
willing to marry, there isn't one chance in a hundred she'd look at an
old fellow like me. Another difficulty: Supposing she would; suppose
she looked me square in the eyes and said, 'So you truly want a wife?'
what in thunder would I say then?--I don't want a wife, I want a
housekeeper, a butter maker, one that would look after my interests as
if they were her own; and if I could hire a woman that would do what I
wish, I'd never think of marrying. I can't tell a woman that I love
her when I don't. If I went to a minister with a woman I'd be
deceiving him, and deceiving her, and perjuring myself promiscuously.
I married once according to law and gospel and I was married through
and through, and I can't do the thing over again in any way that would
seem to me like marrying at all. The idea of me sitting by the fire
and wishing that the woman who sat on the t'other side of the stove was
my first wife! Yet I couldn't help doing this any more than breathing.
Even if there was any chance of my succeeding I can't see anything
square or honest in my going out and hunting up a wife as a mere matter
of business. I know other people do it and I've thought a good deal
about it myself, but when it comes to the point of acting I find I
can't do it."
The two men now withdrew from the table to the fireside and lighted
their pipes. Mrs. Watterly stepped out for a moment and Tom, looking
over his shoulder to make sure she was out of ear shot, said under his
breath, "But suppose you found a woman that you could love and obey,
and all that?"
"Oh, of course, that would make everything different. I wouldn't begin
with a lie then, and I know enough of my wife to feel sure that she
wouldn't be a sort of dog in the manger after she was dead. She was
one of those good souls that if she could speak her mind this minute
she would say, 'James, what's best and right for you is best and
right.' But it's just because she was such a good wife that I know
there's no use of trying to put anyone in her place. Where on earth
could I find anybody, and how could we get acquainted so that we'd know
anything about each other? No, I must just scratch along for a short
time as things are and be on the lookout to sell or rent."
Tom smoked meditatively for a few moments, and then remarked, "I guess
that's your best way out."
"It aint an easy way, either," said Holcroft. "Finding a purchaser or
tenant for a farm like mine is almost as hard as finding a wife. Then,
as I feel, leaving my place is next to leaving the world."
Tom shook his head ruefully and admitted, "I declare, Jim, when a
feller comes to think it all over, you ARE in a bad fix, especially as
you feel. I thought I could talk you over into practical common sense
in no time. It's easy enough when one don't know all the bearin's of a
case, to think carelessly, 'Oh, he aint as bad off as he thinks he is.
He can do this and that and the t'other thing.' But when you come to
look it all over, you find he can't, except at a big loss. Of course,
you can give away your farm on which you were doing well and getting
ahead, though how you did it, I can't see. You'd have to about give it
away if you forced a sale, and where on earth you'll find a tenant
who'll pay anything worth considering--But there's no use of croaking.
I wish I could help you, old feller. By jocks! I believe I can.
There's an old woman here who's right smart and handy when she can't
get her bottle filled. I believe she'd be glad to go with you, for she
don't like our board and lodging over much."
"Do you think she'd go tonight?"
"Oh, yes! Guess so. A little cold water'll be a good change for her."
Mrs. Wiggins was seen, and feeling that any change would be for the
better, readily agreed to go for very moderate wages. Holcroft looked
dubiously at the woman's heavy form and heavier face, but felt that it
was the best he could do. Squeezing Mrs. Watterly's cold, limp hand in
a way that would have thawed a lump of ice, he said "goodby;" and then
declaring that he would rather do his own harnessing for a night ride,
he went out into the storm. Tom put on his rubber coat and went to the
barn with his friend, toward whom he cherished honest good will.
"By jocks!" he ejaculated sympathetically, "but you have hard lines,
Jim. What in thunder would I do with two such widdy women to look after
my house!"
Chapter IX.
Mrs. Mumpson Accepts Her Mission
As Holcroft drove through the town, Mrs. Wiggins, who, as matters were
explained to her, had expressed her views chiefly by affirmative nods,
now began to use her tongue with much fluency.
"Hi 'ave a friend 'herhabouts," she said, "an' she's been a-keepin'
some of my things. Hi'll be 'olden to ye, master, hif ye'll jes stop a
bit hat the door whiles hi gets 'em. Hif ye'll hadvance me a dollar or
so on me wages hit'll be a long time hafore I trouble ye hagain."
The farmer had received too broad a hint not to know that Mrs. Wiggins
was intent on renewing her acquaintance with her worst enemy. He
briefly replied, therefore, "It's too late to stop now. I'll be coming
down soon again and will get your things."
In vain Mrs. Wiggins expostulated, for he drove steadily on. With a
sort of grim humor, he thought of the meeting of the two "widdy women,"
as Tom had characterized them, and of Mrs. Mumpson's dismay at finding
in the "cheap girl" a dame of sixty, weighing not far from two hundred.
"If it wasn't such awfully serious business for me," he thought, "it
would be better'n going to a theater to see the two go on. If I
haven't got three 'peculiar females' on my hands now, I'd like to hear
of the man that has."
When Mrs. Wiggins found that she could not gain her point, she subsided
into utter silence. It soon became evident in the cloudy light of the
moon that she was going to sleep, for she so nodded and swayed about
that the farmer feared she would tumble out of the wagon. She occupied
a seat just back of his and filled it, too. The idea of stepping over,
sitting beside her, and holding her in, was inexpressibly repugnant to
him. So he began talking to her, and finally shouting at her, to keep
her awake.
His efforts were useless. He glanced with rueful dismay over his
shoulder as he thought, "If she falls out, I don't see how on earth
I'll ever get her back again."
Fortunately the seat slipped back a little, and she soon slid down into
a sort of mountainous heap on the bottom of the wagon, as unmindful of
the rain as if it were a lullaby. Now that his mind was at rest about
her falling out, and knowing that he had a heavy load, Holcroft let the
horses take their own time along the miry highway.
Left to her own devices by Holcroft's absence, Mrs. Mumpson had passed
what she regarded as a very eventful afternoon and evening. Not that
anything unusual had happened, unless everything she said and did may
be looked upon as unusual; but Mrs. Mumpson justly felt that the
critical periods of life are those upon which definite courses of
action are decided upon. In the secret recess of her heart--supposing
her to possess such an organ--she had partially admitted to herself,
even before she had entered Holcroft's door, that she might be
persuaded into marrying him; but the inspection of his room, much
deliberate thought, and prolonged soliloquy, had convinced her that she
ought to "enter into nuptial relations," as her thought formulated
itself. It was a trait of Mrs. Mumpson's active mind, that when it
once entered upon a line of thought, it was hurried along from
conclusion to conclusion with wonderful rapidity.
While Jane made up Mr. Holcroft's bed, her mother began to inspect, and
soon suffered keenly from every painful discovery. The farmer's meager
wardrobe and other belongings were soon rummaged over, but one large
closet and several bureau drawers were locked. "These are the
receptercles of the deceased Mrs. Holcroft's affects," she said with
compressed lips. "They are moldering useless away. Moth and rust will
enter, while I, the caretaker, am debarred. I should not be debarred.
All the things in that closet should be shaken out, aired, and
carefully put back. Who knows how useful they may be in the future!
Waste is wicked. Indeed, there are few things more wicked than waste.
Now I think of it, I have some keys in my trunk."
"He won't like it," interposed Jane.
"In the responserble persition I have assumed," replied Mrs. Mumpson
with dignity, "I must consider not what he wants, but what is best for
him and what may be best for others."
Jane had too much curiosity herself to make further objection, and the
keys were brought. It was astonishing what a number of keys Mrs.
Mumpson possessed, and she was not long in finding those which would
open the ordinary locks thought by Holcroft to be ample protection.
"I was right," said Mrs. Mumpson complacently. "A musty odor exudes
from these closed receptercles. Men have no comprehension of the need
of such caretakers as I am."
Everything that had ever belonged to poor Mrs. Holcroft was pulled out,
taken to the window, and examined, Jane following, as usual, in the
wake of her mother and putting everything to the same tests which her
parent applied. Mrs. Holcroft had been a careful woman, and the extent
and substantial character of her wardrobe proved that her husband had
not been close in his allowances to her. Mrs. Mumpson's watery blue
eyes grew positively animated as she felt of and held up to the light
one thing after another. "Mrs. Holcroft was evidently unnaturally
large," she reflected aloud, "but then these things could be made over,
and much material be left to repair them, from time to time. The
dresses are of somber colors, becoming to a lady somewhat advanced in
years and of subdued taste."
By the time that the bed and all the chairs in the room were littered
with wearing apparel, Mrs. Mumpson said, "Jane, I desire you to bring
the rocking chair. So many thoughts are crowding upon me that I must
sit down and think."
Jane did as requested, but remarked, "The sun is gettin' low, and all
these things'll have to be put back just as they was or he'll be awful
mad."
"Yes, Jane," replied Mrs. Mumpson abstractedly and rocking gently, "you
can put them back. Your mind is not burdened like mine, and you
haven't offspring and the future to provide for," and, for a wonder,
she relapsed into silence. Possibly she possessed barely enough of
womanhood to feel that her present train of thought had better be kept
to herself. She gradually rocked faster and faster, thus indicating
that she was rapidly approaching a conclusion.
Meanwhile, Jane was endeavoring to put things back as they were before
and found it no easy task. As the light declined she was overcome by a
sort of panic, and, huddling the things into the drawers as fast as
possible, she locked them up. Then, seizing her mother's hand and
pulling the abstracted woman to her feet, she cried, "If he comes and
finds us here and no supper ready, he'll turn us right out into the
rain!"
Even Mrs. Mumpson felt that she was perhaps reaching conclusions too
fast and that some diplomacy might be necessary to consummate her
plans. Her views, however, appeared to her so reasonable that she
scarcely thought of failure, having the happy faculty of realizing
everything in advance, whether it ever took place or not.
As she slowly descended the stairs with the rocking chair, she thought,
"Nothing could be more suiterble. We are both about the same age; I am
most respecterbly connected--in fact, I regard myself as somewhat his
superior in this respect; he is painfully undeveloped and irreligious
and thus is in sore need of female influence; he is lonely and
down-hearted, and in woman's voice there is a spell to banish care;
worst of all, things are going to waste. I must delib'rately face the
great duty with which Providence has brought me face to face. At
first, he may be a little blind to this great oppertunity of his
life--that I must expect, remembering the influence he was under so
many years--but I will be patient and, by the proper use of language,
place everything eventually before him in a way that will cause him to
yield in glad submission to my views of the duties, the privileges, and
the responserbilities of life."
So active was Mrs. Mumpson's mind that this train of thought was
complete by the time she had ensconced herself in the rocking chair by
the fireless kitchen stove. Once more Jane seized her hand and dragged
her up. "You must help," said the child. "I 'spect him every minnit and
I'm scart half to death to think what he'll do, 'specially if he finds
out we've been rummagin'."
"Jane," said Mrs. Mumpson severely, "that is not a proper way of
expressing yourself. I am housekeeper here, and I've been inspecting."
"Shall I tell him you've been inspectin'?" asked the girl keenly.
"Children of your age should speak when they are spoken to," replied
her mother, still more severely. "You cannot comprehend my motives and
duties, and I should have to punish you if you passed any remarks upon
my actions."
"Well," said Jane apprehensively, "I only hope we'll soon have a chance
to fix up them drawers, for if he should open 'em we'd have to tramp
again, and we will anyway if you don't help me get supper."
"You are mistaken, Jane," responded Mrs. Mumpson with dignity. "We
shall not leave this roof for three months, and that will give me ample
time to open his eyes to his true interests. I will condescend to
these menial tasks until he brings a girl who will yield the deference
due to my years and station in life."
Between them, after filling the room with smoke, they kindled the
kitchen fire. Jane insisted on making the coffee and then helped her
mother to prepare the rest of the supper, doing, in fact, the greater
part of the work. Then they sat down to wait, and they waited so long
that Mrs. Mumpson began to express her disapproval by rocking
violently. At last, she said severely, "Jane, we will partake of
supper alone."
"I'd ruther wait till he comes."
"It's not proper that we should wait. He is not showing me due
respect. Come, do as I command."
Mrs. Mumpson indulged in lofty and aggrieved remarks throughout the
meal and then returned to her rocker. At last, her indignant sense of
wrong reached such a point that she commanded Jane to clear the table
and put away the things.
"I won't," said the child.
"What! Will you compel me to chastise you?"
"Well, then, I'll tell him it was all your doin's."
"I shall tell him so myself. I shall remonstrate with him. The idea
of his coming home alone at this time of night with an unknown female!"
"One would think you was his aunt, to hear you talk," remarked the girl
sullenly.
"I am a respecterble woman and most respecterbly connected. My
character and antercedents render me irrerproachful.--This could not be
said of a hussy, and a hussy he'll probably bring--some flighty,
immerture female that will tax even MY patience to train."
Another hour passed, and the frown on Mrs. Mumpson's brow grew
positively awful. "To think," she muttered, "that a man whom I have
deemed it my duty to marry should stay out so and under such peculiar
circumstances. He must have a lesson which he can never forget." Then
aloud, to Jane, "Kindle a fire on the parlor hearth and let this fire
go out. He must find us in the most respecterble room in the house--a
room befitting my station."
"I declare, mother, you aint got no sense at all!" exclaimed the child,
exasperated beyond measure.
"I'll teach you to use such unrerspectful language!" cried Mrs.
Mumpson, darting from her chair like a hawk and pouncing upon the
unhappy child.
With ears tingling from a cuffing she could not soon forget, Jane
lighted the parlor fire and sat down sniffling in the farthest corner.
"There shall be only one mistress in this house," said Mrs. Mumpson,
who had now reached the loftiest plane of virtuous indignation, "and
its master shall learn that his practices reflect upon even me as well
as himself."
At last the sound of horses' feet were heard on the wet, oozy ground
without. The irate widow did not rise, but merely indicated her
knowledge of Holcroft's arrival by rocking more rapidly.
"Hello, there, Jane!" he shouted, "bring a light to the kitchen."
"Jane, remain!" said Mrs. Mumpson, with an awful look.
Holcroft stumbled through the dark kitchen to the parlor door and
looked with surprise at the group before him,--Mrs. Mumpson apparently
oblivious and rocking as if the chair was possessed, and the child
crying in a corner.
"Jane, didn't you hear me call for a light?" he asked a little sharply.
Mrs. Mumpson rose with great dignity and began, "Mr. Holcroft, I wish
to remonstrate--"
"Oh, bother! I've brought a woman to help you, and we're both wet
through from this driving rain."
"You've brought a strange female at this time of--"
Holcroft's patience gave say, but he only said quietly, "You had better
have a light in the kitchen within two minutes. I warn you both. I
also wish some hot coffee."
Mrs. Mumpson had no comprehension of a man who could be so quiet when
he was angry, and she believed that she might impress him with a due
sense of the enormity of his offense. "Mr. Holcroft, I scarcely feel
that I can meet a girl who has no more sense of decorum than to--" But
Jane, striking a match, revealed the fact that she was speaking to
empty air.
Mrs. Wiggins was at last so far aroused that she was helped from the
wagon and came shivering and dripping toward the kitchen. She stood a
moment in the doorway and filled it, blinking confusedly at the light.
There was an absence of celerity in all Mrs. Wiggins' movements, and
she was therefore slow in the matter of waking up. Her aspect and
proportions almost took away Mrs. Mumpson's breath. Here certainly was
much to superintend, much more than had been anticipated. Mrs. Wiggins
was undoubtedly a "peculiar female," as had been expected, but she was
so elderly and monstrous that Mrs. Mumpson felt some embarrassment in
her purpose to overwhelm Holcroft with a sense of the impropriety of
his conduct.
Mrs. Wiggins took uncertain steps toward the rocking chair, and almost
crushed it as she sat down. "Ye gives a body a cold velcome," she
remarked, rubbing her eyes.
Mrs. Mumpson had got out of her way as a minnow would shun a leviathan.
"May I ask your name?" she gasped.
"Viggins, Mrs. Viggins."
"Oh, indeed! You are a married woman?"
"No, hi'm a vidder. What's more, hi'm cold, and drippin', an' 'ungry.
Hi might 'a' better stayed at the poor-us than come to a place like
this."
"What!" almost screamed Mrs. Mumpson, "are you a pauper?"
"Hi tell ye hi'm a vidder, an' good as you be, for hall he said," was
the sullen reply.
"To think that a respecterbly connected woman like me--" But for once
Mrs. Mumpson found language inadequate. Since Mrs. Wiggins occupied
the rocking chair, she hardly knew what to do and plaintively declared,
"I feel as if my whole nervous system was giving way."
"No 'arm 'll be done hif hit does," remarked Mrs. Wiggins, who was not
in an amiable mood.
"This from the female I'm to superintend!" gasped the bewildered woman.
Her equanimity was still further disturbed by the entrance of the
farmer, who looked at the stove with a heavy frown.
"Why in the name of common sense isn't there a fire?" he asked, "and
supper on the table? Couldn't you hear that it was raining and know
we'd want some supper after a long, cold ride?"
"Mr. Holcroft," began the widow, in some trepidation, "I don't
approve--such irregular habits--"
"Madam," interrupted Holcroft sternly, "did I agree to do what you
approved of? Your course is so peculiar that I scarcely believe you
are in your right mind. You had better go to your room and try to
recover your senses. If I can't have things in this house to suit me,
I'll have no one in it. Here, Jane, you can help."
Mrs. Mumpson put her handkerchief to her eyes and departed. She felt
that this display of emotion would touch Holcroft's feelings when he
came to think the scene all over.
Having kindled the fire, he said to Jane, "You and Mrs. Wiggins get
some coffee and supper in short order, and have it ready when I come
in," and he hastened out to care for his horses. If the old woman was
slow, she knew just how to make every motion effective, and a good
supper was soon ready.
"Why didn't you keep up a fire, Jane?" Holcroft asked.
"She wouldn't let me. She said how you must be taught a lesson,"
replied the girl, feeling that she must choose between two potentates,
and deciding quickly in favor of the farmer. She had been losing faith
in her mother's wisdom a long time, and this night's experience had
banished the last shred of it.
Some rather bitter words rose to Holcroft's lips, but he restrained
them. He felt that he ought not to disparage the mother to the child.
As Mrs. Wiggins grew warm, and imbibed the generous coffee, her
demeanor thawed perceptibly and she graciously vouchsafed the remark,
"Ven you're hout late hag'in hi'll look hafter ye."
Mrs. Mumpson had not been so far off as not to hear Jane's explanation,
as the poor child found to her cost when she went up to bed.
Chapter X.
A Night of Terror
As poor, dazed, homeless Alida passed out into the street after the
revelation that she was not a wife and never had been, she heard a
voice say, "Well, Hanner wasn't long in bouncing the woman. I guess
we'd better go up now. Ferguson will need a lesson that he won't soon
forget."
The speaker of these words was Mrs. Ferguson's brother, William
Hackman, and his companion was a detective. The wife had laid her
still sleeping child down on the lounge and was coolly completing
Alida's preparations for dinner. Her husband had sunk back into a chair
and again buried his face in his hands. He looked up with startled,
bloodshot eyes as his brother-in-law and the stranger entered, and then
resumed his former attitude.
Mrs. Ferguson briefly related what had happened, and then said, "Take
chairs and draw up."
"I don't want any dinner," muttered the husband.
Mr. William Hackman now gave way to his irritation. Turning to his
brother, he relieved his mind as follows: "See here, Hank Ferguson, if
you hadn't the best wife in the land, this gentleman would now be
giving you a promenade to jail. I've left my work for weeks, and spent
a sight of money to see that my sister got her rights, and, by thunder!
she's going to have 'em. We've agreed to give you a chance to brace up
and be a man. If we find out there isn't any man in you, then you go
to prison and hard labor to the full extent of the law. We've fixed
things so you can't play any more tricks. This man is a private
detective. As long as you do the square thing by your wife and child,
you'll be let alone. If you try to sneak off, you'll be nabbed. Now,
if you aint a scamp down to your heel-taps, get up out of that chair
like a man, treat your wife as she deserves for letting you off so
easy, and don't make her change her mind by acting as if you, and not
her, was the wronged person."
At heart Ferguson was a weak, cowardly, selfish creature, whose chief
aim in life was to have things to suit himself. When they ceased to be
agreeable, he was ready for a change, without much regard for the means
to his ends. He had always foreseen the possibility of the event which
had now taken place, but, like all self-indulgent natures, had hoped
that he might escape detection.
Alida, moreover, had won a far stronger hold upon him than he had once
imagined possible. He was terribly mortified and cast down by the
result of his experiment, as he regarded it. But the thought of a
prison and hard labor speedily drew his mind away from this aspect of
the affair. He had been fairly caught, his lark was over, and he soon
resolved that the easiest and safest way out of the scrape was the best
way. He therefore raised his head and came forward with a penitent air
as he said: "It's natural I should be overwhelmed with shame at the
position in which I find myself. But I see the truth of your words,
and I'll try to make it all right as far as I can. I'll go back with
you and Hannah to my old home. I've got money in the bank, I'll sell
out everything here, and I'll pay you, William, as far as I can, what
you've spent. Hannah is mighty good to let me off so easy, and she
won't be sorry. This man is witness to what I say," and the detective
nodded.
"Why, Ferguson," said Mr. Hackman effusively, "now you're talking like
a man. Come and kiss him, Hannah, and make it all up."
"That's the way with you men," said the woman bitterly. "These things
count for little. Henry Ferguson must prove he's honest in what he
says by deeds, not words. I'll do as I've said if he acts square, and
that's enough to start with."
"All right," said Ferguson, glad enough to escape the caress. "I'll do
as I say."
He did do all he promised, and very promptly, too. He was not capable
of believing that a woman wronged as Alida had been would not prosecute
him, and he was eager to escape to another state, and, in a certain
measure, again to hide his identity under his own actual name.
Meanwhile, how fared the poor creature who had fled, driven forth by
her first wild impulse to escape from a false and terrible position?
With every step she took down the dimly lighted street, the abyss into
which she had fallen seemed to grow deeper and darker. She was
overwhelmed with the magnitude of her misfortune. She shunned the
illumined thoroughfares with a half-crazed sense that every finger
would be pointed at her. Her final words, spoken to Ferguson, were the
last clear promptings of her womanly nature. After that, everything
grew confused, except the impression of remediless disaster and shame.
She was incapable of forming any correct judgment concerning her
position. The thought of her pastor filled her with horror. He, she
thought, would take the same view which the woman had so brutally
expressed--that in her eagerness to be married, she had brought to the
parsonage an unknown man and had involved a clergyman in her own
scandalous record.--It would all be in the papers, and her pastor's
name mixed up in the affair. She would rather die than subject him to
such an ordeal. Long after, when he learned the facts in the case, he
looked at her very sadly as he asked: "Didn't you know me better than
that? Had I so failed in my preaching that you couldn't come straight
to me?"
She wondered afterward that she had not done this, but she was too
morbid, too close upon absolute insanity, to do what was wise and safe.
She simply yielded to the wild impulse to escape, to cower, to hide
from every human eye, hastening through the darkest, obscurest streets,
not caring where. In the confusion of her mind she would retrace her
steps, and soon was utterly lost, wandering she knew not whither. As
it grew late, casual passers-by looked after her curiously, rough men
spoke to her, and others jeered. She only hastened on, driven by her
desperate trouble like the wild, ragged clouds that were flying across
the stormy March sky.
At last a policeman said gruffly, "You've passed me twice. You can't
be roaming the streets at this time of night. Why don't you go home?"
Standing before him and wringing her hands, she moaned, "I have no
home."
"Where did you come from?"
"Oh, I can't tell you! Take me to any place where a woman will be safe."
"I can't take you to any place now but the station house."
"But can I be alone there? I won't be put with anybody?"
"No, no; of course not! You'll be better off there. Come along.
'Taint far."
She walked beside him without a word.
"You'd better tell me something of your story. Perhaps I can do more
for you in the morning."
"I can't. I'm a stranger. I haven't any friends in town."
"Well, well, the sergeant will see what can be done in the morning.
You've been up to some foolishness, I suppose, and you'd better tell
the whole story to the sergeant."
She soon entered the station house and was locked up in a narrow cell.
She heard the grating of the key in the lock with a sense of relief,
feeling that she had at least found a temporary place of refuge and
security. A hard board was the only couch it possessed, but the
thought of sleep did not enter her mind. Sitting down, she buried her
face in her hands and rocked back and forth in agony and distraction
until day dawned. At last, someone--she felt she could not raise her
eyes to his face--brought her some breakfast and coffee. She drank the
latter, but left the food untasted. Finally, she was led to the
sergeant's private room and told that she must give an account of
herself. "If you can't or won't tell a clear story," the officer
threatened, "you'll have to go before the justice in open court, and he
may commit you to prison. If you'll tell the truth now, it may be that
I can discharge you. You had no business to be wandering about the
streets like a vagrant or worse; but if you were a stranger or lost and
hadn't sense enough to go where you'd be cared for, I can let you go."
"Oh!" said Alida, again wringing her hands and looking at the officer
with eyes so full of misery and fear that he began to soften, "I don't
know where to go."
"Haven't you a friend or acquaintance in town?"
"Not one that I can go to!"
"Why don't you tell me your story? Then I'll know what to do, and
perhaps can help you. You don't look like a depraved woman."
"I'm not. God knows I'm not!"
"Well, my poor woman, I've got to act in view of what I know, not what
God knows."
"If I tell my story, will I have to give names?"
"No, not necessarily. It would be best, though."
"I can't do that, but I'll tell you the truth. I will swear it on the
Bible I married someone. A good minister married us. The man deceived
me. He was already married, and last night his wife came to my happy
home and proved before the man whom I thought my husband that I was no
wife at all. He couldn't, didn't deny it. Oh! Oh! Oh!" And she
again rocked back and forth in uncontrollable anguish. "That's all,"
she added brokenly. "I had no right to be near him or her any longer,
and I rushed out. I don't remember much more. My brain seemed on
fire. I just walked and walked till I was brought here."
"Well, well!" said the sergeant sympathetically, "you have been treated
badly, outrageously; but you are not to blame unless you married the
man hastily and foolishly."
"That's what everyone will think, but it don't seem to me that I did.
It's a long story, and I can't tell it."
"But you ought to tell it, my poor woman. You ought to sue the man for
damages and send him to State prison."
"No, no!" cried Alida passionately. "I don't want to see him again, and
I won't go to a court before people unless I am dragged there."
The sergeant looked up at the policeman who had arrested her and said,
"This story is not contrary to anything you saw?"
"No, sir; she was wandering about and seemed half out of her mind."
"Well, then, I can let you go."
"But I don't know where to go," she replied, looking at him with
hunted, hollow eyes. "I feel as if I were going to be sick. Please
don't turn me into the streets. I'd rather go back to the cell--"
"That won't answer. There's no place that I can send you to except the
poorhouse. Haven't you any money?"
"No, sir. I just rushed away and left everything when I learned the
truth."
"Tom Watterly's hotel is the only place for her," said the policeman
with a nod.
"Oh, I can't go to a hotel."
"He means the almshouse," explained the sergeant. "What is your name?"
"Alida--that's all now. Yes, I'm a pauper and I can't work just yet.
I'll be safe there, won't I?"
"Certainly, safe as in your mother's house."
"Oh, mother, mother; thank God, you are dead!"
"Well, I AM sorry for you," said the sergeant kindly. "'Taint often we
have so sad a case as yours. If you say so, I'll send for Tom
Watterly, and he and his wife will take charge of you. After a few
days, your mind will get quieter and clearer, and then you'll prosecute
the man who wronged you."
"I'll go to the poorhouse until I can do better," she replied wearily.
"Now, if you please, I'll return to my cell where I can be alone."
"Oh, we can give you a better room than that," said the sergeant. "Show
her into the waiting room, Tim. If you prosecute, we can help you with
our testimony. Goodbye, and may you have better days!"
Watterly was telegraphed to come down with a conveyance for the
almshouse was in a suburb. In due time he appeared, and was briefly
told Alida's story. He swore a little at the "mean cuss," the author
of all the trouble, and then took the stricken woman to what all his
acquaintances facetiously termed his "hotel."
Chapter XI.
Baffled
In the general consciousness Nature is regarded as feminine, and even
those who love her most will have to adopt Mrs. Mumpson's oft-expressed
opinion of the sex and admit that she is sometimes a "peculiar female."
During the month of March, in which our story opens, there was scarcely
any limit to her varying moods. It would almost appear that she was
taking a mysterious interest in Holcroft's affairs; but whether it was
a kindly interest or not, one might be at a loss to decide. When she
caught him away from home, she pelted him with the coldest of rain and
made his house, with even Mrs. Mumpson and Jane abiding there, seem a
refuge. In the morning after the day on which he had brought, or in a
sense had carted, Mrs. Wiggins to his domicile, Nature was evidently
bent on instituting contrasts between herself and the rival phases of
femininity with which the farmer was compelled to associate. It may
have been that she had another motive and was determined to keep her
humble worshiper at her feet, and to render it impossible for him to
make the changes toward which he had felt himself driven.
Being an early riser he was up with the sun, and the sun rose so
serenely and smiled so benignly that Holcroft's clouded brow cleared in
spite of all that had happened or could take place. The rain, which
had brought such discomfort the night before, had settled the ground
and made it comparatively firm to his tread. The southern breeze which
fanned his cheek was as soft as the air of May. He remembered that it
was Sunday, and that beyond feeding his stock and milking, he would
have nothing to do. He exulted in the unusual mildness and thought,
with an immense sense of relief, "I can stay outdoors nearly all day."
He resolved to let his help kindle the fire and get breakfast as they
could, and to keep out of their way. Whatever changes the future might
bring, he would have one more long day in rambling about his fields and
in thinking over the past. Feeling that there need be no haste about
anything, he leisurely inhaled the air, fragrant from springing grass,
and listened with a vague, undefined pleasure to the ecstatic music of
the bluebirds, song-sparrows, and robins. If anyone had asked him why
he liked to hear them, he would have replied, "I'm used to 'em. When
they come, I know that plowing and planting time is near."
It must be admitted that Holcroft's enjoyment of spring was not very
far removed from that of the stock in his barnyard. All the animal
creation rejoices in the returning sun and warmth. A subtle, powerful
influence sets the blood in more rapid motion, kindles new desires, and
awakens a glad expectancy. All that is alive becomes more thoroughly
alive and existence in itself is a pleasure. Spring had always brought
to the farmer quickened pulses, renewed activity and hopefulness, and
he was pleased to find that he was not so old and cast down that its
former influence had spent itself. Indeed, it seemed that never before
had his fields, his stock, and outdoor work--and these comprised Nature
to him--been so attractive. They remained unchanged amid the sad
changes which had clouded his life, and his heart clung more
tenaciously than ever to old scenes and occupations. They might not
bring him happiness again, but he instinctively felt that they might
insure a comfort and peace with which he could be content.
At last he went to the barn and began his work, doing everything
slowly, and getting all the solace he could from the tasks. The horses
whinnied their welcome and he rubbed their noses caressingly as he fed
them. The cows came briskly to the rack in which he foddered them in
pleasant weather, and when he scratched them between the horns they
turned their mild, Juno-like eyes upon him with undisguised affection.
The chickens, clamoring for their breakfast, followed so closely that
he had to be careful where he stepped. Although he knew that all this
good will was based chiefly on the hope of food and the remembrance of
it in the past, nevertheless it soothed and pleased him. He was in
sympathy with this homely life; it belonged to him and was dependent on
him; it made him honest returns for his care. Moreover, it was
agreeably linked with the past. There were quiet cows which his wife
had milked, clucking biddies which she had lifted from nests with their
downy broods. He looked at them wistfully, and was wondering if they
ever missed the presence that he regretted so deeply, when he became
conscious that Jane's eyes were upon him. How long she had been
watching him he did not know, but she merely said, "Breakfast's ready,"
and disappeared.
With a sigh he went to his room to perform his ablutions, remembering
with a slight pang how his wife always had a basin and towel ready for
him in the kitchen. In the breaking up of just such homely customs, he
was continually reminded of his loss.
On awakening to the light of this Sabbath morning, Mrs. Mumpson had
thought deeply and reasoned everything out again. She felt that it
must be an eventful day and that there was much to be accomplished. In
the first place there was Mrs. Wiggins. She disapproved of her
decidedly. "She isn't the sort of person that I would prefer to
superintend," she remarked to Jane while making a toilet which she
deemed befitting the day, "and the hour will assuredly come when Mr.
Holcroft will look upon her in the light that I do. He will eventually
realize that I cannot be brought in such close relationship with a
pauper. Not that the relationship is exactly close, but then I shall
have to speak to her--in brief, to superintend her. My eyes will be
offended by her vast proportions and uncouth appearance. The floor
creaks beneath her tread and affects my nerves seriously. Of course,
while she is here, I shall zealously, as befits one in my responserble
position, try to render useful such service as she can perform. But
then, the fact that I disapprove of her must soon become evident. When
it is discovered that I only tolerate her, there will be a change. I
cannot show my disapproval very strongly today for this is a day set
apart for sacred things, and Mrs. Viggins, as she called herself,--I
cannot imagine a Mr. Viggins for no man in his senses could have
married such a creature,--as I was saying, Mrs. Viggins is not at all
sacred, and I must endeavor to abstract my mind from her till tomorrow,
as far as posserble. My first duty today is to induce Mr. Holcroft to
take us to church. It will give the people of Oakville such a pleasing
impression to see us driving to church. Of course, I may fail, Mr.
Holcroft is evidently a hardened man. All the influences of his life
have been adverse to spiritual development, and it may require some
weeks of my influence to soften him and awaken yearnings for what he
has not yet known."
"He may be yearnin' for breakfast," Jane remarked, completing her
toilet by tying her little pigtail braid with something that had once
been a bit of black ribbon, but was now a string. "You'd better come
down soon and help."
"If Mrs. Viggins cannot get breakfast, I would like to know what she is
here for" continued Mrs. Mumpson loftily, and regardless of Jane's
departure. "I shall decline to do menial work any longer, especially on
this sacred day, and after I have made my toilet for church. Mr.
Holcroft has had time to think. My disapproval was manifest last night
and it has undoubtedly occurred to him that he has not conformed to the
proprieties of life. Indeed, I almost fear I shall have to teach him
what the proprieties of life are. He witnessed my emotions when he
spoke as he should not have spoken to ME. But I must make allowances
for his unregenerate state. He was cold, and wet, and hungry last
night, and men are unreasonerble at such times. I shall now heap coals
of fire upon his head. I shall show that I am a meek, forgiving
Christian woman, and he will relent, soften, and become penitent. Then
will be my opportunity," and she descended to the arena which should
witness her efforts.
During the period in which Mrs. Mumpson had indulged in these lofty
reflections and self-communings, Mrs. Wiggins had also arisen. I am
not sure whether she had thought of anything in particular or not. She
may have had some spiritual longings which were not becoming to any day
of the week. Being a woman of deeds, rather than of thought, probably
not much else occurred to her beyond the duty of kindling the fire and
getting breakfast. Jane came down, and offered to assist, but was
cleared out with no more scruple than if Mrs. Wiggins had been one of
the much-visited relatives.
"The hidee," she grumbled, "of 'avin' sich a little trollop round
hunder my feet!"
Jane, therefore, solaced herself by watching the "cheap girl" till her
mother appeared.
Mrs. Mumpson sailed majestically in and took the rocking chair,
mentally thankful that it had survived the crushing weight imposed upon
it the evening before. Mrs. Wiggins did not drop a courtesy. Indeed,
not a sign of recognition passed over her vast, immobile face. Mrs.
Mumpson was a little embarrassed. "I hardly know how to comport myself
toward that female," she thought. "She is utterly uncouth. Her manners
are unmistakerbly those of a pauper. I think I will ignore her today.
I do not wish my feelings ruffled or put out of harmony with the sacred
duties and motives which actuate me."
Mrs. Mumpson therefore rocked gently, solemnly, and strange to say,
silently, and Mrs. Wiggins also proceeded with her duties, but not in
silence, for everything in the room trembled and clattered at her
tread. Suddenly she turned on Jane and said, "'Ere, you little
baggage, go and tell the master breakfast's ready."
Mrs. Mumpson sprang from her chair, and with a voice choked with
indignation, gasped, "Do you dare address my offspring thus?"
"Yer vat?"
"My child, my daughter, who is not a pauper, but the offspring of a
most respecterble woman and respecterbly connected. I'm amazed, I'm
dumfoundered, I'm--"
"Ye're a bit daft, hi'm a-thinkin'." Then to Jane, "Vy don't ye go an'
hearn yer salt?"
"Jane, I forbid--" But it had not taken Jane half a minute to decide
between the now jarring domestic powers, and henceforth she would be at
Mrs. Wiggins' beck and call. "She can do somethin'," the child
muttered, as she stole upon Holcroft.
Mrs. Mumpson sank back in her chair, but her mode of rocking betokened
a perturbed spirit. "I will restrain myself till tomorrow, and then--"
She shook her head portentously and waited till the farmer appeared,
feeling assured that Mrs. Wiggins would soon be taught to recognize her
station. When breakfast was on the table, she darted to her place
behind the coffeepot, for she felt that there was no telling what this
awful Mrs. Wiggins might not assume during this day of sacred
restraint. But the ex-pauper had no thought of presumption in her
master's presence, and the rocking chair again distracted Mrs.
Mumpson's nerves as it creaked under an unwonted weight.
Holcroft took his seat in silence. The widow again bowed her head
devoutly, and sighed deeply when observing that the farmer ignored her
suggestion.
"I trust that you feel refreshed after your repose," she said benignly.
"I do."
"It is a lovely morning--a morning, I may add, befitting the sacred
day. Nature is at peace and suggests that we and all should be at
peace."
"There's nothing I like more, Mrs. Mumpson, unless it is quiet."
"I feel that way, myself. You don't know what restraint I have put
upon myself that the sacred quiet of this day might not be disturbed.
I have had strong provercation since I entered this apartment. I will
forbear to speak of it till tomorrow in order that there may be
quietness and that our minds may be prepared for worship. I feel that
it would be unseemly for us to enter a house of worship with thoughts
of strife in our souls. At precisely what moment do you wish me to be
ready for church?"
"I am not going to church, Mrs. Mumpson."
"Not going to church! I--I--scarcely understand. Worship is such a
sacred duty--"
"You and Jane certainly have a right to go to church, and since it is
your wish, I'll take you down to Lemuel Weeks' and you can go with
them."
"I don't want to go to Cousin Lemuel's, nor to church, nuther," Jane
protested.
"Why, Mr. Holcroft," began the widow sweetly, "after you've once
harnessed up it will take but a little longer to keep on to the meeting
house. It would appear so seemly for us to drive thither, as a matter
of course. It would be what the communerty expects of us. This is not
our day, that we should spend it carnally. We should be
spiritually-minded. We should put away things of earth. Thoughts of
business and any unnecessary toil should be abhorrent. I have often
thought that there was too much milking done on Sunday among farmers.
I know they say it is essential, but they all seem so prone to forget
that but one thing is needful. I feel it borne in upon my mind, Mr.
Holcroft, that I should plead with you to attend divine worship and
seek an uplifting of your thoughts. You have no idea how differently
the day may end, or what emotions may be aroused if you place yourself
under the droppings of the sanctuary."
"I'm like Jane, I don't wish to go," said Mr. Holcroft nervously.
"But my dear Mr. Holcroft,"--the farmer fidgeted under this
address,--"the very essence of true religion is to do what we don't
wish to do. We are to mortify the flesh and thwart the carnal mind.
The more thorny the path of self-denial is, the more certain it's the
right path. I've already entered upon it," she continued, turning a
momentary glare upon Mrs. Wiggins. "Never before was a respecterble
woman so harrowed and outraged; but I am calm; I am endeavoring to
maintain a frame of mind suiterble to worship, and I feel it my bounden
duty to impress upon you that worship is a necessity to every human
being. My conscience would not acquit me if I did not use all my
influence--"
"Very well, Mrs. Mumpson, you and your conscience are quits. You have
used all your influence. I will do as I said--take you to Lemuel
Weeks'--and you can go to church with his family," and he rose from the
table.
"But Cousin Lemuel is also painfully blind to his spiritual interests--"
Holcroft did not stay to listen and was soon engaged in the morning
milking. Jane flatly declared that she would not go to Cousin Lemuel's
or to church. "It don't do me no good, nor you, nuther," she sullenly
declared to her mother.
Mrs. Mumpson now resolved upon a different line of tactics. Assuming a
lofty, spiritual air, she commanded Jane to light a fire in the parlor,
and retired thither with the rocking chair. The elder widow looked
after her and ejaculated, "Vell, hif she haint the craziest loon hi
hever 'eard talk. Hif she vas blind she might 'a' seen that the master
didn't vant hany sich lecturin' clack."
Having kindled the fire, the child was about to leave the room when her
mother interposed and said solemnly, "Jane, sit down and keep Sunday."
"I'm going to help Mrs. Wiggins if she'll let me."
"You will not so demean yourself. I wish you to have no relations
whatever with that female in the kitchen. If you had proper
self-respect, you would never speak to her again."
"We aint visitin' here. If I can't work indoors, I'll tell him I'll
work outdoors."
"It's not proper for you to work today. I want you to sit there in the
corner and learn the Fifth Commandment."
"Aint you goin' to Cousin Lemuel's?"
"On mature reflection, I have decided to remain at home."
"I thought you would if you had any sense left. You know well enough
we aint wanted down there. I'll go tell him not to hitch up."
"Well, I will permit you to do so. Then return to your Sunday task."
"I'm goin' to mind him," responded the child. She passed rapidly and
apprehensively through the kitchen, but paused on the doorstep to make
some overtures to Mrs. Wiggins. If that austere dame was not to be
propitiated, a line of retreat was open to the barn. "Say," she began,
to attract attention.
"Vell, young-un," replied Mrs. Wiggins, rendered more pacific by her
breakfast.
"Don't you want me to wash up the dishes and put 'em away? I know how."
"Hi'll try ye. Hif ye breaks hanythink--" and the old woman nodded
volumes at the child.
"I'll be back in a minute," said Jane. A moment later she met Holcroft
carrying two pails of milk from the barnyard. He was about to pass
without noticing her, but she again secured attention by her usual
preface, "Say," when she had a somewhat extended communication to make.
"Come to the dairy room, Jane, and say your say there," said Holcroft
not unkindly.
"She aint goin' to Cousin Lemuel's," said the girl, from the door.
"What is she going to do."
"Rock in the parlor. Say, can't I help Mrs. Wiggins wash up the dishes
and do the work?"
"Certainly, why not?"
"Mother says I must sit in the parlor 'n' learn Commandments 'n' keep
Sunday."
"Well, Jane, which do you think you ought to do?"
"I think I oughter work, and if you and Mrs. Wiggins will let me, I
will work in spite of mother."
"I think that you and your mother both should help do the necessary
work today. There won't be much."
"If I try and help Mrs. Wiggins, mother'll bounce out at me. She shook
me last night after I went upstairs, and she boxed my ears 'cause I
wanted to keep the kitchen fire up last night."
"I'll go with you to the kitchen and tell Mrs. Wiggins to let you help,
and I won't let your mother punish you again unless you do wrong."
Mrs. Wiggins, relying on Jane's promise of help, had sat down to the
solace of her pipe for a few minutes, but was about to thrust it
hastily away on seeing Holcroft. He reassured her by saying
good-naturedly, "No need of that, my good woman. Sit still and enjoy
your pipe. I like to smoke myself. Jane will help clear away things
and I wish her to. You'll find she's quite handy. By the way, have you
all the tobacco you want?"
"Vell, now, master, p'raps ye know the 'lowance down hat the poor-us
vasn't sich as ud keep a body in vat ye'd call satisfyin' smokin'. Hi
never 'ad henough ter keep down the 'ankerin'."
"I suppose that's so. You shall have half of my stock, and when I go
to town again, I'll get you a good supply. I guess I'll light my pipe,
too, before starting for a walk."
"Bless yer 'art, master, ye makes a body comf'terble. Ven hi smokes,
hi feels more hat 'ome and kind o' contented like. An hold 'ooman like
me haint got much left to comfort 'er but 'er pipe."
"Jane!" called Mrs. Mumpson sharply from the parlor. As there was no
answer, the widow soon appeared in the kitchen door. Smoking was one
of the unpardonable sins in Mrs. Mumpson's eyes; and when she saw Mrs.
Wiggins puffing comfortably away and Holcroft lighting his pipe, while
Jane cleared the table, language almost failed her. She managed to
articulate, "Jane, this atmosphere is not fit for you to breathe on
this sacred day. I wish you to share my seclusion."
"Mrs. Mumpson, I have told her to help Mrs. Wiggins in the necessary
work," Holcroft interposed.
"Mr. Holcroft, you don't realize--men never do--Jane is my offspring,
and--"
"Oh, if you put it that way, I shan't interfere between mother and
child. But I suppose you and Jane came here to work."
"If you will enter the parlor, I will explain to you fully my views,
and--"
"Oh, please excuse me!" said Holcroft, hastily passing out. "I was just
starting for a walk--I'm bound to have one more day to myself on the
old place," he muttered as he bent his steps toward an upland pasture.
Jane, seeing that her mother was about to pounce upon her, ran behind
Mrs. Wiggins, who slowly rose and began a progress toward the irate
widow, remarking as she did so, "Hi'll just shut the door 'twixt ye and
yer hoffspring, and then ye kin say yer prayers hon the t'other side."
Mrs. Mumpson was so overcome at the turn affairs had taken on this day,
which was to witness such progress in her plans and hopes, as to feel
the absolute necessity of a prolonged season of thought and soliloquy,
and she relapsed, without further protest, into the rocking chair.
Chapter XII.
Jane
Holcroft was not long in climbing to a sunny nook whence he could see
not only his farm and dwelling, but also the Oakville valley, and the
little white spire of the distant meeting house. He looked at this
last-named object wistfully and very sadly. Mrs. Mumpson's tirade
about worship had been without effect, but the memories suggested by
the church were bitter-sweet indeed. It belonged to the Methodist
denomination, and Holcroft had been taken, or had gone thither, from
the time of his earliest recollection. He saw himself sitting between
his father and mother, a round-faced urchin to whom the sermon was
unintelligible, but to whom little Bessie Jones in the next pew was a
fact, not only intelligible, but very interesting. She would turn
around and stare at him until he smiled, then she would giggle until
her mother brought her right-about-face with considerable emphasis.
