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Title: Commonplace, and other short stories
Author: Christina Georgina Rossetti
Release date: December 16, 2025 [eBook #77476]
Language: English
Original publication: London: F. S. Ellis, 1870
Credits: George A. Rawlyk Library, Crandall University, produced from scans generously made available by the Internet Archive.
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COMMONPLACE,
AND
OTHER SHORT STORIES.
BY CHRISTINA G. ROSSETTI,
AUTHOR OF ‘GOBLIN MARKET,’ AND ‘THE PRINCE’S PROGRESS.’
‘From sea to sea.’
LONDON:
F. S. ELLIS, 33 KING STREET, COVENT GARDEN.
1870.
PREFATORY NOTE.
The earliest of these tales dates back to 1852, the latest was
finished in 1870: a lapse of years sufficient to account for
modifications of tone and style.
‘Pros and Cons,’ and ‘The Waves of this Troublesome World,’ were
written each with a special object; which special object will, I
hope, be accepted as my apology if the latter tale is judged too
childish.
Not one of the stories is founded on fact. This might not seem worth
stating, had I not reason to fear that one or two of my kindest
friends have viewed ‘The Lost Titian’ somewhat in the light of an
imposture. I therefore take this opportunity of putting on record
that I am not conversant with any tradition which points to the
existence of a lost picture by that great master with whose name I
have made free.
C. G. R.
April 1870.
COMMONPLACE.
CHAPTER I.
Brompton-on-Sea—any name not in ‘Bradshaw’ will do—Brompton-on-Sea
in April.
The air keen and sunny; the sea blue and rippling, not rolling;
everything green, in sight and out of sight, coming on merrily. Birds
active over straws and fluff; a hardy butterfly abroad for a change;
a second hardy butterfly dancing through mid-air, in and out, and
round about the first. A row of houses all alike stands facing the
sea—all alike so far as stucco fronts and symmetrical doors and
windows could make them so: but one house in the monotonous row was
worth looking at, for the sake of more numerous hyacinths and early
roses in its slip of front garden, and on several of its
window-sills. Judging by appearances, and for once judging rightly,
this must be a private residence on an esplanade full of
lodging-houses.
A pretty house inside too, snug in winter, fresh in summer; now in
mid-spring sunny enough for an open window, and cool enough for a
bright fire in the breakfast-room.
Three ladies sat at the breakfast-table, three maiden ladies,
obviously sisters by strong family likeness, yet with individual
differences strong also. The eldest, Catherine, Miss Charlmont,
having entered her thirty-third year, had taken on all occasions to
appearing in some sort of cap. She began the custom at thirty, when
also she gave up dancing, and adopted lace over her neck and arms in
evening dress. Her manner was formal and kindly, savouring of the
provinces rather than of the capital; but of the provinces in their
towns, not in their old country seats. Yet she was a well-bred
gentlewoman in all essentials, tall and fair, a handsome member of a
handsome family. She presided over the tea and coffee, and, despite
modern usage, retained a tea-tray.
Opposite her sat Lucy, less striking in features and complexion, but
with an expression of quicker sensibility. Rather pretty and very
sweet-looking, not turned thirty as yet, and on some points treated
by Catherine as still a young thing. She had charge of the loaf and
ham, and, like her elder sister, never indulged in opening letters
till every one at table had been served.
The third, Jane, free of meat-and-drink responsibilities, opened
letters or turned over the newspaper as she pleased. She was youngest
by many years, and came near to being very beautiful. Her profile was
almost Grecian, her eyes were large, and her fair hair grew in wavy
abundance. At first sight she threw Catherine and Lucy completely
into the shade; afterwards, in spite of their additional years, they
sometimes were preferred, for her face only of the three could be
thought insipid. Pleasure and displeasure readily showed themselves
in it, but the pleasure would be frivolous and the displeasure often
unreasonable. A man might fall in love with Jane, but no one could
make a friend of her; Catherine and Lucy were sure to have friends,
however they might lack lovers.
On the morning when our story commences the elders were busied with
their respective charges, whilst Jane already sipped her tea and
glanced up and down the Births, Marriages, and Deaths, in the ‘Times’
Supplement. There she sat, with one elbow on the table and her long
lashes showing to advantage over downcast eyes. Dress was with her a
matter for deep study, and her pink-and-white breakfast suit looked
as fresh and blooming as April’s self. Her hair fell long and loose
over her shoulders, in becoming freedom; and Catherine gazing at her
felt a motherly pride in the pretty creature to whom, for years, she
had performed a mother’s duty; and Lucy felt how young and fresh Jane
was, and remembered that she herself was turned twenty-nine: but if
the thought implied regret it was untinctured by envy.
Jane read aloud: ‘“Halbert to Jane;” I wish I were Jane. And here,
positively, are two more Janes, and not me. “Catherine”—that’s a
death. Lucy, I don’t see you anywhere. Catherine was eighty-nine, and
much respected. “Mrs. Anstruther of a son and heir.” I wonder if
those are the Anstruthers I met in Scotland: she was very ugly, and
short, “Everilda Stella,”—how can anybody be Everilda?’ Then, with a
sudden accession of interest, ‘Why, Lucy, Everilda Stella has
actually married your Mr. Hartley!’
Lucy started, but no one noticed her. Catherine said, ‘Don’t say
“your” Mr. Hartley, Jane: that is not a proper way of speaking about
a married gentleman to an unmarried lady. Say “the Mr. Hartley you
know,” or, “the Mr. Hartley you have met in London.” Besides, I am
acquainted with him also; and very likely it is a different person.
Hartley is not an uncommon name.’
‘Oh, but it is that Mr. Hartley, sister,’ retorted Jane, and she read:
‘“On Monday the 13th, at the parish-church, Fenton, by the Rev. James
Durham, uncle of the bride, Alan Hartley, Esq. of the Woodlands,
Gloucestershire, to Everilda Stella, only child and presumptive
heiress of George Durham, Esq. of Orpingham Place, in the same
county.”’
CHAPTER II.
Forty years before the commencement of this story, William Charlmont,
an Indian army-surgeon, penniless, except for his pay, had come
unexpectedly into some hundreds a-year, left him by a maiden
great-aunt, who had seen him but once, and that when he was five
years old, on which occasion she boxed his ears for misspelling
‘elephant.’ His stoicism under punishment, for he neither roared nor
whined, may have won her heart; at any rate, from whatever motive,
she, years afterwards, disappointed three nephews and a female first
cousin by leaving every penny she was worth to him. This moderate
accession of fortune justified him in consulting both health and
inclination by exchanging regimental practice in India for general
practice in England: and a combination of apparently trifling
circumstances led him, soon after his return home, to settle at the
then infant watering-place of Brompton-on-Sea, of which the
reputation had just been made by a royal duke’s visit; and the tide
of fashion was setting to its shore.
The house in which our story opens then stood alone, and belonged to
a clergyman’s widow. As she possessed, besides, an only daughter, and
but a small life annuity—nothing more—she sought for a lodger, and
was glad to find one in the new medical practitioner. The widow, Mrs.
Turner, was, and felt herself to be, no less a gentlewoman when she
let lodgings than when with her husband and child she had occupied
the same house alone; no less so when after breakfast she donned a
holland apron and helped Martha, the maid, to make Mr. Charlmont’s
bed, than when in old days she had devoted her mornings to visiting
and relieving her poorer neighbours.
Her daughter, Kate, felt their altered fortunes more painfully; and
showed, sometimes by uncomfortable bashfulness, sometimes by anxious
self-assertion, how much importance she attached to the verdict of
Mrs. Grundy. Her mother’s holland apron was to her a daily
humiliation, and single-handed Martha an irritating shortcoming. She
chilled old friends by declining invitations, because her wardrobe
lacked variety, and shunned new acquaintances lest they should call
at some moment when herself or her mother might have to answer the
door. A continual aim at false appearances made her constrained and
affected; and persons who would never have dwelt upon the fact that
Mrs. Turner let lodgings, were certain to have it recalled to mind by
Miss Turner’s uneasiness.
But Kate owned a pretty face, adorned by a pink-and-white complexion,
most refreshing to eyes that had ached under an Indian sun. At first
Mr. Charlmont set her down as merely affected and silly; then he
began to dwell on the fact that, however silly and affected, she was
indisputably pretty; next he reflected that reverses of fortune
deserve pity and demand every gentleman’s most courteous
consideration. In himself such consideration at once took the form of
books lent from his library; of flowers for the drawing-room, and
fruit for dessert. Kate, to do her justice, was no flirt, and saw
without seeing his attentions; but her more experienced mother
seeing, pondered, and seized, or made, an opportunity for checking
her lodger’s intimacy. Mr. Charlmont, however, was not to be
rebuffed; opposition made him earnest, whilst the necessity of
expressing his feelings gave them definiteness: and not many months
later Kate, with the house for her dowry, became Mrs. William
Charlmont, the obnoxious lodger developed into an attached and dear
husband, and Mrs. Turner retired on the life annuity to finish her
days in independence.
A few years passed in hopes and disappointments. When hope had
dwindled to despondency a little girl came—Catherine; after another
few years a second girl, named Lucy in memory of her grandmother
Turner, who had not lived to see her namesake. Then more years passed
without a baby; and in due course the sisters were sent to Miss
Drum’s school as day-boarders, their mother having become ailing and
indolent.
Time went on, and the girls grew wiser and prettier—Catherine very
pretty. When she was nearly twelve years old, Mr. Charlmont said one
evening to his wife, ‘I have made my will, Kate, and left everything
to you in the first instance, and between the children after you.’
And she answered, blushing—she was still comely, and a blush became
her:—‘O William, but suppose another baby should come.’ ‘Well, I
should make my will over again,’ he replied: but he did not guess why
his wife blushed and spoke eagerly; he had quite given up such hopes.
Mr. Charlmont was fond of boating, and one day, when the girls were
at home for the Easter holidays, he offered to take them both for a
row; but Catherine had a bad cold, and as Lucy was not a good sailor,
he did not care to take charge of her without her sister. His wife
never had liked boating. Thus it was that he went alone. The morning
was dull and chilly; but there was no wind, and the sea was almost
smooth. He took dinner and fishing tackle in the boat with him, and
gave notice that he should not be at home till the evening.
No wind, no sun; the day grew duller and duller, dimmer and dimmer. A
smoke-like fog, beginning on land, spread from the cliffs to the
beach, from the beach over the water’s edge; further and further it
spread, beyond sight; it might be for miles over the sea. No wind
blew to shift the dense fog which hid seamarks and landmarks alike.
As day waned towards evening, and darkness deepened, all the
fisher-folk gathered on the beach in pain and fear for those at sea.
They lit a bonfire, they shouted, they fired off an old gun or two,
such as they could get together, and still they watched, and feared,
and hoped. Now one boat came in, now another; some guided by the
glare, some by the sound of the firing: at last, by midnight, every
boat had come in safe, except Mr. Charlmont’s.
As concerned him, that night was only like all nights and all days
afterwards; for neither man, nor boat, nor waif, nor stray from
either, ever drifted ashore.
Mrs. Charlmont took the news of her husband’s disappearance very
quietly indeed. She did not cry or fret, or propose any measures for
finding him; but she bade Catherine be sure to have tea ready when he
came in. This she repeated every day, and often in the day; and would
herself sit by a window looking out towards the sea, smiling and
cheerful. If any one spoke to her she would answer at random, but
quite cheerfully. She rose or went to bed when her old nurse called
her, she ate and drank when food was set before her; but she
originated nothing, and seemed indifferent to everything except the
one anxiety, that tea should be ready for her husband on his return.
The holidays over, Lucy went back to Miss Drum’s, trudging to and fro
daily; but Catherine stayed at home to keep house and sit with her
poor dazed mother.
A few months and the end came. One night nurse insisted with unusual
determination on the girls going to bed early; but before daybreak
Catherine was roused out of her sleep to see a new little sister and
her dying mother.
Life was almost gone, and with the approach of death a sort of
consciousness had returned. Mrs. Charlmont looked hard at Catherine,
who was crying bitterly, and taking her hand said distinctly:
‘Catherine, promise to stay here ready for your father when he comes
on shore—promise some of you to stay here: don’t let him come on
shore and find me gone and no one—don’t let the body come on shore
and find us all gone and no one—promise me, Catherine!’
And Catherine promised.
Mr. Charlmont died a wealthy man. He had enjoyed a large lucrative
practice, and had invested his savings profitably: by his will, and
on their mother’s death, an ample provision remained for his
daughters. Strictly speaking, it remained for Catherine and Lucy: the
baby, Jane, was unavoidably left dependent on her sisters; but on
sisters who, in after-life, never felt that their own right to their
father’s property was more obvious or more valid than hers.
Mr. Charlmont had appointed but one trustee for his daughters—Mr.
Drum, only brother of their schoolmistress, a thoroughly honest
lawyer, practising and thriving in Brompton-on-Sea; a man somewhat
younger than himself, who had speculated adroitly both with him and
for him. On Mrs. Charlmont’s death, Mr. Drum proposed sending the two
elder girls to a fashionable boarding-school near London, and letting
nurse, with a wet-nurse under her, keep house in the old home with
baby: but Catherine set her face against this plan, urging her
promise to her dying mother as a reason for not going away; and so
held to her point that Mr. Drum yielded, and agreed that the girls,
who could not bear to be parted, should continue on the same terms as
before at his sister’s school. Miss Drum, an intimate friend of their
mother’s, engaged to take them into such suitable society as might
offer until Catherine should come of age; and as she resided within
two minutes’ walk of their house, this presented no difficulty. At
twenty one, under their peculiar circumstances, Catherine was to be
considered old enough to chaperone her sisters. Nurse, a respectable
elderly woman, was to remain as housekeeper and personal attendant on
the children; and a wet-nurse, to be succeeded by a nursery-girl,
with two other maids, completed the household.
Catherine, though only in her thirteenth year, already looked grave,
staid, and tall enough for a girl of sixteen, when these arrangements
were entered into. The sense of responsibility waxed strong within
her, and with the motherly position came something of the motherly
instinct of self-postponement to her children.
CHAPTER III.
The last chapter was parenthetical, this takes up the broken thread
of the story.
Breakfast over, and her sisters gone their several ways, Lucy
Charlmont seized the ‘Times’ Supplement and read the Hartley-Durham
paragraph over to herself:—‘On Monday the 13th, at the parish church,
Fenton, by the Rev. James Durham, uncle of the bride, Alan Hartley,
Esq., of the Woodlands, Gloucestershire, to Everilda Stella, only
child and presumptive heiress of George Durham, Esq., of Orpingham
Place, in the same county.’
There remained no lurking-place for doubt. Mr. Hartley,—‘her’ Mr.
Hartley, as Jane dubbed him,—had married Everilda Stella, a
presumptive heiress. Thus concluded Lucy’s one romance.
Poor Lucy! the romance had been no fault of hers, perhaps not even a
folly: it had arisen thus. When Miss Charlmont was twenty-one Lucy
was eighteen, and had formally come out under her sister’s wing;
thenceforward going with her to balls and parties from time to time,
and staying with her at friends’ houses in town or country. This
paying visits had entailed the necessity of Jane’s having a
governess. Miss Drum had by that time ‘relinquished tuition,’ as she
herself phrased it, and retired on a comfortable competence earned by
her own exertions; therefore, to Miss Drum’s school Jane could not
go. Lucy, when the subject was started, declared, with affectionate
impulsiveness, that she would not pay visits at all, or else that she
and Catherine might pay them separately; but Catherine, who
considered herself in the place of mother to both her sisters, and
whose standard of justice to both alike was inflexible, answered, ‘My
dear’—when Miss Charlmont said ‘my dear’ it ended a discussion—‘My
dear, Jane must have a governess. She shall always be with us in the
holidays, and shall leave the schoolroom for good when she is
eighteen, and old enough to enter society; but at present I must
think of you and your prospects.’ So Jane had a fashionable
governess, fresh from a titled family, and versed in accomplishments
and the art of dress, whilst Catherine commenced her duties as
chaperone. Lucy thought that her sister, handsomer than herself and
not much older, might have prospects too, and tried hard to discover
chances for her; but Catherine nursed no such fancies on her own
account. Her promise to her dying mother, that some one of them
should always be on the spot at Brompton-on-Sea, literally meant at
the moment, she resolved as literally to fulfil, even whilst she felt
that only by one not fully in her right mind could such a promise
have been exacted. Grave and formal in manner, dignified in person,
and in disposition reserved, though amiable, she never seemed to
notice, or to return, attentions paid her by any man of her
acquaintance; and if one of these ever committed himself so far as to
hazard an offer, she kept his secret and her own.
Lucy, meanwhile, indulged on her own account the usual hopes and
fears of a young woman. At first all parties and visits were
delightful, one not much less so than another then a difference made
itself felt between them; some parties turned out dull, and some
visits tedious. The last year of Lucy’s going everywhere with
Catherine, before, that is, she began dividing engagements with
Jane,—for until Lucy should be turned thirty, self-chaperoning was an
inadmissible enormity in Miss Charlmont’s eyes, in spite of what she
had herself done; as she said, her own had been an exceptional
case,—in that last year the two sisters had together spent a month
with Dr. Tyke, whose wife had been before marriage another Lucy
Charlmont, and a favourite cousin of their father’s: concerning her,
tradition even hinted that, in bygone years, she had refused the
penniless army surgeon.
Be this as it may, at Mrs. Tyke’s house in London, the sisters spent
one certain June, and then and there Lucy ‘met her fate,’ as with a
touch of sentiment, bordering on sentimentality, she recorded in her
diary one momentous first meeting. Alan Hartley was a nephew of Dr.
Tyke’s—handsome, and clever on the surface, if not deep within. He
had just succeeded his father at the Woodlands, had plenty of money,
no profession, and no hindrance to idling away any amount of time
with any pretty woman who was pleasant company. Such a woman was Lucy
Charlmont. He harboured no present thoughts of marriage, but she did;
he really did pay just as much attention to a dozen girls elsewhere,
but she judged by his manner to herself, and drew from it a false
conclusion. That delightful June came to an end, and he had not
spoken; but two years later occurred a second visit, as pleasant and
as full of misunderstanding as the first. Meanwhile, she had refused
more than one offer. Poor Lucy Charlmont: her folly, even if it was
folly, had not been very blameable.
The disenchantment came no less painfully than unexpectedly: and
Lucy, ready to cry, but ashamed of crying for such a cause, thrust
the Supplement out of sight, and sitting down, forced herself to face
the inevitable future. One thing was certain, she could not meet
Alan—in her thoughts he had long been Alan, and now it cost her an
effort of recollection to stiffen him back into Mr. Hartley—she must
not meet Mr. Hartley till she could reckon on seeing him and his wife
with friendly composure. Oh! why—why—why had she all along
misunderstood him, and he never understood her? Not to meet him, it
would be necessary, to decline the invitation from Mrs. Tyke, which
she had looked forward to and longed for during weeks past, and
which, in the impartial judgment of Miss Charlmont, it was her turn,
not Jane’s, to accept; which, moreover, might arrive by any post.
Jane she knew would be ready enough to pay a visit out of turn, but
Catherine would want a reason; and what reason could she give? On one
point, however, she was determined, that, with or without her reasons
being accepted as reasonable, go she would not. Then came the
recollection of a cracker she had pulled with him, and kept in her
pocketbook ever since; and of a card he had left for her and her
sister, or, as she had fondly fancied, mainly for herself, before the
last return from Mrs. Tyke’s to Brompton-on-Sea. Treasures no longer
to be treasured, despoiled treasures,—she denied herself the luxury
of a sigh, as she thrust them between the bars of the grate and
watched them burn.
CHAPTER IV.
‘Lucy, Jane,’ said Miss Charlmont, some days afterwards, addressing
her sisters, and holding up an open letter,—‘Mrs. Tyke has sent a
very kind invitation, asking me, with one of you, to stay a month at
her house, and to fix the day. It is your turn, Lucy; so, if you have
no objection, I shall write, naming next Thursday for our journey to
London. Jane, I shall ask Miss Drum to stay with you during our
absence; I think she will be all the better for a change, and there
is no person more fit to have the charge of you. So don’t be dull,
dear, till we come back.’
But Jane pouted, and said in a cross tone, ‘Really, sister, you need
not settle everything now for me, as if I were a baby. I don’t want
Miss Drum, who is as old as the hills and as solemn. Can’t you write
to Mrs. Tyke and say, that I cannot be left alone here? What
difference could it make in her large house?’
For once Catherine answered her favourite sister with severity,
‘Jane, you know why it is impossible for us all to leave home
together. This is the last year you will be called upon to remain
behind, for after Lucys next birthday it is agreed between us that
she will take turns with me in chaperoning you. Do not make what may
be our last excursion together unpleasant by your unkindness.’
Still Jane was not silenced. ‘At any rate, it need not be Miss Drum.
I will stay here alone, or I will have somebody more amusing than
Miss Drum.’
Before Catherine could reply, Lucy with an effort struck into the
dispute. ‘Jane, don’t speak like that to our sister; I should be
ashamed to speak to her so. Still, Catherine,’ she continued, without
noticing a muttered retort from the other, ‘after all, I am going to
side with Jane on the main point, and ask you to take her to Notting
Hill, and leave me at home to keep house with dear old Miss Drum.
This really was my own wish before Jane spoke, so pray let us not say
another word on the subject.’
But Catherine saw how pale and languid she looked, and stood firm.
‘No, Lucy, that would be unreasonable; Jane ought not to have made
any difficulty. You have lost your colour lately and your appetite,
and need a change more than either of us.’ I shall write to Mrs.
Tyke, promising her and the doctor your company next Thursday; Jane
will make up her mind like a good girl, and I am sure you, my dear,
will oblige me by not withholding your assent.’
For the first time ‘my dear’ did not close the debate. ‘Catherine,’
said Lucy, earnestly, whilst, do what she would, tears gathered in
her eyes, ‘I am certain you will not press me further, when I assure
you that I do not feel equal to paying this visit. I have felt weak
lately,’ she went on hurriedly, ‘and I cannot tell you how much I
long for the quiet of a month at home rather than in that perpetual
bustle. Merely for my own sake, Jane must go.’
Catherine said no more just then; but later, alone with Lucy, resumed
the subject so far as to ask whether she continued in the same mind,
and answered her flurried ‘yes’ by no word of remonstrance, but by an
affectionate kiss. This was all which passed between them; neither
then nor afterwards did the younger sister feel certain whether
Catherine had or had not guessed her secret.
Miss Drum was invited to stay with Lucy in her solitude, and gladly
accepted the invitation. Lucy was her favourite, and when they were
together, they petted each other very tenderly.
Jane, having gained her point, recovered her good humour, and lost no
time in exposing the deficiencies of her wardrobe. ‘Sister,’ she
said, smiling her prettiest and most coaxing smile, ‘you can’t think
how poor I am, and how few clothes I’ve got.’
Catherine, trying to appear serenely unconscious of the drift of this
speech, replied, ‘Let us look over your wardrobe, dear, and we will
bring it into order. Lucy will help, I know, and we can have Miss
Smith to work here too, if necessary.’
‘Oh dear, no!’ cried Jane; ‘there is no looking over what does not
exist. If it comes to furbishing up old tags and rags, here I stay.
Why, you’re as rich as Jews, you and Lucy, and could give me five
pounds a-piece without ever missing it; and not so much of a gift
either, for I’m sure poor papa would never have left me such a beggar
if he had known about me.’
This argument had been used more than once before. Catherine looked
hurt. Lucy said, ‘You should remember that you have exactly the same
allowance for dress and pocket-money that we have ourselves, and we
both make it do.’
‘Of course,’ retorted Jane, with latent spitefulness; ‘and when I’m
as old and wise as you two, I may manage as well; but at present it
is different. Besides, if I spend most on dress, you spend most on
books and music, and dress is a great deal more amusing. And if I
dressed like an old fright, I should like to know who’d look at me.
You don’t want me to be another old maid, I suppose.’
Lucy flushed up, and tried to keep her temper in silence: her sore
point had been touched. Catherine, accustomed in such cases to
protest first and yield afterwards, but half ashamed that Lucy’s eye
should mark the process from beginning to end, drew Jane out of the
room, and with scarcely a word more wrote her a cheque for ten
pounds, and dropped the subject of looking over her wardrobe.
An hour after the sisters had started for London, Miss Drum arrived
to take their place.
Miss Drum was tall in figure, rather slim and well preserved, with
pale complexion, hair, and eyes, and an unvarying tone of voice. She
was mainly describable by negatives. She was neither unladylike, nor
clever, nor deficient in education. She was old, but not very infirm;
and neither an altogether obsolete nor a youthful dresser, though
with some tendency towards the former style. Propriety was the most
salient of her attributes, and was just too salient to be perfect.
She was not at all amusing; in fact, rather tiresome, with an
unflagging intention of being agreeable. From her Catherine acquired
a somewhat old-fashioned formality; from her, also, high principles,
and the instinct of self-denial. And because unselfishness, itself a
negative, was Miss Drum’s characteristic virtue, and because her
sympathy, however prosy in expression, was sterling in quality,
therefore Lucy, sore with unavowed heart-sorrow, could bear her
companionship, and run down to welcome her at the door with
affectionate cordiality.
CHAPTER V.
London-Bridge Station, with its whirl of traffic, seems no bad emblem
of London itself: vast, confused, busy, orderly, more or less dirty;
implying enormous wealth in some quarter or other; providing luxuries
for the rich, necessaries for the poor; thronged by rich and poor
alike, idle and industrious, young and old, men and women.
London-Bridge Station at its cleanest is soiled by thousands of feet
passing to and fro: on a drizzling day each foot deposits mud in its
passage, takes and gives mud, leaves its impress in mud; on such a
day the Station is not attractive to persons fresh from the unfailing
cleanliness of sea coast and inland country; and on such a day, when,
by the late afternoon, the drizzle had done, and the platform had
suffered each its worst,—on such a day Miss Charlmont and her pretty
sister, fresh and fastidious from sea salt and country sweetness,
arrived at the Station.
Dr. Tyke’s carriage was there to meet the train. Dr. Tyke’s coachman,
footman, and horses were fat, as befitted a fat master, whose
circumstances and whose temperament might be defined as fat also; for
ease, good-nature, and fat have an obvious affinity.
‘Should the hood be up or down?’ The rain had ceased, and Miss
Charlmont, who always described London as stifling, answered, ‘Up.’
Jane, leaning back with an elegant ease, which nature had given and
art perfected, felt secretly ashamed of Catherine, who sat bolt
upright, according to her wont, and would no more have lolled in an
open carriage than on the high-backed, scant-seated chair of her
schooldays.
The City looked at once dingy and glaring; dingy with unconsumed
smoke, and glaring here and there with early-lighted gas. When
Waterloo Bridge had been crossed matters brightened somewhat, and
Oxford Street showed not amiss. Along the Edgware Road dirt and
dinginess re-asserted their sway; but when the carriage finally
turned into Notting Hill, and drove amongst the Crescents, Roads, and
Gardens of that cleanly suburb, a winding-up shower, brisk and brief,
not drizzly, cleared the way for the sun, and finished off the
afternoon with a rainbow.
Dr. Tyke’s abode was named Appletrees House, though the orchard
whence the name was derived had disappeared before the memory of the
oldest inhabitant. The carriage drew up, the door swung open: down
the staircase came flying a little, slim woman, with outstretched
hands and words of welcome; auburn-haired, though she had outlived
the last of the fifties, and cheerful, though the want of children
had not ceased to be felt as a hopeless disappointment: a
pale-complexioned, high-voiced, little woman, all that remained of
that fair cousin Lucy of bygone years and William Charlmont.
Behind her, and more deliberately, descended her husband, elastic of
step, rotund of figure, bright-eyed, rosy, white-headed, not
altogether unlike a robin redbreast that had been caught in the snow.
Mrs. Tyke had a habit of running on with long-winded, perfectly
harmless commonplaces; but notwithstanding her garrulity, she never
uttered an ill-natured word or a false one. Dr. Tyke, burdened with
an insatiable love of fun, and a ready, if not a witty, wit, was
addicted to venting jokes, repartees, and so-called anecdotes; the
last not always unimpeachably authentic.
Such were the hosts. The house was large and light, with a laboratory
for the Doctor, who dabbled in chemistry, and an aviary for his wife,
who doted on pets. The walls of the sitting-rooms were hung with
engravings, not with family portraits, real or sham: in fact, no sham
was admitted within doors, unless imaginary anecdotes and quotations
must be stigmatized as shams; and as to these, when taxed with
invention, the Doctor would only reply by his favourite Italian
phrase: ‘Se noti è vero è ben trovato.’
‘Jane,’ said Mrs. Tyke, as the three ladies sat over a late
breakfast, the Doctor having already retreated to the laboratory and
his newspaper:—‘Jane, I think you have made a conquest.’
Jane looked down in silence, with a conscious simper. Catherine spoke
rather anxiously: ‘Indeed, Cousin Lucy, I have noticed what you
allude to, and I have spoken to Jane about not encouraging Mr.
Durham. He is not at all a man she can really like, and she ought to
be most careful not to let herself be misunderstood. Jane, you ought
indeed.’
But Jane struck merrily in: ‘Mr. Durham is old enough and—ahem!—
handsome enough to take care of himself, sister. And, besides’, with
a touch of mimicry, which recalled his pompous manner,’ Orpingham
Place, my dear madam, Orpingham Place is a very fine place, a very
fine place indeed. Our pineapples can really hardly be got rid of,
and our prize pigs can’t see out of their eyes; they can’t indeed, my
dear young lady, though it’s not pretty talk for a pretty young lady
to listen to.—Very well, if the pines and the pigs are smitten, why
shouldn’t I marry the pigs and the pines?’
‘Why not?’ cried Mrs. Tyke with a laugh; but Miss Charlmont, looking
disturbed, rejoined: ‘Why not, certainly, if you like Mr. Durham; but
do you like Mr. Durham? And, whether or not, you ought not to laugh
at him.’
Jane pouted: ‘Really one would think I was a child still! As to Mr.
Durham, when he knows his own mind and speaks, you may be quite sure
I shall know my own mind and give him his answer.—Orpingham Place, my
dear Miss Catherine, the finest place in the county; the finest place
in three counties, whatever my friend the Duke may say. A charming
neighbourhood. Miss Catherine; her Grace the Duchess, the most
affable woman you can imagine, and my lady the Marchioness, a fine
woman—a very fine woman. But they can’t raise such pines as my pines;
they can’t do it, you know; they haven’t the means, you know.—Come
now, sister, don’t look cross; when I’m Mrs. Durham you shall have
your slice off the pigs and the pines.’
CHAPTER VI.
Everilda Stella, poor Lucy’s unconscious rival, had married out of
the schoolroom. Pretty she was not, but with much piquancy of face
and manner, and a talent for private theatricals. These advantages,
gilded, perhaps, by her reputation as presumptive heiress, attracted,
to her a suitor, to whose twenty years’ seniority she felt no
objection. Mr. Hartley wooed and won her in the brief space of an
Easter holiday; and bore her, nothing loth,—to London, to enjoy the
gaieties of the season. Somewhat to the bridegroom’s annoyance, Mr.
Durham accompanied the newly-married couple to town, and shared their
pretty house at Kensington.
Alan Hartley, a favourite nephew of Dr. Tyke, had, as we know, been
very intimate at his house in old days. Now he was proud to present
his little wife of sixteen to his uncle and aunt, though somewhat
mortified at having also to introduce his father-in-law, whose
pompous manners, and habit of dragging titled personages into his
discourse, put him to the blush. Alan had dropped Everilda, and
called his wife simply Stella; her father dubbed her Pug; Everilda
she was named, in accordance with the taste of her peerage-studious
mother. This lady was accustomed to describe herself as of a
north-country family—a Leigh of the Leazes; which conveyed an
old-manorial notion to persons unacquainted with Newcastle-on-Tyne.
But this by the way: Mrs. Durham had died before the opening of our
tale.
At their first visit they were shown into the drawing-room by a
smiling maid-servant, and requested to wait, as Dr. and Mrs. Tyke
were expected home every moment. Stella looked very winning in her
smart hat and feather and jaunty jacket, and Alan would have
abandoned himself to all the genial glow of a bridegroom, but for Mr.
