The boy who never lost a chance

By Annette Lyster

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Title: The boy who never lost a chance

Author: Annette Lyster

Release date: June 11, 2024 [eBook #73812]

Language: English

Original publication: London: The Religious Tract Society, 1886


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                   THE BOY WHO NEVER LOST A CHANCE


                          By ANNETTE LYSTER

               AUTHOR OF "KARL KRAPP'S LITTLE MAIDENS;"
                   "LIFE STORY OF CLARICE EGERTON;"
                  "RALPH TRULOCK'S CHRISTMAS ROSES."

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                         THE RELIGIOUS TRACT
                           SOCIETY LONDON.
                       56 PATERNOSTER ROW AND
                      65 ST. PAUL'S CHURCHYARD



                           BUTLER & TANNER.
                     THE SELWOOD PRINTING WORKS.
                          FROME, AND LONDON.



                              CONTENTS.

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CHAPTER

   I. ONE CHANCE BY SEA, AND ONE BY LAND

  II. THE BEST CHANCE OF ALL

 III. A NEW CHANCE

  IV. ROGER READ, FISHMONGER

   V. THE EVENING SCHOOL

  VI. JACK SPARLING



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                   THE BOY WHO NEVER LOST A CHANCE

CHAPTER I.

ONE CHANCE BY SEA, AND ONE BY LAND.

MANY years ago, when railroads were not quite so common as they are
now, and when no one knew how completely they would change the face of
old England and the habits and manners of her children, some workmen
from Birmingham were employed in laying the rails of a line which was
to connect a certain small seaport in Essex with an inland town twenty
miles off, which already possessed railroad communication with London.
I shall call this tiny seaport—now a considerable place, thanks to this
very railway—Sandsea, and the town Kingsmore, though these are not the
real names of the places.

The railway was being made for the benefit of the salt trade: there
were extensive salt marshes near Sandsea, and hitherto the salt had
been sent to London or other places by sea, which was a serious
impediment to the trade, as the Essex coast is a very unsafe one.

It was in the month of March, and the weather was bright and dry, but
bitterly cold. A north-east wind blew in from the sea and swept over
the somewhat level face of the country, nipping any silly little plants
which had ventured to show their noses, and nipping too, not only the
noses, but the fingers and toes of all who were exposed to its blast.

Several miles of the permanent way had been made, and about two miles
of rail, beginning at Sandsea. On these rails the workmen ran a lorry,
which carried their tools and the greater part of their own number to
the scene of their labour. But the person who brought the men their
midday meal had no lorry at her command, and it was a pretty heavy
load. She was the wife of the chief workman, who was in command of the
party, and except bread, she brought out everything required for a good
hearty dinner for the whole gang; the bread they took with them in the
morning. This arrangement had worked very well for some time, but one
day twelve o'clock passed, and the welcome sight of dinner was not to
be seen.

The north part of Essex is not quite so flat as the south; but the
hills are low and rounded, and there are no very striking features in
the landscape. In a cutting through one of these hills there was a
semicircular excavation, where it was intended to build a tool-house
presently; but just now it was very useful to the men, as it afforded
them shelter from the wind, and for several days they had used it as
their dining-room.

"Well, mates!" said Tom Avery, a tall, good-humoured looking fellow,
dressed in white flannels, which were wonderfully clean, considering
the nature of his work. "Whatever has come to my missis? There's a
clock inside of me that says it's past twelve."

"Long past," said another man—a stoutly made surly-looking fellow, with
wonderfully black hair. "And I'd like my dinner—I don't deny it."

Tom Avery stood up, shaded his eyes with his hands, and took a good
look along the line.

"I see her now!" said he. But a few moments more showed him that unless
Bess Avery had turned into a boy, or taken it into her head to put on a
boy's dress, this was not his "missis," though it was undoubtedly his
missis's basket that the lad carried on his arm, and carried with more
ease than its rightful owner ever did.

"Well to be sure! What's up with Bess?" said Tom Avery.

The men all ceased their work, and gazed at the rapidly approaching
stranger.

"Blessed hour!" cried a red-headed lad, whose voice proclaimed him an
Irishman. "What 'll ye say if he's shoved her into the bog, and made
love to the basket?"

A shout of laughter hailed this remark.

"The bog! What's a bog?—You'll mean the marsh, I suppose?" said one.

"And if he stole the basket, he would hardly have come here with it,"
said another.

"Well, how did he get it, then? Would Bess be very likely to give her
basket to the like of he?"

"Look here, Paddy," said Tom Avery, "none of your cheek. My missis has
another name besides Bess."

"And I've another name besides Paddy, which isn't me name at all! Larry
Deasy, me name is, Mr. Avery."

Here the basket-bearer came within hail, and the matter of the names
was dropped for the time.

"Hullo, young chap, where did you get that basket?"

The boy came on, laid down his load on the ground, straightened
himself, and drew a long breath. Then he said,—

"Are you Thomas Avery?"

"Mr. Avery; none of your cheek," put in Deasy softly.

"I am; that's me," said Tom, pretending not to hear this.

"Then I'm to give you this basket, and tell you that Mrs. Avery slipped
on the rail about half a mile from the town and turned her ankle badly.
She couldn't come on, and she didn't know what to do, when I came up to
her; and I offered to bring it on for sixpence."

"For sixpence: and who's to give you the sixpence?" said Avery
doubtfully.

"She paid me herself, and I lent her my stick to help her home."

"Oh, well, that's a different story. Thank ye, I'm sure it's all right.
Come, mates, we must unpack for ourselves to-day."

A little heap of coke and sticks lay ready in the recess to light
a fire on which to make some tea, as one or two of the party were
temperance men. The basket was quickly emptied and the contents served
out: the lad who had brought it had seated himself on the lorry and
kept his face turned away, that he might not seem to be wishing for
some of the food. The wind swept through the cutting, and he shivered;
he was decently dressed, but by no means warmly.

"Come in and sit in the shelter," said Avery, "the wind there is enough
to cut you in two."

"Thank you," the boy said, and came in among them, seating himself with
his back to the bank.

"Look ye, mate, are ye hungry?"

It was the surly-looking man who spoke. The boy's involuntary glance at
the bread and meat answered the question more truly than his tongue did.

"Thank you, sir, I'll do very well."

"Ye know ye're hungry," said the man in a half-angry voice.

"Well, when I'm rested a bit, I'll go back to the village and buy
bread."

"Too proud to take a bite with us," was the next remark, in a deep
growl.

"Faith, the more fool he!" said Deasy.

"I don't know about pride," the lad said, "but I'd rather earn it,
thank you all the same."

"Oh, blessed hour, the like o' that!" Deasy cried, actually ceasing
to eat in order to stare. "Musha then, if any one would offer to fill
Larry Deasy at their own expense, 'tisn't me that would stand between
them and their fancy."

"I'm not a beggar," the boy said shortly.

The surly man pondered a little, and then said,—

"Look ye now. I and two more of us drink tea, and Mrs. Avery, she do
make it for us. If you light that fire and make that tea, I'll pay ye
in bread and meat. How will that work?"

"That will work well!" the lad said, springing up gaily; "and I'm more
obliged than I can say for the chance."

With quick, handy movements, he lighted the fire, and taking the kettle
which his employer produced from some hiding-place, he ran to a stream
a little way off and filled it. The tea, tied up in a bag, was popped
in, and when the water boiled, the tea was made. Tin mugs were now
produced, and then the tea-maker was liberally paid in bread and meat,
with a mug of tea "for luck," the mail said, with a queer grimace which
seemed meant for a smile. If the stranger had been loath to confess
that he was hungry, he was by no means loath to eat; he made a splendid
meal. And yet so generous was the supply, that he did not quite finish
it. Picking up the paper in which the tea had been sent, he made a
parcel of what remained, and put it in his pocket. Then he turned to
his surly-spoken benefactor and said,—

"May I lie down here for a spell, sir? I'm dead sleepy; and maybe you'd
rouse me up before you leave the place?"

"All right. Here's a couple of sacks to cover ye. It's rather cold for
sleeping out o' doors."

"I didn't sleep a wink last night or the night before that," the boy
said, as he curled himself up near the remains of the fire and covered
himself with the sacks. He was asleep in five minutes, and never moved
until, at six o'clock, the men came back to collect their scattered
belongings.

"Bless the boy! I had nearly forgotten him!" cried Jack Sparling, which
was the name of the tea-drinker. "Come, lad, rouse up!"

The boy jumped up, staring, and only half awake for a moment, but he
soon remembered where he was and all about it; and while the men piled
the tools on the lorry, he very neatly packed up the tins and knives
and what was left of the dinner, in the basket. Sparling watched him,
and saw that not so much as a crust was kept back for himself, and this
gave him a good opinion of the lad, as there could be little doubt that
he was in want. The boy brought the basket and laid it on the lorry,
saying to Avery—

"If you please, sir, I'm to go to your lodgings with you, for Mrs.
Avery took my bundle back with her when I took her basket, and she said
I was to come with you and get it."

"All right, get up on the lorry. No, Deasy! not a bit of it, my lad.
You rode all the way out this morning and wouldn't help, so you'll just
walk, and push all the way in."

Deasy looked rebellious enough for a moment, but then said, with a
laugh, "You may make me walk, but you can't make me push!" And darting
forward, he ran away along the line, settling into a kind of trot when
he was out of reach, and they saw him no more.

"Lazy young cub!" said Avery wrathfully. "They may well call him Easy
Deasy; but I declare, since we began this job, that boy has been the
plague of my life! He's got into idle company, that's how 'tis, and
he'll lose his place yet."

"What's your name, boy?" said Sparling, who was seated beside the
stranger on the lorry.

"Roger Read."

"Where d'ye come from?"

"Last from London, in a ship called the Sandlark."

"And what made them bring ye? For you're no sailor."

"No, indeed!" Roger answered, laughing. "But I was on the wharf looking
out for chances, and some boy, the cabin boy they called him, was not
to be found, so I offered to go; and another boat belonging to this
place is to bring the right boy when it comes after us."

"But what made you come here? Have you no friends in London?"

"I've no friends anywhere. I want work, and in London there are so
many looking out for jobs, that a stranger has no chance; so I said to
myself, 'Here is a chance,' and so I offered, and they couldn't wait,
and didn't like to go without a boy."

"And what are you going to do now?"

"I don't know yet; anything I can get to do."

"What did the sailors pay you?" asked Sparling, after a pause.