After this, he saw the little boy--could it have been
himself?--nodding, swaying, and finally slumbering peacefully, with his
head on his mother's lap, until shaken into sufficient consciousness to
be half dragged, half led, to the door. Once in the big, springless
farm wagon he was himself again, looking eagerly around to catch
another glimpse of Bessie Jones. Then he was a big, irreverent boy,
shyly and awkwardly bent on mischief in the same old meeting house.
Bessie Jones no longer turned and stared at him, but he exultingly
discovered that he could still make her giggle on the sly. Years
passed, and Bessie was his occasional choice for a sleigh-ride when the
long body of some farm wagon was placed on runners, and boys and
girls--young men and women, they almost thought themselves--were packed
in like sardines. Something like self-reproach smote Holcroft even
now, remembering how he had allowed his fancy much latitude at this
period, paying attention to more than one girl besides Bessie, and
painfully undecided which he liked best.
Then had come the memorable year which had opened with a protracted
meeting. He and Bessie Jones had passed under conviction at the same
time, and on the same evening had gone forward to the anxious seat.
From the way in which she sobbed, one might have supposed that the
good, simple-hearted girl had terrible burdens on her conscience; but
she soon found hope, and her tears gave place to smiles. Holcroft, on
the contrary, was terribly cast down and unable to find relief. He
felt that he had much more to answer for than Bessie; he accused
himself of having been a rather coarse, vulgar boy; he had made fun of
sacred things in that very meeting house more times than he liked to
think of, and now for some reason could think of nothing else.
He could not shed tears or get up much emotion; neither could he rid
himself of the dull weight at heart. The minister, the brethren and
sisters, prayed for him and over him, but nothing removed his terrible
inertia. He became a familiar form on the anxious seat for there was a
dogged persistence in his nature which prevented him from giving up;
but at the close of each meeting he went home in a state of deeper
dejection. Sometimes, in returning, he was Bessie Jones' escort, and
her happiness added to his gall and bitterness. One moonlight night
they stopped under the shadow of a pine near her father's door, and
talked over the matter a few moments before parting. Bessie was full
of sympathy which she hardly knew how to express. Unconsciously, in
her earnestness--how well he remembered the act!--she laid her hand on
his arm as she said, "James, I guess I know what's the matter with you.
In all your seeking you are thinking only of yourself--how bad you've
been and all that. I wouldn't think of myself and what I was any more,
if I was you. You aint so awful bad, James, that I'd turn a cold
shoulder to you; but you might think I was doing just that if ye stayed
away from me and kept saying to yourself, 'I aint fit to speak to
Bessie Jones.'"
Her face had looked sweet and compassionate, and her touch upon his arm
had conveyed the subtle magic of sympathy. Under her homely logic, the
truth had burst upon him like sunshine. In brief, he had turned from
his own shadow and was in the light. He remembered how in his deep
feeling he had bowed his head on her shoulder and murmured, "Oh,
Bessie, Heaven bless you! I see it all."
He no longer went to the anxious seat. With this young girl, and many
others, he was taken into the church on probation. Thereafter, his
fancy never wandered again, and there was no other girl in Oakville for
him but Bessie. In due time, he had gone with her to yonder meeting
house to be married. It had all seemed to come about as a matter of
course. He scarcely knew when he became formally engaged. They "kept
company" together steadfastly for a suitable period, and that seemed to
settle it in their own and everybody else's mind.
There had been no change in Bessie's quiet, constant soul. After her
words under the shadow of the pine tree she seemed to find it difficult
to speak of religious subjects, even to her husband; but her simple
faith had been unwavering, and she had entered into rest without fear
or misgiving.
Not so her husband. He had his spiritual ups and downs, but, like
herself, was reticent. While she lived, only a heavy storm kept them
from "going to meeting," but with Holcroft worship was often little
more than a form, his mind being on the farm and its interests.
Parents and relatives had died, and the habit of seclusion from
neighborhood and church life had grown upon them gradually and almost
unconsciously.
For a long time after his wife's death Holcroft had felt that he did
not wish to see anyone who would make references to his loss.
He shrank from formal condolences as he would from the touch of a
diseased nerve. When the minister called, he listened politely but
silently to a general exhortation; then muttered, when left alone,
"It's all as he says, I suppose; but somehow his words are like the
medicines Bessie took--they don't do any good."
He kept up the form of his faith and a certain vague hope until the
night on which he drove forth the Irish revelers from his home. In
remembrance of his rage and profanity on that occasion, he silently and
in dreary misgiving concluded that he should not, even to himself, keep
up the pretense of religion any longer. "I've fallen from grace--that
is, if I ever had any"--was a thought which did much to rob him of
courage to meet his other trials. Whenever he dwelt on these subjects,
doubts, perplexities, and resentment at his misfortunes so thronged his
mind that he was appalled; so he strove to occupy himself with the
immediate present.
Today, however, in recalling the past, his thoughts would question the
future and the outcome of his experiences. In accordance with his
simple, downright nature, he muttered, "I might as well face the truth
and have done with it. I don't know whether I'll ever see my wife
again or not; I don't know whether God is for me or against me.
Sometimes, I half think there isn't any God. I don't know what will
become of me when I die. I'm sure of only one thing--while I do live I
could take comfort in working the old place."
In brief, without ever having heard of the term, he was an agnostic,
but not one of the self-complacent, superior type who fancy that they
have developed themselves beyond the trammels of faith and are ever
ready to make the world aware of their progress.
At last he recognized that his long reverie was leading to despondency
and weakness; he rose, shook himself half angrily, and strode toward
the house. "I'm here, and here I'm going to stay," he growled. "As long
as I'm on my own land, it's nobody's business what I am or how I feel.
If I can't get decent, sensible women help, I'll close up my dairy and
live here alone. I certainly can make enough to support myself."
Jane met him with a summons to dinner, looking apprehensively at his
stern, gloomy face. Mrs. Mumpson did not appear. "Call her," he said
curtly.
The literal Jane returned from the parlor and said unsympathetically,
"She's got a hank'chif to her eyes and says she don't want no dinner."
"Very well," he replied, much relieved.
Apparently he did not want much dinner, either, for he soon started out
again. Mrs. Wiggins was not utterly wanting in the intuitions of her
sex, and said nothing to break in upon her master's abstraction.
In the afternoon Holcroft visited every nook and corner of his farm,
laying out, he hoped, so much occupation for both hands and thoughts as
to render him proof against domestic tribulations.
He had not been gone long before Mrs. Mumpson called in a plaintive
voice, "Jane!"
The child entered the parlor warily, keeping open a line of retreat to
the door. "You need not fear me," said her mother, rocking
pathetically. "My feelings are so hurt and crushed that I can only
bemoan the wrongs from which I suffer. You little know, Jane, you
little know a mother's heart."
"No," assented Jane. "I dunno nothin' about it."
"What wonder, then that I weep, when even my child is so unnatural!"
"I dunno how to be anything else but what I be," replied the girl in
self-defense.
"If you would only yield more to my guidance and influence, Jane, the
future might be brighter for us both. If you had but stored up the
Fifth Commandment in memory--but I forbear. You cannot so far forget
your duty as not to tell me how HE behaved at dinner."
"He looked awful glum, and hardly said a word."
"Ah-h!" exclaimed the widow, "the spell is working."
"If you aint a-workin' tomorrow, there'll be a worse spell," the girl
remarked.
"That will do, Jane, that will do. You little understand--how should
you? Please keep an eye on him, and let me know how he looks and what
he is doing, and whether his face still wears a gloomy or a penitent
aspect. Do as I bid you, Jane, and you may unconsciously secure your
own well-being by obedience."
Watching anyone was a far more congenial task to the child than
learning the Commandments, and she hastened to comply. Moreover, she
had the strongest curiosity in regard to Holcroft herself. She felt
that he was the arbiter of her fate. So untaught was she that delicacy
and tact were unknown qualities. Her one hope of pleasing was in work.
She had no power of guessing that sly espionage would counterbalance
such service. Another round of visiting was dreaded above all things;
she was, therefore, exceedingly anxious about the future. "Mother may
be right," she thought. "P'raps she can make him marry her, so we
needn't go away any more. P'raps she's taken the right way to bring a
man around and get him hooked, as Cousin Lemuel said. If I was goin'
to hook a man though, I'd try another plan than mother's. I'd keep my
mouth shut and my eyes open. I'd see what he wanted and do it, even
'fore he spoke. 'Fi's big anuf I bet I could hook a man quicker'n she
can by usin' her tongue 'stead of her hands."
Jane's scheme was not so bad a one but that it might be tried to
advantage by those so disposed. Her matrimonial prospects, however,
being still far in the future, it behooved her to make her present
existence as tolerable as possible. She knew how much depended on
Holcroft, and was unaware of any other method of learning his purposes
except that of watching him. Both fearing and fascinated, she dogged
his steps most of the afternoon, but saw nothing to confirm her
mother's view that any spell was working. She scarcely understood why
he looked so long at field, thicket, and woods, as if he saw something
invisible to her.
In planning future work and improvements, the farmer had attained a
quieter and more genial frame of mind. When, therefore, he sat down and
in glancing about saw Jane crouching behind a low hemlock, he was more
amused than irritated. He had dwelt on his own interests so long that
he was ready to consider even Jane's for a while. "Poor child!" he
thought, "she doesn't know any better and perhaps has even been taught
to do such things. I think I'll surprise her and draw her out a
little. Jane, come here," he called.
The girl sprang to her feet, and hesitated whether to fly or obey.
"Don't be afraid," added Holcroft. "I won't scold you. Come!"
She stole toward him like some small, wild, fearful animal in doubt of
its reception. "Sit down there on that rock," he said.
She obeyed with a sly, sidelong look, and he saw that she kept her feet
gathered under her so as to spring away if he made the slightest
hostile movement.
"Jane, do you think it's right to watch people so?" he asked gravely.
"She told me to."
"Your mother?"
The girl nodded.
"But do you think it's right yourself?"
"Dunno. 'Taint best if you get caught."
"Well, Jane," said Holcroft, with something like a smile lurking in his
deep-set eyes. "I don't think it's right at all. I don't want you to
watch me any more, no matter who tells you to. Will you promise not
to?"
The child nodded. She seemed averse to speaking when a sign would
answer.
"Can I go now?" she asked after a moment.
"Not yet. I want to ask you some questions. Was anyone ever kind to
you?"
"I dunno. I suppose so."
"What would you call being kind to you?"
"Not scoldin' or cuffin' me."
"If I didn't scold or strike you, would you think I was kind, then?"
She nodded; but after a moment's thought, said, "and if you didn't look
as if you hated to see me round."
"Do you think I've been kind to you?"
"Kinder'n anybody else. You sorter look at me sometimes as if I was a
rat. I don't s'pose you can help it, and I don't mind. I'd ruther
stay here and work than go a-visitin' again. Why can't I work outdoors
when there's nothin' for me to do in the house?"
"Are you willing to work--to do anything you can?"
Jane was not sufficiently politic to enlarge on her desire for honest
toil and honest bread; she merely nodded. Holcroft smiled as he asked,
"Why are you so anxious to work?"
"'Cause I won't feel like a stray cat in the house then. I want to be
some'ers where I've a right to be."
"Wouldn't they let you work down at Lemuel Weeks'?" She shook her head.
"Why not?" he asked.
"They said I wasn't honest; they said they couldn't trust me with
things, 'cause when I was hungry I took things to eat."
"Was that the way you were treated at other places?"
"Mostly."
"Jane," asked Holcroft very kindly, "did anyone ever kiss you?"
"Mother used to 'fore people. It allus made me kinder sick."
Holcroft shook his head as if this child was a problem beyond him, and
for a time they sat together in silence. At last he arose and said,
"It's time to go home. Now, Jane, don't follow me; walk openly at my
side, and when you come to call me at any time, come openly, make a
noise, whistle or sing as a child ought. As long as you are with me,
never do anything on the sly, and we'll get along well enough."
She nodded and walked beside him. At last, as if emboldened by his
words, she broke out, "Say, if mother married you, you couldn't send us
away, could you?"
"Why do you ask such a question?" said Holcroft, frowning.
"I was a-thinkin'--"
"Well," he interrupted sternly, "never think or speak of such things
again."
The child had a miserable sense that she had angered him; she was also
satisfied that her mother's schemes would be futile, and she scarcely
spoke again that day.
Holcroft was more than angry; he was disgusted. That Mrs. Mumpson's
design upon him was so offensively open that even this ignorant child
understood it, and was expected to further it, caused such a strong
revulsion in his mind that he half resolved to put them both in his
market wagon on the morrow and take them back to their relatives. His
newly awakened sympathy for Jane quickly vanished. If the girl and her
mother had been repulsive from the first, they were now hideous, in
view of their efforts to fasten themselves upon him permanently.
Fancy, then, the climax in his feelings when, as they passed the house,
the front door suddenly opened and Mrs. Mumpson emerged with clasped
hands and the exclamation, "Oh, how touching! Just like father and
child!"
Without noticing the remark he said coldly as he passed, "Jane, go help
Mrs. Wiggins get supper."
His anger and disgust grew so strong as he hastily did his evening work
that he resolved not to endanger his self-control by sitting down
within earshot of Mrs. Mumpson. As soon as possible, therefore, he
carried the new stove to his room and put it up. The widow tried to
address him as he passed in and out, but he paid no heed to her. At
last, he only paused long enough at the kitchen door to say, "Jane,
bring me some supper to my room. Remember, you only are to bring it."
Bewildered and abashed, Mrs. Mumpson rocked nervously. "I had looked
for relentings this evening, a general softening," she murmured, "and I
don't understand his bearing toward me." Then a happy thought struck
her. "I see, I see," she cried softly and ecstatically: "He is
struggling with himself; he finds that he must either deny himself my
society or yield at once. The end is near."
A little later she, too, appeared at the kitchen door and said, with
serious sweetness, "Jane, you can also bring me MY supper to the
parlor."
Mrs. Wiggins shook with mirth in all her vast proportions as she
remarked, "Jane, ye can bring me MY supper from the stove to the table
'ere, and then vait hon yeself."
Chapter XIII.
Not Wife, But Waif
Tom Watterly's horse was the pride of his heart. It was a bobtailed,
rawboned animal, but, as Tom complacently remarked to Alida, "He can
pass about anything on the road"--a boast that he let no chance escape
of verifying. It was a terrible ordeal to the poor woman to go dashing
through the streets in an open wagon, feeling that every eye was upon
her. With head bowed down, she employed her failing strength in
holding herself from falling out, yet almost wishing that she might be
dashed against some object that would end her wretched life. It
finally occurred to Tom that the woman at his side might not, after her
recent experience, share in his enthusiasm, and he pulled up remarking,
with a rough effort at sympathy, "It's a cussed shame you've been
treated so, and as soon as you're ready, I'll help you get even with
the scamp."
"I'm not well, sir," said Alida humbly. "I only ask for a quiet place
where I can rest till strong enough to do some kind of work."
"Well, well," said Tom kindly, "don't lose heart. We'll do the best by
you we can. That aint saying very much, though, for we're full and
running over."
He soon drew rein at the poorhouse door and sprang out. "I--I--feel
strange," Alida gasped.
Tom caught the fainting woman in his arms and shouted, "Here, Bill,
Joe! You lazy loons, where are you?"
Three or four half wrecks of men shuffled to his assistance, and
together they bore the unconscious woman to the room which was used as
a sort of hospital. Some old crones gathered around with such
restoratives as they had at command. Gradually the stricken woman
revived, but as the whole miserable truth came back, she turned her
face to the wall with a sinking of heart akin to despair. At last, from
sheer exhaustion, feverish sleep ensued, from which she often started
with moans and low cries. One impression haunted her--she was falling,
ever falling into a dark, bottomless abyss.
Hours passed in the same partial stupor, filled with phantoms and
horrible dreams. Toward evening, she aroused herself mechanically to
take the broth Mrs. Watterly ordered her to swallow, then relapsed into
the same lethargy. Late in the night, she became conscious that someone
was kneeling at her bedside and fondling her. She started up with a
slight cry.
"Don't be afraid; it's only me, dear," said a quavering voice.
In the dim rays of a night lamp, Alida saw an old woman with gray hair
falling about her face and on her night robe. At first, in her
confused, feverish impressions, the poor waif was dumb with
superstitious awe, and trembled between joy and fear. Could her mother
have come to comfort her in her sore extremity?
"Put yer head on me ould withered breast," said the apparition, "an'
ye'll know a mither's heart niver changes. I've been a-lookin' for ye
and expectin' ye these long, weary years, They said ye wouldn't come
back--that I'd niver find ye ag'in; but I knowed I wud, and here ye are
in me arms, me darlint. Don't draw away from yer ould mither. Don't ye
be afeard or 'shamed loike. No matter what ye've done or where ye've
been or who ye've been with, a mither's heart welcomes ye back jist the
same as when yes were a babby an' slept on me breast. A mither's heart
ud quench the fires o' hell. I'd go inter the burnin' flames o' the
pit an' bear ye out in me arms. So niver fear. Now that I've found
ye, ye're safe. Ye'll not run away from me ag'in. I'll hould ye--I'll
hould ye back," and the poor creature clasped Alida with such
conclusive energy that she screamed from pain and terror.
"Ye shall not get away from me, ye shall not go back to evil ways.
Whist, whist! Be aisy and let me plead wid ye. Think how many long,
weary years I've looked for ye and waited for ye. Niver have I slept
night or day in me watchin'. Ye may be so stained an' lost an' ruined
that the whole wourld will scorn ye, yet not yer mither, not yer ould
mither. Oh, Nora, Nora, why did ye rin away from me? Wasn't I koind?
No, no; ye cannot lave me ag'in," and she threw herself on Alida, whose
disordered mind was tortured by what she heard. Whether or not it was a
more terrible dream than had yet oppressed her, she scarcely knew, but
in the excess of her nervous horror she sent out a cry that echoed in
every part of the large building. Two old women rushed in and dragged
Alida's persecutor screaming away.
"That's allus the way o' it," she shrieked. "As soon as I find me Nora
they snatches me and carries me off, and I have to begin me watchin'
and waitin' and lookin' ag'in."
Alida continued sobbing and trembling violently. One of the awakened
patients sought to assure her by saying, "Don't mind it so, miss. It's
only old crazy Kate. Her daughter ran away from her years and years
ago--how many no one knows--and when a young woman's brought here she
thinks it's her lost Nora. They oughtn't 'a' let her get out, knowin'
you was here."
For several days Alida's reason wavered. The nervous shock of her sad
experiences had been so great that it did not seem at all improbable
that she, like the insane mother, might be haunted for the rest of her
life by an overwhelming impression of something lost. In her morbid,
shaken mind she confounded the wrong she had received with guilt on her
own part. Eventually, she grew calmer and more sensible. Although her
conscience acquitted her of intentional evil, nothing could remove the
deep-rooted conviction that she was shamed beyond hope of remedy. For
a time she was unable to rally from nervous prostration; meanwhile, her
mind was preternaturally active, presenting every detail of the past
until she was often ready to cry aloud in her despair.
Tom Watterly took an unusual interest in her case and exhorted the
visiting physician to do his best for her. She finally began to
improve, and with the first return of strength sought to do something
with her feeble hands. The bread of charity was not sweet.
Although the place in which she lodged was clean, and the coarse,
unvarying fare abundant, she shrank shuddering, with each day's clearer
consciousness, from the majority of those about her. Phases of life of
which she had scarcely dreamed were the common topics of conversation.
In her mother she had learned to venerate gray hairs, and it was an
awful shock to learn that so many of the feeble creatures about her
were coarse, wicked, and evil-disposed. How could their withered lips
frame the words they spoke? How could they dwell on subjects that were
profanation, even to such wrecks of womanhood as themselves?
Moreover, they persecuted her by their curiosity. The good material in
her apparel had been examined and commented on; her wedding ring had
been seen and its absence soon noted, for Alida, after gaining the
power to recall the past fully, had thrown away the metal lie, feeling
that it was the last link in a chain binding her to a loathed and hated
relationship. Learning from their questions that the inmates of the
almshouse did not know her history, she refused to reveal it, thus
awakening endless surmises. Many histories were made for her, the
beldams vying with each other in constructing the worst one. Poor Alida
soon learned that there was public opinion even in an almshouse, and
that she was under its ban. In dreary despondency she thought,
"They've found out about me. If such creatures as these think I'm
hardly fit to speak to, how can I ever find work among good,
respectable people?"
Her extreme depression, the coarse, vulgar, and uncharitable natures by
which she was surrounded, retarded her recovery. By her efforts to do
anything in her power for others she disarmed the hostility of some of
the women, and those that were more or less demented became fond of
her; but the majority probed her wound by every look and word. She was
a saint compared with any of these, yet they made her envy their
respectability. She often thought, "Would to God that I was as old and
ready to die as the feeblest woman here, if I could only hold up my
head like her!"
One day a woman who had a child left it sleeping in its rude wooden
cradle and went downstairs. The babe wakened and began to cry. Alida
took it up and found a strange solace in rocking it to sleep again upon
her breast. At last the mother returned, glared a moment into Alida's
appealing eyes, then snatched the child away with the cruel words,
"Don't ye touch my baby ag'in! To think it ud been in the arms o' the
loikes o'ye!"
Alida went away and sobbed until her strength was gone. She found that
there were some others ostracized like herself, but they accepted their
position as a matter of course--as if it belonged to them and was the
least of their troubles.
Her strength was returning, yet she was still feeble when she sent for
Mrs. Watterly and asked, "Do you think I'm strong enough to take a
place somewhere?"
"You ought to know that better than me," was the chilly reply.
"Do you--do you think I could get a place? I would be willing to do
any kind of honest work not beyond my strength."
"You hardly look able to sit up straight. Better wait till you're
stronger. I'll tell my husband. If applications come, he'll see about
it," and she turned coldly away.
A day or two later Tom came and said brusquely, but not unkindly,
"Don't like my hotel, hey? What can you do?"
"I'm used to sewing, but I'd try to do almost anything by which I could
earn my living."
"Best thing to do is to prosecute that scamp and make him pay you a
good round sum."
She shook her head decidedly. "I don't wish to see him again. I don't
wish to go before people and have the--the--past talked about. I'd
like a place with some kind, quiet people who keep no other help.
Perhaps they wouldn't take me if they knew; but I would be so faithful
to them, and try so heard to learn what they wanted--"
"That's all nonsense, their not taking you. I'll find you a place some
day, but you're not strong enough yet. You'd be brought right back
here. You're as pale as a ghost--almost look like one. So don't be
impatient, but give me a chance to find you a good place. I feel sorry
for you, and don't want you to get among folks that have no feelings.
Don't you worry now; chirk up, and you'll come out all right."
"I--I think that if--if I'm employed, the people who take me ought to
know," said Alida with bowed head.
"They'll be blamed fools if they don't think more of you when they do
know," was his response. "Still, that shall be as you please. I've
told only my wife, and they've kept mum at the police station, so the
thing hasn't got into the papers."
Alida's head bowed lower still as she replied, "I thank you. My only
wish now is to find some quiet place in which I can work and be left to
myself."
"Very well," said Tom good-naturedly. "Cheer up! I'll be on the
lookout for you."
She turned to the window near which she was sitting to hide the tears
which his rough kindness evoked. "He don't seem to shrink from me as if
I wasn't fit to be spoken to," she thought; "but his wife did. I'm
afraid people won't take me when they know."
The April sunshine poured in at the window; the grass was becoming
green; a robin alighted on a tree nearby and poured out a jubilant
song. For a few moments hope, that had been almost dead in her heart,
revived. As she looked gratefully at the bird, thanking it in her
heart for the song, it darted upon a string hanging on an adjacent
spray and bore it to a crotch between two boughs. Then Alida saw it
was building a nest. Her woman's heart gave way. "Oh," she moaned, "I
shall never have a home again! No place shared by one who cares for
me. To work, and to be tolerated for the sake of my work, is all
that's left."
Chapter XIV.
A Pitched Battle
It was an odd household under Holcroft's roof on the evening of the
Sunday we have described. The farmer, in a sense, had "taken
sanctuary" in his own room, that he might escape the maneuvering wiles
of his tormenting housekeeper. If she would content herself with
general topics he would try to endure her foolish, high-flown talk
until the three months expired; but that she should speedily and openly
take the initiative in matrimonial designs was proof of such an
unbalanced mind that he was filled with nervous dread. "Hanged if one
can tell what such a silly, hairbrained woman will do next!" he
thought, as he brooded by the fire. "Sunday or no Sunday, I feel as if
I'd like to take my horsewhip and give Lemuel Weeks a piece of my mind."
Such musings did not promise well for Mrs. Mumpson, scheming in the
parlor below; but, as we have seen, she had the faculty of arranging
all future events to her mind. That matters had not turned out in the
past as she had expected, counted for nothing. She was one who could
not be taught, even by experience. The most insignificant thing in
Holcroft's dwelling had not escaped her scrutiny and pretty accurate
guess as to value, yet she could not see or understand the intolerable
disgust and irritation which her ridiculous conduct excited. In a weak
mind egotism and selfishness, beyond a certain point, pass into
practical insanity. All sense of delicacy, of the fitness of things,
is lost; even the power to consider the rights and feelings of others
is wanting. Unlike poor Holcroft, Mrs. Mumpson had few misgivings in
regard to coming years. As she rocked unceasingly before the parlor
fire, she arranged everything in regard to his future as well as her
own.
Jane, quite forgotten, was oppressed with a miserable presentiment of
evil. Her pinched but intense little mind was concentrated on two
facts--Holcroft's anger and her mother's lack of sense. From such
premises it did not take her long to reason out but one
conclusion--"visitin' again;" and this was the summing up of all evils.
Now and then a tear would force its way out of one of her little eyes,
but otherwise she kept her troubles to herself.
Mrs. Wiggins was the only complacent personage in the house, and she
unbent with a garrulous affability to Jane, which could be accounted
for in but one way--Holcroft had forgotten about his cider barrel,
thereby unconsciously giving her the chance to sample its contents
freely. She was now smoking her pipe with much content, and indulging
in pleasing reminiscences which the facts of her life scarcely
warranted.
"Ven hi vas as leetle a gal as ye are," she began, and then she related
experiences quite devoid of the simplicity and innocence of childhood.
The girl soon forgot her fears and listened with avidity until the old
dame's face grew heavier, if possible, with sleep, and she stumbled off
to bed.
Having no wish to see or speak to her mother again, the child blew out
the candle and stole silently up the stairway. At last Mrs. Mumpson
took her light and went noisily around, seeing to the fastenings of
doors and windows. "I know he is listening to every sound from me, and
he shall learn what a caretaker I am," she murmured softly.
Once out of doors in the morning, with his foot on the native heath of
his farm, Holcroft's hopefulness and courage always returned. He was
half angry with himself at his nervous irritation of the evening
before. "If she becomes so cranky that I can't stand her, I'll pay the
three months' wages and clear her out," he had concluded, and he went
about his morning work with a grim purpose to submit to very little
nonsense.
Cider is akin to vinegar, and Mrs. Wiggins' liberal potations of the
evening before had evidently imparted a marked acidity to her temper.
She laid hold of the kitchen utensils as if she had a spite against
them, and when Jane, confiding in her friendliness shown so recently,
came down to assist, she was chased out of doors with language we
forbear to repeat. Mrs. Mumpson, therefore, had no intimation of the
low state of the barometer in the region of the kitchen. "I have taken
time to think deeply and calmly," she murmured. "The proper course has
been made clear to me. He is somewhat uncouth; he is silent and unable
to express his thoughts and emotions--in brief, undeveloped; he is
awfully irreligious. Moth and rust are busy in this house; much that
would be so useful is going to waste. He must learn to look upon me as
the developer, the caretaker, a patient and healthful embodiment of
female influence. I will now begin actively my mission of making him
an ornerment to society. That mountainous Mrs. Viggins must be
replaced by a deferential girl who will naturally look up to me. How
can I be a true caretaker--how can I bring repose and refinement to
this dwelling with two hundred pounds of female impudence in my way?
Mr. Holcroft shall see that Mrs. Viggins is an unseemly and jarring
discord in our home," and she brought the rocking chair from the parlor
to the kitchen, with a serene and lofty air. Jane hovered near the
window, watching.
At first, there was an ominous silence in respect to words. Portentous
sounds increased, however, for Mrs. Wiggins strode about with martial
tread, making the boards creak and the dishes clatter, while her red
eyes shot lurid and sanguinary gleams. She would seize a dipper as if
it were a foe, slamming it upon the table again as if striking an
enemy. Under her vigorous manipulation, kettles and pans resounded
with reports like firearms.
Mrs. Mumpson was evidently perturbed; her calm superiority was
forsaking her; every moment she rocked faster--a sure indication that
she was not at peace. At last she said, with great dignity: "Mrs.
Viggins, I must request you to perform your tasks with less clamor. My
nerves are not equal to this peculiar way of taking up and laying down
things."
"Vell, jes' ye vait a minute, han hi'll show ye 'ow hi kin take hup
things han put 'em down hag'in hout o' my vay," and before Mrs. Mumpson
could interfere, she found herself lifted, chair and all bodily, and
carried to the parlor. Between trepidation and anger, she could only
gasp during the transit, and when left in the middle of the parlor
floor she looked around in utter bewilderment.
It so happened that Holcroft, on his way from the barn, had seen Jane
looking in at the window, and, suspecting something amiss, had arrived
just in time for the spectacle. Convulsed with laughter, he returned
hastily to the barn; while Jane expressed her feelings, whatever they
were, by executing something like a hornpipe before the window.
Mrs. Mumpson, however, was not vanquished. She had only made a
compulsory retreat from the scene of hostilities; and, after rallying
her shattered faculties, advanced again with the chair. "How dared you,
you disreputerble female?" she began.
Mrs. Wiggins turned slowly and ominously upon her. "Ye call me a
disrupterbul female hag'in, han ye vont find hit 'ealthy."
Mrs. Mumpson prudently backed toward the door before delivering her
return fire.
"Woman!" she cried, "are you out of your mind? Don't you know I'm
housekeeper here, and that it's my duty to superintend you and your
work?"
"Vell, then, hi'll double ye hup hand put ye hon the shelf hof the
dresser han' lock the glass door hon ye. From hup there ye kin see all
that's goin' hon and sup'intend to yer 'eart's content," and she
started for her superior officer.
Mrs. Mumpson backed so precipitately with her chair that it struck
against the door case, and she sat down hard. Seeing that Mrs. Wiggins
was almost upon her, she darted back into the parlor, leaving the chair
as a trophy in the hands of her enemy. Mrs. Wiggins was somewhat
appeased by this second triumph, and with the hope of adding gall and
bitterness to Mrs. Mumpson's defeat, she took the chair to her rival's
favorite rocking place, lighted her pipe, and sat down in grim
complacency. Mrs. Mumpson warily approached to recover a support
which, from long habit, had become moral as well as physical, and her
indignation knew no bounds when she saw it creaking under the weight of
her foe. It must be admitted, however, that her ire was not so great
that she did not retain the "better part of valor," for she stepped
back, unlocked the front door, and set it ajar. On returning, she
opened with a volubility that awed even Mrs. Wiggins for a moment. "You
miserable, mountainous pauper; you interloper; you unrefined,
irresponserble, unregenerate female, do you know what you have done in
thus outraging ME? I'm a respecterble woman, respecterbly connected.
I'm here in a responserble station. When Mr. Holcroft appears he'll
drive you from the dwelling which you vulgarize. Your presence makes
this apartment a den. You are a wild beast--"
"Hi'm a vile beastes, ham hi?" cried Mrs. Wiggins, at last stung into
action, and she threw her lighted pipe at the open mouth that was
discharging high-sounding epithets by the score.
It struck the lintel over the widow's head, was shattered, and sent
down upon her a shower of villainously smelling sparks. Mrs. Mumpson
shrieked and sought frantically to keep her calico wrapper from taking
fire. Meanwhile, Mrs. Wiggins rose and took a step or two that she
might assist should there be any positive danger, for she had not yet
reached a point of malignity which would lead her to witness calmly an
auto-da-fe. This was Jane's opportunity. Mrs. Wiggins had alienated
this small and hitherto friendly power, and now, with a returning
impulse of loyalty, it took sides with the weaker party. The kitchen
door was on a crack; the child pushed it noiselessly open, darted
around behind the stove, and withdrew the rocking chair.
Mrs. Wiggins' brief anxiety and preoccupation passed, and she stepped
backward again to sit down. She did sit down, but with such terrific
force that the stove and nearly everything else in the room threatened
to fall with her. She sat helplessly for a bewildered moment, while
Jane, with the chair, danced before her exclaiming, tauntingly, "That's
for chasing me out as if I was a cat!"
"Noo hi'll chase ye both hout," cried the ireful Wiggins, scrambling to
her feet. She made good her threat, for Holcroft, a moment later, saw
mother and daughter, the latter carrying the chair, rushing from the
front door, and Mrs. Wiggins, armed with a great wooden spoon, waddling
after them, her objurgations mingling with Mrs. Mumpson's shrieks and
Jane's shrill laughter. The widow caught a glimpse of him standing in
the barn door, and, as if borne by the wind, she flew toward him,
crying, "He shall be my protector!"
He barely had time to whisk through a side door and close it after him.
The widow's impetuous desire to pant out the story of her wrongs
carried her into the midst of the barnyard, where she was speedily
confronted by an unruly young heifer that could scarcely be blamed for
hostility to such a wild-looking object.
The animal shook its head threateningly as it advanced. Again the
widow's shrieks resounded. This time Holcroft was about to come to the
rescue, when the beleaguered woman made a dash for the top of the
nearest fence, reminding her amused looker-on of the night of her
arrival when she had perched like some strange sort of bird on the
wagon wheel.
Seeing that she was abundantly able to escape alone, the farmer
remained in concealment. Although disgusted and angry at the scenes
taking place, he was scarcely able to restrain roars of laughter.
Perched upon the fence, the widow called piteously for him to lift her
down, but he was not to be caught by any such device. At last, giving
up hope and still threatened by the heifer, she went over on the other
side. Knowing that she must make a detour before reaching the
dwelling, Holcroft went thither rapidly with the purpose of restoring
order at once. "Jane," he said sternly, "take that chair to the parlor
and leave it there. Let there be no more such nonsense."
At his approach, Mrs. Wiggins had retreated sullenly to the kitchen.
"Come," he ordered good-naturedly, "hasten breakfast and let there be
no more quarreling."
"Hif hi vas left to do me work hin peace--" she began.
"Well, you shall do it in peace."
At this moment Mrs. Mumpson came tearing in, quite oblivious of the
fact that she had left a goodly part of her calico skirt on a nail of
the fence. She was rushing toward Holcroft, when he said sternly, and
with a repellent gesture, "Stop and listen to me. If there's any more
of this quarreling like cats and dogs in my house, I'll send for the
constable and have you all arrested. If you are not all utterly
demented and hopeless fools, you will know that you came here to do my
work, and nothing else." Then catching a glimpse of Mrs. Mumpson's
dress, and fearing he should laugh outright, he turned abruptly on his
heel and went to his room, where he was in a divided state between
irrepressible mirth and vexation.
Mrs. Mumpson also fled to her room. She felt that the proper course
for her at this juncture was a fit of violent hysterics; but a prompt
douche from the water pitcher, administered by the unsympathetic Jane,
effectually checked the first symptoms. "Was ever a respecterble
woman--"
"You aint respectable," interrupted the girl, as she departed. "You
look like a scarecrow. 'Fi's you I'd begin to show some sense now."
Chapter XV.
"What is to Become of Me?"
Holcroft's reference to a constable and arrest, though scarcely
intended to be more than a vague threat, had the effect of clearing the
air like a clap of thunder. Jane had never lost her senses, such as
she possessed, and Mrs. Wiggins recovered hers sufficiently to
apologize to the farmer when he came down to breakfast. "But that
Mumpson's hawfully haggravatin', master, as ye know yeself, hi'm
a-thinkin'. Vud ye jis tell a body vat she is 'here, han 'ow hi'm to
get hon vith 'er. Hif hi'm to take me horders from 'er, hi'd ruther go
back to the poor-'us."
"You are to take your orders from me and no one else. All I ask is
that you go on quietly with your work and pay no attention to her. You
know well enough that I can't have such goings on. I want you to let
Jane help you and learn her to do everything as far as she can. Mrs.
Mumpson can do the mending and ironing, I suppose. At any rate, I
won't have any more quarreling and uproar. I'm a quiet man and intend
to have a quiet house. You and Jane can get along very well in the
kitchen, and you say you understand the dairy work."
"Vell hi does, han noo hi've got me horders hi'll go right along."
Mrs. Mumpson was like one who had been rudely shaken out of a dream,
and she appeared to have sense enough to realize that she couldn't
assume so much at first as she anticipated. She received from Jane a
cup of coffee, and said feebly, "I can partake of no more after the
recent trying events."
For some hours she was a little dazed, but her mind was of too light
weight to be long cast down. Jane rehearsed Holcroft's words,
described his manner, and sought with much insistence to show her
mother that she must drop her nonsense at once. "I can see it in his
eye," said the girl, "that he won't stand much more. If yer don't come
down and keep yer hands busy and yer tongue still, we'll tramp. As to
his marrying you, bah! He'd jes' as soon marry Mrs. Wiggins."
This was awful prose, but Mrs. Mumpson was too bewildered and
discouraged for a time to dispute it, and the household fell into a
somewhat regular routine. The widow appeared at her meals with the air
of a meek and suffering martyr; Holcroft was exceedingly brief in his
replies to her questions, and paid no heed to her remarks. After
supper and his evening work, he went directly to his room. Every day,
however, he secretly chafed with ever-increasing discontent, over this
tormenting presence in his house. The mending and such work as she
attempted was so wretchedly performed that it would better have been
left undone. She was also recovering her garrulousness, and mistook
his toleration and her immunity in the parlor for proof of a growing
consideration. "He knows that my hands were never made for such coarse,
menial tasks as that Viggins does," she thought, as she darned one of
his stockings in a way that would render it almost impossible for him
to put his foot into it again. "The events of last Monday morning were
unfortunate, unforeseen, unprecedented. I was unprepared for such
vulgar, barbarous, unheard-of proceedings--taken off my feet, as it
were; but now that he's had time to think it all over, he sees that I
am not a common woman like Viggins,"--Mrs. Mumpson would have suffered
rather than have accorded her enemy the prefix of Mrs.,--"who is only
fit to be among pots and kettles. He leaves me in the parlor as if a
refined apartment became me and I became it. Time and my influence
will mellow, soften, elevate, develop, and at last awaken a desire for
my society, then yearnings. My first error was in not giving myself
time to make a proper impression. He will soon begin to yield like the
earth without. First it is hard and frosty, then it is cold and muddy,
if I may permit myself so disagreeable an illustration. Now he is
becoming mellow, and soon every word I utter will be like good seed in
good ground. How aptly it all fits! I have only to be patient."
She was finally left almost to utter idleness, for Jane and Mrs.
Wiggins gradually took from the incompetent hands even the light tasks
which she had attempted. She made no protest, regarding all as another
proof that Holcroft was beginning to recognize her superiority and
unfitness for menial tasks. She would maintain, however, her character
as the caretaker and ostentatiously inspected everything; she also
tried to make as much noise in fastening up the dwelling at night as if
she were barricading a castle. Holcroft would listen grimly, well
aware that no house had been entered in Oakville during his memory. He
had taken an early occasion to say at the table that he wished no one
to enter his room except Jane, and that he would not permit any
infringement of this rule. Mrs. Mumpson's feelings had been hurt at
first by this order, but she soon satisfied herself that it had been
meant for Mrs. Wiggins' benefit and not her own. She found, however,
that Jane interpreted it literally. "If either of you set foot in that
room, I'll tell him," she said flatly. "I've had my orders and I'm
a-goin' to obey. There's to be no more rummagin'. If you'll give me
the keys I'll put things back in order ag'in."
"Well, I won't give you the keys. I'm the proper person to put things
in order if you did not replace them properly. You are just making an
excuse to rummage yourself. My motive for inspecting is very different
from yours."
"Shouldn't wonder if you was sorry some day," the girl had remarked,
and so the matter had dropped and been forgotten.
Holcroft solaced himself with the fact that Jane and Mrs. Wiggins
served his meals regularly and looked after the dairy with better care
than it had received since his wife died. "If I had only those two in
the house, I could get along first-rate," he thought. "After the three
months are up, I'll try to make such an arrangement. I'd pay the
mother and send her off now, but if I did, Lemuel Weeks would put her
up to a lawsuit."
April days brought the longed-for plowing and planting, and the farmer
was so busy and absorbed in his work that Mrs. Mumpson had less and
less place in his thoughts, even as a thorn in the flesh. One bright
afternoon, however, chaos came again unexpectedly. Mrs. Wiggins did
not suggest a volatile creature, yet such, alas! she was. She
apparently exhaled and was lost, leaving no trace. The circumstances
of her disappearance permit of a very matter-of-fact and not very
creditable explanation. On the day in question she prepared an
unusually good dinner, and the farmer had enjoyed it in spite of Mrs.
Mumpson's presence and desultory remarks. The morning had been fine
and he had made progress in his early spring work. Mrs. Wiggins felt
that her hour and opportunity had come. Following him to the door, she
said in a low tone and yet with a decisive accent, as if she was
claiming a right, "Master, hi'd thank ye for me two weeks' wages."
He unsuspectingly and unhesitatingly gave it to her, thinking, "That's
the way with such people. They want to be paid often and be sure of
their money. She'll work all the better for having it."
Mrs. Wiggins knew the hour when the stage passed the house; she had
made up a bundle without a very close regard to meum or tuum, and was
ready to flit. The chance speedily came.
The "caretaker" was rocking in the parlor and would disdain to look,
while Jane had gone out to help plant some early potatoes on a warm
hillside. The coast was clear. Seeing the stage coming, the old woman
waddled down the lane at a remarkable pace, paid her fare to town, and
the Holcroft kitchen knew her no more.
That she found the "friend" she had wished to see on her way out to the
farm, and that this friend brought her quickly under Tom Watterly's
care again, goes without saying.
As the shadows lengthened and the robins became tuneful, Holcroft said,
"You've done well, Jane. Thank you. Now you can go back to the house."
The child soon returned in breathless haste to the field where the
farmer was covering the potato pieces she had dropped, and cried, "Mrs.
Wiggins's gone!"
Like a flash the woman's motive in asking for her wages occurred to
him, but he started for the house to assure himself of the truth.
"Perhaps she's in the cellar," he said, remembering the cider barrel,
"or else she's out for a walk."
"No, she aint," persisted Jane. "I've looked everywhere and all over
the barn, and she aint nowhere. Mother haint seen her, nuther."
With dreary misgivings, Holcroft remembered that he no longer had a
practical ally in the old Englishwoman, and he felt that a new breaking
up was coming. He looked wistfully at Jane, and thought, "I COULD get
along with that child if the other was away. But that can't be; SHE'D
visit here indefinitely if Jane stayed."
When Mrs. Mumpson learned from Jane of Mrs. Wiggins' disappearance, she
was thrown into a state of strong excitement. She felt that her hour
and opportunity might be near also, and she began to rock very fast.
"What else could he expect of such a female?" she soliloquized. "I've
no doubt but she's taken things, too. He'll now learn my value and
what it is to have a caretaker who will never desert him."
Spirits and courage rose with the emergency; her thoughts hurried her
along like a dry leaf caught in a March gale. "Yes," she murmured, "the
time has come for me to act, to dare, to show him in his desperate need
and hour of desertion what might be, may be, must be. He will now see
clearly the difference between these peculiar females who come and go,
and a respecterble woman and a mother who can be depended upon--one who
will never steal away like a thief in the night."
She saw Holcroft approaching the house with Jane; she heard him ascend
to Mrs. Wiggins' room, then return to the kitchen and ejaculate, "Yes,
she's gone, sure enough."
"Now, ACT!" murmured the widow, and she rushed toward the farmer with
clasped hands, and cried with emotion, "Yes, she's gone; but I'm not
gone. You are not deserted. Jane will minister to you; I will be the
caretaker, and our home will be all the happier because that monstrous
creature is absent. Dear Mr. Holcroft, don't be so blind to your own
interests and happiness, don't remain undeveloped! Everything is wrong
here if you would but see it. You are lonely and desolate. Moth and
rust have entered, things in unopened drawers and closets are molding
and going to waste. Yield to true female influence and--"
Holcroft had been rendered speechless at first by this onslaught, but
the reference to unopened drawers and closets awakened a sudden
suspicion. Had she dared to touch what had belonged to his wife?
"What!" he exclaimed sharply, interrupting her; then with an expression
of disgust and anger, he passed her swiftly and went to his room. A
moment later came the stern summons, "Jane, come here!"
"Now you'll see what'll come of that rummagin'," whimpered Jane. "You
aint got no sense at all to go at him so. He's jes' goin' to put us
right out," and she went upstairs as if to execution.
"Have I failed?" gasped Mrs. Mumpson, and retreating to the chair, she
rocked nervously.
"Jane," said Holcroft in hot anger, "my wife's things have been pulled
out of her bureau and stuffed back again as if they were no better than
dishcloths. Who did it?"
The child now began to cry aloud.
"There, there!" he said, with intense irritation, "I can't trust you
either."
"I haint--touched 'em--since you told me--told me--not to do things on
the sly," the girl sobbed brokenly; but he had closed the door upon her
and did not hear.
He could have forgiven her almost anything but this. Since she only
had been permitted to take care of his room, he naturally thought that
she had committed the sacrilege, and her manner had confirmed this
impression. Of course, the mother had been present and probably had
assisted; but he had expected nothing better of her.
He took the things out, folded and smoothed them as carefully as he
could with his heavy hands and clumsy fingers. His gentle, almost
reverent touch was in strange contrast with his flushed, angry face and
gleaming eyes. "This is the worst that's happened yet," he muttered.