Durham’s behaviour. That gentle-man began by placing his hat on the
floor between his feet, and flicking his boots with a crimson silk
pocket-handkerchief. This done, he commenced a survey of the
apartment, accompanied by an apt running comment,—‘Hem, no
pictures—cheap engravings; a four-and-sixpenny Brussels carpet; a
smallish mirror, wants regilding. Pug, my pet, that’s a neat
antimacassar: see if you can’t carry off the stitch in your eye. A
piano—a harp; fiddlestick!’
When Dr. and Mrs. Tyke entered, they found the Hartleys looking
uncomfortable, and Mr. Durham red and pompous after his wont; also,
in opening the door, they caught the sound of ‘fiddlestick!’ All
these symptoms, with the tact of kindness, they ignored. The bride
was kissed, the father-in-law taken for granted, and Alan welcomed as
if no one in the room had looked guilty.
‘Come to lunch and take a hunch,’ said the Doctor, offering his arm
to Stella. ‘Mother Bunch is rhyme, but not reason; you shall munch
and I will scrunch—that’s both. “Ah! you may well look surprised,” as
the foreign ambassador admitted when the ancient Britons noticed that
he had no tail. But you won’t mind when you know us better; I’m no
worse than a barrel-organ.’
Yet with all Dr. Tyke’s endeavour to be funny, and this time it cost
him an effort, and with all his wife’s facile commonplaces, two of
the guests seemed ill at ease. Alan felt, as it were with every
nerve, the impression his father-in-law must produce, while Stella,
less sensitive for herself, was out of countenance for her husband’s
sake. Mr. Durham, indeed, was pompous and unabashed as ever; but
whilst he answered commonplace remarks by remarks no less
commonplace, he appeared to be, as in fact he was, occupied in
scrutinizing, and mentally valuing, the plate and china.
‘Charming weather,’ said Mrs. Tyke, with an air of intelligent
originality.
‘Yes, ma’am; fine weather, indeed; billing and cooing weather; ha!
Ha!’ with a glance across the table. ‘Now I dare say your young
ladies know what to do in this weather.’
‘We have no children,’ and Mrs. Tyke whispered, lest her husband
should hear. Then, after a pause, ‘I dare say Orpingham Place was
just coming into beauty when you left.’
Mr. Durham thrust his thumbs into his waistcoat-pockets, and leaned
back for conversation. ‘Well, I don’t know what to say to that,—I
don’t indeed; I don’t know which the season is when Orpingham Place
is not in beauty. Its conservatories were quite a local lion last
winter—quite a local lion, as my friend the Duke remarked to me; and
he said he must bring the Duchess over to see them, and he did bring
her Grace over; and I gave them a luncheon in the largest
conservatory, such as I don’t suppose they sit down to every day. For
the nobility have blood, if you please, and the literary beggars are
welcome to all the brains they’ve got’ (the Doctor smiled, Alan
winced visibly); ‘but you’ll find it’s us city men who’ve got
backbone, and backbone’s the best to wear, as I observed to the Duke
that very day when I gave him such a glass of port as he hasn’t got
in his cellar. I said it to him, just as I say it to you, ma’am, and
he didn’t contradict me; in fact, you know, he couldn’t.’
After this it might have been difficult to start conversation afresh,
when, happily, Jane entered, late for luncheon, and with an apology
for her sister, who was detained elsewhere. She went through the
necessary introductions, and took her seat between Dr. Tyke and Mr.
Durham, thus commanding an advantageous view of the bride, whom she
mentally set down as nothing particular in any way.
Alan had never met Jane before. He asked her after Miss Charlmont and
Lucy, after Lucy especially, who was ‘a very charming old friend’ of
his, as he explained to Stella. For some minutes Mr. Durham sat
silent, much impressed by Jane’s beauty and grace; this gave people
breathing-time for the recovery of ease and good humour; and it was
not till Dr. Tyke had uttered three successive jokes, and every one,
except Mr. Durham, had laughed at them, that the master of Orpingham
Place could think of any remark worthy of his attractive neighbour;
and then, with much originality, he too observed,—‘Charming weather,
Miss Jane.’
And Jane answered with a smile; for was not this the widower of
Orpingham Place?
That Mr. Durham’s conversation on subsequent occasions gained in
range of subject, is clear from Jane’s quotations in the last
chapter. And that Mr. Durham was alive to Jane’s fascinations
appeared pretty evident, as he not only called frequently at
Appletrees House, but made up parties, to which Dr. and Mrs. Tyke,
and the Miss Charlmonts, were invariably asked.
CHAPTER VII.
Gaiety in London, sadness by the sea.
Lucy did her very best to entertain Miss Drum with the cheerfulness
of former visits; in none of which had she shown herself more
considerate of the old lady’s tastes than now. She made breakfast
half-an-hour earlier than usual; she culled for her interesting
scraps from the newspaper; she gave her an arm up and down the
Esplanade on sunny days; she reclaimed the most unpromising strayed
stitches in her knitting; she sang her old-fashioned favourite
ballads for an hour or so before teatime, and after tea till bed-time
played energetically at backgammon: yet Miss Drum was sensible of a
change. All Lucy’s efforts could not make her cheeks rosy and plump,
and her laugh spontaneous; could not make her step elastic or her
eyes bright.
It is easy to ridicule a woman nearly thirty years old for fancying
herself beloved without a word said, and suffering deeply under
disappointment: yet Lucy Charlmont was no contemptible person.
However at one time deluded, she had never let a hint of her false
hopes reach Mr. Hartley’s observation; and however now disappointed,
she fought bravely against a betrayal of her plight. Alone in her own
room she might suffer visibly and keenly, but with any eye upon her
she would not give way. Sometimes it felt as if the next moment the
strain on her nerves might wax unendurable; but such a next moment
never came, and she endured still. Only, who is there strong enough,
day after day, to strain strength to the utmost, and yet give no sign?
‘My dear,’ said Miss Drum, contemplating Lucy over her spectacles and
across the backgammon-board one evening when the eyes looked more
sunken than ever, and the whole face more haggard, ‘I am sure you do
not take exercise enough. You really must do more than give me an arm
on the Esplanade; all our bloom is gone, and you are much too thin.
Promise me that you will take at least one long walk in the day
whenever the weather is not unfavourable.’
Lucy stroked her old friend’s hand fondly: ‘I will take walks when my
sisters are at home again; but I have not you here always.’
Miss Drum insisted: ‘Do not say so, my dear, or I shall feel bound to
go home again; and that I should not like at all, as we both know.
Pray oblige me by promising.’
Thus urged, Lucy promised, and in secret rejoiced that for at least
an hour or two of the day she should thenceforward be alone, relieved
from the scrutiny of those dim, affectionate eyes. And truly she
needed some relief. By day she could forbid her thoughts to shape
themselves, even mentally, into words, although no effort could
banish the vague, dull sorrow which was all that might now remain to
her of remembrance. But by night, when sleep paralysed
self-restraint, then her dreams were haunted by distorted spectres of
the past; never alluring or endearing—for this she was thankful—but
sometimes monstrous, and always impossible to escape from. Night
after night she would awake from such dreams, struggling and sobbing,
with less and less conscious strength to resume daily warfare.
Soon she allowed no weather to keep her indoors at the hour for
walking, and Miss Drum, who was a hardy disciple of the old school,
encouraged her activity. She always sought the sea, not the smooth,
civilised esplanade, but the rough, irreclaimable shingle;—to stray
to and fro till the last moment of her freedom; to and fro, to and
fro, at once listless and unresting, with wide, absent eyes fixed on
the monotonous waves, which they did not see. Gradually a morbid
fancy grew upon her that one day she should behold her father’s body
washed ashore, and that she should know the face: from a waking
fancy, this began to haunt her dreams with images unutterably
loathsome. Then she walked no more on the shingle, but took to
wandering along green lanes and country roads.
But no one struggling persistently against weakness fails to
overcome: also, however prosaic the statement may sound, air and
exercise will take effect on persons of sound constitution. Something
of Lucy’s lost colour showed itself, by fits and starts at first,
next steadily; her appetite came back, however vexed she might feel
at its return; at last fatigue brought sounder sleep, and the hollow
eyes grew less sunken. This refreshing sleep was the turning-point in
her case; it supplied strength for the day, whilst each day in its
turn brought with it fewer and fewer demands upon her strength. Seven
weeks after Miss Drum exacted the promise, Lucy, though graver of
aspect, and at heart sadder than before Alan Hartley’s wedding, had
recovered in a measure her look of health and her interest in the
details of daily life. She no longer greatly dreaded meeting her
sisters when at length their much-prolonged absence should terminate;
and in spite of some nervousness in the anticipation, felt confident
that even a sight of Mr. and Mrs. Hartley would not upset the outward
composure of her decorum.
Miss Drum triumphed in the success of her prescription, and brought
forward parallel instances within her own experience. ‘That is
right,’ she would say, ‘my dear; take another slice of the mutton
where it is not overdone. There is nothing like exercise for giving
an appetite, only the mutton should not be overdone. You cannot
remember Sarah Smith, who was with me before your dear mother
entrusted you to my care; but I assure you three doctors had given
her over as a confirmed invalid when I prescribed for her;’ and the
old lady laughed gently at her own wit. ‘I made her take a walk every
day, let the weather be what it might; and gave her nice, juicy
mutton to eat, with a change to beef, or a chicken, now and then for
variety; and very soon you would not have known her for the same
girl; and Dr. Grey remarked, in his funny way, that I ought to be an
M.D. myself.’ Or, again: ‘Lucy, my dear, you recollect my French
assistant, Mademoiselle Leclerc, what a fine, strong young woman she
was when you knew her. Now when she first came to me she was pale and
peaking, afraid of wet feet or an open window; afraid of this, that,
and the other, always tired, and with no appetite except for sweets.
Mutton and exercise made her what you remember; and before she went
home to France to marry an old admirer, she thanked me with tears in
her eyes for having made her love mutton. She said “love” when she
should have said “like;” but I was too proud and pleased to correct
her English then, I only answered, “Ah, dear Mademoiselle, always
love your husband and love your mutton.”’
Lucy had a sweet, plaintive voice, to which her own secret sorrow now
added a certain simple pathos; and when in the twilight she sang
‘Alice Grey,’ or ‘She wore a wreath of roses,’ or some other old
favourite, good Miss Drum would sit and listen till the tears
gathered behind her spectacles. Were tears in the singer’s eyes also?
She thought now with more tenderness than ever before of the suitors
she had rejected in her hopeful, happy youth, especially of a certain
Mr. Tresham, who had wished her all happiness as he turned to leave
her in his dignified regret. She had always had a great liking for
Mr. Tresham, and now she could feel for him.
CHAPTER VIII.
On the 28th of June, four letters came to Lucy by the first delivery:—
I.
My dear Lucy,
Pray do not think me thoughtless if I once more ask whether you will
sanction an extension of our holiday. Mrs. Tyke presses us to remain
with her through July, and Dr. Tyke is no less urgent. When I hinted
that their hospitality had already been trespassed upon, the Doctor
quoted Hone (as he said: I doubt if it is there):—
‘In July
No good-bye;
In August Part
we must.’
I then suggested that you may be feeling moped at home, and in want
of change; but, of course, the Doctor had still an answer ready:—Tell
Lucy from me, that if she takes you away I shall take it very ill, as
the homoeopath said when his learned brother substituted cocoa-nibs
for champagne.’ And all the time Cousin Lucy was begging us to stay,
and Jane was looking at me so earnestly: in short, dear Lucy, if ‘No’
must be said, pray will you say it; for I have been well-nigh talked
over.
And, indeed, we must make allowances for Jane, if she seems a little
selfish; for, to let you into a secret, I believe she means to accept
Mr. Durham if he makes her the offer we all are expecting from him.
At first I was much displeased at her giving him any encouragement,
for it appeared to me impossible that she could view his attentions
with serious approbation: but I have since become convinced that she
knows her own mind, and is not trifling with him. How it is possible
for her to contemplate union with one so unrefined and ostentatious I
cannot conceive, but I have no power to restrain her; and when I
endeavoured to exert my influence against him, she told me in the
plainest terms that she preferred luxury with Mr. Durham to
dependence without him. Oh, Lucy, Lucy! have we ever given her cause
to resent her position so bitterly? Were she my own child, I do not
think I could love her more or care for her more anxiously: but she
has never understood me, never done me justice. I speak of myself
only, not of you also, because I shall never marry, and all I have
has been held simply in trust for her; with you it is, and ought to
be, different.
But you must not suffer for Jane’s wilfulness. If you are weary of
our absence I really must leave her under Cousin Lucy’s care—for she
positively declines to accompany me home at present—and return to
every-day duties. I am sick enough of pleasuring, I do assure you, as
it is; though, were Mr. Durham a different man, I should only
rejoice, as you may suppose.
Well, as to news, there is not much worth transmitting. Jane has been
to the Opera three times, and to the English play once. Mr. Durham
sends the boxes, and Dr. and Mrs. Tyke never tire of the theatre. The
last time they went to the Opera they brought home with them to
supper Mr. Tresham, whom you may recollect our meeting here more than
once, and who has lately returned to England from the East. Through
some misunderstanding he expected to see you instead of me, and
looked out of countenance for a moment: then he asked after you, and
begged me to remember him to you when I wrote. He appeared much
interested in hearing our home news, and concerned when I mentioned
that you have seemed less strong lately. Pray send compliments for
him when next you write, in case we should see him again.
Mr. Hartley I always liked, and now I like his wife also: she is an
engaging little thing, and gets us all to call her Stella. You, I am
sure, will be fond of her when you know her. How I wish her father
resembled her! She is as simple and as merry as a bird, and witnesses
Mr. Durham’s attentions to Jane with perfect equanimity. As to Mr.
Hartley, he seems as much amused as if the bulk of his wife’s
enormous fortune were not at stake; yet any one must see the other
man is in earnest. Stella is reckoned a clever actress, and private
theatricals of some sort are impending. I say ‘of some sort,’ because
Jane, who is indisputably the beauty of our circle, would prefer
tableaux vivants; and I know not which will carry her point.
My love to Miss Drum. Don’t think me selfish for proposing to remain
longer away from you; but, indeed, I am being drawn in two opposite
directions by two dear sisters, of whom I only wish that one had as
much good sense and good taste as the other.
Your affectionate sister, CATHERINE CHARLMONT.
II.
My dear Lucy,
I know Catherine is writing, and will make the worst of everything,
just as if I was cut out to be an old maid.
Surely at my age one may know one’s own mind; and, though I’m not
going to say before I am asked whether I like Mr. Durham, we are all
very well aware, my dear Lucy, that I like money and comforts. It’s
one thing for Catherine and you, who have enough and to spare, to
split hairs as to likes and dislikes; but it’s quite another for me
who have not a penny of my own, thanks to poor dear papa’s blindness.
Now do be a dear, and tell sister she is welcome to stay this one
month more; for, to confess the truth, if I remain here alone I may
find myself at my wit’s end for a pound or two one of these days.
Dress is so dear, and I had rather never go out again than be seen a
dowdy; and if we are to have tableaux I shall want all sorts of
things. I don’t hold at all with charades and such nonsense, in which
people are supposed to be witty; give me a piece in which one’s arms
are of some use; but of course, Stella, who has no more arm than a
pump-handle, votes for theatricals.
The Hartleys are coming to-day, and, of course, Mr. Durham, to take
us after luncheon to the Crystal Palace. There is a grand concert
coming off, and a flower-show, which would all be yawny enough but
for the toilettes. I dare say I shall see something to set me raving;
just as last time I was at the Botanic Gardens, I pointed out the
loveliest suit of Brussels lace over white silk; but I might as well
ask Catherine for wings to fly with.
Good-bye, my dear Lucy. Don’t be cross this once, and when I have a
house of my own, I’ll do you a good turn.
Your affectionate sister, JANE.
P.S. I enclose Mr. Durham’s photograph, which he fished and fished to
make me ask for, so at last I begged it to gratify the poor man.
Don’t you see all Orpingham Place in his speaking countenance?
III.
My dearest Lucy,
You owe me a kindness to balance my disappointment at missing your
visit. So please let Catherine know that she and Jane may give us a
month more. Dr. Tyke wishes it no less than I do, and Mr. Durham
perhaps more than either of us; but a word to the wise.
Your affectionate cousin,
LUCY C. TYKE.
P.S. The Doctor won’t send regards, because he means to write to you
himself.
IV.
Dear Lucy,
If you agree with the snail, you find your house just the size for
one; and lest bestial example should possess less force than human, I
further remind you of what Realmah the Great affirms,—‘I met two
blockheads, but the one sage kept himself to himself.’ All which sets
forth to you the charms of solitude, which, as you are such a proper
young lady, is, of course, the only anybody you can be in love with,
and of whose society I am bent on affording you prolonged enjoyment.
This can be effected, if your sisters stay here another month, and
indeed you must not say us nay; for on your ‘yes’ hangs a tale which
your ‘no’ may for ever forbid to wag. Miss Catherine looks glummish,
but Jenny is all sparkle and roses, like this same month of June; and
never is she more sparkling or rosier than when the master of
Orpingham Place hails her with that ever fresh remark, ‘Fine day,
Miss Jane.’ Don’t nip the summer crops of Orpingham Place in the bud,
or, rather, don’t retard them by unseasonable frost; for I can’t
fancy my friend will be put off with anything less than a distinct
‘no;’ and when it comes to that, I think Miss Jane, in her
trepidation, will say ‘yes.’ And if you are a good girl, and let the
little one play out her play, when she has come into the sugar and
spice and all that’s nice, you shall come to Notting Hill this very
next May, and while the sun shines make your hay.
Your venerable cousin’s husband (by which I merely mean),
Your cousin’s venerable husband,
FRANCIS TYKE, M.D.
N.B. I append M.D. to remind you of my professional status, and so
quell you by the weight of my advice.
Lucy examined the photograph of Mr. Durham with a double curiosity,
for he was Mr. Hartley’s father-in-law as well as Jane’s presumptive
suitor. She looked, and saw a face not badly featured, but vulgar in
expression; a figure not amiss, but ill at ease in its studied
attitude and superfine clothes. Assuredly it was not George Durham,
but the master of Orpingham Place who possessed attractions for Jane;
and Lucy felt, for a sister who could be thus attracted, the sting of
a humiliation such as her own baseless hopes had never cost her.
Each of her correspondents was answered with judicious variation in
the turn of the sentences. To Jane she wrote dryly, returning Mr.
Durham’s portrait wrapped in a ten-pound note; an arrangement which,
in her eyes, showed a symbolic appropriateness, lost for the moment
on her sister. Catherine she answered far more affectionately,
begging her on no account to curtail a visit which might be of
importance to Jane’s prospects; and on the flap of the envelope, she
added compliments to Mr. Tresham.
CHAPTER IX.
Mr. Tresham had loved Lucy Charlmont sincerely, and until she refused
him had entertained a good hope of success. Even at the moment of
refusal she avowed the liking for him which all through their
acquaintance had been obvious; and then, and not till then, it dawned
upon him that her indifference towards himself had its root in
preference for another. But he was far too honourable a man either to
betray or to aim at verifying his suspicion; and though he continued
to visit at Dr. Tyke’s, where Alan Hartley was so often to be seen
idling away time under the comfortable conviction that he was doing
no harm to himself or to any one else, it was neither at once, nor of
set purpose, that Arthur Tresham penetrated Lucy’s secret. Alan and
himself had been College friends; he understood him thoroughly; his
ready good-nature, which seemed to make every one a principal person
in his regard; his open hand that liked spending; his want of deep or
definite purpose; his unconcern as to possible consequences. Then
Lucy,—in whom Mr. Tresham had been on one point woefully
mistaken,—she was so composed and so cordial to all her friends;
there was about her such womanly sweetness, such unpretentious,
dignified reserve towards all: her face would light up so brightly
when he, or any other, spoke what interested her, not seldom,
certainly, when he spoke:—even after a sort of clue had come into his
hands, it was some time before he felt sure of any difference between
her manner to Alan and to others. When the conviction forced itself
upon him, he grieved more for her than for himself; he knew his
friend too intimately to mistake his pleasure in being amused for any
anxiety to make himself beloved; he knew about Alan much that Lucy
did not and could not guess, and from the beginning inferred the end.
In the middle of that London season Catherine and Lucy returned to
Brompton-on Sea; and before August had started the main stream of
tourists from England to the continent, Mr. Tresham packed up his
knapsack, and, staff in hand, set off on a solitary expedition, of
undetermined length, to the East. He was neither a rich nor a poor
man; had been called to the bar, but without pursuing his profession,
and was not tied to any given spot; he went away to recruit his
spirits, and, having recovered them, stayed on out of sheer
enjoyment. Yet, when one morning his eye lighted on the
Hartley-Durham marriage in the ‘Times’ Supplement, home feeling
stirred within him; and he who, twenty-four hours earlier, knew not
whether he might not end his days beside the blue Bosphorus, on the
evening of that same day had started westward.
He felt curious, he would not own to himself that he felt specially
interested, to know how Lucy fared; and he felt curious, in a minor
degree, to inspect her successful rival. With himself Lucy had not
yet had a rival; not yet, perhaps she might one day, he repeated to
himself, only it had not happened yet. And then the sweet, dignified
face rose before him kind and cheerful; cheerful still in his memory,
though he guessed that now it must look saddened. He had never yet
seen it with a settled expression of sadness, and he knew not how to
picture it so.
Mr. Drum—or Mr. Gawkins Drum, as he scrupulously called himself, on
account of a certain Mr. Drum, who lived somewhere and went nowhere,
and was held by all outsiders to be in his dotage—Miss Drum’s
brother, Mr. Gawkins Drum, had for several years stood as a gay young
bachelor of sixty. Not that, strictly speaking, any man (or, alas!
any woman) can settle down at sixty and there remain; but at the last
of a long series of avowed birthday parties, Mr. Drum had drunk his
own health as being sixty that very day; this was now some years ago,
and still, in neighbourly parlance, Mr. Drum was no more than sixty.
At sixty-something-indefinite Gawkins brought home a bride, who
confessed to sixty; and all Brompton-on-Sea indulged in a laugh at
their expense, till it oozed out that the kindly old couple had gone
through all the hopes and disappointments of a many years’
engagement, begun at a reasonable age for such matters, and now
terminated only because the bedridden brother, to whom the bride had
devoted herself during an ordinary lifetime, had at last ended his
days in peace. Mr. and Mrs. Gawkins Drum forestalled their
neighbours’ laugh by their own, and soon the laugh against them died
out, and every one accepted their house as amongst the pleasantest
resorts in Brompton-on-Sea.
Miss Drum, however, felt less leniently towards her brother and
sister-in-law, and deliberately regarded them from a shocked point of
view. The wedding took place at Richmond, where the bride resided;
and the honeymoon came to an end whilst Lucy entertained her old
friend, during that long visit at Notting Hill, which promised to
colour all Jane’s future.
‘My dear,’ said Miss Drum to her deferential listener; ‘My dear,
Sarah,’—and Lucy felt that offending Sarah could only be the
bride,—‘Sarah’ shall not suffer for Gawkins’ folly and her own. I
will not fail to visit her in her new home, and to notice her on
all proper occasions, but I cannot save her from being ridiculous.
I did not wait till I was sixty to make up my mind against wedlock,
though perhaps’—and the old lady bridled—‘I also may have endured the
preference of some infatuated man. Lucy, my dear, take an old woman’s
advice: marry, if you mean to marry, before you are sixty, or else
remain like myself; otherwise, you make yourself simply ridiculous.’
And Lucy, smiling, assured her that she would either marry before
sixty or not at all; and added, with some earnestness, that she did
not think she should ever marry. To which Miss Drum answered with
stateliness: ‘Very well; do one thing or do the other, only do not
become ridiculous.’
Yet the old lady softened that evening, when she found herself, as it
were, within the radius of the contemned bride. Despite her sixty
years, and in truth she looked less than her age, Mrs. Gawkins Drum
was a personable little woman, with plump red cheeks, gentle eyes,
and hair of which the soft brown was threaded, but not overpowered,
by grey. There was no affectation of youthfulness in her gown, which
was of slate-coloured silk; nor in her cap, which came well on her
head; nor in her manner to her guests, which was cordial; nor in her
manner to her husband, which was affectionate, with the
undemonstrative affectionateness that might now have been appropriate
had they married forty years earlier.
Her kiss of welcome was returned frostily by Miss Drum, warmly by
Lucy. Mr. Drum at first looked a little sheepish under his sister’s
severe salutation. Soon all were seated at tea.
‘Do you take cream and sugar?’ asked the bride, looking at her new
sister.
‘No sugar, I thank you,’ was the formal reply. ‘And it will be
better, Sarah, that you should call me Elizabeth. Though I am an old
woman your years do not render it unsuitable, and I wish to be
sisterly.’
‘Thank you, dear Elizabeth,’ answered Mrs. Gawkins, cheerily; ‘I
hope, indeed, we shall be sisterly. It would be sad times with me if
I found I had brought coldness into my new home.’
But Miss Drum would not thaw yet. ‘Yes, I have always maintained, and
I maintain still, that there must be faults on both sides if a
marriage, if any marriage whatever, introduces dissension into a
family circle. And I will do my part, Sarah.’
‘Yes, indeed;’ but Sarah knew not what more to say.
Mr. Drum struck in,—‘Lucy, my dear’—she had been a little girl
perched on his knee when her father asked him years before to be
trustee,—‘Lucy, my dear, you’re not in full bloom. Look at my old
lady, and guess: what’s a recipe for roses?’
‘For shame, Gawkins!’ cried both old ladies; one with a smile, the
other with a frown.
Still, as the evening wore on. Miss Drum slowly thawed. Having, as it
were once for all, placed her hosts in the position of culprits at
the moral bar, having sat in judgment on them, and convicted them in
the ears of all men (represented by Lucy), she admitted them to
mercy, and dismissed them with a qualified pardon. What most softened
her towards the offending couple was their unequivocal profession of
rheumatism. When she unbendingly declined to remain seated at the
supper-table one minute beyond half-past ten, she alleged rheumatism
as her impelling motive; and Gawkins and Sarah immediately proclaimed
their own rheumatic experience and sympathies. As Miss Drum observed
to Lucy on their way home, ‘Old people don’t confess to rheumatism if
they wish to appear young.’
Thus the feud subsided, though Miss Drum to the end of her life
occasionally spoke of her sister-in-law as ‘that poor silly thing,’
and of her brother as of one who should have known better.
Whilst, on her side, Mrs. Gawkins Drum remarked to her husband, ‘What
a very old-looking woman that Miss Charlmont is, if she’s not thirty,
as you say. I never saw such an old, faded-looking woman of her age.’
CHAPTER X.
Parties ran high at Kensington and Notting Hill. Stella stood up for
charades, Jane for tableaux. Mr. Hartley naturally sided with his
wife, Miss Charlmont held back from volunteering any opinion, Mrs.
Tyke voted for the last speaker, Dr. Tyke ridiculed each alternative;
at last Mr. Durham ingeniously threw his weight into both scales, and
won for both parties a partial triumph. ‘Why not,’ asked he,—‘why not
let Pug speak, and Miss Jane be silent?’
This pacific suggestion once adopted, Dr. Tyke proposed that a
charade word should be fixed upon, and performed by speech or
spectacle, as might suit the rival stars; for instance, Love-apple.
But who was to be Love?
Everybody agreed in rejecting little boys; and Jane, when directly
appealed to, refused to represent the Mother of love and laughter;
‘for,’ as she truly observed, ‘that would not be Love, after all.’
Mr. Durham, looking laboriously gallant, aimed at saying something
neat and pointed; he failed, yet Jane beamed a smile upon his
failure. Then Dr. Tyke proposed a plaster Cupid; this, after some
disputing, was adopted, with vague accessories of processional Greek
girls, to be definitely worked out afterwards. For ‘Apple’ Alan
suggested Paris and the rival goddesses, volunteering himself as
Paris: Jane should be Venus, and Catherine would make a capital Juno.
Jane accepted her own part as a matter of course, but doubted about
her sister. ‘Yes,’ put in Miss Charlmont, decisively, ‘I will be
Juno, or anything else which will help us forward a little.’ So that
was settled; but who should be Minerva.? Stella declined to figure as
the patroness of wisdom, and Jane drily observed, that they ought all
to be tall, or all to be short, in her idea. At last a handsome, not
too handsome, friend, Lady Everett, was thought of to take the part.
The last scene Dr. Tyke protested he should settle himself with
Stella, and not be worried any more about it. So those two went into
committee together, and Alan edged in ere long for consultation;
finally, Miss Charlmont was appealed to, and the matter was arranged
amongst them without being divulged to the rest.
But all was peace and plenty, smiles and wax-candles, at Kensington,
when at last the evening came for the performance. Mrs. Hartley’s
drawing-rooms being much more spacious than Mrs. Tyke’s, had been
chosen for convenience, and about two hundred guests assembled to
hear Stella declaim and see Jane attitudinize, as either faction
expressed it. Goodnatured Mrs. Tyke played the hostess, whilst Mrs.
Hartley remained occult in the green-room. Dr. Tyke was manager and
prompter. Mr. Durham, vice Paris-Hartley, welcomed people in a
cordial, fussy manner, apologising for the smallness of London rooms,
and regretfully alluding to the vast scale of Orpingham Place, ‘where
a man can be civil to his friends without treading on their toes or
their tails—ha! ha!’
But there is a limit to all things, even fussiness has an end. At
last every one worth waiting for had arrived, been received, been
refreshed. Orpingham Place died out of the conversation. People
exchanged commonplaces, and took their seats; having taken their
seats they exchanged more commonplaces. ‘What’s the word?’—‘It’s such
a bore guessing: I never guess anything’—‘People ought to tell the
word beforehand.’—‘What a horrible man! Is that Mr. Hartley?’—‘No,
old Durham; backbone Durham.’—‘Why backbone?’—‘Don’t know; hear him
called so.’—‘Isn’t there a Beauty somewhere?’—‘Don’t know; there’s
the Beast,’—and the hackneyed joke received the tribute of a
hackneyed laugh.
The manager’s bell rang, the curtain drew up.
A plaster cast of Cupid, with fillet, bow, and quiver, on an
upholstery pedestal, stood revealed. Music, commencing behind the
scenes, approached; a file of English-Grecian maidens, singing and
carrying garlands, passed across the stage towards a pasteboard
temple, presumably their desired goal, although they glanced at their
audience, and seemed very independent of Cupid on his pedestal. There
were only six young ladies; but they moved slowly, with a tolerable
space interposed between each and each, thus producing a processional
effect. They sang, in time and in tune, words by Dr. Tyke; music (not
in harmony, but in unison, to ensure correct execution) by Arthur
Tresham:—
‘Love hath a name of Death:
He gives a breath
And takes away.
Lo we, beneath his sway,
Grow like a flower;
To bloom an hour,
To droop a day,
And fade away.’
The first Anglo-Greek had been chosen for her straight nose, the last
for her elegant foot; the intermediate four, possessing good voices,
bore the burden of the singing. They all moved and sang with
self-complacent ease, but without much dramatic sentiment, except the
plainest of the six, who assumed an air of languishment.
Some one suggested ‘cupid-ditty,’ but without universal acceptance.
Some one else, on no obvious grounds, hazarded ‘Bore, Wild Boar:’ a
remark which stung Dr. Tyke, as playwright, into retorting, ‘Boreas.’
The second scene was dumb show. Alan Hartley as Paris, looking very
handsome in a tunic and sandals, and flanked by the largest sized,
woolly toy lambs, sat, apple in hand, awaiting the rival goddesses. A
flourish of trumpets announced the entrance of Miss Charlmont, a
stately crowned Juno, robed in amber coloured cashmere, and leading
in a leash a peacock, with train displayed, and ingeniously mounted
on noiseless wheels. She swept grandly in, and held out one arm, with
a studied gesture, for the apple; which, doubtless, would have been
handed to her then and there, had not warning notes on a harp ushered
in Lady Everett: a modest, sensible-looking Minerva, robed and
stockinged in blue, with a funny Athenian owl perched on her
shoulder, and a becoming helmet on her head. Paris hesitated visibly,
and seemed debating whether or not to split the apple and the
difference together, when a hubbub, as of birds singing, chirping,
calling, cleverly imitated by Dr. Tyke and Stella on water-whistles,
heralded the approach of Venus. In she came, beautiful Jane
Charlmont, with a steady, gliding step, her eyes kindling with
victory, both her small hands outstretched for the apple so
indisputably hers, her lips parted in a triumphant smile. Her long,
white robe flowed classically to the floor; two doves, seeming to
nestle in her hair, billed and almost cooed; but her face eclipsed
all beside it; and when Paris, on one knee, deposited the apple
within her slim, white fingers, Juno forgot to look indignant and
Minerva scornful.
