The farmer's bride

By Charlotte Mary Mew


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        Title: The Farmer's Bride
        
        Author: Charlotte Mew

        
        Release date: July 30, 2023 [eBook #71305]
        Language: English
        Original publication: United Kingdom: The Poetry Bookshop, 1921
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  THE FARMER’S BRIDE




  The Original Edition of THE FARMER’S BRIDE,
  consisting of seventeen of the poems included
  in this volume, was first published in 1916.




  THE FARMER’S BRIDE

  By
  CHARLOTTE MEW

  [_A new Edition with eleven new Poems_]




  LONDON
  THE POETRY BOOKSHOP
  35 DEVONSHIRE STREET, THEOBALD’S ROAD, W.C.
  1921




  Printed in England at
  The Westminster Press, Harrow Road,
  London, W.




  THE AUTHOR begs to thank the Editors of _The
  Nation_, _The Westminster Gazette_, _The New Weekly_,
  _The Englishwoman_, _The Egoist_, _The Graphic_, _The
  Athenæum_, and _The Monthly Chapbook_ for permission
  to reprint some of the poems in this book.




  To ----

  He asked life of thee, and thou gavest him a long life:
  even for ever and ever.




  CONTENTS


                                                                  PAGE

  THE FARMER’S BRIDE                                                11
  FAME                                                              13
  THE NARROW DOOR                                                   14
  THE FÊTE                                                          15
  BESIDE THE BED                                                    20
  IN NUNHEAD CEMETERY                                               21
  THE PEDLAR                                                        24
  PÉCHERESSE                                                        25
  THE CHANGELING                                                    27
  KEN                                                               29
  À QUOI BON DIRE                                                   32
  THE QUIET HOUSE                                                   33
  ON THE ASYLUM ROAD                                                36
  JOUR DES MORTS (CIMETIÈRE MONTPARNASSE)                           37
  THE FOREST ROAD                                                   38
  MADELEINE IN CHURCH                                               40
  EXSPECTO RESURRECTIONEM                                           47
  ON THE ROAD TO THE SEA                                            48
  THE SUNLIT HOUSE                                                  50
  THE SHADE-CATCHERS                                                51
  LE SACRÉ-CŒUR (MONTMARTRE)                                        52
  SONG                                                              53
  SATURDAY MARKET                                                   54
  ARRACOMBE WOOD                                                    55
  SEA LOVE                                                          56
  THE ROAD TO KÉRITY                                                57
  I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE GATES                                     58
  THE CENOTAPH                                                      59




      THE FARMER’S BRIDE


          Three Summers since I chose a maid,
              Too young maybe--but more’s to do
          At harvest-time than bide and woo.
              When us was wed she turned afraid
          Of love and me and all things human;
          Like the shut of a winter’s day.
          Her smile went out, and ’twasn’t a woman--
              More like a little frightened fay.
                  One night, in the Fall, she runned away.

          “Out ’mong the sheep, her be,” they said,
          ’Should properly have been abed;
          But sure enough she wasn’t there
          Lying awake with her wide brown stare.
      So over seven-acre field and up-along across the down
          We chased her, flying like a hare
          Before our lanterns. To Church-Town
              All in a shiver and a scare
          We caught her, fetched her home at last
              And turned the key upon her, fast.

          She does the work about the house
          As well as most, but like a mouse:
              Happy enough to chat and play
              With birds and rabbits and such as they,
              So long as men-folk keep away.
          “Not near, not near!” her eyes beseech
          When one of us comes within reach.
              The women say that beasts in stall
              Look round like children at her call.
              _I’ve_ hardly heard her speak at all.

          Shy as a leveret, swift as he,
          Straight and slight as a young larch tree,
          Sweet as the first wild violets, she,
          To her wild self. But what to me?
          The short days shorten and the oaks are brown,
              The blue smoke rises to the low grey sky,
          One leaf in the still air falls slowly down,
              A magpie’s spotted feathers lie
          On the black earth spread white with rime,
          The berries redden up to Christmas-time.
              What’s Christmas-time without there be
              Some other in the house than we!

              She sleeps up in the attic there
              Alone, poor maid. ’Tis but a stair
          Betwixt us. Oh! my God! the down,
          The soft young down of her, the brown,
      The brown of her--her eyes, her hair, her hair!




      FAME


      Sometimes in the over-heated house, but not for long,
            Smirking and speaking rather loud,
            I see myself among the crowd,
      Where no one fits the singer to his song,
      Or sifts the unpainted from the painted faces
      Of the people who are always on my stair;
      They were not with me when I walked in heavenly places;
                But could I spare
      In the blind Earth’s great silences and spaces,
            The din, the scuffle, the long stare
            If I went back and it was not there?
      Back to the old known things that are the new,
      The folded glory of the gorse, the sweet-briar air,
      To the larks that cannot praise us, knowing nothing of what we do
            And the divine, wise trees that do not care
      Yet, to leave Fame, still with such eyes and that bright hair!
      God! If I might! And before I go hence
                Take in her stead
                To our tossed bed,
      One little dream, no matter how small, how wild.
      Just now, I think I found it in a field, under a fence--
      A frail, dead, new-born lamb, ghostly and pitiful and white.
                A blot upon the night,
                The moon’s dropped child!




      THE NARROW DOOR


          The narrow door, the narrow door
          On the three steps of which the café children play
          Mostly at shop with pebbles from the shore,
          It is always shut this narrow door
      But open for a little while to-day.

      And round it, each with pebbles in his hand,
      A silenced crowd the café children stand
      To see the long box jerking down the bend
      Of twisted stair; then set on end,
      Quite filling up the narrow door
      Till it comes out and does not go in any more.

          Along the quay you see it wind,
      The slow black line. Someone pulls up the blind
      Of the small window just above the narrow door--
          _“Tiens! que veux-tu acheter?”_ Rénée cries,
          _“Mais, pour quat’sous, des oignons,”_ Jean replies
      And one pays down with pebbles from the shore.




      THE FÊTE


        To-night again the moon’s white mat
          Stretches across the dormitory floor
      While outside, like an evil cat
        The _pion_ prowls down the dark corridor,
        Planning, I know, to pounce on me, in spite
      For getting leave to sleep in town last night.
      But it was none of us who made that noise,
        Only the old brown owl that hoots and flies
      Out of the ivy--he will say it was us boys--
        _Seigneur mon Dieu!_ the _sacré_ soul of spies!
        He would like to catch each dream that lies
          Hidden behind our sleepy eyes:
      Their dream? But mine--it is the moon and the wood that sees;
      All my long life how I shall hate the trees!