"Nothing at all," Roger said, laughing; "and enough, too, for all the
work I did. Man, I got sick before we were out of the river, and I
just lay like a log the whole way! I would have been thankful to any
one that would have thrown me into the sea; and they thought I was
shamming! One fellow beat me with a bit of rope—I'm black and blue with
bruises; but at the time I didn't feel it, I was so bad. So, of course,
they paid me nothing. I got the voyage, you know; and perhaps I may get
a chance here."

"You're the lad for chances," said Avery, who was listening to the talk.

"My grandfather told me two rules, and he said if I kept to them I'd
die a rich man. One is, 'Never lose a chance'; and the other, 'Earn
your dinner before you eat it.' So far, I've minded them both. Why, how
fast we've come! I'd no idea we had reached the village."

"The town, if you please," said Avery; "don't let the folk here catch
you calling it a village; a seaport town, that's what Sandsea is."

At this the men, who were most of them from Birmingham, set up a
laugh; and being now at the terminus, they dispersed, with careless
"good-nights."

Sparling lodged in the same house with Avery, and boarded with the
Averys, so they went off together, taking Roger with them. They found
Mrs. Avery limping about in considerable pain; and she declared that
"her man" would have found her sitting crying on the bank when he
was coming home, but for "yon lad," who had helped her to her feet,
bandaged her ankle with her handkerchief, and lent her his fine, thick
stick.

"And there's your stick, my lad, and your bundle too, and I am really
obliged to you."

"Keep the stick till you can walk without one, ma'am; it is a good one,
for 'twas grandfather's; I'll come to you for it," said young Read,
taking his bundle from her.

"Look here, boy," said Avery, "my missis won't carry that basket to the
first cutting to-morrow nor yet next day, and if you'll do it, we'll
pay you a halfpenny each and give you your dinner."

"Thank you, sir, I will gladly. Why, here's a chance already!" cried
Roger, gleefully. "Good-night. Good-night, ma'am; I'll come in good
time for the basket."

Sparling followed him out into the passage. "Where are you going to
sleep, lad?"

"Well, I don't know yet," Roger answered.

"Come up and sleep in my room; I can lend you a blanket. You needn't be
thinking—don't eat the blanket, and then you can face your grandfather."

Roger laughed. "Poor old grandfather!" he said. "He's dead and gone
this year past. Well, thank you, sir, I shall be glad to have a roof
over me."

But when Sparling shyly offered him a bite of bread and cheese, he
refused, and lay down at once, rolled up in a blanket. And if hunger is
the best sauce, fatigue is the best sleeping draught; so Roger slept
soundly.



CHAPTER II.

THE BEST CHANCE OF ALL.

WHEN Roger awoke the next morning, he found Jack Sparling engaged
in his morning ablutions, which were of a rather noisy and vigorous
nature. He was offered "a loan of the tub," and gladly accepted it.
When he was washed and dressed, he looked round for Sparling, and saw
him kneeling beside his low bed, his face hidden in his hands, his
whole person perfectly still. Thus reminded of his prayers, Roger knelt
down too and said them, watching Sparling all the time. The latter, his
prayers finished (Sparling did not merely say his prayers), stood up
and opened a little-box which lay on a shelf over his bed. He took out
what Roger could see was a picture of some sort, and having looked at
it for a few moments, he muttered "My lass!" in his gruffest tones, put
the picture into the box, and locked it up. Roger jumped up and went
over to the window.

"Another fine cold day," said he. "Well, sir, I'm very much obliged to
you, and I shall see you again at dinner time."

"Sleep here till you get good work," said Sparling. "You ain't in
my way a bit, and it'll be better for you than sleeping out in such
weather."

"Thank you, sir, you're really very kind. If you don't think the people
the house belongs too will mind, I am very glad to take your offer."

"No danger. I'm off," said Sparling. Roger followed him down stairs,
and Sparling went into the Averys room and said,—

"Tom, ye wouldn't miss what that lad would eat."

"Don't know that," said Tom, "he seemed to have a terrible appetite!
Call him in, Bess."

But Roger had vanished, having suspected what Sparling was up to. He
ran down to the beach; some fishing boats had just come in, and as he
munched his reserved store of bread and meat, he watched the sorting of
the fish, and listened with keen interest to the bargainings between
the fishermen and the owners of sundry big baskets and small carts,
which were soon stored with fish of various kinds and carried away some
into the little town, some going off along the country roads.

Not a word was lost on Roger; and he laid up in his excellent memory
many useful facts connected with the buying of fish. Then he started
off after a woman with a basket, to acquire information about selling
it. And he heard that woman sell a fish for two shillings for which he
had seen her pay ninepence, and heard her declare stoutly, that "she
had just her own money, not a penny more, and no one but Mrs. Parker
should get such a bargain, but she had that respect for Mrs. Parker."

"I won't do that," thought Roger; "but I must think about it. It may be
a good chance. Any one may sell fish. I must save up my pence."

He then looked about for a shop where they sold milk, and invested a
penny in a big mug of skim milk. Thus refreshed, he went to the new
railway terminus, and watched the carpenters and painters; getting into
conversation with a painter, he so cross-questioned him as to the way
he did his work, and his reasons for doing it in one way and not in
another, that the man at last said that he never was "good at saying
catechiz."

"Well, but you see I really want to know how things are done, it comes
in handy."

"Use your eyes then," said the man.

And Roger did use his eyes, not only that day, but very often
afterwards, till he longed to take the paint brush and try a bit of
"graining" himself.

For three weeks or so, Roger carried the dinner basket every day, and
slept in Sparling's room every night. At the end of that time, Bess
Avery was all right again, and, as the boy put it, "that chance was
over."

But Avery gave him a "bit of a note" to the chief man among the
navvies, and armed with this, Roger plodded along the unfinished line
until he reached the place where they were now at work. This was
nearer Kingsmore than Sandsea, so, when he was engaged by the clerk of
the works, Roger was obliged to sleep at Kingsmore. But, in about a
fortnight, he was surprised by a visit from Sparling, who had "knocked
off" at dinner time and come along the line in search of him.

"Why, Mr. Sparling!" cried Roger. "What brings you here?"

"Came after you. Do you like this chance so well that I needn't tell
you of a better?"

"No, sir, I don't greatly like it. They're a queer set, these men."

"Ay, navvies mostly is. Well, Easy Deasy has gone off. Ever since we
came here, he's been troublesome, and Avery says he is only in hopes
that no boy can be got to come in his place. It's to light the fire,
blow the bellows, carry the lead, do Deasy's work all round. It's one
and sixpence a day. Will you come?"

"Will a duck swim?" said Roger gleefully. "Are you going back at once?
Oh, wait till I speak to Mr. Brown, and if he lets me off at once, I'll
go with you, if I may."

Sparling nodded. Roger's arrangements were soon made, for he had found
the people of the house in which he lodged so dishonest that he had got
the habit of bringing all his worldly possessions, with him, and the
load was not a heavy one.

He and Sparling set off at once, Sparling slouching along heavily,
always looking down on the path, Roger mighty alert and lively, taking
in everything.

"Why, you've reached the second cutting!" said he, when, after a long
tramp, they came upon the iron rails in the gathering twilight.

"Ay!" said Sparling.

"And what a way you came, losing your half-day too, just to find me.
Mr. Sparling, what makes you so kind to me?"

"I'm under orders to be kind," was the answer, given in Sparling's
half-surly growl. He did not look up, and Roger stared at him.

"Whose orders, sir?" said he presently.

"My Master's, the Lord Jesus," with a touch of his hand to his cap. "He
says:

   "'Be kind one to another.' 'Freely ye have received, freely give.'
'Do unto others as you'd like they would do to you.'

"It's in the Bible,—I've no great memory."

Roger walked along in silence for some time. At last he said
doubtfully,—

"That's not common talk, sir."

"More's the pity. It's because folks don't know. I wish they did. Look
ye here, Roger, you can sleep in my room if you like, and we'll get
Mrs. Avery to put in a second bed for you. She won't charge you much.
Don't ye go chumming with young Bowles and that set; they mean no harm
perhaps, but I doubt they got Deasy into mischief. Bess likes ye, and
you'll be safer with us."

"I'm only too glad to get the chance, sir," said Roger.

"You and your chances!" growled Sparling with the queer look that
served him for a smile. "And yet I doubt, boy, you're careless about
the best chance of all?"

"What's that?" very alertly.

"The chance of going to heaven."

"Oh!" said Roger a little disappointed.

"Ah, just so. You're taking the chance of going—t'other way. A sharp
lad like you ought to see to it."

Roger said nothing, but he felt oddly put out. He had been used in old
times—they were only a year old, but they seemed far off to him—to go
to church and say his prayers regularly; but his lot had never been
cast among really religious people, and what Sparling said took him
by surprise and puzzled him. Honest, industrious, active, and clever
as Roger was, he was very little better than a heathen, as far as any
sense of religion went. He knew that it was wrong to steal, and he
thoroughly believed that "honesty is the best policy," also that it was
wrong and foolish to tell a lie: all this he owed to being the native
of a Christian country.

If asked, he would have said that he knew that he would be punished
hereafter if he did wrong, and that if he did his best, he would go to
heaven: and that was all. But Sparling's words about the "best chance
of all" got into his head and stayed there. Only into his head as yet:
the boy had no one to care for but himself, and at this time of his
life may be said to have been all head and no heart.

He was soon very comfortably settled in the house with the Averys and
Sparling, and began saving up money towards a project that was growing
in his mind. Presently Tom Avery told him that if he continued to
please him as well as he now did, he would take him to Birmingham, and
get him taken on permanently in Deasy's place. Even then Roger did not
give up his saving ways. Young Bowles laughed at him; but Roger said
nothing, until he was asked what he was saving for. "One never knows
what chance may turn up," was his answer. He was rather fond of the
word "chance," meaning opportunity; and whenever he used it, Sparling
would look at him with his grave grey eyes, reminding him always of
that "best chance of all."

After a while, Roger took to going to church every Sunday with
Sparling: and later in the day they often took a long walk into the
country together. Sparling had taken a real liking to the boy, and
Roger was not ungrateful. Little by little, he began to love this queer
silent young man, ay, and to admire him. And no wonder.

Jack Sparling's life was one that bore looking into. Bess Avery
was never weary of telling how, when she and Tom were down with
fever, Sparling nursed them and worked for them, as if he had been a
brother—though up to that time, they had hardly known him. A purer,
holier, more self-denying life no man had ever lived than did this poor
rough workman, who could read, but had never learned to write, and who
was not even clever at his trade.