After this the final scene fell dead and flat. In vain did Stella
whisk about as the most coquettish of market-girls of an undefined
epoch and country, balancing a fruit-basket on her head, and crying,
‘Grapes, melons, peaches, love-apples,’ with the most natural
inflections. In vain did Arthur Tresham beat down the price of
peaches, and Alan Hartley bid for love-apples:—Jane had attained one
of her objects, and eclipsed her little friend for that evening.
The corps dramatique was to sit down to supper in costume; a point
arranged ostensibly for convenience, secretly it may be for vanity’s
sake: only Stella laid her fruit-basket aside, and Miss Charlmont
released her peacock. Lady Everett continued to wear the helmet,
which did not conceal her magnificent black hair (she had been a Miss
Moss before marriage, Clara Lyon Moss), and Jane retained her pair of
doves.
But during the winding up of the charade, more of moment had occurred
off the stage than upon it. Jane, her part over, left the other
performers to their own devices, and quietly made her way into a
conservatory which opened out of the room devoted for that evening to
cloaks and hoods.
If she expected to be followed she was not disappointed. A heavy
step, and an embarrassed clearance of throat, announced Mr. Durham.
He bustled up to her, where she sat fanning herself and showing white
and brilliant against a background of flowers and leaves, whilst he
looked at once sheepish and pompous, awkward and self-satisfied; not
a lady’s man assuredly.
‘Hem—haw—Miss Jane, you surpassed yourself. I shall always think of
you now as Venus; I ‘shall, indeed.’ Jane smiled benignantly. ‘Poor
Pug’s nose is quite out of joint; it is, indeed But the chit has got
a husband, and can snap her fingers at all of us.’ Jane surveyed him
with grave interrogation, then cast down her lustrous eyes, and
slightly turned her shoulder in his direction. Abashed, he resumed:
‘But really. Miss Jane, now wasn’t Venus a married lady too.’ and
couldn’t we—?’ Jane interrupted him: ‘Pray give me your arm, Mr.
Durham;’ she rose: ‘let us go back to the company. I don’t know what
you are talking about, unless you mean to be rude and very unkind:’
the voice broke, the large, clear eye softened to tears; she drew
back as he drew nearer. Then Mr. Durham, ill-bred, but neither
scheming nor cold-hearted, pompous and fussy, but a not ungenerous
man for all that,—then Mr. Durham spoke: ‘Don’t draw back from me.
Miss Jane, but take my arm for once to lead you back to the company,
and take my hand for good. For I love and admire you. Miss Jane; and
if you will take an oldish man for your husband, you shall never want
for money or for pleasure while my name is good in the City.’
Thus in one evening Jane Charlmont attained both her objects.
Supper was a very gay meal, as brilliant as lights, glass, and plate
could make it. People were pleased with the night’s entertainment,
with themselves, and with each other. Mr. Durham, with an obtrusive
air of festivity, sat down beside Jane, and begged his neighbours not
to inconvenience themselves, as they did not mind squeezing. Jane
coloured, but judged it too early to frown. Mr. Durham, being
somewhat old-fashioned, proposed healths: the fair actresses were
toasted, the Anglo-Greeks in a bevy, the distinguished stars one by
one. Mr. Tresham returned thanks for the processional six; Dr. Tyke
for Miss Charlmont, Sir James Everett and Mr. Hartley for their
respective wives.
Then Jane’s health was drunk: who would rise to return thanks? Mr.
Durham rose: ‘Hem—haw—’ said he: ‘haw—hem—ladies and gentlemen, allow
me to return thanks for the Venus of the evening—I mean for the Venus
altogether, whose health you have done me the honour to
drink’—knowing smiles circled round the table. ‘Done us, I should
say: not that I unsay what I said; quite the contrary, and I’m not
ashamed to have said it. I will only say one word more in thanking
you for the honour you have done her and all of us: the champagne
corks pop, and suggest popping; but after popping mum’s the word.
Ladies and gentlemen, my very good friends, I drink your very good
health.’
And the master of Orpingham Place sat down.
CHAPTER XI.
Lucy received the news of Jane’s engagement with genuine vexation,
and then grew vexed with herself for feeling vexed. Conscience took
alarm, and pronounced that envy and pride had a share in her
vexation. Self retorted: It is not envy to see that Jane is
mercenary, nor pride to dislike vulgarity. Conscience insisted: It is
envy to be annoyed by Jane’s getting married before you, and it is
pride to brand Mr. Durham as vulgar, and then taboo him as beyond the
pale. Self pleaded: No one likes growing old and being made to feel
it; and who would not deprecate a connection who will put one out of
countenance at every turn? But Conscience secured the last word: If
you were younger than Jane, you would make more allowances for her;
and if Mr. Durham were engaged to any one except your sister, you
would think it fair not to condemn him as destitute of every virtue
because he is underbred.
Thus did Conscience get the better of Self. And Lucy gulped down
dignity and disappointment together when, in reply to Miss Drum’s,
‘My dear, I hope your sisters are well, and enjoying their little
gaieties,’ she said, cheerfully: ‘Now, really, you should give me
something for such wonderful news: Jane is engaged to be married.’
There was nothing Miss Drum relished more than a wedding ‘between
persons suited to each other, and not ridiculous on the score of age
and appearance,’ as she would herself pointedly have defined it. Now
Jane was obviously young enough and pretty enough to become a bride;
so Miss Drum was delighted, and full of interest and of inquiries,
which Lucy found it rather difficult to answer satisfactorily.
‘And who is the favoured gentleman, my dear?’
‘Mr. Durham, of Orpingham Place, in Gloucestershire. Very rich it
seems, and a widower. His only daughter,’ Lucy hurried on with an
imperceptible effort, ‘married that Mr. Hartley Catherine and I used
to meet so often at Notting Hill. She was thought to be a great
heiress; but I suppose this will make some difference.’
‘Then he is rather old for Jane?’
‘He is not yet fifty it seems, though of course that is full old. By
what he says, Orpingham Place must be a very fine country-seat; and
Jane appears cut out for wealth and pleasure, she has such a power of
enjoying herself;’ and Lucy paused.
Miss Drum, dropping the point of age, resumed: ‘Now what Durham will
this be, my dear. I used to know a Sir Marcus Durham—a gay, hunting
Baronet. He was of a north-country family; but this may be a branch
of the same stock. He married an Earl’s daughter, Lady Mary; and she
used to take precedence, let who would be in the room, which was not
thought to be in very good taste when the dowager Lady Durham was
present. Still an Earl’s daughter ought to understand good breeding,
and that was how she acted; I do not wish to express any opinion.
Perhaps Mr. Durham may have a chance of the Baronetcy, for Sir Marcus
left no children, but was succeeded by a bachelor brother; and then
Jane will be “my lady” some day.’
‘No,’ replied Lucy; ‘I don’t think that likely. Mr. Durham is
enormously wealthy, by what I hear; but not of a county family. He
made his fortune in the City.’
Miss Drum persisted: ‘The cadets of even noble families have made
money by commerce over and over again. It is no disgrace to make a
fortune; and I see no reason why Mr. Durham should not be a baronet
some day. Many a City man has been as fine a gentleman as any idler
at court. Very likely Mr. Durham is an elegant man of talent, and
well connected; if so, a fortune is no drawback, and the question of
age may be left to the lady’s decision.’
Lucy said no more: only she foresaw and shrank from that approaching
day of undeceiving which should bring Mr. Durham to Brompton-on-Sea.
Once set off on the subject of family, there was no stopping Miss
Drum, who, having had no proveable great-grandfather, was sensitive
on the score of pedigree.
‘You might not suppose it now, Lucy, but it is well known that our
family name of Drum, though less euphonious than that of Durham, is
in fact the same. I made the observation once to Sir Marcus, and he
laughed with pleasure, and often afterwards addressed me as cousin.
Lady Mary did not like the suggestion; but no one’s fancies can alter
a fact:’ and the old lady looked stately, and as if the Drum-Durham
theory had been adopted and emblazoned by the College of Heralds;
whereas, in truth, no one besides herself, not even the easy-tempered
Gawkins, held it.
Meanwhile, all went merrily and smoothly at Notting Hill. As Jane had
said, she was old enough to know her own mind, and apparently she
knew it. When Mr. Durham presented her with a set of fine diamonds,
she dropped naturally into calling him George; and when he pressed
her to name the day, she answered, with an assumption of girlishness,
that he must talk over all those dreadful things with Catherine.
To Miss Charlmont he had already opened his mind on the subject of
settlements: Jane should have everything handsome and ample, but Pug
must not lose her fortune either. This Catherine, deeming it right
and reasonable, undertook to explain to Jane. Jane sulked a little to
her sister, but displayed only a smiling aspect to her lover, feeling
in her secret heart that her own nest was being particularly well
feathered: for not only were Mr. Durham’s new marriage settlements
most liberal, in spite of Stella’s prospective twenty thousand pounds
on coming of age, and twenty thousand at her father’s demise; but
Catherine, of her own accord, provided that at her death all her
share of their father’s property should descend to Jane, for her own
separate use, and at her own absolute disposal. The younger sister,
indeed, observed with safe generosity: ‘Suppose you should marry,
too, some day?’ But Catherine, grateful for any gleam of
unselfishness in her favourite sister, answered warmly and
decisively: ‘I never meant to marry, and I always meant what fortune
I had to be yours at last: only, dear, do not again think hardly of
our poor father’s oversight.’
Mr. Durham was urgent to have the wedding day fixed, and Jane
reluctant merely and barely for form’s sake. A day in August was
named, and the honeymoon pre devoted to Paris and Switzerland. Then
Miss Charlmont pronounced it time to return home; and was resolute
that the wedding should take place at Brompton-on-Sea, not at Netting
Hill as the hospitable Tykes proposed.
Jane was now nothing loth to quit town; Mr. Durham unwilling to lose
her, yet willing as recognising the step for an unavoidable
preliminary. Nevertheless, he felt hurt at Jane’s indifference to the
short separation; whilst Jane, in her turn, felt worried at his
expecting any show of sentiment from her, though, having once
fathomed his feelings, she kept the worry to herself and produced the
sentiment. He looked genuinely concerned when they parted at London
Bridge Station; but Jane never in her life had experienced a greater
relief than now, when the starting train left him behind on the
platform. A few more days, and it would be too late to leave him
behind: but she consoled herself by reflecting that without him she
might despair of ever seeing Paris; Switzerland was secondary in her
eyes.
Miss Drum had often set as a copy, ‘Manners make the Man,’ and
explained to her deferential pupils how in that particular phrase
‘Man’ includes ‘Woman.’ Catherine in later life reflected that
‘Morals make the Man’ (including Woman) conveys a not inferior truth.
Jane might have modified the sentence a trifle further, in employing
it as an M copy, and have written, ‘Money makes the Man.’
CHAPTER XII.
Lucy welcomed her sisters home, after an absence of unprecedented
duration, with warmhearted pleasure, but Jane went far to extinguish
the feeling.
In the heyday of her blooming youth and satisfaction, she was not
likely to acquire any tender tact lacking at other times; and an
elder sister, mentally set down in her catalogue of old maids, was
fair game.
‘Why, Lucy,’ she cried, as they sat together the first evening,
herself the only idler of the three, ‘you look as old as George, and
about as lively: Miss Drum must be catching.’
‘Do leave Miss Drum alone,’ Lucy answered, speaking hastily from a
double annoyance. ‘And if,’—she forced a laugh,—‘surely if my looks
recall George to your mind they ought to please you.’
But Jane was incorrigible. ‘My dear, George is Orpingham Place, and
Orpingham Place is George; but your looks suggest some distinction
between the two. Only think, he expected me to grow dismal at leaving
him behind, and I did positively see his red pockethandkerchief
fluttering in the breeze as we screamed out of the station. And he
actually flattered himself I should not go out much till the wedding
is over; catch me staying at home if I can help it! By-the-bye, did
you mean a joke by wrapping his photograph up in the ten-pound note?
It struck me afterwards as really neat in its way.’
‘Oh, Jane!’ put in Catherine, and more she might have added in
reproof; but at that instant the door opened, and Mr. Ballantyne was
announced.
Mr. Ballantyne was a solicitor, related to Mrs. Gawkins Drum, and
taken into partnership by that lady’s husband shortly before their
marriage. Judging by looks, Mr. Ballantyne might have been own nephew
to Miss Drum rather than to her sister-in-law, so neutral was he in
aspect and manner; if ever any one liked him at first sight, it was
because there was nothing on the surface to stir a contrary feeling;
and if any one volunteered a confidence to him, it was justified by
his habitual taciturnity, which suggested a mechanical aptitude at
keeping a secret; yet, however appearances were against him, he was a
shrewd man of business, and not deficient in determination of
character.
He arrived by appointment to show Miss Charlmont the draft of her
settlement on her sister, and take, if need be, further instructions.
She was one to see with her own eyes rather than merely to hear with
her own ears, and, therefore, retired with the papers to the solitude
of her own room, leaving her sisters to entertain the visitor.
Thus left, Mr. Ballantyne took a respectful look at Jane, whose good
luck in securing the master of Orpingham Place he considered rare
indeed. Looking at her he arrived at the conclusion that Mr. Durham
also had been lucky. Jane just glanced at Mr. Ballantyne, mentally
appraising him as a nonentity; but in that glance she saw his
admiration; admiration always propitiated her, and she deigned to be
gracious.
Various maiden ladies in Brompton-on-Sea would have been gracious to
Mr. Ballantyne from a different motive. Though still a youngish man
he was a widower, already in easy circumstances, and with a prospect
of growing rich. His regard for his late wife’s memory was most
decorous, but not such as to keep him inconsolable; and his only
child, Frank, being no more than five years old and healthy, need
scarcely be viewed as a domestic drawback; indeed, certain spinsters
treated the boy with a somewhat demonstrative affection, but these
ladies were obviously not in their teens.
Mr. Ballantyne meanwhile, though mildly courteous to all, had not
singled out any one for avowed preference. Possibly he liked Miss
Edith Sims, a doctor’s daughter, a bold equestrian, a first-rate
croquet player; she hoped so sincerely, for she had unbecoming
carroty hair and freckles; possibly he liked Lucy Charlmont, but she
had never given the chance a thought. Of Miss Charlmont, whom he had
seen twice, and both times exclusively on business, he stood in
perceptible awe.
Catherine, finding nothing to object to in the draft, returned it to
Mr. Ballantyne with her full assent. Then tea was brought in, and Mr.
Ballantyne was asked to stay. His aptitude for carrying cups and
plates, recognised and admired in other circles, here remained in
abeyance; Miss Charlmont adhering to the old fashion of people
sitting round the tea-table at tea no less formally than round the
dining-table at dinner.
A plan for a picnic having been set on foot by the Gawkins Drums,
Lucy had been invited, and had accepted before Jane’s engagement was
announced. So now Mr. Ballantyne mentioned the picnic, taking for
granted that Lucy would join, and empowered by the projectors to ask
her sisters also; Jane brightened at the proposal, being secretly
charmed at a prospect of appearing amongst her familiar s mistress
elect of Orpingham Place; but Catherine demurred,—
‘Thank you, Mr. Ballantyne; I will call myself and thank Mrs. Drum,
but Mr. Durham might object, and I will stay at home with my sister.
No doubt we shall find future opportunities of all meeting.’
‘Dear me!’ cried Jane; ‘Mr. Durham isn’t Bluebeard; or, if he is, I
had better get a little fun first. My compliments, please, and I
shall be too glad to come.’
‘Oh, Jane!’ remonstrated Miss Charlmont; but it was a hopeless
remonstrance. Jane, once bent on amusement, was not to be deterred by
doubtful questions of propriety; and the elder sister, mortified, but
more anxious for the offender’s credit than for her own dignity,
changed her mind perforce, and, with a sigh, accepted the invitation.
If Jane was determined to go, she had better go under a middle-aged
sister’s eye; but the party promised to be a large one, including
various strange gentlemen, and Catherine honestly judged it
objectionable.
Jane, however, was overflowing with glee, and questioned Mr.
Ballantyne energetically as to who were coming. When he was gone she
held forth to her sisters,—
‘That hideous Edith Sims, of course she will ride over on Brunette,
to show her figure and her bridle hand. I shall wear pink, and sit
next her to bring out her freckles. I’ve not forgotten her telling
people I had no fortune. Don’t you see she’s trying to hook Mr.
Ballantyne? you heard him say she has been consulting him about
something or other. Let’s drive Mr. Ballantyne over in our carriage,
and the baby can perch on the box.’
Lucy said, ‘Nonsense, Jane; Mr. Ballantyne has his own dog-cart, and
he is tiresome enough without keeping him all to ourselves.’
And Catherine added, this time peremptorily, ‘My dear, that is not to
be thought of; I could not justify it to Mr. Durham. Either you will
drive over with Lucy and me, and any other person I may select, or
you must find a carriage for yourself, as I shall not go to the
picnic.’
CHAPTER XIII.
The environs of Brompton-on-Sea were rich in spots adapted to
picnics, and the Gawkins Drums had chosen the very prettiest of these
eligible spots. Rocky Drumble, a green glen of the floweriest, but
with fragments of rock showing here and there, possessed an echo
point and a dripping well: it was, moreover, accredited by popular
tradition with a love-legend, and, on the same authority, with a
ghost for moonlight nights. Rocky Drumble was threaded from end to
end by a stream which nourished watercresses; at one season its banks
produced wild strawberries, at another nuts, sometimes mushrooms. All
the year round the glen was frequented by song-birds; not seldom a
squirrel would scamper up a tree, or a rabbit sit upright on the
turf, winking his nose. Rocky Drumble on a sunny summer-day was a
bower of cool shade, and of a silence heightened, not broken, by
sounds of birds and of water, the stream at hand, the sea not far
off; a bower of sun-chequered shade, breaths of wind every moment
shifting the shadows, and the sun making its way in, now here, now
there, with an endless, monotonous changeableness.
On such a day the Charlmonts drove to their rendezvous in Rocky
Drumble. The carriage held four inside; Miss Drum and Catherine
sitting forward, with Lucy and Jane opposite. On the box beside the
driver perched little Frank Ballantyne, very chatty and merry at
first; but to be taken inside and let fall asleep when, as was
foreseen, he should grow tired. The child had set his heart on going
to the picnic, and good Miss Drum had promised to take care of
him—Miss Drum nominally, Lucy by secret understanding, for the relief
of her old friend.
Miss Drum wore a drawn silk bonnet, which had much in common with the
awning of a bathing-machine. Catherine surmounted her inevitable cap
by a broad-brimmed brown straw hat. Lucy wore a similar hat without
any cap under it, but looked, in fact, the elder of the two. Jane,
who never sacrificed complexion to fashion, also appeared in a shady
hat, dovecoloured, trimmed with green leaves, under which she
produced a sort of apple-blossom effect, in a cloud of pink muslin
over white, and white appliquée again over the pink. Catherine had
wished her to dress soberly, but Jane had no notion of obscuring her
beauties. She had bargained with Mr. Durham that he was not to come
down to Brompton-on-Sea till the afternoon before the wedding; and
when he looked hurt at her urgency, had assumed an air at once
affectionate and reserved, assuring him that this course seemed to
her due to the delicacy of their mutual relations. Five days were
still wanting to the wedding-day, George was not yet inalienably at
her elbow, and no moment could appear more favourable for enjoyment.
Surely if a skeleton promised to preside at the next banquet, this
present feast was all the more to be relished: for though, according
to Jane’s definition, ion, George was Orpingham Place, she would
certainly have entered upon Orpingham Place with added zest had it
not entailed George.
Miss Charlmont had delayed starting till the very last moment, not
wishing to make more of the picnic than could be helped; and when she
with her party reached the Drumble, they found their friends already
on the spot. The last-comers were welcomed with a good deal of
friendly bustle, and half-a-dozen gentlemen, in scarcely more than as
many minutes, were presented to Jane by genial little Mrs. Drum, who
had never seen her before, and was charmed at first sight. Jane,
happily for Catherine’s peace of mind, assumed an air of dignity in
unison with her distinguished prospects: she was gracious rather than
coquettish—gracious to all, but flattering to none; a change from
former days, when her manner used to savour of coaxing. Edith Sims
had ridden over on Brunette, and Jane, keeping her word as to sitting
next her, produced the desired effect.
The Charlmonts coming late, every one was ready for luncheon on their
arrival, and no strolling was permitted before the meal. As to the
luncheon, it included everything usual and nothing unusual, and most
of the company consuming it displayed fine, healthy appetites. Great
attention was paid to Jane, who was beyond all comparison the
best-looking woman present; whilst two or three individuals made
mistakes between Catherine and Lucy, as to which was Miss Charlmont.
Poor Lucy! she had seldom felt more heavyhearted than now, as she sat
talking and laughing. She felt herself getting more and more
worn-looking as she talked and laughed on, getting visibly older and
more faded. How she wished that Frank, who had fallen asleep on a
plaid after stuffing unknown sweets into his system—how she wished
that Frank would wake and become troublesome, to give her some
occupation less intolerable than ‘grinning and bearing!’
Luncheon over, the party broke up, splitting into twos and threes,
and scattering themselves here and there through the Drumble. Miss
Charlmont attaching herself doggedly to Jane, found herself
clambering up and down banks and stony excrescences in company with a
very young Viscount and his tutor: as she clambered exasperation
waxed within her at the futility of the young men’s conversation and
the complacency of Jane’s rejoinders; certainly, had any one been
studying Catherine’s face (which nobody was), he would have beheld an
unwonted aspect at a picnic.
Miss Drum, ostentatiously aged because in company with her brother
and his bride, had chosen before luncheon was well over to wrap
herself up very warmly, and ensconce herself for an avowed nap inside
one of the flys. ‘You can call me for tea,’ she observed to Lucy;
‘and when Frank tires you, you can leave him in the carriage with
me.’ But Frank was Lucy’s one resource: minding him served as an
excuse for not joining Mr. Drum, who joked, or Mr. Ballantyne, who
covertly stared at her, or Edith Sims, who lingering near Mr.
Ballantyne talked of horses, or any other person whose conversation
was more tedious than silence.
When Frank woke, he recollected that nurse had told him strawberries
grew in the Drumble; a fact grasped by him without the drawback of
any particular season. Off he started in quest of strawberries, and
Lucy zealously started in his wake, not deeming it necessary to
undeceive him. The little fellow wandered and peered about diligently
awhile after imaginary strawberries; failing these, he suddenly
clamoured for a game at hide-and-seek: he would hide, and Lucy must
not look.
They were now among the main fragments of rock found in the Drumble,
out of sight of their companions. Lucy had scarcely shut her eyes as
desired, when a shout of delight made her open them still more
quickly, in time to see Frank scampering, as fast as his short legs
would carry him, after a scampering rabbit. He was running—she
recollected it in an instant—headlong towards the stream, and was
already some yards from her. She called after him, but he did not
turn, only cried out some unintelligible answer in his babyish
treble. Fear lent her speed; she bounded after him, clearing huge
stones and brushwood with instinctive accuracy. She caught at his
frock—missed it—caught at it again—barely grasped it—and fell,
throwing him also down in her fall. She fell on stones and brambles,
bruising and scratching herself severely: but the child was safe, and
she knew it, before she fainted away, whilst even in fainting her
hand remained tightly clenched on his frock.
Frank’s frightened cries soon brought friends to their assistance.
Lucy, still insensible, was lifted on to smooth turf, and then
sprinkled with water till she came to herself. In few words, for she
felt giddy and hysterical but was resolute not to give way, she
accounted for the accident, blaming herself for having carelessly let
the child run into danger. It was impossible for any carriage to
drive so far along the Drumble, so she had to take some one’s arm to
steady her in walking to meet the fly. Mr. Ballantyne, as pale as a
sheet, offered his arm; but she preferred Mr. Drum’s, and leaned
heavily on it for support.
Lucy was soon safe in the fly by Miss Drum’s side, whose nap was
brought to a sudden end, and who, waking scared and fidgety, was
disposed to lay blame on every one impartially, beginning with
herself, and ending, in a tempered form, with Lucy. The sufferer thus
disposed of, and packed for transmission home, the remaining
picnickers, influenced by Mrs. Drum’s obvious bias, declined to
linger for rustic tea or other pleasures, and elected then and there
to return to their several destinations. The party mustered round the
carriages ready to take their seats: but where were Catherine and
Jane, Viscount and tutor? Shouting was tried, whistling was tried,
‘Cooee’ was tried by amateur Australians for the nonce: all in vain.
At last Dr. Sims stepped into the fly with Lucy, promising to see her
safe home; Miss Drum, smelling-bottle in hand, sat sternly beside
her; Frank, after undergoing a paternal box on the ear, was degraded
from the coachman’s box to the back seat, opposite the old lady, who
turned towards him the aspect as of an ogress: and thus the first
carriage started, with Edith reining in Brunette beside it. The
others followed without much delay, one carriage being left for the
truants; and its driver charged to explain, if possible without
alarming the sisters, what had happened to cut short the picnic.
CHAPTER XIV.
The day before the wedding Lucy announced that she still felt too
much bruised and shaken “to make one of the party,” either at church
or at breakfast. Neither sister contradicted her: Catherine, because
she thought the excuse valid; Jane, because Lucy, not having yet lost
the traces of her accident, must have made but a sorry bridesmaid:
and, as Jane truly observed, there were enough without her, for her
defection still left a bevy of eight bridesmaids in capital working
order.
Brompton-on-Sea possessed only one hotel of any pretensions,—‘The
Duke’s Head,’ so designated in memory of that solitary Royal Duke who
had once made brief sojourn beneath its roof. He found it a simple
inn, bearing the name and sign of ‘The Three Mermaids;’ the mermaids
appearing in paint as young persons, with yellow hair and combs, and
faces of a type which failed to account for their uninterrupted
self-ogling in hand-mirrors; tails were shadowily indicated beneath
waves of deepest blue. After the august visit this signboard was
superseded by one representing the Duke as a gentleman of inane
aspect, pointing towards nothing discoverable; and this work of art,
in its turn, gave place to a simple inscription, ‘The Duke’s Head
Hotel.’
Call it by what name you would, it was as snug a house of
entertainment as rational man or reasonable beast need desire, with
odd little rooms opening out of larger rooms and off staircases; the
only trace now visible of the Royal Duke’s sojourn (beyond the bare
inscription of his title) being Royal Sentries in coloured pasteboard
effigy, the size of life, posted on certain landings and at certain
entrances. All the windowsills bore green boxes of flowering plants,
whence a sweet smell, mostly of mignonette, made its way within
doors. The best apartments looked into a square courtyard, turfed
along three sides, and frequented by pigeons; and the pigeon-house,
standing in a turfy corner, was topped by a bright silvered ball.
The landlord of the ‘Duke’s Head,’ a thin, tallowy-complexioned man,
with a manner which might also be described as unpleasantly oily or
tallowy, was in a bustle that same day, and all his household was
bustling around him: for not merely had the ‘Duke’s Head’ undertaken
to furnish the Durham-Charlmont wedding-breakfast with richness and
elegance, but the bridegroom elect, whom report endowed with a
pocketful of plums, the great Mr. Durham himself, with sundry
fashionable friends, was coming down to Brompton-on-Sea by the 5.30
train, and would put up for one night at the ‘Duke’s Head.’ The
waiters donned their whitest neckcloths, the waitresses their pinkest
caps; the landlady, in crimson gown and gold chain, loomed like a
local Mayor; the landlord shone, as it were, snuffed and trimmed:
never, since the era of that actual Royal Duke, had the ‘Duke’s Head’
smiled such a welcome.
Mr. Durham, stepping out of the carriage on to the railway platform,
and followed by Alan Hartley, Stella, and Arthur Tresham, indulged
hopes that Jane might be there to meet him, and was disappointed. Not
that the matter had undergone no discussion. Miss Charlmont, that
unavoidable drive home from the picnic with a young Viscount and a
tutor for vis-à-vis still rankling in her mind, had said, ‘My dear,
there would be no impropriety in our meeting George at the Station,
and he would certainly be gratified.’ But Jane had answered, ‘Dear
me, sister! George will keep, and I’ve not a moment to spare; only
don’t stay at home for me.’
So no one met Mr. Durham. But when he presented himself at the
private house on the Esplanade, Jane showed herself all smiling
welcome, and made him quite happy by her pretty ways. True, she
insisted on his not spending the evening with her; but she hinted so
tenderly at such restrictions vanishing on the morrow, and so
modestly at remarks people might make if he did stay, that he was
compelled to yield the point and depart in great admiration of her
reserve, though he could not help recollecting that his first wooing
had progressed and prospered without any such amazing proprieties.
But then the mother of Everilda Stella had seen the light in a
second-floor back room at Gateshead, and had married out of a circle
where polite forms were not in the ascendant; whereas Jane Charlmont
looked like a Duchess, or an Angel, or Queen Venus herself, and was
altogether a different person. So Mr. Durham, discomfited, but
acquiescent, retreated to the ‘Duke’s Head,’ and there consoled
himself with more turtle-soup and crusty old port than Dr. Tyke would
have sanctioned. Unfortunately Dr. and Mrs. Tyke were not coming down
till the latest train that night from London, so Mr. Durham gorged
unrebuked. He had seen Lucy, and taken rather a fancy to her, in
spite of her blemished face, and had pressed her to visit Orpingham
Place as soon as ever he and Jane should have returned from the
Continent. He preferred Lucy to Catherine, with whom he never felt
quite at ease; she was so decided and self-possessed, and so much
better bred than himself. Not that Backbone Durham admitted this last
point of superiority; he did not acknowledge, but he winced under it.
Lucy on her side had found him better than his photograph; and that
was something.
After tea she was lying alone on the drawing-room sofa in the
pleasant summer twilight; alone, because her sisters were busy over
Jane’s matters upstairs; alone with her own thoughts. She was
thinking of very old days, and of days not so old and much more full
of interest. She tried to think of Jane and her prospects; but
against her will Alan Hartley’s image intruded itself on her reverie,
and she could not banish it. She knew from Mr. Durham that he had
come down for the wedding; she foresaw that they must meet, and
shrank from the ordeal, even whilst she wondered how he would behave
and how, she herself should behave. Alone, and in the half darkness,
she burned with shamefaced dread of her own possible weakness, and
mortified self-love wrung tears from her eyes as she inwardly prayed
for help.
The door opened, the maid announced Mr. and Mrs. Hartley.
Lucy, startled, would have risen to receive them, but Stella was too
quick for her, and seizing both her hands, pressed her gently
backwards on the sofa. ‘Dear Miss Charlmont, you must not make a
stranger of me, and my husband is an old friend. Mayn’t I call you
Lucy?’
So this was Alan’s wife, this little, winning woman, still almost a
child; this winning woman, who had won the only man Lucy ever cared
for. It cost Lucy an effort to answer, and to make her welcome by her
name of Stella.
Then Alan came forward and shook hands, looking cordial and handsome,
with that kind tone of voice and tenderness of manner which had
deceived poor Lucy once, but must never deceive her again. He began
talking of their pleasant acquaintanceship in days of yore, of
amusements they had shared, of things done together, and things
spoken and not forgotten; it required the proof positive of Stella
seated there smiling in her hat and scarlet feather, and with the
wedding-ring on her small hand, to show even now that Alan only meant
friendliness, when he might seem to mean so much more.
Lucy revolted under the fascination of his manner; feeling angry with
herself that he still could wield power over her fancy, and angry a
little with him for having made himself so much to her and no more.
She insisted on leaving the sofa, rang the bell for a second edition
of tea, and sent up the visitors’ names to her sisters. When they
came down she turned as much shoulder as good breeding tolerated
towards Alan, and devoted all the attention she could command to
Stella. Soon the two were laughing together over some feminine little
bit of fun; then Lucy brought out an intricate piece of tatting,
which, when completed, was to find its way to Notting Hill—the
antimacassar of Mr. Durham’s first visit there being, in fact, her
handiwork; and, lastly, Lucy, once more for the moment with pretty
pink cheeks and brightened eyes, convoyed her new friend upstairs to
inspect Jane’s bridal dress, white satin, under Honiton lace.
When the visit was over, and Lucy safe in the privacy of her own
room, a sigh of relief escaped her, followed by a sentiment of deep
thankfulness; she had met Alan again, and he had disappointed her.