"Oh, Lemuel Weeks! It's well you are not here now, or we might both
have cause to be sorry. It was you who put these prying, and for all I
know, thieving creatures into my house, and it was as mean a trick as
ever one man played another. You and this precious cousin of yours
thought you could bring about a marriage; you put her up to her
ridiculous antics. Faugh! The very thought of it all makes me sick."
"Oh, mother, what shall I do?" Jane cried, rushing into the parlor and
throwing herself on the floor, "he's goin' to put us right out."
"He can't put me out before the three months are up," quavered the
widow.
"Yes, he can. We've been a-rummagin' where we'd no bizniss to be.
He's mad enough to do anything; he jes' looks awful; I'm afraid of him."
"Jane," said her mother plaintively, "I feel indisposed. I think I'll
retire."
"Yes, that's the way with YOU," sobbed the child. "You get me into the
scrape and now you retire."
Mrs. Mumpson's confidence in herself and her schemes was terribly
shaken. "I must act very discreetly. I must be alone that I may think
over these untoward events. Mr. Holcroft has been so warped by the
past female influences of his life that there's no counting on his
action. He taxes me sorely," she explained, and then ascended the
stairs.
"Oh! Oh!" moaned the child as she writhed on the floor, "mother aint
got no sense at all. What IS goin' to become of me? I'd ruther hang
about his barn than go back to Cousin Lemuel's or any other cousin's."
Spurred by one hope, she at last sprung up and went to the kitchen. It
was already growing dark, and she lighted the lamp, kindled the fire,
and began getting supper with breathless energy.
As far as he could discover, Holcroft was satisfied that nothing had
been taken. In this respect he was right. Mrs. Mumpson's curiosity
and covetousness were boundless, but she would not steal. There are
few who do not draw the line somewhere.
Having tried to put the articles back as they were before, he locked
them up, and went hastily down and out, feeling that he must regain his
self-control and decide upon his future action at once. "I will then
carry out my purposes in a way that will give the Weeks tribe no chance
to make trouble."
As he passed the kitchen windows he saw Jane rushing about as if
possessed, and he stopped to watch her. It soon became evident that
she was trying to get his supper. His heart relented at once in spite
of himself. "The poor, wronged child!" he muttered. "Why should I be so
hard on her for doing what she's been brought up to do? Well, well,
it's too bad to send her away, but I can't help it. I'd lose my own
reason if the mother were here much longer, and if I kept Jane, her
idiotic mother would stay in spite of me. If she didn't, there'd be
endless talk and lawsuits, too, like enough, about separating parent
and child. Jane's too young and little, anyway, to be here alone and
do the work. But I'm sorry for her, I declare I am, and I wish I could
do something to give her a chance in the world. If my wife was only
living, we'd take and bring her up, disagreeable and homely as she is;
but there's no use of my trying to do anything alone. I fear, after
all, that I shall have to give up the old place and go--I don't know
where. What is to become of her?"
Chapter XVI.
Mrs. Mumpson's Vicissitudes
Having completed her preparations for supper, Jane stole timidly up to
Holcroft's room to summon him. Her first rap on his door was scarcely
audible, then she ventured to knock louder and finally to call him, but
there was no response. Full of vague dread she went to her mother's
room and said, "He won't answer me. He's so awful mad that I don't
know what he'll do."
"I think he has left his apartment," her mother moaned from the bed.
"Why couldn't yer tell me so before?" cried Jane. "What yer gone to bed
for? If you'd only show some sense and try to do what he brought you
here for, like enough he'd keep us yet."
"My heart's too crushed, Jane--"
"Oh, bother, bother!" and the child rushed away. She looked into the
dark parlor and called, "Mr. Holcroft!" Then she appeared in the
kitchen again, the picture of uncouth distress and perplexity. A
moment later she opened the door and darted toward the barn.
"What do you wish, Jane?" said Holcroft, emerging from a shadowy corner
and recalling her.
"Sup--supper's--ready," sobbed the child.
He came in and sat down at the table, considerately appearing not to
notice her until she had a chance to recover composure. She vigorously
used the sleeve of both arms in drying her eyes, then stole in and
found a seat in a dusky corner.
"Why don't you come to supper?" he asked quietly.
"Don't want any."
"You had better take some up to your mother."
"She oughtn't to have any."
"That doesn't make any difference. I want you to take up something to
her, and then come down and eat your supper like a sensible girl."
"I aint been sensible, nor mother nuther."
"Do as I say, Jane." The child obeyed, but she couldn't swallow
anything but a little coffee.
Holcroft was in a quandary. He had not the gift of speaking soothing
yet meaningless words, and was too honest to raise false hopes. He was
therefore almost as silent and embarrassed as Jane herself. To the
girl's furtive scrutiny he did not seem hardened against her, and she
at last ventured, "Say, I didn't touch them drawers after you told me
not to do anything on the sly."
"When were they opened? Tell me the truth, Jane."
"Mother opened them the first day you left us alone. I told her you
wouldn't like it, but she said she was housekeeper; she said how it was
her duty to inspect everything. I wanted to inspect, too. We was jes'
rummagin'--that's what it was. After the things were all pulled out,
mother got the rocker and wouldn't do anything. It was gettin' late,
and I was frightened and poked 'em back in a hurry. Mother wanted to
rummage ag'in the other day and I wouldn't let her; then, she wouldn't
let me have the keys so I could fix 'em up."
"But the keys were in my pocket, Jane."
"Mother has a lot of keys. I've told you jes' how it all was."
"Nothing was taken away?"
"No. Mother aint got sense, but she never takes things. I nuther
'cept when I'm hungry. Never took anything here. Say, are you goin' to
send us away?'
"I fear I shall have to, Jane. I'm sorry for you, for I believe you
would try to do the best you could if given a chance, and I can see you
never had a chance."
"No," said the child, blinking hard to keep the tears out of her eyes.
"I aint had no teachin'. I've jes' kinder growed along with the farm
hands and rough boys. Them that didn't hate me teased me. Say,
couldn't I stay in your barn and sleep in the hay?"
Holcroft was sorely perplexed and pushed away his half-eaten supper.
He knew himself what it was to be friendless and lonely, and his heart
softened toward this worse than motherless child.
"Jane," he said kindly, "I'm just as sorry for you as I can be, but you
don't know the difficulties in the way of what you wish, and I fear I
can't make you understand them. Indeed, it would not be best to tell
you all of them. If I could keep you at all, you should stay in the
house, and I'd be kind to you, but it can't be. I may not stay here
myself. My future course is very uncertain. There's no use of my
trying to go on as I have. Perhaps some day I can do something for
you, and if I can, I will. I will pay your mother her three months'
wages in full in the morning, and then I want you both to get your
things into your trunk, and I'll take you to your Cousin Lemuel's."
Driven almost to desperation, Jane suggested the only scheme she could
think of. "If you stayed here and I run away and came back, wouldn't
you keep me? I'd work all day and all night jes' for the sake of
stayin'."
"No, Jane," said Holcroft firmly, "you'd make me no end of trouble if
you did that. If you'll be a good girl and learn how to do things,
I'll try to find you a place among kind people some day when you're
older and can act for yourself."
"You're afraid 'fi's here mother'd come a-visitin," said the girl
keenly.
"You're too young to understand half the trouble that might follow. My
plans are too uncertain for me to tangle myself up. You and your
mother must go away at once, so I can do what I must do before it's too
late in the season. Here's a couple of dollars which you can keep for
yourself," and he went up to his room, feeling that he could not
witness the child's distress any longer.
He fought hard against despondency and tried to face the actual
condition of his affairs. "I might have known," he thought, "that
things would have turned out somewhat as they have, with such women in
the house, and I don't see much chance of getting better ones. I've
been so bent on staying and going on as I used to that I've just shut
my eyes to the facts." He got out an old account book and pored over
it a long time. The entries therein were blind enough, but at last he
concluded, "It's plain that I've lost money on the dairy ever since my
wife died, and the prospects now are worse than ever. That Weeks tribe
will set the whole town talking against me and it will be just about
impossible to get a decent woman to come here. I might as well have an
auction and sell all the cows but one at once. After that, if I find I
can't make out living alone, I'll put the place in better order and
sell or rent. I can get my own meals after a fashion, and old Jonathan
Johnson's wife will do my washing and mending. It's time it was done
better than it has been, for some of my clothes make me look like a
scarecrow. I believe Jonathan will come with his cross dog and stay
here too, when I must be away. Well, well, it's a hard lot for a man;
but I'd be about as bad off, and a hundred-fold more lonely, if I went
anywhere else.
"I can only feel my way along and live a day at a time. I'll learn
what can be done and what can't be. One thing is clear: I can't go on
with this Mrs. Mumpson in the house a day longer. She makes me creep
and crawl all over, and the first thing I know I shall be swearing like
a bloody pirate unless I get rid of her.
"If she wasn't such a hopeless idiot I'd let her stay for the sake of
Jane, but I won't pay her good wages to make my life a burden a day
longer," and with like self-communings he spent the evening until the
habit of early drowsiness overcame him.
The morning found Jane dispirited and a little sullen, as older and
wiser people are apt to be when disappointed. She employed herself in
getting breakfast carelessly and languidly, and the result was not
satisfactory.
"Where's your mother?" Holcroft asked when he came in.
"She told me to tell you she was indisposed."
"Indisposed to go to Lemuel Weeks'?"
"I 'spect she means she's sick."
He frowned and looked suspiciously at the girl. Here was a new
complication, and very possibly a trick.
"What's the matter with her?"
"Dunno."
"Well, she had better get well enough to go by this afternoon," he
remarked, controlling his irritation with difficulty, and nothing more
was said.
Full of his new plans he spent a busy forenoon and then came to dinner.
It was the same old story. He went up and knocked at Mrs. Mumpson's
door, saying that he wished to speak with her.
"I'm too indisposed to transact business," she replied feebly.
"You must be ready tomorrow morning," he called. "I have business plans
which can't be delayed," and he turned away muttering rather sulphurous
words.
"He will relent; his hard heart will soften at last--" But we shall not
weary the reader with the long soliloquies with which she beguiled her
politic seclusion, as she regarded it. Poor, unsophisticated Jane made
matters worse. The condition of life among her much-visited relatives
now existed again. She was not wanted, and her old sly, sullen, and
furtive manner reasserted itself. Much of Holcroft's sympathy was thus
alienated, yet he partially understood and pitied her. It became,
however, all the more clear that he must get rid of both mother and
child, and that further relations with either of them could only lead
to trouble.
The following morning only Jane appeared. "Is your mother really sick?"
he asked.
"S'pose so," was the laconic reply.
"You haven't taken much pains with the breakfast, Jane."
"'Taint no use."
With knitted brows he thought deeply, and silently ate the wretched
meal which had been prepared. Then, remarking that he might do some
writing, he went up to a small attic room which had been used
occasionally by a hired man. It contained a covered pipe-hole leading
into the chimney flue. Removing the cover, he stopped up the flue with
an old woolen coat. "I suppose I'll have to meet tricks with tricks,"
he muttered.
Returning to his own apartment, he lighted a fire in the stove and laid
upon the kindling blaze some dampened wood, then went out and quietly
hitched his horses to the wagon.
The pungent odor of smoke soon filled the house. The cover over the
pipe-hole in Mrs. Mumpson's room was not very secure, and thick volumes
began to pour in upon the startled widow. "Jane!" she shrieked.
If Jane was sullen toward Holcroft, she was furious at her mother, and
paid no heed at first to her cry.
"Jane, Jane, the house is on fire!"
Then the child did fly up the stairway. The smoke seemed to confirm
the words of her mother, who was dressing in hot haste. "Run and tell
Mr. Holcroft!" she cried.
"I won't," said the girl. "If he won't keep us in the house, I don't
care if he don't have any house."
"No, no, tell him!" screamed Mrs. Mumpson. "If we save his house he
will relent. Gratitude will overwhelm him. So far from turning us
away, he will sue, he will plead for forgiveness for his former
harshness; his home saved will be our home won. Just put our things in
the trunk first. Perhaps the house can't be saved, and you know we
must save OUR things. Help me, quick! There, there; now, now"--both
were sneezing and choking in a half-strangled manner. "Now let me lock
it; my hand trembles so; take hold and draw it out; drag it downstairs;
no matter how it scratches things!"
Having reached the hall below, she opened the door and shrieked for
Holcroft; Jane also began running toward the barn. The farmer came
hastily out, and shouted, "What's the matter?"
"The house is on fire!" they screamed in chorus.
To carry out his ruse, he ran swiftly to the house. Mrs. Mumpson stood
before him wringing her hands and crying, "Oh, dear Mr. Holcroft, can't
I do anything to help you? I would so like to help you and--"
"Yes, my good woman, let me get in the door and see what's the matter.
Oh, here's your trunk. That's sensible. Better get it outside," and
he went up the stairs two steps at a time and rushed into his room.
"Jane, Jane," ejaculated Mrs. Mumpson, sinking on a seat in the porch,
"he called me his good woman!" But Jane was busy dragging the trunk
out of doors. Having secured her own and her mother's worldly
possessions, she called, "Shall I bring water and carry things out?"
"No," he replied, "not yet. There's something the matter with the
chimney," and he hastened up to the attic room, removed the clog from
the flue, put on the cover again, and threw open the window.
Returning, he locked the door of the room which Mrs. Mumpson had
occupied and came downstairs. "I must get a ladder and examine the
chimney," he said as he passed.
"Oh, my dear Mr. Holcroft!" the widow began.
"Can't talk with you yet," and he hastened on.
"As soon as he's sure the house is safe, Jane, all will be well."
But the girl had grown hopeless and cynical. She had not penetrated
his scheme to restore her mother to health, but understood the man well
enough to be sure that her mother's hopes would end as they had in the
past. She sat down apathetically on the trunk to see what would happen
next.
After a brief inspection Holcroft came down from the roof and said,
"The chimney will have to be repaired," which was true enough and
equally so of other parts of the dwelling. The fortunes of the owner
were reflected in the appearance of the building.
If it were a possible thing Holcroft wished to carry out his ruse
undetected, and he hastened upstairs again, ostensibly to see that all
danger had passed, but in reality to prepare his mind for an intensely
disagreeable interview. "I'd rather face a mob of men than that one
idiotic woman," he muttered. "I could calculate the actions of a
setting hen with her head cut off better than I can this widow's. But
there's no help for it," and he came down looking very resolute. "I've
let the fire in my stove go out, and there's no more danger," he said
quietly, as he sat down on the porch opposite Mrs. Mumpson.
"Oh-h," she exclaimed, with a long breath of relief, "we've saved the
dwelling. What would we have done if it had burned down! We would
have been homeless."
"That may be my condition soon, as it is," he said coldly. "I am very
glad, Mrs. Mumpson, that you are so much better. As Jane told you, I
suppose, I will pay you the sum I agreed to give you for three months'
service--"
"My dear Mr. Holcroft, my nerves have been too shaken to talk business
this morning," and the widow leaned back and looked as if she were
going to faint. "I'm only a poor lone woman," she added feebly, "and
you cannot be so lacking in the milk of human kindness as to take
advantage of me."
"No, madam, nor shall I allow you and Lemuel Weeks to take advantage of
me. This is my house and I have a right to make my own arrangements."
"It might all be arranged so easily in another way," sighed the widow.
"It cannot be arranged in any other way--" he began.
"Mr. Holcroft," she cried, leaning suddenly forward with clasped hands
and speaking effusively, "you but now called me your good woman. Think
how much those words mean. Make them true, now that you've spoken
them. Then you won't be homeless and will never need a caretaker."
"Are you making me an offer of marriage?" he asked with lowering brow.
"Oh, no, indeed!" she simpered. "That wouldn't be becoming in me. I'm
only responding to your own words."
Rising, he said sternly, "No power on earth could induce me to marry
you, and that would be plain enough if you were in your right mind. I
shall not stand this foolishness another moment. You must go with me
at once to Lemuel Weeks'. If you will not, I'll have you taken to an
insane asylum."
"To an insane asylum! What for?" she half shrieked, springing to her
feet.
"You'll see," he replied, going down the steps. "Jump up, Jane! I
shall take the trunk to your cousin's. If you are so crazy as to stay
in a man's house when he don't want you and won't have you, you are fit
only for an asylum."
Mrs. Mumpson was sane enough to perceive that she was at the end of her
adhesive resources. In his possession of her trunk, the farmer also
had a strategic advantage which made it necessary for her to yield.
She did so, however, with very bad grace. When he drove up, she
bounced into the wagon as if made of India rubber, while Jane followed
slowly, with a look of sullen apathy. He touched his horses with the
whip into a smart trot, scarcely daring to believe in his good fortune.
The lane was rather steep and rough, and he soon had to pull up lest
the object of his unhappy solicitude should be jolted out of the
vehicle. This gave the widow her chance to open fire. "The end has not
come yet, Mr. Holcroft," she said vindictively. "You may think you are
going to have an easy triumph over a poor, friendless, unfortunate,
sensitive, afflicted woman and a fatherless child, but you shall soon
learn that there's a law in the land. You have addressed improper
words to me, you have threatened me, you have broken your agreement. I
have writings, I have a memory, I have language to plead the cause of
the widow and the fatherless. I have been wronged, outraged, trampled
upon, and then turned out of doors. The indignant world shall hear my
story, the finger of scorn will be pointed at you. Your name will
become a byword and a hissing. Respecterble women, respecterbly
connected, will stand aloof and shudder."
The torrent of words was unchecked except when the wheels struck a
stone, jolting her so severely that her jaws came together with a click
as if she were snapping at him.
He made no reply whatever, but longed to get his hands upon Lemuel
Weeks. Pushing his horses to a high rate of speed, he soon reached that
interested neighbor's door, intercepting him just as he was starting to
town.
He looked very sour as he saw his wife's relatives, and demanded
harshly, "What does this mean?"
"It means," cried Mrs. Mumpson in her high, cackling tones, "that he's
said things and done things too awful to speak of; that he's broken his
agreement and turned us out of doors."
"Jim Holcroft," said Mr. Weeks, blustering up to the wagon, "you can't
carry on with this high hand. Take these people back to your house
where they belong, or you'll be sorry."
Holcroft sprang out, whirled Mr. Weeks out of his way, took out the
trunk, then with equal expedition and no more ceremony lifted down Mrs.
Mumpson and Jane.
"Do you know what you're about?" shouted Mr. Weeks in a rage. "I'll
have the law on you this very day."
Holcroft maintained his ominous silence as he hitched his horses
securely. Then he strode toward Weeks, who backed away from him. "Oh,
don't be afraid, you sneaking, cowardly fox!" said the farmer bitterly.
"If I gave you your desserts, I'd take my horsewhip to you. You're
going to law me, are you? Well, begin today, and I'll be ready for you.
I won't demean myself by answering that woman, but I'm ready for you in
any way you've a mind to come. I'll put you and your wife on the
witness stand. I'll summon Cousin Abram, as you call him, and his
wife, and compel you all under oath to give Mrs. Mumpson a few
testimonials. I'll prove the trick you played on me and the lies you
told. I'll prove that this woman, in my absence, invaded my room, and
with keys of her own opened my dead wife's bureau and pulled out her
things. I'll prove that she hasn't earned her salt and can't, and may
prove something more. Now, if you want to go to law, begin. Nothing
would please me better than to show up you and your tribe. I've
offered to pay this woman her three months' wages in full, and so have
kept my agreement. She has not kept hers, for she's only sat in a
rocking chair and made trouble. Now, do as you please. I'll give you
all the law you want. I'd like to add a horsewhipping, but that would
give you a case and now you haven't any."
As Holcroft uttered these words sternly and slowly, like a man angry
indeed but under perfect self-control, the perspiration broke out on
Weeks' face. He was aware that Mrs. Mumpson was too well known to play
the role of a wronged woman, and remembered what his testimony and that
of many others would be under oath. Therefore, he began, "Oh, well,
Mr. Holcroft! There's no need of your getting in such a rage and
threatening so; I'm willing to talk the matter over and only want to do
the square thing."
The farmer made a gesture of disgust as he said, "I understand you,
Lemuel Weeks. There's no talking needed and I'm in no mood for it.
Here's the money I agreed to pay. I'll give it to Mrs. Mumpson when
she has signed this paper, and you've signed as witness of her
signature. Otherwise, it's law. Now decide quick, I'm in a hurry."
Objections were interposed, and Holcroft, returning the money to his
pocket, started for his team, without a word. "Oh, well!" said Weeks in
strong irritation, "I haven't time for a lawsuit at this season of the
year. You are both cranks, and I suppose it would be best for me and
my folks to be rid of you both. It's a pity, though, you couldn't be
married and left to fight it out."
Holcroft took the whip from his wagon and said quietly, "If you speak
another insulting word, I'll horsewhip you and take my chances."
Something in the man's look prevented Weeks from uttering another
unnecessary remark. The business was soon transacted, accompanied
with Mrs. Mumpson's venomous words, for she had discovered that she
could stigmatize Holcroft with impunity. He went to Jane and shook her
hand as he said goodby. "I am sorry for you, and I won't forget my
promise;" then drove rapidly away.
"Cousin Lemuel," said Mrs. Mumpson plaintively, "won't you have Timothy
take my trunk to our room?"
"No, I won't," he snapped. "You've had your chance and have fooled it
away. I was just going to town, and you and Jane will go along with
me," and he put the widow's trunk into his wagon.
Mrs. Weeks came out and wiped her eyes ostentatiously with her apron as
she whispered, "I can't help it, Cynthy. When Lemuel goes off the
handle in this way, it's no use for me to say anything."
Mrs. Mumpson wept hysterically as she was driven away. Jane's sullen
and apathetic aspect had passed away in part for Holcroft's words had
kindled something like hope.
Chapter XVII.
A Momentous Decision
It must be admitted that Holcroft enjoyed his triumph over Lemuel Weeks
very much after the fashion of the aboriginal man. Indeed, he was
almost sorry he had not been given a little more provocation, knowing
well that, had this been true, his neighbor would have received a
fuller return for his interested efforts. As he saw his farmhouse in
the shimmering April sunlight, as the old churning dog came forward,
wagging his tail, the farmer said, "This is the only place which can
ever be home to me. Well, well! It's queer about people. Some, when
they go, leave you desolate; others make you happy by their absence. I
never dreamed that silly Mumpson could make me happy, but she has.
Blessed if I don't feel happy! The first time in a year or more!" And
he began to whistle old "Coronation" in the most lively fashion as he
unharnessed his horses.
A little later, he prepared himself a good dinner and ate it in
leisurely enjoyment, sharing a morsel now and then with the old dog.
"You're a plaguey sight better company than she was," he mused. "That
poor little stray cat of a Jane! What will become of her? Well, well!
Soon as she's old enough to cut loose from her mother, I'll try to give
her a chance, if it's a possible thing."
After dinner, he made a rough draught of an auction bill, offering his
cows for sale, muttering as he did so, "Tom Watterly'll help me put it
in better shape." Then he drove a mile away to see old Mr. And Mrs.
Johnson. The former agreed for a small sum to mount guard with his dog
during the farmer's occasional absences, and the latter readily
consented to do the washing and mending.
"What do I want of any more 'peculiar females,' as that daft widow
called 'em?" he chuckled on his return. "Blames if she wasn't the most
peculiar of the lot. Think of me marrying her!" and the hillside
echoed to his derisive laugh. "As I feel today, there's a better chance
of my being struck by lightning than marrying, and I don't think any
woman could do it in spite of me. I'll run the ranch alone."
That evening he smoked his pipe cheerfully beside the kitchen fire, the
dog sleeping at his feet. "I declare," he said smilingly, "I feel quite
at home."
In the morning, after attending to his work, he went for old Jonathan
Johnson and installed him in charge of the premises; then drove to the
almshouse with all the surplus butter and eggs on hand. Tom Watterly
arrived at the door with his fast-trotting horse at the same time, and
cried, "Hello, Jim! Just in time. I'm a sort of grass widower
today--been taking my wife out to see her sister. Come in and take pot
luck with me and keep up my spirits."
"Well, now, Tom," said Holcroft, shaking hands, "I'm glad, not that
your wife's away, although it does make me downhearted to contrast your
lot and mine, but I'm glad you can give me a little time, for I want to
use that practical head of yours--some advice, you know."
"All right. Nothing to do for an hour or two but eat dinner and smoke
my pipe with you. Here, Bill! Take this team and feed 'em."
"Hold on," said Holcroft, "I'm not going to sponge on you. I've got
some favors to ask, and I want you to take in return some butter half
spoiled in the making and this basket of eggs. They're all right."
"Go to thunder, Holcroft! What do you take me for? When you've filled
your pipe after dinner will you pull an egg out of your pocket and say,
'That's for a smoke?' No, no, I don't sell any advice to old friends
like you. I'll buy your butter and eggs at what they're worth and have
done with 'em. Business is one thing, and sitting down and talking
over an old crony's troubles is another. I'm not a saint, Jim, as you
know--a man in politics can't be--but I remember when we were boys
together, and somehow thinking of those old days always fetches me.
Come in, for dinner is a-waiting, I guess."
"Well, Tom, saint or no saint, I'd like to vote for you for gov'nor."
"This aint an electioneering trick, as you know. I can play them off
as well as the next feller when there's need, kiss the babies and all
that."
Dinner was placed on the table immediately, and in a few moments the
friends were left alone. Then Holcroft related in a half comic, half
serious manner his tribulations with the help. Tom sat back in his
chair and roared at the account of the pitched battle between the two
widows and the final smoking out of Mrs. Mumpson, but he reproached his
friend for not having horsewhipped Lemuel Weeks. "Don't you remember,
Jim, he was a sneaking, tricky chap when we were at school together? I
licked him once, and it always does me good to think of it."
"I own it takes considerable to rile me to the point of striking a man,
especially on his own land. His wife was looking out the window, too.
If we'd been out in the road or anywhere else--but what's the use? I'm
glad now it turned out as it has for I've too much on my mind for
lawsuits, and the less one has to do with such cattle as Weeks the
better. Well, you see I'm alone again, and I'm going to go it alone.
I'm going to sell my cows and give up the dairy, and the thing I wanted
help in most is the putting this auction bill in shape; also advice as
to whether I had better try to sell here in town or up at the farm."
Tom shook his head dubiously and scarcely glanced at the paper. "Your
scheme don't look practical to me," he said. "I don't believe you can
run that farm alone without losing money. You'll just keep on going
behind till the first thing you know you'll clap a mortgage on it.
Then you'll soon be done for. What's more, you'll break down if you try
to do both outdoor and indoor work. Busy times will soon come, and you
won't get your meals regularly; you'll be living on coffee and anything
that comes handiest; your house will grow untidy and not fit to live
in. If you should be taken sick, there'd be no one to do for you.
Lumbermen, hunters, and such fellows can rough it alone awhile, but I
never heard of a farm being run by man-power alone. Now as to selling
out your stock, look at it. Grazing is what your farm's good for
mostly. It's a pity you're so bent on staying there. Even if you
didn't get very much for the place, from sale or rent, you'd have
something that was sure. A strong, capable man like you could find
something to turn your hand to. Then you could board in some
respectable family, and not have to live like Robinson Crusoe. I've
thought it over since we talked last, and if I was you I'd sell or
rent."
"It's too late in the season to do either," said Holcroft dejectedly.
"What's more, I don't want to, at least not this year. I've settled
that, Tom. I'm going to have one more summer on the old place, anyway,
if I have to live on bread and milk."
"You can't make bread."
"I'll have it brought from town on the stage."
"Well, it's a pity some good, decent woman--There, how should I come to
forget all about HER till this minute? I don't know whether it would
work. Perhaps it would. There's a woman here out of the common run.
She has quite a story, which I'll tell you in confidence. Then you can
say whether you'd like to employ her or not. If you WILL stay on the
farm, my advice is that you have a woman to do the housework, and me
and Angy must try to find you one, if the one I have in mind won't
answer. The trouble is, Holcroft, to get the right kind of a woman to
live there alone with you, unless you married her. Nice women don't
like to be talked about, and I don't blame 'em. The one that's here,
though, is so friendless and alone in the world that she might be glad
enough to get a home almost anywheres."
"Well, well! Tell me about her," said Holcroft gloomily. "But I'm about
discouraged in the line of women help."
Watterly told Alida's story with a certain rude pathos which touched
the farmer's naturally kind heart, and he quite forgot his own need in
indignation at the poor woman's wrongs. "It's a **** shame!" he said
excitedly, pacing the room. "I say, Tom, all the law in the land
wouldn't keep me from giving that fellow a whipping or worse."
"Well, she won't prosecute; she won't face the public; she just wants
to go to some quiet place and work for her bread. She don't seem to
have any friends, or else she's too ashamed to let them know."
"Why, of course I'd give such a woman a refuge till she could do
better. What man wouldn't?"
"A good many wouldn't. What's more, if she went with you her story
might get out, and you'd both be talked about."
"I don't care that for gossip," with a snap of his fingers. "You know
I'd treat her with respect."
"What I know, and what other people would say, are two very different
things. Neither you nor anyone else can go too strongly against public
opinion. Still, it's nobody's business," added Tom thoughtfully.
"Perhaps it's worth the trial. If she went I think she'd stay and do
the best by you she could. Would you like to see her?"
"Yes."
Alida was summoned and stood with downcast eyes in the door. "Come in
and take a chair," said Tom kindly. "You know I promised to be on the
lookout for a good place for you. Well, my friend here, Mr. Holcroft,
whom I've known ever since I was a boy, wants a woman to do general
housework and take care of the dairy."
She gave the farmer one of those swift, comprehensive glances by which
women take in a personality, and said in a tone of regret, "But I don't
understand dairy work."
"Oh, you'd soon learn. It's just the kind of a place you said you
wanted, a lonely, out-of-the-way farm and no other help kept. What's
more, my friend Holcroft is a kind, honest man. He'd treat you right.
He knows all about your trouble and is sorry for you."
If Holcroft had been an ogre in appearance, he would have received the
grateful glance which she now gave him as she said, "I'd be only too
glad to work for you, sir, if you think I can do, or learn to do, what
is required."
Holcroft, while his friend was speaking, had studied closely Alida's
thin, pale face, and he saw nothing in it not in harmony with the story
he had heard. "I am sorry for you," he said kindly. "I believe you
never meant to do wrong and have tried to do right. I will be
perfectly honest with you. My wife is dead, the help I had has left
me, and I live alone in the house. The truth is, too, that I could not
afford to keep two in help, and there would not be work for them both."
Alida had learned much in her terrible adversity, and had, moreover the
instincts of a class superior to the position she was asked to take.
She bowed low to hide the burning flush that crimsoned her pale cheeks
as she faltered, "It may seem strange to you, sirs, that one situated
as I am should hesitate, but I have never knowingly done anything which
gave people the right to speak against me. I do not fear work, I would
humbly try to do my best, but--" She hesitated and rose as if to retire.
"I understand you," said Holcroft kindly, "and I don't blame you for
doing what you think is right."
"I'm very sorry, sir," she replied, tears coming into her eyes as she
went out of the room.
"There it is, Holcroft," said Tom. "I believe she's just the one for
you, but you can see she isn't of the common kind. She knows as well
as you and me how people would talk, especially if her story came out,
as like enough it will."
"Hang people!" snarled the farmer.
"Yes, a good lot of 'em deserve hanging, but it wouldn't help you any
just now. Perhaps she'd go with you if you got another girl or took an
old woman from the house here to keep her company."
"I'm sick to death of such hags," said the farmer with an impatient
gesture. Then he sat down and looked at his friend as if a plan was
forming in his mind of which he scarcely dare speak.
"Well, out with it!" said Tom.
"Have you ever seen a marriage ceremony performed by a justice of the
peace?" Holcroft asked slowly.
"No, but they do it often enough. What! Are you going to offer her
marriage?"
"You say she is homeless and friendless?'
"Yes."
"And you believe she is just what she seems--just what her story shows
her to be?"
"Yes. I've seen too many frauds to be taken in. She isn't a fraud.
Neither does she belong to that miserable, wishy-washy, downhill class
that sooner or later fetches up in a poorhouse. They say we're all
made of dust, but some seem made of mud. You could see she was out of
the common; and she's here on account of the wrong she received and not
the wrong she did. I say all this in fairness to her; but when it
comes to marrying her, that's another question."
"Tom, as I've told you, I don't want to marry. In fact, I couldn't go
before a minister and promise what I'd have to. But I could do
something like this. I could give this woman an honest name and a home.
It would be marriage before the law. No one could ever say a word
against either of us. I would be true and kind to her and she should
share in my fortunes. That's all. You have often advised me to marry,
and you know if I did it couldn't be anything else but a business
affair. Then it ought to be done in a businesslike way. You say I
can't get along alone, and like enough you're right. I've learned more
from this woman's manner than I have in a year why I can't get and keep
the right kind of help, and I now feel if I could find a good, honest
woman who would make my interest hers, and help me make a living in my
own home, I'd give her my name and all the security which an honest
name conveys. Now, this poor woman is in sore need and she might be
grateful for what I can do, while any other woman would naturally
expect me to promise more than I honestly can. Anyhow, I'd have to go
through the form, and I can't and won't go and say sacred words--just
about what I said when I married my wife--and know all the time I was
lying."
"Well, Holcroft, you're a queer dick and this is a queer plan of yours.
You're beyond my depth now and I can't advise."
"Why is it a queer plan? Things only seem odd because they are not
common. As a matter of fact, you advise a business marriage. When I
try to follow your advice honestly and not dishonestly, you say I'm
queer."
"I suppose if everybody became honest, it would be the queerest world
every known," said Tom laughing. "Well, you might do worse than marry
this woman. I can tell you that marrying is risky business at best.
You know a justice will tie you just as tight as a minister, and while
I've given you my impression about this woman, I KNOW little about her
and you know next to nothing."
"I guess that would be the case, anyhow. If you set out to find a wife
for me, where is there a woman that you actually do know more about?
As for my going here and there, to get acquainted, it's out of the
question. All my feelings rise up against such a course. Now, I feel
sorry for this woman. She has at least my sympathy. If she is as
friendless, poor, and unhappy as she seems, I might do her as great a
kindness as she would do for me if she could take care of my home. I
wouldn't expect very much. It would be a comfort just to have someone
in the house that wouldn't rob or waste, and who, knowing what her
station was, would be content. Of course I'd have to talk it over with
her and make my purpose clear. She might agree with you that it's too
queer to be thought of. If so, that would be the end of it."
"Will, Jim, you always finish by half talking me over to your side of a
question. Now, if my wife was home, I don't believe she'd listen to
any such plan."
"No, I suppose she wouldn't. She'd believe in people marrying and
doing everything in the ordinary way. But neither I nor this woman is
in ordinary circumstances. Do you know of a justice?"
"Yes, and you know him, too; Justice Harkins."
"Why, certainly. He came from our town and I knew him when he was a
boy, although I haven't seen much of him of late years."
"Well, shall I go and say to this woman--Alida Armstrong is her name
now, I suppose--that you wish to see her again?"
"Yes, I shall tell her the truth. Then she can decide."
Chapter XVIII.
Holcroft Gives His Hand
Alida was seated by a window with some of the mending in which she
assisted, and, as usual, was apart by herself. Watterly entered the
large apartment quietly, and at first she did not observe him. He had
time to note that she was greatly dejected, and when she saw him she
hastily wiped tears from her eyes.
"You are a good deal cast down, Alida," he said, watching her closely.
"I've reason to be. I don't see any light ahead at all."
"Well, you know the old saying, 'It's darkest before day.' I want you
to come with me again. I think I've found a chance for you."
She rose with alacrity and followed. As soon as they were alone, he
turned and looked her squarely in the face as he said gravely, "You
have good common sense, haven't you?"
"I don't know, sir," she faltered, perplexed and troubled by the
question.
"Well, you can understand this much, I suppose. As superintendent of
this house I have a responsible position, which I could easily lose if
I allowed myself to be mixed up with anything wrong or improper. To
come right to the point, you don't know much about me and next to
nothing of my friend Holcroft, but can't you see that even if I was a
heartless, good-for-nothing fellow, it wouldn't be wise or safe for me
to permit anything that wouldn't bear the light?"
"I think you are an honest man, sir. It would be strange if I did not
have confidence when you have judged me and treated me so kindly. But,
Mr. Watterly, although helpless and friendless, I must try to do what I
think is best. If I accepted Mr. Holcroft's position it might do him
harm. You know how quick the world is to misjudge. It would seem to
confirm everything that has been said against me," and the same painful
flush again overspread her features.
"Well, Alida, all that you have to do is to listen patiently to my
friend. Whether you agree with his views or not, you will see that he
is a good-hearted, honest man. I want to prepare you for this talk by
assuring you that I've known him since he was a boy, that he has lived
all his life in this region and is known by many others, and that I
wouldn't dare let him ask you to do anything wrong, even if I was bad
enough."
"I'm sure, sir, you don't wish me any harm," she again faltered in deep
perplexity.
"Indeed I don't. I don't advise my friend's course; neither do I
oppose it. He's certainly old enough to act for himself. I suppose I'm
a rough counselor for a young woman, but since you appear to have so
few friends I'm inclined to act as one. Just you stand on the question
of right and wrong, and dismiss from your mind all foolish notions of
what people will say. As a rule, all the people in the world can't do
as much for us as somebody in particular. Now you go in the parlor and
listen like a sensible woman. I'll be reading the paper, and the girl
will be clearing off the table in the next room here."
Puzzled and trembling, Alida entered the apartment where Holcroft was
seated. She was so embarrassed that she could not lift her eyes to him.
"Please sit down," he said gravely, "and don't be troubled, much less
frightened. You are just as free to act as ever you were in your life."
She sat down near the door and compelled herself to look at him, for
she felt instinctively that she might gather more from the expression
of his face than from his words.
"Alida Armstrong is your name, Mr. Watterly tells me?"
"Yes, sir."
"Well, Alida, I want to have a plain business talk with you. That's
nothing to be nervous and worried about, you know. As I told you, I've
heard your story. It has made me sorry for you instead of setting me
against you. It has made me respect you as a right-minded woman, and I
shall give you good proof that my words are true. At the same time, I
shan't make any false pretenses to what isn't true and couldn't be
true. Since I've heard your story, it's only fair you should hear
mine, and I ought to tell it first."
He went over the past very briefly until he came to the death of his
wife. There was simple and homely pathos in the few sentences with
which he referred to this event. Then more fully he enlarged upon his
efforts and failure to keep house with hired help. Unconsciously, he
had taken the best method to enlist her sympathy. The secluded cottage
and hillside farm became realities to her fancy. She saw how the man's
heart clung to his home, and his effort to keep it touched her deeply.
"Oh!" she thought, "I do wish there was some way for me to go there.
The loneliness of the place which drove others away is the chief
attraction for me. Then it would be pleasant to work for such a man
and make his home comfortable for him. It's plain from his words and
looks that he's as honest and straightforward as the day is long. He
only wants to keep his home and make his living in peace."
As he had talked her nervous embarrassment passed away, and the deep
sense of her own need was pressing upon her again. She saw that he
also was in great need. His business talk was revealing deep trouble
and perplexity. With the quick intuitions of a woman, her mind went
far beyond his brief sentences and saw all the difficulties of his lot.
His feeling reference to the loss of his wife proved that he was not a
coarse-natured man. As he spoke so plainly of his life during the past
year, her mind was insensibly abstracted from everything but his want
and hers, and she thought his farmhouse afforded just the secluded
refuge she craved. As he drew near the end of his story and hesitated
in visible embarrassment, she mustered courage to say timidly, "Would
you permit a suggestion from me?"
"Why, certainly."
"You have said, sir, that your business and means would not allow you
to keep two in help, and as you have been speaking I have tried to
think of some way. The fact that your house is so lonely is just the
reason why I should like to work in it. As you can understand, I have
no wish to meet strangers. Now, sir, I am willing to work for very
little; I should be glad to find such a quiet refuge for simply my
board and clothes, and I would do my very best and try to learn what I
did not know. It seems to me that if I worked for so little you might
think you could afford to hire some elderly woman also?" and she looked
at him in the eager hope that he would accept her proposition.
He shook his head as he replied, "I don't know of any such person. I
took the best one in this house, and you know how she turned out."
"Perhaps Mr. Watterly may know of someone else," she faltered. She was
now deeply troubled and perplexed again, supposing that he was about to
renew his first proposition that she should be his only help.
"If Mr. Watterly did know of anyone I would make the trial, but he does
not. Your offer is very considerate and reasonable, but--" and he
hesitated again, scarcely knowing how to go on.
"I am sorry, sir," she said, rising, as if to end the interview.
"Stay," he said, "you do not understand me yet. Of course I should not
make you the same offer that I did at first, after seeing your feeling
about it, and I respect you all the more because you so respect
yourself. What I had in mind was to give you my name, and it's an
honest name. If we were married it would be perfectly proper for you
to go with me, and no one could say a word against either of us."
"Oh!" she gasped, in strong agitation and surprise.
"Now don't be so taken aback. It's just as easy for you to refuse as
it is to speak, but listen first. What seems strange and unexpected
may be the most sensible thing for us both. You have your side of the
case to think of just as truly as I have mine; and I'm not forgetting,
and I don't ask you to forget, that I'm still talking business. You
and I have both been through too much trouble and loss to say any silly
nonsense to each other. You've heard my story, yet I'm almost a
stranger to you as you are to me. We'd both have to take considerable
on trust. Yet I know I'm honest and well-meaning, and I believe you
are. Now look at it. Here we are, both much alone in the world--both
wishing to live a retired, quiet life. I don't care a rap for what
people say as long as I'm doing right, and in this case they'd have
nothing to say. It's our own business. I don't see as people will
ever do much for you, and a good many would impose on you and expect
you to work beyond your strength. They might not be very kind or
considerate, either. I suppose you've thought of this?"
"Yes," she replied with bowed head. "I should meet coldness, probably
harshness and scorn."
"Well, you'd never meet anything of the kind in my house. I would
treat you with respect and kindness. At the same time, I'm not going
to mislead you by a word. You shall have a chance to decide in view of
the whole truth. My friend, Mr. Watterly, has asked me more'n once,
'Why don't you marry again?' I told him I had been married once, and
that I couldn't go before a minister and promise the same things over
again when they wasn't true. I can't make to you any promises or say
any words that are not true, and I don't ask or expect you to do what I
can't do. But it has seemed to me that our condition was out of the
common lot--that we could take each other for just what we might be to
each other and no more. You would be my wife in name, and I do not ask
you to be my wife in more than name. You would thus secure a good home
and the care and protection of one who would be kind to you, and I
would secure a housekeeper--one that would stay with me and make my
interests hers. It would be a fair, square arrangement between
ourselves, and nobody else's business. By taking this course, we don't
do any wrong to our feelings or have to say or promise anything that
isn't true."
"Yet I can't help saying, sir," she replied, in strong, yet repressed
agitation, "that your words sound very strange; and it seems stranger
still that you can offer marriage of any kind to a woman situated as I
am. You know my story, sir," she added, crimsoning, "and all may soon
know it. You would suffer wrong and injury."
"I offer you open and honorable marriage before the world, and no other
kind. Mr. Watterly and others--as many as you pleased--would witness
it, and I'd have you given a certificate at once. As for your story,
it has only awakened my sympathy. You have not meant to do any wrong.
Your troubles are only another reason in my mind for not taking any
advantage of you or deceiving you in the least. Look the truth
squarely in the face. I'm bent on keeping my house and getting my
living as I have done, and I need a housekeeper that will be true to
all my interests. Think how I've been robbed and wronged, and what a
dog's life I've lived in my own home. You need a home, a support, and
a protector. I couldn't come to you or go to any other woman and say
honestly more than this. Isn't it better for people to be united on
the ground of truth than to begin by telling a pack of lies?"
"But--but can people be married with such an understanding by a
minister? Wouldn't it be deceiving him?"
"I shall not ask you to deceive anyone. Any marriage that either you
or I could now make would be practically a business marriage. I should
therefore take you, if you were willing, to a justice and have a legal
or civil marriage performed, and this would be just as binding as any
other in the eye of the law. It is often done. This would be much
better to my mind than if people, situated as we are, went to a church
or a minister."
"Yes, yes, I couldn't do that."
"Well, now, Alida," he said, with a smile that wonderfully softened his
rugged features, "you are free to decide. It may seem to you a strange
sort of courtship, but we are both too old for much foolishness. I
never was sentimental, and it would be ridiculous to begin now. I'm
full of trouble and perplexity, and so are you. Are you willing to be
my wife so far as an honest name goes, and help me make a living for us
both? That's all I ask. I, in my turn, would promise to treat you
with kindness and respect, and give you a home as long as I lived and
to leave you all I have in the world if I died. That's all I could
promise. I'm a lonely, quiet man, and like to be by myself. I
wouldn't be much society for you. I've said more today than I might in
a month, for I felt that it was due to you to know just what you were
doing."
"Oh, sir," said Alida, trembling, and with tears in her eyes, "you do
not ask much and you offer a great deal. If you, a strong man, dread
to leave your home and go out into the world you know not where, think
how terrible it is for a weak, friendless woman to be worse than
homeless. I have lost everything, even my good name."
"No, no! Not in my eyes."
"Oh, I know, I know!" she cried, wringing her hands. "Even these
miserable paupers like myself have made me feel it. They have burned
the truth into my brain and heart. Indeed, sir, you do not realize
what you are doing or asking. It is not fit or meet that I should bear
your name. You might be sorry, indeed."
"Alida," said Holcroft gravely, "I've not forgotten your story, and you
shouldn't forget mine. Be sensible now. Don't I look old enough to
know what I'm about?"
"Oh, oh, oh!" she cried impetuously, "if I were only sure it was right!