The job lasted some time; it was July before the rails were close to
the town of Kingsmore, where they would join the rails already in use.
And before that time, Sparling and Roger had had many walks and many
talks, only one of which we can hear. This took place on a glorious
day late in July, and the pair of friends had walked several miles
into the country, and were resting under a big beech-tree which stood
in the corner of a large field of wheat. It had been a hot summer, and
the wheat was ripening early; and the fine full ears and long straw
promised a good harvest.

"Where I was born," said Roger, "the ground is red, not black like
this."

"This is rare rich soil, they say," answered Sparling; "where was that,
Roger?"

"In Devonshire. My grandfather was Sir Carew Shafton's gamekeeper."

"The grandfather that bid ye never to lose a chance?"

"Yes, I never had but one grandfather; at least, I must have had two of
course, but I never saw the other. Nor my mother either. She died when
I was born."

"What like was your father?" inquired Sparling.

"My father?" said Roger. "My father was a genius. That's what they said
of him. Man! There was nothing he couldn't do, except—stick to it. Sir
Carew got him a place in a big piano factory; his cleverness lay mostly
that way," the boy said vaguely, "but he invented an improvement, and
the head folk said they didn't care for it, so he gave up his place and
came home. I lived with grandfather, you know. Father walked in,—we
were having our tea,—grandfather looked at him,—

"'No. 7,' says he.

"Father laughed. 'Just so, sir,' says he; 'but No. 8 will make my
fortune.'

"I didn't understand then; but afterwards grandfather told me that was
the seventh start in life he had got, seven places, all different, and
gave satisfaction in every one of them, but never stayed long in any.
He'd been a clerk in the post office, he'd been in a great chemist's
shop, he'd been Sir Carew's—well, it's a long word, and it means he
wrote letters for him—Sir Carew is very blind, and likes to have a man
to write for him. I forget the rest of the chances, but all were good.
Well, in a few days, he went off to London to see who would buy his
invention, and soon after that grandfather died quite suddenly. Father
wrote for me to go to him, and that he would soon be able to put me to
a good school."

He stopped short.

"Well, boy? What next?"

"Next—he died," said Roger. "His invention was no good. He got ill and
died."

"Leaving you in London? Why didn't ye go back to Sir Carew?"

"I couldn't, he was very angry with me for going to my father. He'd
have been good to me, if I had gone to him when grandfather died; but
he was sore angry with my father, and when I said I must go when my
father gave me no choice, he said I was not to suppose I could go to
him when I was tired of idleness. I never thought of going to him after
that. Father was only dead a couple of weeks when I came here. Now,
Jack, I've told you all my history, you tell me one thing. I want to
know how you came to be—so good?"

"Ain't good."

"Oh, ain't you, though! Jack, were you always like this, ever since you
were a boy?"

"No, I didn't get a chance," said Jack with a look at the other. "It's
said in the Bible:

   "'Remember now thy Creator in the days of thy youth,—'

"And there's a many promises for those who do that. But I was a wild,
idle fellow, and thought nothing of that."

"And what made you think? Jack, do tell me."

"I don't hold by much telling, boy."

"If I guess, will you tell me?"

Jack nodded.

"Was it because of the—person in your picture?"

No answer.

"You know, Jack, I couldn't help seeing you look at it and say, 'My
lass!' every night and morning, when you've said your prayers. I did
not mean to vex you."

Jack Sparling had turned away his face, but here, he thrust out a big
brown fist and gave Roger's a squeeze. He remained quite silent for a
long time and then suddenly said,—

"'Twere along of her. I met her when I was just twenty or thereabouts.
She was so fair and soft-looking, like a pretty flower, just. Not all
kinds of flowers; but, look ye now, I never see a white rose or a June
lily, but I feel my heart go sick. It were more than a year before I
dared to speak to her. Well, I was to marry her when I could keep her.
And I was sent away, as now, on a job—and we was to be married when I
came back. But one day I was sent for."

He waited a little to steady his voice.

"She was always delicate. She was too good for this world—not to say
for me. She took a sudden weakness of the heart, they said. But I was
in time—we had two days together; and we'll have for ever and ever
together when we meet again. She gave me her Bible and she says, 'Read
it, Jack, my dear, and pray. And I'll be looking out for you.' I began
for love of her, and now I love my Master, and would try to serve Him
without that. Roger, you have the chance of beginning young and not
with a bad youth to remember, as I have. I wish, lad, you'd think
serious of it."

"Jack, I will! I'd like to be as you are. I'll buy a Bible to-morrow
and begin. You'll have to help me, though."

"You pray for better help than mine, boy. And the sermons, if you put
your mind to it, do help wonderful. And the prayers and the hymns. Come
now, we must be getting home. Well, it's a long time since I spoke of
my lass to any one; though I keep thinking of her. Her name was Mary,"
he added in a soft voice, not a bit like his usual tone.

This was not the beginning of Roger Read's determination to be a
Christian, but it certainly strengthened it, and he kept his word about
buying and reading a Bible. He found many difficulties in his readings
which Sparling could not explain, always saying,—

"We shall know one day, we know enough for this world."

But Roger, eager and intelligent, could not feel quite content with
this, and longed greatly for help and instruction.



CHAPTER III.

A NEW CHANCE.

A FORTNIGHT or so later, Roger Read was hard at work. The first train
was to run the next day. He heard voices raised as if in anger, and
standing still for a moment to listen, knew that one speaker was Tom
Avery and that the other had a voice that he had heard before, though
he did not at once recognise it. Avery was saying,—

"No, I won't, indeed. You were the plague of my life before with your
cheek and your idleness. I've got a lad in your place that does his
work like a man. I'll have no more to say to you,—" here the speaker
and his companion came round some carriages which had hidden them from
Roger,—"so be off with you, you needn't say another word."

"Ah, then, Mr. Avery, ye might listen to me. I worked wid ye three
whole years, and well you know I was honest and willing—now you say,
sir, was I ever in mischief till we came here and I took up with
Bowles? In mischief to spake of, I mean."

"You were in too much here to please me."

"Yes, because I took up with Bowles, and you were always down on me;
and then I gave impudence, and angered you worse; and then I ran off,
thinking to get work on the fishing boats, but they won't have me; and
I've tramped the country, and the farmers won't have me, and if you
don't take me on again, sir, there's nothing before me but to starve,
and that's the gospel truth, so 'tis."

It was Deasy, and his appearance quite confirmed his pitiful tale;
he was very ragged, his shoes were in holes, he was very thin, and
altogether very unlike the saucy, bright-eyed, Easy Deasy Roger
remembered.

"Well, I can't take you on, and you know that as well as I do. You're
not able to do a man's work, and I haven't leave to have more than one
boy. And Read has the place, and I can tell you he isn't the lad to
throw away a chance, as he'd tell you himself."

Roger came forward and drew Avery aside.

"Mr. Avery," he said, "listen to me. Maybe I ought to give it up. Was
he really three years with you, and only got idle here?"

"Well, it is pretty true. He never put much into his work, took it
easy, he did. But indeed there's no harm in the lad, and I'm sorry for
him. He's learned this work, and he's not one that can turn his hand
to anything. I was hasty with him too, but you're in your rights, and
Deasy must just take his chance."

"And starve," said Deasy, who had drawn near unobserved.

"You can go to the workhouse," said Avery, at which Deasy set up a
dismal howl.

"And be sent back to Dublin for me stepfather to kill me! Oh, musha!
Thank you, but I won't do that if the water in these parts can drown
me. Do you mind the way I was in when you took me on first?"

"I do; but where is the use of talking?" Avery said angrily. "I'm sorry
for you, but I can't help you. Roger's got the place, and does the work
better than you did."

"But," said Roger, "I'll go, all the same; if you'll take Deasy back,
I'll go. I've saved money enough to set me going. I see a real good
chance of getting on here; I'd rather go, anyhow, than stand in his
way."

Avery looked hard at him—then shouted, "Jack Sparling, come here."

And Jack left his work and came.

"Look here, Jack. Young Deasy has come back, and, as you may see, he
hasn't been making his fortune since he left us. He wants to get his
place again, and I thought Roger was the lad to stick to it when he had
it; but Roger says he will give up and won't stand in Deasy's way. Now
the boy learned that kind of talk from you, Jack, so I just called you
to see what you'd say."

[Illustration]

Jack nodded and looked at Roger, who said,—

   "'Do unto others as you would that they should do to you,'

"That's plain enough."

"You may never get such another chance," put in Avery, who looked
annoyed.

"That's just it," said Roger, still speaking to Sparling. "I've been
all for No. 1 as long as I can remember. I'm never likely to be able
to do much, but here's a chance, I may do something. If I don't do it,
I suppose it would just show that I'm not in real earnest. And don't
be afraid for me, Jack. I have a plan, and I've saved enough to set it
going. I shall do very fairly."

"Ay, lad," said Jack. And he stretched out a grimy paw and gave Roger's
equally grimy paw a hearty shake, and then turned and walked back to
his work.

Avery broke into a laugh, in which there was a queer mixture of
unwilling admiration and annoyance.

"It's well for you, Roger, I do believe, that you'll be parted from
him, he's making you as great a fool as he is himself; but there,
you'll say you wish to be just such another, I suppose. All I have to
say is,—Remember, if you give it up, you must stand by what you've
done; I won't allow another change."

And Avery walked off.

"You be off now," said Roger to Deasy. "Here's sixpence, go and get
some food, and come to work in the morning."

Deasy, who had passed the last ten minutes in staring hard at every one
in turn, now stared harder than ever at Roger. Finally, his face began
to work, and big tears ran down his dirty cheeks, making strange tracks
of whiteness in the grey tint his countenance presented.

"Roger—Roger Read! I'm—not good at saying it—but I feel it, I do! I'll
never forget—"

Here Roger was loudly called by half a dozen voices at once.

"Go," said he, "I have no time to talk now;" and when he came back
Deasy was gone, to his great contentment.

That evening, when the men left work, Roger unfolded his plan to his
friend Sparling, who pronounced it a good one, but said that if it did
not succeed, Roger was to write to him at an address in Birmingham, and
he would get a friend to answer the letter and send him money to come
to Birmingham, where he thought so handy a fellow would surely get work.

Among the other men, particularly the younger ones, Roger's decision
about his place was much spoken of, some calling it an act of folly,
some admiring it. Avery told his wife privately that he was rather
glad, for that one saint was enough! But between Sparling and Roger
very little was said on the subject. Very unlike in most things, they
were alike in this—they were honestly in earnest in their endeavour to
be like their Master. To Sparling, Roger's act seemed natural under
the circumstances, though he was sorry that the lad had exchanged
a certainty for a chance. In a few days the workmen returned to
Birmingham, and Roger was left alone.