Yes, the spectre which had haunted her for weeks past had, at length,
been brought face to face and had vanished. Perhaps surprise at his
marriage had magnified her apparent disappointment, perhaps dread of
continuing to love another woman’s husband had imparted a morbid and
unreal sensitiveness to her feelings; be this as it might, she had
now seen Alan again, and had felt irritated by the very manner that
used to charm. In the revulsion of her feelings she was almost ready
to deem herself fortunate and Stella pitiable.
She felt excited, exalted, triumphant rather than happy; a little
pained, and, withal, very glad. Life seemed to glow within her, her
blood to course faster and fuller, her heart to throb, lightened of a
load. Recollections which she had not dared face alone, Mr. Hartley,
by recalling, had stripped of their dangerous charm; had stripped of
the tenderness she had dreaded, and the sting under which she had
writhed; for he was the same, yet not the same. Now, for the first
time, she suspected him not indeed of hollowness, but of shallowness.
She threw open her window to the glorious August moon and stars, and,
leaning out, drank deep of the cool night air. She ceased to think of
persons, of events, of feelings.; her whole heart swelled, and became
uplifted with a thankfulness altogether new to her, profound,
transporting. When at length she slept, it was with moist eyes and
smiling lips.
CHAPTER XV.
The wedding was over. Jane might have looked still prettier but for
an unmistakable expression of gratified vanity; Mr. Durham might have
borne himself still more pompously but for a deep-seated, wordless
conviction, that his bride and her family looked down upon him.
Months of scheming and weeks of fuss had ended in a marriage, to
which the one party brought neither refinement nor tact, and the
other neither respect nor affection.
Wedding guests, however, do not assemble to witness exhibitions of
respect or affection, and may well dispense with tact and refinement
when delicacies not in season are provided; therefore, the party on
the Esplanade waxed gay as befitted the occasion, and expressed
itself in toasts of highly improbable import.
The going off was, perhaps, the least successful point of the show.
Catherine viewed flinging shoes as superstitious, Jane as vulgar;
therefore no shoes were to be flung. Mr. Durham might have made head
against ‘superstitious,’ but dared not brave ‘vulgar;’ so he kept to
himself the fact that he should hardly feel thoroughly married
without a tributary shoe, and meanly echoed Jane’s scorn. But Stella,
who knew her father’s genuine sentiment, chose to ignore
‘superstition’ and ‘vulgarity’ alike; so, at the last moment, she
snatched off her own slipper, and dexterously hurled it over the
carriage, to Jane’s disgust (no love was lost between the two young
ladies), and to Mr. Durham’s inward satisfaction.
Lucy had not joined the wedding party, not caring overmuch to see
Jane marry the man who served her as a butt; but she peeped wistfully
at the going off, with forebodings in her heart, which turned
naturally into prayers, for the ill-matched couple. In the evening,
however, when many of the party had returned to London, the few real
friends and familiar acquaintances who reassembled as Miss
Charlmont’s guests found Lucy in the drawing-room, wrapped up in
something gauzily becoming to indicate that she had been ill, and
looking thin under her wraps.
In Miss Charlmont’s idea a wedding-party should be at once mirthful
and grave, neither dull nor frivolous. Dancing and cards were
frivolous, conversation might prove dull; games were all frivolous
except chess, which, being exclusive, favoured general dulness. These
points she had impressed several times on Lucy, who was suspected of
an inopportune hankering after bagatelle; and who now sat in the
snuggest corner of the sofa, feeling shy, and at a loss what topic to
start that should appear neither dull nor frivolous.
Dr. Tyke relieved her by turning her embarrassment into a fresh
channel: what had she been doing to make herself ‘look like a
turnip-ghost before its candle is lighted?’
‘My dear Lucy!’ cried Mrs. Tyke, loud enough for everybody to hear
her, ‘you really do look dreadful, as if you were moped to death. You
had much better come with the Doctor and me to the Lakes. Now I beg
you to say yes, and come.’
Alan heard with good-natured concern; Arthur Tresham heard as if he
heard not. But the first greeting had been very cordial between him
and Lucy, and he had not seemed to remark her faded face.
‘Yes,’ resumed Dr. Tyke. ‘Now that’s settled. You pack up to-night
and start with us to-morrow, and you shall be doctored with the cream
of drugs for nothing.’
But Lucy said the plan was preposterous, and she felt old and lazy.
Mrs. Tyke caught her up: ‘Old? my dear child! and I feeling young to
this day!’
And the Doctor added: ‘Why not be preposterous and happy? “Quel che
piace giova,” as our sunny neighbours say. Besides, your excuses are
incredible: “Not at home,” as the snail answered to the woodpecker’s
rap.’
Lucy laughed, but stood firm; Catherine protesting that she should
please herself. At last a compromise was struck: Lucy, on her
cousins’ return from their tour, should go to Notting Hill, and
winter there if the change did her good. ‘If not,’ said she, wearily,
‘I shall come home again, to be nursed by Catherine.’
‘If not,’ said Dr. Tyke, gravely for once, ‘we may think about our
all seeing Naples together.’
Edith Sims, her hair and complexion toned down by candlelight, sat
wishing Mr. Ballantyne would come and talk to her; and Mr.
Ballantyne, unmindful of Edith at the other end of the room, sat
making up his mind. Before the accident in the Drumble he had thought
of Lucy with a certain distinction, since that accident he had felt
uncomfortably in her debt, and now he sat reflecting that, once gone
for the winter, she might be gone for good so far as himself was
concerned. She was nice-looking and amiable; she was tender towards
little motherless Frank; her fortune stood above rather than below
what he had proposed to himself in a second wife:—if Edith could have
read his thoughts, she would have smiled less complacently when at
last he crossed over to talk to her of Brunette and investments, and
when later still he handed her in to supper. As it was, candlelight
and content became her, and she looked her best.
Mrs. Gawkins Drum, beaming with good will, and harmonious in
silver-grey moire under old point lace, contrasted favourably with
her angular sister-in-law, whose strict truthfulness forbade her
looking congratulatory: for now that she had seen the ‘elegant man of
talent’ of her previsions, she could not but think that Jane had
married his money-bags rather than himself: therefore Miss Drum
looked severe, and when viewed in the light of a wedding guest,
ominous.
Catherine, no less conscientious than her old friend, took an
opposite line, and laboured her very utmost to hide mortification and
misgivings, and to show forth that cheerful hospitality which
befitted the occasion when contemplated from an ideal point of view;
but ease was not amongst her natural gifts, and she failed to acquire
it on the spur of an uneasy moment. ‘Manners make the Man,’ ‘Morals
make the Man,’ kept running obstinately in her head, and she could
not fit Mr. Durham to either sentence. In all Brompton-on-Sea there
was no heavier heart that night than Catherine Charlmont’s.
CHAPTER XVI.
November had come, the Tykes were settled at home again, and Lucy
Charlmont sat in a railway-carriage on her way from Brompton-on Sea to
Notting Hill. Wrapped up in furs, and with a novel open on her lap,
she looked very snug in her corner; she looked, moreover, plumper
and brighter than at Jane’s wedding-party. But her expression of
unmistakable amusement was not derived from the novel lying unread in
her lap: it had its source in recollections of Mr. Ballantyne, who had
made her an offer the day before, and who had obviously been taken
aback when she rejected his suit. All her proneness to bring herself in
the wrong could not make her fear that she had even for one moment said
or done, looked or thought, what ought to have misled him: therefore
conscience felt at ease, and the comic side of his demeanour remained
to amuse her, despite a decorous wish to feel sorry for him. He had
looked so particularly unimpulsive in the act of proposing, and then
had appeared so much more disconcerted than grieved at her positive
‘No,’ and had hinted so broadly that he hoped she would not talk about
his offer, that she could not imagine the matter very serious to him:
and if not to him assuredly to nobody else. ‘I dare say it will be
Edith Sims at last,’ mused she, and wished them both well.
A year earlier his offer might have been a matter of mere
indifference to her, but not now; for her birthday was just over, and
it was gratifying to find herself not obsolete even at thirty. This
birthday had loomed before her threateningly for months past, but now
it was over; and it became a sensible relief to feel and look at
thirty very much as she had felt and looked at twenty-nine. Her
mirror bore witness to no glaring accession of age having come upon
her in a single night. ‘After all,’ she mused, ‘life isn’t over at
thirty.’ Her thoughts flew before her to Notting Hill; if they dwelt
on any one in especial, it was not on Alan Hartley.
Not on Alan Hartley, though she foresaw that they must meet
frequently; for he and Stella were at Kensington again, planning to
stay there over Christmas. Stella she rather liked than disliked; and
as she no longer deemed her lot enviable, to see more of her would be
no grievance. Mr. Tresham also was in London, and likely to remain
there; for since his return from the East he had taken himself to
task for idleness, and had joined a band of good men in an effort to
visit and relieve the East-end poor in their squalid homes. His hobby
happened to be emigration, but he did not ride his hobby rough-shod
over his destitute neighbours. He was in London hard at work, and by
no means faring sumptuously every day; but glad sometimes to get a
mouthful of pure night air and of something more substantial at
Notting Hill. He and Lucy had not merely renewed acquaintance at the
wedding-party, but had met more than once afterwards during a week’s
holiday he gave himself at the seaside; had met on the beach, or in
country lanes, or down in some of the many drumbles. They had
botanised in company; and one day had captured a cuttle-fish
together, which Lucy insisted on putting safe back into the sea
before they turned homewards. They had talked of what grew at their
feet or lay before their eyes; but neither of them had alluded to
those old days when first they had known and liked each other, though
they obviously liked each other still.
Lucy, her thoughts running on some one who was not Alan, would have
made a very pretty picture. A sort of latent smile pervaded her
features without deranging them, and her eyes, gazing out at the
dreary autumn branches, looked absent and soft; soft, tender, and
pleased, though with a wistful expression through all.
The short, winter-like day had darkened by the time London Bridge was
reached. Lucy stepped on to the platform in hopes of being claimed by
Dr. Tyke’s man; but no such functionary appeared, neither was the fat
coach-man discernible along the line of vehicles awaiting occupants.
It was the first time Lucy had arrived in London without being either
accompanied or met at the Station, and the novel position made her
feel shy and a little nervous; so she was glad to stand unobtrusively
against a wall, whilst more enterprising individuals found or missed
their luggage. She preferred waiting, and she had to wait whilst
passengers craned their necks, elbowed their neighbours, blundered,
bawled, worried the Company’s servants, and found everything correct
after all. At last the huge mass of luggage dwindled to three boxes,
one carpet-bag, and one hamper, which were Lucy’s own; and which,
with herself, a porter consigned to a cab. Thus ended her anxieties.
From London Bridge to Notting Hill the cabman of course knew his way,
but in the mazes of Notting Hill he appealed to his fare for
guidance. Lucy informed him that Appletrees House stood in its own
large garden, and was sure to be well lighted up; and that it lay
somewhere to the left, up a steepish hill. A few wrong turnings first
made and next retrieved, a few lucky guesses, brought them to a
garden-wall, which a passing postman told them belonged to Dr.
Tyke’s premises. Lucy thrust her head out, and thought it all looked
very like, except that the house itself stood enveloped in grim
darkness; she had never noticed it look so dark before: could it be
that she had been forgotten and every one had gone out?
They drove round the little sweep and knocked; waited, and knocked
again. It was not till the grumbling cabman had knocked loud and long
a third time that the door was opened by a crying maid-servant, who
admitted Lucy into the unlighted hall with the explanation: ‘O Miss,
Miss, master has had a fit, and mistress is taking on so you can hear
her all over the place.’ At the same instant a peal of screaming,
hysterical laughter rang through the house.
Without waiting for a candle, Lucy ran stumbling up the broad
staircase, guided at once by her familiarity with the house and by
her cousin’s screams. On the second-floor landing one door stood open
revealing light at last, and Lucy ran straight in amongst the lights
and the people. For a moment she was dazzled, and distinguished
nothing clearly: in another moment she saw and understood all. Arthur
Tresham and a strange gentleman were standing pale and silent at the
fireplace, an old servant, stooping over the pillows, was busied in
some noiseless way, and Mrs. Tyke had flung herself face downwards on
the bed beside her husband.
Her husband? No, not her husband any longer, for she was a widow.
CHAPTER XVII.
A week of darkened windows, of condolence-cards and hushed inquiries,
of voices and faces saddened, of footsteps treading softly on one
landing. A week of many tears and quiet sorrow; of many words, for in
some persons grief speaks; and of half-silent sympathy, for in some
even sympathy is silent. A week wherein to weigh this world and find
it wanting, wherein also to realise the far more exceeding weight of
the other. A week begun with the hope whose blossom goes up as dust,
and ending with the sure and certain hope of the resurrection.
In goods and chattels, Mrs. Tyke remained none the poorer for her
husband’s death. He had left almost everything to her and absolutely
at her disposal, well knowing that their old faithful servants were
no less dear to her than to himself, and having on his side no poor
relations to provide for. His nephew Alan Hartley, and Mr. Tresham,
were appointed his executors. Alan the good-natured, addicted to
shirking trouble in general, consistently shirked this official
trouble in particular. Arthur Tresham did, what little work there was
to do, and did it in such a way as veiled his friend’s shortcomings.
Mrs. Tyke, with a life-long habit of leaning on some one, came, as a
matter of course, to lean on him, and appealed to him as to all sorts
of details, without once considering whether the time he devoted to
her service was reclaimed out of his work, or leisure, or rest; he
best knew, and the knowledge remained with him. Alan, though
sincerely sorry for his uncle’s death, cut private jokes with Stella
about his co-executor’s frequent visits to Appletrees House, and
ignored the shortcomings which entailed their necessity.
Mrs. Tyke, in her bereavement, clung to Lucy, and was thoroughly
amiable and helpless. She would sit for hours over the fire, talking
and crying her eyes and her nose red, whilst Lucy wrote her letters,
or grappled with her bills. Then they would both grow sleepy, and
doze off in opposite chimney-corners. So the maid might find them
when she brought up tea, or so Arthur when he dropped in on business,
or possibly on pleasure. Mrs. Tyke would sometimes merely open sleepy
eyes, shake hands, and doze off again; but Lucy would sit up wide
awake in a moment, ready to listen to all his long stories about his
poor people. Soon she took to making things for them, which he
carried away in his pocket, or, when too bulky for his pocket, in a
parcel under his arm. At last it happened, that they began talking of
old days, before he went to the East, and then each found that the
other remembered a great deal about those old days. So gradually it
came to pass that, from looking back together, they took also to
looking forward together.
Lucy’s courtship was most prosaic. Old women’s flannel and old men’s
rheumatism alternated with some more usual details of love-making,
and the exchange of rings was avowedly an exchange of old rings.
Arthur presented Lucy with his mother’s wedding-guard; but Lucy gave
him a fine diamond solitaire which had been her father’s, and the
romantic corner of her heart was gratified by the inequality of the
gifts. She would have preferred a little more romance certainly on
his side; if not less sense, at least more sentiment; something
reasonable enough to be relied upon, yet unreasonable enough to be
flattering. ‘But one cannot have everything,’ she reflected, meekly
remembering her own thirty years; and she felt what a deep
resting-place she had found in Arthur’s trusty heart, and how shallow
a grace had been the flattering charm of Alan’s manner. Till,
weighing her second love against her first, tears, at once proud and
humble, filled her eyes, and ‘one cannot have everything’ was
forgotten in ‘I can never give him back half enough.’
After the exchange of rings, she announced her engagement to
Catherine and Mrs. Tyke; to Jane also and Mr. Durham in few words and
as all business connected with Dr. Tyke’s will was already
satisfactorily settled, and Appletrees House about to pass into fresh
hands, she prepared to return home. Mrs. Tyke, too purposeless to be
abandoned to her own resources, begged an invitation to
Brompton-on-Sea, and received a cordial welcome down from both
sisters. Arthur was to remain at work in London till after Easter;
and then to join his friends at the seaside, claim his bride, and
take her away to spend their honey-moon beside that beautiful blue
Bosphorus which had not made him forget her.
If there was a romantic moment in their courtship, it was the moment
of parting at the noisy, dirty, crowded railway-station, when Arthur
terrified Lucy, to her great delight, by standing on the
carriage-step, and holding her hand locked fast in his own, an
instant after the train had started.
CHAPTER XVIII.
A short chapter makes fitting close to a short story.
In mid May, on a morning which set forth the perfection either of
sunny spring warmth or of breezy summer freshness, Arthur Tresham and
Lucy Charlmont took each other for better for worse, till death
should them part. Mr. Gawkins Drum gave away the bride; Miss Drum
appeared auspicious as a rainbow; Catherine glowed and expanded with
unselfish happiness; Mrs. Gawkins Drum pronounced the bride graceful,
elegant, but old-looking; Mr. Durham contributed a costly wedding
present, accompanied by a speech both ostentatious and affectionate;
Jane displayed herself a little disdainful, a little cross, and
supremely handsome; Alan and Stella—there was a young Alan now, a
comical little fright, more like mother than father—Alan and Stella
seemed to enjoy their friend’s wedding as light-heartedly as they had
enjoyed their own. No tears were shed, no stereotyped hypocrisies
uttered, no shoes flung; this time a true man and a true woman who
loved and honoured each other, and whom no man should put asunder,
were joined together; and thus the case did not lend itself to any
tribute of lies, miscalled white.
Four months after their marriage Mr.Tresham was hard at work again in
London among his East-end poor; while Lucy, taking a day’s holiday at
Brompton-on Sea, sat in the old familiar drawing-room, Catherine’s
exclusively now. She had returned from the East blooming, vigorous,
full of gentle fun and kindly happiness: so happy, that she would not
have exchanged her present lot for aught except her own future; so
happy, that it saddened her to believe Catherine less happy than
herself.
The two sisters sat at the open window, alike yet unlike: the elder
handsome, resolute, composed; the younger with the old wistful
expression in her tender beautiful eyes. They had talked of Jane,
who, though not dissatisfied with her lot, too obviously despised her
husband; once lately, she had written of him as the ‘habitation-tax’
paid for Orpingham Place: of Jane, who was too worldly either to keep
right in the spirit, or go wrong in the letter. They had talked, and
they had fallen silent; for Catherine, who loved no one on earth as
she loved her frivolous sister, could best bear in silence the sting
of shame and grief for her sake.
Full in view of the drawing-room windows spread the sea, beautiful,
strong, resistless, murmuring; the sea which had cast a burden on
Catherine’s life, and from which she now never meant to absent
herself; the sea from which Lucy had fled in the paroxysm of her
nervous misery.
At last Lucy spoke again very earnestly,—‘Oh, Catherine, I cannot bear
to be so happy when I think of you! If only you, too, had a future.’
Catherine leaned over her happy sister and gave her one kiss, a rare
sign with her of affectionate emotion. Then she turned to face the
open sky and sea.—‘My dear,’ she answered, whilst her eyes gazed
beyond clouds and waves, and rested on one narrow streak of sunlight
which glowed at the horizon,—‘My dear, my future seems further off
than yours; but I certainly have a future, and I can wait.’
THE LOST TITIAN.
‘A lie with a circumstance.’
WALTER SCOTT.
The last touch was laid on. The great painter stood opposite the
masterpiece of the period; the masterpiece of his life.
Nothing remained to be added. The orange drapery was perfect in its
fruit-like intensity of hue; each vine-leaf was curved, each tendril
twisted, as if fanned by the soft south wind; the sunshine brooded
drowsily upon every dell and swelling upland: but a tenfold
drowsiness slept in the cedar shadows. Look a moment, and those
cymbals must clash, that panther bound forward; draw nearer, and the
songs of those ripe, winy lips must become audible.
The achievement of his life glowed upon the easel, and Titian was
satisfied.
Beside him, witnesses of his triumph, stood his two friends—Gianni
the successful, and Giannuccione the universal disappointment.
Gianni ranked second in Venice; second in most things, but in nothing
first. His colorito paled only before that of his illustrious rival,
whose supremacy, however, he ostentatiously asserted. So in other
matters. Only the renowned Messer Cecchino was a more sonorous singer;
only fire-eating Prince Barbuto a better swordsman; only Arrigo il
Biondo a finer dancer or more sculpturesque beauty; even Caterina
Suprema, in that contest of gallantry which has been celebrated by so
many pens and pencils, though she awarded the rose of honour to Matteo
Grande, the wit, yet plucked off a leaf for the all but victor Gianni.
A step behind him lounged Giannuccione, who had promised everything
and fulfilled nothing. At the appearance of his first picture—‘Venus
whipping Cupid with feathers plucked from his own wing’—Venice rang
with his praises, and Titian foreboded a rival: but when, year after
year, his works appeared still lazily imperfect, though always all
but perfect, Venice subsided into apathetic silence, and Titian felt
that no successor to his throne had as yet achieved the purple.
So these two stood with the great master in the hour of his triumph:
Gianni loud, and Giannuccione hearty, in his applauses.
Only these two stood with him: as yet Venice at large knew not what
her favourite had produced. It was, indeed, rumoured, that Titian had
long been at work on a painting which he himself accounted his
masterpiece, but its subject was a secret; and while some spoke of it
as an undoubted Vintage of red grapes, others maintained it to be a
Dance of wood-nymphs; while one old gossip whispered that, whatever
else the painting might contain, she knew whose sunset-coloured
tresses and white brow would figure in the foreground. But the
general ignorance mattered little; for, though words might have named
the theme, no words could have described a picture which combined the
softness of a dove’s breast with the intensity of an October sunset:
a picture of which the light almost warmed, and the fruit actually
bloomed and tempted.
Titian gazed upon his work, and was satisfied: Giannuccione gazed
upon his friend’s work, and was satisfied: only Gianni gazed upon his
friend and upon his work, and was enviously dissatisfied.
‘To-morrow,’ said Titian,—‘to-morrow Venice shall behold what she has
long honoured by her curiosity. To-morrow, with music and festivity,
the unknown shall be unveiled; and you, my friends, shall withdraw
the curtain.’
The two friends assented.
‘To-morrow,’ he continued, half amused, half thoughtful, ‘I know
whose white brows will be knit, and whose red lips will pout. Well,
they shall have their turn: but blue eyes are not always in season;
hazel eyes, like hazel nuts, have their season also.’
‘True,’ chimed the chorus.
‘But to-night,’ he pursued, ‘let us devote the hours to sacred
friendship. Let us with songs and bumpers rehearse to-morrow’s
festivities and let your congratulations forestall its triumphs.’
‘Yes, evviva!’ returned the chorus, briskly; and again ‘evviva!’
So, with smiles and embraces, they parted. So they met again at the
welcome coming of Argus-eyed night.
The studio was elegant with clusters of flowers, sumptuous with
crimson, gold-bordered hangings, and luxurious with cushions and
perfumes. From the walls peeped pictured fruit and fruit-like faces,
between the curtains and in the corners gleamed moonlight-tinted
statues; whilst on the easel reposed the beauty of the evening,
overhung by budding boughs, and illuminated by an alabaster lamp
burning scented oil. Strewn about the apartment lay musical
instruments and packs of cards. On the table were silver dishes,
filled with leaves and choice fruits; wonderful vessels of Venetian
glass, containing rare wines and iced waters; and footless goblets,
which allowed the guest no choice but to drain his bumper.
That night the bumpers brimmed. Toast after toast was quaffed to the
success of tomorrow, the exaltation of the unveiled beauty, the
triumph of its author.
At last Giannuccione, flushed and sparkling, rose: ‘Let us drink,’ he
cried, ‘to our host’s success to-morrow: may it be greater than the
past, and less than the future!’
‘Not so,’ answered Titian, suddenly; ‘not so: I feel my star
culminate.’
He said it gravely, pushing back his seat, and rising from table. His
spirits seemed in a moment to flag, and he looked pale in the
moonlight. It was as though the blight of the evil eye had fallen
upon him.
Gianni saw his disquiet, and laboured to remove it. He took a lute
from the floor, and tuning it, exerted his skill in music. He wrung
from the strings cries of passion, desolate sobs, a wail as of one
abandoned, plaintive, most tender tones as of the solitario passero.
The charm worked: vague uneasiness was melting into delicious
melancholy. He redoubled his efforts; he drew out tinkling notes
joyful as the feet of dancers; he struck notes like fire, and,
uniting his voice to the instrument, sang the glories of Venice and
of Titian. His voice, full, mellow, exultant, vibrated through the
room; and, when it ceased, the bravos of his friends rang out an
enthusiastic chorus.
Then, more stirring than the snap of castanets on dexterous fingers;
more fascinating, more ominous, than a snake’s rattle, sounded the
music of the dice-box.
The stakes were high, waxing higher, and higher; the tide of fortune
set steadily towards Titian. Giannuccione laughed and played, played
and laughed with reckless good-nature, doubling and redoubling his
bets apparently quite at random. At length, however, he paused,
yawned, laid down the dice, observing that it would cost him a good
six months’ toil to pay off his losses—a remark which elicited a
peculiar smile of intelligence from his companions—and, lounging back
upon the cushions, fell fast asleep.
Gianni also had been a loser: Gianni the imperturbable, who won and
lost alike with steady hand and unvarying colour. Rumour stated that
one evening he lost, won back, lost once more, and finally regained
his whole property unmoved: at last only relinquishing the game,
which fascinated, but could not excite him, for lack of an adversary.
In like manner he now threw his possessions, as coolly as if they
been another’s, piecemeal into the gulph. First his money went, then
his collection of choice sketches; his gondola followed, his plate,
his jewelry. These gone, for the first time he laughed.
‘Come,’ he said, ‘amico mio, let us throw the crowning cast. I stake
thereon myself; if you win, you may sell me to the Moor to-morrow,
with the remnant of my patrimony; to wit, one house, containing
various articles of furniture and apparel; yea, if aught else remains
to me, that also do I stake: against these set you your newborn
beauty, and let us throw for the last time; lest it be said cogged
dice are used in Venice, and I be taunted with the true
proverb,—“Save me from my friends, and I will take care of my
enemies.”’
‘So be it,’ mused Titian, ‘even so. If I gain, my friend shall not
suffer; if I lose, I can but buy back my treasure with this night’s
winnings. His whole fortune will stand Gianni in more stead than my
picture; moreover, luck favours me. Besides, it can only be that my
friend jests, and would try my confidence.’
So argued Titian, heated by success, by wine and play. But for these,
he would freely have restored his adversary’s fortune, though it had
been multiplied tenfold, and again tenfold, rather than have risked
his life’s labour on the hazard of the dice.
They threw.
Luck had turned, and Gianni was successful.
Titian, nothing doubting, laughed as he looked up from the table into
his companion’s face; but no shadow of jesting lingered there. Their
eyes met, and read each other’s heart at a glance.
One, discerned the gnawing envy of a life satiated: a thousand
mortifications, a thousand inferiorities, compensated in a moment.
The other, read an indignation that even yet scarcely realised the
treachery which kindled it; a noble indignation, that more upbraided
the false friend than the destroyer of a life’s hope.
It was a nine-days’ wonder in Venice what had become of Titian’s
masterpiece; who had spirited it away,—why, when, and where. Some
explained the mystery by hinting that Clementina Beneplacida, having
gained secret access to the great master’s studio, had there, by dint
of scissors, avenged her slighted beauty, and in effigy defaced her
nut-brown rival. Others said that Giannuccione, paying tipsy homage
to his friend’s performance, had marred its yet moist surface. Others
again averred, that in a moment of impatience, Titian’s own sponge
flung against the canvas, had irremediably blurred the principal
figure. None knew, none guessed the truth. Wonder fulfilled its
little day, and then, subsiding, was forgotten: having, it may be,
after all, as truly amused Venice the volatile as any work of art
could have done, though it had robbed sunset of its glow, its glory,
and its fire.
But why was the infamy of that night kept secret?
By Titian, because in blazoning abroad his companion’s treachery, he
would subject himself to the pity of those from whom he scarcely
accepted homage; and, in branding Gianni as a traitor, he would
expose himself as a dupe.
By Gianni, because had the truth got wind, his iniquitous prize might
have been wrested from him, and his malice frustrated in the moment
of triumph; not to mention that vengeance had a subtler relish when
it kept back a successful rival from the pinnacle of fame, than when
it merely exposed a friend to humiliation. As artists, they might
possibly have been accounted rivals; as astute men of the world,
never.
Giannuccione had not witnessed all the transactions of that night.
Thanks to his drunken sleep, he knew little; and what he guessed,
Titian’s urgency induced him to suppress. It was, indeed, noticed
how, from that time forward, two of the three inseparables appeared
in a measure, estranged from the third; yet all outward observances
of courtesy were continued, and, if embraces had ceased, bows and
doffings never failed.
For weeks, even for months, Gianni restrained his love for play, and,
painting diligently, laboured to rebuild his shattered fortune. All
prospered in his hands. His sketches sold with unprecedented
readiness, his epigrams charmed the noblest dinner-givers, his verses
and piquant little airs won him admission into the most exclusive
circles. Withal, he seemed to be steadying. His name no more pointed
stories of drunken frolics in the purlieus of the city, of mad wagers
in the meanest company, of reckless duels with nameless adversaries.
If now he committed follies, they were committed in the best society;
if he sinned, it was, at any rate, in a patrician casa; and, though
his morals might not yet be flawless, his taste was unimpeachable.
His boon companions grumbled, yet could not afford to dispense with
him; his warmest friends revived hopes which long ago had died away
into despair. It was the heyday of his life: fortune and Venice alike
courted him; he had but to sun himself in their smiles, and accept
their favours.
So, nothing loth, he did, and for a while prospered. But, as the
extraordinary stimulus flagged, the extraordinary energy flagged with
it. Leisure returned, and with leisure the allurements of old
pursuits. In proportion as his expenditure increased, his gains
lessened; and, just when all his property, in fact, belonged to his
creditors, he put the finishing stroke to his obvious ruin, by
staking and losing at the gambling-table what was no longer his own.
That night beheld Gianni grave, dignified, imperturbable, and a
beggar. Next day, his creditors, princely and plebeian, would be upon
him: everything must go; not a scrap, not a fragment, could be held
back. Even Titian’s masterpiece would be claimed; that prize for
which he had played away his soul, by which, it may be, he had hoped
to acquire a worldwide fame, when its mighty author should be
silenced forever in the dust.
Yet to-morrow, not to-night, would be the day of reckoning; to-night,
therefore, was his own. With a cool head he conceived, with a steady
hand he executed, his purpose. Taking coarse pigments, such as, when
he pleased, might easily be removed, he daubed over those figures
which seemed to live, and that wonderful background, which not Titian
himself could reproduce; then, on the blank surface, he painted a
dragon, flaming, clawed, preposterous. One day he would recover his
dragon, recover his Titian under the dragon, and the world should see.
Next morning the crisis came.
After all, Gianni’s effects were worth more than had been supposed.
They included Giannuccione’s Venus whipping Cupid—how obtained, who
knows?—a curiously wrought cup, by a Florentine goldsmith, just then
rising into notice; within the hollow of the foot was engraved
Benvenuto Cellini, surmounted by an outstretched hand, symbolic of
welcome, and quaintly allusive to the name; a dab by Giorgione, a
scribble of the brush by Titian, and two feets square of genuine
Tintoret. The creditors brightened; there was not enough for honesty,
but there was ample for the production of a most decorous bankrupt.
His wardrobe was a study of colour; his trinkets, few but choice,
were of priceless good taste. Moreover, his demeanour was
unimpeachable and his delinquencies came to light with the best grace
imaginable. Some called him a defaulter, but all admitted he was a
thorough gentleman.
Foremost in the hostile ranks stood Titian; Titian, who now, for the
first time since that fatal evening, crossed his rival’s threshold.
His eye searched eagerly among the heap of nameless canvasses for one
unforgotten beauty, who had occasioned him such sore heartache; but
he sought in vain; only in the forefront sprawled a dragon, flaming,
clawed, preposterous; grinned, twinkled, erected his tail, and
flouted him.
‘Yes,’ said Gianni, answering his looks, not words, yet seeming to
address the whole circle, ‘Signori miei, these compose all my
gallery. An immortal sketch, by Messer Tiziano’—here a complimentary
bow—‘a veritable Giorgione; your own work, Messer Robusti, which
needs no comment of mine to fix its value. A few productions by
feebler hands, yet not devoid of merit. These are all. The most
precious part of my collection was destroyed (I need not state,
accidentally), three days ago by fire. That dragon, yet moist, was
designed for mine host, Bevilacqua Mangiaruva; but this morning, I
hear, with deep concern, of his sudden demise.’