      In the _Place d’Armes_, the dusty planes, all Summer through
      Dozed with the market women in the sun and scarcely stirred
        To see the quiet things that crossed the Square--,
      A tiny funeral, the flying shadow of a bird,
        The hump-backed barber Célestin Lemaire,
        Old madame Michel in her three-wheeled chair,
            And filing past to Vespers, two and two,
            The _demoiselles_ of the _pensionnat_.
      Towed like a ship through the harbour bar,
        Safe into port, where _le petit Jésus_
      Perhaps makes nothing of the look they shot at you:
        _Si, c’est défendu, mais que voulez-vous?_
      It was the sun. The sunshine weaves
      A pattern on dull stones: the sunshine leaves
        The portraiture of dreams upon the eyes
            Before it dies:
        All Summer through
      The dust hung white upon the drowsy planes
      Till suddenly they woke with the Autumn rains.
          It is not only the little boys
          Who have hardly got away from toys,
      But I, who am seventeen next year,
      Some nights, in bed, have grown cold to hear
            That lonely passion of the rain
      Which makes you think of being dead,
      And of somewhere living to lay your head
            As if you were a child again,
      Crying for one thing, known and near
      Your empty heart, to still the hunger and the fear
        That pelts and beats with it against the pane.

            But I remember smiling too
      At all the sun’s soft tricks and those Autumn dreads
        In winter time, when the grey light broke slowly through
      The frosted window-lace to drag us shivering from our beds.
        And when at dusk the singing wind swung down
      Straight from the stars to the dark country roads
                  Beyond the twinkling town,
        Striking the leafless poplar boughs as he went by,
      Like some poor, stray dog by the wayside lying dead,
      We left behind us the old world of dread,
      I and the wind as we strode whistling on under the Winter sky.

      And then in Spring for three days came the Fair
        Just as the planes were starting into bud
      Above the caravans: you saw the dancing bear
        Pass on his chain; and heard the jingle and the thud.
            Only four days ago
            They let you out of this dull show
      To slither down the _montagne russe_ and chaff the man _à la
              tête de veau_--
            Hit, slick, the bull’s eye at the _tir_,
      Spin round and round till your head went queer
      On the _porcs-roulants. Oh! là là! la fête!_
      _Va pour du vin, et le tête-a-tête_
      With the girl who sugars the _quafres! Pauvrette_,
        How thin she was; but she smiled, you bet,
        As she took your tip--“One does not forget
      The good days, Monsieur.” Said with a grace,
      But _sacrébleu!_ what a ghost of a face!
        And no fun too for the _demoiselles_
      Of the _pensionnat_, who were hurried past,
        With their _“Oh, que c’est beau--Ah, qu’elle est belle!”_
      A lap-dog’s life from first to last!
      The good nights are not made for sleep, nor the good days
              for dreaming in,
        And at the end in the big Circus tent we sat and shook
              and stewed like sin!

        Some children there had got--but where?
      Sent from the south, perhaps--a red bouquet
        Of roses, sweetening the fetid air
      With scent from gardens by some far away blue bay.
        They threw one at the dancing bear;
      The white clown caught it. From St. Rémy’s tower
        The deep, slow bell tolled out the hour;
      The black clown, with his dirty grin
        Lay, sprawling in the dust, as She rode in.

      She stood on a white horse--and suddenly you saw the bend
        Of a far-off road at dawn, with knights riding by,
      A field of spears--and then the gallant day
      Go out in storm, with ragged clouds low down, sullen and grey
        Against red heavens: wild and awful, such a sky
        As witnesses against you at the end
      Of a great battle; bugles blowing, blood and dust--
      The old _Morte d’Arthur_, fight you must--.
        It died in anger. But it was not death
        That had you by the throat, stopping your breath.
      She looked like Victory. She rode my way.

      She laughed at the black clown and then she flew
        A bird above us, on the wing
      Of her white arms; and you saw through
      A rent in the old tent, a patch of sky
      With one dim star. She flew, but not so high--
            And then she did not fly;
      She stood in the bright moonlight at the door
      Of a strange room, she threw her slippers on the floor--
                    Again, again
            You heard the patter of the rain,
            The starving rain--it was this Thing,
      Summer was this, the gold mist in your eyes;--
                    Oh God! it dies,
                    But after death--,
        To-night the splendour and the sting
        Blows back and catches at your breath,
      The smell of beasts, the smell of dust, the scent of all the
              roses in the world, the sea, the Spring,
      The beat of drums, the pad of hoofs, music, the dream,
              the dream, the Enchanted Thing!

        At first you scarcely saw her face,
        You knew the maddening feet were there,
      What called was that half-hidden, white unrest
      To which now and then she pressed
        Her finger tips; but as she slackened pace
        And turned and looked at you it grew quite bare:
            There was not anything you did not dare:--
      Like trumpeters the hours passed until the last day of the Fair.

        In the _Place d’Armes_ all afternoon
        The building birds had sung “Soon, soon,”
      The shuttered streets slept sound that night,
                    It was full moon:
      The path into the wood was almost white,
      The trees were very still and seemed to stare:
        Not far before your soul the Dream flits on,
        But when you touch it, it is gone
      And quite alone your soul stands there.

      Mother of Christ, no one has seen your eyes: how can men pray
                  Even unto you?
      There were only wolves’ eyes in the wood--
                  My Mother is a woman too:
      Nothing is true that is not good,
      With that quick smile of hers, I have heard her say;--
      I wish I had gone back home to-day;
        I should have watched the light that so gently dies
        From our high window, in the Paris skies,
                  The long, straight chain
        Of lamps hung out along the Seine:
      I would have turned to her and let the rain
      Beat on her breast as it does against the pane;--
        Nothing will be the same again;--
      There is something strange in my little Mother’s eyes,
      There is something new in the old heavenly air of Spring--
      The smell of beasts, the smell of dust--_The Enchanted Thing!_

      All my life long I shall see moonlight on the fern
        And the black trunks of trees. Only the hair
      Of any woman can belong to God.
      The stalks are cruelly broken where we trod,
                  There had been violets there,
                  I shall not care
      As I used to do when I see the bracken burn.




      BESIDE THE BED


      Someone has shut the shining eyes, straightened and folded
        The wandering hands quietly covering the unquiet breast:
      So, smoothed and silenced you lie, like a child, not again
              to be questioned or scolded;
        But, for you, not one of us believes that this is rest.

      Not so to close the windows down can cloud and deaden
        The blue beyond: or to screen the wavering flame subdue
              its breath:
      Why, if I lay my cheek to your cheek, your grey lips, like
              dawn, would quiver and redden,
        Breaking into the old, odd smile at this fraud of death.