At first, he felt very lonely, but he was soon far too busy to think
about it, though he missed Jack Sparling very much, and regretted
greatly that his friend could not write. He began to carry out his
cherished plan at once. In fact, the first day that the train began to
run regularly between Kingsmore and Sandsea, Roger, with a huge basket
filled with fine fish, was one of the first third-class passengers. He
saw with satisfaction that none of the owners of the original baskets
and carts seemed to have thought of leaving their old beats.

He had found out that no fish was brought to Kingsmore regularly, and,
to use his own words, "to be first in the field was half the battle,
and this was a fine chance." First in the field he surely was; and
before one o'clock he had sold every fish in his basket at good prices.
And he returned to Sandsea, to be ready for the morning boats, a proud
and happy lad.

"If I could only tell Jack!" he said.

And now time passed rapidly with Roger for though his work was not
exactly hard, it required him to be always on the alert, and to be at
the place where the boats came in very early. After a time, others set
up baskets to convey fish to Kingsmore, finding the prices there better
than at Sandsea. Then, indeed, Roger had a rather anxious time for they
tried to undersell him; but after a few days, he found that most of his
customers waited for him, saying that he always gave them good fish,
and never tried to cheat. He went on making money steadily; in fact,
his savings presently amounted to so considerable a sum that his common
sense told him he ought not to carry it about with him, even though he
had sewed it up in a piece of stout leather, and the leather in a piece
of calico, and wore it tied to a piece of cord round his neck.

All this time Roger attended church regularly at Sandsea, where he
always slept and spent his Sundays. He now rented the room he had once
shared with Sparling; and here he kept his few belongings and his
Bible, which he still studied, and still longed to understand better.
Many a kind action too, known only to himself and those he helped,
Roger did; and Jack Sparling would have felt satisfied if he could have
seen how the lad he was so fond of was living.

But Roger, a far more intelligent fellow than Jack, felt his ignorance
weigh very heavily on him, and often longed for "a chance" of learning
many things—to understand his Bible, to write a fair hand, and to learn
arithmetic. He was clever at figures, and could calculate the price of
a fish when he sold by weight, well enough; but as he aspired to rise
in life, he felt that he ought to know how to keep accounts.

A year and some months went by, and Roger began to feel sure that he
could sell more fish than he could carry, even if the basket were yet
woven of willow that would contain them: in fact, he knew, to use his
own words, that he was losing chances, and to lose a chance went to his
heart.

One afternoon he was going up Cecil Street towards the railway station
with his empty basket, when an adventure befel him which proved of
some importance. He saw a neatly dressed little girl with pretty curly
hair, kneeling on the pavement beside a rusty grating which admitted
the light to a small window below. The child resisted every effort to
get her out of the way, holding on to the bars and screaming dismally.
Every one seemed in a hurry, for a train to Sandsea was just about to
leave, and many Kingsmore people had lodgings in Sandsea that year,
going out there in the afternoon.

Roger stooped over the child and said,—

"What's the matter, you poor little thing? Stop crying and tell me, and
I'll help you."

"My shilling, my new bright shilling that father gave me."

"Well, where is it?" said Roger.

"It went down there! Father gave it to me, to buy a wooden spade and a
tub, for we're going to Sandsea, you know, and I want to dig like the
others; and he bid me keep it in my pocket, but I took it out to look
at it, and some one hit my elbow, and it fell, and it rolled along, and
I—and it went down there!"

"Well now, you dry your eyes and never fear, we'll get the shilling.
Why, it's the shut up house—and the train will be gone. Never mind, I
can go by the late one for once. Come along, missy, till I find out who
has the key of this house. Your shilling is safe enough, for no one can
get at it."

He entered the shop next door, a baker's shop, where Roger was well
known; and fortunately it turned out that the baker had the key
himself, and he at once handed it to Roger.

With the little girl confidently holding his hand, Roger unlocked the
door, and saw before him a narrow passage, with a door at the side
which opened into the shop. But the place was so dark that the little
girl would not enter it, and Roger could see no way of descending to
the basement storey. He groped his way to the window, and, after much
fumbling, found that the shutters were outside—a fact which he ought to
have remembered, for he was quite familiar with the look of the house.
Out he went, and having with difficulty removed the heavy bar, he took
down one shutter.

Then the light showed him a small shop, and behind the counter, he
found a flight of steps going down to the lower storey. Down he went,
groped about in darkness, and found a little door by which he could get
out into the area; so he ran back for the little girl, and they went
out together.

But at first, the shilling could not be found, and the child was almost
in despair, when Roger's keen eyes caught a glimmer from something
bright, and with a shout, he pounced upon the coin. The child set up a
joyful cry, whereupon a voice from above called aloud,—

"Mary! That's certainly Mary's voice—Where are you, child?"

"That's father. Oh, look, what fun! He's walking over our heads!
Father, father—I'm here in this hole."

"Why, how on earth did you get there?" exclaimed the man on the
pavement, gazing down at his little daughter in great amazement.

"Wait one moment, and I'll come to you," said the child.

Roger let her go, but he stayed to close up the door and window, and
then followed. He found her at the door, telling her story as fast as
her little tongue could wag, to a well-dressed man without a hat, who
seemed greatly relieved at having found her.

"And I should never, never, have seen my shilling again, only for him.
He said he'd find it, and he did find it; and he was so kind, father,
and I was just mis'able."

"Why, Read! Is it you?" and Roger recognised Mr. Wilson, who kept the
Post Office and had a fine shop, where he carried on business as a
bookseller and stationer.

"I am greatly obliged to you. It was very kind of you to waste your
time helping my careless little woman here. Her mother missed her from
the door, and was so frightened that I had to be off without my hat to
search for her. She can't pay me visits in the shop, if she runs off
like this."

"I didn't want to run off, indeed! I wanted to look in the window at
the spades and pails."

"Well, you came the wrong way, You little goose. Come now, let us get
home. Thank you, Read—look in with your basket in the morning."

"Yes, sir," said Roger absently; he was in deep thought, and hardly
heard what Mr. Wilson said. As soon as he was alone, he took down a
second shutter and examined the shop. It was very dirty, it wanted
painting badly, and the woodwork was broken and defaced. Roger looked
carefully at everything. Behind the shop there was a tiny room,
upstairs there were two rooms, and below there was a good kitchen and a
little back yard, all much in need of repair and very dirty.

"I wonder why it is not let; but as it is now, it ought to go cheap,"
said Roger, standing once more in the shop. "Here's a chance; I can
only try."

And having shut up the house carefully, he went back to the baker with
the key.



CHAPTER IV.

ROGER READ, FISHMONGER.

"IF you please, Mr. Allen, can you tell me anything about the shop next
door? It has been empty as long as I've been coming to Kingsmore, and
yet it is in a good situation."

"It has been empty longer than that," said Mr. Allen, taking back the
key. "Did you find the shilling?"

"Yes, sir."

"Then old Rider's ghost ain't quite as sharp as old Rider when alive,"
said the baker with a chuckle. "You want to know why that shop stands
empty?"

He looked out and saw that no one was coming in just then, so he
disposed himself for a chat. Busying himself in arranging the buns
on his counter, their fair array having been much diminished since
morning, he went on.

"It's a queer story, and many folk laugh at it; and for my part I've
lived next door for years and never saw anything. I've heard noises,
but laid them to the rats. Rats are restless beasts, and it stands to
reason that they'll scamper about an empty house for diversion; when
they mean business, they come to me, worse, luck."

However interesting the natural history of rats from Mr. Allen's point
of view might be, Roger would much rather have heard the history of the
house; but he knew that there was no use in trying to hurry Mr. Allen,
who would stand half an hour in discussing the merits of the basket of
fish, and end by buying a herring or a small whiting.

Still, the last train to Sandsea must not go without him, so he kept an
eye on the baker's clock and waited as patiently as he could.

"They say that it's haunted, you know," resumed Mr. Allen.

"By what?" asked Roger.

"Naturally, by a ghost. Old Rider, the last owner, the last who lived
there at least, was found dead in his bed one day. And the servant, a
girl from the workhouse, had robbed the till, and off she went, and
was never caught to this day. And she won't be now, for that happened
fifteen or sixteen years ago. Then a tailor—stop though, I forgot.
Old Rider left a heap of money, though I do believe that a shilling a
day would have paid his expenses; and his heir was a young lawyer in
London, and he didn't want the shop."

"So then a tailor took it?"

"A tailor, a mite of a man, with a face like a half-baked roll," said
the baker professionally. "And having been there a month, he gave it up
and moved at great expense—said he couldn't stand the behaviour of old
Rider, creeping up and down the stairs counting his money all night. He
said he heard the chink of the money. Mind you, I say, rats!"

He did say "rats," and that with such energy that his little terrier,
peacefully dozing under the counter, sprang up barking like a dog
possessed, and flew at Roger, under the impression that he was a rat
in disguise. He was ashamed of himself at once, for he and Roger were
friends, and retired, with a reproachful glance at his master.

The worst of this incident was, that Mr. Allen had to tell many
anecdotes, all indicating Chip's superior pluck and wisdom, before he
would return to the next door house. However, Roger at last discovered
that a milliner and dressmaker had also given up the house because the
old man would go up and down the stairs and count his money; also a
fancy stationer. In fact, the shop, after changing hands many times and
getting into very low hands, had been shut up, young Mr. Rider giving
the key to Mr. Allen, and saying that he would let it no more until
these absurd stories were forgotten.

"And I saw it advertised once or twice in the 'Kingsmore Herald,' but
no one ever called to see it. It's a ruinous dirty hole, and no one
would take it unless it was cleaned and painted; and Mr. Rider won't do
that, for he thinks no one will stay in it."

"I wonder what he would ask for it?" said Roger eagerly.

"It was twenty-five in old times. I dare say he'd take fifteen now."

"Mr. Allen, don't tell any one, because may be some one would try to
be beforehand with me. But I'd take it at fifteen pounds a year, and
do what wants doing myself. I want to set up a fish shop, and am on
the look-out for a good chance. Old Rider won't disturb me, for I must
sleep at Sandsea!"

The baker was, as he often afterwards declared, knocked all of a
heap by the audacity of this proposal. But after some discussion, he
promised to write to young Mr. Rider, adding,—

"The father of that little lassie that lost her shilling, if he would
write a line in your favour, could do the business. He and George Rider
married sisters, and I believe they are good friends."