Here Lupo Vorace of the Orco decapitato stepped forward. He, as he
explained at length, was a man of few words (this, doubtless, in
theory); but to make a long story short, so charmed was he by the
scaly monster that he would change his sign, accept the ownerless
dragon, and thereby wipe out a voluminous score which stood against
his debtor. Gianni, with courteous thanks, explained that the dragon,
still moist, was unfit for immediate transport; that it should remain
in the studio for a short time longer; and that, as soon as its
safety permitted, he would himself convey it to the inn of his
liberal creditor. But on this point Lupo was inflexible. In diffuse
but unvarying terms he claimed instant possession of Gianni’s
masterstroke. He seized it, reared it face upwards on to his head,
and by his exit broke up the conclave of creditors.
What remains can be briefly told.
Titian, his last hope in this direction wrecked, returned to achieve,
indeed, fresh greatnesses: but not the less returned to the tedium of
straining after an ideal once achieved, but now lost forever.
Giannuccione, half amused, half mortified, at the slighting mention
made of his performances, revenged himself in an epigram, of which
the following is a free translation:—
‘Gianni my friend and I both strove to excel,
But, missing better, settled down in well.
Both fail, indeed; but not alike we fail—
My forte being Venus’ face, and his a dragon’s tail.’
Gianni, in his ruin, took refuge with a former friend; and there,
treated almost on the footing of a friend, employed his superabundant
leisure in concocting a dragon superior in all points to its
predecessor; but, when this was almost completed, this which was to
ransom his unsuspected treasure from the clutches of Lupo, the more
relentless clutches of death fastened upon himself.
His secret died with him.
An oral tradition of a somewhere extant lost Titian having survived
all historical accuracy, and so descended to another age, misled the
learned Dr. Landau into purchasing a spurious work for the Gallery of
Lunenberg; and even more recently induced Dr. Dreieck to expend a
large sum on a nominal Titian, which he afterwards bequeathed to the
National Museum of Saxe Eulenstein. The subject of this latter
painting is a Vintage of red grapes, full of life and vigour,
exhibiting marked talent, but clearly assignable to the commencement
of a later century.
There remains, however, a hope that some happy accident may yet
restore to the world the masterpiece of one of her most brilliant
sons.
Reader, should you chance to discern over wayside inn or metropolitan
hotel a dragon pendent, or should you find such an effigy amid the
lumber of a broker’s shop, whether it be red, green, or piebald,
demand it importunately, pay for it liberally, and in the privacy of
home scrub it. It may be that from behind the dragon will emerge a
fair one, fairer than Andromeda, and that to you will appertain the
honour of yet further exalting Titian’s greatness in the eyes of a
world.
NICK.
There dwelt in a small village, not a thousand miles from Fairyland,
a poor man, who had no family to labour for or friend to assist. When
I call him poor, you must not suppose he was a homeless wanderer,
trusting to charity for a night’s lodging; on the contrary, his stone
house, with its green verandah and flower-garden, was the prettiest
and snuggest in all the place, the doctor’s only excepted. Neither
was his store of provisions running low: his farm supplied him with
milk, eggs, mutton, butter, poultry, and cheese in abundance; his
fields with hops and barley for beer, and wheat for bread; his
orchard with fruit and cider; and his kitchen-garden with vegetables
and wholesome herbs. He had, moreover, health, an appetite to enjoy
all these good things, and strength to walk about his possessions.
No, I call him poor because, with all these, he was discontented and
envious. It was in vain that his apples were the largest for miles
around, if his neighbour’s vines were the most productive by a single
bunch; it was in vain that his lambs were fat and thriving, if some
one else’s sheep bore twins: so, instead of enjoying his own
prosperity, and being glad when his neighbours prospered too, he
would sit grumbling and bemoaning himself as if every other man’s
riches were his poverty. And thus it was that one day our friend Nick
leaned over Giles Hodge’s gate, counting his cherries.
‘Yes,’ he muttered, ‘I wish I were sparrows to eat them up, or a
blight to kill your fine trees altogether.’
The words were scarcely uttered when he felt a tap on his shoulder,
and looking round, perceived a little rosy woman, no bigger than a
butterfly, who held her tiny fist clenched in a menacing attitude.
She looked scornfully at him, and said: ‘Now listen, you churl, you!
henceforward you shall straightway become everything you wish; only
mind, you must remain under one form for at least an hour.’ Then she
gave him a slap in the face, which made his cheek tingle as if a bee
had stung him, and disappeared with just so much sound as a dewdrop
makes in falling.
Nick rubbed his cheek in a pet, pulling wry faces and showing his
teeth. He was boiling over with vexation, but dared not vent it in
words lest some unlucky wish should escape him. Just then the sun
seemed to shine brighter than ever, the wind blew spicy from the
south; all Giles’s roses looked redder and larger than before, while
his cherries seemed to multiply, swell, ripen. He could refrain no
longer, but, heedless of the fairy-gift he had just received,
exclaimed, ‘I wish I were sparrows eating’ No sooner said than done:
in a moment he found himself a whole flight of hungry birds, pecking,
devouring, and bidding fair to devastate the envied cherry-trees. But
honest Giles was on the watch hard by; for that very morning it had
struck him he must make nets for the protection of his fine fruit.
Forthwith he ran home, and speedily returned with a revolver
furnished with quite a marvellous array of barrels. Pop, bang—pop,
bang! he made short work of the sparrows, and soon reduced the enemy
to one crestfallen biped with broken leg and wing, who limped to hide
himself under a holly-bush. But though the fun was over, the hour was
not; so Nick must needs sit out his allotted time. Next a pelting
shower came down, which soaked him through his torn, ruffled
feathers; and then, exactly as the last drops fell and the sun came
out with a beautiful rainbow, a tabby cat pounced upon him. Giving
himself up for lost, he chirped in desperation, ‘O, I wish I were a
dog to worry you!’ Instantly—for the hour was just passed—in the grip
of his horrified adversary, he turned at bay, a savage bull-dog. A
shake, a deep bite, and poor puss was out of her pain. Nick, with
immense satisfaction, tore her fur to bits, wishing he could in like
manner exterminate all her progeny. At last, glutted with vengeance,
he lay down beside his victim, relaxed his ears and tail, and fell
asleep.
Now that tabby-cat was the property and special pet of no less a
personage than the doctor’s lady; so when dinner-time came, and not
the cat, a general consternation pervaded the household. The kitchens
were searched, the cellars, the attics; every apartment was
ransacked; even the watch-dog’s kennel was visited. Next the stable
was rummaged, then the hay-loft; lastly, the bereaved lady wandered
disconsolately through her own private garden into the shrubbery,
calling ‘Puss, puss,’ and looking so intently up the trees as not to
perceive what lay close before her feet. Thus it was that, unawares,
she stumbled over Nick, and trod upon his tail.
Up jumped our hero, snarling, biting, and rushing at her with such
blind fury as to miss his aim. She ran, he ran. Gathering up his
strength, he took a flying-leap after his victim; her foot caught in
the spreading root of an oaktree, she fell, and he went over her
head, clear over, into a bed of stinging-nettles. Then she found
breath to raise that fatal cry, ‘Mad dog!’ Nick’s blood curdled in
his veins; he would have slunk away if he could; but already a stout
labouring-man, to whom he had done many an ill turn in the time of
his humanity, had spied him, and, bludgeon in hand, was preparing to
give chase. However, Nick had the start of him, and used it too;
while the lady, far behind, went on vociferating, ‘Mad dog, mad dog!’
inciting doctor, servants, and vagabonds to the pursuit. Finally, the
whole village came pouring out to swell the hue and cry.
The dog kept ahead gallantly, distancing more and more the asthmatic
doctor, fat Giles, and, in fact, all his pursuers except the
bludgeon-bearing labourer, who was just near enough to persecute his
tail. Nick knew the magic hour must be almost over, and so kept
forming wish after wish as he ran,—that he were a viper only to get
trodden on, a thorn to run into some one’s foot, a man-trap in the
path, even the detested bludgeon to miss its aim and break. This wish
crossed his mind at the propitious moment; the bull-dog vanished, and
the labourer, overreaching himself, fell flat on his face, while his
weapon struck deep into the earth, and snapped.
A strict search was instituted after the missing dog, but without
success. During two whole days the village children were exhorted to
keep indoors and beware of dogs; on the third an inoffensive bull pup
was hanged, and the panic subsided.
Meanwhile the labourer, with his shattered stick, walked home in
silent wonder, pondering on the mysterious disappearance. But the
puzzle was beyond his solution; so he only made up his mind not to
tell his wife the whole story till after tea. He found her preparing
for that meal, the bread and cheese set out, and the kettle singing
softly on the fire. ‘Here’s something to make the kettle boil,
mother,’ said he, thrusting our hero between the bars and seating
himself; ‘for I’m mortal tired and thirsty.’
Nick crackled and blazed away cheerfully, throwing out bright sparks,
and lighting up every corner of the little room. He toasted the
cheese to a nicety, made the kettle boil without spilling a drop, set
the cat purring with comfort, and illuminated the pots and pans into
splendour. It was provocation enough to be burned; but to contribute
by his misfortune to the well-being of his tormentors was still more
aggravating. He heard, too, all their remarks and wonderment about
the supposed mad-dog, and saw the doctor’s lady’s own maid bring the
labourer five shillings as a reward for his exertions. Then followed
a discussion as to what should be purchased with the gift, till at
last it was resolved to have their best window glazed with real
glass. The prospect of their grandeur put the finishing-stroke to
Nick’s indignation. Sending up a sudden flare, he wished with all his
might that he were fire to burn the cottage.
Forthwith the flame leaped higher than ever flame leaped before. It
played for a moment about a ham, and smoked it to a nicety; then,
fastening on the woodwork above the chimney-corner, flashed full into
a blaze. The labourer ran for help, while his wife, a timid woman,
with three small children, overturned two pails of water on the
floor, and set the beer-tap running. This done, she hurried, wringing
her hands, to the door, and threw it wide open. The sudden draught of
air did more mischief than all Nick’s malice, and fanned him into
quite a conflagration. He danced upon the rafters, melted a
pewter-pot and a pat of butter, licked up the beer, and was just
making his way towards the bedroom, when through the thatch and down
the chimney came a rush of water. This arrested his progress for the
moment; and before he could recover himself, a second and a third
discharge from the enemy completed his discomfiture. Reduced ere long
to one blue flame, and entirely surrounded by a wall of wet ashes,
Nick sat and smouldered; while the good-natured neighbours did their
best to remedy the mishap,—saved a small remnant of beer, assured the
labourer that his landlord was certain to do the repairs, and
observed that the ham would eat ‘beautiful.’
Our hero now had leisure for reflection. His situation precluded all
hope of doing further mischief; and the disagreeable conviction kept
forcing itself upon his mind that, after all, he had caused more
injury to himself than to any of his neighbours. Remembering, too,
how contemptuously the fairy woman had looked and spoken, he began to
wonder how he could ever have expected to enjoy her gift. Then it
occurred to him, that if he merely studied his own advantage without
trying to annoy other people, perhaps his persecutor might be
propitiated; so he fell to thinking over all his acquaintances, their
fortunes and misfortunes; and, having weighed well their several
claims on his preference, ended by wishing himself the rich old man
who lived in a handsome house just beyond the turnpike. In this wish
he burned out.
The last glimmer had scarcely died away, when Nick found himself in a
bed hung round with faded curtains, and occupying the centre of a
large room. A night-lamp, burning on the chimney-piece, just enabled
him to discern a few shabby old articles of furniture, a scanty
carpet, and some writing materials on a table. These objects looked
somewhat dreary; but for his comfort he felt an inward consciousness
of a goodly money-chest stowed away under his bed, and of sundry
precious documents hidden in a secret cupboard in the wall.
So he lay very cosily, and listened to the clock ticking, the mice
squeaking, and the house-dog barking down below. This was, however,
but a drowsy occupation; and he soon bore witness to its somniferous
influence by sinking into a fantastic dream about his money-chest.
First, it was broken open, then shipwrecked, then burned; lastly,
some men in masks, whom he knew instinctively to be his own servants,
began dragging it away. Nick started up, clutched hold of something
in the dark, found his last dream true, and the next moment was
stretched on the floor—lifeless, yet not insensible—by a heavy blow
from a crowbar.
The men now proceeded to secure their booty, leaving our hero where
he fell. They carried off the chest, broke open and ransacked the
secret closet, overturned the furniture, to make sure that no
hiding-place of treasure escaped them, and at length, whispering
together, left the room.
Nick felt quite discouraged by his ill success, and now entertained
only one wish—that he were himself again. Yet even this wish gave him
some anxiety; for he feared that if the servants returned and found
him in his original shape they might take him for a spy, and murder
him in downright earnest. While he lay thus cogitating two of the men
reappeared, bearing a shutter and some tools. They lifted him up,
laid him on the shutter, and carried him out of the room, down the
back-stairs, through a long vaulted passage, into the open air. No
word was spoken; but Nick knew they were going to bury him.
An utter horror seized him, while, at the same time, he felt a
strange consciousness that his hair would not stand on end because he
was dead. The men set him down, and began in silence to dig his
grave. It was soon ready to receive him; they threw the body roughly
in, and cast upon it the first shovelful of earth.
But the moment of deliverance had arrived. His wish suddenly found
vent in a prolonged unearthly yell. Damp with night dew, pale as
death, and shivering from head to foot, he sat bolt upright, with
starting, staring eyes and chattering teeth. The murderers, in mortal
fear, cast down their tools, plunged deep into a wood hard by, and
were never heard of more.
Under cover of night Nick made the best of his way home, silent and
pondering. Next morning he gave Giles Hodge a rare tulip root, with
full directions for rearing it; he sent the doctor’s wife a Persian
cat twice the size of her lost pet; the labourer’s cottage was
repaired, his window glazed, and his beer barrel replaced by unknown
agency; and when a vague rumour reached the village that the miser
was dead, that his ghost had been heard bemoaning itself, and that
all his treasures had been carried off, our hero was one of the few
persons who did not say, ‘And served him right, too.’
Finally, Nick was never again heard to utter a wish.
HERO.
A METAMORPHOSIS.
‘Oh, wad some power the giftie gie us!’
BURNS.
If you consult the authentic map of Fairyland (recently published by
Messrs. Moon, Shine, and Co.) you will notice that the emerald green
line which indicates its territorial limit, is washed towards the
south by a bold expanse of sea, undotted by either rocks or islands.
To the north-west it touches the work-a-day world, yet is effectually
barricaded against intruders by an impassable chain of mountains;
which, enriched throughout with mines of gems and metals, presents on
Manside a leaden sameness of hue, but on Elfside glitters with
diamonds and opals as with ten thousand fire-flies. The greater
portion of the west frontier is, however, bounded, not by these
mountains, but by an arm of the sea, which forms a natural barrier
between the two countries; its eastern shore peopled by good folks
and canny neighbours, gay sprites, graceful fairies, and sportive
elves; its western by a bold tribe of semi-barbarous fishermen.
Nor was it without reason that the first settlers selected this
fishing-field, and continued to occupy it, though generation after
generation they lived and died almost isolated. Their swift,
white-sailed boats ever bore the most delicate freights of fish to
the markets of Outerworld—and not of fish only; many a waif and stray
from Fairyland washed ashore amongst them. Now a fiery carbuncle
blazed upon the sand; now a curiously-wrought ball of gold or ivory
was found imbedded amongst the pebbles. Sometimes a sunny wave threw
up a rose-coloured winged shell or jewelled starfish; sometimes a
branch of unfading seaweed, exquisitely perfumed. But though these
treasures, when once secured, could be offered for sale and purchased
by all alike, they were never, in the first instance, discovered
except by children or innocent young maidens; in-deed, this fact was
of such invariable occurrence, and children were so fortunate in
treasure-finding, that a bluff mariner would often, on returning home
empty-handed from his day’s toil, despatch his little son or daughter
to a certain sheltered stretch of shingle, which went by the name of
‘the children’s harvestfield;’ hoping by such means to repair his
failure.
Amongst this race of fishermen was none more courageous, hospitable,
and free-spoken than Peter Grump the widower; amongst their daughters
was none more graceful and pure than his only child Hero, beautiful,
lively, tender-hearted, and fifteen; the pet of her father, the pride
of her neighbours, and the true love of Forss, as sturdy a young
fellow as ever cast a net in deep water, or rowed against wind and
tide for dear life.
One afternoon Hero, rosy through the splashing spray and sea-wind,
ran home full-handed from the harvest-field.
‘See here, father!’ she cried, eagerly depositing a string of
sparkling red beads upon the table: ‘see, are they not beautiful?’
Peter Grump examined them carefully, holding each bead up to the
light, and weighing them in his hand.
‘Beautiful indeed!’ echoed Forss, who unnoticed, at least by the
elder, had followed Hero into the cottage. ‘Ah, if I had a sister to
find me fairy treasures, I would take the three months’ long journey
to the best market of Outerworld, and make my fortune there.’
‘Then you would rather go the three months’ journey into Outerworld
than come every evening to my father’s cottage?’ said Hero, shyly.
‘Truly I would go to Outerworld first, and come to you afterwards,’
her lover answered, with a smile; for he thought how speedily on his
return he would have a tight house of his own, and a fair young wife,
too.
‘Father,’ said Hero presently, ‘if, instead of gifts coming now and
then to us, I could go to Giftland and grow rich there, would you
fret after me?’
‘Truly,’ answered honest Peter, ‘if you can go and be Queen of
Fairyland, I will not keep you back from such eminence:’ for he
thought, ‘my darling jests; no one ever traversed those mountains or
that inland sea, and how should her little feet cross over?’
But Hero, who could not read their hearts, said within herself, ‘They
do not love me as I love them. Father should not leave me to be fifty
kings; and I would not leave Forss to go to Fairyland, much less
Outerworld.’
Yet from that day forward Hero was changed; their love no longer
seemed sufficient for her; she sought after other love and other
admiration. Once a lily was ample head-dress, now she would heighten
her complexion with a wreath of gorgeous blossoms; once it was enough
that Peter and Forss should be pleased with her, now she grudged any
man’s notice to her fellow-maidens. Stung by supposed indifference,
she suffered disappointment to make her selfish. Her face, always
beautiful, lost its expression of gay sweetness; her temper became
capricious, and instead of cheerful airs she would sing snatches of
plaintive or bitter songs. Her father looked anxious, her lover sad;
both endeavoured, by the most patient tenderness, to win her back to
her former self; but a weight lay on their hearts when they noticed
that she no longer brought home fairy treasures, and remembered that
such could be found only by the innocent.
One evening Hero, sick alike of herself and of others, slipped
unnoticed from the cottage, and wandered seawards. Though the moon
had not yet risen, she could see her way distinctly, for all
Fairycoast flashed one blaze of splendour. A soft wind bore to Hero
the hum of distant instruments and songs, mingled with ringing
laughter; and she thought, full of curiosity, that some festival must
be going on amongst the little people; perhaps a wedding.
Suddenly the music ceased, the lights danced up and down, ran to and
fro, clambered here and there, skurried round and round with
irregular precipitate haste, while the laughter was succeeded by
fitful sounds of lamentation and fear. Hero fancied some precious
thing must have been lost, and that a minute search was going on. For
hours the commotion continued, then gradually, spark by spark, the
blaze died out, and all seemed once more quiet; yet still the low
wail of sorrow was audible.
Weary at length of watching. Hero arose; and was just about to turn
homewards, when a noisy, vigorous wave leaped ashore, and deposited
something shining at her feet.
She stooped. What could it be?
It was a broad, luminous shell, fitted up with pillows and an awning.
On the pillows and under the scented canopy lay fast asleep a little
creature, butterfly-winged and coloured like a rose-leaf. The fish
who should have piloted her had apparently perished at his post, some
portion of his pulp still cleaving to the shell’s fluted lip; while
unconscious of her faithful adherent’s fate rocked by wind and wave,
the Princess Royal of Fairyland had floated fast asleep to Man-side.
Her disappearance it was which had occasioned such painful commotion
amongst her family and affectionate lieges; but all their
lamentations failed to rouse her; and not till the motion of the
water ceased did she awake to find herself, vessel and all, cradled
in the hands of Hero.
During some moments the two stared at each other in silent amazement;
then a suspicion of the truth flashing across her mind. Princess Fay
sat upright on her couch and spoke,—
‘What gift shall I give you that so I may return to my home in peace?’
For an instant Hero would have answered, ‘Give me the love of Forss:’
but pride checked the words, and she said, ‘Grant me, wherever I am,
to become the supreme object of admiration.’
Princess Fay smiled, ‘As you will,’ said she; ‘but to effect this you
must come with me to my country.’
Then, whilst Hero looked round for some road which mortal feet might
traverse, Fay uttered a low, bird-like call, A slight frothing
ensued, at the water’s edge, close to the shingle, whilst one by one
mild, scaly faces peered above the surface, and vigorous tails
propelled their owners. Next, three strong fishes combining
themselves into a raft. Hero seated herself on the centre back, and
holding fast her little captive, launched out upon the water.
Soon they passed beyond where mortal sailor had ever navigated, and
explored the unknown sea. Strange forms of seals and porpoises,
marine snails and unicorns contemplated them with surprise, followed
reverentially in their wake, and watched them safe ashore.
But on Hero their curious ways were lost, so absorbed was she by
ambitious longings. Even after landing, to her it seemed nothing
that her feet trod on sapphires, and that both birds and fairies
made their nests in the adjacent trees. Blinded, deafened,
stultified by self, she passed unmoved through crystal streets,
between fountains of rainbow, along corridors carpeted with
butterflies’ wings, up a staircase formed from a single tusk, into
the opal presence-chamber, even to the foot of the carnelian
dormouse on which sat enthroned Queen Fairy.
Till the Queen said, ‘What gift shall I give you, that so my child
may be free from you and we at peace?’
Then again Hero answered, ‘Grant me, wherever I am, to become the
supreme object of admiration.’
Thereat a hum and buzz of conflicting voices ran through the
apartment. The immutable statutes of Fairycourt enacted that no
captured fairy could be set free except at the price named by the
captor; from this necessity not even the blood-royal was exempt, so
that the case was very urgent; on the other hand, the beauty of Hero,
her extreme youth, and a certain indignant sorrow which spoke in her
every look and tone, had enlisted such sympathy on her side as made
the pigmy nation loth to endow her with the perilous preeminence she
demanded.
‘Clear the court,’ shrilled the usher of the golden rod, an alert
elf, green like a grasshopper.
Amid the crowd of non-voters Hero, bearing her august prisoner,
retired from the throne room.
When recalled to the assembly an imposing silence reigned, which was
almost instantly broken by the Queen. ‘Maiden,’ she said, ‘it cannot
be but that the dear ransom of my daughter’s liberty must be paid. I
grant you, wherever you may appear, to become the supreme object of
admiration. In you every man shall find his taste satisfied. In you
one shall recognise his ideal of loveliness, another shall bow before
the impersonation of dignity. One shall be thrilled by your voice,
another fascinated by your wit and inimitable grace. He, who prefers
colour shall dwell upon your complexion, hair, eyes; he who worships
intellect shall find in you his superior; he who is ambitious shall
feel you to be a prize more august than an empire. I cannot ennoble
the taste of those who look upon you: I can but cause that in you all
desire shall be gratified. If sometimes you chafe under a trivial
homage, if sometimes you are admired rather for what you have than
for what you are, accuse your votaries,—accuse, if you will,
yourself, but accuse not me. In consideration, however, of your utter
inexperience, land my trusty counsellors have agreed for one year to
retain your body here, whilst in spirit you at will become one with
the reigning object of admiration. If at the end of the year you
return to claim this preeminence as your own proper attribute, it
shall then be unconditionally granted: if, on the contrary, you then
or even sooner desire to be released from a gift whose sweetness is
alloyed by you know not how much of bitter shortcoming and
disappointment, return, and you shall at once be relieved of a burden
you cannot yet estimate.’
So Hero quitted the presence, led by spirits to a pleasance screened
off into a perpetual twilight. Here, on a rippling lake, blossomed
lilies. She lay down among their broad leaves and cups, cradled by
their interlaced stems, rocked by warm winds on the rocking water;
she lay till the splash of fountains, and the chirp of nestlings, and
the whisper of spiced breezes, and the chanted monotone of an
innumerable choir, lulled to sleep her soul, lulled to rest her
tumultuous heart, charmed her conscious spirit into a heavy blazing
diamond,—a glory by day, a lamp by night, and a world’s wonder at all
times.
Let us leave the fair body at rest, and crowned with lilies, to
follow the restless spirit, shrined in a jewel, and cast ashore on
Man-side.
No sooner was this incomparable diamond picked up and carried home
than Hero’s darling wish was gratified. She outshone every beauty,
she eclipsed the most brilliant eyes of the colony. For a moment the
choicest friend was superseded, the dearest mistress overlooked. For
a moment—and this outstripped her desire—Peter Grump forgot his
lost daughter and Forss his lost love. Soon greedy admiration
developed into greedy strife: her spark kindled a conflagration. This
gem, in itself an unprecedented fortune, should this gem remain the
property of a defenceless orphan to whom mere chance had assigned it?
From her it was torn in a moment: then the stronger wrested it from
the strong, blows revenged blows, until, as the last contender bit
the dust in convulsive death, the victor, feared throughout the
settlement for his brute strength and brutal habits, bore off the
prize toward the best market of Outerworld.
It irked Hero to nestle in that polluted bosom and count the beatings
of that sordid heart; but when, at the end of the three months’ long
journey, she found herself in a guarded booth, enthroned on a cushion
of black velvet, by day blazing even in the full sunshine, by night
needing no lamp save her own lustre; when she heard the sums running
up from thousands into millions which whole guilds of jewellers,
whole caravans of merchant princes, whole royal families clubbed
their resources to offer for her purchase, it outweighed all she had
undergone of disgust and tedium. Finally, two empires, between which
a marriage was about to be contracted and a peace ratified, outbid
all rivals and secured the prize.
Princess Lily, the august bride-elect, was celebrated far and near
for courteous manners and delicate beauty. Her refusal was more
gracious, her reserve more winning, than the acquiescence or
frankness of another. She might have been more admired, or even
envied, had she been less loved. If she sang, her hearers loved her;
if she danced, the lookers-on loved her; thus love forestalled
admiration, and happy in the one she never missed the other.
Only on her wedding-day, for the first time, she excited envy; for in
her coronet appeared the inestimable jewel, encircling her sweet face
with a halo of splendour. Hero eclipsed the bride, dazzled the
bridegroom, distracted the queen-mother, and thrilled the whole
assembly. Through all the public solemnities of the day Hero reigned
supreme: and when, the state parade being at length over, Lily
unclasped her gems and laid aside her cumbrous coronet. Hero was
handled with more reverential tenderness than her mistress.
The bride leaned over her casket of treasures and gazed at the
inestimable diamond. ‘Is it not magnificent?’ whispered she.
‘What?’ said the bridegroom: ‘I was looking at you.’
So Lily flushed up with delight, and Hero experienced a shock. Next
the diamond shot up one ray of dazzling momentary lustre; then lost
its supernatural brilliancy, as Hero quitted the gem for the heart of
Lily.
Etiquette required that the young couple should for some days remain
in strict retirement. Hero now found herself in a secluded palace,
screened by the growth of many centuries. She was waited on by twenty
bridesmaids only less noble than their princess; she was worshipped
by her bridegroom and reflected by a hundred mirrors. In Lily’s pure
heart she almost found rest: and when the young prince, at dawn, or
lazy noon, or mysterious twilight—for indeed the process went on
every day and all day—praised his love’s eyes, or hair, or voice, or
movements, Hero thought with proud eagerness of the moment when, in
her own proper person, she might claim undisputed preeminence.
The prescribed seclusion, however, drew to a close, and the royal
pair must make their entrance on public life. Their entrance
coincided with another’s exit.
Melice Rapta had for three successive seasons thrilled the world by
her voice, and subdued it by her loveliness. She possessed the
demeanour of an empress, and the winning simplicity of a child,
genius and modesty, tenderness and indomitable will. Her early years
had passed in obscurity, subject to neglect, if not unkindness; it
was only when approaching womanhood developed and matured her gifts
that she met with wealthy protectors and assumed their name: for
Melice was a foundling.
No sooner, however, did her world-wide fame place large resources at
her command, than she anxiously sought to trace her unknown parentage;
and, at length, discovered that her high-born father and plebeian
mother—herself sole fruit of their concealed marriage—were dead. Once
made known to her kindred, she was eagerly acknowledged by them; but
rejecting more brilliant offers, she chose to withdraw into a private
sphere, and fix her residence with a maternal uncle, who, long past
the meridian of life, devoted his energies to botanical research and
culture.
So, on the same evening, Lily and her husband entered on their public
duties, and Melice took leave for ever of a nation of admirers.
When the prince and princess appeared in the theatre, the whole house
stood up, answering their smiles and blushes by acclamations of
welcome. They took their places on chairs of state under an
emblazoned canopy, and the performance commenced.
A moonless night: three transparent ghosts flit across the scene,
bearing in their bosoms unborn souls. They leave behind tracks of
light from which are generated arums. Day breaks—Melice enters; she
washes her hands in a fountain, singing to the splash of the water;
she plucks arums, and begins weaving them into a garland, still
singing.
Lily bent forward to whisper something to her husband; but he raised
his hand, enforcing ‘Hush!’ as through eyes and ears his soul drank
deep of beauty. The young wife leaned back with good-humoured
acquiescence; but Hero?
In another moment Hero was singing in the unrivalled songstress,
charming and subduing every heart. The play proceeded; its incidents,
its characters developed. Melice outshone, out-sang herself;
warbling like a bird, thrilling with entreaty, pouring forth her soul
in passion. Her voice commanded an enthusiastic silence, her silence
drew down thunders of enthusiastic applause. She acknowledged the
honour with majestic courtesy; then, for the first time, trembled,
changed colour: would have swept from the presence like a queen, but
merely wept like a woman.
It was her hour of supreme triumph.
Next day she set out for her uncle’s residence, her own selected home.
Many a long day’s journey separated her from her mother’s village,
and her transit thither assumed the aspect of a ceremonial progress.
At every town on her route orations and emblems awaited her; whilst
from the capital she was quitting, came, pursuing her, messages of
farewell, congratulation, entreaty. Often an unknown cavalier rode
beside her carriage some stage of the journey; often a high-born lady
met her on the road, and, taking a last view of her countenance,
obtained a few more last words from the most musical mouth in the
world.
At length the goal was reached. The small cottage, surrounded by its
disproportionately extensive garden, was there; the complex
forcing-houses, pits, refrigerators, were there; Uncle Treeh was
there, standing at the open door to receive his newly-found relative.
Uncle Treeh was rather old, rather short, not handsome; with an acute
eye, a sensitive mouth, and spectacles. With his complexion of sere
brown, and his scattered threads of white hair, he strikingly
resembled certain plants of the cactus tribe, which, in their turn,
resemble withered old men.
All his kind face brightened with welcome as he kissed his fair
niece, and led her into his sitting-room. On the table were spread
for her refreshment the choicest products of his gardens: ponderous
pine-apples, hundred-berried vine clusters, currants large as grapes
and sweet as honey. For a moment his eyes dwelt on a human
countenance with more admiration than on a vegetable; for a moment,
on comparing Malice’s complexion with an ole-ander, he awarded the
palm to the former.
But a week afterwards, when Melice, leaning over his shoulder,
threatened to read what he was writing, Treeh looked good-naturedly
conscious, and, abandoning the letter to her mercy, made his escape
into a neighbouring conservatory.
She read as follows:—
My Friend,—
You will doubtless have learned how my solitude has been invaded by
my sister’s long-lost daughter, a peach-coloured damsel, with
commeline eyes, and hair darker than chestnuts. For one whole evening
I suspended my beloved toils and devoted myself to her: alas! next
day, on revisiting Lime Alley, house B, pot 37, I found that during
my absence a surreptitious slug had devoured three shoots of a
tea-rose. Thus nipped in the bud, my cherished nursling seemed to
upbraid me with neglect; and so great was my vexation, that, on
returning to company, I could scarcely conceal it. From that hour I
resolved that no mistaken notions of hospitality should ever again
seduce me from the true aim of my existence. Nerved by this
resolution, I once more take courage; and now write to inform you
that I am in hourly expectation of beholding pierce the soil (loam,
drenched with liquid manure) the first sprout from that unnamed alien
seed, which was brought to our market, three months ago, by a
seafaring man of semi-barbarous aspect. I break off to visit my
hoped-for seedling.