      Because all night you have not turned to us or spoken
        It is time for you to wake; your dreams were never very deep:
      I, for one, have seen the thin, bright, twisted threads of them
              dimmed suddenly and broken,
        This is only a most piteous pretence of sleep!




      IN NUNHEAD CEMETERY


      It is the clay that makes the earth stick to his spade;
          He fills in holes like this year after year;
      The others have gone; they were tired, and half afraid,
          But I would rather be standing here;

      There is nowhere else to go. I have seen this place
          From the windows of the train that’s going past
      Against the sky. This is rain on my face--
          It was raining here when I saw it last.

      There is something horrible about a flower;
          This, broken in my hand, is one of those
      He threw in just now: it will not live another hour;
          There are thousands more: you do not miss a rose.

      One of the children hanging about
          Pointed at the whole dreadful heap and smiled
      This morning, after THAT was carried out;
          There is something terrible about a child.

      We were like children, last week, in the Strand;
          That was the day you laughed at me
      Because I tried to make you understand
          The cheap, stale chap I used to be
          Before I saw the things you made me see.

      This is not a real place; perhaps by-and-by
          I shall wake--I am getting drenched with all this rain:
      To-morrow I will tell you about the eyes of the Crystal
              Palace train
          Looking down on us, and you will laugh and I shall
                  see what you see again.

            Not here, not now. We said “Not yet
            Across our low stone parapet
        Will the quick shadows of the sparrows fall.”
            But still it was a lovely thing
            Through the grey months to wait for Spring
            With the birds that go a-gypsying
        In the parks till the blue seas call.
            And next to these, you used to care
            For the lions in Trafalgar Square,
      Who’ll stand and speak for London when her bell of Judgment
              tolls--
            And the gulls at Westminster there were
            The old sea-captains’ souls.
      To-day again the brown tide splashes, step by step, the river stair,
            And the gulls are there!

      By a month we have missed our Day:
          The children would have hung about
      Round the carriage and over the way
          As you and I came out.

      We should have stood on the gulls’ black cliffs and heard the sea
          And seen the moon’s white track,
      I would have called, you would have come to me
          And kissed me back.

      You have never done that: I do not know
          Why I stood staring at your bed
      And heard you, though you spoke so low,
          But could not reach your hands, your little head.
      There was nothing we could not do, you said,
          And you went, and I let you go!

      Now I will burn you back, I will burn you through,
          Though I am damned for it we two will lie
          And burn, here where the starlings fly
          To these white stones from the wet sky--;
          Dear, you will say this is not I--
      It would not be you, it would not be you!

      If for only a little while
            You will think of it you will understand,
              If you will touch my sleeve and smile
            As you did that morning in the Strand
                I can wait quietly with you
                Or go away if you want me to--
            God! What is God? but your face has gone and your hand!
                Let me stay here too.

              When I was quite a little lad
            At Christmas time we went half mad
              For joy of all the toys we had,
      And then we used to sing about the sheep
              The shepherds watched by night;
      We used to pray to Christ to keep
              Our small souls safe till morning light--;
      I am scared, I am staying with you to-night--
                          Put me to sleep.

      I shall stay here: here you can see the sky;
      The houses in the streets are much too high;
          There is no one left to speak to there;
          Here they are everywhere,
      And just above them fields and fields of roses lie--
      If he would dig it all up again they would not die.




      THE PEDLAR


      Lend me, a little while, the key
        That locks your heavy heart, and I’ll give you back--
      Rarer than books and ribbons and beads bright to see,
        This little Key of Dreams out of my pack.

      The road, the road, beyond men’s bolted doors,
        There shall I walk and you go free of me,
      For yours lies North across the moors,
        And mine South. To what sea?

      How if we stopped and let our solemn selves go by,
        While my gay ghost caught and kissed yours, as ghosts don’t do,
      And by the wayside this forgotten you and I
        Sat, and were twenty-two?

      Give me the key that locks your tired eyes,
        And I will lend you this one from my pack,
      Brighter than coloured beads and painted books that make men wise:
        Take it. No, give it back!




      PÉCHERESSE


      Down the long quay the slow boats glide,
        While here and there a house looms white
      Against the gloom of the waterside,
        And some high window throws a light
        As they sail out into the night.

      At dawn they will bring in again
        To women knitting on the quay
      Who wait for him, their man of men;
        I stand with them, and watch the sea
        Which may have taken mine from me.

      Just so the long days come and go.
        The nights, ma Doué! the nights are cold!
      Our Lady’s heart is as frozen snow,
        Since this one sin I have not told;
        And I shall die or perhaps grow old

      Before he comes. The foreign ships
        Bring many a one of face and name
      As strange as his, to buy your lips,
        A gold piece for a scarlet shame
        Like mine. But mine was not the same.

      One night was ours, one short grey day
        Of sudden sin, unshrived, untold.
      He found me, and I lost the way
        To Paradise for him. I sold
        My soul for love and not for gold.

      He bought my soul, but even so,
        My face is all that he has seen,
      His is the only face I know,
      And in the dark church, like a screen,
        It shuts God out; it comes between;

      While in some narrow foreign street
        Or loitering on the crowded quay,
      Who knows what others he may meet
        To turn his eyes away from me?
        Many are fair to such as he!

      There is but one for such as I
        To love, to hate, to hunger for;
      I shall, perhaps, grow old and die,
        With one short day to spend and store,
        One night, in all my life, no more.

      Just so the long days come and go,
        Yet this one sin I will not tell
      Though Mary’s heart is as frozen snow
      And all nights are cold for one warmed too well.
        But, oh! ma Doué! _the nights of Hell!_




      THE CHANGELING


      Toll no bell for me, dear Father, dear Mother,
        Waste no sighs;
      There are my sisters, there is my little brother
        Who plays in the place called Paradise,
      Your children all, your children for ever;
              But I, so wild,
      Your disgrace, with the queer brown face, was never,
        Never, I know, but half your child!

      In the garden at play, all day, last summer,
              Far and away I heard
      The sweet “tweet-tweet” of a strange new-comer,
        The dearest, clearest call of a bird.
      It lived down there in the deep green hollow,
        My own old home, and the fairies say
      The word of a bird is a thing to follow,
        So I was away a night and a day.