Roger was in such a state of excitement that he actually started off
for the Post Office to speak to Mr. Wilson; but before he was at the
end of Cecil Street, he stopped and turned back.

"It would be a bad beginning, to disappoint all my customers and lose
my day. One thing at a time, that's a good rule, though my grandfather
didn't say so. I'll have time enough to-morrow afternoon."

So he ran back to the station, and was just in time for the train.

Next day, he not only sold a fine haddock to Mrs. Wilson, but was
promised the Wilsons' influence and best word with Mr. Rider. And the
upshot of the search for Mary Wilson's shilling was, that Roger got the
haunted house for fifteen pounds a year.

Now began a busy time indeed. The first thing Roger did, was to take
a holiday, and a trip by rail to Colchester. He had seen fishmongers'
shops in London, but he wanted to refresh his memory. The glories of
the shops in Colchester almost disheartened him—the gold letters, the
gilt rails, the marble tables with water always trickling gently down
to keep the fish fresh.

"But I'll just do the best I can," he said aloud as he walked back to
the station. "To be first in the field is half the battle. I can't
afford one of those outside blinds; but then, luckily, I'm on the shady
side of the street. I must make a sloping table, though it won't be of
stone, and I can keep a watering-pot and trickle water over the fish
every now and then. I must make some way for the water to run into a
tub, though; I can't have it slopping about the floor. Fishmonger, M
O N G E R, not U; now, I'd have spelt it with a U if I hadn't looked!
What luck, to be sure."

He went back to Kingsmore and set to work. His savings amounted to
twenty pounds and a few shillings; but he had to pay half a year's rent
in advance for his shop, Mr. Rider saying that if he were fool enough
to be frightened away by the ghosts, he should forfeit his rent. If he
employed carpenters and painters, the rest of his money would speedily
disappear; so he valiantly determined to clean, mend, and paint for
himself.

Every day, as soon as his fish was sold, he shut himself up in the
house in Cecil Street and set to work. He bought only what he found he
could not do without; a little stock of coal, a big tub, a big iron
pot, a water-can, and a scrubbing-brush. Thus provided, he scrubbed and
dusted and scrubbed again, until the house was clean from top to bottom.

Then he went to a timber yard and bought wood. The men there were
so much amused at the minute accuracy of his measurements and his
determination to get exactly enough and no more, that they took pains
to suit him; and one of them, who lived in Cecil Street, helped him to
carry it home, Roger gratefully making him a present of a fine fish
next day. Hammer and nails he purchased, and a ladder he borrowed from
Mr. Allen, and, thus provided, he mended and altered the woodwork to
suit his purposes, putting a broad sloping table in the window.

Now came the painting. Several pounds of yellow paint and some brushes
had to be bought; but the time he had spent in watching the workmen at
Sandsea terminus was now proved not to have been wasted, for he made
a very good job of his painting. He painted his shutters black and
varnished them until they shone again. He removed the glass from the
lower part of the window. Finally, he remounted the ladder and painted
the board over the window, on which he could discern dim traces of
former tenants' names; but he blotted them all out with two or three
coats of white paint.

By this time, curiosity was excited in the neighbourhood, and several
passers-by asked him, "What sort of shop was this to be?"

"You'll see to-morrow or next day," was all the answer Roger would make.

And when he had devoted a third evening to the white board, he came
down the ladder and retired to his shop to consider the state of
affairs.

He intended to try to paint his own name and the important word
"Fishmonger," for himself. If he failed, he could only put on another
coat of white, covering his failure; if he succeeded, it would be
a great saving. But if he could only do it unseen, he knew that he
would be far more likely to succeed, and besides no one need know of
his failure. At last he concluded that as soon as the white paint was
perfectly dry, he would sleep in town one night and "have a try," the
moment the light would suffice; and as it was still early in August,
that would give him a good time.

When the time came for his attempt, he brought his blankets from
Sandsea, and at night retired to the little room behind the shop, where
he slept soundly and never once thought of the ghost! Perhaps the said
ghost was huffed at this disrespectful conduct, perhaps the rats had
forsaken the long empty house; at all events, neither then nor ever did
Roger hear or see a ghost. I cannot say he never heard or saw a rat,
for in the days to come, he was obliged to keep a dog to drive them
away.

He was up and at work long before the sun appeared, and when he left
off, the whole board bore the inscription—

   "ROGER READ, FISHMONGER"

In big capitals. What if the letters were not all the same height? What
if the ER at the end had to be compressed into a very narrow space?
What if the three words were so close together as to look more like
one gigantic word than three ordinary ones? Roger was aware of these
faults, yet he thought on the whole it looked well, and would do for
the present.

"What a pity I can't open to-day!" he said to himself.

And having further considered the matter, he took his big basket and
ran off to the station, to meet the train by which he usually came to
Kingsmore himself. His rivals in the trade were by this time reduced
to two, a man and a very old woman, to whom Roger had often been very
kind. Now the question was,—Would one or both of these persons consent
to sell all their fish to him, if they knew why he wanted it? And it
would not be fair dealing not to tell them. He accosted them as they
got out of the railway carriage, telling them what he wanted, and
offering what he knew was a good price for the fish. To his great joy
they both consented, the old woman saying,—

"One good turn deserves another, and your shop won't injure my little
trade!"

While the man bargained for an extra shilling; but, being a lazy
fellow, he was glad to be spared his usual tramp. Roger hurried home,
sorted out and examined his fish, arranged it temptingly on the yellow
table, tried if his arrangement with watering-pot and tub would work,
and at ten o'clock proudly took down his shutters, and began business
in his own shop.

"If Jack could only see it!" he muttered.

His first customer was Mrs. Wilson, who was going out for a walk with
her children, but stopped to admire the shop and congratulate the new
tradesman; also to buy a fish, for which she said she would send in an
hour or so.

"Write 'sold' in big letters on a bit of paper, Read, and lay it on the
fish; that will look well," said she.

And Roger rather thought it did look well! Though, till his window was
empty, he had not much time to think about it.

But after that first day Roger got a little frightened. His customers
had no objection to coming to the shop, but they objected to carrying
the fish home, and he had no one to send with it. He was obliged to
engage a messenger, which did not suit him at all, as he liked to do
all his work for himself, and was afraid of the expense. But there
was no help for it, and it turned out a very good move—though he was
constantly changing his boy, for he expected every one to work as hard
as he was willing to do himself; and the boys, alas! had weak leanings
towards marbles and tops, and were constantly in scrapes.

In a few months, his custom became so great, that his shop was often
cleared before one o'clock, and many people had to go away disappointed.

Roger was now obliged to take another forward step, and again it was
a step he did not half like. He was so fully impressed with the truth
of the saying, "If you want your work well done, do it yourself," that
he hated being dependent on any one for the success of any part of
his undertaking. But he thought he would try it for a time, and if he
found it did not answer, he could return to his old plan of sleeping at
Sandsea and choosing his fish for himself. He made an agreement with
the owner of one of the best boats to send him a supply every morning;
and, on the whole, this was a good plan and worked well.

But it gave him several hours to himself in the evening, which he at
first employed in making the room he inhabited and his kitchen more
comfortable. The rooms upstairs he meant to put in good order as soon
as he could afford it, and let them. As his notions of comfort were
very simple, his work was soon done; and then, indeed, the idle evening
hours began to seem long and tiresome.

One evening, strolling along the street in which the church stood, he
met a good many boys coming along in haste, and saw that they all ran
round the church, to where he knew the Kingsmore schools lay. They were
big lads, ranging from fourteen to eighteen, and Roger felt curious
to know "what they were up to," so he followed them round the church.
They were going into the boys' school-room; and while Roger gazed and
wondered, another boy came quickly round the corner and nearly knocked
him down.

"Never mind," Roger said, laughing; "you didn't see me, I know. Tell me
what is going on in there, if you don't mind?"

"It's the evening school. Mr. Aylmer, the young parson, has begun it,
and he teaches us. It's for lads that have to work all day, and who
wish to improve themselves."

Roger's eyes actually flashed, so delighted was he.

"Do you think I may go in?" said he. "I'm busy all day, and there are
some things I do so want to learn."

"You're the man for Mr. Aylmer, then. Come along; I'm afraid I'm late."

Roger followed him into a long, whitewashed school-room, one end of
which was well lighted, and a fire burned cheerily in the grate, for
it was winter now, and the evenings were cold. Fifteen boys sat on the
benches near the fire; and beside a desk stood a tall young clergyman,
just preparing to offer an opening prayer.

The two late arrivals got seats as quickly as they could, and were
hardly seated before the prayer began. Then Mr. Aylmer set them all to
work, one at one study, another at something else; and when this was
done, he came and sat down on the end of the bench on which Roger and
his new acquaintance were sitting, to speak to the stranger.

All this time Roger has never been described, nor does the reader know
his exact age. He was not very tall, but well-made and strong-looking.
He had a sensible, freckled face, not handsome, but remarkably
pleasant-looking; honest blue eyes; and brown hair, which he kept
cropped very short. It was a bright, wide-awake face, but very pleasant
and honest-looking; and Mr. Aylmer felt inclined to like the lad even
before he spoke to him.

Mr. Aylmer was a tall, stalwart young man, a splendid cricketer, and a
hard-working clergyman, whose evening school was his own idea and his
pet undertaking.



CHAPTER V.

THE EVENING SCHOOL.

"YOU have never been here before, I think?" said Mr. Aylmer. He had
a pleasant voice, and, curious to say, it sounded familiar to Roger,
though he was sure he had never seen Mr. Aylmer before.

"No, sir; I never heard of it before."

"A stranger here, I suppose?"

"Not exactly, sir."

"Tell me your name, that is, if you wish to attend here regularly. I
keep school here for two hours every evening except Saturday."

"Oh, I should like that well! What do they teach here, sir?"

"They, means me," said Mr. Aylmer, laughing. "I have no help as yet.
I teach whatever my lads want to know, and some of them have had more
education than others. What do you wish to learn?"

"To understand the Bible and to keep accounts," replied Roger, with all
the promptitude of one whose mind is made up.

Mr. Aylmer looked curiously at him.

"Tell me your name," said he, "and your age."

"Roger Read, sir; and I'm going on seventeen."

"And your employment? Are you in any of the shops here?"

"No; at least, yes. I keep a shop. I'm a fishmonger," answered Roger
with some pride.