It may be business to you, but it seems like life or death to me. It's
more than death--I don't fear that--but I do fear life, I do fear the
desperate struggle just to maintain a bare, dreary existence. I do
dread going out among strangers and seeing their cold curiosity and
their scorn. You can't understand a woman's heart. It isn't right for
me to die till God takes me, but life has seemed so horrible, meeting
suspicion on one side and cruel, significant looks of knowledge on the
other. I've been tortured even here by these wretched hags, and I've
envied even them, so near to death, yet not ashamed like me. I know,
and you should know, that my heart is broken, crushed, trampled into
the mire. I had felt that for me even the thought of marriage again
would be a mockery, a wicked thing, which I would never have a right to
entertain.--I never dreamt that anyone would think of such a thing,
knowing what you know. Oh, oh! Why have you tempted me so if it is
not right? I must do right. The feeling that I've not meant to do
wrong is all that has kept me from despair. But can it be right to let
you take me from the street, the poorhouse, with nothing to give but a
blighted name, a broken heart and feeble hands! See, I am but the
shadow of what I was, and a dark shadow at that. I could be only a
dismal shadow at any man's hearth. Oh, oh! I've thought and suffered
until my reason seemed going. You don't realize, you don't know the
depths into which I've fallen. It can't be right."
Holcroft was almost appalled at this passionate outburst in one who
thus far had been sad, indeed, yet self-controlled. He looked at her
in mingled pity and consternation. His own troubles had seemed heavy
enough, but he now caught glimpses of something far beyond trouble--of
agony, of mortal dread that bordered on despair. He could scarcely
comprehend how terrible to a woman like Alida were the recent events of
her life, and how circumstances, with illness, had all tended to create
a morbid horror of her situation. Like himself she was naturally
reticent in regard to her deeper feelings, patient and undemonstrative.
Had not his words evoked this outburst she might have suffered and died
in silence, but in this final conflict between conscience and hope, the
hot lava of her heart had broken forth. So little was he then able to
understand her, that suspicions crossed his mind. Perhaps his friend
Watterly had not heard the true story or else not the whole story. But
his straightforward simplicity stood him in good stead, and he said
gently, "Alida, you say I don't know, I don't realize. I believe you
will tell me the truth. You went to a minister and were married to a
man that you thought you had a right to marry--"
"You shall know it all from my own lips," she said, interrupting him;
"you have a right to know; and then you will see that it cannot be,"
and with bowed head, and low, rapid, passionate utterance, she poured
out her story. "That woman, his wife," she concluded, "made me feel
that I was of the scum and offscouring of the earth, and they've made
me feel so here, too--even these wretched paupers. So the world will
look on me till God takes me to my mother. O, thank God! She don't
know. Don' you see, now?" she asked, raising her despairing eyes from
which agony had dried all tears.
"Yes, I see you do," she added desperately, "for even you have turned
from me."
"Confound it!" cried Holcroft, standing up and searching his pockets
for a handkerchief. "I--I--I'd like--like to choke that fellow. If I
could get my hands on him, there'd be trouble. Turn away from you, you
poor wronged creature! Don't you see I'm so sorry for you that I'm
making a fool of myself? I, who couldn't shed a tear over my own
troubles--there, there,--come now, let us be sensible. Let's get back
to business, for I can't stand this kind of thing at all. I'm so
confused betwixt rage at him and pity for you--Let me see; this is
where we were: I want someone to take care of my home, and you want a
home. That's all there is about it now. If you say so, I'll make you
Mrs. Holcroft in an hour."
"I did not mean to work upon your sympathies, only to tell you the
truth. God bless you! That the impulses of your heart are so kind and
merciful. But let me be true to you as well as to myself. Go away and
think it all over calmly and quietly. Even for the sake of being
rescued from a life that I dread far more than death, I cannot let you
do that which you may regret unspeakably. Do not think I misunderstand
your offer. It's the only one I could think of, and I would not have
thought of it if you had not spoke. I have no heart to give. I could
be a wife only in name, but I could work like a slave for protection
from a cruel, jeering world; I could hope for something like peace and
respite from suffering if I only had a safe refuge. But I must not
have these if it is not right and best. Good to me must not come
through wrong to you."
"Tush, tush! You mustn't talk so. I can't stand it at all. I've
heard your story. It's just as I supposed at first, only a great deal
more so. Why, of course it's all right. It makes me believe in
Providence, it all turns out so entirely for our mutual good. I can do
as much to help you as you to help me. Now let's get back on the
sensible, solid ground from which we started. The idea of my wanting
you to work like a slave! Like enough some people would, and then
you'd soon break down and be brought back here again. No, no; I've
explained just what I wish and just what I mean. You must get over the
notion that I'm a sentimental fool, carried away by my feelings. How
Tom Watterly would laugh at the idea! My mind is made up now just as
much as it would be a week hence. This is no place for you, and I
don't like to think of your being here. My spring work is pressing,
too. Don't you see that by doing what I ask you can set me right on my
feet and start me uphill again after a year of miserable downhill work?
You have only to agree to what I've said, and you will be at home
tonight and I'll be quietly at my work tomorrow. Mr. Watterly will go
with us to the justice, who has known me all my life. Then, if anyone
ever says a word against you, he'll have me to settle with. Come,
Alida! Here's a strong hand that's able to take care of you."
She hesitated a moment, then clasped it like one who is sinking, and
before he divined her purpose, she kissed and bedewed it with tears.
Chapter XIX.
A Business Marriage
While Holcroft's sympathies had been deeply touched by the intense
emotion of gratitude which had overpowered Alida, he had also been
disturbed and rendered somewhat anxious. He was actually troubled lest
the woman he was about to marry should speedily begin to love him, and
develop a tendency to manifest her affection in a manner that would
seem to him extravagant and certainly disagreeable. Accustomed all his
life to repress his feelings, he wondered at himself and could not
understand how he had given way so unexpectedly. He was not
sufficiently versed in human nature to know that the depth of Alida's
distress was the adequate cause. If there had been a false or an
affected word, he would have remained cool enough. In his inability to
gauge his own nature as well as hers, he feared lest this businesslike
marriage was verging toward sentiment on her part. He did not like her
kissing his hand. He was profoundly sorry for her, but so he would
have been for any other woman suffering under the burden of a great
wrong. He felt that it would be embarrassing if she entertained
sentiments toward him which he could not reciprocate, and open
manifestations of regard would remind him of that horror of his life,
Mrs. Mumpson. He was not incapable of quick, strong sympathy in any
instance of genuine trouble, but he was one of those men who would
shrink in natural recoil from any marked evidence of a woman's
preference unless the counterpart of her regard existed in his own
breast.
To a woman of Alida's intuition the way in which he withdrew his hand
and the expression of his face had a world of meaning. She would not
need a second hint. Yet she did not misjudge him; she knew that he
meant what he had said and had said all that he meant. She was also
aware that he had not and never could understand the depths of fear and
suffering from which his hand was lifting her. Her gratitude was akin
to that of a lost soul saved, and that was all she had involuntarily
expressed. She sat down again and quietly dried her eyes, while in her
heart she purposed to show her gratitude by patient assiduity in
learning to do what he required.
Holcroft was now bent upon carrying out his plan as quickly as possible
and returning home. He therefore asked, "Can you go with me at once,
Alida?"
She simply bowed her acquiescence.
"That's sensible. Perhaps you had better get your things ready while I
and Mr. Watterly go and arrange with Justice Harkins."
Alida averted her face with a sort of shame which a woman feels who
admits such a truth. "I haven't anything, sir, but a hat and cloak to
put on. I came away and left everything."
"And I'm glad of it," said Holcroft heartily. "I wouldn't want you to
bring anything which that scoundrel gave you." He paced the room
thoughtfully a moment or two and then he called Watterly in. "It's
settled, Tom. Alida will be Mrs. Holcroft as soon as we can see the
justice. Do you think we could persuade him to come here?"
"One thing at a time. Mrs. Holcroft,--I may as well call you so, for
when my friend says he'll do a thing he does it,--I congratulate you.
I think you are well out of your troubles. Since you are to marry my
old friend, we must be friends, too," and he shook her heartily by the
hand.
His words and manner were another ray of light--a welcome rift in the
black pall that had gathered round her.
"You were the first friend I found, sir, after--what happened," she
said gratefully.
"Well, you've found another and a better one; and he'll always be just
the same. Any woman might be glad--"
"Come, Tom, no more of that. I'm a plain old farmer that does what he
agrees, and that's all there is about it. I've told Alida just what I
wished and could do--"
"I should hope so," interrupted Watterly, laughing. "You've taken time
enough, certainly, and I guess you've talked more than you have before
in a year."
"Yes, I know I'm almost as bad as an oyster about talking except when
I'm with you. Somehow we've always had a good deal to say to each
other. In this case, I felt that it was due to Alida that she should
know all about me and understand fully just how I felt concerning this
marriage. The very fact that she hasn't friends to advise her made it
all the more needful that I should be plain and not mislead her in any
respect.--She has just as good a right to judge and act for herself as
any woman in the land, and she takes me, and I take her, with no
sentimental lies to start with. Now let's get back to business. I
rather think, since Harkins was an old acquaintance of mine, he'll come
up here and marry us, don't you? Alida, wouldn't you rather be married
here quietly than face a lot of strangers? You can have your own way,
I don't care now if half the town was present."
"Oh, yes, indeed, sir! I don't want to meet strangers--and--and--I'm
not very strong yet. I thank you for considering my feelings so
kindly."
"Why, that's my duty," replied the farmer. "Come, Watterly, the sun is
getting low, and we've considerable to do yet before we start home."
"I'm with you. Now, Alida, you go back quietly and act as if nothing
had happened till I send for you. Of course this impatient young groom
will hurry back with the justice as fast as possible. Still, we may
not find him, or he may be so busy that we shall have to come back for
you and take you to his office."
As she turned to leave the room, Holcroft gave her his hand and said
kindly, "Now don't you be nervous or worried. I see you are not
strong, and you shall not be taxed any more than I can help. Goodby
for a little while."
Meantime Watterly stepped out a moment and gave his domestic a few
orders; then he accompanied Holcroft to the barn, and the horses were
soon attached to the market wagon. "You're in for it now, Jim, sure
enough," he said laughing. "What will Angy say to it all?"
"Tell her that I say you've been a mighty good friend to me, yet I hope
I may never return any favors of the same kind."
"By jocks! I hope not. I guess it's just as well she was away.
She'll think we've acted just like two harum-scarum men, and will be
awfully scandalized over your marrying this woman. Don't you feel a
little nervous about it?"
"No! When my mind's made up, I don't worry. Nobody else need lie
awake for it's my affair."
"Well, Jim, you know how I feel about it, but I've got to say something
and I might as well say it plain."
"That's the only way you ought to say it."
"Well, you talked long enough to give me plenty of time to think. One
thing is clear, Angy won't take to this marriage. You know I'd like to
have you both come in and take a meal as you always have done, but then
a man must keep peace with his wife, and--"
"I understand, Tom. We won't come till Mrs. Watterly asks us."
"But you won't have hard feelings?"
"No, indeed. Aint you doing your level best as a friend?"
"Well, you know women are so set about these things, and Angy is rather
hard on people who don't come up to her mark of respectability. What's
more, I suppose you'll find that others will think and act as she does.
If you cared about people's opinions I should have been dead against
it, but as you feel and are situated, I'm hanged if I don't think she's
just the one."
"If it hadn't been this one, I don't believe it would have been anyone.
Here we are," and he tied his horses before the office of the justice.
Mr. Harkins greeted Holcroft with a sort of patronizing cordiality, and
was good enough to remember that they had been at the little country
schoolhouse together. In Watterly he heartily recognized a brother
politician who controlled a goodly number of votes.
When Holcroft briefly made known his errand, the justice gave a great
guffaw of laughter and said, "Oh, bring her here! And I'll invite in
some of the boys as witnesses."
"I'm not afraid of all the witnesses that you could crowd into a
ten-acre lot," said Holcroft somewhat sternly, "but there is no
occasion to invite the boys, whoever they are, or anyone else. She
doesn't want to be stared at. I was in hopes, Mr. Harkins, that you'd
ride up to the almshouse with us and quietly marry us there."
"Well, I guess you'd better bring her here. I'm pretty busy this
afternoon, and--"
"See here, Ben," said Watterly, taking the justice aside, "Holcroft is
my friend, and you know I'm mighty thick with my friends. They count
more with me than my wife's relations. Now I want you to do what
Holcroft wishes, as a personal favor to me, and the time will come when
I can make it up to you."
"Oh, certainly, Watterly! I didn't understand," replied Harkins, who
looked upon Holcroft as a close and, as he would phrase it, no-account
farmer, from whom he could never expect even a vote. "I'll go with you
at once. It's but a short job."
"Well," said Holcroft, "how short can you make it?"
"Let me get my book," and he took from a shelf the "Justice's
Assistant." "You can't want anything shorter than this?" and he read,
"'By this act of joining hands you do take each other as husband and
wife and solemnly engage in the presence of these witnesses to love and
honor and comfort and cherish each other as such so long as you both
shall live. Therefore, in accordance with the law of the state of New
York I do hereby pronounce you husband and wife.' A sailor couldn't
tie a knot quicker than that."
"I guess you can, justice," said Holcroft, taking the book. "Suppose
you only read this much: 'By this act of joining hands you do take each
other as husband and wife. Therefore, in accordance with the law,
etc.' Would that be a legal marriage?"
"Certainly. You'd have to go to a divorce court to get out of that."
"It's my purpose to keep out of courts of all kinds. I'll thank you to
read just that much and no more. I don't want to say anything that
isn't exactly true."
"You see how it is, Ben. Holcroft hasn't known the woman long, and
she's a nice woman, too, if she is boarding at my hotel. Holcroft
needs a wife--must have one, in fact, to help run his house and dairy.
It wasn't exactly a love match, you know; and he's that kind of a man
that a yoke of oxen couldn't draw a word out of him that he didn't
mean."
"Yes, yes, I see now," said Harkins. "I'll read just what you say and
no more."
"And I'll have a little spread that we can be longer at than the
ceremony," added Watterly, who was inclined to be a little hilarious
over the affair.
Holcroft, however, maintained his grave manner, and when they reached
the almshouse he took Watterly aside and said, "See here, Tom, you've
been a good friend today and seconded me in everything. Now let the
affair pass off just as quietly and seriously as possible. She's too
cast down for a gay wedding. Suppose we had a daughter who'd been
through such an experience--a nice, good, modest girl. Her heart's too
sore for fun and jokes. My marrying her is much the same as pulling
her out of deep water in which she was sinking."
"You're right, Jim. I didn't think, and one doesn't have much cause to
be so sparing of the feelings of such creatures as come here. But
she's out of the common run, and I ought to have remembered it. By
jocks! You're mighty careful about promising to love, cherish, and
obey, and all that, but I guess you'll do a sight more than many who do
promise."
"Of course I'm going to be kind. That's my duty. Give Harkins a hint.
Tell him that she's lost her mother. He needn't know when the old lady
died, but it will kind of solemnize him."
Watterly did as requested, and Harkins, now convinced that his
political interests could be furthered by careful compliance with all
requirements, put on a grave, official air and was ready for business.
Alida was sent for. She was too agitated to say farewell to any of the
poor creatures with whom she had been compelled to associate--even to
the few who, though scarcely sane, had manifested tenderness and
affection. She had felt that she must reserve all her strength for the
coming ordeal, which she both welcomed and feared inexpressibly. She
knew how critical was the step she was taking and how much depended on
it, yet the more she thought, the more it seemed to her as if
Providence had, as by a miracle, given her a refuge. Holcroft's
businesslike view of the marriage comforted her greatly, and she asked
God to give her health and strength to work faithfully for him many
years.
But she had sad misgivings as she followed the messenger, for she felt
so weak that she could scarcely walk. It was indeed a pallid,
sorrowful, trembling bride that entered Mr. Watterly's parlor.
Holcroft met her and taking her hand, said kindly, "Courage! It will
be over in a minute."
She was so pale and agitated that the justice asked, "do you enter into
this marriage freely and without compulsion of any kind?"
"Please let me sit down a moment," she faltered, and Watterly hastened
to give her a chair. She fixed her eyes on Holcroft, and said
anxiously, "You see, sir, how weak I am. I have been sick and--and I
fear I am far from being well now. I fear you will be
disappointed--that it is not right to you, and that I may not be able--"
"Alida," interrupted Holcroft gravely, "I'm not one to break my word.
Home and quiet will soon restore you. Answer the justice and tell him
the exact truth."
No elixir could have brought hope and courage like that word "home."
She rose at once and said to Harkins, "I have consented to Mr.
Holcroft's wishes with feelings of the deepest gratitude."
"Very well. Join hands."
She hesitated and looked for a moment at Holcroft with strange
intensity.
"It's all right, Alida," he said with a smile. "Come!"
His perfect honesty and steadfastness of purpose stood him in good
stead then, for she came at once to his side and took his hand.
Justice Harkins solemnly opened his big book and read, "'By this act of
joining hands you do take each other as husband and wife. Therefore,
in accordance with the law of the State of New York, I do hereby
pronounce you husband and wife.' That's all."
"I don't think you'll ever be sorry, Alida," said Holcroft, pressing
her hand as he led her to a chair. Watterly again bustled up with
congratulations, and then said, "you must all come out now to a little
supper, and also remember that it was gotten up in a hurry."
The domestic stared at Alida and Holcroft, and then surmising what had
taken place, was so excited that she could scarcely wait on the guests.
Holcroft, with the simple tact which genuine kindness usually suggests,
was attentive to his bride, but managed, by no slight effort for him,
to engage the two men in general conversation, so that Alida might have
time to recover her composure. His quiet, matter-of-fact bearing was
reassuring in itself. A cup of strong tea and a little old currant
wine, which Watterly insisted on her taking, brightened her up not a
little. Indeed her weakness was now largely due to the want of
nourishment suited to her feeble condition. Moreover, both nerves and
mind found relief and rest in the consciousness that the decisive step
had been taken. She was no longer shuddering and recoiling from a past
in which each day had revealed more disheartening elements. Her face
was now toward a future that promised a refuge, security, and even hope.
The quiet meal was soon over. Holcroft put a five-dollar bill in the
hands of the justice, who filled in a certificate and departed, feeling
that the afternoon had not been spent in vain.
"Jim," said Watterly, drawing his friend aside, "you'll want to make
some purchases. You know she's only what she wears. How are you off
for money?"
"Well, Tom, you know I didn't expect anything of this kind when--"
"Of course I know it. Will fifty answer?"
"Yes. You're a good friend. I'll return it in a day or two."
"Return it when you're a mind to. I say, Alida, I want you to take
this. Jim Holcroft can't get married and his bride not receive a
present from me," and he put ten dollars in her hand.
Tears rushed to her eyes as she turned them inquiringly to Holcroft to
know what she should do.
"Now see here, Tom, you've done too much for us already."
"Shut up, Jim Holcroft! Don't you end the day by hurting my feelings!
It's perfectly right and proper for me to do this. Goodby, Alida. I
don't believe you'll ever be sorry you found your way to my hotel."
Alida took his proffered hand, but could only falter, "I--I can never
forget."
Chapter XX.
Uncle Jonathan's Impression of the Bride
"Now, Alida," said Holcroft, as they drove away, "remember that we are
two middle-aged, sensible people. At least I'm middle-aged, and fairly
sensible, too, I hope. You'll need to buy some things, and I want you
to get all you need. Don't stint yourself, and you needn't hurry so as
to get tired, for we shall have moonlight and there's no use trying to
get home before dark. Is there any particular store which you'd like to
go to?"
"No, sir; only I'd rather go over on the east side of the town where
I'm not known."
"That suits me, for it's the side nearest home and I AM known there."
"Perhaps--perhaps you also would rather go this evening where you are
not known," she said hesitatingly.
"It makes no difference to me. In fact I know of a place where you'll
have a good choice at reasonable rates."
"I'll go where you wish," she said quietly.
They soon entered a large shop together, and the proprietor said
pleasantly, "Good evening, Mr. Holcroft."
"Good evening, Mr. Jasper. My wife wants to get some things. If
you'll be good enough to wait on her, I'll step out to do two or three
errands."
The merchant looked curiously at Alida, but was too polite to ask
questions or make comments on her very simple purchases. Her old skill
and training were of service now. She knew just what she absolutely
needed, and bought no more.
Holcroft laid in a good stock of groceries and some juicy beef and then
returned. When Mr. Jasper gave him his bill, he went to Alida, who was
resting, and said in a low voice, "This won't do at all. You can't
have bought half enough."
For the first time something like a smile flitted across her face as
she replied, "It's enough to begin with. I know."
"Really, Mr. Holcroft, I didn't know you were married," said the
merchant. "I must congratulate you."
"Well, I am. Thank you. Good night."
A few moments later he and his wife were bowling out of town toward the
hills. Reaching one of these, the horses came down to a walk and
Holcroft turned and said, "Are you very tired, Alida? I'm troubled
about you taking this long ride. You have been so sick."
"I'm sorry I'm not stronger, sir, but the fresh air seems to do me good
and I think I can stand it."
"You didn't promise to obey me, did you?" with a rather nervous little
laugh.
"No, sir, but I will."
"That's a good beginning. Now see what an old tyrant I am. In the
first place, I don't want you to say 'sir' to me any more. My name is
James. In the second place, you must work only as I let you. Your
first business is to get strong and well, and you know we agreed to
marry on strictly business grounds."
"I understand it well, but I think you are very kind for a business
man."
"Oh, as to that, if I do say it of myself, I don't think it's my nature
to be hard on those who treat me square. I think we shall be very good
friends in our quiet way, and that's more than can be said of a good
many who promise more than they seem to remember afterward."
"I will try to do all you wish for I am very grateful."
"If you do, you may find I'm as grateful as you are."
"That can never be. Your need and mine were very different.--But I
shall try to show my gratitude by learning your ways and wishes and not
by many words of thanks."
"Thank the Lord!" mentally ejaculated the farmer, "there's no Mrs.
Mumpson in this case;" but he only said kindly, "I think we understand
each other now, Alida. I'm not a man of words either, and I had better
show by actions also what I am. The fact is, although we are married,
we are scarcely acquainted, and people can't get acquainted in a day."
The first long hill was surmounted and away they bowled again, past
cottage and farmhouse, through strips of woodland and between fields
from which came the fragrance of the springing grass and the peepings
of the hylas. The moon soon rose, full-orbed, above the higher eastern
hills, and the mild April evening became luminous and full of beauty.
A healing sense of quiet and security already began to steal into
Alida's bruised heart. In turning her back upon the town in which she
had suffered so greatly, she felt like one escaping from prison and
torture. An increasing assurance of safety came with every mile; the
cool, still radiance of the night appeared typical of her new and most
unexpected experience. Light had risen on her shadowed path, but it
was not warm, vivifying sunlight, which stimulates and develops. A few
hours before she was in darkness which might be felt--yet it was a
gloom shot through and through with lurid threatening gleams. It had
seemed to her that she had fallen from home, happiness, and honor to
unfathomed depths, and yet there had appeared to be deeper and darker
abysses on every side. She had shuddered at the thought of going out
into the world, feeling that her misfortune would awaken suspicion
rather than sympathy, scorn instead of kindness; that she must toil on
until death, to sustain a life to which death would come as God's
welcome messenger. Then had come this man at her side, with his
comparatively trivial troubles and perplexities, and he had asked her
help--she who was so helpless. He had banished despair from her
earthly future, he had lifted her up and was bearing her away from all
which she had so dreaded; nothing had been asked which her crushed
spirit was unable to bestow; she was simply expected to aid him in his
natural wish to keep his home and to live where he had always dwelt.
His very inability to understand her, to see her broken, trampled life
and immeasurable need as she saw it, brought quietness of mind. The
concentration of his thoughts on a few homely and simple hopes gave her
immunity. With quick intuition, she divined that she had not a
whimsical, jealous, exacting nature to deal with. He was the plain,
matter-of-fact man he seemed; so literal and absolutely truthful that
he would appear odd to most people. To her mind, his were the traits
which she could now most welcome and value. He knew all about her, she
had merely to be herself, to do what she had promised, in order to rest
securely on his rock-like truth. He had again touched a deep, grateful
chord in speaking of her to the shopkeeper as his wife; he showed no
disposition whatever to shrink from the relation before the world; it
was evident that he meant to treat her with respect and kindness, and
to exact respect from others. For all this, while sitting quietly and
silently at his side, she thanked him almost passionately in her heart;
but far more than for all this she was glad and grateful that he would
not expect what she now felt it would be impossible for her to
give--the love and personal devotion which had been inseparable from
marriage in her girlhood thoughts. He would make good his words--she
should be his wife in name and be respected as such. He was too simple
and true to himself and his buried love, too considerate of her, to
expect more. She might hope, therefore, as he had said, that they
might be helpful, loyal friends and he would have been surprised indeed
had he known how the pale, silent woman beside him was longing and
hoping to fill his home with comfort.
Thoughts like these had inspired and sustained her while at the same
time ministering the balm of hope. The quiet face of nature, lovely in
the moonlight, seemed to welcome and reassure her. Happy are those
who, when sorely wounded in life, can turn to the natural world and
find in every tree, shrub, and flower a comforting friend that will not
turn from them. Such are not far from God and peace.
The range of Holcroft's thoughts was far simpler and narrower than
Alida's. He turned rather deliberately from the past, preferring to
dwell on the probable consummation of his hope. His home, his farm,
were far more to him than the woman he had married. He had wedded her
for their sake, and his thoughts followed his heart, which was in his
hillside acres. It is said that women often marry for a home; he truly
had done so to keep his home. The question which now most occupied him
was the prospect of doing this through quiet, prosperous years. He
dwelt minutely on Alida's manner, as well as her words, and found
nothing to shake his belief that she had been as truthful as himself.
Nevertheless, he queried in regard to the future with not a little
anxiety. In her present distress and poverty she might naturally be
glad of the refuge he had offered; but as time passed and the poignancy
of bitter memories was allayed, might not her life on the farm seem
monotonous and dull, might not weariness and discontent come into her
eyes in place of gratitude? "Well, well!" he concluded, "this marrying
is a risky experiment at best, but Tom Watterly's talk and her manner
seemed to shut me up to it. I was made to feel that I couldn't go on
in any other way; and I haven't done anything underhanded or wrong, as
I see, for the chance of going on. If I hadn't become such a heathen I
should say there was a Providence in it, but I don't know what to think
about such things any more. Time'll show, and the prospect is better
than it has been yet. She'll never be sorry if she carries out the
agreement made today, if kindness and good will can repay her."
Thus it may be seen that, although two life currents had become
parallel, they were still very distinct.
By the time Holcroft approached the lane leading to his dwelling, Alida
was growing very weary, and felt that her endurance had almost reached
its limit. Her face was so white in the moonlight that he asked
solicitously, "You can stand it a little longer, can't you?"
"I'll try. I'm very sorry I'm not stronger."
"Don't you worry about that! You won't know yourself in a week. Here
we are at the lane and there's the house yonder. A moment or two more
and you'll be by the fire."
A loud barking startled old Jonathan Johnson out of his doze, and he
hastened to replenish the fire and to call off his rather savage dog.
He was a little surprised to see Holcroft drive toward the kitchen door
with a woman by his side. "He's tried his luck with another of them
town gals," he muttered, "but, Jerusalem! She won't stay a week, an'
my old woman'll have the washin' an' mendin' all the same."
He could scarcely believe his ears and eyes when he heard the farmer
say, "Alida, you must let me lift you out," and then saw the "town gal"
set gently on the ground, her hand placed on Holcroft's arm as she was
supported slowly and carefully to the rocking chair beside the fire.
"Jonathan," was the quiet announcement, "this is Mrs. Holcroft, my
wife."
"Jeru--beg a pardon. Wasn't 'spectin; jis' sich a turn o' things.
Respects, missus! Sorry to see yer enj'yin' poor health."
"Yes, Jonathan, Mrs. Holcroft has been sick, but she's much better and
will soon be well. She's very tired now from the long drive, but quiet
life and country air will soon make her strong. I'll just step out and
care for the horses, Alida, and soon be back again. You come and help
me, Jonathan, and keep your dog off, too."
The old man complied with rather poor grace for he would have preferred
to interview the bride, at whom he was staring with all his weak,
watery eyes. Holcroft understood his neighbor's peculiarities too well
to subject his wife to this ordeal, and was bent on dispatching
Jonathan homeward as soon as possible.
"I say, Jim," said the old guardsman, who felt that he was speaking to
the boy he had known for thirty odd years, "where on airth did you pick
up sich a sickly lookin' critter?"
"I didn't pick her up," replied the farmer laughingly. "I married her
fair and square just as you did your wife a hundred years ago, more or
less. Haven't I as good a right to get married as you had?"
"Oh, I aint a-disputin' yer right, but it seems so kind o' suddint that
it's taken what little breath I've left."
"How do you know it's sudden? Did you go around telling everyone how
you were getting on when you were a-courting?"
"Well, I swan! Yer got me. 'Taint so long ago that I disremember we
did it on the sly."
"Well, now, Uncle Jonathan, you've got nothing to say against me for I
didn't marry on the sly, although I've gone on the principle that my
business wasn't everybody's business. When I saw your wife about my
washing and mending I didn't know I was going to be lucky so soon. You
know you can't marry a woman in this country till she's willing. But
tell your wife she shan't lose anything, and the next time I go to town
I'll leave that settin' of eggs she wanted. Now, Jonathan, honor
bright, do you feel able to walk home if I give you fifty cents extra?"
"Why, sartinly! S'pose I'd take yer away on sich a 'casion? My wife
wouldn't let me in if she knowed it."
"Well, you and your wife are good neighbors, and that's more'n I can
say for most people in these parts. Here's the money. Mrs. Holcroft
isn't strong or well enough to talk any tonight. You got yourself a
good supper, didn't you?"
"Yes, yes! Helped myself bount'fully. Good night, and good luck ter
yer. I can't help thinkin' it was kind o' suddint though, and then
she's sich a sickly lookin' critter. Hope yer haven't been taken in,
but then, as you say, the marryin' business, like other kinds o'
business, is a man's own business."
"I hope everyone will take your sensible view, Uncle Jonathan. Good
night."
Chapter XXI.
At Home
Alida was not so cold, weary, and almost faint but that she looked
around the old kitchen with the strongest interest. This interest was
as unlike Mrs. Mumpson's curiosity as she was unlike the widow. It is
true the thought of self was prominent, yet hers were not selfish
thoughts. There are some blessed natures in the world that in doing
the best for themselves do the best that is possible for others.
The genial warmth of the fire was grateful to her chilled and enfeebled
frame; the homely kitchen, with its dresser of china ware, its tin
closet and pantry, the doors of which old Jonathan had left open,
manlike, after helping himself "bount'fully," all suggested more
comfort to this pallid bride, sitting there alone, than wealth of
ornament in elegant apartments has brought to many others. She saw her
chief domain, not in its coarse and common aspect, but as her vantage
ground, from which she could minister to the comforts of the one who
had rescued her. Few brides would care to enter the kitchen first, but
she was pleased; she who had scarcely hoped to smile again looked
smilingly around on the quaint, homelike room.
"And this is to be my home!" she murmured. "How strange, unexpected,
yet natural it all is! Just what he led me to expect. The little
lonely farmhouse, where I can be safe from staring eyes and unwounded
by cruel questionings. Yet that old man had a dozen questions on his
tongue. I believe HE took him away to save my feelings. It's strange
that so plain and simple a man in most respects can be so considerate.
Oh, pray God that all goes on as it promises! I couldn't have dreamt
it this morning, but I have an odd, homelike feeling already. Well,
since I AM at home I may as well take off my hat and cloak."
And she did so. Holcroft entered and said heartily, "That's right,
Alida! You are here to stay, you know. You mustn't think it amiss that
I left you a few moments alone for I had to get that talkative old man
off home. He's getting a little childish and would fire questions at
you point-blank."
"But shouldn't you have taken him home in the wagon? I don't mind
being alone."
"Oh, no! He's spry enough to walk twice the distance and often does.
It's light as day outside, and I made it right with him. You can leave
your things upstairs in your room, and I'll carry up your bundles also
if you are rested enough for the journey."
"Oh, yes!" she replied, "I'm feeling better already."
He led the way to the apartment that Mrs. Mumpson had occupied and said
regretfully, "I'm sorry the room looks so bare and comfortless, but
that will all be mended in time. When you come down, we'll have some
coffee and supper."
She soon reappeared in the kitchen, and he continued, "Now I'll show
you that I'm not such a very helpless sort of man, after all; so if
you're sick you needn't worry. I'm going to get you a good cup of
coffee and broil you a piece of steak."
"Oh! Please let me--" she began.
"No, can't allow you to do anything tonight but sit in that chair. You
promised to mind, you know," and he smiled so genially that she smiled
back at him although tears came into her eyes.
"I can't realize it all," she said in a low voice. "To think how this
day began and how it is ending!"
"It's ending in a poor man's kitchen, Alida. It was rather rough to
bring you in here first, but the parlor is cold and comfortless.
"I would rather be brought here. It seems to me that it must be a
light and cheerful room."
"Yes, the sun shines in these east windows, and there's another window
facing the south, so it's light all day long."
She watched him curiously and with not a little self-reproach as he
deftly prepared supper. "It's too bad for me to sit idle while you do
such things, yet you do everything so well that I fear I shall seem
awkward. Still, I think I do at least know how to cook a little."
"If you knew what I've had to put up with for a year or more, you
wouldn't worry about satisfying me in this respect. Except when old
Mrs. Wiggins was here, I had few decent meals that I didn't get
myself," and then, to cheer her up, he laughingly told her of Mrs.
Mumpson's essay at making coffee. He had a certain dry humor, and his
unwonted effort at mimicry was so droll in itself that Alida was
startled to hear her own voice in laughter, and she looked almost
frightened, so deeply had she been impressed that it would never be
possible or even right for her to laugh again.
The farmer was secretly much pleased at his success. If she would
laugh, be cheerful and not brood, he felt sure she would get well and
be more contented. The desperate view she had taken of her misfortunes
troubled him, and he had thought it possible that she might sink into
despondency and something like invalidism; but that involuntary bubble
of laughter reassured him. "Quiet, wholesome, cheerful life will
restore her to health," he thought, as he put his favorite beverage and
the sputtering steak on the table. "Now," he said, placing a chair at
the table, "you can pour me a cup of coffee."
"I'm glad I can do something," she answered, "for I can't get over the
strangeness of being so waited on. Indeed, everything that was
unexpected or undreamt of has happened," and there was just the
faintest bit of color on her cheeks as she sat down opposite him.
Few men are insensible to simple, natural, womanly grace, and poor
Holcroft, who so long had been compelled to see at his table "perfect
terrors," as he called them, was agreeably impressed by the contrast
she made with the Mumpson and Malony species. Alida unconsciously had
a subtle charm of carriage and action, learned in her long past and
happy girlhood when all her associations were good and refined. Still,
in its truest explanation, this grace is native and not acquired; it is
a personal trait. Incapable of nice analysis or fine definitions, he
only thought, "How much pleasanter it is to see at the table a quiet,
sensible woman instead of a 'peculiar female!'" and it was not long
before he supplemented her remark by saying, "Perhaps things are
turning out for both of us better than we expected. I had made up my
mind this morning to live here like a hermit, get my own meals, and all
that. I actually had the rough draught of an auction bill in my
pocket,--yes, here it is now,--and was going to sell my cows, give up
my dairy, and try to make my living in a way that wouldn't require any
woman help. That's what took me up to Tom Watterly's; I wanted him to
help me put the bill in shape. He wouldn't look at it, and talked me
right out of trying to live like Robinson Crusoe, as he expressed it.
I had been quite cheerful over my prospects; indeed, I was almost happy
in being alone again after having such terrors in the house. But, as I
said, Watterly talked all the courage and hope right out of me, and
made it clear that I couldn't go it alone. You see, Tom and I have
been friends since we were boys together, and that's the reason he
talks so plain to me."
"He has a good, kind heart," said Alida. "I don't think I could have
kept up at all had it not been for his kindness."
"Yes, Tom's a rough diamond. He don't make any pretenses, and looks
upon himself as a rather hard case, but I fancy he's doing kind things
in his rough way half the time. Well, as we were talking, he
remembered you, and he spoke of you so feelingly and told your story
with so much honest sympathy that he awoke my sympathy. Now you know
how it has all come about. You see it's all natural enough and simple
enough, and probably it's the best thing that could have happened for
us both. All you have to do is to get strong and well, and then it
won't be any one-sided affair, as you've been too much inclined to
think. I can go on and keep my farm and home just as my heart is bent
on doing. I want you to understand everything for then your mind will
be more satisfied and at rest, and that's half the battle in getting
over sickness and trouble like yours."
"I can only thank God and you for the great change in my prospects.
This quiet and escape from strangers are just what I most craved, and I
am already beginning to hope that if I can learn to do all you wish, I
shall find a content that I never hoped for," and the tears that stood
in her eyes were witnesses of her sincerity.
"Well, don't expect to learn everything at once. Let me have my way
for a while, and then you'll find, as you get strong, and the busy
season comes on, that I'll be so taken up with the farm that you'll
have your own way. Won't you have some more steak? No? Well, you've
enjoyed your supper a little, haven't you?"
"Yes," she replied, smiling. "I actually felt hungry when I sat down,
and the coffee has taken away the tired, faint feeling."
"I hope you'll soon be good and hungry three times a day," he said,
laughing pleasantly.
"You'll at least let me clear the table?" she asked. "I feel so much
better."
"Yes, if you are sure you're strong enough. It may make you feel more
at home. But drop everything till tomorrow when tired. I must go out
and do my night work, and it's night work now, sure enough--"
"It's too bad!" she said sympathetically.
"What! To go out and feed my stock this clear, bright night? And
after a hearty supper too? Such farming is fun. I feel, too, as if I
wanted to go and pat the cows all around in my gladness that I'm not
going to sell them. Now remember, let everything go till morning as
soon as you feel tired."
She nodded smilingly and set to work. Standing in the shadow of a
hemlock, he watched her for a few moments. Her movements were slow, as
would be natural to one who had been so reduced by illness, but this
every evidence of feebleness touched his feelings. "She is eager to
begin--too eager. No nonsense there about 'menial tasks.' Well, it
does give one hope to see such a woman as that in the old kitchen," and
then the hungry cattle welcomed him.
The traveler feels safe after the fierce Arab of the desert has broken
bread with him. It would seem that a deep principle of human nature is
involved in this act. More than the restoring power of the nourishment
itself was the moral effect for Alida of that first meal in her
husband's home. It was another step in what he had said was
essential--the forming of his acquaintance. She had seen from the
first that he was plain and unpolished--that he had not the veneer of
gentility of the man she had so mistakenly married; yet, in his simple
truth, he was inspiring a respect which she had never felt for any man
before. "What element of real courtesy has been wanting?" she asked
herself. "If this is an earnest of the future, thank God for the real.
I've found to my cost what a clever imitation of a man means."
It was as sweet as it was strange to think that she, who had trembled
at the necessity of becoming almost a slave to unfeeling strangers, had
been compelled to rest while a husband performed tasks naturally hers.
It was all very homely, yet the significance of the act was chivalrous
consideration for her weakness; the place, the nature of the ministry
could not degrade the meaning of his action. Then, too, during the
meal he had spoken natural, kindly words which gave to their breaking
of bread together the true interpretation. Although so feeble and
wary, she found a deep satisfaction in beginning her household work.
"It does make me feel more at home," she said. "Strange that he should
have thought of it!"
She had finished her task and sat down again when he entered with a
pail of milk. Taking a dipper with a strainer on one side of it, he
poured out a tumblerful. "Now, take this," he said, "I've always heard
that milk fresh from the cow was very strengthening. Then go and sleep
till you are thoroughly rested, and don't think of coming down in the
morning till you feel like it. I'll make the fire and get breakfast.
You have seen how easily I can do it. I have several more cows to milk,
and so will say 'Goodnight.'"
For the first time since chaos had come into her life Alida slept
soundly and refreshingly, unpursued by the fears which had haunted even
her dreams. When she awoke she expected to see the gray locks and
repulsive features of the woman who had occupied the apartment with her
at the almshouse, but she was alone in a small, strange room. Then
memory gathered up the threads of the past; but so strange, so blessed
did the truth seem that she hastened to dress and go down to the old
kitchen and assure herself that her mind had not become shattered by
her troubles and was mocking her with unreal fancies. The scene she
looked upon would have soothed and reassured her even had her mind been
as disordered as she, for the moment, had been tempted to believe.
There was the same homely room which had pictured itself so deeply in
her memory the evening before. Now it was more attractive for the
morning sun was shining into it, lighting up its homely details with a
wholesome, cheerful reality which made it difficult to believe that
there were tragic experiences in the world. The wood fire in the stove
crackled merrily, and the lid of the kettle was already bobbing up and
down from internal commotion.
As she opened the door a burst of song entered, securing her attention.
She had heard the birds before without recognizing consciousness, as is
so often true of our own condition in regard to the familiar sounds of
nature. It was now almost as if she had received another sense, so
strong, sweet, and cheering was the symphony. Robins, song-sparrows,
blackbirds, seemed to have gathered in the trees nearby, to give her a
jubilant welcome; but she soon found that the music shaded off to
distant, dreamlike notes, and remembered that it was a morning chorus
of a hemisphere. This universality did not render the melody less
personally grateful. We can appreciate all that is lovely in Nature,
yet leave all for others. As she stood listening, and inhaling the
soft air, full of the delicious perfume of the grass and expanding
buds, and looking through the misty sunshine on the half-veiled
landscape, she heard Holcroft's voice, chiding some unruly animal in
the barnyard.
This recalled her, and with the elasticity of returning health and hope
she set about getting breakfast.
"It seems to me that I never heard birds sing before," she thought,
"and their songs this morning are almost like the music of heaven.
They seem as happy and unconscious of fear and trouble as if they were
angels. Mother and I used to talk about the Garden of Eden, but could
the air have been sweeter, or the sunshine more tempered to just the
right degree of warmth and brightness than here about my home? Oh,
thank God again, again and forever, for a home like this!" and for a
few moments something of the ecstasy of one delivered from the black
thraldom of evil filled her soul. She paused now and then to listen to
the birds for only their songs seemed capable of expressing her
emotion. It was but another proof that heavenly thoughts and homely
work may go on together.
Chapter XXII.
Getting Acquainted
It was still early, and Holcroft was under the impression that Alida
would sleep late after the severe fatigues of the preceding day. He
therefore continued his work at the barn sufficiently long to give his
wife time for her little surprise. She was not long in finding and
laying her hands on the simple materials for breakfast. A ham hung in
the pantry and beneath it was a great basket of eggs, while the flour
barrel stood in the corner. Biscuits were soon in the oven, eggs
conjured into an omelet, and the ham cut into delicate slices, instead
of great coarse steaks.
Remembering Mrs. Mumpson's failure with the coffee, she made it a
trifle strong and boiled the milk that should temper without cooling
it. The biscuits rose like her own spirits, the omelet speedily began
to take on color like her own flushed face as she busied herself about
the stove.
Everything was nearly ready when she saw Holcroft coming toward the
house with two pails of milk. He took them to the large dairy room
under the parlor and then came briskly to the kitchen.
She stood, screened by the door as he entered, then stopped and stared
at the table all set and at the inviting breakfast on the stove.
Seeing Alida's half-smiling, half-questioning face, seeking his
approval, he exclaimed, "Well, you HAVE stolen a march on me! I
supposed you were asleep yet."
"I felt so much stronger and better when I awoke that I thought you
wouldn't mind if I came down and made a beginning."
"You call this a beginning do you? Such a breakfast as this before
seven in the morning? I hope you haven't overtaxed yourself."
"No, only a little of just the right kind of tired feeling."
"Haven't you left anything for me to do?"
"Perhaps. You will know when I've put all on the table. What I've
prepared is ready."
"Well, this is famous. I'll go and wash and fix up a little and be
right down."
When Holcroft returned, he looked at her curiously, for he felt that
he, too, was getting acquainted. Her thin face was made more youthful
by color; a pleased look was in her blue eyes, and a certain neatness
and trimness about her dress to which he had not been accustomed. He
scanned the table wonderingly, for things were not put upon it at
haphazard; the light biscuits turned their brown cheeks invitingly
toward him,--she had arranged that they should do that,--the ham was
crisp, not sodden, and the omelet as russet as a November leaf. "This
is a new dish," he said, looking at it closely. "What do you call it?"
"Omelet. Perhaps you won't like it, but mother used to be very fond of
it."
"No matter. We'll have it if you like it and it brings you pleasant
thoughts of your mother." Then he took a good sip of coffee and set
the cup down again as he had before under the Mumpson regime, but with
a very different expression. She looked anxiously at him, but was
quickly reassured. "I thought I knew how to make coffee, but I find I
don't. I never tasted anything so good as that. How DO you make it?"
"Just as mother taught me."
"Well, well! And you call this making a beginning? I just wish I
could give Tom Watterly a cup of this coffee. It would set his mind at
rest. 'By jocks!' he would say, 'isn't this better than going it
alone?'"
She looked positively happy under this sweet incense to a housewifely
heart. She was being paid in the coin that women love best, and it was
all the more precious to her because she had never expected to receive
it again.
He did like the omelet; he liked everything, and, after helping her
liberally, cleared the table, then said he felt equal to doing two
men's work. Before going out to his work, he lighted a fire on the
parlor hearth and left a good supply of fuel beside it. "Now, Alida,"
he remarked humorously, "I've already found out that you have one fault
that you and I will have to watch against. You are too willing. I fear
you've gone beyond your strength this morning. I don't want you to do
a thing today except to get the meals, and remember, I can help in this
if you don't feel well. There is a fire in the parlor, and I've
wheeled the lounge up by it. Take it quietly today, and perhaps
tomorrow I can begin to show you about butter-making."
"I will do as you wish," she replied, "but please show me a little more
where things are before you go out."
This he did and added, "You'll find the beef and some other things on a
swing-shelf in the cellar. The potato bins are down there, too. But
don't try to get up much dinner. What comes quickest and easiest will
suit me. I'm a little backward with my work and must plow all day for
oats. It's time they were in. After such a breakfast, I feel as if I
had eaten a bushel myself."
A few moments later she saw him going up the lane, that continued on
past the house, with his stout team and the plow, and she smiled as she
heard him whistling "Coronation" with levity, as some good people would
have thought.
Plowing and planting time had come and under happier auspices,
apparently, than he had ever imagined possible again. With the lines
about his neck, he began with a sidehill plow at the bottom of a large,
sloping field which had been in corn the previous year, and the long,
straight furrows increased from a narrow strip to a wide, oblong area.