      One evening, too, by the nursery fire,
        We snuggled close and sat round so still,
      When suddenly as the wind blew higher,
        Something scratched on the window-sill.
      A pinched brown face peered in--I shivered;
        No one listened or seemed to see;
      The arms of it waved and the wings of it quivered,
        Whoo--I knew it had come for me;
        Some are as bad as bad can be!
      All night long they danced in the rain,
      Round and round in a dripping chain,
      Threw their caps at the window-pane,
        Tried to make me scream and shout
        And fling the bedclothes all about:
      I meant to stay in bed that night,
      And if only you had left a light
        They would never have got me out.
        Sometimes I wouldn’t speak, you see,
        Or answer when you spoke to me,
      Because in the long, still dusks of Spring
      You can hear the whole world whispering;
        The shy green grasses making love,
        The feathers grow on the dear, grey dove,
        The tiny heart of the redstart beat,
        The patter of the squirrel’s feet,
      The pebbles pushing in the silver streams,
      The rushes talking in their dreams,
        The swish-swish of the bat’s black wings,
        The wild-wood bluebell’s sweet ting-tings,
          Humming and hammering at your ear,
          Everything there is to hear
      In the heart of hidden things,
        But not in the midst of the nursery riot,
        That’s why I wanted to be quiet
          Couldn’t do my sums, or sing,
          Or settle down to anything.
        And when, for that, I was sent upstairs
        I _did_ kneel down to say my prayers;
      But the King who sits on your high church steeple
      Has nothing to do with us fairy people!

      ’Times I pleased you, dear Father, dear Mother,
        Learned all my lessons and liked to play,
      And dearly I loved the little pale brother
        Whom some other bird must have called away.
      Why did They bring me here to make me
        Not quite bad and not quite good,
      Why, unless They’re wicked, do They want, in spite, to take me
        Back to their wet, wild wood?
      Now, every night I shall see the windows shining,
        The gold lamp’s glow, and the fire’s red gleam,
      While the best of us are twining twigs and the rest of us are
              whining
        In the hollow by the stream.
      Black and chill are Their nights on the wold;
        And They live so long and They feel no pain:
      I shall grow up, but never grow old,
      I shall always, always be very cold,
          I shall never come back again!




      KEN


      The town is old and very steep,
        A place of bells and cloisters and grey towers,
      And black clad people walking in their sleep--
        A nun, a priest, a woman taking flowers
        To her new grave; and watched from end to end
        By the great Church above, through the still hours:
          But in the morning and the early dark
      The children wake to dart from doors and call
      Down the wide, crooked street, where, at the bend,
          Before it climbs up to the park,
      Ken’s is the gabled house facing the Castle wall.

      When first I came upon him there
      Suddenly, on the half-lit stair,
      I think I hardly found a trace
      Of likeness to a human face
        In his. And I said then
      If in His image God made men,
      Some other must have made poor Ken--
      But for his eyes which looked at you
      As two red, wounded stars might do.

      He scarcely spoke, you scarcely heard,
          His voice broke off in little jars
      To tears sometimes. An uncouth bird
        He seemed as he ploughed up the street,
      Groping, with knarred, high-lifted feet
        And arms thrust out as if to beat
          Always against a threat of bars.

        And oftener than not there’d be
        A child just higher than his knee
      Trotting beside him. Through his dim
        Long twilight this, at least, shone clear,
        That all the children and the deer,
          Whom every day he went to see
      Out in the park, belonged to him.

          “God help the folk that next him sits
          He fidgets so, with his poor wits.”
      The neighbours said on Sunday nights
      When he would go to Church to “see the lights!”
        Although for these he used to fix
        His eyes upon a crucifix
        In a dark corner, staring on
        Till everybody else had gone.
        And sometimes, in his evil fits,
      You could not move him from his chair--
      You did not look at him as he sat there,
        Biting his rosary to bits.
      While pointing to the Christ he tried to say
          “Take it away.”

          Nothing was dead:
      He said “a bird” if he picked up a broken wing,
          A perished leaf or any such thing
          Was just “a rose”; and once when I had said
        He must not stand and knock there any more,
        He left a twig on the mat outside my door.

          Not long ago
      The last thrush stiffened in the snow,
        While black against a sullen sky
          The sighing pines stood by.
      But now the wind has left our rattled pane
      To flutter the hedge-sparrow’s wing,
      The birches in the wood are red again
          And only yesterday
      The larks went up a little way to sing
          What lovers say
        Who loiter in the lanes to-day;
        The buds begin to talk of May
        With learned rooks on city trees,
          And if God please
          With all of these
      We too, shall see another Spring.

      But in that red brick barn upon the hill
        I wonder--can one own the deer,
      And does one walk with children still
          As one did here--
          Do roses grow
      Beneath those twenty windows in a row--
          And if some night
      When you have not seen any light
      They cannot move you from your chair
          What happens there?
          I do not know.

          So, when they took
      Ken to that place, I did not look
          After he called and turned on me
          His eyes. These I shall see--




      À QUOI BON DIRE


      Seventeen years ago you said
        Something that sounded like Good-bye;
        And everybody thinks that you are dead,
                  But I.

        So I, as I grow stiff and cold
      To this and that say Good-bye too;
        And everybody sees that I am old
                  But you.

        And one fine morning in a sunny lane
      Some boy and girl will meet and kiss and swear
        That nobody can love their way again
                  While over there
      You will have smiled, I shall have tossed your hair.




      THE QUIET HOUSE


      When we were children old Nurse used to say,
        The house was like an auction or a fair
        Until the lot of us were safe in bed.
        It has been quiet as the country-side
        Since Ted and Janey and then Mother died
      And Tom crossed Father and was sent away.
      After the lawsuit he could not hold up his head,
        Poor Father, and he does not care
        For people here, or to go anywhere.

      To get away to Aunt’s for that week-end
        Was hard enough; (since then, a year ago,
        He scarcely lets me slip out of his sight--)
      At first I did not like my cousin’s friend,
        I did not think I should remember him:
        His voice has gone, his face is growing dim
      And if I like him now I do not know.
        He frightened me before he smiled--
        He did not ask me if he might--
        He said that he would come one Sunday night,
        He spoke to me as if I were a child.

      No year has been like this that has just gone by;
        It may be that what Father says is true,
      If things are so it does not matter why:
        But everything has burned and not quite through.
        The colours of the world have turned
        To flame, the blue, the gold has burned
      In what used to be such a leaden sky.
      When you are burned quite through you die.

        Red is the strangest pain to bear;
      In Spring the leaves on the budding trees;
      In Summer the roses are worse than these,
        More terrible than they are sweet:
        A rose can stab you across the street
          Deeper than any knife:
        And the crimson haunts you everywhere--
      Thin shafts of sunlight, like the ghosts of reddened swords
              have struck our stair
      As if, coming down, you had spilt your life.

        I think that my soul is red
      Like the soul of a sword or a scarlet flower:
        But when these are dead
        They have had their hour.

        I shall have had mine, too,
          For from head to feet,
        I am burned and stabbed half through,
          And the pain is deadly sweet.