Mr. Aylmer at first thought that this was meant as a joke, and was not
sure that he liked it. But Roger looked so quiet and grave that he gave
up that suspicion, and said gravely,—

"Were you born a fishmonger?"

"Why, no, sir!" Roger said, laughing. "What do you mean?"

"You are so young to be in trade on your own account, that I want to
know if it really is so, and how it came about."

"I have a shop in Cecil Street, and there's no one but myself. But I
was born down in Devonshire, and my grandfather, Nicholas Read, was
gamekeeper at Sir Carew Shafton's place near Bideford town."

Mr. Aylmer looked again at him, and said, "What was the Vicar's name?"

"The Reverend George Aylmer, sir."

"And I am his son, and you are the boy about whom Sir Carew was so
unhappy, because, when your poor father's death became known to him,
he could not find you. One of my brothers, who is in London, is on the
look-out for you still, for all I know. I thought there was a touch of
old Devon in your voice. Why did you not write to Sir Carew?"

Roger opened his eyes wide.

"Why, sir, he told me, if I went to my father, he would never have
anything to say to me again! And I thought he meant it too. But I've
done very well without his help."

"Ah, well! He'll be glad to know that," said Mr. Aylmer drily. "Now I
must waste no more time, but when school is over, I must have a talk
with you. Do you know anything of arithmetic? I'll set you to work at
once."

"And to think you're one of the Vicarage young gentlemen!"' said Roger.
"Master George, I'm sure; Master Fred was not so tall."

"Master George it is. Here's a slate and here's a book. Look over the
book, and I'll come presently and see how much you know."

"I could tell him that now," thought Roger. "'Nothing' is easy said.
I'll just begin at the beginning and learn it right off."

Mr. Aylmer soon found that he had a good pupil in Roger Read—good in
a way. Roger spared no pains to learn what he wanted to know; but
anything of which he did not see the practical use, he would not learn
at all.

History! Of what use would history be to him? Mr. Aylmer said nothing
for a long time: all that winter Roger worked away at arithmetic,
book-keeping, writing, and his Bible. Before summer came, he could
write a fair business hand, was a tolerable accountant, and could write
without errors in spelling. His business was thriving, his time was
fully occupied, and he was very happy.

No one would ever take Jack Sparling's place in his affections; but he
was beginning to regard Mr. Aylmer as a friend, and to love him; and
something to love was a great blessing to poor lonely Roger—greater
than he knew it to be.

May was a week old, and one Saturday afternoon, Roger was putting up
his shutters when some one touched him on the shoulder.

"Oh, Mr. Aylmer! Is that you?"

"It is; and I have come to talk to you. Shall I go down with you to
your kitchen, or will you come out for a walk?"

"Whichever you like, sir. If you're not tired, it is pleasanter out
than in my kitchen."

"Very good; follow me up to the station. I have a message to leave
there."

Roger hastened to finish his work; and having made himself very neat
and scrubbed his face and hands until they were crimson, he took his
cap and set out for the station. Very soon he and Mr. Aylmer were going
along a country road at a great pace.

"There's a wood out here," said Mr. Aylmer, "where I expect to get some
primroses. Roger, I think you used to play cricket down in Devonshire?"

"Oh, yes, sir; you see, I had so little to do."

"Well, I'm going to set up a cricket club here, and I count on you as
one of my best members. There'll be a yearly subscription, but it will
be small. Mr. Dunlop has given us the use of a very nice field. It is
easier to find a good flat field here than at home, Roger."

"Well, yes, sir. But don't count on me, Mr. Aylmer, I couldn't spare
the time."

"Roger, when I urged you last week to join my English History class,
you said the same thing."

"It is quite true, sir. I've got on wonderful, I know; but I have my
rent to make up, and I have to put by for the furniture of the two
rooms upstairs, and I have to live. And all that won't be done by
pleasuring."

"Do you know what the boys call you, Roger?"

"Old Hard-as-nails," said Roger, laughing.

"And you're a little proud of the name? So I see. And they complain
that you won't make friends with any of them, but keep altogether to
yourself, and work morning, noon, and night."

"So I do, and so I ought! Do you remember my father, sir? He was the
cleverest man I ever knew, and yet for want of sticking to his work,
see how things went with him. I don't mean to end as he did."

"Very good. But if my dear old father, instead of being a hearty
and a temperate old gentleman, bless him! had died, let us say, of
over-eating himself, would you advise me to try to live without eating
at all?"

"That's not at all the same thing," said Roger.

"I am not so sure of that. Most people divide a man into body, soul,
and spirit; but, for my own convenience just now, I divide him into
soul, brains, and heart, his body being the house in which these live.
And if he doesn't take care of the house, the lodgers suffer for it.
Now you, Roger, are neglecting the house, and taking care of only one
of the lodgers."

"Which, sir?" said Roger, laughing.

"Your soul; yes, I am sure you are at heart a Christian; and that being
the case, I expect you to listen to me when I give you a lecture, which
I am going to do forthwith. Here's a very convenient wall, and we'll
sit down and have it out. Let me see, how did I mean to begin? Oh, what
was Mr. Dunlop's text last Sunday, Roger?"

Roger looked a little surprised and puzzled, but replied,—

   "'Seek the peace of the city whither I have caused you to be carried
away captives, and pray unto the Lord for it; for in the peace thereof
shall ye have peace.'"

"Yes. Well, what did he say?"

"He spoke a good deal of the Prophet Jeremiah, and what a sad life he
had; and so he had, poor man, though I never thought of it before. Then
he told us who the people were who were to seek the peace of the city:
what's this he called it?"

"Babylon."

"Yes—and then he said, that if the Jews, being no better than slaves
and captives, were to seek the peace of that city, how much more should
men seek the peace of England, their own native country, where all have
rights and privileges and all are free! And he gave a lot of texts,
more than I could remember afterwards, but I know he said that the Lord
Himself loved His native country, for He wept over Jerusalem."

"Yes. Now, to whom do you suppose Mr. Dunlop was speaking?"

"He said, to all men. But when he began to talk about votes, I didn't
understand him."

"Because of your ignorance, Roger. You know nothing about the past of
your native land, nor even what is going on at this present time. But
you know what a vote is, don't you?"

"I believe I do, sir. As to all that about my native land, I don't see
what business I have with it."

"Well, Mr. Dunlop said that the time is coming when every man, or
nearly every man, in England will have a vote. And he said that if
people used that power well and conscientiously, it would be seeking
the peace of the country. Now, you are sure to be a rich man, Roger;
one of these days, you'll have a vote. If you knew something of the
history of your country, you'd be in a position to use that vote
intelligently and to help others to do the same. If you don't, you'll
just be taken in by fine words and false promises, and you'll follow
with others like a flock of sheep. Therefore I say that, whether you
feel the want of it or not, you are bound as a Christian man to—join my
English History class."

Roger laughed.

"I knew that was coming!" said he.

"That's one reason. Another is for your own sake. You have plenty of
brains, but you are trying to starve them. You want to learn only what
you can turn to immediate use and profit. Now that you have learned all
the arithmetic you want, what are you going to do in the long evenings?
If you'll learn other things, you'll soon get a taste for reading,
and I can lend you books. If you don't care for reading—well, indeed,
Roger, I don't like to think what may be the end of those long, lonely,
stupid evenings."

"That's true," Roger admitted. "Before I began to go to the classes, I
was almost mad with the long time, and nothing to do."

"I know it. And by degrees, either you must give in and find something
to do, or it will be found for you. You know the old hymn,—

   "'Satan finds some mischief still
     For idle hands to do.'

"And if I had written that hymn, I should have added, 'Also for idle
brains.'"

"Well, Mr. Aylmer, I'll come!" said Roger, laughing again. "I won't
keep my brains idle."

"Or feed them with only one kind of food, of which of course they would
get very tired. And a tired brain, weary with harping on one idea, is
no joke. That is what fills our mad-houses, the doctors say. So much
for your brain.

"Now for the third lodger. Why don't you make friends with some of my
lads? There are a few that I can understand not liking; though, mind
you, if you could help them to improve, and don't, you are leaving a
duty undone. But Robert Brown and John Meyler, and one or two more,
would be good friends for you through life, and you would be the better
for their companionship even now."

"But if I get mixed up with a lot of fellows, I shall be losing time,
Mr. Aylmer."

"Do you call our walk this evening a loss of time?"

"No! Oh no, sir, I always know I shall get good by being with you."

"That's a great compliment, my dear boy, and a sincere one, I know.
But now, are you not aware that what you have said is another proof of
what I am trying to make you see—that you want to live altogether for
yourself? You think, and plan, and work—all for what? You would get
this good at least from making friends with lads of your own age and
position; you would find your level, and cease to think of nothing but
Roger Read, Fishmonger."

A short silence followed this home-thrust.

"Have I offended you, Roger?"

"No, sir," said Roger in a low voice. "It is true. Jack warned me that
I must guard against that. Yet, sir, I do try to be kind to any one
that is in want."

"My boy, I know you do. Did I not hear only yesterday that you have
taken that poor old Betty Price, the fishwoman, to be your servant,
only because she is no longer able to trudge about with her basket? And
what I like so much is, that you never speak of these things. But there
is something more wanting; you must come out of your shell, and realize
that we have duties to our equals and to ourselves. If you don't,
Roger, you'll never become more than half a man. And I want you to be a
true man—body, soul, and spirit all at their best, so that our Lord may
have a trained soldier in His service."

"I'll do whatever you tell me, Mr. Aylmer, I know you are right."

"Then you'll subscribe to my Cricket Club, and come every Wednesday and
Saturday evening to help me to teach those who know nothing about it.
And that brings me round to my fourth and last head. You know I divided
you into four at the beginning, and I have disposed of the three
lodgers. Now for the house, Roger, you don't look half so well as you
did the evening you astounded me by proclaiming yourself a fishmonger."

"No, I am not; I miss the journey to and from Sandsea, and the pure
salt breezes. But I can't go back to the old way now; my business has
outgrown that."

"The cricket, and good long walks when you can spare time, will do just
as well. By the way, we ought to be walking homewards. No primroses for
me to-night; but if you keep your word, Roger, I shall not mind that."

"No fear, sir, I'll keep my word, and I'll try to get out of my shell."

It was not long before Roger felt the benefit to both mind and body
which followed upon this determination. He was a clever, thoughtful
fellow, and the study of the history of his native land led on to other
studies; in fact, he became so fond of reading, that his evenings
seemed as much too short as once they had seemed too long. He also took
so kindly to cricket that the two evenings in the week were not grudged
to it.