"Ah," said he in tones of strong satisfaction, "the ground crumbles
freely; it's just in the right condition. I'll quit plowing this
afternoon in time to harrow and sow all the ground that's ready. Then,
so much'll be all done and well done. It's curious how seed, if it
goes into the ground at the right time and in the right way, comes
right along and never gets discouraged. I aint much on scientific
farming, but I've always observed that when I sow or plant as soon as
the ground is ready, I have better luck."
The horses seemed infected by his own brisk spirit, stepping along
without urging, and the farmer was swept speedily into the full, strong
current of his habitual interests.
One might have supposed the recent events would have the uppermost
place in his thoughts, but this was not true. He rather dwelt upon
them as the unexpectedly fortunate means to the end now attained. This
was his life, and he was happy in the thought that his marriage
promised to make this life not merely possible, but prosperous and full
of quiet content.
The calling of the born agriculturist, like that of the fisherman, has
in it the element of chance and is therefore full of moderate yet
lasting excitement. Holcroft knew that, although he did his best, much
would depend on the weather and other causes. He had met with
disappointments in his crops, and had also achieved what he regarded as
fine successes, although they would have seemed meager on a Western
prairie. Every spring kindled anew his hopefulness and anticipation.
He watched the weather with the interested and careful scrutiny of a
sailor, and it must be admitted that his labor and its results depended
more on natural causes than upon his skill and the careful use of the
fertilizers. He was a farmer of the old school, the traditions
received from his father controlled him in the main. Still, his good
common sense and long experience stood him fairly well in the place of
science and knowledge of improved methods, and he was better equipped
than the man who has in his brain all that the books can teach, yet is
without experience. Best of all, he had inherited and acquired an
abiding love of the soil; he never could have been content except in
its cultivation; he was therefore in the right condition to assimilate
fuller knowledge and make the most of it.
He knew well enough when it was about noon. From long habit he would
have known had the sky been overcast, but now his glance at the sun was
like looking at a watch. Dusty and begrimed he followed his team to
the barn, slipped from them their headstalls and left them to amuse
themselves with a little hay while they cooled sufficiently for
heartier food. "Well now," he mused, "I wonder what that little woman
has for dinner? Another new dish, like enough. Hanged if I'm fit to
go in the house, and she looking so trim and neat. I think I'll first
take a souse in the brook," and he went up behind the house where an
unfailing stream gurgled swiftly down from the hills. At the nearest
point a small basin had been hollowed out, and as he approached he saw
two or three speckled trout darting away through the limpid water.
"Aha!" he muttered, "glad you reminded me. When SHE'S stronger, she
may enjoy catching our supper some afternoon. I must think of all the
little things I can to liven her up so she won't get dull. It's
curious how interested I am to know how she's got along and what she
has for dinner. And to think that, less than a week ago, I used to
hate to go near the house!"
As he entered the hall on his way to his room, that he might make
himself more presentable, an appetizing odor greeted him and Alida
smiled from the kitchen door as she said, "Dinner's ready."
Apparently she had taken him at his word, as she had prepared little
else than an Irish stew, yet when he had partaken of it, he thought he
would prefer Irish stews from that time onward indefinitely. "Where did
you learn to cook, Alida?" he asked.
"Mother wasn't very strong and her appetite often failed her. Then,
too, we hadn't much to spend on our table so we tried to make simple
things taste nice. Do you like my way of preparing that old-fashioned
dish?"
"I'm going to show you how I like it," he replied, nodding approvingly.
"Well, what have you been doing besides tempting me to eat too much?"
"What you said, resting. You told me not to get up much of a dinner,
so I very lazily prepared what you see. I've been lying on the lounge
most of the morning."
"Famous, and you feel better?"
"Yes, I think I shall soon get well and strong," she replied, looking
at him gratefully.
"Well, well! My luck's turned at last. I once thought it never would,
but if this goes on--well, you can't know what a change it is for the
better. I can now put my mind on my work."
"You've been plowing all the morning, haven't you?" she ventured, and
there was the pleased look in her eyes that he already liked to see.
"Yes," he replied, "and I must keep at it several days to get in all
the oats I mean to sow. If this weather holds, I shall be through next
week."
"I looked in the milk-room a while ago. Isn't there anything I could
do there this afternoon?"
"No. I'll attend to everything there. It's too damp for you yet.
Keep on resting. Why, bless me! I didn't think you'd be well enough
to do anything for a week."
"Indeed," she admitted, "I'm surprised at myself. It seems as if a
crushing weight had been lifted off my mind and that I was coming right
up. I'm so glad, for I feared I might be feeble and useless a long
time."
"Well, Alida, if you had been, or if you ever are, don't think I'll be
impatient. The people I can't stand are those who try to take
advantage of me, and I tell you I've had to contend with that
disposition so long that I feel as if I could do almost anything for
one who is simply honest and tries to keep her part of an agreement.
But this won't do. I've enjoyed my own dinner so much that I've half
forgotten that the horses haven't had theirs yet. Now will you scold
if I light my pipe before I go out?"
"Oh, no! I don't mind that."
"No good-natured fibs! Isn't smoke disagreeable?"
She shook her head. "I don't mind it at all," she said, but her sudden
paleness puzzled him. He could not know that he had involuntarily
recalled the many times that she had filled the evening pipe for a man
who now haunted her memory like a specter.
"I guess you don't like it very much," he said, as he passed out.
"Well, no matter! It's getting so mild that I can smoke out of doors."
With the exception of the episode of dinner the day was chiefly passed
by Alida in a health-restoring languor, the natural reaction from the
distress and strong excitements of the past. The rest that had been
enjoined upon her was a blessed privilege, and still more happy was the
truth that she could rest. Reclining on the lounge in the parlor, with
a wood fire on one side and the April sun on the other, both creating
warmth and good cheer, she felt like those who have just escaped from a
wreck and engulfing waves. Her mind was too weary to question either
the past or the future, and sometimes a consciousness of safety is
happiness in itself. In the afternoon, the crackling of the fire and
the calling and singing of the birds without formed a soothing lullaby
and she fell asleep.
At last, in a dream, she heard exquisite music which appeared to grow
so loud, strong, and triumphant that she started up and looked around
bewildered. A moment later, she saw that a robin was singing in a
lilac bush by the window and that near the bird was a nest partially
constructed. She recalled her hopeless grief when she had last seen
the building of one of their little homes; and she fell upon her knees
with a gratitude too deep for words, and far more grateful to Heaven
than words.
Stepping out on the porch, she saw by the shadows that the sun was low
in the west and that Holcroft was coming down the lane with his horses.
He nodded pleasantly as he passed on to the barn. Her eyes followed
him lingeringly till he disappeared, and then they ranged over the wide
valley and the wooded hills in the distance. Not a breath of air was
stirring; the lowing of cattle and other rural sounds softened by
distance came from other farmhouses; the birds were at vespers, and
their songs, to her fancy, were imbued with a softer, sweeter melody
than in the morning. From the adjacent fields came clear, mellow notes
that made her nerves tingle, so ethereal yet penetrating were they.
She was sure she had never heard such bird music before. When Holcroft
came in to supper she asked, "What birds are those that sing in the
field?"
"Meadow larks. Do you like them?"
"I never heard a hymn sung that did me more good."
"Well, I own up, I'd rather hear 'em than much of the singing we used
to have down at the meeting house."
"It seems to me," she remarked, as she sat down at the table, "that
I've never heard birds sing as they have today."
"Now I think of it, they have been tuning up wonderfully. Perhaps
they've an idea of my good luck," he added smilingly.
"I had thought of that about myself," she ventured. "I took a nap this
afternoon, and a robin sang so near the window that he woke me up. It
was a pleasant way to be waked."
"Took a nap, did you? That's famous! Well, well! This day's gone
just to suit me, and I haven't had many such in a good while, I can
tell you. I've got in a big strip of oats, and now, when I come in
tired, here's a good supper. I certainly shall have to be on the watch
to do Tom Watterly good turns for talking me into this business. That
taking a nap was a first-rate idea. You ought to keep it up for a
month."
"No, indeed! There's no reason why you should work hard and I be idle.
I've rested today, as you wished, and I feel better than I ever
expected to again; but tomorrow I must begin in earnest. What use is
there of your keeping your cows if good butter is not made? Then I
must be busy with my needle."
"Yes, that's true enough. See how thoughtless I am! I forgot you
hadn't any clothes to speak of. I ought to take you to town to a
dressmaker."
"I think you had better get your oats in," she replied, smiling shyly.
"Besides, I have a dressmaker that just suits me--one that's made my
dresses a good many years."
"If she don't suit you, you're hard to be suited," said he, laughing.
"Well, some day, after you are fixed up, I shall have to let you know
how dilapidated I am."
"Won't you do me a little favor?"
"Oh, yes! A dozen of 'em, big or little."
"Please bring down this evening something that needs mending. I am so
much better--"
"No, no! I wasn't hinting for you to do anything tonight."
"But you've promised me," she urged. "Remember I've been resting
nearly all day. I'm used to sewing, and earned my living at it.
Somehow, it don't seem natural for me to sit with idle hands."
"If I hadn't promised--"
"But you have."
"I suppose I'm fairly caught," and he brought down a little of the most
pressing of the mending.
"Now I'll reward you," she said, handing him his pipe, well filled.
"You go in the parlor and have a quiet smoke. I won't be long in
clearing up the kitchen."
"What! Smoke in the parlor?"
"Yes, why not? I assure you I don't mind it."
"Ha! Ha! Why didn't I think of it before--I might have kept the parlor
and smoked Mrs. Mumpson out."
"It won't be smoke that will keep me out."
"I should hope not, or anything else. I must tell you how I DID have
to smoke Mrs. Mumpson out at last," and he did so with so much drollery
that she again yielded to irrepressible laughter.
"Poor thing! I'm sorry for her," she said.
"I'm sorry for Jane--poor little stray cat of a child! I hope we can
do something for her some day," and having lighted his pipe, he took up
the county paper, left weekly in a hollow tree by the stage driver, and
went into the parlor.
After freshening up the fire he sat down to read, but by the time she
joined him the tired man was nodding. He tried to brighten up, but his
eyes were heavy.
"You've worked hard today," she said sympathetically.
"Well, I have," he answered. "I've not done such a good day's work in a
year."
"Then why don't you go to sleep at once?"
"It don't seem polite--"
"Please don't talk that way," she interrupted. "I don't mind being
alone at all. I shall feel a great deal more at home if you forget all
about ceremony."
"Well, Alida, I guess we had both better begin on that basis. If I
give up when I'm tired, you must. You mustn't think I'm always such a
sleepyhead. The fact is I've been more tired out with worry of late
than with work. I can laugh about it now, but I've been so desperate
over it that I've felt more like swearing. You'll find out I've become
a good deal of a heathen."
"Very well; I'll wait till I find out."
"I think we are getting acquainted famously, don't you?"
"Yes," she nodded, with a smile that meant more than a long speech.
"Good night."
Chapter XXIII.
Between the Past and Future
Human nature, in common with Mother Nature, has its immutable laws.
The people who existed before the flood were, in their primal motives,
like those of today. The conventionality of highly civilized society
does not change the heart, but it puts so much restraint upon it that
not a few appear heartless. They march through life and fight its
battles like uniformed men, trained in a certain school of tactics.
The monotony of character and action is superficial, in most cases,
rather than real, and he who fathoms the eyes of others, who catches
the subtle quality of tones and interprets the flexible mouth that
utters them, will discover that the whole gamut of human nature exists
in those that appear only like certain musical instruments, made by
machinery to play a few well-known tunes. Conventional restraint
often, no doubt, produces dwarfed and defective human nature. I
suppose that if souls could be put under a microscope, the undeveloped
rudiments of almost everything would be discovered. It is more
satisfactory to study the things themselves than their suggestions;
this we are usually better able to do among people of simple and
untrammeled modes of life, who are not practiced in disguises. Their
peculiar traits and their general and dominant laws and impulses are
exhibited with less reserve than by those who have learned to be always
on their guard. Of course there are commonplace yeomen as truly as
commonplace aristocrats, and simple life abounds in simpletons.
When a man in Holcroft's position has decided traits, they are apt to
have a somewhat full expression; his rugged nature beside a tamer one
outlines itself more vividly, just as a mountain peak is silhouetted
against the horizon better than a rounded hill. It probably has been
observed that his character possessed much simplicity and directness.
He had neither the force nor the ambition to raise him above his
circumstances; he was merely decided within the lines of his
environment. Perhaps the current of his life was all the stronger for
being narrow. His motives were neither complex nor vacillating. He had
married to keep his home and to continue in the conditions of life dear
from association and the strongest preference, and his heart overflowed
with good will and kindness toward Alida because she promised to solve
the hard problem of the future satisfactorily. Apart from the sympathy
which her misfortune had evoked, he probably could have felt much the
same toward any other good, sensible woman, had she rendered him a
similar service. It is true, now that Alida was in his home, that she
was manifesting agreeable traits which gave him pleasant little
surprises. He had not expected that he would have had half so much to
say to her, yet felt it his duty to be sociable in order to cheer up
and mark the line between even a business marriage and the employment
of a domestic. Both his interest and his duty required that he should
establish the bonds of strong friendly regard on the basis of perfect
equality, and he would have made efforts, similar to those he put
forth, in behalf of any woman, if she had consented to marry him with
Alida's understanding. Now, however, that his suddenly adopted project
of securing a housekeeper and helper had been consummated, he would
find that he was not dealing with a business partner in the abstract,
but a definite woman, who had already begun to exert over him her
natural influence. He had expected more or less constraint and that
some time must elapse before his wife would cease to be in a sense
company whom he, with conscious and deliberate effort, must entertain.
On the contrary she entertained and interested him, although she said
so little, and by some subtle power she unloosed his tongue and made it
easy for him to talk to her. In the most quiet and unobtrusive way,
she was not only making herself at home, but him also; she was very
subservient to his wishes, but not servilely so; she did not assert,
but only revealed her superiority, and after even so brief an
acquaintance he was ready to indorse Tom Watterly's view, "She's out of
the common run."
While all this was true, the farmer's heart was as untouched as that of
a child who simply and instinctively likes a person. He was still
quietly and unhesitatingly loyal to his former wife. Apart from his
involuntary favor, his shrewd, practical reason was definite enough in
its grounds of approval. Reason assured him that she promised to do and
to be just what he had married her for, but this might have been true
of a capable, yet disagreeable woman whom he could not like, to save
himself.
Both in regard to himself and Alida, Holcroft accepted the actual facts
with the gladness and much of the unquestioning simplicity of a child.
This rather risky experiment was turning out well, and for a time he
daily became more and more absorbed in his farm and its interests.
Alida quietly performed her household tasks and proved that she would
not need very much instruction to become a good butter maker. The
short spring of the North required that he should be busy early and
late to keep pace with the quickly passing seedtime. His hopefulness,
his freedom from household worries, prompted him to sow and plant
increased areas of land. In brief, he entered on just the
business-like honeymoon he had hoped for.
Alida was more than content with the conditions of her life. She saw
that Holcroft was not only satisfied, but also pleased with her, and
that was all she had expected and indeed all that thus far she had
wished or hoped. She had many sad hours; wounds like hers cannot heal
readily in a true, sensitive woman's heart. While she gained in
cheerfulness and confidence, the terrible and unexpected disaster which
had overtaken her rendered impossible the serenity of those with whom
all has gone well. Dread of something, she knew not what, haunted her
painfully, and memory at times seemed malignantly perverse in recalling
one whom she prayed to forget.
Next to her faith and Holcroft's kindness her work was her best solace,
and she thanked God for the strength to keep busy.
On the first Sunday morning after their marriage the farmer overslept,
and breakfast had been ready some time when he came down. He looked
with a little dismay at the clock over the kitchen mantel and asked,
"Aren't you going to scold a little?"
She shook her head, nor did she look the chiding which often might as
well be spoken.
"How long have I kept breakfast waiting, or you rather?"
"What difference does it make? You needed the rest. The breakfast may
not be so nice," was her smiling answer.
"No matter. You are nice to let a man off in that way." Observing the
book in her lap, he continued, "So you were reading the old family
Bible to learn lessons of patience and forbearance?"
Again she shook her head. She often oddly reminded him of Jane in her
employment of signs instead of speech, but in her case there was a
grace, a suggestiveness, and even a piquancy about them which made them
like a new language. He understood and interpreted her frankly. "I
know, Alida," he said kindly; "you are a good woman. You believe in
the Bible and love to read it."
"I was taught to read and love it," she replied simply. Then her eyes
dropped and she faltered, "I've reproached myself bitterly that I
rushed away so hastily that I forgot the Bible my mother gave me."
"No, no," he said heartily, "don't reproach yourself for that. It was
the Bible in your heart that made you act as you did."
She shot him a swift, grateful glance through her tears, but made no
other response.
Having returned the Bible to the parlor, she put the breakfast on the
table and said quietly, "It looks as if we would have a rainy day."
"Well," said he, laughing, "I'm as bad as the old woman--it seems that
women can run farms alone if men can't. Well, this old dame had a big
farm and employed several men, and she was always wishing it would rain
nights and Sundays. I'm inclined to chuckle over the good this rain
will do my oats, instead of being sorry to think how many sinners it'll
keep from church. Except in protracted-meeting times, most people of
this town would a great deal rather risk their souls than be caught in
the rain on Sunday. We don't mind it much week days, but Sunday rain
is very dangerous to health."
"I'm afraid I'm as bad as the rest," she said, smiling. "Mother and I
usually stayed home when it rained hard."
"Oh, we don't need a hard storm in the country. People say, 'It looks
threatening,' and that settles it; but we often drive to town rainy
days to save time."
"Do you usually go to church at the meeting house I see off in the
valley?" she asked.
"I don't go anywhere," and he watched keenly to see how she would take
this blunt statement of his practical heathenism.
She only looked at him kindly and accepted the fact.
"Why don't you pitch into me?" he asked.
"That wouldn't do any good."
"You'd like to go, I suppose?"
"No, not under the circumstances, unless you wished to. I'm cowardly
enough to dread being stared at."
He gave a deep sign of relief. "This thing has been troubling me," he
said. "I feared you would want to go, and if you did, I should feel
that you ought to go."
"I fear I'm very weak about it, but I shrink so from meeting strangers.
I do thank God for his goodness many times a day and ask for help. I'm
not brave enough to do any more, yet."
His rugged features became very somber as he said, "I wish I had as
much courage as you have."
"You don't understand me--" she began gently.
"No, I suppose not. It's all become a muddle to me. I mean this
church and religious business."
She looked at him wistfully, as if she wished to say something, but did
not venture to do so. He promptly gave a different turn to the
conversation by quoting Mrs. Mumpson's tirade on churchgoing the first
Sunday after her arrival. Alida laughed, but not in a wholly mirthful
and satisfied way. "There!" he concluded, "I'm touching on things a
little too sacred for you. I respect your feelings and beliefs, for
they are honest and I wish I shared in 'em." Then he suddenly laughed
again as he added, "Mrs. Mumpson said there was too much milking done
on Sunday, and it's time I was breaking the Fourth Commandment, after
her notion."
Alida now laughed outright, without reservation.
"'By jocks!' as Watterly says, what a difference there is in women!" he
soliloquized on his way to the barn. "Well, the church question is
settled for the present, but if Alida should ask me to go, after her
manner this morning, I'd face the whole creation with her."
When at last he came in and threw off his waterproof coat, the kitchen
was in order and his wife was sitting by the parlor fire with Thomson's
"Land and the Book" in her hand.
"Are you fond of reading?" he asked.
"Yes, very."
"Well, I am, too, sort of; but I've let the years slip by without doing
half as much as I ought."
"Light your pipe and I'll read to you, if you wish me to."
"Oh, come now! I at least believe in Sunday as a day of rest, and you
need it. Reading aloud is about as hard work as I can do."
"But I'm used to it. I read aloud to mother a great deal," and then
there passed over her face an expression of deep pain.
"What is it, Alida? Don't you feel well?"
"Yes, oh, yes!" she replied hastily, and her pale face became crimson.
It was another stab of memory recalling the many Sundays she had read
to the man who had deceived her. "Shall I read?" she asked.
"Alida," he said very kindly, "it wasn't the thought of your mother
that brought that look of pain into your face."
She shook her head sadly, with downcast eyes. After a moment or two,
she raised them appealingly to him as she said simply, "There is so
much that I wish I could forget."
"Poor child! Yes, I think I know. Be patient with yourself, and
remember that you were never to blame."
Again came that quick, grateful glance by which some women express more
than others can ever put in words. Her thought was, "I didn't think
that even he was capable of that. What a way of assuring me that he'll
be patient with me!" Then she quietly read for an hour descriptions of
the Holy Land that were not too religious for Holcroft's mind and which
satisfied her conscience better than much she had read in former days
to satisfy a taste more alien to hers than that of her husband.
Holcroft listened to her correct pronunciation and sweet, natural tones
with a sort of pleased wonder. At last he said, "You must stop now."
"Are you tired?" she asked.
"No, but you are, or ought to be. Why, Alida, I didn't know you were
so well educated. I'm quite a barbarous old fellow compared with you."
"I hadn't thought of that before," she said with a laugh.
"What a fool I was, then, to put it into your head!"
"You must be more careful. I'd never have such thoughts if you didn't
suggest them."
"How did you come to get such a good education?"
"I wish I had a better one. Well, I did have good advantages up to the
time I was seventeen. After I was old enough I went to school quite
steadily, but it seems to me that I learned a little of everything and
not much of anything. When father died and we lost our property, we had
to take to our needles. I suppose I might have obtained work in a
store, or some such place, but I couldn't bear to leave mother alone
and I disliked being in public. I certainly didn't know enough to
teach, and besides, I was afraid to try."
"Well, well! You've stumbled into a quiet enough place at last."
"That's what I like most about it, but I don't think I stumbled into
it. I think I've been led and helped. That's what I meant when I said
you didn't understand me," she added hesitatingly. "It doesn't take
courage for me to go to God. I get courage by believing that he cares
for me like a father, as the bible says. How could I ever have found
so kind a friend and good a home myself?"
"I've been half inclined to believe there's a Providence in it
myself--more and more so as I get acquainted with you. Your troubles
have made you better, Alida; mine made me worse. I used to be a
Christian; I aint any more."
She looked at him smilingly as she asked, "How do you know?"
"Oh! I know well enough," he replied gloomily. "Don't let's talk about
it any more," and then he led her on to speak simply and naturally
about her childhood home and her father and mother.
"Well," he said heartily, "I wish your mother was living for nothing
would please me better than to have such a good old lady in the house."
She averted her face as she said huskily, "I think it was better she
died before--" But she did not finish the sentence.
By the time dinner was over the sun was shining brightly, and he asked
her if she would not like to go up the lane to his woodland to see the
view. Her pleased look was sufficient answer. "But are you sure you
are strong enough?" he persisted.
"Yes, it will do me good to go out, and I may find some wild flowers."
"I guess you can, a million or two."
By the time he was through at the barn she was ready and they started
up the lane, now green with late April grass and enlivened with
dandelions in which bumblebees were wallowing. The sun had dried the
moisture sufficiently for them to pass on dry-shod, but everything had
the fresh, vernal aspect that follows a warm rain. Spring had advanced
with a great bound since the day before. The glazed and glutinous
cherry buds had expanded with aromatic odors and the white of the
blossoms was beginning to show.
"By tomorrow," said Holcroft, "the trees will look as if covered with
snow. Let me help you," and he put his hand under her arm, supporting
and aiding her steps up the steep places.
Her lips were parted, the pleased look was in her eyes as they rested
on trees and shrubs which lined the half ruinous stone walls on either
side. "Everything seems so alive and glad this afternoon," she remarked.
"Yes," replied the matter-of-fact farmer. "A rain such as we had this
morning is like turning the water on a big mill-wheel. It starts all
the machinery right up. Now the sun's out, and that's the greatest
motor power of all. Sun and moisture make the farm go."
"Mustn't the ground be enriched, too?"
"Yes, yes indeed; I suppose that's where we all fail. But it's no easy
matter to keep a farm in good heart. That's another reason why I'm so
glad I won't have to sell my stock. A farm run without stock is sure
to grow poor, and if the farm grows poor, the owner does as a matter of
course. But what put enriching the ground into your head? Do you know
anything about farming?"
"No, but I want to learn. When I was a girl, father had a garden. He
used to take papers about it, and I often read them aloud to him
evenings. Now I remember there used to be much in them about enriching
the ground. Do you take any such paper?"
"No, I haven't much faith in book-farming."
"I don't know," she ventured. "Seems to me you might get some good
ideas out of papers, and your experience would teach you whether they
were useful ideas or not. If you'll take one, I'll read it to you."
"I will, then, for the pleasure of hearing you read, if nothing else.
That's something I hadn't bargained for," he added, laughing.
She answered in the same spirit by saying, "I'll throw that in and not
call it square yet."
"I think I've got the best of you," he chuckled; "and you know nothing
makes a Yankee farmer happier than to get the best of a bargain."
"I hope you'll continue to think so. Can I sit down a few moments?"
"Why, certainly! How forgetful I am! Your talk is too interesting for
me to think of anything else," and he placed her on a flat rock by the
side of the lane while he leaned against the wall.
Bees and other insects were humming around them; a butterfly fluttered
over the fence and alighted on a dandelion almost at her feet; meadow
larks were whistling their limpid notes in the adjoining fields, while
from the trees about the house beneath them came the songs of many
birds, blending with the babble of the brook which ran not far away.
"Oh, how beautiful, how strangely beautiful it all is!"
"Yes, when you come to think of it, it is real pretty," he replied.
"It's a pity we get so used to such things that we don't notice 'em
much. I should feel miserable enough, though, if I couldn't live in
just such a place. I shouldn't wonder if I was a good deal like that
robin yonder. I like to be free and enjoy the spring weather, but I
suppose neither he nor I think or know how fine it all is."
"Well, both you and the robin seem a part of it," she said, laughing.
"Oh, no, no!" he replied with a guffaw which sent the robin off in
alarm. "I aint beautiful and never was."
She joined his laugh, but said with a positive little nod, "I'm right,
though. The robin isn't a pretty bird, yet everybody likes him."
"Except in cherry time. Then he has an appetite equal to mine. But
everybody don't like me. In fact, I think I'm generally disliked in
this town."
"If you went among them more they wouldn't dislike you."
"I don't want to go among them."
"They know it, and that's the reason they dislike you."
"Would you like to go out to tea-drinkings, and all that?"
"No, indeed; and I don't suppose I'd be received," she added sadly.
"So much the worse for them, then, blast 'em!" said Holcroft wrathfully.
"Oh no! I don't feel that way and you shouldn't. When they can,
people ought to be sociable and kind."
"Of course I'd do any of my neighbors, except Lemuel Weeks, a good turn
if it came in my way, but the less I have to do with them the better
I'm satisfied."
"I'm rested enough to go on now," said Alida quietly.
They were not long in reaching the edge of the woodland, from which
there was an extended prospect. For some little time they looked at
the wide landscape in silence. Alida gave to it only partial attention
for her mind was very busy with thoughts suggested by her husband's
alienation from his neighbors. It would make it easier for her, but the
troubled query would arise, "Is it right or best for him? His marrying
me will separate him still more."
Holcroft's face grew sad rather than troubled as he looked at the old
meeting house and not at the landscape. He was sitting near the spot
where he spent that long forenoon a few Sundays before, and the train
of thought came back again. In his deep abstraction, he almost forgot
the woman near him in memories of the past.
His old love and lost faith were inseparable from that little white
spire in the distance.
Alida stole a glance at him and thought, "He's thinking of her," and
she quietly strolled away to look for wild flowers.
"Yes," muttered Holcroft, at last. "I hope Bessie knows. She'd be the
first one to say it was right and best for me, and she'd be glad to
know that in securing my own home and comfort I had given a home to the
homeless and sorrowful--a quiet, good woman, who worships God as she
did."
He rose and joined his wife, who held toward him a handful of trailing
arbutus, rue anemones, bloodroot, and dicentras. "I didn't know they
were so pretty before," he said with a smile.
His smile reassured her for it seemed kinder than any she had yet
received, and his tone was very gentle. "His dead wife will never be my
enemy," she murmured. "He has made it right with her in his own
thoughts."
Chapter XXIV.
Given Her Own Way
On Monday the absorbing work of the farm was renewed, and every day
brought to Holcroft long and exhausting hours of labor. While he was
often taciturn, he evidently progressed in cheerfulness and hope.
Alida confirmed his good impressions. His meals were prompt and
inviting; the house was taking on an aspect of neatness and order long
absent, and his wardrobe was put in as good condition as its rather
meager character permitted. He had positively refused to permit his
wife to do any washing and ironing. "We will see about it next fall,"
he said. "If then you are perfectly well and strong, perhaps, but not
in the warm weather now coming on." Then he added, with a little nod,
"I'm finding out how valuable you are, and I'd rather save you than the
small sum I have to pay old Mrs. Johnson."
In this and in other ways he showed kindly consideration, but his mind
continually reverted to his work and outdoor plans with the
preoccupation of one who finds that he can again give his thoughts to
something from which they had been most reluctantly withdrawn. Thus
Alida was left alone most of the time. When the dusk of evening came
he was too tired to say much, and he retired early that he might be
fresh for work again when the sun appeared. She had no regrets, for
although she kept busy she was resting and her wounds were healing
through the long, quiet days.
It was the essential calm after the storm. Caring for the dairy and
working the butter into firm, sweet, tempting yellow rolls were the
only tasks that troubled her a little, but Holcroft assured her that
she was learning these important duties faster than he had expected her
to. She had several hours a day in which to ply her needle, and thus
was soon enabled to replenish her scanty wardrobe.
One morning at breakfast she appeared in another gown, and although its
material was calico, she had the appearance to Holcroft of being
unusually well dressed. He looked pleased, but made no comment. When
the cherry blossoms were fully out, an old cracked flower vase--the
only one in the house--was filled with them, and they were placed in
the center of the dinner table. He looked at them and her, then
smilingly remarked, "I shouldn't wonder if you enjoyed those cherry
blows more than anything else we have for dinner."
"I want something else, though. My appetite almost frightens me."
"That's famous! I needn't be ashamed of mine, then."
One evening, before the week was over, he saw her busy with a rake
about the door. Last year's leaves were still scattered about, with
twigs and even small boughs wrested by the winds from the trees. He
was provoked with himself that he had neglected the usual spring
clearing away of litter, and a little irritated that she should have
tried to do the work herself. He left the horses at the barn and came
forward directly. "Alida," he said gravely, "there's no need of your
doing such work; I don't like to see you do it."
"Why," she replied, "I've heard that women in the country often milk
and take care of the chickens."
"Yes, but that's very different from this work. I wouldn't like people
to think I expected such things of you."
"It's very easy work," she said smilingly, "easier than sweeping a
room, though something like it. I used to do it at home when I was a
girl. I think it does me good to do something in the open air."
She was persisting, but not in a way that chafed him. Indeed, as he
looked into her appealing eyes and face flushed with exercise, he felt
that it would be churlish to say another word.
"Well," he said, laughing, "it makes you look so young and rosy I guess
it does you good. I suppose you'll have to have your own way."
"You know I wouldn't do this or anything else if you really didn't want
me to."
"You are keen," he replied, with his good nature entirely restored.
"You can see that you get me right under your thumb when you talk that
way. But we must both be on our guard against your fault, you know, or
pretty soon you'll be taking the whole work of the farm off my hands."
"To be serious," she resumed, accompanying him to the barn for the
first time, "I think YOU are working too hard. I'm not. Our meals are
so simple that it doesn't take me long to get them. I'm through with
the hurry in my sewing, the old dog does the churning, and you give me
so much help in the dairy that I shall soon have time on my hands. Now
it seems to me that I might soon learn to take entire care of the
chickens, big and little, and that would be so much less for you to
look after. I'm sure I would enjoy it very much, especially the
looking after the little chickens."
"So you really think you'd like to do that?" he asked, as he turned to
her from unharnessing the horses.
"Yes, indeed, if you think I'm competent."
"You are more so than I am. Somehow, little chickens don't thrive
under a busy man's care. The mother hens mean well, but they are so
confoundedly silly. I declare to you that last year I lost half the
little chicks that were hatched out."
"Well, then," she replied, laughing, "I won't be afraid to try, for I
think I can beat you in raising chickens. Now, show me how much you
feed them at night and how much I'm to give them in the morning, and
let me take the whole care of them for a month, get the eggs, and all.
If they don't do so well, then I'll resign. I can't break you in a
month."
"It looks more as if you'd make me. You have a good big bump of order,
and I haven't any at all in little things. Tom Watterly was right. If
I had tried to live here alone, things would have got into an awful
mess. I feel ashamed of myself that I didn't clear up the yard before,
but my whole mind's been on the main crops."
"As it should be. Don't you worry about the little things. They
belong to me. Now show me about the chickens, or they'll go to roost
while we're talking."
"But I, as well as the chickens, shall want some supper."
"I won't let either of you starve. You'll see."
"Well, you see this little measure? You fill it from this bin with
this mixture of corn and wheat screenings. That's the allowance,
morning and evening. Then you go out to the barnyard there, and call
'kip, kip, kip.' That's the way my wife used--" He stopped in a little
embarrassment.
"I'd be glad if I could do everything as she did," said Alida gently.
"It has grown clearer every day how hard her loss was to you. If
you'll tell me what she did and how she did things--" and she hesitated.
"That's good of you, Alida," he replied gratefully. Then, with his
directness of speech, he added, "I believe some women are inclined to
be jealous even of the dead."
"You need never fear to speak of your wife to me. I respect and honor
your feelings--the way you remember her. There's no reason why it
should be otherwise. I did not agree to one thing and expect another,"
and she looked him straight in the eyes.
He dropped them, as he stood leaning against the bin in the shadowy old
barn, and said, "I didn't think you or anyone would be so sensible. Of
course, one can't forget quickly--"
"You oughtn't to forget," was the firm reply. "Why should you? I
should be sorry to think you could forget."
"I fear I'm not like to make you sorry," he replied, sighing. "To tell
you the truth--" he added, looking at her almost commiseratingly, and
then he hesitated.
"Well, the truth is usually best," she said quietly.
"Well, I'll tell you my thought. We married in haste, we were almost
strangers, and your mind was so distracted at the time that I couldn't
blame you if you forgot what--what I said. I feared--well, you are
carrying out our agreement so sensibly that I want to thank you. It's
a relief to find that you're not opposed, even in your heart, that I
should remember one that I knew as a little child and married when I
was young."
"I remember all you said and what I said," she replied, with the same
direct, honest gaze. "Don't let such thoughts trouble you any more.
You've been kinder and more considerate than I ever expected. You have
only to tell me how she did--"
"No, Alida," he said quietly, obeying a subtle impulse. "I'd rather you
would do everything your own way--as it's natural for you. There,
we've talked so long that it's too late to feed the chickens tonight.
You can begin in the morning."
"Oh!" she cried, "and you have all your other work to do. I've
hindered rather than helped you by coming out."
"No," he replied decidedly, "you've helped me. I'll be in before very
long."
She returned to the house and busied herself in preparations for
supper. She was very thoughtful, and at last concluded: "Yes, he is
right. I understand. Although I may do WHAT his wife did, he don't
wish me to do it AS she did. There could only be a partial and painful
resemblance to his eyes. Both he and I would suffer in comparisons,
and he be continually reminded of his loss. She was his wife in
reality, and all relating to her is something sacred and past to him.
The less I am like her, the better. He married me for the sake of his
farm, and I can best satisfy him by carrying out his purpose in my own
way. He's through with sentiment and has taken the kindest way he
could to tell me that I've nothing to do with his past. He feared,
yes, he FEARED, I should forget our businesslike agreement! I didn't
know I had given him cause to fear; I certainly won't hereafter!" and
the wife felt, with a trace of bitterness and shame, that she had been
put on her guard; that her husband had wished to remind her that she
must not forget his motive in marrying her, or expect anything not in
consonance with that motive. Perhaps she had been too wifelike in her
manner, and therefore he had feared. She was as sensitive to such a
reproach as she would have been in her girlhood.
For once her intuition was at fault, and she misjudged Holcroft in some
respects. He did think he was through with sentiment; he could not
have talked deliberately to Alida or to any other about his old life
and love, and he truly felt that she had no part in that life. It had
become a sad and sacred memory, yet he wished to feel that he had the
right to dwell upon it as he chose. In his downright sincerity he
wished her to know that he could not help dwelling on it; that for him
some things were over, and that he was not to blame. He was profoundly
grateful to her that she had so clearly accepted the facts of his past,
and of their own present relations. He HAD feared, it is true, but she
had not realized his fears, and he felt that it was her due that he
should acknowledge her straightforward carrying out of the compact made
under circumstances which might well excuse her from realizing
everything fully.
Moreover, direct and matter of fact as he was, he had felt vaguely the
inevitable difficulties of their relationship. The very word "wife"
might suggest to her mind an affection which he believed it was not in
his power to bestow. They had agreed to give an arbitrary and unusual
meaning to their marriage, and, while thinking it could have no other
meaning for him, his mind was haunted, and he feared that hers might
be, by the natural significance of the rite. So far from meaning to
hint that she had been too wifelike, he had meant to acknowledge her
simple and natural fulfillment of his wishes in a position far more
difficult to fill than even he imagined. That she succeeded so well
was due to the fact that she entertained for him all the kind feelings
possible except the one supreme regard which, under ordinary
circumstances, would have accounted for the marriage. The reason that
all promised to go so well in their relationship of mere mutual help
was the truth that this basis of union had satisfied their mutual need.
As the farmer had hoped, they had become excellent friends,
supplementing each other's work in a way that promised prosperity.
Without the least intention on the part of either, chance words had
been spoken which would not be without effect. He had told her to do
everything in her own way because the moment he thought of it he knew
he liked her ways. They possessed a novelty and natural grace which
interested him. There are both a natural and a conventional grace, and
the true lady learns to blend the one with the other so as to make a
charming manner essentially her own--a manner which makes a woman a
lady the world over. Alida had little more than natural grace and
refinement, unmodified by society. This the plain farmer could
understand, and he was already awakening to an appreciation of it. It
impressed him agreeably that Alida should be trim and neat while about
her work, and that all her actions were entirely free from the coarse,
slovenly manner, the limp carriage, and slatternly aspect of the whole
tribe which had come and gone during the past year. They had all been
so much alike in possessing disagreeable traits that he felt that Alida
was the only peculiar one among them. He never thought of instituting
comparisons between her and his former wife, yet he did so
unconsciously. Mrs. Holcroft had been too much like himself, matter of
fact, materialistic, kind, and good. Devoid of imagination, uneducated
in mind, her thoughts had not ranged far from what she touched and saw.
She touched them with something of their own heaviness, she saw them as
objects--just what they were--and was incapable of obtaining from them
much suggestion or enjoyment. She knew when the cherry and plum trees
were in blossom just as she knew it was April. The beautiful sounds
and changes in nature reminded her that it was time to do certain kinds
of work, and with her, work was alpha and omega. As her mother had
before her, she was inclined to be a house drudge rather than a
housewife. Thrift, neatness, order, marked the limits of her endeavor,
and she accomplished her tasks with the awkward, brisk directness
learned in her mother's kitchen. Only mind, imagination, and
refinement can embroider the homely details of life. Alida would learn
to do all that she had done, but the woman with a finer nature would do
it in a different way. Holcroft already knew he liked this way
although he could not define it to himself. Tired as he was when he
came home in the evening, his eyes would often kindle with pleasure at
some action or remark that interested him from its novelty. In spite
of his weariness and preoccupation, in spite of a still greater
obstacle--the inertia of a mind dulled by material life--he had begun
to consider Alida's personality for its own sake. He liked to watch
her, not to see what she did to his advantage, but how she did it. She
was awakening an agreeable expectancy, and he sometimes smilingly said
to himself, "What's next?"
"Oh, no!" he thought as he was milking the last cow, "I'd much rather
she'd take her own natural way in doing things. It would be easier for
her and it's her right and--and somehow I like her way just as I used
to like Bessie's ways. She isn't Bessie and never can be, and for some
reason I'd like her to be as different as possible."
Unconsciously and unintentionally, however, he had given Alida's
sensitive nature a slight wound. She felt that she had been told in
effect, "You can help me all you please, and I would rather you would
do this in a way that will not awaken associations, but you must not
think of me or expect me to think of you in any light that was not
agreed upon." That he had feared the possibility of this, that he
might have fancied he saw indications of this, hurt her pride--that
pride and delicacy of feeling which most women shield so instinctively.
She was now consciously on her guard, and so was not so secure against
the thoughts she deprecated as before. In spite of herself, a
restraint would tinge her manner which he would eventually feel in a
vague, uncomfortable way.
But he came in at last, very tired and thoroughly good-natured. "I'm
going to town tomorrow," he said, "and I thought of taking a very early
start so as to save time. Would you like to go?"
"There's no need of my going."
"I thought perhaps you'd enjoy the drive."
"I would have to meet strangers and I'm so entirely content in being
alone--I won't go this time unless you wish it."
"Well, if you don't care about it, I'll carry out my first plan and
take a very early start. I want to sell the butter and eggs on hand,
repay Tom Watterly, and get some seeds. We need some things from the
store, too, I suppose?"
"Yes, you are such a coffee drinker--" she began, smiling.
"Oh, I know!" he interrupted. "Make out your list. You shall say what
we want. Isn't there something you want for yourself?"
"No, not for myself, but I do want something that perhaps you would
enjoy, too. You may think it a waste of money, though."
"Well, you've a right to waste some in your way as well as I have over
my pipe."
"That's good. I hadn't thought of that. You are the one that puts
notions into my head. I would like three or four geraniums and a few
flower seeds."
He looked as if he was thinking deeply and she felt a little hurt that
he should not comply at once with her request, knowing that the outlay
suggested was very slight.
At last he looked up, smiling as he said, "So I put notions into your
head, do I?"
"Oh, well," she replied, flushing in the consciousness of her thoughts,
"if you think it's foolish to spend money for such things--"
"Tush, tush, Alida! Of course I'll get what you wish. But I really am
going to put a notion into your head, and it's stupid and scarcely fair
in me that I hadn't thought of some such plan before. You want to take
care of the chickens. Well, I put them wholly in your care and you
shall have all you can make off them--eggs, young chickens, and
everything."
"That IS a new notion," she replied, laughing. "I hadn't thought of
such a thing and it's more than fair. What would I do with so much
money?"
"What you please. Buy yourself silk dresses if you want to."
"But I couldn't use a quarter of the money."
"No matter, use what you like and I'll put the rest in the bank for you
and in your name. I was a nice kind of a business partner, wasn't I?
Expecting you to do nearly half the work and then have you say, 'Will
you please get me a few plants and seeds?' and then, 'Oh! If you think
it's foolish to spend money for such things.' Why, you have as good a
right to spend some of the money you help earn as I have. You've shown
you'll be sensible in spending it. I don't believe you'll use enough
of it. Anyway, it will be yours, as it ought to be."
"Very well," she replied, nodding at him with piquant significance,
"I'll always have some to lend you."
"Yes, shouldn't wonder if you were the richest some day. Everything
you touch seems to turn out well. I shall be wholly dependent on you
hereafter for eggs and an occasional fricassee."
"You shall have your share. Yes, I like this notion. It grows on me.
I'd like to earn some money to do what I please with. You'll be
surprised to see what strange and extravagant tastes I'll develop!"
"I expect to be perfectly dumfoundered, as Mrs. Mumpson used to say.
Since you are so willing to lend, I'll lend you enough to get all you
want tomorrow. Make out your list. You can get a good start tomorrow
for I was too tired and it was too late for me to gather the eggs
tonight. I know, too, that a good many of the hens have stolen their
nests of late, and I've been too busy to look for 'em. You may find
perfect mines of eggs, but, for mercy's sake! don't climb around in
dangerous places. I had such bad luck with chicks last year that I've
only set a few hens. You can set few or many now, just as you please."
Even as he talked and leisurely finished his supper, his eyes grew
heavy with sleep. "What time will you start tomorrow?" she asked.
"Oh, no matter; long before you are up or ought to be. I'll get myself
a cup of coffee. I expect to do my morning work and be back by nine or
ten o'clock for I wish to get in some potatoes and other vegetables
before Sunday."
"Very well, I'll make out my list and lay it on the table here. Now,
why don't you go and sleep at once? You ought, with such an early
start in prospect."
"Ought I? Well, I never felt more inclined to do my duty. You must
own up I have put one good notion into your head?"
"I have said nothing against any of them. Come, you ought to go at
once."
"Can't I smoke my pipe first please?"
"You'll find it quieter in the parlor."
"But it's pleasanter here where I can watch you."
"Do you think I need watching?"
"Yes, a little, since you don't look after your own interests very
sharply."
"It isn't my way to look after anything very sharply."
"No, Alida, thank the Lord! There's nothing sharp about you, not even
your tongue. You won't mind being left alone a few hours tomorrow?"
"No, indeed, I like to be alone."
"I thought I did. Most everyone has seemed a crowd to me. I'm glad
you've never given me that feeling. Well, goodbye till you see me
driving up with the geraniums."
Chapter XXV.
A Charivari
The eastern horizon was aglow with rosy tints the following morning
when Holcroft awoke; the stars were but just fading from the sky and
the birds were still silent. He knew by these signs that it was very
early and that he could carry out his plan of a timely start to town.
Dressing very quietly, he stole downstairs, shoes in hand, lest his
tread should awaken Alida. The kitchen door leading into the hall was
closed. Lifting the latch carefully, he found the lamp burning, the
breakfast table set, and the kettle humming over a good fire. "This is
her work, but where is she?" he queried in much surprise.
The outer door was ajar; he noiselessly crossed the room, and looking
out, he saw her. She had been to the well for a pail of water, but had
set it down and was watching the swiftly brightening east. She was so
still and her face so white in the faint radiance that he had an odd,
uncanny impression. No woman that he had ever known would stop that
way to look at the dawn. He could see nothing so peculiar in it as to
attract such fixed attention. "Alida," he asked, "what do you see?"