At this moment the door, hastily flung open, startled Melice, who,
looking up, beheld Treeh, radiant and rejoicing, a flowerpot in his
hand. He hurried up to her, and, setting his load on the table, sank
upon his knees. ‘Look!’ he cried.
‘Why, uncle,’ rejoined Melice, when curious examination revealed to
her eyes a minute living point of green, ‘this marvel quite eclipses
me!’
A pang of humiliation shot through Hero, an instantaneous sharp pang;
the next moment she was burrowing beneath the soil in the thirsty
sucking roots of a plant not one-eighth of an inch high.
Day by day she grew, watched by an eye unwearied as that of a lover.
The green sheath expanded fold after fold, till from it emerged a
crumpled leaf, downy and notched. How was this first-born of an
unknown race tended; how did fumigations rout its infinitesimal foes,
whilst circles of quicklime barricaded it against the invasion of
snails! It throve vigorously, adding leaf to leaf and shoot to shoot:
at length, a minute furry-bud appeared.
Uncle Treeh, the most devoted of foster-fathers, revelled in ecstasy;
yet it seemed to Hero that his step was becoming feebler, and his
hand more tremulous. One morning he waited on her as usual, but
appeared out of breath and unsteady: gradually he bent more and more
forward, till, without removing his eyes from the cherished plant, he
sank huddled on the conservatory floor.
Three hours afterwards hurried steps and anxious faces sought the old
man. There, on the accustomed spot, he lay, shrunk together, cold,
dead; his glazed eyes still riveted on his favourite nursling.
They carried away the corpse—could Treeh have spoken he would have
begged to lie where a delicate vine might suck nourishment from his
remains—and buried it a mile away from the familiar garden; but no
one had the heart to crush him beneath a stone. The earth lay lightly
upon him; and though his bed was unvisited by one who would have
tended it—for Melice, now a wife, had crossed the sea to a distant
home—generations of unbidden flowers, planted by winds and birds,
blossomed there.
During one whole week Hero and her peers dwelt in solitude, uncared
for save by a mournful gardener, who loved and cherished the
vegetable family for their old master’s sake. But on the eighth day
came a change: all things were furbished up, and assumed their most
festive aspect; for the new owners were hourly expected.
The door opened. A magnificently attired lady, followed by two
children and a secondary husband, sailed into the narrow passage,
casting down with her robe several flower-pots. She glanced around
with a superior air, and was about to quit the scene without a word,
when the gardener ventured to remark, ‘Several very rare plants,
madam.’
‘Yes, yes,’ she cried, ‘we knew his eccentric tastes, poor dear old
man!’ and stepped doorwards.
One more effort: ‘This madam,’ indicating Hero, ‘is a specimen quite
unique.’
‘Really,’ said she; and observed to her husband as she left
the house, ‘These useless buildings must be cleared away. This will
be the exact spot for a ruin: I adore a ruin!’
A ruin?—Hero’s spirit died in the slighted plant. Was it to such
taste as this she must condescend? such admiration as this she must
court? Merely to receive it would be humiliation. A passionate
longing for the old lost life, the old beloved love, seized her; she
grew tremulous, numbed: ‘Ah,’ she thought, ‘this is death!’
A hum, a buzz, voices singing and speaking, the splash of fountains,
airy laughter, rustling wings, the noise of a thousand leaves and
flower-cups in commotion. Sparks dancing in the twilight, dancing
feet, joy and triumph; unseen hands loosing succous, interlacing
stalks from their roots beneath the water; towing a lily-raft across
the lake, down a tortuous inland creek, through Fairy-harbour, out
into the open sea.
On the lily-raft lay Hero, crowned with lilies, at rest. A swift tide
was running from Fairycoast to Man-side: every wave heaving her to
its silver crest bore her homewards; every wind whistling from the
shore urged her homewards. Seals and unicorns dived on either hand,
unnoticed. All the tumbling porpoises in the ocean could not have
caught her eye.
At length, the moon-track crossed, she entered the navigable sea.
There all was cold, tedious, dark; not a vessel in sight, not a
living sound audible. She floated farther: something black loomed
through the obscurity; could it be a boat? yes, it was certainly a
distant boat; then she perceived a net lowered into the water; then
saw two fishermen kindle a fire, and prepare themselves to wait, it
might be for hours. Their forms thrown out against the glare struck
Hero as familiar: that old man, stooping more than his former wont;
that other strong and active figure, not so broad as in days of
yore;—Hero’s heart beat painfully: did they remember yet? did they
love yet? was it yet time?
Nearer and nearer she floated, nearer and nearer. The men were
wakeful, restless; they stirred the embers into a blaze, and sat
waiting. Then softly and sadly arose the sound of a boat-song:—
PETER GRUMP.
If underneath the water
You comb your golden hair
With a golden comb, my daughter,
Oh, would that I were there.
If underneath the wave
You fill a slimy grave,
Would that I, who could not save,
Might share.
FORSS.
If my love Hero queens it
In summer Fairyland,
What would I be
But the ring on her hand?
Her cheek when she leans it
Would lean on me:—
Or sweet, bitter-sweet,
The flower that she wore
When we parted, to meet
On the hither shore
Anymore? nevermore.
Some caught Forss’s eye; he tried the nets, and finding them heavily
burdened began to haul them in, saying, ‘It is a shoal of white fish;
no, a drift of white seaweed;’—but suddenly he cried out: ‘Help, old
father! it is a corpse, as white as snow!’
Peter ran to the nets, and with the younger man’s aid rapidly drew
them in. Hero lay quite still, while very gently they lifted the body
over the boat-side, whispering one to another: ‘It is a woman—she is
dead!’ They laid her down where the fire-light shone full upon her
face—her familiar face.
Not a corpse, O Peter Grump: not a corpse, O true Forss, staggering
as from a death-blow. The eyes opened, the face dimpled into a happy
smile; with tears, and clinging arms, and clinging kisses, Hero
begged forgiveness of her father and her lover.
I will not tell you the questions asked and answered, the return
home, the wonder and joy which spread like wildfire through the
colony. Nor how in the moonlight Forss wooed and won his fair love;
nor even how at the wedding danced a band of strangers, gay and
agile, recognised by none save the bride. I will merely tell you how
in after years, sitting by her husband’s fireside, or watching on the
shingle for his return, Hero would speak to her children of her own
early days. And when their eyes kindled while she told of the
marvellous splendour of Fairyland, she would assure them, with the
convincing smile, that only home is happy: and when, with flushed
cheeks and quickened breath, they followed the story of her brief
pre-eminence, she would add, that though admiration seems sweet at
first, only love is sweet first, and last, and always.
VANNA’S TWINS.
There I stood on the platform at H—, girt by my three boxes, one
carpet-bag, strapful of shawls and bundle of umbrellas; there I
stood, with a courteous station-master and two civil porter assuring
me that not one lodging was vacant throughout H—. At another time
such an announcement might not have greatly signified, for London,
whence I came, was less than three hours off; but on this particular
occasion it did matter because I was weakened by recent illness, the
journey down had shaken me, I was hungry and thirsty for my tea, and,
through fear of catching cold, I had wrapped up overmuch; so that
when those polite officials states that they could not point out a
lodging for me I felt more inclined to cry than I hope anybody
suspected. One of the porters, noticing how pale and weak I looked,
good-naturedly volunteered to go to the three best hotels, and see
whether in one of them, I could be housed for the moment; and though
the expensiveness of such a plan secretly dismayed me, I saw nothing
better than to accept his offer. Meanwhile, I retreated into the
waiting-room wishing him success; but wondering, should he not
succeed, what would become of me for the night.
Happily for me, my troubles were not aggravated by imaginary
difficulties. I was turned forty-five, and looked not a day younger;
an age at which there is nothing alarming in finding oneself in a
strange place, or compelled to take a night journey by rail. So I sat
on the waiting-room sofa, shut my eyes to ease, if possible, a
racking headache, and made up my mind that, at the worst, I could
always take the mail-train back to London.
After all, I had not long to wait. Within ten minutes of leaving me
my porter returned with the news that, if I did not mind a very
unfashionable, but quite respectable, quarter of H—, he had just
heard of a first floor vacated half-an-hour before my arrival, and
ready, if I pleased, to receive me. I merely asked, was it clean? and
being assured that there was not a tidier young woman in all H—than
‘Fanny,’ that her husband was a decent optician and stone-cutter, and
that for cleanliness any of their floors might be eaten off, I felt
only too thankful to step into a fly, and accompany my boxes to an
abiding place. Before starting, I happened to ask the name of my
landlord, and was answered, somewhat vaguely, by my porter, ‘We call
them Cole.’
The report of a coming lodger had travelled before me, and I found
Mr. Cole and his Fanny awaiting me at their shop-door. But what a Mr.
Cole and what a Fanny. He was a tall, stout foreigner, about thirty
years of age, ready with tucked-up shirt-sleeves and athletic arms to
bear my boxes aloft; she was the comeliest of young matrons, her
whole face one smile, her ears adorned by weighty gold pendents, and
with an obvious twin baby borne in each arm. Husband and wife alike
addressed me as ‘Meess,’ and displayed teeth of an enviable
regularity and whiteness as they smiled or spoke. Thus much I saw at
a first glance.
Too tired for curiosity, I toiled up the narrow staircase after my
boxes, washed my dusty face and hot hands, and stepped into my little
sitting room, intending to lie down on the soda, and wait as
patiently as might be whilst tea, which I had already ordered, was
got ready. A pleasant surprise met me. I suppose the good-natured
porter may have forewarned Mr. Cole of my weakness and wants; be this
as it may, there stood the tea ready brewed, and flanked by pats of
butter, small rolls, a rasher, and three eggs wrapped up in a clean
napkin. After this, my crowning pleasure for the day was to step into
a bed soft as down could make it, and drop to sleep between sheets
fragrant of lavender.
A few days’ convalescence at H—did more for me than as many weeks’
convalescence in London had effected. Soon I strolled about the beach
without numbering the breakwaters, or along the country roads, taking
no count of the milestones; and went home to meals as hungry as a
school-girl, and slept at nights like a baby. One of my earliest
street-discoveries was that my landlord’s name, as inscribed over his
window, was not Cole, but Cola (Nicola) Piccirillo; and a very brief
sojourn under his roof instructed me that the Fanny of my friend the
porter was called Vanna (Giovanna) by her husband. They were both
Neapolitans of the ex-kingdom, though not of the city, Naples;
whenever I asked either of them after the name of their native place,
they invariably answered me in a tone of endearment, by what sounded
more like ‘Vascitammò’ than aught else I know how to spell; but when
my English tongue uttered ‘Vascitammò’ after them, they would shake
their heads and repeat the uncatchable word; at last it grew to be a
standing joke between us that when I became a millionaire my courier
Cola and my maid Vanna should take the twins and me to see Vascitammò.
I never thought of changing my lodgings, though, as time went on, it
would have been easy to do so, and certainly the quarter we inhabited
was not fashionable. A laborious, not an idle, community environed
our doors and furnished customers to the shop: it was some time
before I discovered that l’amico Piccirillo held a store for polished
stones and marine curiosities in the bazaar of H—. He liked to be
styled an optician; but whilst he sold and repaired spectacles,
driving a prosperous trade amongst the fishing population who
surrounded us, and supplying them with cheap telescopes, compasses,
and an occasional magic-lantern, he was not too proud to eke out his
gains by picking up and preparing marine oddities, pebbles, or weeds.
After we became intimate I more than once rose at three or four in
the morning, as the turn of the ride dictated, and accompanied him on
a ramble of exploration. He scrambled about slippery, jagged rocks as
sure-footed as a wild goat; and if ever my climbing powers failed at
some critical pass, thought nothing of lifting me over the
difficulty, with that courteous familiarity which, in an Italian,
does not cease to be respectful. I was rather lucky in spying
eligible stones, which I contributed to his basket; and then, when we
got home, he would point out to his wife what ‘la Signora’ had found
‘per noi due e per li piccini.’ I understood a little Italian and
they a little English, so we generally, in spite of the Neapolitan
blurring accent, made out each other’s meaning.
Vanna was one of the prettiest women I ever saw, if indeed I ought to
term merely pretty a face which, with good features, contained eyes
softer and more lustrous than any others I remember; their colour I
never made out, but when she lowered the large eyelids, their long
black lashes seemed to throw half her face into shadow. I don’t know
that she was clever except as a housewife, but in this capacity she
excelled, and was a dainty cook over her shining pots and pans: her
husband’s ‘due maccheroni’ often set me hankering, as I spied them
done to a turn and smoking hot; though I confess that when Cola
brought home a cuttle-fish and I saw it dished up as a ‘calamarello’
my English prejudice asserted itself.
‘Mr. and Mrs. Cole’ were unique in my small experience of people, but
surely the twins must have remained unique in anybody’s experience.
What other babies were ever so fat or so merry? To see their creased
arms was enough till one saw their creased legs, and then their arms
grew commonplace. I never once heard them cry: a clothes-basket
formed their primitive bassinette, and there they would sprawl,
tickling each other and chuckling. They chuckled at their father,
mother, myself, or any stranger who would toss them, or poke a finger
into their cushions of fat. They crowed over their own teething, and
before they could speak seemed to bandy intuitive jokes, and chuckled
in concert. Well were they name Felice Maria and Maria Gioconda. At
first sight, they were utterly indistinguishable apart; but
experiment proved that Felice was a trifle heavier than his sister,
and that fingers could go a hair’s-breadth farther round her fat
waist than round his. When I made their acquaintance their heads were
thickly plaistered with that scurf which apparently an Italian custom
leaves undisturbed; but as this wore off, curly black down took its
place, and balanced the large, dark eyes and silky eyebrows and
lashes, which both inherited from their mother. What we, in our
insularity, term the English love of soap and water was shared by
Vanna, and it was one of my amusements to see the twins in their tub.
Often, if hastily summoned to serve behind the counter, Vanna would
leave them in the tub to splash about, and throw each other down and
pick each other up, for a quarter of an hour, together; and if I
hinted that this might not be perfectly safe for them, she invariably
assured me that in her ‘paese’ all the babies toddled about the
shore, and into the sea and out again so soon as ever they could
toddle. ‘E che male vi potrebb essere? non vi son coccodrilli:’ an
argument no less apposite to the tub than to the sea.
As I possessed a small competence and no near home-ties, I felt under
no constraint to leave H—sooner than suited my humour; so, though I
had originally intended to remain there no longer than seven or eight
weeks, month after month slipped away till a whole year had elapsed,
and found me there still. In a year one becomes thoroughly acquainted
with daily associates, and from being prepossessed by their engaging
aspect, I had come to love and respect Piccirillo and his wife. Both
were good Catholics, and evinced their orthodoxy as well by
regularity at mass and confession as by strict uprightness towards
customers and kindliness towards neighbours. Once when a fishing-boat
was lost at sea, and its owner, Ned Gough, lift well-nigh penniless,
Cola, who was ingenious in preparing marine oddities, arranged a
group of young skate in their quaint hoods and mantles, and mounted
them on a green board amongst seaweed bushes as a party of gipsies;
this would have been raffled for, and the proceeds given to the
ruined boatman, had I not taken a fancy to the group, and purchased
it. And the first time the twins walked out alone was when they
crossed over the road hand in hand, each holding an orange as a
present to a little sick girl opposite. Both parents watched them
safe over, and I heard one remark to the other, that ‘Nossignore’
would bless them.
It was mid-May when I arrived at H—, and about mid-May of the year
following I returned to London. A legal question had meanwhile arisen
touching my small property; and this took so long to settle, that
during many and many months I remained in doubt whether I should
continue adequately provided for, or be reduced to work in some
department or other for my living. The point was ultimately decided
in my favour, but not before much vexation and expense had been
incurred on both sides. At the end of three years from quitting H—I
made up my mind to return and settle there for good: no special ties
bound me to London, and I knew of no people under whose roof I would
so gladly make my solitary home as with Piccirillo and his wife;
besides, the twins were an attraction. As to the optician’s shop
being in an out-of-the-way quarter, that I cared nothing for, having
neither the tastes nor the income for fashionable society: so, after
a preliminary letter or two had passed between us, I found myself one
glowing afternoon in June standing once again on the H—platform, not
in the forlorn position I so vividly remembered, but met by Cola,
broader than ever in figure, and smiling his broadest, who whipped up
my trunks with his own hands on to the fly, and took his place by the
driver.
Vanna came running out to meet me at the carriage door, seizing and
kissing both my hands; and before I even alighted two sturdy urchins
had been made to kiss ‘la Signora’s hand. Ten minutes more and I was
seated at tea, chatting to Vanna, and renewing acquaintance with my
old friends Felice and Gioconda. This was effected by the
presentation to them of a lump of sugar apiece, for which each again
kissed my hand, fortunately before their mouths had become sticky by
suction.
They were the funniest little creatures imaginable, and two of the
prettiest. Felice was still just ahead of Gioconda in bulk, but so
much like her that (as I found afterwards) if for fun they exchanged
hats I got into a complete mental muddle as to which was which,
confused by the discrepant hats and frocks. There was no paid Roman
Catholic school in H—, but the good nuns of St. L—taught the little
boys and girl of their congregation; and morning after morning I used
to see the twins start for school hand in hand, with dinner as well
as books in their bags; for St. L—was too far from their home to
admit of going and returning twice in one day. All the neighbours
were fond of them; and often before their destination was reached a
hunch of cake from some good-natured rough hand had found its way
into one or other bag, to be shared in due course.
At their books they were ‘proprio maravigliosi,’ as Vanna phrased it;
whilst Cola, swelling with paternal pride under a veil of humility,
would observe, ‘Non c’è male, nè lui nè lei.’ I believe they really
were clever children and fond of their books: at any rate, one Holy
Innocents’ Day they brought home a prize, a little story in two
volumes, one volume apiece; for, as the kind nuns had remarked, they
were like one work in two volumes themselves, and should have one
book between them. That night they went to bed and feel asleep hand
in hand as usual, but each holding in the other hand a scarlet-bound
volume, so proud were they. They were but seven years old, and had
never yet slept apart: never yet, and, as it turned out, never at all.
The Christmas when this happened was one of the brightest and
pleasantest I recollect; night after night slight frost visited us,
but day after day it melted away, whilst sea and sky spread clear and
blue in the sunshine. In other countries much snow had fallen and was
still falling, but snow had not yet reached our shores.
Christmas, as usual, brought a few bills to me, and likewise to my
friends. Of theirs the heaviest was the doctor’s bill, for the twins
had caught scarlatina in the summer, and had got well on a variety of
pills and draughts. Then Cola bethought himself of certain money due
to him at a coast-guard station not many miles from H—, and which
would just suffice to pay the doctor; and one Saturday, a day or two
after Twelfth Day, he took the first afternoon train to E—, this
being the nearest point on the line to his destination, and went to
look after his debtor, telling Vanna that he might not be back before
the latest train came into H—.
So Vanna took her seat behind the counter, and looked up the road
towards St. L—, watching for her little ones to come racing home from
school, for school broke up early on Saturdays. At she sat, she
knitted something warm and useful, for she was never idle, and hummed
in her low, sweet voice the first words of a Christmas carol. I only
know those first words, so pathetic in their devout simplicity:—
‘Tu scendi dalle stelle, O Re del Cielo,
E vieni in una grotta al freddo al gelo:
O Bambino mio divino
Io Ti voglio sempre amar!
O Dio beato
E quanto Ti costò l’avermi amato.’
She was thus occupied as I crossed the shop on my way upstairs, and
whilst I paused to say a word in passing, a young woman, her face
swollen with crying, came up, who, almost without stopping, called
out: ‘O Fanny, Fanny, my three are down with the fever, and I’m
running for the doctor!’ and in speaking she was gone.
Sympathetic tears had gathered in Vanna’s kind eyes when I looked at
her. ‘Non hanno padre,’ she said, half apologetically; and I then
recollected who the young woman was, and that her children were worse
than fatherless. Poor Maggie Crowe! deserted by a good-for-nothing
husband she worked hard to keep her little ones out of the workhouse;
did charing, took in needlework, went out nursing when she could get
a job, and now her three children were ‘down with the fever,’ and she
had had to leave them alone in her wretched hovel on the east cliff
to run a mile and more into H—to fetch the parish doctor. We soon saw
her tearing back as she had come, not stopping now to speak.
I went to my room, and looking into my charity-purse found that I
could afford five shillings out of it for this poor family, and
settled mentally that I would take them round next day after church.
At the moment I was feeling tired and disinclined to stir, and I
concluded the parish doctor, who bore a character for kindness, would
certainly for that night supply his patients with necessaries.
Just after the clock struck three I heard a bustle below; the twins
had come home and were talking eagerly to their mother in their loud,
childish voices. I heard Vanna answer them once or twice; then she
spoke continuously, seeming to tell them something, and I heard both
reply, ‘Mamma sì.’ A few minutes later I was surprised to see them
from my window trotting along the street, but not in the direction
from which they had just come, and bearing between them a
market-basket, each of them holding it by one handle.
A suspicion of their errand crossed my mind, and I hurried downstairs
to warn Vanna that a few snowflakes had already fallen and more hung
floating about in the still air. She had noticed this of herself, but
replied that they knew their way quite well, and it was not far to
go; indeed, she could not feel easy without sending up a few oranges
left from Twelfth Day for the sick children. Her own had had the
fever, they had promised her to go straight and return straight
without loitering, and though she looked somewhat anxious, she
concluded bravely: ‘Nossignore avrà cura di loro.’
I went back to my room thoroughly mortified at the rebuke which her
alacrity administered to my laziness. How much less would it not have
cost me to set off at once with my five shillings than it cost poor
Vanna to send her little ones, tired as perhaps they were, to what,
for such short legs, was a considerable distance. From my window,
moreover, I soon could not help perceiving that not only the snow,
rare at first, had begun to fall rapidly and in large flakes, but
that the sky lowered dense and ominous over the east cliff. I felt
sure that there, and thither it was that the twins were bound, it
must already be snowing heavily.
Four o’clock struck, but Felice and Gioconda had not come back. I
heard Vanna closing the shop. In another five minutes she came up to
me dressed in bonnet and shawl, with a pale face that told its own
story of alarm. Still she would not acknowledge herself frightened,
but tried to laugh, as she apologized for leaving me alone in the
house, assured me that no one could possibly calling at that hour,
and protested that she would not be out long. If the twins arrived in
her absence she was sure I would kindly let them sit by my fire till
her return; then, fairly breaking down and crying, she left me,
repeating, ‘Non son che piccini, poveri piccini, poveri piccini miei.’
A couple of men with lighted lanterns stood waiting for her in the
street; one of them made her take his arm, and I knew by the voice
that it was Ned Gough. Hour after hour struck, and they did not
return.
About seven o’clock I heard a loud knocking; and running down to open
the door, for being left alone in the house I had locked up and made
all safe, I found Piccirillo, who on account of the snow had hastened
home by an earlier train than he had mentioned, and was now much
amazed at finding the house closed and no light burning below. When
he understood what had happened he seemed beside himself with
agitation and terror. Flinging up his arms he rushed from the house,
calling out, ‘Vanna, Vanna mia! dove sei? rispondimi: figli miei,
rispondetemi.’ Neighbours came about him, offering what comfort they
could think of: but what comfort could there be? He, too, must set
off in the snow to seek his poor lost babies and their mother; and
soon he started, lantern and stick in hand, ejaculating, and making
vows as he went. ‘Dio mio Dio mio, abbi pietà di noi.’
All through the long night it snowed and snowed: at daybreak it was
snowing still. Soon after daybreak the seekers returned, cold,
silent, haggard; Piccirillo carrying his wife, who lay insensible in
his arms. After hours of wandering they had met somewhere out towards
the east cliff, and Vanna, at the sight of her husband, had dropped
down utterly spent. She had gone straight to Maggie Crowe’s cottage,
and found that the twins had safely left the oranges there and
started homewards; Felice tired but manful, poor little Gioconda
trudging wearily along, and clinging to her brother. Maggie had tried
to keep them at the cottage as it was already snowing heavily, and
the little girl had cried and wanted to stay to warm herself; but her
brother said ‘No;’ they had promised not to loiter, his sister would
be good and not cry, he would take care of her; so whilst Maggie was
busy with her own sick children, the twins had started. Beyond this,
not one of the searching party could trace them; the small footmarks
must have been effaced almost as soon as imprinted on the snow; and
any one of the surface inequalities of that snow-waste, which now
stretched right and left for miles, might be the mound to cover two
such feeble wayfarers.
For three days the frost held and our suspense lasted; then the wind
veered from north round to west, a rapid thaw set in, and a few hours
ended hope and fear alike. The twins were found huddled together in a
chalky hollow close to the edge of the cliff, and almost within sight
of Maggie’s hovel: Gioconda with her head thrust into the
market-basket, Felice with one arm holding the basket over his
sister, and with the other clasping her close to him. Her fat hands
met round his waist, and clasped between them was a small silver
cross I had given her at Christmas, and which she had worn around her
neck.
Lovely and pleasant in their lives, in their death they were not
divided; but as they had always shared one bed, they now shared one
coffin and one grave.
After a while Piccirillo and his wife recovered from their passionate
grief; but Vanna drooped more and more as spring came on, and clothed
the small grave with greenness. They had no other child, and the
house was silent indeed and desolate. Once I heard them talking to
each other of ‘Vascitammò:’ Vanna said something I did not catch, and
then Cola answered her, ‘Sì, Vanna mia, ritorneremo; tolga Iddio che
io perda te ancora.’
So I knew that we should soon have to part. They came upstairs
together to me one evening, and with real kindliness explained that
all their plans were altered on account of Vanna’s failing health,
and that they must go home to their own country lest she should die.
Vanna cried and I cried, and poor Cola fairly cried too. I promised
them that the little grave shall never fall into neglect whilst I
live, and in thanking me they manage to say through their
tears,—‘Nossignore è buono, e certo li avrà benedetti.’
The business was easily disposed of, for though small, it was a
thriving concern, and capable of extension. Other affairs did not
take long to settle; and one morning I saw my kind friends off by an
early train, on their road through London to ‘Vascitammò,’ which now
neither the twins nor I shall ever see.
A SAFE INVESTMENT.
It was a pitchy dark night. Not the oldest inhabitant remembered so
black a night, so moonless, so utterly starless; and whispering one
to another, men said with a shiver that longer still, not for a
hundred years back—at, or for a thousand years—ay, or even since the
world was—had such gross darkness covered the land. Yet those who
counted the time protested that morning must now be at hand, ready to
break, even while East and West were massed in one common
indistinguishable blot of blackness; and those who discerned the
signs of the times, those who waited for the morning, looked often
towards one house which could not be hid, for it was set upon a hill,
nor overturned, for it was founded upon a rock, and from which a
light streamed pure and steady, shaming the flickering gas-lamps of
the town, the dim glare of shops and private dwellings, and the
flaring, smoking torches of such wayfarers as thought, by compassing
themselves about with sparks, to find safety in their transit to and
fro.
On this cheerless night a solitary traveller entered the town by the
eastern gate. He rode a white horse: about both the beast and his
rider there was something foreign, or if not foreign, at any rate
unusual. The man was keen and military of aspect, and had the air of
one bound on some mission of importance. The horse seemed to know his
road without guidance, to turn hither or thither by instinct, not to
loiter, yet not to make haste. They passed through the eastern gate,
which was opened wide before them: without let or hindrance they
entered in, and the horse’s hoofs struck once on the paved road.
In an instant, at the western outskirts of the city a flare of red
light shot up. Out came houses into view from the night darkness; to
right and left they flashed out for a moment: for a moment you could
spy through the windows people sitting at table, reading, working,
dancing, as the case might be: you could not a bird’s cage hanging
here or there, a cat or two creeping along the gutter, a few
foot-passengers arrested by the unexpected glare looking round them
in all direction for its source, a single carriage threading its way
cautiously along the dangerous street: for a moment—then a cry went
up, then there came the crash and crush of a tremendous explosion,
and then darkness settled once more over its own dominion; whilst
through the darkness those who could not see each other’s faces heard
each other’s groans, cries for help, shrieks of terror or of
agonizing pain. All the gas-maps of the city had gone out as though
at a single whiff, for it was an explosion of the great central
gasworks which had taken place. And the darkness deepened.
To the south of the city lay the sea. Day and night its surges were
never still nor silent; day and night ships heaven on its bosom,
passing in or out of harbour, laden with passengers, with gold,
silks, provisions, merchandise of all sorts. On this night, if any
one had had owl’s eyes to peer with, he might have discerned that the
deep boiled like a pot of ointment; he would have seen in a score,
yea, in a hundred vessels, the sailors at their wits’ end reeling to
and fro, and staggering like drunken men; whilst the strong masts
snapped like straws, and the tough, hollow ship-sides stove in as
though they had been of paper—till captains, crews, and passengers,
were fain to cast overboard freights and treasures, rarities from the
ends of the earth, corn, and wine, and oil—to cast these overboard,
and at length, abandoning the ship, to flee for their lives in boats,
on planks, on pieces of the vessel, too happy if with bare life they
escaped to land, beggared but alive. Meanwhile those on the quays
could guess, though they could not see, the ruin, as wretch after
poor wretch struggled to shore; but for one who came, a score at
least were seen no more for ever.
In a central quarter of the town stood the old-established county
bank, concerning which the townspeople had long boasted that not the
national bank itself was safer. In panic years it had remained
unaffected by the surrounding pressure; it had stood firm, and stand
it would whilst the town was a town: so said its directors, its
shareholders, the public voice in unison. But on this certain night
of all nights in the year, when ship after ship went down with entire
costly cargoes, and scores and hundreds of hands on board; when the
gasworks exploded, to the obvious utter ruin of the shareholders;
when a report spread that the treasurer of the chief railway company
had absconded with all the funds in his hands, a report confirmed as
night wore, and soon established as a fact; on this night of all
nights, the dismayed citizens turned in thought to their bank. Every
man beheld an enemy in his neighbour, an enemy who would forestall
others and save himself at all costs; and in the panic of accumulated
losses man after man bent his steps towards the bank. The doors were
besieged; with loud cries the men—and the women too, for many of
these had flocked thither impelled by the instinct of
self-preservation—men and women beset the doors, demanding instant
admittance, and clamouring for their money deposits to be restored to
them then and there. The pressure waxed irresistible; the doors
yielded; a terrified clerk or two strove vainly with plausible words
to appease the foremost applicants; then desperately discharged claim
after claim in notes, sovereigns, silver, till the last sixpence—down
to the last penny—was disbursed. When it became known that the
old-established secure bank had stopped payment before it had met a
tithe of its liabilities, it was as much as the clerks could do to
escape with whole skins from the infuriated, disappointed populace.
But more trouble were to come. At the railway station a telegram had
been received early in the evening intimating that a branch bank in
an adjacent town had been constrained by sudden pressure to stop
payment, though, as it was hoped, only momentarily. This disastrous
news had been studiously confined to one or two parties, who hoped to
profit by being in advance of their neighbours; but soon a second
telegram of like import came in from another quarter; then a third;
and it became impossible any longer to suppress the facts. A terrible
commotion ensued on ’Change; there was scarcely a house in all the
town where ruin, or at the least reverse, had not entered.
But what, after all, were these partial local failures? Before the
night was over another telegram arrived, and it transpired that the
main national bank itself had broken.
Then a cry went up through the length and breadth of the land.
When our wayfarer reached the Exchange it was crowded by persons of
all ranks and ages, brought together by the bond of a common
disaster. He dismounted, tethered his white horse to the railings
outside, and entering joined the concourse within, apparently with no
further object than to observe and listen, passing from group to
group, pausing sometimes a longer, sometimes a shorter period, here
or there as the case might demand. Most of the persons present—of
those at least who were not simply paralysed and struck dumb by their
misfortunes—stood disputing in loud, excited tones, as to the causes
and details of the present public calamities;—whose carelessness it
was which had occasioned the gas explosion; how many vessels and
lives, and what value of cargo, had perished in the storm, some
rating the probable loss at millions and some at tens of millions;
what hope there might still be of a dividend from the local bank;
whether any of the reported failures had been without fraud; what
head the country could make against the vast smash of the national
bank. But here and there some one man or woman seemed, in the hubbub
of rage and dismay, to be wrapped in private, personal grief, alien
from the general cares.
One such, a half-frantic elderly woman, huddled in a corner, was
tearing her hair and crying out in broken, half-articulate speech.