But it was a good long time before he succeeded in being on frank and
friendly terms with the lads he had so long kept at a distance. They
did not like him nor wish for his company. But he succeeded in time,
thanks, partly, to a lecture Mr. Aylmer gave to Robert Brown; and he
became popular when they knew him better, and he was much happier when
he had "got out of his shell."

And his business did not suffer by all these other interests; he
attended to it so thoroughly, and was so honest and trustworthy, that
when a new fishmonger's shop, with marble slab, gold lettering, and
every modern improvement, was opened in Kingsmore, the owner got so
little custom that he was obliged to close the shop in a few months.

Now it happened, oddly enough, that this shop also belonged to Mr.
George Rider; and Roger at once wrote to ask leave to exchange the
house he was in for this far better one, as he was quite able to pay
the higher rent.

Having got Mr. Rider's consent to this arrangement, he made a fair
offer to the disappointed tradesman for the shop fixtures, and moved
into his new premises as soon as his name, in all the glories of gold
and scarlet, had replaced that of the original owner.

So it came to pass, that at one-and-twenty, Roger Read was the occupant
of one of the best shops in Kingsmore, doing a good business, laying
by a little every year, and leading a very healthy, happy life—and all
because he attended to his grandfather's maxim, and never lost a chance.



CHAPTER VI.

JACK SPARLING.

ABOUT a year had passed since Roger moved into his new shop, and his
prosperity had known no check.

Between work, friends, books, and helping Mr. Aylmer in the evening
school, his hands, head, and heart were all occupied. There was a
junior class in the evening school now, composed of errand boys,
crossing-sweepers, telegraph boys, and others whose days were occupied,
and Roger and his friend Richard Wilson, son of Mr. Wilson, of the Post
Office, taught this class turns about, thus setting Mr. Aylmer free for
the elder lads.

The Wilsons were very kind to Roger, and when their eldest boy finally
left school, they often asked him to their house, feeling that he
was a very safe companion for their boys. Indeed, Roger had used his
opportunities so well that he was now a fairly educated man; and a real
desire to be kind and courteous to every one made him a well-mannered
man too.

All this time, amid all his interests, Roger had not forgotten his
first and best friend, Jack Sparling. He had written several times to
the address Jack had given him, but his letters were returned, marked,
"Gone away and left no address."

Then Roger wrote to Mr. Avery, addressing his letter to the care of
Messrs. Waring & Co.; but he got no answer, though the letter did not
come back. He often thought of taking a holiday and going to Birmingham
in search of Jack; but he was so busy that somehow time slipped away,
and this holiday never was taken.

But now something happened which at once stirred up Roger's memory
of the time when he had come, hungry and friendless, to the "first
cutting" of the Sandsea Railway, and opened to him a chance of hearing
something of his dear old friend. The single line of rails to Sandsea
was no longer sufficient for the increased traffic, and a second was
to be laid down. And soon Roger heard that the contract for laying the
rails was undertaken by Waring & Co., the firm in whose service Avery
and Sparling had come there some years before. As soon as he knew that
the work was begun,—at the Sandsea end of the line, as before,—he went
down one evening to Sandsea, and set out to meet the men as they came
home from work.

"How well I remember that day!" he said to himself. "It was just here
that Mrs. Avery hurt herself—how the town has grown, for there were no
houses here then! That sprain of poor Bess Avery's ankle was a fine
piece of luck for me, though that is a heathenish way of talking of it.
Why, they are collecting their tools in the very same place! There is
the lorry, all just the same! Oh! I wonder, shall I have Jack by his
strong hand,—such a grip,—in a few minutes? I feel as if I were in a
dream, and that presently I shall wake up and find the dinner basket
on my arm, and feel the queer sinking that came over me when I saw the
food. It was the last time I ever was hungry—more than is pleasant. I
mean."

Here he reached the scene of action. The lorry had received its load,
and a good many of the men were sitting on it; but seeing a stranger,
they waited to see what he wanted. There were many strange faces, one
or two who might be acquaintances a little altered, but only two about
whom Roger felt no doubt, and neither of these was Jack Sparling.
Walking up to the stout man in white flannels, he held out his hand,
saying,—

"Mr. Avery, I can't mistake you! And that's Easy Deasy, isn't it?"

Avery looked at him, and said,—

"You have the advantage of me, sir."

While Deasy jumped off the lorry, a fine, tall strapping fellow, with a
magnificent red beard, and exclaimed in a voice which had lost none of
its brogue,—

"Boys honey! I hope he ain't some one I owed a few pence to when I was
here long ago!"

"Not a penny. Larry, don't you know me?" said Roger, laughing. "Mr.
Avery, where is Jack Sparling?"

Avery started and looked again.

"You don't mean to say as you—"

"It's himself—Roger Read," shouted Deasy. "And it's meself that's
proud to see you, Roger. We were talking of you this very day, and I
was wondering if I could find out what was become of you. But, Roger,
you're quite a gentleman, now I look at you!"

"Not much of that," Roger answered; "but I've done very well. I have a
shop in Kingsmore now. You come over and see me some evening, Deasy.
But—"

"A shop!" said Deasy. "Do you mean, a shop of your own?"

"Yes, a fishmonger's shop. But I want to—"

"Well now, boys,"' interrupted Deasy with comical gravity, "I was
telling you this very morning of the good turn Roger did me, and how
'twas the making of me; but I'm not so sure now that I'm grateful to
him. It seems to me that I oughtn't to have changed places with him.
He's had the best of it by far."

The men laughed, and one of them said,—

"Much good you'd ha' done, left to shift for yourself, Easy Deasy! Mr.
Read, you mind me, don't you? Jem Bowles—don't you remember?"

Roger remembered very well, but remembered nothing to Mr. Bowles'
advantage; besides, he was surprised to see that Avery had walked off
towards Sandsea, as if to avoid him.

"Is Jack Sparling not with you?" said he anxiously to Deasy.

"Jack Sparling! I haven't heard the sound of his name I don't know
when—lost sight of him, I have. Roger, will you walk back to Sandsea
with me?"

"No, I must catch up Avery; he surely can tell me more about Jack than
you know."

"He'll tell you more than you care to hear," muttered Deasy, as Roger
sped away; "but maybe he won't choose to tell him at all. I believe in
my heart he's ashamed. I always did think so."

Roger heard nothing of this. He ran after Avery, and soon overtook him.

"I want to ask you about old friends, Mr. Avery; your wife, who was so
good to me, and Jack Sparling! He's not with you now, Deasy says."

"My missis is right well, thank ye—well and hearty,—but there's too
many of us now for her to be coming away from home with me. We have six
now, four boys and two girls."

"But Jack, where is Jack, Mr. Avery?"

"Well, I don't know that I can tell you," said Avery slowly. "Jack
met with an accident, and left the place. He'd got a situation in the
establishment, you know, he were such a steady old chap, poor Jack!
And there was an accident—boiler bursted and killed two men and hurt a
many, and poor old Jack were badly hurt. Might better ha' been killed
outright."

"Oh, and to think I never knew—did you not get a letter from me? Where
is he, Mr. Avery—you surely must have some idea where he is?"

"I really can't say—I never had no letter. The truth is, blame was
laid upon Jack about the accident. He certainly made a mistake—he was
never a very bright fellow, you know—and he certainly opened a valve
that should ha' been shut, and shut one that should ha' been opened.
The coroner's 'quest laid the blame to him, but it was well known 'twas
only a mistake. Still, the rule of the firm is, that a man forfeits his
pension."

"For a mere accident? I call that hard lines! But you didn't lose sight
of him at once; where did you see him last?"

"In the hospital."

"And not after he came out?"

"No; I was away on a job, as it might be this here."

"And you are sure you know nothing more of him? My dear, good old Jack,
I must find him, no matter how long it takes me. Deasy may be able to
tell me something more."

He was turning to go in search of Deasy, when Avery said,—

"Look here, Roger. You've risen in the world, and are well thought of,
I make no doubt. You look like a gentleman. You take my advice, and
make no inquiry about poor old Jack."

"Mr. Avery, if every workman on the line, on every line in England,
told me that Jack Sparling had done anything to be ashamed of, I
shouldn't believe it! I do believe you know where he is; tell me at
once, and have done with it. Find him I will, with your help or without
it."

"Well, you were always obstinate, and it's no affair of mine—I s'pose I
must."

"Must what? Tell me where to find him? Why on earth should you keep it
back? What is the matter with you? Why, man, you look for all the world
as if you were ashamed of yourself!"

"Well, I ain't, then!" said Avery sulkily. "I said then, and I say now,
'Charity begins at home;' you're a great one for proverbs, and that's
a good one. It were the only difference Bess and me ever had, but I
ain't, ashamed; she's only a woman, and women are some of 'em so soft,
they'd take the bit out of their own mouth to give it away. If you must
know, then—Jack had to go to the workhouse, and he was drafted off to
his own native place, and I don't know where that is."

If Tom Avery really was not ashamed of himself, his countenance sorely
belied him.

Roger gazed at him for a few minutes in horror and amazement, and then
suddenly sat down on a pile of sleepers and cried like a baby.

"Oh, Jack, Jack! And I so well off and happy, never thinking, never
doing more than writing a bit of a letter, I that owed him so much!
Go on, Tom Avery, I see plain enough you did get my letter, and were
ashamed to answer it, but I'm not the man to reproach you. Bad as you
may be, I've been worse. I ought to have known there was something
wrong."

Avery stood, doubtful, for a few moments, and then walked on,
muttering,—

"I ain't a bit ashamed, 'Charity begins at home;' but if that young
chap goes to Birmingham on his search, I do hope he won't come across
Bess, I don't want to have her at me again."

Roger presently recovered himself and made the best of his way back to
Kingsmore. He went at once to Mr. Aylmer, to consult him as to the best
means of tracing Jack Sparling to his present abode. Mr. Aylmer said
that the officials of the Birmingham Workhouse would have some record
of the transaction; so, having provided as well as he could for his
business during his absence, Roger started off on his journey the very
next morning.

He had some difficulty when he reached Birmingham, having neglected to
ascertain the exact date of Jack's admission to the workhouse. But he
knew by this time how to get people to oblige him; and his Kingsmore
friends would have thought he had gone mad, could they have seen how
half-crowns and shillings slipped out of his hand. But he grudged
neither money nor trouble, and at last ascertained that Jack had been
passed on to Newcastle-on-Tyne, for which place he took the very next
train.