She started slightly and turned to take up the pail; but he had already
sprung down the steps and relieved her of the burden.
"Could anything be more lovely than those changing tints? It seems to
me I could have stood there an hour," she said quietly.
"You are not walking or doing all this in your sleep, are you?" he
asked, laughing, yet regarding her curiously. "You looked as you stood
there like what people call a--what's that big word?"
"I'm not a somnambulist and never was, to my knowledge. You'll find
I'm wide enough awake to have a good breakfast soon."
"But I didn't expect you to get up so early. I didn't wish it."
"It's too late now," she said pleasantly, "so I hope you won't find
fault with me for doing what I wanted to do."
"Did you mean to be up and have breakfast when I told you last night?"
"Yes. Of course I didn't let you know for you would have said I
mustn't, and then I couldn't. It isn't good for people to get up so
early and do as much as you had on your mind without eating. Now you
won't be any the worse for it."
"I certainly ought to be the better for so much kindly consideration;
but it will cure me of such unearthly hours if you feel that you must
conform to them. You look pale this morning, Alida; you're not strong
enough to do such things, and there's no need of it when I'm so used to
waiting on myself."
"I shall have to remind you," she replied with a bright look at him
over her shoulder, "that you said I could do things my own way."
"Well, it seems odd after a year when everyone who came here appeared
to grudge doing a thing for a man's comfort."
"I should hope I was different from them."
"Well, you are. I thought you were different from anyone I ever knew
as I saw you there looking at the east. You seem wonderfully fond of
pretty things."
"I'll own to that. But if you don't hurry you won't do as much as you
hoped by getting up early."
The morning was very mild, and she left the outer door open as she went
quickly to and fro with elasticity of spirit as well as step. It was
pleasant to have her efforts appreciated and almost as grateful to hear
the swelling harmony of song from the awakening birds. The slight
cloud that had fallen on her thoughts the evening before had lifted.
She felt that she understood Holcroft better, and saw that his feeling
was only that of honest friendliness and satisfaction. She had merely
to recognize and respond to so much only and all would be well.
Meantime, she desired nothing more, and he should be thoroughly
convinced of this fact. She grew positively light-hearted over the
fuller assurance of the truth that although a wife, she was not
expected to love--only to be faithful to all his interests. This, and
this only, she believed to be within her power.
Holcroft departed in the serenity characteristic of one's mood when the
present is so agreeable that neither memories of the past nor
misgivings as to the future are obtrusive. He met Watterly in town,
and remarked, "This is another piece of good luck. I hadn't time to go
out to your place, although I meant to take time."
"A piece of good luck indeed!" Tom mentally echoed, for he would have
been greatly embarrassed if Holcroft had called. Mrs. Watterly felt
that she had been scandalized by the marriage which had taken place in
her absence, and was all the more resentful for the reason that she had
spoken to a cousin of uncertain age and still more uncertain temper in
behalf of the farmer. In Mrs. Watterly's estimate of action, it was
either right, that is, in accordance with her views, or else it was
intolerably wrong and without excuse. Poor Tom had been made to feel
that he had not only committed an almost unpardonable sin against his
wife and her cousin, but also against all the proprieties of life. "The
idea of such a wedding taking place in my rooms and with my husband's
sanction!" she had said with concentrated bitterness. Then had followed
what he was accustomed to characterize as a spell of "zero weather."
He discreetly said nothing. "It didn't seem such a bad idea to me," he
thought, "but then I suppose women folks know best about such things."
He was too frank in his nature to conceal from Holcroft his misgivings
or his wife's scornful and indignant disapproval. "Sorry Angy feels so
bad about it, Jim," he said ruefully, "but she says I mustn't buy
anything more of you."
"Or have anything more to do with me, I suppose?"
"Oh, come now! You know a man's got to let his women-folks have their
say about household matters, but that don't make any difference in my
feelings toward you."
"Well, well, Tom! If it did, I should be slow to quarrel with a man
who had done me as good a turn as you have. Thank the Lord! I've got
a wife that'll let me have some say about household and all other
matters. You, too, are inclined to think that I'm in an awful scrape.
I feel less like getting out of it every day. My wife is as
respectable as I am and a good sight better than I am. If I'm no
longer respectable for having married her, I certainly am better
contented than I ever expected to be again. I want it understood,
though, that the man who says anything against my wife may have to get
me arrested for assault and battery."
"When it comes to that, Jim," replied Watterly, who was meek only in
the presence of his wife, "I'd just as lief speak against her as wink
if there was anything to say. But I say now, as I said to you at
first, she aint one of the common sort. I thought well of her at
first, and I think better of her now since she's doing so well by you.
But I suppose marrying a woman situated as she was isn't according to
regulation. We men are apt to act like the boys we used to be and go
for what we want without thinking of the consequences."
"It's the consequences that please me most. If you had been dependent
on Mumpson, Malonys, and Wigginses for your home comfort you wouldn't
worry about the talk of people who'd never raise a finger for you.
Well, goodbye, I'm in a hurry. Your heart's in the right place, Tom,
and some day you'll come out and take dinner with me. One dinner, such
as she'll give you, will bring you round. One of our steady dishes is
a bunch of flowers and I enjoy 'em, too. What do you think of that for
a hard-headed old fellow like me?"
Some men are chilled by public disapproval and waver under it, but
Holcroft was thereby only the more strongly confirmed in his course.
Alida had won his esteem as well as his good will, and it was the
instinct of his manhood to protect and champion her. He bought twice
as many flowers and seeds as she had asked for, and also selected two
simple flower vases; then started on his return with the feeling that
he had a home.
Alida entered upon her duties to the poultry with almost the pleasure
of a child. She first fed them, then explored every accessible nook
and hiding place in the barn and outbuildings. It was evident that
many of the biddies had stolen their nests, and some were brooding upon
them with no disposition to be disturbed. Out of the hundred or more
fowls on the place, a good many were clucking their maternal instincts,
and their new keeper resolved to put eggs under all except the flighty
ones that left their nests within two or three days' trial. As the
result of her search, the empty egg basket was in a fair way to be full
again very soon. She gloated over her spoils as she smilingly assured
herself, "I shall take him at his word. I shall spend nearly all I
make this year in fixing up the old house within and without, so he'll
scarcely know it."
It was eleven o'clock before Holcroft drove to the door with the
flowers, and he was amply repaid by her pleasure in receiving them.
"Why, I only expected geraniums," she said, "and you've bought half a
dozen other kinds."
"And I expected to get my own coffee this morning and a good breakfast
was given me instead, so we are quits."
"You're probably ready for your dinner now, if it is an hour earlier
than usual. It will be ready in ten minutes."
"Famous! That will give me a good long afternoon. I say, Alida, when
do you want the flower beds made?"
"No hurry about them. I shall keep the plants in the window for a week
or two. It isn't safe to put them outdoors before the last of May.
I'll have some slips ready by that time."
"Yes, I know. You'll soon have enough to set out an acre."
The days of another week passed quietly and rapidly away, Alida
becoming almost as much absorbed in her interests as he in his. Every
hour added to the beauty of the season without. The unplowed fields
were taking on a vivid green, and Holcroft said that on the following
Monday the cows should go out to pasture. Wholesome, agreeable
occupation enabled Alida to put away sad thoughts and memories. Nature
and pleasant work are two potent healers, and she was rallying fast
under their ministry. Holcroft would have been blind indeed had he not
observed changes for the better. Her thin cheeks were becoming fuller,
and her exertions, with the increasing warmth of the season, often
flushed her face with a charming color. The old sad and troubled
expression was passing away from her blue eyes. Every day it seemed
easier for her to laugh, and her step grew more elastic. It was all so
gradual that he never questioned it, but his eyes followed her with
increasing pleasure and he listened, when she spoke, with deepening
interest. Sundays had been long and rather dreary days, but now he
positively welcomed their coming and looked forward to the hours when,
instead of brooding over the past, he should listen to her pleasant
voice reading his few and neglected books. There was a new atmosphere
in his home--a new influence, under which his mind was awakening in
spite of his weariness and absorption in the interests of the farm.
Alida was always ready to talk about these, and her questions would
soon enable her to talk understandingly. She displayed ignorance
enough, and this amused him, but her queries evinced no stupidity. In
reading to her father and in the cultivation of flowers, she had
obtained hints of vital horticultural principles, and Holcroft said to
her laughingly one evening at supper, "You'll soon learn all I know and
begin to teach me."
Her manner of deprecating such remarks was to exaggerate them and she
replied, "Yes, next week you will sell my eggs and I shall subscribe
for the agricultural paper my father used to take. Then will begin all
the improvements of book-farming. I shall advise you to sow oats in
June, plant corn in March, and show you generally that all your
experience counts for nothing."
This kind of badinage was new to the farmer, and it amused him
immensely. He did not grow sleepy so early in the evening, and as he
was driving his work prosperously he shortened his hours of labor
slightly. She also found time to read the county paper and gossip a
little about the news, thus making a beginning in putting him and
herself en rapport with other interests than those which centered in
the farm. In brief, she had an active, intelligent mind and a
companionable nature. Her boundless gratitude for her home, which
daily grew more homelike, led her to employ all her tact in adding to
his enjoyment. Yet so fine was her tact that her manner was a simple
embodiment of good will, and he was made to feel that it was nothing
more.
While all was passing so genially and satisfactorily to Holcroft, it
may well be supposed that his conduct was not at all to the mind of his
neighbors. News, especially during the busy spring season, permeates a
country neighborhood slowly. The fact of his marriage had soon become
known, and eventually, through Justice Harkins, the circumstances
relating to it and something of Alida's previous history, in a garbled
form, came to be discussed at rural firesides. The majority of the men
laughed and shrugged their shoulders, implying it was none of their
business, but not a few, among whom was Lemuel Weeks, held up their
hands and spoke of the event in terms of the severest reprehension.
Many of the farmers' wives and their maiden sisters were quite as much
scandalized as Mrs. Watterly had been that an unknown woman, of whom
strange stories were told, should have been brought into the community
from the poorhouse, "and after such a heathenish marriage, too," they
said. It was irregular, unprecedented, and therefore utterly wrong and
subversive of the morals of the town.
They longed to ostracize poor Alida, yet saw no chance of doing so.
They could only talk, and talk they did, in a way that would have made
her ears tingle had she heard.
The young men and older boys, however, believed that they could do more
than talk. Timothy Weeks had said to a group of his familiars, "Let's
give old Holcroft and his poorhouse bride a skimelton that will let 'em
know what folks think of 'em."
The scheme found favor at once, and Tim Weeks was soon recognized as
organizer and leader of the peculiar style of serenade contemplated.
After his day's work was over, he rode here and there summoning
congenial spirits. The project soon became pretty well known in
several families, but the elder members remained discreetly blind and
deaf, proposing to wink at what was going on, yet take no compromising
part themselves. Lemuel Weeks winked very knowingly and suggestively.
He kept within such bounds, however, as would enable him to swear that
he knew nothing and had said nothing, but his son had never felt more
assured of his father's sympathy. When at last the motley gathering
rendezvoused at Tim's house, Weeks, senior, was conveniently making a
call on a near neighbor.
It was Saturday evening, and the young May moon would furnish
sufficient light without revealing identity too clearly. About a score
of young fellows and hired farm-hands of the ruder sort came riding and
trudging to Weeks' barn, where there was a barrel of cider on tap.
Here they blackened their faces with charcoal and stimulated their
courage, for it was well known that Holcroft was anything but lamblike
when angered.
"He'll be like a bull in a china shop," remarked Tim, "but then there's
enough of us to handle him if he gets too obstrep'rous."
Armed with tin pans and horns which were to furnish the accompaniment
to their discordant voices, they started about eight in the evening.
As they moved up the road there was a good deal of coarse jesting and
bravado, but when they approached the farmhouse silence was enjoined.
After passing up the lane they looked rather nervously at the quiet
dwelling softly outlined in the moonlight. A lamp illumined the
kitchen window, and Tim Weeks whispered excitedly, "He's there. Let's
first peek in the window and then give 'em a scorcher."
Knowing that they should have the coming day in which to rest, Holcroft
and Alida had busied themselves with outdoor matters until late. She
had been planning her flower beds, cutting out the dead wood from some
neglected rosebushes and shrubbery, and had also helped her husband by
sowing seed in the kitchen garden back of the house. Then, weary, yet
pleased with the labor accomplished, they made a very leisurely supper,
talking over garden matters and farm prospects in general. Alida had
all her flower seeds on the table beside her, and she gloated over them
and expatiated on the kind of blossoms they would produce with so much
zest that Holcroft laughingly remarked, "I never thought that flowers
would be one of the most important crops on the place."
"You will think so some day. I can see, from the expression of your
eyes, that the cherry blossoms and now the apple blows which I put on
the table please you almost as much as the fruit would."
"Well, it's because I notice 'em. I never seemed to notice 'em much
before."
"Oh, no! It's more than that," she replied, shaking her head. "Some
people would notice them, yet never see how pretty they were."
"Then they'd be blind as moles."
"The worst kind of blindness is that of the mind."
"Well, I think many country people are as stupid and blind as oxen, and
I was one of 'em. I've seen more cherry and apple blossoms this year
than in all my life before, and I haven't thought only of cherries and
apples either."
"The habit of seeing what is pretty grows on one," she resumed. "It
seems to me that flowers and such things feed mind and heart. So if one
HAS mind and heart, flowers become one of the most useful crops. Isn't
that practical common sense?"
"Not very common in Oakville. I'm glad you think I'm in a hopeful
frame of mind, as they used to say down at the meeting house. Anyhow,
since you wish it, we will have a flower crop as well as a potato crop."
Thus they continued chatting while Alida cleared up the table, and
Holcroft, having lighted his pipe, busied himself with peeling a long,
slim hickory sapling intended for a whipstock.
Having finished her tasks, Alida was finally drying her hands on a
towel that hung near a window. Suddenly, she caught sight of a dark
face peering in. Her startled cry brought Holcroft hastily to his feet.
"What's the matter?" he asked.
"I saw--" Then she hesitated from a fear that he would rush into some
unknown danger.
The rough crew without perceived that their presence was known, and Tim
Weeks cried, "Now, all together!"
A frightful overture began at once, the hooting and yelling almost
drowning the instrumental part and sending to Alida's heart that awful
chill of fear produced by human voices in any mob-like assemblage.
Holcroft understood the affair at once, for he was familiar with the
custom, but she did not. He threw open the door with the purpose of
sternly expostulating with the disturbers of the peace and of
threatening them with the law unless they retired. With an instinct to
share his danger she stepped to his side, and this brought a yell of
derision. Lurid thoughts swept through her mind. She had brought this
danger. Her story had become known. What might they not do to
Holcroft? Under the impulse of vague terror and complete
self-sacrifice, she stepped forward and cried, "I only am to blame. I
will go away forever if you will spare--" But again the scornful clamor
rose and drowned her voice.
Her action and words had been so swift that Holcroft could not
interfere, but in an instant he was at her side, his arm around her,
his square jaw set, and his eyes blazing with his kindling anger. He
was not one of those men who fume early under provocation and in words
chiefly. His manner and gesture were so impressive that his tormentors
paused to listen.
"I know," he said quietly, "all about this old, rude custom--that it's
often little more than a rough lark. Well, now that you've had it,
leave at once. I'm in no mood for such attention from my neighbors.
This is my wife, and I'll break any man's head who says a word to hurt
her feelings--"
"Oh yes! Take care of her feelings, now it's your turn. They must 'a'
been hurt before," piped up Tim Weeks.
"Good for you, old man, for showin' us your poorhouse bride," said
another.
"We don't fancy such grass-widders, and much married, half-married
women in Oakville," yelled a third.
"Why didn't yer jump over a broomstick for a weddin' ceremony?" someone
else bawled.
These insults were fired almost in a volley. Alida felt Holcroft's arm
grow rigid for a second. "Go in, quick!" he said.
Then she saw him seize the hickory sapling he had leaned against the
house, and burst upon the group like a thunderbolt. Cries of pain,
yells, and oaths of rage rose above the rain of blows. The older
members of the crew sought to close upon him, but he sprung back, and
the tough sapling swept about him like a circle of light. It was a
terrific weapon in the hands of a strong man, now possessed of almost
giant strength in his rage. More than one fellow went down under its
stinging cut, and heads and faces were bleeding. The younger portion
of the crowd speedily took to their heels, and soon even the most
stubborn fled; the farmer vigorously assisting their ignominious
retreat with tremendous downward blows on any within reach. Tim Weeks
had managed to keep out of the way till they entered the lane; then,
taking a small stone from the fence, he hurled it at their pursuer and
attempted to jump over the wall. This was old, and gave way under him
in such a way that he fell on the other side. Holcroft leaped the
fence with a bound, but Tim, lying on his back, shrieked and held up
his hands, "You won't hit a feller when he's down!"
"No," said Holcroft, arresting his hickory. "I'll send you to jail, Tim
Weeks. That stone you fired cut my head. Was your father in that
crowd?"
"No-o-o!" blubbered Tim.
"If he was, I'd follow him home and whip him in his own house. Now,
clear out, and tell the rest of your rowdy crew that I'll shoot the
first one of you that disturbs me again. I'll send the constable for
you, and maybe for some of the others."
Dire was the dismay, and dreadful the groaning in Oakville that night.
Never before had salves and poultices been in such demand. Not a few
would be disfigured for weeks, and wherever Holcroft's blows had fallen
welts arose like whipcords. In Lemuel Weeks' dwelling the
consternation reached its climax. Tim, bruised from his fall, limped
in and told his portentous story. In his spite, he added, "I don't
care, I hit him hard. His face was all bloody."
"All bloody!" groaned his father. "Lord 'a mercy! He can send you to
jail, sure enough!"
Then Mrs. Weeks sat down and wailed aloud.
Chapter XXVI.
"You Don't Know."
As Timothy Weeks limped hastily away, Holcroft, with a strong revulsion
of feeling, thought of Alida. HE had been able to answer insults in a
way eminently satisfactory to himself, and every blow had relieved his
electrical condition. But how about the poor woman who had received
worse blows than he had inflicted? As he hastened toward the house he
recalled a dim impression of seeing her sink down on the doorstep.
Then he remembered her effort to face the marauders alone. "She said
she was to blame, poor child! As if there were any blame at all! She
said, 'spare him,' as if I was facing a band of murderers instead of a
lot of neighborhood scamps, and that she'd go away. I'd fight all
Oakville--men, women, and children--before I'd permit that," and he
started on a run.
He found Alida on the step, where she had sunk as if struck down by the
rough epithets hurled at her. She was sobbing violently, almost
hysterically, and at first could not reply to his soothing words. He
lifted her up, and half carried her within to a chair. "Oh, oh," she
cried, "why did I not realize it more fully before? Selfish woman that
I was, to marry you and bring on you all this shame and danger. I
should have thought of it all, I ought to have died rather than do you
such a wrong."
"Alida, Alida," protested Holcroft, "if it were all to do over again,
I'd be a thousand times more--"
"Oh, I know, I know! You are brave and generous and honest. I saw
that much when you first spoke to me. I yielded to the temptation to
secure such a friend. I was too cowardly to face the world alone. And
now see what's happened! You're in danger and disgrace on my account.
I must go away--I must do what I should have done at first," and with
her face buried in her hands she rocked back and forth, overwhelmed by
the bitterness and reproach of her thoughts.
"Alida," he urged, "please be calm and sensible. Let me reason with
you and tell you the truth. All that's happened is that the Oakville
cubs have received a well-deserved whipping. When you get calm, I can
explain everything so it won't seem half so bad. Neither you nor I are
in any danger, and, as for your going away, look me in the eyes and
listen."
His words were almost stern in their earnestness. She raised her
streaming eyes to his face, then sprung up, exclaiming, "Oh! You're
wounded!"
"What's that, compared with your talk of going away?"
All explanations and reassurances would have been trivial in effect,
compared with the truth that he had been hurt in her defense. She
dashed her tears right and left, ran for a basin of water, and making
him take her chair, began washing away the blood stains.
"Thunder!" he said, laughing, "How quickly we've changed places!"
"Oh, oh!" she moaned, "It's a terrible wound; it might have killed you,
and they WILL kill you yet."
He took her hands and held them firmly. "Alida," he said, gravely yet
kindly, "be still and listen to me."
For a moment or two longer her bosom heaved with convulsive sobs, and
then she grew quiet. "Don't you know you can't go away?" he asked,
still retaining her hands and looking in her face.
"I could for your sake," she began.
"No, it wouldn't be for my sake. I don't wish you to go, and wouldn't
let you. If you should let the Oakville rabble drive you away, I WOULD
be in danger, and so would others, for I'd be worse on 'em than an
earthquake. After the lesson they've had tonight, they'll let us alone,
and I'll let them alone. You know I've tried to be honest with you
from the first. Believe me, then, the trouble's over unless we make
more for ourselves. Now, promise you'll do as I say and let me manage."
"I'll try," she breathed softly.
"No, no! That won't do. I'm beginning to find you out. You may get
some foolish, self-sacrificing notion in your head that it would be
best for me, when it would be my ruination. Will you promise?"
"Yes."
"Famous! Now you can bathe my head all you please for it feels a
little queer."
"It's an awful wound," she said in tones of the deepest sympathy. "Oh,
I'm so sorry!"
"Pshaw! My head is too hard for that little scamp of a Weeks to break.
His turn'll come next."
She cut away the blood-clotted hair and bound up the rather severe
scalp wound with a tenderness and sympathy that expressed itself even
in her touch. She was too confused and excited to be conscious of
herself, but she had received some tremendously strong impressions.
Chief among them was the truth that nothing which had happened made any
difference in him--that he was still the same loyal friend, standing
between her and the world she dreaded--yes, between her and her own
impulses toward self-sacrifice. Sweetest of all was the assurance that
he did this for his own sake as well as hers. These facts seemed like
a foothold in the mad torrent of feeling and shame which had been
sweeping her away. She could think of little more than that she was
safe--safe because he was brave and loyal--and yes, safe because he
wanted her and would not give her up. The heart of a woman must be
callous indeed, and her nature not only trivial but stony if she is not
deeply touched under circumstances like these.
In spite of his laughing contempt of danger, she trembled as she saw
him ready to go out again; she wished to accompany him on his round of
observation, but he scouted the idea, although it pleased him.
Standing in the door, she strained her eyes and listened breathlessly.
He soon returned and said, "They've all had enough. We won't be
disturbed again."
He saw that her nerves needed quieting, and he set about the task with
such simple tact as he possessed. His first step was to light his pipe
in the most nonchalant manner, and then he burst out laughing. "I'll
hang that hickory up. It has done too good service to be put to common
use again. Probably you never heard of a skimelton, Alida. Well, they
are not so uncommon in this region. I suppose I'll have to own up to
taking part in one myself when I was a young chap. They usually are
only rough larks and are taken good-naturedly. I'm not on jesting terms
with my neighbors, and they had no business to come here, but I
wouldn't have made any row if they hadn't insulted you."
Her head bowed very low as she faltered, "They've heard everything."
He came right to her and took her hand. "Didn't I hear everything
before they did?"
"Yes."
"Well, Alida, I'm not only satisfied with you, but I'm very grateful to
you. Why shouldn't I be when you are a good Christian woman? I guess
I'm the one to be suited, not Oakville. I should be as reckless as the
devil if you should go away from me. Don't I act like a man who's
ready to stand up for and protect you?"
"Yes, too ready. It would kill me if anything happened to you on my
account."
"Well, the worst would happen," he said firmly, "if we don't go right
on as we've begun. If we go quietly on about our own affairs, we'll
soon be let alone and that's all we ask."
"Yes, yes indeed! Don't worry, James. I'll do as you wish."
"Famous! You never said 'James' to me before. Why haven't you?"
"I don't know," she faltered, with a sudden rush of color to her pale
face.
"Well, that's my name," he resumed, laughing. "I guess it's because we
are getting better acquainted."
She looked up and said impetuously, "You don't know how a woman feels
when a man stands up for her as you did tonight."
"Well, I know how a man feels when there is a woman so well worth
standing up for. It was a lucky thing that I had nothing heavier in my
hand than that hickory." All the while he was looking at her
curiously; then he spoke his thought. "You're a quiet little woman,
Alida, most times, but you're capable of a thunder gust now and then."
"I'll try to be quiet at all times," she replied, with drooping eyes.
"Oh, I'm not complaining!" he said, laughing. "I like the trait."
He took a small pitcher and went to the dairy. Returning, he poured
out two glasses of milk and said, "Here's to your health and happiness,
Alida; and when I don't stand up for the woman who started out to save
me from a mob of murderers, may the next thing I eat or drink choke me.
You didn't know they were merely a lot of Oakville boys, did you?"
"You can't make so light of it," said she. "They tried to close on you,
and if that stone had struck you on the temple, it might have killed
you. They swore like pirates, and looked like ruffians with their
blackened faces. They certainly were not boys in appearance."
"I'm afraid I swore too," he said sadly.
"You had some excuse, but I'm sorry. They would have hurt you if you
hadn't kept them off."
"Yes, they'd probably have given me a beating. People do things in hot
blood they wish they hadn't afterward. I know this Oakville
rough-scuff. Since we've had it out, and they know what to expect,
they'll give me a wide berth. Now go and sleep. You were never safer
in your life."
She did not trust herself to reply, but the glance she gave him from
her tearful eyes was so eloquent with grateful feeling that he was
suddenly conscious of some unwonted sensations. He again patrolled the
place and tied the dog near the barn.
"It's barely possible that some of these mean cusses might venture to
kindle a fire, but a bark from Towser will warn 'em off. She IS a
spirited little woman," he added, with a sharp change in soliloquy.
"There's nothing milk-and-water about her. Thunder! I felt like
kissing her when she looked at me so. I guess that crack on my skull
has made me a little light-headed."
He lay down in his clothes so that he might rush out in case of any
alarm, and he intended to keep awake. Then, the first thing he knew,
the sun was shining in the windows.
It was long before Alida slept, and the burden of her thoughts
confirmed the words that she had spoken so involuntarily. "You don't
know how a woman feels when a man stands up for her as you did." It is
the nature of her sex to adore hardy, courageous manhood. Beyond all
power of expression, Alida felt her need of a champion and protector.
She was capable of going away for his sake, but she would go in terror
and despair. The words that had smitten her confirmed all her old
fears of facing the world alone. Then came the overpowering thought of
his loyalty and kindness, of his utter and almost fierce repugnance to
the idea of her leaving him. In contrast with the man who had deceived
and wronged her, Holcroft's course overwhelmed her very soul with a
passion of grateful affection. A new emotion, unlike anything she had
ever known, thrilled her heart and covered her face with blushes. "I
could die for him!" she murmured.
She awoke late in the morning. When at last she entered the kitchen
she stopped in deep chagrin, for Holcroft had almost completed
preparations for breakfast. "Ha, ha!" he laughed, "turn about is fair
play."
"Well," she sighed, "there's no use of making excuses now."
"There's no occasion for any. Did you ever see such a looking case as
I am with this bandage around my head?"
"Does it pain you?" she asked sympathetically.
"Well, it does. It pains like thunder."
"The wound needs dressing again. Let me cleanse and bind it up."
"Yes, after breakfast."
"No, indeed; now. I couldn't eat my breakfast while you were suffering
so."
"I'm more unfeeling then than you are, for I could."
She insisted on having her way, and then tore up her handkerchief to
supply a soft linen bandage.
"You're extravagant, Alida," but she only shook her head.
"Famous! That feels better. What a touch you have! Now, if you had a
broken head, my fingers would be like a pair of tongs."
She only shook her head and smiled.
"You're as bad as Jane used to be. She never said a word when she
could shake or nod her meaning."
"I should think you would be glad, after having been half talked to
death by her mother."
"As I said before, take your own way of doing things. It seems the
right way after it is done."
A faint color came into her face, and she looked positively happy as
she sat down to breakfast. "Are you sure your head feels better?" she
asked.
"Yes, and you look a hundred per cent better. Well, I AM glad you had
such a good sleep after all the hubbub."
"I didn't sleep till toward morning," she said, with downcast eyes.
"Pshaw! That's too bad. Well, no matter, you look like a different
person from what you did when I first saw you. You've been growing
younger every day."
Her face flushed like a girl's under his direct, admiring gaze, making
her all the more pretty. She hastened to divert direct attention from
herself by asking, "You haven't heard from anyone this morning?"
"No, but I guess the doctor has. Some of those fellows will have to
keep shady for a while."
As they were finishing breakfast, Holcroft looked out of the open
kitchen door and exclaimed, "By thunder! We're going to hear from some
of them now. Here comes Mrs. Weeks, the mother of the fellow who hit
me."
"Won't you please receive her in the parlor?"
"Yes, she won't stay long, you may be sure. I'm going to give that
Weeks tribe one lesson and pay off the whole score."
He merely bowed coldly to Mrs. Weeks' salutation and offered her a
chair. The poor woman took out her handkerchief and began to mop her
eyes, but Holcroft was steeled against her, not so much on account of
the wound inflicted by her son as for the reason that he saw in her an
accomplice with her husband in the fraud of Mrs. Mumpson.
"I hope you're not badly hurt," she began.
"It might be worse."
"Oh, Mr. Holcroft!" she broke out sobbingly, "spare my son. It would
kill me if you sent him to prison."
"He took the chance of killing me last night," was the cold reply.
"What's far worse, he insulted my wife."
"Oh, Mr. Holcroft! He was young and foolish; he didn't realize--"
"Were you and your husband young and foolish," he interrupted bitterly,
"when you gulled me into employing that crazy cousin of yours?"
This retort was so overwhelming that Mrs. Weeks sobbed speechlessly.
Alida could not help overhearing the conversation, and she now glided
into the room and stood by her husband's side.
"James," she said, "won't you do me a favor, a great kindness?"
Mrs. Weeks raised her eyes and looked wonderingly at this dreadful
woman, against whom all Oakville was talking.
"I know what you wish, Alida," he replied sternly, "but I can't do it.
This is a case for justice. This woman's son was the leader of that
vile crowd that insulted you last night. I can forgive his injuring
me, but not the words he used about you. Moreover, when I was alone
and struggling to keep my home, Mrs. Weeks took part with her husband
in imposing on me their fraud of a cousin and in tricking me out of
honest money. Any woman with a heart in her breast would have tried to
help a man situated as I was. No, it's a clear case of justice, and
her son shall go to jail."
Mrs. Weeks wailed afresh at this final sentence. Holcroft was amazed
to see his wife drop on her knees beside his chair. He raised her
instantly. "Don't do such a thing as that," he said huskily.
Without removing her pleading eyes from his face she asked gently, "Who
told us to forgive as we would be forgiven? James, I shall be very
unhappy if you don't grant this mother's prayer."
He tried to turn away, but she caught his hand and held his eyes with
hers. "Alida," he said in strong agitation, "you heard the vile, false
words that Timothy Weeks said last night. They struck you down like a
blow. Can you forgive him?"
"Yes, and I plead with you to forgive him. Grant me my wish, James; I
shall be so much happier, and so will you."
"Well, Mrs. Weeks, now you know what kind of a woman your son came to
insult. You may tell your neighbors that there's one Christian in
Oakville. I yield to Mrs. Holcroft, and will take no further action in
the affair if we are let alone."
Mrs. Weeks was not a bad woman at heart, and she had received a
wholesome lesson. She came and took Alida's hand as she said, "Yes,
you are a Christian--a better woman than I've been, but I aint so mean
and bad but what, when I see my fault, I am sorry and can ask
forgiveness. I do ask your forgiveness, Mr. Holcroft. I've been
ashamed of myself ever since you brought my cousin back. I thought she
would try, when she had the chance you gave her, but she seems to have
no sense."
"There, there! Let bygones be bygones," said the farmer in
embarrassment. "I've surrendered. Please don't say anything more."
"You've got a kind heart, in spite--"
"Oh, come now! Please quit, or I'll begin to swear a little to keep up
the reputation my neighbors have given me. Go home and tell Tim to
brace up and try to be a man. When I say I'm done with a grudge, I AM
done. You and Mrs. Holcroft can talk all you like, but please excuse
me," and with more than most men's horror of a scene, he escaped
precipitately.
"Sit down, Mrs. Weeks," said Alida kindly.
"Well, I will. I can't say much to excuse myself or my folks--"
"You've already said everything, Mrs. Weeks," interrupted Alida gently;
"you've said you are sorry."
Mrs. Weeks stared a moment, and then resumed sententiously, "Well, I've
heard more gospel in that remark than if I'd gone to church. And I
couldn't go to church, I could never have gone there again or held my
head up anywhere if--if--"
"That's all past and gone," said Alida, smiling. "When Mr. Holcroft
says anything, you may depend on it."
"Well, God bless you for intercedin'--you had so much to forgive.
Nobody shall ever speak a word against you again while I've got breath
to answer. I wish you'd let me come and see you sometimes."
"Whenever you wish, if you care to visit one who has had so much--so
much trouble."
"I see now that's all the more reason I should come, for if it hadn't
been for you, I'd have been in bitter trouble myself. We've been worse
than heathen, standin' off and talking against you. Oh, I've had a
lesson I won't forget! Well, I must hurry home, for I left Timothy and
Lemuel in a dreadful state."
Seeing the farmer in the barn as she was passing, she rushed to him.
"You've got to shake hands with me, Mr. Holcroft. Your wife IS a good
woman, and she's a lady, too. Anyone with half an eye can see she's
not one of the common sort."
The farmer shook the poor woman's hand good-naturedly and said
heartily, "That's so! All right, meeting's over. Goodbye." Then he
turned to his work and chuckled, "That's what Tom Watterly said. Thank
the Lord! She ISN'T of the common sort. I've got to brace up and be
more of a man as well as Tim Weeks."
In spite of the pain in his head, Alida's words proved true. He was
happier than he had been in many a long day. He had the glow which
follows a generous act, and the thought that he had pleased a sweet
little woman who somehow seemed very attractive to him that May
morning; at the same time the old Adam in his nature led to a sneaking
satisfaction that he had laid on the hickory so unsparingly the evening
before.
Alida uttered a low, happy laugh as she heard him whistling
"Coronation" in jig time, and she hustled away the breakfast things
with the eagerness of a girl, that she might be ready to read to him
when he came in.
Chapter XXVII.
Farm and Farmer Bewitched
The day grew warm, and having finished her tasks indoors and cared for
the poultry, Alida brought a chair out in the porch. Her eyes were
dreamy with a vague, undefined happiness. The landscape in itself was
cause for exquisite pleasure, for it was an ideal day of the
apple-blossoming period. The old orchard back of the barn looked as if
pink-and-white clouds had settled upon it, and scattered trees near and
far were exhaling their fragrance. The light breeze which fanned her
cheek and bent the growing rye in an adjacent field was perfumed beyond
the skill of art. Not only were her favorite meadow larks calling to
each other, but the thrushes had come and she felt that she had never
heard such hymns as they were singing. A burst of song from the lilac
bush under the parlor window drew her eyes thither, and there was the
paternal redbreast pouring out the very soul of ecstasy. From the nest
beneath him rose the black head and yellow beak of his brooding mate.
"How contented and happy she looks!" Alida murmured, "how happy they
both are! And the secret of it is HOME. And to think that I, who was
a friendless waif, am at home, also! At home with Eden-like beauty and
peace before my eyes. But if it hadn't been for him, and if he were
not brave, kind, and true to all he says--" and she shuddered at a
contrast that rose before her fancy.
She could now scarcely satisfy herself that it was only gratitude which
filled her heart with a strange, happy tumult. She had never been
conscious of such exaltation before. It is true, she had learned to
cherish a strong affection for the man whom she had believed to be her
husband, but chiefly because he had seemed kind and she had an
affectionate disposition. Until within the last few hours, her nature
had never been touched and awakened in its profoundest depths. She had
never known before nor had she idealized the manhood capable of evoking
the feelings which now lighted her eyes and gave to her face the
supreme charm and beauty of womanhood. In truth, it was a fitting day
and time for the birth of a love like hers, simple, all-absorbing, and
grateful. It contained no element not in harmony with that May Sunday
morning.
Holcroft came and sat on the steps below her. She kept her eyes on the
landscape, for she was consciously enough on her guard now. "I rather
guess you think, Alida, that you are looking at a better picture than
any artist fellow could paint?" he remarked.
"Yes," she replied hesitatingly, "and the picture seems all the more
lovely and full of light because the background is so very dark. I've
been thinking of what happened here last night and what might have
happened, and how I felt then."
"You feel better--different now, don't you? You certainly look so."
"Yes!--You made me very happy by yielding to Mrs. Weeks."
"Oh! I didn't yield to her at all."
"Very well, have it your own way, then."
"I think you had it your way."
"Are you sorry?"
"Do I look so? How did you know I'd be happier if I gave in?"
"Because, as you say, I'm getting better acquainted with you. YOU
couldn't help being happier for a generous act."
"I wouldn't have done it, though, if it hadn't been for you."
"I'm not so sure about that."
"I am. You're coming to make me feel confoundedly uncomfortable in my
heathenish life."
"I wish I could."
"I never had such a sermon in my life as you gave me this morning. A
Christian act like yours is worth a year of religious talk."
She looked at him wistfully for a moment and then asked, a little
abruptly, "Mr. Holcroft, have you truly forgiven that Weeks family?"
"Oh, yes! I suppose so. I've forgiven the old lady, anyhow. I've
shaken hands with her."
"If her husband and son should come and apologize and say they were
sorry, would you truly and honestly forgive them?"
"Certainly! I couldn't hold a grudge after that. What are you aiming
at?" and he turned and looked inquiringly into her face.
It was flushed and tearful in its eager, earnest interest. "Don't you
see?" she faltered.
He shook his head, but was suddenly and strangely moved by her
expression.
"Why, Mr. Holcroft, if you can honestly forgive those who have wronged
you, you ought to see how ready God is to forgive."
He fairly started to his feet so vividly the truth came home to him,
illumined, as it was, by a recent and personal experience. After a
moment, he slowly sat down again and said, with a long breath, "That
was a close shot, Alida."
"I only wish you to have the trust and comfort which this truth should
bring you," she said. "It seems a pity you should do yourself needless
injustice when you are willing to do what is right and kind by others."
"It's all a terrible muddle, Alida. If God is so ready to forgive, how
do you account for all the evil and suffering in the world?"
"I don't account for it and can't. I'm only one of his little
children; often an erring one, too. You've been able to forgive grown
people, your equals, and strangers in a sense. Suppose you had a
little boy that had done wrong, but said he was sorry, would you hold a
grudge against him?"
"The idea! I'd be a brute."
She laughed softly as she asked again, "don't you see?"
He sat looking thoughtfully away across the fields for a long time, and
finally asked, "Is your idea of becoming a Christian just being
forgiven like a child and then trying to do right?"
"Yes. Why not?"
"Well," he remarked, with a grim laugh. "I didn't expect to be cornered
in this way."
"You who are truthful should face the truth. It would make you
happier. A good deal that was unexpected has happened. When I look
out on a scene like this and think that I am safe and at home, I feel
that God has been very good to me and that you have, too. I can't bear
to think that you have that old trouble on your mind--the feeling that
you had been a Christian once, but was not one now. Being sure that
there is no need of your continuing to feel so, what sort of return
would I be making for all your kindness if I did not try to show you
what is as clear to me as this sunshine?"
"You are a good woman, Alida. Believing as you do, you have done right
to speak to me, and I never believed mortal lips could speak so to the
purpose. I shall think of what you have said, for you have put things
in a new light. But say, Alida, what on earth possesses you to call me
'Mr.'? You don't need to be scared half to death every time to call me
by my first name, do you?"
"Scared? Oh, no!" She was a trifle confused, he thought, but then her
tone was completely reassuring.
The day was one long remembered by both. As in nature about them, the
conditions of development and rapid change now existed.
She did not read aloud very much, and long silences fell between them.
They were reaching a higher plane of companionship, in which words are
not always essential. Both had much to think about, and their thoughts
were like roots which prepare for blossom and fruit.
With Monday, busy life was resumed. The farmer began planting his corn
and Alida her flower seeds. Almost every day now added to the brood of
little chicks under her care. The cows went out to pasture. Holcroft
brought in an increasing number of overflowing pails of milk, and if
the labors of the dairy grew more exacting, they also grew more
profitable. The tide had turned; income was larger than outgo, and it
truly seemed to the long-harassed man that an era of peace and
prosperity had set in.
To a superficial observer things might have appeared to be going on
much as before, but there were influences at work which Holcroft did
not clearly comprehend.
As Alida had promised herself, she spent all the money which the eggs
brought in, but Holcroft found pretty muslin curtains at the parlor
windows, and shades which excluded the glare from the kitchen. Better
china took the place of that which was cracked and unsightly. In
brief, a subtle and refining touch was apparent all over the house.
"How fine we are getting!" he remarked one evening at supper.
"I've only made a beginning," she replied, nodding defiantly at him.
"The chickens will paint the house before the year is over."
"Phew! When do the silk dresses come in?"
"When your broadcloth does."
"Well, if this goes on, I shall certainly have to wear purple and fine
linen to keep pace."
"Fine linen, certainly. When you take the next lot of eggs to town I
shall tell you just the number of yards I need to make half a dozen
extra fine shirts. Those you have are getting past mending."
"Do you think I'll let you spend your money in that way?"
"You'll let me spend MY money just as I please--in the way that will do
me the most good!"
"What a saucy little woman you are becoming!" he said, looking at her
so fondly that she quickly averted her eyes. "It's a way people fall
into when humored," she answered.
"See here, Alida, you're up to some magic. It seems but the other day
I brought you here, a pale ghost of a woman. As old Jonathan Johnson
said, you were 'enj'yin' poor health.' Do you know what he said when I
took him off so he wouldn't put you through the catechism?"
"No," she replied, with a deprecating smile and rising color.
"He said he was 'afeared I'd been taken in, you were such a sickly
lookin' critter.' Ha! Ha! Wish he might see you now, with that
flushed face of yours. I never believed in magic, but I'll have to
come to it. You are bewitched, and are being transformed into a pretty
young girl right under my eyes; the house is bewitched, and is growing
pretty, too, and pleasanter all the time. The cherry and apple trees
are bewitched, for they never blossomed so before; the hens are
bewitched, they lay as if possessed; the--"
"Oh, stop! Or I shall think that you're bewitched yourself."
"I truly begin to think I am."
"Oh, well! Since we all and everything are affected in the same way,
it don't matter."
"But it does. It's unaccountable. I'm beginning to rub my eyes and
pinch myself to wake up."
"If you like it, I wouldn't wake up."
"Suppose I did, and saw Mrs. Mumpson sitting where you do, Jane here,
and Mrs. Wiggins smoking her pipe in the corner. The very thought
makes me shiver. My first words would be, 'Please pass the cold
p'ison.'"
"What nonsense you are talking tonight!" she tried to say severely, but
the pleased, happy look in her eyes betrayed her. He regarded her with
the open admiration of a boy, and she sought to divert his attention by
asking, "What do you think has become of Jane?"
"I don't know--stealing around like a strange cat in some relation's
house, I suppose."
"You once said you would like to do something for her."
"Well, I would. If I could afford it, I'd like to send her to school."
"Would you like her to come here and study lessons part of the time?"
He shivered visibly. "No, Alida, and you wouldn't either. She'd make
you more nervous than she would me, and that's saying a good deal. I
do feel very sorry for her, and if Mrs. Weeks comes to see you, we'll
find out if something can't be done, but her presence would spoil all
our cozy comfort. The fact is, I wouldn't enjoy having anyone here.
You and I are just about company enough. Still, if you feel that you'd
like to have some help--"
"Oh, no! I haven't enough to do."
"But you're always a-doing. Well, if you're content, I haven't
Christian fortitude enough to make any changes."
She smiled and thought that she was more than content. She had begun
to detect symptoms in her husband which her own heart enabled her to
interpret. In brief, it looked as if he were drifting on a smooth,
swift tide to the same haven in which she was anchored.
One unusually warm morning for the season, rain set in after breakfast.
Holcroft did not fret in the least that he could not go to the fields,
nor did he, as had been his custom at first, find rainy-day work at the
barn. The cows, in cropping the lush grass, had so increased their
yield of milk that it was necessary to churn every other day, and Alida
was busy in the dairy. This place had become inviting by reason of its
coolness, and she had rendered it more so by making it perfectly clean
and sweet. Strange to say, it contained another chair besides the one
she usually occupied. The apartment was large and stone-flagged.
Along one side were shelves filled with rows of shining milk-pans. In
one corner stood the simple machinery which the old dog put in motion
when tied upon his movable walk, and the churn was near. An iron pipe,
buried deep in the ground, brought cool spring water from the brook
above. This pipe emptied its contents with a low gurgle into a shallow,
oblong receptacle sunk in the floor, and was wide and deep enough for
two stone crocks of ample size to stand abreast up to their rims in the
water. The cream was skimmed into these stone jars until they were
full, then Holcroft emptied them into the churn. He had charged Alida
never to attempt this part of the work, and indeed it was beyond her
strength. After breakfast on churning days, he prepared everything and
set the dog at work. Then he emptied the churn of the buttermilk when
he came in to dinner.
All the associations of the place were pleasant to Alida. It was here
that her husband had shown patience as well as kindness in teaching her
how to supplement his work until her own experience and judgment gave
her a better skill than he possessed. Many pleasant, laughing words
had passed between them in this cool, shadowy place, and on a former
rainy morning he had brought a chair down that he might keep her
company. She had not carried it back, nor was she very greatly
surprised to see him saunter in and occupy it on the present occasion.
She stood by the churn, her figure outlined clearly in the light from
the open door, as she poured in cold water from time to time to hasten
and harden the gathering butter. Her right sleeve was rolled well
back, revealing a white arm that was becoming beautifully plump and
round. An artist would have said that her attitude and action were
unconsciously natural and graceful. Holcroft had scarcely the remotest
idea of artistic effect, but he had a sensible man's perception of a
charming woman when she is charming.
"Mr. Holcroft," she asked very gravely, "will you do something for me?"
"Yes, half a dozen things."
"You promise?"
"Certainly! What's the trouble?"
"I don't mean there shall be any if I can help it," she answered with a
light ripple of laughter. "Please go and put on your coat."
"How you've humbugged me! It's too hot."