        The things that kill us seem
          Blind to the death they give:
        It is only in our dream
          The things that kill us live.

      The room is shut where Mother died,
        The other rooms are as they were,
      The world goes on the same outside,
        The sparrows fly across the Square,
        The children play as we four did there,
        The trees grow green and brown and bare,
      The sun shines on the dead Church spire,
        And nothing lives here but the fire,
      While Father watches from his chair
                    Day follows day
      The same, or now and then, a different grey,
                    Till, like his hair,
      Which Mother said was wavy once and bright,
                    They will all turn white.

        To-night I heard a bell again--
      Outside it was the same mist of fine rain,
      The lamps just lighted down the long, dim street,
                    No one for me--
        I think it is myself I go to meet:
      I do not care; some day I _shall_ not think; I shall not _be_!




      ON THE ASYLUM ROAD


      Theirs is the house whose windows--every pane--
        Are made of darkly stained or clouded glass:
      Sometimes you come upon them in the lane,
        The saddest crowd that you will ever pass.

      But still we merry town or village folk
        Throw to their scattered stare a kindly grin,
      And think no shame to stop and crack a joke
        With the incarnate wages of man’s sin.

      None but ourselves in our long gallery we meet,
        The moor-hen stepping from her reeds with dainty feet,
          The hare-bell bowing on his stem,
      Dance not with us; their pulses beat
        To fainter music; nor do we to them
              Make their life sweet.

      The gayest crowd that they will ever pass
        Are we to brother-shadows in the lane:
      Our windows, too, are clouded glass
        To them, yes, every pane!




      JOUR DES MORTS (CIMETIÈRE MONTPARNASSE)


      Sweetheart, is this the last of all our posies
        And little festivals, my flowers are they
      But white and wistful ghosts of gayer roses
        Shut with you in this grim garden? Not to-day,
      Ah! no! come out with me before the grey gate closes
        It is your fête and here is your bouquet!




      THE FOREST ROAD


      The forest road,
      The infinite straight road stretching away
      World without end: the breathless road between the walls
      Of the black listening trees: the hushed, grey road
      Beyond the window that you shut to-night
      Crying that you would look at it by day--
      There is a shadow there that sings and calls
      But not for you. Oh! hidden eyes that plead in sleep
      Against the lonely dark, if I could touch the fear
      And leave it kissed away on quiet lids--
      If I could hush these hands that are half-awake,
      Groping for me in sleep I could go free.
      I wish that God would take them out of mine
      And fold them like the wings of frightened birds
      Shot cruelly down, but fluttering into quietness so soon,
      Broken, forgotten things; there is not grief for them in
              the green Spring
      When the new birds fly back to the old trees.
      But it shall not be so with you. I will look back. I wish I
              knew that God would stand
      Smiling and looking down on you when morning comes,
      To hold you, when you wake, closer than I,
      So gently though: and not with famished lips or hungry arms:
      He does not hurt the frailest, dearest things
      As we do in the dark. See, dear, your hair--
      I must unloose this hair that sleeps and dreams
      About my face, and clings like the brown weed
      To drowned, delivered things, tossed by the tired sea
      Back to the beaches. Oh! your hair! If you had lain
      A long time dead on the rough, glistening ledge
      Of some black cliff, forgotten by the tide,
      The raving winds would tear, the dripping brine would rust away
      Fold after fold of all the loveliness
      That wraps you round, and makes you, lying here,
      The passionate fragrance that the roses are.
      But death would spare the glory of your head
      In the long sweetness of the hair that does not die:
      The spray would leap to it in every storm,
      The scent of the unsilenced sea would linger on
      In these dark waves, and round the silence that was you--
      Only the nesting gulls would hear--but there would still be
              whispers in your hair;
      Keep them for me; keep them for me. What _is_ this singing on
              the road
      That makes all other music like the music in a dream--
      Dumb to the dancing and the marching feet; you know, in dreams,
              you see
      Old pipers playing that you cannot hear,
      And ghostly drums that only seem to beat. This seems to climb:
      Is it the music of a larger place? It makes our room too small:
              it is like a stair,
      A calling stair that climbs up to a smile you scarcely see,
      Dim, but so waited for; and _you_ know what a smile is,
              how it calls,
      How if I smiled you always ran to me.
      Now you must sleep forgetfully, as children do.
      There is a Spirit sits by us in sleep
      Nearer than those who walk with us in the bright day.
      I think he has a tranquil, saving face: I think he came
      Straight from the hills: he may have suffered there in time
              gone by,
      And once, from those forsaken heights, looked down,
      Lonely himself, on all the lonely sorrows of the earth.
      It is his kingdom--Sleep. If I could leave you there--
      If, without waking you, I could get up and reach the door--!
      We used to go together.--Shut, scared eyes,
      Poor, desolate, desperate hands, it is not I
      Who thrust you off. No, take your hands away--
      I cannot strike your lonely hands. Yes, I have struck your heart,
      It did not come so near. Then lie you there
      Dear and wild heart behind this quivering snow
      With two red stains on it: and I will strike and tear
      Mine out, and scatter it to yours. Oh! throbbing dust,
      You that were life, our little wind-blown hearts!
                          The road! the road!
      There is a shadow there: I see my soul,
      I hear my soul, singing among the trees!




      MADELEINE IN CHURCH


                Here, in the darkness, where this plaster saint
                    Stands nearer than God stands to our distress,
                And one small candle shines, but not so faint
                    As the far lights of everlastingness
                I’d rather kneel than over there, in open day
                    Where Christ is hanging, rather pray
                      To something more like my own clay,
                                  Not too divine;
                      For, once, perhaps my little saint
                      Before he got his niche and crown,
                    Had one short stroll about the town;
                    It brings him closer, just that taint
                          And anyone can wash the paint
                    Off our poor faces, his and mine!

      Is that why I see Monty now? equal to any saint, poor boy,
              as good as gold,
      But still, with just the proper trace
      Of earthliness on his shining wedding face;
      And then gone suddenly blank and old
      The hateful day of the divorce:
      Stuart got his, hands down, of course
      Crowing like twenty cocks and grinning like a horse:
      But Monty took it hard. All said and done I liked him best,--
      He was the first, he stands out clearer than the rest.
                          It seems too funny all we other rips
          Should have immortal souls; Monty and Redge quite damnably
          Keep theirs afloat while we go down like scuttled ships.--
                          It’s funny too, how easily we sink,
                          One might put up a monument, I think
              To half the world and cut across it “Lost at Sea!”
      I should drown Jim, poor little sparrow, if I netted him to-night--
                          No, it’s no use this penny light--
                    Or my poor saint with his tin-pot crown--
                    The trees of Calvary are where they were,
                          When we are sure that we can spare
                      The tallest, let us go and strike it down
                  And leave the other two still standing there.
                          I, too, would ask Him to remember me
      If there were any Paradise beyond this earth that I could see.