"Man called John Sparling, sent on from Birmingham? No need for me to
look at my books, sir; I know him well. Do you want to see him?" said
the Master of the Newcastle Workhouse, who seemed a good kind of man.

"He is out; he likes being sent out with a message, and I sent him to
post some letters, but he'll go round by St. Anne's Churchyard, for I
told him he needn't hurry. Some one he knew is buried there. He won't
be too long, he's such a good old fellow."

"Old!" Roger repeated. "He can't be old! Well, I suppose I cannot miss
the way if I go to meet him?"

"Stay, sir, there's some one at the gate—yes, it is he. Sparling! Come
in here."

The room in which the master had received Roger looked out into the
outer court; and the big gate, which made Roger think of a prison, had
just been opened to admit some one, but surely not Jack! Jack's hair
and beard had been as black as jet, this man's hair was white, and he
had but one arm, and walked with a crutch. Roger gazed in dismay; but
next moment the man was in the room, and a deep voice said,—

"Did ye call me, sir?"

Roger knew him now. He hurried over to him.

"Oh, Jack—Jack Sparling! I have found you at last."

Sparling looked at him, at first only surprised, then with a sudden
light in his eyes,—

"Well to be sure!" he said. "If it ain't the boy!"

Roger broke down utterly. The thin, worn face, with the queer grimace
instead of a smile, the grey hair, but the grave grey eyes with the old
affectionate look, and then the grasp of the big hand; but it was not
quite such a grasp as in the days of old.

"What's the matter, boy? Don't be making a fool of yourself," growled
Jack.

"I won't. Oh, Jack, I've had such a search for you."

And Roger quickly told him how he had heard from Avery about the
accident, and then set out to find him.

[Illustration]

"Ah," said Jack mournfully, "I were very unfortunate, and very foolish
too, to leave the work I could do as well as most, for work that wanted
brains more than strength. But my Master knows I did my best, and that
what happened, though it was my fault, was only a mistake, not a sin.
But it is only fair that I should bear the blame, and they're very kind
to me here, very kind."

"For all that, Jack, you won't sleep here another night! I have
prospered beyond my hopes; and I have a comfortable home, a good
business, and you will come home with me, and I'll take the best of
care of you. I owe you so much, Jack—if I gave you every penny I have,
I never could repay you—what you did for me was above all price."

But at first Jack would not hear of it; and Roger had to argue and
persuade, and at last succeeded only when he bethought himself of
saying how useful a really trustworthy assistant would be. Jack gave in
at last.

"I would not, if I thought I'd live to be a burden," he said. "But I
don't look to ever being an old man, you know. By the time you're ready
to look-out for a wife, I'll be away. God bless you, Roger, I'll go
with you."

Roger went out into the yard, where he found the master dawdling about,
waiting for him. After a short consultation with him, he went into the
town and repaired to a shop where they sold ready-made clothes, and
purchased a modest outfit for his friend. Returning to the workhouse
with his purchases in a neat box, he made Jack put off the grey uniform
of the workhouse, and put on a decent suit of dark cloth, in which Jack
declared shyly that he felt like a parson; but Roger could not help
assuring him that he certainly did not look like one.

There was now but one thing to be done before they set off for home;
it was to visit a certain grave with a small stone cross at its head,
in St. Anne's Churchyard. Roger asked no questions—he knew that
Jack's faithful heart was saying farewell to his long-lost Mary. Jack
stood and gazed, and said, "My lass!" and that was all. He was always
rather silent, and Roger took care not to speak to him until he seemed
inclined for it. Next day they reached Kingsmore.

Great was the surprise of all who knew Roger Read when they made
acquaintance with the friend he had brought home to live with him.
Just at first, no one, except Mr. Aylmer, liked him very much. Mr.
Aylmer took to him at once, and always said he was the truest, humblest
Christian he had ever known.

Jack delighted in telling the story of Roger's search for him. He had
no false shame about being found in the workhouse, or about being
dependent on Roger now. He had worked when he could. The Master knew he
couldn't work now, and put it into the boy's heart to love him.

And although deeply grateful for the love and tenderness which "the
boy," as he called Roger, showed to him, he never failed to tell him
plainly when he thought him in the wrong. He very soon saw that Roger's
danger lay in the direction of pride and self-satisfaction, and that he
was very hard upon the three boys he now had in his employment; and he
pointed out these faults with unsparing frankness.

"Roger," he said to him once, "you'll be a Pharisee if you don't mind;
and except me and Mr. Aylmer, everybody is trying to help you on to be
one. But I'm bound to tell you the truth, for it is all I can do in
return for all you are to me."

And Roger proved what a sound-hearted, honest young fellow he was, for
he listened to all these truths, laid them to heart, and loved his
friend all the better for telling them.

One day, not very long after Jack's arrival, he was sitting in the shop
while Roger wrote some business letters in the parlour behind it. A man
came quickly along the street and turned into the shop, as if in haste.
He did not look up, but said, "Is this Roger Read's shop?"

"Yes, I'll call him. Roger, you're wanted."

Roger came out. The visitor was Tom Avery.

"Well, Roger," he said, still keeping his eyes cast down, and speaking
in a sulky, injured tone, "our job is done, and I'm off to-morrow: I
just thought I'd look in and ask you, did you ever hear—but, indeed, I
suppose you never inquired—you thought better of it, no doubt, when you
took time to consider."

"You mean about Jack? No, I didn't, I was only too glad of the chance
to show him a little gratitude. Jack—here's our old friend, Mr. Avery."

Avery looked up now, and his face grew crimson. Jack held out his hand
at once, saying,—

"I didn't know ye, Avery! And how's Bess, and the young ones?"

"They're well, thank ye. Jack, I'm glad to see you here—I'm main glad
you're so comfortable and well off. I always knew Roger was a good
fellow—and I hope, Jack—"

"Well?" said Roger. "Go a-head—what do you hope?"

"That—that there's no ill-feeling between us, Jack. You know 'twasn't
with me as 'tis with Roger. I had wife and children to think of,
and—'Charity begins at home.'"

"All right," said Roger; "but you'd do well to ask yours to take a walk
occasionally."

And he marched back into his parlour without saying good-bye.

"I—hope there's no ill-feeling," repeated Avery, awkwardly.

"I hope not, Tom. There's none on my side. Mind you, I can't tell a
lie, and I did feel that you might ha' given me house-room when I left
the hospital, till I could look about and see if I could earn my keep
in any way. I won't deny that I thought, and that I think still, that
you might ha' done that, and Bess was more than willing.

"But I wasn't the one you injured, Tom. The workhouse did me no harm,
but you missed the doing of a kind act, and you know the Master would
ha' reckoned it as done to Himself; and I somehow doubt you're not the
happier for it. But as to forgiving you, I do that, Tom, hearty! Shake
hands—and give my love to Bess, and tell her I live like a prince now,
and am very happy and content."

Avery grasped the offered hand, and left the shop in silence.

"Is he gone?" said Roger, presently.

"He is, and you never said a kind word to him, and that wasn't right,
Roger. You may do something wrong yourself one day, and if you get the
measure you're inclined to give, you'll be in a bad way, boy."

For five years Jack Sparling lived with Roger, and those years made a
great change in the young man. No one could be much with so thorough a
Christian, and not learn from him, unless resolutely determined not to
learn. And Roger, to use his own words, was "right glad of the chance,
for I don't want to be a Pharisee."

But Jack never was strong after that terrible accident; and by degrees,
he failed more and more, until at last even Roger had to see and own
that his faithful friend was leaving him.

"Yes," said Jack, "'tis so, lad, I am going to the dear Master, so
don't you fret, Roger. I shall see my lass soon; and I give you my
advice, Roger, to look-out for a wife when I'm gone. There's that
pleasant, rosy-cheeked lass, Mary Wilson—the Post Office people, you
know, and they all like you well. She were telling me how she lost
her shilling when she were a child, and how you found it; and it's my
belief you'd have a good chance,—and you like a chance, you know,—of
getting that girl, and she's a good girl—reminds me of my Mary, in her
ways. Not in her looks, Mary never had that healthy colour in her face.

"You try for her, Roger,—don't settle down when I'm gone, all alone,
and turn yourself into a mill for making money; you will, if you have
no one to soften you a bit. It's your snare, Roger, and so I warn
you of it. It's all very well to do the best you can for yourself in
business, but you want to keep your heart sound too. The good Book
says,—

   "'Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.'

"If you set it only upon doing well in business, it will get as hard as
a flint. Try to remember that it is by the Master's help you have got
on so well. He has blessed you and helped you, because He loved you so
that He died on the cross to save you. He wishes you to do to others
what you have done to me. Let Him have the first claim on your love and
service, and then learn fully to be unselfish by trying to win the love
of Mary Wilson. Dear me, boy, how happy we've been together. But Mary
has been waiting now a long time."

Roger did not argue the matter with him, but he privately told himself
that he had as much chance of getting Mary Wilson as of marrying a
princess, and at the same time, if he did not marry her, he did not
think he would ever marry at all. And Jack Sparling had been dead a
year and more before Roger began to think there might be a chance, and
he was not the man to lose it, if so. He had buried dear old Jack in
the Newcastle churchyard, beside his lass, and with his own hands he
had laid the little picture the faithful fellow had so often looked at
on his breast, as he lay in his coffin.

And the house was very lonely, and one could but fail. But Roger did
not fail; Mary liked him, her brother was his friend, and her parents
had the good sense to see that, however low down the ladder of life
Roger Read began, his wife was likely to be a happy woman, truly loved
and manfully cared for. And so there is a happy home in the neat rooms
over the shop of "Roger Read, Fishmonger."

He never lost Jack Sparling's influence; and though to the end of life,
he never willingly lost a chance, he yet kept the best chance steadily
in view. As he prospered, in many quiet ways, he gave a helping hand to
others. The words of the Bible that he loved to keep ever in his mind
were,—

   "'What shall it profit a man if he shall gain the whole world and
lose his own soul?' and 'Inasmuch as ye did it unto one of the least
of these My brethren, ye did it unto Me.'"

And I will only, in conclusion, ask my readers to remember, that though
in this story I have used the word Chance, because Roger used it, yet
in truth there is no chance—no element of doubt, in the choice that
concerns us all equally, and more than any earthly chance, be it never
so favourable. Each must make the decision for himself or herself—must
choose to serve God, and to believe in His Son—or to serve the world
and the Prince of this world. But concerning the ends of these two
roads, there is no chance—and so I sincerely hope that all who read
this may say, "'As for me, I will serve the Lord.'"



                            THE END.



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