The strange traveller approached her, and in a voice of great
sympathy inquired into the source of her passionate sorrow. Then,
weeping and gnashing her teeth, she shrieked her answer: ‘My son, my
son, he has been cashiered to-day from his regiment! His commission
was all we had in the world, and he was all I loved in the world.’ An
old sullen man, accosted by the traveller, replied shortly that his
strong-box had been broken open and rifled by thieves, and that as he
was removing a small remnant of money left to him from his own house
to a place of security, the few precious coins had slipped through a
hole in the bag and been lost. Another man, being questioned, seemed
to find some relief in complaint, and answered readily that he had
embarked enormous capital in constructing a reservoir for water, on a
scale amply sufficient for the supply of the whole town, but that, at
the very moment when he hoped to realise cent per cent upon his
original outlay, a flaw had been discovered in the main aqueduct, and
it was then perceived, too late, that all the cisterns were broken
and could hold no water. Every tale was diverse, yet, in fact, every
one was the same. Each speaker had sunk all that he had in some
plausible investment, the investment had burst like a bubble, and now
one and all in desperate sorrow could but bewail their ruin as
without remedy. They had no eyes, no thought, no sympathy, save each
man for himself; none stretched a helping hand to his neighbour, or
spoke a word of comfort, or cared who sank or who swam in this
desolation which had come like a flood.
From such as these it was vain to demand hospitality. The traveller
went out from amongst them, remounted his horse, and pursued his way
along the darkened, deserted streets, between rows of tall houses, in
which the voice of mirth and music seemed silenced for ever. Now at
one door, now at another, he knocked to ask for refreshment, but
always without success. Sometimes no answer was vouchsafed to his
summons; sometimes he was turned away with churlish indifference, or
even with abuse for having ventured to disturb the household in its
night of distress.
At last he observed one cottage, which, detached from other
residences, stood alone it its trim garden-plot. In this only,
amongst all the dwellings he had passed, there shone a light. He
dismounted once more, tethered his horse to the wicket-gate, followed
the gravel-path, and knocked gently at the house-door. A calm,
cheerful-looking woman opened to him, and seeing a stranger at that
late hour, conceived at once that he was a wayfarer n quest of repose
and refreshment, and bade him enter and be welcome. Then, while he
sat down by the fire, she hastened to set before him milk and bread,
meat, win, and butter. This done, she ran out and led the horse under
an open shed (she had no stable), and there provided it with clean
straw and fodder.
Now when the traveller had eaten and drunk and sat awhile, he began
to question her concerning her prosperity and cheerfulness in that
night of ruin; and she, as the others had done, answered him all that
he would know.
‘My money,’ said she, ‘is not invested as so many in this town have
invested theirs. When I was yet young, One told me that riches do
certainly make to themselves wings and fly away; and that gold
perisheth, though it be purified seven times in the fire.
Nevertheless He added that, if I chose, there could with my gold and
silver be made ready for me an everlasting habitation, to receive me
when the present fashion shall have passed away; and that I might lay
up for myself treasure where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and
where thieves do not break through and steal. So, when I was willing,
He further informed me by what mean I should send my deposits to that
secure house whereof the Owner will be no man’s debtor. One the first
day of the week I was to go up to the branch-house upon the hill—you
see it, sir, out to the East yonder; there, where a light shines to
lighten every one that goeth into the house; and according as I had
been prospered, I was to drop somewhat into the money-chest kept
there. All such sums would be placed to my account, and would bear
interest. But besides this, I was apprised that the Owner of the
house employs many collectors, who may call at any moment, often at
the most unlikely moments, for deposits. From these I was to take
heed never to turn away my face, but I was to give to them freely,
being well assured that they would carry all entrusted to them safely
to my account. Thus, sometimes a fatherless child calls on me,
sometimes a distressed widow; sometimes a sick case comes before me;
sometimes a stranger, sir, as you have done this very night, demands
my hospitality. And as I know whom I have trusted, and am persuaded
that He will keep that which I commit to Him, I gladly spend and am
spent, being a succourer of many, and looking for the recompense of
the reward.’
So when the strange traveller had rested awhile, his horse also
having been refreshed, he rose before daybreak, mounted, and rode
away. Whence he came and whither he went I know not, but he rode as
one that carries back tidings to Him that sent him. Also this I know,
that some, being mindful to entertain strangers, have entertained
angels unawares.
PROS AND CONS.
‘But, my dear doctor,’ cried Mrs. Plume, ‘you never can seriously
mean it.’
The scene was the Rectory drawing-room—tea-time; some dozen
parishioners drinking tea with their Rector and his wife. Mrs.
Goodman looked down; her husband, the Rector, looked up.
‘I really did mean it,’ said he, courteously; ‘and, with your
permission, I mean it still. Let us consider the matter calmly, my
dear Mrs. Plume, calmly and fairly; and to start us fairly I will
restate my proposal, which is that we should all combine to do our
best towards bringing about the abolition of pews from our parish
church.’
‘Then I,’ returned Mrs. Plume, shaking her head airily, ‘must really
restate my protest. You never seriously can mean it.’
‘Nay,’ resumed the Rector, ‘don’t think that I am unmindful of your
feelings on this point;’ and he glanced round the circle. ‘If I spoke
hastily I ask your pardon and patience; but this matter of pews and
pew-rents is on my conscience, and that I must lighten at all costs;
even, Mr. Sale,’—for Mr. Sale frowned—‘at the cost of my income.
However, why should we conclude ourselves to be at variance before we
have ventilated the matter in hand? I for one will never take for
granted that any good Christian is against the acknowledgment of our
absolute equality before God.’
‘Sir,’ interposed Mr. Blackman, ‘we are equals, whatever may be our
colour or our country. But whilst the Zenana counts its victims by
thousands, whilst the Japanese make boast of their happy despatch,
whilst the Bushman, dwindling before our face, lives and dies as the
beasts that perish, shall we divert our attention from such matters
of life and death to fix it on a petty question of appearance? Pardon
me if tears for our benighted brethren blind me to such a matter as
this.’
‘Our benighted brethren,’ said the Rector, gravely, ‘have my pity,
have my prayers, have my money in some measure. Of your larger gifts
in these several kinds I will not ask you to divert one throb, or one
word, or one penny in favour of our poor fellow-parishioners. No,
dear friend, help us by your good example to enlarge our field of
charitable labour; to stretch full handed towards remote spots; but
not meanwhile to fail in breaking up our own fallow ground at home.
We all know that if at this moment either our foreign or our native
ragged brother were to present himself in church, however open our
hearts may be to him, our pew-doors would infallibly be shut against
him, and he would find himself looked down upon both literally and
figuratively. This, I own to you, were I he, would discomfit me, and
put a stumbling-block in my way as a worshipper.’
‘Pooh! pooh!’ broke in Mr. Wood, testily: ‘My dear fellow, I really
thought you a wiser man. What hardship is it for a flunky or a
clodhopper to sit in a seat without a door?’
‘Ah!’ rejoined the Rector quietly, ‘for a servant, as you say, or for
a mere sower of our fields, or (why not?) for a carpenter’s son
either? But allow me to name two points which strike me forcibly,—two
very solemn points;’ and Dr. Goodman spoke with solemnity, and bowed
his head. ‘First, that if our adorable Lord were now walking this
world as once He walked it, and if He had gone into our parish church
last Sunday, as long ago He used to frequent the synagogue of
Nazareth, He would certainly not have waited long to be ushered into
a pew, but would, at least as willingly, have sat down amongst His
own “blessed” poor; and, secondly, that we should all have left Him
to do so unmolested; for I cannot suppose that His were the gold ring
and goodly apparel which would have challenged attention.’
There was a pause, broken by Mrs. Plume, who, turning to her hostess,
observed: ‘Ah, dear Mrs. Goodman, we know and revere the zeal of our
dear good apostle. But you and I are old housekeepers, old birds not
to be caught with chaff;’ and she shook a fascinating finger at her
pastor; ‘and we know that the poor are not nice neighbours; quite
infectious, in fact. They do very well together all in a clump, but
one really couldn’t risk sitting amongst them, on various grounds,
you know.’
‘Well,’ resumed the Rector, ‘I plead guilty to being but a tough man,
thick-skinned, and lacking certain subtler members, entitled nerves.
But what will you? You must make allowances for me, and even put up
with me as I am. With docility, and all the imagination of which I am
master, I throw myself into your position, and shudder with you at
these repulsively infectious poor. I even seek to deepen my first
impression of horror by questioning myself in detail, and I dwell on
the word “infectious.” This brings before me small-pox, typhus fever,
and other dreadful ailments; and I hasten (in spirit) to slam to, if
only I could to bolt and bar, my pew-door. Safely ensconced within, I
peer over my necessary barrier, and relieved from the pressure of
instant peril, gaze with pity on the crowd without, all alike
typhus-stricken, all alike redolent of small-pox. A new terror
thrills me. Are ‘all alike’ infectious? or have we grouped together
sound and unsound, sick and healthy? Ah, you hint, that amount of
risk cannot be helped if they are to come to church at all. I am
corrected, and carrying out the lesson of my Teacher I echo: That
amount of risk cannot be helped if we are to come to church at all.’
‘These men! these men!’ cried Mrs. Plume, gaily. And Miss Crabb
observed, from behind her blue spectacles, ‘Well, I suppose a woman
of my age may allude to anything she pleases; so I make bold to tell
you, Dr. Goodman, that small-pox may be all nonsense; but that nobody
would like to sit amongst smells, and cheek-by-jowl with more heads
than one in a bonnet.’
‘Smells,’ rejoined the Rector, ‘I do strongly object to; including
scents, my dear Mrs. Plume; but that is a matter of taste. The other
detail, which I know not how to express more pointedly than in the
striking words of Miss Crabb, is yet more to be deprecated: but let
us consider whether pews fairly meet the difficulty. Fairly? I ask;
and then the unhesitatingly answer, No. For all the poor, both clean
and dirty, occupy our free seats together; and surely to sit next a
dirty neighbour is, at the least, as great a hardship on the cleanly
poor as it would be on the rich, who are so far better able to have
their clothes cleansed, or even, in case of need, to discard them.
If, indeed, all dirty individuals would have the good feeling to
compact themselves into one body it might be reassuring to their
fellows, but this it were invidious to propose; and besides, we are
at present mooting pews or no pews, not any third possible—or shall
we say impossible?—alternative. I confess to you,’ he resumed, very
seriously, ‘when I remember the little stress laid by Christ on clean
hands, and the paramount importance in His eyes of a clean heart;
when I reflect on the dirt of all kinds which much have touched Him
in the crowds He taught and healed; when I realise that every one of
my parishioners, poor as well as rich, will confront me at His
judgment-bar, I tremble lest any should be deterred from coming to
Him because I am too fine a gentlemen to go out into the highways and
hedges. And compel to come in those actual poor—foul of body, it may
be, as well as of soul—whom yet He has numbered to me as my flock.’
Silence ensued—an uncomfortable silence; broken by Mrs. Goodman’s
nervous proffer of tea to Mr. Sale, who declined it.
Mr. Home resumed the attack. ‘Doctor,’ observed he, ‘all other
objections to open seats might perhaps be overruled; but consider the
sacredness of family affection, and do not ask us to scatter
ourselves forlornly through the church, here a husband, there a
wife;’ and he interchanged a smile with Mrs. Home; ‘there, again, a
practical orphan. I for one could not possibly say my prayers without
my little woman at my elbow.’
‘Here,’ cried the Rector, ‘I joyfully meet you halfway. The division
of the sexes in distinct aisles is a question by itself, and one
which I am not now discussing. Only go betimes to church’—at this a
glance of intelligence passed round the circle, whilst Mrs. Home
coloured,—‘and I stake my credit that you will hardly ever fail to
find six contiguous seats for your party.’
Then Mr. Stone spoke up—Mr. Stone, the warmest man in the parish. He
spoke with his fat hands in his fat pockets.
‘Dr. Goodman, sir,’—the courteous Rector bowed,—‘my attachment to the
Church and my respect for your cloth must not prevent my doing my
duty by my fellow-parishioners, who mouthpiece on the present
occasion I claim to be.’ A general movement of relief accepted him as
the lay champion. ‘We acknowledge, sir, and appreciate your zeal
amongst us, but we protest against your innovations. We have borne
with chants, with a surpliced choir, with daily services, but we will
not bear to see all our right trampled under foot, and all our
time-hallowed usages set at nought. The tendency of the day is to
level social distinctions and to elevate unduly the lower orders. In
this parish at least let us combine to keep up wise barriers between
class and class, and to maintain that fundamental principle
practically bowed to all over our happy England, that what you can
pay for you can purchase. This, sir, has been our first dissension’—a
statement not quite correct,—‘let it be our last; and in token that
we are at one against, here is my hand.’
Dr. Goodman grasped the proffered hand, looking rather pale as he did
so.
‘Let this betoken,’ rejoined he, ‘that whatever is discarded amongst
us, it shall not be Christian charity. And now it grows late. I must
not selfishly prolong our discussion’ yet, as your pastor, with a
sacred duty to discharge towards all my flock, suffer me to add one
word. What Mr. Stone has alleged may e the system of worldly England;
though many a man professing far less than we do would repudiate so
monstrous a principle; but as Churchmen we can have nothing to do
with it. God’s gifts are bought without money and without price: “Ho,
every one,” cries His invitation. I, therefore, as His most unworthy
ambassador, protest that in His house I will no longer buy and sell
as in a market. I confess myself in fault that I have so long
tolerated this monstrous abuse; and I avow that you, my brethren,
have this evening furnished me with the only plausible argument in
favour of pews which has ever been suggested to me, for it is hard
upon our open-hearted poor that they should be compelled to sit by
persons who, instead of viewing them as brethren beloved, despise the
poor.’
THE WAVES OF THIS TROUBLESOME WORLD.
A TALE OF HASTINGS FIFTEEN YEARS AGO.
PART I.
Perhaps there is no pleasanter watering-place in England where to
spend the fine summer months than Hastings, on the Sussex coast. The
old town, nestling in a long, narrow valley, flanked by the East and
West Hills, looks down upon the sea. At the valley mouth, on the
shingly beach, stands the fish-market, where boatmen disembark the
fruit of daily toil; where traffic is briskly plied, and maybe
haggling rages; where bare-legged children dodge in and out between
the stalls; where now and then a travelling show—dwarf, giant, or
what not—arrests for brief days its wanderings.
Hard by the market, on the beach, stands the fishermen’s chapel—
plain, but comely, with, near the door, its small chest for offerings.
I know not whether chanted psalms and hymns rise within its walls;
but if they do, the windy sea must sound an accompaniment exceeding
in solemn harmony any played upon earthly organs, to such words as,
‘One deep calleth another, because of the noise of the water-pipes:
all Thy waves and storms are gone over me;’ or, ‘They are carried up
to the heaven, and down again to the deep: their soul melteth away
because of the trouble;’ or, ‘Let not the waterflood drown me,
neither let the deep swallow me up.’
It is a pretty sight in brilliant holiday weather to watch the many
parties of health or pleasure-seekers which throng the beach. Boys
and girls picking up shells, pebbles, and star-fishes, or raising
with hands and wooden spades a sand fortress, encircled by a moat
full of sea-water, and crowned by a twig of seaweed as a flag;
mothers and elder sisters reading or working beneath shady hats,
whilst after bathing their long hair dries in the sun and wind. Hard
by rock at their moorings bannered pleasure-boats, with blue-jerseyed
oarsmen or white sails; and if the weather is oppressively got and
sunny, a gaily-coloured canopy is reared on light poles, for the
protection of voyagers. When tide is high, a plank or a long step
suffices; but at low water, as the shore is flat, boatmen have
frequently to carry children, and even women, across the broad stretch
of wet sands to and from the vessels.
Very different from such seafarers in sport are their near
neighbours, the seafarers in earnest; who neither hoist canopies for
fair weather, nor tarry at home for foul; who might say with the
patriarch Jacob, ‘In the day the drought consumed me, and the frost
by night;’ whose vigils often see the moon rise and set; who
sometimes buffet with the winds and tug against the tide for very
life.
It is with one of these that my tale has to do: let us peep into his
cottage.
An accident to his boat, only just now, after hours of diligent
labour, repaired, has kept Frank Hardiman on shore all day. Within
another hour the tide will be favourable, and he must put to sea;
till then he stays with his wife and two children, Jane and Henry.
They are seated at tea, discussing the contents of a letter received
that afternoon. Let us look at the faces and listen to the
conversation.
Frank Hardiman is thirty-one years old, tall, stout, tanned by the
sun, with a deep, jolly voice, bright eyes, and the merriest of
laughs. His wife, Emma, is slim and rather pretty, dressed with
considerable taste and uncommon neatness; for before her marriage she
was upper nurse in a gentleman’s family, and, indeed, made
acquaintance with her good man when loitering along the beach after
her little charges. Jane is nine years old, quiet and shy, with a
mild expression, redeemed from insipidity by lines of unusual
firmness about the mouth: when she speaks it is mostly in a slow,
apathetic manner; but now and then a flash of feeling reveals that
there are strength and depth in her character. Harry has scarcely
entered his seventh year, and is a miniature likeness of his father,
only less sunburned.
The letter under discussion ran as follows:—
Dear Brother and Sister,
My husband died ten days ago in the hope of a blessed resurrection.
Moreover God, Who does all things well, has been pleased to call my
sin to remembrance, and to slay my son. I am alone indeed now; not in
debt, having just enough in hand to pay my way till Thursday, and
then come down to you. Will you receive me? We parted in anger, but
perhaps you will forgive me when you know how much I have lost, and
guess with how sore a longing I desire to lay my bones amongst my own
people. If I do not hear from you by Thursday, I shall understand
that you cannot forgive: nevertheless remember, in the next world if
not in this, we must meet again.
Your sorrowful, affectionate sister,
SARAH LANE.
‘How can she fancy we’d bear malice after all her troubles?’ said
Frank; ‘and when it was for her own good, too. Write at once, my
dear, and make her welcome to all we’ve got, such as it is, and the
best of it.’
‘Yes,’ replied Emma, dryly. She was jealously alive to her husband’s
fondness for his sister, and by no means relished the prospect of her
returning to live with them.
‘How old is aunt Sarah?’ inquired Jane.
‘Twenty-five last March; and five years ago she was the prettiest
girl in Hastings. You must furbish up your room a bit, Jenny, and
make your aunt as comfortable as you can. She’s got rather high
notions, naturally; but I guess they must have come down by this
time, poor thing! only don’t let us make her feel strange coming back
to what used to be her home—and shall be her home again, please God,
if she’ll come and share it. Well, I’m off, Emma,’ continued Frank,
rising and shaking himself: ‘you’ll write a kind welcome, I know, for
you’re the scholar; and you needn’t say a word about me, except that
I’m just the same as five years ago. Good night.’—‘Good night.’ So he
left the cottage.
Then Jane busied herself with washing the tea-things and ‘tidying
up;’ Harry, at the imminent risk of his fingers, began hacking a
small bit of wood, to produce what he dubbed a boat, and Emma sat
down to write the letter of invitation—I cannot say welcome:—
My dear Sister,
Your letter came to hand this afternoon, and Frank and I are very
sorry for your troubles; but if you come here I dare say you will
mind less. Frank says, ‘Come and welcome, and be as all was five
years ago:’ only ours is but a poor place for such as you, and you
must not mind having Jenny in bed with you; and you cannot expect me
to do nothing but wait on you, as I have a good handful with Frank
and the children, I tell you plainly.
So next Thursday we shall expect you, and no more at present
from
Your affectionate sister,
EMMA HARDIMAN.
While Emma wrote her letter, Jane, I say, washed the tea-things.
There was brisk thoroughness in her manner of washing; no great
handiness, but concentrated energy: she was evidently conscientious.
Next she coaxed Harry to forego his hacking and be put to bed,
showing tact and good nature with firmness in the transaction. Then,
returning with her bonnet on her head and a basket on her arm, she
asked her mother whether she should not take her letter to the post.
‘Yes,’ answered Emma; ‘and you must make haste, too, or it won’t be
in time. Here’s a penny for a stamp; and,’ putting a crown-piece
into the little girl’s hand, ‘you must bring me in some butter, and
sugar, and treacle, and a load, and some tea; and call at Mrs.
Smith’s for my bonnet, and get a reel of black cotton and a paper of
needles. And you must run, too; you’ll have running enough, I reckon,
when madam comes.’
Away ran Jane with all her might, reaching the post-office in much
more than time to catch the evening mail. ‘Well, my little woman, is
it a love-letter you’re carrying?’ said the post-master; to which
she answered demurely, ‘No, sir, please; it’s to my aunt in London.’
Seeing he was busy she added no more, but set off on her next errand.
This took her to a various-smelling shop in one of the back streets,
where she ran glibly through the accustomed list of articles: ‘Half a
pound of butter, a pound of sugar, two pennyworth of treacle (for
Harry), a quartern loaf, a quarter of a pound of three-and-fourpenny
tea, and rashers of bacon,’ supplying the last item from her
knowledge of what must be wanted, though her mother had forgotten to
name it. She packed all carefully in her little basket, counted the
change from her crown-piece, chirped to a poor imprisoned lark, which
could catch not one glimpse of sky from his nail in the shop, stroked
her old friend the black cat, and started for Mrs. Smith’s smart
establishment in the High Street.
Mrs. Smith, in a false front and staring flowers, presiding behind
her millinery counter, looked somewhat formidable. Jane preferred
asking the young woman on the other side for the black cotton and
needles. These were supplied and paid for; then Mrs. Smith called out
to know if she wanted anything else. ‘Please, ma’am,” began Jane, is
mother’s bonnet—’
‘Oh!’ cried Mrs. Smith, shortly, ‘tell your mother that her bonnet
isn’t done yet, and she needn’t keep bothering after it; for when
it’s done I’ll send it home, and not before. Good evening!’ This
bonnet was a bone of contention between the two women; it was to be
trimmed in return for certain errands already executed by Jane; and
the milliner’s hands being filled just now with more lucrative
orders, great delay ensued in its completion.
When Jane reached home, she found her mother seated hard at work
making a black-and-white muslin dress with flounces—Emma loved to be
smart on Sunday—for her own wear. Jane put away the purchases, handed
what change remained to Mrs. Hardiman, and sat down to write a copy
and work an addition sum for Mrs. Grey, the curate’s wife, who gave
her an hour’s instruction two or three times a-week. The little girl
laboured to do her very best, and had just produced a particularly
correct capital B when her mother shook the table. Not a word said
poor Jane, though a great blot was jerked out of the pen on to the B.
She tried again and again for six lines more, but without equalling
the defaced B; then, that page finished, turned her mind to the sum.
‘4 and 4 are 8, and 1 are 9, and 7—’ ‘Jane,’ cried her mother,
‘there’s nothing for supper; run out and fetch two rashers.’ ‘I got
them, mother, when I was out, because I knew they were wanted,’ was
the cheerful answer, and reckoning recommenced. ‘4 and 4 are 8, and 1
are 9, and 7 are sixt—’ ‘Jane.’ ‘Yes, mother.’ ‘Was the letter in
time?’ ‘Oh, much more than time. 4 and 4—’ ‘I shall never get through
these flounces to-night: put away your books, child, and help me. I’m
sure your schooling isn’t worth much if it doesn’t teach you to mind
me.’
Jane jumped up, though she could have cried, laid by her book and
slate, and sat down close to her mother. In another minute two pairs
of hands were hemming as fast as they could hem at the flounces. Why
was Emma in such a hurry to finish making her dress? It could not be
out of regard to her sister-in-law’s feelings, as she and her
daughter were already in black for the death of an old relation who
had left them a few pounds; neither could it be with an exclusive eye
to Sunday, for this was only Tuesday evening: no, she was bent on
receiving poor, sad Sarah in this fine gown, because she felt jealous
of her good looks, and wanted to outshine her in Frank’s eyes.
Jane, who had no idea of this state of things, asked, ‘What was Uncle
Lane?’
‘Don’t call him uncle,’ returned Emma, sharply; ‘he was no kith or
kin to us, but a Methodist fografer [photographer], and but a poor
body at best. I dare say his widow hasn’t a pound that she can call
her own, though she is so ready to invite herself to live with them
who work hard for their bread. However, your father must please
himself. [Thread snaps.] Mrs. Smith’s cotton is mere rubbish; you go
to Widow Wright’s next time, and see if you can’t get honest
penn’orth; do you hear?’
‘Yes, mother. I shall like to have Aunt Sarah in my bed: is she like
father?’
‘No—yes—I don’t know; don’t bother me. You’ll have enough and to
spare of Aunt Sarah, I can tell you.’
Silence once more, except for the click, click, of thimble and
needle; Jane wondering what she had said amiss, for her mother was
not usually cross.
At last the flounces were finished. ‘There, that will do,’ observed
Emma, more complacently, for they looked puffy and well. ‘I declare
it’s supper-time; make haste, child, and toast the bacon whilst I
clear away.’
On Wednesday, Jane having, under her mother’s direction, scrubbed her
own bed-room floor, added a blue bason and jug to its furniture, and
an extra chair. The window looked into Frank’s garden, very bright
just now with nasturtiums; and though it did not command a sea view,
the murmur, or tumult, or roar of the great deep, could always,
except in very still weather, be distinctly heard from it.
The room made ready, let us glance at its occupant.
Sarah Lane, now so mournful, had years ago been not only the
prettiest, but almost the merriest girl in Hastings. True, she was a
child of sorrow to her mother, who died without even kissing her
new-born baby; but, bequeathed to the guardianship of father and
brother, she never missed a mother’s care. Often might Henry Hardiman
be seen loitering up and down the parade, or lounging by the
sun-dial, holding in his arms his little girl; or, as she grew older,
putting his finger into her chubby first to help her in toddling.
Sometimes, in pleasant weather, he took her in the boat with him for
a row; sometimes left her on shore under the care of Frank, who
lugged her unweariedly about the beach, where she served as plaything
to her father’s rugged mates.
When the time arrived for Frank to go out with his father and share
his labours, a change ensued for little Sarah. She was sent to a
superior school—for Henry Hardiman drove a flourishing trade—and only
went home on a Saturday to stay till the Monday; the Hardimans, from
father to son, observing Sunday, and frequenting St. Clement’s
Church. Henry and Frank were not a little proud of their girl as she
walked beside them, rosy and good-humoured, or, with a pretty
childish voice, joined in the hymns of the congregation; and before
long she, too, learned to be proud of her sturdy, weather-beaten
father in his Sunday blue boat, and of her handsome, merry brother,
and to give them back warm love for the life-long love which they
gave her.
At fifteen, grown tall and womanly, Sarah came home to keep her
father’s house. Her school-education included several useful items:
she was quick and clever with her needle, read with fluency and
expression, wrote a clear hand, was a capital accountant, hair a fair
knowledge of geography, history, and spelling, could express herself
well in a letter; moreover, she knew a little music and a little
dancing, and, thanks to natural voice and ear, sang sweetly and
tuneably. Very soon the cottage bore witness to her good taste. The
old-fashioned furniture was rubbed up; a few geraniums and fuschias
screened the parlous window; a Virginia creeper, scarlet-coloured in
autumn, clambered up the outer wall; and carefully tended plants
rendered her garden the prettiest in the Tackle way. She liked and
wore bright colours; and when she watered her window-flowers, or
gathered a nosegay in the garden, or sat among the Pier Rocks
watching for her father’s boat to come across the intense blue, sunny
sea, often and often passers-by lingered to admire her noble beauty
and untaught grace.
When her skill as a needlewoman became known, first neighbours, then
ladies, engaged her to work for them. By this means she amassed a
little sum of money, carefully stored amongst her treasures, but
never spent. Sometimes Henry, coming home, found her sewing and
singing, whilst puss purred at her feet, and the kettle sang on the
fire. Then he would say, ‘Bless you, Sally; there’s no need for you
to wear out your plump bits of fingers. Ain’t Frank and I big enough
to work for you?’ and she would answer, ‘Ah, but some day when you’re
a dear old father, and stay at home in the chimney-corner, Frank
musn’t have all the pleasure of working for you, and my earnings will
come in handy, you’ll see.’
Several young men courted her for her fair face, or clever ways, or
kind heart; but to all of them she answered a civil ‘No,’ till it
came to be said among the fisher-folk that Sarah Hardiman must be
waiting for a lord. Even John Archer, a well-to-do, God-fearing
young boatman, who followed her for many an anxious month, only at
last elicited her gentle, firm ‘No,’ though her father pitied the
poor lad, and Frank spoke warmly in his favour. Soon after Sarah left
school, Frank married and brought home his Emma; but Sarah continued
mistress of the house, her father’s darling, and very dear to her
brother, which, with her good looks and many suitors, made Emma sore
and jealous. The two young women were not over cordial together,
though they never spoke of their coolness, and Frank was long before
he even suspected it.
So four years passed.
One Saturday night, as the little family sat round the fire, over
which spluttered eggs and bacon for supper,—as Henry dozed, Frank
netted, Emma worked for her baby, and Sarah turned the rashers, a
noise of quarrelling outside roused the two men. They started up, but
before they could reach the door a loud crash was heard of something
falling and breaking on the pavement; then three or four voices cried
‘Shame!’ They ran out, and the women were left alone in some anxiety.
After a few minutes old Hardiman returned. ‘Sally,’ explained he,
‘here’s a poor travelling showman whose box of things has just been
smashed by big Ben, because he said the sun would take his likeness.
Ben, I reckon, has had a glass too much. So I think it will be but
Christian-like to take him in for to-night, as he’s quite a stranger
here, and seems a decent body, if you’ll shake him down a bed, my
darling.’
‘Yes, father,’ answered the girl; and just then Frank and a young man
entered, bearing between them the wrecks of a portable photographic
apparatus.
‘Sit down and be kindly welcome,’ Sarah said, blushing like a rose;
she set a chair for the stranger, and, with practical hospitality,
broke three more eggs, and put three more rashers into the
frying-pan. Then she placed those already cooked on the table, with
cheese, butter, home-made bread, and strong beer.
At supper the guest warmly thanked his entertainers, and proceeded to
gratify their curiosity about himself. His name was John Lane; both
his parents were dead, and, indeed, he had no near relation in the
world. His business was to take photographs, at sixpence and upwards;
for this purpose he travelled from town to town, seldom remaining in
one place for more than a few weeks: ‘Till to-night,’ he continued,
somewhat bitterly, ‘I never met with an ignorant brute.’ He then drew
from his pocket a small case containing specimens of his art, both
portraits and landscapes.
Frank looked at them in silent admiration; but Sarah observed,
pointing to a coloured head, ‘I like that best; I always want to know
what eyes and hair people have.’ John Lane glanced up at her: ‘Yes,’
said he, ‘the sun can’t paint eyes and hair.’ ‘Well, Mr. Lane,’
interposed Emma, ‘I must get you to do Jenny’s portrait. When will
you be able?’ ‘I will come as soon as I possibly can,’ he answered,
eagerly. So that evening concluded.
Next morning, while they sat at breakfast, Sarah said to the guest,
‘Our old church is worth seeing: I think when you’ve been there with
us, you’ll want to take its likeness too.’ But John Lane, flushing
crimson, replied, without looking up, ‘I can’t go there, thank you:
I’m what you call a Methodist.’
Certainly John Lane by no means exaggerated in his own favour when he
told his story. He might have said that during some years he had been
the sole support of a bedridden mother, for her sake often denying
himself all save bare necessaries; that by perseverance and ingenuity
he had attained proficiency in his art; that he had laid up a sum of
money, and was in the way to add to it. Any one who knew him well
could have related these facts and more. Two years before this
period, about the time of his mother’s death, he stopped one Sunday
afternoon to hear in itinerant preacher, who, bare-headed, Bible in
hand, went out—to use his own phrase—into the highways and hedges, to
compel men to come in. John stopped to kill time; but the rough,
zealous words pricked his conscience to the quick: before he went his
way he had resolved to redeem the time. From that day he was an
altered man: he read his Bible with fervent, persistent prayer, and
at the first opportunity introduced himself to the preacher whose
words had convinced him of sin. These two men, both honest, both
zealous, both uninstructed, provoked each other to good works; but,
utterly alien from church unity, ignored many vital doctrines. The
elder man, constrained by the love of Christ, sailed as a missionary
to India: John Lane then believed that he was called to fill the gap;
to lift up his voice like a trumpet, and proclaim the gospel to souls
perishing for lack of knowledge. Therefore he gave up his fixed
quarters in London, and wandering from town to town, endeavoured to
speak a word in season to persons who came to him in the way of
business; and on Sundays, after attending one service in the
Methodist chapel, devoted his afternoon to out-of-door preaching.