                          Oh! quiet Christ who never knew
                      The poisonous fangs that bite us through
                          And make us do the things we do,
                      See how we suffer and fight and die,
                          How helpless and how low we lie,
                      God holds You, and You hang so high,
                      Though no one looking long at You,
                          Can think You do not suffer too,
      But, up there, from your still, star-lighted tree
          What can You know, what can You really see
              Of this dark ditch, the soul of me!

              We are what we are: when I was half a child I could not sit
      Watching black shadows on green lawns and red carnations burning
              in the sun,
                            Without paying so heavily for it
          That joy and pain, like any mother and her unborn child
                  were almost one.
                                I could hardly bear
                    The dreams upon the eyes of white geraniums in
                            the dusk,
                            The thick, close voice of musk,
                        The jessamine music on the thin night air,
                    Or, sometimes, my own hands about me anywhere--
      The sight of my own face (for it was lovely then) even the scent
              of my own hair,
            Oh! there was nothing, nothing that did not sweep to
                    the high seat
                    Of laughing gods, and then blow down and beat
      My soul into the highway dust, as hoofs do the dropped roses of
              the street.
                            I think my body was my soul,
                            And when we are made thus
                                Who shall control
                    Our hands, our eyes, the wandering passion of
                            our feet,
                            Who shall teach us
      To thrust the world out of our heart; to say, till perhaps
              in death,
                                When the race is run,
              And it is forced from us with our last breath
                            “Thy will be done”?
      If it is Your will that we should be content with the tame,
              bloodless things.
              As pale as angels smirking by, with folded wings.
                  Oh! I know Virtue, and the peace it brings!
                            The temperate, well-worn smile
              The one man gives you, when you are evermore his own:
                And afterwards the child’s, for a little while,
                      With its unknowing and all-seeing eyes
                So soon to change, and make you feel how quick
              The clock goes round. If one had learned the trick--
                      (How does one though?) quite early on,
                Of long green pastures under placid skies,
                One might be walking now with patient truth.
          What did we ever care for it, who have asked for youth,
                When, oh! my God! this is going or has gone?

                  There is a portrait of my mother, at nineteen,
              With the black spaniel, standing by the garden seat,
              The dainty head held high against the painted green
      And throwing out the youngest smile, shy, but half haughty
              and half sweet.
              Her picture then: but simply Youth, or simply Spring
                    To me to-day: a radiance on the wall,
                    So exquisite, so heart-breaking a thing
              Beside the mask that I remember, shrunk and small,
                      Sapless and lined like a dead leaf,
      All that was left of oh! the loveliest face, by time and grief!

        And in the glass, last night, I saw a ghost behind my chair--
        Yet why remember it, when one can still go moderately gay--?
              Or could--with any one of the old crew,
                  But oh! these boys! the solemn way
              They take you and the things they say--
              This “I have only as long as you”
        When you remind them you are not precisely twenty-two--
              Although at heart perhaps--God! if it were
                    Only the face, only the hair!
              If Jim had written to me as he did to-day
              A year ago--and now it leaves me cold--
                  I know what this means, old, old, _old_!
              _Et avec ça--mais on a vécu, tout se paie._

      That is not always true: there was my Mother--(we at least the
              dead are free!)
            Yoked to the man that Father was; yoked to the woman I am,
                    Monty too;
            The little portress at the Convent School, stewing in hell
                    so patiently;
      The poor, fair boy who shot himself at Aix. And what of me--and
              what of me?
            But I, I paid for what I had, and they for nothing. No,
                    one cannot see
                How it shall be made up to them in some serene eternity.
      If there were fifty heavens God could not give us back the child
              who went or never came;
            Here, on our little patch of this great earth, the sun of
                    any darkened day,
          Not one of all the starry buds hung on the hawthorn trees of
                  last year’s May,
                No shadow from the sloping fields of yesterday;
              For every hour they slant across the hedge a different way,
                      The shadows are never the same.

                “Find rest in Him” One knows the parsons’ tags--
            Back to the fold, across the evening fields, like any flock
                    of baa-ing sheep:
      Yes, it may be, when He has shorn, led us to slaughter, torn the
              bleating soul in us to rags,
                  For so He giveth His beloved sleep.
                Oh! He will take us stripped and done,
                Driven into His heart. So we are won:
            Then safe, safe are we? in the shelter of His everlasting
                    wings--
            I do not envy Him his victories, His arms are full of broken
                    things.

                But I shall not be in them. Let Him take
                    The finer ones, the easier to break.
      And they are not gone, yet, for me, the lights, the colours,
              the perfumes,
                Though now they speak rather in sumptuous rooms,
                      In silks and in gem-like wines;
              Here, even, in this corner where my little candle shines
                      And overhead the lancet-window glows
                With golds and crimsons you could almost drink
      To know how jewels taste, just as I used to think
      There was the scent in every red and yellow rose
                  Of all the sunsets. But this place is grey,
                      And much too quiet. No one here,
                      Why, this is awful, this is fear!
                          Nothing to see, no face.
                Nothing to hear except your heart beating in space
                      As if the world was ended. Dead at last!
                      Dead soul, dead body, tied together fast.
                These to go on with and alone, to the slow end:
            No one to sit with, really, or to speak to, friend to friend:
                Out of the long procession, black or white or red
      Not one left now to say “Still I am here, then see you, dear, lay
              here your head.”
                Only the doll’s house looking on the Park
            To-night, all nights, I know, when the man puts the lights
                    out, very dark.
      With, upstairs, in the blue and gold box of a room, just the maids’
              footsteps overhead,
      Then utter silence and the empty world--the room--the bed--

                The corpse! No, not quite dead, while this cries out
                        in me,
                      But nearly: very soon to be
                      A handful of forgotten dust--
                There must be someone. Christ! there must,
                    Tell me there _will_ be someone. Who?
                If there were no one else, could it be You?

                How old was Mary out of whom you cast
           So many devils? Was she young or perhaps for years
      She had sat staring, with dry eyes, at this and that man
              going past
           Till suddenly she saw You on the steps of Simon’s house
                And stood and looked at You through tears.
                      I think she must have known by those
                The thing, for what it was that had come to her.
                For some of us there is a passion, I suppose
                So far from earthly cares and earthly fears
                That in its stillness you can hardly stir
                      Or in its nearness, lift your hand,
                So great that you have simply got to stand
                Looking at it through tears, through tears
                Then straight from these there broke the kiss,
                      I think You must have known by this
                The thing, for what it was, that had come to You:
                      She did not love You like the rest,
                It was in her own way, but at the worst, the best,
                      She gave you something altogether new.
                    And through it all, from her, no word,
                      She scarcely saw You, scarcely heard:
                Surely You knew when she so touched You with her hair,
                      Or by the wet cheek lying there,
      And while her perfume clung to You from head to feet all through
              the day
                That You can change the things for which we care,
                But even You, unless You kill us, not the way.