"Oh, you've got to do it; you promised. You can't stay here unless you
do."
"So you are going to take care of me as if I were a small boy?"
"You need care--sometimes."
He soon came back and asked, "Now may I stay?"
"Yes. Please untie the dog. Butter's come."
"I should think it would, or anything else at your coaxing."
"Oh-h, what a speech! Hasn't that a pretty golden hue?" she asked,
holding up a mass of the butter she was ladling from the churn into a
wooden tray.
"Yes, you are making the gilt-edge article now. I don't have to sell
it to Tom Watterly any more."
"I'd like to give him some, though."
He was silent, and something like sudden rage burned in his heart that
Mrs. Watterly would not permit the gift. That anyone should frown on
his having such a helper as Alida was proving herself to be, made him
vindictive. Fortunately her face was turned away, and she did not see
his heavy frown. Then, to shield her from a disagreeable fact, he said
quickly, "do you know that for over a year I steadily went behind my
expenses. And that your butter making has turned the tide already?
I'm beginning to get ahead again."
"I'm SO glad," and her face was radiant.
"Yes, I should know that from your looks. It's clearer every day that
I got the best of our bargain. I never dreamed, though, that I should
enjoy your society as I do--that we should become such very good
friends. That wasn't in the bargain, was it?"
"Bargain!" The spirited way with which she echoed the word, as if
thereby repudiating anything like a sordid side to their mutual
relations, was not lost on her wondering and admiring partner. She
checked herself suddenly. "Now let me teach YOU how to make butter,"
and with the tray in her lap, she began washing the golden product and
pressing out the milk.
He laughed in a confused delighted way at her piquant, half saucy
manner as he watched her deft round arm and shapely hand.
"The farmers' wives in Oakville would say your hands were too little to
do much."
"They would?" and she raised her blue eyes indignantly to his. "No
matter, you are the one to say about that."
"I say they do too much. I shall have to get Jane to help you."
"By all means! Then you'll have more society."
"That was a home shot. You know how I dote on everybody's absence,
even Jane's."
"You dote on butter. See how firm and yellow it's getting. You
wouldn't think it was milk-white cream a little while ago, would you?
Now I'll put in the salt and you must taste it, for you're a
connoisseur."
"A what?"
"Judge, then."
"You know a sight more than I do, Alida."
"I'm learning all the time."
"So am I--to appreciate you."
"Listen to the sound of the rain and the water as it runs into the
milk-cooler. It's like low music, isn't it?"
Poor Holcroft could make no better answer than a sneeze.
"Oh-h," she exclaimed, "you're catching cold? Come, you must go right
upstairs. You can't stay here another minute. I'm nearly through."
"I was never more contented in my life."
"You've no right to worry me. What would I do if you got sick? Come,
I'll stop work till you go."
"Well then, little boss, goodbye."
With a half suppressed smile at his obedience Alida watched his
reluctant departure. She kept on diligently at work, but one might
have fancied that her thoughts rather than her exertions were flushing
her cheeks.
It seemed to her that but a few moments elapsed before she followed
him, but he had gone. Then she saw that the rain had ceased and that
the clouds were breaking. His cheerful whistle sounded reassuringly
from the barn, and a little later he drove up the lane with a cart.
She sat down in the kitchen and began sewing on the fine linen they had
jested about. Before long she heard a light step. Glancing up, she
saw the most peculiar and uncanny-looking child that had ever crossed
her vision, and with dismal presentiment knew it was Jane.
Chapter XXVIII.
Another Waif
It was indeed poor, forlorn little Jane that had appeared like a
specter in the kitchen door. She was as wet and bedraggled as a
chicken caught in a shower. A little felt hat hung limp over her ears;
her pigtail braid had lost its string and was unraveling at the end,
and her torn, sodden shoes were ready to drop from her feet. She
looked both curiously and apprehensively at Alida with her little
blinking eyes, and then asked in a sort of breathless voice, "Where's
him?"
"Mr. Holcroft?"
Jane nodded.
"He's gone out to the fields. You are Jane, aren't you?"
Another nod.
"Oh, DEAR!" groaned Alida mentally; "I wish she hadn't come." Then
with a flush of shame the thought crossed her mind, "She perhaps is a
friendless and homeless as I was, and, and 'him' is also her only
hope." "Come in, Jane," she said kindly, "and tell me everything."
"Be you his new girl?"
"I'm his wife," said Alida, smiling.
Jane stopped; her mouth opened and her eyes twinkled with dismay. "Then
he is married, after all?" she gasped.
"Yes, why not?"
"Mother said he'd never get anyone to take him."
"Well, you see she was mistaken."
"She's wrong about everything. Well, it's no use then," and the child
turned and sat down on the doorstep.
Alida was perplexed. From the way Jane wiped her eyes with her wet
sleeve, she was evidently crying. Coming to her, Alida said, "What is
no use, Jane? Why are you crying?"
"I thought--he--might--p'raps--let me stay and work for him."
Alida was still more perplexed. What could be said by way of comfort,
feeling sure as she did that Holcroft would be bitterly hostile to the
idea of keeping the child? The best she could do was to draw the
little waif out and obtain some explanation of her unexpected
appearance. But first she asked, "Have you had any breakfast?"
Jane shook her head.
"Oh, then you must have some right away."
"Don't want any. I want to die. I oughtn' ter been born."
"Tell me your troubles, Jane. Perhaps I can help you."
"No, you'd be like the rest. They all hate me and make me feel I'm in
the way. He's the only one that didn't make me feel like a stray cat,
and now he's gone and got married," and the child sobbed aloud.
Her grief was pitiful to see, for it was overwhelming. Alida stooped
down, and gently lifting the child up, brought her in. Then she took
off the wet hat and wiped the tear-stained face with her handkerchief.
"Wait a minute, Jane, till I bring you something," and she ran to the
dairy for a glass of milk. "You must drink it," she said, kindly but
firmly.
The child gulped it down, and with it much of her grief, for this was
unprecedented treatment and was winning her attention.
"Say," she faltered, "will you ask him to let me stay?"
"Yes, I'll ask him, but I can't promise that he will."
"You won't ask him 'fore my face and then tell him not to behind my
back?" and there was a sly, keen look in her eyes which tears could not
conceal.
"No," said Alida gravely, "that's not my way. How did you get here,
Jane?"
"Run away."
"From where?"
"Poorhouse."
Alida drew a quick breath and was silent a few moments. "Is--is your
mother there?" she asked at length.
"Yes. They wouldn't let us visit round any longer."
"Didn't your mother or anyone know you were coming?"
Jane shook her head.
Alida felt that it would be useless to burden the unhappy child with
misgivings as to the result, and her heart softened toward her as one
who in her limited way had known the bitterness and dread which in that
same almshouse had overwhelmed her own spirit. She could only say
gently, "Well, wait till Mr. Holcroft comes, and then we'll see what he
says." She herself was both curious and anxious as to his course. "It
will be a heavy cross," she thought, "but I should little deserve God's
goodness to me if I did not befriend this child."
Every moment added weight to this unexpected burden of duty. Apart
from all consideration of Jane's peculiarities, the isolation with
Holcroft had been a delight in itself. Their mutual enjoyment of each
other's society had been growing from day to day, and she, more truly
than he, had shrunk from the presence of another as an unwelcome
intrusion. Conscious of her secret, Jane's prying eyes were already
beginning to irritate her nerves. Never had she seen a human face that
so completely embodied her idea of inquisitiveness as the uncanny
visage of this child. She saw that she would be watched with a
tireless vigilance. Her recoil, however, was not so much a matter of
conscious reasoning and perception as it was an instinctive feeling of
repulsion caused by the unfortunate child. It was the same old story.
Jane always put the women of a household on pins and needles just as
her mother exasperated the men. Alida had to struggle hard during a
comparatively silent hour to fight down the hope that Holcroft would
not listen to Jane's and her own request.
As she stepped quickly and lightly about in her preparations for
dinner, the girl watched her intently. At last she gave voice to her
thoughts and said, "If mother'd only worked round smart as you, p'raps
she'd hooked him 'stid er you."
Alida's only reply was a slight frown, for the remark suggested
disagreeable images and fancies. "Oh, how can I endure it?" she sighed.
She determined to let Jane plead her own cause at first, thinking that
perhaps this would be the safest way. If necessary, she would use her
influence against a hostile decision, let it cost in discomfort what it
might.
At a few moments before twelve the farmer came briskly toward the
house, and was evidently in the best of spirits. When he entered and
saw Jane, his countenance indicated so much dismay that Alida could
scarcely repress a smile. The child rose and stood before him like a
culprit awaiting sentence. She winked hard to keep the tears back, for
there was no welcome in his manner. She could not know how intensely
distasteful was her presence at this time, nor had Holcroft himself
imagined how unwelcome a third person in his house could be until he
saw the intruder before him. He had only felt that he was wonderfully
contented and happy in his home, and that Jane would be a constant
source of annoyance and restraint. Moreover, it might lead to
visitation from Mrs. Mumpson, and that was the summing up of earthly
ills. But the child's appearance and manner were so forlorn and
deprecating that words of irritation died upon his lips. He gravely
shook hands with her and then drew out the story which Alida had
learned.
"Why, Jane," he exclaimed, frowning, "Mr. Watterly will be scouring the
country for you. I shall have to take you back right after dinner."
"I kinder hoped," she sobbed, "that you'd let me stay. I'd stay in the
barn if I couldn't be in the house. I'd just as soon work outdoors,
too."
"I don't think you'd be allowed to stay," said the farmer, with a
sinking heart; "and then--perhaps your mother would be coming here."
"I can't stand mother no more'n you can" said the girl, through her set
teeth. "I oughtn'ter been born, for there's no place for me in the
world."
Holcroft looked at his wife, his face expressive of the utmost
annoyance, worry, and irresolution. Her glance was sympathetic, but
she said nothing, feeling that if he could make the sacrifice from his
own will he should have the chance. "You can't begin to know how much
trouble this may lead to, Jane," he resumed. "You remember how your
other threatened to take the law upon me, and it wouldn't be possible
for you to stay here without her consent."
"She oughter consent; I'll make her consent!" cried the child, speaking
as if driven to desperation. "What's she ever done for me but teach me
mean ways? Keep me or kill me, for I must be in some place where I've a
right to be away from mother. I've found that there's no sense in her
talk, and it drives me crazy."
Although Jane's words and utterance were strangely uncouth, they
contained a despairing echo which the farmer could not resist. Turning
his troubled face to his wife, he began, "If this is possible, Alida,
it will be a great deal harder on you than it will on me. I don't feel
that I would be doing right by you unless you gave your consent with
full knowledge of--"
"Then please let her stay, if it is possible. She seems to need a
friend and home as much as another that you heard about."
"There's no chance of such a blessed reward in this case," he replied,
with a grim laugh. Then, perplexed indeed, he continued to Jane, "I'm
just as sorry for you as I can be, but there's no use of getting my
wife and self in trouble which in the end will do you no good. You are
too young to understand all that your staying may lead to."
"It won't lead to mother's comin' here, and that's the worst that could
happen. Since she can't do anything for me she's got to let me do for
myself."
"Alida, please come with me in the parlor a moment. You stay here,
Jane." When they were alone, he resumed, "Somehow, I feel strangely
unwilling to have that child live with us. We were enjoying our quiet
life so much. Then you don't realize how uncomfortable she will make
you, Alida."
"Yes, I do."
"I don't think you can yet. Your sympathies are touched now, but
she'll watch you and irritate you in a hundred ways. Don't her very
presence make you uncomfortable?"
"Yes."
"Well, then, she can't stay," he began decidedly. "This is your home,
and no one shall make you uncomfortable--"
"But I should be a great deal more uncomfortable if she didn't stay,"
Alida interrupted. "I should feel that I did not deserve my home. Not
long ago my heart was breaking because I was friendless and in trouble.
What could I think of myself if I did not entreat you in behalf of this
poor child?"
"Thunder!" ejaculated Holcroft. "I guess I was rather friendless and
troubled myself, and I didn't know the world had in it such a good
friend as you've become, Alida. Well, well! You've put it in such a
light that I'd be almost tempted to take the mother, also."
"No," she replied, laughing; "we'll draw the line at the mother."
"Well, I'll take Jane to town this afternoon, and if her mother will
sign an agreement to leave us all in peace, we'll give up our old cozy
comfort of being alone. I suppose it must be a good deed, since it's
so mighty hard to do it," he concluded with a wry face, leading the way
to the kitchen again. She smiled as if his words were already rewarding
her self denial.
"Well, Jane," he resumed, "Mrs. Holcroft has spoken in your behalf, and
if we can arrange matters so that you can stay, you will have her to
thank chiefly. I'll take you back to the poorhouse after dinner, so it
may be known what's become of you. Then, if your mother'll sign an
agreement to make no trouble and not come here, we'll give you a home
until we can find a better place for you."
There was no outburst of gratitude. The repressed, dwarfed nature of
the child was incapable of this, yet there was an unwonted little
thrill of hope in her heart. Possibly it was like the beginning of
life in a seed under the first spring rays of the sun. She merely
nodded to Holcroft as if the matter had been settled as far as it could
be, and ignored Alida.
"Why don't you thank Mrs. Holcroft?" he asked.
Then Jane turned and nodded at Alida. Her vocabulary of thanks was
undeveloped.
"She's glad," said Alida. "You'll see. Now that it's settled, we hope
you're hungry, Jane, aren't you?"
"Yes, I be. Can't I help you put things on the table?"
"Yes."
Holcroft looked at the two for a moment, and then shook his head as he
went up to his room. "I thought my wife was nice and pleasant looking
before," he thought, "but she's like a picture beside that child.
Well, she has behaved handsomely. Tom Watterly didn't tell half the
truth when he said she was not of the common run. She's a Christian in
deeds, not talk. What's that in Scripture about 'I was hungry'? Well,
well! She makes religion kind of natural and plain like, whether it's
easy or not. Thunder! What a joke it is to see her so grateful
because I've given her a chance to help me out of the worst scrape a
man could be in! As if she hadn't changed everything for the better!
Here I am sure of my home and getting ahead in the world again, and
it's all her doing."
In admiration of his wife Holcroft quite forgot that there had been any
self-sacrifice on his part, and he concluded that he could endure Jane
and almost anything else as long as Alida continued to look after his
comfort and interests.
Now that the worst stress of Jane's anxiety was over, she proved that
she was half starved. Indeed she had few misgivings now, for her
confidence that Holcroft would accomplish what he attempted was almost
unbounded. It was a rather silent meal at first, for the farmer and
his wife had much to think about and Jane much to do in making up for
many limited meals. At last Holcroft smiled so broadly that Alida
said, "Something seems to please you."
"Yes, more than one thing. It might be a great deal worse, and was,
not long ago. I was thinking of old times."
"How pleasant they must have been to make you look so happy!"
"They had their uses, and make me think of a picture I saw in a store
window in town. It was a picture of a woman, and she took my fancy
amazingly. But the point uppermost in my mind was a trick of the
fellow who painted her. He had made the background as dark as night
and so she stood out as if alive; and she looked so sweet and good that
I felt like shaking hands with her. I now see why the painter made the
background so dark."
Alida smiled mischievously as she replied, "That was his art. He knew
that almost anyone would appear well against such a background."
But Holcroft was much too direct to be diverted from his thought or its
expression. "The man knew the mighty nice-looking woman he had painted
would look well," he said, "and I know of another woman who appears
better against a darker background. That's enough to make a man smile
who has been through what I have."
She could not help a flush of pleasure or disguise the happy light in
her eyes, but she looked significantly at Jane, who, mystified and
curious, was glancing from one to the other.
"Confound it!" thought the farmer. "That'll be the way of it now.
Here's a little pitcher that's nearly all ears. Well, we're in for it
and must do our duty."
Going to town that day involved no slight inconvenience, but Holcroft
dropped everything and rapidly made his preparations.
When Alida was left alone with Jane, the latter began clearing the
table with alacrity, and after a few furtive glances at Mrs. Holcroft,
yielded to the feeling that she should make some acknowledgment of the
intercession in her behalf. "Say," she began, "I thought you wasn't
goin; to stand up for me, after all. Women folks are liars, mostly."
"You are mistaken, Jane. If you wish to stay with us, you must tell
the truth and drop all sly ways."
"That's what he said when I first come."
"I say it too. You see a good deal, Jane. Try to see what will please
people instead of what you can find out about them. It's a much better
plan. Now, as a friend, I tell you of one thing you had better not do.
You shouldn't watch and listen to Mr. Holcroft unless he speaks to you.
He doesn't like to be watched--no one does. It isn't nice; and if you
come to us, I think you will try to do what is nice. Am I not right?"
"I dunno how," said Jane.
"It will be part of my business to teach you. You ought to understand
all about your coming. Mr. Holcroft doesn't take you because he needs
your work, but because he's sorry for you, and wishes to give you a
chance to do better and learn something. You must make up your mind to
lessons, and learning to talk and act nicely, as well as to do such
work as is given you. Are you willing to do what I say and mind me
pleasantly and promptly?"
Jane looked askance at the speaker and was vaguely suspicious of some
trick. In her previous sojourn at the farmhouse she had concluded that
it was her best policy to keep in Holcroft's good graces, even though
she had to defy her mother and Mrs. Wiggins, and she was now by no
means ready to commit herself to this new domestic power. She had
received the impression that the authority and continued residence of
females in this household was involved in much uncertainty, and
although Alida was in favor now and the farmer's wife, she didn't know
what "vicissitudes" (as her mother would denominate them) might occur.
Holcroft was the only fixed and certain quantity in her troubled
thoughts, and after a little hesitation she replied, "I'll do what he
says; I'm goin' to mind him."
"Suppose he tells you to mind me?"
"Then I will. That ud be mindin' him. I'm goin' to stick to him, for
I made out by it better before than by mindin' mother and Mrs. Wiggins."
Alida now understood the child and laughed aloud. "You are right," she
said. "I won't ask you to do anything contrary to his wishes. Now tell
me, Jane, what other clothes have you besides those you are wearing?"
It did not take the girl long to inventory her scanty wardrobe, and
then Alida rapidly made out a list of what was needed immediately.
"Wait here," she said, and putting on a pretty straw hat, one of her
recent purchases, she started for the barn.
Holcroft had his wagon and team almost ready when Alida joined him, and
led the way to the floor between the sweet-smelling hay-mows.
"One thing leads to another," she began, looking at him a little
deprecatingly. "You must have noticed the condition of Jane's clothes."
"She does look like a little scarecrow, now I come to think of it," he
admitted.
"Yes, she's not much better off than I was," Alida returned, with
downcast eyes and rising color.
Her flushing face was so pretty under the straw hat, and the dark mow
as a background brought out her figure so finely that he thought of the
picture again and laughed aloud for pleasure. She looked up in
questioning surprise, thus adding a new grace.
"I wish that artist fellow was here now," he exclaimed. "He could make
another picture that would suit me better than the one I saw in town."
"What nonsense!" she cried, quickly averting her face from his admiring
scrutiny. "Come, I'm here to talk business and you've no time to waste.
I've made out a list of what the child actually must have to be
respectable."
"You're right, Alida," said the farmer, becoming grave at once over a
question of dollars and cents. "As you say, one thing leads to another,
and if we take the girl we must clothe her decently. But then, I guess
she'll earn enough to pay her way. It isn't that I worry about so
much," he broke out discontentedly, "but the interference with our
quiet, cozy life. Things are going so smoothly and pleasantly that I
hate a change of any kind."
"We mustn't be selfish, you know," she replied. "You are doing a kind,
generous act, and I respect you all the more for it."
"That settles everything. You'll like me a little better for it, too,
won't you?" he asked hesitatingly.
She laughed outright at this question and answered, "It won't do to
take too much self-sacrifice out of your act. There's something which
does us all good. She ought to have a spelling and a writing book
also."
Holcroft was assuredly falling under the sway of the little blind god,
for he began at once to misunderstand Alida. "You are very fond of
self-sacrifice," he said, rather stiffly. "Yes, I'll get everything on
your list," and he took it from her hand. "Now I must be off," he
added, "for I wish to get back before night, and it's so warm I can't
drive fast. Sorry I have to go, for I can't say I dote on
self-sacrifice."
Alida but partially understood his sudden change of mood, nor was the
farmer much better enlightened himself in regard to his irritation. He
had received an unexpected impression and it seemed to fit in with
other things and explain them. She returned slowly and dejectedly to
the house, leaving unsaid the words she meant to speak about Jane's
relations to her. Now she wished that she had imitated Jane, and
merely nodded to the farmer's questions. "If he knew how far I am
beyond the point of liking, I don't know what he'd do or say," she
thought, "and I suppose that's the reason I couldn't answer him
frankly, in a way that would have satisfied him. It's a pity I
couldn't begin to just LIKE a little at first, as he does and have
everything grow as gradually and quietly as one of his cornstalks.
That's the way I meant it should be; but when he stood up for me and
defended me from those men, my heart just melted, and in spite of
myself, I felt I could die for him. It can't be such an awful thing
for a woman to fall in love with her husband, and yet--yet I'd rather
put my hand in the fire than let him know how I feel. Oh, dear! I
wish Jane hadn't been born, as she says. Trouble is beginning already,
and it was all so nice before she came."
In a few moments Holcroft drove up. Alida stood in the door and looked
timidly at him. He thought she appeared a little pale and troubled,
but his bad mood prevailed and he only asked briefly, "Can't I get
something for you?"
She shook her head.
"Well, goodbye, then," and he drove away with Jane, who was confirmed
in her line of policy. "She's afraid of 'im too," thought the child.
"Mind her! Guess not, unless he says so." She watched the farmer
furtively and concluded that she had never known him to look more grim
or be more silent even under her mother's blandishments. "He's married
this one, I s'pose, to keep house for 'im, but he don't like her
follerin' 'im up or bein' for'ard any more'n he did mother. Shouldn't
wonder if he didn't keep her, either, if she don't suit better. She
needn't 'a' put on such airs with me, for I'm goin' to stick to him."
Chapter XXIX.
Husband and Wife in Trouble
Like many others with simple, strong natures, Holcroft could not be
wrong-headed moderately, and his thoughts, once started in a direction
were apt to carry him much farther than the cause warranted. Engrossed
in painful and rather bitter musings, he paid no heed to Jane and
almost forgot his errand to town. "I was a fool to ask that question,"
he thought. "I was getting silly and sentimental with my talk about the
picture and all that. She laughed at me and reminded me I was wasting
time. Of course she can't like an old, hard-featured man like me. I'm
beginning to understand her now. She made a business marriage with me
and means to live up to her agreement. She's honest; she feels I've
done her a real kindness in giving her a home, and she's willing to be
as self-sacrificing as the day is long to make it up to me. I wish she
wasn't so grateful; there's no occasion for it. I don't want her to
feel that every pleasant word and every nice act is so much toward
paying a debt. If there was any balance in my favor it was squared up
long ago, and I was willing to call it even from the start. She's made
me like her for her own sake and not on account of what she does for
me, and that's what I had in mind. But she's my superior in every way;
she's growing to be a pretty as a picture, and I suppose I appear like
a rather rough customer. Well, I can't help if, but it rather goes
against me to have her think, 'I've married him and I'm going to do my
duty by him, just as I agreed.' She'll do her duty by this Jane in the
same self-sacrificing spirit, and will try to make it pleasant for the
child just because it's right and because she herself was taken out of
trouble. That's the shape her religion takes. 'Tisn't a common form,
I know--this returning good for good with compound interest. But her
conscience won't let her rest unless she does everything she can for
me, and now she'll begin to do everything for Jane because she feels
that self-sacrifice is a duty. Anybody can be self-sacrificing. If I
made up my mind, I could ask Mrs. Mumpson to visit us all summer, but I
couldn't like her to save my life, and I don't suppose Alida can like
me, beyond a certain point, to save her life. But she'll do her duty.
She'll be pleasant and self-sacrificing and do all the work she can lay
her hands on for my sake; but when it comes to feeling toward me as I
can't help feeling toward her--that wasn't in the bargain," and he
startled Jane with a sudden bitter laugh.
"Say," said the child, as if bent on adding another poignant
reflection, "if you hadn't married her, I could 'a' come and cooked for
you."
"You think I'd been better off if I'd waited for you, eh?"
"You kinder looked as if yer thought so."
He now made the hills echo with a laugh, excited both by his bitter
fancies and the preposterous idea. She looked at him inquiringly and
was much perplexed by his unwonted behavior. Indeed, he was slightly
astonished at his own strange mood, but he yielded to it almost
recklessly. "I say, Jane," he began, "I'm not a very good-looking man,
am I?"
She shook her head in emphatic agreement.
"I'm old and rough and hard-featured?"
Again she nodded approvingly.
"Children and some others speak the truth," he growled.
"I never had no teachin', but I'm not a fool," remarked Jane keenly.
"I guess I'm the fool in this case," he added.
"It don't make no difference to me," she said sympathetically. "I'm
goin' to mind you and not her. If you ever send her away I'll cook for
you."
"Send her away!" exclaimed the farmer, with a shiver. "God forbid!
There, don't talk any more!"
For the next half mile he drove in silence, with a heavy frown on his
face; then he broke out sternly, "If you don't promise to mind Mrs.
Holcroft and please her in everything, I'll leave you at the poorhouse
door and drive home again."
"'Course I will, if you tells me to," said the child in trepidation.
"Well, I DO. People will find that making her trouble is the surest
way of making themselves trouble."
"She's got some hold on 'im," concluded Jane, who, in listening to much
gossip, had often heard this expression, and now made a practical
application of the idea.
Watterly was greatly relieved when he saw Holcroft drive up with the
fugitive. "I was just going out to your place," he said, "for the
girl's mother insisted that you had enticed the child away," and the
man laughed, as if the idea tickled him immensely.
Holcroft frowned, for he was in no mood for his friend's rough jests.
"Go to your mother till I send for you," he said to Jane.
"The fact that you had taken two other females from the house gave some
color to Mrs. Mumpson's views," pursued Watterly, who could take only
the broadest hint as to his social conduct.
He received one now. "Tom Watterly," said the farmer sternly, "did I
ever insult your wife?"
"By jocks! No, you nor no other man. I should say not."
"Well, then, don't you insult mine. Before I'd seen Mrs. Holcroft, you
told me she was out of the common run,--how much out, you little
know,--and I don't want her mixed up with the common run, even in your
thoughts."
"Well, now, I like that," said Watterly, giving Holcroft his hand. "You
know I didn't mean any offense, Jim. It was only one of my foolish
jokes. You were mighty slow to promise to love, honor, and obey, but
hanged if you aint more on that line than any man in town. I can see
she's turning out well and keeping her agreement."
"Yes, that's just what she's doing," said the farmer gloomily. "She's a
good, capable woman that'll sacrifice herself to her duty any day. But
it wasn't to talk about her I came. She's a sight better than I am,
but she's probably not good enough for anybody in this town to speak
to."
"Oh, pshaw; now, Jim!"
"Well, I've come on disagreeable business. I didn't know that Mrs.
Mumpson and her child were here, and I wish to the Lord they could both
stay here! You've found out what the mother is, I suppose?"
"I should say so," replied Tom, laughing. "She's talked several of the
old women to death already. The first day she was here she called on
my wife and claimed social relations, because she's so 'respecterbly
connected,' as she says. I thought Angy'd have a fit. Her respectable
connections have got to take her off my hands."
"I'm not one of 'em, thank goodness!" resumed Holcroft. "But I'm
willing to take the girl and give her a chance--at least I'll do it,"
he corrected himself, in his strict observance of truth. "You can see
she's not a child to dote on, but I was sorry for her when I sent her
mother away and said I'd try and do something for her. The first thing
I knew she was at the house, begging me to either take her in or kill
her. I couldn't say no, though I wanted to. Now, you see what kind of
a good Samaritan I am."
"Oh, I know you! You'd hit a man between the eyes if he charged you
with doing a good deed. But what does your wife say to adopting such a
cherub?"
"We're not going to adopt her or bind ourselves. My wife took the
child's part and plead with me in her behalf, though I could see the
young one almost made her sick. She thinks it's her duty, you know,
and that's enough for her."
"By jocks, Holcroft! She don't feel that way about you, does she?"
"Why shouldn't she?"
"Why should she? I can take about anything from Angy, but it wouldn't
do for her to let me see that she disliked me so that I kinder made her
sick."
"Oh, thunder, Tom! You're getting a wrong impression. I was never
treated better by anybody in my life than by Mrs. Holcroft. She's a
lady, every inch of her. But there's no reason why she should dote on
an old fellow like me."
"Yes, there is. I have my opinion of a woman who wouldn't dote on a
man that's been such a friend as you have."
"Oh, hang it all, Tom! Let's talk about business. She's too
grateful--that's what worries me. By the way she took hold and filled
the house with comfort she made everything even from the start. She's
been as good a friend to me as I to her. She's done all she agreed and
more, and I'll never hear a word against her. The point I've been
trying to get at is this: If Mrs. Mumpson will agree never to come near
us or make trouble in any way, we'll take the child. If she won't so
agree, I'll have nothing to do with the girl. I don't want to see her
mother, and you'd do me one of the kindest turns you ever did a man by
stating the case to her."
"If I do," said Watterly, laughing, "you'll have to forgive me
everything in the past and the future."
"I will, Tom, for I'd rather have an eye tooth pulled than face that
woman. We're all right--just as we used to be at school, always half
quarreling, yet ready to stand up for each other to the last drop. But
I must have her promise in black and white."
"Well, come to my office and we'll try to arrange it. The law is on
your side, for the county won't support people that anyone will take
off its hands. Besides I'm going to shame the woman's relations into
taking her away, and they'll be glad there's one less to support."
They drew up a brief, strong agreement, and Watterly took it to the
widow to sign. He found her in great excitement and Jane looking at
her defiantly. "I told you he was the one who enticed away my
offspring," she began, almost hysterically. "He's a cold-blooded
villain! If there's a law in the land, I'll--"
"Stop!" thundered Watterly. His voice was so high and authoritative
that she did stop, and with open mouth stared at the superintendent.
"Now, be quiet and listen to me," he continued. "Either you are a sane
woman and can stop this foolishness, or else you are insane and must be
treated as such. You have your choice. You can't tell me anything
about Holcroft; I've known him since he was a boy. He doesn't want
your girl. She ran away to him, didn't you?" to Jane, who nodded. "But
he's willing to take her, to teach her something and give her a chance.
His motive is pure kindness, and he has a good wife who'll--"
"I see it all," cried the widow, tragically clasping her hands. "It's
his wife's doings! She wishes to triumph over me, and even to usurp my
place in ministering to my child. Was there ever such an outrage?
Such a bold, vindictive female--"
Here Jane, in a paroxysm of indignant protest, seized her mother and
began to shake her so violently that she could not speak.
"Stop that!" said Watterly, repressing laughter with difficulty. "I see
you are insane and the law will have to step in and take care of you
both."
"What will it do with us?" gasped the widow.
"Well, it ought to put you in strait jackets to begin with--"
"I've got some sense if mother aint!" cried Jane, commencing to sob.
"It's plain the law'll decide your mother's not fit to take care of
you. Anyone who can even imagine such silly ridiculous things as she's
just said must be looked after. You MAY take a notion, Mrs. Mumpson,
that I'm a murderer or a giraffe. It would be just as sensible as your
other talk."
"What does Mr. Holcroft offer?" said the widow, cooling off rapidly.
If there was an atom of common sense left in any of his pauper charges,
Watterly soon brought it into play, and his vague threatenings of law
were always awe-inspiring.
"He makes a very kind offer that you would jump at if you had sense--a
good home for your child. You ought to know she can't stay here and
live on charity if anyone is willing to take her."
"Of course I would be permitted to visit my child from time to time?
He couldn't be so monstrously hard-hearted as--"
"Oh, nonsense!" cried Watterly impatiently. "The idea of his letting
you come to his house after what you've said about him! I've no time
to waste in foolishness, or he either. He will let Jane visit you, but
you are to sign this paper and keep the agreement not to go near him or
make any trouble whatever."
"It's an abominable--"
"Tut! Tut! That kind of talk isn't allowed here. If you can't decide
like a sane woman the law'll soon decide for you."
As was always the case when Mrs. Mumpson reached the inevitable, she
yielded; the paper was signed, and Jane, who had already made up her
small bundle, nodded triumphantly to her mother and followed Watterly.
Mrs. Mumpson, on tiptoe, followed also, bent on either propitiating
Holcroft and so preparing the way for a visit, or else on giving him
once more a "piece of her mind."
"All right, Holcroft!" said Watterly, as he entered the office, "here's
the paper signed. Was there ever such an id----"
"Oh, how do you do, Mr. Holcroft?" cried the widow, bursting in and
rushing forward with extended hand.
The farmer turned away and looked as if made of stone.
Changing her tactics instantly, she put her handkerchief to her eyes
and moaned, "You never can have the heart to say I can't come and see
my child. I've signed writings, 'tis true, under threats and
compulsions; but I trust there will be relentings--"
"There won't be one relent!" cried Jane. "I never want to see you
again, and a blind post could see that he doesn't."
"Jane," said Holcroft sternly, "don't speak so again. If strangers can
be kind and patient with you, you can be so with your mother. She has
no claims on me and has said things which make it impossible for me to
speak to her again, but I shall insist on your visiting and treating
her kindly. Goodbye, Watterly. You've proved yourself a friend
again," and he went rapidly away, followed by Jane.
Mrs. Mumpson was so taken aback by Holcroft's final words and
Watterly's stern manner as he said, "This is my office," that for once
in her life she disappeared silently.
Holcroft soon purchased the articles on his list, meanwhile racking his
brains to think of something that he could buy for Alida, but the fear
of being thought sentimental and of appearing to seek a personal regard
for himself, not "nominated in the bond," restrained him.
On his way home he was again sunk in deep abstraction, but the
bitterness of his feeling had passed away. Although as mistaken as
before in his apprehension of Alida, his thoughts were kinder and
juster. "I've no right to find fault or complain," he said to himself.
"She's done all I asked and better than she agreed, and there's no one
to blame if she can't do more. It must have been plain enough to her
at first that I didn't want anything but a housekeeper--a quiet,
friendly body that would look after the house and dairy, and she's done
better than I even hoped. That's just the trouble; she's turned out so
different from what I expected, and looks so different from what she
did, that I'm just sort of carried away. I'd give half the farm if she
was sitting by my side this June evening and I could tell her all I
feel and know she was glad. I must be just and fair to her. I asked
her to agree to one thing and now I'm beginning to want a tremendous
sight more--I want her to like not only her home and work and the quiet
life she so longed for, but I want her to like me, to enjoy my society,
not only in a friendly, businesslike way, but in another way--yes,
confound my slow wits! Somewhat as if she was my wife in reality and
not merely in name, as I insisted. It's mighty mean business in me,
who have been so proud of standing up to my agreements and so exacting
of others to do the same. I went away cold and stiff this afternoon
because she wasn't silly and sentimental when I was. I'm to her an
unpolished, homely, middle-aged man, and yet I sort of scoffed at the
self-sacrifice which has led her to be pleasant and companionable in
every way that her feelings allowed. I wish I were younger and better
looking, so it wouldn't all be a sense of duty and gratitude.
Gratitude be hanged! I don't want any more of it. Well, now, James
Holcroft, if you're the square man you supposed yourself to be, you'll
be just as kind and considerate as you know how, and then you'll leave
Alida to the quiet, peaceful life to which she looked forward when she
married you. The thing for you to do is to go back to your first ways
after you were married and attend to the farm. She doesn't want you
hanging around and looking at her as if she was one of her own posies.
That's something she wasn't led to expect and it would be mean enough
to force it upon her before she shows that she wishes it, and I
couldn't complain if she NEVER wished it."
During the first hour after Holcroft's departure Alida had been
perplexed and worried, but her intuitions soon led to hopefulness, and
the beauty and peace of nature without aided in restoring her serenity.
The more minutely she dwelt on Holcroft's words and manner, the more
true it seemed that he was learning to take an interest in her that was
personal and apart from every other consideration. "If I am gentle,
patient, and faithful," she thought, "all will come out right. He is
so true and straightforward that I need have no fears."
When he returned and greeted her with what seemed his old, friendly,
natural manner, and, during a temporary absence of Jane, told her
laughingly of the Mumpson episode, she was almost completely reassured.
"Suppose the widow breaks through all restraint and appears as did
Jane, what would you do?" he asked.
"Whatever you wished," she replied, smiling.
"In other words, what you thought your duty?"
"I suppose that is what one should try to do."
"I guess you are the one that would succeed in doing it, even to Mrs.
Mumpson," he said, turning hastily away and going to his room.
She was puzzled again. "I'm sure I don't dote on self-sacrifice and
hard duty any more than he does, but I can't tell him that duty is not
hard when it's to him."
Jane was given the room over the kitchen which Mrs. Wiggins had
occupied, and the farmhouse soon adopted her into its quiet routine.
Holcroft's course continued to cause Alida a dissatisfaction which she
could scarcely define. He was as kind as ever he had been and even more
considerate; he not only gratified her wishes, but tried to anticipate
them, while Jane's complete subserviency proved that she had been
spoken to very plainly.
One day she missed her spelling lesson for the third time, and Alida
told her that she must learn it thoroughly before going out. The child
took the book reluctantly, yet without a word. "That's a good girl!"
said Alida, wishing to encourage her. "I was afraid at first you
wouldn't mind me so readily."
"He told me to. He'd fire me out the window if I didn't mind you."
"Oh, no! I think he's very kind to you."
"Well, he's kind to you, too."
"Yes, he has always been kind to me," said Alida gently and
lingeringly, as if the thought were pleasant to dwell upon.
"Say," said Jane, yielding to her curiosity, "how did you make him so
afraid of you when he don't like you? He didn't like mother, but he
wasn't afraid of her."
"Why do you think he doesn't like me?" Alida faltered, turning very
pale.
"Oh! 'Cause he looked once jest as he did after mother'd been goin'
for--"
"There, be still! You mustn't speak of such things, or talk to me
about Mr. Holcroft in such a way," and she hastily left the kitchen.
When in the solitude of her own room, she gave way to bitter tears. "Is
it so plain," she thought, "that even this ignorant child sees it? And
the unhappy change began the day she came, too. I can't understand it.
We were so happy before; and he seemed to enjoy being near me and
talking to me when his work permitted. He used to look into my eyes in
a way that made me hope and, indeed, feel almost sure. I receive no
more such looks; he seems only trying to do his duty by me as he
promised at first, and acts as if it were all duty, a mere matter of
conscience. Could he have discovered how I felt, and so is taking this
way to remind me that nothing of the kind was in our agreement? Well,
I've no reason to complain; I accepted the relation of my own free
will, but it's hard, hard indeed for a woman who loves a man with her
whole heart and soul--and he her husband--to go on meeting him day
after day, yet act as if she were his mere business partner. But I
can't help myself; my very nature, as well as a sense of his rights,
prevents me from asking more or even showing that I wish for more.
That WOULD be asking for it. But can it be true that he is positively
learning to dislike me? To shrink from me with that strong repulsion
which women feel toward some men? Oh! If that is true, the case is
hopeless; it would kill me. Every effort to win him, even the most
delicate and unobtrusive, would only drive him farther away; the
deepest instincts of his soul would lead him to withdraw--to shun me.
If this is true, the time may come when, so far from my filling his
house with comfort, I shall make him dread to enter it. Oh, oh! My
only course is to remember just what I promised and he expected when he
married me, and live up to that."
Thus husband and wife reached the same, conclusion and were rendered
equally unhappy.
Chapter XXX.
Holcroft's Best Hope
When Holcroft came in to dinner that day the view he had adopted was
confirmed, yet Alida's manner and appearance began to trouble him.
Even to his rather slow perception, she did not seem so happy as she
had been. She did not meet his eye with her old frank, friendly, and
as he had almost hoped, affectionate, expression; she seemed merely
feverishly anxious to do everything and have all as he wished. Instead
of acting with natural ease and saying what was in her mind without
premeditation, a conscious effort was visible and an apparent
solicitude that he should be satisfied. The inevitable result was that
he was more dissatisfied. "She's doing her best for me," he growled, as
he went back to his work, "and it begins to look as if it might wear
her out in time. Confound it! Having everything just so isn't of much
account when a man's heart-hungry. I'd rather have had one of her old
smiles and gone without my dinner. Well, well; how little a man
understands himself or knows the future! The day I married her I was
in mortal dread lest she should care for me too much and want to be
affectionate and all that; and here I am, discontented and moping
because everything has turned out as I then wished. Don't see as I'm
to blame, either. She had no business to grow so pretty. Then she
looked like a ghost, but now when the color comes into her cheeks, and
her blue eyes sparkle, a man would be a stupid clod if he didn't look
with all his eyes and feel his heart a-thumping. That she should
change so wasn't in the bargain; neither was it that she should read
aloud in such sweet tones that a fellow'd like to listen to the
dictionary; nor that she should make the house and yard look as they
never did before, and, strangest of all, open my eyes to the fact that
apple trees bear flowers as well as pippins. I can't even go by a wild
posy in the lane without thinking she'd like it and see in it a sight
more than I once could. I've been taken in, as old Jonathan feared,"
he muttered, following out his fancy with a sort of grim humor. "She
isn't the woman I thought I was marrying at all, and I aint bound by my
agreement--not in my thoughts, anyhow. I'd have been in a nice scrape
if I'd taken my little affidavit not to think of her or look upon her
in any other light than that of housekeeper and butter maker. It's a
scary thing, this getting married with a single eye to business. See
where I am now! Hanged if I don't believe I'm in love with my wife,
and, like a thundering fool, I had to warn her against falling in love
with me! Little need of that, though. She hasn't been taken in, for
I'm the same old chap she married, and I'd be a mighty mean cuss if I
went to her and said, 'Here, I want you to do twice as much, a
hundred-fold as much as you agreed to.' I'd be a fool, too, for she
couldn't do it unless something drew her toward me just as I'm drawn
toward her."
Late in the afternoon he leaned on the handle of his corn plow, and, in
the consciousness of solitude, said aloud: "Things grow clear if you
think of them enough, and the Lord knows I don't think of much else any
more. It isn't her good qualities which I say over to myself a hundred
times a day, or her education, or anything of the kind, that draws me;
it's she herself. I like her. Why don't I say love her, and be
honest? Well, it's a fact, and I've got to face it. Here I am,
plowing out my corn, and it looks splendid for its age. I thought if I
could stay on the old place, and plant and cultivate and reap, I'd be
more than content, and now I don't seem to care a rap for the corn or
the farm either, compared with Alida; and I care for her just because
she is Alida and no one else. But the other side of this fact has an
ugly look. Suppose I'm disagreeable to her! When she married me she
felt like a woman drowning; she was ready to take hold of the first
hand reached to her without knowing much about whose hand it was.
Well, she's had time to find out. She isn't drawn. Perhaps she feels
toward me somewhat as I did toward Mrs. Mumpson, and she can't help
herself either. Well, well, the bare thought of it makes my heart
lead. What's a man to do? What can I do but live up to my agreement
and not torment her any more than I can help with my company? That's
the only honest course. Perhaps she'll get more used to me in time.
She might get sick, and then I'd be so kind and watchful that she'd
think the old fellow wasn't so bad, after all, But I shan't give her
the comfort of no end of self-sacrifice in trying to be pleasant and
sociable. If she's foolish enough to think she's in my debt she can't
pay it in that way. No, sir! I've got to make the most of it now--I'm
bound to--but this business marriage will never suit me until the white
arm I saw in the dairy room is around my neck, and she looks in my eyes
and says, 'James, I guess I'm ready for a longer marriage ceremony.'"
It was a pity that Alida could not have been among the hazelnut bushes
near and heard him.
He resumed his toil, working late and doggedly. At supper he was very
attentive to Alida, but taciturn and preoccupied; and when the meal was
over he lighted his pipe and strolled out into the moonlight. She
longed to follow him, yet felt it to be more impossible than if she
were chained to the floor.
And so the days passed; Holcroft striving with the whole force of his
will to appear absorbed in the farm, and she, with equal effort, to
seem occupied and contented with her household and dairy duties. They
did everything for each other that they could, and yet each thought
that the other was acting from a sense of obligation, and so all the
more sedulously veiled their actual thoughts and feelings from each
other. Or course, such mistaken effort only led to a more complete
misunderstanding.
With people of their simplicity and habit of reticence, little of what
was in their hearts appeared on the surface. Neither had time to mope,
and their mutual duties were in a large measure a support and refuge.
Of these they could still speak freely for they pertained to business.
Alida's devotion to her work was unfeigned for it seemed now her only
avenue of approach to her husband. She watched over the many broods of
little chickens with tireless vigilance. If it were yellow gold, she
could not have gathered the butter from the churn with greater greed.
She kept the house immaculate and sought to develop her cooking into a
fine art. She was scrupulous in giving Jane her lessons and trying to
correct her vernacular and manners, but the presence of the child grew
to be a heavier cross every day. She could not blame the girl, whose
misfortune it was to lead incidentally to the change in Holcroft's
manner, yet it was impossible not to associate her with the beginning
of that change. Jane was making decided improvement, and had Alida
been happy and at rest this fact would have given much satisfaction in
spite of the instinctive repugnance which the girl seemed to inspire
universally. Holcroft recognized this repugnance and the patient
effort to disguise it and be kind.
"Like enough she feels in the same way toward me," he thought, "and is
trying a sight harder not to show it. But she seems willing enough to
talk business and to keep up her interest in the partnership line.
Well, blamed if I wouldn't rather talk business to her than love to any
other woman!"
So it gradually came about that they had more and more to say to each
other on matters relating to the farm. Holcroft showed her the
receipts from the dairy, and her eyes sparkled as if he had brought
jewels home to her. Then she in turn would expatiate on the poultry
interests and assure him that there were already nearly two hundred
little chicks on the place. One afternoon, during a shower, she
ventured to beguile him into listening to the greater part of one of
the agricultural journals, and with much deference made two or three
suggestions about the farm, which he saw were excellent. She little
dreamed that if she were willing to talk of turning the farm upside
down and inside out, he would have listened with pleasure.