This was the man whom what we call accident, but what is in fact the
appointment or permission of God, brought to the fisherman’s cottage;
to Hardiman and Frank, staunch churchgoers; to Emma, not over partial
to her sister-in-law; to beautiful Sarah, with her winning ways and
disengaged heart.
Of course John Lane deemed himself in duty bound to bear witness for
the truth here as elsewhere. Hardiman listened to him, but shook his
head when he spoke of the love of the Establishment having waxed
cold, of experience, and professors. ‘I like practisers,’ said Henry
Hardiman; and trudged to St. Clement’s as heretofore. Emma went once
to the Methodist chapel, but was mightily offended when the preacher,
looking, as she declared, full at her light blue bonnet, observed,
‘It might have been better for Dives in hell if he had not dressed so
finely.’ Sarah, who would not grieve her father, continued a regular
attendant at the old parish church once every Sunday; but if, as
frequently happened, in her afternoon stroll she caught sight of John
Lane surrounded by a group of listening, too often idlers, she was
sure to join his audience and add her sweet voice to their hymns.
Then followed the walk together home; the earnest communings by the
way, of the everlasting prize to be run for.
So these two came to love each other: Henry only saw that the young
man loved his beautiful daughter.
‘John Lane,’ said he one day, ‘you love Sarah, and mean well by her;
but I tell you plainly she’s not for such as you. She’s said “No” to
many a man already, and she’ll say “No” to you when you ask her: for
she shall never have my blessing on her marrying a Methodist, and
gadding from place to place making mischief. Take my advice, my lad,
and keep away from Sarah, and she won’t run after you.’
So John kept away from the cottage; and if Sarah fretted, she said
not a word of her troubles to any one.
About a week had elapsed since they last saw each other, when she,
having finished some work for a lady at Halton, set off to carry it
home. A long round led her to the field-path, beset by fence and
gates: on the right, where the West Hill slopes towards the town,
haymaking was going on with a pleasant smell. Scarcely a breath of
wind stirred: and when for a few minutes she sat on a wayside bench
to cool herself, she noticed how a subtle exhalation rising from the
heated ground became perceptible where it slightly altered the
appearance of objects seen through it.
Her business at Halton was quickly transacted; and with lightened
hands, if not a lightened heart, she was turning homewards, when
straight before, pack on back, stood John Lane.
Sarah looked very tall and stately: ‘Good-bye, Mr. Lane,’ said she,
‘since I see you’re on your travels again; and I hope you’ll find a
kinder welcome where you’re going than you got at Hastings.’
‘Good-bye, indeed,’ he answered, gravely, ‘if you call me Mr. Lane;
and I hope I shall never find such another kind welcome, if it’s only
to break my heart afterwards.’
It was not in human nature to part so: no wonder Sarah’s look
softened; no wonder John forgot his pack and his migration, and
turned back towards Hastings with her. He told her all: how her
father had called him a mischief-making Methodist; had said he had no
chance, and had better keep away; how he had prayed and wrestled
against temptation; ‘because,’ added he, simply, ‘I wasn’t sure,
Sarah, that you would say “No.” But God gave me grace to esteem the
reproach of Christ better than all the—ah, better than much more than
all the treasures of Egypt.’ Again he said, ‘Good-bye;’ but Sarah
said, ‘Stuff! you know, John, I can’t answer “Yes” or “No” till you
ask me something.’
So in the field-path John asked, and she answered. Then from gate to
gate along the steaming fields, whilst haymakers rested and birds sat
silent in the noon heat, they two walked, talking earnestly. At the
last gate they parted, Sarah saying, ‘Very well, now that’s settled.
John, I do believe my soul is at stake in this matter, for it’s only
you in all the world who have taught me to love God; and though
father won’t bless my marrying a Methodist, he’ll bless me when I am
married.’
They were married secretly one Sunday morning at the Methodist
chapel—not without keen stings of conscience, which neither owned to
the other. When that same day Henry Hardiman heard from them what was
done, he uttered no angry words, but took the blow stoutly. To his
daughter’s eager expressions of affection he merely answered, ‘Maybe,
maybe, Sally;’ and when a week later she and her husband set off for
Eastbourne, he blessed her gravely before she went.
But that one trouble had made an old man of him. Soon Frank went
alone to fish, while Henry sat at home in the chimney-corner, holding
Emma’s youngest born on his knee, or crept along the Tackle Way, with
a finger in Jane’s chubby fist to help her in toddling. Next, days
came when he could only sit moping in the chimney-corner: the doctor,
looking at him, shook his head; and Frank wrote Sarah word that if
she cared for her father’s pardon she must come now and ask it. She
came: was received coldly by her brother and sister-in-law, kindly by
her father; only when she hung about him with tears and fond words,
he answered patiently, ‘Maybe, maybe, Sally.’ So he died.
A few more months, and Sarah became mother of a small, weak baby—a
little Henry. A few more years, and still wearing black for her dead
only son, she sat beside her husband’s death-bed: her kind husband,
who never once had spoken a harsh word to her. Long ago they had
repented of the cruel wrong done to the old man; had confessed their
fault one to the other, exchanged forgiveness, and prayed together
for pardon. Their store of money wasted during John’s tedious
illness; and Sarah, watching him as he lay dying, felt a sort of
satisfaction in the thought that she had just enough left to bury her
dead out of sight before asking help of her relations.
His last look was at her; his last words were, ‘Thanks be to God,
which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.’
PART II.
Thursday afternoon arrived. Frank, Jane, and little Harry, went down
to the station to meet Sarah Lane; whilst Emma stayed at home in the
puffy new muslin, preparing tea and making ready for her
sister-in-law’s reception. She was in high good humour; for Frank
before setting off had praised her pretty face, and observed, ‘Poor
Sally won’t look like that, I fancy, when she comes home again.’
She came. Just the old stately grace and fine features, but none of
the old bloom; her eyes were dim and sunken, her cheeks hollow;
instead of bright colours she wore widow’s weeds. She came back to
the familiar home, the fond warm-hearted brother, the sister-in-law
who had never loved her; only the dear old man was wanting, whose
grey hairs she had brought down with sorrow to the grave.
Frank kissed his sister when she crossed the threshold, but could not
utter one word of welcome, struck dumb by her changed face: it was
Emma, who, really touched, came forward and welcomed her cordially.
Not much was said that evening. Sarah held little Henry—so like his
grandfather—on her lap till he fell fast asleep there, and Frank
carried him upstairs for Jane to put to bed. Then Sarah, left alone
with her sister-in-law, rose, and holding out her hand, ‘Emma, I
promised John to ask your pardon for the ill-will there had been
between us, and I do ask it. Please God, I shall not stand in your
way any more to vex you, nor eat the bread of idleness for long.
Good-night.’ To judge by her wasted form and frequent hacking cough,
she would not for long eat the bread of men at all.
The next day, and the next, Sarah went amongst her neighbours seeking
for needlework, but without success. Many old friends greeted her
coldly, for Henry Hardiman’s death was generally laid at her door.
Some promised to employ her, but had no work just then. She called at
several houses from which she used to receive orders, but her richer
customers had not yet left London for the sea-side: she trudged to
Halton, and found that the young lady who employed her there had
married long ago, and gone away to the Lake country.
Poor Sarah! she was a widow indeed, and desolate, trusting in God.
On Sunday morning, before setting out for chapel, she said, ‘Don’t
wait dinner for me, as I dare say I shan’t be back much before
tea-time.’ Emma tossed her head in its flowered crape bonnet, and
wondered to Frank ‘which of her Methodist friends will give her a
dinner?’
Sarah Lane sat down to no dinner that day; but when she felt pretty
certain that the congregation must have dispersed from St. Clement’s,
she went into the churchyard and sat down on her father’s grave.
There, motionless, silent, past crying, she remained for hours. Will,
mental powers, life itself, seemed at a standstill; whilst, as if of
their own accord, old days came back before her eyes. She remembered
toddling along, helped by the unwearied finger; being rowed out to
sea in pleasant weather, till, grown tired, she nestled to sleep
under the rough great-coat; changing once a-week from lessons and
school discipline to snug home; walking hand in hand to church. She
remembered being installed mistress of the cottage; altering,
renewing, embellishing, just as she pleased; being fondled, cared
for, scarcely allowed to work for him to toiled night and day for
her; continuing first and dearest even after Frank brought a wife to
live with them. She remembered the new love that hardened her against
the old; the tacit deceit; the short parting, with its blessing,
grave and sorrowful; the long, long parting, with its patient,
unvaried, ‘Maybe, maybe, sally.’ Over and over again her eyes
mechanically read,—
‘HENRY HARDIMAN,
AGED 55.
Affliction sore long time he bore,
Physicians were in vain,
Till God did please his soul release,
And ease him of his pain.’
She did not perceive that these lines are doggrel; she only felt that
they were true. Her baby, her dear John,—their loss seemed light
while she sat by her dead father whom she had killed, and heard his
feeble voice saying in her ears, ‘Maybe, maybe, Sally.’
‘My!’ cried Emma, when, as the kettle sang on the fire, and Jane
knelt on the hearth toasting huge slices for tea, Sarah crept into
the cottage with a few daisies and blades of grass in her hand: ‘you
startled me just like a ghost, and I declare you’re as white as one.’
It cost Sarah’s pride a severe struggle before she could bring
herself to apply for work to Mrs. Grey, the curate’s wife: she feared
some harsh word might be dropped concerning her own conduct years
ago; and John blamed for what, as she persisted in saying, she led
him into. But not employment offered elsewhere; and the words of Holy
Scripture, ‘If any would not work, neither should he eat,’ kept
goading her; till one afternoon, by a great effort, she set off
towards the curate’s old-fashioned house in the Croft. A strange
servant opened the door, and perceiving a decent-looking widow, led
her straight into the sitting-room. Mrs. Grey heard some one enter,
but not catching the name, looked up from her writing, and seeing as
she supposed a stranger, rose and inquired civilly to whom she had
the pleasure of speaking.
‘You don’t recollect me, ma’am,’ began Sarah; but at the sound of
that familiar voice Mrs. Grey started forward, and cordially pressing
her hand, exclaimed, ‘Oh, Sarah Hardiman—Mrs. Lane—how glad I am to
see you! I heard you were come home, and thought it would not be long
before you paid me a visit. Sit down, and let me help you off with
your bonnet and shawl; for now that you are here I shall not let you
go so easily.’
This kindness quite overcame the poor widow. A great flow of tears
relieved her; and when Mrs. Grey spoke soothing words, she answered,
‘Let be, ma’am, let be: it’s the first time since I buried John, and
it does me good.’
So the curate’s wife, who had known her from a baby, seated herself
by her; and drawing the bowed-down head to her bosom, let her sob
there; not attempting to check her grief, but only whispering that
she understood the lightest part of it, having lost her own youngest
boy five months ago. When the sobs grew less choking, she poured out
a glass of wine and made her eat some cake—little guessing how sorely
her guest stood in need of food; since Sarah grudged herself every
morsel she ate whilst she earned nothing and was a burden to Frank
and Emma.
At length the purpose of her visit was told: ‘I came to ask,’ said
Sarah, ‘whether you would give me some needlework. I have been trying
ever since I came back to find employment, and no one wants my
services. Will you let me work for you?’
Mrs. Grey replied directly, ‘I have plenty of things to make just
now, and you shall have them all if you like to begin to-morrow.’
Then, remembering that in days of yore there was not much cordiality
between the sisters-in-law, she added, ‘If you don’t mind, I should
prefer your not taking them home, at least not at first, but working
here with me. Perhaps some day it may comfort you to tell me about
your troubles: you don’t know how often I thought of you and felt for
you whilst you were away.’
Just then little Jane Hardiman, whose course of study had undergone
temporary suspension on account of the extra bustle at home, came in
for her hour’s lesson. Sarah rose to go; but Mrs. Grey begged her to
sit down if she was not in a hurry, and wait till her niece was ready
to walk home with her. Then business commenced.
The addition sum was produced, worked at last without one blunder;
the blotted B elicited a mild rebuke; a flower-pot added to the
sampler was inspected and approved. Next Jane, who had, in
preparation, read it over by herself, was questions on the parable of
the lost sheep (Luke, xv. 4).
‘Where was the shepherd pasturing his flock?’
‘In the wilderness.’
‘What is a wilderness?’
‘A barren place, without houses, or trees, or grass, or water.’
‘But what then were the sheep to eat?’
Some moments spent in thought. ‘Did they have manna, ma’am?’
‘No, I do not suppose they had manna. In a wilderness there are
certain spots where water springs out of the ground; and round about
this water or fountain the ground is fertile, fruit-bearing and
other shady trees grow, and grass springs up. I recollect once
reading of a traveller who found a single most beautiful lily
blooming by such a fountain. Doubtless the good shepherd fed his
flock on a fruitful spot of the wilderness, as the Psalm says,—“He
shall feed me in a green pasture, and lead me forth beside the waters
of comfort” How many sheep were there?’
‘A hundred.’
‘Who took care of them?’
‘Their shepherd.’
‘Did the shepherd fall asleep at night and let the wolf come and
catch them?’
‘No.’
‘No, certainly. He kept watch over his flock by night: if he saw a
roaring lion or a great heavy bear coming to tear them, he rose and
killed it or drove it away. Well, ninety-nine sheep followed him
wherever he went: but what did one do?’
‘It got away.’
‘Where did it go?’
‘Did it go into the other part of the wilderness?’
‘Yes; quite away from the grass and water, where there was nothing
but sand. It couldn’t eat sand or drink sand, could it?’
‘No, ma’am.’
‘So it must have died very soon of hunger and thirst, even if no wild
beast had devoured it. Did it die?’
‘No; because the shepherd went and fetched it.’
‘And when he found it, did he drive it before him, striking it and
using angry words?’
‘No; he laid it on his shoulders rejoicing, and all his neighbours
rejoiced with him when it came safely back.’
‘Very well. But this is not merely a beautiful tale about a shepherd
and his flock; it is one of the sacred parables spoken by our blessed
Saviour. What do I mean by a parable?’ asked Mrs. Grey.
A long pause: at last,—‘Stories that tell about other things.’
‘Really that will not do for an explanation,’ said the teacher;
‘because, though I understand what you mean, a person who knew
nothing what a parable is would be none the wiser. Perhaps your aunt
will kindly help us.’ Then, turning to her, ‘Mrs. Lane, will you
inform your niece what a parable is?’
Sarah, who, as we know, had been well taught in her childhood, and
who had greatly increased her religious knowledge during the years of
her married life, replied readily, ‘A spoken emblem; just as holly in
a window tells us of Christmas.’
‘Thank you, yes; or as the cross brings before our eyes Him Who hung
thereon. And since all our blessed Saviour’s parables teach us
something concerning God, or heaven, or our own duty, we must spare
no pains to understand them. Now then, Jane, tell me the hidden
meaning of this parable of the lost sheep. The shepherd is—?’
‘Jesus Christ, who calls Himself the Good Shepherd’ (John, x. 11).
‘The flock are—?’
‘Every one.’
‘Not every one. He has “other sheep” (John, x. 16). The wilderness
where they lived is this world. What was the fruitful spot where he
pastured them?’
No answer. ‘It is the Church,’ continued Mrs. Grey; ‘the fold or pen
if we speak under an emblem, the Church if we speak plainly. So this
flock is not all people, but—?’
‘Christian people.’
‘Yes; in those days every one who was a Christian at all belonged to
the fold, or Church. What, then, did the sheep do who went wandering
away?’
‘It committed a sin.’
‘And if the good shepherd had not gone to seek and to save that which
was lost, what must have happened to it?’
‘It must have died,’ answered Jane, earnestly. ‘But he went and
looked about for it, and brought it back, and called all his friends
and neighbours to rejoice with him.’
‘Quite right. A verse which follows tells us who the friends and
neighbours are: which verse is that?’
The child considered a moment, and then repeated, ‘I say unto you,
that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth,
more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no
repentance’ (Luke, xv. 7).
‘Or,’ resumed the teacher, ‘it is explained still more clearly at the
end of the next parable (ver. 10): “Likewise, I say unto you, there
is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that
repenteth.”’
Now Mrs. Grey, much as she loved Sarah Lane, and admired her many
good qualities, could not doubt that she fell into grievous error
when she turned her back on the church of her baptism, and followed
ever so dear a person into schism; neither could she judge how eager
the widow might be to lead her family after her. Therefore she added,
trying not to look conscious,—
‘This sheep by sin wandered, as it supposed, quite away from its kind
shepherd’s eye and care; but if, instead of going far, it had just
crept through the paling and sat down outside the fold, and when its
master called it back, had answered, “Master, I will follow thee
whithersoever thou goest: but the grass outside the fold is more
nourishing than that which grows inside, and the sheep whom I lived
with there do not love and follow thee as entirely as I wish to
do,”—would its master have been pleased with it?’
‘Oh no!’
‘Yet this, Jane, is just what many people do now. They fancy they can
find better food for their souls out of the Church than in it, and so
join the Dissenters; refusing to return, though they see written in
the Bible that God added to the Church daily such as should be saved.
That will do for the present: next time we will talk about the
parable of the lost piece of money.’
Then Jane drew from her basket a large bunch of rose-coloured
seaweed, the dock-leaved fucus, neatly smoothed on white cardboard,
and said timidly, ‘Please, ma’am, father desires his respects; and
will you accept this, as you seem to fancy such things? It came up in
the net last week, and he says he never found such a handsome piece
of the sort before.’
Mrs. Grey looked delighted: ‘Oh, how lovely! I have nothing like it.
Do thank your father very much for his kind present, and tell him it
will be the beauty of my collection.’
So day by day Sarah Lane went to the Croft; and when it was not
convenient for her to sit with Mrs. Grey, took her needlework up into
the nursery: for nurse, as her mistress knew, was a good steady
person, much more likely to lead the young widow right than to be led
wrong by her. Or sometimes she carried her work home, because Emma
complained of being left always alone. Or sometimes, if the day was
fine, and the material one that could not fade, she sat amongst the
Pier Rocks sewing, much as she had sat years ago watching for her
father’s boat.
Native air, bracing sea-breezes, a mind at rest as to the supply of
daily bread,—under the influence of these blessings her health
rallied, her wasted figure became plumper, and her step more elastic.
By little and little, old friends warmed towards her, and old
customers came back; soon she had as many orders as she could execute.
Mrs. Grey remarked, ‘Why, Sarah, you’re growing quite stout and rosy:
I do believe, after all, you may get as strong and live as long as
any of us.’
The widow turned a little pale, but answered cheerfully, ‘Please God,
ma’am, I shall, if it is His will.’ Only the cough continued, hack,
hack, and scarcely seemed to get better.
One day the curate’s wife came into her nursery, carrying a basin
full of whitish jelly. ‘Do try this for your cough, Mrs. Lane,’ said
she; ‘and if it does you good, I will tell you how to make some
more.’ Sarah tried it: the taste was rather pleasant, and in a day or
two that extreme irritation at her chest abated. Then she learned
that this soothing jelly was made by boiling down a whitish seaweed
(the carrageen, or Irish Moss), which washes up in abundance on the
Hastings coast, and adding a little sugar and lemon-juice to render
it palatable.
Jane and Harry, when they walked on the shingle, used to fill their
baskets with white weed for poor sick Aunt Sarah. Sometimes Harry got
lazy, and would not take any pains to find the carageen moss; but
conscientious Jane looked carefully for it, and seldom failed to
collect a little store, which was dried in the sun, and then laid by
against cold wet weather, when she might not be able to go out
seeking it. Her kind teacher had once made her learn the text,
‘Whosoever shall give you a cup of water to drink in My name, because
ye belong to Christ, verily I say unto you, he shall not lose his
reward’ (Mark, ix. 41); explaining that any act of kindness done to
any person for the sake of pleasing our Lord Jesus Christ, will be
remembered by Him and rewarded at the last day. This it was which
made Jane so diligent; and often, when she felt inclined for a run in
the lane and green fields to gather hyacinths, or pink lychnis, or
bunches or fiery poppies, she coaxed Harry to come down on the
shingle instead, and look for pretty stone and shells and star-
fishes, whilst she picked up seaweed.
One certain Wednesday morning symptoms of extraordinary bustle became
evident in the snug cottage on the Tackle Way. To judge by
appearances, a birth, marriage, or death at the least, must have been
impending: no, it was only Emma Hardiman’s quarterly cleaning-day,
which, having come round, occasioned such commotion. Frank was packed
off from a quick breakfast to his fishing; Sarah received a broad
hint that the sooner she vacated the sitting-room the better it would
be; Harry was sent into the garden with his knife and bits of wood;
and Jane was bid ‘put away her nonsense [a prize picture-book
received only the day previously for good conduct], and turn her hand
to something useful.’
Now, as Emma on cleaning-days was fretted and snappish, Sarah pitied
the poor child; so instead of starting for the Croft, she said to her
sister-in-law, ‘Indeed, I would rather not stir out to-day, or do
needlework either; only that dress ought to go back at once to
Ecclesbourne, as Mrs. Bright said she wanted it in a hurry. Will you
let the children carry it home for me? They can take their dinner
with them, and keep out of our way all day, whilst I remain to help
you. We shall get through the work twice as fast, and do it twice as
well. Don’t you remember the hand that I am at scrubbing and tidying?’
So the dress was neatly pinned up in a handkerchief for Jane to
carry, and a basket stocked with two hunches of bread and two blocks
of cold bacon was given to little Henry. Sarah sent also the bill,
and showed Jane where to sign her name when she took the money; for
Mrs. Bright liked to pay at once for whatever she had.
It was a fine warm morning when the children started along the East
Cliff towards Ecclesbourne, trudging amongst all sort of pleasant
sight, sounds, and smells. There was the scent of a hayfield, the
sweetness of dog-roses and honeysuckle, and fragrance of thyme
beneath their feet; there were chirpings in the hedges, scattered
skylarks in the air, a murmur of waves; there was blue sky above
their heads, bright living green and golden sunshine around them,
glittering sea far down below the cliff, flowers in the grass and
about the hedges, butterflies here, there, and everywhere.
Cap in hand, shouting and jumping, away ran Harry after the
butterflies; whilst elder Jane, precious parcel in hand, plodded
steadily forward, sometimes calling her truant brother, sometimes
waiting for him to come up with her. This walk over the glorious East
Hill was doubly delightful after those many strolls along the shingle.
Mrs. Bright lived in a pretty house that stood in its own neat
garden. The children felt quite shy as they opened the wicket-gate
and proceeded soberly along the gravel walk up to the house-door.
Perhaps Mrs. Bright would see them out of window, and wonder what
they wanted. Harry got behind Jane, and looked as if he had never run
in his life, much less after a butterfly; Jane put the best face she
could on the matter, and rang the bell.
But when a maid-servant, having opened the door and asked their
business, showed them into the parlour, Mrs. Bright’s goof-natured
smile and manner gave them courage. She had spied them as they came
along the garden—not treading on the borders or meddling with the
flowers,—and wondered in her own mind who that neat little girl and
boy might be. When she found they were Mrs. Lane’s niece and nephew
come with her new dress, saw Jane write her name steadily at the foot
of the bill, and noticed her civil ‘Thank you, ma’am,’ and curtsey,
she was quite pleased, and showed them several pretty things. First
of all, they watched a large white cockatoo crack a nut, and heard
him say, ‘Pretty Poll,’ and ‘Pretty cockatoo;’ next they saw a glass
bowl full of water, in which swam golf and silver fishes, much
handsomer than those their father brought ashore in his boat. Mrs.
Bright showed them some coloured pictures—amongst which Jane
recognised the good shepherd seeking his lost sheep—in a handsome old
clasped Bible, and gave a story-book to the girl, but shook her head
when she heard the boy could not say his letters. Then, handing each
of the children a cup of milk, which they drank at once, and a hunch
of sweet cake to serve as pudding after their bread and bacon, she
sent them away very well pleased.
Down the steep cliff steps they scrambled to the rocky beach below,
to sit on a huge stone which was hollowed ‘something,’ as Harry said,
‘like father’s arm-chair,’ and eat their dinner. By this time the
beauty of the day was gone; clouds which in the early morning had
been ranged along the horizon were spread over a great portion of the
sky, and the air felt much cooler. The children, however, were hungry
and happy enough not to notice these changes, but held their feast
with great glee. Then they had a long game at hide-and-seek in and
out amongst the rocky fragments, Jane hunting for Harry, and tickling
him well when she found him. At last she proposed setting off
homewards; but Harry by this time was tired and sleepy, so she sat
down in the ‘arm-chair’ with his curly head in her lap, and soon both
the little ones were fast asleep.
When Jane woke it was with a start, and a loud sound roaring in her
ears. She felt chilled and cramped, but could not at first remember
where she was; when she did remember, she shook up Harry in a great
fright, and bade him keep fast hold of her hand and come straight
back to the cliff path. During their sleep a thick brown fog had
risen from the ground like smoke; it hid the cliff, and even the
rocks and shingle at a very few yards’ distance: only Jane could make
out the sea distinctly, because the tide was rising; waves were
foaming, breaking, roaring, close at hand amongst the huge stones;
not a moment must be lost in escaping for their lives.
They scrambled as fast as they could from the terrible advancing sea;
but that was slowly, for the fog thickened and thickened, and many a
fall they got slipping on the slimy tangle. Hand in hand they kept on
stoutly, but in the darkness turned to one side, being quite unable
to make out the cliff. Suddenly a shower of foam fell on them. Harry
stood stock-still, hiding his face against his sister, and trembling
all over; he did not cry or utter a word, but he could not move one
step further. ‘Come on, dear,’ said Jane, trying not to seem
frightened; ‘perhaps we shall see the steps directly.’ But Harry
could not stir; he clung to his sister, utterly unable to move a foot
forward. Louder and louder the tumult, thicker and thicker the foam,
closer and closer came the strong, broken, irresistible sweep of the
sea.
Jane felt ready to sit down and cry; but she remembered the Good
Shepherd seeking His lost sheep, and in her heart prayed Him now to
seek and save His little lambs. Next—there was no help for it—she
caught up Harry in her arms, and stumbled as well as she could guess
towards the cliff.
At last they dimly discerned it, not so high as at the spot where
they descended, stretching sheer, rugged, upwards; but no trace of
steps was on its precipitous face. This was a different point of the
East Hill, and at high tide the sea dashed against its foot.
A little above the ground a narrow shelf jutted out of the rock. This
they succeeded in gaining, but further ascent was impossible. Jane
made Harry kneel by her side, and together they repeated the Lord’s
Prayer in small, sad voices: then, sitting down, she took her brother
on her lap, and, rocking backwards and forwards, tried to sing him to
sleep before the dreadful death came; praying in her heart all the
while as well as she was able; not even starting, lest she should
wake the little one, when the first cold touch of water reached her
feet.
But it was not God’s will that the waterflood should drown them, and
the deep swallow them up; at that very moment lights flashed above
their heads, and loud shouts reached them. Jane screamed in answer,
bidding Harry scream too, lest they should not be heard; and scream
he did with all his might. Then a man secured to a stout rope was
swung over the cliff by his companions, and took both children in his
strong arms; then all three were drawn up into safety, just as a
foaming wave swept over the rocky shelf.
‘O that men would therefore praise the Lord for His goodness, and
declare the wonders that He doeth for the children of men!’
Next Sunday morning—
‘Frank Hardiman and his family desire to return thank to Almighty God
for great mercies received,’—gave out Mr. Grey, before reading the
‘General Thanksgiving;’ at which announcement half the congregation
turned their heads in one direction.
There knelt Frank, his handsome, sunburnt face full of emotion: on
his right hand was Emma, one his left Jane, holding Harry almost as
tightly as when they clung together on the terrible rock. But who
could that be with bowed head, kneeling next to the boy, and sobbing
in her prayers? There was no mistaking the close widow’s bonnet and
heavy black dress, though the patient widowed face remained hidden;
once more Sarah Lane was kneeling where so often she had knelt by her
father’s side: if that day her sweet voice could not be heard joining
in the hymns, doubtless in her heart she praised God.
Jane had said, ‘Please do come, Aunt Sarah;’ so she yielded to one
longing of her divided heart, and worshipped once more in the
familiar holy house; yet the next Sunday found her again amongst the
Methodists. ‘John,’ she pleaded, ‘seemed upbraiding me all through
the service for deserting him in his cold grave.’
‘Oh, Mrs. Grey,’ she said earnestly, ‘he may have been right or
wrong, I can’t tell; but it’s not for me to sit in judgment on him
who loved Christ and spent himself to save souls. I led him into sin,
but he led me to repentance: if I’m patient, he showed me first the
way; and if I’m humble, he prayed without ceasing that I might become
so.’
‘God forbid,’ replied Mrs. Grey, tenderly, ‘that either you or myself
should sit in judgment on any man, least of all one who loved our
blessed Lord, and laboured to do Him service. This I know’—and the
wife coloured—‘your husband taught my husband a living lesson of
boldness, self-denial, and trampling false shame under foot. Often
when I see him earnest in the pulpit, or zealous in his schools, or
energetic amongst his poor, I remember John Lane, and thank God for
his example. Do not let us dwell on the worn, suffering body, at rest
now in its dust; let us lift our minds towards the free soul,
resting, we both hope, in Paradise. Oh, dear Sarah, if he now sees
that there was a more excellent way than he himself trod, can you
imagine he would grudge you the knowledge of it? Would he not rather
say, “Be very jealous for the unity of Christ’s fold, even whilst you
open a wide heart of love to all who love the Lord Jesus?” It is not
my part of exhort you; only recollect, if ever you allow my husband
to teach you anything which you need to learn, he will but be
repaying to you some part of all he owes John Lane.’
From that day forward one great barrier between the widow and the
Church was removed: she no longer fancied that Church people were
criticising and branding her dead John; she no longer felt as if, by
continuing a Methodist, she stood by one whose excellences were
unappreciated, and whose errors, if such she admitted them to have
been, were triumphantly condemned. Often before this, when she sat at
work listening to the earnest, simple words in which Mrs. Grey
expounded parable or miracle to Jane, and drew out its lesson of
mercy or warning,—sometimes dwelling on the holiness without which no
man shall see the Lord, sometimes on the yearning Divine compassion
which sought and saved that which was lost, sometimes on the many
mansions, sometimes on the one fold under one Shepherd,—conscience
had spoken, now at length she listened to its voice only to answer,
‘Speak, Lord; for Thy servant heareth.’
‘Line upon line, precept upon precept; here a little, and there a
little:’ so the message was revealed to her as she was able to
receive it. First she opened to her tried friend the curate’s wife,
stating her difficulties, willing, if it might be, to have them
removed; next she took courage, spoke to Mr. Grey himself, and found
in him a patient listener, a faithful guide, and one who felt and
professed deep obligation to John Lane.
Back from meeting-house to church, through church up to the blessed
Sacrament of the Altar, the grace of God led her.
Another five years of patient progress passed away, let us take a
parting glance at Sarah Lane.
Sarah Lane still? Yes, though faithful John Archer tried once and
again to win a kind answer. She continues to wear black for her dear
husband’s sake, and at least once in the year journeys up to London
to see and tend his grave. Though she cannot preach on the highways,
his example stirs her up to energy in the Sunday-school, and
tenderness in visiting sufferers. Many a time has she stinted her own
meal to feed the hungry; many a time has she curtailed her night’s
rest to nurse the sick. She teaches Jane her business, calls her her
right hand and little forewoman, yet feel perhaps a secret preference
for Harry, so like his grandfather.
Though very diligent at her work, and frequently in the season
hurried by her employers, she is seldom absent from the Wednesday and
Friday morning service, held alternately at St. Clement’s and All
Saints’ Churches. Sunday she strictly and thankfully observes;
partaking, whenever an opportunity offers, of the comfortable
Sacrament of Christ’s Body and Blood.
Certainly now neither the prettiest nor the merriest woman in
Hastings, but I truly believe this widow is one of the happiest:
having chosen that good part which shall not be taken from her;
thankful that her idol was removed for a season, if so she might
receive him for ever; able to say at last, ‘Whom have I in heaven but
Thee? And there is none upon earth that I desire in comparison of
Thee. Amen. Even so, come, Lord Jesus.’
THE END.
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