                This, then was peace for her, but passion too.
                I wonder was it like a kiss that once I knew,
                    The only one that I would care to take
        Into the grave with me, to which if there were afterwards,
                to wake.
                    Almost as happy as the carven dead
                In some dim chancel lying head by head
        We slept with it, but face to face, the whole night through--
      One breath, one throbbing quietness, as if the thing behind our
              lips was endless life,
        Lost, as I woke, to hear in the strange earthly dawn, his “Are
                you there?”
                And lie still, listening to the wind outside, among
                        the firs.

        So Mary chose the dream of Him for what was left to her of
                night and day,
      It is the only truth: it is the dream in us that neither life
              nor death nor any other thing can take away:
        But if she had not touched Him in the doorway of the dream
                could she have cared so much?
        She was a sinner, we are what we are: the spirit afterwards,
                but first, the touch.

      And He has never shared with me my haunted house beneath
              the trees
      Of Eden and Calvary, with its ghosts that have not any eyes
              for tears,
      And the happier guests who would not see, or if they did,
              remember these,
                    Though they lived there a thousand years.
                Outside, too gravely looking at me, He seems to stand,
                    And looking at Him, if my forgotten spirit came
                          Unwillingly back, what could it claim
                          Of those calm eyes, that quiet speech,
                    Breaking like a slow tide upon the beach,
                          The scarred, not quite human hand?--
                Unwillingly back to the burden of old imaginings
                When it has learned so long not to think, not to be,
        Again, again it would speak as it has spoken to me of things
                          That I shall not see!

        I cannot bear to look at this divinely bent and gracious head:
            When I was small I never quite believed that He was dead:
              And at the Convent school I used to lie awake in bed
        Thinking about His hands. It did not matter what they said,
      He was alive to me, so hurt, so hurt! And most of all in Holy Week
                    When there was no one else to see
              I used to think it would not hurt me too, so terribly,
                    If He had ever seemed to notice me
                    Or, if, for once, He would only speak.




      EXSPECTO RESURRECTIONEM


          Oh! King who hast the key
          Of that dark room,
      The last which prisons us but held not Thee,
          Thou know’st its gloom.
        Dost Thou a little love this one
          Shut in to-night,
        Young and so piteously alone,
          Cold--out of sight?
        Thou know’st how hard and bare
      The pillow of that new-made narrow bed,
          Then leave not there
          So dear a head!




      ON THE ROAD TO THE SEA


      We passed each other, turned and stopped for half an hour,
              then went our way,
            I who make other women smile did not make you--
      But no man can move mountains in a day.
            So this hard thing is yet to do.

      But first I want your life:--before I die I want to see
            The world that lies behind the strangeness of your eyes,
      There is nothing gay or green there for my gathering, it may be,
                  Yet on brown fields there lies
      A haunting purple bloom: is there not something in grey skies
                                And in grey sea?
            I want what world there is behind your eyes,
            I want your life and you will not give it to me.

          Now, if I look, I see you walking down the years,
          Young, and through August fields--a face, a thought,
                  a swinging dream perched on a stile--;
          I would have liked (so vile we are!) to have taught you tears
                                But most to have made you smile.

          To-day is not enough or yesterday: God sees it all--
      Your length on sunny lawns, the wakeful rainy nights--; tell me--;
              (how vain to ask),
                but it is not a question--just a call--;
      Show me then, only your notched inches climbing up the garden wall,
                                I like you best when you were small.

                          Is this a stupid thing to say
                          Not having spent with you one day?
            No matter; I shall never touch your hair
            Or hear the little tick behind your breast.
                          Still it is there,
                          And as a flying bird
            Brushes the branches where it may not rest
                          I have brushed your hand and heard
            The child in you: I like that best

      So small, so dark, so sweet; and were you also then too grave
              and wise?
            Always I think. Then put your far off little hand in
                    mine;--Oh! let it rest;
      I will not stare into the early world beyond the opening eyes,
            Or vex or scare what I love best.
                  But I want your life before mine bleeds away--
                        Here--not in heavenly hereafters--soon,--
                        I want your smile this very afternoon,
                  (The last of all my vices, pleasant people used to say,
                        I wanted and I sometimes got--the Moon!)

                        You know, at dusk, the last bird’s cry,
                  And round the house the flap of the bat’s low flight,
                        Trees that go black against the sky
                  And then--how soon the night!

              No shadow of you on any bright road again,
      And at the darkening end of this--what voice? whose kiss? As if
              you’d say!
      It is not I who have walked with you, it will not be I who take away
              Peace, peace, my little handful of the gleaner’s grain
              From your reaped fields at the shut of day.

                        Peace! Would you not rather die
                  Reeling,--with all the cannons at your ear?
                        So, at least, would I,
                  And I may not be here
                  To-night, to-morrow morning or next year.
                  Still I will let you keep your life a little while,
                                See dear?
                    _I have made you smile._




      THE SUNLIT HOUSE


      White through the gate it gleamed and slept
          In shuttered sunshine: the parched garden flowers
      Their fallen petals from the beds unswept,
          Like children unloved and ill-kept
              Dreamed through the hours.
      Two blue hydrangeas by the blistered door, burned brown,
          Watched there and no one in the town
          Cared to go past it night or day,
          Though why this was they wouldn’t say.
      But, I the stranger, knew that I must stay,
          Pace up the weed-grown paths and down,
          Till one afternoon--there is just a doubt--
          But I fancy I heard a tiny shout--
          From an upper window a bird flew out--
              And I went my way.




      THE SHADE-CATCHERS


      I think they were about as high
      As haycocks are. They went running by
      Catching bits of shade in the sunny street:
      “I’ve got one,” cried sister to brother.
          “I’ve got two.” “Now I’ve got another.”
      But scudding away on their little bare feet,
      They left the shade in the sunny street.




      LE SACRÉ-CŒUR (_Montmartre_)


      It is dark up here on the heights,
          Between the dome and the stars it is quiet too,
      While down there under the crowded lights
          Flares the importunate face of you,
      Dear Paris of the hot white hands, the scarlet lips, the
            scented hair,
                _Une jolie fille à vendre, très cher_;
                A thing of gaiety, a thing of sorrow,
                Bought to-night, possessed, and tossed
                Back to the mart again to-morrow,
                    Worth and over, what you cost;
      While half your charm is that you are
      Withal, like some unpurchasable star,
          So old, so young and infinite and lost.