They both began to acquire more serenity and hopefulness, for even this
sordid business partnership was growing strangely interesting. The
meals grew less and less silent, and the farmer would smoke his pipe
invitingly near in the evening so that she could resume their talk on
bucolic subjects without much conscious effort, while at the same time,
if she did not wish his society, she could shun it without discourtesy.
He soon perceived that she needed some encouragement to talk even of
farm matters; but, having received it, that she showed no further
reluctance. He naturally began to console himself with business as
unstintedly as he dared. "As long as I keep on this tack all seems
well," he muttered. "She don't act as if I was disagreeable to her, but
then how can a man tell? If she thinks it her duty, she'll talk and
smile, yet shiver at the very thought of my touching her. Well, well,
time will show. We seem to be getting more sociable, anyhow."
They both recognized this fact and tried to disguise it and to relieve
themselves from the appearance of making any undue advances by greater
formality of address. In Jane's presence he had formed the habit of
speaking to his wife as Mrs. Holcroft, and now he was invariably "Mr."
One evening in the latter part of June, he remarked at supper, "I must
give half a day to hoeing the garden tomorrow. I've been so busy
working out the corn and potatoes that it seems an age since I've been
in the garden."
"She and me," began Jane, "I mean Mrs. Holcroft and I, have been in the
garden."
"That's right, Jane, You're coming on. I think your improved talk and
manners do Mrs. Holcroft much credit. I'd like to take some lessons
myself." Then, as if a little alarmed at his words, he hastened to
ask, "What have you been doing in the garden?"
"You'll see when you go there," replied Jane, her small eyes twinkling
with the rudiments of fun.
Holcroft looked at the child as if he had not seen her for some time
either. Her hair was neatly combed, braided, and tied with a blue
ribbon instead of a string, her gown was as becoming as any dress could
be to her, her little brown hands were clean, and they no longer
managed the knife and fork in an ill-bred manner. The very expression
of the child's face was changing, and now that it was lighted up with
mirth at the little surprise awaiting him, it had at least attained the
negative grace of being no longer repulsive. He sighed involuntarily
as he turned away. "Just see what she's doing for that child that I
once thought hideous! How much she might do for me if she cared as I
do!"
He rose from the table, lighted his pipe, and went out to the doorstep.
Alida looked at him wistfully. "He stood there with me once and faced a
mob of men," she thought. "Then he put his arm around me. I would face
almost any danger for even such a caress again." The memory of that
hour lent her unwonted courage, and she approached him timidly and
said, "Perhaps you would like to go and look at the garden? Jane and I
may not have done everything right."
"Why, certainly. I forgot about the garden; but then you'll have to go
with me if I'm to tell you."
"I don't mind," she said, leading the way.
The June sun was low in the west and the air had become deliciously
cool and fragrant. The old rosebushes were in bloom, and as she passed
she picked a bud and fastened it on her bosom. Wood thrushes, orioles,
and the whole chorus of birds were in full song: limpid rills of melody
from the meadow larks flowed from the fields, and the whistling of the
quails added to the harmony.
Holcroft was in a mood of which he had never been conscious before.
These familiar sounds, which had been unheeded so much of his life, now
affected him strangely, creating an immeasurable sadness and longing.
It seemed as if perceptions which were like new senses were awakening
in his mind. The world was full of wonderful beauty before
unrecognized, and the woman who walked lightly and gracefully at his
side was the crown of it all. He himself was so old, plain, and
unworthy in contrast. His heart ached with a positive, definite pain
that he was not younger, handsomer, and better equipped to win the love
of his wife. As she stood in the garden, wearing the rose, her neat
dress outlining her graceful form, the level rays of the sun lighting
up her face and turning her hair to gold, he felt that he had never
seen or imagined such a woman before. She was in harmony with the June
evening and a part of it, while he, in his working clothes, his rugged,
sun-browned features and hair tinged with gray, was a blot upon the
scene. She who was so lovely, must be conscious of his rude, clownish
appearance. He would have faced any man living and held his own on the
simple basis of his manhood. Anything like scorn, although veiled, on
Alida's part, would have touched his pride and steeled his will, but
the words and manner of this gentle woman who tried to act as if blind
to all that he was in contrast with herself, to show him deference,
kindness, and good will when perhaps she felt toward him somewhat as
she did toward Jane, overwhelmed him with humility and grief. It is
the essence of deep, unselfish love to depreciate itself and exalt its
object. There was a superiority in Alida which Holcroft was learning to
recognize more clearly every day, and he had not a trace of vanity to
sustain him. Now he was in a mood to wrong and undervalue himself
without limit.
She showed him how much she and Jane had accomplished, how neat and
clean they had kept the rows of growing vegetables, and how good the
promise was for an indefinite number of dinners, but she only added to
the farmer's depression. He was in no mood for onions, parsnips, and
their vegetable kin, yet thought, "She thinks I'm only capable of being
interested in such things, and I've been at much pains to give that
impression. She picked that rose for HERSELF, and now she's showing ME
how soon we may hope to have summer cabbage and squash. She thus shows
that she knows the difference between us and that always must be
between us, I fear. She is so near in our daily life, yet how can I
ever get any nearer? As I feel now, it seems impossible."
She had quickly observed his depressed, abstracted manner, but
misinterpreted the causes. Her own face clouded and grew troubled.
Perhaps she was revealing too much of her heart, although seeking to
disguise it so sedulously, and he was penetrating her motives for doing
so much in the garden and in luring him thither now. He was not
showing much practical interest in beans and beets, and was evidently
oppressed and ill at ease.
"I hope we have done things right?" she ventured, turning away to hide
tears of disappointment.
"Her self-sacrifice is giving out," he thought bitterly. "She finds
she can scarcely look at me as I now appear in contrast with this June
evening. Well, I don't blame her. It makes me almost sick when I
think of myself and I won't be brute enough to say a harsh word to
her." "You have done it all far better than I could," he said
emphatically. "I would not have believed it if you hadn't shown me.
The trouble is, you are trying to do too much. I--I think I'll take a
walk."
In fact, he had reached the limit of endurance; he could not look upon
her another moment as she appeared that evening and feel that she
associated him chiefly with crops and business, and that all her
grateful good will could not prevent his personality from being
disagreeable. He must carry his bitterness whither no eye could see
him, and as he turned, his self-disgust led him to whirl away his pipe.
It struck a tree and fell shattered at its foot. Alida had never seen
him do anything of the kind before, and it indicated that he was
passing beyond the limits of patience. "Oh, oh," she sobbed, "I fear we
are going to drift apart! If he can't endure to talk with me about
such things, what chance have I at all? I hoped that the hour, the
beauty of the evening, and the evidence that I had been trying so hard
to please him would make him more like what he used to be before he
seemed to take a dislike. There's only one way to account for it
all--he sees how I feel and he doesn't like it. My very love sets him
against me. My heart was overflowing tonight. How could I help it, as
I remembered how he stood up for me? He was brave and kind; he meant
well by me, he means well now; but he can't help his feelings. He has
gone away now to think of the woman that he did love and loves still,
and it angers him that I should think of taking her place. He loved
her as a child and girl and woman--he told me so; he warned me and said
he could not help thinking of her. If I had not learned to love him so
deeply and passionately and show it in spite of myself, time would
gradually have softened the past and all might have gone well. Yet how
could I help it when he saved me from so much? I feel tonight, though,
that I only escaped one kind of trouble to meet another almost as bad
and which may become worse."
She strolled to the farther end of the garden that she might become
calm before meeting Jane's scrutiny. Useless precaution! For the girl
had been watching them both. Her motive had not been unmixed
curiosity, since, having taken some part in the garden work, she had
wished to witness Holcroft's pleasure and hear his praises. Since the
actors in the scene so misunderstood each other, she certainly would
not rightly interpret them. "She's losin' her hold on 'im," she
thought, "He acted just as if she was mother."
When Jane saw Alida coming toward the house she whisked from the
concealing shrubbery to the kitchen again and was stolidly washing the
dishes when her mistress entered. "You are slow tonight," said Alida,
looking at the child keenly, but the impassive face revealed nothing.
She set about helping the girl, feeling it would be a relief to keep
her hands busy.
Jane's efforts to comfort were always maladroit, yet the apparent
situation so interested her that she yielded to her inclination to
talk. "Say," she began, and Alida was too dejected and weary to correct
the child's vernacular, "Mr. Holcroft's got somethin' on his mind."
"Well, that's not strange."
"No, s'pose not. Hate to see 'im look so, though. He always used to
look so when mother went for 'im and hung around 'im. At last he
cleared mother out, and just before he looked as black as he did when
he passed the house while ago. You're good to me, an' I'd like you to
stay. 'Fi's you I'd leave 'im alone."
"Jane," said Alida coldly, "I don't wish you ever to speak to me of
such things again," and she hastily left the room.
"Oh, well!" muttered Jane, "I've got eyes in my head. If you're goin'
to be foolish, like mother, and keep a-goin' for 'im, it's your
lookout. I kin get along with him and he with me, and I'M goin' to
stay."
Holcroft strode rapidly up the lane to the deep solitude at the edge of
his woodland. Beneath him lay the farm and the home that he had
married to keep, yet now, without a second's hesitation, he would part
with all to call his wife WIFE. How little the name now satisfied him,
without the sweet realities of which the word is significant! The term
and relation had become a mocking mirage. He almost cursed himself
that he had exulted over his increasing bank account and general
prosperity, and had complacently assured himself that she was doing
just what he had asked, without any sentimental nonsense. "How could I
expect it to turn out otherwise?" he thought. "From the first I made
her think I hadn't a soul for anything but crops and money. Now that
she's getting over her trouble and away from it, she's more able to see
just what I am, or at least what she naturally thinks I am. But she
doesn't understand me--I scarcely understand myself. I long to be a
different man in every way, and not to work and live like an ox. Here
are some of my crops almost ready to gather and they never were better,
yet I've no heart for the work. Seems to me it'll wear me out if I
have to carry this load of trouble all the time. I thought my old
burdens hard to bear; I thought I was lonely before, but it was nothing
compared with living near one you love, but from whom you are cut off
by something you can't see, yet must feel to the bottom of your heart."
His distraught eyes rested on the church spire, fading in the twilight,
and the little adjoining graveyard. "Oh, Bessie," he groaned, "why did
you die? I was good enough for YOU. Oh! That all had gone on as it
was and I had never known--"
He stopped, shook his head, and was silent. At last he signed, "I DID
love Bessie. I love and respect her memory as much as ever. But
somehow I never felt as I do now. All was quiet and matter-of-fact in
those days, yet it was real and satisfying. I was content to live on,
one day like another, to the end of my days. If I hadn't been so
content it would be better for me now. I'd have a better chance if I
had read more, thought more, and fitted myself to be more of a
companion for a woman like Alida. If I knew a great deal and could
talk well, she might forget I'm old and homely. Bessie was so true a
friend that she would wish, if she knows, what I wish. I thought I
needed a housekeeper; I find I need more than all else such a wife as
Alida could be--one that could help me to be a man instead of a drudge,
a Christian instead of a discontented and uneasy unbeliever. At one
time, it seemed that she was leading me along so naturally and
pleasantly that I never was so happy; then all at once it came to me
that she was doing it from gratitude and a sense of duty, and the duty
grows harder for her every day. Well, there seems nothing for it now
but to go on as we began and hope that the future will bring us more in
sympathy."
Chapter XXXI.
"Never!"
For the next two or three days Jane had no occasion to observe that
Alida was in the least degree obtrusive in her attention to the farmer.
She was assiduous in her work and more diligent than ever in her
conscious efforts to do what she thought he wished; but she was growing
pale, constrained, and silent. She struggled heroically to appear as
at first, but without much success, for she could not rally from the
wound he had given her so unintentionally and which Jane's words had
deepened. She almost loathed herself under her association with Mrs.
Mumpson, and her morbid thoughts had hit upon a worse reason for
Holcroft's apparent repulsion. As she questioned everything in the
sleepless hours that followed the interview in the garden, she came to
the miserable conclusion that he had discovered her love, and that by
suggestion, natural to his mind, it reminded him of her pitiful story.
He could be sorry for her and be kind; he could even be her honest
friend and protector as a wronged and unhappy woman, but he could not
love one with a history like hers and did not wish her to love him.
This seemed an adequate explanation of the change in their relations,
but she felt that it was one under which her life would wither and her
heart break.
This promised to be worse than what she had dreaded at the
almshouse--the facing the world alone and working till she died among
strangers. The fact that they were strangers would enable her to see
their averted faces with comparative indifference, but that the man to
whom she had yielded her whole heart should turn away was intolerable.
She felt that he could not do this willingly but only under the
imperious instincts of his nature--that he was virtually helpless in
the matter. There was an element in these thoughts which stung her
woman's soul, and, as we have said, she could not rally.
Holcroft never suspected her morbid thoughts, and his loyal, loving
heart was incapable of dreaming of them. He only grew more unhappy as
he saw the changes in her, for he regarded himself as the cause. Yet
he was perplexed and unable to account for her rapidly increasing
pallor while he continued so kind, considerate, and especially so
unobtrusive. He assuredly thought he was showing a disposition to give
her all the time she wished to become reconciled to her lot. "Thunder!"
he said to himself, "we can't grow old together without getting used to
each other."
On Saturday noon, at dinner, he remarked, "I shall have to begin haying
on Monday and so I'll take everything to town this afternoon, for I
won't be able to go again for some days. Is there anything you'd like
me to get, Mrs. Holcroft?"
She shook her head. "I don't need anything," she replied. He looked at
her downcast face with troubled eyes and shivered. "She looks as if she
were going to be sick," he thought. "Good Lord! I feel as if there was
nothing but trouble ahead. Every mouthful I take seems to choke me."
A little later he pushed away almost untasted a piece of delicious
cherry pie, the first of the season. Alida could scarcely keep the
tears back as she thought, "There was a time when he would have praised
it without stint. I took so much pains with it in the hope he'd
notice, for he once said he was very fond of it." Such were the straws
that were indicating the deep, dark currents.
As he rose, she said almost apathetically in her dejection, "Mr.
Holcroft, Jane and I picked a basket of the early cherries. You may as
well sell them, for there are plenty left on the tree for us."
"That was too much for you to do in the hot sun. Well, I'll sell 'em
and add what they bring to your egg money in the bank. You'll get
rich," he continued, trying to smile, "if you don't spend more."
"I don't wish to spend anything," she said, turning away with the
thought, "How can he think I want finery when my heart is breaking?"
Holcroft drove away, looking and feeling as if he were going to a
funeral. At last he broke out, "I can't stand this another day.
Tomorrow's Sunday, and I'll manage to send Jane somewhere or take Alida
out to walk and tell her the whole truth. She shall be made to see
that I can't help myself and that I'm willing to do anything she
wishes. She's married to me and has got to make the best of it, and
I'm sure I'm willing to make it as easy as I can."
Jane was a little perplexed at the condition of affairs. Mrs. Holcroft
had left her husband alone as far as possible, as she had advised, but
apparently it had not helped matters much. But she believed that the
trouble she had witnessed bode her no ill and so was inclined to regard
it philosophically. "He looks almost as glum, when he's goin' round
alone, as if he'd married mother. She talked too much, and that didn't
please him; this one talks less and less, and he don't seem pleased,
nuther, but it seems to me he's very foolish to be so fault-findin'
when she does everything for him top-notch. I never lived so well in
my life, nor he, nuther, I believe. He must be in a bad way when he
couldn't eat that cherry pie."
Alida was so weary and felt so ill that she went to the parlor and lay
down upon the lounge. "My heart feels as if it were bleeding slowly
away," she murmured. "If I'm going to be sick the best thing I can do
is to die and end it all," and she gave way to that deep dejection in
which there seems no remedy for trouble.
The hours dragged slowly by; Jane finished her household tasks very
leisurely, then taking a basket, went out to the garden to pick some
early peas. While thus engaged, she saw a man coming up the lane. His
manner instantly riveted her attention and awakened her curiosity, and
she crouched lower behind the pea vines for concealment. All her
furtive, watchful instincts were awake, and her conscience was clear,
too, for certainly she had a right to spy upon a stranger.
The man seemed almost as furtive as herself; his eyes were everywhere
and his step slow and hesitating. Instead of going directly to the
house he cautiously entered the barn, and she heard him a little later
call Mr. Holcroft. Of course there was no answer, and as if reassured,
he approached the house, looking here and there on every side,
seemingly to see if anyone was about. Jane had associated with men and
boys too long to have any childlike timidity, and she also had just
confidence in her skulking and running powers. "After all, he don't
want nothin' of me and won't hurt me," she reasoned. "He acts mighty
queer though and I'm goin' to hear what he says."
The moment he passed the angle of the house she dodged around to its
rear and stole into the dairy room, being well aware that from this
position she could overhear words spoken in ordinary conversational
tones in the apartment above. She had barely gained her ambush when she
heard Alida half shriek, "Henry Ferguson!"
It was indeed the man who had deceived her that had stolen upon her
solitude. His somewhat stealthy approach had been due to the wish and
expectation of finding her alone, and he had about convinced himself
that she was so by exploring the barn and observing the absence of the
horses and wagon. Cunning and unscrupulous, it was his plan to appear
before the woman who had thought herself his wife, without any warning
whatever, believing that in the tumult of her surprise and shock she
would be off her guard and that her old affection would reassert
itself. He passed through the kitchen to the parlor door. Alida, in
her deep, painful abstraction, did not hear him until he stood in the
doorway, and, with outstretched arms, breathed her name. Then, as if
struck a blow, she had sprung to her feet, half shrieked his name and
stood panting, regarding him as if he were a specter.
"Your surprise is natural, Alida, dear," he said gently, "but I've a
right to come to you, for my wife is dead," and he advanced toward her.
"Stand back!" she cried sternly. "You've no right, and never can have."
"Oh, yes, I have!" he replied in a wheedling tone. "Come, come! Your
nerves are shaken. Sit down, for I've much to tell you."
"No, I won't sit down, and I tell you to leave me instantly. You've no
right here and I no right to listen to you."
"I can soon prove that you have a better right to listen to me than to
anyone else. Were we not married by a minister?"
"Yes, but that made no difference. You deceived both him and me."
"It made no difference, perhaps, in the eye of the law, while that
woman you saw was living, but she's dead, as I can easily prove. How
were you married to this man Holcroft?"
Alida grew dizzy; everything whirled and grew black before her eyes as
she sank into a chair. He came to her and took her hand, but his touch
was a most effectual restorative. She threw his hand away and said
hoarsely, "Do you--do you mean that you have any claim on me?"
"Who has a better claim?" he asked cunningly. "I loved you when I
married you and I love you now. Do you think I rested a moment after I
was free from the woman I detested? No, indeed; nor did I rest till I
found out who took you from the almshouse to be his household drudge,
not wife. I've seen the justice who aided in the wedding farce, and
learned how this man Holcroft made him cut down even the ceremony of a
civil marriage to one sentence. It was positively heathenish, and he
only took you because he couldn't get a decent servant to live with
him."
"O God!" murmured the stricken woman. "Can such a horrible thing be?"
"So it seems," he resumed, misinterpreting her. "Come now!" he said
confidently, and sitting down, "Don't look so broken up about it. Even
while that woman was living I felt that I was married to you and you
only; now that I'm free--"
"But I'm not free and don't wish to be."
"Don't be foolish, Alida. You know this farmer don't care a rap for
you. Own up now, does he?"
The answer was a low, half-despairing cry.
"There, I knew it was so. What else could you expect? Don't you see
I'm your true refuge and not this hard-hearted, money-grasping farmer?"
"Stop speaking against him!" she cried. "O God!" she wailed, "can the
law give this man any claim on me, now his wife is dead?"
"Yes, and one I mean to enforce," he replied doggedly.
"I don't believe she's dead, I don't believe anything you say! You
deceived me once.
"I'm not deceiving you now, Alida," he said with much solemnity. "She
IS dead. If you were calmer, I have proofs to convince you in these
papers. Here's the newspaper, too, containing the notice of her
death," and he handed it to her.
She read it with her frightened eyes, and then the paper dropped from
her half-paralyzed hands to the floor. She was so unsophisticated, and
her brain was in such a whirl of confusion and terror, that she was led
to believe at the moment that he had a legal claim upon her which he
could enforce.
"Oh, that Mr. Holcroft were here!" she cried desperately. "He wouldn't
deceive me; he never deceived me."
"It is well for him that he isn't here," said Ferguson, assuming a dark
look.
"What do you mean?" she gasped.
"Come, come, Alida!" he said, smiling reassuringly. "You are frightened
and nervous, and I don't wish to make you any more so. You know how I
would naturally regard the man who I feel has my wife; but let us
forget about him. Listen to my plan. All I ask of you is to go with me
to some distant place where neither of us are known, and--"
"Never!" she interrupted.
"Don't say that," he replied coolly. "Do you think I'm a man to be
trifled with after what I've been through?"
"You can't compel me to go against my will," and there was an accent of
terror in her words which made them a question.
He saw his vantage more clearly and said quietly, "I don't want to
compel you if it can be helped. You know how true I was to you--"
"No, no! You deceived me. I won't believe you now."
"You may have to. At any rate, you know how fond I was of you, and I
tell you plainly, I won't give you up now. This man doesn't love you,
nor do you love him--"
"I DO love him, I'd die for him! There now, you know the truth. You
wouldn't compel a woman to follow you who shrinks from you in horror,
even if you had the right. Although the ceremony was brief it WAS a
ceremony; and he was not married then, as you were when you deceived
me. He has ever been truth itself, and I won't believe you have any
rights till he tells me so himself."
"So you shrink from me with horror, do you?" asked Ferguson, rising,
his face growing black with passion.
"Yes, I do. Now leave me and let me never see you again."
"And you are going to ask this stupid old farmer about my rights?"
"Yes. I'll take proof of them from no other, and even if he confirmed
your words I'd never live with you again. I would live alone till I
died!"
"That's all very foolish high tragedy, but if you're not careful there
may be some real tragedy. If you care for this Holcroft, as you say,
you had better go quietly away with me."
"What do you mean?" she faltered tremblingly.
"I mean I'm a desperate man whom the world has wronged too much
already. You know the old saying, 'Beware of the quiet man!' You know
how quiet, contented, and happy I was with you, and so I would be again
to the end of my days. You are the only one who can save me from
becoming a criminal, a vagabond, for with you only have I known
happiness. Why should I live or care to live? If this farmer clod
keeps you from me, woe betide him! My one object in living will be his
destruction. I shall hate him only as a man robbed as I am can hate."
"What would you do?" she could only ask in a horrified whisper.
"I can only tell you that he'd never be safe a moment. I'm not afraid
of him. You see I'm armed," and he showed her a revolver. "He can't
quietly keep from me what I feel is my own."
"Merciful Heaven! This is terrible," she gasped.
"Of course it's terrible--I mean it to be so. You can't order me off
as if I were a tramp. Your best course for his safety is to go quietly
with me at once. I have a carriage waiting near at hand."
"No, no! I'd rather die than do that, and though he cannot feel as I
do, I believe he'd rather die than have me do it."
"Oh, well! If you think he's so ready to die--"
"No, I don't mean that! Kill me! I want to die."
"Why should I kill you?" he asked with a contemptuous laugh. "That
wouldn't do me a particle of good. It will be your own fault if anyone
is hurt."
"Was ever a woman put in such a cruel position?"
"Oh, yes! Many and many a time. As a rule, though, they are too
sensible and kind-hearted to make so much trouble."
"If you have legal rights, why don't you quietly enforce them instead
of threatening?"
For a moment he was confused and then said recklessly, "It would come
to the same thing in the end. Holcroft would never give you up."
"He'd have to. I wouldn't stay here a moment if I had no right."
"But you said you would not live with me again?"
"Nor would I. I'd go back to the poorhouse and die there, for do you
think I could live after another such experience? But my mind has
grown clearer. You are deceiving me again, and Mr. Holcroft is
incapable of deceiving me. He would never have called me his wife
unless I was his wife before God and man."
"I'm not deceiving you in regard to one thing!" he said tragically.
"O God, what shall I do?"
"If you won't go with me you must leave him," he replied, believing
that, if this step were taken, others would follow.
"If I leave him--if I go away and live alone, will you promise to do
him no harm?"
"I'd have no motive to harm him then, which will be better security
than a promise. At the same time I do promise."
"And you will also promise to leave me utterly alone?"
"If I can."
"You must promise never even to tempt me to think of going away. I'd
rather you'd shot me than ask it. I'm not a weak, timid girl. I'm a
broken-hearted woman who fears some things far more than death."
"If you have any fears for Holcroft, they are very rational ones."
"It is for his sake that I would act. I would rather suffer anything
and lose everything than have harm come to him."
"All I can say is that, if you will leave him completely and finally, I
will let him alone. But you must do it promptly. Everything depends
upon this. I'm in too reckless and bitter a mood to be trifled with.
Besides, I've plenty of money and could escape from the country in
twenty-four hours. You needn't think you can tell this story to
Holcroft and that he can protect you and himself. I'm here under an
assumed name and have seen no one who knows me. I may have to
disappear for a time and be disguised when I come again, but I pledge
you my word he'll never be safe as long as you are under his roof."
"Then I will sacrifice myself for him," she said, pallid even to her
lips. "I will go away. But never dream that you can come near me
again--you who deceived and wronged me, and now, far worse, threaten
the man I love."
"We'll see about that," he replied cynically. "At any rate, you will
have left him."
"Go!" she said imperiously.
"I'll take a kiss first, sweetheart," he said, advancing with a
sardonic smile.
"Jane!" she shrieked. He paused, and she saw evidences of alarm.
The girl ran lightly out of the dairy room, where she had been a greedy
listener to all that had been said, and a moment later appeared in the
yard before the house. "Yes'm," she answered.
"Be careful now, sir," said Alida sternly. "There's a witness."
"Only a little idiotic-looking girl."
"She's not idiotic, and if you touch me the compact's broken."
"Very well, my time will come. Remember, you've been warned," and he
pulled his hat over his eyes and strode away.
"Bah!" said Jane with a snicker, "as if I hadn't seen his ugly mug so
I'd know it 'mong a thousand."
With a face full of loathing and dread, Alida watched her enemy
disappear down the lane, and then, half fainting, sank on the lounge.
"Jane!" she called feebly, but there was no answer.
Chapter XXXII.
Jane Plays Mouse to the Lion
It can well be understood that Jane had no disposition to return to
Mrs. Holcroft and the humdrum duties of the house. There opened before
her an exciting line of action which fully accorded with her nature,
and she entered upon it at once. Her first impulse was to follow the
man of whom she had learned so much. Not only was she spurred to this
course by her curiosity, but also by her instinctive loyalty to
Holcroft, and, it must be admitted, by her own interests. Poor little
Jane had been nurtured in a hard school, and had by this time learned
the necessity of looking out for herself. This truth, united with her
shrewd, matter-of-fact mind, led her to do the most sensible thing
under the circumstances. "I know a lot now that he'll be glad to know,
and if I tell him everything he'll keep me always. The first thing
he'll want to know is what's become of that threatenin' scamp," and she
followed Ferguson with the stealth of an Indian.
Ferguson was not only a scamp, but, like most of his class, a coward.
He had been bitterly disappointed in his interview with Alida. As far
as his selfish nature permitted, he had a genuine affection for her,
and he had thought of little else besides her evident fondness for him.
He was so devoid of moral principle that he could not comprehend a
nature like hers, and had scarcely believed it possible that she would
repulse him so inflexibly. She had always been so gentle, yielding,
and subservient to his wishes that he had thought that, having been
assured of his wife's death, a little persuasion and perhaps a few
threats would induce her to follow him, for he could not imagine her
becoming attached to such a man as Holcroft had been described to be.
Her uncompromising principle had entered but slightly into his
calculations, and so, under the spur of anger and selfishness, he had
easily entered upon a game of bluff He knew well enough that he had no
claim upon Alida, yet it was in harmony with his false heart to try to
make her think so. He had no serious intention of harming Holcroft--he
would be afraid to attempt this--but if he could so work on Alida's
fears as to induce her to leave her husband, he believed that the
future would be full of possibilities. At any rate, he would find his
revenge in making Alida and Holcroft all the trouble possible. Even in
the excitement of the interview, however, he realized that he was
playing a dangerous game, and when Jane answered so readily to Alida's
call he was not a little disturbed. Satisfied that he had accomplished
all that he could hope for at present, his purpose now was to get back
to town unobserved and await developments. He therefore walked rapidly
down the lane and pursued the road for a short distance until he came
to an old, disused lane, leading up the hillside into a grove where he
had concealed a horse and buggy. Unless there should be necessity, it
was his intention to remain in his hiding place until after nightfall.
Jane had merely to skirt the bushy hillside higher up, in order to keep
Ferguson in view and discover the spot in which he was lurking.
Instead of returning to the house she kept right on, maintaining a
sharp eye on the road beneath to make sure that Holcroft did not pass
unobserved. By an extended detour, she reached the highway and
continued toward town in the hope of meeting the farmer. At last she
saw him driving rapidly homeward. He was consumed with anxiety to be
at least near to Alida, even if, as he believed, he was no longer
welcome in her presence. When Jane stepped out into the road he pulled
up his horses and stared at her. She, almost bursting with her great
secrets, put her finger on her lips and nodded portentously.
"Well, what is it?" he asked, his heart beating quickly.
"I've got a lot to tell yer, but don't want no one to see us."
"About my wife?"
The girl nodded.
"Good God! Speak then. Is she sick?" and he sprung out and caught her
arm with a grip that hurt her.
"Please, sir, I'm doin' all I kin for yer and--and you hurt me."
Holcroft saw the tears coming to her eyes and he released his hold as
he said, "Forgive me, Jane, I didn't mean to; but for mercy's sake,
tell your story."
"It's a long 'un."
"Well, well, give me the gist of it in a word."
"I guess she's goin' to run away."
Holcroft groaned and almost staggered to his horses' heads, then led
them to the roadside and tied them to a tree. Sitting down, as if too
weak to stand, he buried his face in his hands. He could not bear to
have Jane see his distress. "Tell your story," he said hoarsely,
"quick, for I may have to act quickly."
"Guess yer will. Did yer know she was married?"
"Certainly--to me."
"No, to another man--married by a minister. He's been there with her."
She little foresaw the effect of her words, for the farmer bounded to
his feet with an oath and sprang to his horses.
"Stop!" cried Jane, tugging at his arm. "If you go rushin' home now,
you'll show you've got no more sense than mother. You'll spoil
everything. She aint goin' to run away with HIM--she said she
wouldn't, though he coaxed and threatened to kill yer if she didn't.
'Fi's a man I wouldn't act like a mad bull. I'd find out how to get
ahead of t'other man."
"Well," said Holcroft, in a voice that frightened the child, "she said
she wouldn't run away with this scoundrel--of course not--but you say
she's going to leave. She'll meet him somewhere--good God! But how
should you understand? Come, let me get home!"
"I understand a sight more'n you do, and you go on so that I can't tell
you anything. If you showed sense, you'd be glad I was lookin' out for
you so I could tell you everything. What's the good of goin'
rampaigin' home when, if you'd only listen, you could get even with
that scoundrel, as yer call 'im, and make all right," and Jane began to
cry.
"Oh, thunder!" exclaimed the chafing man, "tell me your story at once,
or you'll drive me mad. You don't half know what you're talking about
or how much your words mean--how should you? The thing to do is to get
home as soon as possible."
"You aint no reason to be so mad and glum all the while," cried Jane,
smarting under a sense of injustice. "Here I'm a-tryin' to do for you,
and you'll be sorry ernuff if you don't stop and listen. And she's
been a-tryin' to do for you all along, and she's been standin' up for
you this afternoon, and is goin' to run away to save your life."
"Run away to save my life? Are you crazy?"
"No, but you be," cried the girl, excited and exasperated beyond
restraint. "If she IS your wife I'd stand up for her and take care of
her, since she stands up for you so. 'Stead of that, you go round as
glum as a thundercloud and now want to go ragin' home to her. Dunno
whether she's your wife or not, but I DO know she said she loved you
and 'ud die for you, and she wouldn't do a thing that man asked but go
away to save your life."
Holcroft looked at the girl as if dazed. "Said she LOVED me?" he
repeated slowly.
"Of course! You knowed that all 'long--anybody could see it--an' you
don't treat her much better'n you did mother." Then, with an impatient
gesture, she asked, "Will you sit down and listen?"
"No, I won't!" he cried, springing toward his horses. "I'll find out if
your words are true."
"Oh, yes!" said Jane contemptuously; "run right to her to find out
somethin' as plain as the nose on her face, and run right by the man
that was threatenin' her and you too."
Wheeling round, he asked, "Where is he?"
"I know, but I won't say 'nuther word till you stop goin' on. 'Fi's a
man I'd find out what to do 'fore I did anythin'."
Jane had little comprehension of the tempest she had raised in
Holcroft's soul or its causes, and so was in no mood to make allowances
for him. By this time, the first gust of his passion was passing and
reason resuming its sway. He paced up and down in the road a moment or
two, and then sat down as he said, "I don't half understand what you've
been talking about and I fear you don't. You've evidently been
listening and watching and have got hold of something. Now, I'll be as
patient as I can if you'll tell me the whole story quickly," and he
turned his flushed, quivering face toward her.
"Then I s'pose you'll scold me for listenin' and watchin' that scamp,"
said the girl sullenly.
"No, Jane, not in this case. Unless your impressions are all mistaken
I may have to thank you all my life. I'm not one to forget those who
are true to me. Now, begin at the beginning and go right through to the
end; then I may understand better than you can."
Jane did as she was told, and many "says he's" and "says she's"
followed in her literal narrative. Holroft again dropped his face into
his hands, and before she was through, tears of joy trickled through
his fingers. When she finished, he arose, turned away, and hastily
wiped his eyes, then gave the girl his hand as he said, "Thank you,
Jane. You've tried to be a true friend to me today. I'll show you
that I don't forget. I was a fool to get in such a rage, but you can't
understand and must forgive me. Come, you see I'm quiet now," and he
untied the horses and lifted her into his wagon.
"What yer doin' to do?" she asked, as they drove away.
"I'm going to reward you for watching and listening to that scoundrel,
but you must not watch me or Mrs. Holcroft, or listen to what we say
unless we speak before you. If you do, I shall be very angry. Now,
you've only one thing more to do and that is, show me where this man is
hiding."
"But you won't go near him alone?" inquired Jane in much alarm.
"You must do as I bid you," he replied sternly. "Show me where he's
hiding, then stay by the wagon and horses."
"But he same as said he'd kill you."
"You have your orders," was his quiet reply.
She looked scared enough, but remained silent until they reached a
shaded spot on the road, then said, "If you don't want him to see you
too soon, better tie here. He's around yonder, in a grove up on the
hill."
Holcroft drove to a tree by the side of the highway and again tied his
horses, then took the whip from the wagon. "Are you afraid to go with
me a little way and show me just where he is?" he asked.
"No, but you oughtn' ter go."
"Come on, then! You must mind me if you wish to keep my good will. I
know what I'm about." As in his former encounter, his weapon was again
a long, tough whipstock with a leather thong attached. This he cut off
and put in his pocket, then followed Jane's rapid lead up the hill.
Very soon she said, "There's the place I saw 'im in. If you will go,
I'd steal up on him."
"Yes. You stay here." She made no reply, but the moment he
disappeared she was upon his trail. Her curiosity was much greater
than her timidity, and she justly reasoned that she had little to fear.
Holcroft approached from a point whence Ferguson was expecting no
danger. The latter was lying on the ground, gnawing his nails in
vexation, when he first heard the farmer's step. Then he saw a
dark-visaged man rushing upon him. In the impulse of his terror, he
drew his revolver and fired. The ball hissed near, but did no harm,
and before Ferguson could use the weapon again, a blow from the
whipstock paralyzed his arm and the pistol dropped to the ground. So
also did its owner a moment later, under a vindictive rain of blows,
until he shrieked for mercy.
"Don't move!" said Holcroft sternly, and he picked up the revolver. "So
you meant to kill me, eh?"
"No, no! I didn't. I wouldn't have fired if it hadn't been in
self-defense and because I hadn't time to think." He spoke with
difficulty, for his mouth was bleeding and he was terribly bruised.
"A liar, too!" said the farmer, glowering down upon him. "But I knew
that before. What did you mean by your threats to my wife?"
"See here, Mr. Holcroft; I'm down and at your mercy. If you'll let me
off I'll go away and never trouble you or your wife again."
"Oh, no!" said Holcroft with a bitter laugh. "You'll never, never
trouble us again."
"What, do you mean to murder me?" Ferguson half shrieked.
"Would killing such a thing as you be murder? Any jury in the land
would acquit me. You ought to be roasted over a slow fire."
The fellow tried to scramble on his knees, but Holcroft hit him another
savage blow, and said, "Lie still!"
Ferguson began to wring his hands and beg for mercy. His captor stood
over him a moment or two irresolutely in his white-heated anger; then
thoughts of his wife began to soften him. He could not go to her with
blood on his hands--she who had taught him such lessons of forbearance
and forgiveness. He put the pistol in his pocket and giving his enemy
a kick, said, "Get up!"
The man rose with difficulty.
"I won't waste time in asking any promises from YOU, but if you ever
trouble my wife or me again, I'll break every bone in your body. Go,
quick, before my mood changes, and don't say a word."
As the man tremblingly untied his horse, Jane stepped out before him
and said, "I'm a little idiotic girl, am I?"
He was too thoroughly cowed to make any reply and drove as rapidly away
as the ground permitted, guiding his horse with difficulty in his
maimed condition.
Jane, in the exuberance of her pleasure, began something like a jig on
the scene of conflict, and her antics were so ridiculous that Holcroft
had to turn away to repress a smile. "You didn't mind me, Jane," he
said gravely.
"Well, sir," she replied, "after showin' you the way to 'im, you
oughter not grudge me seein' the fun."
"But it isn't nice for little girls to see such things."
"Never saw anything nicer in my life. You're the kind of man I believe
in, you are. Golly! Only wished SHE'D seen you. I've seen many a
rough and tumble 'mong farm hands, but never anything like this. It
was only his pistol I was 'fraid of."
"Will you do exactly what I say now?"
She nodded.
"Well, go home across the fields and don't by word or manner let Mrs.
Holcroft know what you've seen or heard, and say nothing about meeting
me. Just make her think you know nothing at all and that you only
watched the man out of sight. Do this and I'll give you a new dress."
"I'd like somethin' else 'sides that."
"Well, what?"
"I'd like to be sure I could stay right on with you."
"Yes, Jane, after today, as long as you're a good girl. Now go, for I
must get back to my team before this scamp goes by."
She darted homeward as the farmer returned to his wagon. Ferguson soon
appeared and seemed much startled as he saw his Nemesis again. "I'll
keep my word," he said, as he drove by.
"You'd better!" called the farmer. "You know what to expect now."
Alida was so prostrated by the shock of the interview that she rallied
slowly. At last she saw that it was getting late and that she soon
might expect the return of her husband. She dragged herself to the
door and again called Jane, but the place was evidently deserted.
Evening was coming on tranquilly, with all its sweet June sounds, but
now every bird song was like a knell. She sunk on the porch seat and
looked at the landscape, already so dear and familiar, as if she were
taking a final farewell of a friend. Then she turned to the homely
kitchen to which she had first been brought. "I can do a little more
for him," she thought, "before I make the last sacrifice which will
soon bring the end. I think I could have lived--lived, perhaps, till I
was old, if I had gone among strangers from the almshouse, but I can't
now. My heart is broken. Now that I've seen that man again I
understand why my husband cannot love me. Even the thought of touching
me must make him shudder. But I can't bear up under such a load much
longer, and that's my comfort. It's best I should go away now; I
couldn't do otherwise," and the tragedy went on in her soul as she
feebly prepared her husband's meal.
At last Jane came in with her basket of peas. Her face was so
impassive as to suggest that she had no knowledge of anything except
that there had been a visitor, and Alida had sunk into such depths of
despairing sorrow that she scarcely noticed the child.
Chapter XXXIII.
"Shrink from YOU?"
Holcroft soon came driving slowly up the lane as if nothing unusual was
on his mind. Having tied his horses, he brought in an armful of
bundles and said kindly, "Well, Alida, here I am again, and I guess
I've brought enough to last well through haying time."
"Yes," she replied with averted face. This did not trouble him any
now, but her extreme pallor did and he added, "You don't look well. I
wouldn't mind getting much supper tonight. Let Jane do the work."
"I'd rather do it," she replied.
"Oh, well!" laughing pleasantly, "you shall have your own way. Who has
a better right than you, I'd like to know?"
"Don't speak that way," she said, almost harshly, under the tension of
her feelings. "I--I can't stand it. Speak and look as you did before
you went away."
"Jane," said the farmer, "go and gather the eggs."
As soon as they were alone, he began gently, "Alida--"
"Please don't speak so to me today. I've endured all I can. I can't
keep up another minute unless you let things go on as they were.
Tomorrow I'll try to tell you all. It's your right."
"I didn't mean to say anything myself till after supper, and perhaps
not till tomorrow, but I think I'd better. It will be better for us
both, and our minds will be more at rest. Come with me into the
parlor, Alida."
"Well, perhaps the sooner it's over the better," she said faintly and
huskily.
She sunk on the lounge and looked at him with such despairing eyes that
tears came into his own.
"Alida," he began hesitatingly, "after I left you this noon I felt I
must speak with and be frank with you."
"No, no!!" she cried, with an imploring gesture, "if it must be said,
let me say it. I couldn't endure to hear it from you. Before you went
away I understood it all, and this afternoon the truth has been burned
into my soul. That horrible man has been here--the man I thought my
husband--and he has made it clearer, if possible. I don't blame you
that you shrink from me as if I were a leper. I feel as if I were one."
"I shrink from YOU!" he exclaimed.
"Yes. Can you think I haven't seen the repugnance growing in spite of
yourself? When I thought of that man--especially when he came today--I
understood WHY too well. I cannot stay here any longer. You'd try to
be kind and considerate, but I'd know how you felt all the time. It
would not be safe for you and it would not be right for me to stay,
either, and that settles it. Be--be as kind to me--as you can a few--a
few hours longer, and then let me go quietly." Her self-control gave
way, and burying her face in her hands, she sobbed convulsively.
In a moment he was on his knees beside her, with his arm about her
waist. "Alida, dear Alida!" he cried, "we've both been in the dark
about each other. What I resolved to do, when I started for town, was
to tell you that I had learned to love you and to throw myself on your
mercy. I thought you saw I was loving you and that you couldn't bear
to think of such a thing in an old, homely fellow like me. That was
all that was in my mind, so help me God!"
"But--but HE'S been here," she faltered; "you don't realize--"
"I don't believe I do or can, yet, Alida, dear, but that blessed Jane's
spying trait has served me the best turn in the world. She heard every
brave word you said and I shed tears of joy when she told me; and tears
are slow coming to my eyes. You think I shrink from you, do you?" and
he kissed her hands passionately. "See," he cried, "I kneel to you in
gratitude for all you've been to me and are to me."
"Oh, James! Please rise. It's too much."
"No, not till you promise to go with me to a minister and hear me
promise to love, cherish--yes, in your case I'll promise to obey."
She bowed her head upon his shoulder in answer. Springing up, he
clasped her close and kissed away her tears as he exclaimed, "No more
business marriage for me, if you please. There never was a man so in
love with his wife."
Suddenly she looked up and said fearfully, "James, he threatened you.
He said you'd never be safe a moment as long as I stayed here."
His answer was a peal of laughter. "I've done more than threaten him.
I've whipped him within an inch of his life, and it was the thought of
you that led me, in my rage, to spare his life. I'll tell you all--I'm
going to tell you everything now. How much trouble I might have saved
if I had told you my thoughts! What was there, Alida, in an old fellow
like me that led you to care so?"
Looking up shyly, she replied, "I think it was the MAN in
you--and--then you stood up for me so."
"Well, love is blind, I suppose, but it don't seem to me that mine is.
There never was a man so taken in at his marriage. You were so
different from what I expected that I began loving you before I knew
it, but I thought you were good to me just as you were to Jane--from a
sense of duty--and that you couldn't abide me personally. So I tried
to keep out of your way. And, Alida, dear, I thought at first that I
was taken by your good traits and your education and all that, but I
found out at last that I had fallen in love with YOU. Now you know
all. You feel better now, don't you?"
"Yes," she breathed softly.
"You've had enough to wear a saint out," he continued kindly. "Lie down
on the lounge and I'll bring your supper to you."
"No, please! It will do me more good to go on and act as if nothing
had happened."
"Well, have your own way, little wife. You're boss now, sure enough."
She drew him to the porch, and together they looked upon the June
landscape which she had regarded with such despairing eyes an hour
before.
"Happiness never kills, after all," she said.
"Shouldn't be alive if it did," he replied. "The birds seem to sing as
if they knew."
Jane emerged from the barn door with a basket of eggs, and Alida sped
away to meet her. The first thing the child knew the arms of her
mistress were about her neck and she was kissed again and again.
"What did you do that for?" she asked.
"You'll understand some day."
"Say," said Jane in an impulse of good will, "if you're only half
married to Mr. Holcroft, I'd go the whole figure, 'fi's you. If you'd
'a' seen him a-thrashin' that scamp you'd know he's the man to take
care of you."
"Yes, Jane, I know. He'll take care of me always."
The next morning Holcroft and Alida drove to town and went to the
church which she and her mother used to attend. After the service they
followed the clergyman home, where Alida again told him her story,
though not without much help from the farmer. After some kindly
reproach that she had not brought her troubles to him at first, the
minister performed a ceremony which found deep echoes in both their
hearts.
Time and right, sensible living soon remove prejudice from the hearts
of the good and stop the mouths of the cynical and scandal-loving.
Alida's influence, and the farmer's broadening and more unselfish views
gradually bought him into a better understanding of his faith, and into
a kinder sympathy and charity for his neighbors than he had ever known.
His relations to the society of which he was a part became natural and
friendly, and his house a pretty and a hospitable home. Even Mrs.
Watterly eventually entered its portals. She and others were compelled
to agree with Watterly that Alida was not of the "common sort," and
that the happiest good fortune which could befall any man had come to
Holcroft when he fell in love with his wife.
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