      It is dark on the dome-capped hill,
          Serenely dark, divinely still,
      Yet here is the Man who bought you first
          Dying of his immortal smart,
      Your Lover, the King with the broken heart,
          Who while you, feasting, drink your fill,
                  Pass round the cup
                  Not looking up,
      Calls down to you, “I thirst.”

      “A king with a broken heart! _Mon Dieu!_
          One breaks so many, _cela peut se croire_,
      To remember all _c’est la mer à boire_,
          And the first, _mais comme c’est vieux_.
      Perhaps there is still some keepsake--or
          One has possibly sold it for a song:
      _On ne peut pas toujours pleurer les morts_,
          And this One--He has been dead so long!”




      SONG


          Love, Love to-day, my dear,
          Love is not always here;
      Wise maids know how soon grows sere
          The greenest leaf of Spring;
            But no man knoweth
            Whither it goeth
            When the wind bloweth
              So frail a thing.

          Love, Love, my dear, to-day,
          If the ship’s in the bay,
      If the bird has come your way
          That sings on summer trees;
            When his song faileth
            And the ship saileth
            No voice availeth
              To call back these.




      SATURDAY MARKET


      Bury your heart in some deep green hollow
          Or hide it up in a kind old tree
      Better still, give it the swallow
          When she goes over the sea.

      In Saturday Market there’s eggs a’plenty
          And dead-alive ducks with their legs tied down,
      Grey old gaffers and boys of twenty--
          Girls and the women of the town--
      Pitchers and sugar-sticks, ribbons and laces,
          Posies and whips and dicky-birds’ seed,
      Silver pieces and smiling faces,
          In Saturday Market they’ve all they need.

      What were you showing in Saturday Market
          That set it grinning from end to end
      Girls and gaffers and boys of twenty--?
          Cover it close with your shawl, my friend--
      Hasten you home with the laugh behind you,
          Over the down--, out of sight,
      Fasten your door, though no one will find you
          No one will look on a Market night.

      See, you, the shawl is wet, take out from under
          The red dead thing--. In the white of the moon
      On the flags does it stir again? Well, and no wonder!
          Best make an end of it; bury it soon.
      If there is blood on the hearth who’ll know it?
          Or blood on the stairs,
      When a murder is over and done why show it?
          In Saturday Market nobody cares.

      Then lie you straight on your bed for a short, short weeping
          And still, for a long, long rest,
      There’s never a one in the town so sure of sleeping
          As you, in the house on the down with a hole in your breast.

            Think no more of the swallow,
                Forget, you, the sea,
          Never again remember the deep green hollow
                Or the top of the kind old tree!




      ARRACOMBE WOOD


          Some said, because he wud’n spaik
          Any words to women but Yes and No,
      Nor put out his hand for Parson to shake
          He mun be bird-witted. But I do go
          By the lie of the barley that he did sow,
      And I wish no better thing than to hold a rake
          Like Dave, in his time, or to see him mow.

          Put up in churchyard a month ago,
      “A bitter old soul,” they said, but it wadn’t so.
      His heart were in Arracombe Wood where he’d used to go
      To sit and talk wi’ his shadder till sun went low,
      Though what it was all about us’ll never know.
          And there baint no mem’ry in the place
          Of th’ old man’s footmark, nor his face;
          Arracombe Wood do think more of a crow--
      ’Will be violets there in the Spring: in Summer time the
              spider’s lace;
          And come the Fall, the whizzle and race
      Of the dry, dead leaves when the wind gies chase;
          And on the Eve of Christmas, fallin’ snow.




      SEA LOVE


      Tide be runnin’ the great world over:
          T’was only last June month I mind that we
      Was thinkin’ the toss and the call in the breast of the lover
          So everlastin’ as the sea.

      Heer’s the same little fishes that sputter and swim,
          Wi’ the moon’s old glim on the grey, wet sand;
      An’ him no more to me nor me to him
          Than the wind goin’ over my hand.




      THE ROAD TO KÉRITY


      Do you remember the two old people we passed on the road to Kérity,
      Resting their sack on the stones, by the drenched wayside,
      Looking at us with their lightless eyes through the driving rain,
              and then out again
      To the rocks, and the long white line of the tide:
      Frozen ghosts that were children once, husband and wife, father,
              and mother,
      Looking at us with those frozen eyes; have you ever seen anything
              quite so chilled or so old?
                                          But we--with our arms about each
                                                  other,
                                                We did not feel the cold!




      I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE GATES


      His heart, to me, was a place of palaces and pinnacles and
              shining towers;
      I saw it then as we see things in dreams,--I do not remember
              how long I slept;
      I remember the trees, and the high, white walls, and how
              the sun was always on the towers;
      The walls are standing to-day, and the gates: I have been
              through the gates, I have groped, I have crept
      Back, back. There is dust in the streets, and blood; they
              are empty; darkness is over them;
      His heart is a place with the lights gone out, forsaken by great
              winds and the heavenly rain, unclean and unswept,
      Like the heart of the holy city, old, blind, beautiful Jerusalem,
                              Over which Christ wept.




      THE CENOTAPH


      Not yet will those measureless fields be green again
      Where only yesterday the wild, sweet, blood of wonderful youth
              was shed;
      There is a grave whose earth must hold too long, too deep
              a stain,
      Though for ever over it we may speak as proudly as we may tread.
      But here, where the watchers by lonely hearths from the thrust
              of an inward sword have more slowly bled,
      We shall build the Cenotaph: Victory, winged, with Peace, winged
              too, at the column’s head.
      And over the stairway, at the foot--oh! here, leave desolate,
              passionate hands to spread
      Violets, roses, and laurel, with the small, sweet, twinkling
              country things
      Speaking so wistfully of other Springs,
      From the little gardens of little places where son or sweetheart
              was born and bred.
      In splendid sleep, with a thousand brothers
                              To lovers--to mothers
                              Here, too, lies he:
      Under the purple, the green, the red,
      It is all young life: it must break some women’s hearts to see
      Such a brave, gay coverlet to such a bed!
      Only, when all is done and said,
      God is not mocked and neither are the dead.

      For this will stand in our Market-place--
                              Who’ll sell, who’ll buy
                              (Will you or I
      Lie each to each with the better grace)?
      While looking into every busy whore’s and huckster’s face
      As they drive their bargains, is the Face
      Of God: and some young, piteous, murdered face.


        
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